The Emerald Archive
The Emerald Archive
Gary Freedman
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510 U.S. 569 (1994) and its progeny, and/or de minimis and is therefore
noninfringing. 17 U.S. Code § 107(1). No copyright infringement is intended.
Ben Shirazi plugs away as a grocery store check-out clerk when he’s not
working on his degree. His father is Ezra Shirazi, a wealthy dentist who
lives in a spacious house just blocks from the Metropolitan Museum of
Art. The elder Shirazi was born in Iran. He left the country in January
1979 at the same time the Shah left Tehran, ostensibly “on vacation.”
Neither the Shah nor Dr. Shirazi ever returned. It was the start of the
Revolution.
Dr. Shirazi considers his son a good-for nothing who married a shiksa. Dr.
Shirazi refuses to contribute to Ben’s living expenses or his college tuition.
Ben and his wife support themselves on Ben’s grocery clerk salary and her
earnings as a stripper. Ben’s wife works at a club in Manhattan. She is
employed three nights a week. She tells people she is working on a career
“in the entertainment industry.”
This evening the elder Shirazi and his wife, Esther will be having dinner
with their son, Ben and his shiksa wife. Mrs. Shirazi was born into a
wealthy Jewish family in Tehran. Her father, Daniel Dehpour was a
walnut importer. Mrs. Shirazi’s younger brother, Avram is an
accomplished pianist who lives in upstate New York, in a house by a lake.
He does consulting work, advising clients on Islamic extremism.
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Later this afternoon the Shirazis’ Turkish cook, Hanife will begin to
prepare a meal of Khoresht Fesenjan — a dish of chicken with walnuts
and pomegranate molasses — an Iranian specialty popular with Persian
Jews. Hanife learned how to make Fesenjan from Mrs. Shirazi. Hanife is
a devout Muslim. A silk shawl protects her modesty in this home of
Iranian Jews.
Mrs. Shirazi was crushed by her son’s decision to marry outside the faith.
Ben is her only child. The Shirazis had dreamed of the day when Ben
would marry a girl from the Iranian-Jewish émigré community. But that is
what happens in America, she says painfully. “America gives us freedom
but it corrupts our children.”
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I Live in a Silent World
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Paraphrases from the novel Women in Love by D.H. Lawrence.
5
Finding Something I Had Not Looked For
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Paraphrases from the novel The Tropic of Capricorn by Henry Miller.
6
How I Write
have your juice and know what will happen next and
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Paraphrases from George Plimpton’s Interview of Ernest Hemingway.
7
My Literary Forebears
have learned the most from? Philip Roth, Sartre, Kafka, Bach,
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Paraphrases from George Plimpton’s Interview of Ernest Hemingway.
8
Accumulating Notes for a Novel
9
The Facts about the Tehran Dehpours
diverse but related stories, emerged. The family was Iranian and
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Paraphrases from the story collection The Facts Behind the Helsinki Roccamatios by
Yann Martel.
10
Notes for a Novel
The country estate would offer respite from Daniel’s tiresome customers.
Apples, pomegranates and walnuts were packed for the day’s journey.
11
The Ferry Ride to Lavasan
and coaches, the stevedores preparing for the next ferry ride.
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Paraphrases from the novel Scenes from Early Life by Philip Hensher.
12
Daniel Dehpour Remembers His Father’s Villa in Lavasan
the fields had been neglected for years, the fences were
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Paraphrases from the biography FDR by Jean Edward Smith.
13
Grandfather Dehpour’s Vague Business
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Paraphrases from the novel The Family Moskat by Isaac Bashevis Singer.
14
The Dehpour Family Makes its Way to Lavasan
often crumbling roofs, and crooked barns with walls woven out
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Paraphrases from the novel Fathers and Sons by Ivan Turgenev.
15
Avram Dehpour Drinks Water from a Gourd
into his lower lip, holding the lip outdrawn between thumb
and dip the gourd into the water bucket and drink.
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Paraphrases from the novel As I Lay Dying by William Faulkner.
16
Esther’s Inner Garden
“Poor papa with his hagadah book, reading backwards with his
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Quotation from Ulysses by James Joyce.
17
Esther Remembers Her Grandmother
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Paraphrases from the novel American Wife by Curtis Sittenfeld.
18
Esther Remembers the Portraits in her Grandmother’s Room
like Chekhov’s portrait either. There was something suspicious about his
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Paraphrases from the novel Memoirs of a Muse by Lara Vapnyar.
19
Avram the Playful Pianist
His father slighted him, while hovering over his sister, Esther.
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Paraphrases from the biography Robert Kennedy: His Life by Evan Thomas.
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Esther Remembers Avram
Avram would play the piano for hours — not familiar pieces,
believe his own fantasies. (My mother did not like this
interceded for him and begged our mother for another chance.
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Paraphrases from the biography Sergei Rachmaninoff: A Lifetime in Music by Sergei
Bertensson, Jay Leyda, and Sophia Satina.
21
Yurovsky the Old Piano Teacher
The old Russian, Yurovsky, held out great promise for Avram,
Träumerei pleased the old Russian, while Avram played softly, nervously.
Yurovsky, with his huge Rachmaninoff hands, frightened the young boy.
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Old Yurovsky Dazzles Young Avram with his Virtuosity
down the keyboard. Avram saw the tendons moving and rippling
this, Avram realized suddenly that there was something about music
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Paraphrases from the novel Corelli’s Mandolin by Louis de Bernières.
23
Young Avram Dehpour Thinks about Beethoven’s Diabelli Variations
What Avram was certain about was that the work begins
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Paraphrases from Beethoven’s Diabelli Variations by Alfred Brendel.
24
The Void Becoming Eloquent
The absurd world more than others derives its nobility from
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Paraphrases from the essay The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus.
25
Oscar Berg Creates a Diversion
bureaucracy where officious desk-jockeys made decisions for him day after
26
The People’s Commissariat of Mediocrity
27
Zelenyi Is Arrested
“You are under arrest!” “Come with us!” “Do not tarry!”
The darkened mind can only gasp out, “Me? What for?”
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Paraphrases from The Gulag Archipelago by Alexander Solzhenitsyn.
28
Two Individuals in a Room
“We have heard rumors about you, Comrade.” – “Rumors about me?”
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Paraphrases from Sonnet no. 30 by William Shakespeare (Modern English Version).
29
Literature under the New Dogma
poet, packing distilled and dazzling language into its sleek fourteen
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Paraphrase from “You Will Get Yours. A Novel of Rage and Revenge in the
N.Y.P.D.” by Joyce Carol Oates.
30
Forensic Report
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Paraphrases from DSM-III-R Casebook by Robert L. Spitzer.
31
The Interrogation
32
Imprisonment!
The guard steps away from Vladimir Zelenyi and opens the
up, eat, use the toilet, and sleep, their tedious routine
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Paraphrases from the novel The Septembers of Shiraz by Dalia Sofer.
33
Oscar Berg Imagines his Life as a Prisoner
world. Can you imagine what that’s like? Your dreams turn
ones that will fit in with your own little world, there
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Paraphrases from “Prisoner of Durham” in Solitude: A Return to the Self by Anthony
Storr.
34
Oscar Berg’s Sense of Alienation
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Paraphrases from Marx: Capitalism and Alienation by Anonymous.
35
The Black Only Policy
36
The Mindless Bureaucrat
would quote (without having read) The New Dogma faster than
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Paraphrases from the novel Winter’s Tale by Mark Helprin.
37
The Official Papers
Once each month Neerovsky met with the Comrade from the
Official Papers. Under the New Order there were always Official
the Official Papers. The Comrade from the Department said that
from the Ministry said that blue ink was acceptable. Raben
38
The Thirteenth Department
barred veiled allusions. Press releases were issued warning the proletariat
Vladimir Zelenyi. Raben had implied that Zelenyi was decidedly sane.
39
Root Canals
letters and photographs; old library books; yellowing paper bearing the
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Paraphrases from the novel White Teeth by Zadie Smith.
40
A Transformational Experience
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Paraphrases from the memoir My Father’s Guru by J. Moussaieff Masson.
41
Krinsky: The Great Man
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Paraphrase from the dramatic poem Manfred by George Gordon, Lord Byron.
42
Krinsky Writes The New Dogma
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Paraphrases from Freud: A Life for Our Time by Peter Gay.
43
Krinsky at the British Museum
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Paraphrases from the novel Lenin in Zurich by Alexander Solzhenitsyn.
44
Krinsky’s Future Eden
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Paraphrases from Utopian Moments: Reading Utopian Texts, edited by Miguel A
Ramiro Avilés and J.C. Davis.
45
“The Proletariat” (From the Collected Writings of K. Krinsky)
46
Raben Studies Krinsky at the University
exclamation mark after almost every sentence, and that put him
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Paraphrases from the novel Between Friends by Amos Oz.
47
“The Elimination of Want” (From the Collected Writings of K.
Krinsky)
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Paraphrases from The Future of an Illusion by Sigmund Freud.
48
Fragments of Lived Experience
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Paraphrases from the novel The English Patient by Michael Ondaatje.
49
Ezra Shirazi Studies at the University
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Paraphrases from the biography Chekhov by Henri Troyat.
50
Ezra Shirazi the Chemistry Student Speaks of the Poetry of Distilling
and fascinating condition, starting with chemistry and going very far.
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Paraphrases from The Periodic Table by Primo Levi.
51
The Young Ezra Shirazi as Outsider
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Paraphrases from An Autobiographical Study by Sigmund Freud.
52
The Young Ezra Shirazi Drinks Tea in Tehran
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Paraphrases from the novel in verse Eugene Onegin by Alexander Pushkin.
53
Ezra Shirazi Studies English at a Café
was much less important than English vocabulary and verb conjugations.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Broker by John Grisham.
54
Ezra Shirazi Dreams a Life
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Paraphrases from the novel When She Was Good by Philip Roth.
55
Life is a Multiplicity
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Paraphrases from The Story of a Novel by Thomas Wolfe and The Book of Wisdom: The
Heart of Tibetan Buddhism.
56
The Amateur Photographer
But Oscar the librarian seemed abundantly content with humble obscurity.
His unique take was glancing and indirect but softly tender:
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Paraphrases from Hidden Depths by Vince Aletti
57
Oscar Berg Struggles with the Transience of Life
that we, too, are transitory and will soon disappear. When
artists create pictures and thinkers search for laws and formulate
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Paraphrases from the novel Narcissus and Goldmund by Hermann Hesse.
58
Franz Berg Recalls his Brother’s Early Writing Ambitions
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Paraphrases from the novel Dr. Zhivago by Boris Pasternak.
59
Oscar Berg Keeps a Journal
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Paraphrases from the novel The Benefactor by Susan Sontag.
60
Oscar Berg at Lunch
The manager strolls among the tables and speaks volubly, confidently:
There are still about twenty customers left, bachelors, office employees.
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Paraphrases from the novel Nausea by Jean-Paul Sartre.
61
Oscar Berg Fears Nothingness
had worried about death the way most children do, trying
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Paraphrases from the novel Body of Lies by David Ignatius.
62
Oscar Suffers from Acute Bodily Illness
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Paraphrases from the novel Frankenstein by Mary Shelley.
63
The Young Oscar Berg Struggles to Make His Way
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Paraphrases from the novel Sophie’s Choice by William Styron.
64
Oscar Berg Imagines the Face of his Friend
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Paraphrases from Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man by James Joyce.
65
Oscar’s One True Friend
world, without any certain ambitions. Horatio was the perfect friend
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Paraphrases from On the Road by Jack Kerouac.
66
Horatio Receives a Letter from Oscar
college; but many years had elapsed since our last meeting.
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Paraphrases from the short story The Fall of the House of Usher by Edgar Allan Poe.
67
Oscar’s Melancholy Letter to Horatio
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Paraphrases from the biography The Life of Sir Walter Scott by John Macrone.
68
The Fascination of Writers
thing and creating characters and making their characters talk and
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Paraphrases from the short story “People Don’t Do Such Things” by Ruth Rendell.
69
The Young Avram Dehpour
The boy’s heart was smitten with the absolute, utterly loyal
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Paraphrases from the memoir The First Man by Albert Camus.
70
The Young Avram Dehpour Studies Piano
You learned the major keys, then came the minor keys.
depressed it. Even worse were the study pieces which provoked
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Paraphrases from the novel The Gravediggers’ Daughter by Joyce Carol Oates.
71
The Piano Competition
Avram could feel the music pulsate through his nimble fingers.
The Jewish judge preferred Avram’s skilled performance over the others.
72
The Dehpours Go into Hiding
his family left Tehran for Lavasan, beyond the Alborz mountains,
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Paraphrases from a New York Times obituary: “Pasternak Is Dead; Wrote ‘Dr.
Zhivago.'”
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My Private Dossier
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Paraphrases from the article “Sigmund Freud and the Art of Letter Writing” by
Martin Grotjahn and the biography Clifford Odets: American Playwright: the Years from
1906 to 1940 by Margaret Brenman-Gibson.
74
The Secret Dossier
Neerovsky put the dossier down and gazed out the window.
75
Raben Questions the Revolution and Party Teachings
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Paraphrases from the novel Special Circumstances by Sheldon Siegel.
76
From the Uncensored Writings of J. Raben
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Paraphrases from Political Paranoia: The Psychopolitics of Hatred by Robert S. Robins
and Jerrold M. Post.
77
Gruzhin
and the nation’s literary journals hailed the poet’s rare ingenuity.
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Excerpt from Gruzhin's Banned Novel Korsakov
single service rendered. Other despotisms there have been, but none
Editor's note: Gruzhin's novel Korsakov depicted the creation and later collapse
of a Utopian state. On the evening of October 7, 19—, the fifth anniversary of the
Revolution that installed the Dictatorship of the Mediocre, enraged students –
supporters of the Krinskyite regime – gathered in the University courtyard in the
capital to torch hundreds of copies of Gruzhin’s banned novel beneath a statue
erected to the memory of Karl Krinsky.
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79
Letter to an Italian Publisher
To Giangiacomo F.:
characters live and work. The similarities between the real and
Victor Gruzhin
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Paraphrases from the Foreword to the novel The Black Widow by Daniel Silva.
80
Het Achterhuis
81
The Two Minutes Validation
Once every day the Party Secretary and his subordinates met
for the Two Minutes Validation. The Party Secretary together with
the Comrade from the Ministry and the Comrade from the
82
Truth under The New Dogma
The Party Secretary and his subordinates could not see the
83
J. Raben Is Exiled
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Paraphrases from the article “The Exile Returns” by David Remnick.
84
I Fly, in Dream, to Any Altitude
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Paraphrases from the novella Shadows on the Grass by Isak Dinesen.
85
Avram Dehpour Learns English
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Paraphrases from the essay “Two Languages in Mind, But Just One in the Heart” by
Louise Erdrich.
86
Ragtime
When Esther and Ezra married they moved in with her father.
The waves swept through her without warning day and night.
87
The Emerald Archive
The emperor and the court were returning from Kashmir, abroad.
The poet was given six gold pieces for each stanza.
88
The Classic Poetry of Hafez
here the audaciously ornate and the sublime felicitously rub shoulders.
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Paraphrases from the biography Beethoven by Maynard Solomon.
89
The Prince
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Paraphrases from the novel The Witches of Cologne by Tobsha Learner.
90
Esther’s and Ezra’s Honeymoon
was the first time that Esther had heard herself addressed
for that moment her beloved Ezra, for now and evermore.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Glass Room by Simon Mawer.
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Oscar Berg’s Alter Ego
His alter ego was wild, savage. The near-celibate Oscar Berg
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Paraphrases from the article “Schizoid Personality Disorder: A Synthesis of
Developmental, Dynamic, and Descriptive Features” by Salman Akhtar and the
novel To the Last Man by Zane Grey.
92
Oscar Writes a Despairing Letter to his Brother
Franz,
Oscar
Brooklyn, New York
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Paraphrases from the novel Frankenstein by Mary Shelley.
93
While I Think on Thee, Dear Friend
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Paraphrases from the novel Demian by Hermann Hesse, the essay “Summarizing
Reflections” by Heinz Kohut, and a quote from the novel Martin Chuzzlewit by
Charles Dickens.
94
Lost Youth
her former self with the middle-aged woman she had become.
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Paraphrases from the article “The Diagnosis of Art: Rachmaninov’s Hand Span” by
Manoj Ramachandran and Jeffrey K Aronson.
95
Mrs. Shirazi Consults a Specialist
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Paraphrases from the novel Seven Types of Ambiguity by Elliot Perlman.
96
Fiona, The Talented Shiksa
shoulders, glide them snakily between her legs, and then toss
them fifteen and twenty feet into the air, catching one,
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97
Ben Shirazi’s Parents’ House
colored. The Farsi term for still-life seems more bold than
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Paraphrases from the novel Falling Man by Don DeLillo
98
Esther’s Private Museum
museum that allowed intimacy and reflection. She re-created the space
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Paraphrases from the essay “Memory and Nostalgia” by Stephen Legg and the
obituary “Svetlana Boym, 56, Scholar of Myth and Memory, Dies” by Margalit Fox.
99
Dr. Shirazi Talks to his Teenage Son at Dinner
Dr. Shirazi did not let the family see the anguish
across from Esther, “how are things going? What have you
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Paraphrases from the novel Buddenbrooks by Thomas Mann.
100
An Accretion of Meaningful Images
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Paraphrases from the essay “The Sea of Information” by Andrea Barrett.
101
Old Yurovsky’s Secret Crime
been many clever men there, and there had been interesting
Tsar should have been imprisoned for life. Yurovsky had remained
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Paraphrases from the story “The Bet” by Anton Chekhov.
102
Yurovsky’s Checkered Past
But the New Dogma had prevailed over the Old Order,
103
A Trip to the Mountains
Ipatiev House had been made ready for the family's stay.
Alexei grew bored with his confinement and longed for freedom.
Olga read Pushkin and remained silent throughout the long journey.
104
Alexei Romanov Writes in his Diary
Yekaterinburg, January 20, 1918. Snow. Cold. Boredom. The whole day
was just like yesterday. Played cards with Papa, Tatiana and
over maps and imagine every highway and hill and out
spilling into the country. Sometimes the streets are filled with
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Paraphrases from the memoir Lake Effect by Rich Cohen.
105
The Tsar Writes in His Diary
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Paraphrases from the novel A Farewell to Arms by Ernest Hemingway.
106
The Tsar Dreams a Dream
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Paraphrases from the novel The Age of Ice by J. M. Sidorova.
107
A Clock Chimes
Paraphrases from the blog post “Rosenkavalier Stops Time” by W. Scott Smoot.
108
My Own Private Winter Palace
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Paraphrases from the biography Marcel Proust: A Life by William C. Carter.
109
Nicholas and Alexandra
other. She noticed how much older her husband seemed. She
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Paraphrases from the novel Divisadero by Michael Ondaatje and the novel Zugzwang
by Ronan Bennett.
110
Yurovsky’s Crime is Revealed
Yurovsky was unusually tall, with large hands and small head.
The men fanned out across the house while the Imperial
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Paraphrases from the novel The Tutor by Andrea Chapin.
111
Remembrance of Things Past
Nobody can really say for sure, because nobody really knows.
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Paraphrases from Sonnet no. 30 by William Shakespeare, Einstein’s Dreams by Alan
Lightman, The Memory Thief by Philip Gourevitch, Risks of Overclocking the Processor by
Charles M. Kozierok, Cosima Wagner’s Diaries and Jarhead: A Marine’s Chronicle of the
Gulf War and Other Battles by Anthony Swofford.
112
Eleanor Discovers Herself
Diffidence aside, she had known what she wanted from life.
She eagerly savored discussing and debating topical issues with him.
She lived her own life with her own confident resolve.
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Paraphrases from the biographies Eleanor Roosevelt: A Life of Discovery by Russell
Freedman and Eleanor Roosevelt: A Photographic Story of a Life by Kem Knapp Sawyer.
113
The Shrewd Rubenstein
Behjat Sadr normally drove galleries nuts with hanging and rehanging.
She often mixed oil painting with photographs, figures with abstractions.
114
The Great Rubenstein
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Paraphrases from the novel Portrait of a Spy by Daniel Silva.
115
The Work of the Artist
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Paraphrases from the novel The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde.
116
Rubenstein Romances a Client
Association with Rubenstein had opened new broad vistas for her.
She eagerly savored discussing and debating aesthetic issues with him.
117
Oscar and Reeva
Reeva was seated, sipping her vodka tonic and staring masklike.
images and memories. Her best moments with Oscar rose before
her mind: then, thoughts about their recent quarrel. She was
was cold toward her and she remembered all the cruel
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Paraphrases from the novel Divisadero by Michael Ondaatje.
118
The Runner and His Lover
words upon the page. The runner and his lover are
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Paraphrases from the novel The House at Tyneford by Natasha Solomons.
119
Reeva’s Final Moments
and she went into the windowless bathroom. She hit the
she realized that was exactly what she was looking for,
evidence that Oscar’s denunciations had undone her, and she turned
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Paraphrases from the novel Songs Without Words by Ann Packer.
120
O me, what hast thou done?
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Paraphrases from The Waste Land by T.S. Eliot and Hamlet by William Shakespeare.
121
Chaos is Come Again
world repeats itself precisely, endlessly. For the most part, people
lovers making love the first time undress shyly, show surprise
time and again, strike those that wish them the best.
These are the people with unhappy lives; they sense that
their misjudgments have all happened before and will happen again.
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Paraphrases from Einstein’s Dreams by Alan Lightman and Othello by William
Shakespeare.
122
Death’s Dateless Night
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Paraphrases from the novel The Meursault Investigation by Kamel Daoud.
123
The Dying Itself
instant when you know that now comes what you have
those around you will remember. Then that must feel like
someone’s strong hands slowly tightening their grip around your neck.
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Paraphrases from the novel I Curse the River of Time by Per Petterson.
124
Oscar Berg’s Hero
Socrates was Oscar Berg’s hero. He’d first discovered the philosopher
Know thyself! Socrates taught. And through knowing the self, knowing
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Paraphrases from the novel Middle Age by Joyce Carol Oates.
125
Avram Dehpour Falters
Avram Dehpour was beset with panic because his right hand
All was suddenly asunder, his command faltering, the normal alliance
triumphant return from Moscow, was ruined. His fingers grew heavy.
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Paraphrases from the story collection The Secret Goldfish by David Means.
126
Avram at his House by the Lake
The setting sun had disappeared entirely behind the Great Range.
The lake was black, and the temperature was dropping fast.
The air was still smooth, Avram noted, clear and dry.
127
Avram Dehpour Beset by Panic
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Paraphrases from the story “The Kreutzer Sonata” by Leo Tolstoy.
128
Insomnia
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Paraphrases from the novel Singer by Ira Sher.
129
The Little Father
130
Ben Writes a Letter to his Father
life, have sacrificed everything for me, above all for me,
131
Almost Too Serious
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Paraphrases from Soul Murder Revisited by Leonard Shengold.
132
Ben Writes to his Father
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133
Only Sentence Fragments Remained
Almost ninety years after the Imperial family was brutally murdered
The killers disfigured the bodies with both fire and acid
134
Ben Writes to his Father
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Paraphrases from Letter to His Father by Franz Kafka.
135
Rachmaninoff Hands
The New Order had confiscated his estate, leaving him penniless.
136
Sergei Rachmaninoff, Soloist
all reactions but the aural; they ravishingly invade and transmute.
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Paraphrases from Loot and Other Stories by Nadine Gordimer.
137
I, Daniel Dehpour
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138
Daniel Dehpour, Walnut Importer
Daniel Dehpour had one aptitude — for trade, for making money.
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Paraphrases from the novel Shadows on the Hudson by Isaac Bashevis Singer.
139
Daniel Dehpour’s Torah Studies
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Paraphrases from the novel City of God by E.L. Doctorow.
140
Daniel Dehpour of Haim & Dehpour
business. His soft, lustrous black eyes, his whimsical smile, conveyed
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Paraphrases from the novels O Pioneers! by Willa Cather and Les Misérables by Victor
Hugo and the biography The Mendelssons: Three Generations of Genius by Herbert
Kupferberg,
141
Moses Haim Reminisces
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Paraphrases from “Robert Frost’s The Road Not Taken: Childhood, Psychoanalytic
Symbolism and Creativity” by Jules Glenn.
142
The Darwinian Imperative of the Marketplace
Daniel Dehpour was a quiet-mannered man, whom you would have taken
anyone should get excited about the walnut trade. But Dehpour
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Paraphrases from the novel The Jungle by Upton Sinclair.
143
The Safety of Phantoms
moment the self that she had been long ago. She
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Paraphrases from the novel Remembrance of Things Past by Marcel Proust.
144
Oscar Berg Pursues the Phantom of Artistic Fame
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Paraphrases from the biography Rosenfeld’s Lives: Fame, Oblivion, and the Furies of
Writing by Steven J. Zipperstein.
145
Ben Reads the English Romantic Poets
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Paraphrases from the dramatic poem Manfred by George Gordon, Lord Byron.
146
Moses
147
Ben on the Mountaintop
the honest old man, talented and hardworking; the lazy kid.
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Paraphrases from the collection Mr. Bones: Twenty Stories by Paul Theroux and the
play Paradise Lost by Clifford Odets.
148
A Trip to Dr. Shirazi Delayed
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Paraphrases from Notes from the Underground by Fyodor Dostoyevsky.
149
A Dental Practice is a Business, Isn’t It?
“You must floss, please floss, flossing makes all the difference.”
Dentists are half-mortician: boring teeth, clearing rot, and filling pits.
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Quotes and paraphrases from the novel To Rise Again at a Decent Hour by Joshua
Ferris.
150
Meditation at the Lake
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Paraphrases from The Diaries of Cosima Wagner, the memoir Jarhead: A Marine’s
Chronicle of the Gulf War and Other Battles by Anthony Swafford, and The
Interpretation of Dreams by Sigmund Freud.
151
The Athletic Genius
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Paraphrases from the novel The Edge of Pleasure by Philippa Stockley.
152
The Ferry Ride to Manhattan
golden light, towers, bridges that stretched over the fog like
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Paraphrases from Ellis Island and Other Stories by Mark Helprin.
153
The Private Life of a New York Professional
She wasn’t quite sure who his associates were any longer.
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Paraphrases from the novel Lovely, Dark, Deep by Joyce Carol Oates.
154
Ezra’s Library
high molded ceiling was still smoke-dimmed and the paneling that
showed between the bookcases was pickled black with smoke and
room was always liquid amber; the shadows strange and soft
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Paraphrases from the novel The Scent of Water by Elizabeth Goudge.
155
Ezra and Esther Attend the Opera
there which could alienate them from that extravagant and stormily
passionate world which worked upon them with its magic power to
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Paraphrases from the short story “The Blood of the Walsungs” by Thomas Mann.
156
Dinner at the Nussbaums
They ate dinner: Ezra, Esther and the Nussbaums. Ezra, though
fully while others were watching. Ezra talked over dinner about
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Paraphrases from the novel Bloodmoney by David Ignatius.
157
Ben Shirazi Remembers his Father
His energetic, virtually nonstop professional life was all that mattered.
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Paraphrases from the memoir The Story of My Father by Sue Miller.
158
Ezra Shirazi’s Friendships
and that this brought him many enduring friendships which were
success supported his self-esteem. But, like Esther, Ezra was prone
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Paraphrases from Solitude: A Return to the Self, by Anthony Storr.
159
Ben Medals in the in the 4 × 100 Meter Relay
Winning! Oh, you can’t say enough good things about it.
win – you just can’t beat it, however you slice it.
be-all and the end-all, and don’t let anybody tell you
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Paraphrases from the novel The Great American Novel by Philip Roth.
160
The Athletic Director Is Defamed
New York University’s track and field program was under investigation.
Press releases were issued reassuring boosters that the accusations were
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Paraphrases from the novel Between the Tides by Patti Callahan Henry.
161
The Persian Antelope
Ben Shirazi was unlike most track-and-field athletes, even talented ones.
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Paraphrases from the biography Triumph: The Untold Story of Jesse Owens and Hitler’s
Olympics by Jeremy Schaap.
162
Narcissus’ Reflection
163
Ben Shirazi Consults Dr. Shengold
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164
Eleanor Remembers Franklin
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Paraphrase from the novel The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald.
165
Eleanor Tills her Produce Garden
Shaking her hands, she stuffed them into her sweater sleeves.
into the newly hoed ground, and shook the pea pods.
She walked towards the house, and climbed the brick steps.
Opening the door, she walked past the stove, her hands
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Paraphrases from the historical novel Changing Light by Nora Gallagher.
166
Ben’s Illimitable Potential
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Paraphrases from the story “All You Have to Do” by Sarah Braunstein.
167
The Early Days of Zelenyi’s Confinement
somewhere and looked on. The thing that worried him was
that the monitor was sick, and holding out with difficulty.
out would rush these intolerable things — only Zelenyi could know
what black state might prevail should his consciousness roam unchecked.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Beautiful and the Damned by F. Scott Fitzgerald.
168
Zelenyi Retreats Into the Darkness
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Paraphrases from the novel The Certificate by Isaac Bashevis Singer.
169
Oscar’s Excitable and Overwrought Nerves Lead to Appalling Thoughts
word. The Director’s threats had actually elated him, made him
feel larger than life. But that was because he’d not
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Paraphrases from the novel Brave New World by Aldous Huxley.
170
The Vacationing Oscar Explores Provence
red and orange houses, long violet walls, colorful poor folk.
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Paraphrases from the novella Klingsor’s Last Summer by Hermann Hesse.
171
Solitude Gives Birth to the Absurd
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Paraphrases from the novella Death in Venice by Thomas Mann.
172
1914
painfully upon the young man’s already excitable and overwrought nerves.
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Paraphrases from the novel Crime and Punishment by Feodor Dostoyevsky.
173
Oscar Berg Speaks of Life in Military Metaphor
Two separate Oscars talked about loneliness: the one was his
with battles, retreats, campaigns – one for whom solitude was symbolic.
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Paraphrases from Soul Murder: The Effects of Childhood Abuse and Deprivation by
Leonard Shengold, The Untouched Key by Alice Miller, and Nietzsche in Turin: An
Intimate Biography by Leslie Chamberlain.
174
A Curious Story
“Karl, here, take the boiled beef, roasted potatoes and cabbage.”
175
Krinsky’s Address to the Twelfth Party Congress
Editor’s Note: Krinsky died shortly before he was to deliver this speech to the
Twelfth Party Congress. The document was found among his papers by Mrs.
Krinsky, who delivered it to the Party Secretary. The Party Secretary thereupon
locked the document in a vault where it remained for the next seventy years.
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Paraphrases from the script of the movie Quiz Show by Paul Attanasio.
176
On Plagiarism
The plagiarist who cobbles his work from previous texts – the
177
The Purloined Recipe
pot roast with potatoes and carrots, bell pepper and garlic.
“Hanife stole the recipe,” she answered. – “She stole the recipe?”
“That was the plan. Get the recipe. And get out.”
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Paraphrases from the novels A Lesson Before Dying by Ernest J. Gaines and Town in a
Lobster Stew by B.B. Haywood.
178
Hanife’s Simple Life
herself with fixing the meals and feeding Ben, Esther and
Her responsibility was cooking and planning the next day’s chores.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Anatomy Lesson by Philip Roth.
179
The Colors of Esther Shirazi’s Moods
between “very black” and “black!” She was afflicted with the
She worried that she had two selves, one “empathetic, charming,
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Paraphrases from the article “The Death Treatment” by Rachel Aviv and Quarrel and
Quandary by Cynthia Ozick.
180
Dr. Shengold as Portrait Artist
Shengold’s published case studies his patients became macabre, even scary
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Paraphrases from the article “Lucien Freud Stripped Bare” by Roberta Smith.
181
The Poetry of Earth
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Paraphrases from Nature; or The Poetry of Earth and Sea by Athénaïs Marguerite M.
Michelet.
182
The Inner Garden
Shengold listened but said little. His silence discomforted Esther. Dr.
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Paraphrases from the article “Freud’s Mind: New Details Revealed in Documents”
by Daniel Goleman.
183
Esther Imagines Herself as a Literary Character
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Paraphrase from the article “A Cellist’s Challenge: Playing Bach, Surrounded by
Twisting Bodies” by Corinna da Fonseca-Wollheim.
184
Dr. Shengold Analyzes Esther’s Dreams
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Paraphrases from the novel Zugzwang by Ronan Bennett.
185
Sara Dehpour Lives in Poverty in Tehran
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Paraphrases from the novella Rosa by Cynthia Ozick.
186
I, Ezra Shirazi
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Paraphrases from the novella Rosa by Cynthia Ozick.
187
Aunt Sara Struggles Alone in Poverty
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Paraphrases from the short story “The Mourners” by Bernard Malamud.
188
Ben Shirazi “Remembers” Aunt Sara
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Paraphrases from The Telescoping of Generations: Listening to the Narcissistic Links
Between Generations by Haydée Faimberg.
189
The Great Tehran Synagogue
grew brittle and flaked into confetti. The congregation too began
they stood, the widowers, frail, gazing, palsy-struck, lonely golden agers.
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Paraphrases from the story “Puttermesser: Her Work History, Her Ancestry, Her
Afterlife” by Cynthia Ozick.
190
Ben’s Freshman Year at NYU
Ben had written the anonymous poems that she had received,
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Paraphrases from the novel The Lecturer’s Tale by James Hynes.
191
The Theater of Mind
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Paraphrases from Walden by Henry David Thoreau.
192
Ahmed, the Jihadist, Focuses on his Inner World
The brick walls were painted white and the floor was
bodily fluids that might have been missed. The room had
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Paraphrases from the novel Dirty Little Secret by Jon Stock.
193
Avram Dehpour, Primed to Be a Terrorism Consultant
and reassuring because they take place outside me, outside the
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Paraphrases from the novels The Names by Don DeLillo and The Cairo Affair by Olen
Steinhauer.
194
Ben Shirazi Remembers his Uncle Binyamin
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Paraphrases from Kaplan’s Quest by Richard Steinitz.
195
Ben and Fiona Get it On
Ben grabs Fiona's breast and says, "I'm totally feeling it."
get the deed done with his marketing professor's doughy, slow-witted
paneled basement, with its jettisoned barbells and medicine balls. The
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Paraphrases from the novel Brood by Chase Novak.
196
Oscar Berg’s Melancholy
had erected passions into duties. Both his intelligence and his
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Paraphrases from the novel Nostromo by Joseph Conrad.
197
Beethoven Performs in a Quartet
with calm and order and calculation, made music. Nowhere else
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Paraphrases from the novel The Execution of Noa P. Singleton by Elizabeth L. Silver
and the biography Beethoven: Illustrated Lives of the Great Composers by Ates Orga.
198
Point Counter Point
More interesting still the modulations, not merely from one key
parallel, contrapuntal plots. While Yurovsky murders the Tsar, Oscar Berg
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199
Zelenyi Enlists in the Great War
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Paraphrases from the novel The First Fifteen Lives of Harry August by Claire North.
200
Ezra and Esther Eat Dessert
201
Better Living Through Chemistry
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Paraphrases from the novel Underworld by Don DeLillo.
202
Oscar Fears Nuclear Death
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Paraphrases from the novel Dear American Airlines by Jonathan Miles.
203
The Nuclear Fuck
Like white heat the tightening yes releasing then immediately grabbing
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Paraphrases form the novel Ulysses by James Joyce and the short story
“Overwhelmed” by Julian D’Angelos.
204
The Orgiastic Frenzy of Tyranny
who resisted them, those who argued against their actions, and
charge was against them, for they were enterprising, vigorous and
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Paraphrases from the novel Picture This by Joseph Heller.
205
An Interview with Avram Dehpour
“Ever tried Iranian jam? It’s not cooked, it’s just pasteurized.”
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Paraphrases from Piotr Anderszewski Interview by Ivan Hewett.
206
The Itinerant Life of the Concert Pianist
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Paraphrases from the novel To Know a Woman by Amos Oz.
207
On the Road with Avram Dehpour
forty minutes. (My concert tour was winding down and this
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From the story “Oktober” by Martin Amis.
208
Yurovsky the Disciplinarian
disciplinarians. The discipline that they would enforce would make good
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Paraphrases from the novel For Whom the Bell Tolls by Ernest Hemingway.
209
Frosted Windowpanes
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Paraphrases from the story “The Letter Writer” by Isaac Bashevis Singer.
210
The Supporting Pillar
The depression was thus kept outside and the grandiose Ezra
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Paraphrases from The Drama of the Gifted Child: The Search for the True Self by Alice
Miller.
211
Married Life
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Paraphrases from the novel A Shooting Star by Wallace Stegner.
212
Ezra Shirazi the Chemist Dreams of New York
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Paraphrases from the memoir Uncle Tungsten by Oliver Sacks.
213
Manhattanites
Mad cabbies death-gripping the steering wheel with cold stranglers’ eyes.
calling every ignoring stranger friend, big man, boss, doll, sweetheart –
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Paraphrases from the novel The Poser by Jacob Rubin.
214
The Severe Ezra
They sat and ate dinner across from each other. Esther
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Paraphrases from the novel Divisadero by Michael Ondaatje.
215
How Oscar Lost His Eyesight
The small wrapped parcel — containing fireworks! — fell upon the rails.
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Paraphrases from Palsgraff v. Long Island Railroad (Opinion of the Court by Benjamin
Cardozo).
216
The Deposed Shah of Iran in Exile
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Paraphrases from the novel Corelli’s Mandolin by Louis de Bernières.
217
The Unmourned Shah
Few men have been less mourned, few deaths more cherished.
The Islamic Republic abolished the evil that unjustly oppressed Iran.
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Paraphrases from “The Rule of History: Magna Carta, the Bill of Rights, and the
Hold of Time” by Jill Lepore.
218
Oscar’s Malaise
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Paraphrases from “Krapp’s Last Tape: A New Reading” by Lois Gordon and
Libraries: A Monthly Review of Library Matters and Methods (1922).
219
The Assassination Attempt
The day was ruined. The ceremonies ended. Nicholas was furious.
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Paraphrases from the novel Ragtime by E.L. Doctorow.
220
Oscar Is Beset by Nightmares
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Paraphrases from the novel Intelligence by Susan Hasler.
221
And the Night Shall Be Filled with Music
Paraphrases from the novel All Quiet on the Western Front by Erich Maria Remarque,
a quote from the poem “The Day Is Done” by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, and
an allusion to Der Rosenkavalier by Hugo von Hofmannsthal and Richard Strauss.
222
Run, Brothers, Run Your Race!
Now the Adagio had concluded and the Finale had begun–
Cymbals and drums decorated the choral tune Beethoven had contrived.
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Paraphrases from the novel Howard’s End by E.M. Forster and the poem “Ode to
Joy” by Friedrich Schiller.
223
The Day I Met Beethoven
walked imperiously through the salon door, ignoring the liveried servant
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Paraphrases from the novel The Road to Omaha by Robert Ludlum and the biography
Beethoven by Barry Cooper.
224
Marked by a Noble Destiny
all, for that long and uninterrupted success, for noble achievements.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Fall by Albert Camus.
225
Fiona Performs in a Room without a View
her toes, kicked one leg high, made another turn, her
quivering like pudding. She spun and kicked before the crowd
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Paraphrases from Paradise from Exiles: Three Short Novels by Philip Caputo.
226
Hanife Receives a Letter from her Uncle Fazil in Istanbul
I’ve thought about this. People like music because it’s just
Uncle Fazil
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Paraphrases from Liberty Writings by Hermann Kiefer and the article “The Rug
Missionary” by Michael Specter.
227
Ben’s Estrangement from his Father
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Paraphrases from the novel An Unfinished Season by Ward Just.
228
The State Confers an Identity
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Paraphrases from the novel Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen.
229
Zelenyi and the Problem of Identity
round it, incorporates it, and oozes on. There was something
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Paraphrases from the novel Point Counter Point by Aldous Huxley.
230
The Vocabulary of Cruelty
231
The Oppression of Zelenyi’s Confinement
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Paraphrases from the memoir Long Walk to Freedom by Nelson Mandela and I Will
Bear Witness. A Diary of the Nazi Years: 1942-1945 by Victor Klemperer.
232
Zelenyi’s Days at the Central State Hospital
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Paraphrases from the novel Shantaram by Gregory David Roberts.
233
Zelenyi’s Confinement at the Central State Hospital
234
Zelenyi Plays Cards at the Central State Hospital
prisoners walking about and mingling with each other. All the
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Paraphrases from the novels Prison Will Make You Cry by Chester B. Himes and
Falling Man by Don DeLillo.
235
Zelenyi Is Released
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Paraphrases from the novel The Plague by Albert Camus.
236
Oscar Berg Walks in Brooklyn after Dinner
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Paraphrases from the story Ghosts and Empties by Lauren Groff.
237
Fiona’s Feelings about Religion
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Paraphrases from the novel While I Was Gone by Sue Miller.
238
Ben Shirazi’s Jewishness
239
Ezra Shirazi Looks Back
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Paraphrases from the story “A Telephone Call on Yom Kippur” by Isaac Bashevis
Singer.
240
The Old Jews of Tehran
and what doing between the two fixed moments which marked
prayer; just when they would have been entering the Synagogue.
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Paraphrases from the novel Light in August by William Faulkner.
241
Mourning in Lavasan
counting the days one, two, three, five, steadily and ceaselessly,
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Paraphrases from the novel Absalom, Absalom by William Faulkner.
242
Music in a Sunlit Garden
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243
Grandfather is Disconsolate at Grandmother’s Death
did not ever draw them back again. His meals were
continuing sorrow, that being reclusive was really hardly strange. The
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Paraphrases from the story “At Olivehill” from the story collection Cheating at
Canasta by William Trevor.
244
Garden Had Become Desert
sun, hiding the sweet well that through ten thousand years
ground. How great the desolation was, how crushed and puny
the grandeur that had existed here. Even the birds came
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Paraphrases from the novel The Source by James Michener.
245
Writer’s Block
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Paraphrases from the story “Segue” by Carol Shields.
246
The Fifth Avenue Bus
when she was roughly elbowed aside and the ugly customer
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Paraphrases from the story “Paranoia” by Shirley Jackson.
247
When You Write Well and Truly
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Paraphrase from Green Hills of Africa by Ernest Hemingway.
248
Oscar Writes a Sentence
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Paraphrases from the novel Mao II by Don DeLillo.
249
Zelenyi’s Enduring Nightmares
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Paraphrases from the novel The Asylum by John Harwood.
250
Like Water from a Burst Pipe
his thoughts, which made his brain throb night after night.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Belly of Paris by Émile Zola and the article “The Lives
They Lived: Kurt Eissler, b. 1908; Keeper of Freud’s Secrets” by Janet Malcolm.
251
The Dictator
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Paraphrases from “In the Days of Mr. Roosevelt” by Saul Bellow.
252
The Revolutionary Movement
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Paraphrases from the biography Beethoven after Napoleon: Political Romanticism in the
Late Works by Stephen Rumph.
253
V.I. Lyuzhin Implements the New Dogma
and texts. Books helped insulate him from the inhumane realities
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Paraphrases from the novel Magister Ludi: The Glass Bead Game by Hermann Hesse
and the article “Joseph Stalin: Bloody Tyrant and Bookworm” by Geoffrey Roberts.
254
V.I. Lyuzhin Addresses a Group of Factory Workers
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Paraphrases from the novel The Conquerors by André Malraux.
255
V.I. Lyuzhin Speaks on the Darwinian Imperative
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Paraphrases from the novel The Jungle by Upton Sinclair.
256
How the Revolution Altered the Rhythm of Time
what must have been the inner excitement, the passionate adventure
Those who lived through those days who could recall the
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Paraphrases from In Bluebeard’s Castle by George Steiner.
257
Esther Drives Herself to Dr. Shengold’s Office
and even less direction amid the screeching morning traffic. The
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Paraphrases from the novel The Devil Wears Prada by Lauren Weisberger.
258
Oscar’s Fascination with Speed
with the fat bumblebees that flew around the hollyhocks each
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Paraphrases from the article “Speed” by Oliver Sacks.
259
Ben’s Philosophy of Running
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Paraphrases from the novel The Art of Racing in the Rain by Garth Stein.
260
Hanife Misses Her Stop
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Paraphrases from the novel Snow by Orhan Pamuk.
261
Hanife Writes a Letter to her Uncle Fazil in Istanbul
Hanife
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Paraphrases from the play Uncle Vanya by Anton Chekhov.
262
Oscar Remembers September 11
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Paraphrases from the article “The City and the Pillars” by Adam Gopnik.
263
At the 9/11 Memorial
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Paraphrases from the short story “Homage” by Nadine Gordimer.
264
Ben Shirazi Dreams a Dream
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Paraphrases from the novel One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez.
265
Music Carried Across the Lake
Music from the house carried across the lake, too faint
and lines. The full moon stood directly overhead, its disc
silver, too bright for stars. The wide lake was silver
from the still water, though the dawn was hours away.
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Paraphrases from the novel Cold Mountain by Charles Frazier.
266
Uncle Binyamin Studies Hebrew
fore and aft. Every conceivable utterance blossomed from this trinity.
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Paraphrases from The Puttermesser Letters by Cynthia Ozick.
267
Uncle Binyamin in Jerusalem
Small houses with bulbous roofs cluster toward the flashing horizon:
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Paraphrases from To Jerusalem and Back: A Personal Account by Saul Bellow and
Ulysses by James Joyce.
268
Old Iranian Jews in Jerusalem
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Paraphrases from the novel A Perfect Peace by Amos Oz.
269
Uncle Binyamin Visits the Wailing Wall
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Paraphrases from the novel The Names by Don DeLillo.
270
Am I a Character in My Own Book?
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Paraphrases from the novel Remembrance of Things Past by Marcel Proust.
271
Oscar Berg Clicks his Heels
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Paraphrases from the novel The Dive from Clausen’s Pier by Ann Packer.
272
My Early Morning Walk on the Beach
it, endowing each human span with completeness and rich universality.
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Paraphrases from Turn: The Journal of an Artist by Anne Truitt.
273
Oscar at Rockaway Beach
and cloying. Oscar walked past the old wooden fence posts.
litter and polystyrene cups. There was little sound but the
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Paraphrases from the novel Hemingway’s Chair by Michael Palin.
274
Oscar Is Battered by the Breakers
Oscar panted and shouted with pleasure among the breakers where
roller that beat him off his feet made him laugh
soft fierce bosoms and fought for their sharp embraces; grappled
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Paraphrases from the novel Lesbia Brandon by Algernon Swinburne.
275
Far Rockaway Mermaids
When the wild wind blows the water white and black.
with seaweed red and brown till human voices wake us.
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Paraphrases from the poem The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock by T.S. Eliot.
276
Subway Odyssey
train, the silent passengers, the occasional scream, the suicidal commuter.
the subway passenger does best. Most sit bolt upright, with
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Paraphrases from the article “Subway Odyssey” by Paul Theroux.
277
New York’s Subways
the fault lines for the surface, nor the surface for
phone booths, have vanished behind newly erected walls that sprout
for their shady practices, have mended their ways and have
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Paraphrases from False Papers: Essays on Exile and Memory by André Aciman.
278
Oscar Battles the Rush-Hour Crowds on the M Train from Brooklyn
the moon fading, the light turning toward gray dawn shadow.
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Paraphrases from the novels One Step Too Far by Tina Seskis and The World at Night
by Alan Furst.
279
Zelenyi: A Forgettable Man on the Eastern Front
The moon fading, the light turning toward gray dawn shadow.
The Russian guns stayed silent — formidably silent in the January cold.
The blockhouse was quiet, Zelenyi could hear the men breathing.
Russian antitank cannon fired back from the other isolated blockhouses.
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Paraphrases from the novel The World at Night by Alan Furst.
280
Metropolis
subsiding again, with clear notes splintering off and slowly dissipating.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Man Without Qualities by Robert Musil.
281
Ezra Shirazi in the Morning
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Paraphrases from the novel Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy.
282
An Explosion of Energy
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Paraphrases from Einstein: The Life and Times by Ronald W. Clark, The Unanswered
Question by Leonard Bernstein, Psychoanalysis: The Impossible Profession by Janet
Malcolm, Invitation to the Theater by George and Portia Kernodle, Richard Wagner: His
Life, His Work, His Century by Martin Gregor-Dellin, Conversations with Stravinsky by
Robert Kraft and the Poems “Little Fugue” by Sylvia Plath and “Grosse Fuge” by
Mark Doty.
283
Oscar Berg Retreats to His Inner World
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Paraphrases from the biography Robert Oppenheimer: A Life Inside the Center by Ray
Monk.
284
Oscar’s Gay Lifestyle
when the night promises nothing more than silence, solitude, music
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Paraphrases from the short story collection The Empty Family Colm Tóibín.
285
My Neighbor, Oscar Berg
world than mine. How deep the loneliness into which his
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Paraphrases from the novel Steppenwolf by Hermann Hesse.
286
Water from a Burst Pipe
Street substitute, though the plumbing facilities, and often the janitor
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Paraphrases from the novel Undertow by Kathleen Thompson Norris.
287
Oscar Is Battered by his Father
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Paraphrases from the novels Little Dorrit by Charles Dickens, Martin Eden by Jack
London, Of Human Bondage by W. Somerset Maugham, the autobiography Twilight
of the Wagners: The Unveiling of a Family’s Legacy, Wagner’s The Mastersingers of
Nuremberg, and Solitude a Return to the Self by Anthony Storr.
288
Oscar’s Cloak of Silence
external reality and the traumatic events within his family. Acquaintances
289
The Lack of Security at Oscar’s Flat
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Paraphrases from the novel In the Cut by Susanna Moore.
290
Oscar Fears an Intruder
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Paraphrases from the article “Oscar Pistorius: ‘I thought Reeva Steenkamp was a
burglar'” by David Smith.
291
My Brother, Oscar
preference for Eliot’s Middlemarch and Martin Chuzzlewit, and knew the
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Paraphrases from the memoir Uncle Tungsten by Oliver Sacks.
292
The Complexity of Oscar Berg’s Mind
bits and pieces, slapped together until you could not see
the fault lines for the surface, nor the surface for
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Paraphrases from False Papers: Essays on Exile and Memory by André Aciman and
Civilization and Its Discontents by Sigmund Freud.
293
Yurovsky’s Remorse in the Wake of the Czar’s Execution
The late-July morning sun was hot and steamy, and there
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Paraphrases from the novel Catch 22 by Joseph Heller.
294
Yurovsky’s Torment
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Paraphrases from the novel A Sudden Light by Garth Stein.
295
Bahari’s Revolutionary Ardor
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Paraphrases from the article “Tehran’s Promise” by Robin Wright and the novel
Doctor Zhivago by Boris Pasternak.
296
The Hostage Crisis
the corridor. The hostages lay scattered about like broken things.
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Paraphrases from the novel Angel City by Jon Steele.
297
Maziar Bahari, Counter Revolutionary
they were with new zeal and new hope, had had
______________________________________________
Paraphrases from the novel The Spy who Came in from the Cold by John le Carré.
298
Bahari Is Arrested
Someone must have been telling damnable lies about Maziar Bahari.
“Who are you?” asked Bahari. The Iranian Guard didn’t answer.
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Paraphrases and quotes from the novel The Trial by Franz Kafka and the memoir
Then They Came for Me: A Family’s Story of Love, Captivity, and Survival by Maziar
Bahari with Aimee Molloy.
299
Avram Dehpour Endures Political Exile
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Paraphrases from the article “Frederic Chopin: Musical Genius in Political Exile” by
Peter Lekarev.
300
The Execution
army; his left held the handwritten execution order. “Your life
asked. “It’s all over!” Yurovsky screamed. Yurovsky raised his revolver
and shot between the tsar’s eyes. Nicholas Alexandrovich fell dead.
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Paraphrases from the novel Enchantments by Kathryn Harrison.
301
That Last Night
them – shotgun blasts that, all told, ended eleven human lives.
But afterward townspeople found fantasy recreating them over and again:
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Paraphrases from the novel In Cold Blood by Truman Capote.
302
Obedience to the New Dogma
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303
The Aims of the Party
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Paraphrases from the novel 1984 by George Orwell.
304
The Exile of Oscar Berg
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Paraphrases from the biography The Life of the Honorable Henry Cavendish by George
Wilson.
305
Oscar Berg’s Testament
Oscar Berg
Brooklyn
October 6, 20–
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Paraphrases from The Heiligenstadt Testament by Ludwig van Beethoven.
306
A Resigned Beethoven Writes to his Brother
Dear Carl,
Yours, Ludwig
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Paraphrases from The Letters of Vincent van Gogh, edited by Mark Roskill.
307
A Sad Esther Remembers Her Brother’s Relationship with Music
I remember how Avram, I suppose he was about eighteen
at the time, after a fight with our father, went
to the piano and played a Beethoven sonata. I’ve always
felt that at that moment he was telling Beethoven to
help him through something he could not go through with
father. And this is the agony of someone like this,
who can tell more to the music than he can
to his own kin and kind. There was no woman,
no friend, nobody, he ever loved and understood as much,
or cared about as much, or gave as much to.
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Paraphrases from the biography Rubinstein: A Life by Harvey Sachs.
308
Haim & Dehpour
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Paraphrases from the novel Victory by Joseph Conrad.
309
Moses Haim: Business Partner
For the much older Daniel Dehpour, Haim was the perfect
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Paraphrases from Freud: A Life for Our Time by Peter Gay.
310
Daniel Dehpour Writes to Moses Haim in Baghdad
Dear Friend,
Daniel Dehpour
Tehran
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Paraphrases from The Future of an Illusion by Sigmund Freud and The Complete Letters
from Sigmund Freud to Wilhelm Fliess.
311
Esther’s Reverie
Esther slowly eased her way through her brain’s intricate corridors.
The plough was already scoring the field opposite the window;
where the share had been, the earth was pressed flat.
Moments later the birds sank slowly down upon the trees.
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Paraphrases from the short story “The Death of the Moth” by Virginia Woolf.
312
Lunch at the Taj Mahal
Mahal, Esther’s favorite restaurant. She invariably ordered lamb. She was
stairs. Below the city, the air was still. Occasionally, the
the murals, “Good old FDR and the WPA.” Esther smiles.
313
Daniel Dehpour Makes a Promise to Esther
She was waiting for her father, the person she loved
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Paraphrases from the PBS Series American Experience: Eleanor Roosevelt.
314
Zelenyi Finds Refuge in a Tunnel Near the Front
315
Esther’s Nostalgia
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Paraphrases of Ernest Hemingway’s recollections of F. Scott Fitzgerald.
316
Esther Remembers Music in the Night at Lavasan
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Paraphrases from “The Workers All Call Daddy Cap’n” by Josh Short,
Cosima Wagner’s Diaries, the novel Ulysses by James Joyce, the poems “An Unstamped
Letter in Our Rural Letter Box’ by Robert Frost and “Going to Sleep” by Hermann
Hesse, and the play Paradise Lost by Clifford Odets.
317
Hanife Shows Esther a Book about the Sultan’s Garden
There were tulips, which had once driven men mad with
their jeweled clothing, whispering amidst the beauty and the scent.
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Paraphrases from the novel A Reliable Wife by Robert Goolrick.
318
Dr. Shengold Gives Up Cigars
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Paraphrases from the novel August by Judith Rossner.
319
Dr. Shengold as Portrait Artist
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Paraphrases from the novel A Soldier of the Great War by Mark Helprin.
320
Dr. Shirazi’s Concerns About Esther Seeing a Psychoanalyst
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Paraphrases from the novel The Pages by Murray Bail.
321
Esther Watches the Olympics on Good Morning America
all for me, she thought, that’s all taking place just
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Paraphrases from the novel Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury.
322
Running Man
mettle came rolling down streets and turning corners, busting around
glee and near collision. Ben Shirazi was north through asphalt
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Paraphrases from the novel Falling Man by Don Delillo and the poem “The Feast of
Stephen” by Anthony Hecht.
323
Mrs. Shirazi Consults Dr. Shengold
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Paraphrases from the novel The Horned Man by James Lasdun.
324
The Work of the Psychoanalyst
325
Esther Unburdens Herself to Dr. Shengold
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Paraphrases from Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man by James Joyce.
326
The Life Struggle
right himself, but the moth’s failure and awkwardness signified the
The insignificant moth having righted himself now lay most decently
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Paraphrases from the story “The Death of the Moth” by Virginia Woolf.
327
Esther Dehpour on Grandfather’s Veranda in Lavasan
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Paraphrases from the novel Scenes from Village Life by Amos Oz.
328
Shah Reza Pahlavi
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Paraphrases from the novel Les Misérables by Victor Hugo.
329
The Old Warrior
330
The Final Days
Even with Farah Diba the Shah rarely revealed his emotions.
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Paraphrases from The Final Days by Bob Woodward and Carl Bernstein.
331
Esther Writes to Aunt Sara in Tehran
Esther
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Paraphrases from the novel Gwendolen by Diana Souhami.
332
A Jew Returns to Tehran
after all, was what everyone said when they returned from
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Paraphrases from the memoir False Papers: Essays on Exile and Memory by André
Aciman.
333
Ben Shirazi and the Rabbi
The rabbi’s cryptic reference confused the young boy, Ben Shirazi.
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Paraphrases from Preface to Saul Bellow: Collected Stories by Janis Freedman Bellow.
334
The Metamorphosis
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Paraphrases from the story “The Metamorphosis” by Franz Kafka.
335
Remembering Walden
wind sing, watch the treetops dance, feel the weather, feel
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Paraphrases from the story “The Leather Man” by E.L. Doctorow.
336
Dr. Shirazi Waxes Philosophical
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Paraphrases from the story “The Old System” by Saul Bellow.
337
The Stranger
The Greyhound bus should get him there well before nightfall.
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Quotes and paraphrases from the novel The Stranger by Albert Camus.
338
The Funeral
His “good enough” mother was never Good Enough for Oscar.
(Enter the Patriarch, church dignitaries, and all the boyars, sobbing.)
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Quotes from the play Boris Godunov by Alexander Pushkin.
339
Oscar’s Boundless Sense of Guilt
conflict with his mother who was not enthusiastic about Oscar’s
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Paraphrases from the paper “The Imaginary Twins: The Case of Beckett and Bion”
by Bennett Simon and Object Relations in Psychoanalytic Theory by Jay Greenberg and
Stephen A Mitchell.
340
Oscar Berg’s Feelings
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Paraphrases from the novel Something Happened by Joseph Heller.
341
Oscar’s Inner Portrait Gallery
from the real mother but had never been relinquished, and
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Paraphrases from the paper “Love, Guilt and Reparation” by Melanie Klein.
342
The Vain Quest for the Illusory Sublime
There are those obsessed with transcending the mundane, the ordinary.
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Paraphrases from Beyond Transcendence in Law and Philosophy by Louis E. Wolcher.
343
The Poet’s Life
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Paraphrases from the novels The Last of the Just by Andre Schwartz-Bart, Dr. Zhivago
by Boris Pasternak and Eugene Onegin by Alexander Pushkin.
344
The Greatness of Krinsky
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Paraphrases from the biography Acts of Will: The Life and Work of Otto Rank by E.
James Lieberman.
345
Krinsky at Home
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Paraphrases from the novel The Savage Garden by Mark Mills.
346
Krinsky: A Disciple’s Recollections
Krinsky inhaled books and theories the way others breathe air.
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Paraphrases from the novel Ravelstein by Saul Bellow.
347
Life under the New Dogma
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Paraphrases from the novel Ravelstein by Saul Bellow.
348
The Fanaticism of Krinsky
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Paraphrases from the novel The Name of the Rose by Umberto Eco and The Varieties of
Religious Experience by William James.
349
The Middle-Age Ben Shirazi Visits His Parents
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Paraphrases from the story “Apollo” by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie.
350
Esther’s Old Photo Album
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Paraphrases from the article “Heimat” by Natasha Walter.
351
Oscar Berg in Life Class
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Paraphrases from the novel The Fifth Heart by Dan Simmons.
352
Ben Shirazi is Late for English Class
The students would never learn much about the English Romantics.
One after another, the academic formalities and rituals dropped away.
And toward the term’s end long pauses punctuated his lectures.
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Paraphrases from the novel Herzog by Saul Bellow.
353
Fiona Gets Ready for Work
kiss and fondle their undersides — and also her parted thighs.
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Paraphrases from the novella The Actual by Saul Bellow.
354
Backstage with Fiona
the mirror, with the proud little wink that has demolished
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Paraphrases from the novel Everybody’s Right by Paolo Sorrentino.
355
Esther as Performance Artist
Esther Shirazi, like all analytic patients, drew inspiration from her
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Paraphrases from Form and the Art of Theatre by Paul Newell Campbell and the
biography Richard Wagner: His Life, His Work, His Century by Martin Gregor-Dellin.
356
Interview with Avram Dehpour
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Paraphrases from the blog post “Rachmaninoff Third, Part Eight” by Jeffrey
Chappell.
357
The Romanovs
Stephen F. Cohen
New York University
October 25, 20—
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Paraphrases from Uncertain Shield: The U.S. Intelligence System in the Throes of Reform
by Richard A. Posner and Talent and Genius: The Fictitious Case of Tausk contra Freud
by K.R. Eissler.
358
The Middle-Aged Ben Remembers Hanife
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Paraphrases from the novel Homer & Langley by E.L. Doctorow.
359
Uncle Fazil – Alone in Istanbul
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Paraphrases from the novel The Rug Merchant by Meg Mullins.
360
Beethoven Speaks of His Diabelli Variations
Diabelli Variations will perhaps some day constitute for the initiated
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Paraphrases from the novella The Figure in the Carpet by Henry James.
361
Oscar Loses His Sight in His Right Eye
The houses over Central Park West went first, they got
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Paraphrases from the novel Homer & Langley by E.L. Doctorow.
362
The Garden of the Almighty
the words “reason,” “logic,” and “science” with the words “God,”
Ibn Rushd said, God’s existence and his essentially kindly nature.
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Paraphrases from the story “The Duniazát” by Salman Rushdie.
363
Hanife Observes Ramadan
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Paraphrases from the novel The Pickup by Nadine Gordimer.
364
The Man Who Would not Swallow Lies
man who would not bend, who would not swallow lies,
walks free? They consult secret manuals and hold secret meetings.
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Paraphrases from the novel Prague by Arthur Phillips.
365
Ben at the Market
This day business was good because the weather was pleasant.
Her flared skirt swung gracefully, emphasizing her slim bare legs,
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Paraphrases from the novel The Modigliani Scandal by Ken Follett.
366
Oscar Berg Librarian
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Paraphrases from the novel The Director by David Ignatius.
367
Oscar the Photographer
Over time, Oscar Berg noticed that his photographs were becoming
itself between the lens and the object fixed before him.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Search for Heinrich Schlögel by Martha Baillie.
368
Why I Write
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Paraphrases from the essay “Why I Write” by George Orwell.
369
Big Brother
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Paraphrases from the story The Great Wall of China by Franz Kafka.
370
The Managing Partner
Fellow accountants held themselves discreetly aloof and distant from him.
McCain had one character flaw: his insistent preoccupation with prying
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Paraphrases from the novel Portrait of an Artist, as an Old Man by Joseph Heller.
371
The Secret Dossier
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Paraphrases from the novel The Firm by John Grisham.
372
Ben Interviews at Deloitte
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Paraphrases from the novel 10:04 by Ben Lerner.
373
Fiona Tries to Fit In
The exams were easier than Ben expected; even the business
Fiona worried; she felt the Shirazis would not accept her.
She believed Ben had told them too much about her.
Dinner would test Ben’s diplomatic skills and Fiona’s ebullient charm.
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Paraphrases from the novel Brooklyn by Colm Tóibín.
374
The Quartet
his wife Esther, their son Ben and Ben’s wife, Fiona.
their own. Esther and Fiona were the two violins, complementing
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Paraphrases from the article “Risk Taker Supreme: Is Daniel Day Lewis Too
Good To Be a Movie Star?” by Matthew Gurewitsch
375
Ben and Fiona Have Dinner at the Shirazis
living room where candlelit faces beamed with laughter and premonition,
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Paraphrases from the novel Eight White Nights by André Aciman.
376
The Dour Dr. Shirazi
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Paraphrases from the novel Nemesis by Philip Roth.
377
Fiona Conceals Her Identity
habitués were "corporate clients," and the strip bar where Fiona
polite, always answering questions, "yes, sir," and "Yes, Dr. Shirazi."
Paraphrases from the biography The Man to See: Edward Bennett Williams by Evan
Thomas.
378
Fiona is Intimidated by Ben’s Father
The dinner party was memorable for its guest list, which
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Paraphrases from the article “My Bizarre Dinner Party with Donald Trump, Roy
Cohn and Estee Lauder” by Peter Manso and the novel Call Me by Your Name by
André Aciman.
379
Fiddler on the Roof
Tevye’s rebellious third daughter ran off with Fyedka, the shegetz.
Why put such walls between them? Why this bitter trial?”
Maybe someday his heart would soften: paternal love trumps taboo.
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Paraphrases from the article “From Taboo to Afterthought: A Literary History of
Intermarriage” by Rabbi Philip Graubart.
380
Oscar’s Lack of Fit
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Paraphrases from the biography William Faulkner: American Writer by Frederick R.
Karl.
381
The Eleventh Party Congress
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Paraphrases from the story “Inventions” by Isaac Bashevis Singer.
382
The Authorial “I”
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Paraphrases from the memoir Darkness Visible: A Memoir of Madness by William
Styron.
383
The Library
This morning the reading room and corridor teemed with patrons.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Laws of Our Fathers by Scott Turow.
384
The Library Custodian Encounters Oscar
385
The Survivor
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Paraphrases from the article “The Art of Witness: How Primo Levi Survived” by
James Wood.
386
A Secret Jew in Tehran
say, it’s not important, and I accepted that characterization. Many years
that one derives from being one’s self, and that one’s
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Paraphrases from Suddenly Jewish: Jews Raised as Gentiles Discover their Jewish Roots by
Barbara Kessel.
387
The Matter of Identity
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From the story “Beethoven was One-Sixteenth Black” by Nadine Gordimer.
388
The Shadows of Manhattan
It’s the bright steel rocking invisibly above the shade below.
Alone, yes, but top-notch and indestructible — like the gilt-edge city.
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Paraphrases from the novel Jazz by Toni Morrison.
389
Oscar Berg in the Darkroom on 9/11
me. People who will become other people. People who will
become old, betray their dreams, become ghosts – like faded negatives.
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Paraphrases from The Year of Living Dangerously by David Williamson, Peter Weir,
and C.J. Koch and Berggasse 19: Sigmund Freud’s Home and Offices, Vienna, 1938: The
Photographs of Edmund Engelman.
390
Oscar’s Grief on 9/11
Dear Franz,
Oscar
September 11, 2001
Brooklyn, New York
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Excerpt from “The Letters of Samuel Beckett” and quote from Object Relations in
Psychoanalytic Theory by Jay Greenberg and Stephen Mitchell.
391
The Inattentive Ezra Casts a Shadow over Esther
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Paraphrases from The Erotic Silence of the American Wife by Dalma Heyn.
392
Oscar’s Boss
Oscar misdoubted him immeasurably and avoided him like the plague.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay by Michael
Chabon.
393
Oscar Remembers His Boss
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Paraphrases from the novel The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne.
394
The Inscrutable Authorities
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Paraphrases from the novel The Castle by Franz Kafka.
395
The Less Than Precocious Oscar Berg
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Paraphrases from the novel In the Tennessee Country by Peter Taylor.
396
The Preservation of Order
The chamber had been built secretly during the Ahmadinejad regime
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Paraphrases from the novel Saving Faith by David Baldacci.
397
Oscar’s Brother Looks Back Thirty Years
Gunsmoke. Oscar sat beside him, holding the booklet, Your Survival
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Paraphrases from the story collection Mother Sorrows by Richard McCann.
398
Oscar Writes to his Brother
Franz,
Oscar
Manhattan
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Paraphrases from The Letters of Samuel Beckett 1941-1956 and quotes from the play
Endgame by Samuel Beckett.
399
Oscar Buys a Painting at the Rubenstein Gallery
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Paraphrases from the novel The Apartment by Greg Baxter.
400
The Teenage Fiona
sit two naked sixteen-year-old girls, Louisa Calloway and Fiona Dembosky.
white dim blooms, and the still air smells indistinctly sweet.
Fiona puts her arms behind her and arches her chest.
Tiny nipples stand out, and long blonde hair swings back.
“Sex appeal!” she whispers loudly, then she bursts out laughing.
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Paraphrases from the novel Families and Survivors by Alice Adams.
401
The Teenage Ben
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Paraphrases from the novel What I Was by Meg Rosoff.
402
Esther Shirazi Writes in Her Diary
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Paraphrases from the memoir Journal of a Solitude by May Sarton.
403
The Teenage Ben Attends Yom Kippur Services
The week had developed slowly for me, the services had
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Paraphrases from the story “Holy Week” by Paul Theroux and Sonnet No. 227 by
Petrarch.
404
On Petrarch
But she was married and spurned the poet’s agile advances.
Petrarch channeled his rarefied feelings into the love poems and
showed his enduring contempt for men who perpetually pursue women.
405
The Story I Wished for Them
They locked eyes until one perfect tear slid cinematically down
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Paraphrases from the article “Andrea Perlbinder and Garth Stein” by Lois Smith
Brady.
406
Mrs. Shirazi Takes a Taxi to Dr. Shengold’s Office
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Paraphrases from the novel Life After Yes by Aidean Donnelley Rowley.
407
A Collection of Images Frozen in Time
remembers the shouting when the football team won the regional.
Wonders where that girl went. Wonders where Fiona Dembosky went.
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Paraphrases from the story collection The Water Museum by Luis Alberto Urrea.
408
Esther Writes a Despairing Entry in her Diary
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Paraphrases from the novel Dracula by Bram Stoker.
409
The Department of Krinsky Studies
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Paraphrases from the novel White Noise by Don DeLillo.
410
Oscar in the Evening
his living room sipping Starbucks and staring out the window
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Paraphrases from the novel Silence by Jan Costin Wagner.
411
Oscar Staring Out the Window
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Paraphrases from the story collection The Angel Esmeralda by Don DeLillo.
412
Drowning in Finnegan’s Wake
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Paraphrases from The Summer He Didn’t Die by Jim Harrison.
413
Oscar’s Vain Search for Transcendence
very notion that one might imagine the strange sublunary poetry
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Paraphrases from The Haunting Melody by Theodor Reik; Poetry of the Universe: A
Mathematical Exploration of the Cosmos by Robert Osserman; The Ambassadors by
Henry James; The Angry Theater by John Russell Taylor; Song of Myself by Walt
Whitman; Don Juan by George Gordon, Lord Byron; Dr. Zhivago by Boris Pasternak;
and The Lives of the Great Composers by Harold Schoenberg.
414
Oscar in the Morning in Far Rockaway
The tide was about half-way out. The beach was smooth
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Paraphrases from the article “Taking the A Train to Summer” by Ben Detrick and
the novel The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway.
415
I Have Become Lost to the World
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Paraphrases from the novel A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara.
416
On Writing
already happened, they are already formed, and time has kneaded
them and given them shape and contours with crystal-like symmetries.
and choose the words and pace that fit the work.
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Paraphrases from the novel Operation Shylock: A Confession by Philip Roth.
417
The Opiate of the People
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418
V.I. Lyuzhin Feeds his Hatred in Exile
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Paraphrases from The Bin Ladens: An Arabian Family in the American Century by Steve
Coll.
419
The Abuses of Capitalism
feels that they cannot survive without their capitalist rulers; they
V.I. Lyuzhin
December 16, 19–
Zurich, Switzerland
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Paraphrases from Soul Murder Revisited: Thoughts about Therapy, Hate, Love and Memory
by Leonard Shengold.
420
V.I. Lyuzhin’s Early Years in Exile
revolution was still pulsating within him, still clenching his spirit.
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Paraphrases from the biography The Life of Richard Wagner by Ernest Newman.
421
V.I. Lyuzhin Returns from Exile
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Paraphrases from the novel The Rules of the Game by Stewart Edward White, the
poem “Hamlet” by Boris Pasternak, and the article “On this Day: Lenin Returns
from Exile” by Dennis Cummings.
422
Enemies of the State
423
The Administration of the Central State Hospital
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Paraphrases from the novel The First Circle by Aleksandr I. Solzhenitsyn.
424
Vremsky Libels The Great Potemkin
425
The Educative Function of Art under the New Dogma
superciliously but not without insight, and showed them what Potemkin
The earnest style had entirely satisfied their naive aesthetic sensibilities.
underlay the titles Potemkin gave his pictures, accorded very well
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Paraphrases from the novel Of Human Bondage by W. Somerset Maugham.
426
The Artist and the New Order
artist can fit into society. That’s because they don’t know
___________________________________________
Paraphrases from the biography Life with Picasso by Françoise Gilot and Carlton
Lake.
427
The Great Potemkin on the Art of Portrait Painting
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Paraphrases from the novel A Soldier of the Great War by Mark Helprin.
428
Portrait of Krinsky
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Paraphrases from the novel The Humbling by Philip Roth.
429
Krinsky: A Critical View
misery, are now our own primary preoccupations, for the better.
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Paraphrases from Final Analysis: The Making and Unmaking of a Psychoanalyst by J.
Moussaieff Masson.
430
The Funeral of Zelenyi
agents from the Committee for State Security, and they shamelessly
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Paraphrases from the article “Pasternak’s Funeral: A Poetic Protest.”
431
Ben Writes about FDR’s Presidency
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Paraphrases from The Mysteries of Pittsburgh by Michael Chabon.
432
Ben Shirazi Uses the Library Photocopier
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Paraphrases from the novel Half Moon Street by Paul Theroux.
433
The Young Oscar Berg Struggles with School Rules
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Paraphrases from the novel What I Was by Meg Rosoff.
434
Ben Writes a Sonnet for Fiona
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Paraphrases from the novel The Tears of Autumn by Charles McCarry.
435
Fiona’s First Orgasm
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Paraphrases from the memoir Prozac Diary by Lauren Slater.
436
Fiona Is Abducted
Fiona doesn’t like oral sex because she was once forced
the revolver and shot the guy dead between the eyes.
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Paraphrases from “The Collected Stories” of Leonard Michaels.
437
A Spy in the Adversary’s Camp
for engagement with the enemy — too raw for hand-to-hand combat.
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Paraphrases from the novel Running Elk by Rex Ellingwood Beach.
438
Ben Shirazi Attends a Church Service with Fiona
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Paraphrases from the novel The Counterlife by Philip Roth.
439
The Collapse of the Krinskyite Regime
What replaced the New Order was lawless, drunken and lost. The
the weak, the weak went hungry, and the oligarchs reigned
supreme. They became the new Tsars. They blew through the
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Paraphrases from the novel The English Girl by Daniel Silva.
440
Oscar’s Lunchtime Bathroom Break
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Paraphrases from the novel The Mezzanine by Nicholson Baker.
441
Oscar Unwinds
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Paraphrases from the novel My Life as a Man by Philip Roth.
442
Ben’s Years at New York University
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Paraphrases from the novel Indignation by Philip Roth.
443
Professor Bloom Recalls Ben Shirazi
“He was something, silently slinking into class with all that
His Father and explaining exactly how ‘Metamorphosis’ and The Trial
‘No,’ Shirazi said wearily, ‘it’s just the other way around.
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Paraphrases from the novel Deception by Philip Roth.
444
Ben Shirazi Graduates from New York University
his son’s attainments, nor parade them too vainly before his
From his god-fearing mother Ben inherited his simple, sanguine faith.
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Paraphrases from the novel Ever After by Graham Swift.
445
Ben Shirazi Meets R. Bruce McCain
Instead, his drooping eyes, jowly face, receding chin, and salt-and-pepper
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Paraphrases from the novel Corrupt Practices by Robert Rotstein.
446
The Great FDR
The orchestra tunes itself. The audience sings the national anthem.
other presidents we’ve had. Not like Harding. Not like Hoover.
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Paraphrases from the story “The President” from Sixty Stories by Donald Barthelme.
447
New Hire, Ben Shirazi
Shirazi that perhaps always had dwelled within him, waiting for
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Paraphrases from Standing In from Exiles: Three Short Novels by Philip Caputo.
448
Ben Shirazi’s Early Years at Deloitte
They assumed that the individual they had known shortly before
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Paraphrases from The Democratic Roosevelt by Rexford Tugwell.
449
New-Hire Ben Shirazi Studies Deloitte Culture
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Paraphrases from the novel The Room by Jonas Karlsson.
450
Ben Shirazi and the Game of Money
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Paraphrases from the novel This Book Will Save Your Life by A.M. Homes.
451
The Imposter
452
Ben Shirazi Plays Poker at his Loft in TriBeCa
table was. There were six players, the regulars, Wednesday nights,
sit and play, game-faced, testing the forces that govern events.
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Paraphrases from the novel Falling Man by Don DeLillo.
453
The Mad Monk
Around the office, Frank Bergoglio was nicknamed the Mad Monk.
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Paraphrases from the novel Presumed Innocent by Scott Turow.
454
Frank Bergoglio Shuns the Priesthood
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Paraphrases from the novel Special Circumstances by Sheldon Siegel.
455
The Inscrutable Ben Shirazi
person simply knew the other and knew him beyond question.
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Paraphrases from the biography The Last 100 Days: FDR at War and at Peace and the
article “An André Aciman Movie?” by Jake Marmer.
456
Ben Retires
partners who reached that age except for the top three
_____________________________________________
Paraphrases from the novel Everyman by Philip Roth.
457
From the Autobiography of Karl Krinsky
with indignation with very real and very fundamental evils that
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Paraphrases from Sixteen Self Sketches by George Bernard Shaw and Young Man Luther
by Erik H. Erikson.
458
Krinsky’s English Translator
Krinsky was born abroad, and all his relatives were consumed
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Paraphrases from I, etcetera by Susan Sontag.
459
Krinsky’s Resentment
good cheer that barely mitigated their woe, their worldly struggles.
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Paraphrases from The Professor and the Madman by Simon Winchester.
460
The Stench of Krinsky’s London
sweat and unwashed clothes; from their mouths came the stench
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Paraphrases from the novel Perfume by Patrick Süskind.
461
Hannah Krinsky’s English Exile
“England, this land without cultivation,” she would sob most days.
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Paraphrases from the novel Heir to the Glimmering World by Cynthia Ozick.
462
Oliver Krinsky Remembers his Grandparents
idiom packed with idiosyncratic meaning for them. But they banished
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Paraphrases from the short story “Two Muses” by Ruth Prawer Jhabvala.
463
The Aging Krinsky
the kosher meals she had painstakingly cooked and reverently served.
She had never seen Karl give way like this before.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Humbling by Philip Roth.
464
Krinsky Lies in State
pillow. His yellow waxen brow with bald patches over his
always the case with the dead, his face was handsomer
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Paraphrases from the novel The Death of Ivan Ilych by Leo Tolstoy.
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Hannah Krinsky Mourns her Beloved Karl
anxiousness, movement. She got down from the footstool and, staggering,
stepped away from the coffin, passing her palm over her
carrying out began. The mourners walked and walked and sang
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Paraphrases from Dr. Zhivago by Boris Pasternak.
466
The Party Secretary Eulogizes Krinsky
their swift and final passage; but before the high and
467
Ben Shirazi Remembers his Mother
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Paraphrases from the article “Sabbath” by Oliver Sacks.
468
Ben Remembers His Mother’s Passover Preparations
their cartons from the basement, the glass Passover dishes, washing
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Paraphrases from the novel Sabbath’s Theater by Philip Roth.
469
Fiona at Passover
across their queer lunar calendar, with all their Byzantine statutes
470
Oscar’s Solitary Way of Life
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Paraphrases from the novel Exit Ghost by Philip Roth.
471
No Exit
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Paraphrases from the novel Zuckerman Unbound by Philip Roth.
472
Oscar Berg and Library Bureaucracy
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Paraphrases from the novel The Puttermesser Papers by Cynthia Ozick.
473
Oscar Dreams about Getting Fired
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Paraphrases from the novel The Septembers of Shiraz by Dalia Sofer.
474
Oscar’s Day of Reckoning
Oscar dreaded his afternoon meeting with his boss, Phil Foglio.
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Paraphrases from the novel A Shooting Star by Wallace Stegner.
475
Oscar Imagines a Dire Fate
crowds are shouting, yelling — ten thousand faces, twenty thousand eyes.
loud and fast through his head — all unfinished ones, and
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Paraphrases from the novels The Idiot by Feodor Dostoevsky and Mailman by J.
Robert Lennon.
476
Oscar Berg Imagines his Execution
Yours truly,
Phil Foglio
Director
New York Public Library
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Paraphrases from the story “Manners of Dying” by Yann Martel.
477
The Theatrical Oscar Imagines his Brother Franz’s Eulogy
Fellow mourners,
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Paraphrases from Franz Grillparzer’s Funeral Oration for Beethoven.
478
V.I. Lyuzhin, the Party Secretary
Their creed was simple, strident and seductive. The Romanovs, their
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Paraphrases from the novel Day of Wrath by Larry Bond.
479
Radical Jihadists
ISIS captures us, shots ring out, sand envelopes the encampment.
Voices murmur, “Help. Help us.” They are the forgotten ones.
480
Ibrahim, the Radical Jihadist
gravitated toward fellow students and teachers who preached the need
Their creed was simple, strident, and seductive. Israel, its American
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Paraphrases from the novel Day of Wrath by Larry Bond.
481
The Cult of Personality
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Paraphrases from Foreword by Alexander Tvardovsky to the novel One Day in the
Life of Ivan Denisovich by Alexander Solzhenitsyn.
482
The Fall of Krinsky
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Paraphrases from the biography Paterno by Joe Posnanski.
483
At the Circulation Desk
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Paraphrases from the novel Blow the House Down by Robert Baer.
484
Oscar Berg Has a Final Cup of Tea
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Paraphrases from the story collection The Scatter Here Is Too Great by Bilal Tanweer.
485
Literary Genius
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Paraphrases from the story “Levitation” by Cynthia Ozick.
486
Ben Rises Early
The view was across bridges, narrows and sounds and out
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Paraphrases from the novel Cosmopolis by Don DeLillo.
487
The Middle Aged Ben and Fiona at the Breakfast Table
scarfing down rolls and orange juice, — me, well, I’m not
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Paraphrases from the novel Asylum by Jeannette de Beauvoir.
488
Ben Mixes His Private Life and his Professional Life
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Paraphrases from the short story “People Don’t Do Such Things” by Ruth Rendell.
489
The Dinner Party
The dinner party was memorable for its guest list, which
“KGB-like tactics.” Ben’s win-at-any-cost style, brashness and love for the
the others seated around the table, friends for many years.
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Paraphrases from the article “My Bizarre Dinner Party with Donald Trump, Roy
Cohn and Estee Lauder” by Peter Manso.
490
Philip R. Attends a Dinner Party at Ben and Fiona’s Loft in TriBeCa
491
Philip R. Visits Ben and Fiona’s Loft in TriBeCa
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Paraphrases from the novel The Reluctant Fundamentalist by Mohsin Hamid.
492
The Party Guest
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From the biography Zelda Fitzgerald: Her Voice in Paradise by Sally Cline.
493
Oscar Berg Reflects on Bachelorhood
and the words are loaded: bachelor means queer, spinster — hag.
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Paraphrases from The Consul’s File by Paul Theroux.
494
Oscar Berg Imagines Old Age
For some time now, Oscar Berg felt himself growing old;
The passing years grow heavy; their weight drags him down.
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Paraphrases from the novel The Time of the Uprooted by Elie Wiesel.
495
Notes from Underground
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Paraphrases from the story “My Life is a Joke” by Sheila Heti.
496
Fiona Receives a Cancer Diagnosis
When the verdict came from the specialist oncologist through the
early morning call. Every day Ben left their bed first,
found her pressed back against the pillows with tears leaking
497
The Clock Tower
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Paraphrases from Einstein’s Dreams by Alan Lightman and Jung & Hesse: A Record of
Two Friendships by Miguel Serrano.
498
Ben and Fiona Retire to Israel
though alive, and the fading light looks more and more
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Paraphrases from the novel The Same Sea by Amos Oz.
499
Benjamin Shirazi Stands by the Window
The sky turns gray. There are still some clouds, one
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Paraphrases from the novel Don’t Call It Night by Amos Oz.
500
Unsent Letter Found Among Fiona’s Papers
names. The plain one, Fiona, and Naomi. Can you believe
Naomi (Fiona)
Bat Yam, Israel
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Paraphrases from the novel The Free World by David Bezmozgis.
501
Afterward and Afterword
This is not a trick ending, for my story has no ending at all. I do not know
whether Oscar Berg will tell his boss, Phil Foglio about his use of
company time to write a book about the Romanovs — or, if he does,
whether Foglio will forgive Oscar — or whether he will fire Oscar. What I
do know is that Oscar will not hurl himself under a subway train. He
will not be hanged, stoned to death, branded or banished, and he will not
swallow arsenic. I do not think Phil Foglio will fire Oscar or call the New
York Police Department to have Oscar arrested; or that Foglio will
ultimately shun him because of the erotic pleasures Oscar revels in; or
that Oscar’s neighbors, scandalized, will ignore him. I hope Oscar will not
be fired by an employer that cannot tolerate the creativity of its
employees. I do not expect an angry jury, indignant over Oscar’s misuse of
company time, to declare him a sociopath or a lunatic or an unfit member
of civilized society. I imagine Oscar will continue to get by, enduring a
plodding existence, living each moment frame by frame.
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Paraphrases from The Erotic Silence of the American Wife by Dalma Heyn.
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