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Those 18 Days CH 2
Those 18 Days CH 2
DURYODHANA REMEMBERS
2 Yellow, because Bhagadatta was a ‘Chinese’ and his army had soldiers of
that skin-hue; China was part of Bharata Varsha in those days - says the Epic.
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give his own life too for his son. It can be a weak point
on his side in this war. Kama’s son, Vrishasena is an
excellent warrior too. Now this Kama here ! How shall
I describe or count him ? It is he who is always egging
you onto war. He is very uncouth in words and
manners; very rough and unpolished; impolite and
impetuous. He is a braggart of the first order and is
ready for any mean act unbecoming of a noble warrior.
He is now your unofficial counsellor, minister and
guide, commander-in-chief also in a way ! You have
honoured him more than he deserves, and elevated him
to posts unworthy of him. He cannot be classified as
a Ratha or Atiratha either. For, he is dispossessed of
the divine ear-rings and armour on his chest, which he
had by birth. He is too unthoughtful in generosity and
can give anything to anyone, anytime. His compassion
is thus a drawback in him. Added to it is the curse of
his preceptor Parashurama, so that he cannot remember
the proper ‘mantras’ for the right missiles at the hour
of his need. What use is he for you now ? At the most
you can count upon him as half a Ratha.”
There was nothing factually, analytically wrong in
this estimate. But Kama’s pride had been deeply hurt,
touching his psyche. The tone of Bhishma, the way he
had thrown those words at him, and the context and
company had all given Kama a totally different import.
Truth can hurt more than falsehood, can it not ? Kama
had retorted most violently :
“Pitamaha ; I have never wronged you in my
memory. Search your own heart too; but you hate me
with no reason; I can only call it malice. I had tolerated
your tauntings all these days, for the sake of my friend,
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