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Theodore Zeldin - An Intimate History of Humanity (2011, Harper Perennial)
Theodore Zeldin - An Intimate History of Humanity (2011, Harper Perennial)
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About the Book
About the Author
Also by Theodore Zeldin
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Preface
1. How humans have repeatedly lost hope, and how new encounters, and a new
pair of spectacles, revive them
2. How men and women have slowly learned to have interesting conversations
3. How people searching for their roots are only beginning to look far and deep
enough
4. How some people have acquired an immunity to loneliness
5. How new forms of love have been invented
6. Why there has been more progress in cooking than in sex
7. How the desire that men feel for women, and for other men, has altered
through the centuries
8. How respect has become more desirable than power
9. How those who want neither to give orders nor to receive them can become
intermediaries
10. How people have freed themselves from fear by finding new fears
11. How curiosity has become the key to freedom
12. Why it has become increasingly difficult to destroy one’s enemies
13. How the art of escaping from one’s troubles has developed, but not the art of
knowing where to escape to
14. Why compassion has flowered even in stony ground
15. Why toleration has never been enough
16. Why even the privileged are often somewhat gloomy about life, even when
they can have anything the consumer society offers, and even after sexual
liberation
17. How travellers are becoming the largest nation in the world, and how they
have learned not to see only what they are looking for
18. Why friendship between men and women has been so fragile
19. How even astrologers resist their destiny
20. Why people have not been able to find the time to lead several lives
21. Why fathers and their children are changing their minds about what they
want from each other
22. Why the crisis in the family is only one stage in the evolution of generosity
23. How people choose a way of life, and how it does not wholly satisfy them
24. How humans become hospitable to each other
25. What becomes possible when soul-mates meet
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Index
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About the Book
This extraordinarily wide-ranging study looks at the dilemmas of life today and
shows how they need not have arisen. Portraits of living people and historical
figures are placed alongside each other as Zeldin discusses how men and women
have lost and regained hope; how they have learnt to have interesting
conversations; how some have acquired an immunity to loneliness; how new
forms of love and desire have been invented; how respect has become more
valued than power; how the art of escaping from one’s troubles has developed;
why even the privileged are often gloomy; and why parents and children are
changing their minds about what they want from each other.
About the Author
Theodore Zeldin
Preface
‘MY LIFE IS a failure.’ That is Juliette’s verdict on herself, though she very rarely
makes it public. Could her life have been different? Yes, just as the history of
humanity could have been different.
She carries herself with dignity, observing all that happens around her, but
keeping her reactions to herself. Only in brief moments, hesitatingly, will she
reveal a little of what she thinks, which she does in whispers, as though truth is
too brittle to be brought out of its wrappings. A glint in her eye says: You may
think I am stupid, but I know I am not.
Juliette is fifty-one, and has been a domestic servant since the age of sixteen.
She has so mastered the art of looking after a house, preparing and serving
meals, that all overburdened mothers who catch a glimpse of her, and who can
afford to, have the same thought: how can they persuade this paragon to work for
them? Has she a few hours to spare? But though an ideal family help, she has
been unable to cope with her own family. At work she is wholly reliable, taking
endless care with every detail; but in her own home those qualities have never
been sufficient.
Her mother was also a domestic servant. ‘I have nothing to complain of,’ says
Juliette. ‘She brought us up very well, even if she did spank us.’ Widowed when
Juliette was only seven, she went to work early and returned late: ‘We didn’t see
her much.’ So Juliette fooled around rather than doing her lessons: ‘I didn’t see
the point of school.’ She met no ally who cared for her specially, no mentor from
outside her small world to help her, and she left with no paper qualifications, no
entry ticket to anywhere.
At the age of sixteen, ‘I did something stupid.’ So she married the father of her
baby and had eight more children. Babies were pure joy to her; she loves to hug
them; but only so long as they are babies. Once they grow up, ‘They become
difficult.’ Her husband was a handsome carpenter doing his military service, and
at first he was nice to her: ‘I was truly in love.’ But very soon things went wrong.
When her first daughter was six months old, she discovered from her neighbours
that he had a mistress. From then on there was no trust between them. He went
out a lot, to visit the mistress, she always suspected; then he took to drink,
working less and less, saying work was too tiring. He began beating her: ‘I have
scars all over my body.’ But she told nobody, she was so ashamed. ‘When I saw
him coming home through the garden, I was terrified.’ Why did she not leave
him? ‘I was too frightened. I was alone in his home town, where I knew nobody;
I was cut off from my family after my marriage; I didn’t see my sisters for
fourteen years; he stopped me going out, and it was the children who did the
shopping. He stopped me going even to my brother’s funeral. I had no women
friends any more. I went out only to work.’ And that, of course, meant she could
not look after the children, who were farmed out to foster parents by the social
services. The humiliation has left Juliette very sensitive. When people want to
insult her, they say: ‘You couldn’t even bring up your own children.’ She
protests, ‘People shouldn’t say things like that without knowing the facts.’
‘I started hitting my husband back in the end; I should have done so earlier.’ It
was a long time before she managed to leave him. He died one month after the
divorce: ‘I wasn’t sad; indeed, I laughed. I laugh now, but when we were
together, I didn’t laugh.’ Ever since, she has worked with one purpose only: ‘My
aim in life was to own my own home.’ And recently she paid off the mortgage
on her flat. It is the foundation of her pride, making her a stronger person. But
she is too frightened to live alone, though she has tried to do so. Now she has a
man with her: ‘It’s for security, not to be totally alone at night.’ Sometimes she
would prefer to have no one at all, and she is adamant that she does not want to
marry this man. ‘In that I’m like a young girl of today, for whom marriage is no
longer essential.’ They get on because he is also a divorcee and ‘wants peace’.
He does the cooking, and she does the shopping: she loves touring the markets
on Sundays, just looking, and enjoying the feel of new cloth, which is like a
dream unsullied by reality. Having her own money to spend gives her a great
sense of freedom. He has bought his own country cottage, because she has made
it clear to him that if they quarrel he will have to move out: she constantly
reminds him that the flat is hers, and says defiantly, ‘I can go out when I like, I
can go and see a friend when I like.’
They do not speak much. When she gets home in the evening, her pleasure is
to rest, to lie alone on her bed in the dark. Never reading a book, and hardly ever
watching television, she prefers instead to think, with the lights out, about her
past life: her mother, her husband, her children, and the terror of unemployment.
‘If a time came when there was no work for the children, that wouldn’t be
pretty.’ She is sad that their life will not be better than her own: ‘It isn’t fair.’ Her
explanation is that there are too many foreigners in France, who take the work
and the housing, which means ‘the poor French have nothing. I don’t want to
criticise Arabs or blacks, but I think it’s unfair. It’s because of them that my
children’s life is hard.’ One daughter works in a factory, another at the prefecture
of police, a third is a domestic servant, as though this family is condemned to the
worst-paid jobs for all eternity.
And what does Juliette think about at work? ‘Why, nothing. At work I don’t
think, or I think about my saucepans.’ Work is relaxation from home. For though
she has organised her home life so that she can have peace, people are prickly
porcupines to Juliette, and getting on with them involves constant vigilance.
Though she feels less fragile now, she is still very easily hurt by what others say
about her. She prefers to work alone, as an independent cleaning woman,
because she fears the gossip of offices and factories: ‘People repeat things about
you, twisting your words, and sometimes that can cost you dearly.’ There is
nothing she hates more than to be criticised; every hint of disapproval is a bruise
upon a bruise. Keeping her head high is a constant effort, and dignity requires
that she should not complain. She never told her sisters how her husband treated
her. When she visits them now, she is careful not to say what she thinks of their
way of managing their lives; and they never speak to her about her past: ‘They
know they would make me really angry.’ For example, her younger sister, whose
husband is dead and who now lives with a man with whom she is not really
happy, often says to him, ‘Pack your bags and clear out.’ Juliette is careful not to
interfere in their quarrels. ‘It’s her problem.’ And if, despite herself, she does
spill a tiny drop of criticism, the sister replies, ‘Mind your own onions.’ All her
sisters, she says, are as careful as she is: they do not show their anger.
‘In families with children, there are always quarrels.’ Of her own children,
perhaps the one who is doing best is the eldest, whose husband is also dead and
who lives with a man who obeys her: ‘She’s the boss, and he’s an idiot, because
she’s too hard on him.’ But she adds, ‘I don’t take any interest in the private lives
of my children. If they quarrel in front of me, I won’t interfere.’
The most irritating person in Juliette’s world, like a mosquito that bites and
will not go away, is her man’s daughter, aged seventeen, who lives in a hostel
because her mother is separated after a second failed marriage. Juliette, for all
her wisdom, is a classic stepmother. ‘You can’t come here for Mother’s Day
because you’re not my daughter. You can come for Father’s Day.’ This girl, she
is convinced, is ‘really wicked’: she has learnt about Juliette’s troubles and is
always saying, ‘You’re a failure.’ Juliette becomes furious. ‘If she was my
daughter, I’d give her a spanking’: the girl is spoilt, badly brought up, does not
help with the housework: the new generation have it too easy. The girl replies
that she will complain to the judge: ‘You’ll go to prison,’ and Juliette is
frightened of being involved with the law. Her man does not interfere in these
disputes: ‘He wants peace.’ So when the arguing becomes unbearable, ‘I go out
for a walk with my cheque book.’ It is like a passport that proves that Juliette is
an independent woman. She feels she is making progress in the art of being
independent by the way she uses it. Only a few years ago, she would recover
from an insult by spending wildly: ‘I didn’t think twice before buying, I didn’t
compare prices. But now I am more stable. It’s my friend who has probably
influenced me in this. He’s careful; he has made me more balanced. I used to be
more nervous than I am.’ The consumer society is a giant tranquilliser for raw
nerves.
When Juliette was young, she worked thirteen hours a day; fewer now, but she
still earns less than most people. It would be possible to find better-paid work,
but she likes employers whom she can cope with and understand, who do not
disturb her with criticism. To ensure a proper balance, she works for several,
distributing her hours like someone on a diet. ‘It would be impossible if I had an
employer who shouted at me all day, and then I had to go home to a man who
shouted at me all evening.’ One of the women she cleans for does indeed shout,
but ‘has a good heart’. Another is the granddaughter of a former president of the
French Republic, who lies on a sofa all day doing nothing, suffering from
various ailments: ‘If she was not so sorry for herself, she could do something
with her life’; but her kindness is perfect. A third has problems with his children
and with his health: ‘Take care of yourself, I say. Yes, doctor, he replies.’ A
fourth is a doctor, who shows no interest in her when she is ill, in contrast to her
fifth client, who is all attention the moment she utters a little cough: she
remembers it as a high point in her life that he allowed her to go home an hour
early once, saying, ‘It is not the factory here.’
Some of these employers, at least, she considers to be her ‘friends’. To one of
them she said, ‘Whatever happens, I won’t desert you. I wouldn’t allow myself
to leave you. I couldn’t find anyone as kind.’ She has worked for the doctor for
twenty-four years, despite his limitations, ‘because I know his character. I know
how to deal with him. I say nothing when I see he is in a bad temper.’ The low
points come when they complain about her work. ‘The mistress of a house must
not insult an employee in front of guests: she should go to the kitchen to do it.
Otherwise it’s vulgar.’ Once at a dinner party Juliette forgot to place the potatoes
around the meat, putting them by mistake on a separate plate. Her mistress called
her a stupid cow. She burst into tears and said she would leave. ‘The doctor
apologised, but his wife would not.’ Juliette stayed. At another house, she was
called skivvy. ‘I will not tolerate being called that.’ But then anger subsides:
‘One must adapt oneself to everyone. Every employer presents problems. There
are some who understand the life of a femme de ménage, but some do not.’ And
she consoles herself: ‘These people rely on me. I become more cultured with
them: they tell me things. One of them – he’s an educated man – tells me all
about his problems, but he says, “Don’t tell anyone.” So it’s between him and
me.’
Perhaps Juliette’s life could have been different if the meetings which have
decided its course had been less silent, superficial or routine, if more thoughts
had been exchanged, if humanity had been more able to show itself in them. But
they were restrained by the ghosts which continue to influence what employers
and strangers and even people who live together may or may not say to each
other. Juliette insists that ‘given my abilities’ she could have had a better job,
that working for old people would have appealed to her, and that it was her lack
of paper qualifications that obstructed her. It was even more tragic that none of
the influential people she worked for believed it was in their interest to help her
start a more satisfying career. Her conclusion is, ‘My life is finished.’
There are currently several different ways of interpreting this story. One can say:
that is what life is like, and there are many reasons why it is so. Or one can hope
that if the knots into which humanity ties itself could be untied, and its crazy
institutions made more sensible, then life could be changed, and poverty could
be abolished, but it may take decades, perhaps even centuries. Or one can hate
life for being so cruel and try to bear it by making fun of it, or parodying it, or
delighting in minute descriptions of it, all the while protecting oneself against
disappointment by refusing to suggest solutions to problems, and by condemning
all such efforts as naive.
My purpose is different. Behind Juliette’s misfortunes, I see all those who
have lived but thought of themselves as failures, or been treated as such. The
worst sense of failure was to realise that one had not really lived at all, not been
seen as an independent human being, never been listened to, never been asked
for an opinion, regarded as a chattel, the property of another. That was what
happened publicly to slaves. We are all of us descended from slaves, or almost
slaves. All our autobiographies, if they went back far enough, would begin by
explaining how our ancestors came to be more or less enslaved, and to what
degree we have become free of this inheritance. Legally, of course, slavery has
been abolished (not all that long ago: Saudi Arabia was the last country to end it
in 1962), but slavery also has a metaphorical, broader meaning: it is possible to
be a slave of the passions, or of one’s work, or of one’s habits, or of the spouse
one cannot for various reasons leave. The world is still full of people who,
though they have no recognised slave masters, see themselves as having little
freedom, as being at the mercy of uncontrollable, anonymous economic and
social forces, or of their circumstances, or of their own stupidity, and whose
personal ambitions are permanently blunted thereby. The modern descendant of
a slave has even less hope than a sinner, who can repent; the impotent, trapped
human being can see no comparable instant cure. Juliette is not a slave: nobody
owns her. She is not a serf: nobody has a right to her labour. But to think one’s
life is finished, or that it is a failure, is to suffer from the same sort of despair
which afflicted people in the days when the world believed it could not do
without slaves. It is therefore important to understand what legal slavery meant.
Humans became slaves in the past for three main reasons. The first was fear:
they did not want to die, however much suffering life caused. They agreed to be
despised by kings and knights and other addicts of violence, who believed that
death in battle was the highest honour, and for whom to enslave humans, and to
domesticate animals, was part of the same search for power and comfort. But
slaves also put up with being treated like animals, bought and sold, heads
shaven, branded, beaten, called by contemptuous names (Monkey, Downcast,
Strumpet, Irritation), because oppression seemed to be an inescapable ingredient
of life for most people. In Han China, the word ‘slave’ derived from the word
‘child’, or ‘wife and child’. Similar unquestioning obedience was also imposed
on the majority of humanity in most parts of the world, whether officially slave
or not.
Before twelve million Africans were kidnapped to be slaves in the New
World, the main victims were the Slavs, who gave their name to slavery. Hunted
by Romans, Christians, Muslims, Vikings and Tatars, they were exported all over
the world. Slav came to mean foreigner; most religions taught that it was
acceptable to enslave foreigners; British children who were exported as slaves –
the girls fattened up to fetch a higher price – ended up as Slavs. More recently,
when Slavs found themselves ruled by tyrants and saw no hope of escaping,
some gloomily concluded that there must be something in the character of Slavs
which dooms them to being enslaved. This is false reasoning, pretending that
what has happened had to happen. No free person can believe that: it is a
reasoning imposed on slaves to make them despair.
Fear has nearly always been more powerful than the desire for freedom:
humans are not born free. However, the Emperor Maurice of Byzantium (582–
602) discovered an exception. He was amazed by three Slavs he captured, who
carried no arms. All they had with them were guitars or zithers, and they
wandered around singing about the joys of liberty, of being in the open fields
and the fresh breezes. They told him, ‘It is normal for people who are strangers
to war to devote themselves with fervour to music.’ Their songs were about free
will, and they were known as the freewill people. In 1700 there were still such
people, when Peter the Great decreed that there should be no more of them:
everyone must be part of a legal estate, with fixed duties. But 150 years later
Tara Sevcenko, a liberated Ukrainian serf, was singing poems in the same
tradition, lamenting that ‘liberty has been put to sleep by the drunken Tsar’,
insisting that hope could be found in nature:
There was slavery, first of all, because those who wished to be left alone could
not keep out of the way of those who enjoyed violence. The violent have been
victorious for most of history because they kindled the fear with which everyone
is born.
Secondly, humans became slaves ‘voluntarily’. In Aztec Mexico, the majority
of slaves chose, if that is the word, to be so, overcome by depression, wanting to
be rid of their responsibilities – retired players of patolli, the national ball game,
for example, ruined by their addiction to the sport, or women tired of love and
preferring to be sure of having something to eat: the basis of the slave contract
was that a slave had to be fed, and if he was not, he had to be freed. The
Muscovites, when they learnt to resist their predators, and began to enslave each
other instead, developed eight different forms of slavery, of which by far the
most common was the ‘voluntary’ one. Their frontier society was established
without institutions of charity. The hungry sold themselves as slaves. Between
the fifteenth and eighteenth centuries, about one-tenth of Muscovites became
slaves, so that there were more slaves than there were townspeople, or soldiers,
or priests. An American historian has compared these slaves to the American
poor living on welfare.
Slavery in Russia was a kind of pawnshop for people who had nothing but
themselves to sell; one-third of slaves were normally absconders on the run, but
usually they came back, worn out by freedom, unable to cast off the prisoner’s
mentality: ‘Not every slave dreams of freedom. After a few years of being totally
dominated, an independent existence in harsh reality became almost
unthinkable,’ says their historian Hellie. In America escape was harder: the
southern states of the USA probably had one of the harshest slave systems in the
world, because slaves were employed intensively to make high profits from
agriculture, whereas in Russia and China they were used mainly as domestics.
But whatever the precise conditions of treatment, the fact that there were so
many kinds of slaves, and that each individual could be subject to slightly
different forms of abuse, meant that each could consider he had some privileges,
that he was not the lowest of the low; envy blinded him to the common
suffering; on American plantations, it was possible to find African slaves to whip
other African slaves. In other words, once an institution is set up, even those
who suffer from it find ways, however slight, of exploiting it, and willy-nilly
they help it to survive.
The third kind of slave was the ancestor of today’s ambitious executive and
bureaucrat. Owning slaves gave prestige; being a slave meant working. Free men
considered it beneath them to work for another; Roman aristocrats refused to be
bureaucrats for the emperor. So he started a civil service using slaves, and the
aristocrats employed slaves to manage their estates. Slaves had no family, no
loyalty to anybody but their master. They made the most reliable officials,
soldiers, private secretaries. The Ottoman and Chinese empires were often
managed by slaves, sometimes by eunuch slaves, who rose to the highest posts
and indeed sometimes ended as grand viziers and emperors; castration made sure
that they placed loyalty to the state before family. There are no statistics to say
how many people are morally castrated by their employers today.
The Russian word for work – rabota – comes from the word slave, rab. The
origin of the leisure society is the dream of living like a master, with the work
done by robots, mechanical slaves. The sting in the tail of this history of slavery
is that once free, people often become robots, at least in part of their lives. There
has been a great reluctance to abandon all forms of slavish behaviour. ‘The
height of misery is to depend on another’s will,’ said Publilius, a Syrian slave
who became a popular entertainer and mime in ancient Rome. And yet the
fantasies of romantic love are based on dependence. The freed slave often
preferred to remain dependent, continuing in the same work; the stain of slavery
took several generations to fade. In China and Africa the freed slave often
became a sort of poor relation; in Europe a client. To live outside the protection
of someone more powerful than oneself was too frightening an adventure.
The quality which was most remarkable about slaves – or at least those who
did not get permanently drunk to forget their sorrow – was dignity. Many of
them succeeded in asserting their autonomy even while being forced into menial
work, pretending to accept their humiliations, playing a role, so that the master
could live under the illusion that he was in charge, while they knew that he
depended on them. ‘Play fool, to catch wise,’ was the favourite proverb of the
Jamaican slave. And occasionally a slave owner did realise that he was not only
being fooled but that he was a slave too: ‘We use other people’s feet when we go
out, we use other people’s eyes to recognise things, we use another person’s
memory to greet people, we use someone else’s help to stay alive – the only
things we keep for ourselves are our pleasures,’ wrote Pliny the Elder in AD 77.
This Roman slave owner, the author of an enormous Natural History, died as a
result of getting too close to Mount Vesuvius, whose eruption he wanted to
witness: he knew he was a parasite, because observing nature is a good way to
learn how to recognise parasites.
The solution for slavery was not its abolition, at least that was not a total
solution, because new forms of slavery were invented under another name. The
factory workers who toiled in poisonous air from sunrise till sunset and never
saw daylight except on Sundays, obeying in silence, probably led even worse
lives than many ancient slaves. And today, all those who prefer to do what they
are told rather than think for themselves and shoulder the responsibility – one-
third of Britons, according to a poll, say that is what they prefer – are the
spiritual heirs of the voluntary slaves of Russia. It is important to remember that
it is tiring, and trying, being free; and in times of exhaustion affection for
freedom has always waned, whatever lip-service might be paid to it.
The conclusion I draw from the history of slavery is that freedom is not just a
matter of rights, to be enshrined in law. The right to express yourself still leaves
you with the need to decide what to say, to find someone to listen, and to make
your words sound beautiful; these are skills which need to be acquired. All that
the law says to you is that you can play your guitar, if you can get hold of one.
So declarations of human rights provide only a few of the ingredients out of
which freedom is made.
Just as important have been encounters with others, with people or with
places, which have provided the inspiration and courage to escape from dull
routines. There has been a waste of an opportunity every time a meeting has
taken place and nothing has happened, as when it did not even occur to any of
Juliette’s employers to help her into the career she dreamed about. In most
meetings, pride or caution still forbids one to say what one feels most deeply.
The noise of the world is made out of silences.
So rather than begin by summarising ancient Greek philosophy, as is usual
whenever freedom is mentioned, I prefer to use a single example of a person
assembling the right mix of people and conditions, though it took him half a
lifetime to do so. Domenicos Theotocopoulos, surnamed El Greco (1541–1614),
would doubtless have remained an obscure artist of no significance, repetitively
painting conventional icons, imprisoned by formalities and habits, had he not
formed links with others and learned how to draw out the humanity from those
who seemed to have none. Having absorbed all he could from the assorted
traditions of his native Crete – ruled by Venetians, divided by Orthodox and
Catholic Christianity, anchored to the past by refugees perpetuating the dying art
of Byzantium – he added new dimensions to his heritage by travelling abroad. In
Italy, he met a minor Croatian painter called Julio Glovio, known as ‘the
Macedonian’, through whose introduction he became a pupil of Titian. He could
then easily have put himself back in shackles as a pseudo-Italian minor
portraitist doing what was asked of him; but he aspired to more than imitation.
So at the age of thirty-five he settled in Toledo. Asked why, he replied, ‘I am not
obliged to answer that question.’ It was dangerous to say publicly that here he
felt free, that here there were no rivals to haunt him, that his ambition to paint –
as he put it – ‘more honestly and decently’ than Michelangelo could only be
achieved in a frontier city. Toledo reverberated with excitement because it knew
what both toleration and persecution meant; Christians, Muslims and Jews had
once lived in it side by side; one of its kings had been proud to call himself
Emperor of the Three Religions and another to have his epitaph inscribed on his
tombstone in Castilian, Arabic and Hebrew; and yet El Greco witnessed over a
thousand supposed heretics being brought to trial before the local Inquisition.
Here, living in the old Jewish quarter, both solitary and sociable, surrounded
both by the spiritual fervour of the Counter-Reformation and by philosophising
friends, he was stimulated to try to reconcile the seemingly irreconcilable, to
paint the divine and the human intertwined, to have the courage to put his
colours directly on canvas without preliminary drawing, as though character was
too fluid to have hard boundaries. He saw painting as part of the pursuit of
knowledge and the understanding of the individual.
It took a long time for Spaniards to recognise him as one of their own: the
1910 catalogue of the Prado Museum still listed him as a member of the ‘Italian
School’. It takes a long time for people to recognise their soul-mates when they
have too limited an idea of who they are themselves. It took Spaniards a long
time to realise that their contribution to the history of the harmonisation of
incompatibilities was more important than their contribution to the history of
pride, or to appreciate Alonso de Castrillo’s saying in 1512 that eventually
people grow ‘weary of obedience’ (just as people may eventually grow weary of
freedom if they do not know what to do with it).
Today, the whole of humanity can see something of itself in the paintings of El
Greco, who died owning only one spare suit, two shirts and a beloved library of
books on every subject. Because of him, everybody can feel, to a certain extent,
a citizen of Toledo. He is an example of a person who discovers what humans
have in common. I shall go deeper into this question of how links are formed, or
revealed, between apparently isolated individuals, even across the centuries; but
before I do so, I shall say a little more about my method and my purpose.
What we make of other people, and what we see in the mirror when we look at
ourselves, depends on what we know of the world, what we believe to be
possible, what memories we have, and whether our loyalties are to the past, the
present or the future. Nothing influences our ability to cope with the difficulties
of existence so much as the context in which we view them; the more contexts
we can choose between, the less do the difficulties appear to be inevitable and
insurmountable. The fact that the world has become fuller than ever of
complexity of every kind may suggest at first that it is harder to find a way out
of our dilemmas, but in reality the more complexities, the more crevices there
are through which we can crawl. I am searching for the gaps people have not
spotted, for the clues they have missed.
I start with the present and work backwards, just as I start with the personal
and move to the universal. Whenever I have come across an impasse in present-
day ambitions, as revealed in the case studies of people I have met, I have sought
a way out by placing them against the background of all human experience in all
centuries, asking how they might have behaved if, instead of relying only on
their own memories, they had been able to use those of the whole of humanity.
The world’s memories are normally stored in such a way that it is not easy to
use them. Each civilisation, each religion, each nation, each family, each
profession, each sex and each class has its own history. Humans have so far been
interested mainly in their own private roots, and have therefore never claimed
the whole of the inheritance into which they are born, the legacy of everybody’s
past experience. Each generation searches only for what it thinks it lacks, and
recognises only what it knows already. I want to make a start on summarising
that legacy, not by going chronologically through the deeds of the dead, but in
such a way that individuals can make use of those parts of their legacy which
affect what they care about most.
When, in the past, people have not known what they wanted, when they have
lost their sense of direction, and everything appeared to be falling apart, they
have generally found relief by changing the focus of their vision, switching their
attention. What once seemed all-important is suddenly hardly noticed any more.
Political ideals thus collapse abruptly and are replaced by personal concerns,
materialism succeeds idealism, and from time to time religion returns. I want to
show how priorities are changing today, and what sort of spectacles are needed
to observe them. In the course of history, humans have repeatedly changed the
spectacles through which they have looked at the world and themselves.
In 1662 the beginning of a major shift in attention was marked by the
establishment of the Royal Society of London. It was needed, said its founders,
because people did not know what to look for or how. These scientists, and their
successors, opened up huge territories for exploration, making the world look
quite different. But scientific discovery is a specialist activity; most people can
only watch in awe, and it does not help them to decide how to lead their daily
lives.
In the nineteenth century, shifts in attention became more frequent and so
more confusing. Alexis de Tocqueville’s journey to the USA in 1831 was
inspired by the conviction that America could provide a glimpse into the future,
and that one could discover there what amazing things could be done with
liberty; reforming political institutions to make them more democratic became
the goal of almost everyone engaged in the pursuit of happiness; but Tocqueville
came back with warnings about the looming tyranny of majorities and there is
still no place where minorities are wholly satisfied. In the same year, Darwin’s
journey into the animal kingdom, which humans till then believed to exist for
their benefit, switched attention to the struggle for life, which was increasingly
seen as dominating every aspect of existence. But Darwin himself complained
that his doctrines made him feel ‘like a man who has become colour-blind’, who
has lost ‘the higher aesthetic tastes’, and that his mind had become ‘a kind of
machine for grinding general laws out of large collections of facts’, causing a
‘loss of happiness’ and an ‘enfeebling [of] the emotional part of our nature’.
Marx’s journey into the sufferings of the working class, and his invitation to
revolution, tore the world apart for a hundred years, though it soon became
obvious that revolutions are incapable of keeping their promises, however
honestly made. Then, in the last years of the century, Freud embarked on a
journey into the unconscious of the neurotics of Vienna, which changed what
people saw inside themselves, what they worried about, and whom they blamed,
but the hope that they would forgive once they understood has not been realised.
All these thinkers put the idea of conflict at the centre of their vision. The
world continues to be haunted by that idea. Even those who want to abolish
conflict use its methods to fight it.
However, the originality of our time is that attention is turning away from
conflict to information. The new ambition is to prevent disasters, illnesses and
crimes before they occur and to treat the globe as a single whole; women’s entry
into the public sphere is reinforcing the challenge to the tradition that conquest is
the supreme goal of existence; more attention is being given to understanding
other people’s emotions than to making and unmaking institutions.
Yet much of what people do, despite these new yearnings, is governed by old
ways of thinking. Both politics and economics have been powerless in the face
of the obstinacy of entrenched mentalities. Mentalities cannot be changed by
decree, because they are based on memories, which are almost impossible to kill.
But it is possible to expand one’s memories by expanding one’s horizons, and
when that happens, there is less chance that one will go on playing the same old
tunes for ever and repeating the same mistakes.
Five hundred years ago, Europe underwent a Renaissance, as a result of four
new encounters, imbibing four new stimulants, expanding its horizons. First, it
revived forgotten memories of freedom and beauty. But it limited itself to the
Greeks and the Romans. In this book, I have tried to open up the memories of
the whole of humanity, and to use them to place the dilemmas of the present in a
perspective which is not dominated by the idea of perpetual conflict. Secondly,
in the Renaissance, Europe and America were betrothed, with the help of new
technology; but it was more a geographical discovery of a continent than a
discovery by humans of each other as persons; there is still silence and deafness
among the inhabitants of the globe, though the technology exists to enable them
to speak to anybody anywhere. I have investigated why ears remained blocked
and how they can be unblocked. The Renaissance, thirdly, was based on a new
idea of the importance of the individual. But this was a fragile foundation,
because individuals depended on constant applause and admiration to sustain
them. There is a shortage of applause in the world, and there is not enough
respect to go round. I have searched for methods of increasing the supply.
Finally, the Renaissance involved a new idea of what religion should mean. The
ultimate purpose of all religions is to draw people together, but so far they have
also separated them. Their history is unfinished. I have searched beyond their
disagreements for the spiritual values that they share, not only among
themselves, but with unbelievers too.
Enough is known, enough has been written, about what divides people; my
purpose is to investigate what they have in common. So I have focused
particularly on how they meet. The search for new and old types of relationships,
both close and distant, has, in my view, been the most important human
preoccupation throughout history, though it has been disguised under many
names, taking many different paths. Meeting God has been the supreme aim for
all those to whom the soul is a divine spark. Enchantment with a hero or guru
has been at the heart of growing up. Personal life has been increasingly
dominated by the hunt for the ‘other half’. Parents have striven, more and more,
to be on the same wavelength as their children. A good part of culture has been
the process by which artists have been recognised as expressing the feelings of
people they have never met. Most thoughts have been flirtations with the
thoughts of others, dead or alive. Money and power, however obsessive, have
ultimately been a means to a more intimate purpose. I investigate how humanity
has become confused about its purpose, and how it is possible to acquire a new
sense of direction.
When individuals have looked beyond their familiar surroundings, when they
have learned to read and travel, they have discovered that many strangers share
their emotions and interests. But fruitful contact between them has been rare.
Very few of those who could be mutually sympathetic or stimulating, or who
could join together in adventures which they could not undertake alone, have yet
met. Now that for the first time better communication has become one of
humanity’s main priorities, no life can be considered to be fully lived if it has not
benefited from all the encounters of which it is capable. Today, hope is sustained
above all by the prospect of meeting new people.
All scientific discovery, indeed, is inspired by a similar search, and the
meeting of ideas which have never come together before. So too is the art of
making life meaningful and beautiful, which involves finding connections
between what seems to have no connection, linking people and places, desires
and memories, through details whose implications have gone unnoticed. The
search for a soul-mate who matches one perfectly occupies only one part of
intimate life; individuals are becoming increasingly many-sided; so it is about
soul-mates of a less total kind that I write, who have some elements of character
or attitude which can combine with elements in another to produce more than
either could alone. Just as the science of materials has invented many new
comforts by discovering how the same molecules are to be found in objects that
are apparently totally different, how these molecules can be rearranged, how
seemingly incompatible ones can become receptive to one another, and united by
gentle, multiple liaisons, so discovering unrecognised affinities between humans
holds out the prospect of reconciliations and adventures which have so far
seemed impossible. But merely to wait for mutual recognition is inadequate. The
dream which cosmopolitans had, that antagonisms would evaporate naturally,
was too simple, and ceased to be credible because it underestimated how
different and vulnerable every person – and every group – is. I have investigated
how relationships of varying closeness may be established across frontiers
without abandoning one’s loyalties or uniqueness.
It may seem sheer temerity even to conceive of the possibility of another
renaissance, but hope has always emerged from its hibernation, however
battered, however long it takes to wake up. Of course, it cannot return with its
faith in utopias, for they have caused too many catastrophes. To find a new sense
of direction, it will need to incorporate the certainty of failure, to a lesser or
greater extent; but if failure is expected, and studied, it need not destroy courage.
Instead of packing my information into conventional categories, which would
only confirm that the habitual economic, political and social factors weigh
heavily on all that humans do, I have rearranged it, finding new points of contact
between the ordinary and the exotic, between the past and the present, so as to be
able to address the questions which matter most to the present generation.
I have dealt with only a limited range of people, places and topics, because I
am trying to suggest a method and an approach, not to fit all facts into pigeon-
holes, and because even several lifetimes would not have been sufficient to
remedy my ignorance, or to cope with all the information that is available. What
to do with too much information is the great riddle of our time. My solution is to
look at the facts through two lenses simultaneously, both through a microscope,
choosing details that illuminate life in those aspects that touch people most
closely, and through a telescope, surveying large problems from a great distance.
I hope I say enough to show that humans have many more options before them
than they currently believe.
The gallery of portraits I place at the heart of my book are of individuals and
not a statistically representative sample: they are there to stimulate reflection, not
to point to facile generalisations. I have chosen to write about women, because I
am not one myself, and because I have always preferred to write about subjects
which do not tempt me to be so arrogant as to believe that I can ever fully
understand them, but above all because many women seem to me to be looking
at life with fresh eyes, and their autobiographies, in various forms, are the most
original part of contemporary literature. Their clash with old mentalities is the
impasse which dwarfs all other impasses; and thinking about how it might be
resolved first started me on this book. My conclusion was that I had to write
about both sexes at the same time.
Freud wrote about humanity on the basis of meetings with patients largely
from one country, even if he did drape an oriental carpet over his couch. I had
long conversations with people of eighteen different nationalities in the course of
my research, and could have started each chapter with witnesses from a different
part of the world, but I did not want to suggest that any particular country might
somehow be more liable to a particular worry or weakness. The majority of the
living characters in this book therefore also come from a single country. It is a
rich one (though it knows poverty too), a free country (but one struggling against
many subtle restrictions), a favourite for tourists because of its devotion to the
good life, attracting as many each year as it has inhabitants, but nevertheless not
finding living all that simple, and it is probably disliked by quite as many
foreigners as admire it. I am thus able to ask what there is left for humans to do,
once they have won their basic comforts and their freedom, or at least some
freedoms.
I met most of these women in France, a country which has been like a
laboratory for me for all my adult life, a constant source of inspiration. All my
books on France have been attempts to understand the art of life, by the light of
the fireworks which that country sends into the sky in its effort to understand
itself. What I value particularly is its tradition of thinking about its own
problems in universal terms, and, self-absorbed though it is, of going beyond the
self-preoccupation which all nations feel. The Declaration of the Rights of Man
was made on behalf of the entire world. It seems to me that any new vision of
the future must, more than ever before, include the whole of humanity, and that it
why I have written my book this way.
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COGNAC (POPULATION 22,000) is worth visiting not just because it makes a famous
liqueur, which loosens tongues, nor because it is the birthplace of Jean Monnet,
the founder of Europe, which has replaced war by debate, nor because it has an
old château, but because it has become conscious of its silences. Here it is
possible to observe not just the old traditions of talk, but also the nouvelle
cuisine of conversation.
At the police station, the job of Corporal Lydie Rosier, aged twenty-seven, is
to listen to confessions, but after I had finished talking to her, she left the room
all blushing, saying that my questions had been very difficult, that she was not
used to answering questions, only to asking them. She has never had much
occasion to talk about herself: ‘Our profession does not allow us to be
introspective. We are taught to be discreet. We can have opinions but we cannot
express them.’
Everybody’s style of speaking is a mixture of echoes dating from different
epochs of the past: hers recalls the prudent and modest civil servants of the last
century who were proud that they represented the state and who took care not to
compromise themselves by saying the wrong thing. There is no point in her
indulging in idle talk: nothing but concentration on her duties, and the ageing
process, can win her a third chevron. Her private life is in the freezer. The chit-
chat of the factory she once sweated in, where most of the workers were women,
is an uncomfortable memory: personal relations there were difficult, she says,
because ‘women are more secretive and more aggressive towards one another
than men.’ Does she worry that she cannot speak freely? No, because she reads a
lot. She has just finished a book about . . . the secret police. However, she has
also recently read the biography of Marie Curie: ‘I would have liked to have
been her. She had great force of character, great will power.’
Will power is what Lydie believes in, not words: most misfortunes are the
result of weakness of will. Though her training did not include any discussion of
the causes of crime, she is certain that she does not accept the verbiage of
modern psychology. ‘There are plenty of people living in awful conditions and
they haven’t become criminals. No one is forced to take the wrong road, even if
strength of character is needed to avoid it.’ But where does one get strength of
character? ‘It’s a matter of ambition. You must take hold of your life.’
The talks she likes to have with offenders are ones where they understand this.
For example, ‘A lad of fourteen stole a car. It was his first offence. He said,
“What I did was stupid. I need help. I cannot manage alone.” We said OK. Now
he wants to join the army and has stopped committing crimes. He has an
ambition.’ Television should not show people carrying guns as though it was a
normal thing to do. She of course carries a gun herself and ‘I might have to take
it out and shoot someone.’ They talk about that in the police station. She might
get shot herself. Death alone frightens her, but she does not talk or think about it.
If it comes, too bad. Nor does she bother her head with the future: ‘I live from
day to day.’
‘There are always solutions to problems’: that is her motto. Her father is a
post-office clerk; one sister works for the police, another at the town hall, a third
in a school. The universe of junior officials, rotating on its own axis, is large
enough to keep conversation within the family. For Lydie, entering the public
service has been an escape from the commonplace: ‘I always wanted to do
something out of the ordinary.’ And now her ambition is to prove by her conduct
that women can do security work as well as men, though not with the aim of
taking their place, nor of challenging them, because the ‘force side of the
profession must be preserved and women do not express force’. She does not
argue with misogynists, whether policemen or not. Sexual crimes give her a
chance to demonstrate her value: ‘Victims find it easier to speak to a woman.’
Lydie looks very modern in trousers with her revolver on her hip; but she has
decided she will be more comfortable in Réunion, in the Indian Ocean, which is
her next posting, having already had a taste of New Caledonia: there, she says,
‘They live as people lived a hundred years ago.’ Yet old ways survive in Cognac,
too, where in order to speak to me she had to get the permission of her captain,
who asked the colonel, who asked the general . . .
Other old ways are to be found in the surrounding countryside. The growers of
Cognac’s grapes are also careful about what they say. The Bellenguez family,
which has sixteen and a half hectares of vines and thirty of arable land, remains
faithful to the tradition of not crossing those in authority: ‘We never discuss
politics. We’re on good terms with everyone. We vote but we don’t say how we
vote.’
However, each member of the family has an individual relationship with
words. The grandmother is its intellectual. Aged sixty-five, a dressmaker by
trade, she is famous for her wide reading, for her love of new gadgets, for
helping children to do their homework and for making notes when she watches
television, whose programmes she loves to discuss. They explain her brilliance
by saying that she comes from the north, from the Pas de Calais. One of her
granddaughters is thought of as following in her footsteps, because she plunges
into a book when she gets home.
The head of the family, who inherited the farm from his father, continues to
have soup, pâté and sausages for breakfast, as his forebears always have: he
knows everybody in the region, goes shooting, reads the newspaper and is a
subscriber to the conservative weekly, L’Express. But there are subjects of
conversation which remain too delicate. He has no sons: does he regret it? His
wife replies, ‘He has never said.’
The wife talks readily and fluently, but talk is only an accompaniment to
work; she is uncomfortable if she is not constantly busy and on the move,
looking after the animals and the house, and taking two hours to cook supper.
She never reads, not even the newspaper, and she never helped the children with
their homework: ‘We trusted them, we are not like other parents who interfere.
The children must make their own way, there’s no point in forcing them to get
better marks – each according to his abilities. I brought them up to be thrifty, and
to manage for themselves.’
One daughter, who is studying to be a nurse, hoping to become a midwife,
says that in the old days there was more sociability, at least at harvest time, when
they used to employ fifteen workers, of all nationalities: the atmosphere was
festive, and on Saturday nights there would be a big meal and a dance. She likes
‘an ambience of warmth’, which means having lots of people around her. Last
Sunday, the family had no guests: ‘How odd that we are alone,’ they said. ‘The
house seems empty.’ But again, there are things which they do not talk about:
‘What we don’t say to each other, we write in letters.’ These are to pen-friends
abroad, in Africa, Peru, Korea. The nurse sends three or four letters a week.
Strangers are needed to whom one can explain what one is doing and feeling.
In the very centre of Cognac, there is also a shortage of people to talk to. Annette
Martineau and her husband have a fruiterer’s and greengrocer’s which is so
bustling that they can allow themselves only one week’s holiday a year: she has
developed a speciality of artistic, ornate fruit baskets, which people come to buy
from fifty miles around. ‘I would like,’ she says, ‘to be like Troisgros [the three-
star chef], to be recognised professionally. I didn’t know I had this in me. But the
tragedy of commerce is that people think we’re cash registers. It’s true we live
off their money, but we want other things too. When one meets people, and hears
them converse, they become interesting. I left school at fourteen; I have
difficulty in spelling; in correspondence I use a dictionary. But now everything
interests me. I feel an insatiable hunger for everything. I’m not a literary person
but I like to go to a bookshop sometimes and leaf through a book or magazine.
I’m willing to try before saying no. Culture has developed so much in France: it
means doing everything, speaking about everything; everything has become
cultural because one learns from everything. Television brings many new ideas,
and interesting biographies, and one wants to talk about them.’ She has no
inferiority complex about her lack of education: ‘There are people who are
learned but stupid.’
As a child, she was taught not to speak at table. ‘My parents barely talked to
each other. My friends say their husbands don’t talk either. It’s often like that.
Husbands didn’t say much in the past, because everything was taboo, and
because they had nothing to say. In our dinner parties, the conversation is either
non-existent or aggressive.
‘My husband gets up at 3 a.m. to do the buying. He is completely immersed in
his work and is not a man to waste words. I warned my daughter: “You will
enjoy life more if you’re with a man you can talk to.” I recently bought a book
which said that women are more interested in conversation than sex. Friendship
begins with talking about nothing, just for amusement, but later one talks about
life, and it becomes sharing. A real friend is very rare; she won’t repeat what I
say, nor dirty what I say. I like many people, but friendship is a stronger word.
‘I’ve taught my daughters to fight for themselves, on their own. I’ve spoken to
the elder one about women’s matters. I speak freely, but we’re not buddies. I feel
I am her mother. I tell them to work, love, respect, learn. I would like them to be
real women, that is someone who is respected and loved, who knows how to
love and make herself respected; I tell them to live freely, better than me, to be
less ignorant.
‘A woman needs a man. In the past men gave women no support. My father
gave my mother no support, and life used to be more passive. She didn’t ask for
much, and had many children. But I need support, assurance, affection from a
man. Why? I don’t know. One needs to lean on someone.
‘An example of a real man was Yves Montand. I would not have wanted to
marry him, but great men have shoulders – a woman can feel their strength, be
understood by them, be supported by them. But despite sexual liberation,
friendship between men and women is still difficult, there is always an arrière
pensée. Women can talk about everything that men do, and they can broaden the
conversation; they will pause, reflect more; they are not less intelligent.
Relationships are changing, but remain difficult. As men get older, they often
still need a mother, or want to return to being eighteen; they want to go on
proving that they are men. Whereas a woman lives each stage of her life, she has
several lives. Men refuse to. People say Montand was made what he was by
women, and it’s true.
‘In my shop, I am a shopkeeper. With you, I am me.’
Madame Martineau’s daughter, aged sixteen, finds her own conversation limited
in different ways. In the past, she says, girls confided only in girls, but now it is
possible to make friends with a boy, without sex, ‘like a brother’. ‘There is no
difference between boys and girls, one can talk to either.’ However, whereas
‘girls are willing to experiment and search, boys have fixed ideas, absorbed by
money and success.’ There is a new confidence in girls, which the boys cannot
quite satisfy: she admires her mother who, while liking her work, ‘would change
it if she could; she’s interested in more things, and if she doesn’t know, she goes
and finds out.’ So she dreams of leaving Cognac because ‘it is a place only for
people over thirty-five’ and because the children of the poor have to stick to their
own class. But her confidence is mixed with diffidence: ‘I don’t like serving
customers in the shop, because of the risk of not pleasing them: they might be
dissatisfied.’ What goes on in other people’s heads is becoming ever more
puzzling.
I ask a woman of forty-four, ‘With whom do you have your best discussions?’
She replies, ‘With my dog. He understands me.’ She belongs to the generation of
1968, which believed that once taboos were abolished, and people became frank
with each other and spoke freely about what they thought deep down in
themselves, a new age would dawn. Lisa has been trying to apply that formula
for over twenty years and it has not quite worked. She runs a renal dialysis clinic
and is proud that she can provide treatment at a quarter of the hospital’s cost. But
her colleagues do not speak to her the way she would like them to, so she is
giving up her work. When she began, young doctors and nurses treated each
other as equals: they were a team and the doctors swore that when they got to the
top they would never behave like the tyrannical old specialists, who thought they
were God. Now the young doctors have become middle-aged and powerful; they
go off on their own to international congresses and have lost interest in the
nurses. She complains that they assume experienced nurses like herself will just
go on doing their duty, earning little more than young nurses straight out of
school: she wants recognition of her experience, not necessarily in money, but in
respect. The lack of it has turned everything sour. But doctors also complain that
they are not respected by their patients, who value the television repairer more
highly; nobody foresaw the world shortage of respect.
Patients come to Lisa from all over the country; she spends four or five hours
with each of them, three times a week, and close bonds have been formed.
Nevertheless she has decided to rebel. In almost the same breath she says, ‘I’ve
had enough of the patients,’ and ‘I’ll miss them very much.’ She intends to
become an administrator specialising in hospital hygiene. The world does not
know how to reward people for what they are, rather than for the grade they
occupy in the hierarchy.
How have the doctors reacted to her demand for respect? ‘I haven’t ever said
any of this to them.’ Silence again. Pride stands in the way. She feels that they
treat her with contempt. But she cannot beg them for encouragement. Once upon
a time she met a marvellous professor of pharmacology, in whose laboratory she
spent some time. He was world-famous and had worked in the USA, but had not
a trace of arrogance, never spoke of his discoveries but always of his ‘team’,
where only first names were used. That attitude is her ideal. She forgets that it is
easy for world authorities to be friendly, whereas mediocrities have to show how
important they are, or nobody would guess. However, Lisa is searching for ‘a
new motivation’.
She had put her hope above all in her career. She married a doctor who busied
himself with his career too. ‘We are equals. There are no male and female tasks
at home. I am completely liberated. I can do what I want, and won’t be criticised
if I come home late. We have separate bank accounts. I look after myself. We
each have different hobbies. His are tennis and bridge. Mine are squash and
physical fitness. But I do all the cooking on Sundays, for the whole week,
because cooking is my passion; I express my creativity in it: I don’t want his
help.’ Busy with their work, they did not have children. Now she regrets it. Does
he? ‘I don’t know. We never speak about this. He didn’t really want children.’
That, however, was not the only subject they did not mention. Does he love
her? She never asks; he never tells her. Does she tell him? ‘It is easier for me to
say, “You get on my nerves.”’ There were times when they hardly saw each
other, fully involved as they were with their patients. About five years ago, she
decided they must agree to dine together, alone, every Saturday at 8.30; she
prepares a meal as though they had guests, and they talk about medicine and
people, whose psychologies he is very good at dissecting – ‘He taught me how
to do it.’ He loves good food, but says she spends too much time cooking; and
when they do have guests, he says the fuss she makes means the meal is less
convivial than she thinks, because she puts the guests in a position of inferiority.
She does indeed think about these big dinners a whole month ahead.
‘We never speak about ourselves. I don’t know why. I think about myself, but
don’t say what I think. If I were really liberated I would speak about myself with
my husband; but I would need a husband who was liberated from his shyness, to
help me out of my shyness.’ There is no solution for this shyness, beyond going
out and proving to herself that she is admirable, which is never quite satisfying.
‘I think my husband knows I am exceptional, whereas he is not exceptional; but
he agrees with me that I am exceptional only to avoid trouble.’ She has accepted
an invitation to teach at a business school one morning a week, wearing her
smartest clothes: ‘I do all I can to look good in front of these adolescents. They
notice what I wear. I put forward an image that pleases them, so that they listen
to me. I don’t want to grow old; I don’t want to behave like a woman of forty-
four; I find people of my own age older than me. Because I am a sportswoman, I
can talk with the young.’ Her activity in the sports world means she meets many
people: ‘I’m not cowed by them; they treat me as an equal, which is important to
me.’
There is also a man friend who likes to pour out his problems to her, and
sometimes they go out together, even to night-clubs; but her husband refuses to
get jealous. His pleasure is the tennis club and his men friends. ‘Why can’t we
enjoy ourselves separately?’ he asks. ‘Why not together?’ she replies. ‘If he is
enjoying himself, I would like to be there also. I like enjoying myself, but we
have a different idea of what enjoying oneself means.’ She did persuade him to
go to a fancy-dress ball, at which she made herself quite unrecognisable and
dressed him up as a clown, and he did enjoy himself: ‘It was one of our best
evenings.’ For all her independence, she wants to be close friends with him, but
time seems to have separated them, as the doctors got separated from the nurses.
It might be different if people could be unrecognisable more often, could
surprise each other.
Perhaps one man cannot provide enough conversation. Sometimes she thinks
the ideal would be to have two part-time men. ‘I don’t say it would never
happen. But I don’t believe I could do this. I’m not an adventuress. I’ve no taste
for risk.’ She says to him, ‘You don’t know me. You don’t realise how far I could
go.’ But it is only to frighten him: ‘He exasperates me, but I couldn’t live with an
ordinary stereotype of a husband; and I’m not so easy to live with. Perhaps, after
all, he is the best husband for me.’
Has nothing changed in two thousand years? Han Fei Tzu saw what the problem
was in the third century BC. He could not get people to listen to him. He was
always misunderstood: if he tried to be witty, he was accused of being flippant; if
he was compliant, he appeared insincere; if he spoke out of turn, he was
punished; different people found him alternately awkward, conceited, boastful, a
coward and a flatterer. Was it any wonder, he said, that he was diffident about
speaking, and worried when he did? And yet he liked to talk and give his
opinion, which eventually earned him a death sentence. Han Fei left a book of
essays about ‘Solitary Indignation’ and ‘Difficulties in the Way of Persuasion’,
showing that he knew what he ought to have done, but could not: the obstacle to
conversation was ‘not knowing the heart’ of the person one spoke to, ‘thereby to
fit my wording into it’. He saw that the problem was that humans are a mystery.
Which is, of course, why they are interesting, why they are worth talking to. If
they were predictable, there would be no point in conversation, which draws its
inspiration from the differences between humans. Conversation is quite unlike
confession or its secularised variants, quite unlike the practice of pouring out
one’s troubles to anybody who will listen, paying them to listen if necessary. The
healer who listens aims to put an end to the confession, by providing an
explanation of it, often on the basis of a childhood or a sexual experience, or a
scapegoat of one sort or another. Conversation, by contrast, demands equality
between participants. Indeed, it is one of the most important ways of establishing
equality.
Its enemies are rhetoric, disputation, jargon and private languages, or despair
at not being listened to and not being understood. To flourish, it needs the help of
midwives, of either sex: women have generally shown more skill at this task, but
there were times in the history of feminism when some gave up on conversation,
and staked all on persuasion. Only when people learn to converse will they begin
to be equal.
Kai Ka’us Ibn Iskandar, Prince of Gurgan, A Mirror for Princes: The Qabus
Nama, tr. Reuben Lévy, Cresset Press, 1951; David Kinsley, Hindu Goddesses:
Visions of the Divine Feminine in the Hindu Religious Tradition, California UP,
1986; The Complete Works of Han Fei Tzu, tr. W. K. Liao, Arthur Probsthain,
London, 1939; Etienne Balazs, Chinese Civilisation and Bureaucracy, Yale UP,
1964; J. V. Neustupny, Communicating with the Japanese, Japan Times, Tokyo,
1987; Tullio Maranhao, Therapeutic Discourse and Socratic Dialogue,
Wisconsin UP, 1986; George A. Kennedy, Classical Rhetoric and its Christian
and Secular Tradition from Ancient to Modern Times, Carolina UP and Croom
Helm, 1980; Nicolas P. Gross, Amatory Persuasion in Antiquity, Delaware UP,
Newark, 1985; Georges Vlastos, Socrates, Ironist and Moral Philosopher,
Cambridge UP, 1991; M. Magendie, La Politesse mondaine et les théories de
l’honnêteté en France au dix-septième siècle, Félix Alcan, n.d.; Ian Maclean,
Woman Triumphant: Feminism in French Literature 1610–52, Oxford UP, 1977;
Elizabeth C. Goldsmith, Exclusive Conversations: The Art of Interaction in
Seventeenth-Century France, Pennsylvania UP, 1988; Carmen Martin Gaite,
Love Customs in Eighteenth-Century Spain, California UP, 1991; W. Jackson
Bate, Samuel Johnson, Chatto, 1978; C. B. Tinker, The Salon in English Letters,
Macmillan, NY, 1915; K. C. Phillipps, Language and Class in Victorian
England, Blackwell/Deutsch, 1984; John S. Nelson, The Rhetoric of the Human
Sciences, Wisconsin UP, 1987; William Carey, Dialogues Intended to Facilitate
the Acquiring of the Bengalese Language, 3rd edn., Mission Press, Fort William,
1818; N. H. Itagi, Communication Potential in the Tribal Populations of Assam
and Madhya Pradesh, Central Institute of Indian Language, Mysore, 1986; K. S.
Rajyashree, An Ethno-Linguistic Survey of Dharavi, a Slum of Bombay, Central
Institute of Indian Language, Mysore, 1986; Raymonde Carroll, Cultural
Misunderstandings, Chicago UP, 1988; Lila Abu Lughod, Veiled Sentiments:
Honor and Poetry in a Bedouin Society, California UP, 1986; Deborah Tannen,
You Just Don’t Understand: Men and Women in Conversation, Morrow, NY,
1990 and Virago, 1991; Deborah Tannen, Perspectives in Silence, Ablex,
Norwood, NJ, 1985; Jan Bremmer and Herman Rooden, A Cultural History of
Gesture, Polity, Cambridge, 1991; Elinor Ochs Keenan, ‘The Universality of
Conversational Postulates’, in Language in Society, vol. 5, 1976, pp. 67–80.
3
A GREYING MAN and a young woman are dancing. He is English, and he says to
her, ‘You have such a lovely face; it’s a pity about your accent.’
Her face is half Japanese and half European, perhaps German or Slav or
French . . . she has to explain it. Her accent is American. She does not think that
he is right to be sorry for her; on the contrary, she feels she was born in the right
century because she belongs entirely neither to the East nor to the West.
Educated in a girls’ school in Tokyo, she obediently copied what the teachers
wrote on the blackboard; by the age of fifteen, ‘I had learned how to be
Japanese.’ Not completely, for when she was disobedient her schoolmates
shunned her and called her American. So she went to the USA to discover her
father’s civilisation, and to study music, where origins do not matter. However,
she was not convinced that she was talented enough to be a full member of the
frontierless nation of artists. In Washington DC, she acquired instead a university
degree in international relations and became an expert on China. Two years in
Taiwan made her fall in love with an Englishman. She thinks of herself as a
citizen of the world, though she sees no reason to shout it out loud. She assumes
that she will never be a great artist or a great person, but she has found an
alternative role.
In London she discovered that citizens of the world are not necessarily
welcome. Her mother-in-law-to-be disliked not just her accent but, even more,
her aloofness, and could not see how the family could absorb her. After six
years, her boyfriend still could not make up his mind whether they were suited.
What is a modern woman who does not fit neatly into an obvious slot supposed
to do? What modern woman does fit neatly into an obvious slot?
Of all the cities in the world, Maya has now chosen to live in Paris, where
‘whatever I do is all right; in France anything goes’. But of course that is
because she has not tried to become French. ‘I like to consider myself a
gypsy . . . I feel I am made of different colours, I cannot say which part is me –
the American or the Japanese: I am the sum, the total.’ She is now a presenter for
Japanese television. When she interviews a Westerner in English, she is
completely Western; but when she puts on her make-up and presents the
interview in Japanese on NHK, her eyes light up in a different way, the language
transforms her facial expressions and she appears a different person. ‘I am a
chameleon,’ she says. The advantage of that is that she can feel comfortable with
a far wider range of characters. She has interviewed the pretender kings of
Europe, without strain, ‘because they have all suffered’, and she has walked
alone in the most violent parts of Washington, ‘because I am one of a minority
too’.
Maya lives alone, as do half the inhabitants of Paris, the city of solitary
thoughts. ‘I am a distant person,’ she says. ‘When I have problems, I close the
door and just think; I don’t discuss them.’ Her path to independence has been
simple: she puts the blame for misadventures on herself; and she finds that a
relaxing sensation, because it means there is hope – it is only herself she has to
change. Changing other people is too hard. ‘I have this idea that I am polishing
myself and that I have a basis to work on.’ Her mother taught her that if she
could pity those who upset her, she would be half way there. Following that rule,
she believes, makes her free. She seeks freedom, too, in trying not to accumulate
too many objects around her; she says she is not attached to material things.
When someone broke her favourite teapot, she did feel anger for two minutes,
but then she said to herself, ‘Everything has a life, everything has an end.’ What
she wants is not to possess her surroundings, but to be stimulated by them, and
that means they have to change all the time.
The philosophy, currently popular in the USA, that an individual’s feelings
matter more than anything else, are sacred and inviolable and need to be
protected, does not appeal to her. It used to depress her as a child that she could
not form a firm opinion, that she could see both sides. She cannot emulate the
wisdom of her Buddhist grandmother, who seems to know straight away what is
the right thing to do. The Christian Sunday school she attended as a child failed
to give answers to her questions. Being able to express her opinions is not her
top priority, first because her opinions may not be right and secondly because
she might change her mind. Bigots make her feel that they are trapping her,
compelling her to say, ‘You are wrong.’ ‘I hate to say I don’t like these people.’
To step on others, intentionally, to be deliberately mean, is for her ‘the worst
crime’. So her ambition is not to seek power, nor to force others to do her
bidding. ‘I prefer to put myself aside and do what I am good at, which is
bringing people together.’
She is an intermediary, and intermediaries ‘cannot be great’. But ‘being on
neither side, I can stand between people who have different opinions and
persuade them to talk.’ Her sister, brought up in an identical way, had none of
her problems; after obtaining a master’s degree in literature in the USA, she
went back to Japan and works for a bank. Maya at first also believed that she
was more Japanese than American, because Japan was where she had discovered
life, but then she decided she could no longer live there, because ‘one part of me
would have to die. In Japan I am too tall, too outspoken, I feel boxed in; the
houses are too small.’ But every country is perhaps too small for her.
Sometimes her solitary existence is painful. When she is sick she misses
having no one to take care of her; sometimes she regrets that she has no one
from whom to ask advice; sometimes she wants to share her joys. Though she
delights in taking walks alone in familiar surroundings, distant travels are less
easy: she longs to walk in the Middle East, to add another continent to her
homeland. If only she were a man, she would develop her adventurous side to its
limits. Conquering her fears is a constant aim. So she has learnt to sail, because
the sea always frightened her, from the time when as a child she lived on a cliff
and had nightmares about waves overwhelming her house. She dreams of taking
flying lessons, she promises herself she will get up earlier in the morning and fit
more adventure into her day.
For all her success, she feels that there is something missing in her life (as
anyone who has ideals must feel). If only she had an obsession, a passion, such
as artists have (who give the false impression that they know where they are
going, and that they have no doubts). If only there were not such gaps in her
knowledge of herself. Why did her boyfriend’s mother dislike her so much? But
she will not settle for any compromise which does not offer the hope of
combining her ideals in both love and work. ‘I am very greedy.’ Her ideal man,
as she describes him, is not of this world: he must find joy in the same things as
herself, be totally relaxed, and show it in the way he eats. Eating is the sign by
which you can recognise the beauty inside a person. She hates it when the
Japanese make slurping noises eating spaghetti, but likes them to slurp their own
soup. She has met only a handful of people who know how to eat beautifully,
who treat it as an art. She likes those who treat life as an art. And the question is,
though one can admire the art of another, does each person have an art of his
own?
When people tell the story of their life, the way they begin reveals at once how
free they consider themselves to be and how much of the world they feel at
home in. Until recently, who one’s father was mattered more than anything else.
The ideal human was like an oak tree, with roots set firmly in a birthplace.
Living on the same piece of land as one’s ancestors won respect and gave
prestige, however personally odious one was, so that aristocrats, having more
roots than anybody else, claimed that the present as well as the past belonged to
them. But there is no longer any need to imitate aristocrats. There is another way
of finding one’s place in the general history of humanity.
What are the roots of one’s pleasures and emotions? These are quite different,
deeper sorts of roots, extending further back than the genealogy of one’s own
family, and one can only find them by searching across continents through all the
centuries. The link with the days when humans were explorers setting out from
the forests of Africa and Asia is a reminder that they have been on the move as
often as they have settled down. Today, more and more people have a Chinese
eye, which looks at nature as having its own life, most beautiful when irregular
and untamed; the first person to have had that vision, and to be called an artist,
was Ko Shou, the sister of the Emperor Shun, 2,000 years before Christ. More
and more have an Arab and Persian heart, for it was from the Middle East that
romantic love emerged. Europeans have chosen to forget not only that their
language originates in India, but that it was there that the most modern view of
sexual pleasures was conceived. More and more Westerners are discovering
common emotions through African music and dance. As constant travel and
escape from urban smog become indispensable to their sense of freedom, their
imaginations register echoes in the fantasies of the Mongolian and Scythian
nomads who once mocked the dwellers of cramped cities. One may feel isolated
in one’s own town, but one has forebears all over the world.
However, the history taught in schools does not emphasize such links, nor is it
designed to reveal what memories matter most to the present. If a film were to be
made compressing into a couple of hours all that, according to the textbooks, is
ever supposed to have happened, with half a century flashing by every minute,
the world would look like the moon, grey and desolate, remarkable only because
there are a few craters on it. The craters are civilisations – thirty-four major ones
so far – each exploding and then dying out, having briefly lit up parts of the
globe, but never all of it; some last for a few hundred years, others for a couple
of thousand. Meanwhile, on every side around the craters, dunes of grey dust
stretch as far as one can see: they are the people not mentioned in history books,
for whom civilisations never did very much, whose lives were largely
meaningless suffering. Some volcanoes are erupting still, but there is no
suspense about what will happen next: they will fall silent sooner or later: all
civilisations, so far, have decayed and died, however magnificent they have been
in their glory, however difficult it is to believe that they can vanish and be
replaced by desert or jungle.
Maya cannot expect to be a heroine in a film like this, or to be considered
suitable for any role other than that of a piece of driftwood floating uncertainly
between two civilisations, a problem child, someone abnormal. But more and
more people are becoming abnormal, and are not fitting neatly into a single
civilisation. The film suggests that normal people should be proud of the
civilisation into which they are born, because they need roots and self-esteem.
Nevertheless, the dramatic action arises from the disappointment of those who
have not personally tasted the full delights of their civilisation, who see no
chance of influencing its evolution, whose family, as far back as they know, have
been excluded from most of what civilisation offers, because of their poverty –
financial or cultural or spiritual – and who complain that admiring the great
figures of their civilisation does not do very much to make them feel fulfilled.
They may learn what their roots are, but not how to grow into an ornament of the
landscape, nor how to branch out, nor how to flower. Maya, as an educated
woman, would probably be uncomfortable even if she had perfectly ordinary
roots.
However wonderful civilisations have been, there is always sadness in their
story: their happiness is so brief. I am not writing this book to spread gloom, nor
to encourage criticism and scepticism that leads nowhere, nor to tell histories of
decline and fall. I reject the obsession with death, and with memory that is only a
filling for the gaps between gravestones. Another scenario is possible, which
does not make Maya look like either driftwood or dust. The film could be
composed of different pictures.
If the past is replayed too fast, life seems futile, and humanity resembles water
flowing from a tap, straight down the drain. A film of history for today needs to
be in slow motion, showing every person who has ever lived as a star, though
dimly visible in a night sky, a mystery still unexplored. The focus would move
into close-up to reveal the amount of fear there is in the eyes of each one, and
how much of the world each can confront without terror. They each cast their
light on as much space as they feel at home in, revealing the real limits of their
personal, private civilisation. In such a setting, what they have in common
depends less on when or where they were born than on the attitude they have
towards their fellow beings. You belong with those people with whom you can
sympathise, in whatever century they lived, in no matter what civilisation. Such
a film would create its surprises by placing side by side people who thought they
were strangers, but were not.
There are interesting encounters to be made. For example, the peasants of the
Bigouden in Brittany, in the year 1920, do not know that there is a sea only ten
kilometres away; the world is black beyond their own villages, filled with devils
and danger; their lives are faint, flickering candles. In 1950 the 3,000 people
living on a hill overlooking the Argenton valley, in Bressuire, can still wrap their
horizons around themselves like a warm blanket: a quarter of those under thirty
have never visited the local capital town Niort, fifty-five kilometres away, where
they could encounter the majesty of French civilisation in the shape of the
secondary school, the barracks, the jail, the tax-collector and the pharmacist who
is the local intellectual.
By contrast a thirteenth-century Venetian merchant, who can speak Persian
and Mongolian, writes his memoirs in French to describe his travels in India and
Japan. He is so appreciated by the Kublai Khan that he is appointed to be the
vice-governor of a city in China. Marco Polo has such curiosity that he forgets
fear. The diversity of human beings amuses rather than terrifies him, even
though he does not get rid of all the darkness – no one ever has, there is always
the puzzle that cannot be understood, the shapeless spectre that automatically
makes hair stand on end. The Venice from which he comes is Europe’s largest
city, with 160,000 inhabitants, but Hangchow in China at the same time has a
population of one million; city dwellers of today have more in common with the
latter than with the former.
In every life there is an element of victory over fear, which needs to be
searched for, though it may be a false victory. Again and again, apparently
intelligent people ooze contempt to protect themselves from what they cannot
understand, as animals defend their territory with foul smells. Gains in liberty
are regularly lost. Or else people become so broad-minded that they do not know
where they are going.
That is what the modern search is for: where to go next. There are already
enough books praising the dead, or congratulating the living on knowing more
than their ancestors, or telling them why they are what they are. Now the stones
of history need to be reused to construct roads which lead to where one wants to
go. That means giving up the illusion that humans can be understood simply as
examples of their civilisation, or nation, or family.
It is no longer enough to have roots of the sort with which they have contented
themselves so far. To know who one’s ancestors were, and what they were proud
of, can no longer suffice for people who think of themselves as different from
their parents, as being unique with opinions of their own, and who feel
uncomfortable with traditions embedded in violence. People who want to be free
need to dig over a much wider area, and deeper, to understand their personal
emotions and ambitions. Looking at one’s most obvious roots does not
automatically equip one to choose one’s friends, one’s partner, one’s life’s work,
nor to cope with anger, loneliness and other inadequacies. To discover in what
direction one wishes to go, one needs to acquire memories with a new shape,
memories which point into the future, and which have direct relevance to one’s
present preoccupations.
What humans have thought they could do in their own lives has been coloured
by what they saw happening in nature around them. Their ideas about how the
universe came into being and functions have limited their imagination when they
considered how much freedom they personally had. Their ideas about roots are a
good example. In modern botany, roots are not merely anchors through which all
nourishment is drawn: they produce hormones too. So if humans want to
compare themselves to plants, on the basis of what is known about plants today,
they should not assume that roots give nothing but stability: they could say that
roots also create moods. Everything that is remembered about the past is washed,
and often drowned, in nostalgia, pride, illusions and passions of all kinds.
Indeed, few people can extract solutions to their problems from their roots. The
past no longer speaks with a clear voice; nobody seems to be agreed any more
about what the lessons of history are. The old-fashioned sort of root could feed
humanity only so long as differing opinions were treated like weeds, gouged out
or poisoned. A new way of looking is needed in a world which believes that
every individual has a right to flower, within limits, in his or her own way.
Until the eighteenth century, how plants functioned was a mystery. Then
leaves, rather than roots, were gradually revealed to be responsible for the most
important bio-physical process in the world, supplying most of its food and
energy, and making it possible for plants to be adaptable, capable of surviving in
cold and dry terrain. The 250,000 different kinds of leaves are alternative ways
of dealing with the surprises of the environment. So far, only photosynthesis (the
word dates from 1893) has produced living matter out of elements which are not
alive. Only the present generation, looking through electron microscopes (1965),
has been able to watch the pores of leaves open to daylight each morning,
however grim yesterday was.
It is as odd to say that humans need roots as to say they need foliage. But a
generation which values adaptability as much as tradition, which seeks energy
and creativity and openness of mind, must like the idea of drinking in the light of
the sun, from whatever direction it shines. The smell of the air becomes sweeter
when roots produce leaves, which make it possible for other forms of life to
exist. Applied to humans, this means that it is not just where they come from that
matters, but where they are going, what kind of curiosity or imagination they
have, and how they use it, both by day and by night.
Maya is already free in one respect: she is free of the illusion that she has no
illusions. But in her desire to be an intermediary – an ambition that will recur in
this book, because quite a few of my characters share it – is she a victim of
another illusion when she imagines that it is possible to establish more intimate
communication between the myriad stars of which humanity is composed, and
which at present barely tolerate each other? To get beyond despair at humanity’s
inability ever to agree requires new ways of thinking, and in particular new
images. A start can be made with ideas about loneliness, to which I now turn.
Nomads
C. Nelson, The Desert and the Sown: Nomads in the Wider Society, California
UP, 1973; Centre G. Pompidou: Centre de création industrielle, Errants,
nomades, voyageurs,1980; C. Bataillon, Nomades et nomadisme au Sahara,
UNESCO, 1963; Sevyan Vainshtein, Nomads of South Siberia, Cambridge UP,
1980; J. P. Digard, Techniques des nomades baxtyari d’Iran, MSH and
Cambridge UP, 1981; Elizabeth Atwood Lawrence, Hoofbeats and Society:
Studies in Human–Horse Interactions, Indiana UP, Bloomington, 1985 (on
relations with nomadism and much else); Elizabeth Atwood Lawrence, Rodeo:
An Anthropologist Looks at the Wild and the Tame, Tennessee UP, Knoxville,
1982; Paul Vigneron, Le Cheval dans l’antiquité gréco-romaine, Nancy, 1968.
Migrations
Chen Yuan, Western and Central Asians in China under the Mongols: Their
Transformation into Chinese, California UP, 1966; Werner Sollors, Beyond
Ethnicity: Consent and Dissent in American Culture, Oxford UP, NY, 1986; J. L.
Amselle, Les Migrations africaines, Maspero, 1976; Robert Mirak, Torn
Between Two Lands: Armenians in America, 1880–1914, Harvard UP, 1983;
Hasia R. Diner, Erin’s Daughters in America: Irish Immigrant Women in the
Nineteenth Century, Johns Hopkins UP, Baltimore, 1983; Jean I. Martin, The
Migrant Presence: Australian Responses 1947–77, Allen and Unwin, Sydney,
1978; O. Lattimore, ‘La Civilisation, mère de la barbarie’, in Annales, 1962;
Michael Todd, The Everyday Life of Barbarians, Goths, Franks and Vandals,
Batsford, 1972; B. F. Manz, The Rise and Rule of Tamerlane, Cambridge UP,
1989; Albert Chan, The Glory and Fall of the Ming Dynasty, Oklahoma UP,
Norman, 1982; Françoise Ascher, Tourisme, sociéteś transnationales et identités
culturelles, UNESCO, 1984 (international travel increased tenfold in the 1980s);
Yves Lequin, La France mosaique, Larousse, 1988; Clive Roots, Animal
Invaders, David & Charles, 1976 (on animal migrations).
Encounters of civilisations
Joseph A. Tainter, The Collapse of Complex Societies, Cambridge UP, 1988;
Arnold Toynbee, A Study of History, revised edn., Oxford UP, 1972; Arnold
Toynbee, Mankind and Mother Earth, Oxford UP, 1976; Jean Casemajou and J.
P. Martin, La Crise du Melting Pot, Aubier, 1983; Alberto Asor Rosa, En Marge:
l’Occident et ses autres, Aubier, 1978; Michael Grant, From Alexander to
Cleopatra, Weidenfeld, 1982; Roland Martin, L’Urbanisme dans la Grèce
antique, Picard, n.d.; Stephen L. Collins, From Divine Cosmos to Sovereign
State, Oxford UP, 1989; Shusako Endo, Foreign Students, Sceptre, 1965
(Japanese reactions to Europe); Donald M. Topping, Thinking Across Cultures,
Lawrence Erlbaum, Hillsdale, NJ, 1989; Centre Aixois de recherches anglaises,
no. 9, L’Étranger dans la littérature et la pensée anglaises, Aix, 1989; Raphael
Samuel, Patriotism: The Making and Unmaking of British National Identity,
Routledge, 1989; Walter Goffart, Barbarians and Romans A.D. 418–584: The
Techniques of Accommodation, Princeton UP, 1980; Barry Cunliffe, Greeks,
Romans and Barbarians: Spheres of Interaction, Batsford, 1988; Michael Grant,
The Fall of the Roman Empire, Weidenfeld, 1986; J. P. V. D. Balsdon, Roman
Women, Bodley, 1960; R. D. Milns, Alexander the Great, Hale, 1968 (on how he
adopted Persian clothes and fell in love with Persian absolutism); Naphtali
Lewis, Life in Egypt under Roman Rule, Oxford UP, 1983; Nationalisme et
Cosmopolitanisme dans les littératures ibériques au 19e siècle, Lille, 1973 (BN
8. Z.45156 (1973)); M. Fogarty, Irish Values and Attitudes, Dublin Dominican,
1984 (at that date 2 per cent believed they belonged to Europe first of all and 6
per cent to the world as a whole); Yasuoka Shotaro, A View by the Sea, Columbia
UP, 1984; Toshiaki Kozakai, Les Japonais sont-ils des occidentaux?,
L’Harmattan, 1991; Françoise Barret-Ducrocq, Traduire Europe, Payot, 1992;
Sudhir Kamar, The Inner World: A Psychoanalytic Study of Childhood and
Society in India, Oxford UP, Delhi, 1978; Ninian Smart, The World’s Religions,
Cambridge UP, 1989; Pierre Riche, Education and Culture in the Barbarian
West, South Carolina UP, 1976; Centre de Recherches archéologiques, Valbonne,
Le Phénomène des grandes ‘invasions’, CNRS, 1983.
Intermarriage
Susan McRae, Cross Class Families, Oxford UP, 1986; Kenneth Little, African
Women in Towns, Cambridge UP, 1973; Genevieve Vinsonneau, Les Relations de
couple mixte entre noirs africains et françaises, thèse de 3e cycle Paris V, 1978
(in Marguerite Durand Women’s Library); Augustus Barbara, Mariages sans
frontières, Centurion, 1985; Gabrielle Varro, La Femme transplantée: Étude du
mariage franco-americain en France et le bilinguisme des enfants, Lille UP,
1984; Martine Muller, Couscous pommes frites: Le couple franco-maghrébin
d’hier à aujourd’hui, Ramsay, 1987; Julius Drachsler, Intermarriage in New
York City, NY, 1921 (three times as common in the second as in the first
generation).
THE INSPECTOR OF taxes is aware that she frightens people. But what frightens the
inspector of taxes? Belonging to what she calls ‘an oppressive branch of
government, neither appreciated nor loved’ is not a serious problem. She simply
avoids revealing what she does. Otherwise people ask for her help with their
finances, ‘particularly doctors anxious to earn as much as possible and pay as
little as possible’.
At the beginning of her career Colette used to be frightened. Her parents were
poor; they could not afford to give her a university education. The department of
taxes, unable to find recruits because it ‘had a bad image’, was offering
scholarships. Being enticed unwillingly into its gloomy corridors was almost as
traumatic as entering a nunnery. ‘I understood what had happened. The bars
closed around me. It was the worst period of my life. I realised that a great road
ahead of me was being shut off.’ She had longed to travel and to learn languages;
now she had to put aside all dreams of adventure. Today she says she would
prefer to be doing a totally different job. What would her ideal be, if she were
free to choose? There is a long silence. She says she has never thought about it.
After almost twenty years collecting taxes, she is a firmly realistic person. The
fear of living in a world made out of numbers has gone.
All ambition, instead, has become a plant needing to be kept neatly pruned,
lest it grow wild: ambitious people, she insists, are never satisfied. She was not
raised to be ambitious. Her grandfather, a mason, fulfilled his ambitions simply
by surviving, which he did by emigrating from Sicily to France. Her father
thought a minor civil service job, a wife and children were enough for him.
When Colette dared to become a financially independent woman, her rebellion
revealed much more ambition than her parents considered reasonable; they had
not imagined that girls needed liberty. Very occasionally, wondering whether she
could do better, she says to herself, ‘You are a nobody.’ But she answers, ‘To be
a somebody, you have to begin very early. A daughter of poor parents can’t
afford to become a somebody.’
Being an inspector of taxes is not frightening any more because she has learnt
to find interesting nooks in the corridors. A master’s degree in jurisprudence and
a diploma in labour law have opened doors and windows. For six years she was
the most intimidating of all tax officials, an investigative inspector, who combs
through taxpayers’ accounts as though searching for lice. But the experience was
nauseating. Fascinating though such detective work was, she felt sorry for her
victims. The intolerable part of the job was the ‘sometimes brutal’ confrontation
with the private tax advisers who looked after the books of small businesses, and
in whom she repeatedly spotted dishonesty, both towards the state and to their
clients. It was because they relied on crooks that helpless merchants found
themselves at the mercy of the tax authorities. Battered by greed and deceit and
the panic cries of the trapped, she became increasingly proud that she was in the
service of the public. Money was not what mattered most to her. The last thing
she wanted was to yield to tempting offers to go into private practice.
Another sort of fear struck when she was investigating the affairs of a large
patisserie in the second arrondissement of Paris. The owner was very ill. There
were many things wrong with his accounts. She went to her superior and said,
‘We must stop the audit or we will kill him. He’s bound to die in a few months’
time in any case. Let’s suspend proceedings.’ Her superior asked his superiors
for instructions, who, isolated from the human realities, were not moved to
compassion. So the patissier was sent a huge tax demand. It came back marked
‘deceased’. Colette gave up being an inquisitor in search of fraud.
She has never been afraid of getting her priorities wrong, as between public
and private life. Her next assignment gave her a greater sense of being useful to
her country, helping local councils to manage their financial affairs, getting
immersed in local life, showing mayors how to pay for the services they needed.
But though that was interesting and rewarding, she gave it up when her husband
was promoted and transferred to another city.
There are always new corridors to explore: she trained in computing and
became the tax authorities’ computer troubleshooter. Officials baffled by the
complexity of their system appeal to her, and over the telephone she and her ten
assistants sort out their problem, like air traffic controllers bringing a plane down
to land in fog. There is a lot of prestige in this job, fortnightly trips to Paris,
many training courses: she is one of only six such experts in the whole country.
‘I am privileged’ is her conclusion on her career. ‘I have succeeded in doing
things differently from others. I was in the right place to get interesting tasks.’
However, she does not aim to climb any higher. In the grade above her, the jobs
go almost exclusively to men.
This worries her only in principle. She is not afraid that she will be unfulfilled
in her work. ‘As soon as one recognises that one is not a genius, one must
organise oneself. I never tried to become a minister, only to do as little harm as
possible.’ The great advantage of her job is that she can give herself entirely to
her family when she gets home. ‘I have had more contact with my daughter than
I had with my mother, who did not work. It is not how many hours you devote to
your children that matters, but the quality of your attention.’ She has always used
almost half her pay to get help at home; she makes no apology for always having
worked; financial independence is essential for a woman, and she is certain that
her children have lost nothing by it. ‘I help them with their homework, play with
them, answer their questions, discuss, devote as much time to them as they
need.’ She is proud of her success. The elder boy is ‘brilliant, warm-hearted,
amusing’ and is preparing for the highest posts in the land, his sights on the top
colleges. Her daughter is ‘a tornado, convivial, she will not become a submissive
wife, she wants to be a somebody, and does not believe anything will stop her’.
It is a classic case of rising from the bottom to the top of the social scale in
three generations. But the process was not automatic or natural. The family is an
institution, she argues, which requires ‘constant effort to sustain it. It’s important
not to want everything to be perfect. Couples divorce because they expect too
much from each other, refuse to make concessions, can’t wait patiently for better
times.’ She describes herself as a ‘Mediterranean’, because her mother is
Corsican, but even that does not guarantee that a family remains close. When her
husband first met her family, he thought they were always quarrelling: ‘That was
a false impression. Now he has come to appreciate it, because the old
Mediterranean family gives the man a prominent role.’ Colette works hard to
please her husband, who is much more ambitious than she is and very absorbed
by his work as a hospital administrator. She made a conscious decision to
subordinate her career to his. He needs to succeed in life, she says. ‘Everyone is
vulnerable, but men have more need to be told they are admired, that they are
important; they need compliments every day.’ Is that not true of her too? ‘No. I
know what I am. I need attention. In return I give attention to others.’ Climbing
the professional ladder any further might damage the family.
So when her husband comes home and pours out the daily story of everything
he has done, and who said what to whom, she is indulgent: he has no colleagues
he can really confide in; he needs to be listened to; she lets him talk until he gets
it all out of his system; only after that does he ask about the children and her. She
puts up with a lot because he is an excellent father and husband, always
agreeable at home. ‘I am more selective in the anecdotes I tell about my office.
Every day there is work to be done, interesting oneself in one’s husband’s
problems, participating in his professional life, knowing what he thinks. One
must make an effort, one must give affection, remain agreeable with the people
around one if one does not want to lose them. Otherwise it’s like being on the
edge of a cliff.’
Colette is not afraid of her trade union either. When it organised a strike, she
did not join it. They want a wage increase for everybody, but she is against
officials being paid the same however well or badly they do their work. ‘That is
not the way to win the respect of the public.’ She is willing to fight for her
subordinates, whose salaries are ridiculously low, but unwilling to exploit the
power of civil servants, who cannot be sacked unless they ‘rob the till or murder
their boss’. To strike for a salary rise for herself seems wrong while there are still
so many inequalities.
No, the only thing the inspector of taxes is really afraid of is loneliness.
‘Loneliness is the worst kind of suffering. I cannot live alone. If my husband and
children are away and I am alone, I lose my bearings. I cannot make use of the
opportunity to go out alone. Loneliness really scares me. I’ve never suffered
from it, but I’ve always thought about it. I have two sisters; I married very
young; I have always had people around me. The worst punishment is to find
yourself alone.’ That belief is the foundation of her life. It is not by chance that
she lives in the city centre, so that friends and her children’s friends can drop in
all the time, so that she is never alone.
Colette’s achievement is all the more remarkable because virtually none of her
friends has managed to have a stable family life like her own. One has been
abandoned by her husband. Another had a child by a foreigner who lives in
another country. A third was wonderfully successful in her work, but was
plagued by loneliness, persuaded a man to marry her and give her a child, and
then called the police to throw him out because he became violent: ‘Her life was
ruined by the fear of loneliness.’
The fear of loneliness has been like a ball and chain restraining ambition, as
much of an obstacle to a full life as persecution, discrimination or poverty. Until
the chain is broken, freedom, for many, will remain a nightmare.
But the history of loneliness is not one of simple tyranny, and it shows that
loneliness is not an inevitable flaw in the human condition. Whether a person is
afraid of being physically alone – with no hand to hold, hearing no voice but the
wind’s – or of being socially alone – in a crowd but unnoticed, ignored, unloved
– or of being spiritually alone – conversing normally, but finding no one who
understands – the difficulties caused by loneliness can be traced to a myth.
The story we are usually told is this: in the beginning everybody lived cosily
in a family or tribe, people did not originally even know what loneliness was,
never conceiving of themselves as separate individuals. Then suddenly, quite
recently, togetherness crumbled. Now, not only is an epidemic of loneliness
sweeping the world, hand in hand with prosperity, but the more successful you
are, the more likely you are to suffer from it; and money cannot buy you out.
Feminists were the latest group to be thwarted by it. Simone de Beauvoir’s
idea that work would be a protection, a better one than the family, proved
mistaken. Even she, who claimed ‘I am sufficient to myself’, found she needed
someone who could ‘make me pleased with myself’; even she was ‘made stupid
by falling in love’; even she felt lonely when Sartre, in his last years, was no
longer himself. All movements for freedom come to a halt at the wall of
loneliness.
One-quarter of Americans (26 per cent) classify themselves as chronically
lonely. In France, the same percentage say they often feel lonely, while 54 per
cent say they have suffered from loneliness at some time. The French have
questioned themselves with particular thoroughness on the subject. It is not
living alone that troubles them most, for among those who do live alone there
are just as many who love it as hate it. There is almost as much loneliness among
the married as the unmarried. Fifty-nine per cent of those who say they feel
lonely are women, and 41 per cent men, but it is impossible to be sure what
reticence conceals: in Britain only 14 per cent of adults admit to being lonely
even once a month. Those who move house most often are apparently most
lonely; those who have most friends are hungriest for even more. Doctors add
that the lonely are twice as likely to fall ill in other ways.
But it is not true that loneliness is a modern ailment. The Hindus in one of
their oldest myths say that the world was created because the Original Being was
lonely. Even when all humanity was religious, there were sufferers from
loneliness, as the prophet Job, in the fourth century BC, testified in one of the
most poignant of all poems about it:
‘My kinsfolk have failed, and my familiar friends have forgotten me. They
that dwell in mine house, and my maids, count me for a stranger: I am an alien in
their sight. . . . My breath is strange to my wife, though I intreated for the
children’s sake of mine own body. Yea, young children despised me; I arose, and
they spake against me. All my inward friends abhorred me: and they whom I
loved are turned against me.’
However, loneliness is not incurable, any more than smallpox is. Its history
shows that some people have developed more or less immunity from it by four
methods. What these methods have in common is that they have followed the
principle on which vaccination works, using loneliness itself, in calculated
doses, to avoid being destroyed by it.
The pioneers were the hermits. They were men and women who felt out of
place in the world, who did not like its greed, cruelty and compromises, or who
believed they were misunderstood; as one of them, Narcissus, Bishop of
Jerusalem, said in the year 212, ‘Weary of the world’s slanders against him, he
retired to the wilderness.’ Instead of feeling alienated in society, they left it to
become professional aliens, aiming deliberately to be ‘strangers’ or ‘exiles’, and
making that condition a noble one. The reward they sought was internal peace.
Some subjected themselves to painful mortifications, almost starving, or tying
themselves up with heavy chains, or living in graves, in order to have spiritual
illuminations; some became deranged; but the famous ones were those who
triumphed and emerged with a sense of having discovered the realities that
mattered; and they radiated an internal peace which was immensely impressive:
admirers flocked to get their blessing.
Almost every civilisation has tried this method. Probably invented by the
Hindus, it travelled eastwards under the influence of Buddha, the prince who
became a hermit, and westwards through the Middle East to Europe, attracting
perfectionists. Among the early Christians, St Anthony became a hero – an
illiterate Egyptian who at the age of thirty-five retired to live alone in the desert,
and stayed for twenty years to battle with ‘demons’, who were the great scourge
of those days – that was the ancient name for worries, doubts, fears and guilt. He
beat the demons; a biography made him famous; large numbers followed his
example, to get rid of their own demons. Being alone seemed to be a cure.
Being a hermit did not necessarily mean being totally alone. In Syria, Simeon
the Stylite (390–459) sat on top of a tall pillar to escape the crowds hoping to get
rid of their troubles without making the sacrifices he made, simply by obtaining
his prayers. There were certainly some hermits who wanted nothing to do with
humanity; but many came back to the world, finding that flight from it gave
them a sense of responsibility for it, a desire to help. The best-known Western
hermit of modern times, Thomas Merton of Kentucky, said, ‘Solitude is not
separation’; though he was a Trappist monk who had taken a vow of silence, he
insisted that he was ‘open to the whole world’, passing on his vision of true
values through popular books. Medieval Irish hermits provided another model:
they withdrew twice over by going into exile abroad, and by living among the
heathen.
The effects of being a hermit and of being a convict sentenced to solitary
confinement were often similar. Some hermits became incapable of tolerating
human company, like Pachomius (290–346), who after seven years of fasting
reacted angrily to every slight disagreement. But others emerged as Dostoevsky
did from Siberia, where he suffered first solitary confinement and then
imprisonment with never a moment alone, emotionally isolated among
criminals: he went into this experience in a state of despair about humanity, on
the point of nervous breakdown, and came out exulting, with a faith in its
goodness.
The pure hermit became, with time, an exaggerated oddity, but he (and she,
for there were quite a few women hermits among the early Christians) impressed
ordinary people enough to encourage them to try a spell of withdrawal from time
to time. Martin of Tours (316–77) popularised this idea in France by punctuating
his normal living with retreats into solitude. How valued brief retreats could be
was shown by the Argentinian Maria Antonia de San José de la Paz (1730–89),
who organised them for more than 100,000 people in her lifetime. In Burma,
boys leaving school spend some months in a Buddhist monastery to prepare
themselves for adult life. The pre-Columbian Amerindians sent their children
into a period of isolation and fasting, in order to make contact with a spirit which
would guide them through life, after which they were regarded as repositories of
a sacred force: the Canadian Athapascans did this at the age of five, the
Algonquin at twelve.
The retreat often turned the original Hindu idea back to front, making it a
preparation for life rather than for death. As life has got longer, more and more
old people have preferred to live alone, but near their relatives. The Hindus had
pioneered something similar, but for a poor society, with neither pensions nor
health service, so isolation was aimed at enabling the old to triumph mentally
over poverty and illness. Ideally, Hindus divide their time on earth into four
stages, two of them sociable – as students, then raising a family – followed by
two of withdrawal: when their hair turns white and they have seen the birth of
their children’s children, they should become hermits in the forest, or in a shed at
the bottom of the garden, learning to forget about material things, imposing more
and more hardships on themselves, living in the open in the rainy season,
wearing wet clothes in winter, until, in a final stage, having succeeded in
breaking all earthly ties, they become homeless wanderers, owning only a
begging bowl and the rags they wear. What Western modernity does is to urge
people to mix up these four stages, tempting them to alternate between
independence and responsibility.
The second form of immunisation against loneliness involved not moving out of
society, nor searching for God, but turning inwards, with the aim of reinforcing
one’s powers of resistance, by introspection, by understanding oneself, by
emphasising one’s uniqueness, even though at first that might increase the
loneliness.
The Mediterranean family is reputed as a home of togetherness, but it also
gave birth to explorers in search of an independent, individual style of life. That
required courage. The celebrities of the Italian Renaissance began with self-
confidence obtained from mastery of their craft. Until then artists were willing to
be told what to do, and to follow tradition. The idea of being different from
others was as terrifying to them as to everyone else. People closed their eyes to
their own originality, feeling their way through life by imitation, guided by the
memory of established models of excellence, believing that obedience was the
way to win both divine and human favour.
A mutation occurred and a few artists began to be dissatisfied with what they
were doing. However, expressing ideas of their own was such a bold adventure
that they needed the support of constant praise. The Renaissance artists were
fanatically competitive, desperate for the first prize, addicted to applause as
though to alcohol – once they did not do what they were expected to, there could
be no certainty that they were doing the right thing. They were troubled by a
kind of desire which was insatiable because it had no clear object, a restlessness
they could not understand.
Just how different individuals are from each other was demonstrated by a
physician, Girolamo Cardano (1501–76), who wrote both an autobiography to
show it in his own case, and large scientific works to apply the idea to the whole
of nature. Studying himself as though he was his own patient, he examined all
his peculiarities, physical and mental, in minute detail. He recorded all his
ailments, his haemorrhoids, the exact amount of urine he produced each day, his
troubles with his genitals, ‘so that from my twenty-first to my thirty-first year I
was unable to lie with women’. ‘I have fourteen good teeth and one which is
rather weak.’ He explained what his precise tastes were at each meal, ‘my
manner of walking and thinking: because I think as I walk, my gait is uneven;
how I walk depends on how I feel’. He described the odd shape of his feet, ‘so
that I can scarcely find shoes’. He was careful to include a chapter on ‘Things in
which I have failed’. Minute details, for him, made all the difference in life and
he thought they ought to be ‘analysed into their infinitely minute components’.
‘Intuition . . . an intuitive flash of direct knowledge, certainly the most highly
perfected faculty which man may cultivate’ gave all these details meaning; in
other words, he could not explain how he made sense of them. But he tried to
look at humans impartially, in the same way as he looked at animals, of whom he
said that they had not been created to serve man, but existed for their own sakes.
The big books which made his reputation were entitled The Variety of Things
and The Subtlety of Things. Instead of telling people to conform, he concluded,
‘It makes for happiness to be what you can, when you cannot be what you
would.’ That was the first assertion of the difficulty that individuals have in
putting on a conformist exterior. The new human beings of the Renaissance were
mere beginners in the art of being lonely. They wanted both to be different and
to be admired despite that. However, being an exception requires a new attitude
to other people.
The awareness that one was alone, unable to fit into the normal human
pattern, sometimes stimulated worry that one was not consistent, not a coherent
person. Petrarch, having been crowned poet laureate in Rome (1341), was
unhappy, even though he had reached the top. He went off to hide in Provence,
where he wrote The Secret Conflict of My Cares, complaining that he was victim
of a ‘terrible plague of the soul, melancholy’, the worst part of which was that ‘I
feed upon my tears and sufferings with a morbid attraction’. In other words, he
hated parts of himself, but did not want to give them up: ‘I see the better course
and I cling to the worse.’ Seeing oneself as a double person has been the
beginning of creativity ever since; it makes possible a new kind of relationship
with others, without sacrificing one’s own integrity. But Petrarch did not realise
this: he kept asking himself how he could ‘be himself’. Avoid following the
example of the masses, was his answer; get away from the world which might
‘falsify’ him. But the desire for fame was also part of him: he did not wish to cut
himself off from the world. He travelled abroad, he bought a remote country
house in the Vaucluse, but there was no escape. Born in exile, he turned himself
into a professional exile, uncomfortable, alone with his fame.
Benvenuto Cellini (1500–71) tried to avoid these pitfalls. Having become a
world-famous jeweller and sculptor, he believed he had found a method for
avoiding self-doubt. He advised everybody to write their autobiography, not in
order to understand themselves, but, more simply, to assert their individuality.
He went so far as to kill people who he thought were obstructing the flowering
of his genius, and boasted of the beautifully made daggers he used. He
conversed with God, who told him, ‘Have no fears.’ Obtaining the Pope’s pardon
for ‘all the homicides I had committed, or ever should commit, in the service of
the Church Apostolic’, which meant himself, he was convinced that he must
continue to be what nature made him: ‘A man must do what he must.’ Cellini
confused individuality with selfishness and megalomania, insisting that his gifts
entitled him to be a law unto himself, eliminating loneliness by blinding himself
to others, one of many wrong turnings in the history of loneliness.
The idea of the independent individual does not derive just from Italy. There
were exceptional individuals meditating on loneliness in most countries. Some
Germans, for example, tempted by loneliness, extended its appeal beyond the
artist. The Romantics claimed that each individual combines human attributes in
a unique way, and that one should aim at expressing one’s uniqueness in one’s
manner of living, just like an artist expressing himself in his creative act. To
sympathise with another person was not enough. ‘The truly spiritual man feels
something higher than sympathy’: he feels the individuality of other people, and
he considers that individuality sacred, not because of how important or powerful
its possessor is, but because it is individuality. Such opinions expanded the
dreams of the Renaissance by demanding that one should like a person because
he is different. My quotation is from A. W. von Schlegel (1767–1845), who put
that idea into practice by translating both Shakespeare and the Bhagavad-Gita.
In the vast emptiness of America, loneliness was from the beginning an
enemy to be conquered; nowhere was war waged on it more determinedly, and
yet the Americans were too astute to reject it completely. The cowboy who rode
off into the sunset alone never made it his purpose to overcome his loneliness: he
was not a member of a team, and he bore the inconveniences of independence
with stoicism. Sometimes he converted his sadness into music, sometimes into
sport, sometimes into taming horses, sometimes into imagining he could tame
women in the same way; but though wildness and unpredictability were his
scourge, when he won victory over them, he at once became restless again. No
country has taken loneliness more seriously than America, none has created so
many specialist organisations to combat it, but at the same time nowhere has
examination of one’s inner self become such a widespread passion.
‘To be unhappy means to be alone, unhappiness comes from solitude.’ Bishop
Bossuet (1627–1704) was expressing conventional wisdom when he said that,
particularly in a country like France which has made good conversation one of
its main passions. But even the French have sometimes been exhausted by too
much conversation, by the effort of having to think up witty epigrams all the
time and be polite to people they do not like. Escaping from social life for part of
the year, a month in the country, became a national institution, necessary to
restore the appetite for company. But there was a hitch: boredom.
‘Solitude is my greatest dread,’ wrote Jean-Jacques Rousseau, ‘I fear the
boredom of being alone with myself.’ When boredom became one of the great
powers in the world, it took possession of loneliness. There is a limit to how far
you can get on self-knowledge.
The third way of tolerating loneliness was by an injection of the absurd. British
eccentrics combined loneliness with humour and extracted courage from the
mixture. Eccentrics have sadly tended to be left out of history books, which have
a misplaced idea of what it means to be serious. Eccentrics are monuments,
unafraid of being alone. John Stuart Mill argued that since humanity is
imperfect, different varieties of character should be given free scope, as
experiments in the art of living; he regretted not so much that people ‘choose
what is customary in preference to what suits their inclinations, [but that] it does
not occur to them to have any inclination, except what is customary’.
The first victory of eccentrics was to be considered amusing rather than
dangerous. That was due, perhaps, to the powerful aristocrats who became
eccentric because they did not have to worry about what people thought. The
fourteenth Baron Berners, a diplomat, used eccentricity to mock those who were
frightened by it: he obtained a compartment all to himself when travelling by
train, by wearing a black skull cap and dark glasses, and beckoning to people to
sit with him; if anybody did venture to, he would soon get rid of him by bringing
out a large thermometer and taking his temperature every five minutes, to the
accompaniment of heavy sighs. The fifth Duke of Portland, a maniac for privacy,
refused to admit even his doctor into his bedroom, requiring him to make his
diagnosis standing outside, questioning and taking his temperature through the
medium of a valet. But he dreamed of a convivial world, regarding privacy as a
preparation for something else, building a ballroom in his home big enough for
2,000 guests, a lift to carry twenty people, a library with twelve billiard tables,
none of which were ever used, employing 15,000 construction workers, but
disguising himself so as to remain unrecognised, which was his idea of freedom.
John Christie, who built himself an opera house at Glyndebourne at which
formal evening dress was required, often wore old tennis shoes with his; he
treated his customers as guests, but liked to introduce them to each other by the
wrong names; he died before he was able to build a cafeteria for accompanying
dogs. Eccentricity for him was a way of shuffling the cards of life. It was
eccentric to treat animals as equals – it could lead to the shuffling of cards not
just between species, but between every hierarchy.
Women have been among the boldest eccentrics in history, when they have
turned clothes into theatre, breaking the rules of both fantasy and decorum. The
couturier Worth deserves to be remembered as the person who tried to make
eccentricity universal. Fashion, as he conceived it, offered to give each woman
individual clothes, like nobody else’s. Had he succeeded, had fashion not
become degraded into imitation, loneliness might not have turned into fear so
often.
The final form of immunisation has been achieved by thinking that the world is
not just a vast, frightening wilderness, that some kind of order is discernible in it,
and that the individual, however insignificant, contains echoes of that coherence.
People who believe in some supernatural power have their loneliness mitigated
by the sense that, despite all the misfortunes that overwhelm them, there is some
minute divine spark inside them: that is how they are immunised. Those who
have no such faith can develop a sense of being useful to others, and can
recognise a link of generosity between themselves and others, rational and
emotional connections which mean that they are part of a wider whole, even
though they may be unable to decipher fully its enigmas and cruelties. Much of
what is called progress has been the result of solitary individuals saved from
feeling totally alone, even when persecuted, by the conviction that they have
grasped a truth, a fragment of a much wider one too large to capture. But getting
beyond loneliness in this way does not eliminate all forms of loneliness, any
more than one vaccination will protect against all forms of disease.
Thinking one’s private thoughts has often had bizarre results: the Russian
zoologist Metchnikoff (1845-1916) believed that eating yoghurt was the way to
live to an enormous age, and he twice attempted suicide by ludicrously
incompetent methods, but nevertheless he did set the science of immunology on
its feet, putting loneliness in a completely new perspective. The discovery of
how the immune system works has shown that every individual is ceaselessly
building up resistance to the unfriendly outside world, and that each has got to
do it both independently and in concert with others. Human bodies are not
identical, all equally menaced by the germs around them. Medicine cannot
protect them simply by finding a culprit for each disease and waging war on it.
Instead of conquest, the emphasis has moved to the understanding of
compatibilities and incompatibilities between bodies, and the flexible boundaries
of tolerance and rejection. Once life is seen as being maintained by an immune
system, each individual appears as unique, a peculiar combination of multiple
characteristics which are found in others, but which very rarely occur in exactly
the same combination in two individuals. The discovery of allergies has
emphasised how individuals differ in their sensitivity; that of blood groups has
divided them up in ways which cut across nations, religions and colour; the
recognition of the influence of stress on health has made clear that reactions can
never be wholly predicted; and Aids has dramatically revealed how serious are
the results of the immune system becoming confused in its efforts to distinguish
between itself and others. Medicine can no longer treat the individual as a
machine that infallibly obeys strict rules. God has been renamed the Generator
of Diversity.
It is now clear, therefore, that everyone needs small doses of foreign bodies,
that in order to survive side by side with others, it is necessary to absorb a
minute part of them. It is impossible to cut oneself off, or to destroy one’s
enemies for ever. Curiosity about others can no longer be thought of as a luxury
or a distraction: it is indispensable to one’s very existence.
None of these four methods is a guarantee against loneliness. Their effect is
not to abolish loneliness, but to diminish the fear of being alone: only then can
one relate to others on terms of mutual respect.
The Chinese word for alone is Tu. That is a nice coincidence. Tu is sometimes
used in Chinese to indicate a weakness, when applied to a person acting
waywardly, in isolation from sound principles, but it is also used in praise of the
Taoist sage, and of his right to act independently, to be alone, because he knows
what he is doing: ‘Only one who is clear about men and spirits is able to conduct
himself alone.’
But the stimulus of other people is necessary for clear thoughts and for
knowing where one wants to go; only knowledge of humanity’s previous
experience can save one from suffering disillusionment. Having won the right to
be alone, to be an exception to generalisations (which can be even more
dangerous to freedom than generals), having freed oneself from the
generalisation that humans are condemned to suffer from loneliness, one can
stand it on its head: turn being alone upside down and it becomes adventure.
How to find companions for one’s adventures is the subject of the next chapter,
and several more.
Loneliness
Robert Sayre, Solitude in Society Harvard UP, 1978; M. Hojat, Loneliness:
Theory, Research and Applications, Sage, 1989; Michel Hannoun, Nos Solitudes,
Seuil, 1991; Anthony Storr, Solitude, Flamingo, 1988; M. D. S. Ainsworth,
Patterns of Attachment, Erlbaum, NY, 1978; Vladimir Shlapentokh, Public and
Private Life of the Soviet People, Oxford UP, NY, 1989; Jean Heuchlin, Aux
origines monastiques de la Gaule du Nord: Ermites et reclus du Ve au XIe siècle,
Lille UP, 1988; Jean Pierre Vernant, L’Individu, la mort, l’amour: Soi-même et
l’autre en Grèce ancienne, Gallimard, 1989; Ch. A. Fracchia, Living Together
Alone: The New American Monasticism, San Francisco, 1979; Margaret Mary
Wood, Paths of Loneliness, Columbia UP, 1953; Richard Kiekhefer and G. D.
Bond, Sainthood: Its Manifestations in World Religions, California UP, 1988; K.
J. Weintraub, The Value of the Individual: Self and Circumstance in
Autobiography, Chicago UP, 1978; Charles Taylor, Sources of the Self: The
Making of the Modern Identity, Cambridge UP, 1989; R. Kuhn, The Demon of
Noontide: Ennui in Western Literature, Princeton UP, 1978; Giti Amirami,
‘Depression in Medieval Islam’, unpublished post-graduate essay, Oxford, 1992;
O. John Rogge, Why Men Confess, Da Capo, NY, 1959/1975; David Schweitzer
and R. F. Geyer, Alienation Theories and De-Alienation Strategies, Science
Reviews, Northwood, 1989; Markus Fierz, Girolamo Cardano 1501–76,
Birkhauser, Boston, 1983; Jack Stillinger, Multiple Authorship and the Myth of
the Solitary Genius, Oxford UP, 1991.
Immunology
Elie Metchnikoff, Essais optimistes, Maloine, 1914; Olga Metchnikoff, Vie
d’Elie Metchnikoff, Hachette, 1920; Anne Marie Moulin, Le Dernier langage de
la médecine: Histoire de l’immunologie de Pasteur au Sida, PUF, 1991; Niels
Mygind, Essential Allergy, Blackwell, 1986; William F. Jackson, Colour Atlas of
Allergy, Wolfe Medical, 1988; M. H. Lessof, Allergy: Immunological and
Clinical Aspects, Wiley, Chichester, 1984; Thomas J. Kindt, The Antibody
Enigma, Plenum, NY, 1984; W. R. Clark, The Experimental Foundations of
Modern Immunology, Plenum, NY, 1984; Debre J. Bibel, Milestones in
Immunology, Springer, Madison, 1988; J. J. Merchalonis, Antibody as a Tool,
Wiley, 1972.
Eccentrics
Catherine Caulfield, The Emperor of the USA and Other Magnificent British
Eccentrics, Routledge, 1981; Enid Welsford, The Fool: His Social and Literary
History, Faber, 1935; C. R. Snyder and H. L. Fromkin, ‘Abnormality as a
Positive Characteristic: The Development and Validation of a Scale Measuring
Need for Uniqueness’, Journal of Abnormal Psychology, 86, 1977, pp. 518–27;
A. J. Berry, Henry Cavendish, Hutchinson, 1960.
5
THE WORLD’S FIRST children’s revolution broke out in France in 1990. Simply by
demonstrating in the streets, about 100,000 teenagers were able to force a
government to surrender four and a half billion francs. No group of adults had
ever achieved a triumph so quickly, so completely. Schoolteachers have been
protesting for decades, in vain. Nurses who went on strike, even though they
held the power of life and death, were not able to achieve as much. But the
children were neither grateful nor impressed.
Mandarine Martinon was regarded as the leader of the schoolchildren of Lyon.
The newspapers were amazed that such a frail blonde girl of sixteen could have
been so intimidating to the authorities, but for her part, she could see that the
government was frightened of her and her friends. The politicians who attempted
to flatter the children by inviting them to the ministry, and even the presidential
palace, seemed contemptible: their speeches, she says, were ‘very cunning,
giving the impression that they understood everything, but we were not taken
in’. Alone, each child might have felt overwhelmed; together they dismissed the
rhetoric as demagogic. The politicians are not stupid, thinks Mandarine, but they
are schemers, intent on doing underhand deals. There is not a single one of them
who ‘reflects my ideals. I will find it difficult to vote when I get a vote.’ Above
all, the children are determined not to be used by the politicians, nor even by
their elders in the universities, with whom they carefully avoided making
common cause. They want their world to remain independent, because the adult
alternative is no longer attractive.
As a provincial, Mandarine is suspicious of Paris, resenting the assumption of
the Parisian children that they can speak for the rest of France. As a resident of
the working-class suburb of Villeurbane, she resents the pretentiousness of
Lyon’s wealthy bourgeoisie. Under no circumstances can she tolerate any clique
imposing its ideas on her movement. She repeats that she is a spokeswoman, not
a leader offering a solution; her only purpose is to enable each school to decide
for itself how it wants its own affairs to be run.
For these children are, in spirit, not children. Their backs are bent, like those
of old sages, by the memory of all the failures of their parents, and of all past
generations. So much knowledge has been fed into them that there is very little
they can admire with enthusiasm. All previous revolutions – the history books
say so – have ended in disaster of one kind or another. The risings in Eastern
Europe have revealed tragic problems: ‘We know too much about the world. We
have lost our ideologies; we know they cannot be made to work in real life.’
There are no foreign models any more, as China or Russia once were. Mandarine
has been to England, but found it ‘too respectful’; the USA is ‘even worse’.
Personally she does have some ideals: equality is what matters most,
democracy too, resistance to state oppression, but keeping the state’s role in
culture and television; she is for demilitarisation but without abolishing the
army; she wants to help the poor; she is in favour of innovation and change, but
also afraid of change, and she doubts whether others want change. So she does
not attempt to convert or persuade. Her school is setting up committees to
discuss very modestly how it wants its individual budget altered and what rights
each group within it should have; its only ambition is to transform the school
from an examination factory into a ‘place to live in’. The school has become the
children’s other home; they accept it as they accept their own home; all they
want is to try to make the best of it.
However, when Mandarine reveals her deeper thoughts, it emerges that it is
not just general disillusionment that has made her so different from her utopian
parents. She is on very friendly terms with her father, who was a Maoist in 1968
and who does the cooking at home; when she made the posters for her
demonstrations, he said to her, ‘That is not the way to make posters.’ He had
produced marvellous ones in his youth; and they laughed a lot redoing them. But
the crucial difference is that Mandarine has no confidence in herself. ‘I am not
creative. I do not feel I am a capable person. Perhaps I lack ambition.’ And why?
‘Because there is less risk in having limited ambitions.’ She plans to work in
‘communications’, organising cultural events for a municipality, or helping in a
theatre, but not putting on plays herself: ‘That would involve too much stress. I
am an anxious person. I feel stress during examinations in particular, because
each one involves my whole existence being judged.’ It is not the competition
among young people for the best jobs that worries her, but the war within
herself, to prove her competence to herself: ‘Perhaps I will always be stressed.’
It does not help much that girls are being so successful at school, that more
girls than boys are elected class representatives. During the demonstrations, she
was fascinated to observe how easily the girls could take the lead, even when
there was a majority of boys: ‘We could use charm on them.’ Mandarine started
the demonstrations in Lyon with one other girl: ‘We never thought of ourselves
as girls.’ The woman question never arises, is never discussed. That is all over.
Inequality between the sexes is a problem, but they will only meet it when they
start working. They will deal with it then. Meanwhile, they have problems
different from those which tormented their parents, obsessed by the thrill of the
pill.
What Mandarine discusses at great length with her friends is love. She has had
boyfriends since the age of twelve, but has still not found love, only friendships.
‘We discuss whether friendship is possible between men and women. We decide
it is, but that it is difficult, because the desires of the body complicate
relationships.’ Free sex is no longer the miracle solution; sex is no longer even a
way to friendship; instead, it is a problem within friendship. They are shocked
by the crude way the boys talk about it, ‘but we think they are trying to conceal
the hold that girls have on them, to pretend they are strong, to hide their
emotions’. Unable to reach a conclusion about how to behave, the girls divide
into two groups. Some change partners frequently, so that they can remain
uncommitted. But the fashion is increasingly to find a partner while still very
young and to remain loyal throughout the school years. The aim is security. ‘We
feel stronger when there are two of us.’ The children of divorced parents either
try to create a stable relationship, or reject the very idea of a couple.
Mandarine and her friends approve highly of love, but cannot find it. ‘We see
it in American films, but not at home. We experience it only through pictures.’
All the discussion of Aids has removed the mystique from sex. But she is
struggling to keep alive the romantic idea of love, which means deciding for
oneself, individually, what love is. ‘We do not want love to be made ordinary,
banal. It should be something personal. I don’t want to make the details of my
private life public. If we are forced to talk about our private lives, they will
become a matter of duty, and will lose their interest.’
From which it can be seen that love is one of the last refuges where a person
can feel that he or she is able to achieve something noble, and receive the
approval of another person: one of the few forms of success that can hold its
own against self-doubt.
Love is no longer what it was. There are two types of women in the world today
of whom there were very few in the past: the educated and the divorced. Every
time new sorts of people emerge, they give a new direction to the passions. They
may appear to continue to believe that love is mysterious, talking about falling in
love uncontrollably, as though love never changes. However; in the past they
have often taken apart the different elements of which love is composed and
recombined them to suit themselves, twisting, adding, suppressing. Humans
have been far less helpless in the face of passion than legend makes out. They
have been able to introduce new meanings into it again and again, as surprisingly
as they have transformed grain into bread and dumplings and millefeuille cakes.
Everybody knows that passionate love was given a new form by Germany’s
Romantic poets, and before them by the knights and troubadours of France, who
themselves transformed echoes of emotions refined by the Arab conquerors of
Spain. But these changes do not point in the same direction; the history of love is
not a sweeping movement towards greater freedom, but an ebb and flow, a
whirlpool, and long periods of calm. The contracepted Westerners of today have
many alternatives before them. It is surprising, now that love is more highly
valued than ever, that schools do not teach its history, its battles, the rise and fall
of its dominions, its diplomatic methods and rhetoric, and the hypocrisy of its
economics. Perhaps sex education will prove to be the first lesson of a much
longer syllabus.
The process of kneading passionate love into different shapes can be observed
particularly well in the moonlight of The Thousand and One Nights, because the
medieval Arabs were once the world’s most sophisticated lovers.
In the Arabian desert, the Bedouin nomads, leading the simplest of lives, had
no use for passionate love. In their songs of the sixth century, they saw it as
sorcery, the work of djinns, with an effect like wine, a challenge to custom; and
they mocked the husband who loved his wife too much. This is an attitude that
has prevailed in most countries at one time or another; it is normal, because it is
based on fear, and fear is normal. However, among the Bedouins, easy
familiarity between the sexes was allowed, joking relationships were part of
etiquette, men and women could say almost anything to each other. It was
through this playfulness that the extraordinary idea developed that two people
could love each other to the point of abandoning everything else. Occasionally
joking between a local girl and a visiting stranger (to whom the Bedouin’s
tradition of hospitality allowed liberties which they denied themselves)
challenged tribal loyalty. Humour, which was the safety valve of custom, went
out of control, and the excitement of breaking rules, of taking risks, of an
adventure into the unknown, of thinking one was right against the opinion of the
whole world, preferring the mysterious to the familiar face, became a conspiracy
of passion. ‘What between us two brought love, in the valley of Bagid?’ asks a
Bedouin song, and it answers that it was the joking insults the pair exchanged,
the repartee which gradually broke down apparently impregnable truths. The
foreigner could make custom look ridiculous. Attraction became explosive when
ignited by fun. Ibn Hazm, the most famous Arab authority on love, said, ‘Of love
the first part is jesting and the last part right earnestness.’
It was in Mecca and Medina, in the first century of the Muslim era (beginning
in AD 622), that women introduced another ingredient into their feelings, creating
new moods with music. That this happened at a time of upheaval, when people
were losing their taste for old ways and were agitated by the new ones offered to
them, was no accident. The cities were wealthy, devoted to pleasure and feasting,
frantic to forget the dangers around them. Singers were ‘omnipotent’, like the
pop stars of today. Rich women were expanding their traditional liberties,
imposing conditions on their suitors before marriage, rejecting any suggestion
that a wife should be like a slave. Sukayna, the granddaughter of Ali the cousin
of the Prophet, was one such free spirit, who neither wore the veil, nor obeyed
her husband, but organised literary and musical salons (the Arabic word was
majlis, meaning a gathering of notables). Rich young men flocked to them, to
drink forbidden wine or the less objectionable fermented juice nabid, and to
listen to poets and singers. Sukayna got the most famous singer, Umar b. Ali
Rabia, to meet her and her friends at night in the desert, and they would talk till
dawn, about feelings. His songs were above all about feelings. ‘Keep women far
away from song, because it is a summons to adultery,’ said a proverb. Umar gave
his heart to several women at the same time, never sighing for the absent ones:
‘Ah, how many girl-friends I have had, whom I left without ever hating them,
always valuing them.’ This was not exactly the passion these women had
intended to create, and Umar’s songs are full of their complaints; their attempt to
make life more interesting also made it sadder. But courage invariably leads to
unexpected results; that is what defines it, the willingness to meet the
unexpected.
When only the music of the tambourine was approved of in religious feasts,
these singers of Mecca and Medina now brought in from Persia the lute, ancestor
of the guitar, and despite protests that it was a lascivious instrument, the
husbands, busy with their own pleasures, did not interfere. It worked like a
charm. The singers were ‘youths of outstanding beauty’, wearing their hair down
to their shoulders, a sign that they drank; often freed slaves, with no tyrannical
family loyalties, suspected of being the illegitimate children of noblemen, they
were always in trouble with the authorities, but were regularly saved from
punishment by their women admirers. Whereas the old songs were about war,
these singers sang only about love, the women demanding lyrics in which they
could recognise their own feelings. Exploring alternative loyalties between
individuals, beyond those of tribe and family, was again accomplished with
foreign aid. The importation of strange melodies protected this bold behaviour
by wrapping it up in mystery. One famous singer, Ibn Muhriz, travelled to Persia
to study its music and its tradition of refined love, of ‘voluptuous
contemplation’, of tales which said that a sovereign is unworthy to reign if he
does not know how to love; then he went to Syria to study Greek music,
returning with sounds no one had ever heard before. There was enthusiasm for
novelty in the cities, provided it was mixed with old Bedouin strains, like the
irregular beat of the camel song. Foreign music was the second ingredient, after
humour, in the restyling of passionate love, as it was to be many times again, as
African and American music have been in our own day. Arab love was
transmitted to the French troubadours not by philosophers, but through music.
The musicians on either side of the Pyrenees understood each other, because a
mood is more infectious than an idea. The word troubadour may come from the
Arabic tarab, meaning music.
Islamic piety eventually silenced the self-questioning of these women who
had devoted themselves to elevating the relationship of the sexes. So then
passion was reshaped into a different form. In the next century, the bustling city
of Basra experienced a similar epoch of ‘giddy uncertainty’: values were in a
whirl, ‘free-thinking, morally lax addiction to light-headed pleasures produced
emotional exaltation’, and ‘mystical experiences were observed among women’.
Another sort of heretic now used love to cope with doubt. The most famous,
Bashar b. Burd, was an angry young man who became even angrier in old age: a
gifted poet of Persian origin, uncomfortable among Arabs, he felt he was not
appreciated, and indeed he eventually died after being sentenced to flogging for
annoying the calif. Despising the world and its ways, recognising no morals or
religions, rejecting authority, torn between materialism and a search for absolute
redemption, he revenged himself in unrestrained lampoons. He was not afraid to
write poems telling his rivals what he thought of them:
J. Ashtiany, Abbasid Belles Lettres, Cambridge UP, 1990; Jean Claude Vadet,
L’Esprit courtois en Orient dans les cinq premiers siécles de l’hégire,
Maisonneuve, 1968; A. G. Chejne, Ibn Hazm, Kazi, Chicago, 1982; Ibn Hazm,
The Ring of the Dove, Luzac, 1953; ‘Ishk’, article in New Encyclopedia of Islam,
1978; Émile Dermengheim, ‘Les grands thèmes de la poésie amoureuse chez les
Arabes précurseurs de poètes d’Oc’, in Les Cahiers du Sud, special issue on Le
Génie d’Oc, Marseilles, 1943; J. M. Ferrante, Conflict of Love and Honour,
Mouton, 1975; Lois Anita Giffen, Theory of Profane Love among the Arabs,
New York UP and London UP, 1971; Clinton Bailey, Bedouin Poetry, Oxford
UP, 1991; L. F. Compton, Andalusian Lyrical Poetry and Old Spanish Love
Songs, New York UP, 1976; W. Dols, Majnun: The Madman in Medieval Islamic
Society, Oxford UP, 1992 (chapter 11 on ‘the romantic fool’); Alan H. Gardiner
and K. Sethem, Egyptian Letters to the Dead, Egyptian Exploration Society,
1928 (‘What I have done to thee’, by a widower to his dead wife ‘in the beautiful
west’); H. R. P. Dickson, The Arab in the Desert: Badawi Life in Kuwait and
Saudi Arabia, Allen and Unwin, 1949; Richard Boase, The Origin and Meaning
of Courtly Love, Manchester UP, 1977; Claude Tapia, Jeunesse 1986: au delà du
sexe: Psychosociologie de la vie affective de la jeunesse, Harmattan, 1987; F.
Dubet, Les Lycéens, Seuil, 1991; Love statistics in Armelle Oger, Enquête sur la
vie très privée des Français, Laffont, 1991, pp. 317–23; P. Bancroft, Human
Sexuality, Churchill Livingstone, 1983; V. Shlapentokh, Public and Private Life
of the Soviet People, Oxford UP, NY, 1989, p. 178; Jérôme Duhamel, Vous les
Français, Albin Michel, 1989, p. 334; E. Burgess and P. Wallis, Engagement and
Marriage, Lippincott, Philadelphia, 1953; Reuben Fine, The Meaning of Love in
Human Experience, Wiley, NY, 1985; Irving Singer, The Nature of Love, 3 vols.,
Chicago UP, 1984–7; ‘Evolution historique du sentiment amoureux’, in
Futuribles, July 1990.
6
WHAT HAPPENS TO a Spanish girl who is sent to a school run by French nuns, who
has mademoiselles at home to teach her manners, and goes to French families for
holidays to polish her accent? She becomes someone impossible not to notice in
the street. Alicia R. Ivars always wears amazing clothes. But they are in her own
peculiar style, never the latest Paris fashions.
How did it affect her life that, as a young woman, she should have got drunk
on Franco-Germanic philosophical jargon, and become a vitalist, voluntarist,
gestaltic rupturist existentialist devotee of Bergson, Bachelard, Fischer, Chiva,
Calvo . . .? She has ended up as a world authority on olive oil. Nothing is
inevitable or predictable.
Beneath the dramatic clothes, individually designed, behind the combination
of shyness and exhibitionism, Alicia is trying to be a geisha. A highly intelligent
woman, she prefers to cultivate sensual pleasure more than any other side of her
personality. Despite her long years of theoretical training, she concentrates on
making herself pleasant to other people, avoiding getting lost in questions like
Who am I? A geisha is of course the opposite of a bunny girl, admired not for
youthful beauty but for a skill older than that of the oldest profession, closer to
that of a priestess, performing rituals to reconcile men to the fact that they
cannot entirely have what they want.
What is taught by teachers is one thing; what goes on in the soul is another.
The legacy of Alicia’s childhood is her shyness; until the day when, in her
twentieth year, a man suddenly declared his love for her, she had not even
noticed his interest. Not only had she been to a girls’ school, but her family
consisted, apart from her father, exclusively of women: three sisters, a
grandmother, two maids, a mother more enamoured of nature than of men. Men
had not entered her world, which she had learnt to enjoy without them. Her reply
to this first man in her life (He wrote, ‘I have been trying to express my feelings
and you take no notice’) was to fall in love in return, ‘out of gratitude’ for
something unknown. Ever since she has been fighting shyness, deliberately
pretending to be an extrovert, almost becoming one in the process. The life of a
shy person was not as interesting, she decided, as that of someone who allows
curiosity to run wild, who is ‘half wild, half well-mannered’.
It does not matter all that much with whom you are in love, she believes; it is
a mistake to want to be loved by the person you love. No, there is a ‘cosmic
justice’ in the distribution of love, which overrides our personal amorous
disappointments. Affection given is always a good investment; you may not get
it back from the people you offer it to, but you will get it from somebody, and
the more you give the more you will get. There is a deficit in the balance of
affection because people hesitate to give it, because they do not want affection
from just anybody, so they limit their opportunities, developing a narrow image
of themselves, as being no more than a certain sort of person. As a result, it
becomes harder for the unexpected lover to find them and to make surprising
discoveries in them.
So Alicia tries to have as ‘fluid’ a personality as possible. Her religion is the
‘cult of daily life’. ‘I believe it is possible to modify your previøus or expected
roles, not to mention manias or all sort of psychological burdens and self-
determined limitations.’ Her knowledge of English may not be perfect, but that is
in keeping with her principles. She prefers to spread herself, to get by in four
languages rather than be faultless and impregnable in a single one. You can
avoid being a neurotic if you stop obsessively analysing what you imagine to be
your character: never mind your faults, stop moaning about your complexes, do
not pour out confessions about what you can and cannot do, like or desire. Treat
each meeting with a person as an independent event. ‘A geisha is always ready
to produce pleasure without considering her own needs.’ Put aside personal
ambitions and the expectations you have of yourself. Learn to be a geisha by
being, first of all, a geisha to your own body; look after it, cook meals for
yourself when you are alone as though giving yourself a treat; look after your
mind by feeding it with poetry and music. Avoid creating an excessively rigid
idea of your desires. Look upon yourself as an amoeba, floating through life,
dividing: do not be afraid of losing your identity. Or look upon yourself as a
collection of electric light bulbs: do not put all the electricity into a single bulb,
or it will explode; allow your energy to circulate freely through the many sides
of yourself. The looser, the more open and limitless your identity, the better.
Treat your emotions as a garden needing to be kept tidy. Be generous, and that
will stimulate new resources within yourself, new ideas. Follow the ‘laws of
nature’. It is up to you.
With such beliefs, it was not enough to earn a living as a professor, even as an
eccentric one. Alicia opened a restaurant. First she cooked three days a week and
lectured at the university for three days. Then she resigned from academia and
put all her energies into The Garden of Delights. This restaurant was her theatre;
every day the doors were opened and the customers had to be surprised. ‘I was
so grateful people came dressed up, I always tried to wear something new.’ Her
inventiveness in dress is extraordinary; bizarre, surrealistic little touches mean
she is always a performance. When the diners demanded that she should come
out of the kitchen, she always changed before appearing. But it was more than
just putting on two performances a day. People never know quite what they
want. Her pleasure was to reveal their desires to them, to offer herself as an
expert in fantasy, ‘a culinary interpreter’, translating vague longings into
amazing meals, wrapped in heavy symbolism. ‘The geisha cook is attentive,
silent at times, but capable of being mystic, ecstatic, minimalist, ritualist,
aestheticist, devoted to others.’ Organising weird parties became her speciality,
creating unusual atmospheres, to make people ‘feel different’: for example,
Edwardian splendour set in colonial Egypt, gardens illuminated by torches,
fountains with bathing belles, wines with exotic fruit and colouring, Arabian
food. Like a magician, she called herself Ali + Cia.
Though never a hippy ‘stricto sensu’, nor a feminist ‘though I shared the
attitudes, but without the militancy’, participating in a large number of university
and political organisations allowed her to have ‘very intimate and prolonged
communication, and sex too, with many different compañeros’. Not till she was
twenty-eight did she marry. That involved persuading the man of her choice – it
took her five years – that she was right for him, that he ought to give up his
comfortable bachelor existence, even though she ‘did not correspond to his idea
of a wife’. He was no virgin either, ‘far from it’, but she told him he was a stick-
in-the-mud and she forced him out of it. Paco is the only man in the world, she
says, whom she finds ‘one hundred per cent acceptable’.
But that did not prevent her, after ten years of marriage, from leaving him. A
wonderfully attractive bohemian, a man of the theatre, who had been baptised in
fire during the events of May 1968 in Paris, took to eating at her restaurant.
‘Come and have a siesta with me,’ he said. She began visiting him; they went
into the country and made love. ‘It was Paradise’, passion of a sort she had never
experienced. ‘The greatest conflict of my life’ followed. Alicia told Paco, ‘I need
to clarify my situation.’ To reject the experience her new lover was giving her
would diminish her personality. So for ten months she tasted passion. Then she
decided her lover was ‘not fully acceptable’. Back to Paco she went. Paco the
mature, polite, elegant, scholarly master of detachment, for all his coolness, had
been hurt. However, they were reunited. ‘Paco never once mentioned the subject
again.’ Her marriage emerged strengthened; her admiration for Paco knows no
bounds; ‘he never gets angry’.
Nevertheless, Paco ‘knows only part of me. We don’t try to be too intimate, so
as to keep a sort of mystery between us. . . . If you know too much, you become
a prisoner.’ The way to keep a marriage going is to avoid digging into each
other’s soul. Take great care not to speak too directly, not to hurt the other. If you
must pour out your heart, find someone else. Alicia has found someone in a
‘misogynist, unmarried but not homosexual’ expert on patristic theology who is
a friend of her husband too: he is a most ‘spiritual man’; and Alicia goes with
him into the country on picnics. ‘I can talk with him about anything. I inspire
him and he inspires me. He understands the minutiae of my arguments.’ There is
no sex involved.
Sex is a separate matter, a distinct activity, ‘not to be ruined by an excess of
intimate feelings or confidences, because then you become a slave to it’. That
does not mean Alicia wishes to avoid intimate feelings. ‘I have never been afraid
of my intimate feelings. I have always enjoyed psychotropic experiences without
panicking at the idea of losing contact with my inner self or with my body. I
know which melody, which rhythm, which smell or caress or stroke will provide
me with my desired intimate feeling.’ Engaging in sex is thus comparable with
cooking: both create pleasant ‘intimate feelings’, both enable one to create such
feelings in another.
She distinguishes first of all ‘pure sex’. In her youth she had this with a
‘Tantric man’, with whom she carried on an ‘ultra erotic correspondence, with a
profusion of illustrations’ and whom she visited two or three times a year for the
‘actualisation of all our fantasies’: she called it emotional luxury. Sex combined
with friendship is different, a wonderful combination, but sex rarely leads to
friendship, though she would not ‘reject it as a stimulus’. But if sex is confused
with love, only conflict can follow, or marriage.
With the passing of the years, the frequency and variety of Alicia’s sexual
activities have diminished. Friends are less demanding; there is less time, less
space. Younger partners are not to her taste; those of her own age or older are
‘quarrelsome, possessive, ambitious, neurotic, unable to rest or to play’. Having
a varied sexual life is ‘wonderful: it keeps one in love with life’. Former lovers
remain with her for ever, ‘integrated into my way of loving’; she loves them still,
even if she does not miss them; remembering past loves, seeing them happen
again in the mind’s eye, is exciting and almost like being in love.
There is no reason, she thinks, why there should be any limits to sexual
activity: ‘I have not yet found limits to my predisposition.’ Group sex and
lesbianism, it is true, do not appeal, but she remembers the visit of a foreigner to
whom she was ‘very attracted: I could have played and enjoyed with her, she
was so wonderful to me, so much in need of affection, just recently a widow; we
probably had telepathic sex.’ There are other forms of sex which do not appeal:
for example, ‘bland men, demanding or dependent on me’, and ‘vampires’, and
‘husbands who come home expecting their wives to bring them their slippers and
whisky on the rocks: what a horror’.
Paco is the ideal man because he is never possessive, always respectful,
happy, funny and, above all, ‘not too present’. His great virtue is his solid
independence. ‘We can share our free time, or not, go out together or separately.’
‘From infancy, I was brought up and trained to enjoy sensual pleasures,
spending four months each year in a paradisiac, wild place (today the house is so
big and beautiful but the surroundings have been destroyed), with fig, almond
and olive trees, vineyards and tomatoes, and the sea, and freedom; all the family,
friends; long, long days of exploring sensual pleasures.’ If she were marooned on
a desert island, she would choose to take a knife with her, ‘to carve words on the
trees, to kill animals and drink the blood, eat the flesh, build a hut for an isolated
love affair’.
All Alicia’s ambitions are private ones. Changing the world does not interest
her. Apart from making Paco happy, she has no specific targets, except ‘a desire
to reach perfection in an oriental way’, meaning developing her potentialities.
Fame is worth striving for because it gives you a wider choice of interesting
people to meet, but for no other purpose. Money is useful to widen your
opportunities, but it is dangerous, because rich people tend to meet only other
rich people, worrying about their pure silk dresses, all doing the same thing.
However, professional success is not enough: it is too often combined with a
hopeless private life. Five years running a restaurant, ‘like a sister of charity, like
a captain of a ship’, have given her a great sense of achievement, but that is not
enough.
When Paco was recently ill – fortunately he made a complete recovery – it
made her think: What would she do if he died? Not work in an office, for sure.
She would take two paying guests and look after them. Poverty does not worry
her: it would not stop her from indulging her pleasure in thinking, in having a
private life. Being alone does not frighten her either. The other side of her
flamboyant sociability is her shyness, or her absorption in her own mental world.
Just as the man who laughs most is often miserable, so the one who delights in
party-going is often most alone. Alicia insists that she is a solitary person.
Looking out of her window towards the country around Madrid, she sees nature
completely indifferent to humans, and takes that as a model: the need to be
indifferent to one’s own worries, to be detached from oneself. But to be solitary
does not mean that you have to be isolated. She is not; she alternates between
going out with friends, to the cinema (she takes a picnic there, too, and eats
throughout the performance) and being alone. Sociability is to her a sort of
language – the more you practise, the richer the kind of communication you can
have with people. But at a young age, she taught herself to cut her own hair, and
has never been to a hairdresser since. That is the sign of her independence. Her
hairstyles are always exotic, like nobody else’s.
The pleasures of sex, however, have narrowed rather than broadened with the
centuries. Sex is the miracle which makes humans, who are normally frightened
by strangers, feel attracted to some of them. But it has so far failed to produce
even a fraction of the flowers – of affection or understanding – which it might
have done.
How to obtain in sexual relations something of the warmth and security, the
sense of knowing where one belongs, that mother’s cooking gives, was what the
pagan religions taught. For them the world was one great self-sustaining sexual
machine: the sky impregnated the earth with its moisture, and every copulation
was part of this permanent process of self-renewal, not a sordid act, but an
affirmation of kinship with the whole of nature. The Hindu god Shiva set an
example by the delight he took in spreading his seed among women, and his
followers could regard their sexual instincts as proof that they had something of
the divine in them too.
The gratification that one was part of a whole was reinforced by the feeling
that one could contribute personally to keeping the world going, for nature had
to be encouraged as well as thanked. The Masai in East Africa did so by periodic
Feasts of Love: for several months all restrictions of friendship and marriage
were lifted, and people came together from hundreds of miles to fecundate the
earth and animals and each other, in front of their priests: everybody made love
to everybody else, only mothers and sisters excepted. These occasions were not
orgies but a way of giving life a boost. ‘Sex is exhausting work,’ a Kikuyu
woman observed to an anthropologist, ‘one does not have time to talk.’ But a
pleasure is not diminished when it has been hard-earned.
The Chinese made sexual activity a source of comfort by placing it in the
centre of their system of medicine and emphasising its essential role in
safeguarding health and curing diseases, improving the circulation of the blood
and relaxing the nervous system. Men could strengthen themselves through
frequent intercourse, which produced energy by uniting the male and female
principles, but they had to take great care to give equal pleasure to women, in the
same way that they kept the earth’s soil in good heart, for women produced vital
juices which prolonged life. The bizarre exaggerations of these doctrines
obscured their deeper message. In The Art of the Bedchamber, the Han minister
Chang Tsang describes how he attempted to live to the age of 180 years by
sucking the secretions from women’s breasts. But what virtually all ancient sex
manuals insisted on was the importance of paying attention to women’s desires.
In Europe, ancient folklore advised that no conception was possible unless the
woman experienced pleasure. Infertility, said Culpepper’s Directory of Midwives
(1656), was caused by ‘want of love between man and wife’. Those who today
regard sexual activity as an essential part of healthy living have their deep roots
in these pagan traditions, dedicated, as the Taoists put it, to ‘the simple and
joyous art of living only with a view to living’.
However, just as some people tired of mother’s cooking and started exotic
restaurants to amuse themselves in unexpected ways, so some sought amusement
for amusement’s sake in exotic beds. But whereas knowledge of food expanded,
as a result of trade and travel, and was constantly added to, the erotic
imagination quickly became repetitive. By roughly AD 450 the techniques of
sexual pleasure had been comprehensively described in the Kamasutra, a
summary of numerous much longer works, compiled by the ascetic celibate
Vatsyayana. Though accounts of personal adventures embroidered on this work
of learning and literature – notably Kshemendra (990–1065) in The Harlot’s
Breviary and Koka (?1060–?1215) in The Mysteries of Passion – the range of
available pleasures remained virtually unaltered; for over a thousand years after
Ovid and Lucretius, Europe had nothing to add. Pornography had its holy books;
devotees tended to become addicted to a particular obsession. The fantasies that
took up residence in the minds of lovers focused above all on conquest,
domination and submission, as though the most common relationship available
out of bed had built fences around the bed. There was no genuine rebellion in
fantasies of being forced to do forbidden acts, or being seduced by forbidden
admirers. Every generation imagined it found freedom in these fantasies, but it
was simply tying the same old noose – or one of a small selection of nooses –
round its imagination.
Thus the most exciting sexual experience a Chinese man could have, from
about the tenth century onwards, was to glimpse the feet of a woman who had
reduced them to three or four inches in length by preventing their normal growth
in childhood.
History of food
The debates and publications of the Oxford Food Symposium, which I founded a
dozen years ago jointly with Alan Davidson (former HM Ambassador to Laos,
who resigned from the Diplomatic service rather than be posted back to London
to work among the ‘Whitehall warriors’) and which brings together about 150
experts on gastronomy, provide a guide to the latest research; the periodical
Petits Propos Culinaires, edited by Alan Davidson, contains critical reviews of
the most intelligent writing on food. I give here only a sample of different sorts
of books: Raymond Sokolov, Why We Eat What We Eat, Summit, NY, 1991; A.
M. Barrett, Neuropharmacology of Appetite Regulation, Proc. Nutrition Soc.,
vol. 37, 1978; N. Tinbergen, The Study of Instinct, Oxford UP, 1974; F. T.
Simoons, Food Avoidance in the Old World, Wisconsin UP, 1967; H. P.
Kleyngeld, Adoption of New Food Products, Tilburg UP, 1974; Hiromitsu
Kaneda, Long-term Changes in Food Consumption Patterns in Japan 1878–
1964, Yale Univ. Economic Growth Center, no. 127, 1969; J. M. Weiffenbach,
Genesis of Sweet Preferences, US Dept of Health, 1977; Trevor Silverstone,
Appetite and Food Intake, Dahlem Konferenzen, 1976; John Burnett, Plenty and
Want: A Social History of Diet in England from 1815 to the Present Day, Nelson,
1966; Chris Wardle, Changing Food Habits in the UK, Earth Resources Centre,
1977; D. W. Walcher, Food, Man and Society, Plenum, NY, 1976; D. S.
Ironmonger, New Commodities and Consumer Behaviour, Cambridge UP, 1972;
Michael Lipton, Why Poor People Stay Poor, Temple Smith, 1977; Trygg
Engen, The Perception of Odors, Academic Press, 1982; C. M. Apt, Flavor: Its
Chemical, Behavioral and Commercial Aspects, Proceedings of the Arthur D.
Little Flavor Symposium, Boulder, Colorado, 1977; G. Blix, Food Cultism and
Nutrition Quackery, Symposium of the Swedish Nutrition Foundation, Uppsala,
1970; Mark Nathan Cohen, Health and the Rise of Civilisation, Yale UP, 1989
(challenges the view that people have become healthier, with impressive
prehistoric and anthropological evidence); John Yudkin and J. C. McKenzie,
Changing Food Habits, McGibbon and Kee, 1974; A. I. Richards, Hunger and
Work in a Savage Tribe: A Functional Study of Nutrition among the Southern
Bantu, Routledge, 1932; Raymond F. Hopkins, The Global Political Economy of
Food, Wisconsin UP, 1978; R. Robbins, Famine in Russia 1891–2, Columbia
UP, 1975; Jean-Robert Pitte, Gastronomie française: Histoire et géographie
d’une passion, Fayard, 1991; R. E. F. Smith and David Christian, A Social and
Economic History of Food and Drink in Russia, Cambridge UP, 1984; Michel
Maffesoli, Aux Creux des apparences: Pour une éthique de l’esthetique, Plon,
1990; William Kingston, Innovation, Calder, 1977; Sterling Ortman, To Feed
this World, Johns Hopkins UP, 1976; R. N. Salaman, The History and Social
Influence of the Potato, Cambridge UP, 1949; J. D. Haas and G. G. Harrison,
‘Nutritional Anthropology’, American Review of Anthropology, 6, 1977, pp. 69–
101; J. H. van Stuyvenberg, Margarine: A History 1868–1969, Liverpool UP,
1969; B. A. Hennisch, Fasts and Feasts, Pennsylvania UP, 1976; K. C. Chang,
Food in Chinese Culture, Yale UP, 1973; E. N. Anderson, The Food of China,
Yale UP, 1988; T. C. Lai, At the Chinese Table, Oxford UP, 1964; Michel
Jeanneret, Des Mets et des mots: Banquets et propos de table à la Renaissance,
Corti, 1987; Piero Camporesi, Bread of Dreams: Food and Fantasy in Early
Modern Europe, Polity, 1989; Barbara K. Wheaton, Savouring the Past: The
French Kitchen and Table from 1300 to 1789, Chatto, 1983; Harold McGee, On
Food and Cooking: The Science and Lore of the Kitchen, Scribners, NY, 1984;
Georges Vigarello, Le Propre et le sale, Seuil, 1984; Om Prakash, Food and
Drink in Ancient India, Munshi Ram, New Delhi, n.d.
History of sex
Again, I give only a sample: J. D’Emilio and D. B. Freedman, Intimate Matters:
A History of Sexuality in America, Harper, NY, 1988; John Bancroft, Human
Sexuality and its Problems, Churchill Livingstone, 1983; Herant Katchadourian,
Fundamentals of Human Sexuality, 5th edn., Holt, NY, 1985; Oskar Koenig, The
Masai Story, Michael Joseph, 1956; Pat Caplan, The Cultural Construction of
Sexuality, Tavistock, 1987; David M. Halperin, Before Sexuality: The
Construction of Erotic Experience in the Ancient Greek World, Princeton UP,
1990; M. Feher, Fragments for a History of the Human Body, 4 vols., Zone, NY,
1989; Ronald and Juliette Goldman, Children’s Sexual Thinking: A Comparative
Study of Children Aged 5 to 15 Years in Australia, North America, Britain and
Sweden, Routledge, 1982; R. H. Van Gulik, Sexual Life in Ancient China, Brill,
Leiden, 1961; Lina M. Fruzetti, The Gift of a Virgin: Women, Marriage and
Ritual in Bengali Society, Rutgers UP, 1982; Akhileshwar Jha, Sexual Designs in
Indian Culture, Vikas, New Delhi, 1979; Michael Allen and S. N. Mukherjee,
Women in India, Canberra ANU, 1982; B. Malinowski, The Sexual Life of
Savages in North Western Melanesia, Routledge, 1929; B. Malinowski, Sex and
Repression in Savage Society, 1927; Roy Ellen, Malinowski between Two
Worlds: The Polish Roots of an Anthropological Tradition, Cambridge UP, 1978;
Derek Freeman, Margaret Mead and Samoa, Harvard UP, 1983; Lowell D.
Holmes, The Quest for the Real Samoa: The Mead/Freeman Controversy and
Beyond, Bergin and Garvey, Mass., 1987; R. Firth, Man and Culture: An
Evaluation of the Work of B. Malinowski, Kegan, 1957; Hans Licht, Sexual Life
in Ancient Greece, Routledge, 1932; Lawrence Birken, Consuming Desire:
Sexual Science and the Emergence of a Culture of Abundance, 1871–1914,
Cornell UP, 1988; Francis L. K. Hsu, lemoto: The Heart of Japan, Wiley, NY,
1975; Iwao Hoshii, The World of Sex, vol. 4, Woodchurch, Kent, 1987; Peter
Brown, The Body and Society: Men, Women and Sexual Renunciation in Early
Christianity, Faber, 1988; I. B. Homer, Woman under Primitive Buddhism,
Routledge, 1930; Charles Fowkes, The Pillow Book, Hamilton, 1988 (a history
of erotic literature); John Byron, Portrait of a Chinese Paradise: Erotica and
Sexual Customs of the Late Qing Period, Quartet, 1987; Howard Lévy, Oriental
Sex Manners, NEL, 1971; Howard Lévy, Chinese Footbinding, Neville
Spearman, 1972; Iris and Steven Finz, Erotic Fantasies, Futura, 1991; Patrick J.
Kearney, History of Erotic Literature, Macmillan, 1992; Wayne Paul Robinson,
The Modernisation of Sex, Elek, 1976; V. and B. Bullough, Sin, Sickness and
Sanity: A History of Sexual Attitudes, New American Library, 1977; Peter
Wagner, Eros Revived: Erotica of the Enlightenment in England and America,
Secker & Warburg, 1988; René Nelli, Erotique et civilisation, Weber, 1972 (on
Arab-European relations); Travaux de l’université de Toulouse le Mirail, série A,
tome 24, Les Visages de l’amour du dix-septième siècle, Toulouse, 1984; Roger
Bougard, Erotisme et amour physique dans la littérature française du dix-
septième siècle, G. Lachurie, 1986; Gérard Clavreuil, Erotisme et littératures:
Afrique noire, Caraïbes, Océan indien, Acropole, 1981; Suzanne Lallemand,
L’Apprentissage de la sexualité dans les contes d’Afrique de l’ouest, Harmattan,
1985; Pierre Hanny, L’Erotisme africain: Le Comportement sexuel des
adolescents guinéens, Payot, 1970; R. B. Symington, ‘Sexual Behaviour of
Rhodesian Africans’, Journal of Biosocial Science, vol. 4, no. 3, pp. 263–75;
William H. Hopkins, The Development of ‘Pornographic’ Literature in
Eighteenth-Century and Early Nineteenth-Century Russia, Indiana Univ. Ph.D
thesis, 1977; N. N. Bhattachayya, History of Indian Erotic Literature,
Munshshiram Manoharlat, New Delhi, 1975; H. C. Chakladar, Social Life in
Ancient India: Studies in Vatsyayana’s Kamasutra, Greater India Society,
Calcutta, 1929; Jayadeva, Gitagovinda: Love Song of the Dark Lord, trans.
Barbara Stoler Miller, Columbia UP, 1977; Edward C. Dimock, jnr., The Place of
the Hidden Moon: Erotic Mysticism in the Vaisnavasahajiya Cult, Chicago UP,
1966; Bernard Golse and M. Bloch, L’Amour Chaos, Hachette, 1987; ‘La Folie
Amoureuse’ in Dialogue, no. 96, 1987; Sue Griswold, Beautiful Merchandise:
Prostitution in China 1860–1936, Haworth, NY, 1982; Edward J. Bristow,
Prostitution and Prejudice: The Jewish Fight against White Slavery 1870–1939,
Oxford UP, 1982; Jacques Rossiaud, Medieval Prostitution, Blackwell, 1988;
Allegra Taylor, Prostitution: What’s Love Got to Do With It?, Macdonald, 1991
(an experiment); Stephen Owen, Mi-Lou: Poetry and the Labyrinth of Desire,
Harvard, 1989 (‘All the bright colours of physical things call out to one another,
and how amid all this can a human being find rest?’).
J. R. Planche, Cyclopedia of Costume, Chatto, 1976; C. Wilson, Encyclopedia
of Scandal, Grafton, 1987; Donald Schon, ‘The Fear of Innovation’, in Barry
Barnes (ed.), Science in Context, Open Univ., Milton Keynes, 1982; J. Puisais,
Le Goût et l’enfant, Flammarion, 1987.
7
How the desire that men feel for women, and for other
men, has altered through the centuries
Florence is about fifteen years younger, but she has not quite found a solution
either. Every member of her family has ‘a passion’. Her father’s is mountain
climbing, which he loves partly because he is fascinated by risk, and he is
willing to take risks because his daily life bores him, he wishes to get beyond
what he is in daily life and to escape from the routine. That sort of withdrawal he
learnt very young, because his own parents quarrelled all the time; he never
quarrels with his wife. Some people are learning to have a sense of themselves
without beating up those around them. Florence’s sister’s passion is horse-riding.
Every other member of the family is totally consumed by one passion.
However, Florence has never been told by her parents what the direction of
her life could be; they have never given her advice, and she has never asked for
it, because she felt their advice would not suit her. She never speaks to them
about the intimate subjects that matter most to her. All they want is for her to be
happy – which perhaps means they do not know what they want. She says the
best way to make children happy is to be happy oneself, happiness is contagious.
All her father can do is to warn her when she becomes too big-headed, and she
values that. But maybe he does not feel qualified to give advice, for he is not
satisfied with himself; or at least that is her guess, because she does not really
know him. How many people have known their parents well? Since the time that
private lives have become more important than public lives, it has become
impossible for traditions about how to live to be handed down from generation
to generation.
If only her teachers had been able to give her some deep ambition, if only she
had met one who was captivated by what he taught and could have captivated
her; but her school career was a total flop, even though she got high marks. No
university professor influenced her either. She became a teacher herself, but that
made her despair of education: four-fifths of her colleagues were depressed;
there were only one or two who cared about their work, to whom education was
almost a religion.
Who else could give her a sense of direction? ‘I was brought up in a world
where girls talked amongst themselves,’ but she has no taste for gossip. ‘We
were never told we could talk with men.’ Discussions with them are always
overshadowed by the possibility of seduction: ‘Few accept the idea that true
conversation is possible with women. As soon as a man sees that you like him,
he assumes you want to be seduced. Going to bed can be useful in starting a
conversation, but it is not necessary.’ There is much less of it among the young
women she knows. Her best friend is a former lover, with whom relations are
much more pleasant now that there is no question of seduction. The way men
look at her sometimes pleases her, but sometimes makes her despair. ‘To speak
with a man, you first have to win the right to speak with him.’
Her trouble with men is the same as her trouble with having a single ‘passion’.
No activity absorbs her completely, for her passion is discovery, travel, meeting
the unknown, which means being free of a single obsession. There are too many
sides to her personality. She appears to be a career woman, but she also likes
sewing; she refuses to conform to the image her job implies; men can do that,
but not women. If she had to choose between her career and her private life, she
would prefer the latter. If she had a child, she would take time off for it, without
sacrificing herself, however; too many men are stunted by feeling they cannot
pay back the debt they owe to a mother who sacrificed herself for them. Men say
they find her disconcerting. She replies that she has met only men who are
frightened. They do not understand that it is not security that she wants from
them. ‘The most interesting things I have done have been in states of insecurity.
When I decide to do something, I burn my boats. Security puts me to sleep.’ A
man who charms a woman thinks he has acquired her, whereas a relationship of
love should involve a new charm every day. ‘My need is not to have complete
security in my affections. I need to be put in a state of danger.’ So one of her
hobbies is hang-gliding, but she wants to make other discoveries also.
Florence married young, lived with her husband for a year and then apart from
him for three years. She liked the idea of a common home, but also of having a
separate home as well: few men can understand that, or that she would want to
go away for a few days; they expect her to account to them for her time; they
judge her friends, though she does not ask them to speak to her friends; she
cannot bear it when she wants to read alone and is prevented. It does not worry
her that she is too demanding: ‘I’m lucky I know how to live alone.’ But she will
not rest until she finds someone to love and be loved by; that is necessary for the
inner peace which she needs to be able to do other things. Perhaps men do not
like the idea that love is only a basis for doing other things. If only the ones she
had met had not been so unwilling to take risks; it is fear which makes them lead
lives which do not quite satisfy them. ‘I do not want my story to be an average,
ordinary one.’ Her ideal man used to be like everybody else’s – intelligent,
beautiful, charming, humorous – but she now wants more than that, to be able to
admire him profoundly. ‘It is pretentious to say you have met no men of your
own level, but I have met none who likes my contradictions. I am changing fast,
but the men I have loved could not follow; they are men who have slowed down.
I need a man to give me confidence, because sometimes I have doubts.’
It does not follow that one needs to live with one’s husband every single day.
Her husband would not have made a good father; and ‘I am not so egoistic as to
want a child alone’. He allowed himself to become financially dependent on her,
and that was disastrous – dependence perverts a relationship; when little things
go wrong, it makes one mean, and less loving. So her relationship with money
has changed. She used to like window shopping and buying things: ‘I was told
that when unhappy, I should go and spend money; I could have become a person
who owned fifty pairs of shoes.’ But she has lost her taste for acquiring
possessions: she now spends most of her money on travel and books, not clothes;
she finds her modest earnings are enough to allow her to do what she wants.
Taking risks has meant that she has abandoned a series of safe jobs.
Everybody advised her not to, but she ignores advice, because a job is like a love
affair: if you do not love it, you should leave it. It is very important for a job to
be a relationship of affection. After teaching, she became a journalist on a major
provincial daily newspaper; but during her three years there, nobody ever told
her what her purpose might be. Everything proceeded by routine. ‘Routine kills.’
There were able journalists whose talents were being destroyed, who knew they
were writing rubbish, but had stopped caring, while others were not allowed to
make full use of their talents. Nobody wanted to rock the boat, because the paper
was a secure job for life. When she resigned she was told she must be mad; but
she insisted one must leave a job as soon as one has lost one’s enthusiasm for it.
The whole of the industrial world would collapse if people listened to her: it is
worth imagining how one would replace it.
Florence now lives in Brussels, a city launching itself into the unknown.
‘Something will happen from this mixture of people,’ but no one knows what.
Courage is a way of taking pleasure in the surprises that chance breeds. She is
setting up a press agency where journalists from all over Europe, with
compatible temperaments, can work together. The search for compatibility allied
with independence continues. New adventures are constantly complicating her
life. She used to have a prejudice against the USA, disliking its ‘taste for money
and its obsession with efficiency’. Chance has made her visit it, and she has
changed her mind. She knows how to do that. Certainly she met some narrow-
minded people, but others who were not. ‘I lost my complexes.’ Efficiency
impressed her. In Canada she met a marvellous man. For four days they talked.
He was not afraid to say what he felt; he seemed authentic: ‘He satisfied my
desire for harmony and gentleness.’ But she does not know what will become of
this friendship, which appeals only to one side of her. ‘He does not put me in
danger. I need not to have complete emotional security.’ Time will tell.
Then she went to the Lebanon, where there is real physical danger. She has
become friends with a Lebanese family and is acting as a sort of godmother to
their daughter, who is being educated in Europe. That is a new kind of
relationship for her, a new taste of the varieties of friendship, to be the mentor of
a very young adult, aged eighteen (Florence is twenty-seven), with ideas very
different from her own.
Florence’s menu for the future is to develop her imagination. They never
taught her how to do that at school.
At the same time as women became more demanding in their expectations of
men, scientists were discovering that the world of animals was not, after all,
dominated by males. The big male baboon seemed to behave as though he
dominated his tribe, but when the tribe was studied more closely, it became clear
that a female decided where it travelled and who could sit next to whom. The
male, it used to be thought, searched for a wife and then left her to look after the
babies; but it was discovered that more frequently the female takes the initiative
and in about 40 per cent of primates the male cares for the young. Females were
assumed to be passive victims of their hormones, but it has emerged that these
are produced as much by their own behaviour and that of those around them as
by automatic, unavoidable processes.
Above all, the fact that not all nature is clearly divided into male and female
has been emphasised, notably the many creatures who reproduce without
copulation, and those whose sex can change over their lifetime, almost as though
they decide on a change of clothes. There are species which are all female for
most of the time, reproducing themselves without intercourse, until a crisis
occurs and food runs out; then they stop producing offspring identical to
themselves and start giving birth to males, whose function is to introduce
different solutions to the crisis. Males are not necessarily stronger; females are
not necessarily much interested in the company of males except when they share
parenting; and they can be very difficult to please in their choice of a partner: a
bird called the western grebe rejects 97 per cent of male advances, and it is,
significantly, outwardly indistinguishable from the male except by its voice.
There are many solitary animals indifferent to sex, like the female deer which
lives with males for only one day each year. But it doubtless took many
thousands of years for animals to develop these eccentricities and these varied
forms of independence.
If this has any relevance to humans, it is scarcely surprising that women have
found it so difficult to meet males who measure up to what they would ideally
like males to be. Women’s efforts to change men’s attitudes towards them have a
long history, but it has varied in its objectives, as changes have inevitably
produced unexpected, unwanted results. To take one example, women have
attempted to transform courtship, modifying the rules of seduction again and
again, as a way of altering the relationship of married couples.
Though tradition has many faces, one of the most common was that girls
should know no man until they married their husband, and indeed that they
should not extend their knowledge after marriage either. In such conditions, the
courtship of the male was modelled partly on commercial methods – negotiating
with her parents – and partly on military practice – the siege, the parade of
strength, the sowing of confusion with gifts and promises, until she said, ‘I
surrender.’ But some women rejected their suitors, for no reason that men could
understand, and that was like the invention of a new kind of armour, which made
bows and arrows obsolete. Not all women were young when they married,
obedient to their parents. In many periods, about one-third of weddings have
been second marriages, because people died so early (thirty was once the life
expectancy). Widows (and later divorcees) may well have shown the way.
Women used to be told that they would learn to love their husbands after
marriage, however disagreeable they might find them at first. But some women
began demanding that the possibility be proved before the wedding, or at least
that the man should first convince them that he loved them. Once this happened,
men lost control of courtship, because there was no technology for falling in
love, no institution which could arrange it. The results can best be traced in the
history of courtship in the USA, the least secretive, the most varied and probably
the most influential world-wide. Americans were already complaining of a crisis
of masculinity in the 1860s. But every generation, conscious only of how it
differs from its parents and its children, forgets how old are most of the subjects
of argument between men and women, how humans persist in banging their
heads against the same wall.
William Alcott, in a book entitled The Young Wife (1833), wrote that there was
‘a very general opinion’ that ‘the love of husband and wife must after marriage
necessarily begin to decline’. Courting couples of the time have left letters
bemoaning ‘the almost universal unhappiness of married persons’. Brides in
particular were frightened by the ‘great and unknown duties for which I feel
incompetent’, not only domestic duties, but the need to turn their husbands into
‘virtuous and happy’ men. ‘It is awful thus to bind myself for life.’ ‘Grateful joy’
did indeed balance the ‘fearful responsibilities’ and the feeling that intimacy was
often quickly lost. So two centuries ago women had already started working on
modifying their links with men.
One way was for women to tell men exactly what they felt and everything that
they thought: they called it ‘candour’. Tradition kept the sexes apart, in two
separate mental and physical worlds. ‘Society allows no sincere hearty
friendship’ between men and women, wrote a bride in 1860, ‘but I will not be
insincere.’ Another said, ‘I can love you better from the fact that to no one have I
made myself known as to you, to no one have I given such confidences.’ But a
man replied, ‘Men are afraid of showing themselves in their true colour and as
they are.’ They had to husband their reputation in the outside world most of all,
because success depended on reputation. It was a great risk to embark on
intimate conversations, and to say as one boldly did, ‘Let us communicate our
ideas, our notions to each other.’ But, wrote another, ‘It is a fiction that any two
human beings are constituted peculiarly and in all respects fitted for each other,
perfect counterparts, capable of a mystical, absolute union.’
The romantics said, ‘We must be alike.’ However, women began discovering
things about themselves in the process of opening themselves out to their suitors.
‘Openness became almost an obsession for couples after 1800.’ It was not easy
for women, whose reputations depended on discretion and prudery. It took
courage to demand that men give priority to the search for meaning in life: ‘I
don’t want you to work so hard,’ wrote a young Boston woman to her fiancé, and
many millions have since repeated the request, when they did not demand the
very opposite. To rebel against the idea that income must come before intimacy
is revolutionary indeed. Already in 1850 a woman longed to be her suitor’s
‘spiritual doctor’. The closer they looked at one another, the more unique each
became, the less did the stereotype of the male and the female seem helpful.
Ideals are always just beyond one’s grasp. Some women worried about that,
and their worries took them backwards. First they worried that they were not
worthy of their suitor’s admiration. Then they worried that they did not adore
their suitors with sufficient passion: ‘I feel I do not love you with that intensity
of love of which I am capable.’ Real love should, thought another, be ‘without
effort’. But, said a third, she still was not sure that she had found love ‘with all
my heart, so that the horrid old worry is gone’. In other words, they lost their
nerve. Lack of confidence became the great oppressor. They relapsed into
admiring apparently confident, masterful and assertive men, who seemed to
possess the most precious of jewels, certainty. Then they were disturbed if the
men proved to be weak and revealed that they wanted a ‘woman upon whose
experienced judgement one can place confidence’. The great problem became
not just to meet the right man, but to do so at the right time, to have desires
which harmonised at that particular moment, let alone for ever. Another method
tried by some women to modify their relations with men was to increase their
experience of them. The middle class learned how to do this from the working
class, which was not corseted by the fear of meeting social inferiors. ‘Dating’
was originally a slang word of the poor, first used in 1896. By the 1920s most of
the youth of America was obsessed with dating, which surveys showed to take
more time than any activity apart from schooling. Until about 1945, the aim in
dating was to go out with as many people as possible: the more sought after one
was the better. There was less talk of love now. The goal was to acquire self-
confidence by more certain means, namely by the number of dates one had. A
college student boasted he had dated fifty-six girls in nine months.
Many imagined that dating was a struggle for power, since power was what
adults talked about. It did indeed free youth from the control of their parents,
since it involved going out to places of public entertainment, escaping from
direct supervision at home. It did replace the system of ‘calling’, by which a
suitor had to ask permission to call on a woman he coveted, and it was up to her
whether she allowed him to, or up to her mother, who often organised the call.
Men imagined that dating restored supremacy to them, since they paid for the
entertainment and the drinks and the meals, that they were buying women for
their amusement, spending on them as they spent on their cars. And many girls
undoubtedly became convinced that dating as many boys as possible was the
only way to be considered popular, and so to catch a popular husband, who
would only want a popular girl; and they spent lavishly on cosmetics and
clothes, which was the counterpart of the boys’ expenditure. The American
economy certainly benefited from this devotion to spending, which not long
before had been very un-American.
Dating seemed to be the democratic method of finding self-confidence; it was
a kind of vote, a perpetual election. Instead of worrying about elusive love, the
young proved to each other that they were popular by winning a date. At dances,
the most successful woman was the one who danced all night, but never twice
with the same man. ‘Never brush off a date,’ advised the Woman’s Home
Companion in 1940, ‘because he might come in handy for an off night.’ To such
an extent was it a masculine privilege to take the initiative, that when a woman
at college asked a man for a date to a Saturday dance, ‘he cut her off in mid-
sentence and walked away’. Women had the privilege of deciding whom they
would accept and how over-booked they would pretend to be. At the University
of Michigan, the female students rated the males according to their dating value:
‘A – smooth, B – OK, C – pass in a crowd, D – semi-goon, E – spook.’
After the Second World War, however, they again lost their nerve. Sixteen
million young soldiers were sent overseas, a quarter of a million were killed,
100,000 married English, French and other foreigners. Panic struck that there
were no longer enough men to go round, and worse, that the veterans were
demanding mature, sophisticated women, such as they had met in Europe, and
had no use for silly girls. Dating was therefore transformed. Now ‘huntresses’,
‘hijackers’, ‘man-stealers’ were admired instead. Going to college became a way
of snaring a husband, ‘getting a Mrs degree’, and if by October one had not
found a partner, one was a failure. The most common age of marriage for women
fell to its lowest level ever, nineteen. Dating began at an increasingly early age in
the schools. In 1959, 57 per cent of American teenagers were ‘going steady’.
The original aim of dating – widening one’s experience – was abandoned in
favour of a sense of security, and the price was high.
Back to femininity was the advice given by women’s magazines in the 1950s
(as it has been at varying intervals since then). ‘Everybody can become a type
that’s in the current physical fashion if they have the courage to make
themselves into that type,’ the Ladies’ Home Journal assured its readers. The
Woman’s Home Companion had a questionnaire to enable one to assess one’s
femininity: the first question was: Do you wear nail varnish? The second: Do
you have career ambitions? From the age of twelve, girls wore padded bras to
make themselves imitations of the ultimately feminine, the actresses with
enormous breasts. The purpose of this was to simplify life, to enable each sex to
have clear roles. In a poll organised by the Senior Scholastic, the vast majority of
women said they preferred men who knew the proper etiquette to those who had
a pleasing personality. By being feminine and submissive, these women were
supposed to make men become more masculine, helping them to ‘feel like men’.
That seemed necessary when women competed with men at work, and the code
of the old-fashioned gentleman seemed to be a way of avoiding competition in
private life. But of course men who needed to have their masculinity boosted
were soon found to be inadequate, and women decided that they had taken the
wrong turning.
So it can be seen that though women have been able to change the way men
dance around them, the dancers themselves are still awkward and difficult. Long
before the sexual revolution of the sixties, Americans worried about their sexual
identity; the University of Southern California was already offering its students
courses on the ‘six basic differences between men and women’ in the 1950s.
Women who complain today that men have no oomph or gumption have read too
many history books about valiant knights in shining armour, and not enough
about pretence and lies, and have forgotten how fragile are the roots of
confidence. Besides, changing people is like decorating a house: as soon as one
room has been done, the ugliness of the others becomes more apparent.
Meanwhile, it has also been discovered that the man on whom Don Juan was
modelled was a homosexual. He loved chasing women, but did not like them; it
was the chase that excited him. The history of homosexuals has hitherto been
considered marginal to the relationship between men and women, but recently a
mass of new information has come to light through scholarly research and
franker autobiographies, revealing it to be more important than was ever
imagined. Though the research has aimed above all at constructing an identity
for this minority, it has produced discoveries of significance to the majority too.
How differently have men behaved when they have fallen in love with other
men?
Sexual relations between men have passed through four phases, but each new
phase did not put an end to its predecessor, so all four now co-exist. Originally,
homosexuality was a conservative force, strengthening established institutions,
as much a ritual as a source of pleasure. It was an integral part of pagan religion,
whose gods enjoyed all forms of sex; and only when sex ceased to be a divine
amusement was homosexuality seriously persecuted. Sex and magic used to be
part of the same mystery, and shamans often tried to be simultaneously male and
female, dressed as such, to increase their powers over both. When soldiers ruled
and worshipped martial qualities, they sometimes used homosexuality as a
method of strengthening the military caste: the Japanese samurai went to war
accompanied by a young male sexual partner; ancient Celtic warriors ‘offered
themselves to other men without the least compunction’ and were offended if
their advances were rejected. Many societies made homosexual relations an
obligatory temporary phase in the process of growing up, and in some places that
applied to women also (but written historical evidence on lesbianism is less
abundant). Among the ancient Greeks, the older partner in a homosexual
relationship was supposed to be providing a course in citizenship and a
preparation for married life to the younger one, who was expected to feel no
pleasure or desire but gratitude, though in practice the ideal was often corrupted.
When the relations between the two sexes were dominated by problems of
property, homosexuality was an alternative way of increasing status and a form
of conspicuous luxury: some Chinese emperors kept powdered and rouged boys
as well as wives; the Norman king of England William Rufus surrounded
himself with young male courtiers with long hair, wearing women’s clothes; and
under Queen Elizabeth I, fashionable rakes walked the streets with a mistress on
one arm and a catamite on the other to show off their prowess. Modern boarding
schools continued, without realising it, homosexual traditions common to
numerous tribes all over the world. There have been times – particularly times of
conflict – when men with feminine traits have been admired: thus Napoleon
patronised the sculptor Canova, who loved to portray effeminate young men, and
the castrato singer Crescentini, who gave a feminine voice to virile roles; that
tradition continues in the success of modern pop stars of indeterminate sex.
Mussolini, by contrast, had a stadium built surrounded by sixty statues of naked
musclemen, all brawn. Homosexuals have alternated between these ideals as
much as heterosexuals.
Homosexuality has been more or less accepted in about two-thirds of human
societies at some time or other, and it has occasionally concerned large sections
of the population. For long it was tolerated even by the Catholic Church: in 1102
Saint Anselm, Archbishop of Canterbury, demanded that the punishment for it
should be moderate because ‘this sin has been so public that hardly anyone has
blushed for it, and many, therefore, have plunged into it without realising its
gravity’. The crusading king Richard the Lionheart was no less pious because of
his sexual preferences. The Church was originally more concerned with stopping
its priests having sexual relations with women; when it waged a campaign
against that, homosexuality became even more common, especially in
monasteries, where Saint Aelred of Rivaulx exalted it as a way of discovering
divine love.
It was only in the twelfth and thirteenth centuries that a mass repression of
homosexuality began in Europe, as part of a campaign against heresies of all
sorts, which developed into the terror of the Inquisition. This is the second
phase. Penances were no longer judged to be enough: in 1260 France began the
persecution by establishing the penalty of amputation of the testicles for the first
offence, of the penis for the second and death by burning for the third. Hitler’s
attempt to exterminate all homosexuals along with the Jews was the culmination
of that story. Persecution made homosexuality no longer conservative, but
dangerous and clandestine. ‘Away with hypocrisy. Discreet debauchery means
little to me. I want to enjoy everything in broad daylight.’ So wrote the poet Abu
Nawas (787–814), praising masturbation. But openness had ceased to be
possible. Oscar Wilde maintained that if everyone expressed their desires openly
and freely, the world would be rejuvenated, but it was unlikely to happen,
because even the bravest were afraid of admitting what they were really like; so,
given that persecution of nonconformity was the rule, he advocated, as the
second-best course, that people should discover the satisfactions of pretending
and concealing, acting a part and making a fool of oppressors and critics. Genet
argued that there was no point in trying to be oneself because it was impossible
to know when one was truly authentic. Dominique Fernandez added that if there
was no discrimination against homosexuals, he would be delighted as a lover of
liberty, but he would lose much of the pleasure he has in being a homosexual,
which, for him, means being a pariah, reinforcing his sense of being different
from others by being interested in matters which cannot be discussed openly:
‘Sex,’ he says, ‘is not what interests me most in homosexuality’, and, as a
novelist, he cannot envisage writing about happy homosexuals. Candour and
secretiveness thus emerged as equally balanced competitors, and desire as the
accomplice of the forbidden. The thrill of heterosexual adultery, as its latest
Cambridge analysts have emphasised, also comes to a considerable extent from
secrecy and risk. It is too simple to assume that personal relations would be
trouble-free if everyone were candid, even if everyone could be candid;
something more is required, namely a desire to understand what one is being
candidly told.
The third revolution in Western homosexual history started in the nineteenth
century, when homosexual activity was classified no longer just as a sin, but as
either a disease, or a sign of a defective upbringing, or the result of a genetic
disposition. Until then, the men who had visited London’s transvestite ‘molly-
houses’, which flourished in the eighteenth century, were not considered to be
homosexuals, any more than are Tahitian men who use the male prostitute to be
found in every village. The word homosexual was invented only in 1869 (when
Freud was thirteen years old) by the Viennese writer Benkert, in the hope of
avoiding persecution, by showing that homosexuals constituted a ‘third sex’
independently of their will, and that they could not therefore be accused of vice
or crime; hitherto, the names by which they were known had been jocular, not
medical classifications, and the word ‘gay’ revives that tradition.
This segregation created enormous anxiety, as homosexuals probed into their
deepest feelings, sometimes with remarkable artistic results. But gradually
individual isolation was mitigated by the discovery that they were not as alone as
they imagined; it emerged that many of humanity’s greatest achievements were
due to people who had passionate attachments to members of their own sex,
including eminent founders of modern science (Newton, Halley, Robert Boyle),
of computer technology (Turing, who was condemned to be chemically
castrated), of economics (Keynes), of art (Leonardo, Michelangelo, Botticelli
and Caravaggio down to Francis Bacon), of philosophy (Wittgenstein), of music
(Beethoven, Schubert, Tchaikovsky), of literature (Proust heads a long list), of
children’s writing (Hans Christian Andersen), and even the creator of the
archetypal American hero, Horatio Alger, even world conquerors like Alexander
the Great and Julius Caesar (‘a husband to every wife and a wife to every
husband’). Renaissance Florence, known as ‘the new Sodom’, was a precursor of
San Francisco. Other minorities have also had famous ancestors, but what is
relevant about these attachments is that they reveal infinitely varied
combinations of sexual desire and other profound longings.
Michelangelo wrote, ‘I am, of all who were ever born, the most inclined to
love persons. Whenever I behold someone who possesses any talent or displays
any dexterity of mind, who can do or say something more appropriately than the
rest of the world, I am compelled to fall in love with him, and then I give myself
away to him so entirely that I am no longer my own property but wholly his.’ For
others, the fear of old age seems to have been dominant, so that youth appeared
as the saviour: for example, Robert Louis Stevenson’s solution was not only to
seek inspiration from his young stepson Lloyd Osborne, but also to write
adventure stories for boys perpetuating a fantasy which eliminated all thought of
decay; and a whole genre of popular ‘romances’, from H. Rider Haggard
onwards, had the same purpose. Freud himself, who saw some homosexuality in
everybody, wrote, ‘In my life, woman has never replaced the comrade.’ But the
search for the comrade, in infinite variety, male or female, was seldom the whole
story.
Coming out of the closet, proclaiming the independence of the Queer Nation,
was the culmination of this phase. That made it seem, superficially, that
homosexuals were necessarily interested only in their own kind. But those who
could fathom their own deeper motives often wanted more than just to be
themselves, having as their ultimate goal to escape from themselves, seeking
partners from other cultures, from another generation, from a different social
class. Awareness of this marks the beginning of the fourth phase. Edward Said,
writing on Orientalism, has said that virtually every European writer who
travelled to the Orient after 1800 searched for a different, freer, less guilt-ridden
sexuality than that available in Europe. Arab love as well as war enabled T. E.
Lawrence to ‘quit me of my English self’. Desire was the magic which made
possible transitions into unknown territory. It allowed the normally
contemptuous prosperous classes to see their so-called inferiors, and themselves,
in a different light.
When Aids transformed attitudes to promiscuity, more urgently among
homosexuals than among heterosexuals, some began investigating new kinds of
relationships, ‘based on esteem rather than passion or convention’, new forms of
love-making, ‘non-penetrative sex’, drawing nearer to women’s conception of
the erotic. Edmund White, one of the most lucid homosexual writers, says, ‘Our
childlessness, our minimal responsibilities, the fact that our unions are not
consecrated, even our very retreat into gay ghettoes for protection and
freedom . . . have fostered a style in which we may be exploring, even in spite of
our conscious intentions, things that will some day be for the heterosexual
majority.’ Friendships between homosexuals and heterosexuals, where desire
ceases to be aggressive, have become a significant new relationship.
The heterosexual majority discovered the meaning of this phase in 1993, when
Les Nuits Fauves won France’s equivalent of the Oscar, the César, for both the
best film and the best first film of the year. It is full of ‘explicit’ scenes of
homosexual love, and yet the press was unanimous in praising it: the Minister of
Culture almost gave it official blessing, declaring that ‘a whole generation has
recognised itself in it’. Its author said, and the public understood, that it was not
a film about a homosexual man who falls in love with a girl, but about ‘a man in
pieces, digging deep into all his contradictions’. Cyril Collard, who wrote it,
directed it and played the lead role of Jean, became a cult hero, not just a new
version of James Dean, not just a restless rebel without a cause, but one who
went a stage further, able to understand his problem and to talk about it in a way
that made sense even to those who were not in the same tragic impasse as
himself. Collard was desperate to escape from aimlessness: ‘I felt I was passing
through life like those American tourists who rush through countries “doing” as
many cities as possible [and] I was absolutely alone.’ He made love to as many
men as possible, but each encounter was only ‘a tragedy endlessly repeated’; his
desires were ‘like islands, events never linked to each other’. Though the erotic
excitement gave him a brief sensation of ‘omnipotence’, ‘my descent into hell
was nothing but a game of shadows . . . the bottoms, breasts, genitals and
stomachs I fondled belonged to nobody.’ He hardly ever had a conversation with
these lovers. The immediate satisfaction of desire was what mattered, but all he
could achieve was orgasm, ‘a brief moment of happiness’. Soon he found it
impossible to sleep without having an orgasm first, and saw himself as ‘hooked
on sex like a cocaine addict on his drug’; he took cocaine to increase his desire
and to postpone the orgasm; suffering reminded him that he was alive, but that
was not enough; he was horrified to observe how easily sex lapsed into violence,
how violence became exciting, which made him disgusted with himself.
However, Collard was more intelligent than James Dean: beginning as a
mathematician, he had studied engineering, given it up to become leader of a
rock band, had two novels published by France’s top editor, Françoise Verny,
made several films, still continued to read books, and then became an actor when
several stars refused to tarnish their image by participating in Les Nuits Fauves,
judging it to be too frank. Collard’s significance is that he was determined not to
be ashamed of being so many different persons, even while constantly doubting
whether there was talent in any of them, and he made no secret of the fact that
his film was autobiographical. When he half falls in love with a girl who
complains that he does not love her enough, he admits that she was only ‘a
sandwich between me and me’. When she eventually settles for another man
whom she does not love but with whom she can at least share in building some
kind of future, he is bold enough to challenge the universally preached creed that
love is the solution to all problems.
Love is revealed to be like freedom, only a starting point: then many more
choices have to be made. Collard refused to reject anything without first looking
at it carefully, and at the same time he refused to be categorised in any way, even
sexually. He goes a stage further beyond saying that he is a homosexual or a
bisexual or anything else, that he is usually a man but sometimes feels female, or
that no single image of femininity pleases him, just as his girlfriend, however
besotted with him, sometimes needs a change from him. To be fully alive, for
him, means to participate in the ‘planetary battle’, to be ‘a part of history’
through the intermediary of the love of another person, but in the hope that
others would join in the battle, and that together they would find something
worth fighting for; it is not simply being Me, nor is it simply You and Me. This
declaration of purpose, that what matters most is a noble purpose, is still vague;
it will need many films to spell it out. Cyril Collard died of Aids, aged thirty-
five, two weeks before his award could be presented to him.
Comparing how women have tried to influence men in courtship with how
men have courted each other makes sexual desire emerge in a new light: it is not
just an irresistible hurricane, nor a snake responding to the piping of only certain
kinds of snake-charmers. It is too simple to say that each individual has to
discover, helplessly, by what he or she is ‘turned on’. Desire is no more
inexplicable than taste. Over the centuries, it has been extraordinarily flexible
and versatile, serving opposing causes, playing many different roles in history,
like an actor, both comic and tragic, sometimes simple roles, reproducing
hackneyed stereotypes, and sometimes experimental, complex ones, deliberately
mysterious. This suggests that other alliances, other excitements, are also
possible.
For that to become clearer, it is necessary to get to know better the ghost that
has haunted so many relationships in the past, the desire to have power over
others.
Courtship
Evelyn Shaw and Joan Darling, Strategies of Being Female: Animal Patterns,
Human Choices, Harvester, 1984; Sarah Blaffer Hrdy, The Woman That Never
Evolved, Harvard, 1981; D. Crews, ‘Courtship in Unisexual Lizards’, Scientific
American, 1987, pp. 72–7; Ellen K. Rothman, Hands and Hearts: A History of
Courtship in America, Harvard UP, 1987; Beth L. Bailey, Courtship in
Twentieth-Century America, Johns Hopkins UP, 1988; Cupid’s Guide to the
Wedding Ring, reprinted Black Pennell Press, Greenock, 1988; Anon.,
Conversational Openings and Endings, Bentley, 1891; C. Nyrop, The Kiss and
its History, translated from the Danish by L. Sands, 1901 (learned and
instructive); Nicholas J. Perella, The Kiss: Sacred and Profane, California UP,
1969 (the ‘French kiss’ was known in sixteenth-century France as ‘baiser à
l’Italienne’); James T. Y. Liu, The Chinese Knight Errant, Routledge, 1967
(showing loyalty only to ‘the one who appreciates you’); Jacques Gernet, Daily
Life in China on the Eve of the Mongol Invasions 1250–1276, Allen and Unwin,
1959; Jacqueline Huppert-Laufer, La Féminité neutralisée?: Les femmes cadres
dans l’entreprise, Flammarion, 1982; Helga Dierichs and Margarete
Mitscherlich, Des Hommes: Dix histoires exemplaires, Des Femmes, 1983;
Lawrence Stone, The Road to Divorce: England 1530–1987, Oxford UP, 1990;
P. Ariès and G. Duby, Histoire de la vie privée, 5 vols., Seuil, 1987 (a mine of
information); Jane Lazare, On Loving Men, Abacus, 1978; Yan de Kerorguen, Le
Plaisir chaste, Autrement, 1984 (on changes towards sex in France in the
1980s); Pascal Lainé, La Femme et ses images. Stock, 1974; Germaine Greer,
The Female Eunuch, MacGibbon and Kee, 1970; Germaine Greer, The Obstacle
Race, Secker & Warburg, 1979; Germaine Greer, Sex and Destiny, Secker &
Warburg, 1984; Betty Friedan, The Second Stage, Summit, NY, and Michael
Joseph, 1982; Ezra Storland, The Psychology of Hope, 1969; Robert J. Stoller,
Observing the Erotic Imagination, Yale UP, 1985; K. S. Srinivasin, The Ethos of
Indian Literature: A Study of its Romantic Tradition, Chanakya, New Delhi,
1985; Jo Ann McNamara, A New Song: Celibate Women in the First Three
Christian Centuries, Harrington Park Press, NY, 1985; Dana Vannoy-Hiller and
W. Philliber, Equal Partners: Successful Women in Marriage, Sage, 1989;
Gordon Thomas, Desire and Denial, Grafton, 1986 (on priests); Julia Kristeva,
Les Samurais, Fayard, 1990 (on intellectuals); Michel Crépu, La Force de
l’admiration, Autrement, 1988; M. Foucault, The History of Sexuality, Viking,
1986ff.; Didier Eribon, Michel Foucault, Flammarion, 1989; Michael Young,
The Ethnography of Malinowski, Routledge, 1979; Frederic Errington and D.
Gewertz, Cultural Alternatives and a Feminist Anthropology: Culturally
Constructed Gender Interests in Papua New Guinea, Cambridge UP, 1987; Unni
Wikan, Behind the Veil in Arabia: Women in Oman, Johns Hopkins UP, 1982;
Andrea Dworkin, Right Wing Women, Women’s Press, 1983.
Homosexuality
David F. Greenberg, The Construction of Homosexuality, Chicago UP, 1988;
Dominique Fernandez, Le Rapt de Ganymède, Grasset, 1989; Wayne R. Dynes,
Encyclopedia of Homosexuality, St James Press, 1990; Wayne R. Dynes,
Homosexuality: A Research Guide, Garlan, NY, 1987; Martin Duberman, Hidden
from History: Reclaiming the Gay and Lesbian Past, Penguin, 1989; Jonathan
Dollimore, Sexual Dissidence: Augustine to Wilde, Freud to Foucault, Oxford
UP, 1991; Peter Binton, Talking to . . . , Third House, 1991 (conversation with
Edmund White); Edmund White, Genet, Gallimard and Chatto, 1993; Wayne
Koestenbaum, Double Talk: The Erotics of Male Literary Collaboration,
Routledge, 1989; Bret Hinsch, Passions of the Cut Sleeve: The Male
Homosexual Tradition in China, California UP, 1990; T. Watanabe, Love of the
Samurai: 1000 Years of Japanese Homosexuality, GMP, 1989; John J. Winkler,
The Constraints of Desire: The Anthropology of Sex and Gender in Ancient
Greece, Routledge, 1990; Eva Cantarella, Bisexuality in the Ancient World, Yale
UP, 1992; Eve Elvin, Sex and Society in the World of the Orthodox Slavs 900–
1700, Cornell UP, 1989; James W. Saslow, Ganymede in the Renaissance, Yale
UP, 1986; Bruce R. Smith, Homosexual Desire in Shakespeare’s England,
Chicago UP, 1991; Alan Bray, Homosexuality in Renaissance England, GMP,
1982; R. P. Maccubbin, ’Tis Nature’s Fault: Unauthorized Sexuality during the
Enlightenment, Cambridge UP, 1985; Laura Engelsten, Sex and the Search for
Modernity in fin-de-siècle Russia, Cornell UP, 1992; Antony Copley, Sexual
Moralities in France 1780-1980: New Ideas on the Family, Divorce and
Homosexuality, Routledge, 1981; David M. Halperin, One Hundred Years of
Homosexuality, Routledge, 1990; Jeffrey Weeks, Coming Out: Homosexual
Politics in Britain, Quartet, 1977; K. Weston, Families We Choose: Gays and
Kinship, Columbia UP, 1991; Ken Plummer, Modern Homosexualities,
Routledge, 1992; Gilbert Herdt, Gay Culture in America, Beacon, Boston, 1992;
Warren J. Blumenfield, Homophobia, Beacon, 1992; Mary Searle Chatterjee,
Reversible Sex-Roles: The Special Case of Benares Sweepers, Pergamon, 1981.
8
To be king: that was once the universal dream, not only of politicians, but of
fathers who ruled over their children, husbands who treated their wives as
servants, bosses who could almost say Off with his head, officials who forgot
their haemorrhoids by imagining that their shabby chairs were thrones. In real
life, for the last 5,000 years, the vast majority of humans have been submissive,
cringing before authority and, apart from short-lived outbursts of protest,
sacrificing themselves so that a small minority could live in luxury. They would
have grown tails, but for the fact that most of them found someone else over
whom they could themselves play the tyrant, someone weaker, someone
younger. Inequality was accepted for so long because the bullied found victims
to bully in their turn. The powerful leader was admired because he incarnated
dreams of authority which humble people secretly cherished and tried to enact in
their private lives. But now the obsession with domination and subordination is
beginning to be challenged by a wider imagination, hungry for encouragement,
for someone who will listen, for loyalty and trust, and above all for respect. The
power to give orders is no longer enough.
In the past, outward signs of respect – the raised hat, the low bow – proved
that people accepted and acknowledged their submission to the powerful. Now,
however, the quality of the personal relationship between two individuals has
come to count for more than rank or status. Though politicians have installed
themselves in the palaces of kings, they are the least admired of the professions,
far below doctors, scientists, actors, even poorly paid nurses and teachers. It is
not surprising that women have on the whole not wanted to be politicians of the
traditional kind. Every time a politician makes a promise and does not keep it, all
would-be kings become a little less credible.
Two worlds exist side by side. In one the struggle for power continues almost
as it always has done. In the other it is not power that counts, but respect. Power
no longer ensures respect. Even the most powerful person in the world, the
President of the United States, is not powerful enough to command everybody’s
respect; he probably has less than Mother Teresa, whom nobody is obliged to
obey. Traditionally, respect was converted into power, but it has now become
desirable for its own sake, preferred raw rather than cooked. Most people feel
they do not get as much respect as they deserve, and obtaining it has become for
many more attractive than winning power. Attention is focused on family life,
where the aim is no longer to have as many children as possible, which was once
the way to become rich, but to create bonds of affection and mutual respect, and
extend them to a circle of chosen friends. It is no longer the clan or nation which
decides whom one should hate and whom one should court. The powerful are
mocked more than they have ever been, even if they are still feared. Modern
government, which tries to control more aspects of life than kings ever did, is
constantly being humiliated because its laws seldom achieve what was intended,
are evaded and twisted, seldom succeeding in altering mentalities, which decide
what really happens, seldom able to resist speculators or global economic trends.
Imaginations are beginning to work in a new way. It has ceased to be
admirable to treat people like animals, whose domestication was once
humanity’s proudest achievement. Cows were taught to work day and night to
produce 15,000 litres of milk a year, when once their daily yield was little more
than a single pint. Sheep learnt to grow 44 lb of wool a year, when once a mere 2
lb sufficed to keep them warm, and in the process they started to bleat
continuously, to behave like sheep, which they did not use to do. Pigs have been
transformed from free-ranging, pugnacious foragers of the forest into docile
wallowers in their own urine, forced to have such unaccustomed close contact
with others, to gobble up their meals in a few minutes – whereas once the search
for food was a never-ending preoccupation – that they have no choice but to
alternate between sleep and aggression, biting each other’s tails. Even sexual
behaviour has been transformed: some animals have become much more randy,
others have almost lost interest; some, reared in all-male groups, have
established stable homosexual relationships; bulls, fed on high-protein diets,
relieve their tension by masturbation. Some animals have been bred to retain
their juvenile characteristics for life. Since the eighteenth century, when
inbreeding came into fashion, many have become more uniform, more
stereotyped than they once were. It was usually only when animals became
commercially useless that pleasure was taken in their companionship: but it has
been only recently that humans have begun to question whether the way to show
affection to dogs is to breed them deliberately into grotesque and painful shapes.
This is how people discovered what power meant: the ability to make others
behave as one wanted them to. That used to inspire enormous respect. The
experience of domestication showed that living beings were capable, under
pressure, of a vast range of behaviours and temperaments and that they could be
made to contribute to their own enslavement, becoming attached even to owners
who maltreat them. Few noticed how the slave master was often enslaved by his
victim. For soon humans began trying to domesticate one another, breeding for
subordination and domination. When they learnt to domesticate plants also, they
became the first casualty of their invention. Once they got involved in ploughing
and hoarding their crops and weaving and cooking in pots, once they specialised
in different crafts, they found themselves compelled to work for a minority intent
on monopolising the good things of life, landowners who organised the
irrigation, priests who arranged for the rain to fall and warriors who protected
against marauding neighbours. The first theology of which there are records, that
of Sumeria, stated that humans had been expressly created to relieve the gods of
the need to work for their livings, and if they did not, they would be punished
with floods and droughts and starvation. Soon kings claimed to be gods, and
priests demanded an ever higher price for their consolations, assuming
ownership of more and more land. Noblemen and gangs of warriors intimidated
those who tilled the soil, sparing their lives only in return for a part of their
produce, imposing a truce on violence in return for help in pillaging foreign
countries. Thus an élite accumulated power, enabling it to live in high luxury,
and to stimulate the flowering of the arts, but civilisation was for many little
more than a protection racket. Under this system, respect went mainly to those
who lived at the expense of others. There has never been enough respect to go
round, because so far only small quantities of it have been cultivated.
The Romans, who ran one of the most successful of all protection rackets,
made it possible for a few hundred thousand of them to give up work and to
receive free food from the government, paid for by tribute exacted from the
foreign ‘protected’ territories which made up their empire. However, the cost of
rackets has always gone up with time, as more people obtain a share of the
profits, as the administration becomes more cumbersome and as armies become
more expensive, because citizens have usually ended up preferring to pay
mercenaries to do their fighting for them. The more prosperous a civilisation, the
more people it attracts from across its borders, eager for pickings, and the more
it has to spend defending itself, or buying them off; it invents ever more complex
arrangements in order to survive, and eventually these become too complex and
the civilisation ceases to function. The Soviet Union became apoplectic when it
ended up spending most of its budget on defence.
It was only in 1802 that domination and subordination among all living
creatures began to be studied scientifically. At the very moment when Napoleon
was creating dukes and barons, and re-establishing hierarchies, the blind Swiss
naturalist Francois Huber described how bumble bees also lived in a strictly
hierarchical order. In 1922, the year in which Mussolini became prime minister,
Schjedelrup-Ebbe showed how even starving hens always allowed their leader
(the ‘alpha’ hen) to eat first and did not dare interfere until it had finished; how if
it was removed, the hens still did not eat, but waited until ‘beta’ had had its fill,
and so down the line. The pecking order of hens was revealed to be as rigid as in
an army, to such an extent that when taken away for a few weeks and then
returned to their original flock, each immediately resumed its old rank. The
reward was that the flock lived in peace, did not fight over food and produced
more eggs. The price was injustice. Those at the bottom of the hierarchy not only
got less to eat, but had fewer offspring, suffered from stress, deteriorated
physically and in moments of danger – when food ran out, when the population
became too dense – were made scapegoats and mercilessly attacked. The same
principles were observed in other creatures: the children of dominant rabbits,
wolves, rats, tended to become dominant too; baboons had aristocratic dynasties.
Nature seemed to be saying that equality was impossible, and that only the
strong can hope to be respected.
In the 1980s, however, it was discovered that aggression, which used to be
regarded as the essential characteristic of animals, was not what it appeared to
be. Making peace after a fight was a skill cultivated with quite as much attention.
When dominant and subordinate chimpanzees were, for the first time, observed
as individuals and not just as species, they were seen to be constantly engaging
in angry or violent confrontations, but within forty minutes, no less than half of
them were kissing and stroking their former enemies. Sometimes a crowd of
them gathered round to watch the reconciliation and to applaud the kiss. This did
not mean that they were not aggressive, for without the aggression there would
have been no reconciliation, nor that they all made peace in the same way. The
males, after fighting amongst themselves, make peace twice as often as females
who have fought females, as though power, for males, depends on forming
alliances, which are never permanent; the friend of today may be an enemy
tomorrow; and exchanges of help on a tit-for-tat basis involve no promises for
the future. President Tancredo Neves of Brazil unwittingly put into words what
male chimpanzees do all the time when he said, ‘I have never made a friend
from whom I could not separate, and I have never made an enemy whom I could
not approach.’
Female chimpanzees, by contrast, are much less concerned with status, do not
make obeisance to each other. They do not behave like soldiers saluting officers,
as the males do; their coalitions are of a small circle of family and friends, whom
they choose for emotional reasons, and not on the basis of importance in the
hierarchy. They distinguish between friend and foe more sharply than males,
often having one or two absolute enemies with whom reconciliation is out of the
question.
The link between love and aggression has been observed also in the
chimpanzee custom of hardly ever punishing their children, and in its result, that
they do not maintain close ties with them either, unlike rhesus monkeys, who are
much more aggressive, and who treat their daughters harshly but develop
lifelong bonds with them. What female chimpanzees are good at is establishing
peace between males: for example, one of them might bring two male rivals
together after a fight, sitting between them so that they do not have to face each
other, allowing both to groom her, and then slip away to let them groom each
other; sometimes she looks over her shoulder to make sure they are at peace, and
if not, returns to put the arm of one round the other. While the females stimulate
affection, the males call a truce to hostilities by developing common interests, or
pretending to. For example, they find an object and call in everybody to come
and look; everybody comes and then goes away, except the old adversary who
pretends to be enthralled, until eventually they touch, groom each other and are
friends again, or rather temporary allies until the next fight.
These discoveries are about chimpanzees, not about humans. Even if the latest
discovery is that chimpanzees eat leaves containing antibiotics when they are ill,
and other kinds of leaves, with contraceptive, oestrogen-like properties, when
they wish to reduce their families, they remain chimpanzees. But this new
knowledge makes it clear that humans have misinterpreted what they call their
animal inheritance. They are no longer faced with the simple choice which has
dominated all history, that they should either be ‘realistic’ and behave as if life is
a struggle of brute force, or else withdraw into utopian dreams and imagine that
all will be harmony if only aggression were outlawed. Many, perhaps most of
them, still believe the ‘realistic’ view, as expressed by Heinrich von Treitschke
(1834–96): ‘Your neighbour, even though he may look upon you as his natural
ally against another power which is feared by you both, is always ready, at the
first opportunity, as soon as it can be done with safety, to better himself at your
expense. . . . Whoever fails to increase his power, must decrease it, if others
increase theirs.’ But Treitschke is now revealed to have been a little boy who
longed to be a soldier and who, being almost totally deaf, had to content himself
with becoming a professor, dreaming of powerful leaders leading powerful
nations, waging war to show their contempt for other nations. Contempt can now
be seen to be a perverted way of begging for respect. It is not a method which
works. War is no longer regarded as the most noble activity. And yet politicians
have not given up using the metaphor, ‘fighting’ for their principles, ‘defeating’
their rivals. A new language has not yet been found for ‘winning’ respect.
The business world has been quicker to sense the need for it. Its hero used to
be the aggressive manager who terrifies his employees and at the same time
convinces them that they are enjoying doing what they are told. Aggression has
remained a virtue in the business vocabulary, though it has undergone cosmetic
surgery, so that power has emerged with a younger face, proclaiming that it is
really a domestic game, in which everybody who tries hard enough can win.
However, managers have increasingly stopped seeing themselves as giving
orders, or even making decisions, and have instead come to believe that their
function is to encourage their staff to find solutions for themselves. Faced with
the entry of women into business, they have become more transparent: the
human weaknesses lurking behind the façade of power have become more
visible. When the veil between public and private life is removed, the powerful
are naked. So increasingly respect counts for as much as power in the balance
sheets.
Meanwhile, psychiatry has been portraying the power-hungry as sick,
suffering from an allergy to disagreement. Hitler (an admirer of Treitschke) was
a classic case, who tried to eliminate not just disagreement, nor just enemies, but
doubt itself, persuading his followers to obey him without question, explaining
that conscience was ‘a Jewish invention, a blemish, like circumcision’. In
politics, there is no room for trust, added Stalin, basing his authority firmly on
terror. However, neither of these two dictators was satisfied with the mountains
of power he accumulated. Hitler constantly complained that he was disobeyed,
that even the army ‘has consistently tried to impede every action I have thought
necessary’. And Stalin, though he bribed, cheated and forced his enemies, by all
forms of torture, to acknowledge that he was right and that they were wrong,
could never obtain enough reassurance that he was the genius he would have
liked to be. Both remained desperately hungry for respect.
One of the most important promises of democracy is that it will provide
respect for everybody. Athens ensured this not only by giving the vote to all
citizens, but by rotating offices by lot, so that anybody, however uneducated or
humble, might become president for a day. No Athenian demeaned himself by
being an employee of a fellow citizen. But this mutual respect only worked
because Athens was a protection racket also, depending on an empire and slaves
and women to keep their wonderful philosophical discussions going.
Democracies have still not found a way to eliminate the gradations of disrespect
created by money, education and appearance.
Domestication of animals
E. S. E. Hafez, The Behaviour of Domesticated Animals, 3rd edn., Bailliere
Tindall, 1975; Peter J. Ucko and G. Dimbleby, The Domestication and
Exploitation of Plants and Animals, Duckworth, 1968; Yi-Fu Tuan, Dominance
and Affection: The Making of Pets, Yale UP, 1984; S. Bokony, History of
Domestic Mammals in Central and Eastern Europe, Akademie Kiado, Budapest,
1974; Hans Kruuk, The Spotted Hyena: A Study of Predation and Social
Behaviour, Chicago, 1972; Maurice Caullery, Parasitism and Symbiosis,
Sidgwick and Jackson, 1952; W. P. Rogers, The Nature of Parasitism, Academic
Press, NY, 1962; Robert Delort, Les Animaux ont une histoire, Seuil, 1984; Keith
Thomas, Man and the Natural World, Allen Lane, 1983.
Power
Ann Ruth Willner, Charismatic Political Leadership, Princeton, 1968; Richard
Sennett, Authority, Secker & Warburg, 1980; Douglas Yates, Bureaucratic
Democracy, Harvard, 1982; P. F. Piven, Why Americans Don’t Vote, Pantheon,
NY, 1988; Burdett Loomis, The New American Politician, Basic, NY, 1988;
Lisanne Radice, The Job of a Backbencher, Macmillan, 1987; Michael Rush,
Profession of the British M.P., Exeter Univ., 1989; Fifth Survey of British Social
Attitudes for, 1988 on ‘Trust in the British establishment’ (or lack of it); G. R.
Searle, Corruption in British Politics 1895–1930, Oxford UP, 1987; Gunnar
Boalt, The Political Process, Stockholm, 1984 (sportsmen were the most highly
admired (47 per cent) in this Swedish enquiry, followed by ‘champions of peace’
32 per cent, scientists 28 per cent, actors 26 per cent, music groups 26 per cent,
authors 25 per cent, and only then politicians, equally with financiers, 24 per
cent; José Tharakan, Political Attitude of the Non-Voters in Switzerland, Zurich
thesis, 1983; André Bercoff, La France des seigneurs, Laffont, 1989; David A.
Baldwin, Paradoxes of Power, Blackwell, 1989; Jan Winiecki, Resistance to
Change in the Soviet Economic System, Routledge, 1991; Sharon Kelly Heyob,
The Cult of Isis among Women in the Graeco-Roman World, E. J. Brill, Leiden,
1975; Philip Brook, The Origin of Citizenship in Ancient Athens, Princeton, 1990
(on mixing); Anne Phillips, Engendering Democracy, Polity, Cambridge, 1991;
Yolande Cohen, Femmes et contrepouvoirs, Boreal, Montreal, 1987; Mike
Savage and Anne Witz, Gender and Bureaucracy, Blackwell/The Sociological
Review, 1992; Marilyn French, Beyond Power: On Women, Men and Morals,
Cape, 1985; Judi Marshall, Women Managers: Travellers in a Male World,
Wiley, Colchester, 1984; Michael A. Goldberg and John Mercer, The Myth of the
North American City, UBC Press, Vancouver, 1986 (on Canadian attitudes to
power); Jean Claude Lugan, La Petite ville au présent et au futur, CNRS, 1983;
Sabine Chalvon-Demersay, Le Triangle du 14e: Des nouveaux habitants dans un
vieux quartier de Paris, MSH, 1984; William M. Kurtines and J. L. Gerwirtz,
Moral Development through Social Interaction, Wiley, NY, 1987 (on the
Manville School of the Judge Baker Guidance Centre in NY); François Jullien,
La Propension des choses: Pour une histoire de l’efficacité en Chine, Seuil,
1990; Bryce Taylor, Assertiveness and the Management of Conflict, Oasis,
Leeds, 1989; Doris A. Graber, Verbal Behaviour and Politics, Illinois UP,
Urbana, 1976; Alain-Gérard Slama, Les Chasseurs d’absolu: Genèse de la
gauche et de la droite, Grasset, 1980; Alain-Gérard Slama, L’Angélisme
exterminateur, Grasset, 1993; Patricia Hewitt, The Abuse of Power, Robertson,
1982; Peter J. Wilson, The Domestication of the Human Species, Yale UP, 1988;
Paul Wheatley, The Origins and Character of the Ancient Chinese City, Aldine,
Chicago, 1971; Ruth Glass, Clichés of Urban Doom, Blackwell, 1989; Norma J.
Chalmers, Industrial Relations in Japan: The Peripheral Workforce, 1989;
Michael Blaker, Japanese International Negotiating Style, Columbia UP, 1977;
W. Dean Kingley, Industrial Harmony in Modern Japan, Routledge, 1991; F. C.
Jaher, The Rich, The Well Born and the Powerful, Illinois UP, 1973; David
Mercer, IBM, Kogan Page, 1988; Peter Hennessy, Whitehall, Fontana, 1989;
John Dickie, Inside the Foreign Office, Chapmans, 1992 (showing 62 per cent of
diplomats saying they are frustrated and half wanting to leave); Jean-François
Kahn, Esquisse d’une philosophie du mensonge, Flammarion, 1989.
9
WHAT IS THÉRÈSE thinking, as she shows you to your table in La Vieille Alsace in
Strasbourg, and helps you order your meal? She gives the impression that she
knows exactly what to say, what to do, all energy, a brisk walk, a direct look,
friendly solicitude. If you have been there before, she can remember more about
you than you ever told her. How are you to know that she is not a waitress
waiting for better times, that she is not calculating the size of the tip you can
afford to give, that she has a master’s degree in the history of art? Thérèse has
been doing this job for fifteen years because she has a purpose in life.
Her self-assurance seems to be the essence of her character: in fact it is one of
her main preoccupations. Once upon a time she was a girl completely crushed by
timidity, a spoilt only child. Then one day she escaped, having fallen in love with
a man eleven years her senior, who plunged her into a completely different sort
of life. Together, they opened a restaurant, L’Arsenal: soon the two small dark
rooms, in a street no tourist ever heard of, became a favourite resort of the local
intellectuals, artists and journalists. She knew nothing about food, not even how
to make coffee. He cooked; she served and learned. Above all, she welcomed the
customers, and gradually she became the ever-so-modest star of the place, who
gave it its peculiar atmosphere. ‘I was drawn out of my innermost self. Now
there are two sides to me.’ Her shyness hid behind a new conviviality. Running a
restaurant encouraged her to try to be agreeable at all times, to be tolerant, to
reject first impressions of people, to show friendliness without being obsequious.
In return it made her feel liked. Her trouble, however, is that she never feels she
is liked or loved enough: behind her poise, her insecurity gnaws at her. After a
day of socialising, she likes to withdraw, be by herself, read. In private life she is
much more reserved and, she claims, ‘difficult’.
Gradually the meaning of her work dawned on her: she was dedicating herself
to curing people of the incapacitating shyness she knew so much about. ‘I
discovered people want to meet, but they always need some other person to
arrange it.’ She began cultivating the art of discovering who would mix with
whom. Bringing together two great painters, for example, was unwise: ‘It is
war.’ Artists never feel sufficiently appreciated; she understands exactly the taste
of that unquenchable thirst. One of the regulars at the Arsenal was Tomi
Ungerer, who had had exhibitions all over the world but whose greatest ambition
was to be loved as a favourite son in his native Alsace, an ambition now
fulfilled.
Thérèse has published two books on the city’s historical monuments and she is
also a painter; she feels a very strong need to do something creative, but, having
no illusions about her talent, she has concluded that her need for creativity is not
as profound, not as ‘vital’, as that of great artists. So ‘I prefer to recognise art in
others, to give them a sense of appreciation’. Her speciality is to ‘recognise
beauty’. There are intermediaries in business, there used to be intermediaries in
marriage, but the social intermediary is a profession still in its infancy.
As she grew up, and began making discoveries, her lover ceased to be a god:
‘He lost his authority.’ She moved out, but continued to work at L’Arsenal, to the
puzzlement of her friends, who could not understand why she did not make a
clean break. But loyalty, gratitude and a detached friendship pleased her,
friendship in all its varieties. When suddenly he died, her past did not vanish; he
lives in her still; but for him she might now be a quiet mouse in a museum. She
has married his opposite, a man two years younger than herself: her friends are
all marrying younger men the second time round. A person needs many kinds of
relationship.
There are about fifteen people with whom she has a ‘real friendship’, some
from her university days, others are customers who have become friends, dining
at the restaurant once a month to renew the bond: ‘It is part of the protocol.’
With three or four she goes on excursions to discover towns she does not know:
but some she could not travel with, though she adores them, because they have
neither the same instincts nor the same income.
She works on her private life. It is conscious, creative labour, not easy to do in
a provincial city where people gossip and do not understand why someone
should choose to move out of the narrow path of conformity. Though widely
admired for the way she went on to preside over a grand restaurant in the centre
of town, but one which she does not own, Thérèse is very conscious of being an
‘outsider’, a ‘marginal’. But who then are the insiders?
Dreams of long journeys abroad haunt her, with a group of artists, creating
beauty, dreams of a balanced life (no longer on her feet thirteen hours a day,
smiling), dreams of having her own restaurant, or of setting up a department in
the city hall, to bring people together who have never met. . . . Her starting point
is that she has an inner wound, but simply to accept its existence is not enough:
she has to transform it by doing something positive.
Her way out of timidity is to be an intermediary helping others out of theirs.
But it is not only people who suffer from timidity who are finding their vocation
in becoming intermediaries.
Surrounded by high waves, in the middle of the North Sea, a team of French
engineers are constructing the first offshore oil-rig platforms. Nobody is sure
whether it will work, but everything has to be done fast. The boss tells a woman
in her early twenties that there is a problem at the top of the tower, sixty metres
high. She climbs it without blanching. She knows he is only testing her, that it is
a sort of initiation, and she accepts the challenge, because her ambition is to
become a member of what she calls ‘the industrial élite’. Her grandfather and
father were in top jobs; she was told only boys could become engineers: ‘I
wanted to prove them wrong.’ Catherine Delcroix has never suffered from
timidity.
Her husband is a member of the élite, too, the manager of a large electronics
factory. Her daughter aged six is already showing signs of joining the élite,
competitive and passionate about getting first prize at her smart school, to which
she was sent ‘for elitist reasons, I do not conceal it, to give her a better chance in
life’. Having become deputy managing director of a major engineering firm, she
confessed: ‘I work to earn my living, but above all to be socially recognised. A
housewife is not recognised: however useful the work she does for society, she is
regarded as unemployed. If one is not paid, one is nothing.’ She is doing more
than avoiding ‘the intolerable position of being supported by my husband’, and
ensuring that nobody can make decisions on her behalf; she wants a kind of
freedom which gives her the right to do the work she likes doing, the right to be
listened to when she speaks. Her career seems to say, ‘Only the people at the top
are truly free.’
‘I have always refused to think that there are any obstacles in my way just
because I am a woman.’ After graduating in maritime engineering, she spent four
years pioneering new technology on Mobil’s Helmdale oil field: ‘It was like
living in the Far West, among cowboys, and I loved it. I was unusual in being a
woman, but I simply had to use that peculiarity, in a good way. That meant
especially making sure that no one should have a hold on my private life, and
obtaining respect from the men.’
Becoming a member of the élite involves knowing what is wrong with it, but
taking the view that it has the power to find solutions, and not being discouraged
when the solutions produce unexpected disasters. The joy of being an engineer is
building something out of nothing. ‘You start with an idea from a client, who is
not sure what he wants, and two or three years later you make it come true. This
is what has kept me going as an engineer.’ She has confidence in technology: it
is true engineers have ruined, for example, the Aral Sea: ‘One asks oneself how
could they have made such terrible mistakes?’ Her answer is, ‘One must try and
avoid repeating the mistakes. The growth of industry is inexorable; its purpose
has been to make profits, but also to raise the standard of living, to improve
communications, to yield fascinating new knowledge.’ Maybe people are no
better off from the psychological point of view, no worse either, but it is
impossible to go backwards, to return to the land. People must simply apply their
intelligence to ensure that well-meaning sophisticated plans do not produce
disasters. Technical solutions are possible. Governments are not just obstacles in
the way of initiative; they have a good side, because they do not put profit first.
Thanks to technology there is no need to queue in the morning to buy a theatre
ticket for the evening; you can book by minitel. ‘People are too nostalgic.’
However, now, ‘because I am a good engineer, I do something else’. Being at
the top no longer means giving orders, but rather being an intermediary. As a
manager she spends much of her time negotiating with trade unions. ‘I used to
believe that truth is a technical truth. Now I realise there is a human truth.’ She
was never trained to think about human behaviour; she is learning management
by doing it, not by reading books on management, which could usually say what
they have to say in a couple of pages. Being a member of the management élite
puts one at loggerheads with others in it too. The people with most power, she
thinks, are those who have been trained to look at the world as a series of
systems, not of individuals, and who can therefore produce systematic solutions:
that is why graduates of the National School of Administration and not engineers
run companies. She prefers opportunism, listening and being adaptable is her
method. ‘I want relations to be cordial, even if my reputation is that I am
sometimes a little distant. That is false; when I am walking in a corridor I am
thinking about other things.’
Three years later I find her no longer organising and negotiating with 300
engineers, but promoted to be technical director of her whole group, with the
task of making it more efficient in the face of economic crisis. Now the problem
is that everybody in the firm has different ideas. ‘I am astonished by how freely
the engineers speak, which we never did when we were young. They have
opinions, which we did not. The young ones want to become managers straight
away, and to make others do the practical work for them.’ Increasingly
engineering is concerned as much with people as with technique. Catherine
Delcroix has ended up as an intermediary between people and the facts of life,
ensuring that her engineers maintain their morale, and that the young ones do not
lose heart because recession offers fewer opportunities for grand adventures.
Being a woman is sometimes an advantage, she says, because it allows her ‘to
make jokes’, but sometimes a disability, because ‘a woman has less authority’. A
Texan client, after shaking everybody’s hand except hers, assuming she was a
secretary, then asked a stupid technical question, and ‘I didn’t restrain myself
from showing him how technically ignorant he was. He took it well, realising
how insulting he had been; but even if I had been a secretary, that would not
have been a good reason for not saying good morning.’
The price of being at the top is working very long hours and organising
everything around one’s profession: when offered an attractive job which
involved her being in Paris while her husband worked in Nantes, she accepted,
and they lived separately for four years. ‘I spend very little time with my
daughter.’ There is no point in complaining. If she worked part-time, she would
never get such an interesting job. Women who can afford help in the home
should be grateful that they have only psychological problems. Those who
cannot afford help have no solution: she is very sorry for them, but that is the
way life is. Fortunately, there are women who prefer not to take employment and
who like looking after children. ‘It is good we are not all the same.’
Neither too confident nor too sceptical, Catherine Delcroix regrets that she has
little religion: ‘I would like to be certain about more things.’ She feels some
unease about having put her daughter in a Catholic private school: ‘I would not
like it to give her too many certainties.’ However, Catholics teach ‘spiritual
values, like self-sacrifice’, as other religions do too, and she believes in spiritual
values. A woman said to her, ‘Thank goodness we have faith, otherwise we
wouldn’t do anything.’
Catherine Delcroix’s faith in success is as perfectly balanced as an oil rig, a
genuine feat of careful engineering. It includes nothing absurd or impossible, but
just enough of the personal to give it elegance. What would she like to do that
she has not done? Write books. It is only here that her confidence reaches its
limit: ‘I don’t feel I have enough talent; I don’t have enough strong ideas; I
wouldn’t like to write like Jules Romains; I couldn’t even write like Colette, who
had no ideas and could only produce delicious descriptions of life. My books
would have no value.’ But she adds, ‘Writing is the most interesting creative art
of all.’ She finds time to read. Even in her first year at engineering school she got
through the whole of Proust in three months; and ever since she has read the
classics, one author at a time. ‘It helps my understanding of the world.’ On
holiday, skiing, gathering mushrooms, ‘there is always something new to
discover’, but ‘I don’t know whether I could live free all the year round’.
The élite, today, is an intermediary between nations. Brought up in Toulouse,
people assume she is a Toulousaine. No. ‘I come from no particular region of
France; I belong to no region, neither did my grandfather or father, who moved
around where their work took them.’ Her husband comes from a family very
rooted in the north of France, and she felt a foreigner when she married into it.
Her culture and language, she says, make her French, not European; she has
never met anybody who calls himself, above anything else, a European; but she
has no difficulty with people from foreign countries: ‘Indeed, one becomes
fossilised unless one has such relations. I would not worry about taking a job in
New York or Timbuktu. I would not mind living abroad. In fact I prefer working
with foreigners. It is more amusing, it offers discoveries.’ For seven years she
was employed by a German company’s subsidiary in France. ‘I like German
culture and I can speak the language.’
Sometimes the élite has also been the intermediary that gives a helping hand
to those who are less fortunate. Fifty years ago, her grandmother, married to a
factory manager, devoted most of her spare time to good works among the poor;
but today that is discredited as ‘paternalism’. Today, in the suburbs just beyond
Catherine Delcroix’s offices, there are slums, illiteracy and street violence, but a
director of an industrial firm, fully occupied rushing from appointment to
appointment, has no time to think about, let alone solve, the problems of society.
‘In this firm, we deal with the firm’s immediate problems. I have not thought
about what we could do about external social problems. I have never had this
kind of conversation with my colleagues.’ But now the head of the firm has
organised a conference on the relations between industry and government; it is
not only parliament which is an intermediary between the citizen and the state.
The well-to-do have become timid in their relations with poor people, who are
strangers and to whom they dare not speak.
There used to be a clear division between what the timid and the brave could
achieve. All the most prized rewards went to those who gave orders, while those
who did what they were told were more or less despised. But there is a third kind
of activity in which the timid and the brave can be on equal terms.
Intermediaries can achieve more than their own personal talents permit. Mice
can sometimes move mountains. That is why being an intermediary offers more
hope than trying to dominate others, or fighting to have one’s merits recognised.
Dropping out is not the only alternative to the rat race. However, to appreciate
why so few people have thought of themselves as intermediaries, even when that
is what they were, it is necessary to dig deeply around the roots of ambition.
Until recently, most ordinary people were expected to work in one of two
ways, as peasants or as artisans. That, said Luther, was how they best ‘pleased
the Creator’. However, priests tried something different themselves. They were
the first to become intermediaries, and they won enormous prestige negotiating
between human frailty and divine strength, even when they were not themselves
particularly brave. Then merchants set themselves up as intermediaries too, but
they did less well: for a long time they were held in suspicion, because they
lacked magic powers and did not know how to inspire ordinary people’s
imagination. When famine was an ever-present danger, they were blamed for
shortages and for selling at exorbitant prices. Their god, Hermes, was a trickster
and thief. Plato laid it down that it was impossible to engage in trade and be
virtuous at the same time, though his Academy was founded by a merchant. St
Thomas Aquinas said merchants were bound to have trouble attaining salvation,
because the temptation to sin was inherent in their occupation. In China,
merchants were officially classified at the very bottom of the social scale,
inferior to both peasants and artisans; in India, only members of a segregated
caste were allowed to engage in the dirty business of moneylending.
Everywhere, retailers were despised because they had to be obsequious to
customers, no matter who they were. When Napoleon called the English a nation
of shopkeepers it was like calling them a nation of pimps. It has taken
intermediaries about twenty-five centuries to be appreciated.
That happened rather suddenly. A new vision of the universe was needed
before it was possible. Intermediaries are another example of how seeing a
problem in a different context alters one’s attitude to it. Nobody knew until the
nineteenth century how two substances could combine to form a third one. The
guess was that they must have something in common, an affinity, a sympathy –
objects were spoken of as though they were alive. Newton called this affinity
‘sociability’. It was as though objects could have love affairs; Goethe borrowed
from the chemistry of his day to call one of his books Elective Affinities,
meaning that couples were made for each other. Fontenelle marvelled at the way
a substance, having united with another, then quit it to unite with a third: the
adultery of objects was as mysterious as that of humans. It was only in 1835 that
Baron Berzelius of Stockholm introduced the word catalyst into chemistry,
having observed that these combinations often required the presence of a third
party. He did not know how catalysts worked. But the third party became
suddenly vital.
The idea of catalysis gives intermediaries a new status. Previously, they were
mere links or hyphens, supplying needs felt by others. As catalysts, by contrast,
they have an independent existence and purpose: they can create new situations
and transform people’s lives by bringing them together, without having any
arrogant pretensions themselves. To be a catalyst is the ambition most
appropriate for those who see the world as being in constant change, and who,
without thinking that they can control it, wish to influence its direction.
Until the businessman could be imagined in such a creative role, he remained
modest, tagging behind those who had more prestige, forgetting his ambitions as
soon as he was rich enough, retiring to the countryside to become a landowner,
dreaming of marrying his daughters to aristocrats, masquerading as an art
collector, admiring other occupations more than his own. His central ideals were
his own prosperity and that of his family. When he played a public role it was to
support causes which boosted his self-esteem but still did not give him a central,
independent importance. His choices remained erratic: sometimes he backed
Protestantism, which said usury was all right, and sometimes royal absolutism
against the nobility, which was the enemy of all upstarts like himself; currying
the favour of governments, he did not disdain to collect taxes which he hated, if
he could keep a cut of the takings. In Japan, even when he combined with others
in large firms and exerted a powerful influence on the state, he did so indirectly.
In all cases, the businessman remained discreet.
The first world religion to show any enthusiasm for commerce was Islam. The
Prophet Muhammad had been engaged in trade, and his first wife was an
important businesswoman in the very mercantile city of Mecca. The Koran said,
‘Merchants are the messengers of this world and God’s trustees on earth.’ ‘The
markets are God’s tables,’ added Al-Ghazali. The Muslims were the first to
produce a book in praise of commerce, The Beauties of Trade, by Ja’far b. Ali
ad-Dimishqi, in the twelfth century, arguing that trade is ‘the best of all gainful
employments and the most conducive to happiness’. Islam’s extraordinarily
rapid expansion over half the globe was a commercial as well as a religious
victory. Baghdad and Cairo became the most luxurious of all cities during the
European Dark Ages, and a visit to them was the equivalent of tasting the
delights of Paris five centuries later.
So Muslim merchants had no need to defend mercantile values against
religion. On the contrary, they intermarried with the clergy-scholars (ulama),
who engaged in trade also. An example is Abdallah al Sarqawi (Rector of the
Azhar in Cairo from 1793 to 1812) who, after starting life in poverty, grew
exceedingly rich in this most senior of religious posts, because he was also a
businessman, while his wife excelled as an investor in property, shops and baths.
Trade in the Muslim world was a branch of sociability, to be savoured as much
for the pleasures of human contact, conversation and haggling as for the
monetary profits.
In the eighteenth century, Europeans also began to change the merchant’s
image; intellectuals now saw him as an ally against aristocracy. Voltaire
portrayed English businessmen as models of adventurousness and honesty.
Playwrights presented them as the silk threads uniting nations by trade, bringing
peace and prosperity, truly ‘universal men’. The French Revolution rewarded
them with freedom from government interference, but even after it, merchants,
except the super-rich, still preferred to push their sons into state jobs or the
professions. Only in recent years has the expansion of the service sector (another
incarnation of intermediaries) suddenly made true in the West what the Sincere
Friends of Basra, who wrote an encyclopedia in the tenth century, observed in
their own world, when they said, with some exaggeration, ‘Everybody is either a
craftsman or a merchant.’ Today the majority of jobs in Western countries are in
services, and more than half of these are held by women. The idea of being an
intermediary has become less remote.
However, its past aberrations still haunt it. Even in the USA, which liked to
repeat that America’s business was business, rejecting aristocratic values and
finding it acceptable to compliment a priest by telling him that his sermon was
businesslike, the intermediary had trouble in becoming the national hero. The
reason was that the money-makers, having uneven imaginations, continued to
model themselves on kings, building empires, forgetting that America was
intended to be, and originally was, a land of independent farmers and small
entrepreneurs. Big business changed that, transforming most people into salaried
employees. Americans were originally thrifty; big business persuaded them to
become consumers instead, insatiable, richer but more vulnerable. The business
moguls and tycoons (titles of the emperors of Hindustan and Japan) preached
that ‘every American has the right to do anything short of direct robbery or
murder’, which was how the New York Graphic defended the unscrupulous
millionaire Cornelius Vanderbilt. When his son William H. Vanderbilt was asked
in 1882 whether he ran his railroads in the public interest, he replied, ‘The public
be damned. We like to do everything possible for the benefit of humanity in
general, but we do first see that we are benefiting ourselves.’
So millionaires were not treated as gods in America, but only as proof that
anybody could be rich, justifying faith in a democracy which unfortunately was
a long way from making everybody rich. The mere creation of wealth was never
enough: ideal Americans also had to be philanthropists; and yet when John D.
Rockefeller died in 1937, there was a public debate about whether he would go
to heaven or not, despite his vast charitable benefactions; something else was
needed in addition. Though businessmen influenced governments, no
businessman as such has ever been elected president, the nearest being Herbert
Hoover, who was a mining engineer. The great depression of the 1930s shattered
the reputation of businessmen as miracle workers. After the Second World War,
they felt obliged to launch one of the largest advertising campaigns in history,
spending a hundred million dollars to persuade the nation that they incarnated
the ideology of Free Enterprise. The campaign was a flop, because Americans
wanted security too. In 1958, 700 corporations combined to offer the masses the
reassurance they seemed to be asking for: Management Creeds and
Philosophies, published by the American Management Association, put forward
the new image of Business Responsibility, caring about every social issue, from
the handicapped to symphony orchestras. Gradually businessmen felt their way
towards a new role as mediators between conflicting interests. But suspicion of
them was slow to decline.
American management science has been a constant search for a business ideal
that is more than that. A whole variety of formulae were invented to guarantee
higher profits, but there has always been an elusive goal beyond them.
Multinationals, having become more powerful than many nations, had to find a
purpose other than their own aggrandisement. The ruthless robber barons were
replaced by managers offering efficiency, by leaders offering inspiration, then by
manipulators of networks who could achieve a hitherto impossible consensus.
‘Management by objectives’, the creed of the 1950s, ‘organisation and
development’ (in the 1960s), ‘corporate culture’ (in the 1980s) were successive
slogans designed to create a sense of unity among employees. But in the 1990s
the idea of directing a firm’s energies in royal style, by issuing orders, is
discredited: ‘Every individual must feel unique’; autonomy for each little group
has been found to be more productive; the manager’s job is to thrive in a chaotic
world he cannot control. He is at last reconciled to being, openly, an
intermediary.
Of course, there are skeletons in every historical cupboard. Intermediaries
have often been corrupt, criminal, greedy, abusing almost every profession,
exploiting almost every class, and it is foolish to idealise them. There is no
occupation, no relationship, which has an unblemished record; there have even
been saints who used their influence to manipulate others. No institution has
ever remained honest without personal virtue, which each individual has always
had to cultivate carefully like a rare plant liable to become extinct at any
moment. But being an intermediary does provide an opportunity for people who
feel that they have limited talents or resources to add something positive to the
world, particularly a world which seeks equal respect for everybody.
Intermediaries have often adopted that vocation because persecutions or
exclusions prevented them from following other careers, so for a long time their
lot did not seem enviable. The Armenians and the Lebanese, for example, have
produced supreme intermediaries, at the cost of immense suffering. The Greeks
became the world’s leading shipowners because the Ottoman occupation shut off
their opportunities on land. Jews were the major importers and exporters of ideas
and goods across the curtain that separated Islam from Christianity in the Middle
Ages: Westerners have largely chosen to forget what an immense force Islam
was within a century of the Prophet’s death (AD 632), dominating not only
Spain and North Africa, but Asia right up to the Punjab; and the skills of the
Jews benefited both civilisations. Moses Maimonides (1135–1204), born in
Cordoba and long resident in Old Cairo, where he was court physician to the
Sultan Saladin and his seventeen sons, was not only the most revered exponent
of Judaic belief, but also a supremely rational and courteous reconciler of faith
with science, of divine creation with an everlasting world; Islamic judges sought
out his opinions and Christian universities used his works as textbooks. His
Guide for the Perplexed offered a way out of ‘irresoluteness’: ‘Character
consists in keeping out of the way of fools,’ he wrote, ‘not in conquering
them. . . . I seek no victory for the honour of my soul.’ That modesty, that
rejection of the military dream of annihilating enemies, is the essential attitude
of the intermediary. Maimonides made it his principle to avoid angry disputes:
‘Even when men insult me, I do not mind, but answer politely with friendly
words, or remain silent. . . . I do not maintain that I never make mistakes. On the
contrary, when I discover one, or if I am convinced of my error by others, I am
ready to change anything in my writings, in my ways, or even in my nature.’ He
encouraged women to study, seeing books – which are of course intermediaries
too – as humanity’s essential nourishment.
The westernisation of the world greatly expanded the numbers of
intermediaries living between two cultures or two economies. The Portuguese
empire in the East relied on native middlemen called compradors (known in the
Middle East as dragomans and in China as mai-pan). When in 1842 the British
won the Opium War against China, they likewise sought out native ‘experts in
barbarian affairs’, who spoke pidgin English, to manage their business locally.
What distinguished these men was that they were merchants who were content to
remain merchants (unlike the traditional Chinese merchants who used their
profits to buy themselves the status of ‘gentry-merchants’). They sent their sons
to Western-style schools, refused to have their daughters’ feet bound, wore
Western clothes, neglected to master the Confucian classics, became
cosmopolitans and opened the door to new ideas, though they were usually more
imitative than creative in using those ideas. They subsidised Sun Yat Sen and the
overthrow of the Chinese empire in 1911. But they did not become European,
counterbalancing their services to Western capitalism by a strong nationalism.
They have played a major role in history, but unobtrusively. Of course,
governments have been suspicious of intermediaries whose interests cross
national boundaries, and at various times it has been a criminal offence even to
speak to foreigners. However, as travel becomes a universal pastime, a new era
is opening for intermediaries.
Most advances in science have been the result of intermediaries venturing
beyond the boundaries or the paradigms of their disciplines, uniting insights
which come from different kingdoms of knowledge. Musicians have probably
been the most important intermediaries of the emotions, bringing together people
whom mere words divide.
Chemical catalysts are still something of a mystery: exactly how they get two
separate substances to interact is not fully known. It used to be thought that they
remained unchanged during reactions, but it is now believed they absorb a small
portion of the substances they transform, and in so doing lessen the amount of
energy needed to allow a reaction to begin. It was only in 1926 that the catalysts
in living cells – enzymes, which are the indispensable regulators of chemical
reactions in the body, controlling the digestion of food and the release of energy
– were proved to be actual substances, not just properties of cells. In the gradual
process of discovering how their activity is controlled, it emerged that
sometimes an enzyme is inactive, until converted into activity by another
enzyme. That is how blood clots: two enzymes have to combine.
Intermediaries may need other intermediaries to set them off. That is a new
way of looking at the world, as a series of minute interreactions in the presence
of others. It means that force is no longer in total command. It means also that
the humble or the timid can contribute to great adventures without being too
concerned as to who is superior to whom: a minute ingredient can have as much
effect as a large one. Intermediaries inject an element of the unexpected into
human affairs, which can have negative as well as stimulating results; and they
are always tempted to demand too high a price for their efforts. But they flourish
when they please all parties equally, when they oppress nobody.
The historical model of the intermediary is Maecenas, who died in 8 BC and
whose name became synonymous with generosity. He was a rich Roman
businessman who greatly increased his wealth by using his connections with the
government, arranging the emperor’s marriage, reconciling him with his rivals,
negotiating peace with his enemies, using great charm, simplicity, cordiality,
treating everyone he respected as an equal: ‘Sleeplessly vigilant in emergencies,
but in his relaxation from business more luxurious and effeminate than a
woman,’ said a contemporary. His pleasure was to encourage the poets of his
day, even though everyone laughed at his own literary efforts. Aware that he
owed his fortune to his friendship with the emperor, he bequeathed it all to him
when he died. His method was essentially personal: he enjoyed the company of
those he helped; it was a mutual relationship. That is what distinguishes
intermediaries: they work at the individual level. It is impossible to have an army
of intermediaries to destroy disagreement. Not everybody can be a leader, but
everybody can be an intermediary.
Maecenas, however, is an incomplete model. The name of the mathematician
and engineer Archimedes of Syracuse (287–212 BC) needs to be coupled with
his. He is anecdotally remembered for jumping out of his bath and running
naked through the streets of Syracuse in delight, shouting ‘Eureka: I have found
it’, when he suddenly understood why his body felt lighter in water; but he
deserves to be remembered outside mathematics too, because he used rational
thinking to make difficult tasks easy, and small implements to move great
weights, as in the famous screw he invented, in the lever, in the catapult, in the
cog wheel. ‘Give me a place to stand on,’ he said, ‘and I could move the earth.’
Intermediaries follow that principle: the way for the weak to move the strong is
not by force but by modifying their relationship, changing the angle of approach.
When the Romans invaded Sicily, and a soldier entered Archimedes’ house to
arrest him, the mathematician asked him to wait while he finished solving a
problem: the soldier was impatient and ran a sword through him. The trouble
with the method of intermediaries is that it requires a great deal of patience and,
above all, an ability to cope with fear.
WOMEN WHO ARE caressed by the smooth knitwear of Givenchy do not feel the
hand of Nina touching them, though it is she who has sewn their garment and put
on the buttons. There is no chance that they might ever catch a glimpse of her if
they visit the great designer’s showrooms, because she works in a factory over
200 miles away. Nina indeed has never been to Paris, let alone been invited to
watch the models parade her clothes. ‘If I were given a chance to attend a
fashion parade, I’d be uncomfortable, because I’m a nobody; I’m only a worker,
une petite, I count for nothing, I earn the minimum wage. I’d feel inferior in
front of people with money, because they’re superior to me. Money’s everything.
I’m uncultured. I don’t know how to make conversation. It’s only high society
that goes to fashion shows.’ But Nina is an elegant woman, warm and lively
beneath her reserve.
She longs to escape from her grim factory, which she entered at seventeen,
and she is already twenty-nine. ‘I’m bored stiff with it.’ Does she get no pleasure
at all from her work? Not much, apart from the pride of being distantly
associated with a great name. Sociologists may say that workers enjoy the social
life of factories, but Nina complains precisely that there is no human contact in
hers. She has borne it because she does not know where else to go. ‘I have no
diploma. I can do nothing else. I never liked studying. I think I could do other
things. I was talented at school – not a genius, but I could have gone on to higher
education.’ She regrets that she left early in order to earn money. But then she
draws back. ‘It must be very hard at university: I wouldn’t be capable of it.’
Psychology interests her; she reads a lot of books, or at least ‘easy books
because I’m incapable of reading difficult books’.
I say many psychology books are incomprehensible to anybody.
‘I didn’t know that,’ she says.
‘It is not your fault that they are impossible to read,’ I say.
‘That never occurred to me.’ Besides, she has trouble writing. ‘To think and
write at the same time, that’s something I can’t do. I couldn’t do it at school.
They told me I lacked imagination. [No teacher’s insult is ever forgotten.] It
takes me a very long time to write, because I’m afraid of making mistakes.’
Nina denies that she has any ambitions – and hates herself for saying so. ‘I
find myself ordinary.’ Her mother, who also works in a garment factory, tells her
she ought to be content with what she has, because many people try to better
themselves but fail. ‘I’m afraid of failing,’ says Nina. ‘Failure haunts me.’ If the
impossible dream did become reality, if she did go and study psychology, what
would happen if she failed? If she gave up her job, and found herself with no
work, what would she do? In Roanne, where old factories are closing down, and
few new ones are opening, a job is almost life itself. ‘I’m contented, by force of
circumstances.’
And yet how can she be content walking past shops, unable to afford the
clothes she would like, even though she has a job? ‘I am tempted, and I cannot
afford to buy.’ It is not a fortune that she dreams of: her wage is the lowest an
employer is legally allowed to pay. She would be content with just double that,
which would bring her roughly to the national average. And yet, would she be
content? She left school to earn money, thinking that ‘with money one can do
anything’, but now she says, ‘It isn’t true.’
She is like a bird in a cage, fluttering her wings, banging against bars,
collapsing and endlessly repeating her attempt to fly away. After talking of her
ambitions, she remembers that ambition is ruled out for her, because she is
always anxious, she has always been so: ‘I brood, I ruminate a lot, about little
nothings. I keep thinking about the same things, and about fear, and about the
fear of death, which frightens me a lot. I was even worse when I was young. I
keep asking myself why we should come on earth and then have to leave it.
Why? It isn’t fair. I can’t accept it. But it’s life. Losing a person one loves is
horrible. I’m a Catholic; I shouldn’t think this way; but I’m sceptical about life
after death. I lost my grandfather two years ago – the first loss I’ve suffered. I
find it awful not being able to see him again.’
Fortunately, she has her parents, but her psychology books have confirmed her
in the belief that she is an anxious person because they are anxious too. ‘All this
comes from my childhood.’ Her father is a tiler, now retired, who has had a very
hard life, and whose suffering so depressed him that he would sit in a chair for
months without speaking: ‘It was terrible.’ He has been in hospital, and that has
affected her too. But she insists, ‘I am not unhappy, because there are people
worse off than me.’ To the question why some people have happier lives than
others, she has no answer.
She would like to have a family, but ‘I’m reserved, suspicious, jealous’. The
man of her dreams would be completely reliable. There is no shortage of other
sorts who are attracted by her good looks. When she goes to public balls, men
ask her to dance, buy her drinks, talk about themselves and then suggest they go
to bed. ‘I’m not a girl of the streets. These men aren’t interested in me, but in
sex.’ The trouble with men is that they are liars. Sometimes they are already
married and do not reveal it. Sometimes they make promises, and then she finds
them going out with other girls. ‘I want a man who belongs to me. And I don’t
forgive. I hold grudges. I haven’t found the man of my life. And I won’t marry
the first man who comes along, because marriage is for life.’ It would not matter
if he was poor: someone on the fringes of show business told her that the rich are
corrupted by money. It is ‘sincerity, kindness and loyalty’ that she wants.
Friends she does have, ‘very few’, whom she recognises by their support
when things go badly, and who are not just interested in her company for the fun.
These friends confide in her, tell her ‘their most intimate secrets’ and obtain
comfort from her; she is proud of that. Honest, heart-to-heart talk warms the
soul: ‘My parents don’t talk much.’ She was afraid to talk to me, but she also
wanted to; and she waited a long time for me until I had finished talking to
others.
However, her conclusion was ‘My life is a failure’. I interpret that to mean
‘Only if I escape from my fears will I begin to live as I want to.’
The history of fear over the centuries shows that liberation from fear has from
time to time been achieved, by two methods. The first has been with the help of
fear itself, by escaping from one fear to another, which contains more hope. The
second has been through curiosity about something quite different, which has
temporarily blotted out the awareness of danger.
The supposedly fearless Vikings provide an early illustration of how this
happened. They were the terrorists whom Europe feared most between the eighth
and twelfth centuries. They managed to brave the seas to pillage, ransom and
create havoc from Constantinople to Lisbon and Dublin, even though they
carried inside them all the usual fears of poor peasants, as well as the loneliness
of Scandinavia’s long nights. They set out on these voyages of dangerous
adventure because they felt an even more unbearable fear than did their
neighbours who stayed behind, for they were tortured by the thought that their
name and reputation, and not just their body and soul, might vanish into
nothingness. To live just so that they could retire to paradise, which they
believed offered only a ceaseless alternation between battles and feasting, did
not seem worthwhile. Everyone has to die, it was written in the Sayings of the
Most High (the god Odin):
Wealth dies
Kinsmen die
And you will die too:
But I know one thing
Which never dies:
The verdict on every dead man.
Trying to eliminate fear, rather than simply exchanging one fear for another, has
produced strange results. In the course of the last hundred years, at the same time
as the human race moved into cities, the Norwegian rat became a permanent
resident of scientific laboratories. It has been transformed, by careful breeding
over three hundred generations, into a more docile, less fearful creature, and this
has been achieved even though almost its only function now is to suffer stress,
run through mazes, press buttons to avoid electric shocks, and have bits of its
body amputated. It has thus been proved that fear can be diminished even when
dangers have grown more terrible.
However, a remarkable physical change has taken place in this rat as a result
of its being less frightened. It now mates at any time of the year, which it never
used to when it was wild and aggressive. Coping with danger has been replaced
by copulation. Its adrenal glands have shrivelled to half or a quarter of their
former size, and their functions have been taken over by the sex glands. Sexual
activity as an alternative to hostility is not peculiar to rats: it has been observed
in some monkeys too, who, when they use sex as a way of making peace, do not
ejaculate – almost an equivalent of human sex with contraception. But more sex
has apparently not made the rat happier; the more offspring it has and the more
densely populated its abode, the more difficult its life becomes. And the female
rat has been more fully emancipated from fear than the male, because the male
persists in having a highly competitive hierarchy. This does not involve the
female, which seldom fights either males or other females. The male rat remains
a victim of the rat race, determined to dominate, but nearly always having to
accept submission to, and fear of, the one who wins.
By contrast, cats, which lead solitary, independent lives without hierarchies,
do not show any difference in fearfulness between males and females. It is only
when hierarchies involve both sexes, as happens with chimpanzees and humans,
that females become as fearful as males or more so. Though the Norwegian rat
lives in laboratories as in a hotel, receiving regular meals, and though it has
seemingly discovered the principle ‘Make Love not War’ of its own accord, it
could not bring itself to abandon its social pretensions, and so it has not found
the formula for a life without stress.
It used to be believed that the stomach was the seat of the emotions, but what
actually happens in the stomach when fear is felt – and one vomits, or has
butterflies, or has any of the many disabling sensations that the stomach can
produce – only became clear in the 1950s. The hero of this discovery – patients
too deserve to be remembered for their bravery – is known only by his first
name, Tom, an Irish American who in 1895, at the age of nine, drank a bowl of
clam chowder so scalding hot that his oesophagus was destroyed; unable to
swallow, he had a permanent hole made in his stomach into which his meals
could be poured. He chewed food for pleasure, but then spat it out into the
funnel inserted into this ‘fistula’. Apart from being unable to eat in public, he led
a normal life as a stage manager, plumber, mechanic and sewer worker, until he
was given a hospital job by Professor Stewart Wolf of Oklahoma, who spent
many years peering into the hole. There had been similar investigations,
particularly of wounded soldiers, for over a century, but this was the first time
that the relationship between the stomach and the emotions was studied. Because
Wolf followed every detail of Tom’s private life and discussed his every thought,
the stomach revealed itself as far more interesting than the heart, the supposed
seat of emotion, whose monotonous pumping has nothing particularly human
about it.
Every trace of fear could immediately be spotted in Tom’s stomach. When, for
example, his daughter installed a telephone, worry at the expense this would
entail made his stomach bleed. It was not just frightening events which sent the
stomach into a rage of activity, or made it go on strike, refusing to work, turning
as pale as a terrified face, but also mere conversation about an unpleasant event,
even a distant memory. The stomach reveals that humans conceal an enormous
amount of emotion, which churns in their insides. It not infrequently attempts to
commit suicide, letting its acids burn away the stomach wall; emotions have
been observed to cancel the effect of medicines, which the stomach refused to
absorb when it was angry. Other patients with fistulas of the same kind have
since confirmed the sovereignty and sensitivity of the stomach: an Italian tax
collector, to give but one example, showed a perfect concordance between the
ups and downs of his private life, alternating between rage, excitement and
terror, and the waterfalls of acid in his stomach. The stomach makes sure that
people know when they are frightened.
However, sometimes, it can be and has been made to keep quiet. Humanity’s
triumph over its stomach first seemed possible in the eighth or seventh century
BC, in The Teaching of the Great Forest (Brhadaranyaka Upanishad), which
said, ‘All fear is groundless.’ The Indian war against fear took almost 2,000
years to develop its tactics fully, for it was only in the tenth to twelfth centuries
that physical hatha yoga was invented, in the northern region later famed for its
austere Gurkha troops. Yoga, as a system of preventive medicine based on a
programme of physical and mental exercises, made it possible to control
voluntarily functions which are normally automatic; as part of a spiritual
discipline, Hindu or Buddhist, it prepares the way for the extinction of individual
self-consciousness. ‘Fear,’ said the book, ‘arises when there is another.’ So if
there is no other person in the world, there can be no fear. Exercises, under the
guidance of a guru, taught the disciple that his individuality was an illusion and
his soul part of the universal soul. The price of banishing fear, in other words, is
to cease to be a person in the normal sense. The true follower gives up every
possession, often surviving in a state of semi-starvation, triumphing over the
stomach, increasing the pause between each breath, between exhaling and
inhaling, to as much as five minutes, concentrating on a single object of
meditation, until the mind ‘dissolves’. Yoga is not for the weak, but many
millions have calmed their nerves and their stomachs with milder, simplified
versions of it. Moderating the symptoms of fear makes it easier to decide what it
is one will fear.
The importation of these ideas into the West was limited by their association
with mysticism and with doctrines like reincarnation; their over-simplification in
the 1960s discredited them. But now that they are being used in the rehabilitation
of the paralysed, who can be taught to modify their heart rate and blood pressure
at will, so that they can learn to move again, the relations of the mind and the
body, of fear and the stomach, may no longer appear as unchangeable as was
once believed.
The view that fear is a natural animal reaction, about which nothing much can be
done, is unfair to animals, many of whom are at times surprisingly lacking in
fear. It may well be true that some individuals are born more fearful than others,
or that the temperaments of babies are established at a very early age. The latest
research, for example, claims that blue-eyed children have a particular tendency
to being ‘inhibited, which may be due to prenatal presence of higher levels of
norepinephrine’ and that they remain inhibited beyond childhood, ‘with
unprovoked bouts of anxiety’. But that is no more a cause for despair than the
discovery, a century ago, that some children were better at passing intelligence
tests than others. It took some time to discover that intelligence quotients were
not enough by themselves, that success depended on how the intelligence was
used. Similarly, the division of humanity into introverts and extroverts was
followed by the realisation that creativity was not guaranteed to either, that both
qualities were needed for it and that the combination did not necessarily have to
be in the same person: the meeting of two individuals has often triggered more
originality than genius in one. Again and again, chance encounters and minute
details have given very different fates to people who appear to belong to the
same category.
‘In the past few years,’ writes a psychologist, ‘important advances have been
made in our ability to reduce human fears. Under controlled conditions, it is now
possible to produce substantial and lasting reduction of established fears, even
life-long fears, within thirty minutes.’ But modern medicine cannot agree on the
best remedy for fear, hesitating between drugs, the retraining of habit and the
resolving of unconscious conflicts, and it will doubtless never be able to deal
with fear as it dealt with smallpox: it can often attenuate fears, but each
individual needs a different answer, and there is no knowing whether that answer
will work, or for how long an alleviation will last. Moreover, medicine cannot
stop people inventing new fears. It is not surprising that the enormous amount of
scientific information accumulated about fear – each decade produces over
10,000 new studies, in the English language alone – has not lessened the demand
for magic and unorthodox healers. Many people prefer to remain ignorant, to
stick with the fears they know, to shut their eyes to statistics which tell them
what they ought to fear. The psychologist Martin Seligman of Philadelphia, who
specialises in converting pessimists into optimists, arguing that fear is essentially
a sense of helplessness or a loss of hope, and that optimism can be taught, has
observed that even in the USA not everybody wants to be an optimist: those who
hold power, particularly just below the top echelon, tend to be pessimists,
because it suggests wisdom; there are many advantages in cultivating fear.
Nobody can cure those who want to perpetuate their fears, for fear that
something even more terrible might happen to them. And some fears, in mild
form, have been put to good use. Being claustrophobic is inconvenient, but being
intellectually claustrophobic can be the beginning of originality.
The most important discovery of science about fear, however, is that its
physical symptoms, in terms of the chemicals produced to defend the body,
differ only in degree from those of curiosity. That makes it easier to understand
how people racked by fears have been able to escape them or forget them under
the influence of curiosity, of a preoccupation with some goal which so absorbs
them that they behave as though they were profoundly courageous. Because the
deep roots of fear are linked to those of curiosity, the fact that virtually nobody is
born uniformly brave in every sphere of life does not have to mean that people
are forever stuck with their own brand of cowardice. It is possible to surprise
oneself. In former times, such an opinion would have sounded absurd, just as it
used to be thought absurd to believe that a poor person could be the equal of an
aristocrat. Only in an age of universal education and travel is it possible to
appreciate the crucial importance of curiosity, which I shall discuss in my next
chapter.
In 1991, a study comparing depression in men and women claimed that men
predominantly sought relief in distractions, and so appeared to suffer less, while
women favoured rumination, turning their troubles over endlessly in their minds,
making themselves more miserable as a result. The supposedly emotional sex
was found to give more time to thinking than the supposedly rational one. The
contribution of women to the limitation of fear has only begun, for rumination
does not necessarily lead to gloom, nor to panic, where thoughts go round in
circles, stirring up dangers into imminent catastrophes and terror at the prospect
of being afraid. Rumination can also hold fear at a distance, and choose what it
ruminates about. Nobody is free who does not have that choice.
Vikings
Peter Foote and David M. Wilson, The Viking Achievement, Sidgwick, 1970;
Judith Jesch, Women in the Viking Age, Boydell Press, Woodbridge, 1991; Regis
Boyer, Le Christ des barbares, Le Monde nordique, Cerf, 1987; Lucien Musset,
Le Peuple scandinave au moyen âge, PUF, 1951; Jon Johannesson, A History of
the Old Icelandic Commonwealth, Manitoba UP, 1974; Aurélien Sauvageot, Les
Anciens finnois, Klinckseick, 1961; Kirsten Hastrup, Culture and History in
Medieval Iceland, Oxford UP, 1985; Kirsten Hastrup, Nature and Policy in
Iceland, 1400–1800, Oxford UP, 1990 (an anthropological analysis of history
and mentality); Eric Graf Oxenstierna, The World of the Norsemen, Weidenfeld,
1967; Maurice Gravier, Les Scandinaves . . . des origines à la Reforme, Lidis-
Brepols, 1984; Jean L. Briggs, Never in Anger: Portrait of an Eskimo Family,
Harvard, 1970.
Medicine of fear
Isaac M. Marks, Fears, Phobias and Rituals, Oxford UP, NY, 1987; S. J.
Rachman, Fear and Courage, W. H. Freeman, NY, 1990; J. A. Gray, The
Psychology of Fear and Stress, 2nd edn., Oxford UP, 1987; James C. Ballenger,
Clinical Aspects of Panic Disorder, Wiley-Liss, NY, 1991; Rebecca C. Curtis,
Self-Defeating Behaviour, Plenum, NY, 1989; Martin Seligman, Learned
Optimism, Knopf, 1991; Susan Nolen-Holksema, Sex Differences in Depression,
Stanford UP, 1990; Margaret T. Gordon, The Female Fear, Free Press, NY, 1989
(61 per cent of female city dwellers in the USA fear to go out alone at night in
their own neighbourhoods); Susan Baur, Hypochondria, California UP, 1988; C.
S. Gelernter, ‘Cognitive Behavioural and Pharmacological Treatments of Social
Phobia’, Archives of General Psychiatry, 48, Oct. 1991, pp. 938–45 (showing 69
per cent improvement by phenelzine drugs, 24 per cent by cognitive therapy, and
20 per cent with placebos, but the cognitive therapy is more long-lasting);
Gerald L. Klerman, ‘Birth Cohort Trends in Rates of Major Depressive
Disorder’, ibid., July 1985, pp. 689–719 (showing increase through the twentieth
century); Dwight R. Kirkpatrick, ‘Age, Gender and Patterns of Common Intense
Fears among Adults’, Behavioural Research and Therapy, vol. 22, no. 2, 1984,
pp. 141–50 (in Indiana, at that time, 30 per cent of women did not fear spiders or
snakes, 28 per cent of female adolescents feared they may be homosexual, while
men feared God, taking written tests and the effects of masturbation); John G.
Carlson and A. R. Seifert, Perspectives on Self-Regulation and Health, Plenum,
NY, 1991; John V. Basmajian, Biofeedback: Principles and Practice for
Clinicians, Williams and Wilkins, Baltimore, 1989. This is a small sample: the
number of facts about fear is terrifying.
History of fear
Jean Delumeau, La Peur en Occident, Fayard, 1978; Jean Delumeau, Le Péché
et la peur, Fayard, 1983; Jean Delumeau, Rassurer et protéger, Fayard, 1989; J.
J. Barloy, La Peur et les animaux, Balland, 1982; Elie Griguer, Guide des
dangers et des risques quotidiens, Lefeuvre, 1980; George Pickering, Creative
Malady, Allen and Unwin, 1974; Denis Duclos, La Peur et le savoir, La
Decouverte, 1989; James M. Burns, Roosevelt: The Lion and the Fox, Harvard
UP, 1963; Vivian Worthington, A History of Yoga, Penguin, Arkana, 1989; Jean
Varenne, Le Yoga et la tradition hindoue, Culture, Arts, Loisirs, 1974 (Eng.
translation, Yoga and the Hindu Tradition, Vehic, 1976; Georg Feuerstein,
Encyclopedic Dictionary of Yoga, Unwin, 1990.
11
‘WHAT A PRIVILEGE to be able to talk about oneself,’ says Mauricette, aged sixty-
seven, a retired garage owner, but her talk is about how interesting she finds
other people. When she recalls her Parisian grandfather, who was a horse-cab
driver, she is sure he must have had a life of wonderful adventure: what could be
more exciting than to meet people one does not know, to take them to a
destination one could not guess? When she talks of her father, a commercial
traveller in electric light bulbs who in 1919 set up one of the first shops to sell
spare parts for motor cars, she acclaims him as a pioneer. He died when she was
in her early twenties; she abandoned the philosophy thesis she was writing to
take over his firm; doubling its size, adding a garage, she may have been one of
the first women car mechanics. Curiosity has always been her prime inspiration.
After forty years in business, however, the challenge of having to satisfy
customers every day began to pall. When she noticed her employees suggesting
changes to her – whereas previously it was always she who used to urge them to
change, and who repeatedly transformed the shop window – she realised she was
no longer a pioneer. When she found her once faithful customers deserting her
for the sake of the few francs they could save by buying a spare part in a
supermarket, when she began waking up in the morning thinking, ‘Damn, I’ve
got to go to work’, she knew a phase in her life was over.
So she sold the firm and at the age of sixty-three started a second life.
‘Retirement – I hate the word – leaves one all alone in one’s own bubble. Mine
was too small for me, because I am curious about everything, I am like a
collector of butterflies. I was made for commerce, because I am convivial;
though the days were sometimes long, they were never empty; I was always
learning something. I enjoyed contact with my customers. If there had been
vocational guidance in my youth, I should never have embarked on philosophy,
though I do not regret it, for it has widened my outlook. I wanted to try my hand
at every job, to know everything. The shop had been my life only during the day.
I never learned to cook, never shopped, always had help at home, always went
out in the evening. I love celebrating, eating, using my hands, but also my mind,
and I am curious about both religion and psychology.’
Now she has replaced work with several distinct sets of friends. Her oldest
friend is a hairdresser, who began very modestly and gradually built up a
business which was the largest and most fashionable salon in the city: ‘She was a
real boss.’ Mauricette admired her for being everything she herself was not,
always perfectly dressed and made up: ‘When I wear a scarf, it just covers my
neck, but with her it is like a cloud, wonderfully chic: to me she represented
femininity, which attracts me, while I represented seriousness and equilibrium to
her.’ This is the friend with whom Mauricette has travelled all over the world,
including China, Japan, Sri Lanka and the USA. Her own country does not
interest her, because what she seeks in travel is to get away from the familiar, to
experience amazement, which is no easy ambition when ‘television wears away
the capacity to be astonished’. But recently the hairdresser also retired, and
became a different person, no longer a smart, sociable woman of the world, but a
recluse, unwilling to go out. Mauricette cannot understand why, for she herself
has become more outgoing than ever.
One set of friends are for having fun with, going out to restaurants and trips to
Belgium, and a different set are for serious talk about serious subjects, with
regular meetings to discuss books: Teilhard de Chardin at the moment. ‘I am
involved in a spiritual quest, though untroubled by anxiety.’ The Catholicism in
which she was brought up was superficial, an excuse for socialising; but now
that she has both more and less time, she is beginning to think about eternity. ‘I
am not ready for death – though I am not afraid of it – because I have not
finished growing, nor finished my search for God, nor my discovery of other
people. I am no sister of charity, but I like people, within limits; and I am curious
about them.’ Does her pleasure in meeting new faces when she does
philanthropic work mean that she is really doing it for selfish reasons? She
worries occasionally about that, and occasionally about being comfortably off in
a world full of poverty; but she tries to make her curiosity useful to other people.
Returning to the university to study ‘morphopsychology’ – which teaches what
people are like – enables her to meet younger students overwhelmed by
problems of family and unemployment. She helps out at the library for the blind,
and enjoys talking with those who use it. On other days, she is a volunteer at the
railway station, assisting the down and out. Her most fulfilling work, however, is
at a home for prostitutes – ‘I knew nothing about them, paying no more attention
to them than to stray dogs in the street, but when I discovered this home by
chance, I became very interested by how one becomes a prostitute, a double
person. I look after two of them, and learned how parents kick their children out
when there are too many mouths to feed, knowing they will end up in brothels. I
treat these prostitutes as people, I do not judge them. One of them said to me,
“You have laughing eyes, and that does me good.” That is because I am
conscious of being happy. Many people have reason to be happy, but do not
know it.’
The voluntary work, says Mauricette, has transformed her appearance. ‘I have
an austere face, but now I smile in the street. I used to smile when I had my
garage, but it was a mask, the mask of the shopkeeper being affable to
customers. But when I smile now, it is not a mask; rather, it is when I do not
smile that I am wearing a mask, when I present myself with my selfish mask on,
to people who have always known me that way – it would be too difficult to
change: the world of commerce is selfish. Now what I regret in my past is the
sins of omission: I passed by things which should have made me explode, and I
did not notice. I am trying to improve.’
All Mauricette’s friends are widows, spinsters or divorcees. She never
married. ‘I sometimes think about the soul-mate I never met.’ But no man ever
seemed capable of helping her to blossom. ‘I like going out with men, but I don’t
like being stuck with them, and have never loved a man passionately. Needless
to say, I am neither a virgin nor a martyr.’ Some of her friends would be shocked
if they heard her saying that she would have liked to be a man, though she is
happy to be a woman. Her reason is that she would like to know what men think,
what they feel, for example, when they make love. Their behaviour she finds
unbelievable, their emotions bizarre: how could Nazi men have executed people
while playing Mozart? Men are often cowards too: ‘They do not have the
courage to leave their wives when they would prefer to be with another woman.’
She sometimes speculates about how she might have behaved if she had married
a man who became nasty to her: ‘I do not mean who was unfaithful to me –
unpleasant though that would be – but who deceived me morally, who used me,
who obscured my vision. I ask myself whether I could have been a murderess,
whether I could have killed him, whether I would destroy a person who tried to
destroy me, who prevented me from living.’ Leading a full life is much harder
for women, she says, since society is organised for men, and women need
greater will power.
Loneliness does not trouble her, nor regret at having had no children, because
the shop was her child. In her seventeenth-century house, she enjoys the
company of all those who once lived there, who in some way still live there. Her
memories are not so much her own, as those of other people; she does not look
at her family photos in the evenings, because they seem cold to her; nor does she
think about her own past. Instead, every night, before going to sleep, she reads
for about two hours, travel, biography, history, psychology, which forge new
links with the world she does not know. ‘We all of us have many facets, but only
a few of these see the light. When I die, I shall say: Where are the other facets of
myself?’
Life is becoming more and more like a shop, into which one can go ‘just
looking’, to try on the clothes it sells, even if one has not got the money to pay
for them. Actors spend most of their time doing just that, for themselves, and on
behalf of their audience, finding out what it feels like to be someone else, and
discovering that there is a piece of that someone else inside one. Everybody is to
some extent an actor, but few have the chance to play many roles. Professional
actors are most admired where freedom is most highly valued, because acting is
an instrument of freedom, which enables people to realise that they are not
imprisoned in themselves, but can understand others and be understood by them.
Charlotte Kady is still only a starlet, beginning to be known for her roles in
Bertrand Tavernier’s films. Previously she won more local fame as the presenter
of a children’s show on French television. She wants to be more famous still,
because that is the only way to get a wider choice of roles. But what role is she
capable of playing?
So far the world knows her mainly as a bubbling, happy girl. ‘I created that
image myself. I pretended to be fresh-faced, healthy in all respects, with no
problems. But inside me there was anxiety.’ Her childhood was indeed largely
happy, except that she was enclosed by what felt like a barbed-wire fence. Her
father was Algerian: a doctor, trained in France, who chose to settle in Lyon and
marry a French medical student, and who during the violence of the Algerian
War of Independence was forced into hiding for nine months at the very time of
Charlotte’s birth. At school, racism was the fence the children built around those
who were different. ‘I lied, pretended I was Turkish, not Algerian, because I had
a grandmother who was Russian-Turkish. I was afraid I would be found out. I
suffered enormously from the anti-Arab talk of people who thought I was on
their side.’ Even her mother’s family refused to accept the marriage with an
Arab. But of course it is useful for an actress to have two origins.
She had to fight for the freedom to be an actress. As a child, disguise and
imitation were her favourite games, but in the respectable world of the provincial
middle class to say that one wanted to earn one’s living on the stage was still
almost to declare an ambition to be a prostitute. Her teachers thought she should
be a mathematician, but she spent her leisure reading every actor’s biography she
could find. So already she was two persons in one body. To find out what else
she could be, or what else there was inside her, she announced that she wanted to
study in Paris.
Every great city is a giant theatre, where provincials come wearing masks and
try out new roles. Paris has been particularly successful because it has always
encouraged its inhabitants to invent new roles. As the Grand Dictionnaire
Larousse wrote in 1874, its ‘high culture’ was the product of ‘continuous
interbreeding and mixture’; today, still, only one in four of its inhabitants were
born there. Since Charlotte’s sister was an official in the Senate, she could live
with her, which was respectable and her parents agreed. But in Paris, she studied
not only at the university (becoming fluent in Russian, German and English), but
also at a drama school, and so she graduated into advertising, the theatre and
television. ‘I still don’t know how gifted I am, whether I will be an average
actress or an excellent one. I won’t find out till I have had more experience. I
feel I have everything inside me, but it does not depend just on me whether I can
draw it out. I need to be recognised by others. And that is partly a matter of
chance.’ Indeed she got her first job by chance: she was accompanying a friend
to an audition; the director chose her, though she was sitting at the back and not
an applicant. ‘It has always been chance with me.’
Not only has she had a double life as a student, but with men she has played
the role of both husband and wife. The first man she lived with was an actor who
could not bear watching her succeed while his own career flopped. He said they
should share their earnings – which meant her earnings. She agreed, on condition
that he tried harder to get work, but increasingly he became accustomed to
depending on her, as though it was natural that only she should be working. He
spent her money, freely, buying luxuries of all sorts, using her credit cards,
running her bank account into debit. ‘Then I ceased to be blind and stopped
loving him.’ When she announced, ‘I’m leaving, I don’t love you’, he threatened
suicide, and stood on the parapet of the sixth floor till she promised not to
abandon him. Only when her work took her away for three months did she
finally gather the strength to go. ‘He said he couldn’t live without me, and
grabbed me by the throat. I screamed. Fortunately people heard and came to my
rescue.’ Now, four years later, he is a changed man. ‘I always told him that so
long as we stayed together, he would never do anything but stagnate, and that
our separation would do him good. He has had to fight for himself, and it has
worked.’
Her second lover was more carefully chosen, a medical student who lived in
another city and who belonged to a different world. ‘I wanted to avoid being
swallowed up in the typical life of a couple.’ But he was determined to show her
off, to make her behave like a wife who had a job only occasionally: ‘He was
unable to understand that my work is my passion. We were on different
wavelengths.’
Being on television every day, being greeted by people in the streets, having
articles about her in the papers, gave her, she says, not a swollen head, but
maturity. Her partner in her programme, Emmanuelle Bataille (who later also
had a part in Tavernier’s film These Foolish Things), became her closest,
inseparable friend. Their relationship is ‘the equivalent of a love, as strong as
that of a couple, without the sex, which makes me think that a relationship with a
man has to be much more than sexual’. Emmanuelle is everything Charlotte is
not: abandoned by her parents, shattered by a difficult childhood and by a
marriage that ended in divorce, pessimistic, convinced she was ugly and
uninteresting, she saw through Charlotte’s outward jolliness, spotting the
timidity and anxiety behind the rosy girl image: ‘I am going to strip you of your
mask,’ she said. In return Charlotte helps Emmanuelle fight her moods. ‘We are
like two sisters, very intimate.’
Charlotte is a practising Catholic, but under Emmanuelle’s influence her
religion has become double too. Emmanuelle is a Buddhist as well as a Catholic.
Charlotte has been convinced since infancy that she had a previous life; reading
history books was like a reminder of a past she had lived through; in particular
she believes she was a courtesan in the court of Louis XIV. ‘If Mozart was able
to compose at the age of five, he must have had the soul of someone else inside
him. . . . As a girl, I thought I might have been a fly in a previous life, because it
must be so terrible to be a fly.’ It is not on the experience of a single life that she
draws for her inspiration as an actress. Does that mean her life is decided in
advance? ‘We are in this world for a purpose, we have a mission to accomplish,
we are endowed with qualities we can develop.’
Superstitious: she readily agrees she is so, very much, though she prefers to
call herself ‘intuitive’, adding, ‘I believe completely in clairvoyance.’ Many
years ago a clairvoyant made predictions about her which came true. More
recently, another one astonished her by speaking of details of her private life
which no one knew about: ‘I am convinced they see things we cannot
understand.’ The prediction was that the man in her life would be someone much
older than herself. Bertrand Tavernier is twenty years older, and it is with him
that she now lives.
Tavernier has almost never made a film in which he does not scowl or growl
at the Catholic Church, but she talks to him about her faith and he listens, saying
nothing. He used to wait outside when she went into a church to pray; but after
his father’s death, on one occasion, he lit a candle and prayed beside her. He was
very close to his father, another subject they do not discuss. But this relationship
is working because Charlotte considers herself Tavernier’s equal, even though he
is so much more famous than she. Some people say she must be looking for a
father, or that he is bound to crush her: but this is not so; she does not feel at all
crushed ‘simply because I am an obscure actress; I am often stronger than he; I
feel strong where he has weaknesses’. She gives him what he lacks; his reserve
is balanced by her openness; he says he owes an enormous amount to her.
‘Because there is equality, we have an equilibrium.’ None of the women he knew
after his divorce from Colo O’Hagan could accept the fact that he was famous
and they were not. He was worried that their relationship would suffer if
Charlotte accepted a three months’ engagement in a travelling repertory
company, but she was determined to make her career on her own. They
telephoned each other every day. Absence made them appreciate what they were
missing. ‘Leading two lives means you have twice as many things to say to each
other.’
Actors cannot complain that they are too complicated; they almost have a duty
to be complicated, to sustain their imaginations. ‘Being an actress,’ says
Charlotte Kady, ‘means drawing nourishment from the variety of life.’ She
contrasts herself with her older sister, who has an important official post and
who is brilliant when she talks about problems of government, but whose
confidence vanishes when the conversation turns to private life, about which she
has little to say. The world of administration tries to separate itself by high walls
from that of intimate feelings. To pass laws to announce what freedoms there
should be is one thing. To discover what it feels like to be free is something quite
different.
The most successful remedy for fear has been curiosity, but not just any sort of
curiosity. Being interested in one’s work, in a few hobbies, in a few people,
leaves too many black holes in the universe.
A new lighthouse beaming curiosity appears every time a baby is born, and
the world seems interesting again. The earth welcomed 78 million new
lighthouses last year, but how many of them will have lost their fire two, three or
four decades from now? In the past, very few humans have fulfilled their early
promise or been able to function at more than a fraction of their capacity. They
have always put on blinkers, and built walls around themselves, to keep curiosity
in check. Individuals wanting to assert their independence have always had to
fight to tear down the obstacles in curiosity’s way. If being able to take an
interest in anything is one of the conditions of freedom, then clearly freedom is
not a fruit that is simply plucked from a tree.
The first obstacle to being curious has been the tradition that it is dangerous.
Mythology is full of divine punishment striking down those who wanted to know
too much; and in the Bible it is said, ‘He that increaseth knowledge increaseth
sorrow’ (Ecclesiastes 1:18). Even the jovial, illegitimate cosmopolitan whom
contemporary Europe has chosen as its hero, Erasmus of Rotterdam (1466–
1536), the enemy of all dogmatism and war, insisted that curiosity must be
restricted to the élite and that it must not be allowed to contaminate ‘female
chatterboxes’.
The first declaration of the rights of curiosity was made by Descartes (1596–
1650), a profoundly restless man, who constantly moved house in search of
peace of mind, from town to town, from country to country, but also a man
deeply attached to the pleasures of lying in bed, having been granted the unique
privilege by his schoolteachers, because of his delicate health, of getting up late:
he kept this habit all his life, valuing bed as the best place to think, and it
encouraged him to make thinking the very essence of being human. He made the
historic and heretical pronouncement that curiosity was something that all people
had, that nothing could prevent it, and that it increases inevitably with
knowledge. Montaigne (1533–92) had explained how to use curiosity in ordinary
life, urging his readers to probe ‘the mystery of everyday things’, and not to be
afraid, when travelling, of ‘the contagion of an unknown air’. Curiosity, added
Thomas Hobbes (1588–1679), is ‘lust of the mind’, differing from ‘the short
vehemence of carnal lust’ in that the more one indulges it, the more it captures
one.
But most people remained wary of curiosity. In the late nineteenth century,
even in the USA, ‘pure curiosity’, in the form of pure scientific research, was
regarded as an unnecessary luxury, and businessmen were rarely willing to
support anything but applied science, useful to the masses, the rest being ‘idle
curiosity’. Even in the 1950s American women thought that research scientists
were undesirable husbands, not just because they did not care about money, but
because they were not ‘regular guys’ with the same tastes and interests as
everyone else.
The history of the spider shows that curiosity is still far from having won. The
spider is one of the few creatures existing 250 million years ago to have survived
unaltered. But though humans have had so long to get used to its six eyes and
eight legs, they still find it difficult to take an interest in the problems that
causes. They have done everything to avoid being curious. At first, they
preferred to worship the spider: among Africans and among the Incas, the spider
has been a god, a creator of the stars, an intermediary between the mortal and the
divine. Indians imaginatively made it the symbol of liberty, it being the only
creature that can raise itself up by its own bootstrings. In Siberia, Vietnam and
Colombia, it carries dead souls to heaven. However, the Jewish prophets turned
against it: Job thought its web too flimsy and Isaiah did not like its venom.
Contempt turned into panic in the fifteenth century, when Italians became
hysterical at the sight of it. Ever since, the majority of humanity has just not
wanted to know what spiders do, or how indispensable they are to its survival,
controlling pests, unappreciated. Even in the USA, dedicated to freedom, 70 per
cent of women have been unable to free themselves of fear at the sight of a
spider.
It might have been different had the spider been domesticated, like the bee, as
it almost was. One Frenchman spun socks and gloves from its silk; another (the
inventor of artificial incubators, Réaumur) started breeding them, but gave up
because it was too expensive, their intolerance towards each other requiring that
they should each be kept in a separate cage. The female spider has indeed a gift
for living without males, since she can store sperm for up to eighteen months,
and so tends to eat the male once he has served his purpose. But this did not
arouse much curiosity among either male or female humans. Réaumur lived at a
time when insects (though spiders are wrongly thought to be insects) were
judged unworthy of being mentioned in an encyclopedia, even by the liberal
Diderot. When Victor Hugo came to the spider’s rescue, it was from generosity,
not curiosity: ‘I love the spider and the nettle,’ he said, ‘because they are hated.’
In order for curiosity about animals to be possible, people first needed to get
rid of all the frightening myths they had invented about them, to stop the war
they had waged on them from the beginning of time, and above all to cease
imagining that all that lived existed for the benefit of the human race and it
alone. That meant ceasing to find oneself more interesting than anything else.
Only then could the idea that humans should not behave cruelly to animals be
born. The role of children, and of those who do not forget their childhood, in
creating that idea has gone unrecognised, cruel though children can be: an
enquiry about the attitude of Parisians towards rats revealed that 80 per cent of
adults were frightened of them, and only 6 per cent of children were. So perhaps
the time has come for more curiosity to be shown about the rise and fall of
curiosity.
Nothing has been more difficult than to be curious about an object or a person,
without being obstructed by preconceived ideas. Occasionally the veil is lifted,
and the one who lifts it is called a genius. However, the unveiling has happened
often enough for it to be possible for ordinary mortals to see how it is done.
One of the first mysteries humans tried to solve was the meaning of the
constant beat of their own hearts. That they were not stupid was soon shown,
because by 2000 BC they had worked out that it was the pump which circulated
blood through their bodies. But this was understood only in China, where the
Medicine Book of the Yellow Emperor was subtle enough to distinguish between
twenty-eight different kinds of pulse. Nevertheless these ideas remained veiled
from general curiosity, wrapped up in the complexities of traditional Chinese
medicine. Though humans are not stupid, they have usually been obstinately
attached to their old ideas, not just from fear of the unfamiliar, but because an
old idea is part of a system of thought, which is like a cobweb: every part
sustains every other, and once you are in you cannot escape. China’s discovery
was ignored by most of the rest of the world, which was tied up in other
cobwebs and which continued to believe tall stories about what the heart did,
right down to the seventeenth century AD. Though a Cairo professor, Al Nafis
(who died in AD 1288), passed the discovery on in a book which was translated
into Latin, very few were prepared to listen or to look.
Both Christians and Muslims preferred to remain entangled in the cobweb
spun by Galen (AD 130–200). Educated in Alexandria, and subsequently
physician to a school of gladiators in Asia Minor, he maintained that the heart
was not a pump but a sort of fireplace, producing the body’s heat. His textbooks
were memorised by virtually all doctors in the West and the Middle East for
about a thousand years, and nothing they saw in their patients could stir their
curiosity towards a different explanation. The reason was that Galen’s ideas
formed a coherent whole. Having been trained as a philosopher too, he showed
doctors not only how to look at the body, and how to advise on nutrition, growth
and vitality in a consistent way, but also how to behave as human beings and as
physicians. Indeed, he set himself up as the model physician, never demanding a
fee from his pupils or his patients, saying he practised from ‘love of
humanity . . . staying awake the greatest part of my nights not only for the sake
of the sick but also for the beauty of study’. He lived modestly, possessing only
two garments, two sets of household utensils and two slaves. Of course many
doctors did not imitate this selfless dedication, but they cherished and needed the
ideal. Their self-respect became bound up with his teachings.
Galen’s mistakes survived even though he taught that one should not slavishly
believe ancient books. If his disciples had listened to him more carefully, they
would not have been paralysed by his ideas. Some people laughed at him, he
said, because ‘he moved slowly, and so they thought him a most distrustful
person’, which he was, and which he urged others to be. ‘I do not know how it
happened, miraculously or by divine inspiration, or in a frenzy, or whatever else
you may call it, but from my very youth I despised the opinion of the multitude
and longed for truth and knowledge, believing that there was for man no
possession more noble or divine. . . . We must be daring and search after Truth;
even if we do not succeed in finding her, we shall at least come closer than we
are at present.’ People who try to think for themselves know that the cobwebs
they spin are fragile and incomplete; but those who are content to be disciples,
and become entangled in the cobwebs of others, forget that fragility and imagine
they have landed on firm, stable ground. Borrowed ideas, which were originally
intended to be only gossamer, thus harden and fossilise; ideologies become
dogmas, and curiosity, which should blow freely like the wind, suddenly
becomes motionless. But it does not need to. Curiosity is not doomed to lose its
freedom.
A few scientists did have the curiosity to look at the heart and see what it was
doing, but they discovered how difficult it is to escape from a tightly spun
cobweb of ideas. Andreas Vesalius of Brussels (1514–64), for example, devoted
his life to studying the human anatomy, determined to think for himself. ‘I
studied without a teacher,’ he insisted proudly, though he spent many years in the
universities of Louvain, Paris, Bologna and Padua. He used to scour the
roadsides for the bodies of executed criminals, their flesh picked half clean by
the birds, and under cover of darkness carried them home in pieces to study. In
Paris he spent long hours in the Cemetery of the Innocents turning over old
bones, ‘though gravely imperilled by the many savage dogs’. His students
worshipped him, because he dissected corpses himself, instead of getting an
assistant to do it; they became so enthusiastic – he called them ‘the dear
companions of my studies’ – that they once kidnapped the body of ‘a handsome
mistress of a certain monk’, snatching it from the tomb immediately after burial,
flaying the whole skin to make it unrecognisable, then offering it to their master
for dissection. With the corpses hung on pulleys, Vesalius’ dissections were great
theatrical performances, even though the stench was unbearable. A judge who
attended was so impressed that he made available the bodies of convicts,
sometimes delaying executions to suit the professor.
Vesalius showed that Galen’s descriptions of the human anatomy were often
wrong, the latter having based himself on deductions from the bodies of animals,
mainly dogs and monkeys. Vesalius mounted two skeletons side by side, one of
an ape and one of a human ‘articulated from the bones of a French priest’, to
make the differences clear. And he produced a very beautiful book in seven
volumes, The Structure of the Human Body, showing it in striking poses drawn
by the pupils of Titian. But many people refused to believe him. If Galen seemed
to be wrong, they said, it must be due to an error in the translation of his books,
or to ‘the degradation of the human species’ since his time. Vesalius himself did
not succeed in escaping Galen’s cobweb either. There were still things he could
not see, and which he imagined to be there, because Galen had said they were.
He could not get rid of the invisible ‘sooty vapours’ which according to Galen
the heart produced, nor did he notice the circulation of the blood. Even William
Harvey (1578–1657), who eventually established this, remained entangled in
even older Aristotelian notions about ‘spirit’ in the blood. He worried that some
of his ideas ‘are so novel and hitherto unmentioned, that in speaking of them, I
not only fear that I may suffer from the ill will of a few, but dread lest all men
turn against me. To such an extent is it second nature for all to follow accepted
usage and teaching which, since its first implanting, has become deep-rooted; to
such an extent are men swayed by a pardonable respect for the ancient authors.’
The blinkers which all humans wear do not fall off if they simply become
more scientific. Thomas Kuhn has shown how most scientists work to reinforce
the systems of thought which dominate their epoch, how they make new facts fit
into these systems, or ‘paradigms’, or cobwebs, which usually take centuries to
collapse. And now it is becoming clear that the limits which science places on
curiosity have increased in recent times. Laboratories are not merely outposts in
the war against ignorance. They are also fortresses in which specialists cut
themselves off from the distractions of other forms of knowledge. Few scientists
are able to reflect on the assumptions of their work, because the competition to
obtain recognition is so intense; without the support of those in power, they
cannot continue; and those in power are experts in politicking as much as in
research.
The knots into which scientists tie themselves have been described by two
anthropologists who visited an endocrinology laboratory and recorded every act
as though it was part of the religious ritual of a tribe. They found a scientist
claiming that Napoleon’s campaigns provided the inspiration for his research
methods: rival teams in different countries had been struggling against one
another to solve a puzzle for eight years, and he spoke of his ‘field’ as ‘a
battlefield strewn with the corpses of competitors’. A physician joined this team,
saying he was abandoning his medical practice not just to earn more money but
in order to obtain ‘a very rare commodity, recognition from my peers; I wanted
positive feed-back proving my smartness – patients are not so good for that’. But
recognition is hard to get: of the sixty-four learned papers published by the team,
only eight were ever cited by anybody in the whole world. The vast majority of
scientists devote a large part of their efforts to writing articles which are never
read. They enter one field rather than another not just because they find it
fascinating, but no less often because it seems to be less crowded, offering more
chances of success, or because they find patrons able to help them obtain grants.
The more organised, expensive and specialised science is, the more is individual
curiosity fettered. Science by itself does not dispel fear.
It is only curiosity that knows no boundaries which can be effective against
fear. However, around the beginning of the eighteenth century, that option was
abandoned, and the ideal of encyclopedic knowledge was replaced by
specialisation. Withdrawal into a fortress of limited knowledge meant one could
defend oneself on one’s home ground; it gave one self-confidence of a limited
kind; but it left one helpless in vast areas of one’s life, particularly the emotional
part. Now that the silences produced by specialisation have become deafening,
and now that information fills the air as never before, it is possible to reconsider
the choice, to ask whether many people might not be better off if they began
looking again for the road which leads beyond specialisation, if they tried seeing
the universe as a whole.
The first pondered analysis of curiosity was made by Alexander von Humboldt
(1769–1859), whose discoveries in physiology, zoology, botany, anthropology,
archaeology, meteorology and geography (of which he is considered one of the
founders) are probably unparalleled in range. What he did with his knowledge is
even more interesting. Unlike Einstein, who used his genius to fight uncertainty,
which terrified him, and unlike Hawking, who, says his wife, can find nothing
with which to replace God except himself – neither of whom have in any way
changed the purposes or attitudes of ordinary people – Humboldt tried to extract
a new way of life from his researches, abstract though some of them might seem.
This is rare, because it conflicts with the rules of specialisation, which require
one to keep one’s mouth shut on subjects on which one is not a trained expert;
and since nobody can be an expert on the art of life, it has become dangerous to
speak about it. Intellectuals have therefore increasingly been limiting themselves
to lamenting the lack of values in modern times. The importance of Humboldt is
that he dared to make a link between knowledge and feeling, between what
people believe and do in public and what obsesses them in private.
Humboldt was a pioneer of global thinking, without concealing that his
purpose was not merely to understand the universe in its entirety, but no less to
avoid the pain caused by the tragedies it constantly produces. His Views of
Nature (1808) is dedicated to ‘minds oppressed with care . . . [needing] to escape
from the storm of life’ adding, ‘Let those who are weary of the clash of warring
nations turn their attention to the silent life of vegetation . . . and remember that
the earth continues to teem with new life.’ So the way to get over the tragedies of
existence was to view them from a more distant perspective, establish their
interconnections and develop a sense of participating in a universal process. As
Humboldt’s brother Wilhelm, the eminent linguist, remarked, Alexander had ‘a
horror of the single fact’, believing that ‘in order to explore any one thing, one
needs to approach it from all sides’. The reward, said Alexander, is that one feels
‘in touch with the entire earth’. The romantic idealisation of life seemed futile to
him, and the view that humans were nature’s prisoners unacceptable: his goal
was to point the way to freedom. Having a universal perspective meant, for
example, rejecting racism, which imprisoned the minds of the majority of
educated Westerners until after 1945; but Humboldt wrote firmly, ‘There are no
inferior races. All are destined equally to attain freedom.’ Another unusual
opinion he held was that without diversity of opinion the discovery of truth is
impossible. And the object of knowledge of the truth should be ‘not power but
the enjoyment of life’. His research was directed therefore to ‘awakening an
understanding of all that is lovable’. Discovering harmonies compensates for the
tragedies. He convinced himself that ‘the single idea emerging from history’ is
‘the concept of humanisation, the tendency to break down the barriers of
prejudice and religion, and the belief in mankind as one large community
capable of evolving its inherent capacities’. Humboldt remained a prisoner of the
cobweb of his age – naive optimism – failing to see that history could go
backwards as well as forwards, but if his thought is extricated from this naivety,
it remains substantial and powerful.
He was one of the most admired men of his time – American tourists took
home little busts of him – not just because he explored unknown territory (Latin
America and Siberia), nor because he came back with new information and
thousands of unknown plants, but because he helped people to think about the
world in a different way. For example, he made mountains not mere accidents,
but explanations of why continents were the shape they were; he did not merely
climb volcanoes, but revealed them as being connected along a worldwide
geological rift. ‘I shall never forget,’ said Darwin, ‘that my whole course of life
is due to having read and reread as a youth his Personal Narrative.’ Humboldt
did not have curiosity simply about facts, but also about how to focus curiosity.
The climax of his exploration and research, after fifty years of rumination, was
Cosmos, a book which described the world in all its physical manifestations,
explaining how everything was connected to everything else.
‘If I ask myself what gave the first impulse to my ineradicable longing for
tropical countries,’ he wrote, ‘I would have to name: George Forster’s
descriptions of the South Sea Islands, a painting of the banks of the Ganges by
Hodges in the house of Warren Hastings in London, and a colossal dragon tree in
an old tower of the botanical gardens in Berlin.’ From this personal experience
he generalised (in volume two of Cosmos) that curiosity has increased in modern
times because of the stimulus given to it by the opening up of the imagination
through literature and art, descriptive poetry, landscape painting and the
cultivation of exotic plants. Every discovery opens up the imagination further,
stimulating more discovery: it ‘enlarges the sphere of ideas’, excites a taste for
investigation, while the creation of new instruments of observation increases the
intelligence. He carried forward Descartes’ idea that curiosity was like an
infectious disease, and he showed how it could become an epidemic.
But books and pictures are not enough. Humboldt is important also because
his life was dominated neither by his work, nor by his affections, but by an
unusually intimate union of both. There was ‘not the slightest sympathy’
between himself and ‘the people who loved me and showed me kindness’ in
childhood, which he remembered as unhappy; his mother seemed ‘a stranger’ to
him. But he formed very strong attachments with a series of men, most of whom
were intellectual colleagues. The intensity of his feelings may be gauged from a
letter to one of them: ‘For two years I have known no other bliss on earth but
your gaiety, your company and the slightest expression of your contentment. My
love for you is not just friendship, or brotherly love, it is veneration, childlike
gratefulness and devotion to your self as my most exalted law.’ The objects of
his affection included two of France’s most eminent scientists – Gay-Lussac,
with whom he shared a room at the École Polytechnique, and François Arago,
who reciprocated with these words: ‘Outside my family circle, there is none to
whom I am more deeply attached than you. You are the only friend upon whom I
could count in difficult circumstances.’ Whether these were homosexual
attachments, as some have argued, or not, Humboldt defined his relationship
with Gay-Lussac thus: ‘He is my best friend and I find his company most
consoling and stimulating, and the stimulus seems to be mutual.’
The emphasis on stimulus is the key. Goethe, who met Humboldt several
times, wrote, ‘His company is exceedingly interesting and stimulating. Within
eight days one could not learn as much from books as he imparts in an hour.
[His] presence would suffice to render an entire lifetime interesting and to stir up
everything that could possibly be exciting in chemistry, physics and
physiology. . . . He is like a fountain . . . forever refreshing.’ Wilhelm Humboldt
dismissed his brother’s ‘capacity for forming quick attachments . . . and for
sacrificing himself for others’ as a sign of weakness, lack of self-esteem. It is
true that Alexander had occasional bouts of ‘melancholy’, and his sister-in-law
was doubtless right when she said he was an ‘incredible mixture of charm,
vanity, soft feelings, cold and warmth’; he did say that he thought ‘blowing one’s
own trumpet is part of the job’. But when he was in the jungle, he was delighted
to be free from ‘the distractions constantly arising in civilised life from social
claims. Nature offers unceasingly the most novel and fascinating objects for
learning. The only drawbacks of this solitude are the want of information on the
progress of scientific discovery in Europe and the lack of all the advantages
arising from an interchange of ideas.’
Being fully alive, fully curious, involved obtaining ideas both ‘directly from
the world around us’ and through ‘the medium of an intelligent mind’. Humboldt
always needed a human being to sharpen his sensations, to trigger his
imagination. That was why he lived for twenty years in Paris, which was then
the undisputed intellectual capital of the world. It has been claimed he never
experienced fear, except once when he suddenly met a jaguar in a South
American forest (but he had the presence of mind to keep walking very quietly
as though nothing had happened). It would be truer to say that he had a full
measure of human weaknesses, including fear and worry, but his unceasing
curiosity enabled him to absorb those fears into the general mystery of the
universe, to have a global vision of fears, turning them from personal threats into
natural phenomena. He might not have found it so easy to do that if he had been
what his parents wanted him to be, an expert on one subject, nor if he had chosen
to worry about why his parents did not like him.
At a party Humboldt once met Napoleon, who could think of nothing else to
say to him but this: ‘You are interested in botany. So is my wife.’ And the
emperor then moved on. It is no longer satisfactory to be uninterested in what
interests one’s wife. The limits of curiosity are at the frontiers of despair, and
people have always tended to fight what they despair of. I now turn to the
problems that fighting causes.
ANTOINETTE FOUQUE’S STRENGTH is that she knows what she thinks. That is the
source of her charisma. But it is also the reason why, to many, she is highly
controversial. Everything said about her has been passionately for or against.
What can she do about those who disagree with her? Sometimes she says, ‘I
have never been preoccupied with what people think about me’, and indeed,
despite the ups and downs of public opinion, she has remained one of the most
persistently active leaders of the women’s movement over the past quarter of a
century. Sometimes she says all that matters is to express an opinion sincerely
held, and that ‘convincing people is a form of violence’. But the word ‘combat’
also occurs frequently in her conversation. She describes herself as a ‘militant
theorist’ engaged in a ‘political battle’ to free women from discrimination and
violence, and to win for them not only equality, but a recognition that their
contribution to civilisation is quite different from that of men. The military
metaphors are not mere turns of phrase. They imply a view of how one can best
get what one wants.
In appearance she is far from military: stricken, since the age of sixteen, by a
slowly spreading disease that has made movement increasingly difficult and
exhausting; obliged, after a long resistance, to use a wheelchair, she is slight and
frail. Her smile is vivacious, even flirtatious. She wears clothes by fashionable
designers. Her psychoanalyst’s curiosity, the breadth of her reading and the
firmness of her convictions are seductive. A considerable number of well-
educated women have become not merely admirers, but devoted ones, for she
has answers that seem to solve simultaneously their problems as individuals, as
women and as citizens. One of her disciples is a rich heiress, so there have been
no financial obstacles to her political activity on an international scale and to her
becoming a major publisher of women’s literature.
It is not because she is physically fearless, and because pain, having become a
habitual companion, holds no more terrors for her, that she sees herself as a
militant. For all her disclaimers, she is sensitive to criticism, worried that she is
misunderstood and misrepresented; when she suspects hostility, nervousness
transforms her appearance and she defends herself with a torrent of arguments.
Her opponents say she is aggressive. She says they are, and that she is only
defending herself. That is how all wars start; but there is more to it than that.
Her basic idea is that women are essentially mothers; that pregnancy is the
most important of all social experiences, in which a mother lives at peace with a
person inside her who is different from herself; that the link between mother and
child is the most precious of all. Men who have rebelled against their mothers
have become pathologically narcissistic and violent, terrified of being castrated,
though deep down in their unconscious their attachment to the mother survives;
the task of women is to get rid of that narcissism and to get men to realise that
their own kind of desire, obsessed with dominance, is not the only one: women
have a different way of feeling and ‘thinking with the body’. The abolition of
sexual differences would only mean that women would become pale copies of
men. She was shocked that her sister, on becoming engaged, suddenly turned
into a football fanatic. Rather, women should try to become aware of the
masculine prejudices lodged in their unconscious, and free themselves by
understanding better what it means to be a woman, developing a science of
women and a language of women, cultivating their difference. Democracy, as it
exists at present, is inadequate because it has replaced monarchy – the rule of
fathers – by the rule of brothers – fraternal fratricide, she calls it – ignoring the
crucial importance of mothers.
The person she has felt safest with was her own mother, a Calabrian, ‘who
always understood me’, a ‘strong woman’, who went out to work despite her
husband’s protests, who did not allow him to ‘lay down the law’, who
‘ruminated’ all the time, though she was illiterate, and who kept on telling her,
‘You must be free.’ ‘If I were reincarnated, I would like to be my little (female)
dog, because I think she is the reincarnation of my mother, very loving and
soothing. . . . But anybody who adopts a maternal role – not that I do – is
detested.’ In her view, what she is defending, when she fights her opponents, is
not herself, but the women’s movement and her publishing firm ‘Des Femmes’,
as a mother might defend her children, without thought for herself.
Is there something surprising in a psychoanalyst having lived for many years
in apartments which had no mirrors, and having hardly ever been photographed
in childhood? One of her favourite texts is, ‘Give me the courage to look into my
heart and at my body without disgust.’ She is glad that appearing on television
with Catherine Deneuve did not make her ‘think that I was less beautiful in her
company’. It is this detachment that has enabled her to devote her life to fighting
not one war, but several at the same time, to cure the world of its own paralysis.
Her first war is against 99 per cent of the human race, which is her estimate of
the proportion of women-haters in it, for most women have been brainwashed
into underestimating themselves. Men, as such, are not her enemies; her quarrel
is only with the ‘imperialism of the phallus’. She likes the company of men,
adored her father, fell in love with her husband, had a daughter by him (against
doctor’s orders), separated but did not divorce, because she values his friendship
still. The most influential person in her life has been a man, the psychoanalyst
Lacan: ‘He loved me and I loved him.’ He analysed her for five years, before she
moved on to another analyst, the Hungarian Grunberger (‘who was Lacan’s great
enemy, though I did not know it’). ‘Working with Lacan meant I was not cut off
from men, and so I was saved from the sectarian feminist hatred of men, which
means hating oneself.’ She denies being a Lacanian, who said various
disobliging things about women, but ‘he was beautiful; perhaps love is blind; but
he understood me, even if we disagreed.’ She lives in a household of women
disciples, because women need to get away from men to think out their strategy,
but she is as opposed to lesbianism as to androgyny. Alas, Lacan really preferred
androgynous women. She insists: ‘I am not a man, I do not want to be a man. I
don’t think like a man.’
The second war being waged by this leader of the women’s movement is
against ‘the feminists’. She rejects that appellation for herself, as she rejects the
heritage of the suffragettes. Simone de Beauvoir’s statement that ‘One is not
born a woman, one becomes one’ she describes as the ‘most idiotic
pronouncement of the century’: the childless, ‘mentally frigid’ Beauvoir was not
a model, her relations with Sartre (‘a liar and a hypocrite’) were far from
admirable; her ideas were pre-war. She has not bothered to read Elisabeth
Badinter’s latest book because ‘Badinter is a disciple of Beauvoir . . . and
Beauvoir declared war on me’.
Many feminists, while conceding that Antoinette Fouque is intelligent, accuse
her of being megalomaniac, an ‘impostor’ and a ‘cheat’, who has attempted to
take over the women’s movement, by registering the name Mouvement de
Libération des Femmes as her own trademark, so that no other group could use
it. (She says she saved the movement from extinction.) More recently, she has
sued the publishers Plon for using the letter F on the title page of their History of
Women, because that too is a registered trademark of her own publishing house.
(She replies that the feminists want to destroy her, as Sartre and Beauvoir
destroyed Camus, and even more to destroy her publishing firm.) Her disciples,
say the feminists, have been regimented into a sect like the Moonies, becoming
parrots repeating her words: one lapsed follower remembers being told, when
she disagreed with the leader’s views: ‘That is because you do not love us
enough.’ Both sides suspect the other of bad faith and overweening ambition.
Animosity against dissenters and heretics has, historically, been far more vicious
than hostility to wholehearted enemies.
Personal vendettas and power struggles have, of course, been endemic in
France’s intellectual life, in which Antoinette Fouque is an active participant and
which she describes again using military metaphors. The first enemy she
encountered when she began her bid to become a theorist was Sartre, whom she
saw as the leader of the ‘ancients’, published by Gallimard, ‘the Bank of France
of the literary establishment’. Against him were ranged the ‘moderns’, published
by Seuil, founded as part of the Resistance during the war. (‘Why did Beauvoir
not join the Resistance, instead of cycling around the country, having affairs?’
she asks.) Each side had its own journals, used as ‘veritable machines of war’,
hurling slanders, ‘knives at the ready’. Each side invented formulae,
encapsulating their theories, which were like war cries designed to silence their
opponents. Lovers of literature and ideas, she says, were fascinated by this
‘theoretical war . . . even when they did not wholly understand the precious
language used, bordering on incomprehensibility’; but she herself found
participating in it ‘very hard’, rejecting accusations that she, too, influenced by
the word play of Lacan, became incomprehensible. To her, Sartre and Beauvoir
were ‘tyrants’, but their opponents were ‘an oligarchy’, exercising a ‘terrorism’
over those who disagreed with them. Baudelaire had said, ‘Art is a battle in
which the artist cries with pain before being defeated.’ Sollers still says,
‘Literature is an art of battle.’
In her youth, Antoinette Fouque started writing a doctoral thesis on the subject
of the ‘avant-garde in literature’, and that is still the place she wants to have,
independent of the great masters and of every clan: she attacks women who, she
claims, are winning fame in the shadow of men, citing Julia Kristeva, for
example, ‘the wife of the Pharaoh Sollers’ (whose book, Les Femmes, she calls
‘a manifesto of misogyny’). ‘I was penalised by all, even the women, though less
so by Hélène Cixous’ – but then she was Cixous’ publisher and called her the
greatest writer in the French language, and indeed in the world. When Elisabeth
Badinter wrote on the occasion of Simone de Beauvoir’s death, ‘Women owe her
everything’, Antoinette Fouque was contemptuous: she retorted that Simone
Signoret had five times more mourners at her funeral. When the philosopher
Althusser murdered his wife and was saved from prosecution by his friends,
Antoinette Fouque annoyed them by declaring that they should have been more
sorry for the wife.
‘My opponents did not want to debate with me on the pretext that I would
always end up being right.’ The combination of isolation and insult was ‘very
painful’, and in the early 1980s, finding it intolerable, she escaped to California
for four years of recuperation by the ocean. But then she returned to fight again.
Now she is something of an elder stateswoman, decorated with the Legion of
Honour, and awarded a doctorate in political science by the University of Paris
8. Her thesis is like no other, a collection of her speeches, proclamations,
interviews and newspaper articles over the years, in five volumes, with only a
brief introductory ‘synthesis’, but even so there is more thought in these
unacademic pronouncements than in many learned dissertations. She knows her
writings have been important, but she is determined to win public recognition of
the fact.
Does she imagine she is a new Cortés, able to conquer a continent with a few
horsemen? No, she says, she thinks of herself as a little girl, three and a half
years old, as she appears in a rare, treasured photograph, already mature, already
what she has remained. Timidity is not what her enemies associate with her, but
beneath her audacity and implacability there is a sense of fragility, a fear of
being squashed by others: in her refusal to join any party but her own, there is a
terror of institutions as ‘great intimidators’, ‘constraining’, demanding
submission. ‘My first reaction is to say yes, and my second one to say yes but.
My aggression comes after a period of sympathy.’ Having a father who was a
Corsican labourer ‘made me humble, it was one source of my timidity. . . . I was
not dominating when I was an adolescent, I hated originality and did not want to
be distinguished; I did not want to go in for competitive examinations; when I
went shopping, I let other people go ahead of me in the queue. Simone de
Beauvoir did that to me, and I let her pass. . . . I don’t like to be defiant. The
image I like to have of myself is of a person who is open and friendly. The
qualities I appreciate above all are gratitude and courage, not a utopian courage,
but the courage to get up in the morning every day.’
Some of her conclusions parallel those of Germaine Greer, who has ended up
seeing her ideal in the Indian family, where sons love their mothers above all
other women, and who illuminated the meaning of contentment by studying her
pregnant cat. The torment of timidity echoes the experience of Gloria Steinem.
However, Antoinette Fouque has never published a book, because she is never
satisfied with what she writes, ‘because I am afraid of writing and because I
have been attacked for crimes I did not commit’. Having written her memories
and announced their publication, she decided not to publish.
‘I am not without hatred. When I am the object of hatred, I see the hatred in
me; psychoanalysis enables me to sublimate it into creative or militant activity.
There is frustration inside me. What I am most conscious of is jealousy, which
lurks under hatred, jealousy of what others will not give you, love for example,
or of what others can be and you cannot. If you create something, others will be
jealous. The more creative you are, the more enemies you have. The more
creative people become, the more tensions there will be. We live in a world of
savage narcissism, where everybody wants to be first. We are moving towards a
terrible narcissistic war, because the more women succeed, the more there will
be a backlash.’ So, for all her optimism, she predicts that before the end of the
century there will be an apocalyptic ‘genocide of women’. The rapes of
Yugoslavia are a warning of horrors to come.
Antoinette Fouque is accused of being sectarian and dogmatic, and yet
declares that what she hates above all is sectarianism and dogmatism. She says,
‘I have a very weak ego. But after every blow, I forget. I do not think I am
unlikeable. When I was a schoolteacher, I was much loved by the children. I am
a very happy person.’ Being surrounded by admirers may explain why she has
not given more consistent attention to her public relations: though she has
occasionally approached top agencies to help her, they have achieved little.
‘Looking back, I was stupid with the press. I did not understand the media. I
didn’t appreciate its power. Mine was the timidity of a French intellectual. What
I was interested in was knowledge.’
Calvin and Luther were both Protestants, but their followers took about four
centuries to stop eyeing each other with mistrust. Communists and socialists,
though both defenders of the working class, did their best to hasten each other’s
demise. On the occasion of the bicentenary of the French Revolution, and of the
rapes in Yugoslavia, Antoinette Fouque did succeed in rallying many women
outside her own persuasion into common protests, but she noticed that some did
not greet her, while others did so only secretly. What would she do if, as a
psychoanalyst, she was confronted by a fascist? Her answer is that she would try
and direct his hatred to a different object, where it did no harm. But how can the
personal animosities around her, which have upset her so much, be eliminated?
She has no ready answer.
Patching up coalitions with hypocrisy, while continuing to hate one another, is
the traditional remedy, not worth inheriting. Hoping that a common enemy can
efface the memory of old disputes, among women who genuinely disagree about
their vision of the future, is not a remedy at all. My view is that the whole notion
of what to do about enemies needs to be rethought.
Antoinette Fouque is not a typical leader of the women’s movement – nobody
is – but I have chosen her because even with her prodigious psychoanalytical
erudition, she is foxed by this problem. She says, ‘The adversary is perhaps he
who is in me and whom I do not want to recognise in myself.’ I want to
investigate another approach. The deeper roots of these wars go beyond her
psychology or her timidity. She has not been able to rid herself of an ancient,
monarchical and military tradition, which the working-class movement also
adopted, and in which the women’s movement persisted, that the way to get
justice is to declare war on your oppressors. The victory of both movements has
been only partial for the same reason: never in the whole of history has war been
a wholly efficient method of achieving one’s aims.
So far, humans have used three strategies to deal with their enemies: fight them,
run away or somehow manage to love them. But none of these methods has been
particularly successful, and the world is still full of enemies.
The problem with trying to destroy one’s enemies has been that it has become
increasingly difficult to do so, despite the wonders of high technology. When
people believed in witches and could cast spells on each other, there were fairly
simple ways of finding the culprit responsible for every misfortune. In 1829, a
farmer of Maine-et-Loire called Poirier consulted a diviner to discover why his
wife was ill; he was told that if he prayed in front of a jug of water, her enemy
would be revealed; he imagined he saw the face of his brother-in-law in the
water, and promptly killed him. At the same time, in Carney (Marne), a veteran
of the battle of Austerlitz, unable to rid himself of the vermin that infested him,
assaulted his neighbours, convinced they had cast a spell on him. In Ardres (Pas
de Calais), a man grievously wounded an old lady, because she had unexpectedly
greeted him in the street and he feared she meant him harm. Sorcery was a sign
that people saw enmity everywhere, even in the glance of a stranger, but it was
also a protection. Today, however, the malice of neighbours, the resentments of
squabbling families and the envy of colleagues can no longer be eliminated by
magic. Misfortune is now the result of elusive social or economic forces, in the
face of which the individual feels bewildered. This means that there are ever
more potential threats, personal and impersonal, institutions, regulations and
mechanical gadgets which backfire.
There was a time when settling private disputes by force was a private matter,
but then laws put an end to that kind of liberty. The first industry to be
nationalised was that concerned with the destruction of enemies: only kings and
nations were henceforth allowed to eliminate those who displeased them. One
would have thought that after so many centuries of fighting, they would have
purged the universe of enemies, but that did not happen, because war became a
way of life. If the great conquerors have any message for private individuals, it is
that the more they conquered, the more they were on the look-out for new
enemies. As early as the fourth century BC, an Indian treatise on how to govern,
the Kautiliya Arthasastra, advised kings to make war on all those who were
weaker than themselves, and to treat every neighbour as a natural enemy.
Machiavelli reinforced this advice when he said, ‘Princes should have no other
thought but war.’ Invariably, the more guns and soldiers they commanded, the
more power they felt they needed to tackle the next enemy. Within a few weeks
of the Allied victory over Germany in 1945, the CIA was preparing a campaign
plan for a possible war against the USSR. Nations have been just as prolific as
kings in discovering new enemies. The military historian Quincy Wright has
calculated that, in Europe, war has increased on the following scale, taking into
account not only its duration but also the size of the fighting forces, the
proportion of combatants to the total population and the number of casualties:
12th century: 18
13th: 24
14th: 60
15th: 100
16th: 180
17th: 500
18th: 370
19th: 120
20th, until 1945: 3080
The Second World War, whose horrors were expected to cure humanity of its
love of fighting, was followed, between 1945 and 1990, by some 160 armed
conflicts in various parts of the globe. Nor is it just tyrants who make war:
between its foundation and 1965, the USA had only twenty years when its army
or navy was not in active operations somewhere. Britain participated in more
wars than any other European country, seventy-five of them between 1480 and
1945. France came next, with 72. Absolutist Spain had 64, Russia 61. In the
sixteenth and seventeenth centuries, the major European powers were at war for
65 per cent of the time; that figure fell to 38, 28 and 18 per cent over the next
three centuries, but if colonial wars are taken into consideration, fighting hardly
ever stopped. Though the number of days devoted to battle has diminished, as
well as the proportion of people who have been killed, the percentage of the
population involved in hostilities, and of civilians injured, has increased.
In 1898 The War of the Future, by Ivan S. Bloch, published in St Petersburg,
argued that war had become so costly, so murderous, and so complicated, that it
was impossible to win, and war was therefore bound to become obsolete. In
1991 another book, On Future War by Martin van Creveld, modified the
prediction, saying that it is only nations which have lost the power to win
victories: their ‘incredible fighting machines and vast armies will crumble into
dust’ because although they are theoretically able to destroy each other, in
practice they dare not use their most lethal weapons and they are incapable of
coping with terrorists, who do not abide by the conventions of war. The defeat of
colonialism marked the end of an era in the fight against enemies: small
movements of rebels were able to defeat large empires. Then the USA found it
could not impose its will on Vietnam, nor Russia on Afghanistan. The United
Nations could not stop the Yugoslav war. Big wars, backed by high technology,
are being replaced by low-intensity conflicts, a multitude of guerrilla wars, a
revival of intermittent tribal harassment, which will baffle organised nations.
Accumulating weaponry is futile; the future lies with small groups resisting large
ones, sniping at them, not destroying them, but wearing them down, making life
uncomfortable and dangerous. And in private life, the thunderous battles to bring
down great institutions like marriage have been abandoned; instead individual
divorces, cohabitations, separations are creating a mosaic of unclassifiable
confrontations.
The second difficulty about fighting one’s enemies is the growing realisation
that fighting often ends up having no purpose other than the fighting itself. Sun
Tzu, who is considered to be one of the greatest of all military theorists (his Art
of War, written in the fifth century BC, is still studied by generals), advised that
‘to subdue the enemy without fighting is the supreme excellence’. But for most
of history, the world has been ruled by professional soldiers who considered
themselves to be engaged in the most noble of all occupations. When the hero of
the American Civil War, General Robert E. Lee, confessed, ‘It is good that war is
so terrible or else we would love it too much’, he made it clear that, for soldiers,
it has been the fight itself, and the skills it demands and the thrills it offers,
which are more important than the ultimate fate of the enemy. They have wanted
to kill dissatisfaction with themselves more than their foe. Adventure and honour
have been their goals. The knights of medieval chivalry fought in order to win
approval from God, from their lords, from their beloved lady, to convince
themselves that they were not contemptible. If they made money in the process
of fighting, captured booty and acquired more land, that helped, but it was only a
means. War has remained prestigious so long as it has been valued as the most
dangerous of all excitements.
Even unwilling conscripts, having suffered the terrible torments of the two
world wars, have not infrequently looked back on them as the happiest years of
their lives, because they found in war what they had searched for in vain in the
monotony of their ordinary existence. When they put their lives at risk, they
discovered how much they valued life, in its simplest form, much more than the
vanities which accumulate around it. When they confronted an enemy they
realised how precious a friend was. In the trenches and in moments of danger,
comradeship could sometimes achieve the intensity of love, a sense of
belonging, a comforting certainty that they would do anything to help those who
faced the same perils as themselves, who would do the same for them, oblivious
of all risks. Pride in joint achievements, eliminating selfishness and the
jealousies of status, was sustained by a determination not to be unworthy of the
life-and-death trust that each placed in his colleague. They had no choice but to
transcend themselves, to reveal qualities they never suspected they had, to be
more heroic, loyal, proud – even egalitarian – than they ever thought possible, to
concentrate the mind so that no other worries troubled them but mere survival,
not just for themselves but for those who had suddenly become brothers and who
not long ago had been strangers. That at any rate was how some remembered
war when its horrors ceased to be present, and they consoled themselves for their
sacrifices with the belief that they had found a higher meaning in life, defending
their nation or their principles. The brave felt bound together like a nobility,
hating the cowards and malingerers in safe jobs away from the front line much
more than the enemy. Humans have continued to fight wars not merely because
they cannot agree, but even more because so many of them have loved the
exhilarating sensations it created. Animosity against enemies has been a
steadfast substitute for positive goals in life.
‘Hatred is holy,’ said Zola, who fought the enemies of Dreyfus not just from
love of justice, but because he enjoyed fighting, and believed that he did not
truly exist unless he was being attacked. So he rejoiced that he had made ‘pride
and hate my two companions. . . . I have felt younger and more courageous after
each one of my revolts against the platitudes of my time. . . . If I am worth
anything today, it is because I stand alone and because I know how to hate.’ The
more the two sides hated each other, the more they had in common, but that was
ignored.
Anthropologists have found tribes which never fight, and which praise
timidity, but they are not models to imitate, for they are obsessed by the fear of
violence. Tribes have also been found which fight all the time, but which have to
sustain their aggression by drugs or other stimuli; even cannibals are frightened
by their own ferocity, and paradoxically drink the blood of their victims to calm
themselves down, to liberate themselves from the feeling that they have become
tigers.
Working oneself up into a rage was once almost a form of art: ‘Sweeter by far
than the honeycomb is wrath,’ said Homer. Divine fury used to be admired as
heroic. In the last couple of centuries anger has lost its prestige; not that it is
diminishing, but people are beginning to be ashamed of their anger.
Nevertheless, an Australian enquiry – the only one of its kind – found that anger
was experienced five times more frequently than sympathy.
So there has been little progress in the art of confronting enemies. Once an
enemy is identified, propaganda now multiplies proofs of his depravity to
reinforce the hostility, on the assumption that people find it gratifying to have
their opinions confirmed. For example, John Foster Dulles, the US Secretary of
State during the Cold War, when confronted with any new information about the
USSR, systematically ignored anything that challenged his judgement of his
opponent as an implacable and dishonest enemy. There is a firmly established
tradition which encourages enemies to blind themselves to each other’s point of
view. On this basis, war can continue for ever. And what helps it to continue is
that private individuals are prisoners of attitudes of mind which make them seek
out enemies, just like nations.
If you believe that there are people who despise you or wish you harm, if you
have simmering inside you not just a fear of them, but a loathing and a disgust at
the very sight of them, if you are convinced that they and you are totally
incompatible, then it may be that your deepest roots stretch back into ancient
Persia, and that you are an unwitting disciple of the prophet Zarathustra, who
lived in the tenth century BC. His recommendations on how to react to enemies
are still widely followed, particularly in the West, even if he is remembered only
because his priests, the Magi, visited the Infant Jesus. Until Zarathustra had the
idea that there was only one true god, and that all other gods were really wicked
and hateful demons, enemies were different from what they have become. It
used to be silly to imagine that one had implacable enemies, when what
happened was believed to depend on the whims of a large number of gods and
ancestor spirits, and on one’s performing the appropriate rituals to win their
favour; there was no need to hate those who harmed one, because magic and
sacrifice and prayer were more practical ways of dealing with them. The most
ancient divinities were thought of as having the power to be either helpful or
nasty, and much depended on how one treated them. Zarathustra replaced that
with the belief that life was a perpetual battle, that every individual was
surrounded by enemies, ruled over by Satan – the arch-enemy who hated one
irrespective of what one did, just for being human.
Zarathustra put all the blame for the opposition which his prophesyings
aroused on Satan. Only wickedness could explain that opposition, he thought.
Satan refused to understand him, told lies about him: Satan was The Lie. That is
how the all-purpose scapegoat was born, and nothing has paralysed intelligence
more than the search for scapegoats. There was no need to probe the motives or
the difficulties of one’s enemies, once one learnt to spot Satan in them, and so to
hate them. Several great religions took up the idea that it was a duty to fight
Satan, who hid behind the people one disagreed with. Cardinal Newman wrote,
‘One must learn to hate before one can learn to love.’ Zarathustra explained how
to find the right object for one’s hatred, whom to blame for every misfortune. In
other respects, he was a prophet of generous instincts, whose ideal was that
people should be peaceful and neighbourly; but he could not understand those
who rejected his ideas; he could not understand disagreement.
Scholars now dispute about how much of his doctrine he invented himself.
His religion has officially almost vanished. Today, only the Parsees, of whom
there are now less than 60,000, found mainly in Bombay, do him homage, but
they have inherited a much modified doctrine; made wealthy by their dedication
to education and hard work, they became India’s leading industrialists and have
quite lost Zarathustra’s obsession with enemies. Iran, where they originally
flourished, of course became Muslim, and cultured Iranians, in developing a
civilisation devoted to refinement and subtlety, were probably the people who
altered Zarathustra’s simple teachings most thoroughly: their mystics saw Satan
as the inventor of poetry; their poets revelled in the consolation that nothing
should be accepted as being what it appeared to be, and used ambivalence as a
means of protecting themselves against oppressors. The ceremony in the
pilgrimage to Mecca, where the faithful throw stones to symbolise their hatred of
Satan, represents only one part of what the Koran says about how to treat
enemies. Zarathustra lives not in a particular part of the world, but in a
temperament.
He is the prophet of those who hate uncertainty above all else, who wish to
eliminate doubt, having suffered from it and found it torture. He is the
inspiration of those who are not interested in their enemies as individuals, nor
care to know that these enemies might not be fully committed to the other side,
or as hostile as they seem. His splitting of the world into friends and enemies
made it possible for people who were perfectly gentle in private to condemn
others to the stake, or wage holy war on them, or terrorise and punish them
without ever having met them, without listening to explanations, precisely
because they did not want to know their enemy.
It is the silence between enemies that emerges most powerfully from the
history of their confrontations. Silences can be broken. Mutual ignorance of each
other’s fragility prevented enemies from exchanging any emotions other than
anger or hatred. Humans have continued to develop hatred in the same way as
they have fallen in love, by a visceral reaction, or they have taken it for granted
that enmity is the inevitable consequence of the way the world is made. But
fabricating enemies is one of the oldest and busiest of human industries, and the
raw material may be nothing more than hurt pride and anger, gradually
hardening until the manufacturers become prisoners of their hatred. When they
do not choose their enemies for themselves, others do so on their behalf. Hitler
wrote, ‘The art of all truly great national leaders consists among other things
primarily in not dividing the attention of a people, but in concentrating it upon a
single foe.’ There is no reason why that kind of thinking should last for ever.
When the German Democratic Republic collapsed in 1990, it was discovered
that the secret police had files on six million individuals, over a third of its
population: close friends, even members of the same family, had been
denouncing one another as enemies. That may seem an aberration of a paranoid
regime. But other countries might be surprised if they started collecting statistics
about who is engaged in a secret war against whom.
What is the alternative? Before I go into that, I must investigate the two other
ancient ways of coping with enemies: running away, and enveloping them in
love.
All humans are, by origin, escapists. All are descended from ancestors who
migrated from Africa and Asia. Every religion has been an escape from the
sordidness of real life, a withdrawal from the aching body into the safe haven of
the soul. When religions have become too conventional and superficial, there
have always been escapes into mysticism and fundamentalism, away from
reality. Industrial society began as an escape from poverty. Now it has become
an escape from work to leisure, hobbies and sport. But even a civilisation
dedicated to leisure contains enemies, so the art of escape has been refined still
further: detachment, humour and parody have been cultivated to prevent any
worry from being taken too seriously. The escape route from marriage to divorce
and back again is a motorway to which new lanes are being added all the time.
More humans have run away from their enemies than have fought them. Escape
has been an unrecognised art, because the many forms it takes have never been
seen as a unified response to life.
A survey of Americans born between 1946 and 1966 found only 10 per cent
who were aggressive ‘competitors’ in the way they tackled their daily problems.
Far more built their lives around the art of escape: 25 per cent were ‘pleasure
seekers’, 15 per cent felt they were ‘trapped’ and did not know how to escape; 28
per cent were ‘content’ because they had ‘survived’. Only 20 per cent were fully
satisfied because they had a balanced life. According to the Harvard Business
School professor responsible for these findings, if his respondents had been more
honest, even more would have admitted to being trapped. At any rate, a case
study of an American firm of accountants, published in 1992, found that only 6
per cent of private grievances among its members produced accusations and
protests; 21 per cent preferred to suffer in silence. The majority ran away from
their enemies: 31 per cent ‘temporarily avoided’ them, 14 per cent adopted an
attitude of ‘strategic alienation’, 8 per cent sought counselling. In Britain, only
18 per cent of the population admit to having made a verbal complaint in a shop,
and only 2 per cent to having taken part in a demonstration or boycott.
Running away has its philosophy and its devotees, no less interesting than
those of war or rebellion. The most vocal modern advocate of escape as a way of
life has been Henri Laborit, the scientist who invented one of the most widely
used of modern tranquillisers, Largactil: that is the great escape route from pain
and worry. Ever since, he has been using the royalties from his chemical
discoveries to finance research into alternatives to aggression. In Alain Resnais’
film Mon Oncle d’Amérique, he told the world that science confirmed the
opinion of the ancient sages for whom to run away was the truest wisdom.
Avoid confrontation, says Laborit, because its only result is to establish an
order of dominance, such as monkeys seek when they fight to decide who may
mate with whom. Once you are caught in the competition for superiority, you
lose your independence. The purpose of life – he speaks as a biologist – is to
survive, which requires one to keep calm, to avoid stress. He has measured the
stress of rats he tormented in his laboratory: those he allowed to run away into
another compartment had a normal blood pressure one week after the
experiments. However, when he prevented the rats from escaping, even a month
later their blood pressure was still high; when they can find no way out, they
develop ulcers and lose weight, and hope, so that when the cage is opened, they
are too frightened to escape. A third set of rats were put in cages in pairs, and
while prevented from escaping, were allowed to fight each other; after being
subjected to the same torments, their blood pressure remained normal. Fighting
and running away, he concludes, are alternative ways of countering stress; but
fighting, if successful, becomes addictive and draws you into the stress of a
competitive life; moreover, there will be occasions when it is impossible to fight
your competitors, so you will fight against yourself, and that will produce stress.
It is better, he insists, to run away.
And when circumstances do not permit you to escape physically, you can do
so in your thoughts. The imagination is the only part of you which nobody and
no group can touch. You may be powerless, but in your imagination you can
transform the world. The best escapologists are artists who abstract themselves
from the realities of daily life and from the constraints of hierarchy; they create
worlds of their own, expressing their independence and originality. Laborit does
not advocate running away in order to avoid emotion, for that would leave you
colourless and indifferent. Every artist must be a dissatisfied person, even an
anxious one, but being an artist means that one is dedicated to discovering ways
of making that anxiety fruitful and beautiful.
Of course, the employees of a mean and nasty boss cannot always escape,
because they would simply be condemning themselves to unemployment. They
cannot always fight, because there is a hierarchy organised to paralyse them. So
they become ‘inhibited’. People who do not have enough information to decide
how to react to a threat also become inhibited, as they do when they have too
much information. Inhibitions engrave themselves in the memory, which,
mindful of past failures, discourages action and so encourages more failures.
Laborit has found a chemical which inhibits inhibition, though new problems
then arose. Meanwhile he urges people to escape from their inhibitions in every
way possible, by talking, or writing, or getting angry, or insulting those who
annoy them. Otherwise the inhibitions will destroy their health, by inhibiting
their immune system, and they will develop psychosomatic illnesses, which is a
way of punishing oneself when others fail to understand one.
However, he does not claim that his solution is a formula for happiness.
Reflecting on his own life, he admits he has had trouble escaping. ‘I have a
pathological need to be mothered, and to be protected in my work,’ he says. His
work has been a long, unceasing battle with his superiors, who thought him
quarrelsome and insubordinate. He protested that promotion was given for
licking the boots of the establishment and conforming to its values, not for
professional achievements. ‘I should have liked to have lived in the age of
chivalry,’ he says, but the nearest he got to it was being a surgeon in the French
navy, where he claims the chivalrous spirit still lives. However, his employers
did not appreciate him enough, offering him early retirement, refusing him the
promotion to which his seniority entitled him (he never became Surgeon
General, as he believes he should have). He managed to escape into a research
job in a military hospital (though he does not like soldiers, nor merchants, nor
various other categories). His temperament, as he himself confesses, is
aggressive, and has been since childhood. It is no accident that he has devoted
himself to studying mood-altering drugs and painkillers, and that his other
inventions include anaesthesis by artificial hibernation. He still deeply resents
the French medical establishment’s failure to recognise the importance of his
work; only foreign countries have honoured him with prizes, including the
Lasker prize, which in forty-five cases has been followed by the award of the
Nobel prize, but he did not get that.
Making friends was not what he was best at; all his friendships, he says, date
from his childhood; since then, he has known only competitors. That is not
strictly true, for a circle of admirers has grown around him: Alain Resnais, for
example, cured himself of some of his gloom by reading Laborit’s books, which
was why he made his film. And Laborit, in his seventies, fell in love with a
much younger woman, with whom he and his wife now form a trio, which is
‘neither completely satisfying nor frustrating’. The most serious failing he
recognises in himself is that he is not a woman, for women know how to use
both hemispheres of the brain and thus achieve a more balanced life. At any rate,
there are things he cannot escape from; it is not a perfect solution by his own
admission, but it offers respite.
To ask what the practical results of escape might be is to miss the point of
escape, which includes escape from purpose. Those who want a purpose must
look beyond escape.
Henri Laborit, Éloge de la fuite, Laffont, 1976; Henri Laborit, La Vie antérieure,
Grasset, 1990; Dorothy Rabinowitz, New Lives: Survivors of the Holocaust
Living in America, Knopf, 1976; Vladimir Bukovsky, To Build a Castle: My Life
as a Dissenter, Viking, NY, 1977; M. Magdelaine and Rudolf von Thadden, Le
Refuge huguenot, A. Colin, 1985; Dino Cinel, The National Integration of
Italian Return Migration, 1870–1929, Cambridge UP, 1991; M. M. Ktitz et al.,
International Migration Systems, Oxford UP, 1992; A. Hourani and N. Shehadi,
The Lebanese in the World: A Century of Emigration, Tauris, 1992; Jerome L.
Singer, Daydreaming and Fantasy, Oxford UP, 1981.
Roderick Phillips, Putting Asunder: A History of Divorce in Western Society,
Cambridge UP, 1988; Roderick Phillips, Family Breakdown in Late Eighteenth-
Century France: Divorces in Rouen, 1792–1803, Oxford UP, 1982; Dominique
Dessertine, Divorcer à Lyon sous la Révolution et l’Empire, Lyon UP, 1981; H.
Kent Geiger, The Family in Soviet Russia, Harvard UP, 1968 (on the very high
divorce rates after the Revolution); G. B. Spanier and Linda Thompson, Parting:
The Aftermath of Separation and Divorce, Sage, 1987; Elizabeth Martin, Second
Time Round: How Divorce Affects Future Relationships, Macdonald, 1989;
Sandra S. Kahn, The Ex-Wife Syndrome, Ebury, 1990; Mavis Maclean, Surviving
Divorce, Macmillan, 1991.
Jerome David Levin, Alcoholism, Hemisphere, NY, 1990; G. E. Valiant, A
Natural History of Alcoholism, Harvard, 1993; David F. Musto, The American
Disease: Origins of Narcotic Control, Yale, 1973; Q. J. Rorabaugh, The
Alcoholic Republic: An American Tradition, Oxford UP, NY, 1979; Herbert
Fingarette, Heavy Drinking: The Myth of Alcoholism as a Disease, California
UP, 1988; H. B. and H. C. Jones, Sensual Drugs: Deprivation and Rehabilitation
of the Mind, Cambridge UP, 1977; Timothy Leary, Flashbacks: An
Autobiography, Heinemann, 1983; John Rosecrance, Gambling Without Guilt:
The Legitimation of an American Pastime, Cole, Pacific Grove, California, 1980.
14
SHE HAS HAD misgivings about how people treat each other since the age of
twelve. The first sign she gave was when she suddenly stopped speaking to her
parents for several months, and began thinking about the fragility of adults, their
tendency to fall to pieces. Their world seemed to be held together with a glue
made of hypocrisy: her Alsatian father felt bound to obey his employer – ‘a
detestable man who used him as a whipping boy’. The first decision of her life
was that he had chosen the wrong road: injustice should not be allowed to do as
it pleased. But who would be her allies against it? She could not understand why
her father did not rebel. Nor did her elder sister rebel. In the slums where she
now works, she still cannot understand why some rebel against their humiliation,
but others do not.
Marie-Thérèse Gaab was a solitary child, seeking refuge in the music of her
violin. ‘Nobody could understand me. My parents nicknamed me Cohn-Bendit
and sent me to a boarding school, where I played truant, taking my violin with
me. When I saw boys fighting, I tried to stop them.’ She felt some affinity with
her German mother, whose strong character she admired, but communication
with adults was difficult. No teacher at school, no professor at the university of
Strasbourg held out a hand to her.
A striking beauty, tall and blonde, she married Michel Krieger, whose body
had been devastated at the age of three by a rheumatic disease and who, after
eight years in hospital, lived in a wheelchair, radiating intelligence, sensitivity
and triumph over suffering. He is the very opposite of submissive. Together, they
have been replying to injustice, each in their own way.
As an artist, he has now attracted international attention, by reflecting the cold
glare cast on the handicapped back to the supposedly normal public. He paints,
for example, giant walls, with a tiny door. When you look carefully, you are not
sure whether the door lets you out or lets others in. He reveals humans to be like
molluscs, constructing shells around themselves, seeking protection from
dangers they prefer not to know too much about. The boundaries between them
become, in his work, puzzles rather than obstacles, interrogations of prejudice
which are at once haunting and serene. Sometimes he feels that having married
and had children and received recognition, he has melted the frozen looks that
his appearance at first produces. But only sometimes.
She says he has come nearer to curing himself of the sense of being excluded
than she has. For her work is with children for whom all doors seem to be
immovably shut, in a school where nine-tenths of the pupils are from homes
below the official poverty line. The high-rise blocks stand like scattered trees in
a desert, from which there is no escape; there is nothing to do, nowhere to go,
not even a cinema, no other signs of civilisation apart from a police station and
the security men guarding the supermarket. The high culture of Strasbourg
evaporates over the wastelands which separate it from this suburb of Le Neuhof,
where half the population survives on benefits from the social services. ‘It’s a
miracle that the children manage to come to school with their satchel each
morning; they need courage to do so. I can’t do much for them, there’s no way of
overcoming the obstacles in their path. When a girl whose brothers are drug
addicts and whose parents are penniless asks me for help, I can’t change her
family; and after I’ve talked to her, in the evening, she returns to her alcoholic
father and her depressive mother. The pupils leave school without qualifications
and can’t get work. But the school is the only effective institution here; the
pupils would be utterly lost without it; the summer holidays they spend getting
into trouble in the wealthy parts of town. Immigrant unemployed fathers,
humiliated by their inability to support their families, recover their prestige
through religion, become the representatives of God, and demand obedience
from their wives and daughters. But the daughters don’t want to be like their
mothers. They work much harder than the boys at school, and reach out for their
freedom at eighteen.’
What can Marie-Thérèse do for the boy who has been abandoned by his
mother, and whose father is an alcoholic living with four others in a two-roomed
flat? If she had a larger apartment, she would have taken him in herself: ‘He
comes to see me at least five times a day at school, just for a word from me. He
didn’t dare tell his teacher he had no money to pay for the swimming lessons; he
has his pride; he is constantly violent; I’m the only one he will speak to. I
accompanied him to court so that he could find his mother, but she said she
doesn’t want to see any of her children again.’
What can Marie-Thérèse do for a gypsy girl whose father is in prison, who is
the eldest of eight children, whose mother keeps her at home to look after the
rest? ‘I’m revolted by how parents break their children because they find life too
difficult. With different parents, some children would have succeeded
brilliantly.’
Marie-Thérèse never stops being deeply moved by her encounters with such
children; even talking about them brings tears to her eyes; she persists in fighting
for their rights though she feels she cannot do very much for them. Still, she is
someone they can confide in, for often they dare not speak to their parents. ‘If
after talking to a boy over a whole year, I can get him to accept his school, that’s
something. It’s hard for me, because I feel isolated; the teachers say I’m too
lenient, that I listen too much. I can’t do anything about the economic, social,
political problems; I’m only a catalyst; it’s the children who have to win their
freedom themselves. I remain a rebel; I can make things change from the inside,
I change the way they see things: to that extent I believe I am doing well.’
To renew the battle every day, when the battle as a whole can never be won,
takes enormous energy. She gets that strength from Michel. When she returns
from work, to find him painting peacefully in his studio – a back room in their
flat – ‘my worries disappear and I’m in the clouds’.
I have crossed the Atlantic and come to a street whose tarmac is potholed and
littered with trash: few cars pass this way. The buildings are crumbling, boarded
up. Empty spaces are the gravestones of houses that have vanished. The shell of
a factory suggests there were once workers here, taking wages back to their
families, but the people in this street do not work: they just stand, or sit, waiting.
Sometimes they look like scarecrows, their clothes hanging over bent, swollen,
raw bodies. I am in the richest country in the world, which has built its marvels
out of hope, but the eyes which observe my intrusion have no hint of hope in
them. Or are they vultures waiting for prey? No need to be scared: they are
victims, not vultures. They are waiting for the shelter for the homeless to reopen
for the night.
The Pine Street Inn is not one of the tourist attractions of Boston, because this
once beautiful building, with its elegant Italianate tower, is cordoned off by
desolation. Inside it has become a huge garage, except that instead of cars, there
are beds in long rows, several hundred in each dormitory, open plan. During the
day, the guests, as they are called, have to go out into the world; many of them
stand outside in the street, waiting to be readmitted and to have their clothes
fumigated while they sleep. Only the sick are allowed to stay, and they sit
clasping their blotched heads in rough hands, like so many Van Goghs, studies in
still life, except for the occasional angry mumbling to themselves.
For seventeen years Barbara McInnis has been a nurse here, trying to make
the pain go away, with no more success than people in hot countries who shoo
away the flies, only to see them come back again. When she first came, she was
living with a plumber who could see only the violence in the world: he always
carried a gun, ever scared of being robbed. The Wild West has become urbanised
here, an inseparable part of a city full of beauty and culture. The contrast became
unbearable for Barbara, spending the day amid kindness in Pine Street and then
going back to her lover’s violence at home. She left him. With a dozen friends,
she rented a cheap house in Jamaica Plain, bought cheap furniture and lived the
simple life. They made Stone Soup (you beg a carrot from one person, a potato
from another . . . ) and distributed it in a soup van; usually, they also had about
five homeless people living with them. Now she is helping hundreds of them
twenty-four hours a day.
How can she help them? She used to be a nurse employed by the city’s
department of health, where nurses have to do what doctors tell them to. But in
Pine Street she was able to invent her own way. When the shelter first opened,
the organisers made plans, but nothing turned out as expected. Barbara makes no
plans; it was pointless telling the guests how to behave: ‘I am a friend to them.
That is what I do. My longest goal is to hope, if I see a man in the afternoon, that
he will come back in the evening for another dose of medicine. Working here has
meant a constant shortening of goals, to preserve my own sanity. Band Aid
therapy is what I call my work. I have no dream of a different society. I never
think about that. I’m busy surviving, like the guests. I can’t see a new way of
doing things, because I’m too busy surviving. When we started, we had 240
guests. Now they are 780. We are overwhelmed. My work is done minute by
minute. I don’t have any hopes that people will change.’
She used to hope. In the early 1960s, as a radical, she thought Ted Kennedy
was a hypocrite, ‘so I worked for his opponent, who later revealed himself to be
no better’. That was the only time she got involved in politics. Never again. ‘I
feel helpless about who gets into office. Besides, making changes to society is
not what I am good at. I am intuitive. I try not to make judgements. I don’t force
my beliefs. I don’t proselytise. Everybody has the right to choose what they
believe. But I have no tolerance for cults which destroy people’s wills, though I
don’t do anything to change that.’ She says she admires radicals who still have
hope, or who are trying to get a working-class woman elected as governor of
Massachusetts, but adds, ‘Somebody should tell her that she won’t be able to
raise the money, that she hasn’t a chance.’
Feminism once seemed a solution. She once tried to get some local feminists
to help at the shelter as volunteers, ‘but they wouldn’t have anything to do with
us. I had no experience of homeless women, so I asked the women’s clinic to
help us; they made many appointments but never turned up. Feminism has got its
place, but I wouldn’t call myself a feminist; I am not a militant one, though I
believe in the rights of women.’ Planning the future would be like writing fairy
tales.
The down-and-outs who end up in Pine Street do not come to be lectured
about morals or anything else. ‘Some have no morals, they talk about stealing as
though talking about their job.’ And what does she talk to them about? ‘I ask
them how much they have begged.’ She herself does not give money to beggars
except on Sunday. For the people she moves among, ‘money is not a big value’.
Some need money because they are alcoholics, but though they ask for money, a
conversation is as good for their loneliness as money. The world which is
concerned with money is a different, outside world, which, she says, ‘has a right
to its beliefs: if I was in their place, I might do the same. I don’t feel horror at the
consumer society.’
Where does she get her energy to continue? From the need of her guests. And
from St Francis of Assisi, whom she has studied. In her free time, she attends
meetings of his followers, the Young Catholics, mostly in poorly paid jobs.
‘Spiritually, I feel I belong with those people.’ After Mass, they have a
discussion, a drink in a bar, go dancing. But belonging has become more difficult
because for security reasons they now lock the doors, and her work stops her
being able to get in on time.
Though Barbara lives from minute to minute, dismissing all long-term plans,
she is nevertheless waiting, as everybody in the world is waiting. ‘I am still
living in the 1970s. I need to change or I won’t survive.’ The only new thing she
has learnt in twenty years is how to use a computer. Her mother is sick, and takes
up a lot of her energy. ‘When my mother dies I will be able to change.’ Though
she needs more time (like everybody else) to be able to work out how to change,
she believes she will change only when ‘things are not certain for me’. What she
is doing at the moment is so pressing, so necessary, that she is very certain she
ought to be doing it. It will need a great spiritual trauma to shake her out of her
routine. Meanwhile the world goes on as it has, and she continues to put
dressings on the sores of vagabonds who were indistinguishable not so long ago
from the city’s ordinary residents: one is a former lawyer, whose father was a
Supreme Court judge; another is a doctor destroyed by drink; others have lost
their skills, or their jobs, or their families, or their homes, as people lose the keys
to their front door. They have slipped on banana skins, and been catapulted into a
lonely planet.
In Pine Street, Boston, I also found the descendant of an Alsatian family
which had emigrated to the USA, and prospered, and sent one of its children to
Harvard and then to Oxford, an education which culminated in a brilliant
doctoral thesis on socialism in nineteenth-century France (which is of course all
about hope). But the author of it decided that rather than pursue a conventional
academic career, and rather than fight all the forces that have made the world
what it is, he preferred to mitigate humanity’s sufferings on a daily basis; and
now he lives frugally and humbly, caring for these homeless people. He has
learnt too much to believe in panaceas: when it comes to making arrangements
for the future, he is baffled, his brow creases; he hesitates even to make
appointments a few days in advance. But when he moves among his broken,
hurting, crumbling guests, he seems to feel that here at last all illusions and
hypocrisies are stripped away; he does not have to pretend to be better than he is
or to wonder what he is worth; there is a soft, gentle, cheerful look on his face,
the look of one who can see dignity beneath the suffering, and whose reward is
being able to say a kind word to a human in despair.
In 1944 the mother of the poet Yevtushenko travelled from Siberia to Moscow,
where she witnessed a procession of 20,000 German prisoners of war marching
through the streets. The generals strutted at their head, oozing contempt,
determined to show that they still considered themselves superior. ‘The bastards
smell of perfume,’ someone shouted. The crowd yelled its hatred. The women
waved their clenched fists in anger, and the police had great difficulty in holding
them back. But when the Russians saw how pitifully thin and ragged the
ordinary German soldiers were, dirty, battered and completely miserable, many
of them hobbling on crutches, the street became silent. Suddenly, an elderly
woman broke through the cordon and held out a crust of bread to one of the
soldiers. Then from every side, other women copied her, giving food, cigarettes,
whatever they had with them. ‘The soldiers were no longer enemies. They were
people.’ But such spontaneous outbursts of compassion have seldom been more
than rainbows in the sky; they have not changed the climate; they have not so far
stimulated a desire to listen to what enemies have to say.
Since the world began, compassion has been the most frustrated of emotions,
more so than sex. Individual humans have normally felt attracted by only a small
minority of the opposite sex, but when they have recognised suffering in almost
anybody, they have frequently been deeply moved. Nevertheless, they have gone
to great lengths to prevent compassion disturbing their other priorities. All sorts
of philosophies and prejudices have been like chastity belts, keeping it firmly
under control. Impulses of generosity by tribes, nations or groups have
repeatedly withered away; but then suddenly they reappear, usually through the
example of an eccentric individual, who breaks the convention that people
should concentrate their compassion on their own families and beware of
strangers. The obstacles that humans have created to prevent themselves from
feeling compassion have accumulated over the centuries, reinforcing a persistent
reluctance to get to know an enemy or a stranger personally or intimately.
The first obstacle has been a taboo against feeling compassion for the wrong
person. Confucius (551–479 BC) drew a series of circles of compassion around
the individual, of diminishing intensity, suggesting that one should love one’s
father most warmly, then one’s family, then others in lesser degree according to
their distance from the core: filial piety teaches ‘how to love and how to hate
people’. In other civilisations, too, ‘good breeding’ has meant knowing when to
give and when to restrict one’s compassion. Confucius’ attitude was widely
shared in every continent, because there seemed to be no wholly satisfactory
alternative. Mo-Tzu (479–389 BC), who in ancient times was as famous as
Confucius, asked, ‘If everyone in the world practised all-embracing love (loving
everyone as they loved themselves) . . . would there be thieves or robbers?
Would clans contend among themselves? Would states attack each other?’ But
there have been few humans who have loved everybody. Compassion has only
been a truly powerful force when it has been felt for a particular individual, by
an individual. All efforts to organise it as a system, in which everyone is treated
equally, have spread it so thinly as to render it invisible. Mo-Tzu, and the many
utopians who have repeated his ideas, wanted compassion to be not an emotion
but a choice, a duty, a recognition of how things ought to be, denying that it
needed to involve personal affection. He distrusted the emotions because they
seemed too unreliable a basis for justice. The welfare state has agreed with him.
So today compassion is carefully rationed.
There are no statistics to say how often perfect strangers have come to the aid
of the sick and the sad, expecting no reward, simply because they were moved
by suffering, and because grief is humanity’s common enemy; if there were,
many civilisations would probably seem less magnificent than their monuments
suggest. But it is possible, to a limited extent, to observe compassion rise and
fall and change its shape by watching the way the sick have been nursed at
different times. Just as there have been waves of sexual promiscuity and of
puritanism, so there have been periods when hospitals flourished, treating their
patients with more or less respect, and others when they could not care less.
Hospitals for the sick have not always existed. In 1800, the USA had only
two, in 1873 only 178. That country began erecting its temples of health in
significant numbers only a century ago – by 1923 it had 4,978. The reason was
that nursing the sick was originally the responsibility of families. The second,
man-made obstacle in the way of compassion for strangers was fear of disease,
deformity and every kind of handicap. Hospitals in ancient times were for the
poor and the orphaned, excluding the sick, the insane, epileptics, the incurable
and those with ‘humiliating’ or sexual diseases. The Assyrians – and virtually all
civilisations since – spread the rumour that illness was a punishment for sin, and
could only be cured by repentance, or magic. There was therefore little respect
for those who attended to the physical needs of the sick, a task normally left to
widows, fallen women, unemployed peasants: nurses were often unpaid, given
only shelter and food, and treated as servants. The Code of the Emperor
Theodosius (AD 438) forbade nurses to go to the theatre because of their
‘shamelessness, coarseness and violence’.
On rare occasions, compassion was deliberately practised as a virtue by rebels
protesting against the cruelties of the world. In Rome, Fabiola, a patrician
woman twice divorced, cured her unhappiness by becoming a Christian and
establishing a hospital, working in it herself, gathering sick patients from the
streets. Basil the Great, the genial and playful bishop of Caesarea (300–79), built
a whole suburb where he could care for misfortune of all sorts, kissing lepers to
show his support for them, personally attending to their needs. Such people
seemed to be trying to turn the world’s habits upside down. The motive behind
their efforts was self-sacrifice. But that became the third obstacle erected in the
way of the spread of compassion: most people did not want to be martyrs, nor
monks or nuns, for whom souls mattered more than bodies.
In 1633 the Sisters of Charity were founded in France and became the
archetype, in both Europe and America, of the lay woman nurse, generous and
open-hearted. They did not live in convents, nor seek holiness in meditation, but
wearing their own regional dress, travelled all over France, and later abroad,
giving practical help and solace to the poor and the sick. Yet even they treated
their work as a form of penitence and martyrdom: ‘No one could regard them as
other than holy victims who from the excess of love and charity for their
neighbours willingly hastened to the death which they courted amidst the
stenches and infections.’
The founders of this nursing order were an astonishing pair of saints, united in
platonic love. Vincent de Paul (1581–1660) was a peasant by origin, kidnapped
by pirates, a slave in Tunis for a year until he escaped, while Louise de Marillac
(1591–1660) was the illegitimate offspring of an aristocrat and a servant,
brought up ‘like a man and also like a woman’, trained in both philosophy and
painting, married to a royal secretary and tormented by the thought that she
ought to leave her husband and do something more useful. They believed that
every pauper was another Christ on earth and that every sick person re-enacted
the Crucifixion, and therefore had to be served with humility. To achieve
humility, a nurse, they said, must work in an unfamiliar region – ‘it is essential to
be a stranger’ – accepting that ‘nobody is happy in foreign lands’. Happiness for
themselves was not their goal. Instead they taught the Sisters to spread
cheerfulness and cordiality among strangers, gaiety in the face of adversity: St
Louise said that not a single day of her own life had passed without pain. All the
tensions which afflicted nursing in subsequent centuries were foreseen by this
extraordinary couple, who were both deeply practical and intensely idealistic.
They were determined that there should be no struggles for power, no pride or
rancour among the nurses, who rotated offices, with none being superior. The
model for the selfless nurse of the future was set by them.
But it was not a model without snags. Nursing used to be done by both men
and women, each for their own sex. In the seventeenth and eighteenth century it
became an exclusively female profession. That opened up enormous
opportunities to women, but with unexpected and unfortunate emotional results.
People came to believe that only women were suited to nursing, that it was a task
comparable to being a housewife and should be subordinated to male control.
The Staff Surgeon of New York Hospital wrote in 1860, ‘Men, even if they be of
the best quality, cannot meet the demands of the sick. They have not the instinct
for it.’ Gentleness (though monks had cultivated it too) was considered a
feminine monopoly. So a fourth artificial obstacle was raised in the path of
compassion: the stereotype male was left out.
It was religious enthusiasm that created the great medieval nursing order of St
John of Jerusalem and Malta, with its white cross; the red cross comes from
another crusading order, the Knights Templar, while the black cross was flown
by the Teutonic Knights Hospitallers: they all confusedly reconciled war with
care for the sick. In the sixteenth century, the Knights of St John built one of the
world’s most magnificent hospitals in Malta, for 700 patients, in a ward 500 feet
long, 34 feet wide and 30 feet high, each bed in a bell tent; the sheets were
changed, when they needed to be, several times a day, and the food was as
outstanding as the personal attention: rice and vermicelli and herbs, minced
meat, fowl, beef and veal, fresh eggs, almonds and sweet biscuits; the knights
had double portions. But in 1786 when the English reformer John Howard
visited it, he was horrified by the filth and the stench, concealed with perfume,
and by the nurses whom he described as ‘the most dirty, ragged, unfeeling and
inhuman persons I ever saw. I once found eight or nine of them hugely
entertained with a delirious dying patient.’ The horses in the stables received
more care. This has happened again and again to hospitals. The interests of the
institution eventually override those of the patients. That became the fifth barrier
in the way of compassion.
In the past, hospitals seldom employed physicians, so long as they were
essentially alms-houses. An apprentice surgeon might examine new entrants, but
only to exclude those who were unsuitable, because too sick. The nurses
concentrated on feeding the patients, for that was what the poor seemed most in
need of. However, in the late eighteenth century doctors protested that
overeating was not necessarily the way to recover strength, and it was from this
time that they gradually began taking over control of hospitals, transforming
them into facilities for medical research, concerned with the technical cure of
diseases, rather than with the spiritual needs of the patient. In the end, hospitals
became institutions which had to be above all financially viable. When
technology became more prestigious than bedside care, administrators got the
upper hand. Compassion did not disappear, but it was subordinated to efficiency.
Florence Nightingale had said, ‘I look forward to the abolition of all
hospitals.’ Her ideal was that nursing should be done in the home, and she was
wary of nurses becoming hardened by too much medical learning: ‘You cannot
be a good nurse without being a good woman.’ Now the whole world admires
the almost superhuman kindness of nurses, and yet they are probably more
frustrated than they have ever been. A recent enquiry into their morale by the
University of Edinburgh found that less than one-fifth of British nurses were
wholly satisfied with their work, while one-quarter were positively dissatisfied.
That degree of discontent is far greater than exists among comparable workers. It
is due not so much to low pay as to the feeling nurses have that they are
prevented from giving their patients the quality of care they would like to give;
there is a conflict between the values of the hospital system and their own. An
Australian study reveals them to be troubled by the emotional detachment they
are professionally required to show, by the inability of outsiders to appreciate
how stressful it is to violate the taboos which keep sex and excrement and death
under a veil, and how their superficial jollity conceals continuous tension. When
nurses were elevated into a trained profession, when their numbers multiplied –
in England, there were only 1,000 hospital nurses in 1861, but 56,000 in 1921 –
many believed the solution was to fight for a larger share of power, against
doctors, administrators and the state. But nursing could never be a job like any
other.
That so many people are determined to be nurses, even when the conditions of
employment are oppressive, is proof that compassion is like a fire that cannot be
extinguished, however much cold water is thrown upon it. From time to time,
nevertheless, the embers die down, at least on the surface. The great ancient
Indian hospitals closed, one by one, at the end of the first millenium AD. In 1160,
a visitor to Persia found sixty well-organised hospitals in a single city; in the
fifteenth century, it was Florence which provided the most attentive hospital care
in Europe; but all institutions eventually lose their enthusiasm. In the eighteenth
century it was France, with over 2,000 hospitals, that had the largest hospital
population in Europe, sixty times more numerous than England’s. Every country
has passed through alternating periods of charity and callousness.
In 1977 the country with the longest expectation of life was Sweden. Since then
it has been Japan. They have each developed different forms of compassion to
help them achieve their longevity. Sweden democratised compassion, more
thoroughly than anybody else, providing every sort of care to everybody, more
or less free, from the cradle to the grave. Japan, however, chose to combine
modern with ancient methods, Western with Eastern practices, to surround itself
with a veritable pot-pourri of compassions. The average stay in Japanese
hospitals when it won its longevity record (WHO figures for 1977) was 42.9
days, compared to 8.1 days in the USA, 16.7 in West Germany and 12 or 13 in
Scandinavia, Britain and Italy. While receiving modern treatment from as many
doctors and nurses as anywhere else, Japanese patients are additionally looked
after by relatives, who take up residence in the hospital and even cook for them,
supplementing the three meals the hospitals provide. Hospital is not just a
medical experience, but a social one, too; all one’s relatives and acquaintances
visit, each bearing a gift, to provide reassurance that one is still esteemed by the
world despite one’s misfortunes – 114 visitors was the count for one patient. The
most popular gift after food is nightwear, because, whereas American hospitals
treat patients as medical cases and wrap them up hygienically in uniform sterile
garments, the Japanese see hospital as a holiday from conformity and the rigours
of ordinary life, and they emphasise their normally restrained individuality by
wearing their own nightclothes. Modern medicine, which treats diseases, is not
enough for them; they indulge themselves with traditional Chinese medicine too,
which treats each individual differently and as a whole person. They often also
add religious medicine, even having their cars ‘purified’ at holy shrines. In this
way they try to collect different kinds of compassion, which they savour, openly
discussing all their medical symptoms, however trivial, with relish. Eighty-eight
per cent of the Japanese claim to be suffering from some kind of illness.
Virtually all religions have embroidered on the same message, but without any
more success than they have had persuading people to be chaste. ‘Be free from
animosity to all creatures’ is the command of the Hindu god Krishna. Buddha
and Christ showed in their own lives that it is possible to be compassionate even
to those who harm one. Judaism contains the message that revenge is not wholly
satisfying: ‘Whoever is merciful to his fellow man is certainly of the children of
Abraham.’ The God of Islam is Merciful and Compassionate.
These sublime exhortations have had only a limited effect because the
majority of the faithful have obstinately narrowed them down to make the saving
of their own souls their first priority, showing more interest in winning a reward
in the next world in return for being compassionate, than in the act of
compassion itself. They have seldom seen it as part of their religion to appreciate
infidels; and even the personal relations between donors and recipients of charity
have always been ambiguous.
Today, however, different sorts of relationships between humans are becoming
possible as a result of three innovations which are like three new sorts of
emotional adhesive. First, interest in psychology has given additional meaning to
the old injunction ‘Forgive them, for they know not what they do’. Aggressive
enemies now seem to be inspired as much by fear as by malice, imagining that
they are acting in self-defence, battling with themselves as much as with their
opponents. The assumption that everybody is basically selfish seems over-simple
now that the confusions of the mind are being laid bare; enemies have been
revealed as concealing shared passions which happen to have put them in the
service of opposing goals; fanatics fighting on opposite sides have much in
common; and the enemies of fanatics, though on opposite sides, have a lot to say
to each other. For a whole century, humanity has been finding reasons for
showing compassion to those who commit stupid or even horrible crimes; the
law is everywhere becoming more merciful. So hitherto inconceivable
attachments between the most unlikely people have come to seem quite
reasonable.
Secondly, interest in the processes of communication has suggested new
options, beyond the romantic dream of two souls understanding each other so
well that they fuse into one, in blissful, total intimacy, sharing the same thoughts,
experiencing compassion in the most literal sense; the dream seemed sweet to
poets desperate to escape from their loneliness, but in ordinary life perfect
harmony has usually been found to be suffocating. The Theory of Relevance has
destroyed the belief that communication is simply a matter of encoding and
decoding messages; it has revealed people as interpreting what they observe in
the light of their own past experience, always being more or less approximate
translators, and never wholly certain. There is no key to enable one to enter fully
into another mind. Each individual’s dignity and mystery remain intact.
Communication is a fluid and flexible adhesive.
Thirdly, the world now contains a vast number of educated women, who have
made old-style relationships impossible. The preachers who said ‘Love your
enemies’ were never thought to be referring to the war of the sexes, but it is
precisely in the intimate relations of men and women, which can no longer be
based on dominance and dependency, that compassion is acquiring a new
significance. Instead of being a mere gift of nature, which some have and others
have not, it becomes the essential quality which the partners have to develop to
make the partnership work. When the ideal relationship becomes one of equality
and exchange, compassion has to be deliberately kept alight. Couples trying to
be gentler with each other naturally change their attitudes to strangers, too, and
even enemies, because personal experience, rather than the commands of
authority, is increasingly the inspiration of public behaviour.
So though most of what newspapers report suggests that humans can still be
as cruel and inconsiderate as they ever have been, there is no doubt that the
revulsion against all forms of cruelty has greatly increased. Compassion is a
rising star, even if it is from time to time obscured in the skies. But it will only
rise if people push it, and the way they can do that is by deciding whether they
are content with the old style of compassion, which meant helping others in
order to clear one’s conscience (and there was no need to speak to them, writing
a cheque would do), or the new style, which means discovering others as
individuals, exchanging understanding with them. For the only acceptable
compassion in a world which regards all as of equal dignity is that all must feel
they are contributing something, both sides must listen, and if the meeting is
without a trace of compassion, it is incomplete, a wasted meeting.
The unemployment queue was not invented with this second possibility in
mind: it was a necessary invention to free those in distress from the arrogance of
those who monopolised the world’s goods, but the anonymity it gave was only
half a victory. It then became necessary to construct new affinities, new ways in
which people could meet. However, for a long time individuals have been more
preoccupied by the desire to be left alone, by the hope that mutual toleration
would end their conflicts.
It is time to investigate why toleration has not achieved as much as was hoped
from it.
WHEN SUE IS in the north of England, she feels at home, and relapses into the
local accent. That is where she comes from. When she is in the south of Italy, she
feels at home too, and is cross if the natives say she is a foreigner. That is where
her husband comes from. How is it that she can appreciate two places which are
so different, when most people have such difficulty in tolerating foreign ways?
The roots of toleration are to be found in attitudes to compatriots as much as to
foreigners.
Sue’s father was a pillar of Tory respectability, a bank manager, son of a
Baptist minister. ‘Do what you promise to do,’ he used to say, ‘but don’t rock the
whole boat.’ Nevertheless, supporting the establishment did not mean he was a
member of it, nor complacent about it, nor satisfied with himself. He had been
prevented from getting a university education; he had not received the promotion
he felt he should have had; these resentments lay hidden under his bowler hat.
Sue made fun of that hat, and disagreed with his politics, and protested that he
would not give reasons for his point of view when she argued with him. She
grew up an independent only child: being alone is a fact of life, like death, her
mother used to say, discussing loneliness with her at the age of twelve.
There is no telling where a Protestant English background, made of both
tradition and dissent, can lead: in Mrs Thatcher’s day, the leaders of all three
main political parties were Nonconformists. In Sue’s case, dissent expressed
itself in an enthusiasm for things foreign. At university she changed from
studying English to French when a charismatic left-wing lecturer captured her
admiration with his preaching of existentialism, and Third World cultures, and
the ordering of everything into systems of thought. She made a name for herself
protesting. A year in Paris, 1967–8, revealed, however, that it is not so easy to be
admitted into the fraternity of Francophiles. And yet Sue spoke the language so
perfectly that no one could tell she was not French.
They did not welcome her on the barricades, or rather when they discovered
her nationality, they sent her to the Foreigners’ Committee. The stones she
longed to hurl at the authorities who had been too pompous with her never got
thrown. The rhetoric of Cohn-Bendit did not move her; the way the crowds were
inflamed, their alternation between infatuation and scepticism puzzled her and
made her feel that she did not belong. France jilted her. The lesson she drew was
that the left ought to be more cynical, more foxy, there was no point in being
idealistic; and she personally could not be a revolutionary, she did not know how
to throw stones. To be a revolutionary, she believed, dogmatism was needed, and
she had none. That problem has remained with her ever since. With the years,
she has become increasingly fascinated by people whose views she does not
share.
Without knowing any Italian she went to Italy and there found a foreign
country to her taste. Can one explain this as one explains love? Should one
accept that she likes the Italians for all the qualities they are admired for, their
conviviality, their strong family life? Did they admit her into their society more
generously than the French, whom she calls arrogant? In the same way that, as a
northern provincial, she does not fit into London any more than Paris, so in Italy
she is wholly comfortable only among the unpretentious, in some cities more
than in others; even her husband considers himself almost a foreigner in its
cooler climates. Their friends are Scots and southern Italians. She does not want
family life to be an oasis. Her husband dreams of returning to his rural
birthplace, so that he can bring up his son as he was, free to play in the streets,
but it is a dream, like his dream to become a doctor in alternative medicine, his
real interest. Wherever one finds oneself, the soil is never suitable for every
crop. If one has only one’s family roots to give one meaning, then roots can be
like shoes that are too tight. Sue is lucky that she has in-laws she adores,
admiring their resilience and the full flavour of their characters.
Here is someone fluent in three languages, who is so far from being a
European that she says she dislikes international people. Her friends are all
foreigners, the guests at her wedding were from seven nationalities, but she
abhors the idea of being an expatriate. She is bringing up her child to be an
Italian, he will have his English side added later. Her roots are now in Italy, she
says, she needs roots. But she adds that the hectic colours of the Mediterranean
do not really suit her.
How exactly did she come to be an expatriate? At university, she was training
to be a teacher of French and history (English history, mainly) to English
children. Practising to teach in a Manchester comprehensive school immediately
brought out the same independence, or discomfort. She got on much better with
the children who were shunned or mocked than with the conventional ones. ‘I
don’t like the people one is supposed to like.’ Her popularity with the older
children, whom she treated as adults, disturbed the headmistress. ‘If you try to
make people think and get inside themselves, you almost automatically get up
their nose – unless you find like-minded people, which you occasionally do.’ But
only occasionally. The clash with the headmistress did not end in a fight. Sue
decided not to fight. She abandoned her training and went to Naples: she thought
she could always come back. And for many years after, from her Italian exile,
she struggled obstinately writing a doctoral thesis for her English university,
never cutting off the possibility of return. Eventually she won her accolade. That
makes it less necessary to return. Yet the vast amount of research she did had
prevented her from playing the role of an Italian mother.
Her hesitations are the result of a discovery she made in her first year at
university, that philosophers are divided about everything, none can claim to be
right; that was ‘a liberation’, wonderful for her self-confidence, because it meant
she could have opinions that were worth listening to; but it was disturbing
because there has been no end to her questioning. And secondly, she has been
infected by the intellectual virus that education can spread in some, the desire to
read and read, and force apparent chaos into order, and argue and argue about
how things fit together. But then she has doubts: though often excited by her
discoveries, sometimes she decides she is not a great thinker: ‘Others have
always had a higher opinion of my intellectual abilities than I have.’
It may seem from her effervescent manner, her peals of laughter, her warmth,
the astuteness of her judgements about people and the sensitivity with which she
caresses their vulnerable spots, that she is above all a sociable person. ‘People
think I am friendlier than I am. I am intimate with only a very few people. I get
very quiet if I am worried or upset.’ At a first meeting she appears volcanically
effusive, but she says, ‘I don’t like effusive people.’ Behind the charm, she is a
loner. She is attracted, she says, by thoughtful people, ‘working inside
themselves’: that is a self-description.
Crossing the bridge between herself and other people has always been her
obsession. As a child she used to follow strangers in the street, imitating their
walk, practising being someone else. The theatre is her sesame. She has been
directing plays since her teens: acting, for her, is the supreme method for getting
under other people’s skins. ‘Acting gives you the ability to see other people’s
point of view, to understand other ways of looking and feeling. In acting you
have to tap something in common. In actors I look for fluid people, who are not
attached to one definition of themselves.’ When her Italian students act English
plays, she forces them to discover hidden parts of themselves. One of the
attractions of Italy is perhaps that, in daily life too, it allows everyone to act in
grander gestures than England does. In her lecturing, at any rate, she enjoys the
performance; she pours all her energy into it, is delighted by her ‘amazing
results’, loves the students, falls out of love with them, decides she must do
research, then rediscovers that she loves teaching most of all: there is unending,
exhausting passion in her search for contact. And yet she regrets that she has
never found a director to push her to her limits, as she does to others.
Sue is not sure where she will go next. The ideologies of her youth have lost
their sparkle. Is she still a rebel, was she ever a true rebel? ‘I grate against
people, I irritate people in the hierarchy, without meaning to.’ Bringing up a
child leaves much less energy for protest. ‘The search for purpose has gone;
instead, I now want quietness.’ If only her husband would come out firmly in
favour of a withdrawal into rural bliss, she would be tempted. But he is an
intellectual too, who needs the stimulation of cities, imperfect though they are.
Sue is a double person, one of whom is always trying sympathetically to get
under the skin of other people, while the second resists, unable to feel
comfortable in certain kinds of company, or in certain relationships. She inhabits
the very frontiers of toleration, where minute nuances both attract and repel, on
the borders of a country known as Alienation. If such a gentle person has so
much difficulty being a European, or even a citizen of one country, or one city,
what new kind of passport needs to be invented for her?
Will people stop irritating, hating or fighting each other when the spirit of racial,
political, religious toleration gradually spreads over the world? Only those with
short memories can believe it. Toleration has always been like a summer season,
followed by cold and storms. Its sunshine has come and gone through the
centuries, warming the earth during the empire of Haroun al Rashid, for
example, and even through the war clouds of Genghis Khan, only to disappear as
though it had never been. Toleration is the glow which radiates in periods of
euphoria and prosperity, when everything seems to be going well, so that there is
no need of scapegoats. Or else it is autumn, deceptively calm, an accompaniment
to the exhaustion that comes after periods of blood and strife. It has never been a
permanent cure for hatred or contempt. Preaching toleration to the humiliated,
the angry, or the desperate has always been useless. But it is possible to break
out of the cycle of toleration and persecution; there is a third way, more exciting
than both. Toleration has been only a preparation for it.
Today, only 39 per cent of the French regard toleration as one of their
important values (33 per cent on the right wing, 45 per cent on the left). Exactly
the same percentage of the British have said that it is impossible for people of
different colour to live in the same area without problems. Toleration has failed
to capture the popular imagination, because it is not a passion: the reluctant
acceptance of a burden, putting up with what one cannot avoid, is not exciting
enough. Nor has education been of much help, as was seen when in 1933 the
most educated nation in Europe suddenly became the most intolerant that had
ever existed. The educated have as poor a record for tolerance as the ignorant,
because it is as easy to be infected by intolerance as by the common cold.
Though prosperity has repeatedly been the reward of the countries and cities
which have been the most open to strangers, those who have longed to be rich
have always been tempted by intolerance, fearing envy. In the USA, over the last
two decades, 29 per cent of blacks and 16 per cent of whites say that they have
become less tolerant of people of different colour.
Toleration is not the modern medicine it is made out to be, but an old folk
remedy, with only short-term effects. Though some civilisations have enabled
different races to live peaceably side by side, anger against foreigners and
minorities has flared up again and again, often with a suddenness which catches
them unawares. And even after so many centuries of experience, the tolerant are
still liable to be held in suspicion, or accused of lax morals. Little has changed
since the Roman Emperor Honorius, in the fourth century AD, condemned over-
tolerant dandies to banishment for the crime of wearing trousers, which was the
garb of his German enemies. Roman soldiers wore miniskirts: that was the limit
of toleration.
Proclaiming the Rights of Man did not automatically make France a tolerant
country. In the early nineteenth century, when there was competition for work in
the new textile factories, riots broke out against English and German immigrant
workers. Then Belgian immigrants became the target, when unemployment
struck in towns like Roubaix, where they made up half of the population. The
foreigners in Paris, who doubled in number while Haussmann was rebuilding the
city, should not have been surprised that welcome turned into animosity as soon
as the boom ended. The attacks on Algerians today echo the ‘Marseilles Vespers’
of 1881, when a crowd of 10,000 went on a rampage through that city, attacking
Italians and their property.
However, this does not mean that humanity is powerless in the face of
fundamentalism and dogmatism. The taste for toleration has deep roots, but it is
not necessarily from one’s ancestors that one acquires it. The roots stretch back
to ancient India, which has the longest tradition of toleration in the world. There
the major religions, and many others, co-existed more or less harmoniously for
over a thousand years. And yet India succumbed in 1948 to a horrific outburst of
fanatical intolerance, in which more than a million people were killed. This was
not inevitable, but the story of how it happened has echoes in everybody’s
biography, however far they live from the Ganges River, and whatever they may
think of its waters, which are supposed to purify humans of their sins.
Hinduism is essentially undogmatic: it is possible to be a good Hindu whether
one believes that there is only one God, several, or none at all. The Hindus’
ancient hymn book, the Rig-Veda, stands out among religious works for its
tolerance towards doubt:
Some Hindus worship Vishnu and some Siva, each looking upon their god as
supreme, but each accepts that the other’s god is worthy of worship too, and that
ultimately, perhaps both sides are right. Hinduism started 5,000 years ago with
the premise that things are more complex than they seem, that reason is not
enough to discover the truth, and that how near one gets to the truth depends not
just on one’s knowledge but on the sort of person one is, on how morally one
lives. The attitude of Hindus to new doctrines has been to approach them with
the thought that most probably have a trace of truth in them, worth absorbing,
but that in the process it may be modified, as food is when it is cooked and
eaten. If the result of combining other people’s ideas is contradictory, they take
the view that the contradictions of life have to be accepted, even though this can
produce disconcerting results, in politics for example, where everybody seems to
disagree, and then they vote unanimously for a motion they have argued against.
The most influential of all India’s philosophers, the Buddha (who died around
483 BC), did not claim to be a god and was not interested in being the head of a
sect. In northern India, he was absorbed into religious life by being looked on as
the ninth of the ten incarnations of Vishnu, and most ordinary laymen regarded
his teachings as one of many faiths, not mutually exclusive, all being worthy of
respect. Buddha did not attack other religions, nor was he persecuted. Goodwill,
compassion and friendliness to all living beings was his message: ‘Just as a
mother, as long as she lives, cares for her only child, so should a man feel all-
embracing love to all human beings. He should feel boundless love to all the
world, above, below and across, unrestrained, without enmity. Standing,
walking, sitting or lying down . . . he should be firm in the mindfulness of love.
For this is what men call the Sublime Mood.’ Buddha’s respect for disagreement
was such that he did not require a vow of obedience even from monks, who had
to be unanimous before taking a decision.
Free speculation about heaven and earth has remained a widespread passion in
India; 300 million gods and countless gurus offered innumerable models of
behaviour and belief. Jainism, which has survived since the sixth century BC and
which is an atheist religion, is based on the ‘doctrine of maybe’, holding that it is
impossible to know or describe the world accurately: it preaches non-violence
towards everything that exists, for even stones and insects deserve respect.
This almost limitless toleration of belief existed side by side with the world’s
most long-lived intolerance of free social contact, the caste system. Toleration
means leaving people alone. Caste means keeping away from people who might
pollute one, not eating with them, not marrying them. The two ideas are related.
Toleration does not necessarily mean that minorities cease to live as isolated
communities marrying only among themselves, interested only in themselves.
That isolation is a major reason why they have often suddenly found themselves
friendless and no longer tolerated.
The first ruler, anywhere in the world, to attempt to stimulate the spirit of
religious toleration was the emperor Asoka, who reigned over most of India
between 264 and 228 BC, and who was not, as so many monarchs have been, just
another bundle of human weaknesses trying to do his duty. Asoka ascended the
throne at the age of twenty-four, after arranging the murder of his elder brother
and many other rivals: a typical potentate with a huge harem, slaughtering
hundreds of animals and birds each day for his table, he tortured his subjects in a
terrible prison he built for the purpose. Then, according to legend, he
encountered a young Buddhist monk who was seemingly immune to the
sufferings inflicted on him. Asoka was so impressed that he became a Buddhist
and rethought the whole purpose of government. Abandoning war, he devoted
himself to increasing ‘safety, self-control, justice and happiness’. His laws,
preaching humanitarianism, vegetarianism and compassion to all living
creatures, are engraved on cliff faces and on huge rocks which still survive,
written in the form of a personal confession, speaking of his remorse for his
cruelty and blindness in the past, and of his desire to dedicate himself to
improving the way people treated each other. He established a new class of
official, the ‘officer of righteousness’, to help them behave more decently.
Originally known as Asoka the Fierce, because of his malicious and impetuous
nature, he became Asoka Pleasant-to-Behold, even though he was apparently
ugly and had been hated by his father for that reason. Withdrawing from the
royal sport of hunting, he urged his subjects to entertain themselves instead by
travelling on pilgrimages; he ordered that rest-houses be built every half mile on
the roads, and hospitals and herb gardens for both humans and beasts. Though a
Buddhist, he also encouraged rival sects: his Edict Number 12 proclaims that
people of all faiths should be respected. The ultimate purpose was to set an
example so that all the kings of the world would change their ways too; and he
seems to have convinced five petty monarchs in Greece and the Middle East to
adopt his principles. One legend claims that his mother was a Hellenic-Syrian
princess; at any rate one of his laws, in Kandahar, is engraved bilingually in
Greek and Aramaic. Of course, in real life there were limits to Asoka’s
generosity and pacifism: he did not disband his army, nor abolish the death
penalty. But the significant fact is that the Indians have chosen to remember him
as the greatest of all their rulers, and one of his monuments features on the seal
of the present Indian republic.
When Islam spread to India, and Muslims became the ruling class (from 1021
to 1858), and when Christians arrived as merchants, missionaries and finally
rulers, the Hindus avoided confrontation, preferring an ambiguous exchange of
beliefs and cults. The three religions mingled their traditions, borrowing from
each other. St Francis and St Thomas were admitted into the Hindu pantheon as
healers, while Hindu divinities were transformed into Muslim or Christian
martyrs. Christians joined Hindus in ceremonial processions while Hindu rulers
sponsored Christian shrines. The Indians who converted to Islam saw it as an
additional form of divine protection, as well as an impressive military power, but
they did not throw away their old gods. Muslims were treated as an additional,
new caste. This incoherent mixing of beliefs is absolutely normal in the early
stages of conversion and conquest, found not only in Melanesia and Africa, but
in Europe too, where Christian saints were adapted to perpetuate pagan healing
rites. It is absolutely normal for those who are not interested by theological
niceties to pay lip-service to official doctrines, while interpreting them in their
own way.
Living with contradictions is an art, involving, like all art, both spontaneity
and cunning thought. If it is simply woolly thinking, it leads nowhere. To be
fruitful, it has to be a deliberate choice, an imaginative creation. But there are
always those who find it difficult to cope with contradictions, or with art which
is not straightforwardly simple, and in the nineteenth century they became more
influential in India (and elsewhere too). Its three major religions lived in
remarkable harmony until leaders arose demanding an end to ambiguities and
contradictions, and a clean break between doctrines they considered to be
incompatible. Hostility between the religions was generated by learned
theologians, who studied the ancient books, recreating what they believed to be a
purer doctrine, and urging obedience to it as a cure for all discontents. They
might have gone unheeded, except that economic crises provided opportunities
for inter-communal animosities to be aroused; poverty was blamed on moral
corruption, and disorder on the neglect of religious duties.
When the British became masters of India, dislodging its Muslim rulers, they
used Hindus to run the administration, emphasising the divisions between
religions (bureaucracies specialise in putting people into pigeon-holes); then
they played the religions off against each other. The Hindus were sucked into
English schools and spat out as minor officials, while the Muslims remained
isolated in Islamic schools, listening to their own teachers, who as an alternative
to government jobs offered their pupils salvation and respectability through
religious orthodoxy. The old cosmopolitan rules of gentlemanly conduct
(originating in Persia and known as adab or decency), in which Muslims used to
delight when they felt in control of the world, were now replaced by a new
model of behaviour, involving strict obedience to holy law (shariah), grounded
in suspicion of other religions. The masses were attracted, because they were
given a new dignity: whereas they used to be despised by the élites, as ignorant
and incapable of refined behaviour, now anybody could, through piety, become
an ideal Muslim. The elimination of foreign influences became a thrilling new
passion, a purpose in life, in the pattern that fundamentalisms everywhere have
followed. Many of these intellectuals were brilliant scholars and brave men, with
high ideals, who never foresaw the bloodshed that would result from their
pointing out of the distinctions between religions; but some thought blood was
worth shedding in the name of truth.
Is any answer possible to intolerance resulting from people defending
themselves by emphasising a separate identity? The most interesting
experiments to find out were carried out by M. K. Gandhi (1869–1948), and they
are significant far beyond their Indian context. He believed that in order to be
tolerant an ordinary person needed first to acquire enough personal strength, and
that meant fearlessness. As a child he had lived in terror of the dark, of thieves,
ghosts and snakes; as a youth he was timid; when taken by a friend to a brothel,
he was speechless and immobile. All his courage was the result of a
determination to overcome his weakness, which he worried about ceaselessly.
Peace inside himself was his goal; and he thought he could attain it by enabling
others to find it too: harmony between individuals and communities could come
only from a cure for inner anxieties. Such a solution meant transforming politics
into a psychological adventure, depending not on a leader, but on the efforts of
every citizen; instead of blaming others for one’s discontents, one should change
one’s own private behaviour; example was the best way of exerting influence on
public events.
So he spoke openly about his own private life, admitting his personal
difficulties, discussing his wife’s unhappiness with his rejection of ordinary
domestic comforts, his insistence that they should live as simply as possible, that
all wealth, beyond what was necessary for basic essentials, was a trust, to be
used for the general welfare. His sons resented his neglecting them, which he did
not deny, insisting that one’s love should not be confined to one’s kin and should
be offered rather to everyone with whom one could develop an affinity: he
counted no less than 150 individuals as his ‘relatives’. The spread of ‘fellow
feeling’, of personal friendship, seemed to him to be the way to overcome the
barriers of religion, nationality and class. Love should be expressed above all by
service, forgetting one’s selfish interests, devoting oneself to others.
In experimental villages, he attempted to put these ideas into practice. To the
great scandal of many Hindus, he included untouchables in them, the caste
whom everybody avoided. He too had been brought up to keep them at a
distance, to leave unpleasant work like cleaning lavatories to them, but here he
insisted on cleaning lavatories himself, and on his wife doing likewise. Each day
he devoted an hour to helping with menial tasks in a hospital. Only thus, he
believed, could old barriers be eliminated.
However, being friends with everyone was not easy, particularly since Gandhi
was not a sociable person in the conventional sense. He did not have friends who
were his equals: Nehru was like a son to him, Gokhale like a father. It was
among the mature women who helped him in his work that he found the broader
emotional sustenance he needed. That is significant, and not just anecdotal.
Though his views on women were old-fashioned, though he thought of the ideal
woman as essentially a faithful wife, in these friendships he discovered how
much more they could be, without however seeing that friendship between the
two sexes might become the basis of a new kind of society. One of his women
friends he used to call Idiot, and she called him Tyrant; he listened to her
nonetheless, but he heard only part of her message.
Gandhi did not aim to abolish all traditional distinctions. It was not his hope
that either Christians or Muslims would ultimately see that Hinduism was a
superior religion. For him, all religions had both defects and virtues. Preaching
them did not improve the world, because most people did not practise their
religion properly. Far from wanting to convert others to his beliefs, he urged that
everybody should strive to fulfil the teachings of charity of the religion into
which they were born. Truth was many-sided: there was no need to simplify it
into a single creed. But this meant that he did nothing to counter the zealots who
treated their separate religions as blinkers.
He demonstrated that one individual can change the behaviour of 600 million
people, momentarily, that something near to a miracle can happen. When in 1947
Muslims fleeing to Pakistan were butchered ‘by the trainload’ – his comment
was ‘we have turned well-nigh into beasts’ – when Muslims retaliated, when
Calcutta rioted and news of atrocities brought about new atrocities, Gandhi the
Hindu took up residence in the Muslim quarter in a Muslim’s house, unprotected
by police, a symbolic gesture of fearlessness and reconciliation. Within hours,
Muslims and Hindus were embracing each other, even praying together at each
other’s temples and mosques. Then the rioting resumed. Gandhi went on a fast,
announcing he would continue until sanity returned. Once more the violence
stopped, and people began handing in their arms. The Viceroy Mountbatten said,
‘He has achieved by moral persuasion what four divisions would have been
hard-pressed to have accomplished by force.’ But he achieved it only
momentarily. The crowds, despite their prejudices, were deeply moved by his
willingness to sacrifice his life in the cause of peace. However, it was not long
before the hatred resurfaced.
So Gandhi both succeeded and failed. He succeeded in that he showed that
animosities could be overcome. But his success, though real, was only
temporary, because the deep roots of animosity were left untouched. He failed
because he never got to know the Muslims well enough. Humans, he said, were
all the same, the soul of each was part of a universal soul; toleration for
everybody seemed natural to him. However, his experience showed that general
goodwill and ‘fellow feeling’ towards the whole of humanity could be drowned
by sudden waves of resentment. In his experimental villages, bickering and
incomprehension were the rule. Had he lived 120 years, as he thought he could
do with his frugal and sometimes bizarre diet – he once thought he could survive
on fruit alone – he might have placed less emphasis on the spread of general
goodwill and more on the building of individual relationships, on becoming
personally interested in the beliefs and ways of thinking of other individuals. He
himself was always showing concern for the health and families of the people he
met, but he devoted less time to penetrating their mentalities.
He was convinced, rather, that it was possible to shame people into behaving
more generously. He allowed the British army to beat him and imprison him,
offering no resistance, simply going on a fast, defying them to kill him. His
willingness to accept martyrdom certainly demoralised the British. But he was
wrong to believe that soldiers would not beat innocent people: many, on the
contrary, thought that they were giving the Indians ‘what they deserved’. The
Viceroy Field Marshal Wavell, who believed in force and traditional politics, did
not possess enough imagination to be interested in changing the rules of politics
or war, as Gandhi was proposing: ‘This malevolent old politician,’ he wrote, ‘for
all his sanctimonious talk, has, I am sure, very little softness in his composition.’
However, Gandhi did not understand his opponents either. That people should
enjoy being nasty was incomprehensible and unbelievable to him. Convinced
that quarrels are ultimately due to misunderstandings, and that friendly
discussion could resolve difficulties, aspiring to be an ‘interpreter’, he never had
a genuinely friendly conversation with the leader of India’s Muslims, M. A.
Jinnah (1876–1948), the creator of Islamic Pakistan, ‘the Land of the Pure’.
The two men began as political rivals in the same Congress Party. Gandhi
never understood how his own triumphs were experienced as humiliating defeats
by Jinnah, who developed an ever-growing personal dislike for him. It was only
after twenty years of frustration that Jinnah abandoned his aim of Muslim–Hindu
collaboration in an independent India; he had wanted the Hindu majority to solve
its minority problems by making concessions, arguing that a minority, feeling
oppressed and excluded from power, had nothing to concede; but he never
succeeded in obtaining the gestures of generosity he was seeking, and his
proposal of a constitution in which elected representatives would be obliged to
obtain the votes of both the minority and majority religions was rejected. Far
from being a fanatical Muslim, Jinnah was an urbane, cosmopolitan, extremely
rich lawyer, married to an independent young woman of non-Muslim origin (the
daughter of a Parsee or Zoroastrian millionaire industrialist), and their daughter
married a Parsee convert to Christianity. It was only in public that he concealed
his taste for ham sandwiches and pork sausages. His private ambition was ‘to
play the role of Romeo at the Old Vic’, and his relaxation from politics was
reading Shakespeare aloud. When his Indian career was at its nadir, he took up
the practice of law in London and thought of becoming a British Member of
Parliament. Gandhi failed to spot the links, the qualities and attitudes they had in
common, which might have prevented Jinnah from turning increasingly inwards
to his own Muslim community. Jinnah did that only out of despair with what he
considered to be the arrogance and insensitivity of the Hindus, for whom
Muslims were, as he put it, outcastes. On proclaiming Pakistan independent, he
promised it would be a country without discrimination of any sort. This
relationship illustrates how personal animosity becomes a fog which separates
individuals searching for the same goals and makes them crash in a public
disaster.
In Gandhi’s life, one can see the limitations of toleration. He shared with other
Hindu sages a mistrust of admiring followers, who might turn his doctrines into
a fossilised catechism; only ‘fellow scientists and co-experimenters’ were
welcome, keen to struggle with themselves, side by side with him, in search of
something better. Nostalgia for ancient rural bliss comforted him, but he really
wanted to change the world and create a completely different one. ‘In the secret
of my soul I am in perpetual quarrel with God that He should allow such things
to go on.’ Ultimately, his weakness was that he was a utopian: his extreme
asceticism, his denial of the most elementary pleasures, like family, food and
sex, meant that he was a saint too remote from ordinary people. Praising poverty
as spiritually cleansing, condemning cities as demoralising, could not be
convincing to the starving and unemployed. He demanded too much heroism,
and sometimes got it, but not for long, not for a lifetime. For him, release from
his anxieties came only during his self-imposed torture of his body: he was
wrong to assume others felt the same way. A saint can be an inspiration, but not
a model: it is not possible to educate, persuade or force people to be tolerant for
very long. Even Gandhi, with all his charisma, did not ‘melt the hearts’ of his
oppressors, as he had hoped. After softening, hearts harden again. Asoka too was
wrong to think that he was changing the course of history, and that his
righteousness would last ‘as long as the sun and the moon’.
As a youth studying law in London, Gandhi had learnt to dress as an English
gentleman, but as he became more and more involved with his ‘experiments
with truth’, he took to wearing only a loin-cloth, as a symbol of his rejection of
Western civilisation. In fact, he was a great synthesiser of Western and Eastern
traditions, as much influenced by the Sermon on the Mount, Tolstoy and Ruskin,
and by his battles against racial discrimination in South Africa, where he lived
from 1893 to 1914, as by Buddhism and Jainism. Though he used non-violence
and passive resistance, which were ancient Hindu devices for resisting
oppression, and developed them with unprecedented skill, he condemned Hindu
society as corrupt and in need of complete rejuvenation, almost (but not quite) as
decadent as the West’s urban culture.
Having won independence for India, he looked on that achievement as his
greatest failure, because what emerged was nothing like the country he dreamed
of, purged of intolerance, devoted to spiritual self-improvement and rejecting
violence. That the Muslims should break away to form the separate state of
Pakistan was intolerable to him, because it denied India’s pluralist talent for
embracing the apparently incompatible. To avoid it he proposed to make his
Muslim enemy Jinnah president of Hindu India, but only he could contemplate
such an ingenious solution: his followers were horrified, and unwilling to
sacrifice their own ambitions. For appearing to be too tolerant towards Muslims,
he was assassinated by a Hindu fanatic: even Hinduism could spawn intolerance.
Gandhi’s life confirms that toleration is an insufficient remedy even when
practised by a very exceptional man, and even in a country where tradition is in
its favour.
The West has for most of its history been intolerant, in varying degrees, and only
began thinking seriously about becoming tolerant during the Reformation and
the wars of religion, when governments found that they could not get all their
subjects to think alike, however severe the penalties for dissent. Persecution
eventually exhausted the persecutors. It became impossible for them to be
certain that they monopolised the truth, or that the truth could ever be known for
certain. So toleration was adopted for largely negative reasons, not out of respect
for other people’s views, not out of deep knowledge of what they believed, but in
despair of finding certainty. It meant closing one’s eyes to what other people
believed.
That is no longer satisfactory. The tolerated are increasingly demanding to be
appreciated, not ignored, and becoming more sensitive to suggestions of
contempt lurking behind the condescension. They do not want to be told that
differences do not matter, that they can think what they like provided they keep
to themselves, out of the way of the majority. Besides, there is no longer a
majority to tolerate the minority, because majorities are disintegrating into more
and more minorities. Mere toleration would end up with general indifference.
The ideal of toleration can now be seen to be not a goal, but a stepping stone.
Understanding others is the great adventure that lies beyond it – more ambitious
than the ancient obsession with conquest. Exploring the mystery of other
people’s thoughts and feelings is the new spiritual quest. Finding empathy is the
new reward of intimacy. A pathway for these aspirations has been opened up for
the first time in history, now that the two sexes are trying to understand each
other on a basis of equality, as they have never done before. It is wrong therefore
to assert that the world has lost its sense of purpose, and can never regain it, and
that there is nowhere to go but backwards. A new adventure has begun, even
though old habits survive.
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Saints, Goddesses and Kings: Muslims and Christians in South India 1700–
1900, Cambridge UP, 1989; L. S. May, The Evolution of Indo-Muslim Thought
from 1857 to the Present, Uppal, New Delhi, 1987; Katherine P. Ewing, Shariat
and Ambiguity in South Asian Islam, California UP, 1988; Asim Roy, The
Islamic Synthetic Tradition in Bengal, Princeton UP, 1983; Barbara Daly
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caste, Gallimard, 1966; Joelle Affichard and J. B. de Foucauld, Justice sociale et
inégalités, Esprit, 1992.
16
It is not the first time that women have been liberated. The women of today who
are on the scent of a more interesting life have precursors, for example, in tenth-
century Japan.
I am talking of its aristocracy, of course, but then the liberated women of
today are an aristocracy too, a small minority. It just happens that the women of
Kyoto, in the days when it was the residence of the Japanese emperor and known
as ‘the capital of peace’ (Heiankyo), made a record of what they felt,
illuminating human emotion as though with a floodlight which suddenly reveals
all that is normally dark, and is as suddenly extinguished. While men wrote
learned texts on the usual subjects of war, law and religion, in the language
ordinary people could not understand (Chinese, the Japanese scholars’ equivalent
of the Europeans’ Latin), women started writing novels in the everyday Japanese
language, and in the process invented Japanese literature. For about a hundred
years novels were written only by women, who discussed the subjects which
interested them, namely the emotions. The world’s first psychological novel is
the Tale of Genji, written between AD 1002 and 1022, by a widow in her
twenties, whose husband, twice her age, had died after only a few years of
marriage. Those who say Japan can only imitate will be astounded by this
extraordinarily readable and intelligent precursor of Proust, Murasaki Shikibu.
A novelist, she said, is one who is so moved by her experiences that she
cannot bear them to disappear into oblivion; and she was moved by the
confusion of the love lives she observed at the Imperial Court, reacting first with
hope, and then with despair. Her book has 430 characters, excluding servants, as
though she wanted to be sure that no additional evidence could be found to
contradict her conclusions about the art of existing.
Murasaki’s hero was the ideal man, like Annick Geille’s New Man. He is
wonderfully handsome, of course, but he is ideal not because of that, but because
he is, above all else, sensitive. He is a prince, but Murasaki is not interested in
his power, nor his skill as a swordsman, nor his physical strength, and there is
indeed not a word in the book about his public career. He has one love affair
after another but, unlike Don Juan, he never forgets or abandons a woman,
treating them all as individuals, responding to the unique temperament of each
one: ‘He is the great noble when he makes love to Lady Rokujo, the demon lover
when with Yugao, tender and unassertive with the timid Lady of Akashi, fatherly
to Tamakazura.’ He finds an ideal wife for himself, but the author does not allow
him to forsake all other women, as though she wished to illustrate the skills of
lovemaking in all its forms. Conquering women is not his ambition, because he
is an artist in love. His mistresses are content to receive only a share of his
affection, because the pleasure he gives is unforgettable, and because he never
abandons them entirely, neither when they cease to be young, nor even when he
discovers that he has made a mistake, and that they are not as admirable as he
thought they would be: he never runs away, but looks after his old flames as
tenderly as if he still truly loved them.
In this period, it was shameful for an aristocratic woman to be dependent
financially on her husband. She did not move in to live with him on marriage;
each kept their own home. The husband paid her visits only from time to time,
so she was tyrannised neither by him nor by his mother, but was free to enjoy her
leisure and the benefits of her education. This was the only time in history that
daughters were more valued than sons. All was not perfect for them, however;
they lived secluded in their homes, waiting for male visitors, always waiting.
Sheltered behind screens (their alternative to veils), their education did not
enable them to use all their energies, being confined to the arts, excluding
history, philosophy and law, which it was shameful for them to know about
(though Murasaki knew a great deal she ought not to have known).
Theirs was a domestic world; so they had more leisure than they could think
what to do with, and talked of ‘suffering leisure’ or ‘relieving their leisure’.
However, they had both the ability and the time to reflect on their relations with
men, which were unusual also in that there were virtually no restrictions on
sexual intercourse. Long before the 1960s, here was a society (or rather a class)
completely tolerant of promiscuity, holding that to have as many affairs as
possible, with the married or the unmarried, was a source of prestige. Men could
have many wives (some went up to ten at a time) and even more concubines.
That was one reason why daughters were desirable: they had far better chances
than sons of contracting a good marriage, or at least of consorting with the
powerful. Wives were encouraged to have all the lovers they could attract, and
virgins were thought to be blemished, possessed by evil spirits. Wearing clothes
whose colours did not harmonise was more reprehensible than having too many
lovers. What mattered was good taste.
This meant that these people became obsessed with conforming rather than
with being free. Taste required them to obey unwritten rules. Men seemed often
to sleep in a different bed every night, but they had to creep away unseen at
dawn, and immediately send the lady a morning-after poem. ‘A woman’s
attachment to a man depends largely on the elegance of his leave-taking.’ Love
affairs often became a ritual, devoid of feeling. Men did not admire women for
their bodies: ‘Unforgettably horrible is the naked body,’ says Murasaki. ‘It really
does not have the slightest charm.’ Even naked teeth were horrible, and were
dyed black to conceal them. Long hair was the only physical attribute worth
having. Women were beautiful by what they did, by their skill in choosing and
wearing clothes, by their command of the arts, by their ability to create beauty, to
invent lovely perfumes, or to play sweet music. A man might fall in love with
them simply from seeing a fold of their sleeve, or a sample of their handwriting,
calligraphy being a major art; so too was the choosing of the right paper to suit
the mood and the weather of a particular day. Courting for marriage was a ritual
which involved sending a thirty-one-syllable poem to a girl one may never have
met, and then deducing her character from her reply; if the results were
promising, they had to make up their minds after three experimental nights were
spent together. It was letters and poems which triggered sexual desire. Women
were mystified by their capacity to cause emotion, and men were ashamed when
they felt passion, which meant they had lost self-control. Even promiscuity has
rules, all the more difficult because they are made of subtle nuances, which one
cannot so easily pretend to adhere to, as one can with marriage laws.
Nobody expected a partner, either short or long term, to be faithful. A wife,
indeed, believed that if her husband had many mistresses, she was more likely to
have exciting and affectionate relations with him, provided she was the woman
he preferred; that was a constant challenge. But this system became a nightmare
because these wonderfully elegant people could not stand the uncertainty. Both
men and women were morbidly jealous, even though jealousy was regarded as a
breach of good manners. They all pined for security, though they were bored by
it. They worried about losing a love, and about committing themselves, and
about their future and the future of their children, and about what the gossips
might say.
So despite the privileges and the beauty with which they surrounded
themselves, they were often miserable, or at least gently melancholic (‘aware’ is
the Japanese word, used over a thousand times in this novel, meaning the feeling
that life is both wonderful and awful). Murasaki suddenly kills off her hero two-
thirds of the way through her book: ‘Genji was dead,’ she says abruptly, and
moves on to look at less perfect people, and at an endless succession of failures
in mutual understanding. Her Buddhist side reasserts itself, in which the ultimate
aim is to extinguish desire, which is the cause of all suffering. Though she was
for long tempted by the grandeur of unlimited love, in the end she, and all her
characters, were overwhelmed by everything they valued being so ephemeral,
youth, love, power, social position. Their only solution was to say that it was
very sad, and that it was very elegant to be able to recognise the beauty and the
sadness of the world at the same time.
Murasaki’s individuality surrendered to the traditional Japanese solution for
despair, which is to turn it into an aesthetic experience, to find beauty only in
what is impermanent, to insist that unless beauty and love were fragile and
perishable, they would not be beautiful. As Kenko wrote in his Essays on
Idleness (1330–2), ‘If man were never to fade away like the dews of Adashino [a
famous graveyard], never to vanish like the smoke over Toribeyama [a
crematorium], but lingered on for ever in the world, how things would lose their
power to move us. The most precious thing in life is its uncertainty.’ This
fascination with uncertainty has a modern ring, and helps to explain why
Japanese art, which reflected it, became an inspiration for modern European art.
But the desire to be moved at the cost of irremediable suffering is not modern,
but very ancient. Helplessness in the face of the cruelty of the world is not
peculiarly Japanese at all, but part of the sense of cosmic gloom on which
virtually every civilisation has been built. Annick Geille’s sombre Breton
horizon is a fragment of a global one.
The women of tenth-century Japan were thus unable to get beyond waiting.
They waited for the ideal man who would love them, even though they half
knew that they would be disappointed and that love does not last. The wait has
continued for ten centuries. However much people have modified their sexual
arrangements, they have continued to look on the world as a house haunted by a
ghost, which is the prospect of failure, decay and disappointment. Protesting
against the unfairness of life, or making fun of the absurdities it leads to, does
not change a great deal. The Lady Who Loved Insects, a novel by another of
these extraordinary young women of Heian Japan, shows an early bluestocking
refusing to blacken her teeth or pluck her eyebrows, insisting that she is
interested only in ‘enquiring into everything that exists and finding out how it
began’. And of course no man will love her. The ending is unhappy, as endings
inevitably have to be for all people who believe in the cosmic gloom.
Even The Pillow Book of Sei Shonagon (born 965), which experts say is the
wittiest book in all Japanese literature and a stylistic masterpiece, written by
another of the Empress’s bright young ladies in waiting, cannot escape from the
conclusion that ‘If I do not come first in people’s affections, I had just as soon
not be loved at all; in fact I would rather be hated or maltreated. It is better to be
dead than to be loved in second or third place. Yes. I must be first.’ But that was
not enough: ‘Nothing is so delightful as to be loved by every one.’ (No chance of
that: Murasaki, who knew her, says she ‘has the most extraordinary air of self-
satisfaction’). Besides, ‘A lover’s visit is the most delightful thing in the world.’
Unfortunately, ‘I am the sort of person who approves of what others abhor and
detests the things they like.’ Even worse, ‘I realise it is very sinful of me, but I
cannot help being pleased when someone I dislike has had a bad experience.’
Neither wit nor delicate sensitivity can give her what she most deeply wants.
Several centuries later, Japan’s new class of merchants attempted to enjoy the
pleasures of the aristocracy, but without the snags. They wanted to invent their
own way of behaving, ‘the way of the townspeople’ (chonin-do), seeking
individual happiness directly, not by the circuitous routes of tradition and ritual.
Not for them the way of the samurai warriors, who spurned love as effeminate
and who yearned for glory after death. The inhabitants of Osaka in particular
made it their purpose to live for the present, devoting themselves first of all to
making money. Coins having been introduced in 1601, they were fascinated by
their novelty, delighting sensually in the feel and sight of them. ‘Nothing in this
world is as interesting as money,’ said the novelist Ihara Saikaku (1642–93). ‘It
is the one thing that is essential in the present world.’ There was no need to
bother about who one’s parents were if one had it; and it enabled one to acquire
exotic luxuries.
But the merchants decided the best thing to spend money on was sex, so as to
blot out the ‘sad world’ with a ‘floating world’ of pleasure, to gratify all types of
sensuality, to create a ‘nightless’ city which would be ‘the universal theatre of
pleasures and diversions’. There were more Japanese able to read now (40 per
cent) than in any other nation, except England and Holland, and they used their
knowledge to read books about sex. Courtesans became the centre of the social
life of the city, not infrequently daughters of samurai, and extremely expensive:
there were soon stories of millionaires who spent huge fortunes on them. Love
was dangerous; adultery was punished by death; such obstacles only added to the
excitement. Sex was what this precursor of the consumer society immediately
focused on. There were limits to what business people could hope for, in terms
of social prestige, but, said Saikaku, ‘The pleasures of the flesh have no limits.’
He was their Balzac or Dickens, the first Japanese writer to find heroes and
heroines among ordinary commoners, with precisely such sensual obsessions.
His Five Women Who Loved Love shows the search for pleasure being led by
women, who do not timidly wait to be wooed, but make the advances and the
decisions; the bolder they are, the more they are admired; they often lead to
disaster and death, but even so they dominate the execution in the final scene.
Sometimes they even have to tear the men away from the boys: in his Mirror of
Manly Love, Saikaku shows homosexuality competing with heterosexuality; in
the theatre, handsome young men playing female roles are the stars most
admired.
But though Saikaku had enormous fun describing the frenzy of desire, and the
minutiae of lust, expressing his delight in ‘the foolish things of this world’, he
too grew sadder with the years. He began worrying about those who had no
money, about the difficulty of making money if one does not have it to begin
with, about the delinquency of the young, about courtesans who had had ninety-
five abortions, addicted to ‘fleshly pleasures’ even when these gave no pleasure.
Despite his fascination with women, he says, ‘All men in the world are beautiful,
but among women beauties are rare . . . one must end by discarding women in
favour of men.’ Those of his characters who try to raise loyalty into a heroic
virtue end up feeling that they cannot control their destiny, that individual merit
does not bring the rewards it ideally ought to, that they need religious faith to
sustain them. But they choose the one which interferes least with their pleasures,
the popular Amida version of Buddhism, which does not punish them for their
misdeeds, nor demand that they behave themselves, but promises redemption in
return for a few prayers.
It may seem that during the thousand years which separate Murasaki and Annick
Geille there has been little progress in ridding the world of its sense of gloom: it
keeps on coming back. In which case the conclusion would be that humans are
condemned to be dissatisfied, and to feel, even in their moments of glory, that
‘there is something missing’, so that they have no option but to surrender to the
superstitious belief that desire is inevitably a source of torment as much as of
pleasure.
However, I see the history of desire leading in a different direction. How
people have felt about pleasure has depended on what sorts of pleasure they
imagined to be possible, what exactly they considered to be missing and how far
their horizons stretched beyond their own personal problems. Instead of
assuming that there is a basic flaw in the universe, one can look at desire from
another angle. The flaws in the universe, like those in Oriental carpets, may not
be flaws. Observing the universe, science – having emerged from its
adolescence, when it believed that it would conquer ignorance – has learnt to
derive its satisfactions from knowing only that every discovery contains an
invitation to make further discoveries, and that a failed experiment means only
that the wrong question is being asked, not that there are no answers. Most
people, without realising it, still perpetuate the habits of mind they have
inherited from the days when it was expected that the world would come to an
end very soon, and have not learned to view it as having infinite possibilities.
Pessimism and optimism thus emerge as being a dispute, to a great extent, about
how far one is prepared to look, about focal distances.
There is no need to deny that individuals have been born with a particular
temperament, and that their chemistry almost compelled them to see the world in
a different shade of pink or grey. That does not mean they were trapped in their
bodies. Aristotle said that the liver was the seat of the emotions, and indeed it
has been confirmed that the amount of sugar it makes available does modify
mood. It has been established that there are physical differences between those
who wake up fully only in the evening and those whose liveliness fades
gradually in the course of the day; since the invention of electric light, the world
has probably been divided into owls and larks as profoundly as by the ideologies
of left and right. Drugs can alter attitudes, and every body does have its own
internal clock, causing varying receptivity at different times of day. Rats
unharmed by a drink of alcohol in the evening have been killed with the same
dose taken in the morning. People who lack adrenal hormones (a condition
culminating in Addison’s disease) have been shown to be many times
(occasionally 150 times) more sensitive than others, to the point of hearing
sounds which the normal ear cannot, and they suffer excruciatingly because it is
not easy to cope with sensitivity. On the other hand, there have always been
individuals who have triumphed over the obstacles put in their way by their
bodies. No history of the world can be complete which does not mention Mary
Helen Keller (1880–1968), whose overcoming of her blindness and deafness
were arguably victories more important than those of Alexander the Great,
because they have implications still for every living person. Private triumphs
over temperamental and physical impediments have, however, seldom entered
the history books, and humans are still like car drivers who do not know much
about how the internal combustion engine works. But every human is in some
way an exception.
Anybody who values freedom needs to remember how people with no
particular constitutional predisposition to cheerfulness have cultivated hope
nonetheless. The most important method they have used has been to widen their
horizons. The most famous of all optimists, Leibnitz (1646–1716), who is quoted
derisively as saying that all is well and that this is the best of all possible worlds,
was very far from being unaware of the cruelties of life, for he spent much effort
urging the kings of Europe to mend their ways and investigating how the
different religions could stop fighting each other. What was special about him
was that the range of his interests was exceptionally wide, extending through
history, geography, philosophy, mathematics, politics, theology and law, in
which he obtained a doctorate at the age of twenty-one. The reason he was
hopeful was not just that he believed a good God must have allowed evil into the
world for good purposes, but that he himself saw the world in the way that
scientists see it today, as composed of an infinite number of particles; for him,
there were no limits to the wonders of nature and the ingenuity of reason; all that
was needed was not to allow the readiness to make new discoveries go numb, as
it does in most adults. Leibnitz’s ambition, as he himself said, was ‘to awaken in
us all the sleeping child within us’, to see in every person somebody different, as
complex as a garden full of plants and a lake full of fishes, and in each plant and
each fish, yet another garden and another lake. He believed liberty was possible
because he saw beyond the present into the infinite distance. Harlequin was his
hero, multiple, crafty, always in search of something else. Leibnitz invented
differential calculus, but also an Academy of Pleasures. He was more than he
appeared to be, which is how intelligent optimism should be understood,
discarding its absurd exaggerations: it is not a belief that everything is perfect,
but a willingness to admit that there is more than the eye can see, good or bad;
there is always a glimmer of light, however dark it may seem, because life is
inconceivable without hope. Optimism is awareness that despite nastiness and
stupidity, there is something else too. Pessimism is resignation, an inability to
find a way out.
The eternal see-saw between optimism and pessimism has been weighted in
favour of the latter by writers whose view of the world has been formed by an
examination of their own navel, rather than by the undertaking of new
adventures. The last happy writer, according to Roland Barthes, was Voltaire
(1694–1778), but he was also the first of the post-moderns, defending himself
against unhappiness with acerbic wit, unable to get over being unloved in his
childhood, thinking of himself as an eternal orphan, trying to escape from
himself, even imagining that he was a bastard, ever insecure, seeking comfort
from the company of women and the praise of princes, dazzling them, but
uncomfortable in society all the same, insisting that he was incorrigibly a
‘doubter and not a doctor’. Voltaire, the great and brave defender of human
rights, both liked and disliked the taste of optimism because he was so critical.
He became the model of the literary intellectual, for whom thinking means
above all being critical, in the sense of being more forcibly affected by what is
wrong than by what is right, having one eye more powerful than the other.
Cosmic gloom is blurred vision. It is exacerbated by the narrowing of the
horizon, and becomes paralysing when a generation mocks its predecessor so
fiercely that it cannot learn from its mistakes. Thus Jean-Paul Sartre, for
example, a more recent model of the thinking person, narrowed his horizon by
excluding all ‘swine’, and plants also, for he hated the countryside, and even
uncooked food, anything he could not control; nor could he appreciate the desire
for physical comfort, nor that essential part of existence which is dreaming and
day-dreaming. Stuffing himself with drugs to keep reality in harness, no wonder
the journey through life looked grim. But to say just that would be to narrow the
horizon oneself: Sartre inspired many hundreds of thousands of people all over
the world to prefer generosity to selfishness and prudence. To condemn him
because of choices which turned out to be misjudgements or contradictions,
while ignoring the fact that his vision forms part of the never-ending search for
liberty, would be to repeat the same mistake of exclusion. Condemnation is lack
of imagination, when one cannot suggest something better.
Gloom is thus not like the blackness of the sky, which nothing much can be
done about. Ordinary people have indeed seldom committed themselves
wholeheartedly to gloom. When they have despaired of public affairs, they have
turned to private pleasures, and vice versa. The escape from gloom into personal
amusements has been the world’s secret history, since the ancient Egyptians
refused to accept that they would die, and built tombs with the same delight as
houses, and since they refused to accept the diagnoses of their doctors,
consulting specialist after specialist – they had doctors for every part of the body,
down to ‘shepherds of the anus’ – inserting into their medical textbooks the
precept that a patient needs above all to talk about himself: ‘He likes the doctor
to pay attention to what he says, even more than to be cured.’ Gloom only
seemed to be a divine punishment when the Babylonians decided that humans
and gods could not fight on equal terms, that perhaps the gods were fair rather
than arbitrary, and that humans should blame themselves for their misfortunes,
asking how they had sinned. With the centuries, gloom has even acquired a
dusky charm for some and been raised to the status of a familiar companion.
Annick Geille insists that literature must always be about gloom of one sort or
another, on the principle that there is nothing interesting to be said about happy
people.
So gloom has depended a great deal on whether people believe they know all
there is to know about how the world works, or whether they are more impressed
by their ignorance and the possibility of new discoveries. The most elaborate
remedy for gloom so far devised is the consumer society, but it has not
succeeded in eliminating it, nor boredom either. The reason is that it is still very
young, uncertain about its future, attractive to many but tormented by doubts as
to whether it is more ugly than beautiful. It still offers only a limited range of
luxuries. Luxury has so far meant lavish spending, lasciviousness, the
acquisition of unessential possessions, the full enjoyment of all the senses, and
often ostentation too, the wish to impress other people, without really caring
about them. These are mere beginnings. The experiments with luxury by the
merchants of seventeenth-century Japan were beginnings too, remaining private
to themselves, because the majority of their compatriots were peasants devoted
to frugality. Only in eighteenth-century England did the mass consumer society
of today begin to take shape. Until then sumptuary laws – in every country –
forbade people to consume as they pleased, compelling them to wear only the
clothes of their own profession or class and to behave according to their station
in life. Thrift was what everybody believed in until the Industrial Revolution
gave the masses cheap goods and the money to buy them, by offering factory
work to women and children, thus creating the two-three-four-wage-earning
family with cash to spend.
Entering the consumer age was the equivalent of changing one’s religion. The
English took to believing in ‘Improvement’ instead of tradition, though to
conceal their apostasy they cultivated nostalgia as a hobby. The ‘extravagance of
the lower and middle classes’, with everyone trying to imitate those slightly
richer, was what immediately struck foreign visitors. The national ambition
became, as the agronomist Arthur Young said in 1771, ‘Universal Luxury’, or
‘the opulence of all classes’. Newspaper advertising was invented at the same
time to stimulate ‘a passion for new styles and fashions’, and was denounced for
causing ‘constant titillation’ and ‘an epidemical madness’. But money alone
cannot transform old habits. People do not change their religion without
miracles. They believed anything was possible only when they saw new breeds
of animals, which God had not created in that shape, when they themselves took
to crossing bulldogs and greyhounds, and bought seeds which grew into plants
their parents had never known, when children received microscopes as presents
to play with, and when knowledge expanded as never before. It was then that
they decided that desire deserved to be encouraged rather than controlled. They
relearned what they wanted, and how to get it, in the shops, which have been as
influential as schools.
The consumer society lost its sense of direction when it adopted two myths to
guide it. The first was that private vices are the source of public prosperity.
Avarice, pride, envy and greed, rather than friendliness and kindness, are the
necessary bases of a successful economy, said Bernard Mandeville (1670–1733),
a doctor of nervous diseases, born in the Netherlands (possibly of French origin)
and practising in England, who wrote a best-selling Fable of the Bees, showing
what disasters would occur if people were nice to each other, or if they tried to
have any ambition other than self-interest. He was the first person to study
luxury, but as will be seen, he did not study it enough: his other works, on
hysteria, hypochondria and in defence of public brothels, show that he was
concerned with only a limited range of human talents. The science of economics
has ever since based itself on this rather narrow view of consumers acting
rationally and predictably in their own interest.
The second myth was invented by America’s first major science fiction writer,
L. Frank Baum (1856–1919), creator of the Land of Oz, where anything is
possible and where fantasies can be turned into realities. In 1897 he founded The
Shop Window, the first magazine devoted to window dressing: seeing an object
in a shop window, he said, should ‘arouse in the observer a cupidity and longing
to possess the goods’. That is what he himself enjoyed most, the feeling of
desire. His father having made a fortune in oil, his mother being a feminist, he
wanted a different kind of life. Hard work and good causes bored him: he
preferred to write fairy tales, preaching the creed of eat, drink and be merry, for
tomorrow we die. Thrift he despised as heartily as religion (though he was
interested in spiritualism), all taboos in the way of desire irked him. The theatre,
photography, motion pictures were his passions. Travel was his supreme
pleasure, moving from hotel to hotel, which he thought of as outposts of
paradise, the true fairy land.
John Wanamaker, owner of the New Kind of Store in Philadelphia, put
Baum’s dream into a formula in 1906: America, he said, was the Land of Desire.
Previously it had been only the land of comfort. Consumption was redefined as
the satisfaction of desire, rather than of need. The worship of pleasure ceased to
be thought of as un-American, and soon Christian preachers were trying to
convert the USA to a new kind of Christianity, in which the satisfaction of sexual
desire was holy.
It was originally believed that if individuals satisfied their desires, of whatever
kind, the world would automatically become a better place. However, the
consumer society was so successful because it gave people more than luxury; it
expressed more than fascination with technical progress or with a system which
had to make consumers ever wealthier so that they kept on purchasing what was
produced. By buying and spending, people obtained a sense of belonging almost
comparable to that which religion gave. When Richard W. Sears reduced prices
so that anyone could afford the goods in his catalogue (which offered 35,000
different items by 1928), that meant not only that getting a bargain was a victory
against the profiteers. His customers responded above all to his invitation to ‘buy
the object which everybody has’, because each object they acquired diminished
their sense of being excluded from the good things of life. Consumption was a
long celebration of victory over poverty, a way of making the home into a
private fortress safe from the humiliations of the workplace, a home filled with
objects of one’s own choosing, even if they were cheap imitations and even if
there was perpetual frustration because one could not afford everything one
wanted.
However, since the consumer society was set up, four changes have
completely altered the circumstances in which it operates. First, whereas only 15
per cent of the working population originally earned its living other than by
industry and agriculture, today, in developed countries, two-thirds do so by
supplying services rather than by making objects. This means, secondly, that
what consumers now buy, and desire, more than objects, are services, that is to
say personal contact, help and advice. Thirdly, the cost of goods has diminished
but that of services has not; for a while it seemed as though self-service would
be the answer, but then time became the most precious of all commodities.
Ownership of goods did not free time; rather it added new commitments and
opportunities for using up time. Fourthly, the idea of luxury has expanded so that
the most desirable luxuries are those that money cannot buy, involving not so
much possessions as human relations.
To consume has so far been taken to mean using an object until it becomes
useless. But it has become self-defeating to use people so that they cease to be
people: a tycoon who turns his workforce into automatons was once the ideal,
but he is now unquestionably doomed. It is consummation rather than
consumption that people increasingly seek, taking pleasure to its ultimate degree
of intensity, and not just having free time. Filling time with the most profound
experiences, in most cases, involves other people. The advice from the first
generation of the Green Movement was to consume as little as possible, but that
was a leftover from the ancient tradition of asceticism, which the world has
repeatedly rejected, and will doubtless continue to reject as long as there is
inequality, as long as there are people struggling to come out of poverty who
have not tasted satiety. The Green Movement could not become a major political
force so long as it concerned itself primarily with natural resources rather than
with the full range of human desires. Its setbacks are yet another instance of
idealism being unable to get off the ground because it has not looked broadly
enough at human aspirations in their entirety.
Desire for a loved one, and for luxury, are part of a whole bouquet of desires
which contains also the desire for culture and the desire to be useful, as well as
the desire for excitement, or the substitute for excitement that drugs give. It
needs to be remembered that at the same time as the British invented the
consumer society, they also took to drink as never before, and the USA followed
suit, but over the last generation there has been a radical change in attitudes to
alcohol, with a move to moderate drinking of high-quality wines rather than
mass consumption of anything fermented. Watching television may become
addictive but gradually discrimination is learned.
Consumption is thus always evolving into something more complex. Greed
and altruism were once enemies, desire and abstinence were once the only
alternatives. But desire can find its consummation in generosity, and greed in
curiosity. It is a question of knowing what one values most. Humans have never
been simply passive victims of their desires, but have played with them, polished
them. Playing with gloom has produced some fine art, but otherwise it has been
a waste of energy.
The range of possibilities for dealing with restlessness has not been exhausted.
Leisure is not the only goal society can set itself. So I now turn to other paths
that have been explored in search of more satisfying links between humans.
First, I deal with travel, which has become the most popular method of freeing
oneself from the sense that the world is a dangerous and unfriendly place,
irrevocably ruled by selfishness. Then I investigate the feeling that all such
efforts are doomed to failure, either because men and women are too different
ever to put an end to the war of the sexes (chapter 18), or because people cannot
change (chapter 19, on ‘destiny’), or because they are becoming increasingly
stressed by trying to do too many things and going to too many places (chapter
20, on the lack of time), or because the family is collapsing (chapters 21 and 22).
But I show that the history of these apparent obstacles contains positive elements
which open up many new options. My final three chapters therefore suggest that
the human imagination has not exhausted itself, and that the human adventure
has barely begun.
Attitudes to suffering
Ronald D. Mann, The History of the Management of Pain, Parthenon, Carnforth,
and Park Ridge, New Jersey, 1988; P. D. Wall and R. Melzac, A Textbook of
Pain, 2nd edn., Churchill Livingston, Edinburgh, 1989; Anthony Diller, ‘Cross-
Cultural Pain Semantics’, in Pain, the journal of the International Association
for the Study of Pain, Elsevier, Amsterdam, vol. 9, 1980, pp. 9–26; Maurice
Sendrail, Histoire culturelle de la maladie, Privat, Toulouse, 1980; L.
Romanucci-Ross, The Anthropology of Medicine, 2nd edn., Bergin and Garvey,
NY, 1991.
Consumer society
Gary Cross, Time and Money, The Making of Consumer Culture, Routledge,
1993; Neil McKendrick, The Birth of a Consumer Society: The
Commercialisation of Eighteenth-Century England, Hutchinson, 1982; Simon J.
Bronner, Consuming Visions: Accumulation and Display of Goods in America
1880–1920, Norton, NY, 1989; T. Scitovsky, The Joyless Economy, Oxford UP,
NY, 1985; Peter Gardella, Innocent Ecstasy: How Christianity Gave America an
Ethic of Sexual Pleasure, Oxford UP, NY, 1985; Ian Proctor, Service Sector
Workers in a Manufacturing City, Avebury, Aldershot, 1988; G. Paolo
Prandstraller, Le Nuove professioni nel terziaro: Ricerca sul professionalismo
degli anni 80, Franco Angeli, Milan, 1990; Hans Peter Blossfeld, Expansion of
the Tertiary Sector and Social Inequality: Is There a New Service Proletariat
Emerging in the Federal Republic of Germany? Florence European University
Institute working paper 91/8, April 1991; G. Akehurst, The Economics of
Services, Frank Cass, 1987 (discussing Gershuny’s theory of self-service); R. G.
Streets, The Impact of Service Industries on Underemployment in Metropolitan
Economics, Lexington, Mass., 1987; Paulette Carrive, La Philosophie des
passions chez Bernard Mandeville, Paris I thesis, 1979, printed Lille, 1983;
Paulette Carrive, Bernard Mandeville, Vrin, 1980; Hector Monro, The
Ambivalence of Bernard Mandeville, Clarendon Press, Oxford, 1975; Thomas A.
Home, The Social Thought of B. Mandeville: Virtue and Commerce in
Eighteenth-Century England, 1978; Colin Johnson, The Green Dictionary,
Macdonald, 1991; Luc Ferry, Le Nouvel ordre écologique, Grasset, 1992.
17
THE GREAT ATTRACTION of a job in the railways used to be security, and the
guaranteed heaven was a pension at fifty-five. Both Vivienne’s parents came
from railway families, three generations back on her father’s side. And what
effect does that have?
For her father, the world remains full of danger and uncertainty despite all the
guarantees. He lost an eye at work and had to give up engine-driving to become
a clerk. He was one of eight children and had five himself: life has always been
hard, and the fear of poverty has never ceased to haunt him. The great
achievement each month was to be able to put a little money aside, in case of
worse calamities. ‘A penny is a penny’ is his philosophy. ‘He does not live,’ says
his daughter. ‘He is very down to earth. Even though entitled to free travel on the
railways, he does not know his own country.’ Now retired, he spends three
months each year by the sea, but always in the same place, camping, playing
boules and cards. What does he think about? ‘I don’t know,’ says Vivienne. ‘I
never asked.’
Her mother has never been out of France either, but ‘in her dreams, she is
adventurous’. Why is that? Because she reads a lot. Adventure starts in the
imagination. The mother is responsible for all five children being the opposite of
their father. All except Vivienne have married foreigners: a German, an African,
an American, a Russian. Her father was deeply upset, especially by the African,
refusing to speak to his daughter when she ignored his objections. Having been
sent to a German concentration camp during the war, he did not like the German
either: ‘It was very difficult, but gradually he accepted him.’ Now seventy-five,
the father remains ‘chauvinistic’. He does not enjoy changing.
Vivienne, however, lives by curiosity. ‘I like to dream. I was born that way.’
Fishing is her hobby, ‘because I like to be alone, which allows me to think about
the future. I am a dreamer.’ Her favourite author is Proust, but she likes many
other kinds of books, particularly stories that are ‘precise’. When she watches a
film, her mind wanders if it does not interest her and she plans for the time when
she will be able to do what she likes. At the moment, she works in an old
people’s home and her ambition is to become its director, or deputy director. But
that would mean she would have to live in the home, which she does not want to
do: ‘I like my independence.’ So she is hesitating. Her husband is also employed
by the municipality, in the maintenance of the sports ground and swimming pool.
They are poorer than her parents, and live in an unpretentious council flat in the
unfashionable part of the city. She has security. But her mind is elsewhere.
‘I like travelling,’ she says. She has not been able to afford to venture any
further than Spain and Africa. ‘But when I retire, I shall travel to discover
everything I do not know. I am more interested in the world than in France.’ She
would not mind living abroad, but her husband refuses, his taste of abroad
having been building work in the Gulf. Meanwhile, her holidays are spent
camping in a caravan, which enables her to meet foreigners, for even though ‘I
cannot speak any languages, I am very communicative. I need to exchange
ideas.’ Brought up to camping since childhood, ‘Hotels do not interest me,
because people do not communicate in them.’ By contrast, on the beach, or
doing the washing up, campers speak to each other.
The children have left home and are doing their military service; one has a
certificate in international commerce. She is free to plan for the future. ‘I know
I’ll do what I dream of doing.’
Ask professional people whether they like their work and they will in most cases
say yes, even if they have complaints. But ask if they like what their work has
done to them, as they have got older, how it has altered them, and they will take
longer to answer.
Caroline regretted that five years after getting her degree in information
technology, her knowledge was not making her a better person. Pointing her
nose at a computer screen gave her a sense only of having learned enough about
her machines. She changed jobs, but that proved to be a mistake. Her third job,
with a firm of engineers, promised more travel and human contact. Then a
chance opportunity, there being no one else available at the time, put her in
charge of building some ultra-modern automated warehouses. So here she is,
without any training as a civil engineer, raised to the eminence of a project
manager, faced with making important decisions and contracts, running meetings
of people twice her age.
She is coping very well. When an engineer representing her client protested,
‘It’s unbelievable that a bit of skirt should be running the project’, she thought he
was being ridiculous and ignored his comment. ‘If your technical armour is
sound,’ she says, ‘you can justify every move.’ When, without consulting her, he
changed the agenda of a meeting she had fixed, she walked out of the room. She
believes women have some qualities when it comes to handling people that men
do not have. Conscious that she has other skills to learn, she has applied for a
management course; but she gets on perfectly well with most clients and
colleagues; she is growing in confidence; having selected a good team to support
her, she finds the work is progressing without difficulty, and learning to perform
new tasks has been exhilarating.
However, her work involves long hours and completely takes over her
weekends. There are times when she thinks she ought to move to somewhere
with less pressure, but she remembers that when she was doing routine
computing, on a seven-hour day, she got bored, and she concludes she would
rather do ten hours to avoid that. ‘I give all my life to my work. I do nothing
else. I even dream about work. And I am always stressed, because I have never
done as much work as I should have, and I cannot say that to the client. I don’t
know whether I could last ten years; three years perhaps. At forty or forty-five,
will I ask myself, Why have I given my life up to this job? What is the point of
getting more and more power and money, just to be able to say that I have
climbed up so many rungs in the ladder? It’s mad; my friends say it’s mad; it’s
wrong to work so much. But we can’t change it. We accept it, and play the game,
and work weekends, because we are forced to by our clients who are always on
tight schedules.’ It seems all the more absurd when she thinks about the
unemployed, whose plight she finds heart-rending; she feels guilty: ‘Perhaps we
should share our work with them, accept lower salaries, work shorter hours, live
more sensibly: but how can that be done in practice?’
Caroline is not the only one in her office who is restless. Most of the young
people move on after a few years. But she does not share their ambition. A
brilliant career is not her aim: ‘I did not know what I wanted to do when I left
school; I feel I have done well to have reached such a high position. I don’t wish
to be managing director; I don’t have the background. If I were a graduate of a
top university, I would want to justify it. But I am satisfied with my post.’
Unfortunately, the people she meets at work have not been the sort who excite
her. Engineers tend to be ‘serious’, she says: they do not do a job that encourages
them to be reflective. She went on holiday with an English engineer (that added
a touch of exoticism), but he lacked imagination; ‘he was almost sad, too
academic in his attitude to what is forbidden’. The French are less disciplined,
she thinks. But she has had trouble finding a truly undisciplined Frenchman.
There are subjects she cannot talk about with her colleagues. What is the point
of having discussions with practical people who always say you cannot change
the world? The sort she likes are not engineers, but men who have jobs which
leave them free, who have travelled a lot, who can talk about many subjects,
who have ‘left the mould. But because I have not done this, perhaps they think I
am boring.’ She longs to be completely different when she goes home after
work, to be able ‘to surprise others’. Becoming a professional narrows one’s
world. ‘At school I had friends from all classes; now I know only those who
have been through higher education; and we all do the same sort of thing. There
is no real choice. The world of art and painting is one I don’t know at all. I
would love to meet people who have taken control of their lives, and who have
similar ideas to mine. I would like to have a family, but I don’t know that I am
going in the right direction. What I enjoy is human contact. We are not made to
be alone. So my work does not satisfy me completely.’
There is no going back to watching the computer screen, nor to St Jean de Luz
(population 15,000) where time moves at a gentle pace, where she used to go to
the beach at lunch time and in the evening, but where there are few interesting
jobs. It is true the provinces are improving, the bigger cities offer more
opportunities, but it is much harder changing jobs there than in a national capital.
Going abroad is impossible, her languages are inadequate. America is not
attractive, because the contrast of wealth and poverty is too great. ‘So we are
condemned to this. But I do not feel that I am in a prison.’
That can have two consequences. Either her life is not a bad one, and she has
no desperate need to escape. Or she is free to escape because there are no walls
to prevent her, but she first has to decide where to go.
Over a century ago the historian Hippolyte Taine (1828–93) said there were six
kinds of tourists. The first travel for the pleasure of moving, absorbed in
counting the distance they have covered. The second go with a guide book, from
which they never separate themselves: ‘They eat trout in the places it
recommends and argue with the innkeeper when his price is higher than the one
it gives.’ The third travel only in groups, or with their families, trying to avoid
strange foods, concentrating on saving money. The fourth have only one
purpose, to eat. The fifth are hunters, seeking particular objects, rare antiques or
plants. And finally there are those who ‘look at the mountains from their hotel
window . . . enjoy their siesta and read their newspaper lounging in a chair, after
which they say they have seen the Pyrenees’. There will doubtless always be
tourists wishing to repeat these routines, but there are other possibilities. Tourists
may be content to look at places and things, but travel is also, more interestingly,
the discovery of people: it is travail, it requires effort, and its reward is a
transformation of both the visitor and the host. So I am choosing six examples –
out of the thousands whose lives have been changed by travel – to examine the
effect that taking a journey and meeting strangers can have.
‘Life is a perpetual journey,’ said Vincent Le Blanc, born in Marseilles in
1554, who ran away to sea at the age of fourteen and did not return till he was
seventy. After visiting every known continent, he at last found a wife in Brazil,
but she turned out to be, as he said, ‘one of the most terrible women in the
world’. The first characteristic of travellers who have been more than tourists
has been that they have not found what they expected, or what they were looking
for. The ability to realise that one is faced by something new has not been easy
to acquire, since most people see what they want to see. Travel became an art
when surprises were transformed into advantages.
‘In the desert there are many fantasies and goblins seen,’ complained Le
Blanc, ‘that strive to seduce travellers and cause them to perish in hunger and
despair.’ A modern psychiatrist would say that a journey reveals hidden fears.
The Bedouin spoke to Le Blanc not of fears or fantasies but of djinns, and
claimed that if one faced them, they disappeared. However, to get rid of one’s
fears cannot be more than half the purpose of a journey – then comes the
discovery of unexpected friends.
All religions have encouraged travel in the belief that it is good for the soul,
even though governments have consistently believed the opposite, obstructing it
with taxes and red tape. Travel began as pilgrimage. Islam, which was the most
systematic in codifying the obligation to travel, required much more than a
pilgrimage to Mecca (the hajj). Muslims who lived in lands where they were not
free to practise their religion were urged to move to where they could (the hijra);
and some interpreted that to include the duty to move from a poor to a richer
country, even if it was not Islamic, with the justification that one could then
spread the faith more widely. Visits to local shrines were a third duty (ziyara),
where the oppressed could feel, at least momentarily, that all were equal before
God, women as well as men. And, not least, everyone was urged to travel in
search of knowledge, visiting wise men all over the world.
In practice, however, travel has not automatically improved the soul, or at
least not in the way expected. There were complaints that the search for
knowledge sometimes gave the faithful subversive ideas. Pilgrimages were
variously experienced as atonement, rebirth, liberation from materialism or
hatred or jealousy, but also as an opportunity to enhance social status, to trade or
to smuggle. When the slow, arduous travel of medieval times, which used to
transform people physically as well as mentally – the hajj to Mecca might take
several years – is replaced by a four-week government-sponsored package deal,
it is harder for the pilgrim to acquire the sense of belonging to a great
international community.
To discover what travel has done to people’s souls and minds and habits, it is
necessary to go beyond the technical achievements of explorers, the drawing of
maps where none existed before, the reporting of unknown facts. For example,
how did Ibn Battuta (1304–68), who visited the territory of what are now forty-
four different countries, covering a distance of 73,000 miles, improve his life or
other people’s by travelling? Originally ‘swayed by an overmastering impulse
within me’, this son of a judge went to Mecca at the age of twenty-one simply to
complete his education and to qualify as a judge in his turn; but an itch for
novelty, or mere bravado, made him resolve never to walk the same road twice.
He became a professional traveller when he realised that he was not a born
student, that his talent was more for the observation of daily life, for gossip, for
being a walking newspaper, reporting amazing sights and customs, making
mouths gape in wonder. It was an act of bravery not to try to become learned in
the traditional way, out of books, and to rely instead on being able to impress
strangers by mere force of personality. However, six years passed before he
encountered someone who was anything like his soul-mate, Muhammad
Tughluq (1325–51), sultan of India.
This eccentric visionary was deliberately recruiting foreigners to run his
empire, being more interested by distant cultures than domestic realities,
learning Persian and Arabic, writing poetry, practising calligraphy, studying
Greek philosophy, inviting Hindu sages to discuss with him – a sultan whose
mind could not stop travelling. Ibn Battuta was appointed an official of his
administration in Delhi, and lived in great style, building his own private
mosque, only to discover that politics did not suit him: a powerful person needed
to pretend that he was more powerful than he was, and Ibn Battuta eventually
ruined himself with ostentatious extravagance. There was no escape from the
road: he resumed his travels, was robbed of all his possessions, narrowly
escaping death at the hands of bandits several times, but continued to be treated
with extreme generosity by complete strangers. He returned home to Morocco
after an absence of thirty years. Nobody was much interested in him, though he
was asked to dictate his memoirs; and he then lived out his days as an obscure
judge ‘in some town or other’, which he might have done if he had come straight
home at the age of twenty-two.
There were certain things Ibn Battuta did not want to discover. He married a
considerable number of wives in different places, some for only a few weeks,
until he moved on, leaving a trail of forgotten descendants behind him; but there
were limits to how much novelty he could swallow. In Mali, an African Muslim
received him in the presence of female friends: ‘Associating with women is
agreeable to us,’ said his host, ‘and a part of good conduct, to which no suspicion
attaches. They are not like the women of your country.’ Ibn Battuta left the house
at once and, though invited back several times, never accepted.
Apart from a brief mission to China, he never stepped outside the Muslim
world; even in Hangchow, he stayed with an Egyptian family; and everywhere,
as a Sufi, he preferred the hospitality of Sufi fraternities. After no fewer than
four pilgrimages to Mecca, his spirituality still failed to blossom. Meeting a Sufi
anchorite who lived entirely on fish in the marshlands of Abadan, Ibn Battuta
was so deeply moved that ‘for a moment I entertained the idea of spending the
rest of my life in the service of this sheikh’. However, humility never appealed to
him for long. An African king who welcomed him with only three loaves of
bread, a piece of fried beef and a gourd of yoghurt aroused his contempt, as
‘mean and of feeble intellect’: ‘I have journeyed,’ he replied derisively, ‘to the
countries of the world and met their kings. I have now been in your country for
four months without your giving me a reception gift or anything else. What shall
I say of you in the presence of other sultans?’
What travel did for Ibn Battuta was to loosen him from the conventional
obsession with a safe, lifelong career. Because travellers were still rare, and
therefore valued as entertainment and rewarded with presents and free
hospitality, he financed his journey simply by keeping on the move. He
discovered that as a wanderer he could lead a more interesting life than he would
have done at home. That was all he wanted.
Living according to local custom: is that the clue? Most of these travellers could
not speak Arabic. But has knowledge of foreign languages been a road to a
different kind of journey? The answer can come from Sir Richard Burton (1821–
90), one of the most gifted linguists of all time, who mastered twenty-five
tongues, or, including dialects, forty, with such perfection that he could pass as a
native; two or three months were enough for him to become fluent. Experts
found him weak only in two languages – Russian, inexplicably, and German,
whose sounds he said irritated him. ‘Nothing,’ he believed, ‘goes to the head of a
man so much as to speak to him in his own patois.’ He was therefore a disaster
as an undergraduate at Oxford, because he liked to learn a language as it was
spoken: he told the professors that their pronunciation of Latin was absurd
(which it was, having been artificially invented after the Reformation). So he
was spared the fate of becoming a professor himself, and was free to use his
talent to search for something more elusive than knowledge.
It need not be harmful to discover, at the beginning of one’s career, without
waiting for disappointment, that one is, as Burton said of himself, ‘a waif and
stray’. The reason was not that he was (supposedly) descended from one of
Louis XIV’s bastards, sent away to Ireland; nor that he was the son of rich
parents who did not know what to do with themselves, or with him. They
brought him up not in England, but in Tours, where they indulged their
hypochondria: ‘We never thoroughly understood English society,’ he wrote, with
a certain satisfaction, ‘nor did society understand us.’ So he was born to be a
traveller. ‘Voyaging is victory,’ he tried to convince himself. However, he was
not self-sufficient: he needed an audience to applaud him. ‘It is a real advantage
to belong to some parish. It is a great thing when you have won a battle, or
explored Central Africa, to be welcomed home, by some little corner of the
Great World, which takes pride in your exploits because you reflect honour upon
itself.’ The price to be paid was respect for that little corner, deference to its
authority, but Burton was too sceptical to be respectful of anybody, and least of
all of his parents. As a boy he became an accomplished liar. Later he said he
devoted himself to speaking the truth, but that it only got him into trouble. It was
symbolic that the sport of fencing was ‘the great solace of my life’.
The Indian army gave him the opportunity to learn half a dozen languages:
and at once he began disguising himself as a Persian merchant of cloth and
jewellery, which enabled him to enter the closed world of women, even the
harem. The way to get to know a people, he claimed, was to know the women.
So began a lifelong devotion to sexology, in the course of which he translated the
Kamasutra, the Perfumed Garden and the Arabian Nights. However, the
brilliance of his scholarship did not teach him much about women. The great
disappointment of his Indian career was the revelation that he was an
incompetent lover. ‘While thousands of Europeans have cohabited for years
with, and have had families by, native women, they have never been loved by
them, at least I never knew a case.’ Sexology was no more the key to
‘understanding women’ in the Victorian age than in the Swinging Sixties. To
listen to what women said, and thought, and did not dare say, was not part of his
programme. His view of women showed itself in his marriage to one who
despised women, who, since she could not be a man as she would have wished,
imagined herself to be part of him and devoted her life to his pleasure, drawing
up a code of conduct for herself in which she promised to hide his faults from
the world, never to reproach him, never to answer when he found fault with her,
to conceal her own ill-health so as not to annoy him, never to ask him for
anything, but to ‘let him find in his wife what he and many other men fancy is
only to be found in a mistress’.
Burton’s most famous exploit was to travel to Mecca as a pilgrim, disguised as
an Afghan doctor and dervish, darkening his face with walnut juice, growing a
large beard, shaving his head: he was unrecognisable. He had himself
circumcised, ‘taking care that it was in the Muslim rather than the Jewish
fashion’. There was no ritual or prayer with which he was not familiar, and
quotations from the Koran filled his conversation. He even turned himself into a
doctor for the occasion, treating patients. Despite the heat – which he likened to
the breath of a volcano, causing several of his companions to drop dead of
exhaustion as they marched – and despite the terrifying attacks of bandits – who
ripped open the belly of a companion, leaving the vultures and jackals to kill him
off – he never betrayed himself. He probably got as near to feeling what it means
to be a Muslim pilgrim as any Christian has. But one obstacle remained.
When he finally reached the holiest of the Mecca shrines, he was deeply
moved, but he recognised, ‘to confess humbling truth’, that while the emotion
experienced by his fellow pilgrims was ‘the high feeling of religious enthusiasm,
mine was the ecstasy of gratified pride’. The ruse counted for more than the
insight. His elaborate respect for Islam was ultimately superficial. An Arab who
learnt of his identity said, ‘He hath laughed in our beards.’
That is the significance of Burton’s life. Even though he was admired as the
greatest interpreter of the East to the West – and he certainly conveyed a lot of
accurate information – he did not find a satisfactory way of reconciling his
participation in differing civilisations, which is the ultimate goal of a traveller.
He said that the Indians secretly thought of themselves as superior to their
British rulers, who despised them: the only solution was to fight it out, to rule
with an iron fist; liberalism would be mistaken for weakness, because ‘Oriental
discipline is personal respect based on fear’.
After the history of nations and of families, there is another history to be written,
of those who were misfits in one or the other, or felt incomplete in them, and
who created new affinities far away from their birthplace. Travellers have been a
nation of a special kind, without frontiers, and they are becoming the largest
nation in the world, as travel becomes no longer a mere distraction but an
essential part of a whole person’s diet. Today over 400 million people travel
between continents each year. The most admirable characters in the history of
travel are those who have been most useful to their hosts. A journey is successful
when the traveller returns as an ambassador for the country he has visited, just as
an actor is most successful when he enters into a character and discovers
something of himself in the part he plays.
Travel does not necessarily involve going to distant parts. I now examine the
most secret of all destinations, the journey which men and women have made
into each other’s minds.
Ibn Battuta, Travels, ed. H. A. R. Gibb, Cambridge UP, 1958; Rose E. Dunn, The
Adventures of Ibn Battuta, Croom Helm, 1986; Dale F. Eickelman, Muslim
Travellers: Pilgrims, Migration and the Religious Imagination, Routledge, 1990;
Richard Trench, Arabian Travellers, Macmillan, 1986; Thorkild Hansen, Arabia
Felix: The Danish Expedition of 1761–7, Eng. translation, Collins, 1964;
Richard Burton, Narrative of a Pilgrimage to Meccah and Medinah, 3rd edn.,
William Mullan, 1872; Frank McLynn, Burton: Snow upon the Desert, John
Murray, 1990; Dea Birkett, Spinsters Abroad: Victorian Lady Explorers,
Blackwell, 1989; Anon., The Story of Ida Pfeiffer, Nelson, 1879; D. Murray
Smith, Round the World, Nelson, 1968; Valerie L. Smith, Hosts and Guests:
Anthropology of Tourism, Pennsylvania UP, Philadelphia, 1977; Daniel J.
Boorstin, The Discoverers, Random House, NY, 1983.
18
ABSA SAYS SHE has no friends. She has never been to school, so it was a great
event in her life when her seventeen-year-old daughter (who comes top in her
class) passed her examinations. They decided to celebrate by inviting a dozen of
her schoolmates to a party. She prepared a vast array of cakes and lemonade.
Only two of the guests came.
Absa N’dai, aged thirty-four, with four children, has lived in the same block in
Bordeaux for ten years. Never in all this time has she had a conversation with
her neighbours. She is Senegalese: there are four French families on the same
landing and one Portuguese. She has never heard them talking to each other
either. They never said good morning to her. ‘It is I who first said good morning,
and sometimes they don’t answer. Once one of them got stuck in the lift and I
called the fire brigade, but all he said was Thank you. Once I smelt gas, and my
daughter phoned for help, but for this we got only scowls. My immediate
neighbour, whose front door is only one metre away from mine, has two
children, who have never spoken to mine.’
But then there is not much talking in her home either. Her husband is a
labourer in a biscuit factory, on the minimum wage, threatened by redundancies
all round him. He comes home tired and sits in front of the television, and ‘each
one of us is quiet in our corner. He is sad, and he does not speak even to his
children. I do not speak very much with my husband. He is quiet. This makes me
very tired. But I have no problem speaking with my children. My son is nice to
me: he asks, Mother, Why are you quiet?’ She smiles. The children are her
pleasure. But finding the money to clothe them and give them what they need for
school is like holding up an umbrella in a storm.
Her husband came to France in 1976; she stayed in Senegal with the children
till 1983, when she joined him. The first two years she devoted to learning to
read and write French, and since then she has been searching for work, in vain. ‘I
have put myself down for every kind of job. I have offered to be a cleaner; I look
at the vacancies every week, though it takes me an hour to get to them by bus. I
fill in forms, and they say they will telephone and never do. I have done
everything to find a job. I don’t know why I can’t get one. I paid money to put
an advertisement in the paper. I’m all alone. I don’t know anybody.’
In Senegal, things were not much better; there was no work there either,
though she earned a little as a dressmaker. In France, the government has put her
on a training course, which involves work practice in a factory. Her boss says he
is very pleased with her, but he has no vacancies and cannot keep her on. She
would like to open a little dressmaker’s shop: the six of them live in three small
rooms; there is no space at home; but even if she could afford a shop, the taxes
she would have to pay would immediately ruin her. ‘I like working. I hate doing
nothing.’
Her elder daughter had a friend at school, who was the daughter of the maths
teacher. The friend caused great pleasure to Absa by expressing interest in
Senegalese food, and a wonderful dinner was prepared for her; but the friendship
petered out when the teacher was transferred to another part of the country, and
now there are only occasional telephone calls. Absa’s daughter says she is
thinking of going back to Senegal.
What Absa misses is African family life. ‘In Senegal we all live together. We
forget everything. We don’t think. We eat together. Here one has to think, all
alone. When my children go to school and my husband is at work, I think a lot
and cry. When my father died, I cried for a week, I was all alone. In Senegal the
family helps, but here no one spoke to me. When my husband is on night shift
and I am alone with the children, I think, Why is there nobody to help me, if
something were to happen . . .’
The organiser of the training course which is supposed to prepare Absa for
work (who admits however that only one-fifth of the trainees will find jobs) is by
birth a Kabyll, and a distinguished economist. He says that when he lived in
Paris and said good morning to his neighbours, no one answered him either.
Do those who are richer or better educated make friends more easily? Martine
Bedin, internationally known architect and designer, is a member of one of the
bourgeois families of Bordeaux, but as a child the first question she was always
asked by the mothers of her schoolmates was, ‘What does your father do?’
Respectability is still maintained by infinitely subtle gradations of aloofness. So
Martine Bedin has tried instead to make friends by seizing the opportunities of
chance encounters: one cannot choose the potential friends one meets by chance,
but one has a choice as to whom one can try to keep as friends, by putting effort
into friendship. So it is not family connections that she emphasises, but the
independence and eccentricity of her inheritance: her Corsican mother, born in
Venezuela, was a penniless drama student when she met her father; all
Corsicans, she claims, have some blood from visiting sailors, that is why she
herself is blue-eyed and blonde; she likes to think she might have some Jewish
blood too. Her paternal grandmother was the first woman to have been admitted
as a student into the Bordeaux School of Commerce, going on to make a fortune
as an industrialist. Martine Bedin was inspired by this tough-minded woman,
who urged her to become a politician, or a leader of some sort.
‘But I have no authority.’ Martine Bedin wanted not to be obeyed but to be
liked, and not only at home. She learnt four foreign languages. In London at the
age of thirteen, improving her English, she met the film director Visconti’s
nephew, who was attending the same language school, though living at Brown’s
Hotel. That friendship opened Italy up to her. She pursued her study of
architecture there, attended the lectures of Natalini and was captivated by his
charismatic oratory. ‘I am fascinated by people who have done things’. So much
so that she is brave enough to speak to them. She asked Natalini if she could
help him. Working as a waitress to keep herself, she secretly slept in his office;
when he found out, he took her into his house. Then Sottsass, the designer of
Olivetti’s office furniture, seeing her plans for a house at an exhibition,
complimented her, saying, ‘We must build this house together.’ ‘Put your
signature to it, and it will be possible,’ she replied. Young disciples are difficult
to resist. Natalini had protested, ‘But I am no better than your father.’ Sottsass
protested, ‘But what I do is boring.’
At twenty-three she became one of the founding members of Sottsass’s
Memphis Design Group. ‘You will need courage to join me,’ he said. But it was
she and her colleagues who gave him courage. They were nearly all of them
young foreigners who were able to do in Milan what they could not dream of
doing at home. Sottsass had no children, he was like a father to them, except that
they had adopted him of their own volition, and ‘he was jealous, worried that we
would abandon him’. Martine Bedin gave herself up to a ‘frenzy of drawing’.
The group’s radical vision of beauty, its insistence that beauty could be found in
everyday objects that no one had ever thought of as worthy of attention, the
mixing of expensive and cheap materials, the use of strong colours, the
deliberate destruction of accepted taste, won international interest, but after
seven years they decided they had run out of ideas, and disbanded.
Is this kind of association of artists and craftsmen working together the most
satisfying form of friendship? There is still a feeling in Milan that the designers
of the city, working independently, but generously helping one another, have
discovered what fraternity really means. For Martine Bedin, however, becoming
famous too young created problems. She continues to design everything from
furniture and houses, buses and public lavatories to jewellery and lamps, carpets,
taps, biscuits, handbags and sun glasses. She has been a consultant to, and
received commissions from, the world’s most prestigious and luxurious firms.
And yet she yearns for a closer intimacy with those who use her products. So she
has established La Manufacture Familiale, which makes domestic furniture and
sells it without intermediaries to people who come to her own home to see what
it looks like.
Does the designer then become the customer’s friend? Martine Bedin designs
what she likes, not what the customer wants, because the customer does not
know and could never explain, just as she cannot explain what she will do until
she has done it. A designer, she thinks, is a sort of peaceful terrorist, who creates
what nobody expects, what nobody could foresee: that is the whole point of
originality. But when she creates her own design, there is always the fear of not
being understood, of the customer not seeing how she has given each object its
own personality, its own independent dignity. Perhaps, she thinks, the only way
of gradually winning that understanding is to enter into people’s consciousness
without their noticing what one is doing, like a parasite. It is only other experts,
who have tried to do the same thing, who can comprehend what an expert has
achieved. That is why modernistic art does not sell to a wide public: she prefers
to shock or surprise, to remain ‘profoundly individualistic’.
Her two husbands, by contrast, have been successful industrial designers
whose work has flooded the supermarkets. Her friendships with them have been
of two kinds. The first husband was older than she, an Italian, an introvert: ‘I am
not sure I understood him; he had no need to communicate with others; he taught
me to work alone.’ After twelve years of contented marriage, one day they each
fell in love with someone else, parted amicably and remain friends, for twelve
years of one’s past should not be wasted. Likewise her second husband’s
daughter and former wife have, after some hesitation, also become friends, and
come to stay. He is Piotr Sierakowski, who gave up his prospering career in the
USA to live with her in the rural peace of the Gironde, though he is a lover of
cities: they have different styles, different ideas, he is colour-blind whereas
colours are the heart of her work, and he has no sympathy at all for the art of
Memphis. Emotionally they are together, but intellectually they remain
independent. Their child, their beautiful eighteenth-century home, which they
have modernised internally themselves, their business partnership in La
Manufacture, are domains where they meet. However, when both were asked to
give lectures at the art school and she suggested they should put on a joint
course, he preferred to perform separately. He never lies: that for him is the great
problem for a designer in need of commissions from industrialists, who want
you to pretend you share their ideas, who want you to repeat a previous success
rather than venture into the unknown, whereas he likes to reflect on the essence
of objects, and his ideal is to be a Mozart in wood, to have a style which is full
of invention and surprise.
Martine Bedin sometimes thinks of La Manufacture as reviving the Corsican
clan or the old artisan family workshop, but at other times says, ‘I don’t really
like working with men. I want to be able to announce that I don’t feel like
working today, let’s go into the country: you can only do this with women; and I
have worked above all with women, with whom I have been very close,
transforming work into a feminine act, abolishing the distinction between work
and life. The men I have worked with have all had a feminine side, they liked
being with women and talking about feminine subjects, for creativity is the
application of the feminine side of men. When I design my furniture I see it in
my mind’s eye as part of a domestic scene. Sottsass too explained his furniture
with a scene or an anecdote; he had his feminine side, was emotional, cried, got
angry. Men and women have different rhythms of thought: I never feel my mind
is totally free; I am always preoccupied with something.’
It seems that even educated men and women, quite often, have only partly
met.
Why has friendship between men and women been so rare and difficult? The
usual answer is sex. But that is to forget that friendship between men has not
been easy either. The very first friendship of which there is a historical record,
between the Babylonians Gilgamesh and Elkidu, around 2000 BC, immediately
ran into trouble, because their temperaments were too different. Elkidu was a
‘wild man’. They had to negotiate before they eventually agreed to set off
together ‘to rid the world of evil’. It has not been sex that has thwarted
friendship, so much as fear of people who are different.
In 1936 Americans hailed Dale Carnegie’s How to Make Friends and
Influence People as the solution to their frustrations. Five million copies were
sold over the next two decades. It was almost like another Bible, for though it
did not open the doors of heaven, it did teach how to knock on the doors of
strangers and not have them slammed in one’s face. Carnegie (1888–1955) was a
commercial traveller, upset by his short stature, who triumphed over his misery
by giving evening lessons in the art of public speaking. In a country of
immigrants, he spotted that what held people back was their fear of making fools
of themselves when they opened their mouths. His prescription was simple:
Smile, never argue, never tell anyone they are wrong, never find fault, be a Nice
Guy. Do not be different from others and others will be your friends. In other
words, do not be yourself: the great obstacle to friendship was the misfortune
that people were different and that they did not do enough to hide it. Carnegie
went on to write a book saying the same was true for women – How to Help
Your Husband Get Ahead in His Social and Business Life: they too must learn to
play a part. In accordance with the principle that the easiest cure for a fear is to
switch to another fear, he replaced the fear of making a fool of oneself by the
fear of being found out.
There was nothing specifically American in Carnegie’s remedy. Shakespeare
wrote that friendship is ‘mostly feigning’. Like Europeans, Americans were half-
Christian and half-pagan, unequivocally pagan in their devotion to success and
their tacit tolerance of insincerity. Those who accused Carnegie of preaching
hypocrisy made no impression on him: if success was what Americans wanted,
he was showing them how it could be achieved: their private thoughts did not
concern him. For most of history, indeed, friendship has had nothing to do with
affection. A friend used to be above all a protector or someone useful to whom
one sold one’s allegiance in return for favours, for as long as the favours lasted.
The ancient Romans, who called almost every one they had dealings with friend,
were not ashamed to divide them into three categories, those they welcomed into
their homes, those permitted to enter the open courtyard in front of their houses,
in groups for a morning salutation, and the lowly clients who waited outside,
under the supervision of servants.
It is not ideals that the world is short of, but methods to stop them becoming a
sham, a lie. In Italy today, says that country’s expert on friendship, Francesco
Alberoni, the word ‘friendship’ still carries a connotation of cheating, of buying
privileges by underhand means. Indeed, wherever advancement has depended on
knowing the friends of friends, liking them has been a luxury. A specialist in
licking boots can say, ‘He is my friend and I despise him.’ It is only quite
recently that the services of government officials, bankers, lawyers, hotel-
keepers or insurers have not had to be won as a personal favour and paid for with
a part of one’s independence. So long as people are hungry for flattery, they will
continue to savour Carnegie’s sweet and sour recipe. So long as their choice of
friends is limited to those who have power, they have no choice.
The link between friendship and fear emerges clearly among the Mayas, or at
least among their descendants observed in Guatemala, who had an atmosphere of
universal mistrust hanging over them like a permanent mist, perpetuated by 400
years of conquest. The young men tried to fight it by becoming camarada. They
went about in inseparable pairs, publicly embracing each other, dancing together,
even saying they would willingly marry if the other were a woman. These were
not sexual relationships, for they helped each other in their amorous advances to
the girls; but marriage did not offer all that they wanted in terms of intimacy. A
man was made to feel that he needed a camarada to ensure that he did not stand
emotionally alone. Choosing one was like courtship, and a formal contract
sealed the union. ‘Everybody has had a camarada,’ explained an old man, ‘and
has done the same thing. But it is difficult to keep a camarada for life.’ For
despite their loving devotion to each other, they were unable to avoid the
mistrust which permeated their whole society. While each was proud of having a
friend, he was also intensely jealous of his partner showing any interest in
anyone else: every act not directed to the other’s exclusive pleasure seemed to
pose a threat. Though they enjoyed confiding in each other, they were unable to
get it out of their heads that their friend was a potential enemy, and it was seldom
that they had the courage to confide completely. Their idyll usually ended in
recrimination: friends turned into enemies. Yearning for an impossible perfection
in their friend, demanding wholehearted admiration from him, they preferred to
end their friendship rather than share it with another. The moral the old man
drew was, ‘One cannot and should not trust another person all the way.’ So the
mist of mutual suspicion could not evaporate.
Neither did it among the Greeks, though they were passionately interested in
friendship; but they were even keener on winning admiration, and in addition
they wanted justice, so they continued to be haunted by the worry that everybody
might not get his fair share of each of these three delights. Aristotle said that he
could be friends only with a good man, like himself. That limited his choice very
severely. He thought it best to have only a few friends: the possibility that a
democracy should be a big friendship between citizens was an idea he raised,
only to dismiss it. What should happen, he asked, when two friends are not
completely equal? How should they decide if the more virtuous one was
receiving more or less than his due reward of admiration and respect? This same
problem tormented the Greeks in their homosexual loves, which were not just a
matter of physical desire, of being, like Zeus, ‘inflamed by a thigh’: the adult
who won the love of a youth was proud above all of having proved that his
merits and experience were worthy of admiration; the more the youth resisted,
the more suitors he had, the prouder was the victorious one. So friendship too
became confused with pride and clashed with competitiveness. Though Aristotle
was undoubtedly one of the most intelligent men who ever lived, though he
wrote very perceptive chapters on friendship and though he could talk
impressively (after a long pause for reflexion) on every subject under the sun, in
old age, indulging his favourite occupation of taking baths in warm oil, he said,
‘The more lonely and isolated I am, the more I have come to love myths.’
Friendship remained a myth.
The Persian Abu Hayyan Al-Tawhidi (932–1023), whose Epistles on
Friendship are also an autobiography of exceptional honesty, could not see how
to reconcile friendship with his other yearnings. ‘I am a man dominated by a
desire for security,’ he wrote. Friendship did not give it to him, because he
believed (following Aristotle, whose opinions blinkered thinking on the subject
for two millennia) that friends should be ‘one soul in bodies twain’, as similar as
possible. His ideal pair of friends – Suleyman the philosopher and Ibn Sayyar the
judge – had the same desires, the same passions and the same fears, even their
dreams coincided; they told each other everything ‘as though he was me’,
sharing everything, never getting angry with each other. But such a model was
unhelpful for Al-Tawhidi’s own social life. He was by profession a copyist and
calligrapher, keen to better himself; he lamented that to resist ambition one had
to be deeply religious and care nothing for the pleasures of the world, ‘which is
difficult’. He could not make friends with the grand vizier from whom he sought
employment and honour: they were temperamentally too different. When he had
outlived his son and the men of letters with whom he consorted and
corresponded, he felt profoundly alone: ‘My energy is failing, my mind is set in
its ways, my eloquence is gone, I am growing obsessive and I despair of all
human beings.’ So he burned his library of books, the possession he cherished
above all else, ‘though it was like murder . . . [but] I did not want to leave the
books to people who would have mocked them and would have pointed out my
ignorance and my defects.’ Friendship had been his ‘consolation’ but it left him
as insecure as when he began. The flaw in it was this ideal of total harmony,
which made it impossibly rare and which, when achieved, cut off the united pair
from the rest of humanity.
If friends have to be identical, then men and women must despair of being
friends. And yet it is reported that in parts of Africa, among the Bangwa in the
Cameroons, for example, and among the Nzema in Ghana, men and women
enter into close friendships which last a lifetime. When they are together, ‘the
woman relaxes her usual demeanour of almost theatrical deference before any
man and they are permitted to joke, talk frankly and even eat together – a
practice normally tabooed between men and women, particularly husband and
wife.’ The friendships continue after they marry someone else; they intervene to
protect each other in their quarrels with their spouses. When Ibn Battuta
(discussed in the previous chapter) visited Mali in the fourteenth century, he was
surprised to find men and women enjoying each other’s company outside the
restraints of marriage.
Men have not always been obsessed by sexual intercourse when they have
come close to a woman. In the twelfth century, many knights did not expect their
devotion to the woman they admired to be sexually consummated. In
seventeenth-century England marriage was postponed till the late twenties and
yet the illegitimate birthrate was only 3 per cent, a mere fraction of what it is
today, despite contraceptives. Samuel Pepys, one of the most highly sexed of
men, who kept a diary, in minute detail, of his flirtations, kissed and fondled
almost any woman he met, but seldom went further. In his day, it was customary
for a man courting a woman to be invited by her to ‘bundle’ in her bed, which
meant that they cuddled and talked and slept but kept their clothes on, though
sometimes she might strip to the waist or take her shoes and socks off; but there
was a ‘clear understanding that innocent endearments should not be exceeded’.
The practice was considered ‘as little dangerous as a tête-à-tête in a drawing-
room’, but preferable because it was warmer; bundling was for winter only, often
done after church on Sunday, and not confined to courting couples, for a
husband might invite a visitor to bundle with his wife or daughters. It was
common in England, America, Holland (where it was known as kweesten) and
apparently Afghanistan. The Frenchman La Rochefoucauld refused to believe it
and attributed the populousness of Massachusetts to bundling. The practice
survived there until 1827, Cape Cod being the last place to resist the genteel
view that sitting on a sofa in a drawing-room was more proper. It is only in the
last two centuries that a taboo against touching has been established, and that
copulation has replaced it as the symbol of intimacy.
Intimacy has meant different things over the years. It was originally concerned
with space and objects – an intimate room, for example, into which one
withdrew away from the hubbub of relatives and neighbours – or intimate
souvenirs and relics – like a lock of hair – which one cherished as though there
was magic in them. Within marriage, intimacy meant domesticity. Friends
expressed their intimacy by falling into each other’s arms, lying in each other’s
bosom. In countries where old mores prevail, touching remains the sign of
intimacy.
The romantics said this was not enough and invented a second kind of
intimacy, which was truly revolutionary because it claimed it was possible for a
man and a woman in love to experience that union of two souls which the
ancients had admired, but which they had restricted to men. The romantics added
that sexual intercourse was the means of achieving that union. Previously a man
who claimed to be in love had to prove he was serious by showing that he was
wealthy enough to support the woman; he had to be practical and give
respectability to passion – which used to be expressed essentially outside
marriage – by proclaiming a willingness to marry. She was supposed to fall in
love with him before engaging in sex. The great innovation was to say that sex
would keep them happy ever after. That way there was no need to worry if they
had nothing to say to each other: the union of souls was declared to be so
ethereal as to be beyond communication; in the process, the two ideally lost their
sense of separate identity. There was no need to love one’s partner as an
individual, because what one loved most of all was love, being in love and being
loved.
All this was a transitional phase in the history of the relations between men
and women, produced by the difficulty they had in communicating. It made it
unnecessary for them to get to know each other; it made it possible for an
unbalanced relationship to be experienced as companionable and selfless; above
all it abolished all preconditions to love, by making it defiantly inexplicable, by
idealising the loved one, by enabling anybody to fall in love with anyone and by
abetting the pretence that the love would never end. This was one of humanity’s
most wonderful inventions. Intimacy became like a pair of wings and there was
no need to learn to fly. But those who succeeded in incorporating this ideal into
the day-to-day stresses of marriage were rare indeed. There was a long debate in
the eighteenth century as to whether friendship or passionate love held men and
women together more firmly. The matter was settled by the acceptance of this
idea that sex was the best guarantor of harmony.
Since then, however, a third kind of intimacy has been imagined, an intimacy
of minds, for people who read and think and observe both others and themselves,
and for whom life is an exploration. Instead of constantly asking each other, ‘Are
you still besotted with me?’ the question has become, ‘Do you still interest me,
stimulate me, help me, comfort me and care for me as I change and grow, and do
I still do the same for you?’ This intimacy is a partnership in the search for truth,
enabling each to see the world twice over, through the other’s eyes as well as
one’s own. Penetrating into each other’s mind involves neither submission nor
domination: the partners try to listen to each other, while each remains a separate
person, conscious that intimacy can be a cause of conflicts, or become too close
and stifling, or too defensive. It cannot be a totally safe retreat from the hostile
world, and the implication is that two people are unable to satisfy each other’s
needs in their entirety. But their differences make it possible for them to help
each other to explore, together and separately, what they could not attempt on
their own.
How to combine all three forms of intimacy and get the best of all possible
worlds? For at least two centuries, and probably much longer among the poor,
there have been attempts to combine marriage and friendship in one. In 1782, at
the same time as an English judge held that it was lawful for a husband to beat
his wife provided the stick was no thicker than his thumb, an Englishwoman
replied, ‘I believe it . . . absolutely necessary to conjugal happiness that the
husband have such an opinion of his wife’s understanding, principles and
integrity of heart as would induce him to exalt her to the rank of his first and
dearest friend.’ There were enormous prejudices in the way: Michel de
Montaigne, whose life was dominated by an Aristotelian attachment to a like-
minded man, thought that friendship with a wife might indeed be the most
perfect arrangement, but unfortunately women were ‘not ordinarily capable’ of
it: ‘their soul does not appear firm enough to support the strain of so hard and
durable a knot’. Nevertheless the presidents of the USA began appearing on the
hustings hand in hand with their wives, and in 1980 an American enquiry found
60 per cent of married men and 50 per cent of married women describing their
spouse as a very close friend.
However, companionate marriage proved to be a fragile construction,
collapsing ever more frequently into divorce. The reason was that friendship
propped it up only from the inside; there was no provision for friendships with
the opposite sex outside the marriage, which was therefore liable to crumble at
the merest puff of jealousy. Outside friendships remained suspect, and many
people declared them to be impossible. The accepted opinion was that women
and men had fundamentally incompatible attitudes towards friendship: men
understood it to mean doing things together, keeping their innermost thoughts (if
they had any) to themselves, while for women it implied exchanging intimacy
and emotion, talking frankly about their real preoccupations. But recent research
has not confirmed that this is an unalterable fact. Women historians, while
revealing the richness and intensity of female friendship, have also warned
against idealising it, showing that when it has taken the form of an exchange of
grumbles, it has often encouraged ‘psychological hypochondria’ and
‘dependence on therapy’. Sociologists have calculated that only half of women’s
friendships can be regarded as genuinely supportive: the rest, they say, are seen
as a drain on energy, tolerated only from fear of having no friends. One survey
found that many of its married women respondents would have ideally preferred
to confide in their husbands, but turned to women friends because they were not
listened to. Janice Raymond, a former nun, one of the writers who has celebrated
friendship among women with particular brilliance and learning, insists
nonetheless that it needs drastic reform, to become more ‘thoughtful’. Women’s
friendship has emerged less as an intuitive passion than as a work of art
delicately and laboriously created, and therefore essentially flexible.
A proportion of men continue to repeat that they do not want the friendship of
women, claiming that they get their friendship from their cronies, and that
women are for children and sex. But the research of Karen V. Hansen, for
example, into the correspondence of ordinary working men in nineteenth-century
America, has shown that the stereotype of male friendship is not as unchanging
and unchangeable as used to be thought. Their private letters reveal them as
having close and intimate friendships among themselves which were not unlike
those of middle-class women, nor did the suppression of emotion seem to them
to be essential to demonstrate manliness. Visiting, exchanging services, nursing
the sick with tender care and organising hospitality were all part of their routine,
and often they had warm relations with their sisters too. There are not enough of
these letters to make it possible to say that this was typical, but they demonstrate
what was possible, and how fashion can alter behaviour as well as clothes. When
men had to fall romantically in love in order to get married, the almost-romantic
relations between men themselves declined, and it was then that they flaunted
their toughness more aggressively to compensate for what they feared might be
taken for weakness. Recent investigations into where men get their emotional
nourishment, whom they frequent and what they talk about, have shown that a
not negligible minority do have intimate, self-revealing discussions among
themselves, particularly while they are unmarried. It is marriage which brings
the shutters down. Then it is largely within the privacy of marriage that they are
undressed of their hypocrisy. As history’s manly heroes are transformed by
modern biographers into pathetically lonely and flimsy waifs, it becomes
uncertain whether a marriage, even combined with a friendship, is enough to
prop men up. The companionate marriage has been only a partial solution.
What it has left unsolved is the riddle of friendship between the sexes outside
marriage. That is the next item on humanity’s agenda. When novelty was feared
as a kind of sacrilege, the ideal friend was a clone of oneself, but once boredom
becomes the great menace, and originality the only protection against it,
friendship has to be a partnership which kills boredom. For those who separately
do not know what they want, friendship has the potential to be the means
through which, as a pair, they can find a purpose. When friends have differing
ideas, when they are of different sex, when they enjoy their differences, when
they become curious about each other’s uniqueness, curiosity can become the
moving force in their relationship; beginning with curiosity about each other, it
can grow into curiosity about what lies outside them, leading to untried
experiences which are too frightening to confront alone. Curiosity is the energy
out of which a purpose grows, when its satisfaction is not a purpose in itself.
It implies a vision of life in which the past, the present and the future are like a
giant snowball, a ceaseless accumulation of new experiences and ideals, or like
the universe itself, ever expanding. Friendship between the sexes goes beyond
the romantics’ absorption in the ephemeral moment, forgetting all else, dreaming
only of passion. If passion is the only reality, life can have no other meaning, and
everyone knows that passion fades. The growing number of choosy individuals
who cannot find partners to suit them exactly are searching for something more
than the mutual admiration of a closed couple; trying to fulfil seemingly
irreconcilable ambitions, they need relationships which will not set hard like
rigor mortis.
However, friendship between the sexes requires a willingness not to think in
stereotypes, not to insist that one is either a lover, or a friend, or family, and that
there is no ebb and flow between such categories. The Marquise de Lambert
(1647–1733), whose husband was governor of the duchy of Luxembourg and
who tried to work out from her own experience how, side by side with love,
mixed friendships could be made to flower – she was convinced that there was
always a ‘liveliness’ in them which was absent from meetings of the same sex –
concluded that the heart needed to be educated, just as the brain was, and that
affection should be studied as a form of art. A loving friendship (amitié
amoureuse) is indeed a new form of art, as interesting as a companionate
marriage.
Soon after she wrote, a few men and women did begin to seek each other’s
company deliberately for friendship’s sake. In 1765 the first mixed club,
Almack’s, was founded in London, the men members being elected by the
women, and the women members by the men. And then sport and hobby clubs,
though they often kept the sexes apart, occasionally did bring them together. The
possibility of a new era in human relations appears every time a Berlin Wall is
knocked down.
Probably the most successful experiment in mixed friendship, which yielded the
most interesting practical results, was that of the Society of Friends (alias the
Quakers). It was based on the principle that individuals must make up their own
minds about how they lived: it had no doctrine, no book of rules, no priests, and
in its marriage ceremony there was no promise of obedience. Run on democratic
lines, its members said what they thought at meetings in which no decision was
taken until everyone was agreed. They ignored rank and status, calling everyone
Thou. Their way of dealing with their persecutors was to meet them personally
and talk with them face to face, which surprisingly did sometimes work even
with fierce opponents and even though they were challenging the very
foundations of society. The explanation of their success was a friendship
between their founder, George Fox (1624–91), a shoemaker’s apprentice, and
Margaret Fell, the wife of a judge. Equality between the sexes was a basic belief,
reinforced by equal education, so that the society produced some very
remarkable women. One of them, Mary Fisher, travelled 1,500 miles on foot to
urge the Sultan of Turkey to change his ways, and he received her: when she
asked him whether he understood her message, he replied, ‘Every word, and it
was the truth.’ But of course nothing changed in the Ottoman Empire.
It may seem that it was foolish to hope that anything would change as a result
of a few people practising friendship, which has generally been assumed to be a
private matter, of minor consequence in public affairs. The Society of Friends,
after over three centuries of existence, has indeed fewer than a quarter of a
million members – spread thinly over the globe, though strongest in Bolivia, the
USA, Kenya and Britain – but it has had more influence on how human beings
treat each other than any government ever had, of however powerful an empire.
It achieved nothing by force or decree; it did not move mountains, but it did
show how exemplary deeds could at least cause them to crumble a little,
gradually. Quakers set up the first anti-slavery society, which led to the first law
challenging slavery: any slave who set foot in England became a free person.
They were the first to organise a boycott, in the eighteenth century, against
products originating from slave-owning countries. They were the first people in
the world to plead for the abolition of the death penalty. In the eighteenth
century, John Belley proposed a free national health service, as well as a study of
Indian and American medicine to complement that of Europe. Elizabeth Fry
(1780–1845) was one of the earliest instigators of prison reform: the Friends did
not argue that humans were basically good, or bad, but that one should try to
draw out what good there was in them, irrespective of the crimes they had
committed. They invented the idea of offering humanitarian help to civilians
devastated by war: in 1870–1 they brought food, clothing and medicine to both
sides in the Franco-Prussian War. They went to jail in 1914 to establish the rights
of conscientious objectors. Four of the five leaders of the feminist movement in
nineteenth-century America were Friends, a third of the pioneers of prison
reform, 40 per cent of the abolitionists. They wrote the Equal Rights
Amendment. Amnesty International is their child.
However, they have never tried to keep control of the humanitarian
institutions they have given birth to, partly because they discovered their
inability to play at politics at a very early stage. In Pennsylvania, founded as a
Quaker colony, outstanding for its unusual, peaceable attitude towards the
Indians and for its exceptionally democratic government, it became clear that
friendship and the giving of orders were incompatible, and that friendship was
not a system for large groups of people. It was not just because they refused to
pay taxes which might be used for war that they lost control of Pennsylvania.
Quakerism also faded out of business, where it was originally very successful,
for it offered complete integrity, but it implied that the quality of relationships
with employees and customers mattered more than profit, and it was
incompatible with expansion at all costs. Most Quakers have now moved to the
service and caring professions.
The experience of the Quakers, whose tolerance of internal disagreement is
outstanding, suggests that there is no need for friends to think alike, if friendship
is seen as an exploration, rather than a search for security, and if each partner is
recognised as having an equal dignity. While making up their minds for
themselves, they made listening to the opinions of their friends an essential part
of their method, and it was particularly important that these friends were of both
sexes.
The history of friendships within other groups – nations, towns, families – has
still to be written, and when it is, the obstacles and the prospects may be better
understood. Poland, for example, obviously has a rich history of friendship. It
used to be famous for its unique constitution, which made it impossible to pass a
law unless every single member of the ruling nobility agreed: this was the most
perfect political expression of friendship ever devised, and it brought chaos; but
there is something precious in such a heritage, which takes respect for the
individual to its ultimate conclusion. Today’s political parties in Poland are
parties of friends, perhaps because they are young; again chaos follows, but the
atmosphere seems to be less poisoned than it would otherwise be. The
srodowisko, or social circle, uniting family, friends, colleagues and
acquaintances, usually decays into an exchange of influence and services, a way
of circumventing state regulation, but there is a noble side to it. Boys and girls
play together, but it does not automatically follow that adult relationships are
easy. Friendship has not yet borne the fruits which might be expected of it; it has
been like a tree whose buds are repeatedly destroyed by the frosts. Tyranny and
poverty have sometimes been destructive of it, but have sometimes stimulated it.
There can clearly be no five-year plan for creating friendship; it is not an
ideology, which is why it suits an age which is tired of off-the-peg solutions.
There is no way of foretelling the undesirable results which it may induce, but
the unexpected is now something, at last, that people expect.
In the 1970s, Igor Kon, Russia’s expert on friendship, reported that Russian
girls in their late teens had twice as many mixed friendships as boys did.
However cut off they might have been in other ways, the Russians have tried to
establish equality between the sexes, and these girls were expressing aspirations
which followed from the partial failure and partial success of that endeavour.
Those aspirations are being echoed, more or less, in all other countries on the
same path, when young women talk about establishing ‘relationships’ rather than
focusing on marriage, not because they reject marriage, but because intimacy
and exchange have replaced the old conventional obsessions. The most recent
American study of mixed friendship reveals that many men still have enormous
difficulties with the idea. The lack of models to imitate holds them back. But
everything that is happening between the sexes turns around the issues that
friendship is concerned with. After two phases, when the sexes affirmed their
equality and then their differences, the next phase can only be a new synthesis.
Mixed friendship now stands in the avant-garde not just of private life, but of
public life too.
The French were recently asked what they valued most, friendship, or family
and children, or freedom and independence, or justice, or loyalty, or work, or the
sense of duty, or love, or honour, or success and climbing the social ladder, or
money, or sacrifice and devotion, or marriage, or sex, or patriotism, or religion.
The relative popularity of these ideals varies a little from poll to poll, but not
greatly: friendship always comes very high, and in one poll it was top with 96
per cent, the others following in the order I have given, religion coming last with
51 per cent, a majority nonetheless. Only the French ask themselves such
questions in such an abstract manner. But it may be that they are once again
speaking for humanity as they did in 1789, or at least for that section of
humanity which likes to know where it is going.
One of the main obstacles in its way has always been the conviction that there
are forces too big to overcome, that fate cannot be defied; but, as will be seen in
the next chapter, such prohibitions have sometimes been circumvented.
TO HAVE A purpose in life means deciding, but nothing is more elusive than a firm
and fully satisfying decision. Even the brilliant managers of the Citroën car
company could not find a way of deciding on which day to launch their new
model: so they asked an astrologer. Among so many applicants for jobs, whom
should the Michelin tyre company select? They asked an astrologer. It is easy to
assume, when suffering from indecision, that one has something wrong with one,
so there is a Parisian astrologer, formerly a philosophy teacher, who treats her
clients as ‘patients’, and says their disease is that they have not grown up; they
must ‘stop behaving like children’. On the other hand a French Protestant priest
resigned to become an astrologer, deciding that only reincarnation could explain
his having a seriously handicapped son, and now he is back practising both
professions simultaneously.
Ghislaine Bourgogne shows how a woman joins the ranks of these shadowy
figures lurking behind the world’s important decisions, the public reasons for
which conceal quite different ones. Astrology is supposedly about destiny. But
her whole life has been a protest against that, and a series of deliberate personal
choices. Her main qualification for advising people on their future is that she has
been unhappy.
She was brought up wearing the mask of bourgeois respectability, but did little
work at school and still less at university, where she studied medicine. Her
parents divorced, her father’s remarriage was a failure, she moved out to her
grandparents, and at sixteen began living alone, ‘profoundly lonely, asking
myself questions about the future’. Then someone gave her a book on astrology,
which seemed to provide some answers, not quite sufficiently personal answers,
but at least more pertinent ones, it seemed to her, than those of her professors of
medicine. Skipping lectures, she devoted eight hours a day to studying astrology.
But she disliked being defined as a ‘type’; moreover, her horoscope revealed that
she was intelligent and sensitive and artistic and intuitive, but had trouble in her
emotional relationships: all too true. It annoyed her, because it offered no hope;
above all it frightened her.
To reach a decision on her future, she consulted a professional astrologer, who
reinforced all her fears: her life would be hard, with ‘very disagreeable events’,
though it was not clear exactly of what sort; everything would be in ruins for her
by the age of twenty-four. She was told she was wasting her good luck, missing
her vocation to be a doctor. Her boyfriend, with whom she was getting on badly,
was the only one for her, and all her future loves would be failures. ‘Don’t think
I’m trying to stab you,’ said the astrologer, ‘but that is what I see. And it is your
own fault: when you chose to live as you do, you knew what you were doing.’
Ghislaine was flat on her back for forty-eight hours after that. ‘I have drawn
an unlucky number, I said to myself. I can never be happy.’ Now she thinks the
astrologer was ‘inhumane’; and besides ‘it is impossible to predict a whole life
for thirty years ahead’. She determined to study astrology seriously to prove the
astrologer wrong, and she abandoned medicine for ever.
The purpose of astrology, in her case at any rate, was not to know her fate. It
is true that from time to time she said to herself, ‘If life is going to be like this, I
accept it.’ But she did not accept it. ‘Our lives are made by free will as well as
being determined. I discovered that I was the only person who could help me. I
had to wait for the opportunities and then swim with the tide.’ She claims that
astrology enabled her to discover herself, but she wanted more than that. In the
distance, she saw herself becoming serene. But so far serenity has visited only in
rare moments. Every part of her life has been difficult. Every time I have spoken
to her, she has told me that she has been passing through ‘difficult moments’.
Her diagnosis is that she ‘cannot choose between two different types of men’.
Her husband wanted her to be interested exclusively in him. ‘I could not. I
needed contact with others. He said I didn’t love him, forbade me to meet other
men. He felt threatened, as though I was trying to escape from him. I thought
about it, and realised I did not wish to commit myself, and that was why I chose
him.’
Being locked into a destiny is as bad as being locked into a stereotype. One
side of her is indeed pessimistic. ‘We have the illusion that we meet other
people, but we see in them what we are looking for. Even when two people do
manage to have a real meeting, there is a space between them; they cannot open
themselves to each other; we meet only ourselves; we cannot eliminate
loneliness.’ Nevertheless she longs to find someone whom she can recognise as a
coherent person, not in order to ‘fuse’ with him: she needs someone who is
different from her, so that they can each ‘find their own truth’. Independence is
necessary too. The inevitable is accepted only if it leads to greater freedom
beyond. ‘It is just as well that attraction is chemical,’ she says, ‘and that one
meets those whom one is destined to meet: I am happy with this limitation on
my liberty, because it means I do not have to exhaust myself consuming men.’
Then she makes her choice.
After five years of marriage, she is divorced, living with a child who is
sometimes turbulent and impulsive but who has taught her a great many things,
and from whom she gets much happiness. But she adds: ‘The love of a man is
essential.’ Practising astrology fulfils her need to express herself; she does it
primarily as a therapy for herself, as she also sings and dances; if others benefit,
all the better. And indeed the stream of words that pours out of her has the feel of
menthol, cool and soothing. Advertising has not been necessary; clients from
every walk of life, managers, doctors, artists, foremen, secretaries, come
‘naturally’. Being busy convinces her she made the right choice in sacrificing
medicine and in taking the great risk of becoming a marginal with no social
status. It is with some pride in her courage that she says that happiness cannot be
found where she once thought, in doing what other people do: it has to be
approached by self-reliance; and her clients know it too. What they want above
all is ‘to meet themselves, because only then can they meet others’, in other
words, they want to become conscious of their abilities. Her own gift is to have
‘intuitions’ about what has happened to them, without being told. She simply
passes on to them what she ‘sees’, and they must stop her if they cannot
recognise themselves. There is no need for them to say what they think about
themselves: ‘I don’t want to hear that.’ She ‘listens’ without them needing to
speak. This listening is the meat in the sandwich of her astrology. She knows a
great deal about the stars, but she does not rely on them to give her what she is
searching for, which is a very individual choice. Her conclusion is that ‘there are
as many truths as there are humans’. And her conversation is full of maxims
which have nothing to do with the planets: ‘Learn to live in the present; though
that is very difficult, because the present is conditioned by the past; listen to
yourself; communicate; listen to others.’
Is it relevant that she cannot take her own advice? That she remains, by her
own admission, timid and vulnerable and lonely? The characteristic of
successful astrologers is that they do not judge their clients, and they are not
judged as private individuals. They are valued, paradoxically, for helping people,
overwhelmed by uncertainty, to make choices.
Deciding to turn over a new leaf in one’s life has always presented two
difficulties: how to throw away old habits, and how to beat down the feeling that
one was born lucky or unlucky and that there is no way of changing it. ‘The fates
rule the world,’ said a North African citizen of Rome in the year AD 10. ‘Our end
depends on our beginning: from it flow wealth and power and poverty; from it
all are given their skills and characters. . . . No one can renounce what he is
given nor possess what he is not given, nor can he grasp by his prayers the
fortunes denied him. . . . Each must bear his lot.’ Today, the words used to say
this may have changed, but the idea remains.
To understand what can be done with old ideas which linger on so obstinately,
it is helpful to look more closely at one of the oldest of all ideas: astrology has
survived despite all its mistaken predictions, and even though it has been
condemned repeatedly by religion, science and governments. It suggests that
new ideas by themselves are not enough to change behaviour, because old ideas
cannot simply be swept away. Astrology shows how the old and the new have, in
the past, combined as well as fought.
‘It is possible to write the history of astrology now that it is finally dead,’ said
a Sorbonne professor in 1899. But in 1975 a group of 192 eminent scientists,
including nineteen Nobel prize-winners, led by a Harvard professor, published a
manifesto declaring that they were ‘concerned about the increased acceptance of
astrology in many parts of the world. . . . Acceptance of astrology pervades
modern society. This can only contribute to the growth of irrationalism and
obscurantism.’ And theirs was not a war simply between scientists and the rest.
One of the signatories, a professor of astronomy at UCLA, complained that one-
third of the students attending his lectures professed a belief in astrology, and so
did his wife. Paul Feyerabend, professor at Berkeley, refused to sign, saying,
‘Science is one of the many modes of thinking developed by man, but not
necessarily the best.’
If all the inhabitants of the world were questioned today, there might well be a
majority of believers in astrology, and that would probably still be the case even
if they were all given scholarships to study at Harvard. In France, where lucidity
is a national virtue, three-quarters of the population say they are not
superstitious, but 45 per cent touch wood, and at least one-third say they believe
in astrology. (The same proportion of Britons admit to being believers.) Among
French people, sometimes the figure goes up to two-thirds, depending on whom
they are talking to; certainly 90 per cent know their zodiac sign. What baffles the
scientists is that the believers are not illiterate old peasants. The majority of
young people (55 per cent) say they believe in the paranormal, as do many
graduates in the liberal arts and 69 per cent of ecologists. France now has twice
as many professional astrologers and fortune tellers as priests. And it is the same
in the USA. . . .
The astrology which the Western world believes in today is not the same as
that which excited the Babylonians, who were not interested in the fate of
individuals and did not invent the horoscope, which first appeared only in 410
BC. They did not believe that the gods were bothered with anything so trivial as
the details of daily life: ordinary people had no destiny, because nobody cared
about them. What mainly concerned the first astrologers was the outcome of
wars and harvests, and the secret rules of prediction, which only they could
understand. As the world appeared more and more complex, so the rules became
more intricate. The Mayas went further than the Babylonians, discovering cycles
of 374,440 years to explain events, with unbelievably abstruse mathematical
calculations. But that was not of much use in solving the private problems of the
slave in the street. The inventors of astrology had a horror of uncertainty, but
also no sense of ever attaining certainty; so every form of divination seemed
worth trying at the same time – oracles, however imprecise, haruspication,
however perplexing, examining chicken livers for no less than 6,000 warning
signs. From the beginning, astrology was combined with other forms of
reassurance, not necessarily compatible.
The Greeks, being interested in the individual, turned to astrology when their
faith in the Olympic gods began to wane, but they did not just switch from one
system to another: rather, they mixed new ideas with old. Thus they began by
adding small doses of astrology to the best medicine of their time. The Chaldean
refugee who introduced them to astrology, Berosus, settled on the island of Cos,
which was the home of the celebrated physician Hippocrates, and that was how
medicine took to using astrology as a tool of diagnosis, shaping it into a clinical
art, not offering rigid predictions, but interpreting possibilities in each individual
case.
It was Ptolemy of Alexandria (fl. AD 127–51), the most successful writer of
textbooks of all time, who made astrology into an international creed. All that
was known on mathematics, astronomy, geography, history, music, optics, was
laid out in Ptolemy’s works, which were the world’s do-it-yourself manual of
information for 1,400 years, and astrology was included as a branch of science.
He tied everything up so neatly that it became almost impossible to think except
in the context of his picture of the world, or to embark on any technical exploit,
or to sail the seas, or to find a place on the map, without his help, all the more so
because he provided the most comprehensive description of the scientific
instruments that existed in the ancient world. Of course, he often did not know
what he was talking about, pillaging his erudition from other books, drawing his
famous world map without ever having travelled, relying on hearsay; but he was
trusted because he made everything sound reasonable. Astrology was not meant
to be irrational. Never had fantasy been so elaborately interwoven with fact as in
Ptolemy, with such ingenious mathematical calculations. Never has a man’s
work contained so many plausible mistakes – such as underestimating the
distance between Europe and Asia by 50 degrees of longitude, which encouraged
Christopher Columbus to sail for what proved to be America.
Astrology nevertheless was presented as a form of technology, which made
the facts of life awe-inspiring, hauntingly mysterious and practically useful. It
could appeal to those who had no astronomical knowledge because it grafted
itself on to the traditions of the oracle and reinforced fascination with the exotic.
The future was effectively put on the map as a foreign country, needing foreign
eyes to explain it. So whereas in the Western world astrology was perceived as
an Eastern discovery, in the East it spread as a Western science. Ptolemy’s
system, written in Greek in the second century AD, reached India around AD 500;
there it was adopted, after combining with local customs, as the backbone of a
faith in the stars which remains to this day. He was translated from the Sanskrit
into Arabic in the eighth century and became part of Islamic culture.
Acclimatisation always involved intermediaries with foreign curiosities: in
Islam’s case, it was achieved by Abu Mashoor (805–85), an Afghanistani settled
in Baghdad, who came from ‘the mother of cities’, Balku or Bactra (once the
rival of Babylon and Nineveh, and the capital of the Zoroastrian religion), a city
peopled also by Buddhists, Hindus, Jews, Nestorian and Manichaean Christians,
well used to mixing Greek, Hebrew, Indian and Persian ideas. Only when
strengthened by the prestige of being part of Arabic science, and expanded to
offer advice on a wider range of worries, was astrology adopted by Europe, in
the twelfth century. Ptolemy was translated into Latin from the Arabic by
travellers to the East who came from Bath, Seville and Carinthia.
Wherever it went, astrology remained foreign. Had it been an official creed,
people would have searched for a more exotic alternative. When they could not
make up their minds, they turned to it as something completely outside their
normal lives, like a court of appeal with the power to snatch them from the
bewilderments that troubled their daily drudgery. Astrologers were modemisers
of paganism, adapting it for the use of city dwellers who were overwhelmed by
having more and more options, but who, being pagan, preferred not to commit
themselves to a single god or a single creed. In making use of astrology, there
was no requirement that other beliefs should be abandoned. Ptolemy, for
example, married astrology to Stoicism, a favourite philosophy of the disabused
men of his time, whose ambition was to avoid anxiety and who valued being
given warning of forthcoming disasters; they believed in living according to
nature, and he told them how nature worked. Nothing is known for sure about
Ptolemy as a person: he was just a textbook, and his anonymity inspired trust.
Originally, Christianity and Islam rejected planetary influence as a notion
offensive to God’s omnipotence, but both eventually found room for it as a part
of astronomy, subordinated to God’s will. In 1348 the medical faculty of Paris
University, bewildered by the Black Death, fortified itself with a dose of
astrology and explained the calamity as due to a conjunction in the influence of
Mars, Saturn and Jupiter. Cultured Europeans fell in love with astrology when it
was clothed in the fashionable robes of classical learning; from the thirteenth to
the sixteenth centuries almost every prince, and even popes, used the science of
the stars as a secret weapon, like a new sort of artillery.
Eventually, however, Ptolemy’s credibility collapsed because he had put the
earth in the centre of the universe. His map had claimed that it was impossible to
sail round Africa, and when that was achieved, the map, and everything else he
wrote, were thrown away. Three centuries of lonely ridicule followed, and
astrologers almost vanished. It looked as though old ideas could be consigned
once and for all to the dustbin. But no, they do not vanish, and when there is a
crisis, and when people lose hope, or when they feel that the world is changing
too fast and not giving them what they want, when they do not know where to
turn, they discover that the old ideas were only packed away in their bottom
drawer. They fetch them out, and try them on again.
Modern astrology was reborn during the Industrial Revolution. England was
the pioneer in both domains: Moore’s Almanach sold 393,750 copies in 1803,
560,000 in 1839; The Straggling Astrologer, the world’s first weekly devoted
entirely to the subject, appeared in 1824. France, disillusioned with its
Enlightenment, produced 170 authors on astrology between 1890 and 1941.
Germany became at the same time the most powerful industrialised nation and
the one most devoted to astrology, the rise of Hitler occurring at the very peak of
a movement of interest in the paranormal. Ernst Röhm, chief of Hitler’s private
army, the SA, asked for a reading of his horoscope saying, ‘Then I might learn
what sort of person I am: frankly I don’t know.’ Who else could tell him? The
Führer himself was a sceptic, and indeed ordered the liquidation of astrologers;
but Hess, Goebbels and many other Nazis were interested, and many opponents
of Nazism too.
Today, of course, the USA invests lavishly in astrology, and no one has called
it un-American. When President Reagan became a regular client of the
Hollywood astrologer Joan Quigley, and when her horoscope of Gorbachev
decided that the Cold War should end, he was retreading the medieval footsteps
of the Holy Roman Emperor Frederick II, King of Sicily and Jerusalem (1194–
1250), who, having married the daughter of King John of England, ‘refused to
know her carnally until the fitting hour should be told him by astrologers’. The
emperor, in a world dominated by religion, could not make up his mind on the
basis of the contradictory advice of his priests, so he turned to what he believed
were the scientists of his day, but without ceasing to be religious. The president,
for his part, was finding that science had become too complicated to make
decisions for him, and besides it did not completely satisfy the emotions; but he
was reassured by claims that certain scientific discoveries were interpreted by a
few scientists as supporting astrology’s claims, and he remained a pious believer
in Christianity at the same time. In this rather confusing way, an old idea,
astrology, made possible the acceptance of a new idea, that a leopard could
change his spots and that Russia was not necessarily the eternal enemy.
Heads of state used to try to keep the findings of astrologers secret,
persecuting those not in their own employ because they feared prophecies of
assassination and doom. But since 1930 mass circulation newspapers have
become the astrologers of democracy, after the Sunday Express published a
horoscope on the birth of Princess Margaret which aroused enormous interest.
Now the vast majority of newspaper readers, battered by ceaseless information
about how much the world is changing, look at their horoscope to see what
remains constant, at least in their own personal lives. The Nobel prize-winners
were too simplistic in calling this a return of medieval superstition and
irrationality. As the jumble of facts fed into the brain has increased, people have
become more contradictory. They have therefore turned to ‘intuition’ to resolve
insoluble conflicts. Astrology shows them simultaneously seeking certainties
and battling against certainties which they dislike, searching in every direction
for something to look forward to. Astrology has become the black market of
hope.
One conclusion that can be drawn from its history is that reformers intent on
changing humanity’s habits have made the same mistake again and again,
forgetting that new habits of mind cannot be put on like a clean shirt.
Innumerable historical precedents should have warned them that the
Communists of Russia would behave in at least some ways like the Tsars they
imagined they had got rid of. Relics of paganism have always survived even in
strict religions determined to extirpate them. Ancient male prejudices, judging
by the history of prejudices, were more likely to go into hiding than suddenly
cease to exist.
There are plants which cannot be propagated easily by seed. For growing new
habits in the place of old ones, it is more appropriate to turn to the art of
horticultural grafting. The old and the new usually rub against each other,
causing mutual pain, but grafting is defined as ‘the healing in common of
wounds’. The discovery of common suffering has always been the best basis for
reconciliation and for peaceful coexistence between the irrational and the
rational. New habits, besides, need time to establish themselves. So now I turn to
the problem of not having enough time.
Why people have not been able to find the time to lead
several lives
‘MY LIFE WILL start only when I stop this masquerade.’ The world believes that
she is a surgeon. She has indeed passed all the examinations, won many
competitions and does her work with skill. But she thinks she is a coward
because she continues to be a surgeon.
To be one, you have to play the part. Your colleagues are merciless. You must
not show your weaknesses; if you make a mistake, expect no pity. Your patients
know that just one slip of the hand, one moment of distraction, and they could be
paralysed, or die: they expect you to behave like an infallible god. And so she is
a different person in the operating theatre from what she is in private. To her
patients, she is always cool, practical, reliable, reassuring, interested in each
individual’s problems, never neglecting those for whom she can do nothing
more: ‘I have never skipped a dying patient on my rounds, as some do.’
In private, however, she sees herself as nervous, unfulfilled, hesitant, the exact
opposite of her cool public self. It is not just that she is appalled by her timidity
in the trivialities of her non-professional life. ‘I hate going into shops, speaking
to shopkeepers; a salesgirl has only to say she hasn’t got what I want, in a
slightly disagreeable tone, and I feel awful. I say to myself: But I’m a doctor, I
can’t react like this. It’s as though I’m not really grown up.’ The uncertainty of
life leaves her bewildered, as when she hesitates endlessly buying a pair of shoes
and then regrets her choice. Her husband says it is just that she sees ambiguity
everywhere. In fact she is very stylishly dressed.
Her public role is a masquerade, because she feels that she is not really
playing the game, being only a spectator, not a real part of it, as though watching
the world of medicine in a film. Her colleagues see her as respectful of seniority
– they are very conscious of hierarchy – joking sometimes, but keeping her
distance. She says her relationships with them are non-relationships. Her
husband says perhaps she uses her work to palliate her inner anxieties.
But that is how the world is organised. Private life keeps its secrets even when
fragments are blown on to the stage. There is no one who is not a mystery.
When she was a girl, she had no friends, pretending to play with other girls, so
that the teacher would not know it; then she locked herself up in her room, from
the age of eight, to write poetry. She studied medicine for no urgent reason, with
no particular sense of vocation; but once into it, she could not stop, could not be
content with ‘being mediocre’, refused to become a general practitioner, did not
want to disappoint her parents or her professors. Knowledge is always a spur to
yet more knowledge, and the excitement of discovery. Now her speciality allows
her to apply ever newer techniques, and she enjoys the manual side of surgery,
its ‘handyman side’: operating is ‘like squeezing pastry into a mould’.
But ultimately surgery is technical. Emotions have no part in it. And yet it is
‘the emotions which prevent us from dying of boredom; we are nothing without
them; life would have no interest but for them’. What torments her about them is
that she cannot decide whether human beings are mere bits of emotion joined
together, puppets of external forces, how far they can modify their destiny and
whether feelings are innate. So in her spare time she writes short stories, which
gives her the power to decide the fate of the characters she creates, who are
mostly struggling to escape from their fate. What she wants above all is to be in
control of her own life, of all those anxieties that blow her about. Written with
great power and feeling, her stories show a free imagination, invariably ending
in a surprise, the fascination of the unexpected. Sometimes, she writes in her
office, and feels guilty that she is masquerading as a doctor, with her nameplate
and her degrees on the door: what would people think of her if they knew her
mind was elsewhere? Her next book will be about an impostor. Though
publishers frequently return novels by unknown authors unread, one has
expressed interest. Until she can devote herself to literature, she will feel
suffocated. She has illustrated her writing herself, because she is also a painter
with a distinctive style; her portraits often show people with a part of their
bodies outside the canvas, people struggling to escape out of the frame. And she
has set her poems to music, being a composer too. When she was a medical
student, she worked as a jazz pianist in a bar – her mother never knew – because
giving others pleasure adds to the joy, and she likes to have her artistic talent
recognised. Only in her art does the mask of coldness dissolve, that appearance
of perfect self-control which the outside world sees and which even her boss is
taken in by, saying, ‘You never get nervous.’ The way work is organised, it
rarely offers scope for people to flower. So she wants not promotion, which has
rather been thrust upon her, nor more responsibilities, but days with forty-eight
hours. Her sense of emptiness is worse than thirst or hunger; it can be filled only
by more time than the world contains. Emotion is insatiable.
Promising herself that she would become a mother only after she was
personally fulfilled, she postponed having children. For most mothers, their child
is their masterpiece, but she determined, when she finally did have hers, that
they would not stop her writing, that they would not be the final purpose of her
life. ‘I have had very intense joys with the children. . . . I find poetry, humour
and imagination with them, and I love them, but I am not a mother who will
spoil them. I regret I am not a man who could give less time to the children,
though I like being with them.’ And of course she is worried by the power to
alter another being’s fate: if only she could confine herself to giving the children
confidence in themselves. . . .
Her husband wonders whether women’s liberation is not killing them, by
opening up all these choices. But of course men are also wearing themselves out
struggling to keep up with all that is expected of them, with all that they want to
do. There is no chance of him taking a year off from his work, any more than she
could. Why? ‘It’s impossible.’ Ultimately, it is fear of losing one’s place,
disturbing habits, offending the boss by creating problems: she did not even dare
to take maternity leave. In order to change one habit, a large number of others
need to be changed too.
My surgeon is anonymous. She asked to see me, but said more to me than she
should have done in a world where patients and employers do not want their
doctors to have emotions. I should have liked to say who she is, because I hope
that one day she will be famous as an author and an artist. When that happens, I
shall be free to name her, and those who have benefited from her professional
skill will be proud that they were treated by one who is much more than
professional.
How can people believe themselves to be free if they have no space in their lives
where nothing is expected of them, and if they are always late or in a hurry? The
Lilliputians observed two centuries ago that Gulliver’s God was his watch, and
that ‘he seldom did anything without consulting it and said it pointed out the
time for every action of his life’. Montesquieu philosophised that the English
were impolite because ‘they are busy people, who do not even have the time to
raise their hats when they meet’. Time was short even in this supposedly relaxed
age. So what chance is there of escaping its pressures today?
The author of Why Superwomen are Fed Up, Michelle Fitoussi (a star
columnist for Elle magazine), concludes on their behalf: ‘What we lack more
than anything else is time.’ But she can see no solution. Whereas male tycoons
have been willing to sacrifice their families to their careers, superwomen, she
says, are determined to be admired in every one of their roles, refusing to choose
between being helpful, pretty, intelligent, amusing, hardworking, tough in
business, and ever so refined. ‘The prison bars have changed. In the past,
chained to men . . . we fought for just causes. Today, we tie ourselves
up. . . . The desire to dazzle has become the hard drug we are addicted to.’ She
can see no hope for her own generation, nor for that of her daughters: perhaps
her granddaughters will have an idea. . . .
Before clocks were invented, frustration had a different shape. Time then was
not made of little pieces, of hours and minutes, needing to be saved and
accounted for, but was like a huge cloud enveloping the earth, and humanity was
waiting for it to clear. The past was a part of the present; individuals lived
surrounded, in their imagination, by their ancestors and their mythical heroes,
who seemed as alive as themselves; they often did not know exactly how old
they were, being more preoccupied with death than with time, which was only a
music announcing another life that would last for ever. Every civilisation has
made a different prediction as to how long it would take for eternity to arrive.
The Hindus spared themselves immediate anxiety because they thought it would
be 300 million years; the Chinese insisted that time went round in circles (in
cycles of 129,000 years, said Shao Yung), so that nothing ever really changed;
and the Zoroastrians said that God took 3,000 years just to create the world.
But then the Jews invented a new idea of time, which has been adopted by all
modern societies: they separated the past clearly from the present. Having made
a contract with God, they looked forward to its implementation in the future, not
in heaven, but in this world. They were the first to imagine a time when justice
would be established, when the deserts would become fertile and when there
would be an abundance of food and drink for everyone. This vision was their
answer to persecution, and the beginning of a new tradition of dreaming about
the future, stretching from the Book of Daniel to medieval heresies, socialist
utopias, industrial revolutions and science fiction. The early Christians followed
the Jews in promising a better future, until they had an established and powerful
church, with a stake in the world as it was: but in AD 431 they condemned belief
in a millennium – better times in this life – as superstition. Instead they insisted
that this world had been made to last only 6,000 years, and would certainly end
very soon.
So most of the humans who have lived have not been much bothered by the
passing of time. The modern idea of time is peculiar because it includes a new
sense that once something has happened, it is gone for ever, that time means
change, and so insecurity. Humans welcomed the clock’s regular tick, its
unalterable habits, its tyranny, because it consoled them for this new insecurity.
It was a tyranny which began as a liberation, as so many other tyrannies have.
Medieval monasteries were the first to assign a fixed duty to every minute of the
day and night, so as to free people from the pain of not knowing what to do with
themselves, and from the temptations of idleness. But some thought the price of
security was too high: Rabelais protested, ‘Never will I subject myself to the
hours; the hours are made for man and not man for the hours.’ He used the word
‘hours’ because they were a division of time that people were only just becoming
conscious of. ‘I treat mine like stirrups, which I shorten or lengthen as I please.’
He was announcing a quarrel between the easygoing and the orderly which was
to last for several centuries, until the hours won. But now that victory is being
challenged.
In 1481 some citizens of Lyon petitioned for the erection of a town clock, in
the hope that it would enable them ‘to lead more orderly lives’, and so be ‘happy
and contented’. City merchants and industrialists became the main advocates of
exact timekeeping. After building cathedrals, they put up clock towers, with the
same aim, of showing that there was order in the world. The clock tower of
Strasbourg, begun in 1527, took twenty-seven years to build, and perhaps it did
increase the orderliness of the inhabitants. But only in the 1770s did the word
‘punctuality’, meaning exactness to the minute, come into use. Enormous effort
went into persuading factory workers to regard obedience to time as a virtue. In
the early part of the Industrial Revolution, a Scottish industrialist wrote of ‘the
utmost distaste on the part of the men to any regular hours or regular habits’, and
incomprehension that ‘they could not go in and out as they pleased, and have
what holidays they pleased’.
But regularity has never been found to be a complete answer to the
management of time. Nor has saving time, which Japanese emperors first urged
on their subjects in decrees issued in the seventeenth century, for even the
efficient continued to be harassed by too many demands on their schedules.
Fighting time, to remain forever young, did not result in victory. Nor did killing
time, for there are more bored people than ever, and time always ends by killing
you. Bureaucracies now exist to enforce Parkinson’s law that there will never be
enough time and that work will always expand to fill the time available. The
ancient Chinese idea that frequent sexual intercourse helps one to live for a
much longer time was still being propagated by prostitutes in eighteenth-century
London, who used to accost customers with the words ‘Sir, may I wind your
watch for you?’, but neither by filling time with pleasure, nor by living to a great
age, nor by working shorter hours, have modern people established a perfect
relationship with time.
The cow devotes twenty-two hours a day to eating. Is that the natural way to
spend time? The housefly spends only one-third of its time eating, and 40 per
cent resting, keeping 12 per cent for walking or flying about idly and 14 per cent
for grooming itself. That is the female fly. The male rests less and eats faster, so
it has 24 per cent of its time available for its promenades and a full 20 per cent
for grooming itself. That adds up to 44 per cent of leisure. After many centuries
of struggle, Westerners have not done better. They have not been able to cut
down on their sleep, which still absorbs 40 per cent of their total existence. They
have indeed succeeded in reducing time spent working to about 10 per cent –
around 60,000 hours in all, or seven years, which is half of the amount of work
done in 1945 – but they now have to add about 12 per cent for the education they
need to qualify them for work, and a large part of their travelling (8 per cent, six
years in all) is needed to get to and from work. That leaves less than 30 per cent
free for leisure, for walking and flying and doing nothing at all.
William Grossin, who spent many years studying how French people spent
their time, found that two-thirds of them suffered tension in their relations with
time, and that the well-educated and the rich were the most dissatisfied of all.
The wider the choices before them, and the more numerous their desires, the less
time they have to give to each one. Leisure has become organised, and so full of
opportunities too tempting to miss that it does not necessarily offer freedom. The
wish to live as intensely as possible has subjected humans to the same dilemma
as the waterflea, which lives 108 days at 8 degrees Centigrade, but only twenty-
six days at 28 degrees, when its heartbeat is almost four times faster, though in
either case its heart beats 15 million times in all. Technology has been a rapid
heartbeat, compressing housework, travel, entertainment, squeezing more and
more into the allotted span. Nobody expected that it would create the feeling that
life moves too fast.
Another sociologist, Stoetzel, claimed that a much larger proportion of French
people were relaxed in their attitude to time, 36 per cent, but he included many
who did not work. Grossin, who studied only people at work, could find a mere
7 per cent fully relaxed: he concluded that the strain, strictness and monotony of
work have a decisive effect on the way people spend the rest of their time: some
become passive, losing the capacity to remain in control of their leisure, while
others are stimulated to rebel against constraints forcibly accepted during
working hours. The rebels are first of all the young, who have not been subdued
by the attempts to regiment them at school. They show their resistance by the
extent to which they welcome unexpected events and opportunities. In the
French population as a whole, 42 per cent welcome unexpected events and 38
per cent do not: the rest don’t know. That kind of division is hardly surprising.
But 68 per cent of 20- to 25-year-olds like the unexpected. And the second
category of people who do are women: one in two, as against only one in three
men. The alliance of women with the young, in favour of improvisation and
against the laying of fixed plans from which it is impossible to escape, is indeed
the new explosive mixture. But it will not explode until they can combine a
sense of purpose with the desire to keep their options open.
Moreover, just because they are excited by change does not mean they will
change. As they get older, many become more regular in their habits: half of
French bachelors and couples without children do not have meals at regular
hours, but the more children they have, the more regular they become. The
significance of regular habits, Grossin claims, is that they go with the acceptance
of constraints, a greater realism, fewer expectations, less hope of a radically
better future. When people become skilful at doing what is expected of them,
they cease to see such demands as tyrannical; indeed they find a certain kind of
freedom in what their detractors call complacency. Forty-five per cent of the
French, according to Grossin’s calculations, lead orderly lives and 22 per cent
are fairly orderly. With such a majority, it is not surprising that new solutions to
the torment of being too busy are not seriously thought about. Two-thirds cannot
envisage working less than thirty hours a week. They have no desire to emulate
the fly.
Nevertheless, there is a new sensitivity to the texture of time, to what makes it
flow smoothly, agreeably, sensuously. People do dream of enjoying their work
by doing it at a rhythm which suits them and varying their rhythm for different
occupations. This notion of personal rhythm was what the Industrial Revolution
attacked and tried to destroy. How that happened can be seen in the forgotten
history of the weekend. The English word has been adopted by almost every
language, but it represents a poisoned gift from the English to humanity.
In the artisan workshops of eighteenth-century Birmingham, wrote a visitor,
‘the industry of the people was considered extraordinary; their peculiarity of life
remarkable. They lived like the inhabitants of Spain, or after the custom of the
Orientals. Three or four o’clock in the morning found them at work. At noon
they rested; many enjoyed their siesta; others spent their time in the workshops
eating and drinking, these places being often turned into taprooms and the
apprentices into potboys; others again enjoyed themselves at marbles or in the
skittle alley. Three or four hours were thus devoted to “play” and then came
work again till eight or nine and sometimes ten, the whole year through.’ They
worked hardest on Friday, handed their work in on Saturday, but took off
Monday as well as Sunday, and often Tuesday as well, and sometimes even
Wednesday. This was partly to recover from their drinking, partly to amuse
themselves with dog and cock fights and pugilism, but even more because ‘the
men are regulated by the expense of their families and their necessities; it is very
well known that they will not go further than necessity prompts them, many of
them.’ In other words, they followed the same principles as have guided Indian
peasants, who decide what standard of living suits them, and work just as much
as they need to maintain it.
The Saturday holiday was invented by manufacturers to eliminate this
irregularity from their factories. They dethroned Saint Monday by a trick,
offering a reduction of three hours on Saturday afternoon in return for work the
whole of Monday. The workers accepted from fear of unemployment, but even
more because new ‘rational amusements’ were offered to them at the same time
to wean them away from their ‘evil’ ones. When the first railway excursions
were organised from Birmingham in 1841, they were on Mondays, and club
feasts were held on Monday nights. But gradually Saturday was made into a
shopping day; more and more money became necessary for the good life;
building societies encouraged saving to buy a house through harder work. A long
war between the supporters and the enemies of Saint Monday ended with a
divorce between work and leisure.
But now people are demanding that their work should be above all interesting.
A new attitude to time is required. Saint Monday may be resurrected, though
completely transformed, not as the weekly hangover, but as a long, very long
holiday people will give to themselves several times in their lives. The present
division of a lifetime seems fixed for ever only because it has been forgotten
how recent retirement and the weekend are. The English inventors of the
weekend (the word dates from the end of the nineteenth century and was
imported into French in 1906) have forgotten also that the number of their
holidays fell sharply in the sixteenth and seventeenth centuries, that their Bank
Holiday Mondays are token survivals of the reign of Saint Monday. But the
world, which copied ‘the English week’ because England was once the richest
industrial nation, may remember that it is only a fashion, and fashion can
change.
The weekend is only one-half of the sabbath. God also instructed the Jews to
take a sabbatical holiday every seven years, in which they should stop tilling the
land, cancel debts and release their slaves. The sabbatical year may become the
human right demanded by the twenty-first century. Since 1971 the French have
been legally entitled to take sabbaticals, to improve their skills, or acquire new
ones, or simply to broaden their minds; but in practice few have done so. Now
that the expectation of life has been doubled, life cannot be viewed as offering
just one chance, in one profession. Experience of more than one discipline has
become the key to success. Since knowledge has to be constantly renewed, and
since individuals are increasingly unhappy about wasting talents which they
cannot use in their jobs, the sabbatical year might have a future, offering an
opportunity to change direction, or simply to do what busy people do not have
the time to do, namely think, or take a long promenade.
Of course, it cannot be viable unless it is made compulsory by law, as the
forty-hour week was, because otherwise the fear of losing to the competition
remains too great. If everyone took a sabbatical, as they now take a weekend,
there would be no suggestion that it implied disloyalty, or lack of commitment;
and there would be no possibility of objection to maternity or paternity leave.
The sabbatical could not be financed except by reconsidering the whole idea of
retirement, which does not need to come all in one lump at the end of a career.
By British law, it is already possible to take a slice of one’s retirement pension in
advance, postponing one’s final retirement by a year or two to make it up. At
present one has to wait till the age of fifty, but perhaps the forty-year-olds will
discover the attraction in their turn, and gradually one, two, three or more
sabbaticals in a lifetime may become the norm, ever earlier. The insurance
industry is only at the beginning of its inventiveness. The sabbatical year is
much more than a way of coping with the fact that there are not enough full-time
jobs for everybody.
Only when the idea of taking a year off from time to time appears natural will
people be able to insert family life into a curriculum vitae without loss of status,
without having to justify themselves; taking off seven years could be natural too.
To follow a time-diet means not just organising the day or the week, but thinking
in at least seven-year laps. Habits are comfortable, but when they fossilise, the
humanity is gradually drained out of human beings.
MY FIRST STORY begins in China. He was a communist, one of the first to join
Mao’s army, while she was the daughter of a rich landowner who had had all his
property confiscated and been made to work in the fields as a peasant. She was
beautiful, dreaming of becoming an actress; she married against her will, to
please her father who wanted to make peace with the Reds. Love did not come
into it and soon she had her own men friends, for wives no longer had to obey
their husbands. Their daughter Wei-ling was brought up to the sound of constant
disputes, which became unbearable, and at twelve she opted to go to boarding
school. However, this has in no way diminished her affection or respect for her
parents. ‘I do not believe,’ she says, ‘that there are eternal loves between men
and women, but I do think there are between children and parents. My parents
fed me, took me to hospital when I was ill, educated me, invested a lot in me.
The first wage I earned I sent in its entirety to them. Our parents leave us a great
deal of independence, but we keep our respect for the aged. Nothing is stronger
than the link between parents and children.’
Wei-ling did not grow up into a woman who does what she is told. Her
explanation is that, because of her parents’ quarrels, she was left to look after
herself. It may be true all over the world that when parents have fought, they
have done as much to set their children free as any of the great liberators who
fought against tyrannical governments, but freedom has never told anyone what
to do with their lives. Wei-ling studied foreign languages, imbibed French ideas,
saw French films and met French people in search of a better world than the
humdrum one she knew. Meanwhile, she was being watched, so when the time
came for her to be given a job, it was decided, on the recommendation of her
school’s ‘political counsellor’, that she should be sent as a teacher to the far
north, the equivalent of Siberian exile. How to escape? She passed the entrance
examination into a prestigious post-graduate college. But there she still did not
find freedom. A minister welcomed the new students with the words, ‘You are
soldiers without a uniform’, meaning total obedience was expected; all contact
with foreigners was forbidden. Wei-ling had many foreign friends and had
studied French precisely because to her foreigners were the breath of life. Her
new comrades, interested only in advancing their careers, were uncongenial. She
refused to join the Communist Party, though it would have given her the key to
success, but taking an oath, holding up a hand, that one was willing to sacrifice
one’s life for the party, was too much for her. They said she was an ‘egoist’, an
‘individualist’. Her brother had none of her problems or her qualms: ‘He does
not feel uncomfortable in a society of extreme equality, as I did, where
everybody is expected to do the same thing, and if you do more than others,
people are jealous, and refuse you any reward, which has always to be shared;
where you have to make compromises with your superiors, who are often stupid,
party members or people with connections, who agree to obey and are chosen to
be leaders because they will do what is expected of them. The communists know
how to judge people’s characters and to give jobs only to conformists.’
For Wei-ling, being born in China makes her a member of another sort of
family, to whom she wants to be as loyal and grateful – whatever disagreements
she may have with it – as she is to her parents. The disloyal, who do ‘scandalous
things’, are never allowed to forget it: ‘you carry the opprobrium on your back
for the rest of your life. I am brave: I know when to advance, but also when to
retreat. The anti-conformists must fight, but it is a mistake to break off relations
with one’s country.’ Wei-ling succeeded in finding a job where there was a
tolerant atmosphere, with only one afternoon of political discussion a week. She
made contact with poets and film makers, and visited France. After the ‘events’
of Tienanmen Square, she decided to stay there. But she has kept good relations
with her Chinese professors; she has paid her own air fares from China so that
there should be no cause for complaint against her; she wants to go back
regularly to see her family.
Now she is going to marry a Frenchman, but it is not mad love that moves her.
She is building a new kind of family: ‘there are limits to the relations that the
French and the Chinese can have. If I behaved with my fiancé in a Chinese
manner, we would have separated. He is totally French. It is up to me to make
the effort, to behave like a Frenchwoman, and sometimes that annoys me. I try to
explain, but little incidents accumulate. He eats cheese: I buy it for him. But
when he goes shopping he forgets that I am Chinese and need soya and rice. His
father works abroad, his mother is alone 200 miles away: if I were him I would
telephone her once a week, invite her for holidays, buy her presents, but he rings
only once a month. So he does not understand that when I get a letter from my
mother I become very happy: I ring him at his office to ask what present I should
send her, and he replies, “But I am working, I have clients sitting in front of
me.”’ She wants her relationship to contain more politeness towards relatives
and friends.
What will hold her old and new families together is a shared ideal of justice.
That is the quality she respects in her fiancé. The Chinese, she claims, are more
opportunistic, more willing to compromise, to believe that one’s behaviour must
depend on the circumstances in which one finds oneself; that is how fervent
communists have been able to set up capitalist businesses: ‘The Chinese are
adaptable, in a way that Westerners cannot be in the East. It is all due to their not
having one god, but a pig in one village and a horse in another; their gods
represent equilibrium, compromise, conformism. The French do of course have
pragmatists who care only for money, but they also have people with deep faith,
and that touches me.’
Wei-ling is preparing to become a Protestant, because her fiancé is one. She
has no religion herself, but ‘religion is the basis of civilisation, and if I want to
understand civilisation I must understand religion’. For her, the attraction of
Protestantism, as opposed to Catholicism, is that it holds that there are many
ways of approaching God and that the love of God resembles the love between
children and parents. ‘My experience has given me a sort of faith.’
In China, she says, she was never ‘totally Chinese’, developing, learning,
changing her behaviour. There are Chinese people who think she has betrayed
them. But ‘it makes me uncomfortable to be asked whether I am Chinese or
French: I want to be myself’. That is of course an increasingly common
aspiration. Wei-ling belongs to the immense new nation of people who do not
belong wholly to anybody.
By the standards of some people in China, she says, her fiancé is an unsuitable
husband, because he is an ‘egoist’. The old fashioned Chinese criterion for a
good husband is that he should be gentle with his wife, have a good social and
financial position, and be honest. But when she lists her fiancé’s good qualities,
she puts first that he is intelligent.
Sandrine spent her childhood wanting to run away from home for different
reasons. Her story may seem quite unlike Wei-ling’s, but their ambitions have
much in common. Her mother died when she was six, and her father married a
woman who, she says, hated her: ‘I was always in the way.’ That made her think
about how she wanted to live. She sees her father only three or four times a year,
and she does not find him an easy or congenial person. He is not a bad man, she
says, it is just that he lacks courage. ‘He does not want anything to disturb his
life, to the point that he shuts out life; but of course he does not see it that way;
he says he likes to see me, but he does not show his affection by concrete acts,
he won’t take any risks to help me.’ Sandrine wants affection to be clearly
demonstrated. Sometimes she thinks she should have no more to do with him at
all.
So she too has decided to build up another kind of family. She has ‘adopted’
an older woman as a mother. Her independence of mind is not challenged, but
she does not attempt emotional independence. She divorced her husband when
he became a barrier to her being in charge of her life. She tried living alone for
four years, but she missed the pleasure of sharing, of doing things together, of
having someone listen to her. Now she lives with a man whom she likes to be
with, a foreign journalist who often goes abroad. ‘The telephone is my anchor.’
He is her moral support, a source of encouragement. ‘He comes first. I need
affection around me. I cannot sacrifice everything to my work. I am not attached
to money or to power.’
However, Sandrine often spends less time with him than with her business
partner, of whom she says, ‘We have the same ethical attitudes, the same
convictions about how to negotiate, what we will not do, the same determination
not to get what we want by lying. I know she can deal with any problem if I am
absent. I like to share and to lean on people in whom I have confidence.’ Her
colleague is in effect an adopted sister.
Sandrine used to work helping the French government to save French culture
from being buried alive in the cemetery where the Assyrians and the Mayas and
other dead civilisations rest in peace, forgotten; her job was to persuade you to
watch a French film from time to time, incomprehensible though it might be, to
rescue you from being an addict of Hollywood. But the woman she worked for
dominated her like an anthoritarian parent: ‘I was her slave. She wanted to be
Pygmalion. She even told me how to dress, questioned me about my private life,
took sides in my disagreements with my husband. She wanted to change me: she
once said, “You are nothing without me.” One day I told her I could not stand
her any longer, and I left. I escaped.’
Sandrine has escaped several times in her life. The only kind of security she
has, the only one she trusts, is her ability to escape, when the atmosphere around
her becomes suffocating and incompatible with what she regards as most
essential about her. Her favourite book is Laborit’s In Praise of Flight, which I
discuss in chapter 13. Perhaps the world of television and the cinema, which
helps people to escape from reality at the touch of a button, is made for the
spiritual descendants of those nomads who throughout history have fled from the
country to the city, from the old world to the new, always to an unpredictable
destination.
It was only when Sandrine reached her thirtieth year that she realised what her
instinct for escape meant. She was offered the choice of going back to the safe
and comfortable job she held before marriage, or accepting a risky invitation to
venture into something quite new. ‘How can you hesitate,’ said her old boss,
‘between a job that will last till retirement, giving you a guaranteed pension, and
the insecurity of television?’ ‘He made my destiny,’ she now says. ‘The idea of
never changing, of doing the same thing all my life, of being like all those
people I knew who had chosen their path and had become fossilised, horrified
me.’
Once she had mastered her first job in television, she wanted one that would
challenge her more. She moved to a newly established company which promised
to give her the opportunity to take part in the making of films. That proved a
disappointment: her new boss did not use her experience or her talents enough;
he did not know how to delegate, he took it for granted that she would work at
weekends, whenever she was needed, which she did willingly because she was
part of an excited small team, but he could not accept that she might take a day
off when it suited her. ‘He used me as though I was a young girl, asking me to
find his glasses when he lost them, to get a taxi when he was late for an
appointment’. So she escaped again. She gave up being a wage-earner.
Divorcing one’s job, divorcing one’s husband, divorcing one’s parents, are part
of the same search for a new set of priorities.
She has set up her own company, to use her talents no longer in an
organisation that demands sacrifices from her private life, but where, at last, she
can create the precise mixture of dedication and relaxation that meets her own
needs. The basic principle of this company is that work is not the sole source of
joy. She (like those who work with her) wants to have time to read, to travel and
to cultivate her affections. Affections come first for Sandrine.
It is time that parents told children the facts of life, not just the facts that children
usually discover for themselves, but the facts about what has happened in the
past as a result of people living together in families. Judging by past experience,
the family exists to produce the unexpected. Getting it to do exactly what was
demanded of it has never been possible. Of course, family means the assured
embrace, the safe haven and memories that even death cannot destroy; but it has
also been a laboratory engaged in adventurous experiments. In particular, it
provides training in the art of coping with the uncertainties of life. Uncertainty is
a precondition of freedom, but without it everything would be inevitable and
there would be nothing to dream about. So it is important to know about the
shifting sands in which the family’s roots are buried.
When the Swedish playwright Strindberg (1849–1912) denounced the family
as a retirement home for women wanting an easy life, a prison for men and hell
for children, he was only expressing despair at its not giving people what they
expected, despair at ‘suffering from the pain of not being able to be the person I
wanted to be’, even after three marriages. But people’s expectations have been
too simple, because they have forgotten their own past.
The first fact of life is that fathers have never felt totally in control. In the
beginning, in the relations of fathers and their children, there was fear. Dead
fathers were feared even more than living ones, for absent ancestors were
believed to manage most of what happened in the world. Fathers were originally
awesome because they would one day become ancestors, spirits who had to be
placated. The Chinese were responsible for the world’s first great revolution of
the emotions, when they transferred supremacy to living fathers. Chinese fathers
fought a battle against fear of the dead, and won. In its place they set up the
religion of filial piety, which was simpler and which everybody could practise
effectively, without need for priests, without worrying about what exactly the
dead were demanding. A good proportion of fathers all over the world have been
more or less pale copies of Chinese fathers, though Christian, Muslim or Jewish
ones could never be as powerful, because they had a God who was all-powerful
and a divine book which demanded total submission.
Fathers yearned to be treated as gods, but children seldom behaved exactly as
they were told to. So ways had to be invented to diminish the irritation they
caused by disappointing their fathers. The Chinese found not a cure but a
palliative. Their solution was to preserve appearances, by swathing filial piety in
etiquette. Confucius knew that blind obedience was impossible. ‘A father has a
critical son,’ he wrote, and so he advised the son who had an unreasonable father
to redouble his expressions of reverence while continuing to remonstrate; if
compromise was unattainable, the son must avoid damaging the father’s
reputation for wisdom, and should run away rather than publicly dishonour him.
Respect, or the pretence of it, was turned into a ceremony. A foreign visitor
could therefore say, on the one hand, that in China disobedience to parents was
the worst crime and that every fault could be traced to lack of filial piety, and, on
the other hand, that ‘Chinese children have no proper discipline, no idea of
prompt obedience’.
Since paternal authority was always more or less in difficulties, fathers tried
changing the basis of their hold on their children from fear to gratitude, and for a
long time gratitude has been partially effective, like glue which does not always
stick, in preventing families from falling apart. But when, in the West, even God
did not receive gratitude, fathers did not fare better. The collapse of gratitude
was hastened by cynicism, envy and wit: some condemned it as being inspired
only by a secret hope of greater favours, while others argued that humans so hate
being inferior that their gratitude is a form of revenge, and that they repay the
benefits they receive not from pleasure, but because they find obligation painful.
Bernard Shaw asked, ‘Do you like gratitude? I don’t. If pity is akin to love,
gratitude is akin to the other thing.’
The first fact of life is that obedience has never been guaranteed, and gratitude
has always been unpredictable. There is nothing malfunctioning in families
when fathers do not get what they dream of: rather it is surprising when they do.
Secondly, there have always been outsiders trying to interfere between parents
and children, which has made their relations additionally uncertain. Christianity,
for example, while urging children to honour their parents, also invited them to
worship God as their father and to abandon the bad example of their natural
fathers. The Church opposed the idea of the omnipotent human father, which the
Romans had enshrined in their jurisprudence and which long survived in many
countries. Spiritual fathers competed for influence against natural fathers. From
the eighth century, confession, which used to be a public ceremony, was
gradually turned into a private moral inquisition (Irish monks were the first to
show the way): priests began giving guidance on the most intimate subjects,
insisting that children should be named after saints, not after their parents,
offering an alternative model for imitation. Godparents were given
responsibilities to repair the deficiencies of parents, making children members of
the parish as much as of the family. Marriages between cousins were forbidden,
to thwart the ambition of fathers trying to turn their families into clans whose
religion was self-worship.
In the New World, missionaries saw children as ‘ministers for the destruction
of idolatry’. They systematically turned them against their heathen parents,
winning them over with presents, and then humiliating the fathers in front of the
children. Among their methods for converting was ‘emasculation’, grabbing men
by their testicles until they collapsed in pain. They made wives laugh at
husbands by altering the traditional division of labour, forcing women to weave,
which used to be a man’s job, and men to build houses, which women used to
do. The Church offered itself as the universal mother, and as the protector of
mothers.
In Europe, from the sixteenth century onwards, fathers hit back. The kings
who were establishing their own despotisms against the Church supported them,
but the more fathers tried to control their children, the more the opponents of
despotism protested on behalf of children. The Declaration of the Rights of Man
abolished the duty of filial obedience. ‘When the Republic cut off Louis XVI’s
head,’ wrote Balzac, ‘it cut off the head of all fathers.’ Though Napoleon tried to
rebuild the rights of fathers when he restored despotism, the children’s
champions retaliated. The battle continued for a century and a half. The result
was unexpected: though fathers lost most of their rights one by one, it was not
the children who won; power over them was largely transferred to teachers,
doctors, the courts and social workers. But then there was another surprise: a
resistance movement by children, who demanded that their opinions should be
listened to, limited the influence of experts, making the outcome of their
intervention never quite predictable.
Then fathers tried to replace their lost authority by winning the affection of their
children. Another uncertainty was now introduced, for affection, like the wind,
blows only when it pleases, and no ceremonial pretence can ever be a substitute
for it. When fathers and children become conscious that they have different
opinions and different personalities, the winds of affection turn into storms.
Nevertheless, the attempt by parents to become the friends of their children,
instead of tyrants, has been one of the great human adventures, in which the poor
were often more successful than the well-to-do, who had other priorities and
used their children to satisfy their own ambitions. Though there has been
virtually no civilisation in which parents have not enjoyed the company of
infants, playing with them as if they themselves were children, severity usually
triumphed when the child became capable of earning a wage. However, even the
Victorians, now notorious for being, at least on the surface, cold and distant
fathers, included many who were the very opposite, backslapping, hearty,
frivolous: there have always been families which broke the rules in private; that
was what privacy was for. Roman fathers, who set the example of austerity
which Victorians followed, and who in a part of their lives appeared to be
prisoners of formality and legal niceties, sometimes had very close and tender
relations with their daughters, who liked their fathers more than their husbands:
in this they were inventing a form of friendship which neither the Etruscans nor
the Athenians knew.
Fathers have not just followed tradition: they have also been inventors, and
there is no reason to suppose that they will cease to invent new kinds of
fatherhood, all the more so now because the meaning of heredity is no longer
what it was.
‘Idiots beget idiots’: that was the opinion of St Thomas Aquinas, and of most
people until quite recently. Nothing much could change if it was true. But when
Francis Galton (1822–1911) looked carefully at the children of geniuses, he
found they were usually not geniuses at all. In the last century and a half, ideas
about inheritance have changed completely, but most people have not caught up
with them in the way they think about their private lives. Parents become quite
different if they are seen as a bag of genes and molecules.
It used to be believed that children resembled their parents, in one of three
ways. Some said that the characteristics of the mother and father were blended
together; others that the father’s sperm contained a miniature version of him, so
that the child was entirely a reproduction of himself, while a few claimed the
miniature version was in the mother’s egg. Why children, despite this, differed
from their parents was not a mystery people wanted to solve, because they could
not bear the thought that the rebellion of the young might be preordained by
nature.
The new understanding of fathers can be dated from 1850, when a peasant’s
son failed his examination to qualify as a teacher. Humanity owes enormous
debts to failures, heretics and people who give the wrong answers in
examinations, and who, sometimes, change the direction of history. Gregor
Mendel (1822–84) was failed by the eminent professors of Vienna University
because he was self-taught. He was abnormal also, for his time, because, though
a monk, he believed that the history of creation was not finished, meaning that
the world would not always remain as it was. Indeed he did not take the world
too seriously: continuing as an unqualified teacher, ignoring his failure, he gave
his lessons jestingly, blushing and laughing at his own jokes, ‘a roguish twinkle
in his eye, never disposed to give anyone the cold shoulder’, talking about sex in
plain language, and if anyone tittered, he would say, ‘Don’t be stupid; these are
natural things.’ The only fear he had was of draughts, instantly putting his hat on
the moment he heard the aeolian harp in his garden sounding its warning note.
Little fears are useful if they protect against big ones. Mendel was not afraid that
his ideas would be difficult to harmonise with those which were current in his
day.
The fourth fact of life is that ‘family values’ have changed so much over the
centuries that their meaning has become increasingly uncertain. At times,
children were scarcely distinguishable from servants, put to work as soon as they
were able to walk, so that in the nineteenth century they might provide a family
with as much as a third or a half of its income. When this was stopped, and
wives went to work instead, another great emotional revolution occurred: the
role of children became to spend their parents’ money, instead of earning it.
Today 70 per cent of the French say that parents have no right to demand
sacrifices from their children; 62 per cent say they do not ask for any share of
their children’s wages.
To make love, instead of economic partnership, the basic family value, was
not easy. In the USA the Reverend Dr H. J. Kerr, in his Children’s Story-Sermons
(1911), told of a child called Bradley presenting a bill to his mother: ‘Mother
owes Bradley, for running errands 25c., for being good, 10c., for taking music
lessons, 15c., extras 5c. Total 55c.’ His mother gave him 55 cents and presented
him with her own bill: ‘Bradley owes Mother: for being good, o c., for nursing
him through his long illness with scarlet fever, o c.; for clothes, shoes and
playthings, o c.; for all his meals and his beautiful room, o c. Total that Bradley
owes his mother, o c.’ Bradley’s eyes filled with tears and he gave the money
back, saying, ‘Let me love you and do things for you.’ This preacher’s dream of
unselfish, uncalculating families remained a dream so long as love was measured
almost like money, though in unconvertible currency. Social workers
complained, at around the same time, about immigrant parents: ‘Although they
love their children, they do not love them in the right way.’ Not any kind of love
was acceptable. Nevertheless, having someone to love became increasingly
necessary; so though children became ever more expensive to raise, the value
placed on them rose higher and higher. In the Annals of the American Academy
(1908), it was laid down that ‘the child is worthy of the parents’ sacrifice’.
Before that date there used to be people who would take an illegitimate child off
your hands for ten dollars. By 1920 prospective parents were paying a thousand
dollars to obtain a child to adopt, and Mrs Georgia Tann of Memphis was the
first woman in the world to become a millionaire by running an adoption agency.
An American survey in the 1970s showed children typically contributing three
and a half hours a week to household tasks, compared to the mother’s fifty
hours.
However, when the family based itself entirely on love, the child was left
uncertain as to what it was expected to do in return for the love it received. It
could judge its own worth when it brought money into the home, but when it
was economically useless, and a financial drain, it depended for its self-esteem
on assurances of parental love and admiration, without any guarantee that the
admiration was shared by the rest of the world. Sometimes it was required to pay
the parents back by making fantasy into reality, by becoming the ideal person the
parents would like to have been themselves. Sometimes it was urged to grow
into an independent, ‘happy’ person, though the love might then be withdrawn if
the result was too much of a shock. Then some parents decided that making their
child happy could not be the whole reason for their own existence, that there
were limits to the sacrifices they were willing to make, that though the child was
king, it could be dethroned. Divorces proved that the child did not always come
first. There was a big difference between the family value of love as a duty, and
love as spontaneous, constantly needing to be renewed.
There was also always a conflict between the family value of continuity and
the endless search for renewal. Apart from the pharaohs of ancient Egypt who
married their sisters, marriage, for most families, has meant the introduction of
new blood from strangers. Spouses have been an indispensable breath of fresh
air, whether they caused havoc or not. It is not a sign of the collapse of the
family when children do not fulfil their parents’ expectations, nor is it a break
with tradition when they do not receive the sole and undivided attention of their
mothers. The family is the oldest of all human institutions because it is the most
flexible. Its goals, over the centuries, have changed again and again. With one or
two children it has little in common with the households which included
retainers, lodgers, servants and illegitimate offspring as well as kin of every
generation. A century ago, even in France, which pioneered small families, half
of all children had at least two brothers or sisters.
It is a fact of life that the family is always changing its mind about what it is
trying to be, and how to achieve its aims.
Its final about-turn has been to transform itself from an employment organisation
into one concerned primarily with leisure. As a provider of employment, its
record was poor. Parents used to play safe, having more children than they
needed to ensure the continuity of their own trade and leaving their surplus
offspring to solve their own problems in the cities or abroad. That is why
orphans and quasi-orphans invented modernity: they had no other choice.
Extending education was supposed to enable the young to do better than their
elders, but, apart from rare periods of prosperity, there have never been enough
jobs of the right kind or profitable outlets for those with free imaginations. In the
1820s and 1830s ‘young people found a use for inactive strength in the
affectation of despair’, as Alfred de Musset put it: ‘Scoffing at glory, religion,
love, at everybody, is a great consolation for those who do not know what to do.’
Adolescence, invented to be a paradise before real life began, turned out to be a
breeding ground of neuroses and delinquency. Then adults became fascinated by
this invention, by the mirage of being forever young and by the dangerous
delights of cultivating the imagination. That is how it finally emerged, rather by
accident, that the family was at least as good at stimulating adventure as at
providing stability.
The most positive discovery parents made was how interesting children could
be, how much more rewarding they were as human beings, full of unpredictable
curiosities, than as obedient slave labour. Parenthood has increasingly become a
gamble, as children have increasingly become like a fountain of unanswerable
questions, which make the old answers look limp, forcing a rethinking of
everything that used to be taken for granted. Don’t hurry to understand the
world, Tom Brown was told, you are not old enough to understand it. But the
new attitude became: there may be many facts you cannot change, but there are
others which may not be facts at all.
There has been so little progress over the centuries in making families more
stable, and a more reliable source of virtue, that it is time to consider how all this
uncertainty contained in their history can be put to better use. The whole of
history, so far, has been an attempt to get rid of uncertainty. But it is not just that
life would be dull without it. Security by itself has ceased to be an adequate
ideal, because it has never been foolproof. Plans almost always go wrong. In the
process much experience is allowed to go to waste, even though failures can be
recycled as opportunities. The shape of hope is always uncertain, and uncertainty
is indispensable to hope.
But it is not by itself enough to guide a life. So my next chapter will consider
what new goals the family can set itself, even if they lead to unexpected results.
One needs to know where one would like to go, but to know also that one is
likely to arrive somewhere quite different.
Viviana A. Zelizer, Pricing the Priceless Child: The Changing Social Value of
Children, Basic, NY, 1985 (quotes National Child Labor Committee of USA
reporting in 1905, ‘it is rare to find a family governed by affection); Michel Fize,
La Démocratie familiale: Évolution des relations parents-adolescents, CNRS,
Presses de la Renaissance, 1990 (42 per cent of French parents say they never
discussed their personal difficulties with their children); Jean Delumeau and
Daniel Roche, Histoire des pères et de la paternité, Larousse, 1990; Yvonne
Knibiehler, Les Pères aussi ont une histoire, Hachette, 1987; R. A. LeVine,
Parental Behaviour in Diverse Societies, Jossey Bass, 1988; Vitaly A. Rubin,
Individual and the State in Ancient China, Columbia UP, 1976; Linda A.
Pollock, Forgotten Children: Parent-Child Relations 1500–1900, Cambridge UP,
1983; Huxley J. Coale, The Decline of Fertility in Europe, Princeton UP, 1986;
Pierre Guichard, Structures sociales orientales et occidentales dans l’Espagne
musulmane, Mouton, 1977; Ursula Owen, Fathers: Reflections by Daughters,
Virago, 1983; Morton H. Fried, Fabric of Chinese Society, Octagon, NY, 1974;
Michael Mann, The Sources of Social Power, 1986; Eliezer Ben-Rafael, Status,
Power and Conflict in the Kibbutz, Avebury, Aldershot, 1988; Paul Chao,
Chinese Kinship, Kegan Paul, 1983; Caroline Blunden and Mark Elvin, Cultural
Atlas of China, Phaidon, Oxford, 1983 (I am indebted also to Elvin’s many
articles on Chinese emotions); J. L. Domenach and H. Chang-Ming, Le Mariage
en Chine, FNScPo, 1987; Colloque UNICEF, L’Étranger vu par l’enfant,
Flammarion, 1986; David Cohen and Stephen A. MacKeith, The Development of
the Imagination: The Private Worlds of Children, Routledge, 1991; Maurice
Daumas, Le Syndrome des Grieux: Les relations pèrelfils au 18e siècle, Seuil,
1969; Judith Stacey, Patriarchy and Socialist Revolution in China, California
UP, 1983; L. McKee and M. O’Brien, The Father Figure, Tavistock, 1982;
Judith P. Hallett, Fathers and Daughters in Roman Society, Princeton UP, 1984;
Pierre Duclos, Les Enfants de l’oubli, du temps des orphelins à celui des
DDASS, Seuil, 1989; Maurice Godelier, La Production des grands hommes,
Fayard, 1982; Yushio Markino, When I was a Child (in Japan), Constable, 1912;
John Gillis, Youth and History, Academic Press, 1974.
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Why does a young man who dedicates his life to the service of the poor appear
as a bundle of regrets, both on his parents’ part and his own? Two historical
figures mentioned in a previous chapter, who chose a life of poverty, would
today have been sent to a therapist as problem children. St Francis of Assisi is by
universal consent one of the most admirable men who ever lived, and yet he
disappointed his wealthy father, first by spending his adolescence as the leader
of a gang of disorderly, pleasure-seeking youths, and then by giving his
possessions away to the poor, siding with ‘the weak in spirit’, ‘calling animals
by the name brother [and removing] from the road little worms, lest they be
crushed under foot’. Though always uncomfortable in the cruel world, he
remained a charming and lively personality, and yet his father would have
preferred him to be a cunning cloth merchant like himself. Albert Schweitzer
had a mother whom her daughter-in-law remembered as ‘very hard, very severe’,
and whom he described as being frequently in tears because he was so backward
at school: ‘Youth’s unqualified joie de vivre I never really knew. . . . I was by no
means a merry character,’ he said, recalling that being laughed at was the
nightmare of his childhood. But far from turning bitter, he became a supreme
example of generosity, as a doctor in Africa, making ‘reverence for life’ his
creed. Uncomplaining about his upbringing, he insisted, ‘My parents trained us
for freedom.’ Freedom has indeed often been found where there seemed to be
none. Generosity is an expression of freedom.
The family has, ideally, been the place where people have been generous to
one another, but at the same time, as a unit, it has usually placed its own interests
before those of others and been merciless to those of its members who failed to
fulfil their obligations to it. Its first great idea was to try to eliminate these
tensions by forgetting about large families, having only a few children,
concentrating its affections and shutting itself away from the world’s meanness.
This did not always produce the desired result. So since then the large family or
clan has been reinvented in a new form, not as a group of blood relations, but as
a circle of individuals united by affection and often closer emotionally than kin
ever were. In their intimate lives, non-kin came to play as important a role as
kin, and children learnt as much from their peers as from their parents. The
internal politics of the family – concerned with how to avoid domestic rows and
how to be less undemocratic – is only a part of its history; its foreign policy, how
to treat outsiders, has been less talked about, but it has had a decisive influence
on the growth of freedom and generosity.
Parents have seldom dared take the risk that their child might grow up to be a
third-rate, unemployed saint. Their aim is to ensure that it is happy. That aim,
however, has proved to be unattainable by the traditional method of opening all
the doors of pleasure and desire, because it is impossible to be happy if others
are unhappy. Of course many people have been happy in the limited sense of
being content, closing their eyes to the horrors around them. Or they have tried
to be happy by laughing instead of being angry at human folly. Or they have
consoled themselves with moments of ecstasy, accepting that these are inevitably
brief. But no happiness is complete if it is selfish. Being of no use to anybody
implies self-contempt, which, even for those who cultivate it – because they
regard humans as basically greedy and brutish – is a grim pleasure. To have
happy children can only be the beginning of a dream. They can only be satisfied
with their happiness if the world benefits from their passing through it. That
gives child-rearing, and indeed life, more than a prosaic purpose.
The advice to children used to be to accept their lot in life, but some refused to
listen. Then it became to find a sense of identity, defined by Erik Erikson as ‘a
feeling of being at home in one’s body, a sense of knowing where one is going,
and an inner assuredness of anticipated recognition from those who count’.
History has few records of such perfectly coherent people, and those who have
existed were too complacent to be anywhere near perfect. Erikson himself did
not achieve what he preached; as an illegitimate child who did not know who his
father was, his philosophy was inspired by a longing for a normality he never
experienced. The idea of a sense of identity was invented for people who wanted
the world to be less complicated. The alternative is to be a different person in
different circumstances, to make the broadening of one’s sympathies and
understanding of others a higher priority than understanding oneself. Families
wrapped up in their own cocoon have not generally prepared for that.
Freud, an eldest son who lived in the heyday of authoritarian government, not
surprisingly made rebellion against fathers the focus of his diagnosis. Today,
however, it is no longer the authority of parents that is the menace, but their
aimlessness; it is not the struggle for power that matters most, but the search for
a purpose in life. Parents no longer dominate the imaginations of their children.
Two thousand Australian primary school children, questioned on their attitude to
the world as they see it, reveal the change: they define a parent as one who cares
for you, buys things for you, spends money on you, protects you: ‘They love me
because I’m theirs and I’m all they’ve got.’ They add that a teacher helps to open
up the world and explains it, though not enough, and ‘she is not always fair’. But
then a friend is of vital importance – a friend who understands you, shares both
fun and things with you, and tells you not to worry. These children’s main
complaint is that they do not have enough time to do what they want: there are
too many demands on them, too many objects of curiosity to choose from.
The desire to participate fully in what the world has to offer, to be human in
the widest sense, has been obstructed by the suspicion and disdain that humans
have always had for one another and by the difficulty of getting them to be
generous to strangers. So far, experience in trying to cultivate generosity
suggests that there is no necessary link between generosity within the family and
its manifestation towards strangers. To concentrate on generosity and harmony
inside the home, as modern thinking does, and to forget what goes on outside it,
is like looking at a field and not noticing the horizon.
‘Thou hast no sense. You French people love only your own children, but we
love all the children of the tribe.’ So said a Naskapi Native American (once
known as ‘Red Indian’) to an eighteenth-century Jesuit who wanted to teach him
what good behaviour was. Though, among the Amerindians in general, a child
was not given systematic schooling, the exceptional amount of love it received,
indiscriminately from parents, kinsmen and others unrelated, struck all European
travellers. Any child was a welcome visitor wherever its fancy took it, and was
always certain of getting love from somebody, though not always from the same
person. Participating in adult as well as juvenile activities, it was seldom alone.
Affection was given regardless of whether it was born in or out of wedlock;
orphans were fostered in complete equality, as were prisoners of war, for those
who were spared scalping were adopted and became kin: a substantial number of
whites who became assimilated ‘Red Indians’ after capture refused to return to
‘civilisation’ when liberated. Among the Mohave, there was no word for
punishment. A delinquent child was called wild, crazy or obnoxious, but was
treated with only a slightly exasperated tolerance, for it was believed that
misbehaviour was induced by supernatural as well as temperamental forces,
which were beyond an individual’s control: such a child was therefore
recognised as a future shaman, who could communicate with the unseen, and
often eventually did become a respected shaman. Only gross violence was
beyond the limit.
Such complaisance towards children was possible because they were thought
of as belonging to the community, rather than to their parents, but then that was
the attitude of Amerindians to all property. Generosity was, to them, the supreme
virtue. The chief was not the man who had the most possessions, but the least,
for he was the one who gave most away, who had built up most gratitude. There
was no buying and selling among them, only an exchange of gifts. Destroying
everything belonging to the dead eliminated the temptation to build up family
fortunes. Wealth had no prestige in most tribes, but dignity, wisdom and
spirituality did. Anybody could walk into anybody else’s home and expect to be
given a meal; and could appropriate any object which no one else was using. The
whites called the ‘Red Indians’ thieves, not understanding that possessions were
recognised as private only so long as they were being actively used and needed.
Though the men spent much of their time in the forest, with the women and
children in the clearing, both sexes were supposed to know how to perform
every task, the men to sew and cook, the women to shoot and follow tracks. In
some seasons, families lived in separate wigwams, but in others they shared a
longhouse.
However, the price of spreading their affections was that ‘adults were fond of
many persons, but seldom if ever deeply in love with or tied hand and foot to
one person’. Marriages were fragile: divorce among the Apache was achieved
simply by the wife putting her husband’s clothes outside the home, which was
the sign for him to go back to his mother; or he would say he was going hunting
and never return. The price they paid for their easygoing attitudes, for their
refusal to get angry, for their horror of face-to-face confrontation, was that they
turned their anger against other tribes and destroyed themselves in war. War
became their cure for grief; and they constantly needed new captives to replace
the casualties of war. Worshipping the equilibrium of natural forces, and denying
the existence of evil, they found a superficial peace by always saying yes –
‘Thou art in the right, brother’ – refusing to coerce each other, regarding a
hostile feeling in the same way as a physical illness. But on the other hand they
were tormented by the fear of trickery; their endless, inconclusive discussions,
and their factiousness, undermined their powers of resistance. Theirs was a
civilisation designed for wide open spaces, into which the dissatisfied could
silently withdraw: 16,000 Cherokees had 100,000 square miles of Texas all to
themselves.
The ancient Amerindian civilisations collapsed – among other reasons –
because although they had evolved impressive domestic policies, they had no
effective foreign policy. They were puzzled by strangers. They accepted conflict
as part of the natural order but could not cope with aggressors who had a
completely different idea of what was natural. It is possible to cultivate a little
plot of generosity in the middle of prairies devoted to envy, but it doubles the
difficulties. The Amerindians were ultimately demoralised because their sense of
community had limits.
The smaller families have become, the greater has been their need for a foreign
policy, but it is not a question of just deciding to have one. The favourite
instrument for dealing with danger used to be magic, which controlled the
meeting of the invisible with the visible, and it brought fear. Today, love is the
magic most people believe in, when two strangers meet and discover they cannot
live except in each other’s arms, which also brings fear, the fear of losing love.
The small family based itself on this magic. However, there is a third kind of
magic, in which an individual can make a difference to the way the world
revolves, by helping another individual without asking anything in return,
without offending pride, without curtailing freedom, being purely and simply
generous. The fear that goes with it is the fear of being made a fool of, or being
taken for a ride. Scientists who studied such matters used to be scathing about
those who believed this to be possible, insisting that people always want
something in return, and that envy is one of the inevitable by-products of
existence, like carbon dioxide.
Humans have the choice of having relationships which are either prosaic or
magical, which are cold, economic and guaranteed, or which attempt something
wonderful and amazing while also being more or less real. Now they are being
encouraged to be bold by scientific discoveries showing that generosity is not
mere fantasy. Thus it used to be believed that children were born selfish, but
recent observation of the very young (from fourteen months) has revealed that
they are capable of many different kinds of generosity, not haphazardly, but in
ways appropriate to the needs of others. They can recognise other people’s
feelings and perspectives much earlier than was previously thought. Likewise,
until the last century, scientists insisted that racial prejudice was natural, but now
some studies of children have suggested that discrimination, far from being
something they think up for themselves, is taught to them by adults, that it is
most virulent when a small minority faces a large majority, but that it is slow to
be accepted where black and white are equal in numbers.
It is not only the idea of human nature, what it means to be human, which is
being modified, but the idea of animal nature too. The belief that animals care
only for themselves in their struggle for survival has been challenged by the
discovery, in some species, of intelligent co-operation. Even vampire bats, for
example, contrary to their frightening reputation, returning successfully from a
night’s foray for food, give some of it to other bats who have had less luck. The
white-fronted bee-eater does not just feed its own offspring, but also helps its
parents to raise their new brood. However, the debate about whether humans and
animals have a basic goodness, or nastiness, is not worth pursuing. It is the
lessons they have learned, in the process of trying to be generous, that matter
more.
Whenever families have widened their ambitions, they have had to invent new
tools. For example, when they were no longer content with what their nearest
neighbours could offer them, they used godparents to help them widen their
horizons. In the Andes mountains, far from modernity, children may have as
many as six godparents to make up for the inadequacies of their own begetters.
People who are asked to be godparents cannot refuse. They are named at each of
the child’s major festivals – the first haircut at the age of four, at confirmation, at
marriage – and having received a religious blessing, become real parents and
behave as such. Fathers try to find godparents who will help the child in its
career; peasants seek out merchants in the town, a mutually profitable
relationship.
Now that understanding others has become the great ambition, the idea of
godparents, and godsisters and godbrothers, takes on a new meaning. In the
traditional system, each person has a different godparent, who does not have to
be shared with a sibling and who can be an independent interpreter of what goes
on in the natural family. The unexpected result of new technologies of
communication is that it is possible to conceive a criss-cross of networks of
people who expand that relationship, who care for each other, no longer just in
the neighbouring city, but anywhere in the world, and who, because they are not
too close and not competitors, can put generosity before envy. This is where the
human rights movement inevitably leads, and it may turn out to be as
momentous a development as the growth of nations, which were the result of
much more primitive forms of communication.
There are a few schools in the West which try to teach children to understand
other people by making them play the role of another, which in effect is an
invitation to widen one’s idea of what a home is. If home is where one feels
comfortable and understood, but still retains one’s privacy and mystery, if it is
where one both takes care of others and is taken care of, while also having the
right to be left alone, and if it is one of the great personal and collective works of
art that all humans spend their lives attempting to raise up and to keep from
falling down, then the art of creating homes, as distinct from building houses,
still has a long way to go, and still remains within the province of magic. Instinct
or imitation are not enough to make a home.
I MET THESE six women in six different towns. Each seemingly had a completely
different story to tell. What have they in common?
Dominique Lepèze, the ballet dancer, does not express herself easily, or
willingly, in words. Her statements come in the way she moves and holds
herself; the wave of a hand, every slight gesture, is her substitute for a sentence;
her walk is a paragraph. But there is no dictionary for her eloquence. When she
is persuaded to try and explain what she feels, ‘There seems to be a little person
inside me who is amazed by the words I utter: “What on earth are you on
about?” it says. As I talk to you, I say to myself, How badly I am talking. I am
uncultured. Monsieur is very cultured.’ The intimidation of the silent by
chatterboxes is another unwritten history.
She began dancing at the age of twelve. Till then she had been unhappy, which
she explains by saying, ‘I have no roots.’ Her father was a Lille worker who got
a job in Morocco (where she was born) but who then disappeared; her mother
found another man, whom she abandoned in her turn. Mother and daughter then
settled in Toulouse, where Dominique won a place at the conservatoire.
‘Dancing was my whole life, and it made me very happy.’ By seventeen, she had
a part on stage; at eighteen, after seeing Felix Blaska dance, she was starstruck
and swore to dance with him. Off to Paris she went, without a penny, presenting
herself at an audition together with 300 other women. He chose three, and she
was one of them. For several years she danced in a company which enchanted
her – ‘everyone in it is a soloist’. She had her own flat, a good salary and
frequent travel.
However, something was wrong. Her dream had come true, but she was not
happy. Felix Blaska could not understand why. Neither could she. Perhaps, she
thinks now, it did not suit her to have a regular job like a civil servant, saving to
buy a home. She resigned and went ‘to search’, for she did not know what,
worked in the Italian theatre, in the National Ballet of Ecuador, in Los Angeles,
tried to learn Indian dance (‘but it requires a different set of muscles, I got
cramps’), joined a flamenco group, experimented in a modern dance company.
But she still was not satisfied. Her conclusion was, ‘I liked dancing, but not the
world of dancing’, not its rivalry, its jostling to get to the front, its
choreographers with their private obsessions: ‘They drew out my dramatic,
serious side, but I also have a comic side, and they never used it.’ Dancing, for
her, had to express the whole beauty of life. ‘I was not a princess. I am not a
person waiting for a prince. It is not technique that matters, but getting beyond
yourself; it is what you communicate that counts.’ The nearest she comes to
finding a word for her aim is ‘purity’. But that was not what her fellow dancers
wanted to talk about, preferring endless discussion of technique, and gossip
about the critics.
Finally, one day she got a glimpse of that indefinable ‘purity’ she was groping
for: she read Krishnamurty. ‘He spoke to me in that book.’ By chance, one of her
colleagues, a Dutchman by origin but fluent in French – whom she later married
– was also finding an answer to his own problems in Eastern mysticism. He lent
her his books on yoga, Tantric and various modern gurus. A vaguely Indian
community, run by a German couple, situated idyllically in the Pyrenees,
attracted her, but it proved too authoritarian. A move to another guru, the
Bhagwan, did not answer her needs either, because he was the exact opposite,
asking nothing of his disciples except that they should wear red clothes,
otherwise he left them to their own devices, saying, for example, that if you
wanted to stop smoking, just wait for the cigarette to fall from your mouth.
Eventually, she found a guru with whom she could communicate without
words. He was an American and she could speak no English. He wore very few
clothes (Indian style), unlike the Bhagwan who was always beautifully dressed
and who was beautiful, but whose fault was that he always said the same thing.
This new guru, by contrast, looked both vulnerable and immensely strong.
Franklin Jones, a graduate of Columbia and Stanford, had set up the Free Daist
Community with headquarters in Fiji and ashrams in Holland and California.
Her husband became a dedicated follower, but she hesitated – ‘He is always one
step ahead of me’ – until she met the guru in person. She was the first of his
students not to know English, attending his lectures without understanding a
word, and she was captivated, ‘by intuition’. ‘He was a man like no other.’
Her husband began translating the works of the master, but things were more
difficult for her. ‘I doubt all the time. I say to myself, “You are amusing yourself,
Dominique. What are you up to?”’ She was attracted but also annoyed, because
now she had a child, and this guru was monopolising her husband’s whole
attention. In the Dutch ashram, the common language was English, which she
could not speak; worse, the guru insisted that they live in dormitories, so as to
become liberated from an excessive concern with their self. Nor was the food to
her taste – she was French, after all. And the converts had group discussions in
which they talked openly about sex. ‘A Frenchwoman can’t do that; it is very
interesting but don’t ask me to speak. It gives me a stomach ache. It is super, but
it isn’t me. I get very uncomfortable.’ For all her glamour, she was a mother
from a provincial town.
The marriage became strained. Last year, however, they went to visit the guru
in his Fiji retreat. ‘The lavatories were awful. Mud everywhere, and frogs
clamber up your legs. I hated that. But I was happy. Everything I feared, I lived
through laughing. Seeing the guru is like being in love, and I awoke in the
morning saying, “Where is he?” He gave audiences to his visitors, but in silence,
and her whole body jumped, as though electrified by the experience. ‘With him,
my attention was total. He accepted me, even though I did not speak his
language. Going to see him, I feel the same stage-fright as in a ballet
performance, and I leave as though I have wings, completely free. I was no
longer afraid. I said, “I am not afraid of death, I would be happy to die here.”
Everything made me happy. I stayed a month in Fiji, not seeing him every day,
but feeling his strength, feeling that he was working with us. Dancing in Fiji
gave me the greatest happiness; it was the best show I ever put on, much better
than at the Palais des Congrès. It was really love, an escape from the body. I now
take my lack of confidence less seriously. Being famous is not what makes you
happy. Now, I have no illusions. Because I cannot speak, I am taking up dancing
again. I can give people something with my dance. One day, I should like to
dance for the Master, to see his look. I danced only for the women who serve
him.’
But Dominique’s problems are far from solved. She does not feel liberated.
She still panics, and wishes she could behave with more detachment when she
does. Married life, half in public, half in private, leaves her distraught. She no
longer feels jealous of her husband, who might have had a more brilliant dancing
career than she – he was invited to join Béjart’s company, but refused, perhaps
so as not to outdo her, settling down instead as a translator. But she cannot see
her future clearly. ‘I should like to be reassured about it.’
Everyone in Victorine’s family was dark haired, but she was born blonde. The
family’s secret was in danger of being revealed. Her mother – though none of the
neighbours in Fontainebleau knew – was the daughter of a German soldier,
passing by in the Second World War. To conceal that stigma, Victorine was given
away when she was two weeks old. The Alsatian farming couple who adopted
her were kind and loving, but when she was twelve they died in a car crash. Her
adoptive brothers said they could not look after her. Her real parents were traced
and she went to live with them, but her happiness was gone. She left as soon as
she could. Recently, on the birth of her daughter Mélodie, her parents came to
visit her and asked to be forgiven. ‘I told them I forgave them, but inside me I do
not. Perhaps I shall never be able to. I would do anything for my daughter,
whether she was a blonde or a redhead, I would love her all the same.’
As a teenager, Victorine spent five years living in hostels, moving repeatedly
from one to another, disqualified by this or that regulation, begging to be made
an exception. Sometimes she was allowed to clean or cook without wages, in
return for a bed, but ‘every time I changed hostels, I lost my friends. . . . I was all
alone. It was very hard. I did talk to the social workers, but they were only doing
their job, there was no bond of affection. My morale fell very low, especially at
Christmas, when I saw other girls holding hands with their mother, going into
shops and buying things. I became sullen, irascible: everything made me angry,
and when people got angry with me, I did not care. I was alone. If you had met
me when I was eighteen, I would have refused to speak to you, or I would have
denied that I had problems. I invented a family. I lied.’ Her training for the
profession of office clerk did not lead to any offer of a job.
Surviving with no money – or with the occasional allowances of the social
security – means one is under constant threat of being sent to prison. When
Victorine travelled by train, she did not pay. When once she did not pay in a
café, she was put in a police cell for forty-eight hours. Other youths, in the same
predicament as herself, ‘tried to get me into trouble; I was tempted, but I said no.
I was afraid of going to prison for twenty years, or more. The hostels were tough
enough. Prison would be harder than hard. It wasn’t that I was timid. I was at
rock bottom and I didn’t want to be squashed still further. I did not have the pill,
but I was too scared to get pregnant. I did not want to have an unhappy baby.’
One day, on a walk, her bag was stolen and she had nothing left in the world.
Her social worker had just refused her any more food coupons and the hostel had
asked her to leave. She decided there was no point in being alive. She was about
to jump from a bridge into the Loire to end it all, when a tall, slender young man
with a nice smile passed by. He stopped to watch her. ‘Can you swim?’ he asked.
He too lived in a hostel; he too was unemployed. ‘Come with me,’ he said. He
smuggled her into his hostel and shared his food coupons with her. They talked;
he was gentle and sensitive, and he had problems as overwhelming as her own.
‘It was a friendship. We became mates.’
Born in the slums of Paris’s nineteenth arrondissement, Antoine had never
known his Breton father. His Martiniquaise mother had breast cancer and
asthma, and was obliged to send him away to a wet-nurse, who ‘did not want
me, because I was black’. His Creole-speaking grandmother, a priest’s servant,
then looked after him, but ‘she died of fatigue’. Moved from one convent school
to another – six in all – he was harassed by complaints that he was refusing to
learn his lessons. ‘I wanted to learn,’ he says, but he never succeeded. He has no
qualifications of any kind; and he has failed his driving test four times: ‘I cannot
remember the signs.’ He has a wonderfully warm personality, laughs a lot, talks
fast with great energy and gives an impression of dynamism and curiosity,
bubbling over with plans for the future. He would love to be a vet. Or a lorry
driver, as a step to becoming a racing driver. He tried to get a job with Renault,
but was turned down ‘because I have no qualifications’. Or he would breed
horses and enter riding competitions and become famous and represent France,
so as to become independent, and have a nice house. . . . Or perhaps he will go to
the West Indies to reclaim his ancestral plot of land.
A racing stud was sufficiently impressed by his enthusiasm and joviality to
give him a job, but it emerged that his hopes were mere fantasies; his claim that
he knew about horses was exaggerated, and he was sacked. He has been lucky to
get a job in a supermarket: he comes home tired, ‘particularly since I do not get
paid much’.
Now Victorine and Antoine are married and they have a beautiful daughter, so
they have been given a two-roomed council flat in a dreary block on the outskirts
of a small town. There is so much damp and fungus on the walls that they have
to be repapered every year. The bare furniture is of the sort that others discard:
the webbing of the chairs is broken, their covers torn, the plastic tablecloth has
holes. Though the children in the neighbourhood say good morning to them, the
adults on the whole do not; sometimes parents speak to them, about children, but
when they are not with their child, they are ignored. Last summer they decided
to go to a discothèque and were refused admission. She is afraid to walk with
him in the streets of nearby Tours, which she finds ‘suffocating’. People say their
daughter (who is white) is sweet, and ask, ‘Where is your papa?’ When Antoine
replies that he is the father, they turn their backs. He is ‘deeply hurt’ by racism
and the diatribes of Le Pen.
‘I don’t mind others having a more luxurious life,’ says Victorine, ‘because I
am in charge of my home. I can do what I like here.’ Above all else, Mélodie is
happy. Mélodie is the centre of their world and the source of their joy.
‘Sometimes I still feel alone,’ she says, ‘but rarely with the baby.’ And she feels
that her husband has felt ‘fulfilled’ by the birth of the child, even though he
dislikes his work.
However, they do not plan to have another child. It is very hard managing on
his single, minimum wage. ‘We tighten our belts for Mélodie. She comes first.’
One great difference between the present century and all previous centuries is
that there are now many more young women whose preoccupation is not to find
a husband but to find themselves. Corinne, with her long, glossy, loose hair, is
not an advertisement for a luxury shampoo, but a mind with two faces.
Sometimes she is thoughtful and her face is an elegant veil, so that one can only
guess that furious mental acrobatics are going on behind it. Sometimes she
smiles, not with Mona Lisa’s half smile, but with the equivalent of a curtsey,
which says that your thoughts and her thoughts are ready for a dance together.
And naturally, since she is so intent on knowing what she thinks, she has made it
her profession to discover what others think.
It is what children think that interests her most. She began her career as a
‘psychomotrician’, helping infants who would not speak or would not walk. ‘To
walk, you need to want to go somewhere,’ she says, and the phrase does not
apply only to babies. Gradually, she has discovered why children mean so much
to her: when she was one herself, she felt that she had to listen to others, but
nobody listened to her. The adult world kept on saying to her, you must not do
this and you must not do that; everything was dangerous. Then, much later, she
realised that she had been trained to model herself on adults who, now that she
was an adult, did not seem to be worthy models, who were too selfish to be
admirable. Adults used to frighten her with their power and their knowledge,
until it became clear that she was idealising them. Around the age of twenty or
twenty-one, it dawned on her that the unassailable truth adults had preached to
her did not exist, was like an empty box, that the world was not as simple as they
had made it out to be. She regrets that she was never allowed to live her
childhood fully. She is searching for the pieces of it that got broken. And in her
work, she tries to enable others to do the same. ‘I want children to be listened
to.’
But what they have to say is not obvious. ‘A child is an enigma.’ The world, in
her view, is full of enigmas. ‘One never knows much about other people.’ She is
an enigma to herself, also: ‘I feel there is something that I cannot understand
when I look into myself, and no one can tell me. Conformity is what frightens
me most of all: to be captured in a mould, to be passive, dependent – as though
we could all be the same, which I do not believe. My aim is to discover
something in myself, and if I conform, I shall be failing to do this. So being an
enigma energises me. I believe I am building foundations for myself. I am
confident that I am on the way to creating something new. I used to be afraid of
what I was, of disappearing under the disapproval of others. It is important to
create a self others cannot touch.’
Working with infants who are afraid of failing, or who have been damaged by
pressure, she does not attempt to offer a miracle cure, or to prove that she can do
what parents have not done. ‘I am not attacking parents; without parents a child
would be an animal, and it needs their protection.’ She does not claim to know
what is making the child suffer, and only says to it, ‘Let us do things together, to
discover what is difficult, we can always find another path.’ The child will find
the path for itself. There is no need for it to say in words what is unbearable; it
can do so while playing; she will play with it; if it plays at being mother, for
example, it will show all that needs to be revealed about its mother. What
matters is to try to do things differently: ‘Let us try together. I succeed when a
child is able to be alone and I can leave.’ A child cannot live independently, but
it is full of potentialities, and can teach adults more than they realise.
The fear of failing preoccupies Corinne in her personal life, too: she is feeling
her way to an attitude that will drain failure of its poison. She had a relationship
with a colleague. He tried to create a sense of rivalry between them, to see who
could get first to each objective. She found that unbearable. He protested that she
was refusing to do things with him. She admired some things he did, but ‘they
were foreign to me, they were not me, and I did not want to go by the same road.
I did not recognise myself in him.’ One day he accepted an invitation for them
both to speak at a conference, without asking her. He said it was important that
she should have the same experiences. ‘That was the break between us. I haven’t
got a voice that carries far; I like writing, but not publishing. He enjoyed
speaking in public and was good at it. I am different. I have different
potentialities. I wish to avoid rivalry. If I lose, I can still go on working, knowing
why I have lost. A winner always has the losers against him, he will have to use
his energy not to improve himself but against others, to keep his place.’
Not everyone, she says, can or wants to change, because it means abandoning
the familiar. Each individual must be left to decide whether they want to change:
those who do are people who realise that they are not perfect and have humility,
who know they cannot change alone, and need help. Her experience is that
highly educated people are the most difficult to help. Working with illiterates has
been most rewarding: it gives a sense of affection exchanged.
‘I am always afraid of repeating myself, of thinking I am changing when I am
not. It is in periods of crisis that I do change, when I lose my confidence, and so
my illusions.’ The first change in her life occurred when she started working, the
second when she separated from her friend, losing faith in her ability both to
love and to do her job. Her cure was to train for a year in a new career, as a
psychotherapist. That brought the confidence back, but did not solve everything.
‘I feel I have something to achieve, but do not know what.’ Every modern person
sings that song. ‘We always have a choice,’ she insists, but there are so many
doors between which to choose.
In former times, people were able to acquire a sense of community through
fighting wars. Corinne’s parents’ generation sustained itself with the myths of
1968. Her own generation, she says, has no obvious goal. However, what she
likes about schoolchildren today is that they are trying to find something in
common, but on the basis of accepting that they are all different. Accepting
differences, being accepted as different, is where she starts. So far she has been
able to apply that more easily to children than to adults. Adults have still to learn
to give more weight to the child that is inside them.
The third option is to cultivate one’s garden, to shut leaders, rivals and prying
neighbours out of one’s world and to concentrate on private life. In the
beginning, there was no such thing as private life, no refuge from the public gaze
and its ceaseless criticism. Then the middle classes began cultivating secrets.
The more you kept to yourself, they thought, the more likely you were to avoid
envy of your wealth, or of your tastes, and to enjoy esteem, provided you
presented a carefully polished public image. A room of your own – a great rarity
before this century – became a declaration of independence. Couples put off
their public wedding until they privately decided whom they loved. In private,
you could not only think your own thoughts, but make mistakes without being
scolded or despised.
Those who cultivate their garden leave the big world to stew in its own ever
more complicated sauces: they treat democracy as the right to be left in peace, in
return for paying their taxes, like protection money. Political debates no longer
have meaning and politicians become, for them, puppets on a stage, inebriated
by fantasies of power. Even in the communist world, where adultery, drinking
habits and bickering between neighbours used to be discussed publicly in
Komsomol meetings, privacy gradually made headway against government
pressure, against the inquisitiveness of colleagues, against bullying in the family.
In Moscow and St Petersburg, only one-tenth of the inhabitants now see their
neighbours regularly. Privacy means seeing only people whom one chooses to
see. The rest do not exist, except as ghosts or gods on television, the great
protector of privacy.
Cultivating one’s garden is how those to whom the world has been cruel, like
Victorine and Antoine, can take a first step to freedom. But the exploration of
privacy, particularly by women, has revealed some problems. When they could
afford to stop working and withdraw into domestic seclusion, freeing themselves
for what they really wanted to do, they sometimes found that privacy could be a
prison too. Cultivating one’s garden simply for one’s own benefit is like growing
plants and not knowing what to do with them when they are ripe. Victorine and
Antoine have obtained much satisfaction from the discovery of a tiny bit of the
world which they can, however temporarily, call their own, but it is not for
themselves that they live, but for their daughter.
One may imagine that getting on a boat which takes one away from it all
means that one can opt to drift and forget about all purpose. But that is a purpose
too, and there have been surprisingly few people who have not tried to steer or
drop anchor from time to time. One may think that one can devote one’s life to
minding one’s own business, but to do this well ultimately means becoming a
saint or a sage, whose ambition includes being in some way useful to others. One
can never be interesting enough to be the sole object of one’s own attention.
The fourth way is to search for knowledge. The idea that it is something anyone
can acquire is recent: for most of history knowledge has been rare and secret,
and this esoteric heritage, with its dream of mastery and mystery, survives in the
jargon with which every profession protects itself. Knowledge is still a serpent
eating its own tail.
India, between about the fifth and eleventh centuries, comprised almost half of
humanity and accumulated enough knowledge to enjoy the best food and
clothing in the world: all who sought a better standard of living envied it and
tried to obtain a share of its cotton, rice and sugar. India produced perhaps the
most important scientist of all time, the anonymous mathematician who invented
the system of counting with nine digits and a zero. And yet Hinduism taught that
the only knowledge really worth having was that which eliminated desire and
showed that an individual was a mass of illusions: knowledge, it insisted, did not
abolish suffering. Likewise China, the first technological civilisation, though it
amassed an army of a million men under the Sung Dynasty (960–1279) and
developed the world’s largest iron industry, capable of producing 16 million iron
arrowheads a year, found that many of its ablest citizens acquired knowledge
only to pass examinations and to memorise government regulations. Learning
has repeatedly decayed into repetition, duplication, numbness of the mind. And
the Arabs, whose science made possible the discovery of America, who were the
first to appreciate that knowledge is an essentially international pursuit, who
established the world’s first academy of translation in the ninth century under the
much-travelled doctor Hounain, and who made the Baghdad of that time one of
the world’s centres of intelligent discussion, nevertheless became exhausted and
irritated by the conflicts of knowledge, and for many centuries put a lid on
curiosity.
It may seem that the West took so long to discover the joys of knowledge
because, after the intellectual fireworks of the Greeks, Christianity put charity
above all virtues: though a person might have the knowledge to move
mountains, said St Paul, without love ‘I am nothing’. Luther called reason ‘the
devil’s whore’. But others have adopted the same attitude, and even the Chinese
who worshipped scholarship had Taoists who said that the acquisition of
knowledge leads to the loss of happiness.
It is possible to have a most enjoyable journey in search of knowledge, but it
is probable that one’s train will be shunted into a siding, refusing to move
further, forgetting its destination. Seeking knowledge for its own sake is another
way of avoiding having to decide what one wants it for. Parwin Mahoney has no
difficulty in finding pupils who want to learn languages, and what they do with
that knowledge is their own business, but she herself, like all professional
merchants of knowledge, knows that knowledge is not enough.
The fifth way is to talk, to pour out one’s opinions, to reveal oneself to others, to
get rid of one’s gloom by bringing out all one’s secrets, memories, fantasies,
conscious and unconscious, advancing by smashing hypocrisy and decorum. It is
like travelling by bicycle, in full view, waving to everybody one meets. The faith
in talk had first to overcome the belief that to use words is dangerous, that
words, as the Sumerians said, were part of the breath of the gods which ‘caused
the earth to tremble’.
In Antigua, talk is sometimes treated as a form of music, and people are said
to ‘make noise’ (in Shakespeare’s day noise could mean a quarrel, or a band of
musicians, or an agreeable sound with each instrument making its particular
statement) when they boast, curse and argue, each of which has a separate tune.
There is no need to wait for a listener, because talk comes from within the
speaker, so several can speak at the same time, and when another joins the
group, he will begin talking when he is ready, but not necessarily on the same
subject, and eyes may or may not turn to him; but if he is not heard, he will
repeat himself, again and again, often with the same remark, until eventually he
is heard or he gives up. People boast just because they feel good, and it makes
them feel better, as singing does, as the boxer Muhammad Ali used to, as
Beowulf and the Vikings did, to vent their feelings.
The present century, in proclaiming the advent of a new age of communication
and information, and inventing recording machines to give talk immortality,
forgot to deal with the great problem of talk, which is how to find someone to
listen. For more and more people, merely to talk, mainly about oneself, as birds
sing from tree-tops, is not enough. Humanity’s pride in being able to
communicate better than any other creature is belied by most talk being greeted
with silence or incomprehension. The frustrations of sex are nothing compared
to the frigidity of listeners. Corinne is far from being alone in being dominated
by the search for someone who will both listen and understand.
These five methods of transport through life retain their attractions, despite their
disappointments. There remains a sixth which has been tried much less, called
‘being creative’, which is like travel by rocket. Originally only God was a
creator, the Creator. Only in the 1870s did the word ‘creative’, applied to
ordinary mortals, enter French slang, used by artists when the crowds in the
salons could not understand them. Only when originality came to be valued –
which it is only in some circles – did it become possible to conceive of
individuals as being creative. The geniuses of the past who today excite
admiration because they proved everyone else wrong invariably suffered in their
own lifetime. But the ideal of creativity is spreading fast.
In a French enquiry among adolescents of both sexes about the kind of work
they would ideally like, almost a half wanted jobs which would allow their
artistic, creative side to flourish; money, leisure and security were not
everything. In another enquiry, among French women aged between eighteen
and twenty-four, 32 per cent wanted to be journalists, 30 per cent artists, 29 per
cent barristers, 26 per cent heads of firms, 25 per cent heads of an advertising
agency, 25 per cent doctors, 19 per cent scientific researchers, 18 per cent
housewives, 13 per cent cinema actresses, 12 per cent executives in banks or
finance, 8 per cent engineers, 7 per cent television stars, and 5 per cent
politicians. Today’s adolescents do not pine for a lonely martyr’s life. Nor do
they say, as Mozart did, that death is ‘the true goal of our existence . . . the key to
our true happiness’ (4 April 1767).
However, a few years ago the Palestinian publisher Naim Attallah thought he
would like to understand Women with a capital W, by interviewing 300
successful ones in several countries, which resulted in his coming ‘to think that
perhaps women were more interesting than men’. He had not expected it; but
each woman seemed to have a different opinion. However, they agreed on one
point: they did not believe that women were creative, or at least they said women
were rarely geniuses, because they dissipated their energies, were too sensual,
were satisfied with the world as it was, or were not sufficiently brave, or
ruthless, or as unbalanced as men; creativity was the male’s substitute for
childbearing, which was enough to absorb all women’s creative urges. One of
the women Attallah questioned, an Egyptian educated in Malaysia, Nigeria and
England, said women were more creative than men socially, as hostesses,
mothers, friends; however, no credit was taken for this, because it was not seen
as a central feature of their lives, but as a complementary quality which enriched
them and which it was unwise to stress, for women had to yield to the pressure
to behave like women.
Doubtless most men, if they were honest, would answer with similar reticence
about their own creativity, that it was stunted by pressures to conform, that they
lacked the single-mindedness which was needed, that they were too absorbed by
their pastimes, their families or their work. Too many people (like Anne Porot)
worry that they cannot reach the level they wish. But the great problem about
creativity remains, that there is no guarantee that it will produce results that
anybody will value, or understand, or indeed that are not imitation in disguise.
So it is necessary to go one stage further.
The world has so far treated its method of transport in the same way as it has
sought a spouse: wait for the magic click, then settle down, hoping it lasts a
lifetime. That was not silly when life was short, when, as in ancient India,
married life lasted on average seven years, or when in France’s prosperous Belle
Epoque fifteen years together was as much as the majority of couples could
expect; but when a lifetime lasts nearly a century, it is time to rethink whether
one wishes to spend it all travelling in the same bus, whether trying out all six
methods is necessary for anyone wanting a full life, or whether even that is not
enough.
For, when one has decided about one’s method of transport, one still needs to
know where to go.
‘I CAN TAKE hard knocks, even though I’ve had a difficult childhood.’ For
Francine, a Frenchwoman of African descent, not quite eighteen, that certainty is
the foundation on which she is building her self-confidence, deliberately, as
though building the foundations of a house. Her method is to reflect on her
experiences coolly and at length, never taking it for granted that a misfortune
must necessarily mark her for life.
Her parents divorced; Francine was placed in a hostel, but she has no grudges.
Her mother, she says, had problems. Instead of resenting the hard times she has
suffered, and ‘quite a few things happened’, she marvels that she has survived
them, and that makes her feel that she will be able to cope with any more
hostility she might meet in the future. She did not have such self-confidence
before, but she has been thinking a lot about herself, now that she is alone, and
she has reached her own conclusions.
‘I have achieved it all on my own.’ She has no friends. ‘Out of every ten
people I meet, only one is likely to interest me, just a little. Since reaching the
age at which I could choose my friends, I have found only three people who
interest me, but they are not friends.’ One of them she might almost call a friend,
but that word is too strong, she prefers to say mate. ‘It is not that I am difficult,’
she insists. It is just that it is not enough for her to find a person agreeable. ‘It’s
natural that a person should be agreeable if he or she has done nothing bad. I
start from the premise that everybody is nice.’ But then she searches for those
who are more than that, more than just amusing. ‘Amusement is only part of my
programme.’
So what is her programme? ‘I enjoy discussion.’ Her first criterion for a
friend, if she ever found one, would be that he or she had a taste for reflection, a
fondness for talk about a great variety of subjects. Then there must be ‘a certain
complicity’, which means neither resembling each other, nor being complete
opposites, but something in between, so that they can ‘click’. Their values must
be similar, ‘because it is values which make an individual, and I think my values
are broad enough for anyone’. Most of all, the friend must be demanding, push
her to surpass herself, and that should be mutual. She will not accept a friend
who has self-interested motives: the meeting must happen ‘just like that’. She
sets out these requirements fluently, as though she has pondered them carefully.
No boy has approached her – ‘I see boys from quite a distance’ – for which
she has two explanations. Her own shortcomings, first of all: she is not a
sufficiently warm person, and she thinks that may be inherited. All the girls at
school kiss when they meet, but she cannot: ‘It’s completely beyond me.’ At
most she holds out her cheek. But that could change: ‘It is a habit, warmth is
something I lack, I know why, so I can remedy it.’ More difficult to deal with is
another weakness: she is slow, both mentally and physically. She eats too slowly,
everyone finishes before her (but she is making progress in that). Worse, she
thinks slowly: ‘My school reports say so, people tell me so, I have to believe it.’
Despite admitting this, she believes another defect is that she is not sufficiently
modest. ‘I was recently told I was pretentious.’ It is no easy matter building up
self-confidence if you are then attacked for it. ‘I like myself as I am. I have a
good deal of narcissism.’ It used not to be like that, but Francine has been
privately giving herself good marks for survival and has slowly been raising her
opinion of herself, as though she were another person. And yet she wonders
what other faults she is unaware of.
Her second explanation of her friendless state is that her school almost
discourages the making of new friendships. Children who move from school to
school and from class to class tend to stick to friends they already know. Her
class is exceptionally cliquish, she believes; there are plenty of pupils who have
never spoken to each other; the academically successful do not help the weaker
ones; the timid keep their distance from those who follow the fashions; there is
little real conversation, except when one is alone with someone else. ‘We put up
with each other without getting to know each other.’ She herself sits at a double
desk with the same girl who sat next to her in another class a year ago, simply
because they had done so, not because they were close; and that coupling cuts
her off from other couples.
All the same, Francine has been elected prefect of her class. The reason is not
that she is popular, but that she protested loudest when the headmaster, whom
she refers to ironically as ‘the charming gentleman’, decided to shut down some
courses against the wishes of the pupils. ‘I got noticed without realising it. I
accepted, not because I wanted to be prefect, but for the pleasure of being
elected’, which she is somewhat ashamed of. Her class was not mistaken about
her. When a teacher gave lessons which everyone found incomprehensible, she
was brave enough to tell the teacher, who did not take the criticism in good part.
Francine’s marks immediately fell (‘I know what marks I deserve’); the teacher
kept turning to her asking whether she understood, ‘as though I am stupider than
the others, ignoring the fact that I had spoken on behalf of the whole class’.
However, her classmates have never told her that they appreciate her efforts;
they say very little to her. ‘Some may not be satisfied because they expect me to
do things for them which they can do themselves; and I put them in their place.’
But she believes the teachers she meets in the class council think that she is a
good delegate, ‘because I defend those pupils who deserve to be defended’. Her
conclusion is, ‘There are things in which I know I am good.’
On whom does she model her behaviour? She has no models. No character in
literature attracts her sufficiently: Madame Bovary, she says, going through the
fictional characters she knows, is no model, Mérimée’s Columba has qualities
but she is no model either. Nor are politicians heroes to her. But surely there
must be someone she admires? Yes, when pressed, she approves of Jack Lang.
‘He appears to be serious, honest, to have a strong character, to be interested in
hearing what everybody has to say, and, on top of that, he’s a man of the left.’
Has he any faults? Not that she can see. Are there any politicians that she does
not admire? All the rest, they are feeble, and get lost in explanations. Lang, by
contrast is dynamic, he seems to want to fight for worthwhile causes, to achieve
beautiful deeds; his merit is that he is not wholly a politician.
Jack Lang is always denouncing discrimination of every kind. But Francine
has worked out her own answer to racism, again by solitary reflection. ‘I have
my ideas on the subject.’ Le Pen exasperates her, but she considers that those
who support him are not so much racist as stupid. They do not reflect enough; if
they cannot find work, they assume it must be because there are too many
immigrants. Or they are people who, because they have had an unpleasant
experience in the Metro, draw false conclusions. Or they are rich people who are
concerned only with their own physical comfort. If only they met good people,
they would appreciate them. Francine looks on racism as part of daily living; it
has to be coped with; as a child she had some fights, mainly with boys, because
boys are more racist than girls; but she feels she can cope.
Though she has done so much reflecting, Francine often answers questions by
saying, ‘I have never asked myself that.’ Apart from a vague nostalgia for a
simpler way of life, for more contact with nature (but she likes towns
nonetheless) and for a slower pace – she is willing to give up washing machines
and to make her own clothes – the Third World appeals to her, but ‘without its
problems’. She has no recipe for eliminating those problems. She wants to be a
psychotherapist, not in order to know herself better, she feels she knows herself
enough, nor to understand her mother, the same goes for her, but just for the
pleasure of studying, and later to help others. However, her goal is very specific.
She wants to be happy. That does not mean being happy as other people are.
What they call happiness she calls only well-being. The experience she is
interested in is closer to ecstasy, ‘a peak which comes from time to time, which
lasts briefly, which one cannot induce’. But it is possible to ‘provoke it’, and she
hopes to achieve this by having a family.
A family, for her, means a husband and children and a nice house, and that
everyone should blossom. But are there not many families, including her own,
which are unhappy? Yes, but again she believes intelligence can solve that
problem. ‘There must be families, though I’ve never come across any, where
children speak about their problems. Parents should be able to deal with their
children’s problems.’ In her own house, there was never any discussion, her
mother was always right. And she has never talked about families with her mate,
who is not interested in the subject, only in social success. But Francine insists
that she is not putting all her hopes in a family. She says people do not realise
that what they want is happiness. That is what she wants. The family is only a
means to it. If it does not work, she will seek happiness by another path.
She is ready for failure, too. Philosophy is one of the subjects she has most
enjoyed at school, and it made her think about things she had not thought about
before. The most important lesson she has drawn from it is that there is no need
to be afraid of death. If ever she had to cope with death in her family, she would
be able to avoid taking it tragically. That is the measure of Francine’s march to
independence. She can conceive of being even more completely alone in the
world.
If the way to cope with life is to think harder about it, does one need to be a
genius to do it well? From an early age Olga had good reason to believe she
might be a genius. By the time she was twelve she was touring the USSR as a
chess prodigy. It looked as though she might be a future world master. But when
she met other prodigies, she thought they were cleverer than herself and decided
that she would never reach the very top. That is the process of discouragement
which hundreds of millions of children have gone through, whether geniuses or
not, but even genuine, recognised geniuses are frustrated by not being clever
enough. Indeed, the cleverer one is, the more goals there are just outside one’s
grasp.
Deciding also that being a chess champion was not a ‘real job’, Olga studied
mathematics instead, and became a near-genius at that, eventually obtaining one
of the best jobs in the country, in the Academy of Sciences. Now, she says, ‘the
most important thing in my life is my work, which comes before my family and
my children’: she says it openly in their presence, while conceding that her
attitude ‘is not admirable’. Being a mathematician is, for her, like being an artist,
and not a routine job. It requires her to ‘have intuitions’, like visions, which then
have to be proved; mere technical skill cannot make a good mathematician. The
reward is the pleasure of thinking. ‘I am drugged by it. And it is the best way of
putting all else out of one’s mind.’ Geniuses do not find it easy to decide what is
worth thinking about and what is not. They have the reputation of being totally
absorbed in their speciality, but creative thinking is in fact the very opposite, a
wandering in unknown territory, a search for connections where there seem to be
none. What distinguishes geniuses is the conviction that they will one day find
the clue, and emerge from the jungle; they are not frightened of being lost.
Before Glasnost, the most important thing in Olga’s life was fighting the
regime, as the editor of an underground journal. All her friends had been
arrested. There was no one else to continue its publication. ‘I had to do it.’
Politics did not interest her, and she was sceptical about what dissidents could
achieve; but she could not bear it that the journal should disappear, that anything
good should disappear; and besides people have a right to information, to as
much of it as possible: ‘I am crazy about information.’ She knew she would end
up in prison, too, but was not frightened, waiting almost fatalistically for it to
happen, thinking simply: ‘Prison would be part of my career.’ What could
frighten her then? ‘I am not afraid of anything at all.’
Once the KGB had marked her as a dissident, ‘I had more freedom than the
man in the street, who is terrified of all contact with it.’ The KGB’s ways
become familiar to those it hunts: she learnt how to recognise what was safe and
what was not; the enemy is frightening only when you know nothing about him.
Just when she was about to be arrested, she became pregnant, deliberately,
saving herself, knowing that the KGB, for all its ruthlessness, did not jail
pregnant women. Of course, she felt physical fear sometimes, as when she saw
her friends being arrested; but that would not make her hesitate, if they were
arrested again, to become a dissident once more. ‘But now life is better, I can
travel abroad, I can make money.’ This distinction between the fear of the body
and the fear of the mind has been one of the bases of heroism through the ages.
The most important thing in Olga’s life, at other times, was being ‘madly in
love’. This used to be a problem, because until the age of twenty-five she was
sure that she could control herself completely. By ‘self-education’, begun at
seventeen, she had tried to ‘master myself at every moment’. Being shy, she had
set out to transform herself from an introvert into an extrovert. When she met her
first husband, her belief that she was in control was not challenged, because she
chose him ‘rationally’: ‘I think I tricked him into marrying me.’ The marriage
meant she would be able to stay in Moscow. ‘Of course I told myself I was in
love.’ However, when she was twenty-five, she had a nervous breakdown, not
because of thinking too hard about mathematics, nor as a result of her divorce,
but because she could not choose between two men. The agonising convinced
her she was ‘not totally rational’. The next time she fell in love, with her present
husband, it was ‘true passion, not chosen, physical, love at first sight’. Looking
back on it, she thinks he represents her attempt to get closer to what being
human involves. ‘It is not enough to be self-sufficient, nor to have a happy
marriage. I need to be with other people.’ Getting married, whether one is in love
or not, is a useful experience; getting divorced is no bad thing; ‘both cure your
complexes’.
Friends are also very important to her. Again, her choices are not totally
rational: she likes them as people, more than for their qualities. But what would
disqualify someone from being her friend? If he was a traitor. Her own father
was the first to lose her love for this reason. He had brought her up to believe
that certain liberties could never be sacrificed, that it was, for example,
dishonourable to be a member of the Communist Party. But then he joined the
party: being a biochemist doing experimental research, and passionate about his
work, there was no other way he could get the equipment he needed. She felt he
had betrayed himself, and was never close to him again. That happened when
she was eighteen. Was she not too hard on him? ‘Yes, I am a hard person.’
Self-sufficiency is not enough, but she values it, and claims she possesses it,
as well as self-discipline. ‘I can decide what I don’t want to think about, and put
it out of my mind. I like to do one thing at a time.’ She can get rid of ‘unpleasant
thoughts’ by doing mathematics, or reading a novel. It was while living in a
hostel that she acquired this skill: having five other people in the same bedroom
taught her to blot out their conversation; sharing with one other person was
much harder: the only escape was to learn to concentrate. Now ‘when my family
speaks to me, I don’t hear what they say’. To have a room of her own is her
dream, because though she tries to solve mathematical problems in her sleep,
they often keep her awake and she likes to walk about at night, thinking.
Individualism has flourished most in places where people can afford to have a
room of their own, and the complexes which go with it.
At any rate, traditional household arrangements do not suit Olga. Her husband
is her wife. While she works, he looks after the children. ‘Our roles are reversed
not only in this, but in my being a scientist, while he is an art historian.’ Hiding
behind his beard, he speaks in a quiet voice, moves softly, smiles gently. Always
ill as a child, physically weak, unable to fight back, finding school a torment, the
first conviction of his life was that ‘nobody liked me’. Though he got excellent
marks, he left school as soon as he could, to become an anonymous assistant in a
library, putting books on shelves. Starting at eight in the morning, he was able to
do all that was required of him by 10.30, and was then free to read, safe with his
imagination. At the age of nineteen, he got married in order to escape his
parents, who were always lecturing him on what he ought to be doing: all of
them lived in a single room. ‘I thought I was in love, but the important thing was
to get married.’
As soon as he got his job, he had started drinking, and when he divorced at
twenty-one, he dedicated himself to drink. ‘I was not happy with what I knew
about myself.’ Added to which, an attack of gastritis took him to hospital, where
doctors promised him that he would have cancer in fifteen years’ time. He
believed it, and waited for it. Waiting for death dominated everything. At first he
thought he could stop drinking if he wanted to; then he realised he was an addict,
and that he did not want to stop, because he thought his life was over. At the age
of thirty, he decided that drinking was the best way to kill himself.
The great consolation of drinking was that it could be done in company.
Loneliness haunted him; since the age of five, he had been afraid of being alone,
and nothing had ever changed that cold feeling. He cannot explain it: ‘It is
irrational.’ But there is some use in loneliness, it makes people come together.
‘For me, the good thing is to be together.’ When he married Olga, he was an
alcoholic. Her love brought him off the bottle. ‘She did not persuade me,’ he
says. Now he is sober, but he admits it with hesitation, there is always a danger
that he will relapse, particularly when he is left alone. Olga has abstained from
all social drinking so as to keep temptation away. However, when the Soviet
government rationed vodka, giving everyone an entitlement to some, they could
not resist taking their allowance, which was hoarded in the kitchen like an
armoury of bombs.
Another refuge from loneliness is his art collection. ‘It does not matter what
you collect,’ he insists. His particular interest is postcards, which are a special
form of Russian art, since many great artists produced work specifically for
postcards. He has become a great expert and has written a book. But it is only, he
says, ‘a way of existing’, partly ‘a retreat from reality’, and most of all an
opportunity to be with people who share his interests.
He earns his living buying and selling these works of art, which was a brave
thing to do. Giving up regular employment was a crime in the communist era,
making him officially a ‘parasite’. But he does not like regular work. Looking
after the house suits him and her. He has invented his own kind of courage.
When perestroika came, Olga also took courage into her hands and resigned
her privileged state employment, joining with a dozen others to start a private
business, selling statistics and public opinion polls. Her salary has doubled; but
above all she is freer than ever to meditate on abstract mathematical problems
and to apply her thinking to medical and political computer software. But she at
once began to think about going abroad. ‘I am a cosmopolitan, a citizen of the
world, and have been since childhood. Patriotism is for fools.’ One of her poems,
about the Motherland, says: ‘My country is not a mother, but the first love of my
life, who wants to continue to be that for ever, a jealous love.’ She is too much of
‘an adventurer’ to be content with the land of her birth; her interest is always for
‘what I have never experienced before’. She loves the unknown, or more exactly
the almost-unknown, visions that have been partly glimpsed.
Olga used to be a poet, until she gave herself to mathematics, which she sees
as verse in numbers. Literature remains another of the most important things in
her life. Proust may be dead, but he has friends everywhere, more numerous
every year, and she is one of those who have been touched by his spell. Paris is
holy to her, because it was the capital of the world for so many great Russian
writers, who remain, irrespective of who is in the Kremlin, the true rulers of
Russia, the guardians of its imagination. But she has read Proust only in
translation; her French has fallen a long way behind her fluent English; language
limits her. So though she is a cosmopolitan, she has as yet found no room in her
heart for the civilisations of the East.
That reveals at last the only thing she fears, which is the passing of time.
There is no time to do what needs to be done. It is not advancing years that are
worrying, because her fear of time has been with her since she was twenty-five,
when the complexity of life first overwhelmed her. It is obvious that the task of
the genius today is to fold time in two, or three, to make it last longer.
Meanwhile Olga tries to look beautiful and to dress well, loving clothes also
because ‘it is nice to be admired’. But she does not need admiration from many
people. In her work, too, it is enough for one or two people to understand her
learned articles. An idea lives, even if it is ignored. ‘When work is done, it is
enough to have done it.’
Far from having a single purpose, being clever multiplies one’s aims. She
sums up her purpose in life as ‘to live decently, to have a reason for self-respect.
To succeed without being a hypocrite. There are certain things I will never do.
For example, I will never lick anyone’s boots.’ The mark of geniuses is that they
do not compromise, they have to think that other people are wrong, they have to
believe in themselves. Olga says, ‘I feel I am the equal of anybody in the world
of science, even of Academicians.’
It is just as well that she does not believe she can have much influence on the
world, because she has had very little on her teenage son. He is a fan of the
gloomiest Soviet rock music, a devotee of the group Cinema, whose song he
quotes with approval: ‘If you have a packet of cigarettes in your pocket, it means
things aren’t too bad today, and if you have a ticket for a plane which leaves its
shadow on the earth: we knew it was always like that, that fate loves best those
who live by other people’s laws, and who die young.’ He hums another song:
‘Money, money, money, the rest is of no importance.’ His ambition, he says, is to
buy fashionable sports shoes and a leather jacket. The people he is jealous of are
the Georgian businessmen who can afford to wear such luxuries, thanks to their
profits from selling fruit and vegetables, and who can afford to smoke and eat at
McDonald’s. His hobby is karate, which makes him feel strong, ‘physically and
morally able to defeat other people’. At school, however, he defeats nobody,
getting consistently bad marks. He defends himself saying that is because he
pays no attention, because what is taught is not interesting – except for history
and information technology (but he does not get good marks in them either, says
his mother). What would he do if he could go to America? ‘Wash cars,’ he
replies.
This boy has just found his first girlfriend, with whom he has nothing in
common. ‘We don’t have the same attitude to life, I’m an optimist,’ she says,
meaning that she has recently started going to church, having been baptised at
the age of ten, introduced to religion by her grandmother. The world for her is
divided into the honest and the dishonest – all those who go to church are honest,
and she is convinced they will eventually be in the majority. The boy says he
sometimes goes to church with her, ‘to clean my morality’, as though his soul
was a car needing occasional washing. She is always afraid that she will get bad
marks at school. He says he is not afraid, because he knows for sure that he will
get bad marks. Her parents, she complains, do not understand her, because
‘everybody is different’, but she hopes that with age she will acquire new talents
and ‘perhaps I will see everything from their point of view’. Despite his studied
coolness, he is worried that her answers might be thought better than his. He sees
her home, and the telephone rings: he has got into a fight and is hurt. ‘Perhaps I
wasn’t a sufficiently attentive mother,’ says Olga.
With how many people do you feel you have a lot in common, or a little, or
nothing at all? Francine is an immensely impressive person, but she has such a
sharp mind that she can barely recognise anyone in the whole world with whom
she can agree, because she directs her thinking to the differences between people
more than to their similarities: she is imprisoned in her uniqueness. Olga can
make the most ingenious connections between mathematical signs, but hardly
any between the thought processes of the members of her own family, who
remain mysteries to her, as though they each inhabit a different planet.
Individuals can hardly call themselves fully free if encounters with others are so
difficult and if they feel even more disconnected from their neighbours because
they belong to religions, nations, classes, sexes which have all, throughout
history, gone through phases of incomprehension toward those who are different.
Do people find it more or less easy to speak to strangers than they did in the
past? The answer can be found in the history of hospitality. Today, in the rich
countries, hospitality means, above all, entertaining friends or acquaintances in
one’s home; but once upon a time it meant opening one’s house to total
strangers, giving a meal to anyone who chose to come, allowing them to stay the
night, indeed imploring them to stay, though one knew nothing about them. This
kind of open hospitality has been admired and practised in virtually every
civilisation that has existed, as though it fulfils a basic human need.
When in 1568 a European missionary arrived out of the blue at Nagasaki, he
was given a Buddhist temple to stay in, and banquets three nights running: the
hospitality continued until he abandoned the role of stranger and began
interfering in local politics. The Lithuanian word for guest is clansman (svetjas),
because by eating and sleeping in another’s house, a guest became a member of
his host’s clan. In Albania, a host who gave hospitality to a stranger was obliged
to take revenge on anyone who harmed him before he reached his next
destination. In seventh-century Ireland, King Guaire of Connaught, of whom it
was said that ‘he was so constantly giving away that his right hand grew longer
than his left’, understood hospitality to mean that when visited by a crowd of
150 poets ‘and as many pupils, as many valets and as many women’, he felt
bound to erect a building specially for them and to give them all they asked,
even though they tested his generosity with the most outrageous demands for the
rarest foods: it was remembered as a mark of his virtue that he put up with them
for a year and a day before hinting that they should go. China’s Great Plan, in the
third millennium BC, lists ‘the entertainment of guests’ as one of the eight objects
of government. Ancient Indian texts required every person to perform five
sacrifices every day: the worship of the World Spirit, of ancestors, of gods, of all
things living and finally ‘the worship of men, by showing them hospitality’.
Faint, very faint, echoes of such traditions linger in the phrase ‘Hello, stranger’.
The decline of hospitality was first noticed in sixteenth-century England,
when bishops were accused of limiting it to friends and relatives. As soon as the
rich appointed almoners to do their charitable work for them, they lost direct
touch with their visitors; as soon as distress was dealt with impersonally by
officials, hospitality was never the same again. By the eighteenth century,
Smollett was writing that English hospitality was a sham. The French
Encyclopedia explained the decline by saying that there were now too many
people travelling and too many thinking in commercial terms. Free hospitality
was superseded by the hospitality industry, and survived only in remote and poor
regions: in twentieth-century Andalusia total strangers were still being invited to
share a meal, even a restaurant meal; rural Greece and Bedouin Arabia continued
to amaze the traveller. But there were few places left where all comers were
entitled to take fruit from orchards, as they once could in colonial Virginia,
where it was an honour to give, a pleasure to see a new face. The pedlar who
sold unusual goods, the wanderer who told amazing stories, the stranger who
brought interesting news, were no longer needed in the age of television and
supermarkets.
A new phase in history begins when this ancient and simple hospitality is
succeeded by a deeper hospitality, which alters the direction of human ambition.
That happens when people become hospitable to strange ideas, to opinions they
have never heard before, to traditions that seem totally alien to them, and when
encounters with the unknown modify their view of themselves. When foreign
travel becomes a necessity, and no longer an exception, when television news is
about distant parts more than about one’s own city, when one’s emotions are
roused by the misfortunes of total strangers, what goes on elsewhere becomes a
crucial ingredient in the shaping of one’s life. It becomes impossible to decide
what to do unless one knows about everyone else’s experience. This is a deeper
hospitality because it is not just politeness, but involves admitting new ideas and
emotions temporarily into one’s mind. For this to happen, the mind has to work
in inhabitual ways.
Though it has been discovered that the brain has ten billion cells, each capable
of making 5,000 connections, many connections are never made, and messages,
feelings, visions and thoughts never register, simply bump blindly into each
other without any result. I went to Russia to watch what people could do with
their brains when they were suddenly free to think and to say what they pleased,
and I saw how political freedom is always only a first stage: the mind has to
struggle to break away from its habits; political freedom does not automatically
liberate it. Cognitive scientists have shown that in the connections the mind
makes, in the categories it uses, in what it considers relevant and what it ignores,
it tends, if left to its own devices, to follow well-established patterns. That is
why history is so full of opportunities that have gone unnoticed, why so many
thoughts and feelings have been sterile, like sperms and eggs that never meet.
Not everyone immediately recognises a piece of flotsam as a possible bridge to a
shore that seems unreachable; most people who have tried to start a new life
have found themselves reliving the same life. So feeding more new information
into the brain has only worsened the traffic jams in it: people do not hear much
of what is said to them, they cannot be hospitable when they do not notice what
is staring them in the face. Only when they deliberately change the way they
think, the way they perceive, remember and imagine, are they able to stop being
afraid of strange ideas as though they were monsters.
Most thinking has always happened automatically, unconsciously, but there
are parts of the process which it has been possible to steer. Thus though the
perceptions which nourish thought are normally classified into conventional
categories – so that strangers are automatically put into the pigeon-hole of the
dangerous or the ridiculous or the bizarre – occasionally they are not. Artists
have picked out – from the millions of bits of information received from the
world – what others have not noticed, like the shape of empty space; perfumers
have sensed thirty ingredients in a single smell; what was most obviously
noticeable about humans for my mother, who was a dentist, was the decay of
their teeth and the quality of the repairs they had undergone. Perceptions have
been modified by interrogating them with different questions, or by giving them
another goal to aim for, or by discouraging them from reinforcing stereotypes,
which they do because that costs them the least effort. Information has never
arrived in convenient chunks, let alone with all its implications spelled out or its
contents clearly labelled; so the lorries full of facts driving round our minds have
seldom been properly unloaded; only if they break up their cargoes into little
packets can they deliver them to a destination where attention will be paid to
them. This is the first reason why there are so many traffic jams in the brain: the
highways are blocked by convoys of miscellaneous containers all wanting to
drop off their goods in the same few places. Picking up perceptions of the right
size, in infinitely small detail or in broad panoramas, is an art, the basis of all art
and of all achievement. This book has tried to show how great a difference to the
conduct of daily life the ability to alter the focus of one’s perceptions can make.
To be hospitable to the nuances of life, it is no use treating the mind as an
automatic camera; only by composing one’s picture and playing with light and
shadow can one hope to see something interesting.
The sense that has been made of perceptions has depended on the assumptions
with which they are surrounded, and the most important of these come from
memory, which has been the second major source of blockage in the mind.
Memory has traditionally been lazy, preferring to remember the same things:
some memories have established a supremacy like tyrants, and most information
has been used to reinforce them, confirming old beliefs, instead of being
dissected to reveal new facts, which are not easily recognisable. However, there
have been people who have succeeded in turning their memory into a source of
energy, rather than being controlled or constricted by it. They have done this
either by drawing new implications from old memories, stimulating them with
new questions, or else by expanding their memories, incorporating the
experiences of others into their own experience. Many Russians I met could not
stop talking about the memories of their own country, which had been traumatic;
even though they were fascinated by everything outside it, they had difficulty in
looking at their own memories through the eyes of an outsider. The mind has to
be trained to do that. Throughout this book, I have tried to show how memory
has been misused, underused, overused, and how many memories, belonging to
others but capable of being borrowed, have been neglected. Believers in progress
have generally assumed that tradition needs to be expunged from memory to
create a better world, but memory is indelible, though it may be temporarily
mislaid, which is why reformed institutions have so often ended up behaving
like the ones they replaced. Handling memory is also an art that has to be
learned. It is not enough simply to memorise, a ritual which too easily becomes
an obsession.
The enhancement of memory by the imagination – the third factor – has
sometimes helped people through the traffic jams of the brain, but sometimes it
has done the opposite, making it impossible for them ever to get out.
Imagination has long been looked upon as dangerous. The Bible condemns it as
evil (Genesis 6:5), because it implies disobedience. Even those who have wanted
to liberate humanity from tyranny have feared imagination as a threat to reason.
The philosopher John Locke (1632–1704), for example, who was an enemy of
all dogmatism, warned parents who discovered a ‘fanciful vein’ in their children
to ‘stifle and suppress it as much as may be’. Sensitive to human frailty though
Locke was, consumptive, asthmatic, preaching toleration for all, he nevertheless
believed there were things the imagination should not be allowed to do, like
imagine that there was no God.
On the other hand, the Romantics, who put their faith in imagination, expected
too much of it. Hating the prosaic ordinariness of existence, they saw
imagination as a magic carpet which could whisk them to unknown destinations,
making them godlike, enabling them to penetrate the mysteries of the universe.
With its help, they did have remarkable visions of beauty and sometimes felt
they had discovered themselves, but more frequently they were only made
conscious of what they could not achieve. Imagination carried to the point of
heroism has produced tragic figures, who have typically died young or gone
mad, experiencing only a few moments of unutterable bliss.
Imagination has only been truly liberating when it has been constructive,
when it has arranged fertile marriages between images and sensations, when it
has not only dissolved the obstacles confronting it, but also recombined them so
that they become useful, when it has spotted both what is unique and what is
universal in them. But there are risks in seeing beyond superficial appearances,
in guessing at what people or situations might have in common, in giving
meaning to apparently meaningless events, or in investing emotion in
unpredictable encounters. It is impossible to feel fully alive unless one takes
risks, so those who have refused to take risks, assuming that one either possesses
imagination or does not, and that there is nothing one can do about it, have
hesitated to live fully.
The direction of thinking has been decided by intuitions, which are sometimes
hypotheses and sometimes judgements reached so fast that the reasons for them
are not noticed. Women’s intuition has been neither magic nor genius but the
result of close attention to minute signs and an interest in unspoken emotions: it
is as rational, and elusive, as medical diagnosis, using past experience in the face
of uncertainty; but it is never easy to learn from experience, because two
experiences are seldom exactly alike; an imaginative jump is needed to spot the
similarities. That means being hospitable to facts which are usually ignored.
Unfortunately, though humans ruminate, cogitate, brood, play with ideas, dream
and make inspired guesses about the thoughts of other people all the time, there
has been no Kamasutra of the mind to reveal the sensuous pleasures of thinking,
to show how ideas can flirt with each other and learn to embrace.
‘He thinks too much. Such men are dangerous,’ said Shakespeare, and too
many people have issued warnings against thinking, as they have about sex.
Freud was in that line when he claimed that women were not interested in
thinking because they were forbidden to think about sex, which is what mattered
most to them, so there was a ‘physiological imbecility of women’ (3 May 1911,
speech to the Psychoanalytical Society of Vienna); but in his view men were not
much better, because they engaged in thinking to satisfy the erotic desire for
possession. Now that sexist and militaristic ideals have ceased to be credible, it
is possible to escape from the vicious circle of reason and emotion being
alternately fashionable. It has been said that for those who ‘feel’, life is a tragedy
and for those who ‘think’, it is a comedy. There is no need to live only half a life.
For those who both think and feel, life is an adventure. Doing both is the way to
be hospitable towards all that is alive.
How, I shall now illustrate by some examples. In the preceding chapters, I
have tried to show how contemporary preoccupations can be elucidated with the
help of the memories of other civilisations. Now I turn from the particular to the
general, and to the barriers between civilisations as a whole. From a distance,
each looks like a fortified castle, forbiddingly alien, surrounded by a moat. But
each has many windows, too, and people looking out of them with whom it is
possible to communicate, however profound the differences that separate these
civilisations may be.
This is not the first time in history that humans have thought that everything is
becoming too complicated. In Ming China, for example, they complained that
‘the sky was falling’ when they became unhappy with their government,
frustrated with their bureaucracy, incensed by crime, made desperate by famine
and helpless before the apparent collapse of all values. Out of the infinite
richness of their reactions, I pick one, that of Lu K’un (1536–1628), who has no
place in most history books. A magistrate by profession, he slowly rose to be
assistant censor in chief. He drew the emperor’s attention to what his censorship
revealed, that ‘the people were harbouring rebellious thoughts’ and were
indignant that taxes were used for wasteful luxuries. The emperor paid no
attention. So Lu K’un retired from government service and spent the rest of his
life seeing what he could do as an individual. ‘Working for fame,’ he concluded,
was not what interested him; he ceased to be impressed by his titles: ‘I am just
me,’ he said. To solve all problems was not his ambition: he compared himself
rather to a doctor, who must not write out his prescription in advance, for every
individual is different. So whereas others who shared his dissatisfaction went
round the villages preaching a return to traditional values, he tried to do
something more practical, helping people to meet and work together on practical
projects in their own locality.
His ‘Song of Good People’, written to be chanted by the illiterate, explains
what he meant. The ‘separation’ between the upper and lower classes, and
between individuals, seemed to him to be ‘most disastrous for human feelings’.
What people needed to learn was how to put themselves in the place of others,
but without illusions, because every individual was different. ‘Regarding others
like the self, while realising that others are not necessarily like the self, is
comprehension.’ Education was not the whole answer, for ‘educated children are
rebellious’. Expect nothing from the government bureaucracy, who merely waste
paper and vermilion ink. Do not try to end poverty simply through charity,
because that perpetuates dependence. Recognise first that ‘all good people are
sick’, that there is something wrong with everyone: it is dangerous to believe one
is right and others wrong. The only cure is to ‘share personal experiences’. But
‘only men with bitter minds can share illnesses and be sympathetic’. Shared
suffering could be the origin of a sense of community. The educated should not
pride themselves on their polish, but ‘share everyday difficulties with ordinary
people’: only the degree of insight they had into their own ailments, rather than
their wealth or examination results, made them deserving of respect. Individual
self-interest, he conceded, would always be the basis of action, but he thought it
could lead to co-operation and community, if the preoccupation with hierarchy
was replaced by the exchange of information. The main cause of social discord
was not selfishness and greed, but the inability to put oneself in other people’s
shoes.
It was customary to promote officials after their death, with honorific
posthumous titles: Lu K’un was named Minister of the Board of Punishments.
The government could not put itself in his shoes; it did not understand that he
was not interested in punishment. But he was part of a movement which tried to
do things governments could not do. Many voluntary associations were
established by people like himself at this time, ‘The Society for Sharing
Goodness’, for example, or ‘The Society for Spreading Humaneness’, which
improved daily life in small ways that slowly added up, building roads and
schools, while also offering opportunities for enjoyment as clubs for drinking
and conversation.
History is full of people who talked as though they were alive today, and yet it
is assumed that the experience of the Celestial Empire was so exotic that it has
no relevance to the West, which sees China simply as a developing country
waiting to follow the Western path to prosperity. But of course China had its own
Industrial Revolution, and experimented with mass production, while Europe
was still in the Dark Ages. China went through a financial and communications
revolution a thousand years ago, when it invented paper money and printing and
a cheap system of water-canal transport, creating both a vast national market and
an export industry so enormous that it was the world’s principal source of luxury
products. China probably profited from the discovery of the Americas more than
any other nation, for half the silver mined there before 1800 ended up in its
coffers, in payment for silk, ceramics and tea, which were the refrigerators,
televisions and computers of the day. By then, Kwantung, which has recently
caused the West surprise by becoming the fastest growing economy in the world,
was already a precursor of the service-sector economy, living off craftsmanship
and commerce, and importing its food. Agriculture was so efficient that wheat
yields were 50 per cent higher than in France. By AD 1108 the Chinese already
had treatises listing 1,749 basic medical drugs. The empire survived so long
because, despite war and corruption, taxation was reduced over the centuries
from 20 to 5 per cent of GNP. The army, instead of being a burdensome expense,
farmed and fed itself. The civil service, recruited by examinations requiring
candidates to be poets as well as scholars, used to be the envy of all bright and
ambitious Europeans whose careers were impeded by the privileges of birth. In
the Taiping Rebellion of 1851–64 absolute equality of the sexes was the declared
aim; women were given an equal share of the land and formed their own armies.
Though the Chinese wreaked havoc on the environment like any other nation,
especially in deforestation, their awareness of the claims of nature, their sense of
being part of it, was particularly deep, for whereas in monotheistic countries
nature was believed to exist to serve mankind, the Chinese attitude was that
humans were part of nature. The Mahayana Buddhist attitude was that plants and
trees could be Buddhas, and were all part of the same moral community. The
hydrangeas, forsythias, rhododendrons, magnolias, wisterias and tea roses in
Western gardens, all originating from China, should be a reminder of the many
other arts of life which the Chinese pioneered.
China also experienced the inconveniences of prosperity: it was so successful,
so comfortable, so full of cultured people, that a time came when there seemed
to be no point in inventing anything new. Ideals which were once liberating
became rigid. Prosperity came so easily that the serious inequalities which
accompanied it were ignored by the rich, and the country then almost destroyed
itself fighting over what justice meant, enabling foreign competitors to enter like
vultures to pick at the spoils.
There certainly have been profound divergences in outlook between China
and Europe. After the initial politeness, Christian missionaries were often
greeted with bafflement. Confucians could not understand how it could be fair
that a wicked, antisocial person could obtain forgiveness simply by repenting,
nor why the pleasures to be had on this earth should be held in such suspicion;
they insisted that humans did not need threats of hell to make them behave
decently and that an action could only be moral if it was disinterested, without
hope of reward. They could not understand the Christian distinction between
fleeting appearances and reality, because for them reality was in constant flux,
ever changing, a vision quite close to that of today’s science. But Sun-Yat-Sen,
China’s first president, was a Christian.
The Chinese have never been prisoners of a single philosophy. Different sides
of the personality were catered for by Confucianism, Buddhism, Taoism, and
they knew how to mix these. For example, they put aside their disagreements in
the Tao temple, which was not just an abode for the gods – many different gods
– but also a meeting place where every sort of person could come for the
pleasure of conversation, where musical, theatrical, charitable, chess, reading,
boxing and medical clubs could meet, each placing its own patron god in the
temple. The main attraction was the ‘sharing of incense’, obtaining a sense of
community, or rather the sense of belonging to a few among many hundreds of
different communities, which, loosely interlinked, formed a popular, unofficial
cultural network, existing side by side with the state, but independent of it. Here
humans appeared as complex as the universe, having many souls each, needing
life to value both feminine and masculine qualities in order to be complete.
Women enjoyed equal status inside these temples, even if they did not outside
them; they could hold the rank of Celestial Master, a dignity which each Master
shared with his or her spouse; initiation could be obtained only in couples; and
there were as many female as male Masters. Sex meant more than a meeting of
the genitals; they considered it possible to unite all the senses, ‘the eyes, the
nostrils, the breasts, the hands’, beyond mechanical orgasm, aiming for
refreshment and transformation rather than sexual exhaustion. Their ideal was
not to be a god – they were sorry for gods, whom they thought of as wandering
souls seeking rest – but a mountain, standing above the world’s cruelties. But as
happens with most religions, magic came to be used as a short cut to bliss, and
charlatanism often became a substitute for wisdom.
China has of course, like every country, suffered from cruelty, violence,
oppression, callousness and every vice that humans have perpetrated on each
other throughout the globe. The way to be hospitable towards what happened in
China, nonetheless, without forgetting this, is to approach it first through small
crevices, through the intimate experiences of individuals, through details,
through emotions, not through the massive laws and doctrines which are barriers
to keep foreigners out. One would need many lifetimes to meet even a small
fraction of the Chinese sages, scientists, wits and poets who have something
interesting to say to the present day; it is frustrating not to be able to write
endlessly about them, there is so much pleasure to be had from them. But this
book is not a summary of history: it has deliberately limited itself to finding
locks that look as though they will not open, and to showing how they can be
opened.
One example must suffice to show how a Westerner can become hospitable to
things Chinese. The biochemist Joseph Needham (born 1900), author of the
many-volumed Science and Civilisation in China and one of the most important
contributors to Western understanding of China, was the son of an Aberdeen
anaesthetist, who in his spare time composed songs still sung today, but who
quarrelled almost unceasingly with his wife. Needham said he grew up in the
midst of a battlefield. Historically, marital disputes have had a positive side too:
in Needham’s case they encouraged his interest in reconciliation. He suffered all
his life from ‘anxiety neurosis symptoms’, but these only stimulated his
Protestant faith, to which he always remained attached, saying that he did so
because he happened to have been born into it, but he interpreted it in his own
way, and worked actively to improve its attitudes on sex, race and social justice.
To his Anglicanism, he added a sympathy for many other religions and
philosophies, maintaining that the essence of religion was not dogma but poetry
and ethics, an awareness of what could not be proved scientifically. The
teachings of Confucius, he said, though they had no place for a Creator, should
present no difficulties to those brought up to admire the ancient Greeks, and he
appreciated the master’s instruction: ‘Behave to every man as one receiving a
great guest.’ Taoism pleased him because of its emphasis on the victory of
weakness over strength, its belief in spontaneity and naturalness and its mystical
love of nature, and he stressed the leading role played by Taoists in the growth of
natural science and technology. Buddhism worried him at first because of its
denial of the possibility of redeeming the world, but later contact with Sinhalese
Buddhists convinced him that its compassion was more significant than its idea
of the emptiness of everything.
Confucius wrote, ‘For him who respects the dignity of man, and practices
what love and courtesy require, for him all men within the four seas are
brothers.’ Needham’s interest in China was more than courtesy, more than
pleasure at discovering the unity of the world: he found in China also much that
was different from what he believed in, and he valued that as essential to the full
appreciation of his own principles.
The most challenging of all locks is perhaps the one that keeps Islam separate
from unbelievers. And yet Arabic is the only language in which the word ‘man’
comes from the root ‘sympathy’: to be a man, etymologically, means to be polite
or affable. In their proverbs, Arabs define themselves as ‘people who like to be
liked’. Is it right to believe that there can be no end to the conflict of Muslims
and their neighbours, since holy war (jihad) against infidels is an Islamic duty?
The Islamic ideal of the good life is sociability, not war. There is almost no
mention of war in the early, Mecca chapters of the Koran. The Prophet, on
returning from one of his military campaigns, expressed pleasure that he could
now turn from the lesser war to the greater war, which takes place inside each
individual’s soul; and over the centuries the spiritual side of Islam has become
increasingly dominant in the private lives of believers. It is true that after Islam’s
rapid military victories, the ‘sword’ verses of the Koran were held to have
superseded the peaceful ones; but theologians, as usual, disagreed. Sayyid
Ahmad Khan (1817–98), for example, argued that holy war was a duty for
Muslims only if they were positively prevented from practising their religion. It
was the sense of not receiving due respect, and of being humiliated by
colonisation, that brought the ‘sword’ verses into prominence once more.
‘Beware of innovations,’ said the Prophet. Superficially, it might seem that
Islam is hostile to all modernisation, but during its first 250 years it allowed
great scope for individual reason. Jihad means not only war but effort. There
was another kind of effort which was also encouraged – itjihad, which meant
that the faithful were required to work out individually how they should behave
in matters not directly covered by the holy texts. Those who studied the Koran
and did their best to form their own opinions were assured of a reward from the
Prophet, even if they were wrong. Divergences (ikhtilaf) were declared to be
allowed by Allah by Abu Hanifah (700–67), one of Islam’s greatest jurists,
founder of the school of law which has the largest following of all; and three
other schools of law, though different, were considered to be all equally
legitimate.
A time came when some theologians demanded that the age of personal
judgement (itjihad) should be closed, because their accumulated judgements had
settled all possible uncertainties. But others insisted that it should remain open.
Ibn Taymiyya (1263–1328), for example, though he inspired conservative forms
of Islam, pointed out that a Muslim was obliged to obey only God and his
Prophet, not ordinary mortals; each had a right to give his opinion ‘within the
limits of his competence’. Both he and Abu Hanifah spent time in prison because
other Muslims rejected their views. Schism and disputation have been a
permanent part of Muslim history. Outsiders who have perceived it as a
monolithic, unchanging totality miss completely the enormous richness of its
traditions, the complex emotions that it shares with the history of other religions,
and the significance of the Prophet’s statement that internal beliefs may be
judged only by God. Though submission to God has been greatly emphasised by
Muslims, the Qadariya sect insisted that humans had total freedom of will; the
Kharajist sect even argued that it was legitimate to have a woman as a prayer
leader (imam), and in one of its rebellions, led by Shabib b. Yazid, it used an
army of women. The Azraqite sect made it a duty to rebel against an unjust
government. The Shiites have alternated between quietism and challenge to the
legitimacy of the secular state in their insatiable search for moral perfection.
There are obviously limits to how far Christians and Muslims can agree; the
monotheistic religions have been like brothers who have each gone their own
way; and centuries of insult and caricature are not easily forgotten. The fact that
Jesus is mentioned 93 times in the Koran, and that St Thomas Aquinas refers to
Ibn Sina (Avicenna) 251 times cannot alter much. It is not through theological
disputation that people come to appreciate one another; but it is possible to find
in Islam as broad a range of attitudes as in any other civilisation.
Today, many Muslims have as their hero the poet Al-Mutanabbi (915–65), the
symbol of the defiant person who refuses to be cowed, who is not ashamed to
boast about his own abilities – he claimed his verse was equal in beauty to the
Koran – and who is at once quixotic, independent and generous. But equally
admired is the blind vegetarian Al-Maari (973–1057), author of the Epistle of
Forgiveness, who ridiculed dogmatism, insisting that the only truly religious
people were those who were helpful to their fellow creatures, regardless of their
beliefs; and he meant all creatures, for he was one of the first great defenders of
animals. The most celebrated of Persian physicians, Ar-Razi (‘Rhases’, 850–
925), is a precursor of Voltaire in his fierce anticlericalism, a model of a
sceptical scientist; he was an expert on psychosomatic illness, the placebo effect
and quacks.
Muslims are as much heirs to the legacy of ancient Greece as Christians are.
In the romance about a child on a desert island written by Abu Bakr Ibn Tufayl
(died 1185) of Granada, which inspired Robinson Crusoe, the point of the story
is that it is possible to arrive at truth by thinking for oneself. And thinking has
nurtured doubt as much among Muslims as among others: the most celebrated
example is Al-Ghazzali (1058–1111), who resigned his professorship to spend
many years travelling alone in an attempt to resolve his hesitations, and who
finally showed how the many sides of Islam, rational, mystical, legal, political,
could be combined to satisfy sophisticated minds.
The aim of many of the most pious Muslims – the mystic Sufis – has been to
be ‘a friend of God’. To be human, said the Sufi poet Rumi (1207–83, of Persian
origin, a resident of Konya, Turkey), is to be confused, distraught, in pain, in
love, unable to decide what is right and what is wrong – but there was no need to
wallow in suffering. Through music and dance it was possible to discover what
really mattered.
However, it may seem that fundamentalism has now drawn a curtain between
Islam and the West, closing all possibilities of mutual hospitality. The bitterness
and violence of many fundamentalist movements has indeed created
uncompromising confrontation. The word ‘fundamentalism’ was first used in the
1920s by Protestant sects in the USA, where about one-quarter of the inhabitants
now share their outlook, almost exactly the same proportion as are members of
new religions in Japan, different though those are. As an attitude,
fundamentalism has appeared again and again in history. When there is a
massive increase in population and old institutions are unable to cope, and
families can no longer provide work, and children have to go off to fend for
themselves in cities where there is no security or moral support, and where the
rich and powerful are corrupt, flaunting their pleasures before those who cannot
afford them, then some kind of consolation or religion has to come to the rescue.
The fundamentalists in Egypt, for example, are reacting particularly to the
lack of hospitality in cities. All cities are inhospitable, the old residents always
resent the new ones, though they depend on them to do the unpleasant jobs. But
when cities both attract and reject, when they do not offer enough jobs to
immigrants, the underprivileged have to help themselves. So the fundamentalists
include highly talented scientists and students, as well as the illiterate and the
poor, who share, in different ways, a feeling that there is no welcome for them in
the world as it exists, no proper place for them to exercise their talents, and no
success of the kind they can be morally proud of. They want to restore ‘family
values’ often because their families have failed to provide them with security or
harmony or the kind of help and influence which families were once able to
give. They are uncompromisingly nationalist, because they dream of an ideal
nation which looks after all its citizens and guarantees them self-esteem. They
organise themselves in brotherhoods and sisterhoods, which draw the young
away from their parents, creating a substitute family. Here many women, by
wearing traditional dress, find security against censure as well as friends, a sense
of belonging, and often the possibility of playing an active role in the
organisation, with the satisfaction that they are helping to shape the next
generation. By accepting that each sex and age group must perform only certain
roles, they limit competition; with advancing age, an individual can look forward
to a new role. Far from believing that they are returning to the Middle Ages, they
are convinced that they are providing a workable solution to the crisis of
modernity, that they are enabling the young to triumph over destitution, creating
a new morality, supported by their peers. There is a great deal of discussion
about how one ought to live in a hostile world, even if blind conformism is the
ideal of many. In the leading Cairo newspaper, Al-Ahram, Abdul Wahhab, who
answers readers’ letters, quotes Shakespeare, Balzac, St Francis of Assis, Dante,
Einstein and Helen Keller to support his moral advice. As always, a big gap
separates the sophisticated arguments of philosophers – like the Iranian
Abdolkarim Soroush (born 1945), who is determined that Islam should not
repeat the persecution of Galileo and that it should not be an impediment to
science – and the unemployed and illiterate, for whom despair is the only
alternative to anger.
There are Christian fundamentalists in the USA who have said that they do not
want their children’s horizons widened, that they are against the extension of
hospitality towards strange ideas, that they are determined to control their
children and to protect them from the unpredictable behaviour of other children,
and so they prefer to withdraw into a safer world from which the abominations
of modernity are excluded. The Pentecostal variety of fundamentalism in Latin
America, in Venezuela for example, also stresses male supremacy in the family,
but it is largely the creation of women, who have found in it an answer to absent,
unemployed fathers: by giving prestige to men in the family, they have restored
their pride, and their own acceptance of a submissive role in fact conceals the
creation of a new kind of family, with the wives having a more active part and
the men being more domestic and affectionate. In Ecuador personal conversion,
or re-birth, has given a new sense of status to both men and women who had
been unable to cope with competitive individualism, and who have recreated
reciprocal social relations and a welfare system around their churches.
Fundamentalism cannot be dismissed simply as extremism: it is a force as
powerful as communism once was, and it represents a not dissimilar reply to
injustice and bewilderment. The more fundamentalists are repressed, the more
they feel excluded. Their rejection of dialogue is based on the conviction that
they are not understood. It is impossible to be hospitable to violence, but only
those with short memories can believe that a new Cold War is the solution. It
should not be forgotten that when Islam was at the height of its prosperity in the
tenth century, it had no difficulty in being generous and tolerant to outsiders: the
Brothers of Purity of Basra wrote then, ‘The ideal and perfect man should be of
East Persian origin, Arabic in faith, of Iraqi i.e. Babylonian education, a Hebrew
in astuteness, a disciple of Christ in conduct, as pious as a Syrian monk, a Greek
in individual sciences, an Indian in the interpretation of all mysteries, but lastly
and especially a Sufi in his whole spiritual life.’
That has been shown too by churches all over the world which have been trying
to talk to one another. Negotiations to reconcile points of divergence in their
theological positions have seldom drawn them much closer, for that involves
defining their identity, which has usually led them to draw more rigid frontiers
than existed in practice, ignoring the fuzzy edges. The first World Parliament of
Churches, which met in Chicago in 1893, and the World Council of Churches
(established 1945) have been almost as fruitless as disarmament conferences,
even if there have been some reconciliations, even if different sects collaborate
in such tasks as the translation of the Bible. There is still no sign of an end to
wars of religion. Churches, as institutions, have been as reluctant as nations to
compromise their sovereignty. The great surge in hospitality between religions
has been due mainly to individuals and informal groups interested in reviving the
primitive spirit of religion, ignoring the caution of those who hold power, and
expressing their faith by devoting themselves to the disadvantaged.
But humanitarian organisations quickly discovered that they were not immune
to sectarianism, and have also found themselves fragmenting into rival sects, just
like the churches. ‘When one tries to start a fraternity, one raises up
hatred . . . the wars between philanthropists are the worst of all,’ says the founder
of Médecins sans Frontières, Bernard Kouchner. ‘The organisers quarrel among
themselves for control of the victims of disasters and fight to the death amongst
themselves after having risked their lives together.’ All the experience of history
confirms that sharing the same beliefs has been a preliminary to quarrelling
about their interpretation. Co-operation has worked best between those who have
only a few aims in common, who are not rivals, who are untroubled by thoughts
about who should control whom: when they come from different origins and
intend to return once their mission is accomplished, there may be friction, but
there have been fewer cancerous animosities. Close encounters must, in part,
remain distant too.
That is why hospitality between believers and unbelievers holds out particular
promise, now that the war is almost over between them, now that churches are
no longer attempting to dominate government and, having become poor once
more, are turning their attention to the poor, emphasising compassion more than
dogma, and human relations more than ritual. In practice, believers and
unbelievers often find themselves on the same side when faced by violence or
injustice, and in such circumstances, the crucial distinction between them –
belief in God and a sacred text – becomes a stimulus to the imagination of both,
when the believers discuss their doubts and the unbelievers reflect on their own
search for values. They are made to be intermediaries in each other’s worlds.
A final insight into how people who, after being deaf to each other’s words for
centuries, begin to hear what the other is saying, and to understand, is provided
by the history of music. If religions and nations have souls, music is the air they
breathe. And yet no nation has ever had difficulty in learning foreign musics.
The sound of Mozart and Rossini used to echo through the forests of
Madagascar, played by a national orchestra formed by King Radama. The Sultan
of Turkey chose Donizetti to be musical director of his court. It is perfectly true
that music has been used as an affirmation of ethnic or national difference; and
some patriotic Africans have denounced Nietzsche’s statement that music is an
international language as an insult, insisting that its function is to unite them to
their own gods and spirits. But the musics of different continents have met and
married and had beautiful children nonetheless. The way this has happened
provides a highly instructive lesson in the art of hospitality.
The most successful encounter between musics has been that of Africa and
Europe and America. African music is now considered by Western musicologists
to have more variety and complexity than that of Europe; and such is its
diversity, that there is no fundamental feature which unites it. However, it does
contain some elements which have fitted into certain elements of European
hymns and folk songs, and the union of these elements has produced a new
music which is compatible with both traditions. This is an example of what I
understand by soul-mates, not a pair which matches perfectly and becomes a
single whole, but two different beings with some qualities, like some molecules,
that are able to combine to make something new and interesting.
It is not proximity which makes an alliance possible, because native North
American music has not combined with the music of the settlers. Nor is it
similarity: the music of India has a considerable amount in common with that of
Europe, but there has been almost no interpenetration, apart from film music,
because Indian classical music is an essential part of Hindu religious events and
temple worship, and is firmly based on the memory of great composers and
flourishing musical schools. By 1900, there were already 4,000 recordings of its
music available in the catalogue of just one gramophone company. So India has
borrowed Western musical technology, but not its sounds. There was no gap for
Europe to fill. Iran, by contrast, in the mid-twentieth century, had only about
2,000 connoisseurs of its classical music left, and its popular composers
therefore found more inspiration from abroad. Japan and Korea, meanwhile,
taught their musicians both Western and native music, and cultivated a double
musical ear, two separate musics side by side.
Those who fear that hospitality must damage native traditions have not only
this counter-example, but also many more in Africa. It used to be thought that its
music was something that went back unchanged to the beginning of time, but
research has revealed it to have evolved a great deal, independently of
imperialist pressure. Thus the juju music of the Yoruba, which has its origins in
an older ‘palm wine music’ (music performed while palm wine was drunk), has
in the course of the past century been expanded with Afro-Brazilian borrowings,
and then dipped back into traditional poetry, adding a wider range of traditional
talking drums, then soul, reggae, country and western and Indian film music.
The ‘father of juju’ was an African Christian preacher, while one of its leading
modernisers called his band The International Brothers. Historians have shown
likewise that ‘Benni’ music, which Westerners imagined was an imitation of
themselves, because the participants wore naval uniforms, has ancient origins,
and was revitalised by a rebellion of young Africans against their elders,
incorporating new ideas with careful and changing discrimination. The major
influence on modern African music has probably been the 1977 Festival of
Black Arts, which created new contacts and new forms of hospitality among
Africans who had barely known each other before.
In the Middle Ages, the music of Muslim Spain was taken into Europe by the
troubadours, through whom Arab ideas about love penetrated into the Western
world, eventually transforming the behaviour of people who could not speak a
word of Arabic. In the twentieth century, African music has helped to strengthen
the revulsion against racial prejudice. But music needs intermediaries to help it
across frontiers. The majority of whites in the USA segregated themselves from
black music until it was reinterpreted for them by people with whom they could
identify: that was what Elvis Presley and the Beatles achieved. The modern
intermediaries between Arab and Western music have still to make their
breakthrough: the Tunisian singer Amina Annabi, though selected to represent
France in the 1991 Eurovision concert, has had more success in Japan. The
tension between Muslims and Europeans is still too great. Hospitality cannot be
forced through memories that have gone rigid.
Thinking
Sophie de Mijolla-Mellor, Le Plaisir de pensée, PUF, 1992; Mary Warnock,
Imagination, Faber, 1976; David Cohen and S. A. MacKeith, The Development
of Imagination: The Private Worlds of Children, Routledge, 1991; Senko
Kurmiya Maynard, Japanese Conversation, Ablex, Norwood, NJ, 1989; Lee N.
Robins and Michael Rutter, Straight and Devious Pathways from Childhood to
Adulthood, Cambridge UP, 1990; Douglas Robinson, American Apocalypses,
Johns Hopkins UP, Baltimore, 1988; Frank L. Borchardt, Doomsday Speculation
as a Strategy of Persuasion, Edwin Mellen, Lampeter, 1990; Doris B. Wallace
and H. E. Gruber, Creative People at Work, Oxford UP, NY, 1989; Barbara
Rogoff, Apprenticeship in Thinking, Oxford UP, 1991; Hannah Arendt, The Life
of the Mind, Secker & Warburg, 1978; Linda Silka, Intuitive Judgements of
Change, Springer, NY, 1989; Jurgen T. Rehm, Intuitive Predictions and
Professional Forecasts, Pergamon, 1990; Weston H. Agar, Intuition in
Organisations, Sage, 1989; D. Kahneman, P. Slovic and A. Tversky, Judgement
under Uncertainty: Heuristics and Biases, Cambridge UP, 1982; David Le
Breton, Passions du risque, Metaile, 1991; Margaret Donaldson, Human Minds,
Allen Lane, 1992; Dan Sperber and Deirdre Wilson, Relevance: Communication
and Cognition, Blackwell, Oxford, 1986; Dan Sperber, Rethinking Symbolism,
Cambridge UP, 1975; Dan Sperber, ‘The Epidemiology of Beliefs’, in C. Fraser
and G. Gaskell, The Social Psychological Study of Widespread Beliefs, Oxford
UP, 1990.
World music
Irene V. Jackson, More than Drumming: Essays on African and AfroLatin
American Music and Musicians, Greenwood, Westport, 1985; Bruno Nettl, The
Western Impact on World Music, Schirmer, NY, 1986; Deanna Campbell
Robinson, Music at the Margins: Popular Music and Global Cultural Diversity,
Sage, 1991; Marcia Herndon and Susanne Ziegler, Music, Gender and Culture,
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‘My life is a failure.’ Those were the words with which I began this book, and I
finish it with the story of a murderer who repeated that phrase many times, until
one day . . .
Half a minute is enough to transform an apparently ordinary person into an
object of hatred, an enemy of humanity. He committed a murder and was
sentenced to life imprisonment. Then in his desolate jail, half a minute was
enough to transform him again, into a hero. He saved a man’s life and was
pardoned. But when he got home he found his wife living with someone else and
his daughter knew nothing of him. He was unwanted, so he decided that he
might as well be dead.
His attempt at suicide was also a failure. A monk summoned to his bedside
said to him, ‘Your story is terrifying, but I can do nothing for you. My own
family is wealthy, but I gave up my inheritance and I have nothing but debts. I
spend everything I have finding homes for the homeless. I can give you nothing.
You want to die, and there is nothing to stop you. But before you kill yourself,
come and give me a hand. Afterwards, you can do what you like.’
Those words changed the murderer’s world. Somebody needed him: at last he
was no longer superfluous and disposable. He agreed to help. And the world was
never the same again for the monk, who had been feeling overwhelmed by the
amount of suffering around him, to which all his efforts were making only a
minute difference. The chance encounter with the murderer gave him the idea
which was to shape his whole future: faced by a person in distress, he had given
him nothing, but asked something from him instead. The murderer later said to
the monk: ‘If you had given me money, or a room, or a job, I would have
restarted my life of crime and killed someone else. But you needed me.’ That
was how Abbé Pierre’s Emmaus movement for the very poor was born, from an
encounter of two totally different individuals who lit up a light in each other’s
heart. These two men were not soulnates in the ordinary, romantic meaning of
that word, but each owes the other the sense of direction which guides their life
today.
It is in the power of everybody, with a little courage, to hold out a hand to
someone different, to listen, and to attempt to increase, even by a tiny amount,
the quantity of kindness and humanity in the world. But it is careless to do so
without remembering how previous efforts have failed, and how it has never
been possible to predict for certain how a human being will behave. History,
with its endless procession of passers-by, most of whose encounters have been
missed opportunities, has so far been largely a chronicle of ability gone to waste.
But next time two people meet, the result could be different. That is the origin of
anxiety, but also of hope, and hope is the origin of humanity.
Acknowledgements
This book is the result of help, stimulation and encouragement from many
people. I should like to thank all those who have discussed their experience of
life with me; each one has, in a different way, increased my respect for the
human species. My colleagues at St Antony’s College, Oxford, have shown me
great kindness and freely shared their erudition with me. Journalists in different
countries, who know far more than they publicly say or write, have generously
given me valuable pointers in my local enquiries. Having spent a vast portion of
my life reading books, my debt to other authors is immeasurable, as it is to the
librarians and booksellers who helped me find them. I owe much to the business
people, voluntary associations, politicians and public officials who, having
invited me to discuss their aims or strategies with them, have enabled me to
enter worlds normally closed to outsiders and to observe at first hand the
practical problems which book learning cannot wholly grasp. Publishing has
been made a pleasure for me by Christopher Sinclair-Stevenson, Claude Durand,
Hugh Van Dusen, Christopher MacLehose, Jean-Bernard Blandinier, Eric
Diacon, Roger Cazalet, Andrew Nurnberg, Robin Straus, as well as by Edith
McMorran and Louise Allen. I have benefitted greatly from discussions with
Christina Hardyment. And, as always, my wife Deirdre Wilson has shown
inexhaustible generosity with ideas and encouragement. I do not know why
people say that writing is a solitary occupation.
Index
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F Magazine 276
Fabiola 245
Fable of the Bees (Mandeville) 293
factory workers: replace slaves 11; and social life 166; working hours 354
failure: 1–7; fear of 167; and a new sense of direction 18
family: 358–395; affection and mutual respect in 136; Amerindian 381–3;
‘crisis’ in the 390; flexibility of 371; internal politics of 380; new kind 455;
and nursing the sick 244; placing own interests before those of others 379; as
provider of employment 372; roots buried in shifting sands 364; small 391
family values 370–71, 454
fanatics 252
Fansuri, Hamzah 453–4
fathers 356, 364–7, 386–7
Fatimah (daughter of the Prophet) 452
fear: brides’ 117; in cats 176–7; and courage 172; cultivating 180; and curiosity
180, 191, 197; and desire for freedom 8; of the devil 173; of disease, deformity
and handicap 244; and enemies 252; epidemics of 173; of failure 167; and
father-child relationship 364; of foreign bodies 93, 94; of being forgotten 169;
and friendship 321; Humboldt and 201–2; hypochondria and 175; of ideas 439;
of imagination 441; Indian war against 178; of insecurity 175; and loneliness
82; and love 76, 102; medicine and 179–80; modern 172; of natural disasters
172–3; of people who are different 319; of politics 134; of the powerful 136;
of purgatory 174; and rats 176, 193; and Reformation 174; religion and 174;
and replay of the past 48; and risk 113; science and 197; and slavery 7–8: of
spiders 193; in the stomach 177–9; switching to another fear 320; and travel
304; victory over 49; and Vikings 169–71; and violence 8, 175, 216; and
women 181; yoga and 178
Fell, Margaret 330
femininity 111, 115–17, 120–1, 184, 319
feminism: and conversation 41; demands of 110; and human dignity 142; and
loneliness 60; and merit 413; and Society of Friends 331; strategy 204–11, 470
Femme magazine 277
‘Femmes, Des’ (publishing firm) 206
Femmes, Les (Sollers) 208
Fernandez, Dominique 123–4
Festival of Black Arts (1977) 461
Feyerabend, Professor Paul 339
Fiji, brotherhood in 388
Finkielkraut, Alain 276
Fisher, Mary 330
Fitoussi, Michelle 349–50
Five Women Who Loved Love (Saikaku) 287
flirtation 102–3
Florence, homosexuality in medieval 125
Florence (journalist) 111–15
Fontenelle, Bernard le Bovier de 155
food: as an amusement 93; and benevolence 103; creativity in 93–4; eating until
one is satiated 92–3; expanding knowledge of 98; fast foods 96; foreign foods
95–6; new foods 95; three ways of eating 92–6
footbinding 98–9
foreign bodies: and eating 93, 94; jealousy as 101
Forsskal, Peter 308
Forster, George 200
Fouque, Antoinette 204–11
Fox, George 330
Française des Jeux 222
France: and alcohol 232, 233: and astrology 339, 343; children’s protests (1990)
72; culture in 26; and the devil 173; and drugs and addictions 232, 233; and
friendships 332–3; good conversation as one of its main passions 67;
homosexuality in 123; and loneliness 60; May 1968 in 108–9, 257; and
passionate love 75–6; taciturnity in 32; intellectual life in 207; smoking 232,
233; sociability 102; thinking in universal terms 19, 333; attitudes to time 352,
353; and toleration 260–61; and war 213; women passim
Francine 426–30, 437
Francis of Assisi, St 241, 265, 379, 455
Franco-Prussian War 330
fraternity 388–90
Frederick II, Emperor 343
Free Daist Community 398
Free Enterprise 158
free will: and Peter the Great 8; and Qadariya sect 450
freedom 6–13; and fear 8; and hope 289; loneliness as an obstacle to 59; and
material possessions 44–5; and money 3; and Renaissance 16; of speech 32–3;
women’s liberation 110; worn out by 9, 11
French Academy 309
French Resistance 208
French Revolution: bicentenary 210; and fraternity 388–9; and merchants 157;
and passports 406
Freud, Sigmund 19, 92, 132; and homosexuality 125; and lack of confidence
413; and rebellion against fathers 381; and thinking 443; and the unconscious
15
friendship: between homosexuals and heterosexuals 126; between men 329;
between men and women 74, 117, 267–8, 319, 323–33; between women 327;
camarada 321–2; deterioration of 467; and enemies 215; and fear 321; in
France 332; in Greece 322; intimacy 324–6; platonic 36, 245; in Poland 331–
2; Roman categories of 320; in Russia 332; and sex 74, 90; value of 168, 279,
320, 381. See also amitié amoureuse
Fry, Elizabeth 330
fundamentalism 226, 262, 452, 454–6
La Rochefoucauld 324
Lambert, Marquise de 329
Laborit, Henri 227–30, 233, 363
Lacan, Jacques 206–7, 208
Ladies Home Journal 120
Lady Who Loved Insects, The 286
Lang, Jack 126, 277, 429
Largactil 227
laudanum 231
Lawrence, T. E. 125–6
Lay of Brunhilda 387
Lazareff, Hélène 274
Le Blanc, Vincent 304
Le Pen, Jean-Marie 405, 429
leaves, and roots 51
Lebanese, as intermediaries 159
Lee, General Robert E. 214
Leibnitz, Gottfried Wilhelm 290
leisure society 10, 352
Leonardo da Vinci 124
Lepèze, Dominique 396–9, 417
lesbianism 122, 207
letters: and conversation difficulties 25, 389; and obsession with sincerity 37
Lévy, Bernard-Henri 275
liberalism 142
Lisa 27–30
Lithuania, and hospitality 437
Locke, John 441
loneliness: and ambition 59; being physically alone 60; being socially alone 60;
being spiritually alone 60; bringing people together 434; and eccentricity 67–
8; feminism and 60; four forms of immunity 61–7; myth of 60
Louis XVI, King 366
love: and aggression (chimpanzees) 140; courtly 81, 82, 103; and dependence
10; and fear 76, 102; and flirtation 103; and hatred 218; and humour 76–7, 78;
Ibn Hazm on 80–1; and inner peace 113; as magic 391; and marriage 83, 117;
and music 77–8; mystique removed from 75; new kinds of 84; passionate 75–
82; and possession 101–2; and prosperity 101; refined 78; romantic 47, 75;
Samurai and 286; and sex 79, 80, 90, 101, 325; and soul-mates 279; and
stability 83; unrequited 79, 102
Lu K’un 443–5
Luther, Martin 101, 154, 210
luxury 292, 293
Lyon: bourgeoisie of 73; children’s revolution in (1990) 72; and town clerk 351
Nafis, Al 194
Nagasaki 437
Nanking 100
Napoleon I Bonaparte 122, 138, 155, 197, 202, 366
narcissism 210, 427
Narcissus, bishop of Jerusalem 61
Naskapi Native Americans 381
Natalini 316–17
National School of Administration 151
nationalism: Chinese 160; Egyptian 454
Natsume Soseki 458
nature: China’s view of 446; as having its own life 47
Nazism 343
N’dai, Absa 314–16
Necker, Madame 36
Needham, Joseph 448–9
negotiation 417–18. See also intermediaries
Nehru, Jawaharlal 267
neighbours 315
Neves, President Tancredo 139
New Kind of Store, Philadelphia 294
New Man 278, 282
New Philosophers 275
New York Graphic 157
New York Times 222
Newman, Cardinal John Henry 217
newspaper advertising 293
Newton, Sir Isaac 124, 155
Niebuhr, Carsten 309
Nietzsche, Friedrich Wilhelm 459–60
Nightingale, Florence 247
nightmares 175
nihonjinron 457
nin 456
Nina 166–9
Niort, France 49
Noah, Seven Laws of 469–70
nomads 47
‘non-U’ 40
norepinephrine 179
Nuits Fauves, Les (film) 126, 127
nursing 244–6, 247–8
Nzema tribe, Ghana 323
Pachomius 62
paganism 320, 417–18
Pakistan 269–71
‘palm wine music’ 461
Paracelsus (Theophrastus Bombastus von Hohenheim) 231
parents: aimlessness of 381; and direction of children’s lives 112, 377; disputes
between 358–9; facts of life 364–72; as friends 16–17; heredity 368; link with
children 358; rivalry 366; seeing children as ‘useful’ 372; unknown 385–6
Paris 156; foreigners in 261–2; as intellectual capital of the world 201; living
alone in 44; and new roles of inhabitants 188; and Russian writers 435
Parisianism 413
Paris University 342
Parkinson’s law 352
Parsees 217–18
Patricia 108–11
Paul, St 421
Paul, St Vincent de 245–6
peace, making (and chimpanzees) 139
peace weavers 171
Pennsylvania 331
Pepys, Samuel 324
Perfumed Garden, The (trans. Burton) 311
Persia see Iran
personal and the impersonal vii, 14, 16, 136–7, 142, 144, 155, 161–3, 469–71
personal conversion 455
Personal Narrative (Humboldt) 199
pessimism 180, 289, 290
Peter I the Great, Tsar of Russia 8
Petits Propos Culinaires (periodical) 103
Petrarch 65
Pfeiffer, Ida 312
philanthropy 158, 447, 453. See also compassion
Philips, Mrs Katherine 37
photosynthesis 51
Physiology of Taste, The (Brillat-Savarin) 95
Pierre, Abbé 471
pigs 137
pilgrimages 304–5
Pillow Book, The (Sei Shonagon) 286
plants: domesticating 137; grafting 344
Plato 154
Playboy 275, 276, 279
pleasure 281–98
Pliny the Elder 10–11
Plon 297
Poland 331–2
politicians: and children’s revolution (1990) 72–3; as a profession 136
politics: fear of 134; reward of 134; and trust 141; women and 134, 136, 144
Polo, Marco 49
pornography 98, 100
Porot, Anne 412–15, 423
Portland, 5th Duke of 67–8
Portrait of a Guilty Love (Geille) 281
Portuguese empire 160
power: 135–146; business 141; dissastisfaction with 142; and loss of identity
134; national 141; and pleasure 199; power-hungry 141; religion and 388;
systems 151; women’s 278
pregnancy 205
Presley, Elvis 461
pride: fortifying 35; hampering speech 28; in home ownership 3; in joint
achievements 215; in work 27
priests: conversion 366; and fear 174; as intermediaries 154; in politics 138
prison reform 330, 331
private life 418–20. See also intimacy; personal and the impersonal
promiscuity 284
prostitutes: in China 100; looking after 185; male 124; in USA 101; ‘Wind your
watch’ 352
protection rackets 138
Protestantism 156, 361
Proust, Marcel 125, 282, 300, 435
psychology, interest in 252
psychosomatic illness 229
Ptolemy (Claudius Ptolemaeus) 340–1, 342
Publilius 10
punctuality 351
purgatory 174
‘U’ 40
ulama 156
Ukraine 8
Umar b. Ali Rabia 77
uncertainty 218, 285, 323, 337
unemployment 261
uniqueness 63
United Nations 214
United States of America: and alcohol 231, 232, 296; and astrology 339, 343;
business in 157–8; constitution 174; conversation in 40; consumer society in
294; cowboys 66; dating in 119; depression (1930s) 158; and efficiency 115;
and escape 227; and fear of spiders 193; food in 95–6; friendship with one’s
wife/husband 326; hospitals in 244; and loneliness 60, 66; mixed friendships
in 332; philanthropy in 249–50; philosophy of the importance of individual
feelings 45; and Renaissance 16; rich and poor sex 100–101; and Second
World War 120; slavery in 9; and smoking 232; as nation of strangers 249;
Tocqueville on 14–15; and toleration 261; and Vietnam 214; voluntary work in
248–9; and war 213; wealth/poverty in 303
University of Edinburgh 247
University of Michigan 120
University of Cardiff 121
upper class, language of 40
Uppsala University 308
yahid/yahad 470
Yevtushenko, Yevgeny Aleksandrovich 242
Yi Ik 456
ying/yang 470
yoga 178
Yoruba tribe 102, 461
Young, Arthur 293
Young Wife, The (Alcott) 117
youth culture 308
Yugoslav war 210, 214
zahirites 81
Zainab (granddaughter of the Prophet) 452
Zarathustra 216–18, 350
Zayas y Sotomayor, Maria de 38
Zeus 322
Ziyara 305
Zola, Emile 215–16
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