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| “I dreamt myths larger than my girl body could hold.” such a heartfelt literary horror debut that i think i will hold inside me forever. i really d “I dreamt myths larger than my girl body could hold.” such a heartfelt literary horror debut that i think i will hold inside me forever. i really did love this, and the writing is just completely out of this world. i cannot wait to see what this author does next, and just follow their career and stories forever. ren has loved mermaids and their stories for all her life, but when she is a small girl she also discovers her love and fascination for the water, and the escapism and transformation it can bring. She joins her school's swim team and starts swimming competitively, and this story takes place in highschool when her life is consumed with being the best swimmer her body will allow her to be, despite being only human… for now. and we get to watch ren holding on to the identity of a girl, of a swimmer, of a child of immigrants, of being queer, and we get to also watch her become the mermaid she was always meant to be. chlorine is also a little bit of an epistolary novel, and we get to see letters being written to ren’s friend/love interest, cathy, where we get to see her perspective of the transformation of ren, while also being filled with longing. this just adds an extra dark tone to the novel, because the reader is reading these one sided letters of missing someone, while switching back and forth to the story and the direction of events that are playing out with Ren inside her mind. i feel like you probably shouldn’t know too much more before going in, but some other things in this novel that i really loved, despite being hard to read: talk of being a child of diaspora and how the american dream your elders came searching for can really be a nightmare. how doctors can be horrible and not actually care about their patients or their health, and how medical care you are choosing to get can still feel like a violation, and how these last two things can be so much bigger when you're a queer nonwhite kid. how adults can push kids so far past their limits, yet still ignore all the signs that they are drowning. overall, i really did love this and sapphic asian stories about feeling like you’re from a completely different world are always going to tug on my heartstrings very hard and very deeply. (and if you need to hear it, you belong and your continuous transformation is beautiful.) i really recommend this debut if you are in a good head space with the trigger warnings. bonus: this author is army and wrote a really beautiful piece about their debut novel, inspiration, and bts (and i am very grateful to read this blue side story and gain hope.) - On BTS, Writing, and What Makes an Artist. bonus bonus: i wrote this entire review listening to come back to me by rm on repeat because bts are also one of my greatest inspirations in life. content warnings at the start of the book: racism, misogyny, self-harm, eating disorders, homophobia, depression, and sexual violence. additional trigger + content warnings i found while reading: blood, menstruation, scene getting an iud, talk of abortion, pregnancy scare, abandonment, child abuse, grooming, hospital setting, concussion, extreme headaches, car crash one sentence mention, anxiety, grief, pica, needles, talk of debt, abuse of medication, drinking, smoking, vomit, bad medical professionals and treatment, a lot of microaggressions from the love interest, and i just want to emphasize that there is a lot of talk of body image and a lot of food descriptions that are central themes in this book that go hand in hand with disordered eating. ━━♡ buddy read with evie ━━♡ + their amazing spotify playlist blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ...more |
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♡ Vampires Never Get Old ★★ ♡ Faeries Never Lie (totally reading this mermaid anthology so i will be all prepped for the fae one muahah) this anthology ♡ Vampires Never Get Old ★★ ♡ Faeries Never Lie (totally reading this mermaid anthology so i will be all prepped for the fae one muahah) this anthology was such a wonderful surprise! i do have a little bit of a soft spot for all siren-like characters, some of these short stories are truly masterpieces, and i am so thankful i had the joy to read them all. i think the deepwater van-dal by darcie little badger was my favorite, so let me go read elatsoe right away, because wow! but down below are my individual thoughts and feelings about all the stories in this anthology collection, with the trigger and content warnings i wrote down while reading! ━━♡ Storm Song by Rebecca Coffindaffer ★★ this is about a siren who needs to sing for a ritual to call down the storms, but this is ultimately a story about finding your own voice and your own power. and how some songs can be filled with anger, and that's okay! i really liked what this was saying, and i loved the sapphic vibes too, but i just didn't love this story overall. cw: violence, gun violence, blood, murder ━━♡ We'll Always Have June by Julian Winters ★★★ a ten year old is saved from drowning by a merperson, and he has thought about him ever since. and then they meet again, this time on the beach, and make a deal that the merperson will teach him how to swim, and he will help teach him how to sing. and i really did like this present story, but i kept feeling a little weird that they first met when our mc was only ten cw: drowning ━━♡ The Story of a Knife by Gretchen Schreiber ★★★★★ this was so hauntingly, and so beautifully, written. the crafting of this story, and the atmosphere, actually took my breath away a little. but this is about a girl, wanting to break the legacy of all the women in her generation being stranded in a house, on a cliff, on an island, trying to cover the scars on their legs. the only time she was able to leave the island is when she had to go to the hospital for major surgeries on her legs. and then she talks to the boy from the sea, who leaves her wondering what her family really are and what the truth of each generation before her. cw: brief mention of parental abandonment, talk of child illness (involving many scars after), withholding medical information ━━♡ The Dark Calls by Preeti Chhibber ★★ this is a story about a merfamily, living a normal day to day life, that is... until our mc starts to hear a strange voice, calling her name. and then she meets a strange boy, with an eel tail, at a canyon she is not supposed to go to. i loved seeing the family and their cave in this, but the actual story just didn't capture my attention for some reason, sadly. cw: anxiety, talk of panic attacks, blood ━━♡ Return to the Sea by Kalyn Bayron ★★★★ i really enjoyed this one. a mermaid and a new girl at school form a friendship, and maybe something more, while trying to help a turtle. i loved the way this author did mermaids, i also really loved picturing our mc swimming to catalina island for work. but i just really loved what this story had to say, and the start of this sapphic relationship really made my heart so very happy to read. i really do need to read more from kalyn bayron. cw: themes / discussion of racism + cultural appropriation, sick animal (turtle) ━━♡ The Deepwater Van-Dal by Darcie Little Badger ★★★★★ this was so so so good. this is a story about a girl who lost her father fifteen years ago while he was searching for the biggest of lost treasures. everyone thinks it was an accident on the water, but she finally learned the truth of what happened. and with the help of a vandal mermaid and the boat that was left behind, she figures out the truth - no matter how painful that truth is. this was a haunting, beautiful, masterpiece of a short story, discussing themes of what can make monsters and what can make people choose to use the word monster - both for themselves and others. cw: anxiety, insinuation of mass children death, sick child in past (that does make a full recovery), abandonment, grief, colonization, talk of rising sea levels that created a vanishing island ━━♡ The Nightingale's Lament by Kerri Maniscalco ★★★★ kerri really had her character insinuate to the other that his penis might get bit by a fish and it actually made me laugh out loud. lord, help me. i actually did really like this, but it for sure has a sexual vibe throughout, so use caution if that's not for you. but basically we follow a siren, who has the nightingale curse to never have true love, and she spends her nights singing with her sisters and then picking predatory men to murder. and the one she happens to pick this night ends up being not only a monster hunter, but the oldest heir of poseidon himself. and a naked midnight swim dare later... well, that's the story. cw: murder, death, missing mom (in past), sexual content ━━♡ Sea Wolf in Prince's Clothing by Adriana Herrera ★★★★★ oh, i loved this very powerful story all about breaking cycles, getting revenge, and carving out the story you want. in this world, sirens receive invitations to be concubines at the palace and sea wolves are born only to be protective guards for the royal family. we follow a girl who receives her invitation, with full intentions to avenge her sister. and once she gets to the palace, with her sister's dagger, she finds a very unlikely ally and another power she didn't know she could harness. let me just go read everything by adriana herrera now. cw: loss of sister in past, grief, brief talk of pregnancy + infertility, unwanted touching (pulling on lap), murder ━━♡ Nor'easter by Katherin Locke ★★★★ i really enjoyed this historical merfolk tale, that took real life events and blended it into something very beautiful. we follow two mcs, one being a trans merperson who loves their friends and is trying to find their place in their own world, and an immigrant from poland who is living in new jersey with their family, and both of their paths cross because of this storm. cw: nor'easter storm / bad storm with extreme flooding, brief mention of loss of dad in past, anxiety, talk of abandonment in past, mention of xenophobia (negative light) ━━♡ The First and Last Kiss by Julie Murphy ★★★ this story has a cool premise that all merfolk are able to walk on land, and be among humans, 2 nights a month, for one whole year (from their 17th birthday to their 18th). we meet two twin merpeople, with very different outlooks on humans, and we follow the sister as she tries to discover what she wants for her own life. and a cute sapphic romance is brewing at the forefront of this story as well! i just didn't love the end of this one, sadly. but penny being galaxy brain and connecting disney little mermaid dots... 11/10, completely mind blown. cw: insinuation of death during childbirth in past, loss of mother in past, abandonment / neglect, panic attack ━━♡ The Merrow by Zoraida Córdova & Natalie C. Parker ★★★★ oh my gosh, this is set in the same world as their short story in vampires never get old, which is so very cool, but i actually really didn't like that short story! but thankfully, i enjoyed this one much more (and now i am extra excited to see what this duo does in faeries never lie)! but story switches povs between a human girl whose mother works at a research aquarium, and a mermaid that has been recently captured and is being studied. they make a really lovely bond, and feel very connected to one another, and in turn want to help each other. this was really beautiful, and the mother choosing her daughter really made me emotional. cw: menti0n of bullying in past (name calling), anxiety, blood, needle mention, captivity, forced medical exams and other situations ━━♡ Shark Week by Maggie Tokuda-Hall ★★★★ i mean, anything with a surprise manananggal is gonna get me... every single time. i know this story isn't going to be for everyone, because it's weird and doesn't focus on a mermaid, but a monster girl who is the daughter of one (and the repercussions of a curse because of her parents falling in love), but it just really worked for me. give me all the sapphic monster girls falling in love with each other, but also with themselves. cw: talk of menstruation, blood, body horror, talk of parents working at an abortion clinic ━━♡ Jinju's Pearls by June Hur ★★★ oh, this one made me cry! this was a very heartfelt and heartbreaking story. i am scared to say too much, because i don't want to give anything away about this one, but this is a story about a girl who thinks the sea has taken everything from her, and she is very resentful because of that. this was just beautifully crafted and beautifully written and i can't wait to read more by this author. cw: missing parents, loss of a parent in past, abandonment, themes of racism (obv in a negative light), blood ━━♡ Six Thousand Miles by Julie C. Dao ★★★★ this final short story was a really powerful one about a asian-american, whose mother immigrated to the states from vietnam, and doesn't want to talk about life before she immigrated (or a magical secret that involves growing scales on their legs on their 15h birthday). i really liked this one for a lot of reasons, like the difference between generations of immigrants and how differently they will view the world and how differently the world will view them. but i also loved it because of the connection (and healing and power and love) to the water i feel because of my own family. i just really liked this twist on mermaids and it felt like a really perfect way to wrap up this anthology. cw: racism, microaggressions, mention of fetishization, blood ━━♡ buddy read with Penny blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ...more |
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salted pasta water is still crazy... when i heard sapphic medusa reimagining with a dark academia setting, i knew i couldn’t resist reading this for to salted pasta water is still crazy... when i heard sapphic medusa reimagining with a dark academia setting, i knew i couldn’t resist reading this for too long. and this book is that! and i really loved the romance! and i will always love seeing women getting revenge and healing the way they want to heal against horrible acts committed against them!! but this is a dark book that really centers on sexual assault at this college, so please use caution and take care of yourselves while reading. (i would say just skip chapter 2 when the on page rape happens, but different assaults happen and are discussed throughout this entire story.) after chapter two, we get to see lex almost a year later, back at the university that did nothing to protect her and everything to protect her rapist, and she is ready to get that revenge that she deserves. she is also ready, with the help of her sister, to take revenge for people who feel voiceless and put fear in the men who walk around campus feeling untouchable after making people feel voiceless. but when a girl who is supposed to be part of lex’s personal revenge starts to feel like something she has always wanted, things get a little more complicated. i really liked the romance in this. going into this book, i was scared because i knew it had a revenge element, but i didn’t feel any weird power dynamics, there was no bullying towards one another, and i felt like both girls just truly liked each other from the very start. i also felt like luna’s journey in realizing she is bi was really thoughtfully done and realistic. and i also really respected and enjoyed lex’s portrayal for always knowing she is a lesbian. i know the salted pasta water is still crazy, but the sex scenes were actually extremely well done - maybe some of the best i've read. and i just really enjoyed watching this romance unfold. i just really respected what this book and story is, and i wish we got more books like this. i wish we got more empowering books about women getting revenge on the people who have committed these acts that our broken systems don’t accurately punish them for. And i also wish we got more books of just girls falling in love, girls discovering their sexuality, and girls having all different kinds of relationships - some quiet, some loud, some slow, some fast, some light, some heavy. (i feel like some of the comments i am seeing about the romance/sex in this book… you all are not saying this to the 500 m/m romances we get every year. i really appreciate this story and what it is doing for so many reasons, but also the reason the baseline fact that we need more sapphic stories of all kinds.) i also “enjoyed” (it feels weird to say that for this but…. i just think it's an important conversation) seeing the discussion on how men/society can treat lesbians because the world cannot fathom someone not being attracted to men in some shape or form or way. How people will say you're just confused, or you just haven't had a good experience with a man yet, because it is impossible for some people to wrap their minds around their own unimportance (and their misogyny). i am pan, but i really respected that being shown in this book, because i sadly do think that is a reality for so many people who aren’t interested in men romantically or sexually and it should be talked about (and unlearned) more. overall, i just really am happy this book exists for many reasons. i loved the sapphic romance and seeing these two girls heal and realize that they deserve good and safe things, maybe even with the unconditional help and support from one another. and i also really respected what the author did with these darker themes and the helplessness people often feel. i'm not saying this was a perfect book by any means, but i am thankful for it and i really hope this author writes more sapphic romance in the future, because i will be preordering. trigger + content warnings: rape and sexual assault (on page, many different depictions, and talked about through the entirety of this book), not being believed after sa, predatory behavior, drugging, vomit, misogyny, snakes, blood, bullying, child abuse mentions, abusive parents, graphic physical abuse, ptsd, nightmares, harry potter mentions, torture, gore, violence, homophobia (in a negative light always), use of slur for lesbians, suicidal thoughts in past, murder ♡ buddy read with Penny blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ♡ Enthralled ★★★ ...more |
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[image] 1.) Part of Your World ★★★★★ 2.) Yours Truly ★★★★ let me preface this entire review by saying that i do believe you should read at least part of [image] 1.) Part of Your World ★★★★★ 2.) Yours Truly ★★★★ let me preface this entire review by saying that i do believe you should read at least part of your world in this loosely connected series. i didn’t feel like this about yours truly, because you just see overlapping friendships between characters - which is really cool, but i don’t think would hinder any reading experience! But i truly am not sure if i would have given this book five stars, if not for also reading part of your world! so again, totally do whatever you wanna do, read these however you want to read them, but i just recommend reading at least part of your world (which is probably the best romance book i’ve read in years, so it will be a fun side quest, i promise)! now that that is out of the way - let me actually talk about the book itself! The basic premise is that a girl read a reddit post that makes her realize the poster and her have one thing in common: they both are the person people date before they find their soulmates. So emma (28, traveling nurse) slides into justin’s (op, 29, engineer) about this curse they both may have, but then they start talking about other things and realize that they actually have more in common than their nonexistent love lives. they come up with a plan to maybe try to break this spell by dating each other on emma’s next traveling assignment, where she will come to minnesota where justin is at. and maybe, much like another book i loved this year - funny story, justin can convince emma to fall in love with his state, and maybe even want to set up some roots even though she lives a life constantly moving from place to place with her best friend. firstly, i love justin, i love emma, i wish them both the very best in life, but their friends, in particular maddy, oh they have my entire heart. this is a love story, without question, and this has a lot of heavy themes of grief and childhood neglect, but to me, this is a story about friendship, support systems, and being there for the people you love in life, no matter what. from justin’s friends knowing exactly what to do to lightening the weight in his life, to emma’s best friend maddy, who gave her so many different types of love throughout this book and truly is probably the best book friends i’ve ever read about in my life, to justin’s mom’s best friend who makes me cry even thinking about. this is just such a book about showing up for people, and also feeling like you trust people to show up for you, even when others in the past have made you a person who does not trust easily. these themes just really set this book apart for me, and is the reason this will be one of my favorite books of 2024. other things i loved: first dates with kittens!! questionnaires/google forms letting the person know what you like on dates! i know a lot of medical travelers and it was really cool reading a mc who does it! also, accurate med surg stereotype commentary, alongside accurate vegas stereotype commentary lol. you’re never too old to make new connections, and healthy relationships, with respected boundaries (romantically, but also with friends and family and anyone you choose to share your life with)! overall, if you’re looking for a really good romance, following two people healing from their pasts, both together and apart, and truly creating a healthy life for themselves, while also being such a love letter to friendships and all relationships (again, not just romantic ones), then please pick this up. i knew i was going to like this, but i didn’t expect to love it so very much and be impacted by the story so very deeply. and if you need a reminder, you are not the sum of the bad things in your past, especially stuff that was beyond your control. and it’s never too late to get the help, or extra resources, that you deserve. and you always deserve to live a healthier life, surrounded by people who appreciate you and love you unconditionally. lastly, abby - please give us the maddy (view spoiler)[and doug’s (hide spoiler)] book. I am on my knees writing this review, begging you, please. trigger + content warnings in the front of the book (it also says there should be a full list of more tw/cw on the author’s website and goodreads, which i couldn’t find to link as of august 5th, 2024, but i still always appreciate when they are in books): scenes containing panic attacks, anxiety, ptsd, depression, depictions of undiagnosed mental health issues, a toxic mother, and past child neglect. additional trigger + content warnings i wrote down while reading: talk of loss of father in past (car accident where the other person was drinking and driving), abandonment, abusive parents, neglect in past, child starvation in past, gaslighting, manipulation, a few hospital settings (only because of the profession of one of the mcs), talk of foster systems, grief, a parent going to prison, one sentence regarding suicide, vomit, sickness (norovirus), talk of menstruation, headlice, and talk of loss of grandparents in past. blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ♡ The Friend Zone ★★ ♡ buddy read with betty jo ...more |
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1.) Part of Your World ★★★★★ i didn’t love this book as much as Part of Your World , but i still really fell so hard for both of these characters. ther 1.) Part of Your World ★★★★★ i didn’t love this book as much as Part of Your World , but i still really fell so hard for both of these characters. there was just a little too much miscommunication for me upon closing this, but again… i have so many more positive things to say than negative. i highly recommend, but please use caution if you feel yourself dealing with a little more health anxiety than normal (hi, it’s me). i just really enjoy seeing these people, in their 30s, find love, find happiness, find healing. And the discussion of having healthy pregnancies in your 30s as well! all of these things are so normal, but i feel like society makes them never showcased or celebrated or even normalized, so reading this series is a little bit of a breath of fresh air, truly. (it feels wild saying that, but it’s true) this book very much also focuses on a character who has a lot of anxiety - and that is also normalized and constantly focused on talking and learning things can exacerbate his anxiety and symptoms, and things that he can use as preventative methods. again, very normal things, but this book just makes them feel extra normal and extra seen, and i just appreciate it so very much (and i know so many other readers do as well)! trigger + content warnings: hospital settings, a lot of mentions of losing patients, surgery prep discussions, kidney failure, anxiety, ptsd, panic attacks, depression, infidelity in the past, parental abandonment in past, suicide mention in past, mention of loss of a parent in past (one sentence), brief mention of miscarriage in past. (spoiler for plot point in the book) - (view spoiler)[unplanned pregnancy. (hide spoiler)] blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ♡ The Friend Zone ★★ ♡ buddy read with betty jo ...more |
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oh friends, this is truly a new all time favorite romance book this book starts out with a very unexpected meet cute, in a small stars hollow like town oh friends, this is truly a new all time favorite romance book this book starts out with a very unexpected meet cute, in a small stars hollow like town, when one of our main characters tows the car of our other main character. they get to know each other a little bit in the local pub and decide to spend the night together when they quickly realize how much they both like eachother even though it feels like they come from different worlds, rather than just different towns. oh, and this man, daniel? HE IS AN INNKEEPER! He owns the local inn! If you have been reading my reviews for years, you will know… this such a niche box for me and this man was checking it and more! our other main character, alexis, is a er doctor who is trying to follow in her family’s very large footsteps at a hospital that they opened the doors of many generations ago. but one of the main things i really loved about this story was that she quickly sees how this small town doesn’t have adequate medical resources for her - from mental health help, to preventive care help, to being able to deliver babies, to emergency and much more - everything they have to go to the town over. And this is a very big problem that is pretty close to my heart as well, and it just meant a lot to me that a romance author made it a focal point of her book. alongside another very important discussion of domestic abuse and how that can take many forms, from physical to mental to emotional to everything in between, and how none of those are lesser or less scary and difficult to navigate to safety. this book also includes some really good resources for help in the back, too. i also just loved how this book focuses on how surrounding yourself with kind and caring people makes you want to be more kind and caring. both platonic and romantic love is so important and just finding people who you truly want to constantly make your world better with really is what life is all about. but yeah, friends, i just loved this one with my entire heart. it was a very unexpected favorite, and i really will recommend it forever. trigger + content warnings: this book really talks about domestic abuse and how that can take many emotional and physical forms, talk of lack of medical care in a community, talk of serious health issues, talk of mental health and not being able to get medication, brief mention of heart attack in past, abusive parents, parental abandonment, mentions of loss of grandparents in past, a scene of an emergency childbirth, blood, mention of loss of patients in medical career (one sentence of loss of child patient), one sentence funeral mention, minor car accident, one sentence mention of sex trafficking, mention of cheating in past (not mcs), panic attack, depression depiction, and i wouldn’t necessarily say hospital setting but this book very much talks about the medical field and being an er doctor so please use caution. blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ♡ The Friend Zone ★★ ♡ buddy read with betty jo ...more |
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[image] ARC provided by Del Rey - thank you so much !! ♡ signed us copies “Her conviction, born of long days and longer nights, was that if the world[image] ARC provided by Del Rey - thank you so much !! ♡ signed us copies “Her conviction, born of long days and longer nights, was that if the world contained magic at all, then it could not also contain their war.” the warm hands of ghosts is a story set during world war 1, following a combat nurse who has recently returned home after the hospital she was working at was bombed. now, back in halifax canada, another explosion has happened and all she has left is her brother, who is still in german occupied france fighting in the forbidden zone. but when a package reaches her with some of his items and a note saying he is missing, she knows she must get back to france and see if she can find out any information about the only person she has left in this world. And a beautiful story, within two stories, is crafted about love, faith, and sacrifice as we switch perspective of these two siblings encountering a force this world has always known. (and the speculative element involving a magical inn that is described as a “faerie revels that end at sunrise”? yeah, 11/10 for me and my reading wheelhouse.) i know a lot of you were really curious about my thoughts on this book, because the winternight trilogy is one of my favorite stories, and it really does mean a great deal to me. comparing that to this book feels so impossible, because the stories are so vastly differently, but i still really enjoyed this book and was completely swept away by katherine arden’s prose and storycrafting and heart. i am just not the biggest historical reader, and i am also not the biggest fan of reading war stories, but i knew if anyone could make me enjoy a story with a backdrop like this, it would be katherine arden. but i did find myself very much enjoying laura’s pov of traveling and healing and discovering what was going on way more than freddies trapped within this war pov (which seems to be a very not popular opinion according to early reviews)! but even despite this book being very catered not to my tastes, there is just something so magical about katherine’s writing, and ability to tell a story. and the way she handled the different evils in this book was really perfect in my opinion. plus, you all know i love a good big sister and little brother story always! i really don’t want to give away too much of the plot, because it really is cool to discover everything right alongside laura and freddie, but my favorite part of this book is actually the title. just this idea sparking that our own hands can become unusable because of the brutal acts of men (and how women are trying to heal from many of those acts against all odds), and how we can be having our hands guided by ghosts (some ghosts, some angels, some… a little bit of dark entities) was just really thought provoking and so very profound to me. very very galaxy brain. also the theme of how it is easier to blame one person, one thing, rather than a completely broken system that needs to be dismantled and rebuilt. i know this is a world war 1 story, but it feels extra heartbreaking how much of this felt so very relevant in 2024. maybe we need our hands guided a lot more by ghosts and not leaders who still don’t want to view human lives equally 100 years later. “It was so much easier to hate a man than a system: vast, inhuman, bloodstained.” this book also puts a very heavy emphasis on hope and how important it is to have a north star to keep that hope alive, keep you having faith, making it easier for you to believe in something and maybe, in turn, believe in yourself. This book really showcases that in a lot of ways - through anger, though sacrifice, though a never waning belief of hope back in that very same person. And also shows the beauty of realizing that you are able to hope in something new, which can also be a safe harbor when the world feels unnavigable by yourself. also this book has a very big central theme of pairings within the characters. This old and new world that so many of these characters fall into and you can see them having a harder or easier time depending on what way they fall. i feel we (americans) are taught around 8th grade the literary juxtaposition of the 20s and of old and new with gatsby (and at such an annoying length), but this really made me think that maybe this was a heightened view that people were really discussing and feeling during and after the great war (pre jazz era/roaring twenties… listen, i am an sff reader and reviewer not a historical one hahaha but this really was thought provoking for me). but i just really love the element of pairings and how everyone kind of has a co-something counterpart within this story as well. i enjoy it as a reader and also as a type a virgo. okay i think i am finally able to let you in on the secret reading of this book (i can’t even believe i am about to type this!) I was able to have the opportunity to buddy read this with katherine arden (and a bunch of amazing booksellers and book content creators!) and the amount of research and respect and heart that she put into this novel is so very felt, but i really was lucky enough to experience that so much deeper. i was speechless at how much she knew and how much she dug deeper to learn so many personal stories of families during this time. it allowed me to have an even deeper level of empathy and just taught me so much in regard to understanding what life was really like during this time period all around the world. i also want to let you know because this was such a magical experience for me, there could potentially be some bias going on, or simply that i just read this book with a different lens compared to if i read it all by myself. You know, it feels a little fated to even write this because the reason i picked up the bear and the nightingale in 2017 was because it was gifted to me by the goodreads staff, which they all wrote sweet things in, and it is forever one of my favorite books in my collection. so maybe i am just destined to have really unique reading experiences with katherin arden. overall, this was a really heartfelt story and an entire experience that meant a lot to me. it was a true honor reading this, and laura is a character who will stay in my heart forever. i absolutely am already begging for whatever katherine arden does next and this book really helped solidify her as a favorite author of all time. trigger + content warnings: the whole setting being world war 1, a constant talk and imagery of war, halifax harbor explosion, battle of passchendaele mentions, mentions of chemical gassing warfare, prisoner of war, death, murder, gun violence, so many hospital settings, violence, gore, blood, blood transfusions, needles, surgery, talk of medical conditions and illness constantly, missing loved one, a lot of talk of loss of loved ones (including parents, children, partners, friends), captivity, claustrophobic scenes, extreme ptsd, extreme nightmares, smoking and drinking, crowd crush scene, talk of suicide, suicide ideation. blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon 1.) The Bear and the Nightingale ★★★★★ 2.) The Girl in the Tower ★★★★★ 3.) The Winter of the Witch ★★★★★ 1.) Small Spaces ★★★★★ 2.) Dead Voices ★★★★ ...more |
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| “One day love became not an offering of safety, but a reminder of everything cruel and dangerous in the world.” human girl adopted and raised by a “One day love became not an offering of safety, but a reminder of everything cruel and dangerous in the world.” human girl adopted and raised by a king of vampires, enters a cutthroat magical tournament which honors the goddess of vampires, who will grant the winner any one wish of their asking, also with a romance brewing in the backdrop which is making each new trail more and more difficult and confusing. oh friends, i ate this up with a spoon and i am here typing this mini review and begging my postman to deliver the novella and second book of this series immediately! for the twilight girls, the hunger games girls, the girls who love enemies to lovers with a different hidden enemies to lovers within. the girls who love complicated father daughter relationships (the “never you” truly broke me into a million pieces) !! i really had a good time with this one, and carissa broadbent really knows how to write an endearing main character that you can’t help but put your entire heart into rooting for. the hype is totally warranted for this fantasy romance, in my opinion. trigger + content warnings: loss of family/loss of loved ones throughout this book, blood, parental abuse, murder, gore, self harm to get blood, nightmares, ptsd, grief, self harm mention in past, vomit, violence, anxiety, war, torture, battle, sexual assault in past, insinuation of rape in past, forced starvation (vampires with blood), animal death, slavery, captivity, fire, ableist terms for disabilities blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ♡ Daughter of No Worlds ★★★ ♡ buddy read with betty jo ...more |
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[2021 reread] i'm still so in love, still an all-time favorite. [2017 first read] I loved absolutely everything about this graphic novel. To date, it i [2021 reread] i'm still so in love, still an all-time favorite. [2017 first read] I loved absolutely everything about this graphic novel. To date, it is by far the best graphic novel I have ever read, and even surpasses my love for Saga. I am completely blown away, and will count down the days until Vol. 2 releases (June 6th, 2017). [image]This story follows a seventeen year old girl named Maika, whose story starts out where she is being sold as a slave. The reader will immediately notice that Maika has a very strange tattoo of an eye on her chest, and she is missing an arm. Yet, it becomes very clear very early that Maika is much stronger than what she seems. Maika is struggling to hold in her monster, while also trying to get answers from her past. With the help of an adorable little half-fox and a poet cat, Maika is on a journey to discover herself, her past, and what's truly inside of her, all while she carries a very mysterious and sought after item. In this world there are five races: ➽Humans - Like you and me. ➽Ancients - Immortal, animal-like rulers with an immense amount of power. ➽Cats - Much like people, can speak and fight, but much more adorable. ➽Old Gods - Little to no knowledge of them. ➽Areanics - Half of each [image] Also in this world, there are factions at war: ➽The Federation - Humans, who just hate magic users and refuse to let them live and breed. These humans will take Arcanics and make them slaves to do whatever terrible things they wish. ➽Arcanics - Magic users, who are sort of hybrids of the Ancients. Also, two powerful courts, the Dawn Court and the Dusk Court, have risen up to defend against the Cumaea. ➽Cumaea - Witch-like people that use Arcanic's body parts to make Lillium. People in this world will use a drug like substance called Lillium for power, regeneration, and in some cases, resurrection. Between the war and the use of this magical substance, this world is also now aware of things much bigger than the Federation and Arcanics. This graphic novel is not only bigger than most bind-ups, but it has significantly more writing than most graphic novels, too! You receive a lot, and I do mean a lot, of information and very quickly. This really worked for me, because it became way more of an immersion, while also reading closer to a book. Yet, I can understand how this would be a different reading experience for some, so I felt the need to bring it up. The story is so brilliant and impactful. I can already tell I'm going to be thinking about this world for such a long time, because this is the type of story that just sticks with you, while festering in your heart. I truly love everything about this. The art was so magnificent and I found myself constantly just staring at some pages in disbelief that a human created it. This art also brought very many tears to my eyes very many times, constantly evoking so much pure emotion from me. On top of having an amazing story, it is the best art I've ever seen in a comic, ever. [image] Trigger warnings for human trafficking, slavery, child brutality, and many other dark themes that are in the violence and gore vein. This is a dark story, and it doesn't shy away from that darkness or its brutality. I loved everything about this graphic novel: the story, the characters, the art, the representation, everything. I honestly cannot see any graphic work ever beating this. I am in awe and my thoughts probably aren't even coherent, but this is something unique and special. Please give this comic series a try if you haven't already. I swear to you with my entire soul, this is nothing short of a masterpiece. This is maybe even a once in a lifetime masterpiece. I never put graphic novels on my "best of the year" list, but I think this is the year I make an exception for Monstress. [image] Readalong for the BooktubeSFF Awards which is being hosted by Adriana from Perpetual Pages, Chelsea from TheReadingOutlaw, Connor from Connor O'Brien, Elizabeth from Books and Pieces, Kaitlin from Kitty G, Sam from Thoughts on Tomes, Elena from Elena Reads Books, and Thomas from SFF180! Blog | Instagram | Youtube | Ko-fi | Spotify | Twitch Merged review: [2021 reread] i'm still so in love, still an all-time favorite. [2017 first read] I loved absolutely everything about this graphic novel. To date, it is by far the best graphic novel I have ever read, and even surpasses my love for Saga. I am completely blown away, and will count down the days until Vol. 2 releases (June 6th, 2017). [image]This story follows a seventeen year old girl named Maika, whose story starts out where she is being sold as a slave. The reader will immediately notice that Maika has a very strange tattoo of an eye on her chest, and she is missing an arm. Yet, it becomes very clear very early that Maika is much stronger than what she seems. Maika is struggling to hold in her monster, while also trying to get answers from her past. With the help of an adorable little half-fox and a poet cat, Maika is on a journey to discover herself, her past, and what's truly inside of her, all while she carries a very mysterious and sought after item. In this world there are five races: ➽Humans - Like you and me. ➽Ancients - Immortal, animal-like rulers with an immense amount of power. ➽Cats - Much like people, can speak and fight, but much more adorable. ➽Old Gods - Little to no knowledge of them. ➽Areanics - Half of each [image] Also in this world, there are factions at war: ➽The Federation - Humans, who just hate magic users and refuse to let them live and breed. These humans will take Arcanics and make them slaves to do whatever terrible things they wish. ➽Arcanics - Magic users, who are sort of hybrids of the Ancients. Also, two powerful courts, the Dawn Court and the Dusk Court, have risen up to defend against the Cumaea. ➽Cumaea - Witch-like people that use Arcanic's body parts to make Lillium. People in this world will use a drug like substance called Lillium for power, regeneration, and in some cases, resurrection. Between the war and the use of this magical substance, this world is also now aware of things much bigger than the Federation and Arcanics. This graphic novel is not only bigger than most bind-ups, but it has significantly more writing than most graphic novels, too! You receive a lot, and I do mean a lot, of information and very quickly. This really worked for me, because it became way more of an immersion, while also reading closer to a book. Yet, I can understand how this would be a different reading experience for some, so I felt the need to bring it up. The story is so brilliant and impactful. I can already tell I'm going to be thinking about this world for such a long time, because this is the type of story that just sticks with you, while festering in your heart. I truly love everything about this. The art was so magnificent and I found myself constantly just staring at some pages in disbelief that a human created it. This art also brought very many tears to my eyes very many times, constantly evoking so much pure emotion from me. On top of having an amazing story, it is the best art I've ever seen in a comic, ever. [image] Trigger warnings for human trafficking, slavery, child brutality, and many other dark themes that are in the violence and gore vein. This is a dark story, and it doesn't shy away from that darkness or its brutality. I loved everything about this graphic novel: the story, the characters, the art, the representation, everything. I honestly cannot see any graphic work ever beating this. I am in awe and my thoughts probably aren't even coherent, but this is something unique and special. Please give this comic series a try if you haven't already. I swear to you with my entire soul, this is nothing short of a masterpiece. This is maybe even a once in a lifetime masterpiece. I never put graphic novels on my "best of the year" list, but I think this is the year I make an exception for Monstress. [image] Readalong for the BooktubeSFF Awards which is being hosted by Adriana from Perpetual Pages, Chelsea from TheReadingOutlaw, Connor from Connor O'Brien, Elizabeth from Books and Pieces, Kaitlin from Kitty G, Sam from Thoughts on Tomes, Elena from Elena Reads Books, and Thomas from SFF180! Blog | Instagram | Youtube | Ko-fi | Spotify | Twitch ...more |
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| “It was the first time I thought about how strange it was that the thing I spent all my time doing belonged to a culture that wasn't mine. But my p “It was the first time I thought about how strange it was that the thing I spent all my time doing belonged to a culture that wasn't mine. But my parents were the ones who taught me piano. It is just as much a part of my blood as it is hers.” oh friends, i really thought this was going to be a five star at first! the writing is so atmospheric and enchanting and harrowing and just... it's perfect. and i still really enjoyed the story as well! the themes of connection and belonging in two different worlds constantly were so loud and heartfelt. i know a lot of younger diaspora people will find so much with these pages, both good and bad but very real and seen. there were multiple parts of this story that made me cry and feel so many things simultaneously. the end was just too wild for me. maybe i'm too much of a horror new reader, but i just couldn't. i, very heartbreakingly, loved the metaphor at the end too, but i just ended up not loving the story as a whole as much as i hoped for when starting. i still highly recommend this debut with my whole heart and i am very happy that i was able to read it. ♡ buddy read with may! trigger and content warnings (some of these could be plot spoilers so please use caution): suicidal thoughts, depression, ptsd, anxiety, grief, racism, colorism, talk of labor camps in past, extreme bullying in past, disordered eating and a lot of descriptions of disordered eating thoughts, hospitalization of loved ones, hospital setting, loss of parents, loss of a loved one, animal abuse, animal testing, animal deaths, human experimentations, sexual assault, sexual abuse, grooming, predatory behavior, drugging, forced impregnation, kind of bestiality maybe idk, cannibalism, lots of descriptions of worms and slugs and spiders and crabs, blood, death, seizures, and just lots of body horror things! blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ...more |
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━━♡ this audiobook is free with my amazon membership this is maybe the best short story collection i have ever read to date. i was blown away by how m ━━♡ this audiobook is free with my amazon membership this is maybe the best short story collection i have ever read to date. i was blown away by how many back to back five stars i was giving, and how each story felt so real and each story was so deeply felt by me. to me, this really is a collection about identity and connection and how we embrace, enhance, and find those things in so many life experiences. from church and sex, to motherhood and sisterhood, to our queerness and our connections, to how we were raised and our relationship to our families currently, to just every facet of life. i just loved this wholeheartedly and completely and i recommend so very much. (also, i really loved the short story fuckboy museum in the peach pit anthology by this author! and it made me want to read everything by them!) ━━♡ Eula ★★★★ “But maybe you should question the people who taught you this version of God. Because it's not doing you any favors.” oh i really loved this, and such a great and strong start to this anthology. this short story follows two women in their 40s celebrating the y2k new year. they are both teachers, and both have shared a lot of their lives with each other, and this focuses on glimpses of the past ten years, where they have also been lovers, with very different thoughts on what a happy life should look like. tw/cw: mentions of infidelity ━━♡ Not-Daniel ★★★ this is a very short story that is showing a hook up between two people who are taking care of their mothers in a hospice center. this felt very real and very harrowing and there is really no words for a situation as cruel as this, but i also didn't love reading it. tw/cw: hospice setting, cancer mentions, grief, anxiety, depression, mention of maybe infidelity ━━♡ Dear Sister ★★★★★ i really loved this. this is a letter being written by a sister to a sister she has never met before. it is in the midst of planning their fathers funeral, and she is detailing the events to this sister that she never knew. this was just the perfect balance of sad and heartwarming, and it just felt so very real to me. tw/cw: loss of a parent (stroke), mention of loss of a grandparent (heart attack), alzheimer mention, mention of abortion, grief, abandonment, brief mention of infidelity, unwanted touch, funeral setting ━━♡ Peach Cobbler ★★★★★ “...maybe I could make a cobbler that pleased God. And maybe that would please my mother.” a very powerful short story about a young girl growing up watching her mother have an affair with their pastor. and her learning to recreate the perfect peach cobbler, that her mother makes every monday, in the hopes that maybe her mother would see her and love her. i know i sound like a broken record, but truly all of these stories just feel so real and the sadness and hurt and loneliness are just so easily felt in so few pages. i also feel like i could truly taste the tartness, the sweetness, and the softness of this story on every page. tw/cw: infidelity, child abuse, abandonment, neglect, mention of sick aunt/sister, loss of a aunt/sister. ━━♡ Snowfall ★★★★★ two women, shoveling the snow from their northern home, being nostalgic for their southern upbringing. this has big themes surrounding the feelings of giving away the past you loved for a healthy future that allows you to live the life you deserve to live. i just like really loved this one wholeheartedly and so very completely. tw/cw: brief mention of infidelity in past, implied homophobia, homophobia in past from parent, abandonment ━━♡ How to Make Love to a Physicist ★★★★★ this story starts out at a conference, where we follow two people who meet for the first time and stay up talking late into the night. and then we get to see their journey after the conference is over. this is a really beautiful depiction of a relationship growing, and how other relationships in life can impact that (very much including the relationship you have with yourself). i loved our main character, i loved seeing her time in therapy, i loved all the connections in this book, and i feel like i highlighted at least 50% of this. tw/cw: a lot of talk of body image, having a parent comment about your body in past and present ━━♡ Jael ★★★★ this story is told in two very unique points of view - one being journal entries written by a young girl who has a crush on the preacher's wife, and the other being the girl's grandmother who is very religious and very scared for her granddaughter's soul. i was a little apprehensive at first because of the invasion of privacy, but the story was so well crafted and really had such a phenomenal ending. tw/cw: predatory behavior with intent of statutory rape, grooming, invasion of privacy (reading this journal), a lot of talk of domestic abuse in past, child abuse, abandonment, homophobia, use of slur towards lesbians, mention of abortion in past, talk of death ━━♡ Instructions for Married Christian Husbands ★★★★ this is a step by step, broken down by category, mini manual of the wants and expectations of a sexual relationship agreement. there is also a lot of themes of people in power positions being hypocrites fully. but the reason i really loved this was because, well, i love a good dot always, but also because i just love seeing a woman lay down boundaries for herself and what is going to happen in any agreement that she is choosing to enter. tw/cw: infidelity ━━♡ When Eddie Levert Comes ★★★★ a heartbreaking story about a daughter taking care of her mother with dementia. she isn't sure if her mother even remembers her, but our storyteller will always remember the abusive words and acts she endured while being raised by her. again, this was just so heartbreaking and also so heartfelt. tw/cw: dementia, talk of strokes, loss of a brother in past, loss of a grandmother in past, talk of child abuse in past, abandonment, and colorism. ━━♡ Must Love IPAs ★★★ a very sweet, final story in this collection, ironically being a central theme of the short story fuckboy museum in the peach pit anthology that made me find this author. again, we always love a good dot. this is a story about a woman and her experiences on dating apps while trying to find a life partner, but also trying to find a date to her sister's new year's eve party. tw/cw: mention of loss of parents in the past ━━♡ buddy read with evie blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ...more |
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ARC provided by the publisher via Edelweiss i am always gonna be here for unsavory women and their unsavory adventures :) down below are my individual ARC provided by the publisher via Edelweiss i am always gonna be here for unsavory women and their unsavory adventures :) down below are my individual ratings, feelings, favorite quotes, trigger + content warnings, and my personal interpretations of each story in this collection! ━━♡ fuckboy museum - deesha philyaw ★★★★ “That should have been the end of it. But when do mediocre men ever go away quietly?” oh i really enjoyed this one and i love how this was the start of this anthology, too. truly, it set such a good vibe and tone for what is to come. i do not want to say too much about this one, because a lot of my enjoyment came from how this mystery slowly comes together! but this one is about a woman trying to find companionship after a divorce through a lot of different dating sites and apps... and with a lot of fuckboys. tw/cw: brief mention of police racism + brutality, mention of loss of a father in past, brief mentions of infidelity (not mc), one sentence mention of cancer, death, and murder ━━♡ caller - k-ming chang ★★★★ “Outside, the rain was repeating us, saying my words to the pavement: please, please.” i do not think this one will be for everyone, because it reads very stream of consciousness, but the writing just completely hypnotized me in the best way. this asian-american sapphic phone call scammer romance, with a prose that that felt like poetry, ending up really working for me. tw/cw: blood, talk of excreta + toilet phobias, hypochondria + cyberchondria, and talk of terrible work conditions ━━♡ all you have is your fire - yah yah scholfield ★★★★ “She was drawn to these books—girls with powers, girls who were monstrous, girls who had the potential to be terrible and violent things.” the hurt, anger, and rage i was able to feel so powerfully through these so few pages. truly some of the best writing i've experienced in a long while. this was a heavy one, and a very raw one, and left a very big impact on me. sometimes setting fire to everything might look like madness, but most of the time the only way to rebuild is to burn everything else down. tw/cw: child abuse, abusive parents, neglect, captivity, suicide attempt + ideation, fire ━━♡ the other you - maisy card ★★★ “You can feel the internal prayer the woman recites, hoping he will come.” this was a really unique short story, that was beautifully written, about a woman going back to jamaica, and needing to desperately tell a story to another woman. to me, this was a story about how women blame themselves for the wrongs that men do. tw/cw: infidelity, abandonment ━━♡ maps - vanessa chan ★ i recognize what this was trying to do with media and the world only showing us "good survivors", and i am sure this story could help someone out there after horrible things were done to them, but this was truly to the worst thing i've read all year. i highly recommend skipping this one and/or checking the warnings below. tw/cw: incest, pedophilia, grooming, sexual abuse to children, parental abuse, suicide, loss of a loved one, mention of cancer, loss of a parent, disordered eating, bulimia, vomit, pica, fatphobia, bullying in past, talk of excreta ━━♡ aquafina - chana porter ★★★ “If I drown in this ocean tell my mother I’m still angry the writing in this one was very beautiful to me, and i found that i wanted even more upon finishing this short story. this one gives you a lot within these few pages, but leaves the reader questioning what they are reading throughout the entire experience. i had a very good time with this one and i would love to read more from this author. tw/cw: sexual harassment, talk of disordered eating, negative body image thoughts, intrusive thoughts, rape mention, cancer mention, abuse mention, murder, drowning, suicide ideation ━━♡ a scholarship opportunity - megan giddings ★★★ “Being the worse girl means, at least, I'll be remembered” we really live in a world where kids who are only seventeen, are forced to figure out who they want to be, in a world where everyone not only expects them to choose and know before they can even vote, but also expects them to fit in the boxes they are already putting them in. and this can feel extra suffocating when parents also have been impacted by the expectations of society and the world. sometimes being "bad" is the only way to feel like you can get some agency over yourself + future. also, college is expensive and kids need any and all scholarships lol tw/cw: brief body image talk in a negative light + mention of excreta ━━♡ sick - alicia elliott ★★★ “If she wanted either of us to be that kind of daughter, she should have been that kind of mother.” this one is hard for me to rate, because i really enjoyed exploring munchausen (something i think i have never read about before) and how childhood manipulation can make for adults who are still easily manipulated and abused by their parents. but i just wish we could have seen a little more of the ending, and a little more of our main characters past friendship. tw/cw: parental manipulation, gaslighting, trauma, munchausen, talk of debt, bullying in past, talk of cancer, negative body image/appearance talk, talk of infidelity ━━♡ ms wrong - chantal v johnson ★ / dnf i just really had a hard time connecting + enjoying this one. this mc was truly too unsavory for me. tw/cw: talk of rape + drugging ━━♡ holes - alice ash ★★ i like the discussion on mother daughter relationships, and being trapped in cycles and feeling buried by the weight of the world and the expectations society places on you and your family at birth. but the writing of this one was just really not for me. tw/cw: assault/unwanted touching, self harm, blood, brief diet mention, insects ━━♡ manifestation - sarah rose etter ★★★ “I always thought evil hung in the sky above our heads, the black whorl of it, a portal to darkness. That’s where storms came from—when the evil got too great and God had to release some of it down on us. We had to pay a little bit for it.” i really enjoyed this story being told to the reader, and the switch of perspective mid story was very powerful. my friend, who i am buddy reading this anthology with, talked about switching out the manifestation for religion and it extra blew my mind a little. i had a good time with this one and i think, sadly, a lot of us probably know and see people like the first perspective of this tale. tw/cw: nightmares, self harm, forced hospitalization, weight loss mention ━━♡ buffalo - alison rumfitt ★★★ this one is for sure horror, so please use caution going in. we follow a woman who is experiencing extreme transphobia in her new town, because of a serial killer who is skinning women alive. this story is about her choosing to go after the serial killer... and the story is told to you, the serial killer. this last year, i have thought a lot about queer people reclaiming the horror genre through story telling, and this, to me, talks about the harm (and hate and violence) horror movies and media cause to queer people - like buffalo bill from the silence of the lambs. and the immense power in reclaiming and rewriting those harmful stories. i thought this was very smart, and i am very interested to read more from this author, but i just wasn't in love with the writing or format of this. but i really appreciated what the author was doing. tw/cw: murder, rape mentions, mutilation mentions, graphic violence mentioned, transphobia, transphobic and homophobic slurs, blood, harassment, stalking, doxing mention, police causing harm ━━♡ composition - aliya whiteley ★★★★ “They ask me where I have been, and I tell them travelling. They understand that. They have grown through the dark themselves.” i think this story will be my favorite in the collection for so many reasons. but a main character who has powers over bacteria? one of the coolest and more unique things ive seen in a while. i hope this author gives the world a full length story inspired off this short version, because i think they are very galaxy brain for that idea. the writing was also beautiful, the story entrancing, and i was left wanting more in the best way possible. tw/cw: suicide, insects, animal death (bird), death, loss a sibling. ━━♡ the monolith - chaya bhuvaneswar ★★ / dnf i just couldn't get through the writing of this one, sadly. this is about med students, in an oncology department, and the story is told through a truly insufferable person's perspective. tw/cw: microaggressions, colorism, cancer mentions, talk of treatment, power imbalances ━━♡ the devil's doorbell - amanda leduc ★★ no one is more surprised than myself that a sapphic relationship with the devil didn't work out for me, but here we are. i feel the the base of this story was enjoyable, but a few sentences were just too uncomfortable in a way i didn't want to be uncomfortable. tw/cw: death, gore, attempted incest in a story mention, a weird comment about a 6 year old, ableist term (in a reclaimed use) ━━♡ amaranth - lauren groff ★★ “We die; we leave ghosts of ourselves behind. Voices on answering machines, bodies on video, fragments of souls in handwriting.” i was interested throughout reading this, and i thought the writing was good, but i just didn't love the story. this is a story about grief and the dark form that can accompany it, but also a story about years of wanting revenge. maybe because disordered eating played such a big part in this, and that is something that i don't love reading about, but sadly this anthology didn't end on the best note for me. tw/cw: loss of a parent, grief, depression, a lot of talk and mentions of disordered eating / anorexia, self harm, blood, hospitalization, infidelity blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon The quotes above were taken from an ARC and are subject to change upon publication. ━━♡ buddy read with evie ...more |
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okay, maybe i just give every riley sager book three stars, but this one was truly my favorite out of all the other ones i’ve read! 80’s setting, mans
okay, maybe i just give every riley sager book three stars, but this one was truly my favorite out of all the other ones i’ve read! 80’s setting, mansion on the coast of maine, a family massacre in a small sleepy town, the only survivor (who is also the only suspect) is now an old woman who needs 24/7 care, because her last nurse has left in the night never to be seen again! a lot of good and spooky atmosphere and allure, true? and we follow the newly hired caregiver, who grew up in this town with this haunted house, who is unable to say no for the position because of something very sad in her own life. And with the help of a typewriter, the spooky story of what really happened all of those years ago unfolds! i honestly had a really good time with this, and my rating is for sure a very high three stars. this book will really keep you on your toes with guessing, and you will hit a point in the story where it is just all out constant reveal after reveal! this is something i did enjoy, but i feel like it was a little too much. kind of like when you’re on a rollercoaster and the first few dips and loops and plunges feel good, but if there are too many it loses the appeal and the fear, you know? but also take all of this with a grain of salt, because you all know i am not a big mystery thriller reader and reviewer! but i had a really fun time with this one overall, and for sure recommend. also, i really adored the ending of this one and thought it was close to perfect. trigger + content warnings (please use caution reading these, because they do give away some major twists and plot reveals): toxic home, loss of a parent in past, talk of cancer, grief depiction, depression depiction, anxiety, thoughts of suicide, suicide attempt, abusive parents, captivity, nightmares, infidelity, overdose, talk of diet, negative body talk, slut shaming, pregnancy surprise, birth, blood, alcholism, drug addiction, bad medical help, brief insinuation of homophobia/homophobic parents in past, death, murder use of ouija board ♡ buddy read with Amy! blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ➽ The Last Time I Lied ★★★ ➽ Lock Every Door ★★★ ...more |
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| “I would rather lose this entire war than live without you, and if that means I have to prove myself over and over, then I'll do it. You gave me yo “I would rather lose this entire war than live without you, and if that means I have to prove myself over and over, then I'll do it. You gave me your heart, and I'm keeping it.” i promise you, no one is more surprised than me. the hype really is real and valid, but what made me fall in love was something i was not expecting to find within these pages. i will honestly say that the content of this book was probably more of a four star from me (still amazing obviously), but the reading experience for me was truly above any five stars i could possibly give this. it has been so many years since the book community has had a book like this, where everyone is just vibrating with excitement. from the book being sold out everywhere, to all bookish platforms non-stop talking about it, to threads and threads of theorycrafting, to having the happiest of conversations with my friends, this book really is impossible to not know about if you’re in any part of bookish spaces. but why i think this book is so successful, and what surprised me the most, is the insane nostalgia this book was able to evoke from me, because fourth wing feels like all the fantasy series i grew up devouring and obsessing over. i completely recognize this is not a perfect book, but rebecca yarros has created a feeling that i haven’t felt since vampire academy, twilight, hunger games, divergent, falling kingdoms. i feel like she personally handed me a big cup of my favorite nostalgia, that i almost forgot the taste of, and for that she really is going to get all the stars from me. but the story of this book is good and solid, and the characters are truly amazing as well. violet is such an amazing main character, and i felt so much pride for her throughout this book. I love her sister, i love her bestie, i love all the dragons with my whole entire heart, and… xaden is six stars all on his own as well. i will forever adore a boarding school setting and a main character who loves the stories she grew up reading. And this book really did have a few good twists that surprised me. the pacing was great and made me never want to put this book down. overall, i really just do not have a bad thing to say - this was a complete joy to read and will forever be a happy memory of the reading experience. trigger + content warnings: war themes, mention of heart failure, loss of a parent in the past, loss of a loved one/friend, loss of an animal (dragon), death, murder, blood, violence, vomit, anxiety depiction, self sacrificing actions, and ableism (always in a negative light). i know i compared the feeling of this to many ya series i grew up loving, but this is a very adult book with very adult themes !! ♡ buddy read with Amy! blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ...more |
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[image] “Your lola told stories about the country she had come from; your father told you the stories of himself, his destined for greatness. They a[image] “Your lola told stories about the country she had come from; your father told you the stories of himself, his destined for greatness. They are private stories told on stages behind thick curtains, seen only by the teller, and no one else.” i truly think this is the most impressive book i have ever read. so many risky choices, so many leaps of faith, yet jimenez was able to pull everything together in a way that was able to break and heal my heart in two very different ways. this reading experience is truly unlike anything i've ever had, or even seen, before. But this really is one of the most beautiful, powerful, and just awe inspiring books i have ever had the honor of reading in my whole entire life. (and one i know i will carry with me for the rest of my story.) this book ended up being very personal to me, and i think me and this author really have a lot in common in our lives, so i was just extra deeply impacted by so many passages in this book. because of this, i don’t want to be too personal in this review, but if we have similar book tastes - pick this book up. if you want a story that you've never read before, in a story that is equal parts beautiful in its own way - pick this book up. if you want a unique reading experience, one you've never seen before in the book world, that is also so expertly crafted - pick this book up. if you want a book that is a love letter to storytelling, and family, and honoring your ancestors - pick this book up. if you want to see inside my heart a little bit - pick this up. from dedication, to acknowledgments, this was utter perfection. i simply do not have good enough words for what jimenez created here, but i truly will follow his art for the rest of my life. i am so thankful this book exists and i can’t wait to cry over everything all over again when my lola reads it. trigger + content warnings: violence, gore, death, torture, grief depiction, depression depiction, loss of a loved one, mentions of loss of children, captivity, vomit, talk of defecation, ableist language (negative light), homophobia in past, blood, animal deaths, mentions of suicide, suicide ideations, intrusive thoughts, war themes, colonization, fire, cannibalism, captivity ♡ buddy read with May! ♡ The Vanished Birds ★★★★★ blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ...more |
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➽ vol. 1 ★★★★ “No matter how much distance lies between us.” i really enjoyed this second installment, and learning more about this world and the fi ➽ vol. 1 ★★★★ “No matter how much distance lies between us.” i really enjoyed this second installment, and learning more about this world and the five tribes. i also really liked a few new characters who were introduced, some i hope we get to see again, and some who i am very confident we will start out the next volume alongside. i love both yona and hak so much already and i feel very thankful to be able to follow them on what i am sure is going to continue to be a long and hard journey. and lastly, some of these art panels actually took my breath away because they were so beautiful and so powerful. tw/cw: murder, death, grief, blood, serious medical injuries, war, fighting, violence, poisoning, seizure, a few comments on body weight blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ♡ buddy read with Penny ...more |
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ARC provided by the publisher via Edelweiss there is something just extra cool and extra harrowing about all these stories taking place under the same ARC provided by the publisher via Edelweiss there is something just extra cool and extra harrowing about all these stories taking place under the same moon on the same halloween night. very galaxy brain of these editors. Leyla Mendoza and the Last House on the Lane was my very personal favorite - it really meant the entire world to me. and Rocky Road with Caramel Drizzle is one i feel so thankful to have been able to read, and i know it will sit inside my heart forever. but here are my thoughts on all the stories in this collection, and i think so many people are gonna have a good time with this one, especially if you read this during spooky season. ━━♡ Welcome to the Hotel Paranoia by Vanessa Montalban ★★ “If you would've just waited for me to tell you I felt the same, if you would've never come here, I'd be yours. We'd be ours.” i was obsessed with this sinking abandoned hotel setting, but sadly that was one of the few things i did like about this short story. i kept waiting for a different kind of revenge story to start because of the set up, but, sadly again, i was let down. tw/cw: drinking, drugs, mention of bullying in past, brief mention of seizure in past (insinuating bc of overdose or excessive drug use), death ━━♡ The Visitor by Kalynn Bayron ★★★ “They were like beacons in an endless abyss of grief.” this story has a few lines that made me tear up. this is a very sweet and spooky tale about a girl and her father celebrating halloween and honoring someone they lost. i feel like the author did such a good job conveying so many different emotions and feelings in the different scenes in this short work, i was really impressed. tw/cw: loss of a parent in the past, grief ━━♡ A Brief Intermission by Sara Farizan ★★★ “Whenever someone talks about the "good old days," they forget to mention who it was "good" for.” okay truly, drive in movies are just the perfect creepy setting, especially ones that are closed for halloween because of a generational secret being kept. i really liked both of our main characters in this one, and i liked seeing this secret unravel alongside them. tw/cw: blood, gore, brief hospital setting, mention of fatal car crash in past, microaggressions, vomiting, animal death (rats) ━━♡ Guested by Rebecca Kim Wells ★★★ “Mrs. Choi thought Guested parties were white people nonsense or the work of the devil. Sometimes both.” you all know a story about sibling love is always going to get me, and this being told in second person really amplified all the feelings. i will say, i just didn't enjoy the ending of this one, but the concept was really unique and smart, and the writing was very captivating - i would love to read more from this author. tw/cw: very brief mention of parents divorcing + death of a parent, possession, depression depiction ━━♡ Rocky Road with Caramel Drizzle by Kosoko Jackson ★★★★★ “There is no God here tonight. Only me, and I am vengeful.” this short story is worth reading the entire anthology for alone. this was truly everything for me and, even though it pulled on everything inside my heart, the very vulnerable, real, + raw feelings were just so powerful to me. this is exactly what i want in horror, because, at the end of the day, humans are more horrifying than any paranormal creature could ever dream of being. tw/cw: needle imagery, toxic friendship, codependency depiction, chronic pain mention, homophobia, homophobic slurs, blood, abuse, ouija board, very brief mention of domestic abuse + parental abuse + loss of a parent + murder in past with a side character. this story has a central focus on a gay hate crime / gay bashing - please use caution while reading and make sure you're in the right headspace ━━♡ The Three Phases of Ghost Hunting by Alex Brown ★★★ “Terrifying Bob won't even mess with the Jollibee, which makes me sad on his behalf.” my favorite part of this was just how filipinos really do normalize ghosts + spirits hahaha. but i really loved the set up of this one, and i felt like it's really different than anything else in this collection. i loved these characters instantly too, and the sibling relationship made my heart so happy in so few pages. i just really didn't love the end of this one and it left me more confused than anything else. but i would happily read a full-length story with this crew + their new friend! tw/cw: talk of death + possession ━━♡ Nine Stops by Trang Thanh Tran ★★ “You can love something so hard that you hate it at the same time. Each shortcoming hurts more because you care. The city and my body are like that.” ahhh, this one is going to be a bit hard to write feelings for just because this story is centered around one of those "if you dont do BLANK, then BLANK will happen" on the internet things - and i just loath those so much. but then it just got more and more gross and confusing, and added so much that just didn't need to be there, but felt like they were added because it was a halloween anthology. we got to see some heartfelt themes of grief and the helplessness you feel when you lose someone you love - and i loved that - but sadly everything else just overshadowed it for me. tw/cw: asian hate crime, racism, loss of a loved one, grief depiction, graphic animal cruelty + death for a ritual, insect mention, blood ━━♡ Leyla Mendoza and the Last House on the Lane by Maya Gittleman ★★★★★ “The smell of sampaguita fills the air. It's coming from you, the magic that's always been you, that you've finally given yourself the ability to unlock.” not only my favorite of the collection, but a brand new all time favorite short story. this was everything and so very powerful. i might be a little biased because i am fillipino (and i have a matching sampaguita tattoo with my cousin haha), but i think this story is truly just perfection, while being so deep in culture and so deep in heart. and i was weeping through the ending with a smile on my face. the author was so galaxy brain for this entire story, but the amount of hope it was able to evoke from me too. i really am speechless. whatever this author does next, i will be in the publisher's emails begging for an arc, because these few pages truly made me feel not only seen, but like i am finding a brand new all time favorite author. tw/cw: talk of loss of a parent in the past, mention of deaths, one sentence mention of whitening cream/treatment ━━♡ In You to Burn by Em X. Liu ★★ “Magic wasn't real, after all. There were better, more mundane ways to explain things.” ah, i wish i would have loved this one more. i am not really sure what to say other than maybe the writing just wasn't for me. but the plot just seemed a little all over and i wasn't really sure where the story was going most of the time. it also felt very long to me. tw/cw: fires, drinking, blood, death ━━♡ Anna by Shelly Page ★★★★ “I know that bone-deep loneliness that comes with being abandoned and the fear that it'll keep happening no matter what you do.” okay i think this story was like exactly what i was expecting from this collection, and it just was really good and really halloween spooky. it was the paranormal scariest of them all for me, and i was really feeling the eeriness while reading (and while finishing). a good reminder why i love short story collections so much, because i am now very excited to read more from this author. tw/cw: abandonment, child abuse in past, starvation, ouija board ━━♡ Hey There, Demons by Tara Sim ★★★★ “Halloween. One way or another, he was going to get rid of this poltergeist for good.” oh this was just a good read all around, and so different in tone from the rest of the collection. and it just really made my heart overflow with happiness, while still being spooky. i know these are fictional characters, but i really wish them the best because they were able to get into my heart in so few pages! tw/cw: ghost leaving scratches on children, blood, implied loss of a parent in past ━━♡ Save Me from Myself by Ayida Shonibar ★★★★ “Today, my outside resembles the way I feel within. ” this really is the short story from this collection that is going to be the hardest (and most all over the place) to talk about. i loved this story, i loved what it was doing, i loved that i very easily could see how much this will mean to so many teens, especially queer bipoc teens, who i know are feeling these things, thinking these things, and seeing themselves like this main character. this is an important and powerful read, and was able to evoke so much emotion from me. but i just absolutely hated the end of this. i felt like it was for shock value and just felt terrible when the rest of this story was everything i could have hoped for for this collection. again, i feel like this is just a hard one to talk about, but it still is a bright, but heartbreaking, shining light in this collection for me. tw/cw from author at start of this story: suicidal ideation, death tw/cw that i found additionally: mention of parent abandonment, loss of a friend, loss of a parent, and... so many intrusive thoughts ━━♡ Knickknack by Ryan Douglass ★★★ “And...how do we find a sacrifice worthy of his Clownliness?” truly, very few things in this life are scarier than clowns. and a clown who is a ghost and kidnaps and kills children? like, i was unsettled from start to end! i also really enjoyed the queer rep in this because i think its a very relatable "is this person maybe queer too" highschool experience, and i know a lot of people will be able to relate. this was spooky and sweet and i had a good time with it. tw/cw: murder in past, death in past, kidnapping, brief one sentence mention of parent alcohol addiction and cheating of a parent, just not the best parents in general, brief mention on bullying in past, mention of 4chan, ouija board. blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon The quotes above were taken from an ARC and are subject to change upon publication. ━━♡ buddy read with evie ...more |
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a dark academia anthology? what more could the book community ask for in 2023? i had some hits and a few misses, but overall i did enjoy this collecti
a dark academia anthology? what more could the book community ask for in 2023? i had some hits and a few misses, but overall i did enjoy this collection for the most part. for sure a mixed bag, but that's always to be expected with a short story collection, but i feel like if dark academia appeals to you, you will probably have a decent time with this one! down below is my break downs and feelings regarding every short story in the collection, also with trigger and content warnings i found while reading. ━━♡ 1000 Ships by Kate Weinberg ★★ an autumn college campus setting, a student with masochistic tendencies and a professor who bullies and belittles his students, and a morning of their relationship before the professor goes to a hearing at the dean's house to try to clear his name from the involvement of a student's death. this was a very atmospheric introduction to what will be a full story soon, and i was very enthralled with what was happening throughout, but upon finishing it just felt bad that our mc didn't care about all the horrible things until something impacted her. tw/cw: student + college professor relationships, power imbalances, grey area consent, infidelity, mention of suicide, inducing pain on oneself, unwanted pictures being taken, use of the slur for romani people to describe a blouse. ━━♡ Pythia by Olivie Blake ★★★★★ “Watching it was like watching a potion get made, where you could see the sparkle of magic or the ether or whatever it was pouring into the code itself, like honey from an open wound.” it is not a secret that i love olivie blake and her writing, but this short story was just harrowing and heartfelt perfection to me. it is very timely, with perfect parallels, and some of the most beautiful writing that truly makes me ache with so much feeling. this story is told q&a style through a legal proceeding deposition, with a case involving a super computer and the involvement of deaths on campus. i really loved this one and everything it had to say (so softly yet so loudly). tw/cw: talk of murder + suicide, power imbalances, a lot of talk of mental health, very brief mentions of a lot of horrible things in this world. ━━♡ Sabbatical by James Tate Hill ★★★ i liked our mc, i really loved his cat, and i was interested in where this story was going! this is about a teacher trying to find out what was happening between a former faculty member, looking for another former faculty member, who was knocking on an empty professor's room next to his! but sadly i just ended up not loving this one as much as i hoped i would, even though i did enjoy the writing and trying to figure out things alongside our mc. i also might be wild for my interpretation of the ending of this one, but i enjoyed my feelings at the ending of this, too! tw/cw: ableism, fatphobia, talk of forced hospitalization, infidelity, death/murder, joke about gun violence. ━━♡ The Hare and the Hound by Kelly Andrew ★ i feel like i just really disliked this one from the start >.< basically a kid receives a prophecy when he is young and it has haunted him all the way to university, but also the things he has done in the time between has been haunting him, too. i don't know, i feel bad but the "descent into madness or very obvious supernatural element" really just didn't do it for me here. tw/cw: car accident in past, death/murder in past, hurt animal, talk of loss of a sibling in past, nightmares, animal death. ━━♡ X House by J.T. Ellison ★★★★ “She doesn’t want to be an anxiety-ridden mouse who’s afraid of the dark and doesn’t like to be alone.” a very isolated boarding school built a long time ago next to a lake and ocean, with four separate houses, and our story taking place in the house that is separated by a very creepy bridge, switching perspectives between a girl who just lost her roommate and a new professor sent to protect the six remaining girls! the setting and premise were perfection, truly. i was teleported and so intrigued. i am not sure i loved the story completely upon finishing the last page, but it was a solid short story that really kept me captivated while reading. tw/cw: talk of suicide in past, panic attacks, anxiety, bullying, gun violence, violence, blood, and death ━━♡ The Ravages by Layne Fargo ★★★ women's academy archivist is cataloging letters from sapphics of the past, while her relationship with her own girlfriend just got destroyed in the very library she works at. but unlike the letters from the past - our mc wants revenge in the archives. i really enjoyed this one and i thought the ending was extra cute. tw/cw: infidelity, an offhanded mention in a sentence of self harm/suicide, seance performance. ━━♡ Four Funerals by David Bell ★ this just felt so disrespectful because of the subject matter. i also think this was a weird choice for a selection in a dark academia collection. but we see a professor living with survivor's guilt and being immensely disrespectful, while going to four funerals of his four students when the families are expressing they do not want him there. tw/cw: school shootings, suicide mention, miscarriage in past mention, vomit, loss of sibling in past mention, ptsd, and harassment. ━━♡ The Unknowable Pleasures by Susie Yang ★★ i really don't know how to feel about this one. themes of religious upbringings and current environments and also people sometimes speculating, and obsessing, and even fetishizing, queer relationships. the author doesn't write this story in a positive light, but i just felt really meh about it, and wasn't really interested in it at any point, and felt a little gross while reading it. tw/cw: blood, sickness, one sentence mention of family history of cancer, student teacher relationships (some kind of power imbalance dynamic going on), and fetishization. ━━♡ Weekend at Bertie’s by M.L. Rio ★★★ so two things first off: 1) this was, hands down, the most anticipated short story of the whole collection and 2.) i have never seen weekend at bernie's! the atmosphere and writing of this was beautiful. i'm just not sure i loved the story itself, but that could be because i am unfamiliar with the original source material. but back to begging for more of whatever ml rio is willing to give us. tw/cw: a lot of drinking, smoking, death, vomit, mention of surprise pregnancy, unwanted touching, one sentence description involving cancer imagery ━━♡ The Professor of Ontography by Helen Grant ★★★ this one was actually scary (i say, being a baby, but still). the basic premise is a girl in the 80s, doing her undergrad, finds a mysterious hidden locked door with the words "department of ontography", and she becomes obsessed. i feel like the writing was just hard for me to get into, and i kept thinking this story was way older than the 80s. also, why did she wait 30 years to do a thing she knew to do then? overall, i like how this was scary and different for the anthology, but it's not a fave. tw/cw: drinking, vomit, missing person/loved one, human experimentation, body horror ━━♡ Phobos by Tori Bovalino ★★★ a secret society, one more challenge, one final sacrifice for the order. this short story felt the most dark academia to me. i really ate up the writing and setting and was so very intrigued. sadly, i kind of felt the twist coming, so my enjoyment was dampened, but i still had a good time getting there. but this is the reason why i love short story collections, because now i want to read more from this author. tw/cw: drinking, assault, murder ━━♡ Playing by Phoebe Wynne ★★ maybe not the best story to end on. i wish this one was swapped with the one before it. we see an organist playing at a church where elderly people keep dying and she suspects there could be more to the story. i just knew what was going on from page two, and it really did hinder my enjoyment, but the miss marple sentence did make me giggle. tw/cw: blood, death, murder, funeral setting, anxiety blog | instagram | youtube | kofi | spotify | amazon ━━♡ buddy read with evie + penny ...more |
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