Bearing The Billionaire Heiress

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Table of Contents

Titel

BTBH [ELEAZAR #1]

𝕳𝖊𝖕𝖍𝖆𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖘
CHAPTER 1: SYMPTOMS©️

CHAPTER 2: THE MAN WITH GREEN EYES

CHAPTER 3: BODY SHOT

CHAPTER 4: LIGHTS OFF

CHAPTER 5: ANOTHER LIFE

CHAPTER 6: REVELATIONS

CHAPTER 7: CURIOS

CHAPTER 8: WHO?

CHAPTER 9: VISITOR

𝕳𝖊𝖕𝖍𝖆𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖘
CHAPTER 10: NOAH ARKANGHEL©️

CHAPTER 11: HOPELESS

CHAPTER 12: COLD NIGHT

CHAPTER 13: PAPA

CHAPTER 14: MR. ELEAZAR

CHAPTER 15: LOLA

CHAPTER 16: TRUST ME

CHAPTER 17: INSECURITIES

CHAPTER 18: UNKNOWN

𝕳𝖊𝖕𝖍𝖆𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖘
CHAPTER 19: DATE©️

CHAPTER 20: HIS EFFORT

ANNOUNCEMENT

CHAPTER 21: CAUGHT

CHAPTER 22: COLD TREATMENT

CHAPTER 23: FIERY

CHAPTER 24: NAUGHTY ELEAZAR

CHAPTER 25: FOUGHT

CHAPTER 26: TRIGGERED

CHAPTER 27: WITH WHOM?

CHAPTER 28: WHAT'S GOING ON

CHAPTER 29: MISCARRIAGE

𝕳𝖊𝖕𝖍𝖆𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖘
CHAPTER 30: MEDICATION©️

CHAPTER 31: HE DOESN'T DESERVE

CHAPTER 32: JUST DIE!

CHAPTER 33: HIS POINT OF VIEW

CHAPTER 34: INHERIT

CHAPTER 35: DECIDE

CHAPTER 36: FINALLY

CHAPTER 37: IS THIS WHAT THEY CALLED DESTINY

CHAPTER 38: LET BE SELFISH THIS TIME

𝕳𝖊𝖕𝖍𝖆𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖘
CHAPTER 39: HIS MISCHIEVOUS WAY©️

CHAPTER 40: MARRY ME NOW AND I'LL COURT YOU FOREVER

AUTHOR'S NOTE

EPILOGUE
 AUTHOR'S NOTE

BTBH [ELEAZAR #1]

ELEAZAR #1

BEARING THE BILLIONAIRE HEIR

ELEAZAR #2

RELENTLESS BILLIONAIRE

ELEAZAR #3

THE HIRED HUSBAND

ELEAZAR #4

MARRIAGE VOW

ELEAZAR #5

RECKLESS BILLIONAIRE

Warning:

This story is unedited you will encounter a lot of grammatical errors and typos.
This story is not perfect especially the character and its flow. I'm not promoting
cheating, mistress here i'm just here to gave a lesson and share this masterpiece
of mine.

Thank You!

MY SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS

CHAPTER 1: SYMPTOMS

KEISHA

"THANK you for coming ma'am and sir, hope to see you again!" Isang matamis na
ngiti ang ibinigay ko sa customer ko. Madalas kong makita ang mag asawang Felidad
rito sa coffee shop ko suki ko na ang mga ito. Kung minsan ay nagsasama pa ito ng
mga empleyado. Masasabi ko na may kalakasang kumita itong shop ko. Sana ay lumago
pa sya.
 "Ma'am kami na po riyan nakakahiya naman po sa inyo"

"Ayos lang Karyll" umalis na ako sa counter at pumunta sa may office ko at

doon nagpahinga. Mahigit tatlong taon ko na ring pinapatakbo itong negosyo ko. I
was graduated of BSBA. Umaasa ako na mas lalago pa itong negosyo ko. I also do a
online selling para dagdag kita. Masaya ako sa ginagawa ko and this is my passion,
even since when i was a child i can see myself managing a business. Kaya kahit
gusto ng mga magulang ko na mag teacher ako ay wala itong nagawa.

Kahit 24 years old pa lang ako ay mas pinili kong sa bahay puna manatili
kaysa mangupahan. Masaya ako kapag kasama ko ang pamilya ko. Ako ang bunsong
kapatid at may dalawa akong kuya. Tsaka hindi rin ako pinayan ng dalawa kong kuya
na humiwalay sa bahay baka raw kung mapariwala ako. Kung minsan ay masyado silang
overacting.

Ng lumabas ako ay nahagip ng mata ko ang estudyanteng magkasintahan na halos

magkapalit na ng mukha dahil sa sobrang lapit sa isat isa. Sa tanang buhay ko ay
hindi ko pa naranasang pumasok sa isang relasyon. Lagi akong sinasabihan ng mga
lalaki na wala raw akong muwang. Ano bang malay ko? Ang tawag raw sa akin ay
inosente.

Minsan nga binalak kong manood ng rated spg na palabas yung pang adults. Pero
nakita ko palang naglapat ang labi nila ay pinapatay ko na kaagad. Lalo na nung
nahuli ko sila kuya nanonood ng ganun. Halos masuka ako sa nakita ko. Nakapatong
yung babae sa lalaki at mabilis ang paggalaw alalang alala ko pa kung paano hawakan
ng lalaki yung didbib nung babae. Grabe talaga yun hindi ko malilimutan.

"Naku ma'am mag dyowa na rin po kayo! Masarap po sa pakiramdam na may katext
may tagahatid sundo sayo at masasandalan mo. Nakakatakot pong magmahal pero kung
matatag kang tao hindi mo yun iindiin"

"Hindi naman kadali yun"

"Kahit fling fling ma'am ala kayo? Hindi nyo po ba naranasan iyon" agad ko
itong nilingon at inilingan. Siguro ito ang tadhana ko ang mabuhay mag isa sa
tanang buhay ko. I am a girl NEVER BEEN TOUCH, NEVER BEEN KISS. I am NO BOY FRIEND
SINCE BIRTH YEAH I EXIST, WE EXIST.

I am comfortable of being a single.

"Naku ma'am darating rin po ang para sa inyo sa tamang panahon" paniguradong
kapag hinintay ko ang tamang panahon na yun ay aasa lang sya. Itinuon ko na lamang
ang pansin ko sa mga tauhan ko tumutulong rin ako kung minsan dahil marami rami ang
customer sa shop nya kaya hindi ko maiwasang mangiti.

"Ako na dyan karyll, sige na balik ka na run"

"Sigurado ka ho ma'am? Sa table ten po iyon" tinanguan ko lang ito at

dumiretso na sa table ten. Bali apat silang lalaki masasabi kong ubod ng gwapo ang
mga ito at ngayon ko lang sila nakita.

"Heres your order sir's" nginitian ko ang mga ito at isa isang nilapag ang
order nila. Ibaba ko na sana ang isa kaso na distract ako ng lumipat ang tingin ko
sa lalaking titig na titig sa akin.

"Ouch fvck!" Nanlaki ang mata ko ng makita ko ang tapon ng kape sa malinis
nitong formal attire puti pa man din iyon! Kaya kitang kita ko ang pag kamantsa
nun. Dahil sa taranta ay kumuha ako ng panyo at lumapit rito. Hindi ko alam kung
anong ginagawa ko. Nanginginig ang kamay kong isa isang tinanggal ang
pagkakabutones ng polo nito at walang alinlangan na pinunasan ko ang dibdib nito.

Bumaba ang kamay ko sa tiyan nitong may walong umbok, katahimikan ang
masasabi ko sa paligid ko dahil wala akong marinig. Nakita ko na lang na wala ng
panyo ang kamay ko at mismong kamay ko na ang humihimas sa mabato nitong tiyan.
Para akong napaso ng marinig ang impit nitong daing kaya mabilis kong inalis ang
kamay ko at humingi ng tawad rito. Ano ba yung ginawa ko nakakahiya!

"P-pasensya na po sir hindi ko sinasadya" iniwas ko ang tingin ko rito pero

kita ko ang pagbutones nito sa kanyang polo. Ramdam ko ang gulat sa mga mukha ng
tao kahit ako ay nagulat sa nagawa ko! Bakit ko ba nagawang himasin yung matigas
nyang tiyan! Oo marami na akong nakita na ganung katawan parang kay kuya Cannon
pero first time kong mahawakan iyon.

Ramdam ko ang pag iinit ng mukha ko ng maalala iyon! Pakiramdam ko ay

sinisiliban ako ng apoy ano mang oras ay magsisituluan na ang mga pawis ko.

"I-its okay, NEXT TIME BE CAREFUL MISS WAITRESS lets go!" Hindi na ako
nakaimik ng magsilayasan na ang mga ito at inilapag ang bayad sa lamesa. Grabe
paniguradong maapektuhan ang image ng shop ko dahil sa nangyari ano ng gagawin ko!

"Ma'am ayos lang kayo?"

"Ayos lang ako Cara, sige bumalik na kayo sa trabaho"

Grabe talaga! Hindi ko alintana ang lakas ng aircon sa office dahil sa tuwing
naaalala ko iyong kahihiyan na ginawa ko ay pinagpapawisan ako ng todo!

Napahawak ako sa sintido ko ng bahagya itong kumirot. Tumayo ako pero

nanlambot ang tuhod ko dahil sa panghihina. Napakapit na lang ako sa office table
ko upang kumuha ng lakas pero sobra na ang pagkahilo hangganh sa mandilim na ang
paningin ko.

NAPAHAWAK Ako sa ulo ko ng makaramdam ng kirot roon. Bahagya ko pang hinilot

ang sintido ko upang maibsan ang sakit pero masakit pa rin ito.

"Gising ka na pala"

"K-kuya anong nangyari?" Nasa hospital ako ngayon at hindi ko na matandaan

kung bakit?

"Lets wait for the results, yan ang napapala ng bugbog sa trabaho eh! Maulit
pa ito keisha hindi na kita pagtratrabahuin!"

"Sorry na kuya hindi na mauulit wag kang mag alala" ilang oras pang naghintay
si kuya bago pumasok ang doctor sa kwarto ko.

"Sir the patient has a dengue. Mat dengue po kayo ma'am" dengue napano sya?
May dengue sya pero daig pa nya ang lalaki sa tibay ng katawan nya. Saan nya naman
ito nakuha? Hanggang ngayon ay napapaisip rin ako sa lalaking iyon pero agad ko rin
itong tinatanggal sa isipan ko.

"K-kuya"

"Lets talk tomorrow morning" Wala na akong nagawa ng umalis na ito sa harapan
ko bago ako bigyan ng halik sa noo. Naiwan akong mag isa sa hospital kaya mas
pinili ko na lamang matulog.

ILANG araw ang nakalipas pero heto pa rin ako nakaratay sa hospital bed
habang kumakain. Nagtataka akong tinignan kung sino ang nag bukas ng pinto. Isa pa
lang doctor at may hawak na syringe.

"A-ano pong ginagawa nyo?"

"I just enject this to you, paniguradong gagaling ka sa dengue" kahit

alinlangan ay pumayag an rin ako magpatusok. Nagtataka ako dahil sa maselan na
parte ko ako tinularan.

"Bakit po doc dyan itunutusok?"

"Just trust me at alam ko ang ginagawa ko" hindi na ako umimik hanggang sa
matapos ito.

"Did the doctor already give you the medicine?" Tama nga ang doctor kanina at
tama ang hula nito.

"Oo kuya" nginitian ako nito bago ako ipagbalat ng mansanas. Ganito lagi ang
gawi namin si mama at papa babantayan ako ng umaga si kuya madalas ay biglaan ito.
Gusto ko nang lumabas ng hospital na buburyong ako!

"Miss maari na po kayong lumabas" grabe ang kasiyahan na naramdaman ko ng

marinig ang sinabi ng doctor. Mahigit dalawang linggo rin ako roon.

"Mag ingat kana sa susunod keisha"

"Opo kuya pasesya" kahit kailan talaga si kuya mapang asar.

"Kakain na!" Rinig kong sigaw ni mama sa hapag kaya dali akong pumunta roon
upang magsandok. Gutom na ako.

"Ano yun bat ang baho?"

"Wala naman anak ah" nagtatakang tanong ni papa.

"Naapektuhan ata utak mo sa ngayon" gusto kong maduwal ng maamoy ang amoy ng
garlic nasusuka ako. Naramdaman ko na lamang ang pagbaliktad ng sikmura ko kaya
tumakbo ako sa lababo.

Grabe bat ang baho ng bawang na iyon?

"Keisha umamin ka nga sa akin! Sino ang nobyo mong bata ka!"

"Ma wala po!"

"Anong wala huh? Sagutin mo ako ng maayos sino ang ama ng batang dinadala mo
huh!"

Ako buntis paano nangyari iyon?

Imposible?

Birhen pa ako paano ako mabubuntis!

And who is the father?

CHAPTER 2: THE MAN WITH GREEN EYES

KEISHA

NAPAKUNOT no ako dahil sa maling pag akusa ni mama. Paano ako mabubutis?

"Ma, paano mabubuntis yang si keisha eh halik nga hindi nakatikim yan!"
Napatingin ako kay kuya Keifer sa sinabi nito kahit kailan talaga mapang asar.

"Palibhasa kasi ikaw kuya timer! Nakita ko kayo ni kuya kevin sa kwarto ko pa
kayo nanonood ng rated spg!" Parehong nanlaki ang mga mat nito sa sinabi ko. Ano
kayo ngayon huh takot lang nila kay mama.

"Kayong dalawa talaga sinasabi ko lang kapag nakabuntis kayo aba panagutan
nyo! Naku magbago na nga kayo kevin at keifer. Tsaka na realize ko na ang sinabi
nyo hindi ng mabubuntis iyang si keisha dahil walang alam yan at masyadong inosente
pagdating sa mga ganyang bagay!" padabog akong nanguha ng ulam sa sinabi ni mama
kahit kailan talaga mga mapang asar sila!

"Kailangan ba talaga may alam ka dyan tsaka bata pa ako at wala pa sa isip ko
ang mga bagay na yan!"

"Aba malamang kailangan yun kahit sana papaano ay aware kana ngayon sa mundo
natin! Naku wag mong sabihin sa akin Keisha na wala kang balak na magpakasal at
magmamadre ka" napairap ako sa sinabi ni kuya. Kahit kailan kasi ay hindi ako
tumanggap ng ligaw at hindi ko nasubukang pumasok sa isang relasyon hindi dahil sa
ayaw kung hindi dahil hindi pa ako handa.

"Kuya madre agad pwede ba wag nyo na akong pilitin sa ganyan naku pag ako nag
uwi ng lalaki ri---"

"KEISHA!" nappahinto ako sa pagsubo ng pagkain ko dahil sa sigaw nila halos

sabay silang tatlo. Kita mo sinabi ko na lang na mag uuwi ako ng lalaki galit na
sila samantalang sila pa ang nagtutulak sa akin na mag settle down na ewan ko ba sa
kanila. Kung kaya't ayaw ko pang pumasok sa isang relasyon dahil mamimiss ko sila
at panigurado na baka mawalan ako ng oras sa kanila.

Nagpahinga puna ako ng kaunti sa bahay bago pumasok sa trabo kinuha ko ang
laptop ko sa taas bukod kasi nagpapatakbo ako ng negosyo kong coffee shop ay
sumasideline rin ako sa pagiging online seller. At isa pa patok na patok ito sa
millenial.

"Anong oras ang pasok mo keisha?"

"Aalis na rin po ako chineck ko lang yung business ko online"

"Wag mong pagurin ang sarili mo sa trabaho anak. Heto dalhin mo sa trabaho at
kainin mo roon" napangiti ako sa sinabi ni mama. Mabilis kong inabot ang binigay
nitong lunch box madalas kaming lutuan ni mama ng lunch dahil alam nya na bihira
lamang kami kumain nila kuya sa labas na sanay na kasi kami sa luto nya.

"Salamat ma, una na po ako" humalik ako sa pisngi ni mama at nagmano bago ako
lumabas ng bahay. Nag arkila lamang ako ng taxi dahil hindi kami mayaman na may
sariling kotse.
 "Dito na po. Keep the change" ng makarating ako sa shop ko ay marami rami ng
tao sa loob at halatang mga busy ang mga empleyado ko. Hindi naman sa nagmamayabang
pero ang business ko ay naparangalan na dahil binabalik balikan ito ng mga tao. We
serve our customer equally there's no special treatment to the person we know.

"Good Morning Ma'am keisha"

"Morning" bumabati ako pabalik sa mga taong bumati sa akin dumiretso ako sa
office ko upang asikasuhin ang mga dapat kong gawin marami pa kasi akong ibang
business. Napahilot ako sa sintodo ko ng matapos na ang ginagawa kong pag aanalyze
sa kinita ko sa isang buwan. My shop selling rate rise so we added more flavors,
and products for another profits. Nakarinig ako ng tatlong katok na nakapag agaw sa
atensyon ko sa kaharap kong laptop may delivery kasi akong gagawin mamaya.

"Pasok" pumasok ang isa kong empleyado na si Ella isa sa mga pinagkatiwalaan
ko sa aking trabahador dahil matagal na itong nagtratrabaho sa akin at talagang
kilala ko na.

"M-ma'am pasensya na po sa abala"

"Ayos lang. Is there's something wrong or you need something?"

"A-ahhh ma'am kasi po magpapaalam po sana ako kasi yung anak kong si butchok
tinakbo po sa hospital na dengue raw po" nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong
hininga. Bakit ba uso ang dengue ngayon? Nakakatakot nga naman kasing magpabakuna
ng dengvaxia at baka disgrasya pa ang dala nito.

"Naiintindihan ko ella mahirap talaga iyang kalagayan ng anak mo nag ka

dengue na rin ako. Sabihin mo lang sa akin kung kailangan mo ng pera at handa
kitang bigyan ako na bahala sa bills nyo" si butchok ay isa sa batang nacucutetan
ako dahil mataba ito kaya nakakapagtakang tinamaan ng dengue.

"N-naku po hindi na ma'am sobra sobra na nga po ang advance ko sa inyo na

sahod. Maraming salamat po!"

"Walang anu man ella. Sige na pwede ka nang umalis para matignan mo ang anak
mo pakikumusta ako kay butchok at magpagaling sya sabihin mo at bibigyan ko sya ng
regalo"

"Makakarating po!" Mabilis kong isinara ang laptop ko at lumabas ng office ko

si ella ay waitress kung kaya't kailangan kong pumalit rito dahil dumagsa ang mga
customers.

"Ma'am kaya na po namin ito balik na po kayo sa loob mukha po kayong maputla"
yun ang napansin ko sa aking sarili bago ako makaalis ng bahay. Tama sila maputla
nga ako ng mahagip ko ang mukha ko sa nakasabit na salamin sa kusina. Ganito lang
siguro dahil kagagaling ko lang sa sakit. Sa cashier ako pumuwesto hawak hawak ko
ang lunch box na may laman na cookies na ipinabaon sa akin ni mama tamang tama ito
upang may kinakain ako. Dagsa ang customer naming ngayon dahil meron kaming pa
promo bilang pasasalamat ko sa mga suki ko na madalas kong makita rito.

Kumuha ako ng panibagong piraso ng cookies at kinagatan iyon at saktong sakto

sa pagbukas ng pinto ng coffee shop ko. Iniluwa nito ang limang pinagpalang lalaki
hindi ko iaakila na lahat sila ay napakagwapo. At hindi lang ako ang
makakapagpatunay roon dahil karamihan sa mga customer ay nabaling ang atensyon sa
kanila maging ang mga trabahador ko. Umaalingasaw ang mabango nilang pabango sa ere
nagtatawanan ang mga ito hangga't sa pumuwesto ito malapit sa may cashier kung saan
sya nakaupo at kumakain ng cookies.
 Nahiya naman ako bahagya at pimunasan ang gilid ng labi ko makalat pa man din
ako kumain. Patuloy pa rin ang pagtawa ng limang kalalakihan at nasa kanila pa rin
ang atensyon ng lahat at tila hindi nila ito alam oh sadyang sanay na ang mga ito
sa atensyon hindi na ako nagtaka at inilayo ang tingin ko. Pero dahil malapit
lamang ako sa kanila ay dinig na dinig ko ang pag uusap nila.

"Fvck i had a great threesome last night! The twins was so fvcking wild at
bed!"

"G*go ingat ka sa threesome baka may sakit yan!"

"I now when the girl is clean or not i don't fvck a prosti dude and i am
clean you idiot!" Napangiwi ako dahil sa klase ng usapan nila ano pa bang aasahan
mo sa mga gwapo parang mga kuya ko babaero! Ni hindi man lang nila naiisip ang
nararamdaman naming mga babae puro sila pasarap sa buhay! Bihira na lang ang
lalaking mala crisostomo ibarra at maria clara na babae ngayon.

"You must had a threesome colten it's great!"

"I already did and it was really great. But its hard to find a tight one"
gusto ko nang takpan ang tenga ko dahil sobra sobra na ang naririnig ko na
kabastusan na lumalabas sa bibig nila. Wala ba silang maisip na topic at iyon ang
topic nila. God what an asshole pare pareho lang sila na isa ang habol sa aming mga
kababahian.

"May i get your order sir's" napabuga ako ng hangin dahil sa wakas ay tumigil
na rin ang mga ito sa pag uusap tungkol sa nangyari sa mga ito kagabi at mukhang
nalihis na ang usapan cause they are already talking about business.

"Two order of frapuccino and three order of caramel machiatto" naging busy na
ako sa pag aasikaso ng mga customer ko dahil kulang kami sa tao at dagsa talaga ang
customer.

"Ma'am pwede po bang pakihatid ito roon sa limang gwapo na lalaki kailangan
po kasi ako sa loob"

"Sure" tinanggap nya ang hawak nito nagpakawala pa ako ng malalim na buntong
hininga bago dahang dahang lumapit sa pwesto ng mga gwapong lalaki na ubod naman ng
halay at kayabangan.

"Here's your order sir's" dahan dahan kong inilapag ang mga orders nito,
napataas ang kilay ko ng napahinto sa pag inom ang lalaking katapat ko na may hazel
brown na mata maya maya ay nasamid ito.

"You okay bro?" Napataas ang kilay ko dahil sa inasta nito. Ng ilalapag ko na
ang huling piraso ng frapuccino nangati bigla ang ilong ko dahil sa naamoy na
matapang na pabango hindi iyon gusto ng ilong ko kaya ang ending nabahing ako. Sa
kaliwa ko ibinaling ang ulo ko akala ko ligtas na ako pero may nabahingan akong
lalaking madilim ang anyo.

Halata ang pagkairita sa mukha nito hala yung laway ko talsik talsik sa mukha
nya. Dahil malapit kami sa isat isa ay mas lalo akong nairita parang babaliktad ang
sikmura ko at hindi ko na kinaya pang tumakbo papunta sa banyo dahil sa lalaking
may luntiang mata na ako inabutan ng pagsusuka.

Ohhh great ang bobo mo keisha!

"FVCK THIS!" hindi ko maiwasang kabahan habang nasa loob kaming dalawa ng
opisina ko wala na akong choice kundi dalhin sya rito dahil eskandoloso pala itong
taong ito parang gusto nya akong gilitin ng leeg.

"P-pasensya na talaga hindi ko lang kasi nagustuhan ang amoy mo"

"What the fvck! Do you mean na mabaho ako! Do you know that i even buy my
perfume at italy! It was the most expensive perfume!" Napairap ako sa ere sa sinabi
nito hindi ko naman tinanong kung saan nya binili ang perfume nya na ubod ng
tapang! Nasa banyo ito at hinihintay kong makapagbihis binigyan ko na lang sya ng
shirt na uniform rito sa coffee shop ko. Bumukas ang pinto ng banyo habang inaayos
ko ang mga transactions paper ko makapal ito na para bang isang ledger at mabigat
talaga.

"I need my suit right now" dahil sa gulat ay napaharap ako rito naramdaman ko
kasi ang presensya nito sa likod ko at napakalapit nya. Mali ang ginawa kong
pagharap rito dahil halos maglapat ang ilong namin.

"OUCHHH FVCK!"

"Hala sorry sorry hindi ko sinasadya" nataranta ako dahil nahulugan sya ng
recordings ko which is sa paa at alam ko na masakit iyon dahil kasing kapal ito ng
mukha ng lalaking kaharap nya. Inalis na nito ang sapatos na suot. Namumula ang paa
nito.

"YOU! PINAPAINIT MO ANG ULO-----OHHH FVCK YOU ARE SO STUPID!" Ng lingunin ko

ito ay nakasalampak ito sa sahig at hawak hawak ang matambok nitong pang upo. Oo
nga pala nahila ko ang upuan uupo sana ito kasalanan ko ba na kailangan ko ang
upuan nasa mataas kasi ang kit ko kaya pagpapatungan ko sana. Dadaluhan ko na sana
sya pero lumabas na sya ng office ko at tila hindi na nito alam ang hahawakan ang
pang upo ba nito na nasaktan oh ang paa nito na namumula at namimilipit sa sakit.

Napangiwi ako dahil hirap ito sa paglalakad sinalubong sya ng mga kaibigan
nya na may ngisi sa labi at pinipigilan ang matawa.

"Let's go!" Tatalikod na sana ito pero hinarap ako nito. "Ohh by the way
ipapasara ko na ang coffee shop mong puro naman kamalasan!" Nyenyenyenye ewan ko sa
lalaking yan ang sama ng ugali.

"OHHH TANG*NA FVCK THIS COFFEE SHOP!" Nilakasan ko talaga ang tawa ko ng
madulas muli ito ghad bulag ba sya at hindi nakita ang sign na 'CAUTION WET FLOOR'

"Ohhh by the way Mister KAMALASAN karma is a bitch! Tingin tingin din kapag
may time baka madulas ka nanaman!"

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Ayan na update ko natagalan kasi tinapos ko pa yung isa kong story focus na ako
dito sa story na ito 🥰

CHAPTER 3: BODY SHOT

KEISHA
 "CONGRATULATIONS Ma'am!" Napangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan ang mga empleyado
ko pagkapasok na pagkapasok ko ay sumalubong ss akin ang confetti may cake rin
silang dalang three layers.

"N-naku nag abala pa kayo" tuwang tuwa ako habang pinagmamasdan sila hindi.
Sa tuwing tataas ang sales at rate ng shop ko ay nag cecelebrate kami gaya ngayon.
Lahat sila ay nakangiti sa akin umabot ang saya na iyon sa kanilang mga mata.
Masaya naming pinagsaluhan ang mga nakahanda sa hapag. May ilan ring customer na
nagtangkang pumasok sa shop kahit na sarado kami. Pero gaya nga ng sinabi namin
sarado na kami we are nit accepting any customer its time for us to have a plenty
time with each other and have some fun.

"Bar tayo keisha!" Ang sabi ko sa kanila keisha na lang ang itawag sa akin
since we are just in a same age pero ang iba ay ma'am parin lalo na sila Manang
Kara.

"Sige kayong bahala basta ang mahalaga mag saya at mag relax tayo dun"

"Ayus!"

"Hoy Jason ingatan nyo si Ma'am keisha huh!"

"Yes manang kara!" Masaya ang buong maghapon ko dahil sa mga empleyado ko
naghanda rin sila ng mga ilang palaro. Pagod na pagod ako ng makauwi ng bahay
bandang alas sais ang usapan namin ay magkikita kita kami sa shop mga alas otso
para sabay sabay kaming pumunta ng bar.

Mabuti na lamang ay nakapag alarm pa ako sa cellphone ko kung hindi ay hindi

ako makakarating sa usapan namin. At nakakahiya kung ganun nga ang nangyari ako pa
man din ang amo nila. Inaya ko rin ang kaisa isa kong bestfriend na si Celine upang
makasama namin sa pagdiriwang.

"Kailangan mo yan!" Napangiwi ako ng hilain ako nito sa buhok pilit ako
nitong pinaupo sa upuan kaharap ng salamin. Hindi ko akalain na magpupumilit sya na
ayusan ako at wala akong laban sa pagiging sadista nya. Maging ang ipinasuot nya sa
akin ay halos kita ang kaluluwa ko. Pilit kong ibinaba ang dress ko halos makitaan
na ako ng underwear sa ipinasuot nyang dress sa akin.

"Pag yan napunit babayaran mo!" Dahil sa sinabi nito ay tumigil na ako sa
paghila paibaba ang laylayan ng dress ko bahala na nga ngayon lang naman.

"Ayan perfect grabe ang ganda mo bruha ka!" Kahit ako ay hindi makapaniwala
sa nakikita ko sa harap ng salamin ako ba talaga ito? Ang buhok sa ibaba ay swabe
ang pagkakakulot noon ay labi ko ay ubod ng pula at mas lalong na depina ang mukha
ko tila nag glow sya at nagkaroon ng buhay.

"Anong ginawa mo sa akin?"

"Pinaganda ka! Halika na nga ang dami mong dada!" Halos nagkanda tisod tisod
ako pababa ng hagdan dahil sa taas ng takong ko pansin ko wala pa sila kuya sa
bahay kaya tahimik. Ang kotse ni celine ang ginamit namin dahil wala naman akong
kotse kaya anong magagawa ko.

"Ayyy naku sampalin nyo ako!"

"Hala si ma'am ba talaga iyan parang modelo ah!"

"Aray hindi pala ako nananaginip letse!"

 Halos mag init ang magkabila kong pisngi dahil sa samot saring papuri na
natatanggap ko sa kanila. Ganito ba talaga ang hitsura ko kung sakaling mag ayos?
Kahit kasi ako ay hindi makapaniwala sa kinalabasan ng hitsutra ko light make up
lang raw ang ginawa sa akin ni celine upang patingkarin ang features ko.

"ID" agad namang pinakita ang mga ID bilang patunay na naka register kami at
may reservation kaming ginawa. Halo halong amoy ang bumungad sa amin pagpasok na
pagpasok namin sa bar. Ang maingay na tugtugin kasabay ng mga sigawan mula sa mga
tao. Pilit naming pinagsiksikan ang aming sarili sa kabila ng puno ng taong
nagsasayawan sa dance floor. Minsan ay natutulak kami at may nababangga pero
balewala sa kanila lahat ng iyon.

"Grabe ang hirap makipagsiksikan ang wild pala rito!"

"Oo masanay na kayo, ako kasi madalas na rito. Eto kasing si keisha masyadong
lulong sa trabaho ayaw ako samahan. Himala nga at nag bar iyan eh, maria clara kasi
yan!" Ito ang pangalawang beses ko sa bar ang una ay ng nag eighteen ako pinilit pa
ako nun at yun rin ang una huling beses na uminom ako ng alak. Hindi ko kasi gusto
ang lasa nito mapait mainit at masakit sa lalamunan.

"Naku sinabi mo pa celine ako na lang ayain mo!"

"Ayos sige para may party buddy na ako kim!" Nahihilo ako sa tuwing
tumitingin ako sa dancefloor dahil sa ilaw na patay sindi nito at idagdag mo pa ang
naghalo halong amoy ng alak sa paligid

"Your turn keisha" nakangiti pa sa akin si celine habang inaabot sa akin ang
basong punong puno ng alak. Parang babaliktad ang sikmura ko sa amoy nun inabutan
pa ako nito ng asin nagtaka ko itong tinignan.

"That's a perfect taste keisha try it" pang aalo ni josh. Mabilis kong
pinahiran ang pulso ko ng asin mabilis kong pinaglandas ang dila ko sa palapulsuhan
ko at mabilis na tinungga ang baso na punong puno ng alak.

"Wohhhhh that's great!" Napahawak ako sa ulo ko dahil bahagya akong nahilo ng
tumama ang paningin ko sa dancefloor. Hindi ko na rin alam kung nakailang inom na
ako basta ang alam ko ay nag eenjoy ako. Nahagip ng mata ko si celine nasa
dancefloor at may kahalikan na ito napaiwas na lamang ako ng tingin. Pero mali ang
ginawa ko dahil mas grabe ang nakita ko.

Nakalabas na ang dalawang bundok ng babae sa dress nitong hapit na hapit.

Nasa kabila lamang itong table. Ang lalaki ay nakatalikod sa gawi ko habang ang
babae ay nakahawak ng mabuti sa buhok ng lalaki at hindi ako tanga kung anong
ginagawa ng lalaking iyon sa dibdib na iyon. Ohh ghad para akong nasusuka sa mga
nakikita ko. Ang ilang lalake sa table na iyon ay mayroong ibat ibang milagrong
ginagawa! Hindi ko alam pero ang mga bulto nila ay pamilyar tila nakita ko na sila.

Pero hindi ko alam kung saan at kailan, hindi ko magawang maialis ang mga
mata ko sa gawi nila dahil malapit lamang ako sa puwesto ng mga ito ay rinig na
rinig ko ang impit na ungol ng mga babae. Wala akong gaanong kaalam alam patungkol
sa mga bagay na iyan pero hinding hindi ako magpapauto sa mga lalaking katulad nila
na iisa lang ang habol sa aming mga babae lalo na sa tuwing nag iinit sila. My
brothers was strict on me cause they know what boys is and what they are capable
off!

Dahil sa sobrang malakas ang tama sa akin ng alak ay hindi ko na gaanong

aninag ang paligid at tila nag iinit ako. Mababa lamang kasi ang alcohol tolerance
ko kung kayat bihira ako uminom ng alak.
 "We are calling all of your attentions! Eyes on the dancefloor!" Maging ako
ay nagawi ang tingin sa dancefloor dahil sa sinabi ng DJ. Nasa tabi ko na rin ang
mga missing in action kong mga kasama kanina.

"We have a game and everyone is free to join bawal kj. We all knew about the
body shot right?" Naghiyawan ang mga tao sa paligid pero ako wala akong
maintindihan sa sinasabi nilang body shot na iyan. Pero tunog malaswa na! Kaya no
ako sa laro na iyan!

"Kung sino ang matututukan ng spotlight ay syang makakasubok ng isang

kakaibang body shot! And the more exciting is the five famous business man was here
to join us! So girls just seat there and relax at baka kayo na ang matutukan ng
spotlight! Alam ko excited na kayo! So what are you waiting for!" Nakakabinging
sigawan ang narinig ko mula sa mga tao lalo na nang may isa isang lalaki na
nagsipuntahan sa dancefloor lahat sila ay nakatopless at tanging boxer lamang ang
suot. Ohhh ghad bakit ganyan sila. Hindi ko na gaanong aninag ang dancefloor dahil
sa nagkalat na mga tao lahat sila ay excited at gustong matutukan ng spotlight.

"Ohh my god ohhh my god! Mukhang napakaswerte ng gabing ito ah!" Napangiwi
ako dahil sa lakas ng sigaw ni celine at kim. Seriously sino ba ang mga iyan?
Aaminin ko kahit hindi ko gaanong aninag ang dancefloor ay nakasisilaw naman ang
kakisigan ng limang lalaki sa dancefloor.

"Sana talaga matutukan ako!"

"Kahit ay Colten lang ako!"

"Ako kay spencer grabe ang hot nila ang yuyummy!"nagsigawan ang mga tao ng
matutukan ang pinakaunang swerte raw na babae. Nagtititili ito at pumuwesto sa
unang lalaki. Ganun lagi ang ganap kapag may matututukan ng spotlight. Naiinip na
ako at init na init na. Tila nawalan na ng pag asa ang mga kasama kong mga babae
dahil isa na lamang ang kailangan.

"The last but not the least!" Hindi ko na alam kung anong nangyayari sa
paligid ko basta ang alam ko hilong hilo na ako. Hanggang sa masilaw ako sa lakas
ng ilaw na tumatama sa mukha ko.

"Ohhh my god ohhh my god wahhhhh ang swerte mong bruha ka!" Halos hindi na
ako makatayo ng tuwid ng hilain ako papatayo ni celine. Napahawak ako sa kung sino
dahil sa nakakahilong ilaw sa paligid at mga nagsisigawan na tao sa paligid.

"You okay?" Nakuha ko pang tumango sa tinanong nito kahit papaano ay unti
unti nang lumilinaw ang paningin ko. Tila napaso ang mga kamay ko ng makita kong
nakahawak ito sa matigas na balikat ng lalaki sa harap ko naka blindfold ito at may
ngisi sa labi. Hinapit nito ang bewang ko kaya't naramdaman ko ang init na galing
sa katawan nito. Tsaka lamang nag sink in sa akin ang lahat na ako ang huling
babaeng natapatan ng spotlight!

CHAPTER 4: LIGHTS OFF

WARNING🔞 Some parts are not suitable for young readers

 KEISHA

"And now our five lucky girls our complete let's the game beggin!" Wala akong
kaalam alam sa mga mangyayari. At lalong hindi ko alam ang body shot! May lumapit
na mga babae sa gawi namin may hawak itong dalawang baso na naglalaman ng alak at
asin. Iniabot iyon sa lalaking naka blindfolds binitawan na rin ng pamilyar na
lalake ang pagkakahawak nito sa bewang ko. Pero kahit ganun ay may unti pa rin
akong ilang dahil ramdam na ramdam ko pa ang init ng hubad nitong katawan.

"You will love this baby" napaka swabe ng pagkakabitaw nito sa mga salitang
iyon. The way his lips moves was so sexy. Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyayari at
nag iinit ako. I feel thirsty on his touch and i want to feel his bare arms again
on my skin.

"Hmmmm w-what are you d-doing" tila malalagutan ako ng hininga ng dumampi ang
mainit nitong palad sa expose kong balikat. Pinagpapawisan na ako dahil sa init na
nararamdaman. Tila kahit naka blindfold ito ay alam nito ang dadampian ng asin sa
parte ng katawan ko. Nagkaroon na ako ng idea sa sinasabi nilang body shot na iyon.
Rinig na rinig ko ang sigawan ng mga tao at halatang lahat sila ay excited na
excited!

"Ohhhhh" hindi ko maiwang kumawala ang mga ungol sa bibig ko dahil sa bawat
init ng haplos nito. Napahawak ako sa balikat nito at napakagat sa labi ko bahagya
na akong nakatingkayad. Mas lalong lumalakas ang ungol na nanggagaling sa bibig ko
lalo na ng bumaba ang mga kamay nito sa cleavage ko.

"Ohhhh god ang init!" Tila ano mang oras ay mawawalan na talaga ako ng hangin
ang isa nyang kamay ay nasa tuktok ng dibdib ko ang isa naman ay nasa leeg ko.

"Enjoy now baby you can moan as long as you want" at ng mga oras na dumampi
ang labi nito sa leeg ko ay mas lalong nagliyab ang katawan ko unti unting
naninikip ang dibdib ko. The way his hot and expert tongue suck and lick the
sensitive skin on my neck the intensity of the electricity flowing through my veins
became more hot and fast. I feel like i was burning.

"You has a sweet taste baby!" Napasabunot na ako sa buhok nito ng dumampi ang
labi nito sa dibdib ko. Napakainit at nagugustuhan ko ang init na nararamdaman ng
katawan ko. My brain are telling me to stop him cause this is not right i need to
push him! But my body are wasn't cooperating! It was asking for more heat and for
more touches! Instead of pushing him i found my self pulling him closer and closer
to me. He chuckled between his kisses on my legs.

Yes his now on my legs i was now seating on his bare shoulder at hindi ko
alam kung paano nangyari iyon. Nakabuka na ang mga hita ko and i'm sure my
underwear was now expose to him.

"Your so sexy baby i can't wait to be inside you" nawalan na ako ng malay ng
maramdaman kong dumampi ang labi nito sa kaselanan ko. Basta ang alam ko na lamang
binuhat ako nito at isinakay sa isang sasakyan. Nawala ang ingay mula sa tao hindi
ko na maaninag ang mga nakakahilong ilaw. Naramdaman ko na lamang ang paglapat ng
katawan ko sa malambot na kama.

"W-where i am? C-celine is that you?"

"No baby its me kane" napabalikwas ako ng maramdaman ang mainit nitong palad
sa hita ko unti unti itong pumapasok sa dress ko.

"W-what are you doing?" Pilit kong itinataboy ang mga kamay nito na ngayon ay
unti unting ibinababa ang zipper ng dress ko, pero wala akong nagawa natanggal nya
ito. Naramdaman ko ang pagdampi ng lamig na hangin na nagmumula sa labas. Nakabukas
ang bintana at kurtina. Gusto kong maaninag ang mukha nya dahil wala na syang
blindfold pero nanghihina ang katawan ko sa bawat haplos at pagpisil nya sa dibdib
ko.

At kahit na anong gawin kong mulat sa mata ko ay hindi ko sya gaanong makita.
Hindi sapat ang ilaw na nagmumula sa lampshade at buwan. Itinaas ko ang mg kamay
upang paglandasin ang mga dalari ko sa kanyang mukha. To his thick eyebrows, to his
eyelids, to his ears, cheeks and perfect wet lips. Bago ko pa madampi muli ang mga
kamay ko sa mamasa masa nitong labi ay inatake na ako nito ng halik.

He kiss me on gentle way but also rough at the same time. His tongue was
exploring my mouth and i like it. I just follow the movements of his tongue and
lips. Pareho kaming umuungol dahil sa init na nararamdaman. Naramdaman ko nalamang
ang pagkalas nito sa hook ng bra ko. His lips leaves mine ang mga mata nito ay
nakatingin sa dalawa kong bundok nakaramdam ako ng hiya pero hindi ko iyon
tinakpan. I have a perfect and firm breast so why would i feel ashame?

"Such perfect so fit"

"Ohhh god! Do it again!" Hindi ko na mapigilan ang mga salitang kumakawala sa

bibig ko ng maramdaman kong sinakop ng palad nito ang isa kong dibdib.

"Like this?"

"Ohhh yes ohhh!" Napakagat ako sa labi ko dahil napakasarap sa pakiramdam ng

ginawa nitong pagpisil sa didbib ko. At mas lalo akong nagwala when i felt his hot
mouth devouring my nipples! It feels so good even it tickles sometimes. He was
teasing me lalo na ng sumasagi ang ngipin nito sa dunggot ko. Wala na rin itong
saplot pang itaas at nagsasalo na kami sa init ng katawan ng isat isa.

His hands move down on my leg part and slowly removing my underwear he just
throw it from some where. I was now fully exposed on the eye of a total stranger.
His hands was keep massaging and pinching my breast.

"O-ohhhhhh hmmm ohhhhh!" Napahawak ako sa bedsheets ng mahigpit ng maramdaman

ang middle finger nito na bigla biglang pumasok sa pagkababae ko. His middle finger
move faster inside me at tila hindi ito nakuntento at dumagdag pa ng dalawang
daliri. Ramdam ko ang pagkirot ng gitnang parte ko dahil sa marahas na paggaalw ng
mga daliri nito sa loob ko.

Habang mas tumatagal ay mas nagiging marahas iyon at wala ako magawa kundi
ang umungol dahil sa sarap na nararamdaman..

"Faster ohhh!" Ang mga mahahaba nitong daliri ay tila may kinakalukot sa loob
ko.

"Ohhh naiihi ako"

"Just let it flow" nanginig ang buo kong katawan ng maramdaman na parang may
lumabas sa akin. Akala ko roon na nagtatapos ang lahat pero naramdaman ko sa
pagkababa ko ang makasalan nitong dila. Dahan dahan ang paghagod noon sa hiwa ko he
is sucking my little bud kung kayat hindi ko namalayan na nakapulupot na pala ang
mga paa ko sa leeg nito. My feets was pushing his head more to my wetness napaka
eksperto ang pagalaw ng dila nito na humahagod sa kabasaan ko.

"You taste so sweet"bago pa ako makapalag ay pinatay na nito ang ilaw na

nagmumula sa lampshade kung kaya't ang buwan na lamang ang nagsisilbi naming ilaw.
May inabot ito sa side table at tila may binuksan. Ang tigas na tigas nitong
pagkalalaki ay bahagyang tumutusok sa bakuna ko.

"A-ano yan at bakit umiilaw?" Nagtataka ako ng maaninag ko ang inilagay nito
sa pagkalalaki nito na may unting liwanag.

"It's condom baby for protection. Banana flavor a glow in the dark extra
extra large" kahit na madilim ang paligid ay kitang kita ang ngisi nito sa labi.
Ipinatong nito ang pareho kong paa sa balikat nito. At halos mapasigaw ako sa sakit
ng sapilitan itong pumasok sa masikip kong lagusan tila may napunit na kung ano sa
pagkababae ko na nagdulot kirot sa akin.

"M-masakit.....ohhhh!" Hindi ko napigilan ang maiyak sa sakit at dumaing

dahil sobrang sakit talaga parang hindi ko kakayanin. Tama nga sila masakit sa
umpisa and he didn't take it slow.

"Hush baby sa umpisa lang yan masakit kalaunan puro sarap na. Sabi nga nila
no pain no wonderful fvck!" At bago pa ako makareklamo ay hinampas nito ng dalawang
beses at ang pang upo ko at mabilis na ibinaon ang nag uumigting nitong pagkalalaki
sa loob ko. Napakasakit........

"Ohhh fvck so tight baby!" Dahil s lakas at bilis ng bawat pag ulos nito ay
nauuntog na ako sa headboard iniinda ko ang bawat sakit ng paghugot at baon nito at
ang pagpalopalo nito sa pang upo ko. Unti unti rin akong sinasakal nito pero hindi
iyon masakit tila kumukuha lamang ito ng lakas upang mas mabaon pa ang pagkalalaki
nito.

"Fvck! Fvck! Ang sikip!"

"Ohhh hit me more hmmmm!" Hindi ko alam kung bakit iyon ang kumawala sa bibig
ko. Ohhh god i'm such crazy himbis na masktan sa pagpalo nito ay mas lalo akong
nakakaramdam ng excitement. I never imagined that doing this kind of staff was
great even i know i was still under the spirit of alcohol sadyang nawalan lamang
ako ng control sa katawan ng oras na lumapat ang mga balat namin sa isat isa.

And there's no way i can get rid of this night. At alam ko na baka maaari ko
itong pagsisihan pagdating umaga. Its hard to process the fact that i just slept
with a total stranger!

"Ohhh god i'm cuming ohhhh!" Sa bawat marahas nitong pag ulos ay sabay kaming
napapaungol i move and followed his movements. He is not satisfied with a one
position when we already reach the climax. He pull me and made me prone on bed. I
just felt his hard thing poking my entrance, he is going to take me from behind.
And with that he dig his member deeper and move more faster this time. I can't
close my legs cause he keep pulling my hair and hitting my butt. It was so painful
but i feel satisfied of him.

"I will take you endlessly!" And he was true with his words we even do it
without any protection he keeps pouring his hot cum inside me. We fvck countlessly
and i was devastated cause i can't get even take a simple glimpsed on his face!

CHAPTER 5: ANOTHER LIFE

 KEISHA

Knock! Knock! Knock!

Nakatatlong katok ako bago bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto ni celine. Nanlalamig
ako dahil sa suot ako. Naka dress pa rin ako nanlalagkit dahil nagmadali akong
makaalis sa motel na iyon buti nasikmura ko pang lumabas sa motel na iyon na wala
man lang ka under underwear.

"Keisha? What the fvck? What the hell happen to you!" Napayakap ako sa sarili
ko dahil nanlalamig ako hirap rin ako makalakad dahil sa pananakit ng pagkababae
ko.

"P-pwede bang pumasok puna ako magpapaliwanag ako" sya na lamang ang
matatakbuhan ko dahil hindi ako maaring umuwi sa bahay na ganito ang ayos
siguradong mag aalala sila sa akin. Natatakot ako na buksan ang phone ko
paniguradong malilintikan ako kila kuya dahil hindi ako umiwi kagabi.

"Mabuti pang magligo ka puna. Look at yourself you look like a mess!
Magtutuos tayo mamaya kung bakit bigla ka na lang nawala kagabi sa bar!" Katulad ng
sinabi nito ay naglinis puna ako ng katawan ko. Sinuot ko ang naiwan kong pink
hoodie at short ko rito sa condo nya. Pinatimpla ako ng lemon juice ni celine
pangpawala raw ito ng hangover.

"So ano na, explain" kinuwento ko lahat lahat sa kanya syempre iniskip ko
yung spg part. Pero inamin ko rin sa kanya na may nangyari sa amin ng lalaking
iyon. Wala ang kinaiingat ingatan kong puri ng mahigit twenty years.

"Ano! Sh*t bakit ang rupok mo! You can push him! Ohhhh god i'm so sorry hindi
ko sinasadya i should find you"

"Wala kang kasalanan"

"Can you still remember his face?"

"Yun na nga eh, m-madilim kasi" kahit ako ay naiinis sa sarili ko at sa

napaka walang hiyang lalaki na iyon he take advantage of me! Nagising na lamang ako
nawala na yung lalaki kagahi he leave a sticky notes on my forehead saying that he
had a great fvck with me! Di ba napaka walanghiya nya! He even pay me for that a
fifty thousand! Napakagago nito wala man lang paki sa nararamdaman ko. What he
think about me bayaran!

"Napaka walang hiya ng lalaki na iyan! Makarma sana!" Kabado ako habang
binubuksan ang phone dahil sunod sunod ang natanggap kong messages at misscalls
kila kuya. Paktay ako nito.

Kuya Keifer

Uuwi ka ba?

Its around 10:00 pm at sigurado ako na nagkakasiyahan pa kami nito. Inoff ko

kasi ang phone ko ng makarating sa club.

Kuya Kevin

Do we need to fetch you? Its already 12 keisha! Nag aalala na si mama at kami!
Don't ignore our message!
 Napahilot ako sa sintido ko dahil nakaramdam ako ng hilo may hang over pa
siguro ako nito.

Kuya Keifer

Fvck keisha we are so fvcking worried! I can't contact one of your employee even
celine!

Yun lamang ang binasa kong mensahe mula sa kanila dahil napakadami nun. Naka
120 miss calls ang mga ito sa akin. Nakokonsenysa ako dahil hindi ko man lang
naisip na may pamilya pala akong nag aalala at naghihintay sa pag uwi ko.

"Are you sure na uuwi ka mag isa? I insist sasamahan na kita magpapaliwanag
rin ako kay tita"

"Nope i'm okay, baka nakakalimutan mo na mainit ang dugo sayo ni kuya
keifer!"

"Ohhh whatever sige ingat ka. Call me when you need something" hindi ko
maiwasang kabahan habang papalapit ako ng papalapit sa bahay. Pinag iisipan ko pa
kung pipindutin ko ng doorbell. Sa huli ay pinindot ko rin ito.

"Keisha!" Akala ko ay sesermunan ako ni kuya keifer ng pagbuksan nya ako ng

maliit naming gate pero sinalubong nya ako ng yakap.

"Ikaw na bata ka pinag alala mo kami! Mabuti at ayos ka lang, you should text
us!"

"Pasensya na kuya nakitulog na lang ako sa condo ni c-celine" hindi ko

magawang tumingin sa mga mata ni kuya habang sinasabi iyon baka mahulaan nito na
nagsisinungaling ako.

"Its okay the important is you are okay. Let's go nag aalala na sayo si kevin
at mama" masaya akong pumasok ng kwarto ko dahil pinagsabihan lamang ako ni kuya
kevin mas strikto kasi ito kaysa kay kuya keifer. Pinili ko na lamang matulog dahil
nananakit ang buo kong katawan.

Sa nakalipas na buong linggo ay hindi tumigil ang pananakit ng ulo ko at

pagsusuka ko sa umaga. Kinakabahan na ako dahil baka may sakit ako hindi ko ito
sinasabi sa pamilya ko dahil mag aalala lang sila.

"So ano bakit mo ako pinapunta rito?" Maaga kong sinarado ang coffee shop ko
dahil nais kong sabihin kay celine ang nararamdaman ko baka kasi matulungan nya
ako. Magkaharap kami ngayon habang mahinhin itong sumisipsip ng kape.

"M-matagal ko na itong nararamdaman at hindi na ako mapakali natatakot ako

celine" Nakitaan ko ng pagtataka ang mukha ng kaibigan ko mukhang walang ka
ideideya sa nais kong iparating.

"What? Don't tell me nakakatanggap ka ng d-death threat?" Napairap na lang

ako dahil sa sinabi nito. Umiling ako sa kanya bahagya kong pinaglaruan ang mga
daliri ko paano na nga lang kung sakaling may sakit ako?

"Mas grabe pa run"

"What? Don't tell me may t-taning na ang b-buhay mo?" Dahil sa inis ko ay
hinila ko ang buhok nito.

"Pwede ba patapusin mo puna ako!"

 "Okay, okay ikaw kasi eh nakakakaba ka!" Hindi ko alam at papaano ako
magkakaroon ng sakit gayong i am living healthy lifestyle. Malakas ang katawan ko
at hindi ako sakitin!

"Hindi na humihinto ang pananakit ng ulo ko sa umaga at pagsusuka mas lalong

lumala. I became sensitive of all things naiirita ako agad kung noon i am just
moody when i have my period ngayon ay napakabilis ko nang magpalit ng emosyon"

"What the fvck! Seriously ano naman kayang sakit mo ulcer?"

"H-hindi ko naman sinusuka lahat ng kinakain ko eh. Nasusuka ako kapag may
naaamoy ako na hindi gusto ng ilong ko katulad ng bawang"

"A-are you delay? Kailan ka pa last dinatnan?" Napakagat ako sa labi ko ng

maalala kong almost one month and half na akong hindi dinadatnan.

"One and half months" kitang kita ko ang panlalaki ng mata nito sa sinabi ko.
May ideya na ba sya sa nararamdaman ko?

"A-anong sakit ko celine? Mamamatay na ba ako? Natatakot ako celine"

"Gaga! Hindi ka mamamatay at wala kang sakit!" Para akong nabuhayan sa sinabi
nito. Pero paano naman nito nalaman na wala akong sakit.

"Kailan mo pa naramdaman yang mga sintomas na iyan?"

"One week pagkatapos kong lumabas ng hospital ng magkadengue ako lumala lang
talaga ngayon"

"Oh my god bruha ka tatanga tanga ka may ideya na ako dyan sa nararamdaman
mo! Yung pagsusuka at pagkahilo ay normal na sintomas lang iyan. Ohhhh god we need
to confirm it! Wait me here may bibilhin lang ako sa pharmacy!" Bago pa ako maka
react ay nakalabas na ito ng coffee shop ko. Naguguluhan pa rin ako at bakit naging
normal lamang sa akin ang pagkahilo at pagsusuka. At anong bibilhin nya sa pharmacy
gamot?

Nag antay ako ng limang minuto bago ko narinig ang muling pagbukas ng pinto
ng shop ko. Humihingal na umupo sa upuan si celine may inabot sa akin itong maliit
na paper na lalagyanan ng gamot. Nagtataka ko itong inabot.

"Ano ito?"

"Pregnancy test" dahil sa gulat ay nabitawan ko ito. Pregnancy? Buntis ako

papaano? Yeah nakipag intercourse ako pero it just one week ago at matagal ko nang
nararamdaman ang sintomas na ito napaka imposible talaga!

"B-baka nagkakamali ka lang" mabilis kong ibinalik sa kamay ni celine ang

paper na naglalaman ng pregnancy test.

"Ohhh god keisha kahit ako hindi makapaniwala okay! Just try it wala namang
mawawala sayo!" Mabilis nyang ibinalik ito sa akin. Tama si celine wala namang
mawawala kung susubukan ko di ba? Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong hininga ng
makapasok ako sa restroom ng office ko. Kaya mo yan keisha wag kang kabahan. I
followed the instructions that is given on the pregnancy test. One line negative
two line positive. Limang pregnancy test ang sinubukan kasi baka raw mag nagative
sa unang try kaya nanigurado na si celine.

Kinakabahan ako habang lumabas ng restroom nilagay ko sa paper bag ang PT na

ginamit ko hindi ko pa tinitignan ang resulta dahil pinapangunahan ako ng kaba.

"Anong resulta positive ba?"

"H-hindi ko tinignan" inabot ko rito ang paper bag hinampas ako nito sa braso
dahil sa sinabi ko eh sa kinakabahan ako. Baka bigla akong mahimatay roon sa loob
ko. Pigil ang hininga ko ng isa isa nitong tinignan ang bawat pregnancy test.

"Sh*t talaga! Two lines positive!" Halos mabingi ako dahil sa sinabi nito.
Buntis ako may buhay sa loob ng tiyan ko! Hindi ako makapaniwala na uuwi ako sa
ganito wala akong kamalay malay kung sino man ang ama ng magiging anak ko.
Natatakot ako baka hindi ko kayaning mag isa na palakihin sya ano na lang sasabahin
ko sa pamilya ko!

"Uyyy hala keisha bat ka umiiyak. Are you not happy magiging mommy kana hush
tahan na kakayanin mo yan"

"M-masaya ako pero hindi ko alam......hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko lalaki

syang walang ama. Ni hindi ko alam kung paano at sino ang nakabuntis sa akin" base
sa mga naging karanasan ni mama natututo na ako roon kung gaano kahirap ang
magpalaki ng isang anak na single parent ka. May pagkakataon raw na halos sumuko na
si mama dahil kapos sa pera pero hindi sya sumuko dahil kami ang pinagkuhaan nya ng
lakas.......kaming mga anak nya kaya nalampasan nya lahat ng problema nakapagtapos
kami at at napalaki nya ng tama.

"Hush bes tahan na andito lang kami aalagaan ka namin tutulungan. Wag kang
matakot kakayanin mo yan sa ngayona ay kailangan natin manigurado let's make an
appoinment to an OB gyne" tama si celine hindi dapat ako panghinaan ng loob lalo na
may isang nilalang na may buhay sa sinapupunan ko dapat alagaan ko ang sarili ko at
mag doble ingat. At alam ko na matatanggap ito ni mama at kuya.

Kakayanin ko anak kahit hindi ko pa kilala at wala akong ideya sa kung sino
man ang ama mo.............. kakayanin natin ito.

CHAPTER 6: REVELATIONS

Lilinawin ko lang po huh Keisha didn't got pregnant through traditional way.
She was already pregnant when she had chukchakan with stranger kaya I said she was
still virgin when she got pregnant. Got it! Okay got it hehe😁😆

KEISHA

Kinakabahan ako habang papasok kami sa hospital. Ngayon kasi ang schedule ko upang
mag pa check up sa OB gyne i want to know how months my baby is. Pinagpapawisan ako
ng malapot knowing that na hindi pa ito alam ng family ko. And i was really glad
that i had a bestfriend like celine, she was always there to accompany me.

"Ano ba buntis wag ka ngang kabahan pati tuloy ako kinakabahan eh! Oh punasan
mo yang pawis mo nakakahiya naman sa doctor kung maasim ka!"

"Salamat" mabilis kong inabot ang ibinagay nitong panyo at pinunasan ang
ilang pawis ko sa noo. Ng makapasok kami sa clinic ay bakas yung kabang aking
nararamdaman mas nakakakaba pa ito kaysa sa pagrereport at pag prepresent ng
research eh!

"Good Morning Ms or Mrs?"

"Miss po. Keisha na lang po" ngumiti ako rito at gumanti rin ang babaeng OB
gyne na mag checheck up sa akin.

"Okay keisha humiga kana para ma check up na kita" pinagpalit pa ako nito ng
damit kaya medyo natagalan may kung anong pinahid na malamig sa tiyan ko wala naman
siguro iyong epekto. Marihing nakatingin ang doctor sa monitor pero kahit anong
gawin kong titig roon ay wala pa rin akong maintindihan.

"The baby is healthy keisha!" Bigla naman akong natuwa sa sinabi nito mabuti
na lamang ay malusog ito at hindi nakaapekto ang pag inom ko ng alak kung alam ko
lang sana na buntis ako ay hindi ako nag iinom.

"You are one and half months pregnants congratulations!"

Pareho kaming nakangiti ni keisha ng makalabas kami sa clinic hindi pa raw

buo ang bata at dugo pa lamang kaya wala itong ultrasound but i am surely that
there's another life inside me

At ipinapangako ko na aalagaan ko sya at hindi pababayaan.

"Excited na ako maging tita keisha grabe! Pakiramdam ko ay lalaki ang anak mo
pero ang inaalala ko lang kasi nakakapagtaka. It just only one week since i had a
sex intercourse napakaimposible naman at nun. Dahil isang buwan na akong higit!
Naguguluhana na ako!

"Ano ba wag ka punang ma istress sa tatay nyang magiging anakis mo! Isa lang
ang naiisip kong dahilan kung bakit ka nabuntis!"

"A-ano? P-paano?"

"Artificial Inseminatio, hindi mo ba alam yun? They will inject semen on your
cervix then yun you don't need to have sex intercourse just to get pregnant"
nagtataka ako sa sinabi nito. Artificial Insemination? Wala akong natatandaan na
ganun pero isa lang ang alam ko na dahilan nito. When the weird doctor enter on my
room when i was hospitalized cause i was infected of dengue. She inject something
weird on me cause she inject on my pearl! And i didn't even ask what is it! Bakit
hindi ko naisip iyon! Unti unti nang nagiging malinaw ang lahat sa akin.
Napagkamalan siguro ako ng doctor na iyon!

"Ohhh ghad celine i remember it! What should i do? Saan ko hahanapin yung
doctor na iyon?"

"Ohhh ghad really you remember? You agree with it!"

"Of Course not! You still remember right when i was diagnosed of dengue i was
hospitalized for more than a week! I remember it! When a weird doctor enter my room
and inject something on my pearl! I thought it was just part of my medication!"
Nakatanggap ako ng mahinang hampas sa braso rito halata ang pagkagulat sa mukha
nito.

"Alam mo bruha ka ang tanga mo! Sa tingin mo may gamot sa dengue na itutusok
sa bajayjay! Hindi mo man lang ba naisip yun!"

"H-hindi"
 "Halika rito lumapit ka iuntog kita at baka matauhan ka! Naku wala ka nang
magagawa lalaki na yang tiyan mo! Ang inaalala ko lang paano kung nasa kulungan
pala yung may ari ng semen na itinurok sayo! Oh kaya isang criminal, tambay sa
kanto, oh kaya baka asa mental!" Ako naman ang mabilis humila sa buhok nito bigla
tuloy akong kinabahan wala pa man ding imposible!

"H-hindi naman siguro! Ang negative mo!"

"Hay nako sana nga magmana na lang sana sayo! Tsaka kailangan natin mahanap
yung tangang doctor na iyan at sa iyo naiturok panigurado alam nun kung sino ang
tatay nyan. Pero kailan mo sasabihin sa pamilya mo?" Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na
hininga, hindi ko ito maitatago sa pamilya ko habambuhay dahil lalaki at lalaki
talaga ang tiyan ko sa ayaw at gusto ko. Wala akong choice kundi ang harapin ang
galit nila maiintindihan ko naman. At tatanggapin ko na lang ang pagkadissappoint
nila nandito na itong biyaya na ito wala nang dahilan upang umatras at magsisi pa.

"S-sasabihin ko sa kanila bukas na bukas rin ayaw ko nang patagalin ito"

"Mabuti pa nga, lagi mong tatandaan na kahit tatanga tanga ka andito lang ang
matalino mong kaibigan para damayan ka" nakabusangot nitong tinignan ang tiyan ko
na hindi pa naman maumbok dahil mahigit isang buwan pa lang.

"Nakakainis naiinggit ako! Arayyyy!" Pinisil ko ang maumbok nitong pisngi

dahil sa gigil ko ay napadiin iyon.

"Hoy mahirap mag alaga ang bata ng mag isa! Tsaka hintayin mo na lang ang
lalaki para sayo! Wag kang mag papatuhog kung kani kanino!"

"Ay bruhang toh ang galing mangaral hindi naman na iapply sa sarili. And FYI
ikaw kaya yung nagpatuhog one week ago!" Sabay kaming natawa sa sinabi nito. Ganun
naman talaga di ba? Magaling tayong magpayo at magpangaral sa iba pero hirap na
hirap natin itong iapply sa sarili natin

Hindi na ako dumiretso sa shop ko dahil sa antok na nararamdaman ko, at isa

kailangan ko rin ipahinga ang katawan ko. Hininto ko na rin ang pagiging online
seller dahil makakasama sa katawan ko at sa baby ang sobra sobrang trabaho gusto
kong ituona ang buo kong atensyon sa pagbubuntis ko. Kumain rin ako ng mga
masustansya umiwas na ako sa kape at gatas na lamang ang ininom. I always alarm my
phone so it would remind me to take my daily vitamins.

I wore a floral dress na hindi mahigpit sa bewang ngayon ang araw na

sasabihin ko na sa pamilya ko na buntis ako at hindi iyon ganun kadali sa parte ko.
Hindi ko alam kung paano sasabihin sa kanila natatakot ako at kinakabahan.

"Kaya toh ni mommy baby para sayo gagawin ko ito" marahan kong pinaglandas
ang kamay ko sa tiyan ko kahit hindi pa ito malaki nararamdaman ko na may buhay
ito. At isa pa sa tuwing magkakaharap kami ni mama sa hapag ay madalas nya akong
pasadahan ng tingin sa tuwing nahuhuli ko sya ay ngingitian nya ako. I know my mama
at hindi na ako magtataka ma may ideya na ito sa gusto kong sabihin ngayon.

Babae si mama at isang huwarang ina ilang beses nang nagbuntis minsan kasi
mahuhuli nya akong nagsusuka sa banyo. Instead of asking why she will just smile at
me it seems like she's telling me that its okay. Naghihintay lang siguro sya na mag
open ako sa kanya.

"Ano bang gusto mong sabihin keisha? Its already 7:00 am 8 ang pasok ko"
nagpakawala ako ng malalim na hininga mukhang bad trip pa ata ang dalawa kong kuya
mas lalo lang tuloy akong kinabahan. Pero unti unti iyong nawala ang maramdamam ko
ang mainit at mahigpit na hawak sa akin ni mama.

"H-hindi ko alam kung paano s-sisimulan at aaminin sa inyo ito. Natatakot ako
sa magiging reaksyon nyo.......pero mas nangingibabaw ang saya ko" napakagat ako sa
labi ko dahil unti unting kumunot ang noo ni kuya kevin. Si kuya keifer ay kalmado
lamang.

"Matatanggap ko kung magagalit kayo sa akin dahil alam ko na marami kayong

pangarap para sa akin"

"Will you please get to the point keisha! Your confusing us!"

"Kevin wag mong sigawan si keisha!" Hindi ko na napigilan ang pilit kong
pinipigilang luha kanina ng hawakan ni mama ang kamay ko.

"Kuya Kevin, Kuya Keifer p-patawarin nyo ako........b-buntis po ako" hindi ko

magawang tumingin sa mga mukha nila dahil sa magiging reaksyon ng mga ito.
Isinubsob ko ang mukha ko sa palad ko at doon umiyak ng umiyak naramdaman ko ang
paghagod ni Mama sa likod ko kaya mas lalo akong naiyak. Mama bakit ganyan ka!
Bakit hindi man lang nya ako nagawang pagalitan instead of that she still comfort
me napaka swerte ko na sya ang ina ko at nagsilang sa akin rito sa mundo.

Pangako magiging mabuting ina ako parang si mama sa magiging anak. My mother
Kendra the brave woman who raise her three childs with love hindi sya natakot na
palakihin kaming lahat na nag iisa lang sya. Hindi sya naghanap ng katulong, cause
everytime we ask her about finding a man oh baka gusto pa nitong makipagrelasyon.
She will just shrugged her shoulder and say 'kayo ang buhay ko at sapat na kayo
hindi ko na kailangang maghanap ng iba, dahil kayo pa lang sobra sobra na'

"Hush princess i'm sorry kung nataasan kita ng boses bad trip lang talaga si
kuya. Tahan na. We are not mad"

"Hey tahan na panget mas lalo kang pumapanget" ng dahil sa sinabi nila ay mas
naiyak ako.

"Ang sabi tumahan hindi lakasan" napapansin ko na habang tumatagal ay mas

nagiging emosyonal ako dala siguro ng pagbubuntis ko.

"H-hindi kayo galit sa akin?" Pinakatitigan ko silang tatlo sa harap ko pero

ngiti lamang ang ginanti ni mama. Tama ang hinala ko na alam na ni mama na buntis
nagsimula ang pagdududa nya ang ayawan ko ang mga pagkain na may bawang at bigla
bigla na lamang magduduwal.

"Bakit gusto mo ba?" Napairap ako dahil sa sarcastic ang boses ni kuya keifer
pilosopo talaga.

"Naku nakita mo yun kevin nang irap ang buntis nating kapatid mas lalong
sumungit!" Natawa ako dahil sa sinabi ni kuya keifer pero alam ko gusto nya lang
ako maging komportable at ipahatid na ayos lang lahat na tanggap nila ako kahit
buntis ako. Napaka swerte ko napakamaunawain nila.

"You should quit now on your work ipaubaya mo puna kay manang kara yun"

"Oo kuya naisip ko na yan pero sa ngayon hindi puna hindi pa naman kalakihan
ang tiyan siguro pag nag apat na buwan na"

"Siguraduhin mong aalagaan mo ang sarili mo at ang magiging pamamgkin at apo

ni mama kung hindi itatali kita rito sa bahay. Tutukan mo yang pagbubuntis wag ka
masyadong ma stress makakasama sa baby" kahit na may mga bagay na hindi mo talaga
plinaplano ay syang darating sayo. Sino ba naman ang mag aakala na ang isang
babaeng napakailap sa lalaki ay ngayon buntis na ang masaklap pa ay hindi ko alam
kung sino ang ama ng dinadala ko.

"Don't you mind if i ask a question keisha?"

"Sige kuya kevin ano ba iyon?"

"Who is the father?"

CHAPTER 7: CURIOS

KEISHA

"Magandang umaga buntis! Kamusta? Hindi ka ba nahihirapan dahil sa bigat ng

tiyan mo" napangiti ako ng makita ang kaibigan kong si celine natutuwa kasi ako
bigla ss matambok nitong pisngi parang gusto ko iyong abutin at kurutin. Nabaling
ang atensyon ko sa maliit na basket na hawak nito panigurado na magugustuhan ko ang
laman nun.

"Hi Celine! Ayos lang ako kahit mabigat na ang baby ko" napangiti ako habang
hinihinamas ang matambok kong tiyan, apat na buwan na kasi ito at tatlong buwan na
ang nakalipas magmula ng magtanong sila sa akin kung sino ang ama ng dinadala ako.
Wala akong nasagot dahil wala talaga akong ideya.

"Grabe mukha ka nang budanding!" Napairap ako dahil sa sinabi nito sya kaya
ang mag buntis at ewan ko lang kung hindi rin sya tumaba! Mabilis kong sinilip ang
laman ng basket na dala nito at hindi ako nagkamali may laman itong prutas na
madalas kong kainin. Mansanas, yantok, at santol una kong kinain ang mansanas
napakasarap nito at tamis.

"Ikaw para kang bangkay nangangayat ka!"

"Diet lang! Tsaka napansin ko blooming ka ano sa tingin mo ang gender nyan?"
Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na hininga sa sinabi nito.

"Pakirdam ko lalaki itong anak ko" napangiti ako habang kumakagat sa mansanas
na hawak ko. Napapangiwi si celine dahil matunog raw ako kumain.

"Ah yung baby mo ang dahilan kung bakit ka blooming. Naiinggit ako" nagtaka
ko itong tinignan dahil tumalikod ito sa akin at pupunta sa direksyon ni kuya
kevin. Naku ang gaga talaga ng kaibigan nya!

"Hoy kung ano mang binabalak mo wag mo nang ituloy"

"Shhhhh! Gagawa rin kami ni kevin ng sarili naming babies!" Halos natampal ko
ang noo ko dahil saktong pagkabukas ng pinto ng kwarto ni kuya. Humahalimuyak
saapaligid ang mabango nitong pabango seryoso ang mukha nito na nakatingin kay
celine kakatok sana ito.

"Get out of my way" malamig ang boses ng kuya nya at dahil nakatagilid sa
akin ang dalawa kitang kita ko ang pagngisi ni celine kay kuya kevin na umarko ang
kilay. Ano bang binabalak ng kaibigan nya wga naman sana itong nangtritrip lang
dahil mukhang beast mode pa man din ang kuya nya.

"Good morning kevin! Can we go to your room?" Napaubo ako dahil sa sinabi ni
celine. Juice ko ang bunganga ng babaeng ito walang kapreno preno!

"Your wasting my time celine"

"Ahhhh, that feels so good when you call my name" tuluyan na akong nabilaukan
dahil sa landi ng boses ng kaibigan. Parang gusto ko na syang kaladkarin sa harap
ni kuya at umalis na kami. Halata na ang pagkainis sa mukha ni kuya kevin pero ang
malantod nyang kaibigan tila linta na nilagyan ng asin. Akala ko ay papansinin ito
ni kuya kevin pero tila wala itong narinig at nilampasan lamang si celine. Bagsak
na bagsak ang panga ng kaibigan.

"I need to go now keisha you will be alone here. You could ask yoir
bestfriend if she could accompany you para hindi ka naman ma bored"

"I'm okay here kuya don't worry"

"No, don't worry babe i will accompany my sister in law. Good bye take care
at work" napairap ako dahil sa sinabi ni celine ang bilis ah babe na agad! Hokage!

"Whatever" kita ko ang busangot na mukha ni celine ng makaalis si kuya kevin

hindi kasi sya nito tinapunan man lang ng tingin daig pa kasi ng bato sa katigasan
ang kuya nya mukhang walang balak itong magseryoso parang si kuya keifer na malaro.

"Halika na nga buntis ka bad trip yang kuya mo masyadong pakipot. We should
bonding na miss rin kita" napangiti ako sa sinabi nito naging busy kasi ito ss
trabaho at ngayon lang talaga matagal ang pag bisita nito.

"Wala ka bang trabaho?"

"Kung may work ako wala ako sa harap mo. Wala kang common sense!"

Napapangiti ako sa tuwing pinagmamasdan ang mga damit pang bata, kahit na
matagal tagal pa akong manganganak ay nag advance na rin sila mama sa pagbili ng
mga damit para sa anak ko. Nakikita ko ang saya sa kanila sa tuwing binibigay nila
sa akin lahat ng bagay na nagugustuham ko. Hindi sila nagkulang sa akin sa pag
aalaga napaka swerte ko na meron akong sila.

"Ang cute nohh!" Mabilis kong kinuha ang natipuhan ang pares ng sapatos na
pang bata at meron rin na pang sa akin.

"I wwll buy this"

"Miss wala bang panglalaki na ganitong style?" Nagtataka ko namang tinignan

si celine sa tanong nito sa sales lady bakit pa sya bibili ng ganun?

"Wala na po ma'am kinuha po ng may ari ng shop mukhang natipuhan rin po

pasensya na po exclusively po kasi yun eh ilang pares lang ang ginawa" mas lalo
akong natuwa at ginanahan na bilhin ang pares ng sapatos dahil sa sinabi ng sales
lady. Kung ganun ay unti lamang ang kaparehas namin na may ganito na.

"Ano ba yan sa isang mall palang tayo pumapasok pagod kana"

"Kung ikaw kaya ang paglakarin ko na may ganito kabigat na tiyan diba!"
Napangiwi ito habang pinagmamasdan ako nitong magpunas ng pawis grabe ang bilis ko
pagurin.
 "Ayy oo nga pala buntis ka!" Nandito kami ngayon sa restaurant dahil hindi ko
na rin makayanan ang gutom ko. Namamawis na ako at pagod na pagod sa paglibot namin
sa mall.

"Ano sayo buntis?"

"Mango shake tapos calderata" i was craving for mango siguro bibili ako ng
manggang kalabaw mamaya dahil nangangasim ang panlasa ko.

"Wala ka nang ibang gusto?" Tinanguan ko si celine. Nag antay lamang kami ng
ilang minuto bago namin matanggap ang order namin. Nagpalipas kami ng ilang minuto
sa restaurant bago napagdesisyunan na umalis na. Hindi ko na kayang maglibot pa
hinihingal na ako at nakaramdam na ako ng antok.

"Ano ba yan hindi ko pala enjoy ang gala kapag buntis ang kasama!" Natatawa
kong tinignan si celine busangot ang mata nito gusto pa sana mag punta sa time zone
upang maglaro. Suki kasi kami ng time zone ng nag aaral pa kami andami naming
nagastos na pera para sa token tapos isang teddy bear lang ang kapalit ng ilang
libong pinaghirapan naming ticket na iyon.

"Next time kapag nanganak ako"

"Haissst ilang buwan pa iyon eh. Siguro si babe kevin na lang aayain ko
maglaro sa time zone at manood ng sine!"

"Sira edi mas lalong hindi mo ma eenjoy kasi kj yun!" Mas lalong bumusangot
ang mukha nito sa sinabi ko kaya natawa ako mas lalo kasi umumbok ang matambok
nitong pisngi na madalas kong panggigilan.

"Sorry" napatingin ako sa paper bag na hawak ko na nahulog sa sahig nabangga

kasi ito ng isang lalaki kaya nahulog ang laman ng paper bag yung binili kong pair
of shoes na binili ko yung pang baby yung nahulog. Bago ko pa man mautusan si
celine na pulutin iyon ay pinulot na iyon ng lalaki. Nang mag angat ito ng mukha ay
napaatras ako. Nanunuri ang tingin nito ngumiti ito ng matandaan ako pero nabura
iyon ng lumipat ang tingin nito sa tiyan ko.

Napalunok ako dahil nagtagal ang tingin nito doon. Tila may iniisip ito ng
mag angat ito ng tingin ay alam kong may nais itong sabihin.

"Y-your pregnant?" Wala akong nakapang kaba sa boses nya sadyang curios lang
siguro sya kung sino ang ama ng anak ko. Dahil ng magkita kami ay hindi pa ako
buntis naisip ko tuloy yung lalaking naka one night stand ko. Pero dalawang buwan
pa lang ang nakalipas ng may nangyari sa amin pero apat na buwan na ang tiyan ko
kaya imposible iyon na ang lalaking iyon ang ama ng anak ko.

"Oo"

"How months?"

"Four months, sige mauna na ako salamat" mabilis kong hinablot ang hawak
nitong paper bag tsaka walang sabi sabi itong tinalikuran. Tsaka lamang ako
nakahinga ng maluwag ng makasakay ako sa kotse ni celine. I don't know but i feel
so tensed around him. Siguro dahil sa nangyari sa coffee shop nun.

"Sya yun? Yung naka one night stand mo?"

"Hindi ko nga nakita ang mukha nun diba! Tsaka nakaaway ko yan sa coffee shop
ko naiinis ako kapag nakikita ko sya at halos maduwal ako sa amoy nya!"
 "Ohhh my god bes! Sana pala sya na lang ang ama ng inaanak ko bilyonaryo yun
oyyy! Tsaka ang ganda ng mata nya noh! At isa pa ang bango nya pinaglilihian mo
siguro!" Hindi ko na lamang sinagot si celine, baka pag sya ang ama ng anak ko
magiging kawawa ang anak ko. Paano ako makakasiguro na ako lang ang naanakan nya!
Sa umpisa pa lang alam ko na ang tulad nyang lalaki ang hindi marunong magseryoso.
Wala silang alam gawin ng mga kaibigan nito kundi ang magpalit ng magpalit ng
babae!

Nakakalungkot lang dahil ang pinangarap sa akin ni mama ay tuluyang naglaho.

Isa lang ang pangarap nya ang hindi kami matulad sa kanya, to be a single parent.
Gusto nyang magkaroon kami ng buong pamilya kaming mga anak nya. Pero sisiguraduhin
ko na tutularan ko sya bilang isang huwarang ina. Papalakihin ko ang anak ko just
like the way she use to raise us.

Ang pagiging isang single parent ay hindi dahil sa lumandi kung kani kanino
at hindi nag iingat. If i think about single parenting the only word i can say is
they are the epitome of braveness. But why others are easily judge them! They
accused a wrong person indeed they are amiss at all. We should be proud to all of
the single parent right there, cause no matter how hard their situation, how hard
they will raise their child they still never give up. They get their strength from
their children, just how amazing the single parent is.

Kaya kung ako ang tatanungin kung galit ba ako sa doctor na nagturok sa akin
ng semen i can say i was really thankful at her. I realized that being a mother was
one of the greatest i ever had this year. And to the father of my child i don't
know and im not sure if he was aware about his children existence i will raise this
little angel well. Ipaparamdam ko sa kanya na kahit lumaki syang walang ama kaya ko
syang palakihin ng maayos. Sisiguraduhin ko na kahit kaming dalawa lamang ay sapat
na. And to his father if ever there's any chance that our path will cross i will
give him a chance to be a father to my child. JUST A FATHER, i'll never think about
settle down my little angle is enough.

CHAPTER 8: WHO?

Pagkatapos ng aksidente sa mall ay tila nawalan ako ng ganang lumabas. Bigat

na bigat na ako sa tiyan ko at bored na bored na rin ako dahil ilang buwan na akong
nandito lang sa bahay. Hindi ko alam pero ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko ng araw na
magkasalubong kami sa mall. Hindi ko alam pero pakiramdam ko ay nagtakbo na ang
landas namin bukod sa isa sya sa mga customer na madalas pumunta sa coffee shop ko,
lalo na sa tuwing tititig ako sa berde nyang mga mata mukhang napaglihian ko iyon.

Madalas akong sumama kay mama sa pagbebenta upang may mapaglibangan naman
ako. Ngayon ay balak kong bisitahin ang coffee shop ko matagal na akong hindi
nakabisita roon.

"Are you sure you will be okay there? Ihahatid kita wag kang lumabas ng
walang kasama you can call your f-friend"

"Naku naku kuya style mo bulok! Kunwari kapa eh pakipot, miss mo na yung
kaibigan ko ano!"
 "Tsk, bahala ka nga i will just bring you to your coffee shop para malaman ko
kung safe ka" napangiti ako dahil sa inasta ni kuya in denial pa kasi eh. Pero
masaya ako na malaman na worth it naman pala ang pagpapapansin ng kaibigan ko sa
masungit kong kuya.

"Ano ba kuya para kang tanga! Samantalang si kuya keifer balak pa akong
isabay sa pag gygym nya! Tapos ikaw daig mo pa ang langaw kung makabantay"

"You, at saan ka natutong magsabi sabi ng ganyan. I'm just concern and don't
mind keifer siraulo talaga ang gago na iyon!"

"Sige na alis kana kuya okay na ako" wala ng nagawa si kuya kundi ang umalis
balak pa sana nitong pumasok sa coffee shop pero pinigilan ko na dahil sigurado ako
na late na sya sa trabaho dahil sa gawang paghatid sa akin. Ayaw kong maging
pabigat sa kanila hanggat sa maari ayaw ko na lagi nilang tinutuon sa akin ang
atensyon nila kung alam ko naman kaya ko pa ang sarili ko.

Nagpakawala ako ng buntong hininga pagkapasok ko sa coffee shop tamang tama

at hindi pa sila nagbubukas lahat sila ay naglilinis nagawi ang atensyon nila sa
akin narinig kasi nila ang pagbukas ng pinto. Nahulog ng ilan ang hawak hawak na
basahan at walis ng makita ako rumehistro ang gulat sa kanilang mukha.

"Good Morning" na miss ko ang ambiance rito sa coffee shop ko lalo na ang mga
trabahador ko na naging kaibigan ko na. Tsaka lamang sila nakabawi sa pagkakagulat
ng kinatok ko ang mesa, miss na miss ko na ang mag trabaho miss ko na nag office ko
at gumawa ng coffee.

"Halata hindi ba ako nananaginip?"

"Ohh my god andito si buntis!"

"Na miss ka namin keisha!" Sumilay ang ngiti sa labi ko sa sari sari nilang
kumento ng makita ako. Yayakapin sana nila ako pero tinuro ko ang tiyan ko na
walong buwan na at malaki na talaga. Kaya ganun kung mag alala sila kuya baka raw
bigla na lamang akong mapaanak habang naglalakad. Kahit sobrang nabibigatan na ako
sa katawan ko ay pinipili ko pa ring maglakad lakad dahil maganda iyon sa katawan
kahit ma maglakad lakad lang. Baka raw kasi magmanas ako kapag buong maghapong
maupo lang.

"Miss ko na rin kayo, kaya ko naisipang bumisita rito gusto kong mangamusta"
sinalubong nila ako ng ngiti. Nakaupo na rin sila sa harap ko at itinigil ang
ginagawa.

"Naku buti nakapunta ka pa ng ligtas rito mukha ka nang balyena. Hindi ka ba

nabibigitan?"

"Alam mo ang sarap mong buhusan ng kape josh! Balyena agad and FYI ikaw kaya
ang magbuntis ano! Palibhasa kasi kayong mga lalaki puro s-sarap lang!" Rinig ko
ang tawa ni kim at ng ilang empleyado ko sa sinabi ko totoo naman eh, buti na lang
talaga hindi ako nabuntis sa traditional na paraan. Hanggang ngayon nga eh hindi pa
rin lumilitaw iyong doctor at hindi na rin ako umaasa na makikita pa sya.

"Hoy hindi ah! Grabe ka namang sa aming lalaki bitter kasi nitong si keisha
eh NBSB!" parang gusto ko na lang tahiin ang bunganga ng lalaking ito daig pa ang
babae sa kadaldalan.

"So ano nakaisip kana ba ng name ng mga inaanak namin? Alam mo na ba ang
gender nya?"
 "Oo nakaisip na ako pero hindi ko pa alam ang gender nya gusto ko pag
nanganak na lamang ako. Lalo na at isang buwan na lamang at manganganak na ako" sa
ilang buwan kong pagbubuntis hindi iyon naging madali madalas akong dumaing dahil
minsan kumikirot ang tiyan nagigising ako sa tuwing madaling araw dahil
nararamdaman ko ang pagsipa ng anak ko. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagtibok ng puso
nya ramdam na ramdam ko ang buhay nya at hindi ko magawang hindi maluha sa tuwing
dadamhin ko sya. Ganito pala ang pakiramdam ng maging isang ina.

"Bilib talaga ako sayo keisha kahit gaano pa kahirap ang magbuntis lalo na at
hindi mo pa alam kung sino ang ama nyan. Siguro kapag yung iba ang nasa katayuan mo
ipinalaglag na yan pero ikaw naging matapang ka. Inisip mo ang buhay ng magiging
anak ko, binigyan mo sya ng pagkakataon na masilayan nag mundo. Bilib ako sayo at
alam kong kakayanin mo iyan. You are the one of the strongest woman i know"
napangiti ako dahil sa sinabi nito.

Hinding hindi ko sasayangin ang tiwala na ibinigay sa akin ng mga taong

patuloy na nanatili sa tabi ko. Kung sila ay may tiwala sa akin kaya magtitiwala
rin ako sa sarili ko na kakayanin ko ito. Katulad ng sinabi nila maging matatag
lang ako at malalampasan ko ito.

"Mauuna na ako may dadaanan rin kasi ako"

"Huh baka kung mapaano ka mabuti pa samahan kita. Saan kaba pupunta"

"Hindi na kailangan josh kaya ko na ang sarili ko tsaka hindi ko naman

hahayaang may mangyari sa baby ko" nang una ay pinipilit pa nila ako na magpasama
kay josh pero tinanggihan ko, ayokong makaabala sa kanila lalo nat nakita ko na
dagsa na ang customer ng mag open sila. Masaya akong malaman na maayos ang
kalagayan nila at lalo na ang coffee shop maganda pa rin ang kita.

May kahirapan ang pagtawid ko sa pedestrian lane lalo na at hindi ako

makatakbo mabuti na lamang at tinulungan ako ng traffic enforcer. Pinagpapawisan na
ako dahil sa pagod pero talagang natatakam ako sa maasim gayong tapos naman na ang
paglilihi ko. Ngayon nagsisisi na tuloy ako at hindi ako nagpasama kay josh. Heto
tuloy ako ngayon hirap na hirap. Hawak hawak ko ang dala dala kong eco bag na
naglalaman ng mga pagkaing binili ko, papunta sa gawi ko ang mga estudyante na sa
palagay ko ay highschool nagtatakbuhan ang mga ito dinagsa ako ng pangamba dahil
tila ala silang pakialam sa mga nababangga. Mabilis akong gumilid pero nasagi pa
rin ng ilan ang balikat ko, akala ko maaout of balance ako hanggang sa maramdaman
ko ang pagpulupot ng isang matipunong braso sa bewang ko upang alalayan ako.

"Are you okay?" Marahan akong tumango at nilingon ito ramdam na ramdam ko ang
pagtama ng hininga nito sa bandang pisngi ko kung kayat napaiwas ako pero binalik
ko rin ang tingin ko rito ng mapagtanto na pamilyar sya sa akin.

"K-keisha?"

"C-casper?"

Halos magkasabay naming sabi, kumawala ako sa bisig nya at hinirap ito at hindi ako
nagkakamali si casper nga ito. Isa sa mg naging kaibigan ko during my college days
napakalaki ng pinagbago nya napakagwapo na nya at nagsusumigaw ang aura nya ng
labis na labis na karisma. Hinding hindi ko ito makakalimutan dahil madalas akong
magpatulong rito paggagawa ng research. At isa pa achiever ito madalas sumali sa
mga paligsahan. Ng maka recover sa pagkakagulat ay lumapit ako sa kanya upang
yakapin ito. Its been a years! Naramdaman ko ang pagganti ng yakap nito sa akin
kaya napangiti ako.
 We had a small chit chat sa isang Japanese Restaurant duon kami ng usap
tungkol sa kung ano ano ang tinahak naming landas. Napag alaman ko na isa na syang
ganap na CPA. Masaya ako sa nakatamtam nya at alam ko na deserve nya iyon.

"I'm happy for you. Anyway do you have now a family?" Narinig ko ang bahagya
nyang pagtawa kaya napakunot noo ako ala namang nakakatawa sa sinabi ko ah. In case
it was literally a serious question.

"I don't have at wala pa akong balak mag settle down i'm still not ready"

"And when is the time that you will be ready then?" Napaiwas ako ng tingin
dahil sa nakakatunaw nitong titig naiilang pa rin talaga ako sa kanya.

"Maybe next day? How about you? I can see your p-pregnant at malapit kana
manganak"

"Ang masasabi ko lang masaya ako dahil manganganak na ako. This is one of the
greatest gift i receive from him" hindi ko alam pero wala na akong makapang
pagsisisi ni katiting basta ang alam ko lang masaya ako.

"W-who's the lucky guy then?"

CHAPTER 9: VISITOR

"Casper hijo ikaw pala iyang bisita ni keisha halika tumuloy ka!" Napangiti
ako habang iginagaya si casper papaupo sa luma naming sofa. Inaya ko kasi syang
mananghalian rito sa bahay lalo na at sinamahan ako nito sa kung saan ko gusto ko
pumunta. Saktong sakto at nandito na si mama. Kilala ng pamilya ko si casper dahil
madalas kaming sa bahay gumawa ng research kaya labis ang pagkatuwa ko ng makita
sya.

"Naku si tita talaga hindi pa rin nagbabago"

"Aba syempre mabait pa rin"

"Oo tita hindi pa kumukupas ang ganda!" Rinig ko ang hagikgik ni mama dahil
sa sinabi ni casper naku ang loko nambola pa. Kung may nagbago ma kaya casper yun
ay ang pisikal nitong anyo pero hindi ang ugali nitong bolero at palabiro. Sya pa
rin yung casper na madaldal.

"Oh pumunta na kayo sa kusina mga anak nahain ko na ang pagkain. Baka hindi
umuwi sila kevin at keifer" tumango sa sinabi ni mama. Ng makarating kami sa kusina
ay amoy na amoy namina ng mabangong amoy galing sa lamesa natakam tuloy ako bigla
mukhang mauubos ang ulam ngayon dahil sa bisita namin.

"Wow caldereta tita paborito ko yan! Mukhang makapagbabalot pa ata ako ah"
napairap ako sa ere dahil sa sinabi nito. Hindi ko ba alam kung saan nya nahuhugot
ang lakas ng mokong na ito walang kahihiyan at balak pa magbalot!

"Oh sya sige ipagbabalot kita"

 "Ganyan tita, mas lalo kang gumaganda sa paningin ko" napuna ng tawanan ang
hapag dahil sa mga kwento ni casper hindi ko nga alam kung maniniwala ako kung
totoo ang sinasabi nito pero alam ko na totoo ang mga tawa at ngiti. He really
never failed to amuse me. Masaya ako na nakita ko syang muli bukod kasi kay celine
si casper rin ay tinuring kong tunay na kaibigan. Palagi syang nasa tabi ko sa
tuwing pinanghihinaan ako ng loob, tinuturuan nya ako upang makakuha ng mataas na
grado, pinagtatanggol nya ako at prinoprotektahan.

"Tulala ka dyan?" Nabaling ang tingin ko rito na walang sawang ngumunguya ng

popcorn. Nanonood kasi kami rito sa sala kasama si mama, malapit rin kasi si mama
kay casper ganun rin ang dalawa kong kuya madalas silang maglaro ng basketball noon
at ako ang scorer nila. I miss the old days........na realize ko na napakarami ko
pa lang hindi nasubukan ng kabataan ko. Kahit minsan hindi tumatak sa isip ko na
gumawa ng bagay na salungat sa gusto ng pamilya ko.

"Wala may iniisip lang ako"

"Ano? Ay este sino? Ako?" Sinuntok ko ang braso nito na ikinangiwi ko dahil
sa tigas. Mukhang magdamagan ito sa gym ah.

"Ang kapal talaga ng mukha mo! Bat ba kasi hindi ka pa umuwi maggagabi na
casper baka malayo pa ang biyahiin mo" akala ko makikinig sa akin ang mokong pero
deadma lang balak ang atensyon nito sa telebisyon habang kumakain ng popcorn. Ano
pa bang magagawa ko mukhang wala pa itong balak umalis.

When he ask who's the lucky guy, agad kong nilihis ang usapan namin. And i
know na nalaman nya agad ang nais kong sabihin na ayaw kong pag usapan ang tungkol
sa ama ng anak ko. Cause no matter how badly i want to say to them who's the father
of my child i'm so clueless about him. Mga kalahating oras ng maramdaman ko ang pag
vibrate ng kung ano. It was the cellphone of casper na agad nitong tinignan.
Nakakunot ang noo nito habang may binabasa unti unting nalukot ang mukha nito tila
may hindi nagustuahan sa nabasa. Agad nitong binalik ang telepono sa bulsa.

"Ohh bat ganyan yang mukha mo para kang pinagbagsakan ng langit at lupa!"
Inagaw ko rito ang hawak na popcorn hindi naman ito umangal at nanatili pa ring
nakakunot ang noo.

"Yung boss ko si Mr. Eleazar parang ang laki ng galit sa akin paborito akong
tambakan ng trabaho"

"Oh eh di humanap ka ng trabaho may tatanggap sayo dyan imposible namang

wala" kung sino man iyong Mr. Eleazar masasabi ko na bwiset na bwiset rito si
casper halos isumpa na nito ang boss dahil sa gaspang ng ugali.

"Yun na nga eh, i sign a five years contract to them and i still has 2 years
on his d*mn company! Hindi ko alam kung ano ang ginawa ko at sa kompanya nya ako
bumagsak! Yeah his company know worldwide pero mas gusto ko pa magtrabaho sa ibang
kompanya!" Napatawa ako dahil sa inasta nito binato ko ito ng popcorn buti na
lamang at umakyat na sa taas si mama. Wala pa sila kuya kevin at keifer siguro
hinihintay ni casper kahit mangamusta lamang.

"He is heartless napakababaero every minute there's was a different girl na

papasok at lalabas sa opisina nya"

"Aba syempre may pera ayun ang hanap ng babae ngayon Matandang Mayamang
Mabilis Mamatay!"

"Seriously pfffft you thought his a senior cetizen?" Napakunot naman ako sa
sinabi nito ano ba ang ibig sabihin nito?
 "We just has a same age, kaya siguro kumukulo ang dugo namin sa isat isa.
Walang araw na hindi kami magkasundo, maybe we are born to be enemies!" Hinampas ko
ito sa braso hate na hate nya ba talaga yung Mr. Eleazar na iyon. Natapos ang
pinapanood namin ng makarinig kami ng pagkulog at kasunod noon ang nakagugulat na
pagkidlat. Mukhang napasarap ang kwentuhan namin at hindi namin napansin na madilim
na pala sa labas. Mas lalo pa itong dumilim dahil sa nagbabantang malakas na ulan.

"Mukhang hindi ka makakauwi ngayon" nag umpisa ng tumulo ang butil butil na
ulan at lumakas ang hangin bumaba si mama mukhang hindi rin nito inaasahan ang pag
ulan.

"Naku wag ka nang umuwi puna casper hijo delikado may kalakasan ang hangin at
baka ma stranded ka pa lalo na at siguradong baha na sa ilang iskinita"

"Opo hindi na po puna ako aalis. Makikitulog na lamang po ako rito medyo
malakas lakas po kasi ang ulan" bumukas ang pintuan namin at iniluwa nito ang
dalawa kong kuya na medyo basa. Agad naman silang inabutan ng towel ni mama.

"Pasensya na ma nagabihan kami ang lakas ng hangin at medyo baha na sa ilang

daan kaya nahirapan. Biglaan talaga wala namang sinabi na may bagyo"

"Ayos lang, dahil rin yan sa kagagawan ng mga tao matitigas kasi ang ulo"
nagawi ang atensyon sa amin ni kuya keifer lumipat ang tingin ni kuya kay casper ng
una ay nagtataka ito hanggang sa napalitan ito ng ngisi.

"Pareng casper kamusta?"

"Heto ayos naman pareng keifer!" Nagsitawanan ang dalawa at nakisali na rin
si kuya kevin mukhang maraming pag uusapan ang tatlo at grabe sila kung
makahalakhak.

"Magkape puna kayo"

"Kamusta buhay CPA? Nangangamoy pera ka pre ah! Hindi ka pa rin ba marunong
humawak ng relasyon at puro ka pera" napanguso ako sa sinabi ni kuya keifer kahit
kailan talaga may topak itong kuya nya.

"Heto tiis tiis sa boss kong gago madalas akong pahirapan. Porket mayaman
akala nya mapapaikot nya lahat ng tao dahil marami syang pera" heto nanaman tayo sa
paglalabas ng sama ng loob nito sa boss nito na wala raw ibang ginawa kundi ang
tambakan sya ng trabaho.

"Ano resbakin na ba?"

"Hindi na ako na bahala sa gagong yun. Matapos lang talaga ang lintik kong
kontrata sa kompanya nya talagang isusumpa ko sya. May katapat din ang gagong iyon"
napatawa sila kuya kevin at keifer dahil halata ang inis at galit sa boses nito.

"Relax pre hindi ako ang boss mo"

"Hey keisha you better sleep now makakasama sa kalusugan mo ang pagpupuyat"
nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong hininga sabi ko na nga ba papansinin na naman
ako ni kuya kevin.

"Sige mga kuya una na ako. Casper mag----"

"He will be okay" umakyat na ako sa kwarto ko at humiga na sa kama.

Pakiramdam ko drain na drain ako dahil siguro sa dami ng aktibidad na ginawa ko
ngayon. Napangiti ako ng mahagip ng mata ko ang binili kong pares ng sapatos para
sa akin sa anak ko. Soon maisusuot din namin iyan ng magkasama. At ipinapangako ko
na ipaparamdam ko sa kanya ang pagmamahal na isang ina katulad ng ginawa sa amin ni
mama sa aming magkakapatid. I can be a mother and father to my children gagawin ko
ang lahat para sa kanya.

"Malapit na tayo magkita anak, pangako magiging mabuting ina ako sayo kahit
na wala kang ama. Mahal na mahal kita anak" Dahan dahan kong ipinikit ang mata ko
habang hinahaplos ang tiyan ko. Hanggang sa lamunin na ako ng kadiliman basta ang
alam ko nakangiti ako ng makatulog habang ang kamay ko ay dinadama ang bawat
pagsipa ng isang munting anghel sa sinapupunan ko.

CHAPTER 10: NOAH ARKANGHEL

"MAMA, KUYA!" halos hindi ako magkaundaugaga habang nagpapakawala ng buntong

hininga. Pinagpapawisan na ako ng malapot at talagang kumikirot ang tiyan ko.

"M-MAMA, K-KUYA" tila ano mang oras ay kakapusin na ako ng hininga.

"Ohh baby wag ka punang lumabas ohhh" napapakagat ako sa labi ko sa tuwing
mararamdaman ang kirot ng tiyan ko humihilab pa ito at sigurado ako na manganganak
na ako. Hindi ko akalain na ganito pala kasakit kapag manganganak na halos dumugo
na ang labi ko dahil sa kakakagat.

"Oh dios ko anak! Kevin, Keifer yung kapatid nyo manganganak na!" Mabuti na
lamang at dumating ang mama nya baka kung hindi napaupo na sya sa sahig mabuti at
naalalayan sya nito.

"Sh*t keifer ready the car!"

"Huh? Ikaw na lang!" Parang gusto kong bigwasan si kuya keifer dahil sa
sinabi nito. Hindi ba nya nakikita na nahihirapan na ako bumuntong hininga rito
pinipigilan ko na lang ang sarili ko at masakit na rin ang labi ko kakakagat rito.

"Keifer faster you asshole!" Natataranta si kuya keifer habang lumabas

binuhat ako ni kuya kevin halatang nabigatan sa akin dahil hinihingal na ito ng
iupo ako sa backseat. Namamawis na sila kuya kevin at keifer si kuya keifer ang
pinag drive ni mama.

"A-aray kuya pakibilisan pakiramdam ko ouchnhh lalabas na sya!" Dahil siguro

sa taranta ni kuya keifer naipreno nya ang kotse dahil sa ginawa nito nahigit ko
ang kamay ni kuya kevin na hawak ko at nakagat.

"Ohhhh fvck! You asshole keifer drive carefully!"

"Eh kung ikaw kaya mag drive rito kevin! Tang*na nanginginig ako sa kaba rito
eh lalo na pagsisigaw yang si keisha!"

"Ano ba magtatalo na lang ba kayong dalawa baka gusto nyo ako ang mag drive
dyan! Paano kapag asawa nyo naman ang manganak baka mauna pang mamatay ang mga
asawa nyo!" Hindi ko alam pero pakiramdam ko mas manganganak ako sa sigawan nila,
buti na lang nakaraos kami at nakarating kami sa hospital.
 "Ohhh fvck get out of our way!" Ng mailagay ako sa stretcher ay nakahinga ako
ng maluwag hanggang sa ipasok ako sa ER.

"Breath Miss Valdez kaya mo yan!" I let a long sigh kahit bolta boltahe ang
nararamdaman kong sakit ay hindi ako nagpatinag. I choose to deliver my baby in a
normal way hindi ako pumayag na ma cesarian. I want to feel the pain, gusto kong
maranasan kung gaano kahirap ang manganak pero alam ko na after this pain i'll feel
happiness and contented.

"Nakikita ko na Miss Valdez kaya mo yan!" At sa huli kong tatlong ire ay

narinig ko na sa room ang iyak ng anak ko. Hindi ko napigilan ang luhang kumawala
sa mga mata ko ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagod ko pero gusto ko ring masilayan ang
anak ko.

"Congratulations Miss Valdez your baby is a boy!" Mas lumawak ang ngiti sa
narinig mula kay Dra. Santos, lalaki ang anak ko, and i already has prepared named
for him. Dahan dahan nilang inilapag sa dibdib ko ang anak ko, dahilan upang
tumigil ito sa pag iyak ramdam na ramdam ko ang init ng katawan ng anak ko. He
smiled at me kung kayat lumabas ang dimple nito sa kaliwang pisngi. Ohh god my son
is so handsome and cute and when he open his eyes i saw his green eyes.

"M-my baby" nagkataon lang siguro na berde ang mata ng anak ko dahil madalas
akong nakatitig sa mga taong may berde ang mata lalo yung lalaki na iyon.

"Napakagwapo naman po ng anak nyo"

"Salamat" hindi ko tuloy maiwasang maisip at maimagine kung ano ang hitsura
ng ama ng anak ko. By just looking to my son i know his father was handsome buti na
lang mukhang magandang lahi naman.

Nagising ako dahil sa lakas ng tawanan at mga boses na naririnig ko. Dahan
dahan kong iminulat ang mata ko ang una kong nasilayan ay si mama hinehele nito ang
anak ko katabi nito si kuya kevin at keifer na pinagmamasdan ang anak ko napangiti
ako dahil doon.

"Anak gising ka na pala, grabe napakagwapo ng apo ko!"

"OMG bruha ka naka jackpot! Si baby boy na lang ang hihintayin ko at gagawing
asawa!" Napatawa ako dahil sa sinabi ni celine kahit kailan talaga, hindi talaga
tuloy ako makapaniwala na seryoso sya sa kuya kevin ko.

"Hindi ka magugustuhan ng pamangkin ko dream on!" Napahalakhak kami dahil sa

sinabi ni kuya kevin aysus selos ang loko takot sigurong magkagusto si celine sa
iba.

"Anyway ano pala ang pangalan ng napakagwapo kong pamangkin?" Binigyan ko

sila ng matamis na ngiti, naramdaman ko ang pagpatong ni mama sa anak ko sa aking
dibdib nakatulog na pala ito.

"Noah.....Noah Arkanghel ang pangalan nya"

Magmula ng makauwi kami sa bahay kasama ang anak kong si Noah tila mas naging
masigla ang bahay namin. Ginagabayan ako ni mama sa pag aalaga ng anak ko dahil
hindi pa ako sanay, masasabi ko na napakahirap mag alaga ng anak lalo na kung wala
kang ideideya mabuti na lamang at nandito ang pamilya at mga kaibigan ko na
nakaalalay sa akin.
 "Hush hush tahan na baby andito na si mama shhhhh" kinuha ko mula sa crib ang
anak ko at dahang dahang hinele ito pero hindi pa rin ito tumigil sa pag iyak. Ng
tignan ko ang wall clock pasado alas dos na ng madaling araw, laging ganito ang
nangyayari sa madaling araw kaya madalas akong kulang sa tulog at nanlalanta. Pagod
na pagod akong umupo sa kama gusto nang bumagsak ng katawan ko sa kama upang
makatulog at makabawi ng lakas.

"Tahan na baby andito na si mama" pinag breast feed ko ang anak ko ang sabi
kasi ni mama ay maganda ang pagpapadede sa anak mas masustansiya raw kasi ang gatas
ng ina. Nakahinga rin ako ng maluwag ng maibalik ko ang anak ko sa crib sana hindi
na sya umiyak, ng lumapat ang likod ko sa kama ay nilamon na agad ako ng kadiliman.

"Sa tingin mo keisha mahahanap mo pa ang ama nang anak mo?"

"Hindi na ako umaasa celine. At isa pa paano na lang kapag pamilyadong tao na
pala iyon, ayaw ko nang sumawsaw pa kaya kong itaguyod ang anak ko ng mag isa"
linggo ngayong araw kung kaya't bumisita ang kaibigan sa kanya.

"Hindi mo pa rin maiiwasang ang kadahilanan na maghahanap at maghahanap iyang

anak mo balang araw ng kalinga ng isang ama"

"Celine kung kami nila kuya kevin at keifer naitaguyod kami ni mama ng mag
isa at nabuhay ng walang ama, yun rin ang gagawin ko sa anak ko. Magiging isang
mabuting ama't ina ako sa kanya. Gagawin ko lahat para lang sa anak ko" nasasaktan
ako sa tuwing kinukuwestiyon nila ako sa pagpapalaki ng anak ko tila wala silang
tiwala sa akin hindi ko rin maiwasang magalit sa kanila sa tuwing pinapangunahan
nila ako. Napaka bata pa ng anak ko kaya hanggat maari ayaw ko punang mag isip ng
kung anong negatibo.

Oo wala akong kaideideya pero bilang isang ganap na ina na ako hindi lang ako
basta uupo lang, hindi ko hahayaan na magtagumpay sila sa paratang nila sa akin na
hindi ko kayang mapalaki ang anak ko ng mag isa. Kahit ilang araw pa akong puyat at
nanlalanta basta ang mahalaga maalagaan ko ang anak ko, gusto ko nasa tabi nya ako
habang lumalaki sya. Hindi man kadali ang pagdadaanan ko alam ko na kakayanin ko
dahil sa kanya ako kukuha ng lakas ko sa pang araw araw. Bibigyan ko sya ng
magandang kinabukasan papalakihin ko syang isang mabuting anak at magalang kahit na
wala syang ama.

"Say Ma-Ma Noah" halos mapunit na ang labi ko dahil sa lawak ng ngiti ko
habang pinagmamasdan ang anak ko. Unti unti na nitong naihahakbang ang mga paa.
Tila kailan lang ay nasa crib ito ngayon ay katabi ko na ito matulog sa higaan.
Habang lumalaki sya ay mas lalong gumagandang lalaki sya, marami ang nahuhumaling
sa kanya sa tuwing pinapasyal ko sya bibo sya ng maliit pa sya pero ngayon minsan
lang ngumiti at seryosong seryoso.

"Mama!" Hindi ko maiwasang umiyak ng marinig iyon mula sa anak ko kasabay nun
ang pagtakbo nito papunta sa mga bisig ko upang yumakap. Kung gaano ako kapagod
galing sa trabaho sa isang yakap nya ay natutunaw lahat ng iyon.

"Ang sarap nyong pagmasdan anak"

"Ma, nakita nyo iyo nagsalita na sya, he say mama!" Hindi ko maiwasang
yumakap kay mama. Pinanood namin mula sa camera ni kuya keifer ang tagpo na iyon at
hindi nakakasawang panoorin.

His first word is 'MAMA'

Ng dumating sa buhay namin ang anak kong si Noah Arkanghel akala ko

mahihirapan kami at mag iisang kahid isang tuka pero hindi kabaliktaran ang
nangyari. Sunod sunod ang nangyari at dumating na swerte sa amin. Ang dati naming
masikip na bahay ay lumawak na naging 3rd floor na ito. Meron na ring garden si
mama na pinag aabalahan na ngayon ni mama at pinagkakakitaan, ang coffee shop ko ay
ipinangalan ko sa anak ko 'NOAH ARKANGHEL COFFEE SHOP' mas lumago at nakilala ang
business ko. Nadagdagan rin ito ng branch sa ibat ibang lugar.

Si kuya kevin na dating asa kompanya ng iba ngayon ay may Kevin Car's
Comapany na, at isa pa sila na rin ng kaibigan kong si celine at masaya ako para sa
kanilang dalawa. Si Kuya Keifer ay ipinursigi ang pangarap na maging isang ganap na
photographer at ngayon ang uwi nya galing singapore. Sya ang tinagurian naming
explorer ng pamilya dahil sunod sunod ang project nito sa ibat ibang bansa.
Napakabilis ng pangyayari at hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala.

Noah Arkanghel my son is our lucky charm, our family angel in disguise.
Napaka swerte ko at ako ang naging ina nya. Wala na ata akong mahihiling pa, dahil
alam ko na napalaki ko sya ng maayos ng walang tulong ng kanyang ama.

"Keisha" napahinto kami ni mama sa pag iiscroll sa camera ng mga larawan ng

anak ko ng marinig ko ang boses ni kuya kevin kasama nito si celine at kuya keifer
wala akong mabasang emosyon sa mga mata nila.

"Ano yun kuya may problema ba?" Hindi ko alam pero tumambol ang dibdib ko sa
kaba tila may masama silang balita sa akin.

"Nahanap na namin ang doctor na nagturok sayo"

CHAPTER 11: HOPELESS

KEISHA

Inabot ko kay mama ang anak ko dahil nakatulog na ito sa bisig ko, napanganga
kami ng makapunta sa address na sinasabi ni kuya kevin. Maraming tao sa labas
kumpulan sila, ganito ba karami ang napagaling ng doctor na iyon. Hindi ko
maiwasang kabahan ng tuluyan kaming makapasok, sumalubong sa amin ang tahimik na
paligid nagawi sa amin ang atesyon ng lahat ganun rin ang pamilya ng doctor na nasa
harap.

"Isa ba kayo sa naging pasyente ng asawa ko?" Tanong sa amin ng isang lalaki
na medyo may edad na sa palagay ko ay nasa 40's na ito. Namamaga ang mga mata nito
at halatang malungkot dahil sa kinahinatnan ng asawa.

"Opo, ako po ang naging pasyente nya"

"Ganun ba hali kayo pumasok kayo. Pag pasensyahan nyo na at hindi ko kaya
kilala. Salamat sa pakikiramay" hindi ko ba alam kung ano ang tamang nararamdaman
ko ngayon dahil halo halong emosyon na ang nararamdaman ko. Talagang pinaglalaruan
ako ng tadhana akala ko maaari ko nang makilala ang ama ng anak ko kahit para
lamang sa anak ko. Oo natagpuan namin ang doctor.

Pero wala rin dahil patay na sya

 Nalulungkot ako para sa anak ko wala pa itong kamuwang muwang pero
pinagkaitan na ng mundo na magkaroon ng isang ama. Ang pamilya ni Doktora Perez ay
naghihinagpis, namatay ang doctor dahil sa cancer wala naman raw itong nabanggit sa
isa sa mga pamilya na may taning na ang buhay nito. Dahil sa dumagsa ang mga tao at
umingay nagising ang anak ko.Ngiti ang isinalubong nito sa akin. Patawad anak
mukhang hindi kita mabibigyan ng isang buong pamilya. Ang pinanghahawakan kong
tyansa ay tuluyan ng nalusaw. Siguro ganito talaga ang nakatadhana para sa ating
dalawa.

Lumipas ang ilang oras binalak na naming umuwi ng may magsidatingan, lahat ay
nagbigay pugay maging ang pamilya ni Doctora Perez ang isa sa kanila ay pamilyar sa
akin halos kaedaran ito ni kuya kevin at keifer dahil nasa bandang unahan kami naka
puwesto narinig namin ang pag uusap nila.

"Nakikiramay kami Danilo"

"Masaya po kami at naririto kayo sa burol ng asawa ko Donya Mathilda.

Napakalaki po ng naitulong nyo sa aming pamilya sigurado po kung nasaan man si
Danice alam kong masaya na sya ngayon" nakatalikod sila sa gawi namin kung kaya't
hindi namin nasisilayan ang mga mukha nila. Mukhang napaka importanteng tao ng mga
ito sa buhay ni Doctora Perez, halata sa kanila na mayaman at tinitingala sa
pustura pa lamang nila ay madadala kana halatang makapangyarihan.

"Maupo po muna kayo salamat po sa pagdalaw" tumayo ako mula sa kinauupuan ko

habang hawak ang anak ko tahimik sa harap namin iyong pamilya ng Donya Mathilda.

"Saan ka pupunta anak?"

"Dyan lang po sa labas ilalabas ko lang si Noah, mag papabreastfeed din po

ako at baka nagugutom na sya"

"Bilisan mo anak at sabay saaby tayong mag papaalam sa pamilyang Perez"

tumango ako sa sinabi ni mama at inilabas na ang anak ko. Mabuti na lamang at may
malapit na kubo sa hardin ng mga Perez at doon pina breast feed ang anak ko. Hindi
ko akalain na hahantong sa ganito wala nang ibang paraan kung paano mahahanap ang
ama ng anak ko, lalo na at patay na si Doctora Perez pero isa lang ang gumugulo sa
isip ko. Sigurado ako na may nag utos rito, pero sino? At bakit nya ginawa iyon,
may galit ba ito sa lalaking iyon?

Natanaw ko iyong tinawag nila na Donya Mathilda na papalabas mula sa loob,

nagtaka ako ng tahakin nito ang daan papunta sa kubo na kinaroonan ko. Balak ko na
sanang umalis pero parang nakakabastos naman iyon kaya nanatili lamang ako roon.

"Don't you mind if i join you here?"

"Sige lang po" nahihiya ako rito ng maramdaman ko ang pag upo nito sa tabi
ko. Masayang pinaglalaruan ng anak ko ang kamay kong hawak hawak nito kaya
napangiti ako.

"Is he your son?"

"Opo" dinungaw nito ang anak ko na patuloy pa rin sa paghagikgik, hindi ko

alam kung namamalikmata lang ako ng makita nito ang anak ko. Sa huli ay ngumiti
ito, she look so young and fresh halos mag kasing edad siguro ito ni Doktora Perez
mukha lamang bata itong si Donya Mathilda.

"He is so handsome i love his green eyes, same with my husband and son. You
know that green eyes is one of the rarest color. Can i hold him?" Sa una ay nag
aalangan pa ako lalo na at kakakilala ko lamang sa kanya pero inabot ko pa rin ito
sa donya. Mababakas ang ngiti sa mukha ng matanda halatang sabik na sabik.

"I hope i has already an apo. Pero ang mga anak ko mukhang wala pang balak.
He is so cute ohh my he look like my first son. What is his name anyway?"

"Noah....Noah Arkanghel"

"He has a beautiful name and it suit to him cause he was so handsome" mukhang
nalibang ito sa pag hawak kay noah at natagalan bago ito tumigil, Noah was also
playing with Donya mathilda napapangiti sya sa tuwing pagmamasdan ang mga ito.
Mukhang gustong gusto na talaga nito magkaroon ng apo.

"I'm so thankful to you hija may i know your name?"

"Keisha po"

"Ohhh keisha thank you so much at least naranasan ko kahit ilang sandali lang
na maging isang lola. It was feel like i was on gloud nine, sana maka apo na ako"
dumaan ang lungkot sa mata ni Donya Mathilda sakit siguro sa ulo nito ang mga anak.

"Mom, kanina pa kita hinahanap andito ka lang pala. You should go back early
nag aalala na sayo si kuya" nagawi ang atensyon nito sa lalaki na may berde ring
mata napakagwapo nito sa polong suot wala itong kaarte arte sa katawan isa ito sa
mga lalaking kasama ni Donya Mathilda na pumasok kanina.

"Nag libot lang naman ako, na miss ko kasi rito cause its been a month since
i visit here tapos sa burol pa ni Danice" halata ang lungkot sa mata ni Donya
Mathilda naikwento nito sa akin na matalik pala nyang kaibigan si Doctora Perez.

"Still, hindi ka dapat nagtagal, the fuck!" Napakunot ang noo ko ng dumako
ang mata nito sa anak ko, halata ang gulat sa mukha nito at tila namangha. Nagulat
siguro dahil berde rin ang kulay ng mga mata ng anak ko.

"I-is he kuya's son mom? Sabi ko na nga bang makakadisgrasya ang loko!"

"Klaud your mouth. And his not, so please shut you mouth"

"Ok, im sorry miss for my mistake" tinanguan ko lamang ito at binalingan ang
anak ko. Nakita ko sa peripheral vision ko ang pagtitig ni Klaud sa anak ko kaya
napakunot noo ako tila may malalim itong iniisip hindi lang masabi dahil nasa harap
namin si Donya Mathilda.

"So paano ha yan keisha mauuna na kami. Good Bye baby noah see you when i see
you. You made my day" humalik pa ito sa pisngi ng anak ko kaya napangiti ako,
napaka swerte ng magiging apo nito.

"Klaud anak kailan ba ako magkakaapo sa inyo ni Kane dios ko mag sisingkwenta
na ako wala pa rin. Wala ba kayong balak paramihin ang lahi ng daddy nyo naturingan
kayong biniyayaan pero hindi nakukuntento sa isa"

"Oh mom stop with your scheme you better ask kuya baka may naakan sya hindi
nya lang alam" yun ang huli kong narinig na pag uusap ng mag ina bago sila nawala
sa paningin ko. Pinili ko na rin na bumalik sa loob aalis na rin kami mag papaalam
lamang kami sa pamilya perez.

"Where did you go bakit ang tagal mo?"

"Dyan lang sa isa sa mga cottage rito kuya nag pa breast feed ako. Aalis na
ba tayo?" Umupo ako sa tabi ni kuya keifer habang hawak hawak ang anak ko.
 "Akin na si Noah ang swerte kong pamangkin" inabot ko kay kuya ang anak ko
dahil nakakaramdam na rin ako ng ngawit dahil kanina ko pa ito hawak. Mabuti na
lamang at walang sumpong ang anak nya at hindi umiyak.

"Mr Perez mag papaalam na sana kami"

"Ganun ba, salamat sa nilaan nyong oras upang makadalaw sa burol ng asawa ko.
Isa nang karangalan iyon, maraming salamat" nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong
hininga ng makasakay kami sa kotse. Kita ko pa ang pagkaway sa akin ni Donya
Mathilda na ikinataka nila kuya at mama.

"Do you know that Old Beautiful Lady?"

"Ahh oo kuya si Donya Mathilda kakakilala ko lamang sa kanya sa cottage

kanina natuwa kasi sya kay Noah"

"You don't know her? Her son Klaud, Kane and Kim?" Nagtata kong tinignan si
kuya kevin. Bakit kilala nito si Klaud sikat ba ito? Ganun na ba sya hindi ka
updated sa social media.

"Hindi ko sila kilala" maybe they are one of kuya's client kaya kilala nito
sila Donya Mathilda.

"Nope, sila ang isa sa mga kompanya na nililigawan ko for a partnership.

Their image is good lalo na at nailipat na ni Don Kiro sa panganay nito na anak na
si Kane ang kompanya. Kane was a d*mn genius in business siguradong lalago ang
car's company ko kapag na idikit sa apelyido ng Eleazar. Walang nagbabalak na
taliwasin at traydurin sila they are really dangerous"

Mas lalo akong naguluhan sa sinabi nito. Ganun ba kakilala ang mga Eleazar?
Hindi ko alam pero malakas ang pakiramdam ko sa pamilyang iyon, tila pinapahiwatig
nito na kailagan ko silang iwasan kung nais ko ng tahimik na buhay.

Kung ganun hanggat maari idinarasal ko na hindi na ako makasalubong ng kahit

sinong Eleazar.

CHAPTER 12: COLD NIGHT

KEISHA

Maganda ang sikat ng araw pagkamulat ko ng mga mata ko, nakahawi ang kurtina
sa bintana kung kaya't nasinagan ako nito. Mas lalong lumawak ang ngiti ko ng
makita ko ang anak ko sa crib tahimik pa rin itong natutulog.

"Good Morning baby" lumabas ako ng kwarto at sa kusina ay nakita ko roon ang
dalawa kong kuya na tahimik na sumisimsim sa kape habang nagbabasa ng magazine
napangiti ako mukha sasabay sila sa amin ni mama sa pag aalmusal ah. Bihira lang
kasi makasabay ang mga ito dahil kailangan nilang makapasok ng maaga sa trabaho.

"Good Morning mga kuya sasabay kayo?"

 "Of Course nagalit na si mudra eh, baka mabatukan na kami eh" nag toast ako
ng tinapay at nagtimpla ng kape bumalik rin ako sa kwarto baka kasi gising na si
noah and its a mother instinct dahil pagdating ko ng kwarto gising na ang munting
anghel ko. Isa ito sa ikinakatuwa nya ang hindi pagiging iyakin ng anak tila
nakakaintindi na ito.

"Good Morning baby!" Dinampihan ko ito ng halik sa noo at tsaka binuhat dagli
namang humagikgik ang anak ko at pinaglaruan ang ilang takas ng buhok ko, kahit na
maliit pa lang sya napapansin ko na ang sweetness nito, hindi ito madalas ngumiti
sa tuwing na sa crowded kaming lugar pero kapag malapit sa amin ang tao malambing
sya.

"Gising na pala ang gwapo kong pamangkin na manang mana sa akin. Good morning
little keifer"

"Mahiya ka nga ako ang kamukha nya his a little kevin! Tsaka wala pa sa kuko
naming dalawa ang hitsura mo!"

"G*go mas gwa----"

"Kuya wag ka ngang magmura sa harap ng anak ko makamaadapt nya yang ganyang
ugali nyong dalawa!" Inabot ko kay kuya keifer si noah tsaka inubos ang iniinom
kong kape naghanda na rin ako ng maalmusal namin.

"Sayang baby hindi natin makikilala ang daddy mo gwapo siguro nun sayang
talaga. Pero wag kang mag alaala dahil dalawa kaming magiging daddy mo. I am daddy
keifer!" Napangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan si kuya keifer na makipagkulitan kay
Noah. Tama ang kuya nya hindi man nito makilala ang tunay na ama meron naman itong
dalawang daddy.

"Ang saya saya naman ni noah!"

"I like his second name Arkanghel, just like an angel"

"Ugok pati rin naman Noah ah yung gumawa ng barko, hindi mo alam iyon kasi
hindi ka nagbabasa ng bible!" Napairap na lamang ako sa sinabi ni kuya keifer, may
punto ang dalawa nyang kuya napakaganda ng ipinangalan nya sa anak. Gusto nya na
lumaki ang anak na mmy takot sa diyos at naglilingkod rito.

"Your faithfulness to god can't measure through reading bible keifer meron
nga dyan simba ng simba maiitim naman ang budhi"

"Bawal ka dun baka masunog ka kevin" mabilis nyang inagawa ang anak sa
pagkakahawak ng kuya keifer nya dahil panigurado sya magtatalo nanaman ang mga ito
sa simpleng bagay parang mga bata.

"Baka ikaw, marami ka nang kasalanan at marami ka na ring nasaktan na babae

dahil masyado kang babaero"

"Ayos lang mas makasalanan ka pumatol ka sa babaeng kasing edad ng kapatid

natin pedophile" at tama sya nagsigawan na ang mga ito although hindi naman gaano
kaseryoso ay naaalarma sya dahil parehong pikon ang mga ito. Mabuti na lamang at
nagising ang mama nya at pinagbabatukan ang kuya nya.

"Ang tatanda nyo na nagtatalo pa rin kayo sa ibang bagay tsk" natawa na lang
sya habang pinagamamasdan ang mga kuya ang chachildish kasi eh.

"Anak siguro ka ba na maiiwan kayo rito ni Noah, nag aalala ako anak"
 "Kaya nga Keisha lalo na at hindi kami makakauwi ngayon" nagpakawala ako ng
malalim na buntong hininga bago hinarap sila kuya at mama.

"Mama ayos lang at kuya wag na kayo mag aalala sa amin ni Noah magiging okay
lang kami. I'll call you if something happen tsaka hindi pababayaan ang anak ko"

"Wag na kaya ako tumuloy mga anak?"

"Mama!" Halos sabay sabay nilang sabing tatlo. Napapansin kasi nila na
masyado ng napapagod ang kanilang mama pagdating sa mga gawain kaya napagpasyahan
nila na pagbakasyunin puna ito sa probinsya ng Lolo at Lola nila may bahay kasi sa
Nueva Ecija at masasabi nila na makakapagrelax roon ang mama nila. Bukod sa
sariwang hangin ay naroroon ang kapatid ng mama nila.

"Oo na tutuloy na basta mag iingat kayo. Kevin, keifer bantayan nyo iyang apo
ko at kapatid nyo aba pag nalaman ko lang na nagdadala kayo sa rito ng babae aba
mata nyo lang sa akin ang walang latay. Mag iingat rin kayo wag puro trabaho"

"Yes mudra mag iingat kami"

"Keep safe mom have a good trip at just relax bibisita kami roon kapag naayos
namin schedule namin" napangiti ako ng ilapag ko ang anak ko sa crib nakatulog kasi
ito sa bisig ko habang kinakantahan ko. Tama nga sila kuya gwapo nga siguro ang ama
ng anak ko, by just only looking at my son unti lang ang hawig nito sa akin maybe
he look like his father at sigurado sya na may dugo itong foreigner. Inihiga ko ang
katawan ko hanggang sa tangayin na ako ng antok.

Nagising ako dahil sa lakas ng kulog na galing sa labas, madilim ang paligid
at nagbabadya na ang malakas na ulan. Sinarado ko ang bintana dahil ang uumpisa
nang lumakas ang ulan maging ang kidlat ay walang tigil at nagugulat sya sa bawat
kulog. Ganun na lamang ang pagkataranta nya ng marrnig ang sigaw ng anak nya,
mabilis nya itong pinuntahan binuhat nya ito mula sa crib.

"Hush tahan na baby tahan na andito na si mama" hinelehele ko si Noah mukhang

natakot ito sa kulog at kidlat dahil pumalahaw ito ng iyak, mas lalo akong
nataranta.

"Shhhh tama na andito lang si mama" napangiti ako dahil tila naunawaan na iyo
ng anak at tumigil ito sa pag iyak. Inilapag nya ito sa crib at ilang minuto lamang
ay bumalik na ito sa mahimbing na pagkakatulog. Pumunta ako sa sala upang icheck
kung naisarado ba lahat ng pinto sa bahay. Nakapagtataka dahil napakaganda ng
panahon kanina at walang nasabi sa balita na may parating na bagyi biglaan talaga.
Patuloy na lumalakas ang ulan at pansin na mula sa bintana na unti unting pagtaas
ng tubig sa labas. Narinig ko ang pagtunog ng cellphone ko kaya dagli ko itong
sinagot.

"Hello keisha kamusta kayo dyan ni Noah, napakalakas ng ulan uuwi sana kami
dahil cancel ang meeting ko at natapos agad ni keifer yung trabaho nya pero na
stranded kami kaya nag book na lang kami sa hotel. Ayos lang ba kayo dyan?"

"Kuya ayos lang kami wag kang mag alala, mag iingat kayo dyan kamusta si mama
hindi sya tumawag" nagpapiksi ako dahil sa kidlat ng repleka pa iyon sa salamin
sh*t bawal nga pala mag cellphone kapag kumikidlat.

"Okay na si mama nakarating na sa probinsya maaliwalas ang panahon roon"

"Ganun ba sige kuya ayos lang talaga kami ng anak ko. Ibababa ko na ito
malakas ang kidlat" ibinaba ko na ang cellphon ko pagkatapos ng mahabang habilin
nila kuya kevin at keifer. Nagkape puna ako dahil napakalamig ng panahon mabuti na
lamang ng silipin nya si Noah ay nasa mahimbing pa rin itong pagkakatulog, hindi na
rin naman sya makatulog dahil sa lakas ng ulan idagdag mo pa ang kulog at kidlat na
magkakasunod.

Napakunot noo ako dahil nakarinig ako ng katok sa pinto nakapagtataka dahil
wala pang trenta minuto mula ng tumawag ang kuya kevin nya upang ipaalam sa kanya
na hindi makakauwi ang mga ito. Dumagundong ang kaba sa dibdib ko kung ano ano ng
pumapasok sa isip ko, ito na ba ang sinasabi ng mga kuya nya na kulto na kumakatok
tuwing madaling araw? At ng mapatingin sya sa orasan pasado alas dos na ng madaling
araw, wag naman sana lalo na at wala naman syang kaalam alam sa mga self defense na
iyan.

Mabilis kong tinahak ang kusina at kumuha ng kutsilyo at ang pepper spray ko
sa kwarto mabuti at hindi pa gising si Noah. Kahit sobra ang kabang nararamdaman ko
ay maingat ang ginawa kong pagbukas ng pinto.

"Can i-------- ohhh fvck my eyes!" Dahil siguro sa pagkataranta ay napindot

ko ng tatlong beses na pepper spray ko pagkabukas ng pinto nabitawan ko ang hawak
ko na kutsilyo at pepper spray. Patuloy ang reklamo ng lalaking nasa harap nya naka
business suit ito at basang basa hindi ko maiwasang mapalunok ng makita ang
matipuno nitong katawan bumabakat iyon sa suot nitong white polo nakatupi ito
hanggang siko ng lalaki. Bakit naman kailangan pa nyang matitigan iyon pakiramdam
nya tuloy ay nag init ang katawan nya kaya't hindi makaramdam ng lamig.

"S-sorry mister, sorry" mabilis kong hinila ito papasok ng bahay at isinara
ang pinto. Hindi na ako nag isip kung ano ba talaga ang pakay nito pero pakiramdam
naman nya ay hindi kapahamakan ang dala nito. Hindi ko na naisip ang pagkabas ng
tiles basta ko ito pinaupo sa sofa.

"D-dyan ka lang kukuha ako ng tuwalya"

"Wait miss!" Nahila sya ng lalaki mula sa braso, natitigan nya ang berde
nitong mata at hindi sya magkakamali ito ang lalaki na nakaaway nya sa coffee shop
nya ang nagsabing puro kamalasan ang business nya tila nagpuyos sa galit ang puso
nya at walang pasabi na itinulak ito. Pero dahil basa ang tiles ay unti unting
nawalan ng balanse ang lalaki at ang gago hinila sya.

Naramdaman na lang nya ang mainit at malambot na bagay na dumampi sa labi nya
at alam nya kung ano iyon!

"Can i stay here even just for this night" at nagawa pang magsalita nito
habang magkadikit ang labi nila!

CHAPTER 13: PAPA

KEISHA

"Can i stay here even just for this night" at nagawa pang magsalita nito
habang magkadikit ang labi nila! Itinukod nya ang mga kamay sa matipuno nitong
dibdib naramdaman na rin nya ang pagkabasa ng damit nya dahil basa ang lalaki dahil
sa ulan. I don't know what to say until i felt the movement of his seductive lips
my eyes widened for a bit but i just found myself responding to his gentle kiss.
 I followed the movement of his lips, the way his lips moves it seems so
familliar, did we met before and kiss? But i don't remember anything how our path
met the only thing i know is were enemy after he judge my business for being
unlucky although he is the one who's bringing unluckiness on my coffee shop!

He devour my lips like his hunger and thirsty for something, he ravished me
completely the way his lips moves it gives thousands of different heat going
through my body, his hand landed on my neck to deepen the kiss. His tongue made a
way on my lower lips and slowly sucking eat, his seeking for more i open my lips
without thinking the only thing i know is i want his kisses i want more! He
completely devour my whole lips and his teasing me using his tongue.

We both panting and exhaling for air when our lips parted. My eyes widened on
a sudden realization! Sh*t what i have done! Did i really response on his kisses?
And the reality slap me cause i can still feel his soft and sweet lips against my
lips! Ohh god what the this is embarassing! I shouldn't let my guard down but i
just let it collapsed on just a simple body heat! At alam ko na may kasalaman rin
ako mabilis akong umalis sa pagkakadagan rito at mabilis rin itong tumayo.

"S-sorry for that and for disturbing your sleep ito kasi ng pinakamalapit na
bahay na matutuluyan ko. Tumirik ang kotse ko dahil sa taas ng tubig, i can find
any hotel near here i'm sorry"

"A-ayos lang i'll just get a towel for you" napakagat ako sa labi ko bago
tumalikod pareho naming iniiwasan na mapatingin sa mata ng isat isa, dahil mas
malapit sa gawi ko ang kwarto ni kuya kevin ay kumuha ako ng shirt. It feels so
awkward ng iabot ko sa kanya ang towel at shirt.

"Here you can use this" tumalikod na ako rito, pumunta ako sa kitchen at
nagtimpla ng kape pagdating ko sa sala ay nakabihis na ito nakaupo sa couch at
tahimik na nagmamasid sa labas.

"Coffee, if you need anything you can tell me. Umupo ako sa kabilang dulo ng
couch at tahimik na sumisimsim sa kape ganun rin ang ginawa nito hindi naman kasi
ako dalawin ng antok at kanina lalo na at nagkape pa ako. Tanging ang inagay ng
ulan, kulog at kidlat ang naririnig namin, hindi ko magawang tumingin sa gawi nya.

"Hmmm" he clear his throat kaya napatingin ako rito nakatingin ito sa family
picture namin, hindi pa pala naisabit ang bago naming family picture na kasama si
Noah. Sa family picture na iyon ay napaggigitnaan kami ni mama nila kuya keifer at
kevin. Si kuya kevin ang nasa tabi ko napakasaya naming tignan.

"Why are you alone here?"

"Sila kuya ko nasa hotel na strnaded sila dahil sa bagyo no choice, si mama
nagbakasyon"

"I see but the last i saw you, you are pregnant where is she or he?" Sumimsim
muli ako sa kape bago ngumiti rito hindi ko alam pero proud ako ma may anak na ako
kahit walang ama ang anak ko ay sapat na sa akin bilang isang napakagandang regalo.
Sya ang pinakamahalagang kayamanan na meron ako.

"His sleeping"

"He so a boy huh what is his name? Sorry i'm so talkative here i just wanna
know, and i want to prove that i'm harmless" i don't know but i feel comfortable
now around him hindi naman pala sya ganun kasama he is fun to be with, a little bit
talkative on his own way but he is silent most of the time. His face was always
serious and his expression was stoic tila pasan nito ang mundo.

"Noah Arkanghel"

"Your good at naming i wanna met him but i think next time though since he is
sleeping. Thank you for accpeting me here even you don't know me. May be i can
reciprocate your kindness on time" i fell asleep with a smile on my face nagising
rin akong nakangiti at may gaan sa loob.

"Good Morning baby Noah!" I don't know but i feel excited going down the
stair but i feel a little bit disappointed when i saw kuya kevina and keifer they
are both sipping on their cup of tea, so he already go home.

"You excepting someone bukod sa amin?"

"H-uh of cours not kuya! Sino naman ieexpect ko anyway good morning"

"Tsk you look disappointed po kasi Sis. Your smiling widely while going down
here but when you see us para kang nakakita ng multo" napabusangot ako sa sinabi ni
kuya keifer ganun ba talaga inasta ko kanina.

"Your so vulnerable ang dali mong basahin akya ang dali mong mauto eh"
napairap ako sa sinabi ni kuya kevin kahit kailan talaga!

"At kayong dalawa manloloko!" Inabot nya sa kuya kevin nya si noah at
nagtimpla ng kape ang magagaling nyang kuya walang nilutong almusal tamad talaga.

"Anyway i found this coat ne---" nabitawan ko ang kutsara na hawak ko ng

makita ang hawak na coat ni kuya hindi ako pwedeng magkamali, that man with green
eyes last night own that coat! Tila naupos ako sa kinatatayuan ng gumawi ang tingin
sa akin ni kuya kevin at keifer, sh*t! Why did he forgot that coat of him so
stupid! Ano na lang ang gagawin kong palusot!

"Is this yours kevin, it has same size with you. But looking at the brand of
the coat it was high class so it isn't yours" inabot ni kuya ang coat at tinignan
ang brand nito, i'm so doomed! Mas lalo akong kinabahan ng balingan nila ako ng
matalim na tingin.

"A-ah actually that's mine hiniram ko sa kakilala ko oo tama!" Napakagat ako

sa labi ko sana kumagat sila sa palusot kahit ngayon lang!

"Your bad at lying keisha try harder. Who own this tell us" mas lalong dumiin
ang pagkakakagat ko sa ibabang labi ko dahil wala na akong lusot.

"I-i just help someone. He was stranded because of the heavy rain nasiraan
sya ng sasakyan he can't find nearby hotel mas lumalakas ang ulan kaya mas tumaas
ang baba. So i welcome here him, but don't worry he did nothing he is harmless
after all so there's nothing to worry" akala ko magiging maayos na ang lahat
pagkatapos kong magpaliwanag sa kanila pero hindi, the mood was still heavy ano ba
ang gagawin ko to make them calm!

"You let him enter on our house withouthing thinking what if he do something
wrong? Paano pag nasaktan kayo! God knows keisha how worry we are for the both of
you lalo na at wala kayong kasama. You shouldn't let stranger enter here
understood!"

"Kuya wala naman nangyari sa amin eh, tsaka i know him one of my customer on
my coffee shop so there's nothing to worry. Don't worry i will not entertain any
stranger again hindi mauulit" i heard them sigh, yan ang problema sa kanila ang
init init ng ulo.

"I don't know what to do to you keisha kaya ayaw ka naming pahiwalayin ng
bahay eh, you don't know how people minds work. Maybe at first they act good in
front of you gaining your trust then at the end you will notice that they are
stabbing you behind your back. So becareful, watchout keisha its also for your own
good"

"Calm down, calm down my brother easy, yan ka nanaman sa morning session mo
you always scolding keisha for your lesson learn of the day but you can't even
apply it on your life" napairap ako dahil sa sinabi ni kuya keifer, is he even
aware that his not lighten up the mood! Asar talo pa man din ang kuya kevin nya at,
ma pride at madaling mainis that's why i was amaze to my bestfriend celine power
how did she tamed the beast.

"Shut up Keifer! You keep on defending her!" Napahilot na lang ako sa sintido
ko, ghad wala pa man din si mama walang babatok sa kanila para kumalma kaya ako na
lang. Patuloy sa pag aaway ang mga kuya nya nagsasagutan ang mga ito babatukan na
sana nya ang dalawa nyang kuya ng pumalahaw ng iyak ang anak nya, nag apoy ako sa
galit nataranta sila kuya kevin at keifer hindi alam ang gagawin. Mabilis kong
inagaw si Noah at pinatahan ng iharap ko ito ay napakasama ng tingin nito sa dalawa
nyang kuya.

"Yan hindi pa kayo titigil hanggang hindi iiyak ang anak ko! Kung gusto nyo
sa labas po kayo mag away! Sige labas doon kayo magsagutan ang iinit ng ulo nyo ang
aga aga! Naku kawawa ang magiging anak nyo mga kuya kung hindi kayo magmamature!"
Napakamot sa batok ang dalawa nyang kuya sa huli ay kumalma rin ito, ako nagluto ng
ulam habang nilalaro nila si Noah, ganyan silang dalawa away bati!

"Do you expect visitor kevin?"

"Of Course not, business was out of my family time" napakibit silang tatlo ng
balikat. Imposible naman ang mama nila iyon dahil kakatawag palang nito kanina. Ako
na ang tumayo upang buksan ang pinto.

"Ano pong kailan---"

"Miss i forgot my co--" they both stop from talking when their heard her son
chuckled while saying 'papa' hindi nya napansin na nakasunod pala ang mga kuya nya.
His son keep saying papa while reaching at the face of the man with a same color of
eyes with his son in front of her.

"Papa"!"

CHAPTER 14: MR. ELEAZAR

KEISHA

"Papa!" Paulit ulit iyong binabanggit ng anak ko, hindi ko mapigilang umarko
ang kilay. Dios ko ano ba itong anak nya nakakita lang ng taong may green na mata
sasabihan na nitong papa. Yes he always act like that but after a minute hihinto
rin ito. Pero sa ngayon tila walang balak huminto ang anak nya maging ang mga kuya
nya ay nagtataka. Bakit kasi sumunod pa sila kuya tsaka coat lang naman iyon ah
bakit ngayon pa man din nito naisipang balikan!

Pinagmasdan ng lalaki ang anak ko at may sumilay na ngiti sa labi nito ng

abutin nito ang maliit na kamay ni Noah napahagulgol si noah nagpupumilit itong
kumawala mula sa hawak ni kuya kevin. Makisama ka naman anak wag kang ganyan hindi
mo yan papa dios mio! At hindi nya rin maiaakila that his son has same feautures
with this man, mapagkakamalan mo talaga silang mag ama dahil may hawig ang mga ito
pero ang totoo wala naman talaga itong kaugnayan sa anak nya. No wonder her son
father was definitly handsome man.

"I'll carry him" may pag aalinlangan si kuya kevin at hindi iniabot rito ang
anak nya nilayo pa nito ang anak nataranta kami ng pumalahaw ito sa iyak walang
nagawa si kuya kundi ibigay sa lalaki ang anak ko, kahit ako ay naguluhan sa
ikinilos ni Noah hindi naman sya ganyan, bihira lamang ito magpabuhat sa mga tao
tila ilap ito pero ngayon iba ang nakikita nya. Rinig na rinig nya ang malutong na
tawa ng anak habang hinagaplos nito ang pisngi ng lalaki wala na na buang na!

"Pumasok ka puna" pumasok ang lalaki kahit labag sa loob ng dalawa nyang kuya
ay wala itong magawa dahil buhat pa rin ng lalaki ang anak nya. Pinagmasdan nya
kung paano nito larularuin ang anak nya she heard her son chuckled tuwang tuwa
talaga ito sa estrangherong lalaki.

"Come to mama Noah, halika na" but her son just ignore her patuloy lamang ito
sa pakikipaglaro sa estrangherong lalaki. Wow ambilis huh, wag ka naman ganyan
anak. Pinilit kong kunin ang anak ko sa lalaki dahil pumalahaw ng iyak ang anak nya
ng kunin nya ito.

"Wahhh papa! Papa!" Napatampal ako sa noo ko, kahit kila kuya ay ayaw sumama
ni Noah kaya walang nagawa ang lalaki kundi buhatin muli ito. Nakakahiya ka anak!
Makisama ka naman, nalulungkot ako sa biglang inasta ng anak dahil ilang buwan pa
lamang sya nangungulila na ito sa pagmamahal ng isang ama paano pa kaya kapag
nakakaintindi na ito? Kapag malaki na ito? Paano nya maipapaliwanag rito ang lahat
na hindi nya kilala ang ama nito at wala ng siyansa pa na makita ito ng anak.

Bakit sa anak ko pa ito kailangan mangyari, lumaki akong nangungulila sa

pagmamahal ng isang ama pero bakit kailangan rin itong mangyari sa anak nya, ako na
lang sana hindi pa ba sapat ang pagsasakripisyo ko, patawarin mo ako anak dahil
wala akong kakayahan na buuin ang pamilya natin ito na talaga ang nakatadhana sa
akin.

"Pasensya ka na, wag kang mag aalala matutulog na iyon napagod kasi"

"Its okay, actually i like him we have a same color of eye magaan ang loob ko
sa kanya"

"Mr. Eleazar i'm sorry for interrupting but are you the one who stay here at
our house last night?" Mr. Eleazar? Sh*t don't tell me he is the oldest Eleazar the
son of Donya Mathilda! Ohhh my god bakit ang liit ng mundo!

"Yes i am cause i was stranded nasiraan ako sa gitna ng baha and there's no
nearby hotel here" maya maya pa ay may tumunog na cellphone kay Mr. Eleazar iyon,
hawak hawak nito ang anak ko habang sinasagot ang tawag.

"Yes, diego yeah that's what i wanna say. Cancel my meetings reschedule it
for tommorow something came up" napakagat ako sa labi ko dahil sa kahihiyan
nakaabala pa tuloy kami.

"Mr. Kevin Valdez right? I read your proposal and i'm sorry to say that i
reject it. My business is mall and hotels but i have offer for you. My business is
sole propietorship but since i read your proposal and its good start for having a
partnership. You deal with it, my business is Car race" ito pala yung sinasabi ni
kuya na gusto nyang makapartner dahil magaling sa business.

"Of Course Mr. Eleazar that was a great opportunities to my Car business"
marami pang pinag usapan sila kuya at Mr. Eleazar about the Car Race si kuya keifer
ay nauna ng pumasok sa business.

"Thank you Mr. Eleazar nakaabala pa kami sa meeting nyo" kinuha ko rito si
Noah na nakatulog na sa bisig nito.

"Drop the formality Ms. Valdez its my pleasure to have bond with your
children he is adorable i enjoy his company. Just call me Colten"

"Salamat C-colten, Keisha nga pala"

"Nice to meet you Keisha, see you when i see you" tila may dumagundong sa
puso ko at nagwala ang tibok nito ng masilayan ko ang ngiti nito. Hindi mawala wala
sa isip ko ang ngiti na iyon, bakit mas lalong makalaglag panty ang kagwapuhan nito
sa tuwing nakangiti. Maingat na nilapag ko si Noah sa crib napangiti ako ng makita
itong nananaginip at nakangiti.

"Papa" may humaplos sa puso ko ng makita ko kung paano buhatin ni Colten si

Noah hindi ko alam pero nakaramdam ako ng hindi pamilyar na feeling sa puso ko
pakiramdam ko natupad ko na isang pangarap na gusto kong tuparin para sa anak
ko.......ang mabuhat sya ng sarili nyang ama, siguro ganito lang ito dahil ibang
tao si Colten.

Hindi ko na malayan ang oras dahil pasado ala una na ako nagising dahil pa sa
lakas ng iyak ni Noah buti na lang talaga muntik pa nyang makalimutan ang anak.
Mabilis ko itong binihisan pagkatapos kong maligo balak ko kasing dumalaw sa coffee
shop at kamustahin sila at isa pa two weeks na rin ang nakaraan ng dumalaw ako roon
paniguradong matutuwa ang mga empleyado nya kapag bumisita sya. Habang tumatagala
ay mas lumalago ang coffee sho nya mas nakikilala nadadagdagan ng branches sa ibat
ibang at may pinagkakatiwalaan syang mga tao na mag manage ng coffee shop nya sa
ibang lugar, ayaw nyang mahati ang oras nya sa trabaho at sa anak nya gusto nyang
matutukan ang paglaki ng anak.

Hanggang ngayon ay wala pa rin akong driver license dahil hindi ko matutukan,
tutok ako sa pag aalaga sa anak ko, i wanna be his first witness of all his first
gusto kong lumaki syang malapit sa akin at may ginintuang puso ayaw ko na hindi ko
sya mabibigyan ng atensyon. Sa kanya na lang ako kumukuha ng lakas, ng malaman ko
na buntis ako ang unang pumasok sa isip ko ay ang takot. Kakaynin ko ba ito?
Magiging mabuting ina ba ako sa kanya, mapapalaki ng tama katulad ng pagpapalaki sa
amin ni mama sa amin nila kuya. Hindi biro ang maging isang single parent kailangan
mo talagang magsakripisyo para sa magiging kinabukasan ng anak mo, si Noah ang
naging dahilan kung bakit hindi ako sumuko at hindi nakinig sa mga sinasabi ng iba,
ngayon i already prove to them that no matter what's struggles you were in the
important is you will overcome it, just trust god, trust yourself.

All of the people you loved will be your inspiration, you should challenge
your fears, weakness and limitation never let your fears, weakness and limitation
challenge you cause if you overcome all of that you'll be more stronger and
realized that god will never give you a struggles that you can't able to overcome,
his beside us guiding you to the right way.

Let God Lead Your Life

 "Keisha! Baby Noah!" Napangiti ako ng marinig ang tinig nila, nagsitinginan
ang ilang mga customer himbis na mainis ang mga ito sa ingay nila ay ngiti ang
nakita ko sa mga labi nila ng marinig ang hagikgik ni Noah. Dito sa shop ko sila
ang pamilya ko, ang katungga ko kung hindi dahil sa kanila hindi magiging
successful ang business ko.

For me business isn't all about the profit that the owner will gain on
present and future cause business was all about the people who makes the business
valuable, who makes the business meaningful and successful because of their
hardwork my coffee shop will be still considered as shadowbanned. But now they help
me to make it succeessful so i'm just returning the favor to them.

"Grabe napakagwapo talaga ng inaanak ko!"

"Manang mana sa akin!" Nagsitawanan sila ng magsalita ang isa sa bibo nyang
empleyado na si josh isa sa mga close nya rin.

"Hay naku josh mangarap ka ng gising! Wala ka pa sa kalingkingan ni Noah

noh!"

"Owss pag di ako gwapo bakit nagkagusto sa akin si karyll" nagkantyawan na

sila sa loob ng opisina nya, na excite ang nga empleyado nya makipagkwentuhan sa
kanya kaya ayun ilan na lang din ang natira sa labas.

"Tama na nga yan, baka nabulag lang iyang si karyll! Ako hihintayin ko ang
paglaki ni Noah tapos pipikutin ko!"

"As if papapikot sa iyo yang si Arkanghel!" Marami pang naikwento sa kanya

ang mga kaibigan nya nagkasiyahan sila, nagtatawanan halos sumakit ang tiyan nya sa
kakatawa idagdag mo pa na halos maluha sya.

"Pero keisha hindi naman sa nakikialam ako pero si Noah hahanap at hahanap
yan ng kalinga ng isang ama. Single parent rin ako at alam mo yun, oo mabibigyan
natin sila ng masaganang buhay, kaya nating maging ama at ina sa kanila pero diba
kahit sino naman gusto ng buong pamilya kahit kalinga lang para sa anak.
Pagtitignan natin magiging unfair tayo sa kanila, kaya kahit gaano kaliit na tyansa
na makita mo ang ama nya wag kang susuko kahit para lang sa kanya" tumatak iyon sa
isip ko kahit ng makauwi kami. Tama si kim hindi dapat ako mawalan ng pag asa kahit
para lang sa anak ko.

"Wag kang mag alala anak gagawin ko ang lahat para mahanap ang papa mo basta
ikakasaya mo" napangiti ako ng masilayan ang matamis na ngiti ng anak ko.

CHAPTER 15: LOLA

KEISHA

"Is that true Sis you are going to continue your unfinished operation.
Hashtag Finding The Father of my son Noah Arkanghel Valdez" napairap ako sa sobrang
haba ng sinabi ni kuya keifer kahit kailan talaga.

"Yes kuya para rin ito kay Noah, ayoko na maranasan nya yung mga naranasan ko
noon. Do you think it will be good?"

"That's a great decision sis as long as its for my nephew we just want what
is good for him. Don't you mind if i ask something?" Bigla naman akong na curios sa
itatanong ni kuya, ano namang gusto nitong malaman?

"About that Man yesterday do you have a unfinished business you know what i
mean" tinignan ko ng matalim si kuya, ano namang palagay nya sa akin!

"Of Course not, tsaka its not what you think kuya, we didn't do a-anything!"

"Anything? Kiss? Hug? Se----" mabilis kong binato ng unan si kuya dahil sa
inis naalala ko nanaman tuloy yung gabing maulan, the day when i felt his lips on
my lips it seems so familliar pero wala akong matandaan that we already kiss since
that night.

"Wala pa, your spacing out. Maybe your thinking about his touch, his kiss,
his warm embrace. Its ok to talk about that Sis your not getting any younger. You
should practice to had dirty talk para rin sa iy-----""

"Arghhhhh kuya keifer i hate you! Just go your going to be late!" Napahilot
ako sa temple ko ng makaalis si Kuya keifer kahit kailan talaga. Suportado ang buo
kong pamilya sa paghahanap sa ama ng anak ko, my brothers was also doing their own
investigation.

Days, weeks, months past and still no trace of him kahit isa wala pa ring
makapagturo no CCTV's no witness nakakapanghina ng loob but i need to be strong
lalo na at isang taon na ang anak ko. I smiled when i saw him holding his toy car
he was sitting calmly and smiling. He is growing a good man and handsome he was so
sweet to me but always serious to the other person i can say that his aloof but he
has a good heart, magalang at matulungin and i am proud mom here.

"Hey baby Noah come here to mama" napangiti ako ng maagaw ko ang atensyon
nito he smiled at me pulido ang paglalakad nito at walang bakas na para bang
matutumba so strong at his young age kaya na nitong tumakbo ng hindi nadadapa, yes
sometimes but he will easily stand up again without any help of the others.

"Mama!" Napangiti ako ng ikawit nito ang mga braso sa leeg ko at pugpugin ako
ng halik sa mukha, so sweet. Sa mga ngiti pa lang nya napapawi na lahat ng negatibo
na nasaisipan ko that's why i'm still not giving up finding my son father even it
takes a lot of years.

And almost four years has but still we don't have any lead, kung sino ang ama
ng anak ko at saan namin ito makikita. I'm doing this for my son alam ko at ramdam
ko na unti unti na syang naghahanap ng aruga ng isang ama, especially now na hindi
na ito inosente and her son was genius. We still continue our investigation even
the result will be vague gusto ko pa ring sumugal para sa anak ko.

"Happy Birthday baby Noah!" My son give punches kuya kevin on his face the
visitor laugh. Masaya sya kasi narito ang mga kuya nya nagpapakatatay sa anak nya.

"Don't call me baby Tito i'm already Five i'm not baby anymore and i'm only
mama's baby" the visitor laugh again on what he said tila may humaplos sa puso ko
sa sinabi ng anak ko.

"Mama is that also one of our visitors gift for me?" Bumaba ang tingin ko sa
anak ko at nginitian ito. Nakadako ang paningin nito sa regalo na hawak ko.

"Oo anak"
 "Is that from lola?" Tumango ako sa anak ko at inabot rito ang box
paniguradong mamahaling laruan, sapatos at mga damit ang naroroon. Kinuha ko ang
letter na nakasama roon.

Dear Apo

Pagpasyensyahan mo na apo kung hindi ko magawang magpakita at magpakilala

sayo hindi pa siguro ito ang tamang panahon apo pero apo lagi mong tatandaan na
andito lang si lola nakamasid sayo. Napakalaki mo na apo at ang gwapo madalas gusto
ko nang magpakilala sa iyo pero may pumipigil sa akin. Magpapakabait ka sa mama mo
keep safe. Lola will always love you.

Lola

Nagsimula makatanggap ng regalo ang anak nya ng mararaming regalo ng mag

isang taon na si Noah. Doon nya unang beses nabasa ang letter ng Lola ng anak,
kahit mahirap paniwalaan pero nararandaman ko na galing iyon sa lola ng anak ko.
Kaya't kahit ilang taon na ang lumipas at wala pa ring improvements sa paghahanap
nila sa ama ng anak nya ay hindi sya nawalan ng pag asa. Kung nagpaparandam sa
kanila ang Lola paniguradong buhay ang ama ng anak nya. Kahit naguguluhan na sya ay
hindi sya napagod na pagtagpitagpiin ang mga impormasyon na nakalap nya.

Walang kaalam alam ang ama ng anak nya na meron na itong anak yun ang totoo
at ikinakabahala nya paano nya ipapakilala ang anak nya rito? Ayaw nyang masaktan
ang anak nya baka ipagtabuyan ito ng ama at itanggi yun rin ang isa pa nyang
kinakatakutan seeing her son crying infront of her. Kaya kung ano man ang mangyari
at mahanap nya ang ama ng anak ay proprotektahan nya ang anak sa kahit anong paraan
na alam nya kahit kapalit pa nun ay ang buhay nya.

Natapos ang selebrasyon at hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin maialis ang

matamis na ngiti sa labi ng anak, hindi ko akalain na makakaya ko syang palakihin
na ganyan kahit na madalas matanong ang anak, pinapasakit rin nito ang ulo nya pero
sa isang matamis na ngiti lang ng anak tiklop sya. I'll be always on your side Noah
anak until you find the right girl for you.

"And they live happily ever after" isinara ko ang binasa kong fairytale
mahilig kasi makinig ang anak nya sa kwento madala ma curios sa mga bagay bagay.

"From now on mama don't read me another fairytales story at me before i'm
going to sleep"

"Bakit naman anak?" Gamit ang kamay ko ay sinuklay ko ang malambot na buhok
ng anak ko. Now his being genius again, magmula ng bata ito ay binabasahan na nya
ito ng kwento bago matulog and now he don't want it anymore.

"K-kasi my life is not like a fairytale, i don't have p-papa. Do i have p-

papa mama? My classmate are always asking me about that pero wala po akong masagot
mama. You said lord will listen to me if i'm gonna pray bakit parang hindi naman
mama, hindi nya ako binigyan ng papa. Everytime i saw may classmate mama hindi ko
maiwasang mainggit kasi sila hinahatid. A-ayaw ba sa akin ni papa? I always ask
him, where can i found my papa, papa god? But no answer pero naiintindihan ko po. I
always think about you po kung paano kayo lumaban sa bawat araw araw nila tito ng
walang ama. So i'll be strong po" napakagat ako sa labi ko ng marinig ang hinaning
ng anak ko bilang isang ina napakasakit na makikita ko ang anak ko na unti unting
hinahamon ng mundo, unti unti na nyang maranasan ang bagay na naranasan ko ng bata
ako at ayaw ko ng ganun ako ang nasasaktan pero ang anak ko ang mas nasasaktan.

"A-anak patawarin mo si mama" mahigpit ko itong niyakap at hinalikan sa noo

naramdaman ko ang pagganti ng yakap nito mas kumirot ang puso ko ng marinig ang
paimpit nitong hagulgol, we both cry on the arms of each other. Patawarin mo ako
anak.

"Wag kana po mag cry, i understand it already mama" he wipe my tears away
kaya napangiti ako.

"Let's sleep na po mama. Let's pray first po maybe papa god will hear us this
time and i think he is still busy for making the wishes of others to be come true.
I will wait po mama goodnight, I love You"

"I l-love you so much anak sweet dreams" maya maya lang ay ramdam ko na na
mahimbing na itong natutulog hinalikan ko ito sa noo bago bumaba ng kwarto,
nagpakawala ako ng malalim na hininga habang umupo sa terrace. Wala pang sampung
minuto ay natagpuan ko na lamang ang sarili ko na naglalakad lakad sa parke,
malakas ang hangin at nililipad nito ang medyo may kahabaan kong buhok. Napahinto
ako sa paglalakad ng may marinig na impit nang boses ng lalaki at babae. Seriously
at this night?

Dahil sa kuryosidad ay dahan dahan akong pumunta sa madilim na parte

sinigurado ko na hindi nakakalikha ng tunog ang lakad ko. Tanging ilaw lamang sa
poste ang meron ngunit sapat na iyon upang makita ko ang pamilyar na bulto ng
lalaki nakatalikod ito sa akin.

Apat na paa!

Napatakip ako sa bibig ko, seryoso ba sila at dito pa talaga! Dahan dahan
akong umatras para sama makaalis na sa lugar at bigyan sila ng privacy pero may
naapakan ako na gumawa ng ingay. Naman bakit ngayon pa! Bago pa man nila ako nakita
ay nakatakbo na ako, napahawak ako sa dibdib ko dahil sa hingal.

"Talagang dito pa sila nagkalat ng kababa----"

"Its bad to interrupt someone business at this night Miss, sometimes your
curiosity will just bring you to danger" napakapit ako sa balikat nito ng hilain
nito ako sa bewang. Mas lalo akong nagulat ng makita ang berde nyang mata.

"C-colten"

"Yeah its me miss me?" Hindi na ako nito hinintay na makasagot naramdaman ko
na lamang ang pagdampi ng labi nito sa labi ko, at hindi ko alam kung bakit gumanti
ako sa halik nya.

"That's what would you get if you disturb me again, more than, than that"

CHAPTER 16: TRUST ME

KEISHA

Napabalikwas ako ng bangon ng marinig ang malakas na paggising ni Noah

naalimpungatan ako, bahagya pa nitong tinapik tapik ang pisngi ko. Napadako ang
tingin ko sa orasan pasado alas nwebe na pala paniguradong gutom na si Noah.
Napakunot ang noo ko ng makarinig ng tawanan sa sala, ang pagkakaalam ko ay si Kuya
kevin lang ang nandito dahil out of town si kuya keifer dahil sa trabaho nito.

"Kuya bakit andi---"

"Papa!" Napabaling ang tingin ko sa tinitignan ni Noah pilit nitong inaabot

ang bisita ni kuya. Teka ano nanaman ang ginagawa ng lalaki ito! Ng dahil sa kanya
hindi ako gaanong makatulog kung hindi nya sana ginulo ang isipan ko hindi ako
napuyat.

It just a kiss Keisha bakit pa apektadong apektado ka!

Napasimangot ako sa inis dahil mas gustong kumawala ng anak ko mula sa bisig
ko ng ngitian ni Colten si Noah. Ohhh go pati ata puso ko kumawala sa dibdib ko!
Bakit kung kailan ako nagkaanak tsaka ko naramdaman ito! Tuluyan ng nakawala si
Noah sa bisig ko at tumakbo ito papunta kay Colten na may malaking ngiti sa mga
labi pakiramdama ko mas lalong sumikat ang araw tila ang fade lahat ng background
at sila lang dalawa ang nakikita ko. Masayang binuhat ni Colten si Noah at nakipag
fist bump rito ewan ba nya kahit ilang taon itong hindi nagpakita sa anak nya ay
nakilala pa rin ito ng kanyang anak.

Ganun siguro kapag talaga naghahanap ng kalinga ng isang ama, naging malapit
si Noah kay Colten, hindi ko alam pero kapag nakikita ko silang dalawa at parehong
nakangiti pakiramdam ko nabigyan ko ng buong pamilya si Noah, madalas ko silang
palihim na kinukuhanan ng litrato.

"Hi baby Noah! How are you"

"I'm ok papa malaki na po ako! Why you didn't attend on my birthday papa
hindi ka na bumalik hindi mo na ako binisita"

"I'm sorry Noah papa was out of town i was fixing our business on Australia i
stay there for almost three years nagbakasyon na rin. But don't worry babawi ako"
ganun ito katagal hindi nagpakita sa anak nya kaya kapag nagtatanong ito ibat ibang
palusot ang mga hinahanda pasalamat na lamang sya at naiintindihan sya ng anak nya
at hindi na ito nangungulit pa.

"You promise! Your going to fetch me at my school my classmate was bullying

me w-wala raw akong p-papa"

"Who said that? Don't believe on them ano mo ako? Si tito keifer mo si tito
kevin you have a three papa you are so lucky" tila may kung anong humaplos sa puso
ko sa sinabi nito, pero natatakot pa rin ako dahil mas lalong mas nagiging malapit
ang anak ko sa kanya. May kanya kanya kaming buhay hindi nya kadugo ang anak ko at
naiintindihan ko na nagmamalasakit sya bilang ama sa anak ko, pero natatakot talaga
ako dahil ano mang oras maaari itong bumuo ng pamilya sa ano mang oras at pag
nawalan ito ng oras para sa anak nya dahil tututukan nito ang sariling
pamilya......maiiwan ang anak nya paniguradong masasaktan ito........paano na sila?

"Ako rin ang maghahatid sa iyo kung ayos lang kay mama" napaangat ang tingin
ko at nagtama ang mata naming dalawa hindi ko magawang umiwas tila hinihigop ako
nito.

"A-ayos lang anak basta masaya ka"

"Thank you mama i love you!" Napangiti ako sa inakto ng anak ko ganito sya sa
amin malambing madaldal pero sa iba kabaligtaran. Wala na akong nagawa ng hilain
ako ng anak ko sa loob ng kotse kumandong ito sa akin. Hindi ko maiwasang lingunin
si Colten habang nag dradrive seryoso itong nagmamaneho at nakatutok sa harap ang
mga mata at sa paraang iyon nagawa ko syang pagmasdan. Sa nakalipas na ilang taon
andami nyang ipinagbago lalo na sa physical feature mas lalo syang nag mukhang
matured. Mas lalo pang nadepina ang panga nito, he looks more dangerous now,
napaiwas ako ng tingin ng nagawi sa akin ang tingin nito i saw him smiled on my
peripheral vision. Wala pang kalahating oras ay nakarating na kami sa school unang
bumaba si colten at pinagbuksan kami ng pinto.

"Study well Noah"

"Yes papa, take care of mama drive safely"

"Wow Noah sya ba ang papa mo?" Nagawi ang tingin namin sa isang batang lalaki
na nagsalita naglakad ito palapit sa amin bahagyang pinagmasdan kami ni Colten, the
kid smile at us and it shows his attractive dimples.

"Hi po ako po pala si Terrence kaibigan ni Noah, hindi ko po akalain na

kamukhang kamukha kayo ni Noah. Makulit po si noah at maraming chicks yan snob nga
lang po. Madalas rin po kasi syang ma bully ng kaklase namin pero sinusunto----"
napahinto sa pagsasalita ang bata at mabilis na tinakpan ang bibig ni Terrence
pilit sumisigaw si Terrence. Alam ko naman na may pagkamatigas ang ulo ni Noah pero
yung puntong panununtok ang hindi ko akalain na paulit ulit nyang gagawin, ilang
beses na akong napatawag sa guidance pero dahil bata lang sya hindi ko sya magawang
paluin pinagsasabihan ko sya na mali ang ginagawa nya pero hindi pa rin ito nakinig
dahil hindi rin tumigil ang mga bata sa kabubully sa anak nya. Bilang isang nanay
masakit para sa akin na nararanasan nya ang mga naranasan ko noon, madalas rin
ipatawag si mama nun dahil nasasangkot ang mga kuya ko sa away sa pagtatanggol sa
akin.

"Kahit kailan talaga napakadaldal mo terrence"

"Nagsasabi lang ako ng totoo! Inuutusan mo pa nga kami ni Gino na

magsinu--------hmmmmmmm" muling tinakpan ni Noah ang bibig ni Terrence na ikinatawa
namin ni Colten ayaw siguro malaman ng iba ang ginagawa nyang kabulastugan.

"Ang galing talaga ng anak ko boksungero, magaling yan anak wag mo

ipapaki---" hindi ko alam kung anong sumanib sa akin at binatukan ko si Colten
turuan ba naman si Noah ng mali.

"Anong tama, hindi tama ang nananakit ka anak di ba sinabi ko sayo wag kang
papaapekto sa sinasabi nila maging matatag ka lang"

"Opo mama pasensya na po hindi na po mauulit" nagpakawala ako ng malalim na

buntong hininga ayan nanaman ang linyahan nyang hindi mauulit pero pinapatawag pa
rin ako sa school.

"I'm going to-------"

"Colten!" Nagawi ang atensyon naming lahat sa babaeng naka shade tumatakbo
ito papunta sa gawi namin. Ng makalapit na ito ay mabilis nitong tinanggal ang
salamin at ikinawit ang braso sa leeg ni Colten at........hinalikan ito. Dahil sa
gulat ay napahawak ako sa dibdib ko pakiramdam ko bigla iyong kumirot ang puso ko.
Ng lingunin ko si Terrence at Noah pareho itong nakatakip sa kanya kanyang mata.

"Talia! You shouldn't do that were in front of kids"

"Bakit anong masama tsaka isa pa hindi tayo natu----"

"Will you please go for now, let just talk later about that" hindi ko na
narinig ang pinag uusapan nila dahil bahagyang lumayo ang dalawa.
 "Uhmmm you need now to go Naoh and Terrence baka ma late kayo magagalit sa
inyo si teacher"

"W-who is she mama why she kiss p-papa" napakagat ako sa labi ko, ano ang
ipapaliwanag ko sa anak ko kahit ako ay nabigla.

Noah stop calling him papa his not your papa and that's girl was his
girlfriend

Napapikit ako ng mariin sa naisip hindi ako pwedeng magpadalos dalos sa mga
salitang bibitawan ko ayaw ko na masaktan ang anak ko, ngayon pa lang pakiramdam ko
ay isa lamang kaming nakikisingit sa oras nya........at hindi ko rin alam kung
bakit nya ito ginagawa. Gusto nya lang magmalasakit pero pakiramdam ko ay mas higit
pa roon ang ipinapakita nya pero ngayon napatunayan ko na he is just only thinks
aaout my son hindi ko alam pero masakit. This is my first time to feel this
tightened against my chest yung pakiramdam na malalagutan ako ng hininga i
shouldn't feel this.

"Listen anak you need now to go your going to be late. Don't worry your p-
papa will fetch you" pinagmasdan kong umalis ang anak ko kasama si terrence i hope
we won't break his promise to my son.....kahit para lang sa ikakasaya ng anak ko.
Mabilis akong pumara ng taxi hindi ko na inantay na matapos silang dalawa sa pag
uusap what the sense ayaw ko na maging third wheel.

"Oh boss bakit ganyan naman ang mukha natin umagang umaga dapat nakangiti ka,
wag mong sabihin na may nangyaring masama?"

"Wala josh naiinis lang ako sa mga taong sinungaling"

"Calm down calm down" inakbayan ako nito at bahagyang tinapik tapik ang likof
ko pero habang tumatagal ay mas nilalakasan nito iyon kaya nagiging kabog siraulo
rin eh. Tumatawa pa ito habang ginagawa iyon.

"Nang iin-----"

"Get off your filthy hands on her!" Napahinto sa pagtawa si Josh ng marinig
ang banta na iyon tila huminto sa ere ang mga kamay nito, nanlilisik ang mga mata
ni Colten habang papalapit sa amin, teka ano bang ginawa ko at mukha syang galit
dyan eh sya nga itong ang labo eh!

"Anong ginagawa mo rito?" Bahagya ko pa itong inirapan inalis na ni josh ang

pagkakaakbay nya sa amin and we are already getting the attention of some customer
on my coffee shop.

"Why did you left? You should wait for me, you made me worry so d*mn bad"
natulala ako ng hapitin ako nito at yakapin ng mahigpit isiniksik nito ang mukha sa
pagitan ng leeg ko ramdam ko ang bilis ng hininga nito na tumatama sa leeg ko,
hindi ko alam kung bakit nya ito ginagawa i'm starting to get confused on his
action, what's the score between us?

"D-don't do that again you scared me. Sorry for leaving you and Noah i just
don't get a chance to bid a goodbye to the both of you, it was really emergency my
relatives needs me. But this time i'm already back will you give me a chance to
prove myself cause i didn't have chance to do that back then" napakunot noo ako
habang pinagmamasdan sya naguguluhan ako, is he serious. What if he will not accept
me especially Noah, i know he already prove himself but as the time flies people
might change.
 "I-im afraid C-colten"

"Trust me, just me Keisha i can't promise that i won't hurt you but i promise
i'll never leave you. Mark my words"

CHAPTER 17: INSECURITIES

KEISHA

Nagawi ang tingin ko kay Kuya Kevin habang kumakain kami malakas kasi nitong
ibinaba ang kubyertos na hawak nagsalubong ang kilay ko ano nanaman kayang problema
ng isang ito. Maging si mama at Noah ay napahinto sa pagkain.

"What's wrong tito?"

"Your mama is my problem look at her grabe kung makangiti mapupunit na ang
labi nya. Ano bang nangyari at pati iyang pagkain nginingitian mo para kang tanga"
napairap ako dahil sa sinabi ni kuya, pati ba naman pagngiti ko papakialaman nila.

"Bakit kuya masama bang maging masaya" hindi ko mapigilan ang ngiti ko at
kusa itong sumisilay sa labi ko pakiramdam ko ay buong buo na ang araw ko.

"Mama tito was right you look creepy" maging si mama ay bahagyang natawa,
para ba akong baliw habang ngumingiti ano bang problema. Sa hindi ko mapigilan ang
ngiti ko.

"Hayaan nyo na lang sya masaya lang ang mama mo. Sige na ipagpatuloy mo na
ang pagkain mo"

"Lola sasama ka po sa amin ni mama mamasyal po kasi kami" napahinto ako sa

pagkain dahil sa tanong ni Noah kay mama pambihira.

"Saan ba kayo pupunta? At sino ang kasama nyo mamasyal?"

"Si papa po!" Napakagat ako sa labi ko dahil sa sobrang honest ng anak ko.
Kahit hindi ko nakikita ay ramdam na ramdam ko ang titig sa akin ni mama at kuya.
Bakit ba kasi nabanggit iyon ng anak nya.

"Ay hindi pala lola sikreto lang namin i------hmmmmm" napapikit ako ng mariin
at tinignan ito tinakpan na nito ang sariling bibig para hindi na matuloy ang
pagsasalita grabe ang daldal talaga.

"Are you talking about Mr. Eleazar my business partner Noah Arkanghel?"

"I'm not gonna speak now tito so please stop throwing question at me you
won't get an answer on me" kita ko ang ngisi sa labi ni kuya nabaling ang tingin
nito sa akin nananantya ang mga mata nya tila nag oobserba magsasalita na sana ako
pero narinig ko ang pagtunog ng cellphone ko na nasa ibabaw lamang ng mesa at alam
ko nakita ni kuya ang caller.

"Oh bat mo pinatay?"

 "H-hindi naman importante kuya, ito pa kuya kain ka pa" magmula ng malaman
nila kuya kevin at kuya keifer na buntis ako ay mas lalo silang naging protective
sa akin, kahit isang lalaki ay walang makalapit sa akin dahil lagi nila akong
binabakuran pakiramdam ko tuloy noon ay gusto nila akong tumanda na dalaga.

"It was important mama i saw it was papa!" Sinamaan ko ng tingin si Noah
bakit wala sa lugar ang bibig nya at bakit ngayon pa sya dumaldal ng dumaldal
samantalang ayaw nitong magsalita kapag nasa harap kami ng hapag kainan pero ngayon
tila walang kasawaan ang anak nya sa pagsasalita ano ang nakain nito.

"Now i understand that's why he cancel the car race last night, may LAKAD
pala kayong pamilya right Noah?"

"Yes tito papa said------arghhhhh your doing mind tricks tito at me!" I don't
know what's wrong with kuya kevin maganda naman ang relasyon nito kay Colten,
honestly they are was a business partner pero he don't me near him he always remind
me of that and i don't know what's wrong with it.

"Keisha i already told you about him right, so why do you sti----"

"Kevin anak hayaan mo na ang kapatid mo malaki na sya. Kaya walang alam iyang
kapatid nyo sa pakikipagrelasyon kasi lagi nyo syang pinagsasabihan at
pinagbabawalan ni Keifer" masamang tinignan ni mama si kuya kevin but kuya
expression was still dire.

"Mama cause i know that man masasaktan la----"

"Yun na nga ang point ko eh anak wala namang relasyon na perpekto ang
masaktan ay normal lamang pagdating sa relasyon. Malaki na ang kapatid nyo at kung
sakali man na masaktan sya at magkamali sa desisyon na gagawin nya hayaan nyo sya,
let her learn on her own mistake" nakahinga ako ng maluwag pagkatapos naming kumain
mabuti na lamang at hindi na nagmatigas si kuya kevin pero hindi pa rin ako
tinigilan sa mga sermon nya.

"Mama is papa going to fetch us?"

"Yes anak" kita ko ang kislap sa mata ng anak ko, so i can a take away his
happiness hindi ko kayang nakikita ang anak magsasakripisyo ako para sa kaligayan
nya.

Kaligayan nya lang ba talaga oh kaligayan mo rin!

Napakagat ako sa labi ko dahil sa naisip walana naman sigurong mali kung
susubok akong magmahal alam kong bago pa ako rito pero sisiguruduhin ko this will
work. Malaki pareho ang ngiti namin ni Noah ng makita ang nakaparadang sasakyan ni
Colten sa labas nakasandal ito sa kotse at may malawak na ngiti sa labi, magkahawak
ang kamay naming dalawa ni Noah pero agad itong bumitiw sa pagkakahawak sa akin
upang salubungin ang papa nya ng mahigpit na yakap.

"Papa!" Kumabog ang dibdib ko habang pinagmamasdan sila iba talaga ang saya
na mararamdaman mo kapag kumpleto ang isang pamilya, lumaki akong walang ama
tanging ang mga kuya ko lang ang nangtatanggol sa akin naging ina at ama sa amin si
mama at hindi nya kami pinabayaan ng una ay sabik ako sa pagmamahal ng isang ama
pero habang tumatagal ay nagbabago ang pananaw ko. Kaya hanggat maari kung kaya
kong bigyan ng isang kumpleto at masayang pamilya si Noah gagawin ko, he deserve
it.

"Hey i miss you" paniguradong kasing pula na ng kamatis ang mukha ko lalo na
ng dumakwang ito para halikan ako sa labi, kung kailan ako nagkaedas at nagkaanak
tsaka ako naglandi!

"Oppps wala akong nakita!" Natawa kami pareho ni Colten ng sulyapan ko ang
anak ko na nakatakip ng mata, bakit ko ba nakalimutan na may bata pala kaming
kasama!

"Let's go" pinagbuksan kami nito ng pinto sa passenger seat bago umikot
papaupo sa driver seat, nakakandong sa akin si Noah pero nagpalipat ito sa
backseat.

"Mama big boy na ako so please stoo worrying about me. Where are we going po
pala papa?" napangiti ako sa sinabi ng anak ko akala mo mas matanda sa akin kung
magsalita masyadong matured.

"Saan mo ba gusto? We will go to the place you wanna visit

"Talaga mo kahit sa japan?" Natawa kami ni Colten dahil sa sinabi Noah.

"I can do that for you my son, but for now sa pilipinas puna tayo"

"Ok lang po papa" parang may humaplos sa puso ko when i heard him say 'my
son' kapag talaga pagmamasdan mo sila para silang mag ama they have a same color of
eye and some resembles of physical feauture kahit tuloy ako ay naguluhan. Napadako
ang tingin ko kay Colten habang nagmamaneho ito nalipat ang tingin ko sa kamay
naming magkasiklop.

"Don't worry i can drive with just my one hands, i just wanna hold your hand"
hindi ko na ata kayang pigilan ang nararamdaman ko ramdam na ramdam ko na that i am
already falling to this man mahirap itanggi at mahirap pigilan.

Can i trust him?

Hindi ko alam kasi bago lang ako sa nararamdaman ko. Yes i try be attracted
with a man but i can say what am i feeling right now was really different from the
others. I wasn't just attracted to him what i feel right now is more that that. I
was a little bit afraid on the consequences i need to face kuya kevin was right, he
knew the man's nature malaki ang tiyansa na masasaktan ako pero mas masasaktan ako
kapag pinigilan ko ito. I wanna be with him, i want to free my self from fears i
want to try this relationship with him to work.

Binitawan nya lang ang mga kamay ko ng bumaba kami ng kotse at pinagbukasan
nya kami ng pinto. But after he carry Noah he hold my hand again, napangiti ako
habang pinagmamasdan ang magkasiklop naming mga kamay, naaagaw namin ang atensyon
ng iba ikaw ba naman may kasamang gwapo katulad nila. We look like a happily family
sana hindi na matapos ito, it was a total bliss!

"Papa grabe ang laki po nito!" Kahit ako ay hindi makapaniwala sa mall na
pinuntahan namin pag aari raw ito ng pamilya nila.........our status in life was
really different.

"Hey what's wrong you don't wa---"

"H-hindi i like here nakakamangha. It just like i realize our status w----"
he give his serious look kung kaya't napahawak ako sa kamay nito ng mahigpit, hindi
mo talaga maiwasang makaramdam ng insecurities just like what happen yesterday, the
girl like me was not his type. At base pa sa mga naririnig, nababasa at napapanood
ko for a past years he date model, artists, successful and single woman countless
of times hindi katulad ko na isang business woman who has a child with another man
so how could i not be insecure. I don't wear make up, i don't comfartable with
dresses, i can't able to wear high heels dahil kapag ginawa ko iyon paniguradong
matatapilok lang ako!

"Hey Miss Beautiful wake up stop being insecure and thinking about our status
it doesn't matter. Stop being jealous with the girls i date they are already in the
past i was here beside you and our son cause your the one i like. I choose you over
them, you don't need to adhere yourself with my standard kasi sobra sobra kana,
just think only about us, You Me and our son"

After hearing his side tila nabunutan ako ng tinik

His right i don't need to feel insecure and jealous to the girls he date out there,
i don't need to adhere and change myself just to be on his standards, i am so lucky
to have him. He accept me for being who i am especially my son........handa syang
akuin ang anak ko na para na ring sa kanya.

CHAPTER 18: UNKNOWN

KEISHA

Kahit sino siguro ay mapapatingin sa amin dahil sa lakas ng tawanan ng dalawa

tila walang pakialam ang mga ito at naghaharutan.

"C'mon daddy your so weak!" Napapangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan sila

nakakatuwa lang na kahit hindi nya kadugo ang anak ko ay napakalapit nito kay Noah
masaya ako dahil nakikita ko na sa tuwing kasama ng anak ko si Colten ay alam ko na
tunay ang sayang nakikita ko sa mga mata nya. Nasa tabi lang ako nila pinapanood
silang maglaro ng basketball nasa time zone kasi kami kanina pa kami naririto pero
walang kapaguran ang anak nya sa kakalaro.

"Noah baby tama na yan kanina ka pa naglalaro hindi ka pa ba nagugutom?"

Lumapit ako sa gawi nila at pinunasan ang pawis ni Noah sa likod hinihingal na ito
dahil sunod sunod ang pagpasok nito sa bola para lamang matalo si Colten.

"Mama i'm alright, but if your hungry we can eat na po" napangiti ako sa
sinabi ni Noah he was really sweet to me and to my mama he is our little angel.

"Ako hindi mo pa pupunasan ang pawis ko?" Nagawi ang tingin namin ni Noah sa
nakabusangot na si Colten, seriously in front of my kid? Hindi ko ba alam kung ano
ang sumanib sa akin at lumapit ako sa gawi nito at dinampihan ng dahan dahan ang
pawis nito sa noo, he was so hot.

"Thank you sweetheart" napanganga ako sa bigla nitong kilos hindi ako
makapaniwala! He just kiss me in front of crowd kahit sandali lang iyon ramdam na
ramdam ko ang intensidad na dala nito sa akin its made my knees tremble.

"Let's go na anak your mama is hungry already let's eat. We need to gain more
energy marami pa tayong pupuntahan at gagawin. Hey sweetheart c'mon" dahan dahan
akong lumapit sa kanila bahagya ko pang naamoy ang panyo na hawak ko dumikit kasi
ang pabango nito roon, nakakaaddict ang sarap amoy amoyin.

"You love my scent hmmm?"

 "H-hindi no ambaho nga eh" i heard him chuckled.

"Hindi naman po mabaho si papa mama" napairap ako sa ere ng makita ang
bahagyang pag amoy amoy ng anak ko sa leeg ni Colten, bakit pakiramdam ko naiinggit
ako, parang gusto ko rin na amuyin ito roon!

Oh shut up keisha ang halay mo!

"Papa sa jollibee na lang po tayo"

"Ok my son your wish is my command" katulad ng kanina sa backseat sumakay ang
anak ko and usually Colten drive with his one hand his other hand was holding my
hands. His hands was two big on my hand, the veins on his hand was showing that add
on his hotness and sexiness he has two rings on his right hand one on a middle
finger and one on a ring finger.

"I love holding your hand is so smooth" napakagat labi ako ng dalhin nya ang
kamay ko sa labi nya i felt his lips on it, he is my knuckles paniguradong kasing
pula na ng kamatis ang mga pisngi ko, why does he need to be sweet like this to me?
Is he also like this to those woman that he date? And it hit me again my
insecurities! Kahit anong gawin kong pilit at paalahanan ang sarili ko na ako ang
gusto nya there still a problem and its me! Ibang iba ako sa mga babae na madalas
ma ilink sa kanya!

"What's with the face? Is there's something wrong?" I didn't answer him cause
i don't know what to say, his effort to prove himself to me ay sobra sobra na sa
anak ko pa lang napatunayan na nya na no matter what my status is he will accept me
kahit na i am single parent.

"I know that 'silent mode' of yours. You're thinking about that again, wag
kang mag isip ng kung ano ano it will just stress you out ikaw ang gusto ko at
hindi na nila mababago iyon. So smile now nahahawa ako sa lungkot mo" tuluyan ng
nalusaw ang pangamba ko ng nag green light wala itong alinlangan na dumukwang
papalapit sa akin.

"Closed your eyes anak i'm going to kiss your mama for her to avoid thinking
about her insecurities"

"Sure papa!" At talagang pumayag ang anak nya, i felt him grab my neck and
attack my lips i followed the movements of his lips it was gentle and full of
respect we just stop from kissing when we heard a horn from cars on our back
nakaabala na pala kami.

"You feel good?"

"Sino ba namang hindi" we both laugh and he start to drive again while
holding my left hand. Ng makarating kami sa jollibee ay medyo maramirami rin ang
tao kaya medyo natagalan kami sa pag oorder. My son was happily eating his
spaghetti and fries pero hindi naman ito makalat kumain he can eat by himself he is
so sweet.

"Say ahh papa i'm going to feed you" my son was feeding colten a fries masaya
ko silang pinagmamasdan wala pang isang linggo ay mas close na silang dalawa.

"Are you not going to feed me anak?" I ask my son but he just shrugged his
shoulder and pointed at colten.

"No mama, papa will be the one to feed you" may ngisi pa sa labi ang anak ko
habang nakatingin kay Colten itong dalawang ito pinagkakaisahan ako!

"Say ahhh sweeteheart i'm going to feed you" napuno ng halakhak at saya ang
lamesa namin dahil sa kakulitan ni Noah matakaw itong kumain pero hindi katabaan
ang anak nya.

"Noah my son you want go with me at my gym at sunday?"

"Why papa? What are we going to do at gym?"

"Exercise you need that, for you to gain muscles and abs you want that
right?" Haissst kahit kailan talaga kung ano ano ang itinuturo sa anak.

"Yes i want that papa!" Sa ilang oras na paglilibot namin ay masasabi ko na

walang kapaguran itong dalawa hindi mapahiwalay sa isat isa nagmukha akong
chaperon! Sunod sunuran lang ako sa kanilang dalawa kung saan man naisipan ng anak
pumunta.

"Are you not tired son?"

"I'm already tired na po papa i wanna sleep na" naghikbi ang anak nya at
sumiksik sa bandang leeg ni Colten at nahiga ipinikit na nito ang mga mata and
snaked his arms on colten's neck.

"His really tired" he mouthed at me, wala pang ilang oras ay tuluyan ng
nakatulog ang anak sino ba naman ang hindi mapapagod kagagala. Inihiga nito si Noah
sa backseat mahimbing pa rin ang tulog nito hanggang sa makarating kami ng bahay.

"Thanks for today colten"

"Its nothing, it also for our son and for you sweetheart. Did you enjoy?"

Our son

Ohhhh god why does it so easy for him to accept my son kahit hindi naman nito
ito kadugo cause nowadays having a child from another man is like a crime they will
easily judge you without knowing your side, can they put themselves on others shoes
before judging!

"I enjoy, salamat talaga pinasaya mo sya, i never saw him energetic and happy
like that. Drive safely and take care"

"I will sweetheart so i gotta go now" tumango ako rito, he already turn his
back at me but in a split of second he is already in front of me grinning and
biting his lower lips he was so fast to grab my waist and kiss me passionately. At
first i didn't response on his kisses because i was really shocked but i responded
immediately when i felt his hand caressing my back our kiss deepen and seeking for
more. He invade my mouth that cause me to moan the movements of his tongue while
exploring my mouth was so sensual it makes my knees tremble but gladly his arms was
too fast to lift me on the ground my whole weight was now on him. Naghiwalay lamang
ang aming labi ng kinakailangan na naming kumuha ng hangin, but his still not
putting me down, our eyes met. Ang mala dagat na kulay ng mga mata nito ay tila may
nais ipahayag, i feel so dissappointed when he put me down and i don't know why,
parang ayaw ko pang umalis sya.

Stupid keisha you're such a obsess woman!

"Now i already get my luck, thank you sweetheart. You're a fast learner you
are already a good kisser" mabilis pa ako nitong hinalikan sa labi. He is the one
who thought me on how to kissed, i was really clueless when it comes to this adult
stuff just like my two kuya said i am to innocent and i was really thinking if i
can satisfy him with my performance.

"Bye" napangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan itong patalikod na umaatras habang

kumakaway sa akin, he keep on moutning 'bye sweetheart' hanggang sa makasakay ito
sa kotse bakit ang cute nya tignan. Nagpapapadyak ako ng makalayo na ang kotse
nito.

"Grabe grabe hindi ko inaasahan iyon"

"Celine!" Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko dahil sa gulat, bigla bigla ba namang

sumulpot ang babae na ito sa harap nya.

"K-kanina ka pa?"

"Oo sapat na para makita ko ang kahalayan nyong dalawa" napakagat ako sa labi
ko at nag iwas ng tingin paniguradong aasarin nanaman ako nito.

"So seryosohan na ba?"

"O-oo wala namang masama hindi ba kapag susubukan ko?"

"Wala basta ingatan mo ang puso mo, nag aalala lang ako para sayo dahil alam
ko na ang takbo ng isip ng mga lalaki hindi malayong masaktan lalo na at may anak
ka. Hindi ganun kadali iyon sa parte ng lalaki keisha. Sa umpisa matatanggap siguro
pero paano kapag sa dulo sa tingin mo ba hindi magbabago ang isip nya?" Kahit ilang
oras na ang nakalipas ay tila nasa isip ko pa rin ang mga sinabing iyon ni celine
nakaramdam ako ng takot, ayaw ko nang masaktan, ng una hindi ko nagawang
protektahan ng puso ko. Napakunot ang noo ko ng makitang unknown number ito pero
sinagot ko pa rin dahil sa kuryosidad.

"Hello sino ito?"

"K-keisha" ng marinig ko ang boses na iyon nabitawan ko bigla ang cellphone

ko.

CHAPTER 19: DATE

KEISHA

"K-keisha" ng marinig ko ang boses na iyon nabitawan ko bigla ang cellphone

ko. Hindi ako pwedeng magkamali! Kilalang kilala ko ang boses na iyon at hindi ko
makakalimutan!

Isa sya sa mga nurse na nakausap ko noon ng na confine ako sa hospital at

kilala nya si Doktora Danice Perez. Alam nya ba na hinahanap ko ang ama ng anak ko?
Hindi imposible iyon, tila nakaramdama ko ng kaba, paano na lang kapag hinahanap
rin ng lalaking iyon ang anak ko? Paano pag ilalayo nya sa akin ang anak ko? Hindi,
hindi ko kaya si Noah na lang ang tanging dahilan kung bakit ako patuloy na
lumalaban.
 Maling mali na hinanap ko pa sya! Ngayon nagbago na ang isip ko, hindi ko na
nais makilala pa sya, masaya na ang anak ko masaya na kami kay Colten na tumatayo
bilang ama sa anak ko. Mabilis kong pinatay ang cellphone ko at itinago sa drawer.

"Mama!" Nagawi ang tingin ko na pumasok sa kwarto ko umiiyak ito habang hawak
hawak ang unan mabilis ko itong kinuha at inuupo sa hita ko, i ran my fingers
through his smooth hair. He was still sobbing.

"Why anak bakit ka umiiyak? Nanaginip ka ba ng masama?" Pinunasan ko ng towel

ang basa nitong likod mukhang binangungot ang anak nya at talagang napakasama ng
panaginip nito. Dahil kilala nya ang anak hindi ito bast umiiyak at natatakot.

"Mama nanaginip po ako ng masama! A bad guy get me from you he took me away
from you! Takot na takot ako mama, it seems like real you were trying while running
to get me back but a bad guy shot you! Hindi naman po iyon mangyayari di ba? Mama i
don't wanna left you"

"Hush hush baby hindi, hindi kita iiwan panaginip lang iyon at hindi ko
hahayaang mangyari iyon" sumiksik ito sa bisig ko, ganito sya madalas malambing.

"W-what about the guy on your dream anak, do you know him?"

"He has green eyes mama but i can't remember now his face but i was really
scared he keep saying that he is my dad" kumabog ang dibdib ko dahil sa sinabi
nito, hindi maaari! Bakit tila pinaglalapit kami ngayon sa katotohanan, natatakot
ako para sa anak ko bata pa sya kahit gaano ito kagaling may mga bagay pa rin na
hindi nito kayang maintindihan. I don't wanna leave a scars on his innocent heart
hanggat maaari iiwas puna kami sa katotohanan.

Pero darating ang araw at kinakailagan namin harapin ang katotohanan pero sa
ngayon naduduwag pa ako wala akong lakas, hindi ko ata kakayanin na mawalay sa
piling ko ang anak ko. Inihiga ko ito sa tabi ko at mabilis na kinumutan, may ilang
butil pa ng luha sa mga mata nito. Tumabi ako rito at mahigpit itong niyakap.

"Mag kang mag alala anak hindi mangyayari iyon andito lang si mama sa tabi mo
hindi kaiiwan" i kiss him on the forehead hanggang sa tangayin ako ng antok.

"Mama! Mama wake up already its already eight may pasok ka pa po pati ako!"
Minulat ko ang mata ko ng maramdaman ang pag uga uga ng kama ayun pala ang makulit
nyang anak tumatalon. Ng makita sya nitong gising na ay tumigil ito sa pagtalon at
dinukwang sya at pinugpog ng halik sa mukha kung kaya't napangiti sya.

"Nag brush ka---"

"Yes mama kaya walang germs and virus ang laway ko. Pwede na raw po akong
humalik ng babae sabi ni papa!"

"NOAH! Ang bata bata mo pa kung ano ano ang tinuturo sayo ng papa mo!"
Napatampal ako sa noo ko ng makita kong lumapit ang anak ko sa harap ng salamin at
inayos ang buhok nito, kung titignan mo sya tila may alam na ito.

"Gwapo na ba ako mama?"

"Lagi ka namang gwapo, at ngayon sobrang gwapo mo!" Bahagya kong kinurot ang
pisngi nito na ikinangiwi nito. Sabay kaming bumaba sa hapag at naroroon na sila
mama at kuya kevin naghahantay sa aming mag ina.

"Hindi pa ba umuwi si kuya keifer mukhang na enjoy ang trabaho huh"

 "Wala nang balak umuwi iyon, andun yung kinababaliwan nya eh. Ang taas
mangarap ng siraulo artista at modelo pa!" Napatawa ako sa sinabi ni kuya kevin,
ewan ko ba kung ano na ang ganap sa love life nun sa tuwing mag feface time kami
tatawa lang sya.

"Eh ikaw kuya kailan nyo balak magpakasal ni celine?" Nasamid ito sa bigla
kong tanong. Wag nya lang talagang balakin paiyakin iyang si celine naku kahit
kapatid ko sya hindi ko sya mapapatawad. Kilala ko si celine si kuya lang ang
kinabaliwan nun kaya nang una ay tutol ako sa kanila dahil kilala ko si kuya.

"Wag mong sabihin na wala kang balak pakasalan si celine eh ilang beses na
kayong na---"

"Oh shut up! Yan ba natutunan mo kay Eleazar g*gong yun kapatid ko pa
tinuhog! Tsaka i already p-propose to her" napahinto kami sa pagkain ni Mama si
Noah ay walang pake at kumuha muli ng panibagong hotdog.

"S-she r-eject m-me" himbis na awa ang maramdaman namin ni mama ay natawa
kami nagkasundo talaga kami sa simpleng tingin.

"Yan anak ano ka ngayon masakit ba! Ayan nakahanap ka ng katapat mo!"

"Mama naman! Na reject na nga yung tao!"

"Oh look mama and lola i saw the video!" Nagawi ang tingin namin ni mama kay
Noah na hawak hawak ang cellphone ni kuya kevin, hala paano nya nakuha iyon! Halos
bumuga si kuya sa galit ng wala kaming katigiltigil sa pagtawa habang pinapanood
yung video kung paano ireject ni celine si kuya. Grabe naka post pa sa ig story ni
celine!

"Noah Arkanghel! You little brat!"

"Kuya don't shout at mys son!"

"O-ouchhh mama!" Binato ni mama ng kutsara si kuya kevin tumama ito sa noo
nito. Natapos ang almusal namin dahil sa sama ng mukha ni kuya hindi ko akalain na
magagawa iyon ni celine, at dahil dyan babatiin ko sya mamaya kasi hindi sya naging
marupok.

"Oh c'mon tito hatid mo na ako! Papa are wasn't around he called early tulog
pa si mama nun. Oh are you just going to ingnore me tito, c'mon stop sulking!"

"At kailan ka pa naging madaldal! Yan talagang si Colten ang sarap tirisin!"

"Tito don't worry i'm gonna help you with your next proposal to tita celine.
Alam mo naman na may gusto sa akin si tita celine siguradong pag nandoon ako she's
gonna say yes" napangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan si Noah na nakakapit sa damit ni
kuya at sinasabayan itong maglakad.

"Ang lakas din ng apog mo eh ano! Tsaka bat ganyan ang buhok mo antigas!"

"Papa give me a wax!"

"Haynako makaluma pala yang si Eleazar eh, pero dahil nagmana ka sa akin
paniguradong maraming maghahabol sayo!" Hay kahit kailan talaga kung ano tinuturo
nito kay Noah.

"Oh baby huh behave ka sa school wag kang makikipag away. Take care at mag
aral ng mabuti"
 "Yes mama ingat ka rin po sa work" he kissed me on the cheeks and wave his
hand after he bid his goodbye to me. Magmula ng dumating sya sa buhay ko pakiramdam
ko ay sobra sobrang boltahe ng katapangan at lakas ang pumasok ang katawan ko. His
my strength and also my weakness kaya labis ang takot ko ng marinig ang boses na
iyon ng nurse na laging kasama ni Doktora Perez na ilang beses ko ring
nakakuwentuhan.

"Good Morning Keisha"

"Good Morning Kim!" Binati ko sila isa isa at tsaka pumunta sa office ko at
nag umpisa ng magtrabaho, pinatigil na kasi ako ni Noah sa pagababantay sa kanya
kasi malaki na raw sya. Minsan kinakabahan ako dahil halos hindi na sya kailanganin
ng anak nya sa tuwing maglalaro ito sa labas kaya kanina ay halos maparanoid sya sa
pagpapaalala rito. Knowing Noah magala ito at kung saan sumisingit. Halos isa't
kalahating oras rin akong nanatili sa office ko at nag aayos ng ledger isama mo pa
ang ilang business proposal at yung ibang branch ng coffee shop ko sa ibang lugar.

"Ma'am keisha may naghahanap sayo! Ayieee!" Binigyan ako nito ng isang
makahulugang tingin at ngiti. Sino naman ang bibisita sa akin sa oras ng trabaho?
Kahit nalilito ako ay lumabas pa rin ako tinanggal ko na ang salamin na suot ko.

"Sino ba ang naghahanap sa akin kim?"

"Ako, you didn't answer my text and call that's why i am personally inviting
you for a date"

"Ayieee! Grabe nakakakilig!" Halos manlambot ako ng makita si Colten

pagkaharap ko halos magsalpukan ang mga ilong namin, pinatay ko nga pala ang
cellphone ko dahil sa tumawag kahapon.

"C-colten b-bakit ka andito?"

"Cause i am inviting you personally for a date and i don't accept 'NO' as
answer"

CHAPTER 20: HIS EFFORT

KEISHA

Nagpaubaya lamang ako rito ng buhatin na lang ako nito papaalis sa coffee
shop hiyang hiya ako dahil rinig na rinig ko ang lakas ng sigawan ng mga empleyado
ko, ganun rin ang mga customer.

"Saan ba kasi tayo mag dedate bakit kailangang nakapiring pa?" Inalalayan ako
nito papasok sa kotse, he drive again in just one hand he won't let go of my hand.
Ewan ko pero sa simpleng kilos nya kinikilig ako, normal pa ba ako?

"Relax sweetheart, this is our first date so i want to make it special for
the both of us. Let's start making good memories together, i want to know you
better" napakagat ako sa labi ko, gusto kong tumili pakiramdam ko bumalik ako sa
pagkadalaga. Ng nag aaral ako ay bihira lang ako makaranas ng ganito takot lang
kasi nila sa dalawa kong kuya. Paano ba naman manliligaw lang binubugbog na.

"We're here sweetheart" inalalayan ako nito pababa sa kotse, i will just
trust him.

"Colten!" Nagulat ako ng may humampas na malakas na alon sa paa ko. Hala saan
naman ako dinala ng isang ito? Akala ko ma mag dedate kami? Pero bakit parang
papatayin nya ako.

"Relax sweetheart, i will now remove your blindfold" pagmulat ko ng mata ko

ay malabo labo pa ito hanggang sa kusutin ko, parang gusto ko syang yakapin sa
tuwa. Paano nya nalaman na mahilig ako sa dagat? Ito talaga ang ideal date ko,
along the seashore and waiting for the sunset. I just find it romantic and
memorable for me, tuwang tuwa ako sa bawat paghampas ng alon sa paa ko. Tinanggal
ko ang sandals ko at dinamba ang pinong pinong buhangin sa paa ko, it feels so
good.

"You really love sea's"

"Oo ng bata pa ako sa tabing dagat kami naninirahan bago kami mapadpad rito.
Kaya nga morena ako noon pero ng dumating ako rito nagbago ang kulay ng balat ko.
Madalas akong manguha ng shells sa seashore upang gawing kwintas at bracelet,
tourist destination kasi ang pinagtitirhan namin noon" tinanggal rin nito ang sapin
sa paa at nilapitan ako. Nag umpisa akong mamulat ng shell, hindi gaanong mainit
dahil maulap ang panahon.

"I never experience what you experience. Is that make you happy? Its that fun
to do?"

"Oo naman, lumaki ka kasi sa mayamang pamilya kaya hindi mo naranasan. Pero
hindi pa huli ang lahat, you can still explore and at gawin ang mga bagay na hindi
mo nagawa ng kabataan mo"

"Will you be with me then?" Humakbang ako papalapit rito, ipinulupot ko ang
kamay ko sa leeg nito and give him a peck kiss.

"Of Course i will, i'll be with you through the hard things. Let's have a
roleplay, let's pretend that we are still in our youth" he hug me from my back at
nagsumiksik sa leeg ko umihip ang malakas na hangin na nagpatangay sa buhok ko,
kaya ang ginawa nito pinunpon nito ang buhok ko at inilagay sa kaliwang bahagi ng
leeg ko.

"Why do you smell so sweet my sweetheart" Nakaramdam ako ng kiliti ng

maramdaman ang mainit nitong hininga sa leeg ko.

"Bakit mo naman naisipan na dito tayo mag date?" I was really curious kung
paano nito nalaman na this is my ideal date.

"I trick kevin" napakunoot noo ako dahil sa sinabi nito.

"Huh paano? Hindi naman ganun klaseng tao si kuya kevin, hindi ko pa nga
nauto iyon eh" his hug became tightly, lumapat pa ng bahagya ang labi nito sa leeg
ko until he continue kissing me there.

"The time your bestfriend reject her i was there, he was so devastated nag
aya ng inuman. So i said yes nilasing ko sya and i was him a question about you,
madaldal pala ang isang iyon kapag nalasing" napatawa ako dahil sa sinabi nito.
Madaldal talaga si kuya kapag nalasing, kinakabahan tuloy ako baka kung ano ang
sinasabi nya kay Colten!
 "A-ano namana ang mga nalaman mo tungkol sa akin?"

"It a secret baby, but i swear i was flabbergasted" napakagat ako sa labi ko
dahil sa sinabi nito, ano naman kaya iyon baka puro paninira ang sinabi sa akin ni
kuya kevin! Naku malaman ko lang talaga titirisin ko sya at ilalayo si celine.

"Sit here" sumunod ako sa sinabi nito at umupo sa sapin na nakalatag sa

buhanginan, halatang pinaghandaan nito dahil may dala itong mga pagkain na tamang
tama sa aming dalawa.

"Hey eat first"

"Sandali na lang matatapos na ako rito anya ko rito at ipinagpatuloy ang

paggawa. Gumagawa ako ng bracelet para sa kanya, kanina kasing naghahanda ito ay
namulot ako sa tabing dagat ng shells dahil matalas pa naman ang memorya ko
natatandaan ko ang mga detalye sa paggawa ng bracelet.

"Ayan tapos na" kinuha ko ang kaliwang kamay nito at kinabit ang bracelet, it
looks feminine pero bumagay ito sa kamay nito, he looks more hot to me.

"You really good at making shell bracelet huh, i love it" napapangiti ako sa
tuwing pinagmamasdan nito ang bracelet na gawa ko.

"Baka pagtawanan ka kapag nakita ka nilang may suot na ganyan"

"I don't care about them sweetheart the important is it came to you so i will
treasure" ilang beses ko itong tinanggihan na subuan ako pero hindi ito nagpatalo
sa una ay naiilang ako hanggang sa masanay na ako.

"You are a messy eater sweetheart" he bend near at me but instead of using
his finger to clean my mess he use his lips and tongue, napakagat ako labi ko dahil
sa kilig na nararamdaman.

"C-colten!"

"Don't be ashame sweetheart masanay ka na i will always do that so eat

properly" nagpatuloy ito sa pagsubo sa akin at hindi ko akalain na marunong itong
magkamay.

"Natutunan ko sa mama ko" nagkwento ito ng ilan tungkol sa pamilya, he has a

big and kind family madalas kasing ma feature ang mga ito sa diyaryo at sa balita.

It really feels so good when someone is taking care of you, just like him beside me
exporting to much effort just to make me happy.

Wag mong sanayin ang sarili mo keisha dahil hindi sa lahat ng oras andyan
sya.

"Let's swim, i bring you here not just only to sit the let's wait for the
sunset" wala na akong nagawa kundi ang magpaubaya rito napaiwas ako ng tingin ng
hubarin nito ang suot na damit.

"Sweetheart masanay kana sa katawan ko, kasi lagi akong didikit sayo i won't
take away my gaze on you. Mahirap na baka may umaligid" nag init ang pareho kong
pisngi sa sinabi nito, why does he need to say cheesy things like that para tuloy
akong linta na binudburan ng asin.

"You has an endowed body sweetheart, i was mesmerized" napatili ako ng

buhatin ako nito at lumakad na palusong sa tubig. Hindi ako makaramdam ng lamig na
galing sa tubig dagat, kasi ramdam na ramdam ko ang init na galing sa katawan nito.
The orange and yellowish color of the sun are reflecting to his green eyes ,his
skin became a honey one. His handsome face became evident upto his intensifying
jaw. The way his triceps reflexing the time he carry me like a newly wed, why does
he need to be hot like this. His massive chest that is hard like a rock. He has
sturdy muscular body. I was summon by his imperious green eyes, who look like a
sharp dagger. He can easily mesmerized me by just only on his simple move, and he
will be my greatest downfall, the barrier i build to protect my heart was already
destroyed.

Come on sweetheart let's watch the sunset together" ibinaba na ako nito but
he hug be from my back and put his chin on my shoulder, my body start to feel the
warm came from his body. We watch the sunset until its gone, nasa dagat pa rin kami
at nagbabasaan, he was fun to be with even most of the time he is a serious type.

"You like it"

"No i love it" pinulupot ko ang kamay ko sa leeg nito, i didn't waste my time
and i am the one who kiss him first, cause he has a sweet tempting lips. My feet
lift on the white sand, my weight was on him. Sure na ito i will give this a chance
i'll fight for my feelings even i don't have any insurance. I never heard him
saying that word, but he is showing it throug his effort pero iba pa rin yung
narinig mo. I will make him love me and say those words on me.

"Let's continue it to cottage sweetheart" he grin that gives shivers through

my spine you start it so better end it keisha.

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CHAPTER 21: CAUGHT

KEISHA

The time we enter on the cottage he won't let go on my lips, he carry me

while going on the cottage. His lips travel on my jaw upto my sensitive part of my
neck. I grip tightly on his hair and give him more access. The first time i did
this adult stuff with a stranger i enjoy it honestly even i can't see his face. He
was the man on the club, i don't know why colten touch feels a little bit deja vu.
It seems like it wasn't the first time we did this.

"C-colten ohhh!" Napasiksik ako sa leeg nito when he push me on the wall i
felt his hardened member poking my navel. I never saw that creature down there in
my enter life cause my first time was off lights. But now i can see colten face his
intensifying jaw, the way his lips touch every corner of my body. Pakiramdam ko
tuloy i was different with his past girls, the way he look at me i can see
amusement on it. He was so hot!

"Your not just only smell like sweet you also taste like one i'm addicted to
you" he devour my entire mouth while pinning my both hands on the wall i can feel
his bulge down there so i push myself to him more.

"Ohh fuck sweetheart!" Napangiti ako dahil sa naging reaksyon nito, sinasabi
ko na nga ba eh he will react on that it became more hardened. It was my first time
to see this, cause the first time i did this it was lights off.

"Don't tease me sweetheart i may not control myself and take you here!" He
slap my butt cheeks kaya napangiwi ako. He carry me at binalibag ako sa kama masama
ko itong tinignan hindi man lang nagdahan dahan.

"You plan this, bakit parang napaka sosyal naman ng cottage na ito?"

"Yeah i plan this sweetheart alam ko naman kasing bibigay ka. I am the one
who set up this nagustuhan mo ba?" I roamed my gaze around the place and it was jaw
dropping. There was a rose petals around the area mostly here on the bed and also a
scented candle. Kinuha ko ang wine na nakalapag sa side table ng kama, i taste it
and it was sweet and bitter pero malakas ang tama nito.

"It was good right?" I nod at him, he unbuckle his seatbelt kung kayat
napainom ako sa wine ng wala sa oras. It was so awkward looking at him undressing
his self! Nag iinit ang kabila kong pisngi, the atmosphere is getting more hot and
hot! Pakiramdam ko ay kakapusin ako ng hiniga when i saw him with his boxer, so
sexy! His v-line was evident and i just found myself stroking his abs upto his v-
line. I heard his guttural moan kaya binagalan ko ang paggalaw ng kamay ko.
 "Your really a teasea sweetheart" his hard member was standing proudly in
front of me hindi mo talaga maiiwasang mapalunok cause even there was a cloth
behind that creature it look so long and big!

"Scared now scream later sweetheart" and with that he push me to lay on the
bed. He positioned his self on top of me, he pinned my both hands at the top of my
head, i can't breath properly while looking to his dire green eyes. It was full of
desire and amusement, he didn't waste another time and he devour my mouth. I
encircled my hand on his neck the time he let go of it.

"C-colten hmmm" it feels so good the way his hand travel on my body. He
removed my pants easily and throw it somewhere, i can now feel his hardened member
poking on my entrance. I grip on his hair tightly ng diniinan nito ang sarili sa
akin. I feel so wet! He keep pushing his self on me and it feels so good, the only
hindrance on his member is our piece of cloth down there. Pero ramdam na ramdam ko
ang sa kanya kung kaya't hindi ko maiwasang mapaungol.

"C-colten ohhh!" My voice hoarse pakiramdam ko tinakasan ako ng boses ko, i

felt his lips on my jaw it tickles when i felt his growing beard. It wasn't my
first time doing this kind of adut stop pero pakiramdam ko ito ang una ko. Cause i
am doing this with the man i really love.

Yes i already love him.

Hindi naman sya mahirap mahalin, he is every woman's dream halos nasa kanya
na ang lahat but he also has flaws like us. He is heartless sometimes, he is a
cussing machine, he doesn't know how to say sorry to others pakiramdam nya mas
mataas ito sa lahat. He is attention seeker, every woman's would definetly turn
their head on him, he is a greek god type of man.

"Your so obvious sweetheart while adoring me. Don't worry i also adore you
and this!" I arched my body when he squeeze my breast i didn't notice that he
already take off my clothes.

"Ohhh sh*t Colten!" I grip on his hair as he continue squeezing my breast he

suck my nipple and it tickles. The way his tongue made a circular motion around my
breast made me arched my body.

"Easy sweetheart i'm just starting"

"Ohhh sh*t!" Napadiin ang kagat ko sa labi ko when he bit my nipple, he suck
it like a hungry baby. Hindi ako mapakali, napahawak ako sa bedhseet ng mahigpit
hindi ko maiwasang mapaungol.

"Hmmm Colten ohhh!" I can't help not to moan cause he was really good. His
hand made way to my wetness, he cupped my mound and gently stroke my entrance that
made me arched my body and bit his shoulder.

His hand move on my mound he is making a circular motion on it, he still keep
sucking my nipple hindi ko na alam kung saan ibabaling ang ulo ko.

"Relax sweetheart" bumaba ito sa kama i don't know what is he planning to do,
until he kneel in between my legs and take off my last clothes!

"C-colten! What are you going to do!" Hiyang hiya ako, hinigit ko ang unan na
nasa tabi ko at pinantakip sa maselang parte ko. Cause he was looking at it at
hindi inalis ang tingin, gladly i shaved pero nakakahiya pa rin. Iba talaga ang
pakiramdam kapag nasa punto ka nang ganito. I feel ashame! He grab the pillow on my
private part and make me open widely my legs.
 "Don't i love it, don't be ashame sweetheart i treasure every part of you.
From your head to your breast, to knees, to toes and to your wetness"

"Ahhh Colten!" Nahigit ko ang bedsheet at umarko ang katawan ko ng maramdaman

ko ang mainit nitong labi sa kaselanan ko. Ohhh god is this what he planning to do?
Grabe i didn't expect this kind of pleasure! I can't close my legs cause he has a
strong arms that makes me open my legs widely. He was in between my legs, his
devouring my wetness. Pakiramdam ko ay mababalian ako ng buto sa pagliyad liyad ko
everytime i felt his tongue teasing my entrance. He was sucking my bud just like
how he suck my nipple a while ago.

"Ohhh Colten! That so good ohhh!" I watch him in between my legs hindi pa
nito inaangat ang ulo magmula kanina, kung kanina ay hiyang hiya ako to show it to
him but now i feel special knowing that he loves every part of me.

"Ohhh Colten i'm cuming ohhh!"

"Just let it come sweetheart" i was panting when i already cum. I saw him
cleaning me down there. I saw my cum on his fingers napangiwi ako when he put in on
to his mouth.

"Your so gross Colten!"

"That wasn't gross sweetheart it taste so good cause it comes to you. Come
one don't be shy you have a unique taste" napakunot ang noo ko dahil sa sinabi
nito, huh at talagang pinagmalaki pa nya so he already taste other girls cum!

"You dumbass asshole!" I kick him hard on his face as he plan to kiss my
wetness. That sin tongue of him! I don't know why i feel like this, nasaktan ako
knowing that his past girls are already countless. Ibang iba ako sa mga babaeng
dumating sa buhay nya. I am not virgin! I am a single mother.

"Ohhh fvck sweetheart why are you crying? Shit did i do something wrong? Oh
i'm so sorry sweetheart" i start to sob, this insecurities are damn eating me!

"I hate you! Wag mo akong hahalikan!"

"Ohh god sweetheart kung tungkol iyon sa nasabi ko kanina i'm so sorry. Yes i
am asshole back then pero ngayon ikaw na lang trust me. I won't look on the other
girls, what the sense of that if the woman i like was in front of me. C'mon stop
crying" i let him shed my tears and kiss me passionately. Inaatake nanaman kasi ako
ng insecurities ko.

"Sorry nasipa pa kita"

"Its okay, bumawi ka na lang ngayon!"

"Colten!" Napasigaw ako ng pagpalitin nito ang pwesto namin i was now sitting
on his abdomen. Ohh god unting galaw ko na lang, he is such a tease!

"C'mon sweetheart ride on me" ito mismo ang bumuhat sa balakang ko and make
me sit on his crotch, napaungol ako ng tumama iyon sa bakuna ko. I guide myself
until he fully enter me. I was panting while moving on top of him, he was grinding
under me tila ito pa mismo ang gumagalaw sa amin. I bit my lower lip everytime as
he hit my spot. I don't know why this is feel so unfamilliar to me tila nangyari na
ito.

"Ohhh sweetheart faster ohhh!" I put my hand on his bare chest and make my
move fastly, he was closing his eyes everytime i move fastly, he was good even the
control was on me.

"Ohhh Colten ohhh!" Tagaktagtak ang pawis ko ng maramdaman ko na nilabasan na

ako, but he didn't cum yet, he switch our position and now he was on top of me.

"You are so beautiful sweetheart under me" and with that he position his
self, he put my both legs on his shoulder and enter on me harshly i felt a little
bit pang of pain as he move faster and deeper.

"Sorry sweetheart i was a little bit harsh but i'll swear you'll love this"
sa bawat ulos nito ay ang paggalaw ng kama, i keep holding tightly the bedsheet as
he goes deeper inside me. He always hitting my spot, his also slapping my but
cheeks na nakadagdag sa intensidad sa pagitan naming dalawa.

"Your so tight sweetheart!" I lost count on how many times i cum as he take
me in diffirent position, it just feels so good. We're both screaming each other
name.

My voice was already hoarse as i moan. He didn't let me rest even for a while
he made make me bend over and take me with that position. The cottage filled with
our guttural moans that long night.

Nagising ako dahil sa sunod sunod na pagkatok mula sa pinto naalala ko asa
cottage pala kami na parang bahay na dahil may mga gamit. I open my eyes at nasilaw
ako sa sinag ng araw na tumatagos mula sa kurtina. I removed colten hands on my
waist at tumayo ako, sino naman kaya iyon? Pinulot ko ang damit ni Colten sa baba
hindi na ako nag abalang magsuot ng pambaba dahil mahaba naman sa akin ang damit ni
Colten. Hirap pa akong naglakad dahil halos ilang oras lang ang tulog ko.

"Sandali la---Donya Mathilda" para akong naupos na kandila ng makita si donya

mathilda sa harap ko. Ohh god colten you bastard why you didn't tell me that your
mother will come! Yes Donya Mathilda is Colten mother!

CHAPTER 22: COLD TREATMENT

KEISHA

Napakagat labi ako at napalunok habang nasa harap ko si Donya Mathilda,

nagtataka ako nitong tinignan. Sinuyod nito ang ayos ko, ohhh god the time i saw
her smirk alam ko may ideya na sya. Damn you Colten i will throttle your neck you
are so careless! He just told me last night that no one knows about this place and
no one can disturb us! And how could he explained about Donya Mathilda here in my
front!

Its not like i am sad seeing Donya Mathilda here, but why she still need to
see me in this state! Wearing her son shirt, with messy hair and who would think
that were just having an overnight here, if it was already

obvious!

"Ohh god sweetheart you scared me! I thought you already left me. You should
wake me up, and don't accept visitor when your wearing with just only piece of
shit. Even my shirt suit you" napapakit ako ng mariin sa sinabi ni Colten
napakamanhid ang sarap tadyakan! I felt him hugging me from my back his even
kissing my neck! Ohhh god lupa lamunin mo na lang ako!

You dumbass your mother was here!

Hindi lang ang paghalik halik nya sa balikat at batok ko ang problema, tila
wala kasi itong pake kung sino man ang bisita. And as he move i just felt his
growing member, oh great he came up here naked! Hindi man lang nag abalang magsuot
ng boxer!

"Lets go back on our bed sweetheart lets have another round. Nabitin ako
kagabi" sh*t na malagkit this is ridiculous how could he say that! I was already
shivering here in front of his mother.

"Uhm do you mind both if i came on my vacation house before you two having
another round you should entertain your visitor first. Right my bastard son?"

"Ohh holy sh*t! Mommy!"

"Are you cursing me!" Napaatras ako dahil sa lakas ng sigaw ni Donya
Mathilda, ang ang gagong lalaki na ito ginawa akong pananggala!

"Sweetheart don't move i was n-naked" he whisper on my ear as his mother are
keep attacking him.

"Halika rito at puputulin ko iyan! Wala kayong kahihiyahan na magkakapatid!"

"Ohh my god!" Napasigaw ako dahil sa gulat dahil pinagbabato na kami ni Donya
Mathilda she was really angry.

"Mom calm down, i will just---ohhh fvck careful mom you might hurt my
sweetheart"

"Hija umalis ka dyan at talagang tatamaan yan sa akin!" Kahit gusto kong
umalis ay hindi ko magawa dahil mahigpit ang pagkakahawak sa akin ni Colten ito ba
ang ayaw nya akong masaktan halos ako ang sumalo ng pinagbabato sa kanya ni Donya
Mathilda. Nakarinig kami ng ring ng cellophone and it came from Donya Mathilda,
doon lamang ito tumigil at kumalma. We both change our clothes at nang makababa na
ay naroroon na si Donya Mathilda nakaupo sa couch. It wasn't cottage at all!

"Mom why are you here, i thought your out of town?"

"Huh talaga ba you and your brother scheme kilala ko na kayo! C'mon anong
naisip mo at nandito kayong dalawa? Imposible namang nagbahaybahayan kayo" napaiwas
ako ng tingin dahil sa sinabi nito, napakaimposible nga iyon.

"Yes i admit mom something ha---" mabilis kong tinakpan ang bunganga nito at
hinampas sa braso, talagang sasabihin huh at baka balak nya rin ikwento sa mommy
nya ang ginawa namin.

"Kailan pa kayo? Halos kararating mo lang huh Kane Colten?"

"Mom i'm still courting her" umarko ang kilay nito sa sinabi ng anak, bakit
kasi napakarupok ko at ang bilis kong matukso. Who wouldn't be attracted right lalo
na at nasa tabi lang ang tukso. Nanghihina ang tuhod ko sa bawat makahulugan niyang
tingin, nadadala ako sa bawat haplos niya at halik. Sa kanya lang ang rereact ang
katawan ko, i can easily attracted by him. Nanlaki ang mata ko ng hilain ako ni
Donya Mathilda at paupuin sa tabi nito.

"Mommy!" Tatayo sana si Colten upang ibalik ako sa pwesto nito pero
kinultusan sya ng ina. He pout while looking at me, why do you need to be cute and
hot at the same time Colten.

This man is dangerous to my heart.

"Wag mo akong matignan tignan ng ganyan, you should marry her as soon as
possible"

"What! No!" Himbis na magulat sa sinabi ni Donya Mathilda ay mas nagulat ako
sa isinigaw ni Colten, he don't want to marry me. Tila tinakasan ng kulay ang mukha
ko napahawak ako sa dibdib ko.

Why does it hurt like this...i feel rejected, nagtama ang mga mata namin his
green eyes was emotionless nag iwas ako ng tingin. Why don't you show some emotion
Colten...you're hurting me.

The pain is too much to handle.

"I mean it was too fast...kami na lang ni keisha ang mag uusap tungkol dyan.
I still need to clarify some things to her. Right keisha?"

Keisha...he didn't call me sweetheart. Napangiti ako ng mapakla. I look at

Donya Mathilda nakitaan ko ito ng pag aalala, don't pity me please...mas lalo akong
nasasaktan. I smiled at Donya Mathilda to give her an assurance that i was
okay...even i'm not.

"Yes po, it was too fast. We're still adjusting po and just let me and Colten
talk about that" i hold her hand and squeeze it. I look at Colten he smiled at
me...you are an asshole but why does my heart still beating for you! I hate it, i
still wanna be with you even you never talk about our status. You were courting me
but i feel like it was just a show.

Hanggang sa makaalis si Donya Mathilda ay wala akong imik, hindi ako

tumitingin sa gawi nito, pakiramdam ko nabaliwala ako. I feel like what happen last
night are just some of his show. Man will always be a man who has needs. Kanina
kitang kita ko ang galit sa mata nya ng sabihin ng mommy nito na pakasalan ako.
Kunsabagay he never told me he loved me he just like me...and i don't know if in
just in bed.

"Why are you so quiet sweetheart? Is there's something wrong?" Naramdaman ko

ang pag angat ko sa couch pinaupo ako nito sa kanyang hita i just don't mind.

"Sweetheart, are you okay does is still hurt?" I felt his hand going slowly
on my legs he was caressing it at alam ko kapag hindi ako nagpigil sa iba nanaman
ito patutungo. I try to take away his hand at kahit nakatalikod ako mula sa kanya
alam ko na nagtaka ito. How can he act normally after confessing that he can't
marry me! Bilang babae masakit iyon sa parte ko! Kitang kita ko kanina sa mga mata
nito ang pagtanggi at pag aalinlangan, is he still not sure about me? Yung iniipon
kong lakas para lumaban tila nawala.

"Sweethe---" hindi ko na ito pinatapos na magsalita at tumayo ako mula sa

pagkakaupo sa hita nito nasira na ang araw ko. I suddenly remember my son, ang
tanga ko meron pala akong anak na naghihintay! Hindi na ako dalaga may mga gampanin
na ako at mas bumigat ang responsibilidad.

"I should go home now Colten my son is waiting for me" hindi ako tumingin sa
mga mata nito ayaw ko na punang sundin ang sarili kong kagustuhan may panahon pa
rin naman para roon.

"Pinaalam na kita sa anak natin" anak natin? Ang sarap sana pakinggan, pero
bakit pakiramdam ko palabas lang ang lahat ng ito. Ayaw ko na masaktan ang anak ko
at sa oras na palabas lang rin ang pinapakita nya sa anak ko hindi ko sya
mapapatawad.

"Anak ko lang si Noah Colten, hindi ikaw ang ama nya" hindi ko ba alam kung
guni guni ko lamang iyong sakit na dumaan sa berde nitong mata mahirap na, i just
want to protect my son.

"Sweetheart ano bang problema? Is just about marrying you? Ang babaw naman ng
dahilan mo!" Napakunot noo ako sa sinabi nito mababaw? Mababaw pa ba iyon, kahit
sino naman pangarap na mabigyan ng kumpletong pamilya ang mga anak nila.

But on my situation it seems so different hindi pala iyon ganun kadali lalo
na ang sumugal ka sa pag ibig hindi basta basta. Nakakatakot at sobrang hirap,
hindi mo alam kung ano ang totoo at hindi.

"Mababaw ba iyon Colten your unbelievable! Pakiramdam binalewala mo ang

nangyari sa atin! Colten naman hindi madali sa akin ito dahil may anak ako!
Natatakot ako na baka kagaya ka ng iba dyan na pinaglalaruan ako!"

"Hush hush sweetheart don't cry i'll m-marry you but please give me time"
hindi ko alam kung bakit tumango ako at ginantihan ito ng yakap. Hindi ko alam kung
saan ako dadalhin ng paghihintay ko walang kasiguraduhan kung may hihintayin ba
talaga ako...pero sa muling pagkakataon pinili ko pa ring isugal ang puso ko kahit
ang kapalit nito ay ang masaktan ako.

"We will go home now and have bond with our son" i'll trust you Colten please
don't hurt me hindi ko kakayanin i might break down. Nagpaubaya lamang ako rito,
tahimik kami sa buong biyahe hanggang sa makarating kami sa bahay.

"Mama! Papa!" Napangiti ako ng salubungin kami ni Noah ng yakap ni Colten

they are having a piss bump ang close na talaga nila sa isat isa. Pumasok kami sa
loob at nakasalubong namin si mama i kissed her on her cheek at nagmano si Colten.

"Naku mabuti pa sabay sabay tayong kumain kanina pa talaga kayo hinihintay ng
apo ko" pumuwesto na kami sa hapag bumaba na rin si Kuya Kevin sa kwarto si Kuya
Keifer ay wala pa rin. Hindi pa man nakakalahati ang pagkain ni Colten when he
answer a phone called napakunot noo ako. Tumayo ako mula sa hapag at palihim syang
sinundan. I am having a bad feeling about this and i don't know why.

"Okay sweethear i'm coming wait me there okay, yeah i miss you and i love you
i'll drive safe" hindi ko na tinapos ang pag uusap ng mga ito at bumalik ako sa
hapag na may madilim na aura. Bakit ang palabo ng palabo lahat!

"Sorry sweetheart i really need to go something came up"

"Okay...at wag ka na sanang bumalik" padabog akong umalis sa hapag at pumunta

sa kwarto ko at doon ibinuhos ang nag uunahan kong luha.

CHAPTER 23: FIERY

 KEISHA

"Ma its me Noah can i open the door" napapiksi ako ng marinig ang boses ng
anak ko. Mabilis kong pinunasan ang luha ko sa pisngi. I don't want him to think
something knowing Noah my son he was curios child and always seek for an answer

"Yes, is there's something wrong?" He shrugged his shoulder and go up to the

bed. Lumapit ito sa akin ng bahagya, i was shocked when he reach my face and wipe
something. Tinaasan ako nito ng kilay pagkatapos ng ginawa napaiwas ako ng tingin.
He is too matured to the time he can easily understand things na hindi naman talaga
dapat nito kailangan malaman sa ganitong edad.

"Stop lying at me mom, it was all over your face. Don't cry again i'm also
hurting" he look directly too my eyes he really knows my weakness, so how could i
lie in front of my son.

"Sorry baby it just tha---"

"You're jealous, you don't need to hide it Ma i already know. I understand

you but also before walking out here papa first" i feel guilty may kasalanan rin
ako nagpadala ako sa narinig ko. But still you can't blame me the man who's
courting me is so freaking famous pinagkakaguluhan ng madla lalo na ng mga babae.

"Papa was outside he was worried" ako naman ang napakunot noo sa sinabi nito,
at bakit naman ito nasa labas di ba aalis ito?

"Huh bakit asa labas sya akala ko ba pupuntahan nya yung k-katawagan nya" i
try to make my voice normal but it still sound bitter.

"Tsk how could he go if you just walk out like that and leave us on the
kitchen speechless that was rude Ma" nakurot ko sa tagiliran ang anak ko dahil sa
bigla nitong kilos, pinitik lang naman nito ang noo ko.

"At saan mo natutunan yan huh aber may paganyan ganyan ka na naku bata ka!"

"Stop it Mama it tickles!" Nagpatuloy lamang ako sa pagkiliti rito hanggang

sa mapahiga ko ito sa kama kasabay nun ay pagtikim ng pamilyar na bulto na nasa
hamba ng pintuan. Napaupo ako ng diretso sa kama, my son run to him tsk favoritism
na! Mas gusto na ng anak ko sa kanya.

"Hey son can you leave us alone? Me and your Mom we need to talk about
something"

"Ok po papa i'll go with Lola somewhere. Ma behave wag mong pagalitan si papa
hear him out" napanguso ako dahil sa sinabi ng anak ko at talagang ang lalaki pa
nya na yan ang kinampihan nya! Tsk!

"Stop pouting i may not control myself and kiss you right away!" Dumusog ako
ng dumusog pero dudusog rin ito hanggang sa wala ng space sa pagdudusugan ko sa
kama, bakit parang ang init ngayon!

"Hey talk to me, don't just roll your eyes on me. Ask and i'll answer you
honestly hey sweethea---"

"Wag mo akong matawag tawag na sweetheart na gago ka! Paano mo na sisikmura

na tawagin ako sa endearment na iyan samantalang sinabihan mo rin iyong babaeng
kauspap mo kanina! Bakit di ka pauamalis go on di kita pipigilan! I wonder ilan
kaya kaming SWEETHEART mo!" I emphasize the word sweetheart ng makonsensya naman
kahit papaano! Instead of hearing some excuses on him he just chuckled and grab me
by my waist kung kaya't napahawak ako sa balikat nito.

"Is that the reason why you walk out sweetheart. Your jealous" his simple
chuckled turn to laughter! Aba may sapak na ata ito sa ulo! I try to pushed him by
putting my hands on his massived chest but he was too strong his hold became more
tightened.

"B-bakit anong nakakatawa! Ganyan kayong mga lalaki eh tuwang tuwa kapag
nakikita nyo kaming nasasaktan ang sama nyo!"

"Hey sweetheart you make my heart fluttered i'm so happy knowing that you
were jealous towards my cousin

I called her sweetheart cause she was only ten she was asking for help on her
assignment" Cousin? The fudge! Did i hear it right it was his cousin the one he
called sweetheart! You are so stupid Keisha di ka puna kasi nagtanong! Nanghihingi
lang pala ng tulong this is embarassing i can't look directly onto his eyes.

"Still sulking my sweetheart, come on your my only sweetheart"

"P-paano yung pinsan mo you should go" he hugged me from my back that made me
stiffened pakiramdam ko tumaas lahat ng dugo ko sa katawan. I can't really calm
everytime we have a skin touch nakakapaso!

"I already told her atsaka may tutulong pa naman sa kanya roon you don't need
to worry. So are we now okay? Hindi kana nagseselos?"

"Hindi ako nagseselos!" Sige denied pa keisha halata naman may pa walk out
walk out ka pa nga!

"Okay your not jealous" he chuckled a bit and tigthened his hug from my back.
I was caught of guard when i felt his hand on my abdomen, i bit my lower lips as he
made his way on my neck and sniff my scent. This is insane! It feels fiery! The way
his hand stroke my abdomen upto my breast.

"C-colten"

"Yes sweetheart" my feet lift on the ground for a second as i felt his tongue
on my sensitive part of my neck. He suck it and i know it will leaves mark.

"I was so addicted to you, i don't know if i still can get over you"

"T-then don't just stay addicted" my voice sounds so flirt he chuckled

between his kisses on my nape it tickles.

"Then i will, i already lost my tempered. I can't control myself everytime

you were near at me what did you do to me. I am new to this" i am also new to this
i don't have any idea about relationship since it was my first. I just only got an
idea about relationship by reading books, experiences of the others and
observations. And i can't still believe that i'm already starting a fire between me
and Colten.

"I love to see you jealous, pero ayaw kong nakikitang nasasaktan ka. You have
nothing to jealous or should i say no one. I only have you and our son" napangiti
ako sa sinabi nito, he really knows how to make me feel comfortable. He made me sit
on the edge of bed and he kneel in front of me. Hinawi nito ang buhok ko na
sumasagi sa mukha ko inilagay nya ang ilang takas ng buhok ko sa likod ng aking
tenga.

"You are so beautiful sweetheart wala nang papantay sayo nag iisa ka lang"

"Did i already told you that you look so hot when speaking tagalog"

"Kung ganun ay madalas na akong magtatagalog" hinuli nito ang kamay ko at

dinala sa kanyang labi. Dinampihan nito ng halik ang likod ng palad ko, why do you
need to be sweet like this mas lalo akong nahuhulog at natatakot ako.

"What are you thinking?"

"Wala"

"Hmmm your lying come on it just me" i remain silent i don't want to tell it
to him ayoko wala akong lakas na loob. Ng akmang magsasalita ito mabilis kong
ipinulupot ang kamay ko sa leeg nito and kiss him passionately. He fastly respond
to my kisses nalulunod ako sa bawat galaw ng labi nito, i let a guttural moan as he
entered his tongue on my mouth and devour it. Hindi ako makasabay sa halik nito ng
una pero habang tumatagal ay nasasabayan ko na sya. He was a good kisser.

"I can feel your doubts Keisha and you don't need to be scared. Do you trust me?"
Napalunok ako sa sinabi nito kahit ako hindi ko alam at naguguluhan. Pero
nangingibabaw ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya kaysa sa nararamdaman kong
pangamba.

"I t-trust you" he smiled at i said that he claim my lips and devour my mouth
again, moan escaped from our mouth naghiwalay lamang ang aming labi ng kinailangan
na namin ng hangin. But he didn't stop kissing me, his now starting to kiss my
collarbone. Napakapit ako sa bedsheet ng mahigpit dahil sa kakaibabang init na
nararamdaman.

"I can't stop now sweetheart"

"Its okay i want this also don't worry" hindi naghiwalay ang aming tingin
habang dahan dahan nitong itinataas ang aking damit. Everythings turn to be slow
motion, the way he undress my top shirt and throw it just somewhere the way, the
movement of his lips onto my abdomen.

"Lay down sweetheart" and with that i let myself fall on the soft bed i moan
as i felt his hand cupping my wetness. Ghad i'm doing this stuff again with him for
second time around!

CHAPTER 24: NAUGHTY ELEAZAR

KEISHA

Napangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan ito sa tabi ko, he was hugging me tightly
tila ayaw ako pakawalan. Pinasadahan ko ng dalari ko ang madulas nitong buhok, he
was snoring dahil na rin siguro sa sobrang pagod, sa katunayan ay mas nauna pa
itong nakatulog sa akin. Kung tutuusin ay mas napagod ako sa ginawa namin he was
insatiable!

Nananakit ang buo kong katawan especially my waist dahil halos bumaon ang
kuko nito roon i can't say no to him when it comes to bed kasi nagugustuhan ko rin
naman. I touch every part of his face he wasn't perfect he also has flaws like
others well nothing is perfect in this world. Nahinto ako sa pagdampi ng kamay ko
sa matangos nitong dahil sa gulat cause he just open his eyes at mas lalong hinapit
ako upang mas mapalapit ako humigpit rin ang yakap nito sa akin.

"Bakit gising ka pa? Are you not tired?"

"Wala naalimpungatan lang ako, you can back to sleep alam kong pagod ka"
napaiwas ako ng tingin dahil sa mapanuri nitong tingin sa akin. Hindi ko talaga
matagalan na tumitig sa mata nito tila hinihigop nito ang kaluluwa ko nawawala ako
sa sarili ko lalo na sa tuwing makikita ko ang kasiyahan sa mga mata nito.

"You can tell me if you want another---ouch ohhh that's hurt sweetheart"
kinurot ko ang nakabalandra nitong utong dahil sa gigil ko. Pakiramdam ko nga i
can't stand anymore, i feel sore down there. I'm still adjusting to his hugeness
hindi iyon basta basta, and take note we didn't just make it once or twice and
thrice its more than that! Sino ba naman ang hindi mapapagod diba.

"I can't sleep if you will not going to cuddle with me. Come on sleep with
me"

"Colten hindi pwede nasa bahay tayo ano mang oras darating si Noah si Mama o
ang mga kuya ko. Baka maabutan nila tayo sa ganitong sitwasyon" i try to get up
from bed nanlalagkit na kasi ako but he pull me back and hug me tightily mas
mahigpit pa ngayon.

"Hindi sila darating mamaya pa, you know our son he was smart. I already text
him that he should enjoy shopping with his lola and you both kuya are busy wala
kang dapat ipag alala" i let a heavy sigh ano pa bang laban ko, kaya pala may
nakita ako ng isang araw na nilalaro ni Noah he just hide it to me cause he know i
will compiscate his phone pero ang isang ito matigas rin ang ulo! He keep spoiling
Noah with material things.

I don't want Noah to be a materialize person, ayokong kamulatan nya ang buhay
na you can get what you want in just a snap of your hands because of money. Hindi
kasi lahat ng bagay nabibili ng pera, karamihan kasi ngayon sa buhay ng tao halos
pera na ang nagpapatakbo sa buhay nila. I want my son to grow indepedently, i want
him to get the things he wanted in ethical way yung pinaghihirapan nya kasi sa
paraang iyon you'll know how worth it is. Yung mga bagay na pinagdaanan mo bago mo
iyon makuha ay makakadagdag pa sa halaga nito, we should always remember how to
value things kahit ano pa man din ang halaga nito.

"Don't spoiled Noah like that Colten baka masanay"

"Yes madame, hindi mauulit pagsasabihin ko na lang ang anak natin" anak
natin, ang sarap pakinggan sa tenga masaya ako dahil natanggap nya si Noah ng ganun
kadali siguro dahil sa pagkakatulad nito sa anak nya.

"Colten!" Hinampas ko ang kamay nito ng bahagya nitong pisilin ang dibdib ko
he just chuckled at inulit iyon sa kabila kaya sa dibdib ko na ito pinalo.

"Pampatulog lang sweetheart ang lambot kasi eh" nag init ang mukha ko dahil
sa sinabi nito hindi na rin ako nagreklamo sa paggawang pagpisil nito sa dibdib ko.
Nakatulugan ko na lamang ang ginagawa nito.
 "KEISHA!" napabalikwas ako ng bangon ng marinig ang pamilyar na boses na
iyon! Nanlaki ang mata ko ng mas lumakas ang dabog sa labas! Paanong nakauwi na si
kuya keifer! Akala ko ba sa lunes pa!

"KEISHA BUKSAN MO ITONG PINTO! ILABAS MO ANG HINAYUPAK NA LALAKI NA YAN!"

sh*t talaga! Mabilis akong nagsuot ng damit at bumalik sa kama upang gisingin si
Colten. Paniguradong malilintikan ako kay Kuya Keifer kapag nakita nya rito si
Colten hindi pa nito alam na madalas itong matulog katabi namin ni Noah. Dahil ang
alam lamang nito ay may namamagitan sa amin pag nandyan sya hindi nya ako
hinahayaang mag isa kasama si Colten kung hindi namin ito kasama si Noah ang kasama
namin.

"Uyy Colten bumangon ka dyan andyan si kuya keifer!"

"Hmmm sweetheart" napakagat ako sa labi ko ng hapitin ako nito kung kaya't
napahiga muli ako sa kama at ang mga kamay nito ay nakapulupot sa bewang ko.

"Ano ba Colten ayaw mo naman sigurong mabaog!" Minsan kasi nahuli kami ni
kuya keifer sa kusina nun and we're making out muntik ng mapisa ni kuya keifer ang
ano nya dahil sa galit.

"Ohhh fvck ayoko nga. Okay okay i will get up already. D*mn it bakit hindi
nagsasabi iyang KJ mong kuya!" Napatawa ako dahil mabilis nitong isinuot ang boxer,
kinuha nito ang t shirt na nagkalat sa sahig.

"Doon ka na dumaan sa bintana"

"KEISHA INIINIS MO TALAGA AKO HUH!" napapikit ako at iginaya si Colten sa

bintana, nag aalala ako dahil asa second floor kami.

"Don't worry sweetheart i can do it" he grab my neck and kiss me passionately
kahit kailan talaga.

"Sige na at baka ma---"

"AT BALAK MO PANG TUMAKAS! SINASABI KO SAYO BABALIAN KITA NG BUTO AT

PUPUTULAN NG KALIGAYAHAN! WALA KA TALAGANG PATAWAD AT DITO PA SA BAHAY NAMIN!"

"Ohhh fvck it"

"Kuya Keifer huminahon ka!" Pilit ko itong hinihila pero hindi ko ito mapigil
napangiwi ako ng mahampas nito ang kamay ni Colten mabuti na lamang at maganda ang
pagkakababa nito ng makabitaw.

"Walang hiya talaga ang lalaki na yan" napakagat ako sa labi ko ng makita si
Colten na nagsuot pa ng damit bago binalingan ng tingin si kuya at nginisian.

"HUMANDA KA SA AKING ELEAZAR KA! SINASABI KO SAYONG HINDI KA NA MAKAKATAPAK

SA PAMAMAHAY NAMIN!"

"IT'S OKAY AKO NA LANG ANG MAGBABAHAY SA KAPATID MO! BYE SWEETHEART!" hindi
ko maiwasang mapangiti he even give me a fly kiss napahagikgik ako naputol lamang
iyon ng pitikin ako ni Kuya Keifer sa noo kahit kailan talaga napaka KJ.

"Aray naman kuya!"

"At talagang kinilig ka pa huh kung kailan ka nagkaanak tsaka ka parang

dalagang nililiwagan kung umasta"
 "Palibhasa kasi Kuya bitter ka at hindi ka sinagot ng nililigawan mo. Kumalma
ka lang marami pang ibang babae dyan" iniligpit ko ang nagkalat na unan sa baba at
ibinalik sa pwesto nito naiwan rin ni Colten ang cellphone nito sa ilalim ng unan.

"Aba saan ka natuto ng mga ganiyang linyahan kay Eleazar ba! Hindi lang iyon at
talagang nagpapaso---" mabilis kong tinalikuran si Kuya Keifer dahil paniguradong
hindi nanaman titigil ang bunganga nito sa kakangawa.

"Hoy Keisha kinakausap pa kita!"

"Mama!" Napangiti ako ng salabungin ako ni Noah ng yakap. Pawisan ito mukhang
nag basketball sino naman kaya ang kasama nito?

"Sino ang kasama mong nagbasketball?"

"Si Tito Kevin mama inutusan raw ni papa" napakunot noo ako dahil sa sinabi
nito kaya pala siguradong sigurado ito na hindi uuwi si Kuya Kevin ng bahay dahil
sinulsulan. Paniguradong may kapalit nanaman iyon at wag naman sanang dumaldal ang
anak niya.

"At ano namang kapalit mahal kong pamangkin?" Ito na nga bang sinasabi ko!

"Kotse raw po yung bagong model! Ang ganda nga po nun eh ginamit na po ni
Tito Kevin may date raw po sya" Natampal ko ang noo ko dahil sa sinabi ni Noah.
Minsan talaga ang yung kadaldalan nito wala sa lugar.

CHAPTER 25: FOUGHT

KEISHA

Tahimik lamang kaming lahat na nasa hapag, pihgil hininga ako habang nasa
akin ang paningin ni Kuya Keifer masama ang tingin nito sa akin at kay Colten na
nasa tabi ko lang. Basta pagkaggising ko andito na siya at ito rin ang naghanda ng
umagahan.

"Ano tutunganga ka na lang Eleazar aba ikaw ang mag lead ng dasal" nahampas
naman ni Mama ang braso ni Kuya Keifer dahil sa inasta nito. Naku tuwang tuwa lang
iyan dahil walang ginawa!

"Wag kang sumigaw nasa harap tayo ng hapag" ng matapos mag dasal si Colten ay
nag simula na kaming kumain. Pinagsandok rin ako nito at si Noah.

"Salamat Papa!"

"Pakitang tao amppp" napairap na lang ako sa kawalan dahil sa pagpaparinig ni

Kuya Keifer, naku kung wala lang kami sa hapag nabatukan ko na ito! Suhol lang din
naman ito eh, pero sa totoo lang magkasundo naman talaga sila ni Colten they always
had a Car race with Kuya Kevin, it just that he was worried about us Me and Colten
kaya kahit papaano naiintindihan ko siya he just want to make sure that we are on
good hands.

"Keisha halika nga dito wag ka masyadong lumapit dyan kay Eleazar na parang
mag asawa kayo" pinamulahan ako ng mukha pakiramdam ko tuloy lulubog na ako sa
kinakatayuan ko. Kahit kailan talaga si Kuya minsan wala sa timing eh panira.
Umalis na si Kuya Kevin dahil may trabaho ito samantalang si Nanay ay namalengke.
Kaya ngayon andito ako sa tabi ni Kuya Keifer habang katapat si Colten at ang anak
kong si Noah.

"Ang akin lang Eleazar bago mo sana ibahay ang kapatid ko at ang pamangkin ko
gusto ko lang makasigurado na nasa tama silang kamay. Ayaw ko ng padalos dalos
Eleazar, ayaw kong sa huli pagsisiham mo ang naging desisyon mo" napakagat ako sa
labi ko ng tamaan sa sinabi ni Kuya tama siya dapat hindi kami padalos dalos sa mga
desisyon namin.

"Masaya ako na malaman na tanggap mo ang anak ng kapatid ko. But i know what
kind of man you were, the man who doesn't want to settle down. Wag mong masamain
pero i can see that money is more important than you. At ayaw ko na dumating yung
araw na sasaktan mo ang kapatid ko para lang sa pera. You almost spend your all day
to your company i know how you invest your life there. But still there's a lot of
things that money can't buy such as trust, love and happiness. So prove it make my
sister as your priority if you really love her!"

"Kuya!" Hindi ko magawang hindi magtaas ng boses dahil sa sinabi nito. I was
supposed to say sorry to Colten but Kuya Keifer cut me out. Tama naman ang sinabi
niya pero hindi pa rin tama na pagsalitaan niya si Colten.

"If he really love you Keisha he need to prove that you we're more important
than money!" Mukhang nasagad ko ang pasensiya nito dahil masama ang tingin nito at
nagsilabasan ang ugat nito sa leeg. Does we really make things that easy and fast?
Mapagkakatiwalaan ko ba talaga siya? I look at Colten and he was emotionless while
looking at the floor ngayon ko lang napansin na wala na si Noah sa tabi nito.
Napapikit ako ng mariin at pinakatitigan si Kuya na kumalma na.

"Marry my sister Eleazar" nalaglag ang panga ko dahil sa sinabi ni Kuya

Keifer maging si Colten ay nagulat sa sinabi nito at napaangat ang tingin kay Kuya.
Akala ko we shouldn't take things that easy! Pero ano ito ngayong sinasabi ni Kuya!
Yes i want to get married with him, settle down and make our own family but we
still never talk about it!

"K-kuya that's too much to ask for! Hindi pa namin napag-uusapan ang tungkol
dyan! Masyadong mabilis"

"Keisha is right, you should let us talk about that. Hindi biro ang k-kasal"
Kuya Keifer laugh with full of sarcasm on his voice.

"Came from you Eleazar huh, or you don't want just to marry my sister that's
why your making some excuses. But you can't get me with your fucking scheme
Eleazar" napahilot ako sa ulo ko dahil tila naglalaban ng titig ang dalawang
lalaking mahalaga sa akin na nasa harapan ko. God this is frustrating that i
thought!

"Kuya sumosobra kana!" Mabilis kong nilapitan si Colten at hinila ito patayo.

"Tumayo ka na diyan wala ng papatunguhan ang pag-uusap na ito kung init ang
ulo niyo ang pinaiiral!"

"Keisha!" Hindi ko pinakinggan si Kuya at hinila papunta si kwarto ko sa

taas. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag ng ma ilock ko ang pinto. I look at Colten i wanna
say sorry to him dahil sa inasal ni Kuya kanina.

"I-im sorry"
 "No it's okay sweetheart i understand. Let's talk to your Kuya i will talk to
him" nagtataka ko itong tinignan but he just hold my hand at lumabas sa kwarto.
Naabutan namin si Kuya na naroroon pa sa sala at madilim pa rin ang aura.

"Did you already made up your mind Eleazar you won't ma---"

"I will m-marry her if that's what you want" pagak nanaman tumawa si Kuya ano
bang problema nito!

"Marry my sister not because isaid too marry her cause you loved her and
that's you want" naiwan kami ni Colten sa sala na tulala i broke the silence
between us it seems so awkward.

"Are you really serious about it Colten? You know it was too fast i can talk
to Kuya Keif---"

"No you don't need to we will get married as soon as possible. I want to
prove that i loved you" napangiti ako dahil sa sinabi nito hinapit ako nito sa
bewang and claim my lips ginantihan ko ang halik nito. He was so gentle this time,
pareho kaming naghahabol ng hininga ng maghiwalay ang labi namin.

"Wanna go out with me?" Napangiti ako dahil sa sinabi nito pinagsaklop niya
ang kamay namin. Hindi maialis ang ngiti sa labi ko ng makasakay kami ng kotse niya
naiwan si Noah kay Kuya Keifer inirapan pa kami nito ng magpaalam kami para tuloy
siyang tatay dahil sa inaasta niya.

"Stop smiling damn i wanna make out with you right now!" Napapiksi ako ng
lumapat ang kamay nito sa litaw kong hita at bahagyang pinisil iyon kaya nahampas
ko ang kamay nito but he just keep caressing it he was even biting his lips. He
look so sexy!

"Colten stop it!" Pilit kong itinaboy ang kamay nito pero makulit talaga ito.
Until the traffic lights became green napaiwas na lang ako ng tingin.

"Seems like the luck was on me sweetheart" he was so fast and he carry me
like i'm just a piece of paper and made me sat on his lips habang nakaharap sa
kanya. Pinamulahan ako ng mukha ng bahagyang lumitaw ang suot kong underwear.
Sinubukan kong ibaba iyon but he stop me.

"Is this the underwear i buy for you right?" Mas lalo kong iniwas ang tingin
ko dahil sa sinabi nito. Bakit kasi ayun pa ang isinuot ko nakakahiya talaga.
Pakiramdama ko kasing pula na ng kamatis ang mukha ko dahil sa kahihiyan.

"You're so cute when you blush damn it!" Mabilis nitong sinakop ang labi ko
na ginantihan ko. He has a sweetest lips.He became more aggresive, his hand was
caressing my thigh until he make me lift and cup my buttocks. I moan escaped from
my mout as his other hand cup my breast and squeeze it napaawang ang labi ko ng
bumaba ang halik nito sa leeg ko i grip on hia hair. His tongue trace the sensitive
part of my neck.

"Ohhh Colten s-stop na" we can already hear some horn it was already red
light at mas lalo pang lumakas ang busina. Napatawa kami ng makaalis ako sa
kandungan nito. Bahagya kong inayos ang suot ko dahil nagusot ito. Hindi pa kami
nakakaalis sa at nakakarating sa pupuntahan namin when we heard his phone beeping i
guess it was text.

Pinagmasdan ko ito habang nagbabasa hanggang sa kumunot ang noo nito at

dumilim ang aura.
 "Fuck them!" I was literally starled when he punch the steering wheel the
blood was now on his hands it keeps flowing.

"C-Colten" I try to hold his hand pero itinaboy niya ito, nasaktan ang
kalooban ko dahil sa ginawa nito but he doesn't seems like he care. What happen?
What kind of text he received!

CHAPTER 26: TRIGGERED

KEISHA

As I look onto him he literally look like that he will be explode anytime,
his eyes was full of angriness and hatred. It sucks that i can't do anything to
make and help him calm! I just let him explode.

He punch the steering wheel countless of times and he didn't even care about me
seating next to him how could he can't calm, how could he able to push my hands
that keep on trying to reach his hand to make him calm! I want to burst out my
angered mukhang hindi naman nito mapapansin kung aalis man ako ngayon. And i did i
get out of the car, while him he just keep on punching the steering wheel.

Gusto kong magpuyos sa galit but i just can't ang unfair lang! Why i am
feeling hurt knowing that there's still some things that can make him forget about
me! And i know what it is! Business and his tons of money! Akmang tatawid na ako sa
pedestrian lane ng may humila sa kamay ko kung kaya't napaharap ako rito.

"What!"

"Keisha please wag ka nang sumabay pa, something just came up wag ka nang dumagdag
pa sa mga iisipin ko!" Parang gusto ko siyang sampalin sa sinabi nito ang lakas ng
loob niyang pagsalitaan ako! He should say to me that he was busy hindi yung
pababayan na lang niya ako na ganito!

"Ang kapal mo din eh ano! Alam mo naiinis ako sayo i want to burst out onto
angered dahil sa ginawa at sinabi mo! But i can't Colten cause i'm still and keep
on tryin to understand you at ikaw itong madalas idaan sa init ng ulo!"

"Cause you are stubborn Keisha! Will you just please shut up! Give me a peace
of mind i still have a lot of business to do right now and it's more important. I'm
fucking sick with babysitting the woman who has a bastard son!" Tuluyan na akong
hindi nakapagpigil dahil sa sinabi nito! Napakawalang hiya niya how could he insult
my son in front of me! I can still handle if he call me whore or bitch but calling
my son a bastard was out of the line! Pakiramdam ko oa siya kilala and Kuya Keifer
was right, we shouldn't take everything that easy and fast. I look at him with full
of angered and guiltiness also for my innocent son.

"My son is not bastard you are the bastard! And i am going to give your peace
of mind asshole!" Sinampal ko ito dahil sa sobrang galit na nararamdaman ko i can't
handle too much emotion it kills me i can't breath! Walang lingon lingon akong
tumakbo kahit bumubusina na ang ilang sasakyan but i just don't mind!
 I feel so numb and lost.

Hindi ko magawang pigilan ang kumakawalang luha sa mata ko palakas na ng palakas

ang dibdiba and i starting to have rapid breathing. Napahinto ako ng makaradam ng
sakit sa dibdib ko it just so hurt, i keep on tryin to calm myself to ease the pain
but it seems like i already lose of control over my emotions.

Why do i feel like i betray? Why do i feel like neglected? I don't know how
to suppress my feelings it just that it hurts anymore. I try hard to calm down but
i always end up sobbing and punching my chest. At my entire life it was the second
time that my Emotion Dysregulation attacked. Emotion Dysregulation is whe you can't
control or manage your emotions that will lead to impulsive emotional actions that
will cause pain and problems.

The first time is when i was a kid and there's a man that keep insisting that
he was our father but my mother didn't deny it. Ng mga panahong iyong naglalaban
ang emosyon ko, if i could believe on him or not. I also want to answer a lot of
question to him. Why did he leave us? I was one of the witnessed on how my mother
suffer from depression because of too much debt to pay.

Walang wala kami ng mga panahon na iyon, at ang mas masakit pa we never
celebrate at any occasion na kumpleto kami. Pero kahit kailan hindi pinaramdam iyon
sa amin ni mama na kulang kami. She always fulfill the space on our hearts that
supposed to be for our father, but he left us. And until now i still don't know
every single thing about him.

"Hey Miss you okay?"

"D-do you think i'm okay!" I look at the man kneeling in front of me with my
eyes full of tears nanlalabo na rin ang paningin ko dahil sa mga luha na namumuo sa
mata ko.

"Your having a hard breathing!" Hinang hina ako at hindi na nakapalag ng

buhatin ako nito at mabilis na kumilos, he was struggling carrying me i can't feel
the fast beat of his heart, he was nervous.

"H-help me please!" Ng maibaba ako nito he go to the driver seat and drive
fastly. Hindi ko na alam ang sunod na nangyari dahil tuluyan na akong nawalan ng
malay, i just woke up on the hospital hindi na ako nagtaka ng ilibot ko ang
paningin ko nakita ko ito sa hamba ng pinto at mag kausap sa cellphone.

"Just cancel my meeting for this day something came up. Yeah i understand, i
will go late there i really need to do something important more than that"
napakagat ako sa labi ko, mukhang nakaabala pa ako. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung paano
ko siya haharapin, ng humarap ito nagtama ang paningin namin and he smiled at me
widely.

"You already awake Miss" lumapit ito sa gawi ko, tsaka ko lang napansin ang
mga pagkain roon may prutas, kanin at ulam roon. Nakakahiya na talaga he put too
much effort pwepwede naman niya akong iwanan na lang rito and left his contact so i
could contact him to turn the favor for his kindness.

"S-salamat" hindi ako makatingin rito dahil sobra itong makatitiga and he was
still smiling widely. Hindi ba ito nakakahalata na naiilang na ako!

"Sorry i just can't leave my gaze on you, you look familliar" napakunot noo
ako dahil sa sinabi nito napatigil rin ako sa pagkagat sa mansanas na hawak ko.

"Maybe we met on some gatherings or what, your not familliar to me" he

chuckled a bit at lumapit sa gawi ko at ginulo ang buhok. What? Is he insane
feeling close lang.

"I'm sorry but i really need to go" tumayo ako at tinanggal ang dextrose na
nakakabit sa akin, they use oxygen mukhang malala ang naging pag atake ng emotion
dysregulation ako. At wala akong balak ipaalam iyon kahit kanino man lalo na kay
mama dahil mag aalala lang siya. And to my kuyas paniguradong hindi nila ako
tatantanan sa pagtatananong kung sino ang dahilan why my emotions suddenly
breakdown.

For all the things he say and the way he insult my son why do i still care
and think of him!

"Are you sure you can manage?" Napapikit ako dahil sa kakulitan nito hindi ko
na mabilang kung ilang beses na niyang tinanong iyan!

"Hey mister i really appreciate your effort your kindness for helping me.
Malaki ang utang na loob ko sayo, i will give you my contact so i can turn the
favor for your kindness. Ayokong magkautang na loob sa stranger" i smiled at him he
look so shock on what i said but he get the paper on my hand where i write my
number.

"I'm Kairon...Kairon Lex Saavedra"

"Keisha" dumaan pa ako sa isang tsore so i can buy something for my son.
Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong hininga ng makaratinga ako sa bahay i
supposed to surprise my son whose hiding on the door pero napahinto ako ng marinig
ang boses ng dalawa kong kuya na mukhang seryosoa ang pinag uusapan.

"I know something was bothering you Keifer, tell me what is it. The way you
treat Colten it just that parang nag iba" i heard kuya keifer sigh heavinly, hindi
pa rin ako napapansin ni Noah.

"I a-already know who's the father of my nephew and i was shock. I don't know
anymore naguguluhan ako. But when the DNA test result came my doubt suddenly ease.
He was the father of Noah Arkanghel" tila natulos ako sa narinig.

Who? Who is the father of my son!? I don't know but i was afraid and nervous
to know the truth!

CHAPTER 27: WITH WHOM?

KEISHA

"Tell me who? Who is the father of our nephew?" I heard Kuya Keifer sigh,
labis ang panginginig ng kamay ko. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa paper bag.

"It's Kane, Kane Colten Eleazar" Tuluyan ko ng nahulog ang hawak kong paper
bag na naglalaman ng pasalubong ni Noah, patuloy sa pag agos ang luha ko. This is
too much to take! How? Hindi ko maintindihan! I know hindi na iyon imposible but
why does its need to be complicated like this!
 "That's why you keep insisting Colten to marry Keisha cause he is the father?
Don't you don't know your being unfair just let them decide for theirself malalaki
na sila Keifer!"

"What do you want me to do Kevin! Let that man destroy and hurt our sister
and nephew! How could you let him so close with our sister! You know that man wala
siyang ibang inisip kung hindi ang kompanya at pera! I am afraid for our sister and
nephew!" Dahan dahan kong hinakbang ang paa ko at sa pagkakataon na iyon napansin
na ako ng anak ko na nanlalaki ang mata na nakatingin sa akin.

I'm so sorry son, i can't even fight for you, i saw a shed of tears on his
innocent green eyes. I can't even utter any words when your father called you
bastrad i'm just glad cause he wasn't there. I don't want to see my son hurting by
his own father.

"T-totoo ba yun kuya! B-bakit bakit hindi mo agad sinabi sa akin!" Kita ko
ang gulat sa mukha nilang dalawa, my vision seems to be blurry because of my tears
that keeps on flowing. Sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko, i was nervous.

"K-keisha" napaluhod ako hindi ko na magawang kumalma i just felt the arms of
my son embrace me kung kaya't napakalma ako nito. Ang namumuo nitong luha na kanina
ay nasa mata lamang nito ngayon ay wala na. He was emotionless mas ikinatakot ko.

My son always act a brave one he keeps on holding back although he already
wants to burst out to tears. Ang hina hina ako, samantalang ang anak ko he is
always by my side and makes me calm at lagi siyang nandiyan nakaalalay sa akin. He
knows how weak his mother is, nasasaktan ko ang anak ko sa ibat ibang paraan.
Himbis na ako ang umalalay sa kaniya siya itong umaalalay sa akin. I am so bless to
have my son Noah Arkanghel.

Pinakalma ako nila Kuya at pinaupo sa sofa katabi ko ang anak ko si Noah na
walang imik na mas lalong nagpakaba sa akin. I rather see him being naughty and
noisy the children who's always curious and keep on asking hanggang sa makuntento
siya. Pero ngayon ibang iba na siya he just remain silent.

Kasalan ko ito, ako ang may kagagawan kung bakit nasasaktan ng ganito ang
anak ko! Ang hirap ang sakit sakit ang hirap rin paniwalaan.

"Anong balak mo Keisha? Sasabihin mo ba kay Colten?" Napakagat ako sa labi ko

dahil sa kalituhan hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko naguguluhan ako. Pero kailangan
niyang malaman, pero natatakot ako sa kakahinatnan. I don't know if he can accept
mys son knowing that he can even call it a bastard. Masakit para sa akin, cause i
thought he already understand it and accept Noah as my son. Paano pa pag nalaman
niyang anak niya nga si Noah?

Kuya Kevin was right, he only cares about his wealth, about his reputation as
a tycoon. Wala siyang ibang inisip kundi ang pagkita ng pera he doesn't even notice
na nababalewala niya na rin ang nararamdaman ko. How i wish he could notice that,
naguguluhan na ako sa nararamdaman niya,

Pero desidido na ako, i will said it to him no matter what. If he can't

accept Noah as his own son then be it, it was his choice to choose his wealth and
fucking reputation!

"S-sasabihin ko sa kaniya Kuya karapatan niya iyon" on the week past, he

never visit us again. Kahit anino niya ay hindi ko makasalubong. His right who
wouldn't be so sick babysitting a woman who has a son with another man pero ngayon
na nalaman ko na siya ang ama ng anak ko nagpupuyos ako ng galit. Although he
doesn't even have any idea about Noah as his own flesh and blood. He still has no
right to call my son Noah as a bastard!

I look at myself on the mirror, i was wearing a vintage dress above and a
flat sandals. I don't know this past few days i always lost my appetite i am not
feeling well i feel dizzy all the time. I will go to his company and talk to him
personally and private this is for the best, i will do it for our peace of mind.

"Are you sure na ikaw lang mag isang haharap sa kanya?"

"Oo nga anak pwede ka naman namin samahan" i smiled at them to give them an
assurance that i can do it by myself.

"Wag na po kayong mag alala mama kuya i can do it. Magpahinga ka na mama,
this past few days you look pale may hindi ba kayo sinasabi sa amin mama?" She look
away at me, but she smile na hindi naman umabot sa mga mata nito. Something is not
on the right place kilala namin si mama. She even passed last week na mas lalo
naming ikinabahala.

"Ayos lang ako mga anak mag iingat ka. Ako ng bahala sa apo ko"

"Ma, take care call us when something happen hmm?"

"I will anak, take care of Mama okay be good wag magpapasaway" i don't why do
i feel nervous right now. Ang inipon kong lakas ng loob ay tila nauubos lalo na ng
malapit na ako sa destinasyon ko. I try to calm myself, i inhale and exhale but it
doesn't help. Nagpasama na lang sana ako, i regret right now for acting a brave one
in front of them.

Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong hininga ng makalabas ako ng kotse, i

feel so nervous. Pagkapasok ko sa kompanya naagaw ko lahat ng atensiyon. My
forehead creased on their reaction, it was my first time here.

"Siya iyon yung sinasabi ni Ma'am Heaven"

"Wala talagang kahihiyan ano at pumunta pa rito" napahinto ako sa paglalakad

dahil sa samut saring masasakit na salita ang naririnig ko mula sa kanila. And i
know its obvious na ako ang pinaparinggan nila all eyes was on me. I just sigh
heavily as i continue walking and i was preoccupied hanggang sa may makabangga ako.
Nasaktan ako dahil sa lakas ng pagkakabunggo naming dalawa.

"S-sorry"

"Look miss look what you've done! Damn---wait are you Keisha Santillan?"
Napakunot ang noo ko dahil kilala ako nito when she removed her glasses my jaw
dropped she look sophisticated. And if i'm not mistaken she was a famous model and
commonly the only heiress of the Jacinto Entertainment.

"Y-yes its me" i don't know why i was so nervous as we're waiting on our
order. Hindi ko alam kung paano niya ako napapayag i was preoccupied. I really had
a bad feeling about this, it seems like something will happen na hindi ko
magugustuhan.

I sigh heavily as she get her bag at naglabas ng isang folder roon, nagtataka
ko itong tinignan, what's that? I was really clueless, tsaka ko lang napansin ang
singsing sa kamay nito ng ilapag nito ang folder sa lamesa.

She was married with whom? And i don't know as i saw a familliar design on
it, i already seen it before hindi ko lang matandaan kung saan at kung kanino.
 And i hope i was wrong about what am i thinking right now hindi maganda ang
kutob ko.

_________

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! KINDLY PRESS THE VOTE ICON🥰

CHAPTER 28: WHAT'S GOING ON

KEISHA

"Hindi na ako magpapaligoy ligoy pa Ms. Santillan, didiretsiyahin na kita.

Its about Kane Colten" nagawi ang atensiyon ko dahil sa sinabi nito, magsasalita na
sana ako ng dumating na ang order nito.

Pinaglaruan nito sa kamay ang isang babasaging baso na may lamang malamig na
tubig and some ice cubes.

"By looking at you, you look so clueless. It was really true huh that look
can be deceiving. I can't believe that you can do some terrible things how cruel
for your son"

"Anong ibig mong sabi----" Hindi ko na natuloy ang sasabihin ko ng buhusan

ako nito ng malamig na tubig. At bakit niya alam na may anak ako? I really don't
know.

"How can you flirt with a married man! You mistress nadadapat lang sa iyo
yan! I'm done and so tired of holding back of my angered! Nakakasuka ka, you and my
husband was cheating behind my back! Your such a disgrace mother and you even have
a bastard son! I'll see you on court bitch!" Patuloy sa pagtulo ang luha ko ng
makaramdam ako ng isang malakas na sampal rito nakarmot rin nito ang pisngi at leeg
ko. Naramdaman ko ang pagdugo ang ibabang labi ko na tumama sa singsing nito.

I wanna defense myself but i can't, i'm so done! Pinagbubulungan na ako ng

tao, she keep on throwing bad things about me, napuno ako ng idamay nito ang
pamilya ko lalong lalo na ang anak ko. No one has right to talk like that about my
son and family! Mabuti sana kung ako lang! And i was just a victim here!

"Ang kapal mo para pagsabihan na bastardo ang anak ko! Kung ayaw mong
lumalandi sa iba ang asawa mo bakuran mo! Walang hiya ka and you are more than
bitch than me!" Sinugod ko ito at gumanti, i pull her hair at idinikdik ang mukha
nito sa lamesa. But she stepped on my put using her killer hills. Napaupo ako sa
sahig ng sikuhin nito ang mukha ko.

Napahawak ako sa dumudugo kong ilong, sinubukan kong kumawala sa higpit ng

hawak nito sa buhok ko. Natanggal na ang ilang butones ng suot kong damit but i
don't care right now, i bit her hand kaya nabitawan nito ang buhok ko at napahiga
ng sikmuraan ko ito.

I sat on her belly at pinagsasampal, may dugo na ito sa ibat ibang parte ng
mukha, but i already loose my control inubos niya ang pasensiya ko. Someone grab my
hair kung kayat napaungol ako sa sakit, ng makabawi sa pagkakasampal ko ito mabilis
itong tumayo at lumapit sa akin.

Sobrang higpit ng lakaki sa akin kung kaya't hindi ko maiwasan ang bawat
sampal nito.

"You deserve that!" napaluhod ako ng isampal nito sa akin ang folder na
kanina pa nito gustong ibigay sa akin. I was left alone, walang sino man ang
gustong tumulong sa akin, the owner of the restaurant kick me out. I feel so betray
ang sakit sakit!

"Ohhh i haven't been personally introduce to you. I'm Heaven Jacinto Eleazar,
the wife of Kane Colten Eleazar"

I don't know where am i? But i just wanna be alone, pagod na pagod na ako
bakit ba nangyayari sa akin ito wala naman akong ginawang masama. Tama ang kutob
ko, kay Colten ko nakita ang ganung klaseng singsing i saw it when we were on
cottage hindi ko na lamang pinansin dahil i was so happy that time nabulag ako!
Naloko ako at ginamit ng paulit ulit with a same person with the man that i loved.
Yung taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko pero niloko lang ako!

Hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin binubuksana ng folder na hawak ko, i was so

afraid. Napaluhod na lang ako ng makaramdam ng pagkahilo at pananakit ng katawan.
Sobrang dilim ng paligid at kalangitan, i cry out loud pinagpapasalamat ko dahil
rito ako napapadpas i was alone here. Natuyo na ang dugo ko sa ilong, sa labi sa
noo maging ang suot ko ay gutay gutay na. I open the folder with my trembling hand.
And the time i already saw what's really on the paper i already feel like i'm
dying. Ang sakit sakit sobra!

"A-ano bang nagawa ko para ganituhin niyo ako! Ang sakit sakit! I punch my
chest as i start to feel a pang of pain.

The paper inside the folder was copy of their Marriage Certificate, and the
last is a file for Adultery for me and Colten. My hand was trembling as i hold the
paper, ang patak lang ng luha ko kanina ay nagsunod sunod.

Gusto kong depensahan ang sarili ko! Pero may maniniwala pa ba sa akin kung
sarili kong kapatid ang titestigo laban sa akin! There's a lot of evidence the
pictures of me and Colten na alam ko kung sino ang may kuha. It was Kuya Kevin!
Why? why did he do that? At bakit pati si Kuya Keifer at mama handang tumestigo
laban sa akin! Ano bang nangyayari!

Hindi ko na alam kung may kakampi pa ba ako! Tila lahat sila unti unti akong
tinatalikuran. Pero hindi ako pwedeng sumuko dahil may anak ako! Sa kanya na lamang
ako kukuha ng lakas. Sobrang sakit na ng buo kong katawan at nahihilo na ako ng
bumagsak ang malakas na ulan. Pinagtitinginan na ako, pero wala ana akong pake ang
mahalaga makuha ko ang anak ko! Dahil maging ang pamilya ko hindi ko na magawang
pagkatiwalaan at hindi ako pwedeng makulong!

Hindi ko na alam kung paano ako nakarating sa bahay, napahinto ako ng

makitang nagkakagulo sa loob ng bahay. Tumakbo ako kung saan naroroon ang ilang
pulis sa labas ng bahay kahit umuulan. Ano nanaman ito! Hindi ko na kakayanin kung
pati anak ko talikuran ako.

Parang gusto kong tumakbo sa kinaroroonan ni Mama ng makita siyang nababasa

ng ulan, napadako ang tingin ko sa kamay nito na may posas. Nilamon ako ng
kalituhan, ano, nanaman ang nangyayari!

Nagtama ang paningin namin ni Mama ang nakalapit ako sa gawi nito, instead of
asking for my help she mouthed at me naayos lang siya nagawa pa niyang ngumiti sa
akin. Naguguluhan na ako sa nangyayari, bakit inaaresto si mama! Ano bang nagawa ni
mama!

"S-sir ano pong nangyayari bakit inaaresto niyo ang mama ko"

"Hindi mo pa ba alam na muntik ng makapatay ang mama mo hija, binaril niya

lang naman ang kaisaisang tagapagmana ng Jacinto at asawa ni Mr. Eleazar"

"Hindi totoo iyon! Tetestigo ako dahil kasama ko ang walang hiyang babae na
iyon at buhay na buhay!"

"Nangyari po ito kanina lamang, at paano ka naman tetestigo hija. Balita ko

may kaso ka rin na dapat asikasuhin dahil pakikisampid sa may asawa" my jaw dropped
on what the police said binangga ako nito sa balikat na halos ikatumba ko.

"MAMA!" hindi ko maiwasang mapasigaw ng ipasok si mama sa loob ng kotse.

Inosente ang mama ko at alam ko na hindi siya makakagawa ng bagay na ibinibintang
nila rito! Mahina na si mama kaya paano niya magagawa iyon! Bakit hindi lumalabas
sila kuya para tulungan si mama, even my son was nowhere to be found na ikinabahala
ko.

Napatakbo ako, hindi ako nagawang lingunin ni mama dahil itinulak na lang
siya bigla. I run so fast upang maabutan ito, iniharang ko ang sarili ko pero
nagawa nila akong padaplisan sa bandang bewang ko. Napaupo ako sa sakit ng hindi
pamilyar na sakit sa puson ko na kanina ko pa iniinda.

I cry so hard ng makita ang hita ko punong puno ng dugo ang kamay ko ng dugo,
i stared blankly at my hand i was shouting for help pero walang lumalabas na boses
sa bibig ko. Puro hagulgol lamang, asan sila kuya? Anong nangyayari, bakit
inaaresto si mama kung tetesitigo siya laban sa akin!

"T-tulong" unti unti nang nanlalabo ang mga mata ko unti unti na akong
nawawalan ng pag asa, i pray silenltly wishing that he would give me someone to
help me, and god has its own plan. He heard my prayer.

Napangiti ako when i smell a familliar perfume bago ko unti unting ipinikit
ang mata ko. Sana ayos lang ang anak ko, he is the only one i have. Nakakapagod ang
araw na ito gusto ko nang magpahinga.

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CHAPTER 29: MISCARRIAGE

KEISHA

Pagmulat na pagmulat ko ng mata sumalubong sa akin ang pamilyar na puting

kisame at ang amoy ng buong silid. Napahawak ako sa pisngi ko ng maramdaman ang
pagtulo ng luha ko, then i remember my mother the image of her in a jail.

"Hey you okay, Nurse!" Hindi ko maiwasang mapahagulgol sa tuwing inaalala ang
pangyayari na iyon, nakaramdam ako ng kirot sa bandang hita ko then i remember what
happen yesterday! Mas lalong lumakas ang hikbi ko ng pumasok sa isipan ko ang hita
kong puno ng dugo. Napakatanga ko! Bakit hindi ko napansin na may buhay pala sa
loob ng tiyan ko!

Pinilit kong bumangon at himasin ang tiyan ko, sana andito ka pa anak!
Patawarin mo si mama!

"Ang anak ko, ayos lang ba siya" kita ko ang lungkot sa mata ng nurse ng
hawakan ko ang kamay nito lalo na ng marinig ang tanong ko. Hindi, hindi maaari!

"M-mahina po ang kapit ng bata at dahil po sa sobrang stress hindi na kinaya

ni baby"

"Hindi totoo yan! Bawiin mo ang sinabi mo!" Hindi ko mapigilang saktan ang
sarili ko dahil sa kapabayaan ko! Wala akong kwentang ina! Ang sama sama ko, i just
killed my own flesh and blood! Bakit hindi ko man lang napansin, i am careless and
such a disgrace mother to my son!

"Calm down Keisha, calm down!" Niyakap ako ng lalaking pamilyar sa akin if i
wasn't mistaken his the man who save me. I punch his chest but be he just let me
and keep caressing my back to make me calm but i just keep on crying on his
shoulder.

Ang sakit sakit! Wala akong kwenta pabaya ako, namataya ang anak ko dahil sa
akin! Kung naging maingat sana ako buhay pa ang anak ko ngayon so i can feel his
heartbeat again! But now i can't feel his heartbeat anymore cause i killed him!

"Shhh it wasn't your fault, i'm sorry for this" unti unti akong nanghina ng
maramdaman ang pagtusok ng kung ano sa braso ko. Naramdaman ko na lamang ang
paghiga nito sa akin hanggang sa lamunin ako ng kadiliman.

KAIRON

I sigh heavily as i stare at my sister laying on a hospital bed, i want to

comfort her but i know it will not help. It wasn't easy to accept the truth that
she just had a misscarriage masakit ang mawalan ng taong minamahal, especially on
her sister part cause she was a mother.

Yes, Keisha is my half sister, and also Kuya Kevin and Keifer they already
know about me last year before our father died. We didn't tell Keisha that time
cause we know she has emotional dsyregulations natatakot kami sa maaring mangyari
sa kanya. Napakalaki ng galit nita kay Daddy so we just kept it to her at alam
namin na kapag nalaman niya iyon magagalit siya sa amin especially to her mother.

I feel sorry to her and to our Dad cause they both didn't have a chance to
met each other. Matagal ng nahanap ni Dad sila Kuya Keifer and gladly they accept
me as their own brother napakabait nila sa akin but her mother didn't agree on what
my dad wish on his last breath to saw Keisha even just for once.

I shed my tears as i remember how my father beg, but i understand Tita Olivia
for not letting my dad saw my sister cause she was afraid on Keisha sudden reaction
at takot rin kami sa mangyayari i just feel disappointed for Keisha and Dad.

Pinunasan ko ang luha ni Keisha bago ako lumabas ng kwarto nito, napahilot
ako dahil sa laki ng problema ngayon i'll do anything for my sister she its already
too much for her. Kailangan naming mailabas si Tita Olivia sa kulungan, maayos na
sana ng plano namin pero lumihis sa plano si Tita Olivia.

We are supposed to talk to Eleazar family to not meddle with us again and
just let Keisha and my nephew live a peaceful life magpapakalayo kami ilalayo namin
sila rito kapalit nito ang 30% share of my dad on Colten company so he can secure
his position without producing a offspring a heiress of him! And i wanna curse him
for using my ister and nephew to secure his position as a CEO! He doesn't deserve
my sister and to be a father to Noah but on the other hand i feel pity for him
cause he doesn't know that he was already hurting his own.

At hindi na ako magtataka kung magsisisi ito sa katangahang ginawa kapag

nalaman nito ang totoo na ito ang tunay na ama ni Noah, his own blood and flesh.

"How was the case?"

"Still on the process fuck!"

"Calm down, we will use that asshole Colten to send out mom on jail" that was
our plan to use Colten para maiartas ni Heaven ang kaso laban kay Tita Olivia and
on the adultery thing althogh our sister has nothing to do with that she is just a
victim of that asshole Colten! He doesn't deserve to be a father of Noah Arkanghel
my nephew he has no balls after what he did to my sister and nephew.After that we
are going to migrate on Amsterdan, we just want to protect our family and don't
meddle again with Eleazar.

KEISHA

As i open my eyes bumalik sa alaala ko ang lahat. From my mother while

watching her on to the police car and the blood on my hand and when doctor said I
got miscarriage because of too much stress and I know it was my fault the pain
inside my chest was unbearable! As a mother sobrang sakit ang mawalan ng anak!

The doctor enter at room, patuloy lamang ako sa pag iyak habang dala dala ang
sama at bigat ng loob ko. Bakit kailangan pa sa akin mangyarj ang lahat ng ito!

"Calm down Miss, calm down makakasama yan sa kalusugan mo" himbis na tumahimik ay
mas lalo akong naluha.
 "S-sino kaba?"

"I'm Jane your psychiatrist, you just had miscarriage and I know how painful
it is" I shake my head on what she said. I can't help but to blame myself on what
happen to my baby. Hindi ako nag ingat pinabayaan ko ang sarili ko nadala ako sa
nararamdaman ko. Hindi ko man lang napansin na buntis ako. And now here I am at the
hospital, I killed my baby! This is my fault.

"Kasalanan ko! Kasalanan ko!"

"Calm down Miss Valdez! It wasn't your fault aksidente ang nangyari"

"Hindi mo maiintindiha---"

"No! I understand you, I know how painful it is! Cause i've been on your
situation I had miscarriage not just once but twice! Kaya hindi mo masasabi na
hindi kita maiintindihan dahil dumaan rin ako sa sakit na iyan! Will you trust me?
Care for your health this time Keisha, will you trust me?" I wiped my tears and
slowly nodded at her. Siguro tama siya, dapat nga sigurong intindihin ko rin ang
kalagayan ko ngayon.

"Don't stress yourself, think positively. Don't let the pain and the sadness
you'll feel right now be dominance. Hindi matutuwa si baby kapag nakikita niya ang
mommy niya na malungkot" napaiwas ako ng tingin dahil sa sinabi nito.

"Actually I envy you, cause no matter how painful it is you can still able to
force a genuine smile. You have a supportive family and friends you are so
lucky...and your son. Isipin mo siya, hindi lang din ikaw ang nawalan pati rin
siya" she's right I shouldn't be blame myself it was his fault! Kasalanan niya
lahat!

I curse him to death for playing with my feelings! That was the reason why he
can't marry me cause he is already married! He just made me mistress of him!
Pakiramdam ko ang dumi dumi ko! Pumatol ako sa lalaking may asawa na! Sobrang sakit
hindi ko akalain na magagawa niya sa akin. And I can't even absurb and accept the
fact that he is the father of my son Noah! He doesn't deserve to be known as father
of my son!

He is asshole! He is dickhead I hate him!

"Calm down, im not that asshole" Napakagat ako sa labi ko ng makita ang kamay
kong nakakakuyom. My knuckles was also red.

"Tomorrow come back here, we will start your medication. Hindi madali ang
sitwasyon mo ngayon. I wanna help you so please cooperate Keisha. I know your brave
and you can cope it"

"I will cooperate Doktora"

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CHAPTER 30: MEDICATION

KEISHA
 I start with my medication after I was send out to hospital. Hindi madali ang
medication napakaraming isinagawang test. I also want to do this for myself and for
my family. I won't let my personal problem got involved with this. Pati ang anak
kong si Noah.

Every night when he was already fall asleep I always talking to him keep
saying sorry at him dahil hindi ko nagawang gampanan ang pagiging ina sa kaniya
gusto kong bumawi sa ana ko I don't want him to get mad at me.

Tama nga si Doctor Jane I should be strong not because for myself but for my
son. I should keep fighting siya na lang ang meron ako ang pamilya ko. Then I
suddenly remember my mom, but my brother said I should think too much about it sila
na raw ang bahala kay mama sila na raw ang maglalabas rito sa kulungan.

I don't know what is the reason why they arrest my mother at gusto kong
malinawagan pakiramdam ko andamidami kong hindi alam sa mga nangyayari. Why does
they need to keep it a secret to me, yun ang ikipinagtataka ko.

"M-Mama" I saw my son walking towards my direction he was holding his

favorite flavor of Ice Cream, cookies and cream. I smiled as he seat beside me.
Nandito kami ngayon sa isang parke dahil ang sabi sa akin ni Dra.Jane its better
for my recovey seeing a calm and adoring scenery. This is actually effective and
relaxing.

"Kamusta ka na? Pagpasensiyahan mo na si M-mama huh" I can't help but to let

out those unspoken words and thoughts inside my chest. No matter how they say I
shouldn't blame myself pero dumadating pa rin sa punto na sinisisi ko ang sarili
ko. I have fault I didn't take care of myself nagpadalosdalos ako sa mga naging
desisyon ko. Nagpakatanga ako sa taong hindi dapat karapat dapat iyakan!

His been fooling for those days we've been sharing. Those days he said that
he liked me and I should trust him pero anong nangyari he just fool me! I was
wrapped around his finger and controlled.

"D-Don't cry mom please...its hurt it was so hurt" tinuro nito ang dibdib at
hinampas. At his early age tila alam na niya ang nangyayari.

"I don't want to see you hurting mom, please stop crying. I should be the one
to protect you I promise mom from now on to protect you at all cost" tuluyan na
akong napaluha. Lumapit ako sa kaniya at niyakap ng mahigpit, I cry even more when
he patted my back as I cry onto his shoulder.

"Mama stop crying, natutunaw na ang Ice Cream" bahagya akong natawa dahil sa
sinabi nito. He really knows how to lighten up the mood.

"I'm so lucky to have you as my son Noah Arkanghel. You are my angel in
disguise, maybe god send you for me cause I am to weak and he gave me you, so I
keep holding on and I have someone to be with"

"Stop it mom, your not weak!" Nanlaki ang mata ko dahil sa ginawa nitong
pagsigaw. We get some attention of the people here around the area. Bahagya pa
nitong dinilaan ang hawak na Ice Cream, kung kaya't napangiti ako.

"Stop thinking that you're weak! Cause your not! If you are really weak you
can't able to surpass the obligation and responsibilities towards me! You need an
around of applause for raising me! Hindi mo kinailangan ng makakahaligi para
palakihin ako, you surpass all of those difficulties to gave me a better life and
future. A-and now mom I know you can able to surpass this andito lang ako. Y-your
strong and the most bravest woman I ever met" hindi ko nakitaan ng mga luha ang
mata niya. His voice broke while saying those thing but he prevent his self to not
cried in front of me.

I am more braver cause the foundation of my strength are more braver than me.

"T-thank you so much son, I don't know what to do anymore If I don't have
you"

"Magpagaling ka mama, I don't wanna see you on that state. Wherever my

brother or sister is I know the baby was happy seeing you slowly recovering" my son
was right I should be strong and wherever my baby is I know he or she was already
happy in peace.

"Keisha!" My eyes widen as I saw my brother's they were with someone at

namumukaan ko siya. His the one who save me napakalaki ng utang na loob ko sa kanya
dapat ko siyang pasalamatan.

"Kuya Kevin! Kuya Keifer!" I gritted th with a warm hug they also hug me and
patted my back. Honestly I alreas miss my two protective brother. Nagawi ang
atensiyon ko sa lalaking kasama nila na kanina pa nakatingin sa akin. I feel
awkward at his stare im being uncomfortable with it.

"Stop staring at her Kairon, your scaring our sister!" My forehead creased at
what my brother said. Our sister? What does he mean? Paanong nangyari na naging
kapatid ko itong napakagwapo sa harap ko.

"W-what do you mean? Our sister, will you explain it at me kasi naguguluhan
na ako at litong lito. Hindi ko na alam kung sino ang paniniwalaan ko.

"You heard it right Keisha, he was our half brother. Anak siya ni papa sa
ibang babae" I lost my balance but gladly they can able to support my weight. I
cover my face with my hand and cried there. I don't know If I can able to surpass
this after knowing their revelations hindi ako makapaniwal!

"W-why you didn't tell me! Bakit sinekreto niyo sa akin ito! You have a lot
of time to tell me about this and why now!" I can't help but to raise my voice at
them. But i'm not mad I know that they just did it for my safety also.

"I'm sorry Keisha, we just want what is the best for you kaya hindi namin
nasabi sayo"

"M-may hindi pa ba kayo sinasabi sa akin? Please sabihin nyo na" they all
look at each other and sigh, I guess marami pa silang hindi nasasabi sa akin.

This is too much to absurb I can't believe this, I want to know all of the
things they didn't say at me. Why did they take it as a secret I feel neglected, I
have rights to know everythings that involve about me.

"It's about our dad" my jaw dropped at what they said. Wag nilang sabihin na
buhay pa ang papa namin? By just thinking about my father there's part of me that
want to saw him and give him a warm embrace. I'm not getting any younger I already
forgave him, I want peace and I will start it at forgiving.

"H-how is he?" Labis ang kabang nararamdaman ko habang pinagmamasdan ko ang

tatlo kong kuya they we're all look hesitant to say it to me.

"He found us, he was alive that time he was eager to talk to you but our
mother didn't let him" napakunot noo ako sa sinabi nila. Bakit hindi siya pinayagan
ni mama? I know they were not in good terms but I still want to see him and gave
him a chance to be a father to me.

"W-where is he now?" I don't know but I got nervous at what they we're going
to say at me. I let a heavy sigh and ready myself.

"H-he died" my tears fell on my eyes as I heard what they said. I was out of
words in a minute I don't know what to say. My silently crying turn to a sob, I
can't believe this, hindi man lang ako nabigyang ng pag asa na makasama siya. I
want to hear all of his explanation but how could he do that if he already left us.
He didn't even let me saw and talk to him, why does the world is so unfair to me!

"W-why you didn't tell it at me earlier! You don't know how eager I was to
talk to him and gave him a chnace to be a father at us! Pero bakit pinagkaitan niyo
kami na makasama ang isat isa!"

"Keisha calm down! Makakasama yan sa kalusugan mo, please calm down. We are
going to discuss it at you" pinaupo nila ako sa upuan at pinakalma I should be
careful this time this will just worsen my condition.

"It was our mother decision when your trauma triggered she was afraid to tell
you about our Dad. But we swear we just did what is the best for you. Don't be
angry at mama she has nothing to do with it. She just want what is the best for
you" I understand know why my mother did that kahit mahirap tanggapin kailangan
dahil wala na akong magagawa upang maibalik ang nangyari na.

"About our mom? Her case"

"T-that was our problem, we try our best already to send her out at jail but
she didn't want either, she admit that she did it, she was found g-guilty" my world
seems likely to fell down at what I heard.

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CHAPTER 31: HE DOESN'T DESERVE

KEISHA

"Mom your crying again, I told you stop crying I am also hurting. I don't
wanna see you h-hurting" I heard my son voice at the doorstep of my room his voice
broke as he go near me. Mabilis kong pinunasan ang luha ko at hinarap ito ng may
pekeng ngiti sa labi.
 "I'm okay son don't worry about me" I touch his hair and comb it as he sit
beside me, he frown as he look directly at my eyes.

"Mom how many times do I have to tell and remind you that don't lie. Its okay
not to be okay, ayos lang umiyak mom I am always here okay. I know i'm to young but
im not stupid just to watch you hurt and cry. I love you mom and I always will, I
can be your crying shoulder" sunod sunod na tumulo ang luha na kanina ko pa
pinipigilan.

I'm not suppose to cry in front of my son, I shouldn't act like a weak one in
front of him pero hindi ko mapigilan. Mas masasaktan ko siya kapag nagsinungaling
ako, I better be a weak and cry in front of my son than act like I am strong and
okay and lie at him.

"P-patawarin mo si mama. Ang hina hina ko, sobrang ipinagpapasalamat ko that

I have a son like you. I should be the one to comfort you after what happen but you
are the one who's comforting me. Why does it need you we're stronger than me, and
why does it need you are the one who's protecting me"

"S-stop crying mom, I can't bear another hour seeing you like that. Come one
I will wipe your tears" Napangiti ako sa turan nito, he was only eight and he act
like at his thirties kakaiba ang anak niya sobrang advance ibang iba sa mga batang
nasa edad walo.

"You should unwind, don't worry about grandma, they will do anything to send
grandma out of jail. Let's go mom we should unwind and stroll around okay"
napatango tango ako sa sinabi ng anak ko tama siya I should unwind and I know my
brothers will do anything to send mom out of jail.

"Where are we going Noah?" I ask my son as he continue holding my hand and
walk we already at the crowded places knowing my son he hated this but here we are
going to amusement park.

"I want to enjoy this day with you mom I hope you too" tumango ako rito
nagpaubaya. I just let him hold my hand and ride at different rides. Even for a
meantime I forgot all of my problems with the help of my son.

"Thank you so much Noah, I owe you a lot, I don't know what to do anymore if
I don't have you" we ask some stranger to took ask some photos everytime we go at
different places and ride at differents rides here at amusment park.

"I-I love you Mama, I love you so much" my son voice broke I burst into tears
as I saw his tears flowing through his eyes. H-he just cried in front of me. He
buried his face on my chest and hug me tightly I can hear his sobs that made me cry
silently he need me this time...no we need each other. We cried our heart out in
the arms of each other, its hurt seeing him broke.

Im so sorry son kasalan ko, I shouldn't let my guard down pero nagpakauto at
nagpakatanga ako.

"I love you too my son" we just enjoy our day whole day wala kaming ibang
ginawa kundi ang magsaya. We will want to have a peace of mind kahit sandali lang.

"Keisha you should rest for now and also your son, we we're also pack our
things" napakunot ang noo dahil sa sinabi nila. How about mom? Hindi namin siya
pwedeng iwanan roon.

"C-can I visit mom please?" I saw them gulp and close their eyes intently
tsaka ko lang napansin na hindi na nila kasam si kuya Kairon.
 "O-okay if that's what you want, we will visit mom" napangiti ako dahil sa
sinabi nito. Pinagdikit ko ang dalawa kong palad ng malapit na kami sa pupuntahan
namin. I don't know why I feel nervous.

"Are you sure you are going to be okay?" I hold my brother Kevin hand and
smiled at him genuine.

"Magiging ayos lang ako kuya wag kang mag alala" I let a heavy sigh habang
hinihintay na lumabas si mama. I bit my lower lip when I saw my mom, she was
looking down at hindi magawang itaas ang mukha nito.

"M-ma" I call her as she sit in front of me but she still looking down. I
heard her gaps and sobs, that made me cry silently. Naramdaman ko na lamang ang
pagtulo ng luha ko, I can't bear seeing her like this. With those handcuffs. I
can't bear hearing her sob, napansin ko rin ang pangangayayat niya. Oh god what
happen to my mother, it seems like she's wasn't eating for a weak.

"M-ma anong nangyari? We will get out of you here, hindi ako papayag na
iwanan ka rito. After we get you out from jail we are going to Armsterdan" I try
holding her hand but she take it away my jaw dropped at what she did.

"M-ma kausapin mo naman ako ohhh. Wala kang kasalan aksidente lang ang
nangyari!"

"Hindi kasalanan ko!" My eyes widen when she stand from seating in front of
me. We even get the attention of some detainees.

"C-calm down Ma! Let's talk about calmly" instead of hearing me out she slam
her hand on the table na nagpagulat sa akin at nagpakaba. Her eyes was fuming mad
tila wala ito sa sarili.

"H-hindi mama, wala kang kasalanan" and for the second time around I hold her
hand but she throw it away, I saw a blood on my hand nakitaan ko ng pag aalala ang
mata niya kaya nabuhayan ako but she immediately change her emotion it turns to
blank face.

"Umalis kana! Ayaw na kitang makita pa!" Tila dinurog ang puso ko sa sinabi
nito. I try to stop from walking out but she didn't let me she just keep pushing me
away.

"M-Ma please kausapin mo ako nakikiusap ako sayo" she keep pushing I try so
hard to beg in front of her pero wala. She remain silent and cold.

"Let's go now Keisha" I didn't notice that my brother already holding my hand
and stoppinge from running aways towards our mom. I know that she is innocent! We
will gonna send her out to jail!

"H-hindi kuya wag natin iwanan si mama! Ayoko!" Hindi na ako nakapalag ng
hilain ako ni Kuya papaalis. Hanggang sa makasakay na kami sa kotse at nakalayo na.
My tears are keep on falling.

"Stop it Keisha! You can't push her to do what she want! Y-you better fix
yourself for your son for god sake! We will take care of mom" wala akong nagawa ng
makarating kami sa bahay.

"Did you already talk to grandma mama?" My son welcomed me with that question
I don't know what should I say at him.
 "Your grandma will be okay Noah she is strong, sa ngayon mauuna puna tayong
umalis" kahit labag sa loob ko ay wala akong magawa dahil desidido si mama na hindi
ako kausapin. I hope everything will be on its right place. It was so tiring.

"Did you already pack your things son?"

"Yes mom!" I smiled as he show me on our room his laguagge that full of his
clothes and toys...that Colten gives.

"O-ohh I forgot mom I will left it here" I saw sadness on his voice as he
remove those toys.

"You can bring that" I heard a long heavy sigh from him, hindi nito magawang
iangat ang tingin.

"I won't need that, I will throw those things he gave to me it just a piece
of trash!" My jaw dropped as he throw the expensive toys at nasira iyon.

"NOAH! You shouldn't do that" I can't help but to raise my voice at him!

"No mom! Why I shouldn't?! He hurt you and it because of me!"

"N-No son, No, he was still your father Noah and you should value those thing
he gave to you." I kneel in front of him and wipe his tears. Even he do terrible of
things and fooled me I don't have rights to bad mouth him to Noah and take away his
responsibility.

"Father?" My son laugh sarcastically.

"He doesn't deserve to be a father! Who's father can called his son as
bastard! Who!? Tell me mom! Tell me does he deserve to be a father! NO HE DOESN'T
HE! I LOATHE HIM FOR HURTING THE MOST IMPORTANT WOMAN IN MY LIFE!"

CHAPTER 32: JUST DIE!

KEISHA

"Did you already pack your things Keisha"? I quickly looked up at my brother
Kairon I didn't notice that he already arrived cause I was preoccupied at the whole
time. My son Noah was silently seating his food beside me, his not now crying after
he said those words that made me realize it was my entire fault! I let my son get
used to Colten’s presence with the two of us siya ang mas nasaktan.

I don't know how to start a conversation with him, I can't even ask him who
said that to him. How did he know that Colten call him a bastard. Even me was shock
as I heard those word come from him. I thought he already accept Noah but deep
inside he hate him. Naiinis ako sa kaniya I wanted to slap him, I wanted to shout
at him gusto kong ilabas ng galit ko sa kaniya dahil napakalaki ng epekto nito sa
anak namin, siya ang nadidikdik sa sitwasyon naming dalawa kahit hindi nya
gustuhin.

He hate our son that was the truth, Noah is diligent and kind that's why I
can't understand why he hate Noah deep inside. Maayos ang pagsasama nilang dalawa
kaya kahit ako hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit sa tinagal tagal ng pinagsamahan
nilang dalawa ganun pala ang tingin nya kay Noah.

"Hey your spacing out, did you already pack your things"

"S-sorry kuy, yes we already pack our things" today is our flight to
Armsterdan. I was a little bit hesitant cause my mom will left here but I trust my
brother's when it comes to our mom case I know they will do anything to send our
mom out of jail. Kahit may pag aalinlangan kinakailangan namin itong gawin para sa
ikakabuti ng lahat, gusto ko na lang manahimik kasama ang anak ko makukuntento na
ako pag andyan sya lagi sa tabi ko.

"I just get my luggage mom" I smiled at my son as he said goodbye to me. We
are just all silent after we pack our things. A few hours later we were leaving, we
were all quiet while eating on the kitchen, until my brother Kairon broke the
silence. He was kind and sweet he always taking care of us and I notice that he was
close with our two brothers.

They had known each other for a long time, when they explained why they hide
it from me, I understand their reason cause it was also for my sake. I just feel
sad for not seeing my Dad for the last time, maybe that's really what's destined
for the two of us and I already forgive him a long time ago.

"Where do you want to go for the last time before we fly from Amsterdam
Keisha?" I stopped eating and looked up at my brother Kairon.

"I want to visit Dad and my baby also I just want to bid my goodbye to them
even just for awhile"

"Okay if that's what you want we will visit them before our flight" im still
grieving for my baby lost I was still in the process of absorbing all those bad
news happen in my life. But also I don't want to get stuck in this kind of sadness
and situation I have a son who rely on me.

"M-mom can I go with you?" I smiled at my son and lightly combed his hair.

"Of course you can come along with me, let's go" my son and I were quiet when
we arrived at the cemetery, but he was the one who broke the silence. Sobrang
nasasaktan ako para sa anak ko, his so innocent. But he was different from other
kids, I know we can cope this, hinding hindi ko hahayaang mapahamak ang anak ko.
Sya na lang ang meron ako at makukuhanan ng lakas.

"Hi there Grandpa! Its me Noah Arkanghel your grandson, we are just so
unclucky cause we didn't even had a chance to talk and bond with each other. I hope
your happy there, don't worry about Mom i'll take care and protect her at all cost"
I sniffed at what he said, he was also silently crying and wiping his tears. Bakit
ganyan ka Noah, after all the things I cause you pero heto ka pa rin mas minamahal
mo ako at prinoprotektahan, ako dapat ang prumoprotekta sayo...anak. Patawarin mo
si mama.

"Dad, I'm so sorry cause it takes years before I forgave you. I was so hurt
when you left us and mama. You just left us with nothing, we experience to slept on
the road and. We don't have enough rice and food to eat. I was blaming and loathe
you cause I'd seen how much mom suffer while working her ass off. Even she was
tired she did her best so she could give us a right amount of food and so we can go
to school and graduate. Your wasn't there when we needed you the most "

I felt my son hugging me and patted my back to make me calm.

 "I was fuming mad! I even wish for your death and I regret saying those
things. We doesn't even have a chance to talk about it. But I always love you Dad,
forgive me for being stubborn and loathing you" so many things what I regret I did.
If I will continue hating and blaming my dad nothing will happen, and we can't do
anything to change our mistake but we can still correct it different ways.

Kung mas maaga ko lang sana na realize na walang may kasalanan ng lahat sana
kahit papaano nagkita at nagkausap kami ni papa.

When it comes to decision making we shouldn't just look at one side but also
on how will it affect others.

"B-baby forgive Mama, I couldn't take care of you it was my entire fault. I
hope you forgive Mommy I'm sorry because I was carried away by how I feel. If I
just have to be extra careful you're still alive. Im so sorry!"

"Mom stop blaming yourself its not your fault it was accident and its not the
right time to blame anyone your health should be our prioritize, always remember
everythings happen for a reason. God maybe had a plan for us, your brave enough to
cope this im just always here okay. Don't blame yourself, do you think our baby
would be happy seeing our mom crying and hurting " after we bid our goodbyes we
went straight home to get our laguagge.

"I'll carry that"

"Thank you Kuya Kairon, hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko kung wala kayo" I was
still not comfortable calling her brother I was still adjusting.

"Sir may tao po sa labas hinahanap si Ma'am Keisha hindi po namin pinapapasok
pero mapilit po baka kakilala nyo andun pa rin po sa labas" My forehead creased at
what the guard said. When we go to the gate I heard the familiar voice shouting
forcefully and the guard preventing him from entering. Nagpupumiglas ito sa hawak
ng mga guard at mapilit talaga ma makapasok.

"Just please let me in! I just want to talk with Keisha, tell her that Colten
was here"

"Sir hindi po talaga pwede pasensiya na. Ginagawa lang po namin ang trabaho
namin, pagpinayagan ka po naming makapasok baka masisante kami"

"Damn that Eleazar his really testing my patient huh!" I was alarmed as I saw
my three older brothers let go of the luggage that they were holding. Mabilis
silang nakapunta sa kinaroroonan ni Colten. I feel nervous, I gave my son our
luggage and followed them. Oh my god what should I do!

"And you still have guts to go here huh Eleazar and show your face, after all
the thing you've done!" I screamed as they rushed at Colten and punched him. My
hand was shaking when I saw Colten laying on the cold road.

"Guards stop them! Pigilan nyo sila baka kung anong magawa nila! I thought
the guard will stop them but they didn't! I would have run in their way but I felt
someone who holds my hand and stop me.

"Stay still mom, just let them"

"N-noah" my voice broke at what he said, his not looking at me he was just
staring at Colten's direction coldly.
 "He deserve that" my jaw dropped at what he said.

"J-just let me talk to Keisha im begging you!" I saw Colten throwing back a
punches to my three brothers. My eyes widen when he run towards me and Noah.
There's a blood on his suit it was already tore that show his massive chest. His
lips was bleeding and even his nose but it seems like he doesn't care at all.

"K-keisha please talk to me please" my eyes watered as I watched him begging

in front of me.

"KEISHA DON'T YOU DARE!" instead of listening to my brothers I nod at Colten

for the last time I want to burst out those unspoken words inside my chest. Gusto
ko nang tapusin kung ano man ang namamagitan sa aming dalawa ito ang mas nakakabuti
sa lahat at sa...amin.

"I'll give you five minutes" I saw my brother closing their eyes intently as
they go to the car to gave us privacy. Why does it feel so unfair, I want to pucnh
him for fooling me! For using me and make me as his mistress! But when I saw him
beg on his kness I feel hurt. Those tears on his cheek and blood over his face I
feel guilty! And I don't know why!

"T-talk" I try so hard to not make my voice sound guilty and broke but I
failed.

"K-Keisha hurting you aren't my intention liste ---" and before he could
finish his sentence my palm flew to his cheek. The tears kept flowing in my eyes. I
still can't talk at him and face him, I was hurting seeing him. All the things he
done! Mu baby died, my mother send to jailed I became a mistress it was all because
of him! I can't help but to blame it all to him. Alam ko hindi ko dapat ito isisi
sa kanya pero hindi ko maiwasan lalo na yung galit na namumuo sa dibdib ko, gustong
gusto ko syang sumbatan!

"Listen? The last time I did listen to you it ends up me and my son life and
reputation to jeopardy and shame! I regret listening to your bullshit and let you
fooled me! I didn't do anything to harm you so why did you do this to me! I hate
you! I hate you! After all I realized that all the things happen between us are
just part of your plan and show! Masaya ka na ba kasi nasaktan mo ako at naloko,
nanalo ka nasaktan mo ako ng sobra, and I bit on your bait! " I punch his chest and
he just let me punch it. Hinayaan nya ako sa gusto kong gawin sa kaniya, he let me
hurt him physically. Pero ako hindi nya lang sinaktan physically, he also hurt me
emotionally. The pain is seems like have no plan to stop stabbing me directly on my
chest especially for what he did to me and our son!

"L-listen to me sweetheart please, yes at first everything was on my plan. To

get close to you but I do really love you" pumikit ako ng mariin sa pag amin nito.

"That love you feel over me is just bullshit and toxic! Im so tired listening
and get fooled by you! I don't want to get involved on you again! I regret loving
you!" I could see the pain that went through his eyes but this time I would not let
myself be fooled to someone like him who did nothing but hurt me! Wala na kaming
ibang ginawa kundi ang saktan ang isat isa, this is not good for a relationship
nagkakasakitan lang kami at maraming nadadamay isa na roon ang inosente naming
anak.

"I love you Keisha, please gave me ---"

"Hindi! At hinding hindi na akong magpapakatangang muli! This is your chance,

remember what you said you are so tired babysitting me who has bastard son! Go get
lost!" I push him but he doesn't move he just stay still from where he was sitting.
He tried kissing me but I slap his face, I can feel those tears from him when he
tried to kiss me. Ang sakit sakit, hindi ko na alam kung makakayanan ko pa ang
sakit kung mananatili pa kami ng anak ko sa tabi nya.

"Don't show your face again on us! Stop meddling with our own life just die
that's what you deserve" I throw his hand when he tried to stop me from walking
out. He beg on his knees but I won't be fragile this time. This is for everyone's
sake. Im so tired I just want now to have a peaceful life, and away from him.

Akala ko ang mahalin sya ang pinakamasayang nangyari sa buhay ko...pero hindi
dahil isang bangungot para sa akin ang mahalin siya ng higit pa sa sarili ko!

_________

Hindi naman masakit😜😭

CHAPTER 33: HIS POINT OF VIEW

COLTEN

"Colten son you should eat kahi unti lang. Wag mo naman pabayaan ang sarili
mo" I heard my mom said naramdaman ko ang pag upo nito sa kama ko. I've been
staring at the ceiling of my room, I was preoccupied I don't even feel talking, im
so tired. I can't feel the pain in my feet because of the car accident.

The day she left me, pakiramdam ko nawalan ako ng buhay. I can't do anything
but to watch her leave on the country. I don't have any idea where they go, I want
tos stop her but I also want to gave her what she want. She wants me out of her
life but I can't bibigyan ko siya ng sapat na oras para makapag isip.

"Sa tingin mo babalikan ka niya kapag nakita ka nya sa ganiyang kalagayan!

You should take care of yourself! You'd been drinking alcohold paano makakatulong
yan sa kalagayan mo! Kahit ngayon lang makinig ka naman sa akin! Im also tired your
Dad was also tired makinig ka naman saamin" I got wasted for a months nawala ako sa
sarili ko.

I regret all the things that i'd than on her but I feel sorry even more for
my son Noah Arkanghel. I can't still believe when my mom confess that she already
knew it all she's the one who plan all of it. I got angered pero nawala rin iyon, I
am more angry to myself I loathe myself!

I lost them because of my did! Because of my selfish decision if I could just

be open minded and realize early how lucky I am to have them sana hindi lahat
nangyari ang lahat ng ito!

But I realized that life should must go on dapat hindi ako magpakatanaga at
magmukmok lamang. Cause my mom was right I can't take them back in my arms if I
didn't learn on my mistake I should be persistent at patunayan ang sarili ko sa
kanila that I still deserve forgiveness.

And before I leave on the city I set a date to talk with Heaven. Gusto ko
nang ayusin lahat ng gulo na ginawa.
 "C-Colten"

"I was here cause I want to clear my name, gusto kong tapusin kung ano man
ang namamagitan sa akin. I know I hurt you a lot of times, pinaasa kita so I want
to say sorry and get your forgiveness for what I did" I sip on my coffee I saw her
wiping her tears, I regret for agreeing on that bullshit wedding just to save my
position on the company. I didn't notice that I was also hurthing those people
around me.

I became numb and blind because of money.

"Keisha has not something to do between our problem, she is just a victim and
my s-son" I can't help those tears fall on my eyes. I didn't just hurt the woman I
loved but also my innocent. I was bastard! Her brother's was right im not good at
their health at them.

This past few months I visit my poor baby on the cemetery, nalaman ko na
nakunan siya! Ng araw na iyon pakiramdam ko ang sama sama ko. She experience all
those terrible things because of me! I didn't had a chance to say to her that I
love her too and protect her. I failed to protect her over monster side.

I failed as husband, I failed as lover, Ifailed as son and I failed as a

father.

I deserve the hate from them, I deserve all the blame, it was my entire
fault.

"I-im so sorry too Colten ng dahil sa akin nasira ka sa kanya. I really

regret it, I also have fault, umasa ako sa ng ikasal sayo. I didn't even care if
you already have someone on your life"

"I already forgive you, I just want to clear all of those things happen
between us and also her name. I'll be leaving and I want to have peace of mind"

"You deserve to rest after all those thing happen. Let just move on, let's
start the new chapter of our own life" Heaven and I decided to annul our marriage
and just be friend.

I attended her wedding I was the best man, and Im happy for her. She already
have a child and she's happy with her life.

Do I still deserve them God? Imagining myself without them is the thing I
can't bear. I'll wait for the day until they comeback no matter how years it takes.
I'll be waiting for them.

"Son are you sure about this? I'm not stopping you son honestly I support
your decision you need to unwind and new environment. I am proud of you son, take
care call us when something happen okay?"

"I-I will Dad, I will. So I gotta go now mom stop crying I can't leave seeing
you like that"

"S-sige umalis ka na nga nakakainis ka!" I bid my goodbye at them, I resign

as a CEO in my own company I let my brother handle I trust him. For now I just want
a new environment my Dad and Mom was right I need this.

I cut the resource of my money, I don't have any ATM with me neither money.
It doesn't mean that I should need unwind it was already out of town but actually
not. I just want to live with a simple life. Yung nakukuha mo ang gusto mo dahil
pinaghihirapan mo hindi yung nakukuha mo ang gusto mo sa simpleng paraan kasi may
pera ka.

"Sir andito na po tayo"

"Thank you so much" I let a heavy sigh ng makasakay ako ng bangka. Yes I want
to live on the place that will help me be healed, the place where she came from.
Last time we got there is we date, she told me about how does it feel living near
the sea and farm. It was calm and relaxing at the same time.

"Sir dito po kayo maninirahan, ito pa ang bahay niyo. Pagpasensiyahan nyo na
lamang dahil magulo at kulang pa sa gamit"

"It's okay, i'll work here hindi na po ako iba sainyo. You can call me Colten
stop the formality. Hindi po ako boss niyo rito"

"Kung ganun po mauuna na ako" I let a heavy sigh as I enter on the house
honestly you can't say that it was a house cause it was a simple and small NIPA
hut. There's still a lot of things I need to buy on my new house, yes this will be
my new home. This is the new environment I am talking about, I want a new situation
that will test my capabilities and patience, this is what I need.

I choose this place cause I know how important this place to her, even just
here I want to feel that she was still here, I know she will come back and if that
happen i'll definitely do anything to win her back and our son Noah Arkanghel.

Masasabi ko na sa ilang buwan ko na pananatili sa isla na ang tangin

kabuhayan lamang ay pangingisda at pagsasaka napakahirap. It was really tiring at
masakit sa katawan. You really need to work hard to buy all those things you
wanted, when I start living here at first I almost cry dahil sobrang hirap. I need
to adjust for the new environment at magtrabaho ng mabibigat.

My body was aching every cause I'd been carrying a sack of rice that they
harvest to sell on the market. And also I need to walk up early at four upang maaga
ang paglayag namin at hindi delikado.

"Ito pa hijo!" Napaungol ako ng makita ang napakaraming timba na may lamang
isda, we need to sell it on the market kung hindi ay wala kaming kita. Matumal ang
mga isda ngayon kaya panigurado wala pa sa tatlong daan ang kikitain namin.

Even Im not feeling well I still decided to go with them fishing I need to
work hard so I could eat three times a day.

"Ayos ka lang ba hijo mukhang hindi maganda ang pakiramdam mo ah"

"Im okay Mang Nestor, wala ka pong dapat ipag alala" nakailang hakbang pa
lamang ako ng makaramdam ako ng hilo hanggang sa hindi ko na magawang ibalanse ang
katawan ko at nawalan ako ng malay.

When I open my eyes I saw Mang Netsor worried face.

"Naku mabuti na lamang at gising ka na hijo pinag alala mo kami"

"Im okay Ma---owww" I massaged my forehead ng bigla itong kumirot.

 "Tignan mo anong ayos lang, hindi ka ayos hijo. Sinabi mo sana na nilalagnat
sana nakapagpahinga ka" napadako ang tingin ko sa kasama nitong morenang babae na
kanina pa nakatingin sa gawi ko.

"Si Magdalena nga pala anak ko kakauwi niya lang galing manila" I didn't
bother to look again at Mang Nestor daughter Magdalena.

"Pasensiya na po Mang Nestor sa abala"

"Naku ano ka ba, para na ring anak ang turing ko sayo. Tsaka nga pala itong
anak kong si Magdalena puna ang mag aalaga sayo" I supposed to argue with Mang
Nestor about his daughter staying here and taking care of me but he already left.

"U-uhmm im Magdalena, your Colten right? Can I ask something?"

"Your already asking me Magdalena"

"Why you gave up your position as CEO at your own company? Im sure you ha---"
and before she could finish her sentence I already cut her.

"Giving up my position as a CEO and my reason behind it is NONE OF YOUR

BUSINESS. Now get lost" years had passed and I still don't have any good news about
them. Sometimes my family wa visiting me here and I was glad knowing that they
support and respect my own decisions.

At the past years, Magdalena and I became friends she's fun to be with, pero
inawasan ko siya when she confess how she feels from me.

I can't reciprocate her feelings I don't want her to be like Heaven na umasa
lang. The only thing I can offer to her is friendship no other than that.

"Sa tingin mo hindi mo ako nasasaktan sa pag iwas mo! Nasasaktan ako Colten"

"At first place Lena I already clear myself to you, that friendship is the
only thing I can offer to you! I have a wife and son!"

"Really Colten, the last time I check you used her and your son that's why
she left you! Why can't you open your heart for me! Why!" Binaklas ko ang kamay
nito na nakapulupot sa bewang ko...No I can't bear to see another women hurting
because of me.

"You know I can't, siya lang talaga. Siya lang ang mahal ko at mamahalin ko
pa kahit gaano kasakit, and no matter how many years it takes for her to forgive
me, i'll be waiting for that day"

CHAPTER 34: INHERIT

KEISHA

"Mom how can I fix this shit! I've been watching a tutorial video on YouTube
on how to fix a tie but I really can't. It looks so easy but it wasn't!" When does
fixing your necktie became a shit. I rolled my eyes at what my son said. Here we go
again, he was so hot tempered and easily got loss his patience.

As he grew up he became like this, very stubborn, sensitive and unbeatable.

Well what would I expect meron itong amang ubod nf yabang and he inherit it from
him! Noah inherited as well as his pride but honestly my son is a better person
than what you think. He might be stubborn and hardheaded sometimes but he can do
more good things. He act like he don't want to be friends with anyone but the truth
is he value their friendship. Habang lumalaki ang anak nya mas lalo itong nagiging
protective sa kanya at madalas nilang pag awayan ang pagiging over react nito sa
tuwing aalis sya ng hindi ito kasama.

I will never get tired of fixing his tie, combing his hair, giving him
advice, and comfort him. His my life, my treasure. Hindi ko kakayanin ang lahat ng
pagsubok na pinagdaanan ko ng wala si Noah, sya ang pinaghuhugutan ko ng lakas sa
araw-araw.

"Your words Noah Arkanghel! You're already fifteen and you still don't know
who to fix your necktie! You just need to do this but how does you find it so hard
for you" I pouted ng mapansin kung gaano kalayo ang height namin. Madalas kaming
mapagkamalan na magkapatid dito na ikinakatawa naming dalawa. Paano ba naman kung
tratuhin nya ako parang ate. Sya pa ang madalas ang manermon sa akin. I'm so lucky
to have him.

Sobrang bilis lumipas ng panahon at ngayon mas malaki na siya sa akin,

nagmukha tuloy na kuya ko sya! Well why would I expect with his genes tsk. He is so
tall at alam ko na may mas ilalaki pa sya paglipas ng panahon. He was achiever, he
loves sport, I notice he has interest with business but instead of taking a strand
related to that but he didn't, he choose otherwise. He said he wants to be a pilot,
so I just support his decision.

And the last but not the least my son is heartbraker! There's a lot of girls
who's going in our house and saying they're pregnant even they aren't. I don't know
what to do anymore, I'm just really sorry. Everything I reprimand my son about
those girls his just giving me a same answer. Hindi ko ba alam kung bakit kailangan
hanggang sa bahay eh sundan nila ang anak ko at pikutin nagpapasalamat lang talaga
ako that his not bastard as his father!

"Mom you can't blame it to me, your son is handsome and hot. What would you
expect, women's are head over heels on me, they are even willing to do what I say
just so I can be with them. That wasn't my fault anymore mom so blame it to them
not on me. I did nothing but to be generous and gave what they want" Well what
would I expect again if you have a boastful son he is always proud of his
handsomeness, yeah I won't argue with him anymore kasi alam ko na parehong sagot
nanaman ang makukuha ko rito.

But I can't blame it with my son, cause even he was introvert to women's
there's still a lot of women's who's willing to do anything just to win his heart.
His features became more defined as he grew up and became more like his father.
It's been seven years since we left Philippines and when we migrate to Armsterdan.
Napakaraming nagbago at nangyari sa buhay namin ng anak ko, nagkaroon ng kapayapaan
sa pagitan naming dalawa.

My medication went well and we had peaceful life as well. We live a simple
life here, I also have a coffee shop here that I manage. And for that seven years
we didn't have any news about him. Hindi rin ako hinayaan ng mga kuya ko na sumagip
ng balita tungkol sa kanya, so many years had passed and that was enough for us to
forgive him. If you want to have peace life you should start it with forgiving the
people who sinned against you and that is what we did.
 Before we could be able to send out our mom to jail we discovered that she
died peacefully while sleeping. We didn't even had a chance to talk to her. I was
so upset that day, I was so angry. Bakit nya kami iniwan ng walang paalam, kung
sana pumayag siya noon na sumama sa amin rito sana buhay pa sya. There's still a
lot of questions inside my chest that need answers and only she can be the one who
can answer it. But it turns out she died.

I red her letter to us and that made me realize that everything happen to us
is no wants fault. I rushed into my decisions and blamed him for everything that
happened in my life even though I shouldn't have. Dapat hindi ko sinisi lahat sa
kanya kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na marami rin akong naging kasalan, minahal ko sya
ng higit pa sa sarili ko hindi koan lang napagtuunan ang sarili ko kung kaya't
naubos ako at sumuko bigla. Napagod ako.

"Mom I gotta go your spacing out, I think mom you should now gave me a car so
you don't need to fetch and drove me here at school" I saw how he pouted his lips
and rolled his eyes as he got out of the car. Oh god my son is growing up. He was
now so shy.

"Why son? Gave me a valild reason so I can buy your own car convince me"

"M-mom it was embarrassing, im already senior high school. What will my girls
think hmm. If I have a car and it was the latest version i'll be more attractive" I
rolled my eyes at what he said. Kahit kailan talaga puro babae ang palusot.

"Noah magtigil ka nga! Lumalaki na talaga ang baby ko, binata na!" I pinch
his cheeks that made him groan in annoyance which made me laugh.

"M-mom stop it they are looking at us this is embarrassing, I gotta go take

care mom drive safely" he kissed me on my cheeks and gave me a hug. If a lot
features and attitude has changed in my son, there is one trait that didn't change
on him. He is so sweet, he was overprotective he don't let any man near me.

He doesn't even want me to date another man! He always sabotages my blind

date, so I stop dating another men because my son is very upset. Ewan ko ba pero
lahat ng lalaking naka blind date ko hindi nito binibigyan ng basbas. When I ask
him why. He will just said.

"They don't deserve a woman who's epitome of modesty and braveness" I can't
help but to smile as I remember his words. He was so protective and he really want
to stuck with his promises at me. That he would protect me at all cost and take
care of me, that what he was doing right now.

"Hey Auntie!" I was starled when two young handsome boys gave me a kiss on my
cheeks. My jaw dropped at what they did. They are friends with my son Noah here,
they are all close with each other and they even have a a lot of similarities. Kaya
mabilis lang nagkasundo ang mga ito, pareparehong babaero eh!

"YOU TWO ASSHOLE LET GO OF MY MOM, DON'T TOUCH HER UNTIL I SAY SO!" my son
shout at Calvin and Klein. Yeah they had a weird names they are the CK twin
brother.

"Hey bro, we didn't notice you serry" I laugh as they poke Noah on his cheeks
my son was now red. We all laugh as he lost his tempered. Napakaigsi talaga ang
pasensya ng anak nya ang bumilis sumabog.

"Let just go stop pestering my mom!"

 "By auntie love you! Take care drive safely" The twin said in unison, they
ran so fast as Noah shout at them. I go directly at my coffee shop after I drove
Noah at his school. I'm still not yet giving him a a car even my brother are
actually giving him a new model but he decline it. He wants a car that came from
me, and since his birthday is near I decided that I'll just give him a car as a
birthday present.

I actually bought already a car that he could use it just that I want to
surprise my son. For the past years working on my coffee shop, at first we are
still adjusting but luckily we survive and cope it. And it became prominent. Sikat
ang coffee shop ko rito at binabalikan kaya't nagpapasalamat ako dahil malaki ang
kinikita ko rito.

"Mom what are we doing here? Does you still need to blindfold me huh, i'm
confused mom" I laugh at what my son said. His really hot tempered can't he just
obey me and stop talking tsk.

"Stop talking will you until I say so understand? Just stay still and don't
remove your blindfold until I say so!"

"Ahhh what else can I do, I won't argue now okay. I'll zip my mouth" I laugh
at what he said. Im having a hard time guiding him cause he was really tall!

I saw his friends and the people close to us, my three older brothers and
some guests. We really plan this, we decided to invite them and prepare for his
birthday. And today I'll be giving the key to his new car that I've been thinking
for a long time and since I already have enough money to buy his dream car, alam ko
na matutuwa siya rito. He loves car, pero yun lang talaga his a reckless driver
dahil marami na itong binangga na kotse ng mga kuya nya.

He was already at his right age, and even he was hardheaded he wouldn’t do
the thing that would upset me thoroughly. He doesn't like to see me angered, that's
why he just do those things secretly.

"You can now remove your blindfold" as the time he removed his blinfold we
all said in unison the word.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOAH ARKANGHEL!" I saw how my son's cheeks turned into red
when we hugged him. He didn't expect this, cause we never celebrated a birthday
like this grand. The shock was written on his face, we laugh as we saw him wiping
his tears. His friends mock him as crybaby and he just gave them a dagger look.

"Mom" I was starled when he hug me so tight and cry silently on my shouler.
Ohh my baby, this is another side of him, so shy.

"You never failed to surprise and make me happy. I love you so much Mom"

"You are also doing this stuff to me so why cry now hmm. I'm just returning
the favor, you've been a good son to me and my son deserve this okay. Pinapasaya mo
ako sa araw araw, hindi mo ako binigo kaya ako naman ang magpapasaya sayo anak" I
wiped my tears as he gave me a kiss on my forehead and hugged me. Tsk its not like
he's bigger than me he will now treats me like I'm so small

"C'mom my handsome nephew give your three handsome uncle a hug" my son rolled
his eyes to my three brother's who's already have their own family and a cute
babies. They arms was widely open waiting for Noah's warm hug.

I love to see my three brother’s settle down, I often hear shouting in their
houses every time we visit. I can't help but to laugh as I saw them having a hard
time with their children's, there's a sadness on us thinking that our parents
didn't even had a chance to catch up with their grandchildren's.

"Tsk, I can't believe I have three idiot and childish uncle's"

"Hey what did you just say Noah Arkanghel! You won't get a car on me" my
brother Kevin said.

"You won't get a brand new camera on me!" My brother Keifer said.

"And I won't gave you another extra allowance" my brother Kairon said.
Seriously, this is what I hated about them, they are spoiling Noah! Masyado nilang
binibigay lahat ng gusto at gustuhin nito kaya madalas ko silang pagsabihan pero
parang wala lang naman sa kanila.

I smiled as I saw my brother's wives walking in our way they we're holding
their two children. I really wonder, does her brother plan this? Halos magkasunod
sunod nanganak ang mg ito, ewan nya ba pero ang weird lang Two children hmm I
wonder.

"I said I can't believe I'm so DAMN lucky to have three handsome uncle's"
they became more close to each other though. They bond as uncle and nephew was
stronger than mighty bond. Mas naging close ang mga ito sa isat isa, parang anak na
rin ang turing ng mga kuya ko kay Noah. Pero ang totoo nyan para lang silang
magbabarkada madalas magbarahan.

"Happy birthday my uncle hubby" We all laugh as the daughter of my brother

Kairon greet my so Noah who kneel to level on the height of Kiara.

"Thank you sweetie" my son kissed Kiara on the cheeks that made her run
towards her mother and blush. Oh god this kid! How could they have a crush on their
cousin. At tatlo pa talaga sila!

"Uncle hubby is mine, his mine alone period!" Celestia said, the daughter of
my brother Kevin. Hay naku sakit sa ulo talaga ang mga batang ito.

"No! Stop you two his mine!" Kelly shout, the daughter of my brother Keifer.
And yes they first child is girl, ohhh god is this still coincidence. The three are
actually close but when it comes to my son Noah they are all arguing and shouting
at each other. I don't know why these three princesses still like Noah, well
because his son is so handsome guess. Pero hindi lang naman ang pagiging gwapo nito
ang nagustuhan ng tatlong ito, his son is so sweet and generous masyado itong
approachable kung kaya't maraming babaeng napapaasa kahit hindi naman nito
intensiyon.

Tayo kasing mga babae bigyan lang ng maigsing attention ang bilis na mag
assume kaya laging nasasaktan.

"NO! NO ONE'S OWN NOAH! AND FOR GOD SAKE YOU ARE ALL HIS COUSIN!" My brothers
said in unison, natawa na lang kami maging ang mga guest dahil sa reaction nila.

"Well it's really hard to be handsome, this was always my problem girls tsk"
and the whole area filled with laughter's.

CHAPTER 35: DECIDE

 KEISHA

"You should eat vegetables Celestia!" My bestfriend Celine said at her

daughter. Here we go again, paniguradong sunod sunod na bilin nanaman ito.

"I don't want Mom, that was eww!" Natampal na lamang ng kaibigan ko ang noo
ang lumipat ito ng pwesto at nagpakandong kay Kuya Kevin. Pinagpatuloy ko lamang
ang pagkain at hinayaan ang mag aasawang magpalitan ng masasamang tingin, seriously
in front of food. Kahit kailan talaga.

"Daddy I don't eat that, tell me that to Mommy please Daddy. She's been
forcing me to eat vegetables when your at work, I vomit when I eat vegetables
that's yuck Daddy its not good for my health kaya"

"Kevin stop spoiling our daughter! Kaya nasasanay yan kasi pinapamihasa mo!
You should reprimand her for always eating sweet foods and unhealthy foods" My
brother can't do anything but to say sorry to his daughter. Well ano bang laban
niya kay Celine, her best friend will definitely kick the ass of her brother if he
will be on the side on their hardheaded daughter Celestia.

"Eat this Kelly!" My brother Keifer said to his daughter. Ohh god here we go
again. And before they could shout again my son slam his hand to the table and look
at them intently.

"We're in front of food Auntie and Uncle so please don't shout. You can talk
to your daughter calmly. Kelly, Celestia, Kiara you need to ate vegetables so you
can't be skinny like you mom's. Don't you want to be a sexy, like you have a
hourglass shape body, uhmm that was so attractive and that was my hell type"

"NOAH ARKANGHEL!" we all said in unison that made us our visitor to shifter
their gaze on our table.

"Your not helping Noah, but yeah your right that was so attractive" narinig
ko na lamang ang tawanan ng kuya ko ng pingutin sila ng mga asawa nila. Mabilis
naming tinapos ang selebrasyon at dahil mainipin ang anak ko.

"Thank you for coming on my birthday I really appreciate it and take care"
ano pa bang aasahan ko kay Noah na may paniniwal na ang pagsasalita ay pagsasayang
ng lakas at oras.

"Happy birthday bro! I have a gift for you at the bar 8:00 pm sharp!"
Napakunot ang noo ko dahil sa sinabi ni Klein naku ang mga batang ito
napakababaero!

"Hoy anong kalokohan nanaman yan huh" instead of answering me inakbayan

lamang ako ng mga ito and they even patted my head like I was their pet.

"Calm down Auntie its nothing" I just rolled my eyes at what they said at
pinaghahampas ang mga kamay nito na halos sakalin ako sa higpit ng pagkakapulupot
sa leeg ko.

"Noah, come with me i'll show you my gift. Calvin and Klein blindfold him"

"Mom here we go again" wala ng nagawa ang anak ko ng hilain siya ng mga
kaibigan niya. His friends jaw dropped when they saw my gift for my son.
 "Wow Auntie yayamanin!"

"What's that? I'm curious, can now I remove my blindfold mom?"

"You can now remove your blindfold son" the time he remove his blindfold his
jaw dropped his friend Calvin and Klein was mocking him for having a brand new car
with a latest brand.

"Is this for real! Oh my god!"

"I gotta pinch your butt to tell you that it was real rich boy!" Calvin and
Klein both pinch the butt cheeks of Noah. Nakataggap ito ng mahinang suntok sa
braso na ikinatawa namin.

"Ohh my god im impress, how much is this mom? This worth half billion! Am I
right? A second hand car is okay for me"

"Then I won't tell you the price then, and second hand?" His forehead creased
as I look directly at my old car.

"Okay fince since I have a kind son, I will going to gave you my c---"

"Can't you pick up mom I'm just joking, who wouldn't like to have a brandnew
car with a latest brand. Damn, Mom I love you so much, your the best mother in the
world. You deserve my kisses" natawa ako dahil sa sinabi nito. As if naman
maniniwala ako kailan ba nag joke ang anak niya tsk. My son start to planted a
kisses all over my faces that made me groan.

"Stop it Noah your disgusting" we both heard his friends laugh. But after a
minute pagkatapos nitong icheck ang kotse nakita ko ang pagkunot ng anak ko
seriously what's the problem.

"I have a problem mom. We have a problem" we all frown at Noah at what he
act. He start throwing tantrums and I can't get him.

"What is it?" Klein ask.

"How could I drove my car if I still haven't a driver license, i'm just
sixteen!" Napairap na lang ako sa kawalan sa inasta nito.

"You can still drove it, here in your subdivision" pinipigil namin ang hindi
matawang tatlo sa sinabi ni Klein but at the end we all laugh that made Noah's face
into frown.

"You can get student license tsk" my son face lighten, he smirk at his
friends and laugh sarcastically.

"Hindi ko kayo papasakayin sa kotse ko never mamatay ako sa inggit" and at

this time his friends is the one who groan in defeat.

"Keisha when is the time you'll be ready to go back at the Philippines. We

are going back tomorrow and Noah talk to me, your son missess his home" my brother
Kairon said.

"Kuya this is our home, our new home! In the right t---"

"Right time? When is the right time? Hindi ka ba naawa sa anak mo? You can't
still hide the fact that your son is an Eleazar. You said you are already heal, you
already move one, you already forgive him. So why does it looks like you still
haven't. You can't even face him!" I bit my lower lip as I look at my three
brothers. Its been a week since we celebrated the birthday of my son.

And here we are in our house arguing about going back at the Philippines.
Kuntento na ako kung ano ang meron kami ngayon, but they right. Do I really
contented with this life? Do I really move on or im just lying to cover up my
feelings for him!

"Oo kuya! I still haven't move on! I still haven't healed and I can't, I just
can't face him, kasi yung nararamdaman ko na matagal ko ng ibinaon ng ilang taon
pakiramdam ko bumabalik! Yes I still haven't any progress! Mahal ko pa rin siya!" I
cried on my palm at doon humagulgol. Naramdaman ko ang pagdalo nila sa akin kung
kaya't mas lalo akong napaluha.

"We know how hard it is to be on your situation, but what about your son.
Can't you feel it, he do everything what you cause he was afraid to saw you hurting
and crying. His been a good son to you" tumatak sa isipan ko ang sinabi ng mga kuya
ko sa akin. Masakit man aminin pero tama sila. I decided on my own for my own sake
but I don't consider how my son will feel about.

He will just say that.

"Whatever your decision is Mom I will support you" right, I should be brave,
I should face him if you keep waiting for the right time nothing will happen, one
of the greatest thing you can do for yourself is make everytime as a right time.

"Think wisely Keisha always remember what we always told you, decide not
because it was for your own good but also for others, but there's nothing wrong for
prioritizing your thoughts for what is good sometimes. I know your smart and old
enough to decide what will be good for the both of your son"

"Noah, its me"

"It's open Mom" ng mabuksan ko ang pintuan ng kwarto nito nakita ko itong
nakaharap sa laptop at busy na nagtatype. His son always prioritize his study
despite that you can saw him with different women's but the good things about her
son is he always clear his intention at first place.

"What is it Mom? Is there's a problem?" Hinarap ako nito matapos patayin ang
laptop at ilagay sa tamang lagayan. He made me seat on his bed, I smiled as he
slowly comb my hair, its been his hobby. Napakswerte ng mapapangasawa ng anak ko!

"U-uhmm about going back to the P-philippines" I felt him stop from combing
my hair. I saw how his forehead creased.

"Mom I told you, its okay don't push yourself" nagpakawala ako ng malalim na
buntong hininga at hinarap ang anak ko.

"Noah, I already decide, we will going back to the Philippines, I already

have our plane ticket" my minds cleared when my brother gave me a notes and I know
that it was from Noah. Those beautiful permanship and I know who gave it to
him...his father Kane Colten Eleazar.

As I open the pages there was only one pages that filled with his
handwritten. As I read it, my tears fell.

December 25
It's another Christmas day to celeberate with a lot of wishes. If someone might
read this I know they already laughing their ass off. The great Noah Arkanghel was
onto diaries tsk too cliche.

I laugh as I heard his words, seriously he really never failed to make me cry
and made me amaze at the same time.

We're living here in Armsterdan almost five years and I'm so sick, I miss my
home, i'm afraid to tell to go back in the Philippines cause I know she's still in
the process of moving on do wes still need to wait to live here for a decade?
Eversince then I was stealhily writing a Christmas wish at Santa wishing that
everything should be in right place, but I think my letter had been stuck with
Santa's wishing list.

I can't help but to let my tears fall from my eyes. I've been selfish to my
son, I didn't even talk to him before deciding I though he was happy for my
decision but I didn't notice that I was already hurting him. Napakamakasarili ko,
nasaktan ko nanaman sa pangalawang pagkakataon ang anak ko. Wala siyang ibang
ginawa kundi ang suportahan ako sa lahat ng gusto ko at protektahan ako pero ako
sinasaktan lang siya.

I know my Dad did a lot of terribe things but it doesn't mean that he was
that bad person no his not. He regret for doing those things, he already taste the
his own medicine and a man who realize and admit his faults needs forgiveness.
Kahit siya pa ang pinakamasamang tao sa mundo hindi pa rin mabubura na ama ko siya
kahit baliktarin ko pa ang mundo. But I can't force my mom to move on, I treasure
her more than my life, she's my angel my amazing and brave mother. If her happiness
means hurting, I will think twice to do everything to make her happy even I'll be
hurting. God please help my mom to be heal, that was im only wishing for

I smiled as I saw my son smiling like and idiot as he call his friend Calvin
and Klein nagulat ako ng malaman uuwi rin ang mga ito, naku mukhang pinagplanuhan
na ito ng magkakaibigan paano na lang pala kung hindi ako pumayag.

"Mom you should pack your things already baka malate tayo sa flight bukas"
napairap ako sa kawalan dahil sa sinabi ng anak ko, naku kahit kailan talaga.

"I will son, I will" he give me a hug and kiss me on the forehead as I bid my
goodbye to him. Nakasalubong ko ang mga kuya ko na nakangiting nakatingin sa akin,
seriously they look creepy.

"You did a great decision Keisha" they said in unison at halos sakalin ako ng
salubungin nila ako ng yakap.

I hope I did a great decision I hope so

CHAPTER 36: FINALLY

KEISHA

"Flight attendant prepare for the landing please"

 “Cabin crew, please take your seats for landing.”nagising ako dahil sa
announcement. My son was now also woke up, as we look from outside the plane we're
already reminding the passenger for take off.

Until a minute we we're already reach our destination, medyo may kahabaan rin
ang byinahe namin. As we go down on the plane we we're all shock and they we're
excited to go home already dahil napagod siguro sa biyahe. We take a cab since wala
naman kaming inaasahan na susundo sa amin. We we're going to our old house sa
ngayon duon puna kaming lahat.

Malapit na rin pala ang pasko mas mabuting sama sama kaming magpasko sa
iisang bahay. I don't know but I feel nervous my heart fluttered.

"You can sleep on my shoulder mom" I nod at him and lay my head on his
shoulder hanggang sa tangayin ako ng antok.

"Hey mom wake up, we're already here" naramdaman ko ang marahang pagtampal ni
Noah sa pisngi ko na nagpagising sa akin. He was smiling wide when I already open
my eyes. Well excited lang talaga ang anak niya na makauwi.

"Let's go mom" he hold my hand as we get out of the car. Tiningala namin ang
gate ng bahay namin hindi namin maiwasang mapangiti ng makapasok kami sa loob. At
the past years that we we're on the Armsterdan ay walang nangalaga sa bahay kaya
paniguradong maalikabok na ang mga gamit at makalat ang bahay, but as we open the
door our jaw dropped.

The whole area was so clean, the tiles was shining halatang bagong linis.
What the? We didn't give to someone a spare key of house so how does it happen?!

"Ohhh god, does Mom go down to heaven and clear our house?" Can I just hit my
brother ass! Just once, just once!

"Or Dad is the one who clean our house?" Ahh I had enough their idea is
useless as them!

"Anyone who hired a caretaker hmm?" Pero walang sino man ang nagsalita sa
amin. So it means no one hired a caretaker to clean our house when we we're away.
So how does it happen then?

"Let just go inside baka may nawawalang gamit. Let just be thankful cause we
don't need to work our ass off to clean our house, problem solve" we all sat tirely
at the couch their daughter's and babies we're already at the rooms sleeping.

"Keisha make some food please"

"For god sake Uncle you are all had wife so ask them to make your foods" I
laugh at what my son said. Ohh god here we go again at their dagger look.

"You are really Eleazar huh dumbass"

"Ofcourse, and this handsome face, I inherent it to him not to my ugly

uncle's" natampal ko na lamang ang noo ko ng mag umpisa na silang magsagutan ano pa
ngang magagawa ko.

"I think I already have an idea who clean your house" we shifter our gaze to
Celine who go downstairs. She got an idea? Who?

"I think it's C-Colten, I saw this" nagulat ako ng ihagis sa akin nito ang
isang damit and a picture frame mabuti na lamang at nasalo ko. On the picture are
the picture of the three of us. It was our picture on our first date.

"Huh that Eleazar huh, how could he have a spare key of our house? Did you
gave him Keisha?"

"Ofcourse not!" Inilapag ko ang damit at picture frame sa coffee table at

napapalunok na lang. Why does I misses his scent! Nakakainis why does Celine need
to gave it to me!

"Thinking of him huh?" My brother's ask in unison.

"Will you all shut up, i'll just go upstair I need to rest" as I go upstair I
can hearly clear their laughter that filled on the living room even Noah was
laughing his ass off!

I hate them all! How can they say I misses him! No never! I didn't miss him
period!

COLTEN

"Mom why are you here?"

"Do you need to greet me with a question huh Colten. Can you just say you
miss me and offer some drink tsk" nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong hininga and
let my mom seat on the hard chair. Pumunta ako sa maliiit kong kusina at kumuha ng
tubig.

"God ang init pala sa lugar mo anak, I can't believe you survive huh. And
your getting tan! Its suit on you, sigurado ako na marami kang babae rito ano"

"Ofcourse there's a lot of girls here but no one can replace her in my heart"
I heard my mom let a heavy sigh as watch me doing some bracelet, anklet and
necklace using a shell. I can say that this is what I call part time job. I frown
when I heard my mom laughing while looking at those ornament shells I made.

"Pfft, seriously your making this pffft. I can't believe this iba ka na
talaga anak. Your really living a simple life, I got used to saw you holding pen
and signing tons of papers but now, by loooking at you I can say that you we're
enjoying this kind of life"

"At first its hard for me to adjust mom but I got used to it. Hindi mahirap
kung masikap ka pero pag tamad ka at walang isang salita talagang mahihirapan ka. I
learn that having a simple life are actually one of the best thing you will
experience, hindi man madali pero kakayanin" I got panick and stop what am I doing
when I heard my mom sobs. This past few days I notice that she became more
emotional.

I have this ideas on my head and this I will comfort her, I just want to
change confirm it though.

"Mom, tell me are you pregnant" a long silence was filled between us,
hanggang sa napakunot noo ito.

"Ouch that was hurt mom, why do you need go do that, don't tell me it's true"

"Are you nuts Colten, sa tingin mo sa tanda kong ito magbubuntis pa ako. Oh
my god Colten what's gotten onto your mind and you think that I was pregnant. It
just the three of you but we almost gone crazy at talagang naiisip mo pa na
magbunbuntis ako" I massaged my forehead kung saan tumama ang anklet na ginawa ko,
god my mom is so harsh.

"Sa tingin mo anak ang kailangan ko, I need a grandchildren's and for god
sake me and your Dad are not getting any younger, we're already at our fourties"

"What's the problem with that, you we're already at your fourties but you
still look younger" instead of giving me an applause she rolled her eyes at me.

"We need a tons of grandchildren's"

"How many grandchildren's do you want from me?"

"Ten, or you can make it twelve" I laught at what my mother said.

"Anyway, bakit ka napadalaw mom, I know you have something that you wanted to
tell me, spill the beans"

"U-uhmm its about the uhmm Kei---" and before she could finish her sentence
she was cut out by a series of knock until the door of my small house open.

"Sorry hindi na akong nag abala na tawagin ka Colten bukas kasi ang pinto.
May dinala pala ako para sayo" I saw my mother reaction when she saw Magdalena, she
look confused. Ohhh god why does you need to put me in such complicated and awkward
situation most of the time.

"Ohh may bisita ka pala, hi po! I guess you are the mother of Colten po. You
look gorgeous and stunning Mrs. Eleazar"

"Its Donya, Donya hija and yes i'm gorgeous and stunning I know that right
son?" I secretly laugh at my mind when my mom said that. Uhh the audacity of my
mom.

"KANE COLTEN ELEAZAR" napakagat ako sa labi ko when shifted my gaze to mom
who's giving me a dagger look. Ok fine.

"Yes mom you are gorgeous and stunning like a diamond, I'm so lucky to have
you as my mom"

"Anyway who are you miss? How are you related with my son?" Ohh here we are,
I don't know what should I do right now.

"I'm Magdalena Donya, I am uhmm me and Colten we---" and before she could
finish her sentence I already cut her.

"We're friends"

"Yeah, we're friends" my mom nod at her and look at me curious. Ohh god is
she going to interrogate Magdalena, ohh I wish not.

"Are you not----"

"Mom" I made my voice sound like begging, I look at her like I was saying,
'MOM STOP WITH YOUR SCHEME'. My mom just rolled her eyes at me that made me groan
in annoyance. Hindi talaga ito magpapatalo.

"Ohh we're so rude you can seat beside me Magdalena, I think I have a lot of
things to catch up. And I think that you are the right person that can answer my
question kung ano ba ang mga ginagawa ng anak ko rito sa isla" tuluyan na akong
nawalan ng pag asa ng mag-umpisa nang magtanong si Mom kay Magdalena.
 "May namagitan ba sa inyo ng anak ko? I'll straightforward Magdalena, I hate
your guts for going in my so house, for insisting yourself at him. Babae ka at sana
magkaroon ka ng kahihiyan, stop bothering my son. Nabalitaan ko na he already
reject you a lot of times, but you keep insiting yourself to him. Ayoko na may
masaktan uli at ang kalabasan kasalanan ng anak ko, my son was already commit to
spend his life with the girl he love and that wasn't you Magdalena"

Hindi ko magawang tumutol dahil may point si mom, she might be sophisticated
and so rugged she just what is best for me. When she saw me lost my self she's the
one who's always at my son and giving me an advice siya ang nagpamulat sa akin na
dapat I should just go with the flow cause the day will come that everything will
be on right place.

"I-im so sorry, its not my intention to destroy his new life his new him, at
alam ko rin po na wala na akong pag asa but I keep insisting my self on him. And I
realize how lucky I was that he open his heart to the girl like me who only does is
bothering his peaceful time. I was so lucky that he offer a friendship on me, he
clear his intention at first place pero umasa ako. Kasalan ko po, at sana Colten
mapatawad mo ako" I smiled as I saw her smiling at me.

"Naiintindihan ko na kung bakit minahal mo siya, cause she was the girl who's
with you even at your worst, she's the only who can stand your monster side. She
stay, it just that everything happens for a reason at pinaglayo kayo. But I
realized that no matter how far she is from you she will be always at your heart
and yea your right. No one can replace her in your heart, no one, she's lucky I
hope she'll realize that early"

CHAPTER 37: IS THIS WHAT THEY CALLED DESTINY

KEISHA

"What! That was impossible! I already told them that I am buying that Island!
Bakit hindi sila tumupad sa pangako!" I saw my brother massaged his forehead, after
we called the owner of the island we got stress! Knowing that he sell the island to
someone who offer a money that twice of the origianal price of lot.

"I don't know either, maybe we can convince the new owner to sell it to us"

"Can't you understand it brother, do you think we can convince the new owner,
the new owner even offer a twice price of its original price!" Isa rin sa dahilan
kung bakit nagtratrabaho akong mabuti is i'm planning to buy the island in where we
settle down first. We love that paradise that's why we are so eager to buy the
island to the owner.

But now here we are getting stress because of the new owner, paano na ito!

"Alam kong mahirap pero wala namang masama kung magbabakasakali ka. I decided
to meet the new owner and convince him or her sa abot ng makakaya ko" my brother
all agree at my decision, it was hard talking to the attorney of the new owner
dahil wala raw oras ang amo nito para sa isang mapilit na katulad ko. Ohh god!
 "That island is so sentimental to us Mr. Castro im begging you please
convince your boss" I heard Attorney Castro let a heavy sigh before he get his
phone to his pocket.

"KC, its about the island. Yeah she was persistent to buy the island on you.
Yeah I already told her that you won't agree but she is harheaded" my forehead
creased at what's Attorney Castro said to his boss. KC? So she is then.

"She wants to have an appointment with you tomorrow. Yeah she said she's free
sharp 8:00 pm. Okay take care KC, uhh whatever" I can't help but to smile as he
look at me with amusement.

"Your lucky cause KC agree with this, this is new so I wish you luck Miss"
Attorney Castro bid his goodbye, I was smiling at the whole time. Muli kong
binuksan ang coffee shop ko and I found out that my former employees we're already
have their own family. We will have a reunion, I missed them so much.

"What should I wear Noah?" I saw my son rolled his eyes when I show to him my
two dresses.

"Wear jeans and a shirt mom, that dress is too revealing. If your going to
wear the men will definitely look at you drooling over to get onto your skirt.
Anyway I drove you to your destination mom"

"Ahh whatever, I shouldn't just ask you about this" bumalik ako sa kwarto ko
ang just wear a decent dress and not to revealing like my son said.

"As gorgeous as I thought" I smiled widely as I show my son my outfit, he

didn't said that it was ugly he even praise me. I think im ready!

"Mom call me if something happen and don't go home late. Im going to fetch
you around five" my eyes widen at what my son said. Five pm! Is he nuts!

"Son I can grab taxi and I can take care of myself. You don't need to worry
about me, I'll be home late okay" instead of agreeing with what I said he gave me a
dagger look.

"You'll be late home huh mom, kasasabi ko lang na susunduin kita at hindi ka
pwedeng umuwi ng sobrang gabi baka may mangyari sayong masama. We should be careful
nowadays. Give me a call okay" I let a heavy sigh at wala ng nagawa kundi ang
tanguan ito. Ohh god his acting like he was my dad.

Ng makarating kami sa isang private resort na pagmamay ari ni Josh ay agad ko

silang nakita. Noah was behind my back, following me with his hand on the his
pocket like he doesn't care with those girls looking at him.

"KEISHA!" I saw Kim running towards my direction and welcome me with a warm
hug.

"Oh my god mas lalo kang gumanda!" I laugh at what she said as she look at me
from head to toe bigla tuloy akong nailang sa paninitig niya.

"Ohh who's this handsome guy? Don't tell me your onto young guy huh, and
mention his green eyes" I can't help but to laugh when they look at Noah, seryoso
ba sila.

"Are you blind Kim, that was Noah her son" Josh said and laugh so hard hindi
ko rin napigilan ang matawa. They look shock as my son introduce himself.
 "Noah, Noah Arkanghel. This gorgeous beside me is my mother" pakiramdam ko
lalaki ng ulo ko sa pamumuri nya sa akin.

"Oh my god, you grown as fine hunky and hot man! Your so uhmm handsome and
head turner!" They all agree at what Kim said, my son blush as they praise Noah.
Mukhang mauuna pang lalaki ang ulo ni Noah sa akin eh.

And before my son could say a bad words since he was so impatient and he
hates crowded place and nosy surrounding he already bid his goodbye to me and to my
friends.

We have a lot of things to catch up with each other lives, we talk about how's our
life in Armsterdan. Well it was good living in Armsterdan but there's still a time
that we feel home sick.

"You raise Noah as a good man, tignan mo nga naman at manang mana sa ama
napakagawapo. Anyway nalaman mo ba nung naospital si Colten, ohh god I really pity
him that time. He was lifeless, his not eating he is just drinking alcoholic
beverages and smoking" my heart fluttered at what they said. Hindi nakarating sa
amin ang balitang iyon?

How did that happen? What did he do to his self when we we're away? I can't
still stop it, my heart still care for him no matter he do a lot of terrible things
and fooled me, make his mistress. It was hurt but why does when we flight to
Armsterdan it feels so wrong leaving him in that kind of state, so hopeless, so
lifeless.

"Pero hanggang ngayon wala pa rin kaming balita sa kaniya nakakapagtaka lang,
even in news he was nowhere to be found. Some of his fans tells that he was
missing" napainom ako sa buko juice sa harap ko dahil sa sinabi nila.

Where is he? What about his company that he value the most?

"W-what about his company, impsibl---"

"Yeah your right that was impossible cause even the paparazzi didn't know
where they are. And about his company he already gave up his position and transfer
it under the name of his brother" where are Colten? And why it was so sudden. Does
he already have f-family?

The picture of him with another women it mades my heart fluttered. Why does
it need to be like this, why does I feel regret leaving him.

Ohh god Keisha stop it! Seven years had passed and you should already move
on!

"Are you okay Keisha?"

"U-uhmm yeah im okay, I just go to the restroom" ng makapasok ako sa banyo

hindi nagawang mapigilan ang nag uunahan kong luha. I buried my face on my palm and
cry silently.

I shouldn't feel this, you just did what is good and right for the sake of
everyone. In what situation that i'll be in, in which I priotize myself than the
sake of everyone. Pwede ko naman sigurong piliiin ang sarili ko di ba, ang sarili
kong kasiyahan.
 "Keisha, ayos ka lang ba?" Mabilis ko pinahid ang luha ko ng marinig ang
pagtawag sa akin ni Josh. I don't want them to think that I am not okay ayokong
maging malungkot ang araw na ito.

"A-ayos lang ako, let's go back" even Josh was still confused he just nod his
head.

Natapos ang araw na iyon na mabigat ang dibdib ko, napakaraming katanungan sa
dibdib na gusto kong bigyan ng kasagutan, mababaliw ako kapag hindi ko nalaman kung
na saan siya.

He will always have a part in my heart no matter how many times I will
convince myself that I already move on, I can't still hide the fact that...I still
love him.

"Mom, do you have plan going at the---" I cut noaha and noad at him. Bumangon
ako mula sa kama at nag umpisa ng gumayak. I just heard a long sigh when Noah left
my room. I just wear a simple dress, I don't know why I am wearing this dress
thought, this is one of his favorite that he wants me to wear.

I just put a liptint and let my hair fall. Ayos na siguro ito, I should gain
a convincing tone and power so I could able to convince her to sell the island to
me.

"I'll fetch you mom"

"Drive safely" palingalinga ako sa restaurant kung saan napag usapan na

magkita. Attorney Castro said that his boss was wearing a faded jeans that tuck in
on his black tight shirt. Pero nakailang libot na ako sa restaurant iisa lang ang
nakita ko sa ganung ayos, and it was impossible the boss of Attorney Castro named
KC.

Ohh god did I misunderstood it at napagkamalan na lalaki si Mister KC, ohhh

my bad! Mabilis akong lumakad sa gawi nito, bad shot na ako nito dapat ako ang
mauuna na makarating dito.

"Excuse me are you---"

"K-Keisha" the handbag I was holding slip onto my hand and it fell on the
floor as I saw his face.

____

Sorry ngayon lang naka UD busy kasi as school works at All of us are dead haha.
Kaway kaway as mga nanood dyan at manonood palang haha

CHAPTER 38: LET BE SELFISH THIS TIME

KEISHA
 KEISHA

There was a situation and scenarios that they call destiny. A things that is
unexpected to happen. That destiny was commonly happen at unexpected times. Why
does it need it should be him! A lot of people in the world and his really the one
who's im going to convince, by just thinking about it I already losing my hope to
get the island.

Well I think expect the unexpected right now. As I look at him, shock was
written on his face. I was also shock seeing him here. I don't have any idea na
siya ang bumila sa isla. This will be awkward for sure. Why did he buy the island?
Don't tell me that he was nowhere to be found the time that even paparazzi was
after him cause he was living on the island.

"U-uhmm it's nice to see you. Long time no see" Yeah long time no see too
Colten. It's been seven years since we haven't since each other. And I never heard
a news about him when we are in Armsterdan. That's why I was so shock when I heard
at my friends that he met accident during our flight in Armsterdan. And lastly the
things that I can't believe is when he gave up his position as CEO to his own
company.

He invest his life there, so why does he gave up his position? For what
reason.

I cleared my throat at ibinaba ang kutsara na hawak. I can't focus, my hand

was sweating and trembling. Inabot ko ang baso na nasa harap ko na may laman na
tubig at ininom ang laman nun.

Seeing him here is the thing I didn't expect I was really shock that his the
one who buy the island. I have this thoughts why he buy the island but I don't want
to assume at the same time.

"Do you mind if we can order firts, i'm starving"

"Y-yeah" I gasp an air, I can't look directly onto his eyes. I can feel his
stare at me na nagpailang sa akin. Why does he need to stare at me obviously and
for a long time! Can't he felt it, It was awkward i'm not comfortable with his
stare.

"What's your's?"

"K-kung ano ang saiyo" I closed my eyes intently, I hold onto the hem of my
dress tightly. Oh god why does it feel so awkward, bakit kailangan pang humantong
sa ganito!

We are just all silence for an half hour. Wow, pakiramdam ko mapapanisan ako
ng laway.

"U-uhmm can we start now, I'll be straightforward why I was here. It was only
about the I-Island. We wanted to buy the island name your price" as I look directly
onto his eyes, I saw longing, seems like his no longer the Colten I met before.

From the way he dree up, his outfit was so simple but it suit on him. Back
then he wear suit and expensive watch on his left hand, his wear was comb neatly
but now as I stare at him I can say that he change. Instead of wearing an expensive
pair of suit he was wearing a simple shirt that was tuck in on his faded pants. As
I look on his hand I gulp cause I saw a shell ornament bracelet on it instead of
expensive watch.
 H-he kept it?

Hindi lang isang shell bracelet ang nakita ko roon but a r-ring. B-but it
wasn't the same ring I saw a years ago. It was now a different kind of ring and it
was look more expensive. I-Is he already have family?

Y-yeah maybe I'm right, wala na akong magagawa roon.

"It's beautiful isn't?" Napaangat ang tingin ko sa kaniya dahil sa sinabi

nito, but when I shifted my gaze at him he was looking at the ring on his ring
finger, yeah the ring was beautiful as his e-eyes.

If something didn't change on him it was his dazzling green eyes na madalas
kong titigan, it was so calming and beautiful as he.

"You want the island to be your's right"

"Yeah, isn't obvious that,'s why i'm here" I rolled mye eyes and drink on the
glass full of water, why does i'm nervous my hand are even shaking what's happening
to me! I even heard him chuckled that made me blush kaya mabilis kong iniwas ang
paningin ko.

"Name my price baka hindi mo naman ka---"

"I can and I will okay so stop just name your price" I saw a playful smirk on
his lips that made me goosebumps upto my smile.

"Really huh, then I'm giving you this, it was the title of the lot" my
forehead creased when he gave me a brown envelope na agad kong kinuha. Does it mean
ibibigay nya talaga sa akin ang island?

"I'm really not the new owner of the Island sweetheart" did I heart right?
Did he just call me sweetheart! The audacity of this man, how could he! Wait he
still said that his not wasn't the new owner of the island. Did I just waste my
time here! But Attorney Castro said it was own by this man! Naguguluhan na ako.
Mabilis kong ibinaba ang brown envelope sa lamesa at tinignan siya ng masama.

"Are you nuts, Attorney said you we're the new owner, so why did you just say
so suddenly that your not the new owner,!"

"Just open the brown envelope and you will know" my hand was shaking as I
open the envelope, I look and took a heavy sigh ng inilabas ko ang titulo ng lupa.

My eyes widen as I saw my name!

What the hell! He name it after me! I o-own the Island!?

KEISHA ELEAZAR

I laugh full of sarcasm as I show him the title which is its name after me
what,'s have gotten onto his mind!

"Seriously Colten, this is not the time to joke around will you, just name
your price so will done here! Your just longing this conversation and it leads
nowhere!"

"Isn't obvious sweetheart that was my intention. I wanted to saw you in my

front so long, to hear your voice to talk with you and date with you. I wanted to
touch you but I should have be fast" this man! His pushing me to my limits.
 "I.SAID.NAME.YOUR.PRICE!"

"So feisty, the Island will be yours once you change your surname to ELEAZAR
so the only option you have is MARRY ME" he gave me a playful smirk, I want to kick
his ass! The audacity of this man, I can't take it.

"A-are you nuts!"

"No, but I like your nuts sweetheart" hindi ko maiwasang pamulahan ng pisngi
dahil sa sinabi nito. Wala ba itong balak mag seryoso, can't he see his pissing me
off!

"Fine!"

"Y-your going to marry me?"

"No over my dead gorgeous body, I won't convince you anymore. Your Island is
yours, I'm just wasting my time here" tumayo na ako at kinuha ang bag ko pero hindi
pa man ako nakakailang hakbang at nakakalayo sa pwesto nito, naramdaman ko na ang
pagyakap nito mula sa likuran ko.

I was stun at what he did, I suddenly stop from walking out. I can't take
another paces my heart beats so fast it seems like it was on the race. I gasp for
an air when I heard his hot breating on my neck, I can feel the heat came from his
body. We also get the attention of the other customers inside the restaurant in
simple words we're making a scene.

I want to remove his hand but I have no enough strength to push him, nag
umpisa ng manubig ang mata ko.

"Are you not tired of Run and Chase sweetheart, I'd been missing you, longing
for you and our son. I'm tired I wanted to gave up, but you know what its funny it
seems like I ask myself to stop from breathing. Let's stop the Run and Chase
sweetheart. Hear me out, I know it will be hard for us to restart again but i'll do
aything to gain your trust. I do a lot of terrible things, put you and my son to
jeopardy and shame. But sweetheart this time please let's hear our heart out, even
just this time can we just be selfish this time and choose our happiness, let's
stop acting like we're hero in which in sacrificing our own happiness for the sake
of others"

I can't help but to sob, I also hear his sob I don't care anymore if we we're
getting the attention of customers anymore.

I'm tired of acting like a hero, i'm tired of the Run and Chase, can I stop
from prioritizing other's and choose our own happiness this time. Nasasaktan ako
dahil pinili ko kung ano ang makakabuti sa lahat kaysa sa sarili kong kaligayahan.
Dahil nung panahon na yun maraming tao ang nasasaktan at nadamay sa magulo naming
relasyon.

"Can we fight for each other this time, You and Me against the world"

_______

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CHAPTER 39: HIS MISCHIEVOUS WAY

KEISHA

Can you blame me if I said I run after I heard his confession. I run away and
didn't look back, I was wiping my tears as I run so fast away from him! My heart
are beating so fast, I don't know what is the right words to say at him.

Will I say yes? Or no? I don't know naguguluhan ako ayoko nang
magpadalosdalos uli sa mga desisyon ko na baka pagsisisihan ko pagdating ng araw.

Mabilis kong pinara ng kotse na padaan sa gawi ko, I don't know anymore. My
vision are not clear because of my tears. As the car stop in front of me, I open
fastly the door at the backseat. I cried on my palm and didn't notice the driver
who's looking at me confusely.

"Miss are you okay, I just want to say that you ju---"

"Will you just please shut up and drive! I will compensate you rightly I
promise. Just don't mind and talk to me. I want to cry my heart out!" The driver
was so shock as I shout at him, I was crying as I look at him. I saw him grimaced
on annoyance and he drove his car.

"Tama naman ang ginawa ko di ba!? Tama di ba!?" I saw the familliar driver
raise his brows at me on the mirror it seems like his wondering why I was crying
and asking him. He was too good looking for a driver, he was even wearing a stylist
polo that folded upto his elbow.

"Answer me! I'm asking you!"

"What the, how could I answer your question Keisha if you didn't tell me the
whole story. What did you do? Did you left my brother there? As looking at you
that's what you did. My brother is so unlucky" my jaw dropped at what he said. I
look at the mirror and I caught him smirking at me.

Ohhh god did I mistook this expensive car as a taxi, unfortunately I really
mistook it! This is not coincidence anymore!

"W-who are you?" I want to confirm that he was the man I met before on the
burial of Doctor Perez. He said that Colten is his brother right?

"You forgot about me ganun ka ba kabilis makalimot. I'm Klaud, and yes your
ex lover is my brother Kane Colten. Long time no see sister in law" sister in law!
Is he crazy his brother is married!

"My brother Colten and Heaven filed annulment a years ago. Heaven already has
family and they migrate to Italy two years ago. For now my brother is waiting for
his woman to accept him again but it seems like the luck are not on him and he got
rejected by you. My poor brother" I hold the hem of my dress tightly as I hear what
he says.

"We're here" nanlaki ang mata ko ng huminto kami sa tapat ng bahay namin, how
did he know my address!
 "Can I go in I wanna met Noah your son" my jaw dropped when he step on the
gate while playing the key of his car at his finger while doing a whistle. Why the
audacity of the Eleazar! At nauna pa siya sa aking maglakad huh! It seems like he
know where he is going. Well, hindi na ako magtataka kung sila ni Colten ang
naglilinis ng bahay.

To mention that some structures of our house change, and the garden seems to
widen. We just discovered that this village was on the Eleazar the security are
strict.

"C'mon sister in law walk faster" I gritted my teeth as he clung his arms on
my neck. I tried to remove his arms but I can't he was too strong so I just let
him.

"Mom did you know what ti---what the! Who is he mom! Are you into green eyes!
I told you stop stop dating guys they don't deserve you. You let go of my mom
before I punch your face!"

"Noah is that already Keisha?" Napapikit ako ng marinig ko ang boses at yapak
ng mga kuya ko. Naku nalintikan na, ano na lang ang sasabihin ko!

"I'm asking you mom who is he!" Can I just hit the head of my son, shouting
at me has been his hobby everytime I didn't go home early. And here he is with his
burning eyes while looking at Klaud.

"Woah easy Noah, I'm Klaud brother of your brother. So I'm your uncle" my son
forehead creased bahagya pa itong nagtaka. Well, can't he feel it they has a same
color of dazzling green eyes and same attitude though. Here we go with the Eleazar
Clan tsk.

"Ohh god seriously how many annoying uncle's do I have!" My son rolled his
eyes and grab me from Klaud that made them laugh.

"NOAH ARKANGHEL WE CAN HEAR YOU!" my three brother shout in unison.

Klaud was comfortably seating on the couch while sipping on his coffee.

"Woah you know I feel like I was on the spotlight, you were all staring at
me. Calm down guys it just me Klaud" narinig ko ang tawanan sa mga asawa ng kuya ko
na ikinainis ng mga asawa nito. Possessive much huh.

"Why are you here?" My brother Kairon ask to Klaud, but this guys he even
cross his legs while sipping on his coffee and enjoying the show on the television.
His back was lay at the couch, seriously!

"I'm tired can I sleep here, okay fine I will go upstair guys your stare is
deadly. Have a good night, I'm going to talk to you Noah tomorrow morning okay!" I
just slap my forehead as he comfortably bid his goodbye to us his even giggling and
grinding his butt while going upstair.

"WHAT KIND OF CRAZY CLAN DO I HAVE!" we all laugh as my son kick the couch
that made him groan. Yeah, I also don't know why he have a clans like this!

"MOM! MOM!" I get the pillow beside me at pinantakip sa mukha ako dahil sa
lakas ng boses ng anak ko. He keep shaking my shoulder and pulling my hand so I can
get up on the bed but I don't want either! I'm still sleepy!

"Mom, I'm going somewhere, come one tell me what suit should I wear. My
uncle's were talking nonsense!"

"Noah stop it! Can you just ask your Auntie's. Nakita mo ngang natutulog pa
ako diba!"

"Mom, they we're on shopping and still sleeping. Come one help me!" I throw
to my son the pillow I was holding and told him to wear the black one tsk can't he
decide for his self!

"Thanks mom, good morning" he kiss me on my forehead before he leaves on my

room. Ahh where is he going anyway.

KANE COLTEN

"Kuya!" My forehead creased when I saw my Klaud smiling widely while he was
waving his hand at me. I just rolled my eyes when he wink at the girl on the
seashore tsk, what the fuck is he doing here.

"Why are you here Klaud?" Mabilis kong binuhat ang balde na naglalaman ng
isda na huli namin. I saw Klaud smirking as he watch me carry the bucket of fish.

"Wow I didn't expect that, your getting tan and tan! I envy you, you didn't
attend on gym but look at your muscles it became more bigger and evident! The
reflexing is so damn hot brother I'm envious. Is this a sign that I should migrate
here brother what do you think?"

"Stop pestering me. Ano bang ginagawa mo rito?"

"Masama bang bisitahin ka?" I throw a dagger look at him as I put down the
bucket of fishes.

"Fine, I have surprise for you" he gave me a playful grin that made me
creased my forehead. What is it this time.

"Spill it out, show me"

"So excited huh, don't you miss me. Damn I hate your company, it was so
tiring. I don't even have a time clubbing! You should go back bro, I can't handle
it anymore"

"Wish me luck then"

"Woah, I saw her last night she said a lot of things about you. Don't you
know about the news she's engage!" My hand turn into fist at what he said. That was
impossible, I saw her hand last night there's no ring on it!

"STOP JOKING AROUND KLAUD, THAT'S NOT FUNNY!" I punch him on his face and he
look so shock he didn't expect it. I thought his going to punch me too but he just
laugh his ass off!

"Ohh god brother your face is priceless. Oh my god pffft you look like it's
the end of the world on you! Calm down, calm down!" I let a heavy sigh and close my
eyes intently.

"Why are you here spill it out dumbass before I punch you again"

"Woah, is that the effect of living alone in the island and being celibated
for a years" I throw a dagger look at him and he just chuckled. Can I just throttle
his neck, I really hate his guts! Bakit ba anong meron baka bukas si Dad naman na
ang bumisita sa akin.

"Calm down, handsome come here surprise my asshole brother" my forehead

creased when he clap his hand. He turn his back at me and whistle. What is he up
to, what did he mean by that?

"D-Dad" my jaw dropped when I heard a manly familiar voice at my back, ng

harapin ko ito my eyes watered seeing him grown as a good looking man. It seems
like I was just staring at the mirror as we look at his eyes.

"N-Noah" I can't hide the excitement and shock on my voice. I didn't care
about those people around us who's watching, I ran towards my son and gave him a
warm tight hug. Ohh god I miss him so much, I miss my little version. If its a
dream I don't want to wake up anymore.

I'd seen to much, I hurt him and left a scars on his heart. I loathe myself
for not knowing that he was my own flesh and blood. I was out of words, if those
people know about this that the great Kane Colten is crying at the shoulder of his
son they definitely laughing their ass off. When it comes to them I became whipped
and a tame beast.

"I-I miss you so much Noah, Dad missess you. I'm so sorry, I failed, I failed
as a father, forgive me" I heard my son sobs and let a heavy sigh, until I felt
that he patted my back softly.

"I already forgive you Dad matagal na. C'mon we're making a scene here
nakakahiya ang lakas ng iyak niyo" I laugh while wiping my tears. Damn I look like
a gay in front of my son, bad shot!

"Let's talk over there Dad, it feels so refreshing here" inakbayan ko ito na
ikinasimangot nito. My son was tall hanggang kilikili ko na ito, well what can I
expect with our genes.

"What can I gave you as a throphy for not letting your mom going out for a
date hmm" Hindi ko maiwasang mangiti ng magkwento sa akin ng anak ko kung paano
nito tinaboy ang mga lalaking sumubok na purmahan ang pagmamay ari. Luckily I have
a brave son and he inherit it from me.

"Tell me son"

"I don't know Dad, I have a car it was a birthday present from mom, Condo
from Uncle Kevin, a vintage camera from Uncle Keifer and a huge lot from Uncle
Keiron and a unlimited c-condom from Uncle Klaud. Dad! Why does it need to be me! I
have four annoying and crazy Uncle's" I laugh as I saw my son throwing his
tantrums. That Klaud!

_______

One more chap and babush huhuh thank you sa into😫

CHAPTER 40: MARRY ME NOW AND I'LL COURT YOU FOREVER

 KEISHA

"WHERE DID YOU JUST GO NOAH ARKANGHEL!"

"Oh my god mom you startled me!" Tinaasan ko ng kilay ang anak ko ng iwasan
nya ako. His acting weird, he doesn't even kiss me on my forehead he just passed
by. My forehead crease when he keeps avoiding my gaze, what is it this time.

"I'm asking you Noah Arkanghel, where did you just go. And seriously, buti at
naisipan mo pang umuwi at naalala na may naghihintay sayo sa bahay. It past twelve
already Noah. Tell me the truth and don't lie" I heard him let a heavy sigh. And
before he could speak I sat beside him that made him widen his eyes from shock.

"Why the hell you smell like alcohol Noah Akranghel"

"It's not too much mom just a little" I rolled my eyes at what he said. Just
a little huh, but as I look at him he look like he already wants to lay and sleep
his even massaging his temple.

"Really huh, and where the hell did you go? Who's with you"

"D-Dad and I met" napakunot noo ako dahil sa sinabi nito, n-nagkita na sila?
Paano nya nalaman?

"H-how? When? And where?" I heard my son chuckled at what I said, seriously
he will just making fun of me!

"Noar Arkanghel i'm serious"

"Woah mom so serious you've been calling me by my whole name huh. We just
talk about some things and it's great to have a conversation with him" tila biglang
may humaplos sa puso ko ng makita kong napangiti ito sa kawalan. Sino ba naman ako
para hadlangan siya sa mga kasiyahan niya.

Those genuine smile that I witness just this time I can't bear to take it
away from him.

"His doing good on island, I can't believe that I look like him mom. He was
livinga at small nipa hut and his work is fisherman. His too close to the peoples
on the island. He change a lot, and I know mom he already regret what he did to us"
I can't help but too let my tears fell down on my eyes upto my cheeks.

I know that he was also longing for his Dad and I understand it just normal.
He is just acting like he loathe his Dad but the truth is he is longing for his
presence and care.

"N-Noah"

"No mom don't stop me. Did you know that he keeps talking about you, as I
look directly onto his eyes I know that he was longing for us. I pity my Dad. Hindi
ko pa siya gustong iwan cause he keep talking about you, he was drunk. He told me
about what happen to him. He confess his sin and ask for my forgiveness. Mom, you
said that you'll do anything I want and anything that will make me happy right?" I
gulp as my son look directly at my eyes seriously.

"Can you get back together even just for me, cause i'd been dreaming for a
whole family. I don't care about material thing as long as I'm with my mom and dad.
But I was unlucky, I can get whatever I want but my parents are separated. I
understand mom your reason for hating him but mom mahirap ang magtanim ng galit sa
puso natin. C-Can you forgive Dad? Even just for me mom please" I cried silently
while staring at my son laying on the couch while snoring. I sob as I saw a tears
on his eyes.

Can I do it? I know that I do really love we both feel the same way it just
that i'm afraid! I hate myself for realizing for a long years that loathing and
blaming him for everything that happened are not good and worth it especially in
the part of myself.

This time I already have decided and it's not only for what is good for my
son but this time i'll be now choosing myself my happiness let's stop the Run and
Chase.

"NOAH ARKANGHEL GET UP!" Napakagat ako sa labi ko upang iwasang humaglpak ng
tawa ng makita kong nahulog ang anak ko sa kama dahil sa lakas ng pagkasigaw ko.

"What the mom, you starled me! Can't you see i'm still sleeping I have
hangover my head hurts"

"It wasn't my fault anymore son, go get up and pack your things" my son eyes
widen shock was written on his face.

"D-Don't tell me we're going back to Amsterdan?" A playful smirk form on my

lips.

"No we're not, go pack your things" the sunbeams was scorching as we arrived
on the island. My son was carrying our laguagge I heard his groan as I didn't help
him. He was holding two laguagge and three bags.

"Asan ang bahay niya Noah?" Sumabay ako ng lakad sa anak ko at kinuha ang
isang laguagge rito. We go to the nipa hut of Colten and I can say that this nipa
hut is too small for him.

I sat on the hard chair that made of bamboo as we enter on the nipa hut.
Mainit sa loob at walang gaanong gamit, here in the island they were only using a
candle for lighting but there's no problem to me I got used with it.

"W-where is he?" Hindi ko maiwasang mapalunok ng napadako ang mata ko sa

picture frame na katabi ng vase na nakapatong sa maliit na lamesa. It was our
picture just like I saw in our house.

"His working as fishermen his actually busy right now they still need to go
at the market to sell the bucket of fish that they caught" nang una ay hindi ako
makapaniwala na magagawa niya ang ganung trabaho.

Lalo na at kilala siya bilang isang bilyonaryo, he can get what he want in
just a snap of his hand, he has a lot of business and source of income kaya hindi
mo talaga aakalain na ang Kane Colten na madalas nasa opisina ay andito ngayon sa
isla sa ilalim ng nakakapasong araw at nagtratrabaho.

We heard a laughter outside the nipa hut, my forehead creased when I realized
that it was Colten. Pero ang napagpakunot sa noo ko ay ang boses ng isang babae,
huh really! The door open at iniluwa nito si Colten at ang isang babae na nakakawit
ang kamay sa braso ni Colten. My eyes was burning fire when I saw Colten topless he
was sweating all over his face upto his half body that were naked.

I laugh sarcastically on my mind when shock registered on his face as he saw

me and Colten inside his house. The girl was still holding his arms, this bitch! I
want to pull his hair! I saw him gulp and remove the hand of that bitch.
 Wow, this is his welcome to us huh. I love it! I really love it, I love to
throttle their both neck!

"K-Keisha, N-Noah" l laugh sarcastically when she hold again the arms of
Colten. I made a paces towards their direction. Nakikitaan ko ng tapang ang babae,
how dare he to touch what's mine!

"Let him go" I said calmly pero wala itong pinakinggan.

"I SAID LET HIM GO!" dahil sa pagkagulat ay nabitawan nito ang braso ni
Colten.

"M-Magdalena please get out before I do something I regret, my woman is here

c'mon"

"But you said you will---" I closed my eyes intently as I cut her.

"GET OUT NOW!" wala itong nagawa ng si Colten na ang nagtulak rito paalis.

"Last time you we're proposing to me, confessing your love to me and how you
regret all the things you've done. But, now I just caught with your new woman,
seriously Colten. You shouldn't propose to me kung may babae ka naman pala rito. I
think I just waste my t---"

"Hey Keisha it's not what you think, c'mon don't be jealous. Magdalena are
just nothing"

"I'm not jealous!" I saw a playful smirk that form on his lips that made me
rolled his eyes bakit na ipagpipilitan niya na nagseselos ako eh hindi naman!

"Umalis ka sa harapan ko sumama ka sa Magdalena mo! Tutal mukha ka naman

masaya kasama siya"

"Ofcourse not, where is the time that I feel a genuine happy when its not
with you. C'mon sweetheart it just you. Do you think i'll be celibated for years if
your not the woman I wanted to be with me for the rest of my life. It just you
Keisha" I gulp as he go near me. Napansin ko na wala na sa paligid ang anak namin.

He lift my chin up and look directly at my eyes that made me feel so awkward.
It's been a long years since we became close like this at each other.

"Ikaw ako lang ba? Wala bang iba? Well even if you already have someone right
now I will definitely steal you from him! Your only mine Keisha" I gulp as I saw
his face getting near at me, his eyes was closed. And before his lips seal on my
lips I slap him.

"Oucch, why did you do that sweetheart I thought we are already cleared here"

"I'm not easy to get Colten court me" he bit his lips and grab me by my
waist.

"Courtship are just wasting of time sweetheart, marry me now and I'll court
you forever"
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EPILOGUE

KANE COLTEN

"I do" I smiled as I'm done watching our wedding videos. I still can't
believe that she agree to marry me and say yes. That time I feel like I was on the
bliss, hindi ko mapaliwanag ang saya na nararamdaman ko ng araw na iyon. The word
happy and bliss are not enough to describe how happy I am.
 For months I court her, she didn't agree that we will get married as soon as
possible. Her brother's also told me that I should marry her first and them. And
damn I'm having a hard time courting her three brother they are crazy as Klaud.
Pero masasabi ko na ang paghihirap na iyon is worth it, and now here we are in our
dream house.

Matagal ko nang pinatayo ito when they were in Amsterdam, I spend my money
building this dream house of us. Tila bumalik sa lahat ang pagsasama namin, but
this time we became more close and open to each other. We should not keep a secret
to each other and also our son Noah. He was so spoiled by his uncle and me and that
was mostly the reason why Keisha always scolding us for spoiling her lovely son.

We can't fought back to our wives as they keep telling us to not spoiled each
other son and daughter. Pero hindi nila kami masisisi sadyang gusto lang talaga
naming mabigay lahat ng gusto ng mga anak namin.

"Sweetheart, i've been looking for you andyan ka lang pala" sweetheart, why
does until now I still not got used with our call sign especially if she's calling
me wit it. I saw my wife walking towards me with a blanket that covered her
nakedness. I smirk and bit my lips as her harden nipple was too visible at the
white blanket. Damn, I think we need another round, my soldier was so hard and
aching so damn bad.

"You miss me already sweetheart, let's go inside for another round" he hit my
chest ng makalapit sa akin. She sat on my lap that made me groan, ohh god I'm just
wearing a boxer for pete sake, is she teasing me.

"Ohhh god sweetheart your giving me a hardtime" we're both looking at the
full moon as the wind blows and her hair dance with the strong blows of the wind.
My arms was around her waist hugging her tightly. I don't but I can't feel the
breeze cold of the night when I am cudding with her.

"Why are you still awake?" she ask me and she even move on my top. For god
sake I can barely feel her butt cheeks on my hard member. Ohh god this is bad, we
might end up making love here at veranda. Well, there's no problem with it though.

"I can't sleep and I still want another round but you pass out"

"Such insatiable!"

"Ofcourse sino ba namang hindi magsasaw---" and before I could finish my

sentence she shifted her position and sat on my lap and this time his facing me.
Her both legs was on my legs, our lips sealed while she's grinding in top of me.

What a fast learner!

"S-sweetheart ohhh!" I close my eyes and look up as I felt her hand on my

crotch guiding it on his entrance.

"C-Colten ohhh" I shout on my mind as he bit my shoulder as my crotch dig

inside her enough to reach her g-spot. So fucking goo, fuck!

"Make it fast sweetheart ohhh!" I hold her waist and help her move fastly in
top of me. We are both sweating and shouting each other names as my crotch dig in
at her tight walls.

"I'm cuming ohhh" we both reach our oragsm and gasp for an air. I made her
seat on the chair and widely open her legs.
 "O-ohhh god Colten!" My tongue was teasing her entrace, my tongue played with
her clitoris. I devour her mound and loudly eating her. She's so fucking sweet!

"I'm cuming ohhh!" She gasp for an air as she already orgasm.

She stand and hold into the chair tightly as I position myself at her back
and entered at her tight walls. Her bosom was bouncing as I dig in more my hard
shaft inside her. The cold breeze of the night turn to be a steamy night to us as
we scream each other names. The light came from the full moon and star's was enough
for us to see the fire ignite in our bloodshot eyes, and they we're the witness on
how we make our twin's.

"What is their name Mrs. Eleazar?"

"Stella Luna Eleazar and Apollo Damien Eleazar" then I saw my wife laugh
silently as he saw me wiping my tears while holding the hand of our twins. My son
Noah was smiling widely while poking the dimple of Apollo Damien, their eyes was
green. But the surprising is Stella Luna was a little version of Keisha and mention
her dazzling pair of green eyes she's definitely a complete package!

"They are so adorable mom, I can't wait to witness them growing" ang
magpalaki ng mga bata ay hindi madali pero ang gumawa madali.

Our eyes was still widely open as I watch my wife breastfeed Luna on the
other hand I was holding our son Apollo who was also crying.

"Akin na si Apollo gutom na rin yan" I gave Apollo to her and she breatfeed
them both. I pout as I saw them breastfeeing. Me and my wife have a dark circles
under our eyes dahil sa puyat.

"We should buy now a bottle for them"

"Why? The mother's milk are nutrious and more healthier than other milk"

"What about me? That was mine" she hit my hand and throw a dagger look my son
and daughter who's giggling while breastfeeding. I'm envious.

"I thought you want twelve offspring huh" I pout at what she said.

"Can we still can?" Alam kong hindi madali ang manganak at mag alaga, so its
up to her if she still wants to get pregnant. I've been stress from work and here
we go again stressing myself with our hardheaded offspring.

"Colten look after them, this is really urgent i'll be back ar lunch"

"Yeah, take care i'll bring them to my office don't worry I can handle them"

"Okay as you say so" I kissed her on the lips as she bid her goodbye. I let a
heavy sigh at pinalitan ang mga anak namin. I have no choice but to bring them on
my office.

"Apollo, Luna behave on my office okay. Daddy need to attend a metting okay.
Secretary Jo will keep an eye to the both of you. Behave" I smiled as I saw them
nod their head while seating on the couch comfortably.

"Daddy will go now, take care of them Jo. You can call me if something is up"
the accounting department was currently reporting the accumalated profit we gain
for our new product when I heard Secretary Jo voice shouting for help.
 "Mr. Eleazar dios ko pasaway pala ang mga anak nyo hindi nyo ako sinabihan" I
saw Mr.Jo suit was already tore basa rin ang slacks nito na bahagyang nagpakunot sa
noo ko.

"What happened? Where's Apoll and Luna?" I saw my secretary gulp and walk me
through my office. My jaw dropped as I saw my office mess up. Tore work papers on
the ground, my favorite antique vase that I won on the auction was broken. I
gritted my teeth as I go near them but unfortunately I didn't notice that the water
split on the ground kaya ang kinalabasan nadulas ako.

I heard a laughter from my employees outside watching what is happening here

even Secretary Jo was laughing and my son Apollo and daughter Luna was laughing
their ass off.

"So weak Dad, so weak" ohh god! I wonder how does my wife handle our kids.
Hindi naman sila ganito kapasaway ah, but now look at my office it was all mess up!

"APOLLO! LUNA!"

I was looking at them while greeting my teeth at anger, I can't hurt them
even shout at them right now even I wanted to reprimand them about what they did an
hour ago. My office was mess up hindi nila ako pinapakinggan.

"COLTEN!"

"S-sweetheart" I try my best to not let my voice sound broke but I failed as
my wife throw a dagger look at me. My two hardheaded children's was buried their
head to my sweetheart neck tila walang ginawang kasalanan.

"What did you do to them bakit takot na takot sila. They were crying when I
saw them at the garden. What did you do this time Colten"

"They mess up with my office sweetheart they even broke my favorite antique
vase that I bought on auction. I didn't know they are so hardheaded, how could you
handle them. I will not bring them again to my office some of my paper works was
tore, they tore it all up" my wife forehead creased. Hindi sila nakikinig sa akin
but when it comes to Keisha we are all such a whipped. Even Noah can't protest when
sweetheart didn't agree that he will leave on his condo alone.

Kahit na sinabihan ako ni Noah na pakiusapan ko ang mommy nila wala akong
magawa. And I was also agree with her decision, Noah should stay here at our house
even he was already at his right age.

"Say sorry to Daddy right now!" Nagulat ako ng magsiiyakan ang mga anak namin
at tumakbo sa gawi ko.

"I.SAID.SAY.SORRY!"

"M-mommy don't shout at us, i'm scared we won't do it again. Daddy i'm so
sorry we didn't mean it. We swear, right Luna?"

"Y-yes Daddy, i'm so sorry too Mommy we lied at you" my wife roll her eyes at
us my jaw drop at what she did. Bakit ang sungit naman ata ng asawa nya ngayon.

"I just go upstair, I'm tired" I nod at her but she just turn her back at me.
Seriously, is there's something happen?

"Daddy why Mommy is so grumpy"

 "I don't know either Luna" my daughter pouted at ipinagpatuloy nito ang
paglalaro.

"I'm home!"

"Kuya Noah!" I smile as I saw them welcome their older brother with a warm
embrace.

"How's the day with Dad office huh?"

"They mess up son, I didn't expect they are hardheaded like me when I was a
kid" I get his bag and put it on the couch. Noah is my son who got all of my
feautures we even mistook as brother's.

"As expected Dad. Anyway where's mom?" Noah has been a mama's boy. Even we
mostly spend our time with each other playing billiards and teaching him a martial
arts. He was a fast learner at masasabi ko na baka mas magaling pa ito sa akin if
he will master the martial arts.

"Upstair, don't disturb your mom she's grumpy and tired" my son let a heavy
sigh and play with his siblings. Dinala ko ang mga anak ko sa kanikanilang kwarto
ng makatulog ito dahil sa sobrang pagod.

I lay next to her and cuddle with her. She just groan at what I did, I
thought she already fall asleep but she remove my arms around her waist.

"Sweetheart what's wrong?"

"Lumayo ka sa akin, naiinis ako sa pagmumukha mo! I don't know why but I
wanted to kick your handsome face it was so irritating!" My jaw dropped at what she
said. Is she really serious. I did nothing actually.

"Why sweetheart, come here let's cuddle. Don't let me catch a cold with the
breeze cold night. Come here sweetheart" but she didn't even bother to look at me
na nakapagtaka sa akin.

"Do you have monthly period sweetheart, I guess that was the reason why you
are so grum---ouchh" my eyes widen when she slap me so hard. I'm sure my cheeks are
now crimson red, she just slap me so hard.

"I hate you! I hate you! How could I have a period huh, its your fault! Your
a scam, your a shooter. Are you really serious about twelve offspring I don't think
if we can make it" I panick when she already cried so loud. We heard a series of
knocks on the door of our room until its open. Iniluwa nito ang mga anak namin na
pungas pungas pa. Magkasalubong ang kilay ni Noah habang nakatingin sa akin.

I gave them a look like I was saying 'I did nothing I swear'. They walk
towards their mom and comfort her I can't help but to gulp when they throw a dagger
look at me. Okay fine its already my fault even I did nothing.

"Mom why are you crying?" Noah asked.

"Is it Dad mom?" Luna asked.

"Can we punch him mom, i'll make dad nose bleed and his face unrecognizable"
seriously why are they so protective. They are even willing to beat me up, they
were accusing me without asking me why is their mom crying.

"Y-eah its your dad" why me?

 "Noah, get your brother and sister its almost twelve you should now sleeping
you might be late tomorrow"

"No, we won't leave mom here. We hate you! Your not even responsible Dad to
us and even a husband you make our mommy cry!" I was speeches and panick when Luna
and Apollo start to cry Noah's fist landed on my face. He just gave me a hard punch
at my eyes, ohh god it was so painful.

"We're done here, let's go mom. Luna, Apollo get our luggage.

"What's happening, where the heck are you going! Fuck i'm going crazy here
what did I do! TELL ME DO NOT TURN ALL YOUR BACK AT ME!" I let a heavy sigh and get
their luggage and throw it at wall they were all startled at what did I do.

"I WON'T LET YOU ALL GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE! NOW EXPLAIN WHAT DID I DO! I'm so
sorry sweetheart if I did something wrong. Noah, Luna Apollo your all hurting Dad
tell me do you all want me out of your l-lives?" I can't help but to sob, I beg on
my knees and cried loudly. I don't care anymore!

"Pffft Dad what are you doing pffft" I heard a laughter around the room, a
flash of a camera. My eyes widen as I realize something.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY/SWEETHEART/COLTEN" they all said in unison. Damn they

just fool me! That was embarrassing lalo na ng igala ko ang paningin halos lahat ng
malalapit sa amin ay nandito.

Seriously are we going to celebrate my birthday at twelve exactly, damn that

was odd birthday celebration!

"It was all plan?" I ask them as they bring me to our kitchen with a lot of
foods. How did they prepare this all at short time.

"Yeah it was all plan"

"Even punching me so hard is a part of the show Noah Arkanghel?"

"No Dad, it just that I wanted to punch your face" the kitchen was filled
with laughter at what Noah said.

~*~

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