Alan Watts - The Tao of Philosophy
Alan Watts - The Tao of Philosophy
Alan Watts
Alan Watts explains how we are not born into this world, but grow out of it; for in the same way an apple tree apples, the Earth peoples.
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Now, it’s very funny how we use the word I. If we just refer to common
speech, we are not accustomed to say I am a body, we rather say, I have a
body. We don’t say, I beat my heart, in the same way as we say, I walk, I
think, I talk. We feel that our heart beats itself, and that has nothing very
much to do with I. In other words, we don’t regard I, myself as identical with
our whole physical organism, we regard it as something inside it. And most
Western people locate their ego inside their heads. You are somewhere
between your eyes and between your ears, and the rest of you dangles from
that point of reference. It is not so in other cultures. When a Chinese or
Japanese person wants to locate the center of himself, he points here [the
heart/chest], not here [the head]. Here, to what Japanese call the kokoro (心),
or the Chinese call xin (心)—the heart-mind. Some people also locate
themselves in the solar plexus.
03:48
But, by and large, we locate ourselves behind the eyes and somewhere
between the ears, as if—within the dome of the skull—there were some sort
of arrangement such as there is at the SAC headquarters in Denver, where
there are men in great rooms surrounded with radar screens and all sorts of
things, and earphones on, watching all the movements of planes all over the
world. So in the same way, we have really the idea of ourselves as a little
man inside our heads who has earphones on—which bring messages from the
ears—and who has a television set in front of him—which brings messages
from the eyes—and all sorts of electrode-things that are all over his body,
giving him signals from the hands and so on. And he has a panel in front of
him with buttons and dials and things. And so he, more or less, controls the
body. But he isn’t the same as the body, because I am in charge of what are
called the voluntaryactions. And what are called involuntary actions of the
body, they happen to me. I am pushed around by them, but to some extent,
also, I can push my body around.
05:14
I shall have much more to say about that in the second lecture. But in
the first, now, I want to examine this strange feeling of being an isolated self.
Now, actually, it is absolutely absurd to say that we came into this world. We
didn’t. We came out of it. What do you think you are? Supposing this world
is a tree—are you leaves on its branches, or are you a bunch of birds that
settled on a dead old tree from somewhere else? Surely, everything that we
know about living organisms from the standpoint of the sciences shows us
that we grow out of this world, that we—each one of us—are what you might
call symptomsof the state of the universe as a whole. But, you see, that is not
part of our common sense. Western man has, for many centuries, been under
the influence of two great myths. When I use the word myth I don’t
necessarily mean falsehood. To me, the word myth signifies a great idea in
terms of which man tries to make sense of the world. It may be an idea, it
may be an image.
09:28
Now, the two images which have most profoundly influenced Western
man are, number one, the image of the world as an artifact—like a
carpenter’s table or a jar made by a potter. Indeed, in the Book of
Genesis there comes the idea that man was originally a clay figurine made
out of the earth by the lord God, who then breathed into this clay figurine and
gave it life. And the whole of Western thought is profoundly influenced
through and through and through by the idea that all things, all events, all
people, all mountains, all stars, all flowers, all grasshoppers, all worms—
everything—are artifacts; they have been made. And it is therefore natural for
a Western child to say to its mother, How was I made? That would be quite
an unnatural question for a Chinese child, because the Chinese do not think
of nature as something made. They look upon it as something that grows, and
the two processes are quite different. When you make something you put it
together, you assemble parts, or you carve an image out of wood or stone,
working from the outside to the inside. But when you watch something grow,
it works in an entirely different way. It doesn’t assemble parts. It expands
from within and gradually complicates itself, expanding outwards, like a bud
blossoming, like a seed turning into a plant. But behind our whole thought in
the West is the idea that the world is an artifact, that it is put together by a
celestial architect, carpenter and artist, who therefore knows how it was done.
12:02
When I was a little boy, and I asked many questions which my mother
couldn’t answer, she used to resort in desperation to saying, My dear, there
are some things that we are not meant to know. When I said, Well, will we
ever find out? and she said, Yes, when we die and we go to heaven it will all
be made clear. And I used to think that, on wet afternoons in heaven, we
would all sit around the throne of grace and say to the lord God, Now just
why did you do it this way? And how did you manage at that? and he would
explain it and make it all very clear. All questions would be answered.
Because as we have popularly—in popular theology—understood the lord
God, he is the mastermind who knows everything. And if you ask the lord
God, Exactly how high is Mount Whitney to the nearest millimeter? he
would know exactly like that, and would tell you. Any question. The
cosmic Encyclopædia Britannica.
13:13
This was invented at the end of the 18th century, became increasingly
fashionable throughout the course of the 19th century, and well into the 20th
century, so that it is today’s common sense. Very few people
today reallybelieve in God in the old sense. They say they do, but they
really hope there is a God. They don’t really have faith in God. They
fervently wish that there was one and feel that they ought to believe that there
is, but the idea of the universe being ruled by that marvelous old gentleman is
no longer plausible. It isn’t that anybody’s disproved it, but it just somehow
doesn’t go with the vast infinitude of galaxies, and the immense light-
year distances between them, and so on. So instead, it has become
fashionable—and it is nothing more than a fashion—to believe that the
universe is dumb; stupid. That intelligence, values, love and fine feelings
reside only within the bag of the human epidermis, and that outside that the
thing is simply a kind of a chaotic, stupid interaction of blind forces.
16:08
Now, all this is perfectly idiotic. If you would think that the idea of the
universe as being the creation of a benevolent old gentleman—although he’s
not so benevolent; he takes a sort of this hurts me more than it’s going to hurt
you sort of attitude to things—you can have that on the one hand. And if that
becomes uncomfortable, you can exchange it for its opposite: the idea that
the ultimate reality doesn’t have any intelligence at all. At least that gets rid
of the old bogey in the sky, in exchange for a picture of the world that is
completely stupid.
18:27
Now, these ideas don’t make any sense—especially the last one—
because you cannot get an intelligent organism, such as a human being, out
of an unintelligent universe. The saying in the New Testament that figs do
not grow on thistles nor grapes on thorns applies equally to the world. You
do not find an intelligent organism living in an unintelligent environment.
Look: here is a tree in the garden, and every summer it produces apples, and
we call it an apple tree. Because the tree apple-s; that’s what it does. Alright,
now here is a solar system inside a galaxy, and one of the peculiarities of this
solar system is that—at least on the planet Earth—the thing people-s, in just
the same way as an apple tree apple-s. Now maybe two million years ago
somebody came from another galaxy in a flying saucer and had a look at this
solar system, and they looked it over and shrugged their shoulders and
said, Just a bunch of rocks.And they went away. Later on—maybe two
million years later—they came around, and they looked at it again, and they
said, Excuse me! We thought it was a bunch of rocks but it’s
peopleing, and It’s alive after all; it has done something intelligent.
20:30
You see, it depends on what kind of attitude you want to take to the
world. If you want to put the world down you say, Oh well, fundamentally
it’s only just a lot of geology. It’s a stupidity, and it so happens that a kind of
a freak comes up in it which we call consciousness. And that’s an attitude
that you take when you want to prove to people that you’re a tough guy, that
you’re realistic, that you face facts, and that you don’t indulge in wishful
thinking. It’s just a matter of role-playing. And you must be aware of these
things; they are fashions in the intellectual world. On the other hand, if you
feel warm-hearted towards the universe you put it up instead of putting it
down, and you say about rocks, they’re really conscious, but a very primitive
form of consciousness. Because, after all, when I take even this crystal here,
which is glass, and go [knocks knuckles against it]… well, it makes a noise.
And that response, that resonance, is an extremely primitive form of
consciousness. Our consciousness is much more subtle than that, but when
you hit a bell and it rings, you touch a crystal and it responds, inside itself—it
has a very simple reaction. It goes jangle inside, whereas we go jangle with
all sorts of colors and lights and intelligence, ideas and thoughts—it’s more
complicated. Both are equally conscious, but conscious in different degrees.
That’s a perfectly acceptable idea, it’s just the opposite of the idea—see, all
I’m saying is that minerals are a rudimentary form of consciousness, whereas
the other people are saying that consciousness is a complicated form of
minerals. See? What they want to do is to say everything is kind of bleagh!
Whereas what I want to say is hooray, you know? Life is a good show!
23:39
Supposing I walk, and you want to describe the action of walking: you
can’t talk about my walking without also describing the floor, because if you
don’t describe the floor and the space in which I am moving, all you will be
describing is somebody swinging his legs in empty space. So as to describe
my walking, you must describe the space in which you find me. You know,
you couldn’t see me unless you could also see my background, what stands
behind me. See, if I myself—if the boundaries of my skin were coterminous
with your whole field of vision, you wouldn’t see me at all. You would see
my bright red vest instead. (That’s why I put it on this evening, to
demonstrate this point.) And that would be the thing that filled your field of
vision, that was the thingstanding there. You wouldn’t see me, because in
order to see me you have to see not only what is inside the boundary of my
skin, but you have to see what is outside it, too.
25:53
But you see, the funny thing is we haven’t been brought up to feel that
way. Instead of feeling that we—each one of us—are something that the
whole realm of being is doing, we feel that we are something that has come
in to the whole realm of being as a stranger. When we were born we don’t
really know where we came from, because we don’t remember. And we think
when we die that’s just going to be that. Some people console themselves
with the idea that they’re going to heaven, of that they’re going to
be reincarnated, or they’re going to Summerland or something, you know?
People don’t really believe that. For most people it’s plausible—the real thing
that haunts them—is that when they die, they’re going to sleep and never
going to wake up. They’re going to be locked up in the safe deposit box of
darkness forever. But that all depends, you see, upon a false notion of what is
one’s self.
29:26
Now, the reason why we have this false notion of ourselves is, as far as
I can understand it, that we have specialized in one particular kind of
consciousness. Being very general and rough, we have two kinds of
consciousness. One I will call the spotlight, and the other the floodlight. The
spotlight is what we call conscious attention, and that is trained into us from
childhood as the most valuable form of consciousness. When the teacher in
class says, Pay attention! everybody stares, and looks fast at the teacher like
that. That’s spotlight consciousness: fixing your mind on one thing at a time.
Concentrate! And even though you may not be able to have a very long
attention span, nevertheless you concentrate; you use your spotlight [on] one
thing after another, one thing after another, flip, flip, flip, flip, flip, flip, flip,
flip, like that.
30:32
But we also have another kind of consciousness, which I’ll call the
floodlight. For example, you can drive your car for several miles with a
friend sitting next to you, and your spotlight consciousness will
be completelyabsorbed into your friend. Nevertheless, your floodlight
consciousness will manage the driving of the car, will notice all the
stoplights, the other idiots on the road, and so on, and you’ll get there safely
—without even thinking about it. But our culture has taught us to specialize
in spotlight consciousness and to identify ourselves with that form of
consciousness alone. I am my spotlight consciousness. My conscious
attention, that is my ego, that is me! And very largely we ignore the
floodlight.
31:27
Now, the floodlight consciousness is working all the time. Every nerve
end that we have is its instrument. You know, you can go out to a luncheon
or something, and you sit next to Mrs. So-and-so, and you go home and your
wife says to you, Was Mrs. So-and-so there? Yes, I sat next to her. Well,
what was she wearing? I haven’t the faintest idea. You saw, but you didn’t
notice. Now, because we have been brought up to identify ourselves with the
spotlight consciousness and the floodlight consciousness is undervalued, we
have this sensation of ourselves as being just the spotlight. Just the ego that
looks and attends to this and that and the other. And so we ignore and are
unaware of the vast, vast extent of our being.
32:38
And so we have been taught to dread death as if that were the end of the
show. It won’t happen anymore. And therefore, to be afraid of all the things
that might bring about death: pain, sickness, suffering. And if you don’t
know, you see, if you’re not really vividly aware of the fact that you are
basically the works, you have no real joy in life. You’re just a bundle of
anxiety mixed up with guilt. Because, you see, when we bring children into
the world we play awful games with them. Instead of saying, How do you
do? Welcome to the human race. Now, my dear, we are playing some very
complicated games. And these are the rules of the game we’re playing. I want
you to understand them, and then you’ll learn them, and then—when you get
a little bit older—you may be able to think up some better rules. Instead of
being quite direct with our children, instead, we say, You’re here on
probation, you understand that? And maybe, when you grow up a bit, you’ll
be acceptable. But until then you should be seen and not heard. You’re a
mess, and you’ve got to be educated, and schooled, and whipped until you
are human. So that these attitudes which are inculcated into us in infancy go
on into old age. The way you start out is liable to be the way you finish. So
people [are] going around fundamentally feeling that they don’t belong,
because their parents said to them in the first place, Look, you don’t really
belong here. You’re here on sufferance. You’re on probation, you’re not a
human being yet. And people feel this right on into old age. And so they
figure that the universe is presided over by this awful kind of God the father-
parent who—yes—has our best interests at heart, is loving, but who spares
the rod spoils the child. Whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth. So, sort of,
when’s it going to hit next?
37:51
So [people] don’t feel that they belong. So we get this ghastly (what I
call) Christian ego—it’s a little bit Jewish, too—who really feels that he’s
homeless; he’s an orphan. Even the Christians say we are sons of God
by adoption and grace—not real sons, but by adoption, and grace, and
sufferance. And so comes this sensation, you see—so characteristic of
Western man and, indeed, of all highly civilized people—of being a stranger
in the Earth, a momentary flash of consciousness between two eternal
blacknesses. And therefore in constant contentiousness with everything
around you. Not only with other people, but with the Earth, with the waters.
And the symbol of it all in our culture is the bulldozer.
39:21
Where I live, aboard a ferryboat, there is opposite us, across the water
—or was opposite to us—some lovely hills. They’re going to put houses
there. But they are going to try and put the sort of houses you would find in
the suburban tract lot on a hill, of all things. Because a good architect can
make a house fit the hill, he doesn’t have to destroy the hill to put a house on
it. And if you want to live on a hill, obviously, you want to live on a hill, and
you don’t want to destroy the hill by virtue of living on it. But that’s what
they do, especially in California. Texas is kind of flat, and they don’t have to
do that kind of thing, but in California, where we’ve got lots of hills, they
always scrape the tops off them until they’re perfectly flat. Then they put
houses on and then they scrape them off in terraces all the way down. They
upset the ecology of the hill, and eventually all the houses fall down. And…
so what? But by that time, the payments have been made.
40:36
But that’s because the builder doesn’t feel that the external world is his
own body. It is; the external world is your own body, extended. So he—
instead of going up to the hill and saying, Good afternoon! I very much want
to live here and I would want to like to know what kind of house you would
like to have built on you.—an intelligent architect always does that—instead
of that, he has a prejudice about what kind of a house is a house. And he has
to make the hill submit to this prejudice. So he has to ruin the hill and get rid
of it, pretty much; then put the house on it. He’s absolutely out of his mind.
And he’s out of his mind because he doesn’t realize that the external world is
his body. When he realizes that he’ll get his mind back.
Alan Watts explains that how we define the borders of our self determines our relationship to the environment and our role in the universe.
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00:00
In my talk last night I was discussing the disparity between the way in
which most human beings experience their own existence, and the way man’s
being and nature is described in the sciences. I was pointing out that in such
sciences as ecology and biology—ecology, for example, describes and
studies the relationship between all organisms and their environments—the
way in which they describe human, animal, and insect behavior is
in flatcontradiction with the way in which most of us experience our
thinking, and our action, and our existence. We have been brought up to
experience ourselves as isolated centers of awareness and action, placed in a
world that is not us, that is foreign, alien, other—which we confront.
Whereas, in fact, the way an ecologist describes human behavior is as an
action: what you do is what the whole universe is doing at the place you call
here and now. You are something the whole universe is doing in the same
way that a wave is something that the whole ocean is doing. This is not what
you might call a fatalistic or deterministic idea. You see, you might be a
fatalist if you think that you are a sort of puppet which life pushes around.
You’re separate from life, but life dominates you. That’s fatalism.
02:21
But in the point of view I’m expressing, the real you is not a puppet
which life pushes around. The real, deep down you is the whole universe,
and it’s doing your living organism, and all its behavior. It’s expressing it as
a singer sings a song. We’ve been hoodwinked into the feeling that we exist
only inside our skins, and I was showing you last night that that is a
hallucination. It’s just as nutty as anybody could be—like a fruitcake, you
know—who thinks he’s Napoleon, or something or other. Thinks he’s a
poached egg and goes around finding a piece of toast to sit on. It’s just like
that: a hallucination. And I was showing how we need to experience
ourselves in such a way that we could say that our real body is not just what’s
inside the skin, but our whole total external environment.
03:34
So my main point last night was, then, that we need a new kind of
consciousness in which every individual becomes aware that his real self is
not just his conscious ego. You know, let’s take a headlight of a car. The
headlight shines on the road in the front. The headlight does not shine on the
wire which connects it with its own battery. So, in a way, the headlight is
unaware of how it shines. And in the same way, we are unaware of the
sources of our consciousness. We don’t know how we know.
There was a young man who said, Though
It seems that I know that I know.
What I would like to see
Is the I that knows me
When I know that I know that I know.
05:40
And so we are ignorant of—we ignore; it doesn’t come within the scope
of our attention—how it is that we manage to be conscious. How it is that we
manage to grow our hair, to shape our bones, to beat our heart, and to secrete
all the necessary fluids that we need from our glands. We do it, but we don’t
know how we do it.
06:02
Because, you see, underneath the superficial self, which pays attention
to this and that, there is another self more really us than I. And if you become
aware of that unknown self, the more you become aware of it, the more you
realize that it is inseparably connected with everything else that there is. That
you are a function of this total galaxy, bounded by the Milky Way, and that,
furthermore, this galaxy is a function of all other galaxies, and that vast thing
that you see far off, far off, far off with telescopes, and you look, and look,
and look—one day you’re going to wake up and say, Why, that’s me! And in
knowing that, know—you see—that you never die, that you are the eternal
thing that comes and goes, that appears now as John Jones, now as Mary
Smith, now as Betty Brown, and so it goes, for ever, and ever, and ever.
07:18
Just in such a way the human is illustrated, and so—in some kinds of
rather degraded medicine that is now practiced—when you go to the hospital
for a medical examination, you are treated as a machine. They process you.
You’re not a person. You’re put in a wheelchair immediately, even if you
were perfectly healthy and can walk, nevertheless they have to have you in
this wheelchair. And they put you through a process. And the heart specialist
looks only at your heart because he can’t understand anything else. The
otorhinolaryngologist—which means an ear, nose, and throat man—looks
at that section of you, and he doesn’t know about anything else. And maybe a
psychiatrist takes a look at you, and goodness knows what happens there.
And so on, and so on; everybody looks at you from their specialized point of
view as if they were a bunch of mechanics examining your automobile.
Because, as I said last night, we just asked for this, because most of us
consider ourselves as chauffeurs inside our bodies which we own in the same
way as you own a car. And when it goes wrong you take it to the mechanic to
fix it. You don’t really identify with your body, just as you don’t really
identify with your car. So here is this whole theory of nature—which has
grown up in the West—as an artifact, something made.
13:00
And in exactly the same way, the universe doesn’t let you in on the
truth that all sense experiences are vibrations of the Self—not just your self,
but theSelf—and all of us share this Self in common because it is pretending
to be all of us. Brahman, the ultimate principle, plays hide and seek eternally.
And he does it for unspeakably long periods of time. The Hindus measure
time in what is called a kalpa: that’s 4,320,000 years. (Don’t take this
seriously, it’s not meant to be taken literally.) But just for
an unspeakably long time, the Brahman—the Self—pretends that it’s lost and
is us. And all our adventures and all our troubles, and all our agonies and
tragedies—it gets mixed up in them. Then, after the period of 4,320,000 years
has elapsed, there is a catastrophe. The universe is destroyed in fire, and after
that the Brahman wakes up and says, Well, good crazy! What an adventure
that was! He wipes the sweat of his brow and says, Whew! Let’s rest a
while. So, for another 4,320,000 years the divine Self rests and knows who it
is: it’s me. Then it says, Well, this is rather boring. Let’s get going again.
Let’s get mixed up. And it does it in a very strange way because, the way the
Hindus time it, the first period of getting mixed up—getting lost—is
beautiful. That’s the longest period. Everything’s right; it’s just—life’s
glorious. Then it has the next period in which things get a little wonky.
Something is vaguely out of order. That doesn’t last so long. Then the next
period, the third, is when good and evil are equally balanced. And that’s still
not so long. Finally comes the shortest period when everything bad triumphs,
and the whole thing blows up and we begin all over again. We’re supposed to
be living in that now; it’s what’s called kali yuga, the age of darkness, and it
began on Friday, February 23rd, 3,123 B.C., and it has 5,000 years to run.
But as it goes on time gets faster, so don’t worry.
17:49
Now, the Chinese would say if you can’t trust yourself, you can’t trust
anybody. Because if you can’t trust yourself, can you trust your mistrust of
yourself? Is that well-founded? See? If you can’t trust yourself,
you’re totallymixed up. You haven’t a leg to stand on, you haven’t a point of
departure for anything. And in this respect the Taoist philosophy and
the Confucian philosophy are in agreement. In Confucius’ philosophy, the
fundamental virtue of a human being is called jen (仁)—spelled j-e-n for
reasons best known to Chinese scholars; I don’t know what they are. But it’s
pronounced ‘ren.’ And it’s a character—Chinese character—that Confucius
placed as the highest of all virtues; higher than righteousness, higher than
benevolence. And it means approximately human-heartedness.
23:20
Now, Confucius once said that goody-goodies are the thieves of virtue.
Virtue, in Chinese, is de (德). We romanize it as t-e-h. De. And it means
‘virtue’ not in the sense of moral propriety, but ‘virtue’ in the sense of magic,
as when we speak of the healing virtues of a certain plant. A man of true
virtue is, therefore, a human-hearted man. And the meaning of this is that one
should, above all, trust human nature in the full recognition that it’s both
good and bad. That it’s both loving and selfish.
24:16
But what such a man has fundamentally in his heart: he trusts the good
and bad of human nature. Human beings are complex. We don’t know
ourselves at all, really. Consider your nervous system. Neurologists haven’t
even begun to figure it out, and yet all your conscious decisions are based on
this thing that you don’t understand. You’re unbelievably more wise in your
nature than you ever will be in your conscious thoughts, because behind your
conscious thoughts lies your nervous system. And if you say, Well, my
nervous system is unreliable. It is just a bunch of strange, weird biological
chances that have gotten mixed up somehow. Then this very opinion that
you’re expressing—you see?—is a function of that nervous system. So
you’re saying that you are a total hoax; you can’t trust yourself at all. So that
is a set of game rules that don’t lead anywhere; it’s totally self-frustrating.
31:02
So you see, what the Chinese have developed here is a theory of nature.
I said there are three theories: the Western Mechanical Theory (nature as an
artifact), the Hindu Dramatic Theory, and the Chinese Organic
Theory. Nature—human nature included—is an organism, and an organism is
a system of orderly anarchy. There is no boss in it, but it gets along by being
left alone and being allowed to do its stuff. That’s what the Chinese Taoist
philosophy calls wu wei (無爲), which means—not ‘doing nothing’—but ‘not
interfering with the course of events.’ Not acting against the grain.
31:56
Now this is the time to introduce the second word lǐ in Chinese. The
first lǐ meant ‘justice.’ The second li (理) is a character which had the
original meaning of the markings in jade, the grain in wood, and the fiber in
muscle. And it’s usually translated ‘reason,’ or ‘the principle of things.’
These are not very good translations. The best translation of lǐ is ‘organic
pattern.’ Now look here: when you look at the clouds, they aren’t
symmetrical, they don’t form fours, they don’t come along in cubes, but you
know at once that they’re not a mess. A dirty old ashtray full of junk may be
a mess, but clouds don’t look like that. When you look at the patterns of foam
on water, they never make an artistic mistake and they’re not mess. They are
wiggly, but in a way orderly—and it’s difficult for us to describe that kind of
order.
33:17
Now take a look at yourselves. You’re all wiggly. We think, you know,
we’re pretty ordinary because there are a lot of us that look approximately the
same. So when we see a human being we think, Well, that’s pretty much in
order, and kind of regular, and it’s okay. But we don’t realize how wiggly we
are; we are just like clouds, rocks, and stars. Look at the way the stars are
arranged. Do you criticize the way the stars are arranged? Would you like
them to form fours? Would you like them to be sort of set out, like
needlepoint, on the canvas of the skies? There was somebody in the 18th
century—in the days when they built formal gardens of clipped hedges and
made all the tulips stand together like soldiers—who criticized the stars for
being irregularly arranged, but today we don’t feel that way. We love the way
the stars are scattered, and they never make a mistake in their arrangement.
What about mountain ranges? Do you criticize the valleys for being low and
praise the peaks for being high? You just say it’s great; it’s the way it is.
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Now then: the idea of lǐ, the idea of ‘natural order,’ is like this: patterns
on foam, patterns in jade, the shapes of the clouds, the shapes of trees and
mountains. They are orderly, but we cannot put our finger on the order. We
know it’s orderly but we don’t know why, and we know it’s completely
different from a mess. The order of nature is in that way, then, indefinable.
We—when Saint Augustine was asked, What is time? he said, I know what it
is, but when you ask me I don’t. And so in the same way the Chinese would
say, We know what the order of nature is, but if you ask us we don’t. The
poet says,
Picking chrysanthemums along the eastern fence;
Gazing in silence at the southern hills;
The birds fly home
Through the soft mountain air of dusk—
In all these things there is a deep meaning,
But when we are about to express it,
We suddenly forget the words.
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39:32
This is already eating us up. It’s much more important that you have
your books right than that you conduct your business in a good way. In
universities it’s much more important that the registrar’s records be in order
than that the library be well stocked. After all, do you know your grades are
all locked up in safes, and they’re protected from thievery and pilfering, and
they’re the most valuable property that the university has. The library can go
hang. Then, furthermore, the main function of a university—as any sensible
person would imagine—[is] to teach students and to do research. So the
faculty should be the most important thing in the university. On the contrary
—the administration is the most important thing. The people who keep the
records, who make the game rules up. And so the faculty are always being
obstructed by the administration and being forced to attend irrelevant
meetings, and to do everything but scholarship.
44:40
But you see, the thing is this: if you don’t have a room in your life for
the playful, life’s not worth living. All work and no play makes Jack a dull
boy. But if the only reason for which Jack plays is that he can work better
afterwards, he’s not really playing. He’s playing because it’s good for
him. He’s not playing at all! You have to be able—to be a true scholar—
have to cultivate an attitude to life where you’re not trying to get anything out
of it. You pick up a pebble on the beach and look at it: beautiful! Don’t try
and get a sermon out of it. Sermons in stones and God in everything be
damned. Just enjoy it. Don’t feel that you’ve got to salve your conscience by
saying that this is for the advancement of your aesthetic understanding. Enjoy
the pebble. If you do that, you become healthy. You become able to be a
loving, helpful human being. But if you can’t do that, if you can only do
things because somehow you’re going to get something out of it, you’re a
vulture.
46:55
See, human beings are really a lot of tubes. And all living creatures are
just tubes. And these tubes have to put things in at one end and let it out at
the other. Then they get clever about it and they develop nerve ganglia on
one end of the tube—the eating end—called a head. And that’s got eyes in it,
it’s got ears in it, it’s got little organs—antennae and things like this—and
that helps you to find things to put in one end so that you can let them out the
other. Well, while you’re doing this, you see, the stuff going through wears
the tube out. And so that the show can go on the tubes have complicated
ways of making other tubes, who go on doing the same thing. In at one end,
out the other. And they say, Well, that’s terribly serious! That’s awfully
important; we’ve got to keep on doing this.
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I’ll tell you what it is. In heaven all those angels are gathered around the
glory of God. That is to say, the which than which there is no whicher.
Catholics call it the beatific vision, the Jews call it the Shekhinah. There are
all those angels. And they’re standing around it and they’re saying, Alleluia!
Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! It means nothing. They’re just having a ball. See,
that’s what happened in the beginning: when God created the universe, it was
created—like all stars, all planets, all galaxies: they’re vaguely spherical. He
created this and said, Have a ball! But before he said that he said, You must
draw the line somewhere. That was the real thing he said first; before Let
there be light, that came later. First thing was, You must draw the line
somewhere. Otherwise nothing will happen. You know? You’ve got to have
the good guys, the bad guys, you’ve got to have this, you’ve got to have that.
Black and white, light and darkness. Must draw the line somewhere.
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Now here’s the choice, then: are you going to trust it or not? If
you dotrust it you may get let down. And this ‘it’ is your self, your own
nature, and all nature around you. There are going to be mistakes. But if you
don’t trust it at all, you’re going to strangle yourself. You’re going to fence
yourself ’round with rules and regulations and laws and prescriptions and
policemen and guards—and who’s going to guard the guards, and who’s
going to look after Big Brother to be sure that he doesn’t do something
stupid? No go.
53:28
Supposing I get annoyed with somebody in the audience, and I’m going
to throw this ashtray at them. Well, I don’t want to hit my friend sitting next
to that person. I want to be absolutely sure this ashtray hits that individual.
And so I don’t trust myself to throw it. I have to carry it along and be sure I
hit that person on the head. See, I don’t throw it because I can’t let go of it.
To throw it I must let go of it. To live I must have faith. I must trust myself to
the totallyunknown. I must trust myself to a nature which doesn’t have a
boss. Because a boss is a system of mistrust. That is why Lao-
Tzu’s Tao “Loves and nourishes all things but does not lord it over them.”
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We’ll begin with one very common idea that’s built into our common
sense, which is that the world—the physical world—consists of two aspects,
respectively: form and matter. This was foisted on us by Aristotle and also by
the Bible, because it is said that God created man out of the dust of the Earth
and, as it were, made a figurine in his own image, and then breathed the
breath of life into its nostrils, so that this form of clay became a living being.
And so underneath that lies the notion that everything material is made of
some sort of basic stuff, like clay is the basis of pots. And for centuries
scientists [and] philosophers wanted to know: what is that stuff? What are we
made of? Now, look here: a carpenter makes tables out of wood, and a potter
makes pots out of clay. But I ask you: is a tree made of wood? Obviously not.
A tree is wood. It’s not made of it. Is a mountain made of rock? Obviously
not, it is rock. See, our language contains innumerable ghosts.
03:13
And here is this basic assumption, you see, that is almost with us all. It
comes again and again into our everyday speech that form, pattern,
organization, organisms are made of something, as if there were some inert,
primordial, and—of course—stupid stuff which had to be put into shape by
an energy and an intelligence other than this stuff. Like the intelligence of the
potter shapes the clay. So therefore we have a basic picture of the world in
which everything is being pushed around. There’s a boss. There’s somebody
in charge who is different from what that somebody is in charge of, and puts
everything into shape because our common sense does not allow that things
shape themselves. Very odd.
05:27
So, then, when our physicists started to find out what stuff was, they
went into it, and into it, and examined it with ever more minute instruments.
They first started cutting up things with knives, and cutting them smaller and
smaller and smaller until the particle they wanted to dissect was exactly the
same width as the edge of the knife. And so they got an atom, and that word
in Greek—átomos (ατομος)—means ‘the non-cuttable.’ Á: “non,” tomos:
‘cuttable.’ That’s the basic atom: what you can’t cut anymore, because you
got down to the end. Well, they weren’t satisfied with that. So they got
an átomos—in other words, a particle of something or other that was just the
same width as the blade of the knife edge—and they looked at it under a
microscope. And they saw that it was—[it] seemed to be composed of more,
small particles. So they found out means of working those out, and then they
found out extraordinary means of investigating the properties of matter. Then
they reached a point where they couldn’t decide whether it was particles or
whether it was waves. So they called them wavicles. They thought they had
come to certain ultimate wavicles, called electrons. But then, unfortunately,
everything fell apart and they found protons, mesons, and many other
extraordinary things. Because, of course, what they didn’t realize, was that as
you make more and more powerful microscopic instruments, the universe has
to get smaller and smaller in order to escape the investigation. Just as when
the telescopes become more and more powerful, the galaxies have to recede
in order to get away from the telescopes. Because what is happening in all
these investigations is: through us, and through our eyes and senses, the
universe is looking at itself. And when you try to turn around to see your own
head, what happens? You see? It runs away. You never get at it. You can’t
bite your own teeth. You can’t touch the tip of this finger with the tip of this
finger. This is the principle.
09:27
If there were not that, you see, there would be no life. The reason why
certain people turn to philosophy—why I became a philosopher—was that,
since I was a little boy, I always felt that existence as such was weird. I mean,
here we are—isn’t that odd? Of course it’s odd. What do you mean by odd?
Well, it’s what’s different from even. I mean, what’s odd stands out. What’s
even lies flat. But you can’t see the outstanding without the flat background.
You know, here’s this thing, standing out. It’s odd. Each one of you is odd.
Strange, unique, particular, different. How do we know what we mean by
that, except against the background of something even that is not
differentiated? Like space. And so you get this philosophical itch. You begin
to scratch your head and think about why is that so?
11:58
Well, after a while you realize that’s a meaningless question. And then
you ask how is it so? Well that leads you into science and other
investigations. So you want to know what is it? I mean this happening, this
thing called existence. What is it‽ You ask that question long enough and it
suddenly hits you that if you could answer it, you wouldn’t know what terms
to put the answer in.
12:41
See, what happens is, when you turn up the microscope, all stuff turns
into form. It becomes articulate—you know, the carpet looks like some sort
of stuff. But when you look at it under a microscope you will see the
crystalline structure of the nylon, or whatever it’s made of. See? They want
to know what are those crystals made of? Alright, turn up the volume! And
you will find molecules. Turn up the volume! You find wavicles. But the
wavicles must be ofsomething! But, of course, they’re not. We find
substance, or stuff, totallyvanishes, and we’re left with form. Sanskrit doesn’t
really have a word for matter. It has nāmarūpa (नामरूप), which means
‘named’, ‘form.’ It’s the form that matters. Or, let’s put it in another way:
everything is a matter of form. [Laughs] Now let’s go into this; it’s
fascinating.
15:57
foundation, say, for a building. So from this root mātṛ we get, going on into
Sanskrit, we get māyā (माया). And māyā is generally translated ‘illusion,’
So, if you can bear it, we have suddenly eliminated a spook. And the
spook was called stuff. So we’re now more at ease with ourselves in a world
of form. Nāmarūpa; named forms. We can, of course, get rid of the names.
We can go further and try the experiment of not calling the forms by any
names. Just observing the forms; although, when we’ve gotten rid of the
names we can’t even call them forms—because that’s a name. And there’s
the bizazz going on, which Buddhists call tathātā (तथाता). And that means
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But when you say to yourself you must go on living, you put yourself in
a double-bind. Because you’ve said to a process—which is essentially
spontaneous—that it must happen. And the basic form of the double-bind
which is imposed upon all children is: you are required to do that which will
be acceptable only if you do it voluntarily. So when we say to ourselves “you
must go on,” the reason is, you see, that we are not living in the eternal now,
where reality is. We are always thinking that the satisfaction of life will be
coming later. “There’s a good time coming, be it ever so far away.” That one
far-off, divine event to which all creation moves. Don’t kid yourself. As the
Hindus have taught us: in the course of time everything gets worse. It
eventually falls apart. Comes kali yuga, and Shiva at the end,
and POOM! Which is to say, only suckers put hope in the future.
03:01
You see—I tell you, there are three classes of people in the Western
world: the aristocrats, the proletariat, and the bourgeoisie. The aristocrats live
on the past, because they come of noble family, and they’re like potatoes
because the best part of them is underground. The proletariat live in the
present, because they have nothing else. And the poor bourgeoisie live for the
future; they are the eternal suckers. They can always open to a con game. So
when they find out that, really, there isn’t much of a future, you’re going to
die, they transpose the future into a spiritual dimension. And they figure this
material world is not the real world, but the spiritual world is the real world.
And there will be, somewhere, somehow, an eternal life for me.
A charge to keep I have,
a God to glorify,
a never-dying soul to save,
and fit it for the sky.
04:36
Well, then you say to them, “What are you going to do there?” Well,
they haven’t the faintest idea. You know that? If you ask theologians about
what they think is going to happen in heaven, they just dry up. Oh, you’re
going to play harps—I mean, there’s a symbolic meaning to that which I
could go into, but the average person’s idea of heaven is an absolute bore! I
mean, it’s like being in church for ever. Children see this immediately.
Children, when they hear a hymn like, “Weary of earth, and laden with my
sin, I look’d at Heav’n and long to enter in,” and they go, “Oh god! Heaven is
to be in church for always!” And they think hell is preferable; there’s at least
some excitement going on.
05:29
Look, supposing I ask you, “What did you do yesterday?” “Now, what
did I do yesterday? In fact, I’ve forgotten.” But most people say, “Well, let
me see, now. Let me get out my notebook. I got up at 7:30 and I brushed my
teeth, and I read the newspaper over a cup of coffee, and then I looked at the
clock, and dressed, and got in the car and drove downtown, and did this and
that in the office,” and so on, and you go on, and on, and on, and you
suddenly discover that what you’ve described has absolutely nothing to do
with what happened. You’ve described a scraggly, skeletal, fleshless list of
abstractions. Whereas if you were actually aware of what went on, you
could never describe it.
08:30
Of course, they have their own way of doing it in India, because they
have a delayed action on it. When you get to be a certain age, and after
you’ve studied long enough with a certain guru, then—and then only—may
you realize this. But until then, nuh-uh-uh; it’s still a no-no. But if you’ve put
in the time, they finally let you in. Here, you have to wait until you’re dead.
[Laughs]
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Well, all that’s bullshit. The only place to begin is now, because here is
where we are. So why put it off? A lot of people say, “Well, I’m not ready.”
What do you mean, you’re not ready? What’re you—why, where… what do
you have to be to be ready? “Well, I—I’m—I’m not good enough because
I’m neurotic, I’m (perhaps) not old enough, not mature enough for such
knowledge. I still am frightened of pain, and of course I’d have to overcome
that. I’m still dependent on material things. I have to, you know, eat a lot,
and drink a lot, and sex around, and all that kind of thing. And I think that I’d
better get all of that under control first.” Oh? You mean you’ve got a case of
spiritual pride? You want to be able to congratulate yourself for having gone
through “The Discipline,” which is rewarded with realization? Nu-uh. That is
trying to quench fire with fire.
20:01
Well, that’s pretty depressing, isn’t it? You mean to tell me that the
only people who get really enlightened and liberated are those whom the
grace of God somehow hits in an arbitrary way? And all you can do is sit
around and wait? Well, let’s begin with that supposition. Let’s suppose
there’s nothing we can do to change ourselves. You know? Psychotherapy,
religion, all this is just absolutely in vain. There’s nothing, nothing, nothing
you can do about it. It’s like trying—as I said—to bite your own teeth, or lift
yourself up by your own bootstraps. (Incidentally, it struck me as funny: a lot
of people using that phrase in the wrong way. They say when something very
difficult has to be done, we have to lift ourselves up by our own bootstraps—
you can’t! It’s impossible.) They say, “That’s terribly depressing! What do
you mean, Alan Watts? You’ve come here simply to tell us that there’s
nothing we can do?” I mean, here we are all presumably assembled in a
cultural milieu, spiritual milieu, psychotherapeutic milieu, where we are
supposed to get better. And I tell you there’s nothing you can do about it.
“Well, give us our money back. [We’ll] go to somebody else who’ll be more
encouraging.”
23:08
But! But… what does it mean, that you can’t do anything about it? It’s
singing loud in fear. The reason you can’t do anything about it is that you
don’t exist. That is, as an ego, as a soul, as separate will—it just isn’t there!
Well, when you understand that, you’re liberated. They say, in Zen,
You cannot take hold of it, nor can you get rid of it.
In not being able to get it, you get it.
When you are silent, it speaks.
When you speak, it is silent.
24:07
Now, don’t misunderstand me. This is not any kind of fatalism when I
say “you”—as you conceive yourself to be, that is your ego, your image of
yourself—isn’t there! That it doesn’t exist. It’s an abstraction. It’s like
‘three.’ Did you ever see three? Plain, ordinary three? No, nobody ever saw
it. It’s a concept, it’s a vikalpa. So, in the same way, is one’s self. There is
the happening, the suchness—yes, sure, you bet—but it’s not
pushing you around, because there’s no you to be pushed around. In other
words, there’s no billiard ball on the end of the cue. There’s the cue, you
know? Like this. It goes this way and goes that way. You know, they call a
Buddha a Tathāgata: ‘one who comes or goes thus.’ This way and that way,
see? He went that-a-way! So this illusion of the persecuted ego who is
pushed around by fate—it has altogether disappeared. And so in, likewise,
the illusion of the ego who pushes fate around has also disappeared. There’s
a happening.
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Images of God
Alan Watts talks on the impact of various models of the ultimate reality, and the contrasts between male and female symbolism.
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Now I’m sure most of you know the old story about the astronaut who
went far out in space and was asked, on his return, whether he’d been to
Heaven and seen God. And he said, “Yes.” And so they said to him, “Well,
what about God?” And he said, “She is black.” And although this is a very
well known and well worn story, it is very profound.
00:30
Because—I tell you—I knew a monk who started out in life as pretty
much of an agnostic or an atheist. And then he began to read Henri Bergson,
the French philosopher who proclaimed the vital force—the élan vital, and so
on—and the more he read into this kind of philosophy, the more he saw that
these people were really talking about God.
01:09
Now, when you come to that conclusion, you must be very careful
because you may make an unwarranted jump. Namely, the jump to the
conclusion that that intelligence—that marvelous designing power which
produces all this—is the biblical God. Be careful.
02:34
Now, theologians on the whole don’t like that idea because—I find in
my discourse with them—that they want to be a little bit hard-nosed about
the nature of God. They want to say that God has, indeed, a very specific
nature. Ethical monotheism means that the governing power of this universe
has some extremely definite opinions and rules to which our minds and acts
must be conformed. And if you don’t watch out you’ll go against the
fundamental grain of the universe and be punished—in some way. Old-
fashionedly, you will burn in the fires of hell forever. More modern-
fashionedly, you will fail to be an authentic person. It’s another way of
talking about it. But there is this feeling, you see, that there is
authority behind the world, and it’s not you! It’s something else. Like we say,
“That’s something else! That’s far out!”
06:29
Now that’s a very important image because—let us suppose, just for the
sake of argument, that all of you sitting here right now are feeling—umm—
fairly alright. I mean, you’re not in [the] hospital, you don’t have the
screaming meemies, you have a sense—you’ve probably had dinner, and are
feeling pretty good. But you know that you feel that you’re fairly good
because in thebackground of your minds—very far off in the background of
your minds—you’ve got the sensation of something absolutely ghastly that
simply mustn’t happen. And so, against that which is not happening—and
which doesn’t necessarily have to happen—but by comparison with that, you
feel pretty alright. And that absolutely ghastly thing that mustn’t happen at
all, is Kālī.
10:40
But we live in a culture which doesn’t notice it. You see a painting—a
drawing—of a bird, and you don’t notice the white paper underneath it. You
see a printed book, and you think that what is important is the printing, and
the page doesn’t matter. And yet, if you reconsider the whole thing, how
could there be visible printing without the page underlying it? What is called
substance, that which stands underneath—“sub:” underneath; “stance:”
stands—to be substantial is to be underlying, to be the support, to be
the foundationof the world. And of course, this is the great function of the
feminine: to be the substance. And therefore, the feminine is represented by
space—which is, of course, black at night. But were it not for black and
empty space, there would be no possibility whatsoever of seeing the stars.
Stars shine out of space, and astronomers—very high-powered astronomers
—are beginning to realize that stars are a function of space.
13:57
Now that’s difficult for our common sense, because we think that space
is simply inert nothingness. But we don’t realize that space is completely
basic to everything. It’s like your consciousness. Nobody can imagine what
consciousness is. It’s the most elusive whatever-it-is that there is at all,
because it’s the background of everything else that we know. Therefore, we
don’t really pay much attention to it. We pay attention to the things within the
field of consciousness: to the outlines, to the objects, to the so-called things
that are inthe field of vision, the sounds that are in the field of hearing, and so
forth. But whatever it is that embraces all that, we don’t pay much attention
to it. We can’t even think about it. It’s like trying to look at your head. You
know? You try to look at your head and what do you find? You don’t even
find a black blob in the middle of things. You just don’t find anything. And
yet, that is that out of which you see, just as space is that out of which the
stars shine. So there’s something very queer about all this—that that which
you can’t put your finger on, that which always escapes you, that which
is completely elusive, the blank, seems to be absolutely necessary for there to
be anything whatsoever.
15:42
Now let’s take this further. Kālī also is a principle of death, because she
carries a scimitar in one hand and a severed head in the other. Death: this is
tremendously important to think about. We put it off. Death is swept under
the carpet in our culture. In the hospital they try to keep you alive as long as
possible in utter desperation. They won’t tell you that you’re going to die.
When the relatives have to be informed that it’s a hopeless case they say,
“Don’t tell this to the patient.” And all the relatives come around with hollow
grins and say, “Well, you’ll be alright in a bout a month, and then we’ll go
and have a holiday somewhere, and sit by the sea, and listen to the birds and
whatnot.” And the dying person knows that this is mockery.
16:47
So, the idea of what might happen after death: where you’re going to be
faced with your judge, the one who knows all about you. This is Big Papa,
who knows you were a naughty boy and a very naughty girl—especially girl
—from the beginning of things. He’s going to look right through to the core
of your inauthentic existence. And what kind of heebie-jeebies may come up?
Or you may believe in reincarnation and you think that your next life will be
the rewards and the punishments for what you’ve done in this life—and you
know you got away with murder in this life—and the most awful things are
going to happen the next time around. See, you look upon death as
a catastrophe!
18:47
Then there are other people who say, “Well, when you’re dead
you’re dead.” Just, y’know—nothing going to happen at all. So what do you
have to worry about? Well, we don’t quite like that idea, because it spooks
us. You know? What’s it like to die, to go to sleep and never, never, never
wake up? Well, [there are] a lot of things it’s not going to be like. It’s not
going to be like being buried alive. It’s not going to be like being in the
darkness forever. I’ll tell you what: it’s going to be like as if you never had
existed at all. Not only you, but everything else as well. There just never was
anything and there’s no one to regret it. And there’s no problem. Well, think
about that for a while. It’s kind of a weird feeling you get, when
you really think about that; you really imagine it. Just to stop altogether. And
you can’t even call it “stop,” because you can’t have “stop” without “start,”
and there wasn’t any start. There’s just… no thing.
20:08
Well then, when you come to think of it, that’s the way it was before
you were born. I mean, if you go back in memories as far as you can go, you
get to the same place. As you go forward in your anticipation of the future is
to what it’s going to be like to be dead. And then you get these funny ideas
that this blankness is the necessary counterpart of what we call “being.” Now,
we all think we’re alive, don’t we? I mean, we’re really here? That there is
something called “existence?” You know, the
existentialist: Dasein, thrownness, UNGH!You know? Here we are! But how
could you be experiencing that as a reality unless you had once been dead?
What gives us any ghost of a notion that we’re here, except by contrast with
the fact that we once weren’t, And later on won’t be? But this thing is a
cycle, like positive and negative poles in electricity.
21:20
And, you see, that is not atheism in the formal sense of the word. This is
a profoundly religious attitude. Because what it corresponds to, practically, is
an attitude to life of total trust, of letting go. When we form images of God
they’re all really exhibitions of our lack of faith. Something to hold on to.
Something to grasp. How firm a foundation, what lies underneath us,
the Rock of Ages, or whatever—Ein’ feste Burg. But when we don’t grasp,
we have the attitude of faith. If you let go of all the idols you will, of course,
discover that what this unknown is—which is the foundation of the universe
—is precisely you. It’s not the you you think you are. No, it’s not
your opinion of yourself, it’s not your idea or your image of yourself, it’s not
the chronic sense of muscular strain which we usually call “I.” You can’t
grasp it. Of course not. Why would you need to? Supposing you could, what
would you do with it? And who would do what with it? You can never get at
it.
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Alan Watts explains the sense in nonsense and how to enjoy the playfulness of life while sincerely participating in the human game.
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It’s really a very unorthodox and un-academic thing to do to start a discussion with a group of
psychologists on the subject of metaphysics, but we have to do that because a lot of people say that their
approach to life is scientific—as distinct from metaphysical—and that metaphysics is bosh anyway. But
everybody—by virtue of being a human being—is, willy-nilly, a metaphysician. That is to say, everybody
starts from certain fundamental assumptions as to what is the Good Life, what he wants, what are his—shall
we say—axioms for living? And I find that psychologists tend to be blind to these fundamental assumptions.
Maybe it’s truer of psychiatrists than it is of psychologists, but they tend to feel that they are scientists. And
they’re rather bending over backwards to have a scientific status, because that, of course, is fashionable in our
age.
But you know, it’s so amusing that when, say—let’s take psychoanalysis for example. It’s pointed out to
many philosophers that their philosophical ideas are capable of being shown to have a psychoanalytic
reference. For example, John Wisdom wrote a book about the philosophy of Berkeley in which he attributed a
great deal of his point of view to his experiences in toilet-training as a child. The philosopher is very grateful to
the psychoanalyst for revealing to him his unconscious and its emotional contents. But the psychoanalyst must,
in turn, await a revelation from the philosopher as to his philosophical unconscious, and the unexamined
assumptions which lie in it.
So if I may start by insulting your intelligence with what is called the most elementary lesson: the thing
that we should have learned before we learned one, two, three and A, B, C, but somehow was overlooked.
Now, this lesson is quite simply this: that any experience that we have through our senses—whether of sound,
or of light, or of touch—is a vibration. And a vibration has two aspects: one called on, and the other
called off.Vibrations seem to be propagated in waves, and every wave system has crests and it has troughs.
And so life is a system of now you see it, now you don’t. And these two aspects always go together. For
example, sound is not pure sound, it is a rapid alternation of sound and silence. And that’s simply the way
things are. Only you must remember that the crest and the trough of a wave are inseparable. Nobody ever saw
crests without troughs or troughs without crests, just as you don’t encounter in life people with fronts but no
backs. Just as you don’t encounter a coin that has a heads but no tails. And although the heads and the tails, the
fronts and the backs, the positives and the negatives are different, they’re at the same time one. And one has to
get used, fundamentally, to the notion that different things can be inseparable; that what is explicitly two can at
the same time be implicitly one. If you forget that, very funny things happen.
If, therefore, we forget, you see, that black and white are inseparable and that existence is constituted
equivalently by being and non-being, then we get scared. And we have to play a game called, Uh-oh, black
might win! And once we get into the fear that black—the negative side—might win, we are compelled to play
the game, But white must win! And from that start all our troubles. Because, you see, the human awareness is a
very odd mechanism. (I don’t think mechanism is quite the right word, but it’ll do for the moment.) That is to
say, we have—as a species—specialized in a certain kind of awareness, which we call conscious attention.
And by this we have the faculty of examining the details of life very closely. We can restrict our gaze, and it
corresponds somewhat to the central field, the vision, in the eyes. We have central vision, we have peripheral
vision. Central vision is that which we use for reading, for all sorts of close work, and it’s like using a
spotlight. Whereas peripheral vision is more like using a floodlight.
Now, civilization and civilized human beings—for maybe 5,000 years, maybe much longer—have
learned to specialize in concentrated attention. Even if a person’s attention span is short he is, as it
were, wavering his spotlight over many fields. The price which we pay for specialization in conscious attention
is ignorance of everything outside its field. I would rather say ignore-ance than ignorance, because if you
concentrate on a figure you tend to ignore the background. You tend, therefore, to see the world in a
disintegrated aspect. You take separate things and events seriously, imagining that these really do exist when
actually they have the same kind of existence as an individual’s interpretation of a Rorschach blot: they’re
what you make out of it. In fact, our physical world is a system of inseparable differences. Everything
exists with everything else, but we contrive not to notice that because what we notice is what is noteworthy.
And we notice it in terms of notations: numbers, words, images. What is notable, noteworthy, notated, noticed
is what appears to us to be significant and the rest is ignored as insignificant, and as a result of that we select
from the total input that goes to our senses only a very small fraction. And this causes us to believe that we are
separate beings, isolated by the boundary of the epidermis from the rest of the world.
You see, this is also the mechanism involved in not noticing that black and white go together. Not
noticing that every inside has an outside, and that what goes on inside your skin is inseparable from what goes
on outside your skin. You see that, for example, in the science of ecology. One learns that a human being is not
an organism in and environment, but is an organism-environment—that is to say, a unified field of behavior. If
you describe, carefully, the behavior of any organism, you cannot do so without at the same time describing
the behavior of the environment. And by that you know that you’ve got a new entity of study. You’re
describing the behavior of a unified field. You must be very careful indeed not to fall into old Newtonian
assumptions about the billiard-ball nature of the universe. The organism is not the puppet of the environment,
being pushed around by it. Nor, on the other hand, is the environment the puppet of the organism, being
pushed around by the organism. The relationship between them is, to use John Dewey’s word, transactional.
The transaction being a situation, like buying and selling, in which there is no buying unless somebody sells
and no selling unless somebody buys.
So that fundamental relationship between ourselves and the world, which is in an old-fashioned way—by
people such as Skinner, who has not updated his philosophy—interpreted in terms of Newtonian mechanics.
He interprets the organism as something determined by the total environment, he doesn’t see that in a more
modern way of talking about it, they’re simply describing a unified field of behavior—which is nothing more
than what any mystic ever said. That’s a dirty word in the modern academic scientific environment. But if a
mystic is one who is sensibly—or even sensuously—aware of his inseparability, as an individual, from the
total existing universe, he’s simply a person who has become sensible—aware through his senses—of the way
ecologists see the world. So when I’m in academic circles I don’t talk about mystical experience, I talk about
ecological awareness. Same thing.
And so the next aspect of our metaphysical introduction must be about games. You know, I think there
are really four questions that all philosophers have discussed from the beginning of recorded time. First
is: Who started it?The second is: Are we going to make it? The third is: Where are we going to put it?And the
fourth is: Who is going to clean up? When you think these over it poses a fifth question: Is it serious? And
that’s the one I want to discuss; Is existence serious? Like you say, Doctor—after he’s looked at your x-ray—
is it serious?What does that mean? It means: Am I in danger of not continuing to survive?
But the basis of it all is this, now: if we say, You must survive, or I must survive, life is earnest and
I’ve got to go on. Then your life is a drag and not a game. Now, it’s my contention and my personal opinion—
this is my basic metaphysical axiom, shall we put it that way—that existence, the physical universe, is
basically playful. There is no necessity for it whatsoever. It isn’t going anywhere, that is to say, it doesn’t have
some destination that it ought to arrive at. But it is best understood by analogy with music. Because music, as
an art form is essentially playful; we say you play the piano, you don’t workthe piano.
Why? Music differs, say, from travel. When you travel you are trying to get somewhere. And of course,
we—because being a very compulsive and purposive culture—are busy getting everywhere faster and faster
and faster, until we eliminate the distance between places. I mean, with the modern jet travel you can arrive
almost instantaneously. What happens as a result of that is that the two ends of your journey become the same
place. So you eliminate the distance and you eliminate the journey, because the fun of the journey is to travel,
not to obliterate travel.
In music, though, one doesn’t make the end of a composition the point of the composition. If that were so
the best conductors would be those who played fastest. And there would be composers who wrote only finales.
People would go to concerts just to hear one crashing chord, because that’s the end! Say, when dancing, you
don’t aim at a particular spot in the room; that’s where you should arrive. The whole point of the dancing is the
dance.
But we don’t see that as something brought by our education into our everyday conduct. We’ve got a
system of schooling which gives a completelydifferent impression. It’s all graded. And what we do is we put
the child into the corridor of this grade system with a kind of, C’mon kitty, kitty, kitty! And now you go to
kindergarten, you know? And that’s a great thing because when you finish that you get into first grade. And
then—c’mon!—first grade leads to second grade, and so on, and then you get out of grade school and you go
to high school, and it’s revving up—the thing is coming!—then you’re going to go to college, and by Jove then
you get into graduate school, and when you’re through with graduate school you go out to join the World. And
then you get into some racket where you’re selling insurance, and they’ve got that quota to make. And you’re
going to make that. And all the time this thing is coming. It’s coming! It’s coming! That great thing, the
success you’re working for.
Then, when you wake up one day—about 40 years old—you say, My God, I’ve arrived! I’m there! And
you don’t feel very different from what you always felt. And there’s a slight let-down because you feel there’s
a hoax. And there was a hoax. A dreadful hoax. They made you miss everything by expectation. Look at the
people who live to retire and put those savings away. And then, when they’re 65, they don’t have any energy
left, they’re more or less impotent, and they go and rot in an old people’s—Senior Citizens—community.
Because we’ve simply cheated ourselves the whole way down the line. We thought of life by analogy with a
journey, with a pilgrimage, which had a serious purpose at the end and the thing was to get to that end. Success
—or whatever it is, or maybe heaven—after you’re dead. But we missed the point the whole way along. It was
a musical thing and you were supposed to sing, or to dance, while the music was being played. But you had to
do that thing. You didn’t let it happen.
And so in this way the human being sometimes becomes an organism for self-frustration. Let’s take—
Korzybski called man a time-binder. That means that he’s the animal peculiarly aware of the time sequence,
and as a result of this is able to do some very remarkable things: he can predict. He studies what’s happened in
the past and he says the chances are so-and-so of that happening again. And so he predicts. Oh, this is very
useful—to be able to predict—because that has survival value. But at the same time it creates anxiety.
You pay for this increased survival ability involved in prediction by knowing that in the end you won’t
succeed. You’re all going to fall apart by one way or another. It might happen tomorrow, it might happen 50
years from now. But it all comes apart in the end, and people get worried about that; they get anxious. So what
they gained on the roundabout they lost on the swings.
If you see, on the other hand, that existence—this is, as I said, my basic metaphysical assumption which I
won’t conceal from you—that existence is musical in nature. That is to say that it is not serious, it is a play of
all kinds of patterns. We can look upon different creatures as we look at different games; as we look at chess,
checkers, backgammon, tennis, there’s the tree-game, the beetle-game, the grass-game, or you can look at them
as you look at different styles of music: mazurkas, waltzes, sonata, et cetera, et cetera. All down the line.
They’re all these different things doing their stuff. And they’re going Be-doo-de-doo-de-doo-de-doo-de-hoo-
jee-doo-dee-doo, you know, in different rhythms. And we’re doing that!
If you were in a flying saucer—from Mars or somewhere—and you came and looked to try and make out
what was living on this world, from about 10,000 feet at night—or early morning—you would see these great
ganglia with tentacles going out all over the place. And early in the morning you see little blobs of luminous
particles going into the middle of them, see? And then, in the late afternoon or early evening, it would spit
them all out again. And you’d say, Well, this thing—the thing’s breathed. And it does it in a special rhythm. It
goes in and out, in and out, in and out, once every 24 hours. But then it rests a day and doesn’t spit so much; it
spits in a different way. That’s a kind of irregularity, and then it starts spitting all over again in the same way.
You’d say, That’s very interesting. That’s the kind of thing we have, see? This is something that goes this way,
you see? Just like music goes, Umm-pa-pa, umm-pa-pa, umm-pa-pa, umm-pa-pa. Did you ever see a lady go
this way, go that way? That’s what it does.
And when you think a bit about what people really want to do with their time; what do they do when
they’re not being pushed around and somebody’s telling them what to do? They like to make rhythms. They
listen to music, they dance, or they sing, or they do something of a rhythmic nature; playing cards, or bowling,
or raising their elbows. Everybody wants to spend their time swinging. That’s the nature of this whole thing
we’re in, you see? It likes to swing. That’s why it does it.
In a talk given to the IBM Systems Group, Alan Watts describes the wiggly world of nature and the net we cast over it.
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What I want to do is have a mutual brain-picking session, and I’m going to start the ball rolling by saying
why I, as a philosopher, am interested in many things that you are all probably interested in, professionally.
Basically, what we’re going to talk about, I suppose, is the problem of control as exemplified in the ancient
Latin question Quis custodiet custodies ipsos?Who guards the guards?
Now, we know that we’re living in an age when there’s been an enormous proliferation of techniques for
subjecting every kind of natural process outside the human skin—and now increasingly inside the human skin
—to some form of rational control. And, as we succeed in doing this, it also becomes apparent that we’re
failing; that the process becomes of such a high degree of complexity that we begin to feel that we are standing
in our own way. That everybody complains the state of affairs in the modern world, in the technological world,
is so complicated that nobody can understand it, and nobody really knows what to do.
That, for example, you want to run a small business, and you find you run into such enormous legal
hassles that you need so many secretaries to do the paperwork that you can hardly do the business. That you’re
trying to run a hospital, but that you have to spend so much time making records and writing things down on
paper that you don’t have much time to practice medicine. That you’re trying to run a university, and the
requirements, the recording, the endless red tape of the registrar’s office and the administration building is
such that the actual work, of research and teaching, is seriously hampered. So the individual increasingly feels
himself obstructed by his own cautiousness. This is basically what it is.
Now, to explain myself, first of all—because most of you are strangers to me—I am a philosopher who
has for many years been interested in the mutual fructification of Eastern cultures and Western cultures,
studying Oriental ideas not in the spirit of saying to the West, You ought to be converted to Oriental ideas, but
in the spirit of saying, You don’t understand the basic assumptions of your own culture if your own culture is
the only culture you know.
Everybody operates on certain basic assumptions, but very few people know what they are. You can, say,
very often encounter the sort of character who is an American business man, and he says, Well, I’m a practical
business man, I believe in getting results and things done and all this thinking and highfalutin logic and
nonsense is of no concern to me. Now, I know that the practical basic assumptions—the metaphysics of that
man—can be defined as pragmatism, as a school of philosophy, but it’s bad pragmatism because he’s never
thought it through.
And so it’s very difficult, you see, to get down to what are your basic assumptions—what do you mean
by The Good Life, what do you mean by consistency, what do mean by rationality? The only way of finding
out what you mean by these things is by contrasting the way you look at something by the way it’s looked at in
another culture, and therefore we have to find cultures which are, in some ways, as sophisticated as our own,
but as different from our own as possible—and of course, for this purpose, I always thought that the Chinese
were optimal, and the Indians—the East Indians—and that, by studying the ideas of these people, by studying
their life goals, we can become more aware of our own. It’s the old principle of triangulation. You don’t
establish the situation of a particular object unless you observe it from two different points of view, and
thereby calculate its actual distance from you. So by looking at what we are pleased to call reality, the physical
world, from the basic standpoints of different cultures, I think we’re in a better position to know where we are
than if we have one single line of sight. And therefore this has been my interest and my background.
And arising out of this there has come a further question which I would call the problems of human
ecology. How is man to be best related to his environment, especially in circumstances where we are in
possession of an extremely powerful technology and have, therefore, the capacity to change our environment
far more than anyone else has ever been able to do so? Are we going to end up not by civilizing the world, but
by Los-Angelizing it? In other words, are we going to foul our own nest as a result of technology? But all this
gets down to the basic question is, really, What are you going to do if you’re God?
If, in other words, you find yourself in charge of the world through technological powers, and instead of
leaving evolution to what we used to call, in the 19th century, the blind processes of nature—that was begging
the question, to call them blind—but at any rate, we say, we’re not going to leave evolution anymore to the
blind forces of nature, but now we’re going to direct it ourselves. Because we are increasingly developing, say,
control over genetic systems, control over the nervous system, control over all kinds of systems. Then, simply,
what do you want to do with it?
But most people don’t know what they want, and have never even seriously confronted the question of
what they want. You ask a group of students to sit down and write a solid paper of 20 pages on, What is your
idea of heaven? What would you really like to happen, if you could make it happen? And that’s the first thing
that starts people really thinking because you soon realize that a lot of the things you think you would want are
not things you want at all.
Supposing, just for the sake of illustration, you had the power to dream every night any dream you
wanted to dream. And you could, of course, arrange for one night of dreams to be 75 years of subjective time
—or any number of years of subjective time—what would you do? Well, of course, you’d start out by
fulfilling every wish. You would have routs and orgies, and all the most magnificent food, and sexual partners,
and everything you could possibly imagine in that direction. When you got tired of that after several nights
you’d switch a bit, and you’d soon find yourself involved in adventures, and contemplating great works of art,
fantastic mathematical conceptions; you would soon be rescuing princesses from dragons, and all sorts of
things like that. And then one night you’d say, Now look, tonight what we’re gonna do is: we’re going to
forget this dream is a dream. And we’re going to be reallyshocked. And when you woke up from that one
you’d say, Whoo, wasn’t that an adventure!
Then you’d think more and more far-out ways to get involved and let go of control, knowing that you’d
always come back to center in the end. But while you were involved in the dream you wouldn’t know you
were going to come back to center and be in control. And so, eventually, you’d be dreaming a dream in which
you found yourselves all sitting around in this room, listening to me talking, all involved with the particular
life problems which you have. And maybe that’s what you’re doing.
But here’s the difficulty, you see: the difficulty of control. Are you wise enough to play at being God?
And to understand what that question means we’ve got to go back to metaphysical assumptions underlying
Western common sense. And whether you are a Jew, or a Christian, or an agnostic, or an atheist, you are not
un-influenced by the whole tradition of Western culture: the models of the universe which it has employed,
which influence our very language, the structure of our thought, the very constitution of logic—which are
going, say, into computers.
The Western model of the universe is political and engineering, or architectural. It’s natural for a child to
ask its mother, How was I made? It would be inconceivable for a Chinese child to ask, How was I made? It
might ask, How was I grown? Or How did I grow? But not How was I made, as if I were an artifact, something
put together, something which is a construct. But all Western thought is based on the idea that the universe is a
construct. And even when we got rid of the idea of the constructor, the personal God, you continue to think of
the world in terms of a machine, in terms, say, of Newtonian mechanics, and later in terms of what we
call quantum mechanics—although I find it rather difficult to understand how quantum theory is in any sense
mechanics. It’s much more like organics, which is—to me—a different concept.
However that may be, it has percolated, you see, into the roots of our common sense that the world is a
construct; is an artifact. And therefore, as one understands the operations of a machine by analysis of its parts,
by separating them into their original bits, we have bit-ed the cosmos and see everything going on in terms of
bits—bits of information—and have found that this is extremely fruitful in enabling us to control what’s
happening. After all, the whole of Western technology is the result of bit-ing.
Let’s suppose you want to eat a chicken. You can’t eat the whole chicken at once. You have to bite it,
you have to reduce it to bits. But you don’t get a cut-up fryer out of an egg. It doesn’t come that way.
So what has happened is this: That—we don’t know the origins of all this; it may go back thousands of
years—the way we develop the art of thinking, which is essentially calculus, is this: the universe as it comes—
in nature, the physical universe—is something like a Rorschach blot. It’s all wiggles. We, who live in cities,
are not really used to this because we build everything in straight lines and rectangles and so on. Wherever you
see this sort of thing you know human beings have been around, because they’re always trying to straighten
things out. But nature itself is clouds, is water, is the outlines of the continents, is mountains, is biological
existences, and all of them wiggle. And wiggly things are to human consciousness a little bit of a nuisance,
because we want to figure it out. And it is as if, therefore, some ancient fisherman one day held up his net and
looked at the world through the net. He said, My, just think of that. There I can see the view, and it’s one—and
that peak of that mountain is one, two, three, four, five, six holes across. And the base is one, two, three, four,
five holes down. Now I’ve got its number. See? And so the lines of latitude and longitude—the lines of
celestial and terrestrial latitude and longitude, the whole idea of a matrix, of looking at things through graph
paper printed on cellophane—is the basic idea of measurement. This is the way we calculate. We break down
the wiggliness of the world into comprehensible, countable, geometrical units, and thereby figure it and
construct it in those terms, and this is so successful—up to a point!—that we can, of course, come to imagine
that this is the way the physical world really is. Discrete, discontinuous, full of points; in fact, a mechanism.
But I want to just put into your mind the notion that this may be the prejudice of a certain personality type.
You see, in the history of philosophy and poetry and art we always find the interchange of two
personality types, which I call Prickles and Goo. The prickly people are advocates of intellectual porcupine-
ism. They want a rigor, they want precise statistics, and they have a certain clipped attitude in their voices. And
you know this very well in academic circles, where there are people who are always edgy like that. And they
accuse other people of being disgustingly vague and miasmic and mystical. But the vague, miasmic, and
mystical people accuse the prickly people of being mere skeletons with no flesh on their bones. And they say
to you, You just rattle! You’re not really a human being. You know the words but you don’t know the
music. And so, therefore, if you belong to the prickly type you hope that the ultimate constituent of matter is
particles. If you belong to the gooey type you hope it’s waves. If you’re prickly you’re a classicist, and if
you’re gooey you’re a romanticist. And—going back into medieval philosophy—if you’re prickly you’re a
nominalist, if you’re gooey you’re a realist. And so it goes. But we know very well that this natural universe is
neither prickles nor goo exclusively; it’s gooey prickles and prickly goo. You see, it all depends on your level
of magnification. If you’ve got your magnification on something so that the focus is clear, you’ve got a prickly
point of view, you’ve got structure, shape, clearly outlined, sharply defined. When you’re a little out of focus
it’s gone bleeagh, and you’ve got goo. But we’re always playing with the two.
Is the world basically stuff, like matter, or is it basically structure? Well, we find out, of course—today,
in science—we don’t consider the idea of matter, of there being some sort of stuff. Because supposing you
wanted to describe stuff: in what terms would you describe it? You always have to describe it in terms of
structure, something countable, something that can be designated as a pattern. So we never get to any basic
stuff. But for all that we go back and find out: what are we doing when we do this? It seems to me that this
way of thinking is based on a form of consciousness which we could best call scanning. The capacity to divide
experiences into bits is somehow related a physical facility which corresponds to sweeping a radar beam, or a
spotlight, over the environment. The advantage of the spotlight is [that] it gives you intensely concentrated
light on restricted areas. A floodlight, by comparison has less intensity. But if you examine…say this room
were in total darkness, and you used the spotlight—very thin beam—and you scanned the room with it, you
would have to retain in memory all the areas over which it passed. And then, by an additive process, you
would make out the contours of the room. And it seems to me that this is something in which civilized man,
both in the East and in the West, has specialized. In a method of paying attention to things which we
call noticing. And therefore it’s highly selective, it picks out—it’s punctive—it picks out features in the
environment which we say are noteworthy, and which we therefore register with a notation—be it the notation
of words, the notation of numbers, or such a notation, say, as algebra or music. So that we notice those things
—only those things—for which we have notation.
When a child—very often, a child will point at something and say to its parents, What’s that? And
they’re not clear what the child is pointing to. The child has pointed to something which is not a thing. The
child has pointed to an area, say, of funny pattern on a dirty wall and has noticed a figure on it. But the child
doesn’t have a word for it and says, What’s that? And the adult says, Oh, that’s just a mess. Because that
doesn’t count, for us, as a thing. You come through this to the understanding: What do you mean by
a thing? It’s very fascinating to ask children, What do you mean by a thing? And they don’t know, because it’s
one of the unexamined suppositions of the culture. What do you mean by an event? Everybody knows what an
event is, but nobody can say. Because a thing is a think. It’s a unit of thought, like an inch is a unit of
measurement. And so we thing the world, that is to say, in order to measure a curve you have to reduce it to
point instance and apply the calculus. So in exactly the same way, in order to discuss—or talk about—the
universe, you have to reduce it to things. But each thing, or think, is, as it were, one grasp of that spotlight
going Tcha, tcha, tcha, tcha, tcha, tcha, tcha, tcha,like this, you see? So we reduce the infinite wiggliness of the
world to grasps—or bits; we’re getting back to biting, you see? The idea of the teeth—to grasps of thought.
And so we thereby describe the world in terms of things just as that fisherman could describe his view by the
number of net-hole through which the view was showing. And this has been the immensely, and apparently
successful, enterprise of all technological culture, superbly emphasized by ourselves.
But the problem that arises is this: First of all, very obviously, everybody knows—I hardly need to
mention it—go to the science of medicine. You get a specialist who really understands the function of the gall
bladder, and he studied gall bladders, gall bladders, gall bladders, ad infinitum. And he reallythinks he knows
all about it. But whenever he looks at a human being he sees him in terms of [a] gall bladder. And so, if he
operates on the gall bladder he may do so very knowledgably about that particular area of the organism, but he
does not foresee the unpredictable effects of this operation in other connective areas, because the human
being’s gall bladder is not a thing in the same way as a spark plug in a car can be extracted and a new one
replaced. Because the system isn’t the same. There is a fundamental difference between a mechanism and an
organism which can be described operationally. A mechanism is assembled; you add this bit to that bit, that bit
to that bit. But an organism grows, that is to say, when you watch—in a microscope—a solution in which
crystals are forming, you don’t see this thing as little bits coming and coming and coming and joining each
other and finally making up a shape. You see a solution where, well, it’s like when you watch a photographic
plate developing. Suddenly, the whole area which you’re watching seems to organize itself. To develop, to
make sense. Moving from the relatively simple and gooey to the relatively structured and prickly. But not by
addition.
So then: if we are trying to control and understand the world through conscious attention—which is a
scanning system which takes in everything bit, bit, bit, bit, bit, bit, bit, bit, bit, bit, bit—what we’re going to
run into is that if that’s the only method we rely on, everything is going to appear increasingly too complicated
to manage. So that you get, for example—let’s take the problem of the electronic industry; the catalogs of
products that are being produced over the world by the electronic industry. Who has read all the catalogs? How
do you know where you’ve got something you’re working on, whether it’s patented or not? Who else has taken
out a patent? Has anybody had time to read all the catalogs? Nobody has. They’re just voluminous. And it’s
exactly the same in almost any other field. There’s an information explosion like a population explosion. How
on earth are you going to scan all that information? Yes, of course you can get computers to help you in this
direction, but by Parkinson’s law, the sooner you become more efficient in doing this, the more the thing is
going to develop so that you will have to have more efficient computers still to assimilate all the information.
So you see? This is a problem of the sort of competition of consciousness, of its ‘how fast can you
go?’—Doo-dee-doo-dee-doo-dee-doo-dee, doo-dee-doo-dee-doo-dee-doo-dee, doo-dee-doo-dee-doo-dee-doo-
dee, and keep track of it, you see? And say, I’ve got a good memory, I can keep track of that.And you say to
you, I bet you you can’t. I’ll go more complicated than you.See? Musicians do this. Drummers, you know?
And they get things going, and they start, and so long as they count—and lots of musicians do count; it’s
crazy, but they do—and they count, count, count, and they out-complicate each other to the point where you
can’t retain it any longer in memory. So you say, Okay, if I can’t retain it we’ve got this gadget here that
can. And we’ve got these marvelous mechanical memories, and they will retain it. They’ll go much more fast.
They’ll go this Doo-dee-doo-dee-doo-dee-doo-dee at a colossal speed, zzhwit, like that, you see? It’s the same
old problem. Because you get something that can out-do that. So we end up asking [...] yeah.
But supposing there were some other way of understanding things. Let’s go back from the spotlight to the
floodlight, to the extraordinary capacity of the human nervous system to comprehend situations
instantaneously, without analysis. That is to say, without verbal or numerical symbolism of the situation in
order to understand it. I hope you understand what I mean by that; it’s clear. We do do that. We have this
curious ability of pattern recognition which the mechanical systems have only in a very primitive way. Xerox
have put out a machine which recognizes figures written in almost anyone’s handwriting—provided their
handwriting is fairly grade-school and normal—but a computer has a terrible time of recognizing the letter ‘a’
when it’s printed in, say, sans-serif, gothic, long hand, or whatever kind of ‘a’ you may write. The human
recognizes, instantly, this pattern. But the computer is still at a disadvantage here. It seems to lack a kind of
capacity I would call field organization, because it’s all punctive, it’s digital, it’s dot-dot-dot-dot-dot-dot-dot-
dot-dot-dot, like a newspaper photograph, you know? Which, when you look at it under a microscope, is all
dots.
So the problem is this: in developing technology, are we leaving out of consideration our strongest suit,
which is the brain itself? See, we are at a situation where the brain is still not really worked out by even the
most competent neurologists; it puzzles them. They can’t give a model of the brain in numerical or verbal
language. Now, you are that, you see? You are this thing. You, yourself, are this thing which you yourself
can’t figure out. In the same way that I cannot touch the tip of this finger with the tip of this finger, I can’t bite
my own teeth. But I, who is attempting to touch the tip of this finger with this finger, and by the sheer
complexity of my structure, far more evolved than any system which I can imagine, this is in a way slightly
akin to the Gödel theorem: that you can’t have a system of, say, logic, which defines its own axioms. The
axioms of any given system must always be defined in terms of a higher system.
Alright, so you are the most complex thing that has yet been encountered in the cosmos. And you can’t
figure you out. Now, suppose we’re going to try and do that and become, as it were, completely transparent to
ourselves so that we entirely understand the organization, or the mechanics, of our own brains. What happens
when we do that? Well, you’re back in the situation of God. When you’re God, what are you going to do?
When you’re God you know what you’re going to do; you’re going to say to yourself, Man, get lost!Because
what you’ll want is a surprise. And when you’ve figured everything out there won’t be any surprises. You’ll be
completely bored. But on the other hand a person, I would say, who is really functioning completely is
basically a person who trusts his own brains, and permits his brain to operate at a more optimal level. In other
words, he knows how to think things out, but he makes his best discoveries without thinking.
In other words, you all know very well the processes of creative invention: you’ve got a problem, you
think it over, and you can’t find out any answer to it because the digital system of thinking is too simple, too
clumsy, to deal with it. It’s more complex, there are more variables than can be kept in mind at one time. So
you say, I’ll sleep on it. Or you go to the Institute of Advanced Studies at Princeton or Behavioral Sciences at
Stanford where they pay you to goof off. Which is a highly excellent idea. And you moon around, and you’ve
got a blackboard, and you look out of the window and pick your nose and so on, and your brain eventually
hands you the solution to the problem. And you immediately—because you have technical knowledge—you
recognize that’s the solution. But then, naturally, you go back and check it. And you work the bit-by-bit form
of thinking on it and say, Now, does it come out in those terms? And if it does everybody will agree with
you: Yes, that’s the answer. But if it doesn’t come out in those terms they won’t agree with you because you
haven’t subjected it to the socially acceptable, traditional form of analyzing knowledge.
But here’s the problem: it takes an awful long time to check these things out. It takes an awful long time
to arrive at the solution which you got, like that, by a purely calculated process. Most of the situations of life
are such that they don’t wait for us to make up our minds. So that an enormous amount of carefully worked out
scientific knowledge is trivial. They’re all very well, very finely worked out, but much too late because life
presents you—life comes at you from all sides; all over, everywhere at once. And the only thing you’ve got to
deal with that is the thing inside here, in the skull.
Now I’m not saying this to put down all this marvelous work of calculation, brought
to immense sophistication electronically and so on. Not at all—because actually, you people are the first people
to understand the limitations of your own kind of knowledge. And you’re going to have to tell the politicians
about this. They don’t understand it. They think that this kind of knowledge is the answer to everything, and I
think most of you know it isn’t. With is not something—I repeat—against technology. It’s only saying that
when you walk you put your right foot forward, and that’s fine, but then you must put your left foot forward.
So let’s say that the great technological enterprise has been putting the right foot forward. But you must bring
up the left foot; that is to say, bring up revaluation—a new respect—for the organickind of organization, which
is incomprehensible to technological thinking, but which always underlies it. That by itself doesn’t work,
because after you bring the left foot up, you begin to bring up the right foot, the analytic; after goo comes
prickles, after prickles comes goo. You have to keep this thing up, and I think our danger at the present time is
that we are so heady, so delighted with the results of prickles that we’ve got to let back a little bit of goo into
the system.
Well now, what we’ve got to try and do is, I think, to work out a way of making the brain itself more
efficient. And this is the thing that civilized education has neglected. Lynn White—I have to quote him again
—he used to say that the academic world today only values three kinds of intelligence: verbal intelligence,
mnemonic intelligence—in other words, remembering—and computational intelligence. He said it entirely
neglects kinesthetic intelligence, social intelligence; and he had at least seven kinds of intelligence, I forget
what they all were. But it is this extraordinary capacity of the neural organization, say, to engage in pattern
recognition and in solving, instantly, certain complex problems without knowing how it does it. But the trouble
is when you do something you don’t know how to do, you’ve got a non-repeatable experiment in a certain
sense. In other words, you can’t explain to someone else how to put it together. But you can do it like you can
open and close your hand without any knowledge of physiology. Do it every time. Whoops! I don’t know how
I do it. I just do it, you see?
So we have an enormous potential of intelligence, of knowing how to do all sorts of things which—to the
extent that we are academically minded people—we won’t allow ourselves to do because we can’t explain it.
You know there are, for example—there’s a way of cooling a brazing furnace. Very simple. But engineers say
it’s theoretically impossible, it can’t happen; it’s like bees can’t fly by the laws of aerodynamics, but they do.
So the rather practical issue I come to is this: that technology, if it relies exclusively on linear thinking, is
going to destroy the environment. It’s going to become too complicated to handle, man is going to be like the
dinosaur—which had to have a brain in its head and a brain in its rump because it was so big. You know, the
cave man kept a dinosaur, and when he went to bed at night he’d clump it on the tail with a club, and it’d
scream at eight o’clock in the morning; wake him up. It seems to me we’re getting into that kind of saurian
situation with our technology, which is going to lead us to extinction. So the question is: are we going to foul
things up by insisting on using linear input information and controlling it as the dominant tool of controlling
the world, or can we master all that as we have done—and still use the linear input and analysis—but with a
fundamental trust in our power to assimilate multiple input, although we really don’t know how we do it?
My point is that you can’t find an absolute which you can pin down, you see? So there always remains, in
any human operation, the basic central thing which you can’t pin down because it’s you! Just as the teeth can’t
bite themselves. Now, the assumption of Judeo-Christian culture is that man, in his nature, is sinful and
therefore can’t be trusted. The assumption of—at least ancient—Chinese culture is that man in his essential
nature is good, and therefore has to be trusted. Because they say to us, If you can’t trust your own basic nature,
you can’t really rely on the idea that you’re untrustworthy. Therefore, you’re hopelessly fouled up. So this
has amazing political and other consequences, this different assumption. If we say, No, we human beings are
fallible, and basically selfish, and really, really, fundamentally evil. Therefore, we need law and order. We
need a control system to put us in order. We thereby project these control systems into the church, or into the
police, or into somebody—who are really ourselves, disguised. See, it’s like Daylight Saving Time: everybody
could simply get up an hour earlier, but instead of doing that we alter the clock. Because a clock is a kind of
authority, and we say, Well, the clock says it’s time for you to get up. And the Amerindians laughed at the
pale-faces because they say, Pale-face; he doesn’t know when he’s hungry until he looks at his watch. And so,
in this way, we become clock-dominated. And the abstract system takes over from the physical, organic
situation. And this is my big pitch—if I’m going to make a big pitch—is that we’ve run into a cultural situation
where we’ve confused the symbol with the physical reality, the money with the wealth, and the menu with the
dinner. And we’re starving on eating menus.