Sit
Sit
Daichi, 1290-1366
I wish to thank Lee Lozowick and his editor Regina Sara Ryan for
making this book available to the American public.
No steps to climb 3
The ceremony 32
Commentary on metaphysics 49
Hitting to educate 77
Mind moving 79
A celestial wonder 92
No need of sects 99
Satori 102
Karma 117
The Buddhic spirit of Rinzai, Dogen and all great religious leaders is
the same 143
The great Zen classics and the Shin Jin Mei 201
Dokusan 212
The last zazen: The flower has fallen and the mountain is tranquil
221
Kito 265
No theater 269
Glossary 295
Index 355
This book represents the oral teachings given by master
Deshimaru* to his disciples during the summer of 1978 in Val d'Isere,
France. The main subjects of these talks are Soto and Rinzai Zen. In
addition to being a comparison of the two, it is a strong critique of
both schools of Zen today.
IT'S AN EDUCATION
Originally there was one teaching, and each master was pointing
to the same truth, the same source. There really wasn't anything
which distinguished one from the other, beyond the character of the
masters themselves. All the teachings came from the same root;
they all had the same twenty-seven Indian patriarchs beginning with
the Buddha, as well as the same six Chinese ones, beginning with
the 1st Zen Patriarch Bodhidharma.
Some schools were very wide and inclusive (like the Hogen
school) and they mixed with the Nembutsu; others were exclusive of
other practices (like the Soto school) and mixed with none. Some
were very wild and rough (zusan), and yet others were soft and
lenient (men-mitsu); some practiced with koans and kensho, while
others practiced only zazen (shikantaza). What's more, Zen had
become very polemical. There were lots of discussions between the
different schools, and mondos and dharma combats flourished.This
is why the ancient master Sekito, forefather to Soto Zen, composed
his poem Sandokai. In those days, monks and others were much
concerned with what teaching was so-to-speak "heretical," and what
teaching was "traditional." In other words, what was "the right
teaching" and what was not. Sekito in his Sandokai answers this
question; and being the eternal question that it is, master Deshimaru
answers it again, in our own times. At least I think so.
During Sekito's time there was another great master by the name
of Baso. While it was Sekito's temperament to use the gentle (men-
mitsu) method to awaken his disciples, Baso's way was to use the
rough method of teaching (zusan). Indeed, Baso was most certainly
the first great master to use this technique, that of the shout, the kick
and the blow.
Baso (d. 788) set up his dojo at Kosei, west of the river Yangtse.
At the same time, Sekito set up south of the lake ToungTing, and the
disciples often travelled between the two. Though there existed little
difference between masters Sekito and Baso themselves, the
differences could be felt among their respective disciples. So you
have the old expression: "West of the river, south of the lake."
Education for Dogen is the practice of being here now. The real
form of Zen is not in theory or in different teaching techniques, says
Dogen, but only in the actual practice, the practice entailing not just
the mind but the body as well. Satori according to Soto (as opposed
to Rinzai) is the excellent practice itself, shikantaza.
The Soto school is not at all like the Rinzai one. In Soto there is no
goal, no object: mushotoku. One practices for nothing. This is why
many people who can't understand this, including certain Rinzai
monks and Zen scholars, claim that the Soto practice of sitting
"doing nothing" is good only for sleeping. The celebrated Professor
D.T. Suzuki claims that if you practice just skikantaza, you will "fall
into darkness." But zazen is not like this, it's not like sleep. To really
sit in zazen you need to be awake to your breathing and attentive to
your posture. "Zazen is on the one hand a resolute attitude and a
strong posture," said master Deshimaru, "and on the other a
delicate, elegant one, like the fragrance of sandalwood or incense."
DESHIMARU
IN HIS DOJO
"One day after zazen a monk asked the great master Yakusan,
'During zazen what is it you are doing which is like the unmoving
mountain?'
The exhalation is deep and long, the inhalation short and steady.
Breathing is the connecting link between the conscious and the
subconscious, between body and mind. In fact, the ability to control
our body and mind, and to change our lives, our karma, depends
upon this breathing. One must concentrate on the breathing, or more
specifically upon the out-breath. All schools of Buddhism agree that
anapanasati (mindfulness of our breathing) was the Buddha
Shakyamuni's first teaching.
TAISEN DESHIMARU
Deshimaru had received the essence of the Zen teaching from his
master, I shin den shin, but its true he did not have the official Soto
shiho, and this meant, among other things, that his teaching wasn't
recognized in Japan. Much later, of course, when his mission had
grown almost to what it is today, he finally did receive official
recognition from the authorities in Japan. The late Reirin Yamada
Zenji wrote in his preface to The Voice of the Valley that, "Kodo
Sawaki gave Deshimaru the monk ordination, and with it Zen as
transmitted from Buddha to Buddha and from patriarch to patriarch.
Kodo Sawaki died abruptly however, and as the representative of the
Great Master, as well as Chief of Eiheiji, I, Yamada, officially gave
Taisen Deshimaru the
ZEN TODAY
Today there exist Rinzai and Soto Zen, and connected to these
two main schools are other sub-branches, some whose monks do
zazen without the kesa and some without any ceremony at all. Then
there are some who think of God during zazen, while others work on
their koans. Some schools combine koan practice and shikantaza
(literally, "zazen sitting only"), sometimes doing one, sometimes
doing the other. Professor H. Finney of the University of Vermont
writes about Zen practice in the States: "A final growth strategy
employed by some of the Zen centers is syncretism. To make the
practice of Zen more familiar and culturally meaningful, some
teachers have sought to blend it with aspects of religion or other
spiritual practices already familiar to Americans. "6
(People tend to think that it's a bad thing to compare. They can
mix one teaching with another maybe, but when it comes to saying:
"This teaching is better than that one," it's just not done. Particularly
in religion. When it comes to religion, we are entreated-to use
Christmas Humphreys' words-"to busy ourselves with where we
agree, and not with where we differ." Be this as it may, without true
criticism, says the master, religion dies. "I must make a profound
comparison and not just light criticism," says Deshimaru in this book.
"Rinzai Zen is sometimes very accurate. Certain points in the Rinzai
Roku impressed me very much. But now I understand that Dogen's
Zen is much deeper. So this is why I compare them now.")
VAL D'ISERE:
During these five weeks in Val d'Isere we sat in rows, one behind
the other, four and five deep. Beyond the large French windows
above the heads of those in zazen, some snow-capped mountains
could be seen, and the river d'Isere could be heard rushing beneath
the dojo. According to the custom, the master was seated to the right
of the entrance, and to the left sat the four kyosakumen. Directly to
the right of the master sat the simultaneous translator. Next in line
sat the secretary, and then the transcribers. There were two
transcribers, one of them writing the teaching down in French, the
other (myself, an American) in the original English. These kusens
(oral teachings) were given by the master in broken English, and
written down by the editor of this book and adapted by him into
current English.
A) ALTAR
B) DRUM
C) BELL
D) MOKUGYO
E) TATAMI
F) MASTER
G) SECRETARY
H) PILLAR
1) KYOSAKU MEN
I) 5HU55O
K) ZAFUS
L) GAITAN
Master Deshimaru, in quoting from the Rinzai Roku and other texts
written originally in Japanese or Chinese (as he does throughout this
sesshin), often spontaneously adapted the translations to suit the
needs of his listeners in the present situation. At other times he
translated directly from these original texts, also rendering
spontaneously. In this edition, every attempt has been made to verify
sources, but this was not always possible. The editing process was
somewhat handicapped in not having access to all the texts that the
master used. Unless otherwise stated, therefore, the reader is
advised to consider the translations of the texts mentioned in the
master's teaching to be his own adaptations, not the verbatim
versions of translators.
This book is not the work of a Zen writer nor of a Buddhist scholar,
but rather that of a disciple: an ordained monk, who sat regularly with
the master from 1972 until his death on April 30, 1982.
Kokoku Soryu
Rosetsu Ryuko
Ungai Kyozan
Shoryu Koho
Shokoku Zenko
Don't move!
9 P.M.
TWO BRAINS:
A great imbalance has arisen between these two brains, and this
imbalance is the cause of the most dangerous crisis existing in the
history of modern civilization. Modern psychology has confirmed this.
All religions, all moral doctrines, must in the end deal with this
problem.
Chukai!
U LY 22 / 7.30 A.M.
(The master arrives right after the beginning of zazen. A nun, ringing
a small bell, walks in front of him. The master does gassho and
takes his seat. After about forty minutes of silence, the master
addresses the assembly:)
Zazen is the best posture of the human being. Zazen is satori; it is
God; it is Buddha.
In modern times education is too soft. You here all receive soft
educations. You have all received educations which make your
minds become like encyclopedias.
From Nangaku came Baso and this soon came to be the Rinzai
line. Baso had a large forehead-he was always doing sampai
(prostration with forehead touching the ground) on a stone. Doing
sampai on a stone, Baso's mind completely woke up. The ideogram
Baso means horse's ancestor. He had a face like a horse. He was a
very strong master.
9 P. M.
Kyosaku!
(This said, four monks take up the kyosaku-a flat stick-and begin
administering it to those who ask.)
Rinzai followed Obaku's teaching for three years, with total purity
and practice. But he never asked his master any questions-he never
held even one mondo with him. He just followed Obaku consistently
for three years.
So one day Chin Son Shuku, the chief of the dojo, said to Rinzai:
"You must go visit the master. Have you no question to ask him?"
Three years with the Master and not one question to ask! Maybe
Rinzai already had satori.
"If you have no question," said the other, "then ask him what is the
essence of Buddhism."
Obaku did not reply. Instead he gave Rinzai the rensaku (a series
of blows given with the kyosaku). Obaku was big and strong, like his
own master Baso, and when he hit Rinzai, Rinzai quickly escaped.
"Yes," answered the disciple, "because I only got the stick from
him."
Rinzai returned. He did sampai, and Obaku again gave him the
rensaku: the kyosaku twenty times. Rinzai escaped once more.
The chief was waiting for him: "What? You back again?"
This time Rinzai got the stick even before he finished his
question....
"I have been with master Obaku for three years now," said Rinzai,
and he told Taigu all that had happened between him and Obaku.
"And when I asked Obaku what was the essence of Buddhism, he
gave me a total of sixty blows. So please tell me, what is the
essence of Buddhism?"
"But now you must return to Obaku," said Taigu. "He is a great
master, and anyhow your karma is to be his football."
"How are you?" said Obaku to him. "Do you understand the
essence of Buddhism now?"
But he could not outdo Rinzai. Rinzai became the most eminent of
the distinguished masters. And soon he became a hero of Chinese
Zen. Like Tokusan who had become famous for his strong kyosaku,
Rinzai became famous for his loud cry, kwat!
But Dogen did not much care for the kyosaku technique of
Tokusan. Nor did he for the Rinzai kwat-cry. In the latter part of
Shobogenzo Master Dogen gently, softly criticizes Rinzai.3
JULY23/7.30A.M.
SHIKAN SAMU
When Rinzai was living at Obaku's dojo, he dug the earth and
planted pine trees with some of the other disciples. So one day while
Rinzai was busy planting trees, a mondo took place between Obaku
and Rinzai.
So Obaku, pointing with his stick, said: "Right. You are not so
foolish. But you know, you received sixty blows of the stick from me.
You ate my sixty blows earlier in my room."
Obaku admired Rinzai. He said to him: "Surely you will spread our
Zen in the future and develop our seat."
During his stay in China, Dogen was about to leave for Japan on
his boat when an old monk came to buy some mushrooms on board.
Dogen watched him dry the mushrooms in the hot sun, and he said
to the old monk: "Why do you do such hard work, and in the hot sun
too? You are very old. Instead you could be doing zazen. Or reading
books and sutras in your temple. You are certainly a great roshi, I
can see that."
"You don't know true zen," replied the monk. "To study true zen, to
study the true way, is not only found in books or in zazen. To
concentrate on the true way is to find it in daily life. I am the tenzo
(chief cook), and so this is what I must do: be tenzo. This is my
responsibility. Others cannot do my work; they are not me and so
they cannot do my work."
8.30 P. M.
Those who ate too much spaghetti at dinner are sleeping during
zazen. You must not eat too much. Those who are sleepy, please put
your mind inside, behind the eyelids. And concentrate on posture.
Concentrate on the position of your fingers... Sleepiness is called
kontin: the mind drops down, down and becomes dark and drowsy.
Sanran is the opposite state of mind; here the mind is agitated,
dispersed and unconcentrated. Hishiryo-consciousness means no
kontin, no sanran; it is between kontin and sanran. It is beyond
consciousness.
Kyosakuman! Those who ate too much spaghetti, give them the
kyosaku. This way they will digest it quickly.
(The bell for kinhin has been struck and everyone doing zazen
stands up. Kinhin, which is zazen in motion, is practiced in a line,
one behind the other.)
I always say that kinhin is the basic posture at the root of all the
martial arts. It is the posture of a king. It is the royal posture.
(The bell ending kinhin has been struck and everyone returns to his
place.)
The gentle and kind Joshu received the monk's ordination while in
his eighties and he died at the age of 120, and so he had much
experience in many things.
JULY 24 / 7.30 A. M.
Do not look at those sitting beside you during zazen. Some people
here cannot fix their eyes, so they look about at the others and
sometimes they even wink. This way certainly they understand other
peoples' postures. ("Oh, his posture is not so good, not at all straight.
Hmmm, she has big hips!") But to look at their own posture is
another matter. This is very difficult to do. Please, shoulders down.
Press the sky with the head, press the earth with the knees.
At this moment the monk said softly: "From where comes this
music that you sing? What style, what school is it?"
(Clearly the monk knew that Rinzai came from the Obaku line.) So
Rinzai replied: "When I was in the Obaku dojo, I asked three times
the same question of Obaku, and three times I got the stick from
him."
"Rinzai replied: 'Your bad grass has not been torn up.'
Rinzai: 'Here in front of the governor you would take the old monk
for a ride! Get out! Don't disturb others and prevent them from asking
questions.' "5
Master Dogen writes that Rinzai mondos are always this way. This
question is often asked, but never does the Rinzai master give an
answer except through a katsu or by the kyosaku. A common
question in all Zen schools, but in the Rinzai school the question
always remains a koan, and so it is never resolved.
The result is that Rinzai monks are always thinking: "What is the
Buddha-nature? What is the essence of Buddhism? Of religion?"
The monks think of these koans while they eat, while they are on the
toilet. This is Rinzai Zen.
But the Rinzai master Joshu was different. I explained the Joshu
koan on the true actualization of satori: "Did you finish your
breakfast? Then you must wash your bowl."
This method of teaching is very natural. Dogen liked it. I too ask
you sometimes: "How are you? Ca va, madame?"
Dogen does not agree with this. No special mind was ever
transmitted.
Everything together
Is of our Shakyamuni Buddha
What are sutras? They are all the phenomena, all the cosmic
order. The river in the mountains, the sound in the valley, always
repeat the sutras of the Buddha.
Master Rinzai was always giving the stick and the katsu, and so
everyone continued to ask the same question: "What is the nature of
Buddha?" And in the end one obtained the Rinzai kensho.
Dogen, on his return from China, did not give koans to his
disciples. And at the temple of Koshoji in Uji near Kyoto Dogen
explained the meaning of genjo koan (genjo is the immediate
manifestation of things as they are), of Maka Hannya Haramitsu
(Great Sutra of the Profound Essential Wisdom and Beyond), and in
Bendowa (Study on the Importance of the Practice) he explained
Buddha's teaching. What is it? It is like this. Dogen explains all this
exactly.
JULY27/7A. M.
(The morning zazen begins, the master is at his place and the dojo is
completely quiet. Then, suddenly, there is the sound of voices
coming from the far end of the dojo, by the river, and then a woman
shouting. She is quickly escorted to the door. After a while the
master says:)
JULY 27/10 A. M.
"Why must I eat?" This is what the crazy girl (who caused the
commotion earlier) asked me this morning during genmai (rice soup).
In Rinzai they say one should not heed the teachings of the
patriarchs, one should not read the sutras. "Do not use the sutras.
During zazen only koans. Make your body and mind as dry trees, as
dead ashes. Be like a tub without a bottom."
"After this fashion," writes Master Dogen, "Rinzai followers are
completely in heresy and in devilry. They use that which they should
not use. And so the true Buddha Dharma becomes a mad dharma, a
devil's dharma. This is a pity."
There exist more than five thousand sutras and very few people
have ever read them. Rinzai people haven't read the sutras, and yet
they criticize them.
Rinzai went himself to the high seat, called himself a true master
and opened a dojo. He is not a true master, and so Rinzai followers
are more and more in error and in obscurity and in darkness. This is
a great pity.
Dogen always says that there is only shikantaza. That you must
concentrate only on zazen. But reading sutras is also important. A
balance is necessary.
Rinzai himself understood. But his disciples and his school only
imitate Rinzai, and imitation is not so good. These masters do not at
all understand. Just kwat!, the showing of the thumb, the waving of a
fly swatter, the hit of the stick.
When we protect the sutras and when we read them deeply, then
we are true Buddhists.
MONDO
Master: Not so good, not so bad. Tobacco calms you. And for those
who think too much tobacco is good. Whisky too is not so bad. But
too much of anything is not good. Balance is important.
But with drugs I don't agree. With drugs the brain becomes sick:
and then afterward it is difficult to come back to the normal condition.
Madame (excitedly): She was asking for help! She was asking for
love! Yet she was quickly removed from the dojo. Does the Zen
community here reject such people?
Master (taps his temple): You are a bit like her, too.
Master (taps his temple): You too, madame, are a bit crazy. The
nuns would not have been strong enough.
Third person (interrupting): She needed love and kindness!
I could have helped the crazy girl. As I did at the other camp in
Lodeve in southern France. This time in Lodeve I told her to look at
my face. "Look at my face." But she wouldn't. She looked
everywhere but at my face.
I could help her, of course, but it would take a long time, and if I
spend a long time on her, then I cannot teach you. Today I could not
give you the kusen! There was no kusen this morning! Why?
Bon appet?t! (says the master closing the mondo and rising to his
feet.)
JULY27/4 P. M.
Master Rinzai said from the high seat: "Upon the lump of red flesh
there is a true man of no status"-this is very famous in Rinzai-"who
ceaselessly goes out and in through the gates of your face. Those
who have not yet recognized him, look! look!" A monk came forward
and asked: "What is the true man of no status?" The master came
down from his high seat, grabbed the monk and said: "Speak!
Speak!" The monk hesitated. The master let him go and said: "What
a shitstick this true man of no status is!" Then he withdrew to his
quarters.
Very funny.
"Upon the lump of red flesh" means our body, or the five
aggregates.' Mui shin jin: the man of no status-this means the man
of no class, of no grade, of non-status, the true man.
Rinzai would not have understood Dogen's Genjo Koan, and in the
end he does not arrive to the deep bottom. He goes only halfway
down.
When Master Tozan was traveling with master Shinzan Somitsu,
Tozan pointed to a hermitage near the road and said: "In this
hermitage someone lives. And this 'someone' expounds on mind and
on nature."
Rinzai could not get to the very bottom. By the true man of no
status he cannot get satori. This is only half. By the man of status he
must get satori too.
While on the high seat a monk approached the master and did
gassho. Rinzai pronounced a katsu. The monk, surprised, said: "Old
Venerable, it would be better not to test me."
Rinzai: "Then you say it-where did it fall, the kwat?"
Rinzai Roku: "The chief monks met each other and both did katsu
together."
Very interesting.
Rinzai raised his hossu. The monk katsus, Rinzai katsus. Like
dogs, like ducks. To understand this by common sense is impossible.
This is not the real, the true way to study the Buddha. The way
which has been transmitted from Buddha to the patriarchs, says
Dogen, is not like this.
Now we will have a mondo. Mondo for idiots. Mondo for fools.
Messieurs, mesdames, tournez-vous.
MONDO
Answer: No, no. All I want is to compare Zen monks with Christian
priests.
Master: In the past Zen monks did not marry. In modem times
everyone marries. My master, however, was not married. Better not
to be married. But if you are and you have peace and quiet and
continue to progress in your zazen, then that is fine. Not an
important problem. What is important is to do zazen; what is
important is to become a true Zen monk. Zen is not a mortification,
nor is it asceticism.
If, in the monastery, you are always thinking about sex, then it
becomes a problem. Alone, without a woman and always thinking of
sex and always masturbating is not good.
When I visited the Trappists the first thing the Christian monks
there asked me was how I handled the sex problem: "How do you
solve sex for the young that are with you?"
The ceremony
QUESTION: What is the use of the ceremony?
Ceremony is very good for the concentration. When you sing the
Sutra of the Hannya Shingyo you can concentrate on the exhalation.
It is difficult to always concentrate on the exhalation during zazen,
but when you do it during the chant, it becomes unconscious,
automatic and natural. Same with the mokugyo (the wooden fish
which is beat during the chanting), the same with sampai.
You must repeat. This is very important. Repeat the good things
and your karma can become better. Repeat sex and you just
become tired. Sex is neither good nor bad, but repeat the good
things and your karma can change. Your face can change. Repeat
the bad things and your face changes, too.
Master: No, not the same. The kyosakumen have been taught to
give it differently to weak people like you.
Madame: Well, one of the kyosakumen hit me very hard. But before
they didn't hit me hard.
Master: So? Never mind. It is better that way. You should say to the
kyosakuman: Thank you very much.... Certainly it is because your
posture seen from behind looks very strong. In the beginning surely
you were weak. But now you are stronger. That is why you now
receive a stronger kyosaku. A strong kyosaku is better; it is not a
massage, the kyosaku. A soft kyosaku is not at all effective. If I give
you the kyosaku, I give it strongly, and you can get satori.
JULY 27 / 8.30 P. M.
Most people do not like criticism. But they should. They should say
thank you.
Most people believe that Rinzai's Zen is greater than Obaku's Zen.
But Rinzai Zen is foolish.
For three years he did not ask one question of his master, Obaku.
He was scared to go to Obaku's room, and all he did was zazen. So
the shusso insisted he go see the master.
"You have no question to ask?"
Obaku gave Rinzai the rensaku and Rinzai escaped. "Why did you
leave the master's room so quickly?" the shusso asked. "Very
painful," replied Rinzai. "The master's kyosaku is very strong and I
was afraid."
At this time Rinzai was too weak, too timid-like the woman in the
mondo today.
Until today Rinzai hasn't created one real, true phrase. All he did
was to imitate other masters. That he hit Obaku, good. Good theater.
But in doing this, all Rinzai did was to imitate Master Taigu.16 Taigu
educated him, and all Rinzai did after that was to imitate him. Only
imitation. To be a great master, you must create.
One must create from the bottom of mind. This way others are
influenced. Actors, when they create from their own experiences,
then their acting also influences others. This is art. This is creation.
The error of democracy is that people imitate others and do not
create anything. They have forgotten to create. To create is very
important. During zazen the power of creation arises automatically,
unconsciously, naturally. Certainly if you continue zazen your power
of creation will become great. I certify this.... So please, continue
zazen.... There is only one day and a half left.
Chukai!
JULY 28/7A. M.
I will now explain the Rinzai Shi Ryoken. Shi means four. So the
Shi Ryoken are the four principles of the Rinzai sect.
"A monk asked the master: 'How do you snatch away the man but
not the environment?'
The monk asked: 'How do you snatch away the environment but
not the man?'
Rinzai: 'When the king commands, his orders extend up to the
generals on the frontier, and the fighting ceases.'
Rinzai: 'The provinces of Hei and of Fu are cut off entirely, each
alone in its own place.'
Rinzai: 'When the king enters his precious palace, the peasants in
the field burst into song.' "►'
In Indian logic there exist four elements. Rinzai imitated this. The
Principles of Rinzai are not at all principles created by Rinzai.
So, the first principle is to throw away the man but not the
environment. Man is the subjective-while environment, the object, is
the objective. So the first principle is the negation of the subjective,
and the affirmation of the objective. (To say it differently:) Shiki is the
objective, the phenomenon, while ku is the subjective-it is not shiki
but the void. (Shiki means phenomenon and ku means emptiness.)
So the first is the object, not the subject. The second is the
subject, not the object. The third is the negation of both. The fourth is
the affirmation of both.
In Rinzai Roku Rinzai explains that he does not reject either. Like
this, like that. And Rinzai disciples say that their method of
education, that these Four Principles, are very deep philosophy.
But their method of education is not at all creative, not at all fresh,
and only imitation taken from ancient Indian logic.
How can we solve this problem in our daily lives? This is not a
problem simply of relativity.
In Soto we have the Five Go-i, the Five Degrees. One step, one
principle, has been added (to the four of Rinzai). I have explained
the go-i many times. She is the subject, hen is the object. So you
have She chu he- which became very well known in the time of
Tozan and Sozan. The object in the subject and the subject in the
object. Sho chu rai is only the subject. Hen chu she is only the
object. Ken chu to is both.
But for master Dogen, not only the Four Rinzai Ryoken, but also
the Five Soto Goi are childish methods. Rinzai's method is very
practical for koan discussion. But this method, and the Soto method,
are only a question of philosophy and they activate nothing but the
frontal brain.
This is Soto Zen. The now is important. Not the past or the future.
Now, here. How do we do.
JULY 28/10A.M.
Many people have not come for zazen today. The kyosakumen
must verify in the rooms and take names, and find out why these
people did not come to zazen. Why? Sick? Fifteen people sick?
Zazen is effective. And if you are tired and if you continue your
zazen, then it is even more effective.
Magic power means will power. When you are in difficulty, force
yourself and you can obtain magic power.
At the dead person's house the disciple Zangen pointed out the
coffin to his master Dogo. "Is this dead or alive?"
Dogo: "I won't say."
MONDO
Master: Universal love. Universal love and egoistic love are not the
same. In the former you must have sympathy. If one becomes sad,
you become sad. Same mind. It is not for one's self, not for egoistic
reasons.
Without wisdom love is blind, and blind love is not true love.
In modem times most parents love, love, love their children.
Attachment. Egoistic love. So the children escape.... A mother
whose daughter was always doing zazen came to me to complain.
This mother was not at all happy. She wanted to keep her daughter
to herself and to protect her. The daughter was twenty-four or
twenty-five and she wanted to escape. So the mother gave her a
beautiful house, but the daughter broke down the walls. There was
too much attachment. This is not real education, not real
compassion.
The Rinzai line also exists today; but it was the shusso of Obaku
who was the one who actually created the Obaku line (and not
Obaku's disciple Rinzai).
After the time of Obaku (d. 850) his sect began to mix Zen and
Nembutsu. During zazen they recite the nembutsu. A bit noisy in the
mind. In the Chinese temples on the mainland, which I visited before
the Second World War, there too it is completely mixed. In China
there was no Tendai, no Shingon, no Tibetan, but only Nembutsu
and Zen. And the Obaku sect mixed the two.
In Japan the Rinzai, Soto and Obaku sects are very separate. In
Japan the Rinzai temples are beautiful, like Dai Nan Myoshinji in
Kyoto and Kenchoji Engakuji in Kamakura. But these temples are
completely separate, one from the other. In the Rinzai sect there
exists no general chief, for each temple has its own chief (and he is
autonomous). While in Soto there is only one chief (Eiheiji); it has
been so since the time of its founder, Dogen.
Master: I don't know. No one knows. Had someone put the kesa in a
vacuum fifteen hundred years ago, it might be possible to know.
Once I looked at the kesa of Fuyo Dokai (who taught around the
year 1000). It was in the treasure room at Eiheiji. Master Nyojo had
given it to Dogen, who brought it with him from China, about eight
hundred years ago. I opened its box and looked inside. There was
almost nothing, only dust, and bits of material. It did not have the
form of a kesa.
But the Buddha's bowl was of iron, so it is possible that this has
lasted. No it's not possible. The symbol is enough. Symbol. The kesa
of Shakyamuni is the same as Bodhidharma's.
Wisdom is necessary.
Master: If you do not forget her, you will forget another. If you
concentrate on her, you cannot concentrate on another. So, without
object is better. If you think I must do zazen now, so that I can help
her, then this is not such a good zazen.
Commentary on metaphysics
QUESTION: A Tibetan monk once said, "The world exists but the
world is not real."
I exist, but what does this mean? (The master holds his head.) Ah,
but no, this is only my head. This is skin.... Today, tomorrow: the
body changes. The cells change. In seven years all the cells will
have renewed themselves. The skin, the intestines. In seven years it
is no longer me. It is the same with the world.
Master: The world exists: this is a physical problem. The world does
not exist: this is a metaphysical problem. Reality is a physical
problem, it is physical. And to compare these two (i.e., the physical
and the metaphysical) is difficult.
When one dies another world exists. Each person has his own
cosmos, and when he dies his cosmos finishes; but this karma
continues, continues. When we die our body returns to the elements
of the earth, and so we never finish. Mind and body are unity.... But
metaphysical problems cannot be certified. This is imagination. And
not a religious problem. In a true religion they do not touch on this
problem, and they do not make commentaries on it. Only egoistic
people think of living for eternity.
Master: Always why? Why? Why? For physical reasons? For health
reasons? For mental reasons? Which do you mean?
In the lotus you can sit for a long time without fatigue. But sit on
your knees, Japanese style, and you are not stable. You swing back
and forth, you quickly get tired, and right away your knees begin to
hurt.
The lotus posture is very exact. (The master takes up the full
lotus.) See? Now the posture is fixed.
JULY28/4 P.M.
But Dogo would not tell him. To tell him was impossible.
"Iwazu."
The disciple hit the master, and it was a hard blow. In the past the
disciples were very strong. But so was Dogo. (Dogo was in the line
of Seigen and Yakusan.)
Anyway, even after being hit by his disciple, Dogo still would not
say anything more.
After Dogo died, Zangen went to visit master Sekiso, and he asked
the same question.
Then one day Sekiso came across Zangen while he was digging
the ground with a hoe, and he asked him: "Why do you dig the
ground?"
"I am searching for the spiritual bones of the master," said Zangen.
"And even if I can't find them, my power will become strong."
Zangen now has respect for the master, though dead. Before he
doubted and he hit his master. Now he digs, without doubt.
What is Iwazu?... A Tibetan monk once said that the world exists,
but that it is not real. This problem is both physical and metaphysical.
Put these two factors together and four possible answers appear.
These answers are explained through a method found in ancient
Indian logic, and later in Rinzai's Four Principles.
Does the earth exist, or not? The Tibetan monk gave only one
answer: it exists but it does not exist. It exists therefore it is
nonexistent.
In these mondos, there are too many questions. So I too would like
to go kwat! like Rinzai. But I am a Soto monk and I don't kwat....
Some questions are so stupid.
The world exists but does not exist, this is an answer. And Dogo's
"Iwazu, Iwazu!" is also an answer. But hishiryo is beyond all this. No
answer. Silence is sometimes the best answer.
The solutions to these koans are found in Dogen's work, but they
are found in a form beyond that of Soto master Sozan's Five
Degrees, beyond master Rinzai's Four Principles, beyond professor
Einstein's theory of relativity.
MONDO
Stephane: Yes.
Master (laughing): You are crazy like your mother. You are just one
step ahead of the crazy girl.... Stephane is very honest and pure,
and he has lots of humor-but not much wisdom. Another question?
But as each person is different, you must look at his face before
you answer. Even though the merits of zazen are infinite, you must
still use a means. Another question?
This year I have been thinking of whom to give it to. The shiho is
not at all difficult; but I must send the documents to the Central
headquarters in Japan (Eiheiji). This is formalism. If I give the shiho,
and if it is not truly official, it is still the true shiho. With it you can
become a true, great master. An international master.
Master: Art? You must not make categories. German people are
always making categories. Zen and art are not the same. Zen is
infinite, and so it can of course include art. Zen is art, fine. Zen
includes art. Sometimes art, sometimes religion. It includes
everything.
Kwat!
Master: Mainly in Japan now. There are none left in China, or very
few-and one in Hong-Kong. And very few too in America.
In Japan there are more than fifteen thousand Soto temples, and
there should be a master in each one of them. The rule is that to
become chief of a temple you must receive the shiho.21 In France
there is the temple at Avalon and the Paris temple. So if I give the
shiho, each one of you will nominally become the chief of these
temples for one or three months. I make it very easy.
Master: Contradiction. But you must have both. To have a strong ego
and to have an egoistic ego are not the same. You must have
confidence in yourself. You must find your true ego-and at the same
time abandon it. Yet, you must not forget yourself.
Continue zazen and your true ego will become strong, and you will
find your original self.
You are not interchangeable with someone else. You are only you.
A man is not just hair and organs. You have a speciality, an
originality of your own. But if you wish to find it, you must abandon
ego. Abandon all, and only true ego remains. Everyone has karma,
everything has it-dust, mud. But clean your karma and you can find
your true originality. To abandon your ego, you abandon your karma.
Abandon egoistic ego and you become true ego. This ego here is
very important. Socrates said, "Know yourself." You are not another.
You must find your true self.
Rinzai Zen spread widely during Dogen's time (in the 1200s), and
many many Rinzai monks from the mainland visited Japan. So
Dogen felt that he too must spread Soto Zen, and he studied more
and more deeply Rinzai.
Before, I too, like Dogen, admired Rinzai Zen.22 But now as I must
certify Soto Zen, it is necessary to compare the two. I must make a
profound comparison, and not just light criticism. Rinzai Zen is
sometimes very accurate. Certain points in Rinzai Roku impressed
me very much. But now I understand that Dogen's Zen is much
deeper. So this is why I compare them now. Nobody until today has
compared them like this. I am making a true, deep comparison.
Certainly I want to find out where Rinzai Zen is deeper than Dogen
Zen, but....
J U LY 28 / 8.30 P.M.
During these ten days I have been very happy. Everyone has
continued zazen. Your postures are very good. The new people are
very sincere, and my Paris disciples have completely developed.
Now it is they who must educate the new disciples.
I think that the reason why you have all assembled here to do
zazen is because you are seeking the true way. If you were here just
for your own health, then you could have gone to the beach, to
Cannes or Nice.... Why have you come here? For the mountains and
the fresh air? I do not think so. I see this in your back when you are
in the posture.
Zazen is the true gate of the Dharma, the gate to true peace, to
true freedom, for eternity. Zazen is the highest play, and I am very
pleased to have played here together with you.
You, united here, form a spiritual family which extends into eternity.
Your intimacy here is greater than any other; greater than the
intimacy of family, of parent, of brother or sister. The family is only for
one lifetime, but for those who enter the dojo, and sit beside one
another, and practice together this ten-day sesshin, an eternal family
has been formed.
Only during zazen can you become truly deep. Here you can find
your true ego, and your karma can vanish-even if you are in pain,
even if bonnos arise.
I certify exactly that zazen will help you throughout all your life.
When we die we enter alone into the coffin. In the end our voyage
is completely alone.
I have long experienced solitude and now my mind and face are
fixed.... Along the way, in my youth and for fifty years, many waves
came, many troubles and difficulties, and it was not always easy.
Zazen alone helped to support my mind, and so I could still become
strong. My disciple, Stephane, said that whenever he has troubles
(and even headaches), he does zazen and they go away. I told him
that he was foolish, but this is not true. At such times zazen supports
our lives.
I said today that you and Shakyamuni are the same. I have sat for
thirty years in the posture of Shakyamuni Buddha. It is the same as
the boddhisattva posture. It is the same as Dogen's. If the posture is
the same, the mind is the same. The flow of the six senses never
ceases.
Chukai!
JULY29/7A.M.
At the same time Soto people called the Rinzai followers kanna-
zen. Kanna-Zen, which was established by master Daie, means to
observe the spoken word. This was a talking Zen, discussion and
debate Zen. It always ended with a katsu.
"MU! //
What is Mu?"
So Rinzai Zen spread in China while Soto did not. Because Soto
was only mokusho, silence. Shining on others in silence. Shining by
oneself.
Discussion has nothing to do with Zen. Not all Rinzai disciples are
like this.
Monks who sleep during zazen, who only eat and sleep and never
think, these monks are the worst.
In a Zen dojo one eats only twice a day, breakfast and lunch.
There is no dinner. So, depending upon the number of people
arriving regularly at his dojo, Fuyo Dokai would decrease the rice by
increasing the water in the morning genmai soup. More people more
water.
Sometimes, at the Paris dojo, I imitate this method.
Then came Soto master Wanshi and Rinzai master Daie. And in
the dispute between the two schools, the two methods developed
(mokusho and kanna).
JULY 29/10 A. M.
This is the last zazen of the first sesshin. The permanent disciples,
however, will continue to do zazen throughout the month of August.
The first spoonful, it is said in the sutra Bussho Kapila, is to cut the
bad. The second is to practice the good, and the third is to help, to
educate, all mankind. This does not mean to educate with
knowledge, or to educate through science.
The kai, or the sila in Sanskrit, are the precepts, the morals, the
rules. In Mahayana Buddhism the kai are of a very high dimension.
(The Master walks up and down the lines of two hundred people
practicing kinhin. He examines the postures.)
Everyone here has a good posture now. Don't forget this posture
when you return to your homes. Come back again for another
sesshin. Come back and practice again.
Sometimes one must jump into the muddy waters of social life. In
Mahayana Buddhism one is to become pure, not just for oneself but
for others too.
Some men say that they must help others, so what they do is they
help women. They pass through one after another. So too with
women: they pass on from gigolo to gigolo.
One must not forget the kai, the moral precepts, for they too are
important.
Take the thief: objects change place, and looked at from a high
dimension, there is no crime, anywhere.
But don't forget morals: they are important. Don't kill, don't steal,
don't practice sexual perversity, don't lie or harm with words. It is like
this.
In Buddha's time drinking alcohol was not allowed. Transposed
into contemporary times this means don't become drunk, don't
become foolish.
Patience. This is the last zazen, the last kyosaku, the last fuse.
Receive the kyosaku and it will become a fuse.
When you return to your homes I hope that you will not forget your
postures as they are now. And your pure mind. I truly hope you will
remember.
Chukai!
SESSHIN:
(The sound of the inkin (the small bell) can be heard tinkling in the
distance. The master is coming. Before taking his seat, the master
quickly passes behind the two hundred fifty people sitting in zazen,
examining their postures. His tour completed, the master takes his
seat and the dojo falls quiet. After a silence of thirty or so minutes, he
addresses the assembly:)
Sesshin means to touch true mind. You must find your own true
mind.
If you follow exactly this sesshin, you can change your body and
your mind.
If your posture is exact, then your body and mind will return to the
normal condition.
There are many Germans here for this sesshin.
Soto Zen and Rinzai Zen are not the same. Professor Suzuki
spread Rinzai Zen, but only through books. Not through practice. He
did not practice zazen. This is a great pity.2
I have brought Dogen's Zen to Europe, and now it is here for the
first time. So I hope that those who have come to this sesshin, I hope
that all people will become educators and masters of Soto Zen.
Anyhow, you can understand what is the true posture, what is the
essence of Soto Zen, you can understand this exactly, even after one
sesshin.
If in Germany and elsewhere people ask you what is Soto Zen, I
hope that you will be able to explain it and to teach it exactly.'
RINZAI EDUCATION:
Rinzai sesshins are very strong, and for powerful people it is not so
bad. I experienced sesshins in a Rinzai temple when I was young. I
escaped. Rinzai Zen is tougher than the army.4
HITTING TO EDUCATE
Those who wish to receive the kyosaku, please ask for it. When
you are in kontin or in sanran, then you must ask for it. When your
knees are in pain and you can no longer be patient, then it is good to
receive the kyosaku. To receive the kyosaku is not like receiving a
punishment.
During the day off yesterday some of the permanents entered the
kitchen without permission. This is forbidden. To enter the kitchen
during the day off, and to eat the food during sesshin, this is
forbidden! And it has been this way since the beginning.
In Soto Zen the tenzo (chief cook) is very important. Like that of the
chief of the dojo. If the tenzo makes even the smallest mistake during
sesshin, he is removed as tenzo. The atmosphere of sesshin
depends also on the tenzo, and so the teachings to the tenzo are
very important. Dogen wrote this in Tenzo Kyokun.
I do not want to mention their names. They are two strong boys,
however they must receive it.
They ate food in the kitchen. They stole food that even the dog
didn't steal. Worse than dogs.
Zazen is like water in a glass. Leave the water to sit quietly and
soon the dirt will sink down, down, and the water will become pure.
Continue zazen for the next ten days and you will become
completely calm.... But then one must also follow the rules of the
dojo, and not go to the Santa Lucia and become dirty and abnormal.5
MIND MOVING
But do zazen even once and you get satori: because satori is to
come back to the normal condition.
But then, after zazen, after the drum (announcing the end of
zazen), after the ceremony, everyone runs into the town (of Val
d'Isere) and starts dancing again-especially the permanents here-and
the dirt returns.
It's like looking at the car we are in. Oh, it is the car that's moving!...
Moving towards the coffin.
At this moment the true religious mind arises. But most people do
not understand this. They think that it is the landscape moving.
Especially the child. For the child everything is beautiful, everything
moves. The landscape is beautiful. So is Tibetan Buddhism. So is
Yoga.
During the first sesshin, a woman gave me a book by Castaneda.7
It is in English and I read a little. Interesting landscape. The sounds
too: Don Juan. The woman told me she has been studying this
teaching for ten years now. But now, she says, she understands that
Zen is of a much higher dimension.
Once people understand that they are moving towards the coffin,
they try to slow down, they let up on the accelerator.... However,
others in our modem civilization seem only to want to go faster and
faster. At one hundred kilometers an hour. At two hundred kilometers.
Dangerous.
For those who have a pure, clear, tranquil mind, in the end their
karma becomes good and they become happy.
It is mind which moves, not the exterior. Most people though, do not
understand this, and they sleep in their coffins.
MASTER NYOJO:
He was like raw iron
At first Dogen observed the landscape and it was Rinzai Zen which
was moving. But later his mind deepened and he began to look at
himself, and when he finally met great Soto master Nyojo, Dogen
understood, and at that time he had received a big satori.
The Rinzai Zen which Dogen practiced was like all Rinzai Zen: the
katsu, the kyosaku, raising the hossu,8 holding up the thumb, and
conducting clever discussions. Then he met master Nyojo.
Nyojo had a strong, gentle face, and he was always doing zazen.
Without katsus, without discussions, and with little kyosaku. Nyojo did
not much use the kyosaku, but he was not always gentle and sweet.
Sometimes he would get angry, like thunder.
It was better to look at him from the outside. This is how Dogen
saw him, from the outside.
So, Dogen became a disciple of the Rinzai master Eisai, the most
prominent Zen master of the time. And it was then that he also
became close friends with Eisai's shusso, the disciple Myozen.
Eisai had introduced Rinzai Zen to Japan; his Zen was not so pure
as his disciple Myozen's. While Eisai was a Rinzai monk, he was also
a Tendai monk, a Shingon monk and a kito monk.
Until now all the masters Dogen had met had told him that he must
distinguish himself, that he must become famous, that he must
become useful to his country, and that he must obtain the greatest
honors in Japan and in the entire world.
During zazen some people become sleepy. Kontin. They are too
calm, too tired, so they sleep.... Others are too nervous, too active,
they think too much. Sanran. Both states are bad. Between these two
states is hishiryo.13
When you are in sanran, you must drop your mind, down, onto your
fingers.... Right now there is too much activity rising in me and I want
to cough. When you are in sanran, this is what happens: you want to
let out your breath. So, at this time you must push down with your
breath, you must exhale deeply and so push down on your intestines,
and at the same time you must place your mind on your fingers
between the thumbs.
When in kontin, though, you must place your mind between your
eyelids. With these methods you can find your balance, your
equilibrium. This is how it always is in daily life-sometimes sleepy,
sometimes active.
After zazen you go dancing. A good gymnastic. Good for the body.
But not so good for spiritual training. Better to become quiet. Like
water in a glass. The water settles and so it becomes clear. But
shake it up and the water only becomes troubled. Zazen is to return
to the normal condition. To become pure and clean; like dirty water
clearing in a glass. Down, down, down. And so it returns to its normal
condition.
It was then that I met Kodo Sawaki. "I make great effort not to
succeed. And the best method for this is zazen." What a waste of
time, I thought.
When I arrived in Europe ten years ago, no one was doing zazen.
But now it has spread.
Eisai kept telling Dogen: "You must become a great master. You,
alone, must become the National Master, the master to the emperor."
But Dogen did not understand this. Instead he thought that he should
sail to China. Perhaps in China he could find a truly great master, a
master not concerned with greatness.
It was then that an old monk came out to the ship to buy some
shitake (a special sort of Japanese mushroom), and an important
staple in this monk's temple.... Well, (it so happened that) this old
monk was the chief tenzo of the Soto temple Keitokuji.
So, Dogen and this tenzo had a mondo. Not a strong mondo. Just a
conversation. But which later became famous in Buddhist history.
This tenzo was very strong and he had a big and very deep face.
But now it was in the middle of summer and very hot too hot to work-
and this monk was old; he was in his late sixties. Dogen and the
tenzo had a conversation, and the exchange completely impressed
Dogen. Dogen did not get satori, and yet he remembered this
conversation until he died. It was this conversation he had with the
tenzo, with this tenzo who worked like a common laborer, which
changed him and opened his doubt.
Chukai!
AUG. 3 / 7.30 A.M.
Last night I could not sleep and this morning I am in kontin. Even
for a master, it is not always easy to do zazen. At 2 A.M. this morning
a mad woman came to visit me. I opened the door and she embraced
me. There was no way to escape; she is big like a hippopotamus, and
she held me in a rugby hold. My secretary came running up, but she
couldn't break the big woman's hold on me. My secretary is too small
and too thin, and all she could do was to look at us. Then Madame
Monnot arrived. Then the doctor, and also Evelyne. And finally
Cassan came. Cassan is a strong monk and he helped me (free
myself from the woman's embrace). It was completely comic theater.
Then, early this morning, around five or six, I heard the banging of
the han (the wood). Stephane, who wakes us up with the wood in 'the
morning, must have made a mistake, I thought. Too early. I opened
the door and again the woman threw herself on me. (She had been
knocking at my door, imitating exactly the sound of the han.) So
Stephane came and others too. Most of my disciples who sleep near
me did not sleep last night. And me, I only slept two hours. Kontin.
So Dogen offered the old monk some good Japanese tea, and then
he said: "What do you want these Japanese mushrooms for?"
"I must prepare them for the many monks in my temple. We are in
sesshin now and these mushrooms are necessary. They are very
good. So I have come here."
"Thirty-five kilometers."
"Oh," said Dogen, "you have very far to go. And even if you leave
right now, you won't arrive at your temple before dark. So perhaps, if
you will, you can stay with me here in my stateroom. I want to speak
to you. Please, you must teach me true Zen."
"No, I cannot stay," replied the tenzo. "If I do not return now, then
tomorrow morning I will not have enough time to prepare the food."
"But there must be many monks in your temple, and other cooks
too. So I cannot see that there would be any problem if you were
absent for just one night. Please, stay here."
I can telephone for you," said Dogen. (Ah, this was not possible
then.)
"But you are very old," continued Dogen. "Even for kitchen work
you are too old. I can see that you are a very great monk. So
shouldn't you be reading books instead?" Just that, and a little zazen,
and some whiskey? This is what Dogen thought. Dogen thought that
the reading of books and sutras, that intellectual work, was more
important than manual work. Dogen had felt that in the study of
Buddhism reading was more important than practice.
"Pretty boy, pretty young monk," said the tenzo (and what he then
said has since become famous): "You do not know the true meaning
of the word." He said only this-in a loud voice. Then he laughed.
"How we practice the way, this you do not know."
"But what is bendo?" Dogen asked. "What is the true word? The
true way? How do we practice the true way?"
The tenzo replied briefly: "Your question itself is the word, it is the
practice of the way. Practice your question, and you will become a
true follower of the way."
This answer is clear. But at that time, Dogen did not completely
grasp it. What is this Chinese man trying to say? Dogen still could not
understand the Chinese monk's words.
So, Dogen set a rendezvous with the tenzo to visit his temple.
"Surely, if you come I will welcome you. But right now I must leave
and return to my temple."
AUG. 3 / 9 P.M.
The tenzo's answer is very simple: one, two, three, four. The true
way exists everywhere. It is not hidden.15
Until then Dogen had thought that the word was not at all important.
Dogen had studied Rinzai Zen under Eisai, and the Rinzai monks had
taught that the word was not important. That the essence of Zen
exists outside the word. That, on the other hand, the true way exists
only in the dojo, in the temple. That the practice of becoming a monk
consists only in ceremonial practice, sutra reading and zazen in the
temples. All else they felt (and Dogen too had felt) was not
necessary.
Tendai, and many other Buddhist sects too, had rendered the
ceremonies very complicated, and so, to become a monk one had
only to understand how to practice these ceremonies, read the sutras
and perform kito.
But with this reply from the tenzo, Dogen's whole mind changed.
Everywhere you can practice, everywhere you can learn to become a
true monk. The practice exists everywhere. It is not hidden.
Stephane asked me today why I went to the Santa Lucia the other
night. This is why.... But it is not necessary to dance to become a
monk. What is necessary is to find where it exists. It exists
everywhere. In standing, in sitting, everywhere.
One must realize the word of Buddha. The word of Buddha is also
the mind of Buddha. Read the sutras and you can find the exact mind
of Buddha.
Master Rinzai and the Rinzai sect have this saying, which has
become famous: Do not depend upon the word.
In Rinzai Zen, they say that the true mind of Buddha exists outside
the sutras. This is what they say. But Dogen did not agree. Both exist.
If you read mistakenly the sutras, then of course what they say is
not true. But if you read them accurately, if you read them truly, then
you will find in them the essence of Buddhism.
A CELESTIAL WONDER
Anyhow, Dogen was completely impressed with the fervor, with the
faith, of this tenzo. Had the old tenzo not taught Dogen this, then in
the later encounter between Dogen and Nyojo, Dogen would not
have had satori.
In Soto Zen, the tenzo is very important. Until his death, Dogen
always visited the tenzo before he went to bed.
I do not do it (i.e., sampai) for Guy or for Laurent, but if one day
they become like the old tenzo, then I too will do sampai to them.
It was because of this old tenzo's teaching that Dogen became the
great master that he was. To have met this tenzo was a gift from
heaven, a celestial wonder.
Monks of the Rinzai sect have climbed up onto the lion's seat and
proclaimed themselves great masters of the transmission. And so this
Zen of theirs spread throughout China; this Zen which is not at all
true. Their Zen is zusan.
What is the difference between Soto and Rinzai? The root is the
same. So from where comes the mistake? Of course, their customs
differ: Rinzai monks sit differently; they do not sit facing a wall, the
position of their hands are different. But never mind, this is not
important.
Since the Soto and Rinzai source is the same, why did Dogen
choose to follow Nyojo and not Rinzai?
Patience.
RINZAI - SOTO:
Asahina proposed that I come join him at his Rinzai dojo for the
summer. So I thought, why not? It's certainly a nice place. I'll be able
to go swimming in the sea, I'll have time to read books, and for a
change I won't go back to my own home. So I went to his dojo. But
there wasn't any time for anything but zazen. We did zazen all the
time, from morning to night. It was even beyond mortification. Not
once could I rest. So I sat in zazen in a corner of the dojo. But the
kyosakuman was always hitting me-without my asking for it. The stick
he used was very big and very long, and it hurt. Anyway, one morning
this kyosakuman hit me on top of the head, by mistake. I became
mad, like the crazy woman here, and I grabbed the kyosaku from him
and began hitting him back with it. Everyone in the dojo jumped up to
stop me. But at that time, I was second Dan in Kendo-a champion-
and I attacked everyone with the stick. Then quickly I escaped from
the temple, crying out: "Zen is not true Buddhism! Zen is complete
violence!" Anyway, the dojo had been transformed into a battlefield.
The mondos lasted only a few minutes, nonetheless, the only thing
we ever felt was fear. The master would growl something which I
could not understand. It sounded like a foreign language. So I said: "I
can't understand." He replied: "You must do more zazen."
I did sampai as fast as I could and got out quickly. The following
morning it was the same thing. I would tell him very quickly: "I cannot
understand," and then just as quickly escape. And finally I would say
to him:-"I cannot understand, I cannot understand"-even before he
could ask his question.
This is how it was. Pure formalism. This is why Dogen criticized the
Rinzai method. He said that it was not complete, that it was only
formalism.
Anyway, in the middle of the kendo fight in the dojo, I escaped and
went right off to see master Asahina-he was not doing zazen with us,
he was in bed sleeping-and I told him what had happened. I told him
that Zen was pure violence. That it had nothing at all to do with
religion. And I said that I was finished with it.
Asahina laughed loudly: "In the history of Zen, only you have
attacked the kyosakuman!"
AUG. 4 / 9 P.M.
Kyosaku!
In the West, the women are strong, the men are weak.
(Addressing the latter:) Kyosakuman! You must hit accurately. Not
on the bones, not on the head.
Sounds are important in Soto. This bell ending kinhin (which has
just been struck) has a good sound, and it resounds for a long time.
But when B... hit it just now, it went piffl
A master can tell if a disciple has satori from the sound he makes
on the bell. In Rinzai sounds are not so important... Kwat!-this is more
important.... Yesterday, M. and C. were on the drums and they were
weak. Today the drummers are too strong. Zusan.
Some of you are always making bad sounds. When you cough. But
make a good coughing sound, and I will do gassho to it. Even when
you make a Bros pet (big fart) you must take care. Gros pets are not
forbidden in zazen. But you must not be zusan.
Sometimes, if the sound of the stick is correct, then you will not
even need to receive it yourself, as the sound itself will be sufficient.
For the proper sound, the kyosakuman must hold the kyosaku at
ten or fifteen centimeters from one extremity, and hit with the top
fifteen centimeters of the other extremity. Some women are afraid to
give it and they hit almost at the handle. So the sound is poor.
Even if you meet your father and mother, you must kill them. Meet
your family, kill your family. You can obtain true satori at that moment.
Be not attached to anything and you can obtain true satori, true
freedom.18
Chukai!
Everything together
What is the difference between Soto and Rinzai? Why have they
remained separate until today? Most people do not know, and if they
come across Dogen's words, all they think is that Dogen is just doing
propaganda for Soto. This is not important. What is important are the
reasons for Dogen's criticism.
Dogen addressed Nyojo: In Rinzai Zen their masters say that there
exists a special transmission outside of the sutras. Do not use the
word, this is what they say. Do not depend upon it. For the
transmission is to be found outside the sutras. This is why, for them,
Bodhidharma came from the West....
Time is up. I will continue this kusen during the sesshin which starts
in two days." After the ceremony I will give four new kesas, to those
who have made them. Then we will have a procession outside, and
also a group photo. Everyone, please, come for the photo. If I cannot
find you in the photo, I will think that you were not here for this
sesshin.
AUG.7/7A.M.
SATORI
Do not run after, do not escape from; this is the condition of satori.
One must not seek the truth-so it is written in Shodoka. Do not
escape your illusions.
The highest way is not difficult; satori is not difficult. Satori simply
means not to select.
If the body is strong and the mind is weak, the body kills mind. And
you become insane. If the mind is strong and the body weak, then
mind kills body. And you commit suicide.
In the tenth year of Eihe (by the Chinese calendar) master Matto
(Kyasapa-matanga in Sanskrit) arrived in China riding on a white
horse, and carrying with him the sutras of the Buddha. It was in the
tenth year of Eihe, that is sixty-seven years after the birth of Christ,
when Matto arrived in China, with fortytwo sutras. And from this
moment true Buddhism spread throughout China. Some four hundred
years later Bodhidharma arrived in China, and according to the Rinzai
teaching, Bodhidharma did not bring any sutras with him, but rather
he brought with him a secret Zen. Kyo ge betsu-den. This is what
Rinzai followers claim, and most people believe it to be true.
Bodhidharma did not deny the sutras, and his transmission spread.
Yet it is said in Rinzai Roku that Bodhidharma denied the sutras. That
they were toilet paper.20
So in the year 67, the tenth year of Eihe, Matto brought the sutras
to China. And Dogen, who respected the sutras, (subsequently)
named his temple Eiheiji-after the arrival of the sutras in the tenth
year of Eihe. Dogen also had great respect for Bodhidharma; he felt
him to be the embodiment of the true essence of the transmission
coming from the Buddha and the patriarchs.
There do not exist two separate sorts of Buddhism in this world,
Nyojo had replied to Dogen's question. This is very clear.
Bodhidharma alone transmitted the true teaching. And so Nyojo's
teaching and not Rinzai's was the true one. The only one. This is
what Dogen came to feel. The true truth is unique.
The Buddha turned the flower in his fingers and smiled, and no one
undertood. Except Mahakasyapa. "You alone understand," Buddha
said to him, "so I transmit to you the shobogenzo. "21
But Nyojo's reply to Dogen was not mistaken. In the great way of
the Buddhas and the patriarchs there is no inside and no outside to
the teachings. There are not two types of Buddhism.
Don't move, don't move. Don't wait for the sound of the bell. Don't
run after the end of zazen.
Dogen's mondo with Nyojo took place in 1225. But not until 1241
did he write about it in Bukkyo. Sixteen years later; a long time.
Even if you do zazen, even if you understand it, the merit of it, its
effect does not appear immediately. It realizes itself later.22.
If you do zazen here and now, and even if you cannot reach,
cannot touch, the point of satori, and you continue anyhow to follow
the master (and to follow the sutras-sometimes you must follow the
master, sometimes you must follow the sutras, for both are
necessary) and you continue and continue but you do not touch-like a
hundred arrows which miss the targetit is still possible that after
fifteen or twenty years you will be given the shiho. It is possible after
three years too.
Even though I have continued zazen for forty or fifty years, it is only
now that I really understand master Kodo Sawaki's teaching. I
understood before, but then it was only an objective understanding.
Now I have subjective confirmation. To the bottom of my heart. I
thank you very much, my master. Today I am completely impressed
with my master, Kodo Sawaki.
We have the spirit of the way, we practice the way of Buddha, and
we do so with great and honest effort, sometimes by following the
master's teaching (waku ju-toshiki: waku means sometimes, ju to
follow, toshiki the great intelligent master) and sometimes by following
the sutras of the Buddha, and yet we still miss the target. One
hundred zazen practices and not one hit.
Everything is like this. The past kusens were not at all effective,
there was no hit, just sleep-like some are doing here right now. The
kusen is no more effective than a dog who hears the words "I love
you, I love you." He doesn't understand a thing. Better to give the dog
a steak. This way you make a direct hit in one shot.
This works for a dog, but for a human during zazen, he hears one
hundred kusens and not one of them hits the mark; because he is
thinking of dancing. Or of food: "What's on the menu for lunch?
Couscous? Spaghetti? We are always eating spaghetti. That's all
right for the Italians, but not for me. Potatoes? Good for the
Germans."
Some have come for one, two, three years and they still do not
understand. There is no hit. "Zazen is good. If I continue I can
become a 'permanent,' and then I will only have to pay 840 francs for
the forty days 24 That's cheap. Cheaper than other summer camps."
These people do not hit the mark. And some of them become even
worse! Their direction is mistaken. It is like someone who wants to go
to Marseille, heads off in the direction of Paris.
Then Dogen met Nyojo, and at this time the most important thing
(obstruction) in Dogen's life vanished-all his doubts vanished.
Dogen also noticed that Nyojo was different than Rinzai. There
were no kwat! No mondo. Only zazen, from morning to night.
This was all there was to Buddha's life. There was nothing in
particular. He did not seek after success; he did not seek to become
famous; he did not seek glory.
Like the Buddha, Nyojo did zazen from morning till night. There
were no discussions.
Nyojo Zen was not at all famous. But Rinzai Zen was; it was
completely famous in China at that time. Rinzai Zen was captivating,
dramatic, shocking. Nyojo Zen was not. It was Indian Buddhism, and
especially its meditation, its zazen, which Bodhidharma had brought
with him into China in the 500s.
So you have the essence of the religion, plus the geography, plus
the traditions of the people, plus their customs.
This (i.e., the true practice) lasted up until Bodhidharma, the 28th
Patriarch, or the 1st Zen
Dogen respected the Rinzai master Eisai, and he did not criticize
him. Because he had received his ordination from Eisai. But Eisai had
asked the emperor for offers-this is historical (an historical fact). He
had asked to be made a monk of the highest order.
It is said in Japan that Rinzai is the general and Soto the farmer.
Rinzai followers are close to the emperor. Their temples are beautiful.
Visit Kyoto and you will see the beautiful Rinzai temples. So the
Rinzai sect succeeded. They made much money and they held
power.
Before his departure for Japan, Nyojo had said: "As much as
possible you must live in the mountains, and you must educate true
disciples."
Master Nyojo's conferences were not so passionate, and not so
interesting: "You must wash your bowls, you must do zazen. And
after zazen you must clean your rooms...." This Zen was not zusan, it
was men-mistu.
Nyojo did not often become angry, but when an error was made
then he became completely so.
One day the monk sitting in zazen next to Dogen was sleeping, and
Nyojo became completely angry. (When Nyojo became this way,
which was only once or twice a year, then he became more angry
than a kwat!) So Nyojo took off his shoe and he hit the sleeping
monk. He hit him very hard, and not on an acupuncture point. He
grabbed the monk, knocked him off the tan (raised platform) and
shouted.
"Shin jin datsu raku!" (Mind and body throw down!) Nyojo shouted
and hit the monk.
Right after this incident Dogen went to Nyojo's room. And he did
totally sampai. He did nine pai. Maybe he did ninety pai.... This scene
was very dramatic. Dogen said: "Shin jin datsu raku. My body and my
mind have been completely shocked, completely metamorphosed,
totally changed." There was nothing left.
Nyojo is explaining that we are all free. This is true Hannya, true
wisdom. Please, madame, do not sit here; sit there. D 'accord.26
Zazen is not only tension. During zazen your shoulders must fall.
Your thumbs must not be pressed too tightly together, they must not
create a mountain. Nor must they be too loosely in contact, they must
not create a valley. The chin must be in. Fools always do the
opposite. Chin out, thumbs up or down.
Once the martial arts arrived in the West, its essence was
completely lost. It became a sport. Westerners like sports. So the
master becomes a sportsman. Aikido has become a dance, a martial
arts dance. The essence has escaped. I always speak of master
Tamura who is a very strong master.10 He has been trying very hard
to introduce the true essence of the martial arts in Europe. Very hard,
very difficult. It would be better if he taught gymnastics.
Only force, only power, is important in the West. The essence has
escaped. The martial arts today in the west are not at all effective.
MONDO
On dreams
Master: Forget it. Let it pass. Don't think about it. You just perpetuate
the dream by thinking about it.
Master: Dreams are of no use, and to think about them is idiotic. They
will only make you more complicated. Dreams are recollections of
shocks, of impressions received, which arise in sleep. It is the karma
of the brain. Your neurons have received a shock, and so you dream.
Tired neurons, karma arises.
You cannot see your dreams. But during zazen you can see your
illusions objectively. And your karma too. But not with dreams.
Dreams are not real.
Karma
So, if you do zazen it sweeps away the other karma. You must not
escape from karma. Continue zazen and the bad karma decreases.
PSYCHOANALYSIS:
The manifest karma of some of you is coming out. The neck is not
straight, the chin is out."
Do not move. Some here are always doing gymnastics. They move
their heads about like marionettes. Like A. It influences others. The
slightest movement influences. Many karmic influences are in us.
Zazen means to throw out the bad karma.
Dreams are not at all important. You must abandon the past. You
must concentrate here and now. But this is not the way with
psychoanalyists like Freud and Jung.
"What did you dream?" the western mother asks her child. "You
must remember it." So all day long the boy tries to recall his dream.
This is a total mistake. Psychoanalyists are, I think, the cause of the
crisis in modern civilization.
Most people think of the past and of the future, even during zazen.
Most people are in a dream state.
Don't run after, don't escape. Concentrate here and now and the
time will pass quickly. Then there will be no pain.
"Maka Hannya...
Again.
"Maka... "
Again.
AUG. 8 / 7 A.M.
Stretch the neck. Stretch the knee (of the forward leg). Chin in.
It is like raw iron; you cannot taste it, you cannot bite it.
This great mondo between the master and the disciple consisted in
only this.'"
Then there was Nyojo's poem on the sound of the windbell. The
mouth of the bell is very big. The sound is very free. And all his body
became this mouth. This furin, this windbell, explains forever Hannya
infinite wisdom. There is no thinking of the future. Ici-et-maintenant
(here and now) is what is most important.... And Dogen was again
impressed.
If the wind comes from the West the bell rings. If the wind comes
from the East it rings. It rings with the South wind, too. And it rings
with the North wind. And it explains forever Hannya Haramita.
One day Dogen and Nyojo were driving in an ancient Chinese car,
and Dogen said: "Dear respected master, this poem has utterly
impressed me. This poem alone expresses the deep wisdom, the
deep Hannya. "
"Others too have admired it," replied Nyojo. "But not so deeply as
you. You alone understand my poem. If you explain this poem, if you
explain Hannya, you must make such a poem."
Nyojo had influenced the mind of Dogen; Nyojo had certified the
mind of Dogen.
Nyojo's seed was planted in Dogen; this seed was placed deeply in
Dogen's mind, and this seed became a fresh bud. It opened into a
flower. It spread leaves and it became a big tree and its flowers
opened and it gave fruit.
Even if you understand with the brain (if something has influenced
you, you can understand), but for this understanding to become true
bones, true blood, and true flesh, much time is necessary.
It was also at this time that Dogen left Kyoto. He moved from the
temple of Koshoji to the temple of Eiheiji. This move took place after
he had read Nyojo Roku. Why did Dogen leave Kyoto?
But what influenced Dogen the most to leave this city were the
words of Nyojo, which came back to him fifteen years later, on
reading Nyojo Roku: "When you return to Japan, please, spread the
true Zen there, and give profit to as many people as you can. But if
possible, do not live in a place where there are any castles, and do
not approach the governor and do not approach his ministers. And
when possible do zazen and give sesshins in the deep mountains
and the profound valleys... " (Val d'Isere is very good for this) "... and
if you do not succeed in spreading Zen to many people, if you
transmit it to one person, then my true Zen will be caught and it will
spread into the future. Zen is finished in China."
Kaijo!
(The bell has been struck twice and the people begin kinhin.)
Chin in. When the chin is out it means that you are tired. So take
care to always keep your chin in.
If during kinhin your hands are placed too high on your chest, you
will become tired. The hands must be placed just under the sternum.
(The bell is struck once and the people return to their places. The
bell is then struck three times and they resume their postures.)
Kyosaku!
If people are sleeping during the kusen, then today I will allow the
kyosakumen to give the kyosaku.35 It is necessary here. This is a
very sleepy sesshin. My kusens have become music to sleep with.
In the Fuke sect they never practiced zazen; they practiced the
flute. Fuke followers always carried a flute with them, and they
entered samadhi by playing it. Before the Meiji revolution, about one
hundred years ago, the Fuke monks held a lot of power. They were
used by the Japanese government, and they became government
spies. But after Meiji their sect was forbidden. Their masters continue
today as shakuhachi monks. But they are not monks. They are now
professors of shakuhachi. Shakuhachi is not Zen.36
Fuke and Rinzai were good friends. In the Fuke sect they even
claim that Fuke educated Rinzai. But this is not true. Obaku was
Rinzai's master.
Fuke was even more zusan than Rinzai. Fuke was completely wild.
(The sound of the kyosaku can be heard over the Master's words.)
'I understand,' Rinzai said quickly before Fuke could kick over the
table, 'I understand what you are doing, but you are a rough fellow.'
"Another time Rinzai and two old teachers were sitting in the hearth
pit of the dojo. Rinzai remarked: 'Every day Fuke plays the fool in the
market place. Does anyone know if he is a vulgar person or a sage?'
"One day Fuke was eating raw cabbage before the dojo. Rinzai
saw him and said: 'You have the air of an ass.'
Fuke brayed.
Chukai!
MONDO
QUESTION: Why did you conduct a ceremony this morning for the
passing away of the Pope? What was its meaning?
Master: During the practice of all the martial arts you must be
mushotoku. If you think "I must win," then you cannot win. When we
abandon everything, when we become completely mushotoku, then
we can win. It is the same when you paint; if you think "I must paint a
beautiful calligraphy," then you will not succeed. This is true with
everything. In art, in the martial arts. Abandon ego. Mushotoku is
necessary.
In Japan before the Meiji revolution, it was the custom in the martial
arts dojos to supply food and bed and even some sake to all those
who did combat there. Food, bed and sake for one night. Even for the
losers.
"We told him that," replied the disciple, "But he said: 'No, now!' He
refuses to leave until you do combat with him."
So the master got out of his bath, dried himself, and went to meet
his opponent in the dojo. The master looked at the man's face, and
he was surprised. The face was strong and wild looking, and his
mustache was long and thick.
So the master began to think: "If I attack him this way from the left,
he will get me from the right. But if I attack him the other way, surely
he will catch me here." This master's brain had become complicated.
The diviner was not at all afraid and when he approached, the
master retreated. He kept retreating. And finally he did sampai.
"Never until today have I seen anyone use such a style! Never
have I experienced this technique. I do sampai to you. But please, tell
me, what school do you belong to? I have studied many different
techniques, but I have never seen anything like this."
The diviner who was very honest, laughed and said: "My school is
to eat and to sleep. For one night."
Mushotoku. This is the secret of the martial arts. When you are
mushotoku you are afraid of nothing. With mushotoku everything
comes to you.
AUG. 8 / 4 P.M.
There is only tonight and tomorrow morning left. There are not
many zazens to go.
People who are now seated in zazen are true seekers of the Way.
All of you have good postures. Your faces are clear. There is no
fatigue.
TWO POEMS
Fuke was in the habit of going about the streets and the
marketplace ringing a bell and shouting his poem:
When it comes from the four quarters and the eight directions of
space, I hit like the wild wind, and when it comes out of the empty
sky, I give it the rensaku. This is Fuke's poem.
All bodies are like a mouth which hangs in the empty sky.
The east wind, the west wind, the south wind, the north
wind-
They are all the same; all winds are the same.
So after Nyojo hit the disciple, he apologized and he cried. And the
disciple was impressed. Nyojo was always crying in his inside mind.
Kodo Sawaki as well. When he hit someone there were tears in his
eyes. I saw them. He was a true educator. In modern education,
though, there is too much importance put on words, on discussions,
and on being diplomatic. One must penetrate not only the frontal
brain, but right through to the thalamus. Otherwise the education you
receive is not effective.
Nyojo's poem is direct and simple and very delicate. Like a bell.
Like maybe a cute little bell. Anyway, if you go into the provinces of
Japan, you will see little bells hanging from the doors and houses.
Rinzai then went looking for his shusso, and said: Was there a fault
or not?"
"There was," replied the shusso.
The shusso escaped, and Rinzai said: "Better not to think that there
is nothing further to seek."
In this discussion between Rinzai and the shusso, the shusso was
more clever than Rinzai. Rinzai was too young-that is what Dogen
said of this encounter. The calm and the quiet are more effective.
Silence is the strongest education. The horses of officers are very
proud. And not at all scared. This story is about two proud horses
who kick each other. It is the same as theater.
MONDO
Thoughts arise from the center, from the thalamus, from the
neurons in the thalamus. They are illusions, delusions, and bonnos.
They are dreams.
Jung wrote that if someone were to dicover a method for bringing
out the subconscious, this would be a great discovery. Greater even
than the atom bomb.
Good question.
Half a person
Answer: Yes, but they are a little disturbing. I prefer the first part of
zazen when you are not speaking.
When you are completely quiet then you think: "I want to eat a
beefsteak." So my kusens are better than your thinking.
But for you the kusen is necessary. It is the teaching during zazen.
If you continue to practice, then you hear with the thalamus and not
with the frontal brain. You hear it with the body. This kind of an
education is fundamental. It is not like with a university conference.
Master: Because you cannot sleep as you would like, this is why you
do not like them. Next time you must put some cotton in your ears.
Stretch your backbone, stretch your neck, raise the top of your
head. Or else change legs, cross them the other way. Without
disturbing those near you.
In any case, for fat people like you it is always difficult. Because the
body is heavy. I experienced this when young. I stopped eating. It
was very difficult, so I have compassion for fat people.
Like Marco Polo the American boy. He is very heavy and he says
that zazen is too painful and that he cannot continue. But he
continues. He came all the way from New York for this sesshin. Very
expensive. I will give him a special certificate. He does not want to
hear my kusens, but I will give him a certificate anyway.
TWenty more people arrived today. There are no more rooms and
so they are sleeping in the garage, where it is very cold.
Once I did zazen for an entire night in the snow. I did not get cold.
During zazen the body temperature rises.
"Rinzai had been invited to an army camp (not a summer camp) for
a vegetarian banquet." (Again mistake! In military camps you do not
have vegetarian banquets. Books in English are full of mistakes.) I
continue: "At the gatepost Rinzai happened to meet two officers.
Pointing his finger at the post, Rinzai asked: 'Is this the column of a
sage or of the common people?' (This too is a complete mistake in
the English translation... Anyway, that Rinzai spoke this way does not
matter, but afterwards that his disciples and others interpret such
statements is not good.) The officers did not reply, so Rinzai hit the
post and said: 'Whatever you say, it is only a piece of wood.' ""'
Rinzai drew a line in front of the shusso and said: 'Did you sell this,
too?'
Shusso: 'Kwat!'
The tenzo did sampai. Rinzai let out a katsu and hit him." (General
laughter.)"
Time to stop. You must all be sleeping by now. So I will give you a
discount. I am compassionate with you. Because I too am tired.
Stretch the neck, chin in; push the sky with the head, push the
earth with the knees.
AUG. 9 / 7 A.M.
MASTER HAKUIN
Secretary: 'Kwat!'
When the Tendai master had left, Rinzai asked his secretary: 'Was
that katsu for me or for the Tendai master?
The disciple replied with a Ka! and then he hit himself. When he hit
himself it sounded like Pa! (General laughter.) This is why the koan
came to be known as the Ka-pa koan.
When master Rinzai used this koan it had a deep meaning. But
Rinzai followers later turned it into theater.
"You must speak," said a Rinzai master. "What is the secret
essence of Buddhism? You must tell it to me in one phrase. And with
your hand covering your mouth...." Some Rinzai masters and their
disciples talk this way during mondos.... So the disciple jumped up
and covered the master's mouth and said: "You must tell me first!"
I have an old book here with me, A Critic of Rinzai Zen, and it
concerns
The Rinzai people do not like this book and they managed to have
it suppressed. So for many years in Japan this book remained
unpublished and forbidden. But if I translate it into English and
publish it in America, the Rinzai sect would be very angry. The book
says that Hakuin made many mistakes and he was not a great
master.
For a full year, beginning students do not eat and do not sleep
(says the book). They are always receiving the kyosaku. And
meanwhile they are given koans to solve. Every day the students
repeat this, and they become very tired. When the student is on the
point of becoming completely mad and neurotic, he is permitted
kensho (i.e., satori). For the intellectual student it is very hard, and by
then (i.e., when he is ready for kensho), he is thinking only of escape.
So at this moment, the master tends him a bit of sugar saying,
"Maybe now you have a little satori." So they have a comic mondo
with a foolish koan, and the intellectual, who is now like someone
falling into hell, wakes up. And nothing. This is the state of mind of
satori. Right before the intellectual falls into madness, he wakes up-
and this is satori, this is enlightenment.
This is how it is in all Rinzai temples of the Hakuin line. And it is a
complete mistake. My master, Kodo Sawaki, also said that this
method is completely crazy and dangerous:The weaker people who
follow this method end up in the hospital.47 There has been much
written about this in the book.
(The Master continues to refer to the same book:) In the next room
to Hakuin's sat a nun (the nun Hakuin always consulted). She was
waiting there to test the new disciple. The disciple entered and the
nun, who was seated in a chair, said to him: "Without using your two
hands, lift me up." The disciple, who was young and strong, kicked
the nun in her sexual organs, and she quickly stood up.
There are many humorous scenes in this book but if I read them,
none of you would stop laughing until the end of the sesshin.
Disciples who wish to pass these koans quickly, buy Hakuin's book
of koans. But as westerners do not make the same animal noises as
do the Japanese, they would not be able to pass the test. In Japan
cows go mo-mo; horses hin-hin; and cocks ka- ka-ka.
I finished this book in one night. It was better than a comic book.
I am now comparing Rinzai and Soto Zen. Rinzai and Soto are of
the same source, only Buddha's way, only Bodhidharma's Zen. But
then they separated.
Dogen was searching for the true way, the true Buddha's way. The
true Buddha's way is only one. The ways leading to the top are
numerous. But through shikantaza Dogen sought the true way. Why
did Dogen begin Shobogenzo by writing that the direct gate, the front
gate, to the top of Buddhism is shikantaza?
(The Master enters the dojo once everyone is seated, does gassho,
and takes the high seat. Then reaching over, he hands the editor of
this book a piece of paper. On it is written: "Zazen is eternal life.
Zazen is the perfection of the true Dharma (sho-bo). Zazen is the
Buddhic aspect which is realized in man. Zazen is the state of mind
which is only one, which is aloneness. Zazen is to be intimate
completely with oneself.")
This is the last zazen of this sesshin. Concentrate to the end. I will
now examine your last zazen postures. I want to take a photograph of
each of you in zazen to keep for the future. (The Master begins taking
photos. His secretary helps him with the camera.)
I wanted to take more photos of you, but my secretary just broke
the camera. She dropped it.
Now that I am again seated the camera is working again. But I took
photos of most of you anyway, and I will see. For ten years I have
been taken by you in photos, and now it is I who take photos of you. I
will keep them. Historic.... But if you want I will give them to you.
Last zazen. Most of you will be leaving today. So those who leave,
and especially the new people, do not forget your postures of zazen
and kinhin.
Like with Dogen, Rinzai did not make any mistakes. Later though,
the Zen Rinzai took another direction. But now you can see which
one is the true meditation.
Even if you do zazen only once, your bad karma will disappear for
a long time afterwards. The spirit of each of us is the same, it is the
methods which differ: zusan, men-mitsu. Jodo Shinshu, Nembutsu,
and Master Shinran too. Here too the spirit of Buddhism is the same.
All karma of the three worlds (i.e., of past, present and future)
transforms and decreases. All great religious people have
transformed the bad karma of all mankind. Each one of us has a bad
karma. Our lives are not so good, not so bad. Sometimes a storm
comes, sometimes a rain comes, and sometimes it snows and
sometimes it is a fine day.
In the end we are alone and in solitude. I have always said that the
state of mind in zazen, the last state of mind, is in being intimate with
oneself.
We are alone, our lives are in solitude. But people who have
reached satori, these people can be with others, these people can
play with others on the way of nirvana.
I hope that you continue zazen. Until death. To pile up the satoris. I
hope that you get many satoris. Not one time, but ten times, a
hundred times. A thousand infinite satoris in the eternal world.
Chin in. Last chin-in. Last stretch-of-the-waist. Last patience. Last
ceremony.
Dai kazjo!49
editor, Philippe Coupey
Today begins the preparation for the third sesshin. The
permanents here must do zazen with the others. If they do not, then
the new people here will not want to do zazen either. The
permanents pay much less than the others and so they must not
become lazy. This is not the Club Mediterannee. So those
permanents who have not come for this zazen must receive the
rensaku.
C. and N., you are the shussos and you are responsible for those
who have not come. Who has not come?.... They do not know.
Kyosakumen, stand up! You must go and see who have not come
for zazen.
The last sesshin was not so bad. But by the third and fourth
sesshins the permanents are always tired. Not from doing zazen, but
from exterior activities. Too much drinking, too much dancing at the
Santa Lucia. This is why the atmosphere of the sesshin is bad. For
those permanents who went to the Santa Lucia last night they must
receive the rensaku.
Lunch is at 12:30. Take care of the sound of the han (the wood)
and don't be late.
Kaijo!
(Kinhin:) The shusso and the columns (those seated in the corners
of the dojo, facing out) must put order in the lines.'
Don't stand still. Some here are like trees, waiting for the dog to
come pee-pee on them.
During the first and second sesshins we had some crazy girls
here. I don't think we have any crazy people here in this third
sesshin. But if there are, then certainly they will soon manifest
themselves... like the one last week who knocked on my door at two
in the morning. When I opened my door this girl hugged and kissed
me and I was completely surprised.... Mad people on the streets do
not cause much influence, but when they come into the dojo their
influence is so great that no one can continue zazen.
During zazen we must understand true ego. We must put off all
bad karma, we must become completely pure. Shin jin datsu raku.
Shin jin is body and mind, datsu raku is bad karma metamorphosed.
This is sesshin: to decrease the bad karma. You have not much time
to do this, just nine or ten days. But it is possible. You can decrease
your bad karma during sesshin.... Some increase it. There are some
here who have experienced many of these summer sessions. When
they arrive they are with one madame, and when they leave they are
with two madames.
GENJO:
Master Rinzai created the koan. Master Dogen created the kanji
(ideogram) genjo.
In the chapter called Kajo (which means "in daily life"), Dogen
explains the method for eating. Table manners.... I once did such a
demonstration for Professor Levi-Strauss, who has himself written on
table manners, and he was very impressed.'
Dogen writes that such manners have been transmitted since the
Buddha and the patriarchs and that these manners are realized here
and now.
Genjo, genjo. In the San Sui Kyo chapter (the Sutra of Mountain
and Water; san is the mountain, sui is water, kyo is sutra), Dogen
says that everywhere where there are the big mountains, Buddha
and patriarchs have appeared, water is realized. Genjo. (Recites.)
Where water arises, all Buddhas, patriarchs and great masters
everywhere are realized. This is interesting. You are all great
masters. Everyone. You are doing zazen. You become Buddha, God.
For exactly water comes. So with the sound of water. The sound of
water comes. (Recites.)
Last night after zazen a young American girl came into my room.
She asked someone to cut her hair for her-a little man, but I won't
say his name-but he cut her hair too short (for her taste) and she
was angry. I told her that her hair would grow back. "Some people
cut off all their hair." But she was angry, angry, in front of me. She
has done zazen for many years now. But this morning she is not in
zazen. Angry. She thinks hair is a decoration. When Anne-Marie
became my secretary I cut her hair short and she was not angry.
In the Rinzai sect they seek satori. They seek to obtain kensho. In
Rinzai they are always searching for something. With their personal
wills. This is not correct. In the end they are tired.
When we are not running after, or away, when we are only doing
shikantaza, doing zazen, and we are no longer thinking from the
frontal brain, the subconscious arises, the collective consciousness
arises, it arises from the central brain.Don't avoid this
consciousness. Don't run after personal consciousness. Then we
connect with the cosmos. We become natural.
You can hear the voice of the valley. The voice of the valley is the
voice of nature, the voice of the cosmos.
Kesa genjo, satori genjo, koan genjo. All this means without
thinking. It does not mean thinking with our self-conscious, as (does)
a public theme, a koan.
AUG. 13 / 9 P.M.
STAYING ON SAMADHI
During zazen it is better to stop the frontal brain. (But this does not
mean sleep, the stopping of everything.) Then the thalamus will
become completely active, and it will receive the vital thrust.
ZAZEN:
Genjo is the truth which comes. It is not necessary to run after it.
The truth is automatic, unconscious, natural. And it appears
unexpectedly, of itself. This is genjo.
Chukai!
Kyosaku!
If you want to move you must do gassho first. If you move without
first doing gassho, the kyosakuman must give you the kyosaku.
The kyosakumen must hit with the end of the kyosaku. Hit the
shoulder within the last ten centimeters of the stick. Some here hit
within thirty centimeters of the end, while others hit with the handle.
The sound is not good. Its sound influences others.
Kinhin!
After the two bells, after zazen, and before kinhin, the columns8
must open the doors and the curtains.
If you wish to look out at the landscape, you can. The color of the
Alps is wonderful.
AUG. 14 / 9 P.M.
DOSHU: TO EXPRESS
At night the curtains are always to be closed! The columns are
responsible.
Satori visits from outside. But it does not come from one direction.
Satori enters into us when we are concentrated, when we abandon
the ego, when we are in samadhi. At this moment when we are
completely in samadhi, satori enters us. This is genjo.
This is not kensho. This is genjo. Satori visits from the cosmos,
from the cosmic order, it visits automatically, naturally, unconsciously.
But if you do not run after the truth, true truth will arise. True satori
arises from mushotoku (without purpose). It comes from the outside,
from the cosmos. The cosmos gives. It is like God-giving. It is
automatic, natural and unconscious.
As you know, the New Testament begins with the phrase: "In the
beginning there was the word." This signifies logos.... I read the
Bible in Chinese. The Chinese ideograms are very interesting. This
phrase in Chinese is written: Gen shiyo do. Gen shi originally meant:
in the beginning. Yu means: exist. And do: the word.... So this is the
second meaning to the word do. The word logos has only one
meaning and so it is not as practical a word as do, which means both
"of the word" and "of the way."
After the sound of the wooden clappers at night you must be quiet.
You must not box. The American girl knocked out the little French
monk last night. This American girl is very strong. And she has a
good posture. She always sits in the lotus, and she has followed me
for a long time. She's a good girl, but sometimes she's a little... a
little.... Well, anyway, she should take care. She's the American
female champion here. She k'o'd the French monk. She also
smashed his glasses, and now he can no longer see.9
Marco Polo is the American male champion here. He was always
writing me postcards from America, "I am very glad to be able to do
zazen with you, and I will come again and do it even longer," he
wrote. But now he says he wants to return to America. He had been
waiting since last year for this Val d'Isere sesshin, but now he wants
to leave, before the end. Because his knees hurt. Now he has
doubts.... Patience is necessary, but he says that he can no longer
be patient.
I hope this modem Marco Polo will surpass the ancient Marco
Polo. The ancient one visited Asia and was very famous, as you
know. He wrote interesting books about China and the Orient. But he
knew nothing of zazen (even though zazen had spread through Asia
during his time). His books are interesting but they do not touch on
Zen, nor on oriental religions and oriental culture. Marco Polo was
only a tourist.... Had he studied zazen or Buddhism in Asia, then
surely European civilization would have changed, even in those
times.
Anyway, I hope the American boy and the American girl will
continue zazen. America is very fresh and young. Zen is spreading
there but it is zusan. This is why Rinzai Zen is successful in America.
But you Americans who have come here for Zen, I hope that when
you return you will educate Americans in Dogen's Soto Zen.
How we take the way, how we express the way, this is doshu.
Expression is necessary: through body and mouth. Through
sentences. Everyone is now expressing doshu: through their
coughing in the dojo.
ZAZEN POSTURE:
It is for this reason that people in the West think that Zen is very
funny. But this is a mistake and this is not Dogen's Zen.
SHOBOGENZO:
An elaborate expression
In Rinzai Zen words are not so important. Always katsu, the hossu,
and blows with the stick. This technique is of more importance in
Rinzai mondos than are words. In Rinzai, words are of little
importance.
In the end truth comes. Like this. But how? How does one express
this-the method? The expression of it is very delicate. It is very
elaborate, very rational, very men-mistu. Dogen's Shobogenzo is a
very elaborate expression.
Chukai!
Kaijo!
AUG. 15 / 9 P.M.
But we must not search for wisdom, for if you do, then it will not
appear. You must not search outside for it.... I have said that satori
comes from the outside; so some here are surely looking for it
outside. Open the door. Where is it?.... This is an error.
When you abandon ego, when you become empty (ku), wisdom
comes. But if you have a strong ego wisdom will not come.... In
Japanese the word "wisdom" means to float.
Satori and intuition are not the same. Satori is sometimes the
same as intuition, but it is not enlightenment. Intuition is
spontaneous. Intuition means: to look outside, to look at the visible,
to look at the cosmic order. So when you stop the frontal brain,
hishiryo-consciousness arises. (At the bottom of nonthinking is
thinking, non-thinking. How do we think nonthinking? This is
hishiryo.)
COMPANIONS IN SATORI
After sitting under the Bodhi tree he received a big satori. From the
outside. It arrived, this satori, while he was looking at the morning
star. Mushotoku. Without his waiting for it, spontaneously. But later,
had Shakyamuni kept it to himself, then it (i.e., his awakening) would
have only been genjo. It would not have been sufficient, not
satisfying. So he wished to communicate it, to share it, with a
companion. He wanted to have a spiritual companion. To express
himself, to express his satori. Doshu.
Chukai!
(The door giving out over the river Isere, at the far end of the dojo,
is open and one can hear the murmur of the current running over the
stones in the riverbed, and the master says: "Listen to the voice of
the valley, the voice of the river." Just after he says this, someone
gets up and doses the door. "Ah? Stop! Now we can no longer hear
the voice of the valley!")
The flowing stream never stops. The stream is never tired. Its
water is always changing, always impermanent. The bubbles float on
the stagnant pond, sometimes vanishing, sometimes arising, and
never remaining in one place.'"
Our lives are like this. So are our minds, like the stream.
Open the door to the current. So we can hear the sound of the
water. During zazen we can compare it with our minds. (The door is
opened.)
People who have not received the permission to take photos in the
dojo must not do so. (A new person has gotten up to take photos.)
This is not a photo studio.
So, after his great satori under the Bodhi tree, under the Nirodha
tree, Buddha went off to find his friends (the five Brahmans who had
escaped with him from the palace), but they were not so impressed
with Buddha. These Brahmans were completely ascetic monks...,
and Buddha had drunk milk brought to him by Sudiata. And too, he
had touched the skin of Sudiata, a farmer's daughter. (Sudiata had
brought help to Buddha; every morning she came to see him-she did
not come at night-and she helped him.) So, the five Brahmans
refused to follow Buddha's teaching. Because he was not pure. He
had given up the practice of asceticism. He had broken the Hindu
precepts. Nonetheless, in the face of this, Buddha was peaceful. He
had obtained a great satori. He did not certify himself, but the great
satori had visited him, had penetrated him. In the end these five
Brahmans became disciples of Buddha.
It is not necessary for us to use our own proper will power. Use the
cablecar, and with its power we are quickly on the mountain.
Unconsciously, naturally, automatically. Zazen is not shuzen,1b
zazen is not mortification, it is not a training in steps.
Koans are eternal truths. Even eternal truth exists. Even God
exists. If you do zazen then genjo is realized; the koans are realized;
Buddha is realized. Our freedom then becomes exactly like the
dragon who enters the water, or like the tiger who enters into the
mountain. Such will be your freedom; it will be complete.
Those who wish to receive the kyosaku, please ask for it.
Today we rest for the sesshin. Tonight it is not permitted that you
go to the Santa Lucia. You must sleep. Those who are tired during
sesshins, the cause is not from too much zazen, but from too much
drinking. And too much dancing. Some of the permanents drink and
dance until five in the morning. This is not possible. I must give you
the rensaku. This is not the Club Mediterranee. Some here become
strong through zazen, and then they lose their energy by going in
many directions. Control is necessary.
Chukai!
Kaijo! (Drum.)
AUG. 18 /7A.M.
Why have you come here, why have you taken the train up here to
Val d'Isere?
THE WAVES STRIKE AND THE WAVES BREAK
Our lives are just like a trip to the coffin. From one hole to another.
Out from the mother's opening, and into a hole in the earth. During
the trip much phenomena arises. But you are thinking only of food
and of sex and you forget about the hole at the end.
During these last ten days of preparation for this sesshin, there
was no preparation....
I want to give the first kyosaku: the rensaku. To three people. One
is for the young American female champion. But she hasn't come to
zazen today. She is sleeping.
Another girl here cut the American girl's hair." So they fought. The
cause for the haircutting and the fight was over a young American
boy. All three should receive the rensaku. The cutting of hair has to
do with the seeking of the way, but they never think of this.18 They
only cut hair for play. This is not good.
The American girl wants to leave. She has forgotten her goal. If
the train stops for a bit in a tiny station on the way, and we step down
on the quai for a moment, we forget the train.
(Kinhin:) You must not look at the others' faces when you are in
kinhin.... Stretch your knees, stretch your necks.
(Zazen:) Last night was the full moon. It was very beautiful. It rose
above the top of the mountain and I could see it from my window. It
rose over the top and lit up the mountain. Then clouds passed in
front of it and covered up the light of the moon.
The first phrase is zazen. The moon means the zazen posture,
zazen mind, hishiryo. The waves mean bonnos, delusion, the
subconscious, bad karma, which arise during zazen. For example
kontin and sanran.2° The light means satori. The waves arrive and
illusion comes, and so we think of many things. Of what we are
going to eat for lunch and so on. But continue zazen and the waves
will break; they will pass on, pass on, and there will be light,
illumination.
The light means satori; but this does not mean enlightenment.
Satori is not enlightenment-as the word (enlightenment) is used and
understood in Christianity. Satori is the return to our original, normal
condition. This is hishiryo consciousness.
Chukai!
Kaijo!
MONDO
QUESTION: You said that Buddha had a great satori. What I would
like to know is if there are degrees in satori.
"I must wash the toilet and arrange the shoes outside the dojo"-
this is necessary, and if you realize this necessity and practice it,
then this too is satori. A little one, but a great one. Understand this
objectively and it will be big and deep.
Master: It is the instant, now. This moment now. But this instant now
has already passed. This instant does not in reality exist.
The instant, the right now, does not exist. Because the moment we
think of the moment, it has already passed. The true now does not
exist. This is important. So I say "point." Like connecting points in
geometry-they make a line. If we concentrate on this point, which is
related to the other points (in the line), it becomes a great
concentration. Another question?
Christian enlightenment
Madame: You are wrong. One cannot use words to describe this
matter!
The brain becomes very sharp, and then it becomes tired and sick.
And it is at this point that illusions arise, illusions of Buddha. Many
people have experienced this. It is not so difficult to do. In one week
or in ten days you will realize this. "I must meet with my father, with
my mother." It is possible.
I experienced this. For three months I did zazen with only genmai
(rice soup) and without sleep. My mind became special and anything
was possible. Even a sound, a drop of dew falling....
But this is not true zazen. It is a bit crazy. It is only the arising of
special mental phenomena. But sleep well and everything will return
back to normal and it will all have seemed like a dream. It is like a
dream.
Anyway, madame, after the sesshin is over you will no longer meet
with God, with Buddha. Beefsteak will be better then. Understand?
No? She cannot understand.
If you wish to meet with God, then it is with your imagination that
you will meet with Him. But you must first have an object, an image
of Him. If you do not imagine this in your head, then you will not
meet with anyone, with anything. "This is God which has come to
me." What has come to you? Only something of your own category.
If you do not seek something, will you experience it? (No reply.)
In the end they are both identical. This is better than seeking. For
then surely it will come.
But in the end they fall down. They become crazy. If you
understand this then you will be able to understand Dogen's Zen.
Master: What do you seek? (No reply.) You must clear your head of
prejudices. Prejudices are not good in religion, in Christianity, in Zen.
It was from this moment that Buddha's mind changed. Due to the
milk. Milk is utterly forbidden in Hinduism, and by drinking it, Buddha
had completely wiped away six years of mortification. And his
stomach and intestines were happy. His body too. And his mind as
well. His mind had completely changed.... He continued zazen every
day, and every day Sudiata came to see him. And he looked at her.
(During his mortification Buddha was not allowed to look at a
woman's face.) But now he looked, and he thought: "She is very
beautiful." He had returned to the normal condition. He smelled her:
"A fine smell, a nice perfume." He touched her skin: "Not so bad,
either." Buddha understood that he had returned to his normal
condition, and in this condition a deep joy arose. At this moment he
had satori, and it was then that he saw his practice of mortification
was a mistake. "I was expecting something, something special, an
enlightenment. It was a mistake." And this is why Buddha separated
himself from Hinduism. Do you understand, Madame?
Not yet? Continue to do zazen, this is better. Then you will come
back to the normal condition and you will understand. Your question,
Madame, was good. This is a point that many Christians have not
been able to resolve. Satori and enlightenment. If you resolve this
matter (not with your head) then you will be able to compare, and
you will be able to understand true enlightenment.
But when you are a little crazy you are not in the normal condition.
In the last sesshins some people in the mondos here were in a
completely abnormal condition. And in this sesshin it is the same.
There are some who are not normal here, like the American
champion. It is their karma arising.
To seek for something during zazen is not good. If you seek for
something, the seeds in the neurons of the brain only increase.... But
if you practice my teaching exactly, if you concentrate on the
posture, your thinking will stop. (Sensei, who is sitting with the
kotsu22 in his hand, puts it down and takes up the zazen posture.)
Concentrate on the posture, with the hands exactly like this, and
rapidly your thinking will stop. When you are like this the alpha
waves appear on the electroencephalogram.23
Originality is individuality
Answer: We were talking over matters together and you said to me:
"You have had enough with individuality! Now you must learn with
others collectively." I replied that I did not agree with you about
"finishing with individuality."
What's your name? Ah, Monique. Monique's are always good. The
first person to receive me in Europe was named Monique. At the
Gare du Nord. But you are very beautiful. Where are you from? Ah
yes, Brussels. How old are you? Thirtyseven? You had a good
experience. Have you a question?
Master: Individuality and a strong ego are not the same. To return to
your originality is individuality. Originality is not karma-it is not bad
karma, it is good. But each person is different, and you are only you.
You are your own originality. This is what I call true mind. If you cut
the bad karma, good karma remains: your originality. You must
discover your own originality. This is zazen.
But I can find it-by looking at you from behind. Everyone has his
originality, and I can seize it.... Continue zazen and our true
originality will realize itself. Realize this and you will become strong.
Anyway, this is the duty of religion, the duty of the true educator (i.e.,
to help people find their originality).
Find your true originality and you will become truly distinguished.
Master: "I must abandon the ego"-it is not necessary to think this.
Just do zazen and you will abandon it.
But if you think: "This is my bad karma," and you realize this, then
this is good karma. Then little by little you will come to understand.
You will understand: through my kusens (oral teachings); by looking
in the mirror. You see the form of your face appear.
4 P.M.
Rinzai, who liked theater, came down from his seat, picked up the
zagu with one hand, grabbed Mayoku with the other, and said: "The
twelve-headed Kannon, where is she now?"
The third kind of katsu is a... is a... (Sensei lifts the Rinzai Roku
text closer to his face, then reads the phrase verbatim:) "...is like a
probing pole to which a grass bushel is fastened to cast shade."
(General laughter.) 27
(When I, myself, shout, some people are quickly afraid and run
away. Some smile. My secretary is used to this now and sometimes
when I shout she says: "You want something, Sensei? You want
some tea?")
So, Rinzai asked the monk: "How do you understand this?" The
monk hesitated and Rinzai gave a kwat!: "Which of those four katsus
is this one?" Rinzai asked.
In the end this nun was not so clever. Why hadn't she taken away
Rinzai's kotsu, since it was clear that he was going to hit her with it?
AUG. 18 / 4 P.M.
MONDO
Layman Pang
Master: Who?
Master: Foolish?
Master: Yes, now I understand. No, Dogen admired Pang. This story
about P'ang impressed me too. I remember now. Philippe Coupey
explained it clearly to me and now I know whom you mean.
So later, after he had thrown away his entire fortune, people said
to him: "What you did was not at all useful! Why did you do that?"
So this is why P'ang threw his fortune down to the bottom of the
ocean. This is very deep; it is historical.
When Fang was a child, one of the other children with him fell into
a huge glass watertank. The child began to drown and none of the
other children knew how to swim, and no one knew what to do. What
would you have done? Pang broke the tank with a big rock and the
boy was saved. The tank was very expensive and it was huge and it
held a lot of water, but what Pang did was wise. It is a deep koan.
In any case, gifts sometimes spoil people. "You must help the
poor. Help the hippies; they are so pitiful, help them, help them." Yes,
P'ang's was a deep education.... Sometimes a slap is better. Another
question?
Master: It is like flying a kite. It is difficult to fly a kite. Pull the string
too hard and the kite will fall. Let the string go too loose and it will still
fall.
In modem times parents spoil their children. Many of you here are
spoiled-you were spoiled as children.
Companions Everywhere
Philippe: You said that after Buddha got his big satori, he had a need
for doshu (he wanted to express his satori), and for this he needed
companions....
Philippe: When you first arrived in this foreign country you were
alone and without any satori-companions. Well, were you lonely, was
it hard?
Master: I had many, and now even more. Madame Monnot arrived.
She sat for my first conference. And the next day she visited me and
I gave her a massage. Madame Monnot was impressed, and not just
by the massage. And then many others came to me right after her.
The famous singer, the actress, then Etienne, Malika, Liliane.
Everywhere companions are possible.
Though I couldn't understand the language, I thought that the
French were better than the Japanese. There is no karma.... It is
more difficult to educate your own family, because with your own
family you are too intimate, and karma is complicated.
Earth becomes old and planting becomes very difficult. But when
the earth changes, it is fresher. In India, in China, in Japan, the earth
became old. So the planting is not fresh. I brought the true fresh
seed to Europe. After (Buddhism grew weak in) India, Bodhidharma
brought the seed to China. At this time India was completely down.
While China, its culture, was very high. The Chinese civilization was
the highest of all civilizations, and much higher than now. Its
intellecual level was the highest in the world.
But American people are a bit, a bit.... (Sensei taps his forehead
and looks at Philippe) What do you think?
Fuke is famous today in Japan for his use of the shakuachi (flute),
but originally Fuke was famous for his use of a little handbell which
he rang in the streets.
Rinzai: "Come into my room and I will show it to you." And Rinzai
showed Fuke the special kolomo he had made for him it was a coffin
of superior quality. "Here," Rinzai said, "this is a good kolomo for
you."
When Fuke saw the coffin he was very happy. "Yes, this is a very
good kolomo." (Fuke was completely abnormal.)
Many people came to watch. But once at the East Gate, Fuke
said: "Today's not so good. Tomorrow. This East Gate is not so good
either, so tomorrow I will go to the South Gate."
The next day everybody was at the South Gate waiting for Fuke.
They were certain that today Fuke would die, so they waited. Fuke
arrived with his coffin and sat inside it. Then he said: "The direction
of this gate is no good either," and he got out of the coffin.
This pattern went on for three days. No one believed him anymore
(he was just a liar) and on the fourth day, when Fuke arrived at the
North Gate, there were no spectators waiting for him. (Nevertheless)
he went out beyond the city walls, put down the coffin and climbed
in. A traveler happened by and Fuke asked him to nail down the top
of the coffin over him. "I want to die in this coffin, so when I am laying
down inside you must nail it closed."
"And tell them in the streets that Fuke died today at the North
Gate."
Rinzai always criticizes Fuke: "He is too zusan, too zusan." And
Dogen always criticizes Rinzai the same way: "Too zusan, too
zusan."
AUG. 19 / 7 A.M.
(Kinhin:) Stretch the knees, stretch the neck. When you exhale,
press down on the intestines, on the kikai tanden. During the
exhalation, press the foot down on the ground, stretch the waist and
press the hands together.
(Zazen:) Master Rinzai has said that the Buddha's sutras are but
toilet paper, and that one must not become attached to them. This is
somewhat true. But the sutras are not toilet paper. Sutras should be
read and they should be believed and respected. (Herein) lies the
difference between Dogen and Rinzai.
Kyoge betsuden: the true essence of Buddhism exists outside the
sutras. This kyoge betsuden was the slogen of Rinzai Zen.
Do not depend on the word, on the letter, on the phrase: true. One
must not become attached to the word, to the sutra. Dogen
recognized this. I shin den shin is the essence of Zen. Yet both are
necessary. Sometimes one must follow the sutras, sometimes one
must follow the master. This is a method for obtaining satori.
Sosan, the 3rd Patriarch after Bodhidharma, wrote Shin Jin Mei
and Yoka Daishi wrote Shodoka. They wrote these texts to show the
true Zen of Bodhidharma. These two texts are the same in Soto as in
Rinzai; they are both important. But after the 6th Patriarch the line
separated, and the Nangaku line became that of Rinzai.
In the Rinzai temples they read Shin Jin Mei and Hannya Shingyo.
Shin jin means faith. (Shin is to believe; jin is mind, heart; and the
mei of Shin Jin Mei means inscription). So shin jin is to believe in the
essence of Buddha's nature in our minds, to believe in the essence
of mind, of true mind.32
From this comes many things. In the mondo a woman asked which
was better: to believe in Buddha's mind or to believe in God's mind?
To compare is impossible. Buddha's and God's mind are very close.
But people want to make categories and so mind narrows, narrows.
Shin Jin Mei is the oldest and most sacred work in Zen....
Bodhidharma did not write a book. Nor did Eka. But Sosan wrote
Shin Jin Mei.
Master Dogen used many phrases from Shin Jin Mei in his
Shobogenzo. If we cannot understand Shin Jin Mei, then we cannot
understand Shobogenzo. So master Keisan, the 4th Patriarch after
Dogen, wrote his commentaries on Shin Jin Mei; they are very deep
and are now very famous.
Master Shinran" says in a poem that people who have true faith
(shin jin) are the same as Buddha.
The great shin jin, the believing mind, is the Buddha's Way. This is
God. Buddha's nature is God itself. (In Christianity God and man are
always separated, always in dualism. In Buddhism all people have
Buddha's nature-so people become Buddha.)
SOSAN'S BIOGRAPHY
"You must let out your crimes," Eka replied. "What is a crime?
What is good, what is bad? The cause is not karma. There is no
crime, there is no karma. Do not be attached to them, to your crimes,
your sins..." And Eka gave Sosan the ordination.
Sosan then did zazen every day. And through zazen his leprosy
left him, and his body completely changed. This is Sosan's
biography, only this .31
10.30 A.M.
FAITH IS NON-DOUBT
The shin of Shin Jin Mei has two meanings; one is to believe and
the other is faith. The faith of enlightenment, of satori, of Buddha and
of God are the same and are not the same. Shin is active faith,
active belief; it is also mind, passive mind. For me God and Buddha
are the same, while for others, for Christians, they are not at all the
same. The names are different.
People who are attached to God, escape Buddha; people who are
attached to Buddha escape God. But be unattached and all can be
embraced.
I have faith in zazen, I have faith in the kesa (monk's robe). Your
living postures are better than Buddha statues. On entering the dojo
after you are all seated I always do sampai (prostration), not only for
the statue of Kodo Sawaki on the altar, but for your postures, for your
living postures.... I do not have so much faith in your physical
comportment (i.e., outside of zazen), but when we do sampai
together after zazen and before breakfast then we have a respectful
mind. Then we can feel each essential mind in each mind.36
In Buddhism God and Buddha are not the same. In Maka Hannya
Haramitsu Sutra, ku (emptiness), which is its essence, means
existence without numenon, without substance. So Buddha has no
substance, only ku. But the Christian God has substance-one fixed
soul which lives for eternity.
And then the disciples imitate Rinzai and it all becomes ceremony,
formalism.
Even if they run after the trace, they will not catch their true
substance.
Rid ourselves of our dirt, of our bad karma, and true purity is
realized.
"This is no good," cut in the shusso. "Both of you have broken the
rule of silence."
"You three are no good," then said the master. "I am the only one
who kept the rule of silence!"
All four of them spoke. Most people in the social world are like this.
Even monks, too, are like this.
Mind, what is it? One cannot give it a true name." Language is not
always convenient for expressing mind. Gestures are sometimes
more effective. The use of the thumb, a finger before the lips. Immo
is a word often used in Zen and it means: that.
"I have satori." This is not true, not true satori. "I communicate with
God"-this too is not true. In true communication we do not know true
communication. Many people mistake this. When we have true
satori, we do not know this and this is true shikantaza. But think you
are in shikantaza and it is not true shikantaza.
Eno said honrai muichi butsu which means: the original nothing,
everything is nothing in its originality.
So everything is white, the same, equal. Yet the plate is silver, the
moonlight is the moonlight, the heron is a heron.
So in the first phrase of Shin Jin Mei it is written that the true way,
true mind, is not difficult; one must just not select. Selecting mind
produces a mistake. Selection means attachment. In Dogen's
Shobogenzo Zuimonki (written by Ejo, the eldest disciple of master
Dogen39) it is said that if we abandon the mind which selects, then
at this moment we can have true satori. This is true mind.
Some people here are sleeping. Sensei's kusens, his words, make
for good music.
Chukai!
Continue with patience and the ego will vanish. This is so with
everyone. The bad ego will end and the ego itself will become pure.
Nothing is of much importance. You are tired, but you are not tired.
You will become strong.
10.30 A.M.
MONDO
Master: The same and not the same. Time is not the same, place is
not the same. Buddha came before Christ. He was born in India and
Christ in Israel. Their karma is different. But their holy and essential
mind was very near.
QUESTION: During your kusen you said that Buddha is God and is
not God. So can we say that Christ is God and not God?
The late Pope (Paul VI) wanted to make this exchange, to become
friends. But he wanted to use Buddhism, he wanted to use Zen.41 In
the past Christianity was completely exclusive. There was only
Christianity, and all other religions were a complete heresy, they
were not true.
God and Buddha are the same in (the sense of) the fundamental
cosmic power. I think so.
QUESTION: After Christ died someone opened the coffin and there
was nothing. Yesterday you said the same about Fuke. What
happened?
Philippe: Last year, in talking about the American Zen master [...],
you said that his teaching was true Soto Zen....
Philippe: Last year you said yes. Anyway, what is interesting here is
that this master, I've heard said, has recently come into serious
trouble with the Soto Shu (the official Soto hierarchy and
headquarters) in Japan. He is the only Soto master who is non-
Japanese, and I am wondering if this had anything to do with his
problems with the Soto Shu?
Master: This is not the cause, not the problem. He escaped from
Soto Zen, so he is not a true Soto Zen master. Yes, Master [...]
practiced Soto Zen and I believed him to be pure, before; he was a
true Soto missionary in America.
The method he uses is very free, but it is not Soto Zen, not Dogen
Zen. For people who like zazen, they give a conference on Dogen
Zen. For those who like Yoga, they have conferences on Yoga. It is
very clever, but it is not true. He has not one true thing. This is not
shikantaza. It is a supermarket. It sells many things. But shikantaza
means only zazen.
Sit on two chairs and you will fall down. Run after two rabbits and
both will escape you. You must concentrate on only one. Then one
becomes all.
So, Philippe, your book is very important.... My book! You did the
writing. It is very important. This book will influence the Americans.
American people are very clever so they will quickly understand. It is
interesting this book The Voice of the Valley.44
Dokusan
Master: No. His death was natural. Buddha had just eaten some
pork, and his intestines were sick and he died very naturally. He was
about eighty-five years old and there was nothing spectacular or
special about it.
It is not good to eat pork in India, and for the Hindus it is even
forbidden. But Buddha ate pork-I read this in a true
It wasn't the same with Christ. Christ's death was very dramatic.
And so the religion too.
Buddha experienced life until he was more than eighty years old,
and so his teaching changed. Buddha lived fifty years more than did
Christ; and he changed. Kodo Sawaki too-when he was young, and
later at fifty, sixty, seventy, and then just before his death when he
was in his eighties-he changed, changed. My teaching also has
changed. My old disciples know. From the time I arrived here to now,
it has changed. It has become deep.
Most peoples' minds are always selecting. But these minds are not
practicing. This is a contradiction; and so life becomes difficult.
Mind which does not select is in its normal condition, and for this
mind everything is d'accord. I have no money, never mind. Mind
does not select. It is decision. Decision is very important.
Wisdom is necessary. Want too much and it escapes. The cat, the
madame. But when mind becomes quiet, everything comes. Even
money.
Business without profit is foolish. In business it is necessary to get
money. In business, in life, wisdom is necessary.
8.30 P.M.
NOTHING IS SO IMPORTANT
The true way is not difficult, but people want to select and so it
becomes complicated. Satori is not at all difficult. It is simple. It is to
return to the normal original condition of the brain.
Nirvana means total death. Enter the coffin and this is com plete
satori. Zazen is to enter into the coffin. It is very simple. There is no
decoration. The family furnishes the decoration. After our death we
don't need decoration, nor food nor sex. It is very simple, very pure.
Christ said in the Bible that all existences return to death. But then
God makes them all relive again.
Think while you are in the coffin, then you will understand that
nothing is important. During zazen-if you have done it for a long
time-things are not so important. The source of anxieties decrease.
Desires
Even if you are in pain, if you are suffering in zazen, even if you
die now, never mind. It is not so important. Just continue zazen, and
at this moment everything will finish. The philosophies, the sutras,
fears, anxieties: they are not so important. Do zazen like this for a
week and everything in the end will finish. There will be no more
questions in the mondos. The brain will have become simple.
But were I to say: "If there are no questions we will continue
zazen," then surely someone will say to himself: "I must think up a
question." So thoughts arise and the brain becomes complicated,
and more and more thoughts arise.
AUG. 20 / 7 A.M.
If you do not know the principle of the deep way your brain will tire
in vain.
The shadow of the moon arises anywhere, and the light reflects in
any place. But its shadow lives in the minds of those who look at it.
The shadow of the moon is only one, the same. But in the mind of
each beholder it is different.
Genshi, the deep principle, the fundamental source, fills the whole
cosmos. And yet like the moonlight, it is in every town, every village.
The fundamental cosmic power is everywhere, here and now. So too
in zazen right now. But we cannot look at it; we cannot seize it, touch
it. Because each has his own karma. The dimensions are not the
same. This is satori, this is enlightenment, communion. Each person
has his conception, his category, his own norm. Each chooses for
himself.
Listen to the voice of the valley. When you return to your homes try
and remember this sound.
The voice of the valley, the current in the valley, the color of the
mountain: this is from Sotoba, a great poet of ancient China. Well,
one night while he was doing zazen in his hermitage he heard the
voice of the valley, and he woke up completely. Unconsciously,
automatically and naturally genshi penetrated to the deep bottom of
his ki kai tanden. Genshi, the deep principle. Genshi, the root, the
source.
Kaijo!
Don't move! Whenever I say kaijo, you move. You run after the
drum, after the sound of the drum.
(The wooden block suspended at the entrance to the dojo and the
metal plaque suspended in front of the kitchen, a good two hundred
meters off, are struck with steadily increasing speed, causing the
sounds to interplay and to blend together.)"'
The traditional sounds you hear in and after zazen have a deep
meaning.
10.30 A.M.
The flower has fallen and the mountain is tranquil Push the
sky with the head, the ground with the knees.
The flower falls and the people have gone away. After the flower
has fallen and the people have left, then the mountain is more
peaceful. This is the aspect of mind during zazen. This is how it
should be understood. It is not only a landscape, but also zazen-
mind.
It is a Val d'Isere landscape. The landscape and the last zazen are
the same. Do zazen and you do not have to go to the mountain.
Zazen and the mountain are the same. The real mountain is inside
mind. Please, look at the mountain in your mind.
The flower falls means that all finishes, the good and the bad.
Some here are always criticizing: about the food, about other
people. And even during the sesshin they are saying: "It's cold today
and we must have some heat." Or they think of how to win money on
the stock market. All this is bad karma.
But when the wind comes, the flower falls. All falls. There is no
darkness, there is no light, there is no running after, no escape from.
There is no anxiety, no fear. The mountain becomes completely
peaceful. This is zazen.
Kyosaku!
This is the last present. The kusen is soft, the kyosaku is strong.
The blue mountain stands alone. There are many mountains, and
their soaring is finished. There is only one: the highest, the one
which stretches into heaven. This is zazen mind.
You must become a dry tree during zazen. This is from a poem by
master Daichi:12
Dry Tree
The wind has stopped, the flower has fallen and the mountain is
tranquil-this is the last kusen.
THE HARD KISSES OF MASTER KISS
Kinhin and zazen produce a strong reaction. Those who are weak,
who have bad nervous systems, quickly fall down. But afterwards
they will become strong.
(Zazen:) Don't move, don't move. When you move you must do
gassho first. Those who have not the patience, or who are sick, or
who are about to faint, they must do gassho first. And then the
columns must accompany them outside. (Someone else is being
carried outside.)
The atmosphere is very quiet, the others are calm. If you follow the
rules of the dojo, of the sesshin, you will receive the influence of the
others. From the atmosphere you will become quiet and your inside
desires will decrease.'
In those times sesshins were only for monks. When a monk came
for the first time, he would not be allowed to enter the dojo. He had
to wait in the waiting room. To be trained and tested. Some waited a
week before they were allowed into the dojo. In the history of Zen
many great masters had first been tested in the waiting room. (Here
there is no waiting room, only a garage.) In the waiting room there
was no sleeping. The food was reduced.
In the history of Rinzai Zen there was a monk, coming in the direct
line from Nangaku (the great Chinese patriarch), who was called
Sekken Kiss.2 (Sekken in Japanese means soap; but it also signifies
a mountain in China.) And his first disciple was named Fusan Ho-
on.' (Fusan is the name of another mountain in China.)
Ho-on became the tenzo.... Kiss was very strict. He had only one
hundred monks in his dojo but they were all strong monks. Because
only the strong ones stayed.
There was never enough food. There was only genmai soup in the
morning and genmai soup at lunch. There was nothing for dinner,
and, besides, the genmai soup was mostly water. So the desires of
each deminished: their only desire was for food. They were very very
hungry. (This is good for zazen; eat too much and zazen becomes
difficult.)
Then one day master Kiss went away (he went for a walk), and the
tenzo Ho-on, who had compassion for the monks, wished to give
them more to eat than just genmai. So he looked for the key to the
storeroom in the master's quarters, and he fetched out some
noodles which he gave to everyone.
Kiss returned at this time, and he called in the tenzo. Laurent, Guy,
comely Kiss was completely angry. "In my absence you stole! You
stole the key!"
"You are the same as a thief! You can no longer live in this dojo.
Get out, out...."
Ho-on went off begging. He begged around the temple. And during
Kiss' absence he would do zazen in the garden under the trees.
When Kiss saw this he said: "This is a temple garden. You must pay
for the place you take up." (Kiss was very economical.) So Ho-on
gave him the money and the rice he had received from begging; and
so he continued to do zazen in the temple garden, in the place he
was paying for.
Then one day Kiss came across Ho-on on the road begging, and
he said to him: "You are doing this for the way. You are seeking the
way. Very good."... And in the end he gave Ho-on the shiho.
This story is famous because Ho-on had first received the Soto
training. Soto Zen is not so negligent. Patience is necessary... and
Ho-on had already decreased his desires.
Kaijo!
Don't move, don't move. The last moments of zazen are very
important. You must have patience.... Stephan! Socks are no You
are negligent, you dress negligently. This is why you have caught a
cold. Everyone must take care not to catch colds during this sesshin.
UNDERSTANDING RINZAI
(The darkening sky beyond the open window, the blue mountains,
the sounds, the wind in the pines and the river below; with everyone
engaged in mutual listening, hearing the world talk, never repeating
itself, always the same, fading down the mountain side, off in the
silence....)
When we hear the sound of the valley, of the river, true religious
mind arises.
Rinzai was scared. Yet he went and asked the question anyway.
He did not get the answer. He got the kyosaku and escaped. The
shusso sent him back and this time he received the rensaku- and not
on the acupuncture points, but on the top of the head.... (Like myself;
when I visited the Rinzai master Asahina at Engakuji in my younger
days, I too got hit on the head, and I too escaped; but I didn't
return.')... Rinzai, though, was very patient and he went back. He
went back twice and he got ninety blows.
Anyway, he was filled with doubt. "I want to go for a walk," he told
the shusso. "Not to escape, just for a walk."
"In that case," said the shusso, "I will introduce you to a great
master, and you can go there. Master Taigu, master Great Fool. This
great master is a great fool."8
"You have not at all made a mistake. But why can't you
understand? Because you are foolish."
"Why am I foolish?"
"Because Obaku gave you the exact answer; and, too, he taught
you with kindness."
Obaku told him not to come too close. "My mustache is very
strong. You must not touch the mustache (whiskers) of the tiger."
(Two people have fainted and are being carried out by the
kyosakuman and by one of the columns.) In the beginning many
people fall. Four or five have already fallen today. This is because
they are returning to their original condition of mind and body. So for
those who have a weak nervous system, this is very good: just
before they commit suicide or before they die, they fall down.... (But
for people who are intrinsically mad, this is not so. To cure the truly
sick is difficult.)
Still, for people who are too nervous, who think too much, who
take too many drugs, and for those who are spoiled by their parents,
their education and their surroundings, Rinzai Zen is sometimes
effective. But Rinzai education is not a normal education. So Dogen
criticized Rinzai Zen, saying that it was zusan; that it was rough and
barbaric.
But for man it is not necessary that he return to his source (to his
mother's orifice) because man has developed his frontal brain, his
intellect, and he has a memory. So he thinks about it.
Man seeks the cause. Why? Why? From source to source. Why?
Why?
Chukai!
This morning there is no curtain over the window, and people are
looking out at the landscape. Or they are looking at the woman's
hips before them.
And now mankind must return to this. Man must find the value of
consciousness; he must find the value of the mind of humanity itself.
The first three revolutions of humanity were all of them visible.
Nobody forgets the cities, nobody forgets the standing position.
Agriculture too is visible. But the spiritual revolution is invisible. And
so people have forgotten it. I have done zazen for forty years; I have
concentrated only on zazen, and so I understand: humanity has
forgotten. Humanity is not interested in mind, but only interested in
looking outside.
Even here there are some who only look outside. Like that man
walking on the bridge in his black kolomo.
During the sesshin, please, follow the order, follow the rules. Go
against them and you are like a cancerous cell. The cell must be
operated on, expulsed, removed. Contrarily, a person who
concentrates for just one hour, for just half-an-hour, he will have an
influence in the four directions. Concentrate in shikantaza and he will
influence all the cosmos, all existence. If you do zazen, if you have a
good posture, if you have hishiryo consciousness-this will influence
the cosmos for all eternity.
THE CONTRADICTION:
Halberd or shield?
I have said from the beginning that this is not the Club
Mediterranee. Surely a bad karma will now appear.
Sexual morals are very important. Run after sex and bad karma
will appear.
It was at this time that the ideogram mujun came into beingand
from then on the contradiction arose. The modern crisis is just like
this. Ideologies, always ideologies.
HAPPINESS
Why is modern civilization the way it is? Why is it that they have
developed this great material civilization? Why this great
technological development?
Th'o hundred years ago the United States of America declared
their independence, and in the declaration it was written that every
human being has the right to seek after his own happiness. Thirteen
years later came the French revolution. And human rights, an
enlightened philosophy, developed.
All the world sought after happiness. And for most people this
happiness was (to be had through) the satisfaction of desires. If man
had good food, a good house and good sex, and if he possessed
money and material, then he would surely be happy.
When we read American history, we see that they sought after the
material. At first, right after their separation with Britain, they rapidly
expanded in the field of agriculture. At first they had a strong faith in
Puritanism. They were strong for work. They were not lazy, they
made an effort. For one hundred years after their independence-up
until the Civil War-their currency did not change, and what's more the
price of goods dropped by half. This was not inflation. America was
very rich, it had great resources in food, and its pioneer spirit was
strong. They succeeded in building the strongest economic power in
the world. At first Americans worked with effort to create the material
base of human life. And so they became the richest country on
earth-leaving all the world to follow behind them in the economic
field. Today, on the other side are the Communists, the Socialists;
they have become the opposite and so they too have grown very
strong.
NEW PHENOMENON
Do zazen and you can find true happiness. Your karma changes;
your bad karma decreases, and you can find the true happiness in
the bottom of your heart.
8.30 P.M.
The hypothalamus
The clear moon is the posture of zazen. The waves are bonnos,
illusions. Bonnos break (upon it) and at this moment (there is)
illumination, light. At this moment: the light is bodhi, satori, nirvana....
Even waves, even bonnos, become nirvana.
Our desires, the illusions of daily life, are like the waves. The
waves are only form, only phenomena. Their substance is only
water. They disappear quickly, like bubbles. Waves have no
substance. They are always changing, like water in a stream, always
flowing. Impermanent. Sound, too, has no substance. What is its
sound? Stones and rocks hit against each other and sound arises.
Just now a butterfly entered the dojo and I watched it to see where
it would fly. She stopped on top of my head. The but terfly
understands: this master is very quiet, he is not dangerous.... This
afternoon Doctor Evelyne had come to my room to do acupuncture;
she was very surprised because a sparrow entered the window. She
was a little sick and she entered my bed. "Sensei, Sensei, a bird, a
bird!" It was very funny.... The day before yesterday a black cat
visited me while I was at my desk. The cat completely disturbed me.
She sat right down on top of my work and would not leave.... I often
experience this during sesshins. Cats and dogs and other animals
enter the dojo. They want to sleep in the dojo during sesshins. Bilou"
always waits in front of the dojo, and in the mornings he leads the
procession."' But the moment there is the noise of a car, Bilou barks.
The moment there is noise, he makes noise. The hypothalamus
understands.
Zazen is very painful, very difficult to do, yet those who have
experienced it for a long time understand. They want to practice
zazen, their hypothalamus wants to. It is the final happiness, the final
peace, the final tranquil life. This is zazen.
Chukai!
Ju so gyo shiki
Last night I said bonnos, illusions, are like waves. Waves, which
are water, have no substance. Bonnos too: no substance. They are
only phenomenon, only shiki. So what is water? It is activity, it is
ki.19 What is activity?
The first shiki of "shikiju so gyo shiki" means the body-that is, its
five sense organs. The other four (elements) have to do with
consciousness, with mind, with that which is invisible, metaphysical.
HINDU THOUGHT
The ancient Hindus thought that the body was only composed of
five elements of earth (i.e., bones), water (i.e., blood), fire (i.e.,
fever), air (i.e., gas), and mind.24
Bones are the earth. Blood (and urine, adds and other liquids) is
water. "My water-my blood-is not so good." Or: "Today my body has
too much fire. I have a fever." Or: "My body is too cold." (When we
catch a cold we say, in Chinese and Japanese ideograms: Kaze.
Kaze means that the wind enters the body. That cold air has entered
through the skin or into the lungs.)
The Hindus thought that the body was connected to the cosmos,
outside. The bones were the earth, the liquids were the water....
"This is a beautiful flower-I must cut it." This is gyo. Karma arises.
"She is a lovely mademoiselle. I must bring her to my room. 'Hello,
how are you? Do you want some coffee?'"
The last shiki (of shikiju sogyo shiki) is not the same ideogram as
the first shiki. This shiki means consciousness, all types of
consciousness, the understanding which manages, which controls
mind.
Chukai!
8.30 P.M.
But how? How do we look into our mind? On this point Socrates
was not very clear.27 Occidental philosophy likes to analyze, but
when it comes to mind, they do not analyze very much. Montaigne,
which I have read many times, writes in his book Essays that "most
people look to the outside, but I look to the inside." He repeats this
thought three times in his Essays, yet he never tells us what is
mind.28
Kaijo!
(After performing the kito for the new Pope, the master performed
the marriage ceremony, at the altar before the Buddha. When this
was done he told the couple that it was not necessary to go with
other people now." And to the tenzo he said: "You must concentrate
on madame." Then the three of them drank wine out of the same
glass, and the master finished by saying: "I hope your marriage is a
great success," and he kissed them both.)
(The open door at the back of the dojo, the cool morning breeze, the
smell of earth and pine, the sounds of the river, of the kyosaku....)
Most people though, with the sound of the kyosaku, say:"Ah, that's
the sound of the kyosaku," and next the image of the kyosakuman
arises in their minds. Ju so gyo. Gyo is desire: "I want to receive the
kyosaku." And shiki is judgment.
When we do not accept, do not look, do not hear, then ju does not
arise. Only then do we have so gyo shiki. So gyo shiki arises-like a
blind person who does not look, but looks. So then we can have so
gyo shiki (without ju). This (too) is possible. It is then the opposite. It
is imagination.
These are the six roots, the six consciousnesses, the six objects.
They are the sense organs.
The object of the eye is color. The object of the ear is sound. The
object of the nose is smell; of the tongue is taste, of the body is
touch, of consciousness is intuition. The object of the body is the
mental.
So the six roots (organs, senses) receive, accept, feel the six
objects. So at this time mental reaction arises, ju so gyo shiki. The
four elements, the four mental reactions arise.
This is complicated, but still it is very systematic. If you understand
this you can observe with exactitude the structure of your mind.
Kaijo!
AUG. 29 / 7 A.M.
CONSCIOUSNESS
People wish to forget this, but if they do-if they escape this
problem-then life is vain.
When the inside subjective looks at the outside objective, and with
the six roots of the brain feeling the six objects, then at this time a
mental reaction appears.
If you do not imagine, if you do not think, then even if you look, you
do not look; even if you hear, you do not hear. Contrarily, if you do
not look, the imagination looks; if you do not hear, the imagination
hears.
During zazen we must let (matters) pass. If we do (indulge in)
imagination, it will expand. Foolish expansion.... The imagination
becomes, makes, mistakes. It makes categories, and it becomes
dogmatic. Mistaken thinking.
Look from the inside mind to the outside mind; look objectively,
and the eye is just like a camera.
The image enters the eye through the lens (pupil) to rest on the
retina. The optic nerve signals the brain. These signals are received
in a buffer zone.... Ah, you must ask Doctor Durix. He can explain it
all to you. He is an eye doctor....
Some people say that Sensei never hears: "Even when I talk to
him, he does not hear." This is sometimes true. Muriel, my old
secretary, talked too much. She made too much noise.... Many
people come to my room. They speak in French and I don't
understand. They sound like birds.
Even if we do not hear, if we do not accept, and even if ju does not
arise, if sogyo is not created and not entertained, then there will be
no shiki, no consciousness (i.e., to hinder the appearance of true
wisdom).
Chin in, chin in. Don't move. Posture and patience are very
important.
10.30 A.M.
OBSERVATION OF MIND
When the six roots of the brain feel the six objects, then at this
time a mental notion appears: imagination. So, even if you look or
hear, you do not look or hear. But you can also have the opposite:
even if you do not look and you do not hear, you look and you hear.
The image, so has appeared.
The kyosaku must be strong. This one has a sleepy sound. (The
kyosaku is now being administered.) Speed is necessary when
giving the kyosaku. A strong speed, in the correct direction. Not on
the bones, not on the face. If a mosquito land on your face, you must
aim accurately and hit quickly. If you go slowly, it will fly away. It's the
same with the kyosaku. If the kyuosakuman does not concentrate,
he will hit the bones, the face.... Andre is not at all effective. Only
formalism. He knows very well how to make kyosakus, but... (he
does not know how to administer one).32
Our thinking is objective and subjective at the same time. But most
people only think subjectively-they think egotistically, egocentrically-
by their own proper preferences. This is the habit of our daily lives.
Our thinking is not the same during zazen as it is during daily life.
But for those who continue zazen, it is another thinking which you
practice. I can certify this. The thinking is not the same.
Heaven, earth and the ego have the same root. All existences and
the ego are in unity; they are one body. There is no negation of the
ego; this is not nihilism. All becomes ego. The entire cosmos
becomes ego. This is interdependence. The ego has no substance,
it has no noumenon. We are attached to nothing.
When people think, their chins drop forward. Their frontal brains
are heavy and their heads fall. You must always stretch the neck,
stretch the waist. From posture, create wisdom. The hypothalamus is
the source and the energy of wisdom.
MONDO
In the toilet
QUESTION: Why must one remove his rakusu before going to the
toilet?
Master: So that your rakusu will not become dirty. If you let it fall into
the toilet, it will come out dirty and smelly. The rakusu is better clean.
Respect it.
It is also a bit of a custom (to remove one's rakusu or kesa before
entering the toilet). Modern toilets are very clean; and in the old days
the toilets were clean too, but they smelled. And to go to the toilet in
a Japanese temple is a very complicated matter. To remove your
kolomo and your chukin," and to do so exactly, and to put them in
order is quite difficult. And the pee-pee posture, which is not the
same as the western style, is also complicated-in a Japanese temple
it is necessary to sit down like a woman. Then you must do gassho.
The preparation alone takes five minutes.
Master: As you like. You must decide for yourself. I do not oblige or
order.... Why, do you want to follow some political party?
Answer: Ecology.
Master: So?
In modern times parents are very protective and much too kind. So
afterwards the parents become afraid of their children.... Democratic
education is not always so good. The educators make mistakes, they
rarely become angry, and when they do, even a little bit, people
escape.
Kito
Answer: Yes.
But for believers, for people who believe in me, kito is very
effective. For others, though, it is not at all effective.... During the
ceremony the disciples sing the Hannya Shingyo and the master
chants the kito and so there is a special atmosphere, and a strong
mental influence is created.
QUESTION: I want to thank you very much for having opened up my
karma and my ego, for having helped me to abandon my little ego.
Master: Sure!
Madame: I am pessimistic.
Madame: But we are not alone! For other people, other people, other
people!
Master: Other people, other people.... During this camp more than
one thousand people have come. It is spreading, and my disciples
are becoming stronger, and they influence all of Europe, all the
world.... To seek the way, this is important. What is the way? The
way is under our feet.
4 P.M.
Eno, the famous 6th Patriarch: his father died when he was a boy,
and he had no brothers or sisters, just a mother. So he cut wood and
carried it off on his shoulders to sell in town. One day while he was
walking on the path it began to rain, so he took shelter in the
doorway of a house. From where he was standing he could hear the
beautiful chanting of a sutra. He did not understand its meaning, but
still he was impressed.... (Even if you cannot understand its
meaning, a good sutra will mark you, impress you. It's the same as
when we chant them here. It is not like singing songs.)
"What is this sutra?" Eno asked the monk after he had finished
chanting.
There are many famous short statements in the sutras. Like this
one: (Sensei chants.) When a great master chants, one single
phrase can change a person.... Satori-there are many stories of this
in Zen.
So you must escape, separate, cut yourself from this mind which
sticks! Then you can obtain true wisdom.
NO THEATER
Ze-ami, very well known in Japanese No theater, wrote books on
the attitude of mind of No actors. It is looking-of-thenon-looking.
(What is this? It is thinking-non-thinking. It is hishiryo.) Ze-ami was
influenced by Dogen's Zen, and so it became No. Ze-ami wrote this
himself.42
The actor's mask leaves only little slits for the eyes. So when he
acts he is like a blind man. He looks through little holes and he
cannot see everything. Yet when he acts he must look over the
entire stage; and off it too. He must look at the spectators; not just at
their faces but at their minds as well. He must see all, but he can't-
not through the little holes.... This is similar to Zen. No actors must
understand Zen.... Looking-not-looking. The actor cannot look
subjectively, yet in order to play we must look at everything. This way
so9Yo shiki is developed. The actor acts through so gyo shiki.
Your postures here are not good. I have talked for a long time and
everyone's chins have fallen out. (Everyone except for the ten-year-
old American girl; she has not moved at all.)
When times are difficult, zazen is most effective. Then you cannot
stay. You stay only on pain.
MONDO
The beggars sang shomyo
Dahishin-darani is not the same in the Eihiji and the Sojiji temples.
At Eiheiji it sounds like this: (he sings). While at Sojiji it is like this:
(he sings again, this time more slowly). This singing is very slow; this
is shomyo.
The beggars changed the sutras. Even though they could not
understand them.
Karma continues
Master: Oh la-la! This is the question which people ask the most. In
the ten years that I have been doing mondos here I have had this
question asked me more than one hundred times. I am always
answering this question. This is why last year I gave kusens on
karma. For forty days I talked only on karma. Philippe wrote it down
in The Voice of the Valley. (Sensei turns to his secretary:) And in
French?
Master (to questioner): If I again explain karma, you will have to pay
for another ten days.
QUESTION: When zazen is almost over and you say: "We must
suffer for two more minutes," at this time I hate you. What I want to
know is what is happening in my mind when I think like this.
Master: You think this way during zazen? Why? Why, during
zazen?.... The American girl here is ten years old and she is more
developed than you. You are childish. The little girl is the opposite of
you: she does not at all move.
8.30 P.M.
(The bell for kinhin has been struck and everyone stands up:)
The posture of kinhin is the basic posture found at the root of all
the martial arts. Kinhin is not the same as walking. Tension, no
tension. Look on one point, see everything. If you develop the habit
of kinhin, your regular walking will have dignity.
(Zazen:) The metaphysical world is the world of the invisible, while
the physical world is the world of the visible. And Zen is the visible of
the invisible. Zen is the metaphysical world of the physical one, it is
the physical of the metaphysical.
Kaijo!
AUG. 30/7A.M.
(The master enters the dojo and as usual, without losing any time,
he walks quickly along the lines of those sitting in zazen, inspecting
everyone and everything. Behind him follows the shusso. Gaining his
seat to the right of the entrance and directly opposite the big bay
window, the master does gassho and sits down. The first ray of
sunlight, just then cutting through a cleft between two mountains,
falls full on his face as he takes up the lotus posture. Meanwhile, the
shusso, having stopped along the way (to correct someone's posture
or something), regains his own seat (to the left of the entrance) some
moments later. The master says:)
If you look only at the part, you cannot concentrate on the whole.
Look only at the leaves and you cannot see the root. Look only at the
root, and you cannot see the leaves. Do this and contradictions
arise.
When I first arrived in France, life was not at all difficult. I lived in a
little room in the back of a warehouse. I slept on the concrete, with
only a zafu, and for a desk I used a barrel. I only ate genmai which I
cooked myself. I rarely went out; once I did go out and I got lost. It
was a simple life. Just zazen and a little writing.
He who takes care only of the leaves, forgets the root, so he takes
care of the little things, leaves, leaves... with his personal
consciousness.
But he can catch the root, and from this wisdom arises.
Shikiju so gyo shiki. If you continue zazen for a long time, you do
not feel shiki (the body). The same with ju: there is no act of looking,
of hearing. So and gyo are finished too. There are no more images,
no more desire. Shiki (consciousness) alone remains. There is only
unconsciousness, subconsciousness, natural consciousness. This
looking non-looking, non-hearing but hearing, thinking non-thinking
and non-thinking thinking. Manas consciousness has finished and
only Alaya consciousness remains."
If we concentrate only on our hands, our thumbs, then we cannot
concentrate on our breathing-someone asked this during the mondo.
But with the habit of concentration in zazen, then we can concentrate
on stretching the waist, stretching the neck, pulling in the chin,
pushing the sky with the head and the ground with the knees: then
we can concentrate on the entire posture all at the same time.
Through repetition we can concentrate on everything.
This is why Guy (who is a jumbo jet pilot for Air France) comes to
zazen.... I am often asked questions by officials of the Japanese
airlines. Zen instruction for pilots is very important. Hishiryo.... The
pilot of a jumbo jet, while he is in the process of landing, must always
maintain communication with the control tower. He must hear the
information, and he must await orders and instructions. He must look
outside and at the same time he must look inside-at the instruments.
He must use his hands and his feet. He must talk with the flight
steward and he must deal with the Red Army (i.e., sky-jackers). And
at the same time he must realize an accurate landing, with the exact
speed. So the pilot trains deeply. Only repetition: and so habit
develops. He does not use his own personal consciousness, but only
the unconscious. (What is necessary are three heads and six hands,
like the Hindu God Shiva.)
So, what is the ego?.... Each one of us think: "I am me," I am like
this or like that; and we understand this through go un, the five
aggregates (sensation, perception, thought, activity, and
consciousness). This is gyo and shiki-egoisticgyo and egoistic shiki.
For beginners this is difficult to do; because they must use their
willpower. But this is not so for those who continue zazen. Willpower
is not necessary, for body and mind follow the cosmic order. Mind
has developed the habit of following the cosmic order.
MONDO
Master: We must follow it, but some don't. When the sun rises, they
go to sleep. All this is very simple, but still some people do the
opposite.
But in modem civilization the frontal brain goes against this, and so
your autonomous system becomes tired; you become tired, neurotic,
and in the end you go crazy and finish in the hospital. You, Doctor,
you have studied the hypothalamus. You must teach others.
The truth?
Master: Bien stir! What is truth? (No reply.) If you don't know Zen and
you don't know truth, then your question is empty. (Everyone in the
assembly laughs.) Your question is funny.
What is truth? Everybody uses this word, but what is it? What is
truth, what is the way? This is a big koan. Another question?
QUESTION: You say that science certifies that the mind, during
zazen, follows the cosmic order. And yet you also say that science is
narrow, and that it, too, looks through spectacles.
Master: Yes, within the world of science: truth (i.e., inside the world
of science itself, science certifies). Concerning the material and
physical world, science is very convenient. But when it comes to
metaphysical questions, science cannot certify them. Science cannot
certify religion, it cannot certify mind. Nor can psychology.
Objectively psychology can do so, but subjectively it is not possible.
Because each person looks through his own colored spectacles.
Isn't this so, Doctor? (Sensei looks at Doctor Durix). Science is not
complete (nor is modern medicine), so you are searching, seeking to
progress.
Master: Afterwards this can be made possible. But not now: I do not
want to die yet.... My master Kodo Sawaki gave his body to the
University of Tokyo. (Sensei looks at the Doctor:) Ah, but Tokyo
University has already asked for it, for my brain. Hirai wants it.
AUG. 30 / 4 P.M.
Philippe wrote The Voice of the Valley and today one hundred
books arrived. The voice of the valley, its sound is marvelous. It is
the sound of Kanzeon. Bonnon kai kyo on. Bonnon is the sound of
complete purity. Kai kyo on is the sound of the ocean flux. This is
beyond the sound of the sentient world.
Philippe made a deep kan, a deep vow, to write this book and to
publish it in America. And even now he continues to write, without
pay, without anything. "I am very poor, I have no money, Sensei."
AUG. 31 / 7 A.M.
And those who received the ordination yesterday, they too must
change. They must stop taking drugs and return to original mind.
Drugs are of no use. Drugs are special mind.... For those who took
drugs and who have completely stopped taking them, this is satori.
So, after hitting the sleeping monk, Nyojo said: "I stop zazen today,
I stop the education, I stop the sesshin," and he returned very angry
to his room.
Dogen followed the master to his room and did sampai. Dogen
was completely impressed. "Shin jin datsu raku, " he said. "Today,
master I received a big shock. My body and mind have completely
changed. It has changed by 180 degrees."
Rinzai people claim that Dogen got satori at this moment. But
Dogen, himself, never said this. Dogen only wrote that he was
impressed, shocked. Nyojo never said: "I give you the shiho, you got
satori."62 Nyojo only smiled. Shin jin datsu raku, datsu raku shin fin.
More, more, encore more, until death. The way is not finished. This
is Soto Zen.
BE LIKE A DONKEY
Soto Zen is not very demonstrative. It is like the big fool, like the
donkey. You must practice like the fool, so it is written at the end of
the Hokyo Zan Mai. This means that you must practice sincerely,
honestly. Do not show your cleverness, your intelligence. Hide them.
Kaijo.
Before then everyone, even the men, wore their hair long. Now
they cut it. And today all Japanese people receive a western
education. If a Japanese does not learn English while in secondary
school, he does not receive a diploma.... The whole of Japanese life
has changed. One hundred years ago the Japanese did not know
milk, butter, cheese or bread. They did not even know what an apple
was. And so too with knives, forks and houses. Houses are now built
in the western style.... China also has changed. Mao changed it
Marx and Lenin: the Russian style.
The emperor changed his style of dress, and so did the military.
They have changed to the French style. The hat and the uniform and
even the sword has changed. The sword they use is no longer
Japanese. This is very funny.
And now you, here, have changed to the black kolomo-and to the
kesa! The highest!
The Japanese have forgotten the black kolomo and the kesa. And
the Japanese monks, they have forgotten the true kesa. Japanese
monks, in modem times, only wear the kesa for ceremony and for
funeral services. They wear the kesa only while in the temple. When
traveling, and while in daily life, one does not see many kesas. So it
is in Japan and so it is, too, in Europe. This is why everyone who
sees me, dressed in the true kesa of the transmission, are
surprised.... But now this kesa is spreading in the West.
Socrates too wore one. All the great philosophers in that time in
Greece word the kesa. Imitation kesas. At that time, Asia was an
influence on Greece, and Greece on Asia. There was an exchange
of cultures.
If you practice zazen, and if you wear the kesa, it will influence all
the West. And so, too, it will once again influence the Japanese.
Those who were ordained yesterday are the treasures of this East-
West exchange; they are historical treasures. Since two or three
thousand years, right up until today, the transmission of the kesa has
continued.
I thank you for your good postures, and for the good sesshin....
BASO (Ma-tsu 709-788). Great chan master of the Tang dynasty.
Disciple of Nangaku and master of Hyakujo. Certified 139 disciples
in all, many of whom became celebrated masters in their own
right: Hyakujo, Nansen, Daibai Hojo and Layman Pang. Baso was
the first to use the rough-method technique of shouts and blows
(zusan) to awaken his disciples. However, he was also known for
his never-ending gyoji, his strong samu, and for his unremitting
zazen which he practiced on a large stone. Baso set up his dojo at
Kosei, west of the river Yangtse. At the same time Sekito set up
his, south of the lake Toung-Ting, and the disciples often traveled
between the two dojos. So you have the expression, "west of the
river, south of the lake. " Here perhaps are the true origins of the
two schools (later named Rinzai and Soto respectively), Baso and
Sekito being their actual forefathers. "From the river to the lake,"
goes a line in an ancient poem dedicated to both of them, "how
many times have they gone, how many times have they stayed?"
2. an enlightened person
3. simply enlightenment or awakening
5. and more commonly the Buddha Shakyamuni, the man who was
born in Kapilavatthu in 536 B.C. and who died in Kuchinagara in
483 B.C.
BUDO (bu: war and do: the way). The way of the samurai, the way of
combat. The martial arts. And bushido (bushi: warrior) is the
warrior's code of honor.
In the next verse are mentioned the names of the Buddhas and the
Bodhisattvas, and a small wooden clapper is struck after each
name. In one of the closing verses it is said that when eating the
first spoonful we cut all the bad karma, with the second spoonful we
create all the good karma, and with the third we save humanity.
After the death of Eno the 6th and last official Patriarch (713), Chan
spread rapidly, breaking up into two major branches, the Northern
and the Southern. In the succeeding centuries a variety of schools
developed (Unmon, Honen, Igyo, Rinzai and Soto, or the Five
Schools of Chan), but by the twelfth century all five schools
became pretty much reabsorbed into two major teachings, that of
Rinzai and Soto.
Dogen was also a great writer and most of his teachings are
included in his voluminous work entitled Shobogenzo. His poetry,
also of extraordinary depth and beauty, is included in the work
entitled San Sho Doei.
DOKAN. Ring of the way. The continual repetition of the acts of one's
daily life. Repetition of posture, of body and mind attitude, as a
continuous practice. (See gyoji.)
Stayed with his master for nine years, practicing only shikantaza.
After receiving the transmission, Eka went to live in town where he
sometimes worked as a street-sweeper, and where he also began
to spread the Dharma. Died at the age of 107, the victim of an
assassination plot conducted by the local police chief.
When the Soto master gives the shiho to his disciple, he gives him
the five go-i. (Go means five, and i means principle.)
GAITAN. Entrance area to the dojo. Reserved for those who work in
the kitchen and must leave during zazen. Also, for those who have
problems, either with their health or with their postures, who cough
and sneeze and move about crossing and uncrossing legs, etc.
The left hand symbolizes the spiritual or holy world, the right the
material or phenomenal world. The hands thus joined symbolize
the unity of spiritual and material, of sacred and profane, of man
and the cosmos. The hands thus joined make up the one mind.
Sharo was no ordinary youth and in one second he cut his ties with
society. He cut his karma. Anyway, he was ordained by Seppo at
the age of thirty and eventually became his Dharma heir. So,
though he may not have saved his own father from drowning, he
nevertheless saved the lives of countless others.
GENSHI. Root, source. The fundamental source which fills the
cosmos, like the moon on the lake, in a puddle, in every town,
every village everywhere. Gen means deep or bottom, and shi
means principle. So you have "deep principle," "true way. "
GODO. In the Zen hierarchy, he's number one after the master.
Master-godo-shusso. While the shusso functions in conjunction
with the master, a function limited to the dojo proper, the godo gives
the teaching in the master's absence, both inside the dojo and out.
(See shusso.)
GENMAI. Traditional rice soup eaten after the morning zazen. This
soup as we know it today began with master Fuyo Dokai who died
in 1118 (see Fuyo Dokai).
To stop the thinking process which occurs in the frontal brain (as
opposed to the central or primitive brain, the hypothalamus) and to
think instead with the body.
IMMO. Tathata, suchness, "that," "it. " That which is. The body and
mind of the eternal present. Immo (truth) is sometimes called "that"
or "it" because if any name or label is given at all, "it" is already
missed. Immo is the symbol of the authentic Buddhist way. Immo
nin: the man of satori.
I SHIN DEN SHIN. (I means with; shin means mind; den means to
transmit). Thus from mind to mind, from master's mind to disciple's
mind. Kodo Sawaki once identified this expression with "heartmind
to heart-mind. " In fact, I shin den shin is the key factor in the
teachings of both Kodo Sawaki and Taisen Deshimaru.
IWAZU, "I won't say." One day the monk Zangen pointed to a coffin
containing the body of a man recently deceased, and addressing
his master, he said: "In this coffin: is there life or death?"
Joshu met Nansen when he was sixty-one years old, followed him
for more than twenty years, and establishing himself as his own
master at the age of eighty, he set about "instructing men and gods
for the next forty years. " He died in 897 at the ripe old age of one
hundred twenty.
Indeed, when you sit in the manner of the masters and the
patriarchs, what precept are you not oberving, what merit are you
not actualizing?
KAIJO. Kai means open, free; jo means zazen. Kaijo is the moment
the drum is struck to indicate the end of zazen; and to indicate the
hour of the day. When the master says: "Kaijo!, " a monk strikes the
drum, and depending upon the given hour of the day-be it 9 A.M. or
10 P.M.-the drum is struck nine or ten times to correspond to that
hour.
KAN. A great vow. All the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas make them. A
solemn promise or pledge. Kan usually comes from within oneself.
The vow to live according to one's own true ideal, this is kan.
KANNA-ZEN. Another name for Rinzai or koan Zen. "Kanna " means:
observing the spoken word-so you have "Kanna-Zen" or
"SpokenZen. " Also refers to discussion, "debate" and "Dharma-
combat" Zen. First promulgated by Rinzai master Daie in twelfth
century China. (See also Mokusho-Zen.)
KARMA, action. The totality of all one's acts, plus the consequences.
Karma is created through the action of body, mouth and mind; and
when created, it is forever, for what has happened has happened
and cannot be undone. Karma is the law of cause and effect, and
from karma we have transmigration and samsara-the chain of
existences, or rebirths, resulting from one's past actions.
Most often associated with master Rinzai. First used, however, one
hundred years before him, by master Baso.
The kesa means faith, the essential force in Zen; also monks
prostrate themselves (sampai) before the kesa as they would
before the master or the Buddha-for nothing is so highly venerated
in Zen as this kesa; on the other hand, those who practice zazen
for long years, while never once wearing the kesa itself, let alone
receiving it, their practice remains only a training method for
obtaining good mental and physical health, like Yoga.
KI. Body energy, activity, vitality, force. Located not simply in the
mind, nor in the kikai tanden (hara), but in all the nerves, fibers and
cells of the entire body.
For those who believe in this sutra, and who have faith in this
ceremony, the kito can be very effective.
KOAN. A statement, a saying, an act or gesture that can bring one to
an understanding of the truth. An absolute, eternal truth transmitted
by the master. Also, a tool used to educate a disciple.
KONTIN. When the mind, during zazen, falls into obscurity, doubt,
delusion, melancholia, or into just plain dullness. (Kon means
darkness, tin means to sink.) Characterized by fatigue both mental
and physical. During zazen the chin falls, the thumbs drop, the
backbone slumps. The cutting off of all thoughts; kontin resembles
a state of mind similar to sleep. (See sanran for the opposite.)
KOTSU. Curve-topped staff the master carries with him in the dojo,
the dining room and elsewhere. Less than two feet in length and
curved in a form that resembles the human spinal column. Not to
be confused with hossu, a yak-haired staff used during certain
ceremonies.
When a monk asked Joshu if a dog had Buddha nature, Joshu did
not reply "no"-he replied "mu. "
MUJO (Anitya in Sanskrit). Impermanence of all things. Eternal
change. Fundamental principle of Buddhism, "Mujo never ceases to
spy on you, not even for a moment," writes master Daichi, "and
when he delivers his attack, it is with such speed and brutality that
it strikes you down before you even realize it."
NIRVANA
Nyojo was the last of the great Chinese Zen masters. However,
thanks no doubt to Dogen, who carried Nyojo's teachings back with
him to Japan in 1225, it still continues today.
RAKUSU. Small token kesa worn over the neck and breast, and
given usually by the master to the disciple during ordination. Also
can be worn by all Mahayana Buddhists (monks, nuns and lay
disciples), for it symbolizes the original patched robe of the Buddha
Shakyamuni. Rectangular in shape and approximately thirty-three
centimeters long and twenty-three wide. (See kesa.)
ROSHI. A respectful title meaning "old master" (Ro means old, Shi
means master). Title used when a Zen master is of advanced age
(though today readily appropriated by teachers of all ages).
SANGHA (Sanskrit). Lit. "the assembly of the monks. " The good holy
company. The gathering of three or more disciples around the
master. The very heart of Buddhism and all the different schools
come together in the sangha. Shortly after the Buddha had his
great satori at Bodh-Gaya (Buddhagaya) in the sixth century B.C.,
his former companions, and those he met along the way, Ananda,
Sariputra, Mahakasyapa, etc. came to him, and this gathering was
called "the sangha of Shakyamuni Buddha." In fact, of all existing
religious orders, the Buddhist sangha is the oldest. In Japanese the
word sorin is sometimes used (so means group and rin means
forest). A forest or place where various kinds of trees live together.
SESSHIN. Period of time (be it two days, three, four, five, six or
seven) given to concentrated zazen practice. Ses means to touch
and shin means true mind. To touch, to make contact with our true
mind, to look toward the inside. To make contact with the universal
cosmic ego.
SHIHO. Traditionally, a secret ceremony that takes place at midnight
between the master and one of his disciples, and during which the
master passes on the transmission to the disciple. And, in this
sense, it represents the most genuine, the most authentic and pure,
the highest ordination existing in Zen. When the master certifies the
disciple's satori. The true shiho is not a formal affair, but simply the
act of giving and/or accepting the Dharma of a true master. In the
colloquial sense, the shiho can also mean the actual "certificate" of
transmission officializing the Zen monk in his functions and
privileges. (See also footnote 21, Session 1.)
SHIN JIN DATSU RAKU. Shin is mind, fin is body, datsu raku is to
throw down, to throw away. Thus, literally, body and mind throw
down (i.e., to abandon body and mind). The credo of Dogen and
Deshimaru Zen.
SHIN JIN MEI. Literally, Poems on the Faith of Mind. The oldest of
the ancient Zen poems, composed by master Sosan (d. 606), and
in which the term "hishiryo" is used for the first time.
SHUSSO. The shusso, in a dojo, is number one after the master (or
the godo). He is responsible for everything that happens in the dojo
proper-responsible for how everyone is seated, for the
kyosakumen, the columns, the ceremony, and for the atmosphere
as a whole. He sits to the left of the entrance, and he is considered
the master's first disciple. (See godo.)
SOSAN (d. 606). Disciple of Eka and master of Doshin. Third Zen
Patriarch. Author of the Shin Jin Mei, the very first true Zen text in
existence.
TENZO. Head cook. Also, one of the most important monks in the
Zen hierarchy, in one of the most challenging positions in the
temple or monastery.
THALAMUS. Region located in the center of the brain and above the
hypothalamus. Region through which pass sensory impulses on
their way out to the cerebral cortex. The thalamus regulates the
circulation of energy and it works as a link or exchange-center
between the primitive (instinctive) and the non-primitive (cerebral)
brain hemispheres. For this reason, the term "thalamus" (much as
the term "hypothalamus") is used to denote the instinctive or
primitive brain. (See hypothalamus.)
ZAFU. Cushion on which one sits when in zazen. Packed with kapok.
(The Buddha and his disciples used zafus packed with dried grass.)
3. cited in: Deshimaru, Roshi Taisen. The Voice of the Valley, Zen
Teachings, Roshi Taisen Deshimaru. Philippe Coupey (editor). Old
Tappan, N.J.: Bobbs-Merrill, CO, 1979.
4. Gensha (d. 908) let his father drown in the river. Freed thereby
from the father-son tradition, he was finally able to follow the way.
See Glossary.
SESSION 1
3. On his return from China, Dogen wrote about master Rinzai with
admiration and respect; and twelve years later he wrote about him
again, though this time more critically.
4. Master Deshimaru, in quoting from the Rinzai Roku and other texts
written originally in Japanese or Chinese (as he does throughout
this sesshin), often spontaneously adapted the translations to suit
the needs of his listeners in the present situation. At other times he
translated directly from these original texts, also rendering
spontaneously. Unless otherwise stated, the reader is advised to
consider the translations of the texts mentioned in the Master's
teaching to be his own adaptations, not the verbatim versions of
translators.
8. Tozan and Sozan were famous Chinese Zen masters of the ninth
century. The To and the So in their names were eventually put
together to make up the word "Soto." The well-known Goi method
(or Five Steps), introduced by Tozan and further developed by
Sozan, is a philosophical arrangement of the two basic Soto texts,
Sandokai and Hokyo Zan Mai.
13. Some people sit in the back during the ceremony and only watch.
14. On a list of the master's closer disciples, the best, or the "golden,"
are on top.
18. The master comments fully on Genjo Koan later; see Session 3,
August 12, 8:30 P.M., Genjo: The Highest Realization.
20. Here the master adapts Rinzai's Principles to the matter at hand.
21. There are basically two kinds of shiho, the one being the
transmission from patriarch to patriarch, the transmission of mind,
of the Dharma (Deshimaru's first response to the question, "What
is shiho?"), and the other being the transmission from temple chief
to temple chief (referred to in this section). These days, this latter
shiho is usually given patrimonially, that is, from father to son.
22. Master Deshimaru first experienced Zen under a Rinzai master.
23. Dogen wrote thirty poems assembled together under the title
Sansho Doei, and they deal with mind during zazen.
25. That is, which doctrine, which teaching, which practice is the
truest and the best?
27. Mu: nothing. This exchange, which occurred during the latter
Tang dynasty, and known as "Joshu's mu," has become the most
famous koan of all times (see Glossary).
Anyway, scholars and others often confuse the word "robe" with
the word "kesa,"not understanding that the difference is to be
found, not in the garment's shape or form, but in its essence.
Unlike with the robe, the kesa is given by the master to his
disciple, usually during the monk ordination. It is a question of who
gives the garment-if it is the emperor who gives the garment, then
it becomes a matter of shape, color, quality and value, and
therefore it is called the "robe." But if it is a master, a patriarch or a
Buddha who gives it, then whatever the shape, color or quality, it is
called a "kesa. "
SESSION 2
4. "Rinzai's zen style has earned him the name General Rinzai,"
writes the contemporary master, Hisamatsu, of the Rinzai school.
(In, The Collected Works of Hisamatsu Shinichi. Vol. vi, "Kyoroku-
shu." Tokyo: Risosha, 1973.)
5. The last two days were hosan, holiday. Of the two hundred or more
at the previous sesshin, only about fifty stayed on. During the
"holiday" many of us helped out on the premises, getting the place
ready for the next wave of arrivals, etc.; others meanwhile went
hiking in the Alps or hung out at the local bar in Val d'Isere, the
Santa Lucia.
8. Short staff with a long tuft of horse or yak hair knotted at one end,
and often carried by a Zen master. Good for chasing off flies,
demons and other vermin.
12. While Kukai (d. 835), a Japanese monk, went to China and
brought back Chinese Tantric Buddhism, and while Denkyo (d.
822), also a Japanese monk went to China and brought back the
Chinese Tendai teaching, Eisai, another Japanese monk, went to
China and brought back the Zen teachings of Rinzai. So, now it
was Dogen's turn, and in 1227 he came back with the Soto
teaching of Nyojo.
13. i.e., by not sinking into sleepy darkness, nor by rising into wakeful
agitation, one makes room for cosmic consciousness.
14. She is not the same mad woman referred to in Session 1.
15. The master is here using an historic Soto mondo (i.e., the Dogen-
tenzo mondo), in order to compare it with the preceeding Rinzai-
type mondos.
16. Unmon (d. 949). Famous Chinese Soto master, known among
other things for his one syllable Zen.
19. When we sit about seven hours or more per day. During the
preceeding days we sat about four hours or more per day.
20. Rinzai people still maintain the same attitude today. "Since long
ago, the motto of Zen," writes contemporary Rinzai master
Hisamatsu, "has been the expression: 'self-dependently
transmitted, apart from the scriptures, not dependent on words or
letters.' From the Zen perspective, scriptures are nothing but
scraps of paper for wiping up filth." The Collected Works of
Hisamatsu Shinichi. Vol. vi, "Kyoroku-shu." Tokyo: Risosha, 1973,
p. 21.
21. Besides being the title to Dogen's monumental work, this word
shobogenzo is also used as a common noun, and as such can be
roughly translated as "the center of the true teaching."
22. "It is a sign of rawness and indigestion to disgorge our meat the
moment we have swallowed it. The stomach has not performed its
function if it has not changed the condition and character of what it
was given to digest." (Montaigne)
23. The four oldest Zen classics and the textual embodiment of the
essence of Zen.
24. The "permanents" are those who remain throughout the entire
camp. All of them work, in the kitchen, in the administration office,
on the temple maintenance, as sewers of rakusus and kesas, as
secretaries of the master, as his writers, etc.
27. "Professors and scholars who come to sit with me," writes Master
Sokeian, "say they know all about meditation, and they sit with the
monks, and fall asleep in five minutes." ( from Zen Notes, Vol.
XXXVII, No. 4, April 1990.)
28. Soto Zen temple and administrative center for the fifteen
thousand Soto temples in Japan and elsewhere. It is like the
Vatican for Soto Zen.
29. When this took place Sensei had no dojo. The few who gathered
about him did so in a basement of the building where he worked as
a masseur.
31. Concerning the posture, the master has said elsewhere that a
fallen chin indicates fatigue; a dropped head, thinking; a head tilted
to the right or the left, madness, and so on.
32. Kai means open, free; jo means zazen. i.e., free of zazen. The
kyosakus are returned to the altar and the big drum is struck -
eleven timesfor it is now 11 P.M.
33. August or not, we are high in the Alps, almost two thousand
meters above sea level, and the snow is heavy on the mountains.
35. To avoid possible disturbances, the kyosaku is not given while the
master speaks.
If you had been there," observed the master, "I could have saved
the cat."
43. Being that we (of Dogen school) have been inculcated with long
and glorious stories of Soto tenzos, the brevity by which the Rinzai
tenzo is dispatched seems, to us, quite funny. See, Schloegl,
#50b, pp. 6970.
46. Master Hau Howo, A Critic of Rinzai Zen. Tokyo: Pacific Ocean
Publishing Company.
47. This is nothing to what it later became. During the sesshins
conducted in China at the turn of the century, "...the monks who
found it impossible to make any mental breakthrough either
because they were too 'stupid' or because they could not stop
thinking about their parents, wives, children and other things they
had left behind, would at first be unable to keep their minds on
anything. Then they would begin to have hallucinations and 'talk
nonsense.' At this point they were usually locked in a room and a
Chinese doctor called to examine them. Some recovered, some
died... Fatalities were most common during meditation weeks and
the bodies were not burned immediately... They were wrapped in
quilts and left to be disposed of when the meditation weeks were
over." (Hoffman, Yoel The Sound of One Hand Clapping. Great
Britain: Paladin, 1977, p. 18.)
This may not mean that koan-practice, per say, killed the poor
fellows, but it does mean that too much zazen, too hard, did it.
SESSION 3
2. In this passage, and in others to follow, the master first recites the
sutra in kanbun.
8. Those designated to sit facing out; they sit in the four corners of
the dojo, motionless like columns or pillars. They are disciples of
long standing and their exact postures influence those about them.
Also, it is their job to look without looking and to indicate to the
kyosakuman if anything is amiss-if someone is sick, asleep or
agitated, and if the kyosaku is necessary.
9. This French monk was the one who had given the American girl
the bad haircut a few days before. See, August 13, 7:30 P.M.,
Satori visits you.
10. "All men live by truth and stand in need of expression. The man is
only half himself, the other half is his expression." (Emerson)
12. This short sutra, also known as the Heart Sutra, is chanted by
everyone after zazen.
13. After receiving his great satori under the Bodhi tree, Buddha
considered with whom he should share it first, and remembering his
five friends then residing in the Deer Park in Benares, he went in
search of them. At first the friends refused to listen to him as he,
Shakyamuni, had given up his fasting and practice of mortification
to return to the free use of the necessities of life; nonetheless
Buddha quickly succeeded in imparting and in sharing his
realization with them (i.e., genjo expressed in the Four Noble
Truths), and so began the teaching of Buddhism among
companions. This gathering, called the sangha (the good, the holy
company), is the oldest monastic order in existence.
17. The American girl is now on her second haircutting! This second
haircutting incident occurred when another girl, in a fit of jealousy,
caught the American by surprise and cut off more of her hair.
18. Prior to the first haircutting, the American girl had been planning
on taking the nun's ordination. Ironically, this ordination, if done
according to the tradition, entails shaving the head completely.
19. For a different translation of this Japanese tanka, see August 25,
8:30 P.M., Man's primitive brain.
21. Hugo Lasalle is a German Jesuit priest who teaches Rinzai Zen
in Japan, where he lives.
22. A short, curvetopped staff the master carries with him in the dojo.
25. Sensei is again reiterating points he had made earlier, for those
who did not assist the previous session.
26. A monk asked: "How about when the lion growls?" Unmon said:
"Never mind about when the lion growls, try it when it roars." The
monk did so, but Unmon said: "That's an old rat squeaking."
27. The master reads these words, which, once translated into "on
the spot" French, ring particularly preposterous. English version
from: Schloegl, Irmgard, (translator). The Zen Teachings of Rinzai
(The Record of Rinzai). Berkeley, CA: Shambhala, 1976, #61, p.
74.
28. "Hey, Mr. Abbot, dirtiest monk in the world," says master Ikkyu,
"give me a kwat!"
30. i.e., Better to leave your home to teach; love (spiritual love) is
necessary and harder come by back home.
32. Sensei's note to Shin Jin Mei: "As our mind believes in our
essential mind, shin and jin are same mind. Not two, only one.
Shin jin meithe mind which believes and essential mind which is
believed-is not two, only one. The concluding phrase 'shinjin funi'
gives the full meaning of the entire poem. Funi means non-two,
only one. So it means only one mind which is our believing mind
and the object mind which is the essence of mind."
33. 1173-1264. Great Japanese Buddhist master and founder of the
Jodo Shin sect.
36. Sensei's note: As shin is belief in our essential mind (in true
Buddha, true God), we do not need another Buddha, another God-
because we can find essential mind itself in zazen or in the kesa."
37. Sensei's note: "In Japanese, mind is called kokoro, which means
conscience, heart, spirit. Kokoro means koro-koro which means
always changing.
39. And older than Dogen himself. Dogen 1200-1253, Ejo 1198-1280.
See Glossary.
41. Master Deshimaru had been invited the year prior to meet with
the Pope in the Vatican but he did not go.
47. "If we could look back on our lives once in the coffin," says master
Kodo Sawaki, "we'd probably think: 'it sure would have been nice
not to have gotten so serious about things.' "
48. "Is there any creature on land or sea which does not find its
greatest pleasure in other creatures of its own kind? If it were
otherwise, why should not a bull take pleasure with a mare, or a
stallion with a cow?" (Cicero)
49. Following this interplay of the wood and the metal, the shusso
strikes the small bell, then the kyosakuman hits the big gong, and
on the fourth stroke the entire assembly begins to chant Hannya
Shingyo. The monotone of the chant is accompanied by two
instruments, the big gong and the mokugyo. The gong, which is a
thick metal-hammered bowl, is struck at the beginning, at the end
and during the breaks with a muffled cloth-bound mallet. The
mokugyo, which is made of wood and looks like a bloated fish with
its mouth partly open, is also struck with a clothbound mallet. So,
while the gong is an indicator or a signal of sorts, the mokugyo,
with its measured beat, works as a controller to the pace and to
the volume of the chant itself.
51. i.e., A biwa influences the mind of even the inelegant; a flute
without holes even harmonizes with the strong man ("moves":
influences; "sleeves": mind; "wooden": inelegant; "iron": strong).
53. Another name for a dojo is "the place of dry trees," while another
name for zazen is "dry trees" (koboku).
SESSION 4
1. The master is here primarily addressing the new people who have
come for this final ten day session.
2. Rinzai master. Also known as Yoken Kisei. His exact dates are not
known.
9. "You must not let everyday experience in its variety force you to
permit the eye, which does not see, or the ear, which is full of
noise, or the tongue, to rule your thought." (Parmenides, sixth
century B.C.).
10. Looking through the window before him, Sensei sees someone
dressed in a monk's robe walking along the river bank.
11. Like Pythagoras, the Greek philosopher of the sixth century B.C.,
who went to the East in search of knowledge, and then founded a
brotherhood of disciples in Italy. He taught reincarnation and he
gave oral teachings on a new way of life inspired by the love of
wisdom without goal or purpose (mushotoku).
15. Maybe, but going by his portrait-fierce scowl, eyes like burning
coals under beetle brows-and by his words, you wouldn't know it.
18. Every morning after zazen and before breakfast Sensei leads a
procession through the woods at the foot of the mountain behind
the dojo.
27. And yet it is said of Socrates that he taught virtue (or knowledge)
to be true only once it reaches the stage of expression (i.e., doshu.
See August 15, 7:30 A.M. and 9 P.M.)
28. "The world always looks outward, I turn my gaze inward; there I
fix it, and there I keep it busy. Everyone looks before him; I look
within. I have no business but with myself. I unceasingly consider,
examine, and analyze myself." (Montaigne)
29. This was the Pope who died shortly thereafter. Nonetheless, the
kito is a very powerful incantation, and so surely it has helped him
on his way to paradise, as the master would say.
30. Awakening.
33. Manas, not to be confused with mana. While the latter refers to
the left hemisphere of the brain, the ego-center, manas here refers
more specifically to rational subject-object consciousness. (In
Lankavatara Sutra "mana" is defined as intellectual
consciousness, as that which sorts out and judges the results of
the five kinds of sense-consciousnesses. However, the same sutra
also says of manas that it is one with universal mind by reason of
its participation in transcendental intelligence, etc. Thus, the word
manas has two different meanings, depending upon how it is
used.)
35. "This is like the vision of a man who observes the manifold forms
and colors of a landscape and feels himself different from it (as 'I'
and 'here').' (Lama Govinda)
37. A long cord wom about the waist. The monks in the temples wear
black-colored chukins, while he who has received the shiho wears
a brown chukin. The master wears a violet one. Master
Deshimaru, however, seldom wears a chukin.
43. Sho means chant and myo means light; a pentatonic plainsong
similar to the Gregorian chant. Nowadays shomyo is primarily
performed in the Tendai and the Shingon sects.
45. Atman: the supreme self, the universal consciousness, the divine
element in man.
46. After Buddha's death a deep philosophic conflict arose over this
issue, and it still persists today. The Buddhist doctrine of vanishing
phenomena tells us that all phenomena are illusion; therefore
karma, being something, must also vanish. Contrarily, the Buddhist
doctrine of karma tells us that non-manifest karma does not
vanish, but rather that it continues, even unto eternity. Reality in
Buddhism, however, is the reality of existence and of non-
existence; it is the existence of each separate being, of affirmed
existence as well as of negative nonexistence. Therefore, what's
the contradiction? I can't see it.
49. Budo, the way of the samurai. It includes kendo, judo, aikido, etc.
52. Oto means sound; nashi means without; and kamae means
attitude.
56. Alan Watts himself noted that in some Zen practice there is no
emphasis placed upon zazen, but rather a focus on the "...use of
one's ordinary work as the means of meditation. This was certainly
true of Bankei, and this principle underlies the common use of such
arts as 'tea ceremony,' flute playing, brush drawing, archery,
fencing and ju jutsu as ways of practising Zen." (Watts, Alan. The
Way of Zen. New York: Vintage, 1957, p. 111).
57. This statement is in reference to a woman's question in the
mondo earlier.
60. "Those who experience satori concerning mayoi are all Buddhas,"
writes Dogen. 'Those who take the great mayoi for satori are called
the mediocre and the common."
62. Kapleau writes of this incident that Dogen had "...achieved full
enlightenment through these words uttered by Nyojo." (Kapleau,
Philip. The Three Pillars of Zen. Boston: Beacon Press, 1965, p.6.)
While Sekida writes of the same incident that, upon hearing these
words of Nyojo (shin jin datsu raku), 'Dogen had completed the
Great Cause...Satori." (Sekida, Ketsuki. Zen Training. Tokyo:
Weatherhill, 1975.)
63. 'To live this synthesis of East and West is the most valuable kind
of pioneer work I can imagine-never mind who approves or
disapproves." (Christopher Isherwood)