Spiritual Experiences Swami Sivananda
Spiritual Experiences Swami Sivananda
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SRI SWAMI SIVANANDA
Born on the 8th September, 1887, in the illustrious
family of Sage Appayya Dikshitar and several other
renowned saints and savants, Sri Swami Sivananda had a
natural flair for a life devoted to the study and practice of
Vedanta. Added to this was an inborn eagerness to serve all
and an innate feeling of unity with all mankind.
His passion for service drew him to the medical career;
and soon he gravitated to where he thought that his service
was most needed. Malaya claimed him. He had earlier been
editing a health journal and wrote extensively on health
problems. He discovered that people needed right knowledge
most of all; dissemination of that knowledge he espoused as
his own mission.
It was divine dispensation and the blessing of God upon
mankind that the doctor of body and mind renounced his
career and took to a life of renunciation to qualify for
ministering to the soul of man. He settled down at Rishikesh
in 1924, practised intense austerities and shone as a great
Yogi, saint, sage and Jivanmukta.
ln 1932 Swami Sivananda started the Sivanandashram.
In 1936 was born The Divine Life Society. In 1948 the
Yoga-Vedanta Forest Academy was organised.
Dissemination of spiritual knowledge and training of people
in Yoga and Vedanta were their aim and object. In 1950
Swamiji undertook a lightning tour of India and Ceylon. In
1953 Swamiji convened a'World Parliament of Religions'.
Swamiji is the author of over 300 volumes and has disciples
all over the world, belonging to all nationalities, religions
and creeds. To read Swamiji's works is to drink at the
Fountain of Wisdom Supreme. On l4th July, 1963 Swamiji
entered Mahasamadhi.
WHAT LIFE HAS TAUGHT ME
It was, I should say, by a flash that I came to the conclusion
early in my life that human life is not complete with its observ-
able activities and that there is something above human percep-
tion controlling and directing all that is visible. I may boldly say
that I began to perceive the realities behind what we call life on
earth. The unrest and feverish anxiety that characterise man's
ordinary existence here bespeak a higher goal that he has to
reach one day or the other.
When man gets entangled in selfishness, greed, lust and
hatred, he naturally forgets what is beneath his own skin. Mate-
rialism and scepticism reign supreme. He gets irritated by small
things and begins to fight. In short, man is miserable. The doc-
tor's profession gave me ample evidence of the sufferings of
this world. I found concrete proofs of the great saying: "Sarvam
duhkham vivekinah. " I was blessed with a new vision and per-
spective. I was deeply convinced that there must be a place-a
sweet home of pristine glory and purity and divine splen-
dour-where absolute security, perfect peace and happiness
can be enjoyed eternally. In conformity with the dictum of the
Sruti, I renounced the world, and felt that I belonged to the
whole world.
A course of severe self-discipline and penance endowed
me with enough strength to move unscathed amidst the vicissi-
tudes of the world-phenomena. And I began to feel the great
good it would be to humanity if I could share this new vision
with one and all. I called my instrument ofwork The Divine Life
Society.
Side by side, the stirring events since the advent of the
twentieth century had their effect upon all keen-minded people.
The horrors of past and possible wars and the consequent suf-
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fering touched the minds of people. It was not difficult to see
that the pains of mankind were mostly brought on by its own
deeds. To awaken man to his errors and follies and to make him
mend his ways, so that he may utilise his life for attaining wor-
thier ends, was felt to be the urgent need of the time. As if in an-
swer to this need, I saw the birth of the Divine Life Mission,
with its task of rescuing man from the forces of the lower nature
and raising him to the consciousness of his true relation to the
cosmos. This is the work of rousing the religious consciousness,
an awareness of the essential Divinity of man.
Not by mere argument or discussion can religion be taught
or understood. Not by precepts or canons of teaching alone can
you make one religious. It requires a peculiar atonement with
one's vast environrnent, an ability to feel the deepest as well as
the vastest, a genuine sympathy with creation. Religion is liv-
ing, not speaking or showing. I hold that whatever be one's reli-
gion, whoever be the prophet adored, whichever be the
language or the country, whatever be one's age or sex, one can
be religious provided the true implication of that hallowed term
TAPAS, which essentially means any form of self-control, is
made capable of being practised in daily life to the extent possi-
ble for one in the environment and under the circumstances in
which one is placed.
I hold that real religion is the religion of the heart. The
heart must he purified first. Truth, love and purity are the basis
of real religion. Control over the baser nature, conquest of the
mind, cultivation of virtues, service of humanity, goodwill, fel-
lowship and amity constitute the fundamentals of true religion.
These ideals are included in the principles of The Divine Life
Society. And I try to teach them mostly by example which I
consider to be weightier than all precepts.
The modern thinker has neither the requisite time nor the
patience to perform rigorous Tapas and austere religious prac-
tices; and many of these are even being relegated to the level of
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RELIGION
superstition. In order to give the present generation the benefit
of real Tapas in the true religious sense, to reveal to them its real
significance and to convince them of its meaning and efficacy,I
held up my torch of Divine Life, which is a system of religious
life suited to one and all, which can be practised by the recluse
and the office-goer alike, which can become intelligible to the
scholar and the rustic in its different stages and phases. This is a
religion which is not other than what is essential to give mean-
ing to the daily duties of the human being. The beauty in 'Di-
vine Life' is its simplicity and applicability to the everyday
affairs of the ordinary man. It is immaterial whether one goes to
the church or the mosque or the Mandir for offering his prayers,
for all prayers are heard by the One.
The average seeker after Truth is often deceived by the ca-
prices of his mind. A person who takes to the spiritual path is
bewildered before he reaches the end of his journey, and is natu-
rally tempted to relax his efforts halfway. Many are the pitfalls,
but those who plod on steadily are sure to reach the goal of life
which is universality of being, knowledge and joy. I have laid
great emphasis in all my writings upon the discipline of the tur-
bulent senses, conquest of the mind, purification of the heart,
and attainment of inner peace and strength, suited to the
different stages in evolution. CHARITY
I have learnt that it is the foremost duty of man to learn to
give, give in charity, give in plenty, give with love, give without
any expectation ofconsequence, because one does not lose any-
thing by giving-on the other hand the giver is given back a
thousandfold. Charity is not merely an act of offering certain
material goods, for charity is incomplete without charity of dis-
position, charity of feeling, charity of understanding, knowl-
edge and attitude to others. Charity is self-sacrifice in dffirent
levels of one's being. Charity in the highest sense I understand
to be equivalent to Jnana-Yajna.
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GOODNESS
Similarly I consider that goodness of being and doing con-
stitutes the rock-bottom of one's life. By goodness I mean the
capacity to feel with others and live and feel as others do, andbe
in a position to act so that no one is hurt by the act. Goodness is
the face of Godliness. I think that to be good in reality, in the in-
nermost recesses of one's heart, is not easy, though it may ap-
pear to be simple as a teaching. It is one of the hardest of things
on earth, if only one would be honest to oneself.
There is no physical world for me. What I see I see as the
glorious manifestation of the Almighty. I rejoice when I behold
the Purusha with thousands of heads and thousands of eyes and
feet, that Sahasrasirsha Purusha! When I serve persons I see
not the persons but Him of whom they are the limbs. I leam to
be humble before the Mighty Being whose breath we breathe
and whose joy we enjoy. I do not think there is anything more to
teach or to learn. Here is the cream of religion, the quintessence
of philosophy, that which anyone really needs.
The philosophy I hold is neither a dreamy, subjective,
world-negating doctrine of illusion, nor a crude world-affirm-
ing theory of sense-ridden humanism.It is the fact of the divin-
ity of the universe, the immortality of the soul ofman, the unity
of creation with the Absolute, that I feel as the only doctrine
worth considering. As the one Brahman appears as the diverse
universe in all the planes of its manifestation, the aspirant has to
pay his homage to the lower manifestations before he steps into
the higher. Sound health, clearunderstanding, deep knowledge,
a powerful will and moral integrity are all necessary parts ofthe
process of the realisation of the Ideal of humanity as a whole.
To adjust, adapt and accommodate, to see good in everything
and bring to effective use all the principles of Nature in the pro-
cess of evolution towards Self-realisation along the path of an
integrated adjustment of the human powers and faculties are
some of the main factors that go to build up a true philosophy of
life. For me philosophy.is not merely a love of wisdom but ac-
tual possession of it. In all my writings I have prescribed meth-
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the Bhagavad Gita. I pray that this supreme ideal be actualised
in the daily life of every individual, and there be a veritable
heaven on earth. This is not merely a wish,-this is a possibility
and a fact that cannot be gainsaid. This is to be realised if life is
to mean what it ought really to mean.
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CONTENTS
What Life Has Taught Me (6)
Chapter One
NATURE AND STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS
Nature of Consciousness. 19
Four Kinds of Consciousness 2l
Aspects of Consciousness 25
The Turiya State . 27
Chapter Two
COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS
An Analytical Study of Cosmic Consciousness . 31
Super Sublime State . 32
Western Concept of Cosmic Consciousness. 34
Celestial Vision 34
Supreme Awareness 36
Characteristics of Experience 36
Commonsense Approach 37
Appearances Are Questionable 38
Ramacharaka's Views on Cosmic Consciousness. 39
Bucke's Views 44
A Definite Way to Contact God . 45
Physiological Changes . 46
The Everlasting Aims 47
Non-dual Consciousness. 49
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Chapter Three
EXPERIENCES IN MEDITATION
Common Experiences in Meditation 55
Various Kinds of Vision in Meditation 60
Experience of Jerks 64
Lights in Meditation . 64
Anahata Sounds 67
Feeling of Separation frotn Body and
Other Experiences 68
Astral Journey 70
Materialisation . 70
Mind Moves 70
Bhuta Ganas 7l
Rising from the Seat . 7t
Divine Light 7l
Some Doubts Clarified. 72
Guidance on the Path 74
Discomfort During Meditation Explained 77
Chapter Four
SAMADHI OR THE STATE OF
SUPER CONSCIOUSNESS
What Is Samadhi? .. . 79
Jada Samadhi and Chaitanya Samadhi 81
Light on the Path of Samadhi 82
The State of Blissful Divine Experience 90
Bhakti Yoga Samadhi 93
Raja Yoga Samadhi 95
How the Yogi Comes Down from Samadhi. . 101
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Jnana Yoga Samadhi. 102
Six Kinds of Jnana Yoga Samadhis t07
Samadhi According to the Upanishads 109
Samadhi in Six Months tt2
Samadhi in Six Months as
Enjoined in the Mahabharata. . tt4
Some Experiences in Samadhi. . . tt4
Obstacles to Samadhi .. . rt7
Pseudo Samadhi 119
Prasnottari on Sarnadhi .. . t22
Chapter Five
SOME YOGIC EXPERIENCES
Experiences of a Yogi . 127
Four Classes of Yogins 127
Somapana (Amrita Srava) 128
Yogi Drinks Nectar 130
Experices of a Bhakta 130
Inner Voice 131
State of Spiritual Illumination . 132
Chapter SLr
KUNDALINI SAKTI
Prayer to Mother Kundalini 135
The Gradational Ascent of the Mind 136
Chapter Seven
PSYCHIC POWERS
Siddhis or Occult Powers 139
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Eight Major Psychic Powers 139
Chapter Eight
SIGNS OF SPIRITUAL PROGRESS
Song of Spiritual Progress 152
Main Characteristics of Progress in Sadhana 152
Other Important Characteristics . 154
Signs of Progress in the Path of Meditation 155
Chapter Nine
EXPERIENCES OF THE JNANA YOGI
Phases of Experience in Jnana Yoga t62
Four Types ofJnanins 163
Cltapter Ten
STATE OF LIBERATION
A Detailed Analysis of the state of Moksha. 176
Four Kinds of Mukti 189
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Difference Between Jivanmukti and Videhamukti lg9
Chapter Eleven
EXPERIENCES OF SOME SOUTH INDIAN MYSTICS
Mystic Experiences of Nayanars and Siddhas 190
Saint Tirumular l9g
Saint Tirunavukkarasar 2Ol
Saint Manickavachagar 205
Chapter Twelve
EXPERIENCES OF SOME CHRISTIAN
AND MUSLIM MYSTICS
Experiences of Some Christian Mystics Z0g
Experiences of JesusChrist 2lg
Christ-Consciousness 2lg
Experiences of Muslim Mystics 221
APPENDIX
Why God Created Man 222
Seeds and Fruits of Yoga 223
Path of Karma Yoga 233
Path ofBhakti Yoga 223
Path of Hatha Yoga 224
Path of Raja Yoga 224
Path of Jnana Yoga 224
Philosophical Truths 224
A Renowned Army Officer's Experiences 22s
Spiritual Experiences 227
Song of Sadhana 227
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SPIRITUAL
EXPERIENCES
Cltapter One
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Aspects of Consciousness
The disciple asks:
I find that the four different aspects of consciousness,
namely, Jagrat, Svapna, Sushupti and Turiya are mutually ex-
clusive of each other in the sense that the Jivatma is not aware of
the other aspects when it is aware of one of them. The common
link, of course, is the Jivatma himself. Does it follow that all
these aspects in fact coexist all the time but that the Jivatma is
aware of only one at a time? Why so?
Do you think that this division in our consciousness made
by ancient Rishis has anything in common with the recent divi-
sions of consciousness, such as consciousness, self-conscious-
ness, subconsciousness, the unconscious and super-
consciousness?
Which division could we say is more scientific and more
true to experience?
Tlte Guru replies:
The Avasthas may be loosely stated to be exclusive but
they are not wholly so. In Turiya all the lower three states are
'included' and absorbed. For, Turiya totally resolves them on to
the pure Light of Knowledge-Consciousness. Into It they sub-
side and It transcends thern all.
However the 'Jivatrna' is not the common link beneath the
four Avasthas but Turiya is the common link. It is the substra-
tum, the basic consciousness or the Svarupa Chaitanyaunderly-
ing all. Strictly speaking, Turiya is not a state, though referred
to as the fourth. Turiya is verily Brahman. It is an embodiment
of peace and bliss. As already stated, it is the substratum for the
other three states, viz., the waking, the dreaming and the sleep-
ing. It pervades the three states. It is Absolute Being. Therefore,
it is transcendental. It is Svatah-Siddha or self-proved. Hence it
is not 'consciousness' in the ordinary sense in which that term is
used, but rather it is consciousness in its transcendental Essence
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is not taken to be the same as that higher light of the mind which
is called intuition and which is the gateway to the realisation of
Turiya, but not identical rvith it.
We cannot but admit that the division and classification
made by the ancient scientists of the spirit is the more correct
because it is not the result of inference through observation but
in the nature of an authoritative declaration based upon actual
super-sensual cognition and direct experience by the seer.
The ultimate light upon this highly subtle matter has, how-
ever, to come through personal realisation alone. perfect inward
renunciation, total purification and earnest Sadhana and medi-
tation are means to attain such realisation. The seeker has to be
resolutely bold and active in his quest through patience and per-
severance upon this spiritual path till the ultimate goal is
attained.
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cosMtc coNsctousNEss
An Analytical Study of Cosmic Consciousness
What ls Cosmic Consciousness
The state of Cosmic Consciousness is beyond description.
It induces awe, suprerne joy and unalloyed felicity. This state of
cosmic consciousness is below the absolute consciousness
(Nirguna-Brahmic consciousness) wherein the seer, sight, the
things seen, or the knower, knowable and knowledge, or the
subject and object, become one. In cosmic consciousness there
is yet the seer and the seen.
Cosmic consciousness is perfect awareness of the oneness
of life. The Yogi feels that the universe is filled with one life,
that there is no such thing as blind force or dead matter and that
all is alive, vibrating and intelligent. FIe experiences a sense of
universality, a consciousness of Eternal Life. He who has cos-
mic consciousness feels that the universe is all his. He is one
with the Supreme Lord, with the Universal Knowledge and
Life. He gets the eye celestial and experiences bliss beyond
understanding and description.
A Yogi of cosmic consciousness develops the cosmic
sense and has universal understanding. He is conscious ofbeing
in the imrnediate presence of God. During illumination the
flood-gate ofjoy breaks and he realises that the deep, everlast-
ing fountain ofjoy exists in every heart, that the immortal life
underlies all beings, that the eternal, all-ernbracing, all-inclu-
sive love envelops, supports and guides every particle, every
atom of creation. Sin, sorrow, death are now but words for him
without meaning. He feels the elixir of life, the nectar of immor-
tality flowing in his veins. His face shines with a radiant light.
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His eyes are lustrous. They are pools ofjoy and bliss. He feels
that the entire world is bathed in the sea of satisfying love,
which is the very essence of life. He feels that the whole world
is his body, that all hands and all feet are his. Chair, table,
tree-all have a cosmic significance. He could never feel
strange or alien to any place.
Cosmic consciousness is an inherent, natural faculty of all
men and women. It is inactive or non-functioning in the major-
ity of human beings. Yogic training and discipline are necessary
to awaken the exalted blissful state of cosmic consciousness.
The four kinds of Mukti and the Bhava-Samadhi of
Bhaktas, the lower Sarnadhis of a Raja Yogi (viz., Savitarka,
Savichara, Nirvichara, Sananda, Sasmita, Ritambhara Prajna,
etc.), and the lower Savikalpa Samadhis (viz., Shabdanuvid,
Drishyanuvid) of a Vedantin all lead to the experience of cos-
mic consciousness. The ways of approach may be different but
the fruit is the same. The experiences are common. Intuition,
revelation, inspiration, ecstasy-are synonymous terms.
with many mouths and eyes, long-armed, with thighs and feet
innurnerable, vast bosomed, set with many fearful teeth; radiant
Thou touchest heaven, rainbow-hued, with opened mouths,
eyes on every side, all-swallowing, fiery-tongued, Thou lickest
up mankind devouring all into Thy gaping mouths, tremen-
dbustoothed and tenible to see; some, caught within the gaps
between thy teeth, are seen, their heads to powder crushed and
ground."
CelestialVision
The eye celestial usually comes to a Yogi (mystic) who has
advanced much in mysticism. But it is not possible for everyone
to get this celestial eye, as each and every one cannot be a mys-
tic. Sri Krishna therefore said to Arjuna, "In the form in which
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fect Mauna (silence) also. Then feel how far the irnpressions of
the world remain in your mind. You will feel that the world is a
dream. If you practise for a long time, you will realise the truth
of rny statement. The world is a solid reality for a man of pas-
sion and greed, for a sensualist who has gross mind. For a Yogi
of cosmic consciousness, it dwindles into an airy nothing.
Supreme Awareness
Characteristics of ExPerience
Absolute fearlessness, desirelessness, thoughtlessness,
I-lessness, mine-lessness, anger-lessness, Brahmic aura in the
face, freedom from Harsha and Soka are some of the signs that
indicate that the man has reached the state of super-conscious-
ness. He is also always in a state of perfect bliss. You can never
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Commonsense Approach
He who is naked should not live in an Ashram or a town or
a village. He should roam about unknown not caring for food
and cast off his body as a slough in a dung-hill or dilapidated
house. So says Narada-Parivrajaka Upanishad.
Tb live naked in an Ashram and to have all sorts of com-
forts, to have disciples and to take interest in the development of
the Ashrarn does not look nice. It does not appeal to some sec-
tions of people at least. That Sannyasin or Mahatma who wants
or keeps sornething for his body in an Ashram can wear also a
small cloth along with his Kowpeena. This will not go against
his realisation or Jivanmukti. Physical nudity alone will not
constitute real Tyaga. Some persons study the description of a
Jnani in the seventh Bhumika in Viveka-Chudamani or Yoga
Vasishtha and try to imitate this external state without having
any intemal developrnent or attainment of that highest state of
consciousness. This is a mistake. This is hypocrisy. Some
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Beings higher than mortal. It does not follow that they saw
"God" or the Absolute, for there are many beings of high spiri-
tual growth and development that would appear to the ordinary
mortal as the very God. The Catholic doctrine of Angels and
Archangels is corroborated by those among the Yogins who
have been "behind the veil" and they give us reports of the
"Devas" and other advanced Beings. So the Yogi accepts these
reports of the various mystics, saints and inspired ones, and ac-
counts for them all by laws perfectly natural to the students of
the Yoga Philosophy, but which appear as supernatural to those
who have not studied along these lines.
"But we cannot speak further of this phase of the subject in
this lesson, for a full discussion of it would lead us far away
from the phase of the general subject before us. But we wish to
be understood as saying that there are certain centres in the
mental being of man from which may come light regarding the
existence of the Absolute and higher order of Beings. In fact,
from these centres come to man that part of his mental "feel-
ings" that he calls "the religious instinct or intuition." Man does
not arrive at the underlying consciousness of "Something." Be-
yond the means of his intellect-it is the glimmer of light com-
ing from the higher centres of the Self. He notices these gleams
of light, but not understanding them, he proceeds to erect elabo-
rate theological and creedal structures to account for them the
work of the intellect, however, always lacking that "feeling"
that the intuition itself possesses. True religion, no matter under
what name it may masquerade, comes from the "heart" and is
not comforted or satisfied with these intellectual explanations,
and hence comes that unrest and craving for satisfaction, which
comes to man when the light begins to break through. "Miss
Laurie Bratt of America writes about an experience in cosmic
consciousness in "The Hindu Mind" as follows: "The Hindus
have written much on cosmic consciousness but in the West this
subject is much less known. However, those who have read
Doctor Bucke's 'Cosmic Consciousness' and Edward Carpen-
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Bucke's Views
Some passages frorn Bucke's book is well worth quoting
here: "In contact with the flux of Cosmic Consciousness all reli-
gions known and named today will be melted down. The hurnan
soul will be revolutionised. Religion will absolutely dominate
the race. It will not depend on tradition. It will be believed and
disbelieved. It will not be a part of life, belonging to certain
hours, times and occasions. It will not be in sacred books nor in
the mouths of priests. It will not dwell in churches and meetings
and forms and days. Its life will not be in prayers, hymns nor in
discourses. It will not depend on special revelations, on the
words of gods who came down to teach, nor on any Bible or Bi-
bles. It will have no mission to save men from their sins nor to
secure them entrance to heaven. It will not teach a future im-
mortality nor future glories, for immortality and all glory exist
in the here and now.
"The evidence of immortality will live in every heart as
sight in every eye. Doubt of God and of etemal life will be as
impossible as is now doubt of existence; the evidence of each
will be same. Religion will govern every minute of every day of
all life. Churches, priests, forms, creeds, prayers, all agents, all
intermediaries between the individual men and God will be per-
manently replaced by direct unmistakable intercourse. Sin will
no longer exist nor will salvation be desired. Men will not worry
about death or a future, about the kingdom of heaven, about
what may come with and after the cessation of the life of the
present body. Each soul will feel and know itself to be immor-
tal, will feel and know that the entire universe with all its good
and with all its beauty is for it and belongs to it for ever. The
world peopled by men possessing Cosmic Consciousness will
be as far removed from the world of today as this from the world
as it was before the advent of self-consciousness. This new race
is in the act of being born from us and in the near future will
occupy and possess the earth."
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urged him to look into a mirror in his room, that he might see the
new man. There he saw not his own face, but the face of the
Hindu teacher whose lecture he had attended that evening.
"The flood-gate ofjoy broke in his soul; he was inundated
with waves of indescribable ecstasy. Words that had been
merely words to him before-bliss, immortality, eternity, truth,
divine love-became, in the twinkling of an eye, the core of be-
ing, the essence of his life, the only possible reality. Realisation
that these deep, everlasting founts ofjoy existed in every heart,
that this immortal life underlay all the mortality of humanity,
that this eternal, all-inclusive love enveloped and supported and
guided every particle, every atom of creation, burst upon him
with a surety and divine certainty that caused his whole being to
pour forth in a flood of praise and gratitude.
"He knew not with his mind alone, but with his heart and
soul, with every cell and molecule of his body. The sublime
splendour and joy of this discovery were so vast that he felt that
cenfuries, millenniums, countless aeons of suffering were as
nothing, as less than nothing, if by such means that bliss could
be obtained. Sin, sorrow, death-these were but words now,
words without meaning, words swallowed up by joy as min-
nows by the seven seas.
Physiological Changes
"He was aware, during this first period of illumination and
during the months which followed of a number ofphysiological
changes within himself. The most striking was what seemed of
an arrangement of molecular structure in his brain or the open-
ing up of new cell-territory there. Ceaselessly, day and night, he
was conscious of this work going on. It seemed as though a kind
of electrical drill was boring out new cellular thought-channels.
This phenomenon is strong proof of Bucke's theory that Cos-
mic Consciousness is a natural faculty of man for it gives evi-
dence that the brain-cells which are connected with this faculty
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all human comprehension, that all was well with the world, that
everything was leading to the goal of Cosmic Consciousness,
immortal bliss.
"One can well imagine, with Doctor Bucke that a race of
men possessing, as a normal and permanent faculty, this sense
of Cosrnic Consciousness would soon turn the earth into a para-
dise, a planet fit for Christs and Buddhas, and a pole star for the
wheeling universe."
In the Upanishads he who has experience in Cosmic Con-
sciousness is called "Saryavid" i.e., one who knows everything
in detail.
May we all attain the state of Cosmic Consciousness, our
birthright, centre, ideal and goal. Here is an inexhaustible spiri-
tual wealth. Here is a spiritual treasure which no dacoits can
plunder. The unemployment is solved now. The miseries of the
world are removed now. You will have a glorious and brilliant
life which is ineffable. You will have neither wants nor desires,
neither torments nor anxieties, neither worries, nor fear. you
will attain immortality and everlasting bliss. Drink the nectar of
immortality and attain the everlasting abode of peace and Im-
mortality which was attained by Tukaram, Tulasidas, Ramdas,
Mira, Kabir, Prahlada and Dhruva of yore.
May the fire of devotion grow brighter in you all. May
Lord Krishna bestow on you spiritual strength to control the
Indriyas and the restless mind! May the blessings of Bhagavatas
be upon you.
Non-dual Consciousness
Today I will talk to you on Non-dual Consciousness. This
is the consciousness of Suddha-Satchidananda Para Brahman.
It is above Cosmic Consciousness. Arjuna had Cosmic Con-
sciousness. Hiranyagarbha has Cosmic Consciousness. But this
Non-dual Consciousness is above Cosmic Consciousness. It is
Nirvikalpa Sarnadhi of Vedantins. It is Asamprajnata Samadhi
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Common Experiences in Meditation
In the beginning of rneditation, lights of various colours,
such as red, white, blue, green, a mixture of red and green light,
etc., appear in the forehead. They are Tanmatric lights. Every
Tattva has its own hue. Prithvi Tattva has yellow colour.
Apastattva has while colour. Agni has red colour. Vayu has
green colour. Akasa has blue colour. The coloured lights are
due to these Tattvas.
Sometimes a big sun or rroon, or lightning-like flashes ap-
pear in front of the forehead during meditation. Do not mind
these appearances. Shun them. Try to dive deep into the source
of these lights.
Sornetimes Devas, Rishis, Nitya Siddhas will appear in
meditation. Receive thern with honour. Bow to them. Get ad-
vice frorn them. They appear before you to help and give you
encouragernent.
In the beginning of rneditation and concentration you will
see in the centre of the forehead a resplendent flashing light.
This will last for half or one minute and then disappear. The
light will flash either fonn above or sideways. Sornetimes a sun
of 6 inches or 8 inches in diameter with or without rays will be
seen. You will see the fonn of your Guru or Upasya Murti also.
When you get glirnpses of the Self, when you see the blaz-
ing light, when you get sorne other extraordinary spiritual expe-
riences, do not fall back in terror. Do not give up the Sadhana.
Do not mistake thern for a phantom. Be brave. March boldly
with joy.
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You will feel great joy. Your heart will be filled with intense
love. You will feel that a powerful spiritual current is going up
along the spine during meditation.
You will feel that power is radiating from you. Your con-
sciousness will be deeper now. Thoughts of God will start the
spiritual currents in the body. Do not check these currents. If
heat is produced in the head, apply butter, Amalaka or Brahmi
oil. Take cold bath three times during summer. Take butter and
sugar-candy.
Sometimes you will feel the presence of your Ishtam near
you. The image will begin to appear as living when you practise
regular meditation. While meditating with closed eyes on the
irnage placed in your heart, you will find that the image is be-
coming more and more luminous. Even with open eyes you will
see a bright sun or moon. You will see lights of different
colours.
You will experience a great upward pull on the anus and
the lower end of the spine. Sometimes you will feel great tin-
gling sensation at the lorver end of the spine. You will feel as
though some great change in your system will happen soon.
In drearn you rvill feel that you are trying to come out of
your body. You will feel great pressure at the end of the spine.
When you rneditate with closed eyes, you will see in your
body two lurninous strings in which are placed lutninous lotuses
at intervals and the strings passed through the irnage of your
Ishtam seated in one of these lotuses in the region of the heart.
The entrance into the higher meditative life depends on the
grace of God.
The higher meditative life demands tremendous humility,
serenity and courage.
In higher rneditative life the senses and the mind are com-
pletely subdued. There is no more use of the tnind, etnotions
and irnaginations.
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Experience of Jerks
In the beginning of your practice, you may get jerks of
hands, legs, trunks and whole body. Sometimes the jerk is very
terrible. Do not be afraid. Do not be troubled. It is nothing. It
can do nothing. It is due to sudden muscular contraction from
new Pranic influence, new nerve-stimuli. Remember that new
nerve-currents are formed now owing to the purification of
Nadis frorn Sadhana. The jerks will pass off after some time. At
times there is tremor of the body during meditation. This is due
to the Prana being taken up to the brain in the process of medita-
tion from the trunk, etc. Do not be afraid. Do not stop the medi-
tation. You will have to pass through all these stages. When you
get these, you are irnproving. You are progressing. Plod on and
persevere. Be cheerful. Help is from within, from the
Antaryarnin, from the Sakshi, from Kutastha-Pratyag-Atman.
These are all new sensations. During meditation some people
draw inspiration and compose beautiful poems. Record them, if
you get this poetic inspiration.
The sudden jerks in meditation come especially when the
Prana becomes slow and the outward vibrations make the mind
conre down frorn its union with the Lord to the level of physical
consciousness.
The mind becomes very subtle by the practice of medita-
tion and thinking also gets developed.
Lights in Meditation
Various kinds of lights manifest during meditation owing
to concentration. In the beginning, a bright white light, the size
of a pin's point will appear in the forehead in the Trikuti, the
space between the two eyebrows, which corresponds tenta-
tively to the Ajna Chakra of the astral body. You will notice,
when the eyes are closed, different coloured lights, flashes like
lightning, like fire, burning charcoal, fire-flies, moon, sun,
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Dazzling Light
Anahata Sounds
Anahata sounds (or the melody) are the mystic sounds
heard by the Yogi at the beginning of his cycle of meditation.
This subject is termed Nada-Anusandhana or an enquiry into
the mystic sounds. This is a sign of purification of the Nadis or
astral currents, due to Pranayama. The Anahata sound is also
called Omkara Dhwani. It is due to the vibration of Prana in the
heart.
Inner Voice
The Divine Anahata Sabda is ever present within every
living being. Patient practice will enable the Yogi to listen to
this Inner Voice. This is generally done by sitting in a comfort-
able Asana and at the end of some Kirtan, Japa and meditation
upon the Lord's form, when the mind is thus tuned to the Infi-
nite and all other disturbing waves of thoughts upon the objec-
tive world outside are stilled, the Sadhaka closes his ears with
his thumbs and with closed eyes diverts his entire attention to
his heart and listens-poised in extreme alert awareness. Here,
listening does not mean an attempt to hear a sound by an instru-
ment other than itself.
Success is assured when concentration is sufficient. A pure
mind and intellect alone gains concentration. The purification
of mind and intellect is achieved through regular and daily
Kirtan, Japa and Dhyana, Satsanga and Nishkama Karma.
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Astral Journey
You can simply by mere willing travel to any place you
like with the body (astral travel, astral journey) and there ma-
terialise by drawing the necessary materials either from Asmita
(Ahankara) or the universal store-house--ocean of Tanmatras.
The process is very simple to Yogins who know the rationale,
the detailed technique of the various operations.
Materialisation
You first separate yourself from the body, then you iden-
tiffyourself with the mind and then, you function on the mental
plane with this fine body, just as you do on this earth plane.
Through concentration, you rise above body-consciousness;
through meditation, you rise above mind and finally through
Samadhi, you become one with Brahman.
Mind Moves
After a short practice of meditation, you will feel that the
body gets lighter in a short time, say 15 or 30 minutes after you
have taken your seat on Padma, Siddha or Sukhasana according
to taste and temperament. You may be semi-conscious of the
body also. There is great deal of happiness owing to concentra-
tion. This is happiness resulting from concentration---+oncen-
tration-Ananda-which is quite different from sensual
pleasures. You must be able to differentiate these two pleasures
through Burlclhi, rendered subtle by constant Abhyasa, medita-
tion.
You can distinctly feel that the mind is moving, that it is
leaving its seat on the brain and that it is trying to go to its
Yathasthana, original state. You know that it has left its old
groove and now passing in the new groove in the avenue. As a
result of meditation, new channels are formed in the brain, new
thoughrcurrents are generated, new brain-cells are formed.
There is a transformed psychology altogether. You have got a
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new brain, a new heart, new feelings, new sentiments, new sen-
sations.
Test your Courage
Bhuta Ganas
Sometimes, these elementals appear during meditation.
They are strange figures some with long teeth, some with big
faces, some with big bellies, some with faces on the belly, some
with faces on the head. They are inhabitants of the Bhuta Loka.
They are Bhutas. They are supposed to be the attendants oflord
Siva. They have terrifying forms. They do not cause any harm at
all. They simply appear on the stage. They come to test your
strength and courage. They can do nothing. They cannot stand
before a pure ethical aspirant. Repetition of few Omkaras will
throw them at a distance. You must be fearless. A coward is ab-
solutely unfit for the spiritual path. Develop courage by con-
stantly feeling you are the Atman.
Divine Light
Divine Light comes not through open doors but only
through narrow slits. The aspirant sees the ray as a sunbeam
passing through a chik into a dark room. It is like a "flash of
lightning." This sudden illumination chokes all sounds of
words. The aspirant is spellbound in ecstasy and awe. He trem-
bles with love and awe just as Arjuna did when he had the
Visvarupa Darshan of Lord Krishna. So bright and glorious is
the Light environing the Divine that the initiate is dazzled and
bewildered.
This is a kind of vision one occasionally gets during medi-
tation. You may behold a dazzling light with abrupt motion.
You may behold a head of marvellous form of the colour of a
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flame red as fire, and very awful to look at. It has three wings of
a marvellous length and breadth white as a dazzling cloud. At
times they would beat terribly and again would be still. The
head never utters a word but remains altogether still. Now and
again there is beating with its extended wings. Courage Test
Sometimes, bad spirits will trouble you. They may have
ugly fierce faces with long teeth. Drive them with your strong
will. Give the word of command "Get out." They will go away.
These are vampires. They are elementals. They will not do any
harm to the Sadhakas. Your courage will be tested. You will
come across very good spirits also. They will help you a lot in
your onward march. These are all Vighnas or obstacles on the
way.
Aspirants are eager to get spiritual experiences soon. As
soon as they get them they are afraid. They are awfully alarmed
when they go above the body-consciousness. They entertain a
passing wonder whether they will come back again or not. Why
should they be afraid at all? It does not matter much whether
they return to body-consciousness or not. All our attempts are
mainly directed towards getting over this body and being one
with the higher spiritual consciousness. Courage is needed. All
sorts of forces have to be encountered on the way.
8. You will be tested whether you are free from fear, am-
bition and passion.
9. You will get invitation from the Devatas. Thank them,
do not yield. Test
10. Beautiful, celestial damsels will appear before you.
They will sing, dance and smile and try to seduce you. Beware.
11. Be dispassionate. Detect their impurities, hollowness
and impermanence. Use the sword of discrimination and axe of
dispassion.
12. Come outvictorious, O Ram! Wearthe laurels ofpeace
and enter the self-effulgent, Infinite Realm of Immortal Bliss
which is beyond time and space.
The Sadhaka gets some experience during the course ofhis
Sadhana, sees wonderful visions of Rishis, Mahatmas, astral
entities ofvarious descriptions, etc. He hears various melodious
Anahata sounds (Nada). He smells Divya Gandha. He gets the
powers of thought-reading, foretelling, etc. The Sadhaka now
foolishly imagines that he has reached the highest goal and
stops his further Sadhana. This is a serious mistake. He gets
false Tushti or contentment. These are all auspicious signs that
manifest on account of a little purity and concentration. These
are all encouragement which God gives as a sort ofincentive for
further progress and intense Sadhana. The aspirant gets more
strength of conviction by having these experiences.
Those who have not removed the impurities of the mind
through selfless services, who have not practised the Yama,
Niyama and who have not developed the various ethical virtues,
who have taken to meditation without the above preliminary
qualifications, are not able to hold the divine light when it de-
scends. The mind is not strong enough to receive the powerful
spiritual light. They get frightened and stop their Sadhana. This
is a serious mistake. They should puriff their heart and equip
themselves with divine virtues and restart their Sadhana with
redoubled force, energy and eamestress.
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wonderful calm now. Drink the nectar in the deep silence. In the
profound silence the mysterious Atman will be revealed unto
you like an Amalaka fruit in the palm of your hand. Avidya and
Maya and their effects-Moha, fear, etc., will take to their
heels. There will be light, knowledge, purity and bliss only
everywhere.
Some experience glimpses of the transcendent wonders of
the Atman. Some are on the borderland of the vast dominion of
Atman. Some like Dattatreya, Jada Bharata, Vama Deva and
Sadasiva Brahmedra had plunged deep in the ocean of Bliss.
The more the thinning of the Vasanas, egoism and Moha, and
Adhyasa, the greater the bliss of the Self. The more the
Sadhana, the more the experience ofjoy of the Soul.
Please do not worry over the fact that you will not come
back to the ordinary consciousness. No intelligent disciple will
ever worry over such a problem so long as he has faith in and
devotion to his Guru.
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are as much part of himself as his own eyes, nose, hands and
feet-
He is one with the ether, flower, sun, ocean and sky. He
feels the elixir of life, the nectar of immortality, flowing in his
veins. He feels that the entire universe is bathed in a sea of satis-
fying love.
Jada Samadhi and Chaitanya Samadhi
Samadhi is of two kinds, viz.,Jada Samadhi and Chaitanya
Samadhi. There is a popular belief that Samadhi means sitting
with a Kowpeen in a state of absolute unconsciousness in the
Padmasana or lotus pose with perfect suspension of breath. Or-
dinary rung of mankind think that the man who is established in
Samadhi should not have consciousness of his surroundings
and should be absolutely insensible even if a knife is thrust into
his body. Such Samadhis do certainly exist. They are all Jada
Samadhis induced by Hatha Yogic Kriyas such as Khechari
Mudra, Kumbhaka Pranayama or retention of breath, etc. The
Prana is taken up and fixed in some Chakra. The man is practi-
cally dead for the time being. This is something like long deep
sleep. These Samadhis are of no value. The Samskaras and
Vasanas are not bumt up in toto. There is no perfect awareness
during this Samadhi. The man returns from his Samadhi as the
same old man with the same bundle of old Samskaras and
Vasanas. He has no superintuitional knowledge. This is a kind
of acrobatic feat or internal gymnastics. Such Samadhis cannot
give Mukti or liberation. Worldly people are deceived by such
feats.
The true Samadhi is something entirely different. It gives
supersensual knowledge. A11 doubts, delusion, the three knots
(Avidya, Kama, Karma) are destroyed by the fire of wisdom.
All Vasanas and Samskaras are fried in toto. It gives absolute
fearlessness and an unruffled state of mind. This state is de-
scribed in detail in Bhagavad Gita, Chap. II.
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touched by the mind. The mind does not at all function in Sam-
adhi. It gets absorbed in Brahman. If you can consciously in-
duce a state like deep sleep, it is no longer deep sleep, but it is
Samadhi. It is sleepless sleep wherein the senses and the mind
entirely cease their functioning and the veil of ignorance is de-
stroyed by the fire of knowledge. The aspirant enjoys perfect
joy of freedom and infinite, supracosmic, vast experiences and
the supreme silence of the Imperishable.
In Samadhi the purified mind withdraws itself from the ex-
ternal objects, looks within and concentrates on the Innermost
Self or the Atman. It resolves itself in the Atman, its source, and
becomes Atman itself. It takes the form of Atman, just as cam-
phor becomes the fire itself. Knowledge of Brahman or Atman
is real experience and not mere knowing. To know Brahman is
to become Brahman. "Brahmavid brahmaiva bhavati"-this is
the emphatic declaration of the Upanishads.
In Samadhi there is revelation or insight or intuition. The
Jnana Chakshus or Divya Chakshus is opened. The third eye of
wisdom opens by itself when the Brahmakara Vritti is raised.
The sage born of Samadhi-experience gets established in his
own Self. He is endowed with cosmic vision and transcendental
divine knowledge.
As long as you are in Samadhi Nishtha there is only Brah-
man or the Absolute. Nirantara Samadhi does not mean sitting
blind-folded but the renunciation of attachment to the body and
regarding individual soul and supreme Soul as one and knowing
that the practitioner himself is Paramatman and acting upon this
knowledge. Samadhi means the annihilation or absorption of
the mind. Wherever he goes he beholds the one Self every-
where. Neither self-abnegation nor self-knowledge is enough,
but the co-existence of both self-abnegation and self-knowl-
edge constitutes Nirantara Samadhi. Self-knowledge is Brahma
Nishtha. He who has acquired this has no body.
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Samadhi
Samadhi is union with the Lord. It is superconscious expe-
rience. It is Adhyatmic Anubhava.
A Hatha Yogi through the practice of Khechari Mudra can
shut himself up in a box which is then buried underneath the
ground for months. There is no higher supersensual knowledge
in this kind of Samadhi. In Jada Samadhi the Sadhaka is uncon-
scious. It is more or less like deep sleep. The aspirant has no
supersensuous knowledge. Doubtless this is a difficult Yogic
Kriya, but it does not give Atma Jnana. It cannot destroy the
Samskaras and Vasanas. Hatha Yogins of this type eventually
become commercial people and do not thrive at all in the spiri-
tual path. They run after name, fame and money and thus face a
hopeless downfall in spirituality. In Chaitanya Samadhi, there
is perfect awareness. The Yogi comes down with new
supersensuous wisdom.
Samadhi, Mukti, Turiya are synonymous terms. Samadhi
means superconsciousness. The meditator in Samadhi is con-
scious of his own Self. Mukti is freedom from birth and death.
Mukti is attainment of Paramananda state or the state of su-
preme bliss. Mukti is freedom from all sorts of pains. Turiya is
the fourth state. It franscends the three states, viz.,lagrat (wak-
ing state), Svapna (dream state), and Sushupti (deep sleep
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mind is filled with the one idea of the object alone. All other
thoughts are shut out.
In Samadhi the mind is stilled, the Chitta is silenced and
the thoughts are controlled and all surging bubbling emotions
are subdued. The Yogi passes into the transcendental calm or
the stupendous ocean of silence and attains the transcendental
knowledge of Brahman or the Etemal.
Samadhi or ecstasy is blissful union. The mind melts in the
Eternal or Atman like salt in water or camphor in flame. It is a
state of pure consciousness. The mind has always Vrittis or
modifications. If the mind of man is freed from these through
concentration and meditation he becomes Brahman. Manaso
vrittishunyasya brahmakarataya sthitih.
Samadhi is a means of liberation or freedom from births
and deaths. It leads to the direct intuitive perception of the Truth
or the Infinite. Itputs an end to all koubles of life and the causes
of rebirth. It annihilates the impressions or Samskaras which
give rise to fresh births. It helps one to tide over even prarabdha
even though all the fruition of his past Karmas has not ended.
Faith (Sraddha) or confidence in the power ofyoga, power
(Veerya) for the concentration of mind, memory (Smriti) for
concentration, Samadhi, the final aspect of Yoga, Prajna, dis-
cernment or the direct perception brought about by medita-
tion,-become the means for the attainment of Samadhi.
BhaktiYoga Samadhi
In Bhakti Yoga there is absence of the least tinge of pride
and self-assertion. The devotee does unreserved total self-sur-
render to the Lord. He resigns himself completely to the Lord
and obtains His Grace. Grace is a mighty spiritual force. It
transforms the entire being of a devotee. It infuses in him inspi-
ration and a new divine life. Self-surrender makes the devotee
feel the reality of Divine Grace and Lord's readiness to bestow
on him help at all times. It is through grace alone that the devo-
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ence in the beginning though he does not like it. He attains simi-
larity with God. He is God-like in the beginning. Eventually, he
attains Sayujya or Oneness.
both objects and sounds owing to his total merging in the reali-
sation of his own real Self (Brahman) is termed Antar
Nirvikalpa Samadhi.
Just as you practise meditation inside the heart, when you
see the Sat Vastu-Brahman only in the external objects by sep-
arating the names and forms, it is termed Bahir Drishyanuvid
Savikalpa Samadhi.
That constant reflection that the unlimited Satchidanada
Vastu which is always of one nature is Brahman, is the middle
kind of Samadhi or Bahir Shabdanuvid Savikalpa Samadhi.
By the practice and experience of the above two kinds of
Samadhi, that steady state of the mind produced owing to the
realisation of bliss (like the ocean without waves) is called the
third kind of Samadhi or Bahir Nirvikalpa Samadhi. One should
always spend his time in these six kinds of Samadhi. By these
Samadhis the identification with the body vanishes and the
highest Self is realised and the mind is always in Samadhi wher-
ever (or whatever place) and to whatever object it is directed (or
nrns on there).
When the Samadhi is associated with the sound "I am
Brahman-Aham Brahma Asmi" it is Shabdanuvid. When it is
not associated with sound of "Aham Brahma Asmi" it is
Ashabdanuvid.
In Nirvikalpa Samadhi, the mind is fixed in Advaita Brah-
man without any Triputi, i.e., any idea of knower, knowledge
and knowable, and is without recognition of subject and object.
Savikalpa Samadhi is a means (Sadhana) to the end-
Nirvikalpa Samadhi is the fruit or the result.
Though there is a perception of duality in the Savikalpa
Samadhi inasmuch as there is distinct recognition of subject and
object, yet the duality only helps to know the Advitiya Brah-
man; in the same way as in an earthen object, there is a percep-
tion ofearth, though there be an appearance ofan earthenjar,
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This experience arises when the ego and the mind are dis-
solved. It is a state to be attained by one's own effort. It is limif
less, divisionless and infinite, an experience of being and of
pure consciousness. When this experience is realised, the mind,
desires, actions and feelings of joy and sorrow vanish into a
void.
The Jivahood has gone now. The little 'I' has melted. The
differentiating mind that splits up has vanished. All barriers, all
sense of duality, differences, separateness have disappeared.
There is no idea of time and space. There is only eternity.
Sing Om. Om is your real name. Om is Atman. Om is
Brahman. Om is Existence-Knowledge-Bliss Absolute. Om is
Silence. Om is your centre. Om is your refuge. Om is heart
(Hridaya). Do Japa of Om. Chant Om. Feel Om. Live in Om.
Om is everything. Hum Om. Live in Truth. Feel His presence
always everywhere, in flowers and trees, in stones and chairs, in
birds and dogs, in sun and stars. Enter the Silence. Rejoice in
Atman. Rejoice in the light of Truth, Knowledge and Bliss.
There is a vast ocean of Ananda (Bliss) and knowledge at the
back of the mind. Drive the mind back to its source (Yoni) and
support (Adhisthana).
Remember Om. Remember Soham, Om Sivoham,
Sivoham, Aham Brahma Asmi, Analhuq. Truth is One. These
Mantras remind you of your identity with the Supreme Soul.
They are Mahavakyas (great sentences) of the Upanishads.
They blow out this little false ego, this illusory 'I', into an airy
nothing.
Silence is Atman. Atman is Maha Mouna (great silence).
"Ayam Atma Santah---This Atman is silence", is the declara-
tion of the Srutis. Centre in Atman. Forget not this centre what-
ever may be your avocation or circumstances. There is no room
for despair. Nil desperandum. Be up and doing, my friends.
Even the vilest of us shall attain salvation. Hear once more the
words of promises given by Lord Krishna: "Kaunteya
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11. When the Chitta or mind is free from all flickering de-
sires, when the mind is destroyed, it is the peaceful state which
is like unto Sushupti or deep sleep while (the Yogi is) awake.
12. That state is neither waking nor dreaming on account
of the absence of Sankalpa or desire. It is not also Sushupti or
sleep because of the absence of inertness there.
13. Knowledge of Sattva or Brahman which is !ike the fire
which bums up the grass of Vasanas (desires) is indicated by the
word Samadhi and not the state of inertia or mere silence.
14. The complete eradication of Vrittis caused by the de-
struction of thoughts by generating the Brahmakara Vritti or
meditation on Brahman is called Samadhi.
15. When the currents of Raga-Dvesha attain a feeble state
by the knowledge that Brahman is not any of the objects seen or
heard of, the steadiness in the knowledge of Brahman is
strengthened by the practice of knowledge and dispassion, and
this state (Nishtha) is known as Samadhi.
16. "I am the Supreme Brahman; I am Brahman alone"
when this one thought remains to the exclusion of all other
thoughts, it is called Samadhi.
17. The rising ofknowledge ofthe identity of Jivatman and
Paramatman and the complete forgetfulness of meditation
(Triputi) is called Samadhi.
18. O wise man! The sages understand Samadhi to be that
state of supreme intelligence or pure consciousness attained by
the self-controlled satiated Chitta, which points out the way to
the knowledge of Brahman.
19. The state of the mind which is devoid of changing
thoughts, free from egoism and which does not follow the
course of the pairs of opposites. heat and cold, pleasure and
pain etc.,-is Samadhi. The steady position of the Merudanda
(spine) is also indicated by Samadhi.
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20. The state of steadiness of the mind, free from all crav-
ing for sensual enjoyment, free from the ideas of enjoyment,
free from the ideas of acquiring and giving up,-that state of
fullness of the mind is called Samadhi.
21. The merging of the mind into the Atman like salt put in
water is called Samadhi.
22. Destruction of all Sankalpas and knowledge of the
Sameness of Jiva and Brahman without the least difference is
called Samadhi.
23. Devoid of Vrittis, devoid of mind and intellect, devoid
of decay, devoid of all changes, is the state of Samadhi.
24. The steady flow of Brahmakara Vritti devoid of the
egoism which asserts "I am this body" "I am the mind" etc.,
caused by the practice of meditation, is called Samprajnata
Samadhi.
25. The Samadhi wherein there is destruction of all
Vasanas or Vrittis of the mind and which brings face to face the
enjoyment of the Supreme blissful state is termed Asamprajnata
Samadhi-dear to the Yogins!
26. Leaving aside all the objects consisting of names and
forms by the direct realisation of the bliss of the Atman, the
mind becomes steady like flame in a windless place. This is
Nirvikalpa Samadhi.
27. The light of consciousness lighted up by the steady
flow of Antarmukha Vritti (fixing the mind on the Atman) is the
Samadhi practised by sages wherein all desires drop away by
themselves.
28. Samadhi is that real state of direct realisation of the su-
preme Self which is all auspiciousness which is all-fuIl, all-per-
vading and fills the above, below and the intervening spaces.
tual line also, you can have Samadhi in six months. No one on
earth or heaven can prevent you from getting at it.
Obstacles to Samadhi
Be courageous friends! You will come across various ob-
stacles when you endeavour to control the mind and enter into
Samadhi. You will have to conquer Laya (mental inactivity),
Vikshepa (distractions), Kashaya (passion) and Sukharaga
(taste for pleasure).
Laya or mental inactivity is.a state which is equivalent to
deep sleep. This is as much a source of evil as passion.
Wake up the mind in Laya. Even though you have con-
quered Laya and distraction by repeated practice, by Yairagya
and Jnanabhyasa or Brahma Chintana, yet the mind will not en-
ter into a state of perfect balance or serenity. It will be in an in:
termediate stage. The mind is still not freed from Raga or
attachment which is the seed of all its activity in the direction of
external objects. There is still lurking passion or hidden
Vasanas or Kashaya. You will have to restrain the mind again
and again by Vichara and do rigorous meditation and practice of
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Pseudo Samadhi
At one time, in one of my unusual journeys out of Ananda
Kutir, a well-dressed gentleman sitting by my side in the rail-
way compartment held out a sheet of newspaper to me and said:
"Swamiji, do you know this Swami? He recently held a demon-
stration of Samadhi. He buried himself underground, in a box
for full forty-two days, and came out only on the 43rd day, after
the lid of the box was opened. All this happened in the presence
of the Collector, Professors of University, Doctors and others."
I personally had not seen a newspaper these two decades. But
the matter was so interesting as to grip the mind of any intelli-
gent thinker or even of a scientist. I then looked into the face of
the inquirer and said: "Well, it is no true Samadhi. It is only Jada
Samadhi; the Sadhu must have come to know of some Himala-
yan herb and must have tested its effect on him on many a previ-
ous occasion. For Samadhi is not a state to be demonstrated and
cannot be demonstrated also. Men who have purified their
hearts, men who are extremely devoted to God alone, can enter
into that highest state of Yoga and such persons do not demon-
strate it before the public." But the co-traveller did not seem to
lose his curiosity.
At another time, some aspirant hetd out before me a noted
weekly of India and pointed out to me the picture of a South In-
dian who demonstrated Samadhi for about 24 hours or so by
burying himself underground.
I desire to write about another humorous instance of a
youngster who came to me for Sadhana. One day he closed all
the doors of his Kutir, sat inside in an ordinary Asana, and went
on doing Trataka, concentration and meditation on Lord
Narayana's picture. His breath. automatically passed up the
lower cavities of the lungs and the Sadhaka was seen sitting like
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an inner joy to devote the early morning hours to drink its am-
brosial sweetness and then comes down to the common plane to
do his normal duties. When he thus advances he prolongs his
life too with it. And when he feels that he has lived enough on
this plane, he desires himsetf to enter into it once for all never to
return back to the living abode of mortals. His breath gets stuck
into the nerves of the brain (Brahmarandhra) and the body be-
comes completely lifeless. Left to itself the body gradually de-
cays. That is why it is the usual custon in some parts of the
country to strike the head of a Sannyasin with coconut and
break the skull before the body is buried in a mausoleum. For it
is commonly believed and a fact too that Sannyasins practise
Samadhi and their final passing away is termed as entering into
Maha Samadhi or Highest Samadhi.
The reader must bear in mind that Samadhi is the culmina-
tion point in the spiritual quest of man. Just as the wealth of the
mines of Golconda cannot be assessed, the spiritual wealth of
this supreme state too cannot be assessed by anybody. It is a
state by entering which daily the fortunate Sadhaka tries to get
into it more and more. It is the Akshaya state-the state of
deathlessness.
Prasnottari on Samadhi
Query
"To have good meditation or contact with the inner world,
if you are obliged to go into Samadhi, then your normal con-
sciousness will remain always the same without changing. In
other words, people who have the higher consciousness only in
deep meditation, once they come out of it, are not worth more
than what they were before."
I do not kno.w what ydu think of this statement.
I had all along believed, and even now believe that Sam-
adhi and contact with the higher reaches of consciousness do af-
fect naturally and influence the whole of our consciousness,
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tari on the Hatha Yoga Pradipika you have a specific time cal-
culation by which a unit of Samadhi is reckoned. If the
meditator keeps up an unbroken flow of deep meditation to that
extent, then he is referred to as having experienced Samadhi.
Used in this sense, it does not imply the attainment of
Atma-Jnana or Aparoksha Anubhuti which alone can make a
man a transformed being.
The above will make it quite clear to you the reason forthe
confusion that arises in this connection. A Yogi or Sadhaka who
goes into deep meditation, even to the stage of Samadhi, as per
the lower calculation just described, does not really have
Atma-Sakshatkara. In such a case, one may not find a complete
transformation of his entire consciousness but when the Yogi
(through constant repeated practice of Dharana, Dhyana and
Samadhi) pierces the veil of Maya or Avarana and attains the
stupendous experience of sublime Atmic consciousness, then it
is a mistake to say that the "normal consciousness will remain
always the same without changing." The Yogi who has reached
the highest experience in deep Samadhi is no more the same
man he was before. He returns forth an illumined being. Of
course, he may not act in any specially peculiar or extraordinary
manner. But, nonetheless, there will certainly be a subtle
change, a definite ffansformation of his total normal conscious-
ness. This may not be immediately sensed by all and sundry
who come into contact with him. But, nevertheless, this change
for the better in the ordinary and general consciousness of the
person is definitely there.
Used in the highest sense, Samadhi is neither self-forget-
fulness nor sleep. It is a powerful state of transcendental
Self-Awareness. One who comes down from it may live and
move about in the same ordinary way as before and there may
not be any strikingly perceptible change in his extraordinary life
and behaviour to the casual beholder. But all the same, the
change in his consciousness is undeniably there. What to say of
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There is, however, a view held by some that the active out-
ward manifestation (for the benefit of the vast mankind) of this
exalted inward superconsciousness is essential if this lofty ar
tainment, i.e., Samadhi, is considered to be of any real use. This
is a question of points of view. Kindly note, however, that when
a sage becomes established in Samadhi, progress of his outer
consciousness also automatically follows this attainment. The
inward perfection cannot but express itself as a distinct ffansfor-
mation in the outer consciousness also. Later, a stage is reached
when the inner and the outer consciousness partake of the very
same quality with hardly any difference between the two. This
is the state of Sahaja Samadhi.
The illustration of the Ganga-bather and his return to the
bank does not seem to be quite so appropriate. Rather, the expe-
rience is to be likened unto the contact of a piece of iron with the
philosopher's stone. The result is essential and enduring. How-
ever, certain traits of the Yogi's normal human personality may
still be present in him during the ordinary intercourse with men,
but certainly none of these will everbe such as would contradict
in the slightest degree the sublime quality of his spiritual
experience.
This exalted state of superconsciousness is a matter for ac-
tual personal experience. This is the true aim in life. Perfect
Yairagya and intense spiritual Sadhana alone can lead to Reali-
sation.
Chapter Five
various juices are produced during the practice. One gets new
sensations. First, one experiences a saltish taste, then alkaline,
then bitter, then astringent. With further practices he gets the
taste of butter, milk, ghee, curds, honey, palm juice and lastly
the taste of nectar. The last one has got a taste which one cannot
express in words as there is nothing to compare with the things
of the world. So it is called Nectar. This nectar is tasted by keep-
ing the tongue in the root of the soft palate. To get maximum
benefit one should try to lengthen the tongue by milking it daily.
Then it is folded and kept at the root of the palate with concen-
trated mind and restraining the breath. This is called 'Nabho
Mudra.' When the tongue enters the hole in the palate, great
heat is caused in the body. The effect of this is to make the am-
brosial stream flow from the root of the palate. This juice is also
known as Amara Varuni.
It is said in "Hatha Yoga Pradeepika" 45th Sloka in the
third Chapter the benefit of the drinking of Soma Juice.
"Those Yogins whose body is filled with nectar daily,
flowing from the moon which is situated at the root of the pal-
ate, even the poison of the serpent Takshaka does not spread
throughout his body." The poison cannot affect his system.
"Just like the fire does not go out so long as there is fire-
wood, and the light of the lamp does not go so long as there is oil
and wick, so also the Jiva remains in the body as long as it is viv-
ified by the rays of the moon." (Sloka 46) H.P. m.
"The Yogi who, with upturned face or through the practice
of Viparita Karani Mudra and closing the hole of the palate by
twisting the tongue backwards, meditates upon the Sakti
(Kundalini) and drinks the nectar of the moon in the head which
flows into the sixteen-petalled lotus situated in the throat
(Visuddha Chakra) becomes freed from all diseases, and lives
long with a body soft and beautiful as the fibres of a lotus-stem.
The moon is situated in the root of the palate and nectar
which flows from the moon is dried up by the sun which is situ-
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Experices of a Bhakta
The flame of divine love burns in the heart of the thirsting
devotee day and night. The devotee never cares for his food and
drink. He is emaciated. He pines away from the separation of
the Lord. He does not sleep at night. He does not know when the
Lord will give Darshan. So he keeps vigil the whole night. He
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does not care for the sarcastic remarks of the world. He pours
forth his love on the Lord.
Sometimes the devotee feels the acute pang of separation
from the Lord. He feels as if he is roasted in a hot pan over the
furnace. Immediately the divine nectar dribbles. Then he feels
as if he has taken a plunge in the cool waters of the Ganga.
The devotee cannot bear the separation from the Lord even
for a second. A second appears to him as one year. When there
is this feeling his eyes become vacant and face becomes blank.
There is a buming sensation in the heart. The devotee is restless.
He sheds profuse tears. Then his thirst is quenched a bit.
The relish of permanent joy that characterises the divine
ecstatic state when the devotee feels the presence of God is
known as Rasa. Bhava is the main basis of Rasa. It is the bliss
potency of the Lord Himsetf. It lies in a subtle, unmanifested
state within the individual soul. Vibhava is the cause or exten-
sion of Rasa. Anubhava is the effect of Rasa. Stupefaction,
horripilation and the like which constitute the Sattvic Bhava are
the specific effects of Rasa.
The nature and essence ofBhava are Pure Chitta. The mind
of the devotee is reduced to a state of pure Chitta owing to the
constant practice of devotion. The eight Sattvic Bhavas are
Stambha (paralysis), Sveda (perspiration), Romancha
(honipilation), Svarabhanga (hoarseness of the voice), Vepathu
(trembling), Vaivamya (change of colour), Ashru (tears), and
Pralaya (loss of consciousness).
lnner Voice
Einstein said that he would still his mind and listen to the
inner voice, and would hear the inner answer. The listening is
not tenseness but relaxation. It is a passivity, a state akin to
sleep, and yet you are far from being sleepy. The conscious
mind is partially submerged. Effort is reduced to a minimum. It
is a controlled and a disciplined state of mind. A11 great musi-
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cians such as Mozart and others listened to the inner voice. Em-
erson says in his writings that all his works were created from
the outset and all that he did was to still his mind on the Holy
Presence, thinking of God, and listening to the voice of the
Spirit and then thoughts came into his mind, and he wrote them
down. He refers to this procedure as listening to the "primal
warblings."
In his mere presence people feel that they are in the pres-
ence of a godman, a divine personality, without his speaking a
word. His face is angelic. It radiates brilliance, joy and peace.
His eyes are lustrous. His speech is sweet and inspiring.
The wise man (illumined sage) has neither wealth nor
property. He has neither bungalows nor cars; yet he attracts the
whole world through his wisdom and spiritual power. He is a
marvellous spiritual magnet. His spiritual wealth is inexhaust-
ible. Glory to such a wise man of superconsciousness.
Chapter Six
KUNDALINI SAKTI
Prayer to Mother Kundalini
Wake up Mother Kundalini.
Those whose nature is Bliss Eternal-The Bliss of Brahman.
Thou dwelling like a serpent asleep at the lotus of Muladhara.
Sure affected and distressed am I in body and mind,
Do Thou bless me and leave Thy place at the basic lotus.
Consort of Siva, the Self-caused Lord of Universe.
Do Thou take Thy upward course through the central canal.
Leaving behind Svadhishthana, Manipura, Anahata, Vishuddha,
And Ajna, be Thou united with Siva, Thy Lord the God.
At Sahasrara-the thousand-petalled lotus in the brain.
Sport there freely, O Mother, Giver of Bliss Supreme.
Mother, who are Existence, Knowledge, Bliss Absolute.
Wake up, Mother Kundalini, Wake up.
Experiences on Awakening of Kundalini
During meditation you behold divine visions, experience
divine smell, divine taste, divine touch, hear divine Anahata
sounds. You receive instructions from God. These indicate that
the Kundalini Sakti has been awakened. When there is throb-
bing in Muladhara, when hair stands on its root, when
Uddiyana, Jalandhara and Mulabandha come involuntarily,
know that Kundalini has awakened.
When the breath stops without any effort, when Kevala
Kumbhaka comes by itself without any exertion, know that
Kundalini Sakti has become active. When you feel currents of
Prana rising up to the Sahasrara, when you experience bliss,
when you repeat Om automatically, when there are no thoughts
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PSYCHIC POWERS
Siddhis or Occult Powers
ress the practitioner has made. They serve to give him his
bearings even as milestones show to the raveller where he is.
Levitation is an experience the Yogi comes to h4ve when
he begins to attain perfection in Pranayama. When the Prana be-
gins to move in the central Nadi or the Sushumna, levitation oc-
curs. Levitation happens when the Yogi has succeeded in
retaining the Pranic energy within the Sushumna, which is situ-
ated in the spinal column. In the beginning, the Pranic energy
may just enter and leave the Sushumna. It does not remain there.
However, through the combined operation of Pranayama,
Mudra, Bandha and will-power, the Yogi gradually forces the
energy to remain within the Sushumna. The practitioner makes
use of auto-suggestion also in this process. When he succeeds in
thus retaining the Prana in the Sushumna, then the body leaves
the ground and rises in the air. The Yoga texts mention the three
stages through which the practitioner passes in attaining levita-
tion. As he progresses in Pranayama, he first experiences pro-
fuse perspiration of the body. Next, he attains a state when there
is experience of tremors in the body. This is specially felt along
the course of the spine. When the third stage is reached, the
body leaves the ground and moves in the air.
The first inkling that the practitioner gets as he nears this
stage is the peculiar sensation of rising from the ground. This
sensation he feels even when actually he is still on the ground.
When the Prana is forcibly retained through will-power, strong
imagination, auto-suggestion, as well as Pranayama with
Bandha, the retained Prana begins to rise upward. Then, to-
gether with the peculiar feeling the Yogi actually leaves and
rises from the ground
Levitation is brought about by combination of several fac-
tors. The main factor is the extraordinary lightness attained by
the body when the Prana enters the Sushumna and is confined
therein. This extreme lightness is actually felt by the Yogi. He
feels like a feather. His lightness makes him rise from the
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Kaya Sampat
Her name is... She was subject to some visions etc., when
she was in England. She came over to India on the eve of the
Second World War on a caution that came to her (that England
would be in danger) in a half-dream-vision-like thing. After
coming here she took Sannyasa.
With her was staying a person who was a poker in his oc-
cupation before coming here. He too was an Englishman but he
was subject to trances. Whenever there was a sitting, if ques-
tions were asked of him, he would always give replies highly
philosophical and spiritual in character. While replies were be-
ing given, they were taken down verbatim by the Sannyasini.
Since the replies were brief or not very long, she herself wrote
down explanations and comments. The whole thing has devel-
oped into something like 80 pages of this kind of question and
reply. She says that what she calls 'Brothers' speak through
him. Much of what he says during those trances is Upanishadic
thought very well and clearly put, though briefly.
(2) As late as a month and a half before, I was in Bombay.
There was a person called Sri.... When requested by a friend of
mine there, I wrote down three questions on a piece of paper,
rolled it up and just let down on a half sheet which was spread.
He was sitting just in front of us. He did not touch either the half
sheet or the piece that I had rolled and thrown on it. Within
about 10 to 15 minutes, without moving from where he was or
doing anything out of the way, hc wrote down on another slip of
paper all the three questions exactly word to word as I had writ-
ten them, and also the replies. He did the same with another set
of questions which my friend wrote down and presented in a
similar manner.
(3) There was another gentleman who was a villager and
did not know anything of modem education. When questions
were asked, he would fix his gaze a little and would look very
much absent-minded and immediately give replies as if he had
seen them vividly. The questions need not be clear at all but to
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EXPERIENCES OF THE JNANA YOGI 163
Double-consciousness of a Jivanmukta
HowtheJnani;H,T""rlfl Jili;T",il,rtheuniverse
Both in waking and in dream, objects are "perceived" or
"seen" as different from the subject. The character of "being
seen" is common to both kinds of experience. There is sub-
ject-object relationship in waking as well as in dream. This is
the similarity between the two. "something is seen as an object"
means "something is other than the Self." The experience of the
not-self is illusory, for, if the not-self were real, the Self would
be limited and unreal. The illusory experience of the not-self is
corlmon to both waking and dream. In waking, the mind experi-
ences through the senses; in dream the mind alone experiences.
In both the states, the mind alone experiences, whether
extemally or internally.
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STATE OF LIBERATION
A Detailed Analysis of the state of Moksha
Sadyo Mukti
All endeavours aim at the common Ideal of the perpetual
abolition of sorrow and the experience of unending biss. nliss
is only in the Infinite and sorrow is only in the finite. There is no
bliss in the finite and there is no sorrow in the Infinite. There-
fore, the attainment of the Infinite Life is the supreme purpose
of finite life. Knowledge and meditation have both thlir dear
aim in the realisation of the Absolute. Moksha is the highest ex-
altation of the self in its pristine nature of supreme peifection.
Emancipation is the consciousness of the Reality; not becom-
ing something which previously did not exist, not travelling to
another world of greater joy. It is the knowledge of eternal exis-
tence, the awareness of the essential nature of pure Being. It is
the freedom affained by knowing that we are always free.
Knowledge is not merely the cause for freedom, but is itself
freedom. Moksha consists in Jnana (knowledge) and is not the
effect or product of Jnana. Jnana is Existence itserf, and hence,
it cannot be a means to attain Jnana of Existence, which is
Moksha, as a thing does not attain itself. chit is the same as Sat.
To be That is what is Moksha. It is to realise one,s Self, to be
Oneself, to be the All.
"There is no consciousness after the death (of irrdividual-
ity)" said Yajnavalkya. Since Consciousness alone is the en_
tirety of being, there is no consciousness of anything objective
in the highest state. It is the Fullness of perfect Exisienci. It is,
but is not anything; it sees, but sees not anything; it hears, but
hears not anything; it knows, but knows not anything. It does
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STATE OF LIBERATION 177
not go to where it was not; it does not get what it did not have.
Even the expression "It knew only Itself'(Brih. Up. I.iv.10) is
an understatement of the Truth, for it implies self-conscious-
ness which is the characteristic of Isvara and not Brahman.
Brahman does not know, for It is knowledge; It does not enjoy,
for It is enjoyment; It is not "existent" but "existence." It is
non-material, and has no contact with any objective being. "It
eats nothing, no one eats It." It is the supreme "incorporeal
which pain and pleasure do not touch." The realisation of the
Self is in a way like the shining of the sun when the clouds no
more cover him. It is the regaining of originality in the absolute
sense. It is "quenching the fire of death with the water of knowl-
edge" (Brih. Up. III.ii.10). It is deathless impersonality of con-
scious nature, not merely living as an eternal person. A person,
even the absolute person (Isvara), is non-etemal. No actual
change takes place in the realisation of the Truth, but it appears
to be all change! "Though the Full may be taken out from the
Full, the Full alone remains without change." Even the utter ex-
tinction of personality does not involve that least transforma-
tion in true existence. It is the simple knowing, the great
knowing, so mysterious and complicated, the ever-unsolved
problem, the only problem of the whole universe. And, yet, it is
the only Truth to the Knower. The curious riddle, somehow,
makes one feel that, truly, nothing happens in Infinity, though
worlds may seem to roll in It.
That which is so simply said as "Existence-Conscious-
ness" and which is so easy to understand, is, after all, the hardest
nut to crack, never understood, never known, never realised by
any individual, the supreme identity of the greatest positive
Truth and the greatest negation in one. The Absolute is really
supra-relative, supra-mental, supra-rational. Whatever is spo-
ken or thought is not the Truth as It is. Truth is the union of the
cosmic thinker and the cosmic thinking. There is no separate
object of this thinking, nothing that is thought of here, forthink-
ing itself is the object of thinking though thinks itself, all objects
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not nothing, that which is everything, and knows nothing but It-
self." That is Brahman! Therefore, bondage and liberation are
only a matter of forgetfulness and awareness of fact respec-
tively, and not a change in being. The complete transcendence
of one's individuality is at once the realisation of the Absolute.
The moment the Jiva is negated the cosmic play is explained
and the cosmos and Isvara sink into Brahman.
Moksha is neither a mass of consciousness nor self-con-
sciousness. It is the very life and order of the universe,
ever-present, unchanging. It transcends even the sense of im_
mortality which also is conceptual. The Light of the Absorute
puts a sudden end to all relative existence and the world does
not exist even as a remembrance. There is no such thing as inert,
inanimate, dead matter or blind force. It is all ,up."ri. Force,
Knowledge and Bliss without motion or mind. There are no
planes of existence, no states ofconsciousness, no degrees of
reality. This is the most blessed and supreme state of absolute
freedom and conscious eternal life, not a conviction but actual
being. It is the awful grandeur ofutternegation of limitation and
experience of Infinitude, not mere continued personal life. It is
the complete dissolution ofthought in simple existence which is
the mightiest nothing! It is an immediate here and now of
spacelessness and timelessness, the inexpressible, beyond joy
and sorrow, beyond knowledge and ignorance, beyond life and
death, beyond all that is beyond! It is the fullest Reality, the
completest consciousness, the immensest power, the intensest
Bliss. Truth, knowledge, power, happiness and immortality are
Its shadows. lJnseen, transcendent, uninferable, unthinkable,
ununderstandable, indescribable, imperishable, the loftiest, the
deepest, the Truth, the Great-That is the Absolute. The light of
limitless number of suns is darkness in Its presence. It oversteps
the boundaries of being and nullifies all ideas of existence. It is
the Giant-Spirit which swallows up the mind and the ego and
wipes off the individual-consciousness to the very extreme. It is
the Thunder that breaks the heart of the universe, the Lightning
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that fuses all sense of empirical reality. The bubble bursts into
the ocean and the river enters the sea! The soul merges into the
extremely Real.
The Grandeur of the Absolute is grander than all other
grandeur. It is the crowning edifice of truth and glory.
Nothing is beyond That. It is neither form, nor content nor
existent. The soul sinks into It by an experience of all-fullness,
neither essence, nor kingdom, nor wisdom, neither equal, nor
unequal, neither static nor moving, neither sitting nor resting,
neither one nor two, neither true nor false, neither this-ness nor
that-ness, nothing known to us, nothing known to any existent
being. It has no name, there is no definition of It! It is That
which is. It is not love nor grace, nor world, nor soul, nor God,
nor freedom, nor light, for all these are relative conceptions. It is
not Satchidananda which is only an ideal 'other' of what we
have experience. Satchidananda is only the logical highest, a
mere intellectual prop. Reality is beyond Satchidananda also. It
is itself, the eternal sun that shines in the infinite sky ofthe abso-
lute world! It transcends cosmic consciousness. It is the su-
pra-essential essence. Eternity and Infinity embrace one
inother to form Its Centre of Experience. It is an Ocean that
sweeps away the earth and the heaven and the netherland- Sun,
moon and stars are dissolved in It' Brahma, Vishnu and Siva
vanish into It. It is the Life of tife, Wisdom of wisdom, Joy of
joy, Power of power, Real of rea[, Essence of essence.
-Birthl".r.r"ss
and deathlessness float in It like ripples. It is the
supreme Death of all, and yet, It is the highest peak of real life'
The totality of all the joys of the whole universe is merely a dis-
torted fragment of That Supreme. It puts an end to the vicious
circle of transmigratory life.
The Upanishads have left no stone unturned and have
spared no pain in attempting to give the best expression to the
maj estic Absolute-ExPerience :
"The knower of the Self crosses beyond sorrow."
STATE OF LIBERATION l8l
very Name of the Lord. And that is his prayer in the following
verse:
"I ask not for kin, nor name, nor place
Nor learned man's society,
Wilt Thou one boon on me bestow,
A heart to melt in longing sweet,
As yearns her newborn calf the cow,
In yearning for Thy sacred feet?"
(Translation from the original by Ms. F. Kingsbury and
G.E. Phillips).
The above lines show that the mystic has relapsed to
worldly consciousness and prays to the Lord to lift him up to
that higher plane where he may enjoy the bliss of communion.
The Lord had already shown him the way to it during his meet-
ing at Thiruperundurai. That can be achieved only through pro-
found devotion even as the cow has for the calf she has yielded.
Having drunk of the fountain of bliss it is but natural that he
should ask for the favour again and again.
Here is a verse which discloses the bliss of communion
with the Lord.
"Thrills and trembles my frame,
Hands are lifted on high,
Here at Thy fragrant feet,
Sobbing and weeping I cry,
Falsehood forsaking, I shout,
'Victory, Victory, Praise!'
Lord of my life, these clasped hands,
Worship shall bring Thee always."
(Translation from the original by Ms. F. Kingsbury and
G.E. Phillips).
The foregoing lines are characteristic of Manickava-
chagar. He shows the measure of man and God in those expres-
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-Extract from'Mind-Its
Mysteries and Control'.
As for the songs of the eighteen Siddhars, they have left us
a fair field of spiritual crops, which lie yet unharvested, and
which are waiting to be gamered and offered to the outside
world. It is, of course, up to abler hands to undertake the task.
The claim of mystic poetry to popularity rests upon its
breathing the very soul and spirit of the author. poetry, properly
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Saint Tirumular
put in a room filled with lime. Appar's faith changed the bum-
ing atmosphere of the room into one of a cool shelter. His expe-
rience is best expressed hereunder:
"The shelter at Isvara, my Father's feet is that celestial mu-
sic of the Veena, the gentle breeze, the morning sun, the lo-
tus-covered lake with the humming of the bees."
"The potential fire in wood, the gem of the purest ray, is
beyond perception, unseen like the ghee in milk. Wittt knowl-
edge as churner and Love as the rope, churn well your heart and
He will appear to you."
Appar was a combination of Jnana (knowledge) and
Bhakti. To Thayumanavar learning was an obstacle to
God-realisation.
"The uneducated are really the good" said Thayumanavar.
But to Appar knowledge led him to love God. His faith was
founded on the rock of conviction born of knowledge.
On seeing Tirunavukkarasar, as cool as a cucumber in that
terrible room, the Jains requested the King to get him killed by
an elephant. Woe unto them they but dug their own graves, for
the elephant paid him homage and becoming turbulent de-
stroyed the evil-doers themselves. The Saint invokes the Lord.
He visualises Siva and being merged in the form automati-
cally, describes his Ishta Murti.
"I am His man, with sandal paste as white as lime, whose
head the crescent moon and the jewel adorn, whose body of
coral hue is covered with the elephant skin, a snake as big as the
one on which Krishna rests adorns his neck and on his crest is
the mighty Ganga. I fear nothing, nothing can frighten me."
Appar's faith seems to be the type that could move moun-
tains. He knew he loved. Siva was the rock of his faith.
Even this would not deter the Jains of their evil determina-
tion to liquidate the saint. They got him tied to a boulder and
pushed him into the sea. This final and last test of the Lord
l
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Saint Manickavachagar
He is a mystic who is one with the cosmos, who realises
that his consciousness is of Divine Source, nay, Divinity Itself,
enclosed in a physical form, with a mission in life that can only
be fulfilled by meeting the conditions and carrying out the
world-duties and obligations. The realisation of the Soul-iden-
tity of God and man is the mystic's victory in his arduous
search. Discovering that reflective experience alone gives ac-
cess to a deeper life and that every thought attains the dignity of
a subtle communication between him and the Divine ministra-
SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCES
the spoilt 'pithrs' that she had made. All 'pittus' were unsalable.
He, the Lord, ate it all but did no work. Pandyan gets furious and
hits Him on His back. The whole universe experiences this pain,
revealing that the Lord is the substratum of the universe. The
king realises the Divine Nature of his minister and prays to him
for his forgiveness. These were a sequence of events following
Manickavachagar's initiation. Every experience was as real to
him as is hunger to the poor or pain to the sick.
Again he says:
"I saw Him, the Ambrosia that bestows mercy. I experi-
enced His Grace; He walked on earth, (for me). The Ancient,
beyond description."
Manickavachagar realised that "He is beyond thought. He
is not within the experience of the senses; He who created the
five elements, He who pervades the universe, as does the aroma
of a flower, but He, even He, reveals Himself to me today, saves
me from being born again." The saint experiences this state of
consciousness. He goes on describing how the Lord is beyond
the reach of even Brahma, Vishnu, etc.
"To me He is as real as the Amalaka fruit in my palm."
A concrete experience the saint is unable to bear: "Praise
Thee, how shall I describe this! Is this right on your part? What
have you done to me, I do not know; Oh, what Grace you have
bestowed on me!"
He experiences a state of consciousness beyond words;
"Heart overflows, too deep for words. You have made Ambro-
sia seethe through every pore."
"He made the Ambrosia flow through my very bones."
Again, in Thirusathagam, he expresses the way in which
he experiences Siva's Grace.
"He showed me the invisible, made me hear the
unhearable; protected me from being bom again."
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words can utter. Great things did the Lord lead me unto, and
wonderful depths were opened unto me beyond what can by
words be declared; but as people come into subjection to the
Spirit of God, and grow up in the image and power of the Al-
mighty, they may receive the word of wisdom that opens all
things, and come to know the hidden unity in the Eternal Be-
ing)'
Jacob Boehme was a God-intoxicated man. Even while he
('he
was very young, a divine illumination encompassed him;
was surrounded by a divine Light for seven days and stood in
the highest contemplation and Kingdom of Joy." On a second
occasion he entered into an inward ecstasy as a result of gazing
fixedly upon a bumished pewter dish. It seemed to him as if he
could look into the very soul of all things. His own statement is
that he "looked into the deepest foundations of things." His vi-
sion of the transcendental reality informing the heart of the phe-
nomenal world, was a frequent experience. He says he "saw and
knew the Being of all beings, the Byss and the Abyss." Delin-
eating the union of the soul with the Godhead, he tells us, "I
give you an earthly similitude of this. Behold a bright flaming
piece of iron, which of itself is dark and black, and the fire so
penetrateth and shineth through the iron, that it giveth light.
Now, the iron doth not cease to be; it is iron still; and the source
(or property) of the fire retaineth its own property; it doth not
take the iron into it, but it penetrateth (and shineth) through the
iron; and it is iron then as well as before, free in itself: and so
also is the source or property of thefire.In such a manner is the
soul in the Deity; the Deity penetrateth through the soul, and
dwelleth in the soul, yet the soul doth not comprehend the De-
ity, but the Deity comprehendeth the soul, but doth not alter it
(from being a soul) but only giveth it the divine source (or prop-
erty) of the Majesty."
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Christ-Consciousness
The Golden Key of Divine Wisdom is never found in the
unillumined mortal mind. We discover it only when our con-
sciousness has risen above the unawakened little "I-me-mine"
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self lost in the dark fog of materialistic values, when our con-
sciousness has become fused with the Light of the Soul.
It is only through the Light of the Soul that we are able to
enter into the illuminating Cosmic Awareness, not mere intel-
lectual assent or theory. Once awakened in the Light of the
Soul, we behold the same Light everywhere, in all things,
whether animate or inanimate, and instead of separative differ-
ences, we see the Etemal Oneness and Sameness behind all
evolving entities.
In the light of the transformed consciousness it is realised
that we are all of the same immortal divine parentage, that we
are all undying golden flames of the same holy, consuming,
life-giving fire of the Reality. The all-pervading awareness of
the illumined consciousness reveals that centre and periphery,
beginning and ending, big and little, gain and loss, are one. It is
a spontaneous rhythm that flows of itself in the effortless effort
of a calm, waveless, infinite ocean of illumined space, though,
at the same time, centred in a profound, inner, all-enveloping,
motionless Silence.
In defining the highly abstruse and controversial meaning
of Nirvana, the Buddha taught that it is that state wherein "the
Self-realisation of Noble Wisdom is fully entered into, where
the manifestation of the essential and intrinsic oneness of all life
through perfect Love expresses itself for the enlightenment of
all, where compassion for others transcends all thoughts of
self." Christ Himself teaches the same truth when he says that
he who loses his life, the fleeting little grasping life of the self-
ish personality, shall find it in the immortal life of the soul unto
Etemity. This Christ-consciousness is achieved through spiri-
tual practices and by living the teachings of Jesus Christ.
(Mark Halpern)
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even stop to think what their duty really is-as you have begun
to think. They take birth, earn wealth, enjoy and suffer, and then
they die. It is only a Viveki who will begin to enquire into the
nature of things, and aspire for the Eternal. When that Etemal
Truth is realised, this creation appears as the Sport of the Lord.
Therefore, in the Brahma Sutras it is declared that the Supreme
Being created this universe out of mere sport-with no other
motive.It is the Lila of the Lord. Why do they say it is His Lila?
It is only to show that it is beyond the grasp of man's little intel-
lect. Do, do, do something to realise the Lord. The heart must
expand. Faith must be deep-rooted. People should share what
they have with others. The spirit of renunciation must be awak-
ened. All good qualities like compassion, selflessness,
egolessness, must be cultivated. Then these Transcendental
Questions will be answered-by intuition."
Pradhana is not Brahman: When the visitor asked, "Is
Pradhana to be taken as Brahman?" Swamiji replied, "No.
Pradhana is Prakriti, Avyaktam or Maya. It is not Brahman.
Should a Chaprasi be taken as a king?"
Philosophical Truths
elbow, that arm would raise itself, till the palm (with the fingers
still in chinmudra) would almost touch the chest'
"Ihave heard it said that the Yogi, during meditation, feels
light as a feather. The physical feeling of lightness might be
caused by the following of phenomenon: during meditation, the
back gets straightened up, and the spinal chord inside the spinal
column hangs without being unnaturally bent or pressed against
the vertebrae. This is bound to give a feeling of lightness- I have
always felt that as meditation gets deeper and deeper, one does
not even wish to breathe. The breath thins out almost impercep-
tibly. Then I feel as though I am physically lifted up from the
ground. I don't disturb myself to ascertain if I am suspended in
mid-air. But the following phenomenon makes me feel that per-
haps there is an actual levitation. I sit for my Dhyana in a
half-Siddhasana posture. Now, after a few minutes of deep
meditation I feel that the ankles have parted from each other and
that the feet tend to 'drop down.'
"The third experience is this: what we wish for at certain
moments come true. I have experienced this on several occa-
sions, even when very great personalities are concemed, who
hold their own opinion strongly. The thought that arises in our
mind somehow influences them. I have only one explanation
for it. At the moment we are very, very close to God. Then the
thought arises in our mind. The proximity of God enables the
wish to "drop into His Lup," as it were, and form part of His Di-
vine Will. Then His Will works itself out and our wish is auto-
matically fulfilled, without our striving for it even mentally.
The Yogi at this moment does not want to influence anyone and
does not even want his prayer to be heard by God. He merely
wishes it, and the wish is "taken over" by Him as part of His
will.
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Spiritual Experiences
Balls of white lights, coloured lights
Sun, stars, during meditation
Divya Gandha, Divya taste,
Vision of the Lord in the dream,
Extraordinary, superhuman experience,
Vision of the Lord in the human form,-
Sometime appearing in the form of a Brahmin,
Or old man, leper, outcaste in rags,-
Talking to the Lord,
Are the preliminary spiritual experiences.
Then comes cosmic consciousness or Savikalpa Samadhi
Which Arjuna experienced.
Eventually the aspirant enters
Into Nirvikalpa Samadhi,
Wherein there is neither seer nor seen,
Wherein one sees nothing, hears nothing,
Wherein one becomes one with the Eternal.
Song of Sadhana
(Thars: Sunaja)
Sitaram Sitaram Sitaram Bol
Radheyshyam Radheyshyam Radheyshyam Bol.
Sadhana is steadying the mind and fixing it on the Lord.
It gives freedom, bliss, peace and immortality.
Friends! Plod on patiently like the farmer at his plough,
Be persevering, be steady in your daily Sadhana.
Destroy Tandri, Alasya and building castles in the air,
Take light food and drive off sleepiness.
Be regular in your Japa, Kirtan and meditation,
Regularity in Sadhana is of paramount importance.
Just as you separate the pith from the Munja grass,
Separate this Atman from the five Koshas.
Peace, cheerfulness, contentment and fearlessness
Indicate that you are advancing in the spiritual path.
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Purification, concentration, reflection, meditation,
Illumination, identifi cation, absorption, salvation.
Inspiration, illumination, revelation
Rapfure, ecstasy, vision of Truth
These are the experiences in meditation.
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TWENW IMPORTANT
SPIRITUAL I NSTRUCTIONS
1. Get up at 4 a.m. daily; This is Brahmamuhurta which is
extremely favourable for meditation on God.
2. Asana: Sit on Padma, Siddha or Sukha Asana for Japa
and meditation for half an hour, facing the East or the North. In-
crease the period gradually to three hours. Do Sirshasana and
Sarvangasana for keeping up Brahmacharya and health. Take
light physical exercises such as walking, etc., regularly. Do
twenty Pranayamas.
3. Japa: Repeat any Mantra as pure Om or Om Namo
Narayanaya, Om Namah Sivaya, Om Namo Bhagavate
Vasudevaya, Om Sri Saravanabhavaya Namah, Sita Ram, Sri
Ram, Hari Om, or Gayatri, according to your taste or inclina-
tion, from 108 to 21,600 times daily.
4. Dietetic Discipline: Take Sattvic food, Suddha Ahara.
Give up chillies, tamarind, garlic, onion, sour articles, oil, mus-
tard, asafoetida. Observe moderation in diet (Mitahara). Do not
overload the stomach. Give up those things which the mind
likes best for a fortnight in a year. Eat simple food. Milk and
fruits help concentration. Take food as medicine to keep the life
going. Eating for enjoyment is sin. Give up salt and sugar for a
month. You mustbe able to live on rice, Dhal and bread without
any chutney. Do not ask for extra salt for Dhal and sugar for tea,
coffee or milk.
5. Have a separate meditation-room under lock and key.
6. Charity: Do charity regularly, every month, or even
daily according to your means, say six paisa per rupee.
7. Svadhyaya: Study systematically the Gita, the
Ramayana, the Bhagavata, Vishnu-Sahasranama,
Lalita-Sahasranama, Aditya Hridaya, the Upanishads or the
Yoga Vasishtha, the Bible, the Zend Avesta, the Koran, the
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Tripitakas, the Granth Sahib, etc., from half an hour to one hour
daily, and have Suddha Vichara.
8. Brahmacharya: Preserve the vital force (Veerya)
very, very carefully. Veerya is God in motion or manifesta-
tion-Vibhuti. Veerya is all power. Veerya is all money'
Veerya is the essence of life, thought and intelligence'
9. Prayer Slokas: Get by heart some prayer Slokas,
Stotras and repeat them as soon as you sit in the Asana before
starting Japa ormeditation. This will elevate the mind quickly.
10. Satsanga: Have Satsanga. Give up bad company,
smoking, meat and alcoholic liquors entirely. Do not develop
any evil habits.
I 1. Fast on Ekadasi: Fast on Ekadasi or live on milk and
fruits only.
12. Japa Mala: Have a Japa Mala (rosary) round your
neck or in your pocket or underneath your pillow at night'
13. Mouna: Observ! Mouna (vow of silence) for a couple
of hours daily.
14. Speak the Truth: Speak the truth at all costs' Speak a
little. Speak sweetlY.
15. Reduce your wants: Reduce your wants' If you have
four shirts, reduce the number to three or two. Lead a happy,
contented life. Avoidunnecessary worry. Have plain living and
high thinking.
16. Never hurt anybody: Never hurt anybody (ahimsa
paramo dharmah). Control anger by love, Kshama (forgive-
ness) and Daya (comPassion).
17. Do not depend upon servants: Do not depend upon
servants. Self-reliance is the highest of all virtues'
18. Self-analysis: Think of the mistakes you have com-
mitted during the iourse of the day, just before retiring to bed
(setf-analysis). Keep daily diary and self-correction register.
Do not brood over Past mistakes.
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