Song of Ourselves Poems
Song of Ourselves Poems
The switch to all fours was not easy – all his weight
slung from the blades of his shoulders.
His deltoids knotted like teak burls,
and I burnished them as he slept.
“Sonnet 19”
William Shakespeare
Huge vapors brood above the clifted shore, ‘Pheu pheu, ti prosderkesthe m ommasin, tekna.’ – Medea*
Night on the Ocean settles, dark and mute,
Save where is heard the repercussive roar Do ye hear the children weeping, O my brothers,
Of drowsy billows, on the rugged foot Ere the sorrow comes with years?
Of rocks remote; or still more distant tone They are leaning their young heads against their mothers, –
Of seamen in the anchored bark that tell And that cannot stop their tears.
The watch relieved; or one deep voice alone The young lambs are bleating in the meadows;
Singing the hour, and bidding “Strike the bell.” The young birds are chirping in the nest;
All is black shadow, but the lucid line The young fawns are playing with the shadows;
Marked by the light surf on the level sand, The young flowers are blowing toward the west –
Or where afar the ship-lights faintly shine But the young, young children, O my brothers,
Like wandering fairy fires, that oft on land They are weeping bitterly! –
Mislead the Pilgrim – Such the dubious ray They are weeping in the playtime of the others,
That wavering Reason lends, in life’s long darkling way. In the country of the free.
The back, the yoke, the yardage. Lapped seams, Like Hart Crane’s Bedlamite, “shrill shirt ballooning”.
The nearly invisible stitches along the collar Wonderful how the pattern matches perfectly
Turned in a sweatshop by Koreans or Malaysians Across the placket and over the twin bar-tacked
Gossiping over tea and noodles on their break Corners of both pockets, like a strict rhyme
Or talking money or politics while one fitted Or a major chord. Prints, plaids, checks,
This armpiece with its overseam to the band Houndstooth, Tattersall, Madras. The clan tartans
Of cuff I button at my wrist. The presser, the cutter, Invented by mill-owners inspired by the hoax of Ossian,
The wringer, the mangle. The needle, the union, To control their savage Scottish workers, tamed
The treadle, the bobbin. The code. The infamous blaze By a fabricated heraldry: MacGregor,
At the Triangle Factory in nineteen-eleven. Bailey, MacMartin. The kilt, devised for workers
One hundred and forty-six died in the falmes To wear among the dusty clattering looms.
On the ninth floor, no hydrants, no fire escapes – Weavers, carders, spinners. The loader,
The witness in a building across the street The docker, the navvy. The planter, the picker, the sorter
Who watched how a young man helped a girl to step Sweating at her machine in a litter of cottom
up to the windowsill, then held her out As slaves in calico headrags sweated in fields:
George Herbert, your descendant is a Black
Away from the masonry wall and let her drop. Lady in South Carolina, her name is Irma
And then another. As if he were helping them up And she inspected my shirt. Its color and fit
To enter a streetcar, and not eternity.
And feel and its clean smell have satisfied
A third before he dropped her put her arms Both her and me. We have culled its cost and quality
Around his neck and kissed him, Then he held Down to the buttons of simulated bone,
Her into space, and dropped her. Almost at once
The buttonholes, the sizing, the facing, the characters
He stepped to the sill himself, his jacket flared Printed in black on neckband and tail. The shape,
And fluttered up from his shirt as he came down, The label, the labor, the colour, the shade. The shirt.
Air filling up the legs of his gray trousers –
The Song of the Shirt
Thomas Hood
“Oh, Men, with Sisters dear! “Oh! but to breathe the breath
Oh, Men, with Mothers and Wives! Of the cowslip and primrose sweet,
It is not linen you ‘re wearing out, With the sky above my head,
But human creatures’ lives! And the grass beneath my feet,
Stitch – stitch – stitch, For only one short hour
In poverty, hunger, and dirt, To feel as I used to feel,
Sewing at once, with a double threat, Before I knew the woes of want
A Shroud as well as a Shirt. And the walk that costs a meal,
“But why do I talk of Death? “Oh, but for one short hour!
That Phantom of grisly bone, A respite however brief!
I hardly fear his terrible shape, No blessed leisure for Love or Hope,
It seems so like my own – But only time for Grief!
It seems so like my own, A little weeping would ease my heart,
Because of the fasts I keep; But in their briny bed
Oh, Gods! that bread should be so dear, My tears must stop, for every drop
And flesh and blood so cheap! Hinders needle and thread!”
It was first marching, hardly we had settled yet With a whirl of thought oppressed,
To think of England, or escaped body pain – I sink from reverie to rest.
Flat country going leaves but small chance for An horrid vision seized my head,
The mind to escape to any resort but its vain I saw the graves give up their dead.
Own circling greyness and stain. Jove, armed with terrors, burst the skies,
First halt, second halt, and then to spoiled country again. And thunder roars, and light’ning flies!
There were unknown kilometres to march, one must settle amazed, confused, its fate unknown,
To play chess or talk home-talk or think as might happen. The world stands trembling at his throne.
After three weeks of February frost few were in fettle, While each pale sinner hangs his head,
Barely frostbite the most of us had escapen. Jove, nodding, shook the heav’ns, and said,
To move, then to go onward, at least to be moved. ‘Offending race of human kind,
Myself had revived and then dulled down, it was I By nature, reason, learning, blind;
Who stared for body-ease at the grey sky You who through frailty stepped aside,
And watched in grind of pain the monotony And you who never fell – through pride;
Of grit, road metal, slide underneath by. You who in different sects have shammed,
To get there being the one way not to die. And come to see each other damned;
Suddenly a road’s turn brought the sweet unexpected (So some folks told you, but they knew
Balm. Snowdrops bloomed in a ruined garden neglected:
No more of Jove’s designs than you);
Roman the road as of Birdlip we were on the verge,
The world’s mad business now is o’er,
And this west country thing so from chaos to emerge.
And I resent these pranks no more.
One gracious touch the whole wilderness corrected.
I to such blockheads set my wit!
I damn such fools! – Go, go, you’re bit.’
A Complaint
William Wordsworth
I had a dream, which was not all a dream. But with a piteous and perpetual moan,
The bright sun was extinguish’d, and the stars And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand
Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Which answered not with a caress – he died.
Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth The crowd was famish’d by degrees; but two
Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Of an enormous city did survive,
Morn came, and went – and came, and brought no day, And they were enemies; they met beside
And men forgot their passions in the dread The dying embers of an altar-place,
Of this their desolation; and all hearts Where had been heap’d a mass of holy things
Were chill’d into a selfish prayer for light: For an unholy usage; they raked up,
And they did live by watchfires – and the thrones, And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands
The palaces of crowned kings – the huts, The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath
The habitations of all things which dwell, Blew for a little life, and made a flame
Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed, Which was mockery; then they lifted up
And men were gathered round their blazing homes Their eyes as it grew lighter, and beheld
To look once more into each other’s face; Each other’s aspects – saw, and shriek’d, and died –
Happy were those who dwelt within the eye Even of their mutual hideousness they died,
Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch: Unknowing who he was upon whose brow
A fearful hope was all the world contain’d; Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,
Forests were set on fire – but hour by hour The populous and the powerful – was a lump,
They fell and faded – and the crackling trunks Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless –
Extinguish’d with a crash – and all was black. A lump of death – a chaos of hard clay.
The brows of men by the despairing light The rivers, lakes, and ocean all stood still,
Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits And nothing stirred within their silent depths;
The flashes fell upon them; some lay down Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,
And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest And their masts fell down piecemeal; as they dropp’d
Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled; They slept on the abyss without a surge –
And others hurried to and fro, and fed The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,
Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up The moon their mistress had expired before;
With mad disquietude on the dull sky, The winds were withered in the stagnant air,
The pall of a past world; and then again And the clouds perish’d; Darkness had no need
With curses cast them down upon the dust, Of aid from them – She was the universe.
And gnash’d their teeth and howl’d: the wild birds shriek’d,
And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,
And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes
Came tame and tremulous; and vipers crawl’d
And twined themselves among the multitude,
Hissing, but stingless – they were slain for food:
And War, which for a moment was no more,
Did glut himself again; – a meal was bought
With blood, and each sate sullenly apart
Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;
All earth was but one thought – and that was death,
Immediate and inglorious; and the pang
Of famine fed upon all entrails – men
Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;
The meagre by the meagre were devoured,
Even dogs assail’d their masters, all save one,
And he was faithful to a corse, and kept
The birds and beasts and famish’d men at bay,
Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead
Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,
A Song of Faith Forsworn
John Warren, Lord de Tabley
I Years had been from Home I do not ask for youth, nor for delay
And now before the Door in the rising of time’s irreversible river
I dared not enter, lest a Face that takes the jewelled arc of the waterfall
I never saw before in which I glimpse, minute by glinting minute,
all that I have and all I am always losing
Stare stolid into mine as sunlight lights each drop fast, fast falling.
And ask my Business there –
“My Business but a Life I left I do not dream that you, young again,
Was such remaining there?” might come to me darkly in love’s green darkness
where the dust of the bracken spices the air
I leaned upon the Awe – moss, crushed, gives out an astringent sweetness
I lingered with Before – and water holds our reflections
The Second like an Ocean rolled motionless, as if for ever.
And broke against my ear –
It is enough now to come into a room
I laughed a crumbling Laugh and find the kindness we have for each other
That I could fear a Door – calling it love – in eyes that are shrewd
Who Consternation compassed but trustful still, face chastened by years
And never winced before. of careful judgement; to sit in the afternoons
in mild conversation, without nostalgia.
I fitted to the Latch
My Hand, with trembling care But when you leave me, with your jauntiness
Lest back the awful Door should spring sinewed by resolution more than strength
And leave me in the Floor – – suddenly then I love you with a quick
intensity, remembering that water,
Then moved my Fingers off however luminous and grand, falls fast
As cautiously as Glass and only once to the dark pool below.
And held my ears, and like a Thief
Fled gasping from the House –
Distant Fields / ANZAC Parade
Rhian Gallagher
When You Are Old
William Butler Yeats Medalled, ribboned chest, an effort
carried through them, the war
When you are old and grey and full of sleep, still going on inside their heads,
And nodding by the fire, take down this book, gathered up for roll call.
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep; Where all the flowers had gone
came a quiet of ash,
How many loved your moments of glad grace, line after line after line.
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you, As if the grainy footage played above the leafy street
And loved the sorrows of your changing faces; my father lifted me on to his shoulders to see.
And bending down beside the glowing bars, My uncles looked to the back of the one in front,
Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled marching to the heart-beat drum.
And paced upon the mountains overhead,
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars. At end of Mass the bugle rose,
life unto life, a single breath
took flight into the bird-light zone.
On This day I Complete My Thirty-Sixth Year The Death-Bed
George Gordon, Lord Byron Siegfried Sassoon
‘Tis time this heart should be unmoved, He drowsed and was aware of silence heaped
Since others it hath ceased to move: Round him, unshaken as the steadfast walls;
Yet though I cannot be beloved, Aqueous like floating rays of amber light,
Still let me love! Soaring and quivering in the wings of sleep.
Silence and safety; and his mortal shore
My days are in the yellow leaf; Lipped by the inward, moonless waves of death.
The flowers and fruits of Love are gone;
The worm – the canker, and the grief Someone was holding water to his mouth.
Are mind alone! He swallowed, unresisting; moaned and dropped
Through crimson gloom to darkness; and forgot
The fire that on my bosom preys The opiate throb and ache that was his wound.
Is lone as some Volcanic Isle; Water – calm, sliding green above the weir.
No torch is kindled at its blaze Water – a sky-lit alley for his boat,
A funeral pile! Bird-voiced, and bordered with reflective flowers
And shaken hues of summer; drifting down,
The hope, the fear, the jealous care, He dipped contented oars, and sighed, and slept.
The exalted portion of the pain
And power of Love I cannot share, Night, with a gust of wind, was in the ward,
But wear the chain. Blowing the curtain to a glimmering curve.
Night. He was blind; he could not see the stars
But ’tis not thus – and ’tis not here Glinting among the wraiths of wandering cloud;
Such thoughts should shake my Soul, nor now Queer blots of colour, purple, scarlet, green,
Where Glory decks the hero’s bier Flickered and faded in his drowning eyes.
Or binds his brow.
Rain – he could hear it rustling through the dark;
The Sword, the Banner, and the Field, Fragrance and passionless music woven as one;
Glory and Greece around us see! Warm rain on drooping roses; pattering showers
The Spartan borne upon his shield That soak the woods; not the harsh rain that sweeps
Was not more free! Behind the thunder, but a trickling peace,
Gently and slowly washing life away.
Awake (not Greece – she is awake!)
Awake, my Spirit! think through whom He stirred, shifting his body; then the pain
Thy life-blood tracks its parent lake Leapt like a prowling beast, and gripped and tore
And then strike home! His groping dreams with grinding claws and fangs.
But someone was beside him; soon he lay
Tread those reviving passions down Shuddering because that evil thing has passed.
Unworthy Manhood – unto thee And death, who’d stepped toward him, paused and stared.
Indifferent should the smile or frown
Of Beauty be. Light many lamps and gather round his bed.
Lend him your eyes, warm blood, and will to live.
If thou regret’st thy Youth, why live? Speak to him; rouse him; you may save him yet.
The land of honourable Death He’s young; he hated War; how should he die
Is here: – up to the Field, and give When cruel old campaigners win safe through?
Away thy Breath!
But death replied: ‘I choose him.’ So he went,
Seek out – less often sought than found – And there was silence in the summer night;
A Soldier’s Grave, for thee the best; Silence and safety; and the veils of sleep.
Then look around, and choose thy Ground, Then, far away, the thudding of the guns.
And take thy Rest!
A Wife in London (December, 1899) The Pains of Sleep
Thomas Hardy Samuel Taylor Coleridge