Iron Lace
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When Aurore Gerritsen watched her lover kill her father, it was just one act of violence in a long chain of dramatic events.
Years later, behind the iron lace gates of wealthy New Orleans, beneath the veneer of her society name, linger secrets that Aurore Gerritsen has hidden for a lifetime, and truths that threaten to change forever the lives of her unsuspecting family. Now, as Aurore faces her own mortality, she needs to reveal those secrets that have haunted her for so many years.
Aurore seeks out Phillip Benedict and asks him to tell her story. He’s intrigued, but wonders why the matriarch of a prominent white family would choose to confess her sins to an outspoken black journalist.
Finally Phillip agrees, but though he thinks he’s ready for anything she might say, the truth is that nothing can prepare him for the impact of Aurore’s shocking revelations.
Praise for Iron Lace
“A fascinating tale of the tangled race relations and complex history of Louisiana . . . this is a page-turner.” —New Orleans Times-Picayune
“Richly textured and deeply moving, Iron Lace is a break-your-heart love story in the grand tradition.” —Karen Harper, New York Times–bestselling author of Shaker Run
“This portrait of racism from 1919 to the mid-1960s is intricate, seductive and a darned good read.” —Publishers Weekly
Emilie Richards
Emilie Richards's many novels feature complex characterizations and in-depth explorations of social issues. Both are a result of her training and experience as a family counselor, which contribute to her fascination with relationships of all kinds. Emilie and her husband enjoy dividing their time between the Florida Gulf Coast and Chautauqua County, New York. She is currently working on her next novel for MIRA Books.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Having recently received a Barnes & Noble Nook this was my first ebook and I loved it (both the book and the ereader). "Iron Lace" is a wonderful story of an elderly, white woman recalling her past to a reluctant, negro journalist. The story starts in New Orleans in the 1960s but moves to earlier times as Aurore's story unfolds. Gradually as she reveals her secrets, the reader comes to understand why she chose Phillip to record her memoirs. There are some wonderful characters in this book and the plot is cleverly written with a number of twists and turns. At times I felt like I was reading "Gone with the wind", especially how the characters related to each other. My only regret was the ending - there were so many questions left unanswered that I immediately went online and bought the sequel. High recommended!!!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Okay so this charming book brings me back to one of my all-time favorite books...The Help by Kathyrn Stockett. It has the same southern charm and a moral message to be heard. When a wealthy and elderly white woman asks an African-American journalist to pen her memoir he is nothing short of suspicious. Phillip initially blows off the dying wish of Aurore Gerritsen but after listening to her convincing first half of the story, he agrees to write her story. Aurore's story is anything but simple and Richards weaves a very tangled web of deceit, greed, racism and regret. This book was a page turner and I finished just as quickly as I started. The characters had amazing depth and the plot was paced perfectly. I give this book an A!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Enjoyed this book, mainly because of the genealogical story behind it.
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Iron Lace - Emilie Richards
CHAPTER ONE
1965
Phillip Benedict was never easy to find. He had an efficiency apartment on New York’s East Side and a room with a bed and hot plate in West Los Angeles. But when Phillip was in New Orleans, he shared quarters with Belinda Beauclaire.
Belinda had a place of her own, half of a run-down shotgun double with four rooms that lined up from front to back like the passenger cars on the City of New Orleans. She had painted those rooms the colors of jewels, amethyst and emerald, garnet and sapphire, and covered them with collages of fabric and photographs. Phillip had never been inside the shotgun when there weren’t candles burning or incense from one of the botanicas on Rampart Street that sold goofer dust and John the Conqueror and whispered free advice on how to use them.
Belinda didn’t believe in voodoo, but she liked it better than the Christian religions that had kept Negroes down since they stepped off the slave ships. She didn’t like the term Negroes, either. Negro was all right if that other race wanted to call itself by the formal Caucasian. But if that other race was white, then by God she was black, and certainly not colored, like something a little kid did on a boring rainy day. Phillip’s mother agreed with her. It was just one of the ways Belinda and Nicky were compatible.
Belinda was a stunning woman, a kindergarten teacher with a fluid, loose-limbed walk, a slow smile and her own disturbing mixture of intelligence and sensuality. Everything about Belinda suited Phillip, and these days he found his way to New Orleans more and more often.
Early on a Saturday evening in February, Phillip left Belinda’s house and locked the door behind him. Belinda had been gone since early morning, and he had spent the day hunched over his portable typewriter, punching keys with the fingers of one hand and swilling dark-roast coffee and chicory with the other. He was a freelance journalist, and unless he wanted the free to mean more than it should, he had to keep work hours like anybody else.
The sun had nearly reached the horizon, but he was surprised to find that the evening air was still warm and fragrant with the promise of spring. There were rain clouds forming, and the sunset was going to be spectacular.
He was not from New Orleans, had not masked for Mardi Gras as a child or attended the city’s staunchly segregated schools. He had no memories of first cigarettes or first kisses to fill him with nostalgia, but every once in a while the city could still reach out and grab him, despite his best efforts to maintain a journalist’s objectivity.
Curiosity could do the same. Today, curiosity, in the form of a telephone call, had grabbed and shaken him until he suspected that his good sense had been jarred loose. But, for better or worse, he was on his way to find out.
Phillip backed his car out of Belinda’s drive and turned it toward the Garden District. In her brief call, Aurore Gerritsen had given him careful instructions on how to reach her home. He followed them now, as his mind dwelled on the remainder of their conversation.
Aurore Le Danois Gerritsen, majority stockholder of Gulf Coast Shipping, mother of State Senator Ferris Gerritsen and daughter of a family with blood as blue as Louisiana’s fleurdelis, wanted him to write her biography.
The horizon was a glorious sun-washed gold by the time he parked just off Prytania Street. There had been room to park in front of Aurore Gerritsen’s house—more than enough room, considering that her property could easily have accommodated the greater portion of a football field. But he wanted to experience the neighborhood, to understand the milieu that had helped to make her the woman she was.
There were more than enough clues along his two-block stroll. The houses he passed were a selection of Italianate, raised cottage and Greek Revival styles that had settled comfortably into the scenery a century before. Some deserved to be called mansions, while others were only homes for the well-to-do. Moss-draped live oaks as old as the Civil War creaked in the evening breeze, and magnolias waited patiently for the days in far-off May when their blossoms would perfume the city.
He glimpsed swimming pools and highly polished Cadillacs. Since it was carnival season, the coveted flag of Rex—flown only by the elite few who had been king of carnival—waved from two different balconies.
If any black people lived here, they were housekeepers and maids who fanned away the summer nights in airless attic rooms.
By the time Phillip reached Prytania, he was aware that his presence had been noticed. He was not dressed like a gardener or a house painter. He wore a dark suit and a conservative tie, and he was headed for Aurore Gerritsen’s front gate.
Hey, boy!
Phillip considered ignoring the summons. Almost any other day, he would have. But this was research, too. He turned and gave the old man who had shouted to him a quick survey.
The man was pale and as gnarled as a cypress root. He wore a seersucker suit that was perfectly appropriate south of the Mason-Dixon line—but nowhere else on earth. He was leaning against an iron fence about fifteen yards away, in the nearest corner of the yard that bordered Mrs. Gerritsen’s.
Phillip didn’t respond to the man’s beckoning hand. He spoke just loudly enough to be heard. I assume you’re talking to me.
The man pointed to another gate at the side of the house. Deliveries in the back, nigger.
Is that right? I’ll remember that, in case I ever hire some white boy to run errands for me.
Phillip opened the gate and walked through it, closing it carefully behind him. Then he strolled up the sidewalk and rang the front doorbell.
Aurore had had no appetite for dinner. In the dining room she had picked at fish and a stuffed mirliton, much as she had as a little girl. And, as then, she had been roundly scolded by a young woman who came to clear the table. It had long since occurred to her that life was a circle, the old and the young much closer on its vast circumference than she had once believed. She only hoped that she passed away before she was as helpless as an infant.
Dressed in a blue print dress and one strand of pearls, she waited now for Phillip Benedict in the front parlor. The room was not her favorite. Long ago she had furnished it with pieces from her childhood home, heavy, dark furniture from an era when tables and chairs were made to last forever—and, unfortunately, did. She had never been skilled at ridding herself of the encumbrances of the past.
The doorbell rang, and she gripped the arms of her chair. She had instructed Lily, her housekeeper, to show Phillip in, and she waited as calmly as she could while the seconds seemed to stretch into hours.
Lily appeared at last, followed by a tall man with calm, dark eyes that took the full measure of the room before they turned to her.
Words of greeting caught in her throat. She stood, though that was no simple feat. But she would not greet Phillip Benedict enthroned, like a grande dame in a bad costume drama.
Mrs. Gerritsen?
She held out her hand. He swallowed it with his. Dark and light. Young and old. Strong and fragile. She was overwhelmed by the contrasts, and for a moment she thought about telling him that she had changed her mind. She could not go through with this.
He seemed to sense her confusion. He didn’t smile—she doubted he smiled often. But he withdrew his hand and stood very still, giving her time to compose herself.
I’m glad you could come,
she said at last. I’ve wanted to meet you for a long time.
Have you?
He sounded doubtful.
I’ve long admired your writing.
That surprises me. I’m not well-known here.
You’re not well-known here because of what you choose to write about. This is a city that prides itself on…itself.
He seemed to relax a little. If the rest of the world disappeared, New Orleans would hardly notice.
Would you like coffee, Mr. Benedict? And my cook has promised dessert.
I’m fine for now.
She wished he had said yes. She would have liked the time to get used to having him here. Much could be said over coffee that seemed silly without it.
Then let’s sit over there.
She gestured to a sofa by the windows. I’d like to get to know you a little before I tell you why I’ve asked you to come.
An interview? Because I can tell you right now I don’t want this job.
She smiled. Not an interview. I’m absolutely sure I want you to be the one to write my story. And I hope you’ll let me convince you.
She saw curiosity as well as innate caution in his eyes, and she knew that she had hooked him. For the first time since he had arrived, she began to feel hopeful.
The sofa was uncomfortable, and she settled herself against a nest of pillows to make it more bearable. He settled himself at the far end of the sofa and sat forward, as if he planned to spring to his feet at any moment.
Have you been in New Orleans long?
she asked.
A matter of weeks.
He faced her. If you don’t mind me asking a question at this point, how did you know I was here at all?
"I’ve read your Atlantic Monthly articles, and your series on integration in the New York Times. As I said, I follow your work. So I know that your mother is Nicky Valentine and you visit here from time to time. When I began thinking about this project, I wished there was someone of your caliber who could write it up for me. And then I realized you might be able to. So I asked around…"
And you found me?
It’s really a very small town.
I’ve discovered that.
She smiled. You would have, by now. You weren’t difficult to find. You’ve allied yourself with civil rights activists who make their presence known, even though you haven’t been openly involved in any demonstrations yourself.
I’m a journalist. I strive for objectivity.
I see that.
And nothing you’ve learned about me so far disturbs you?
No, it doesn’t. It intrigues me.
What would you like to know about me?
Tell me how you’re enjoying your stay here.
He seemed to sift through possible answers. She already knew that he was not a man who would lie. He would be certain that whatever he said was exactly the truth. And sometimes the truth took time.
I’ll tell you a story,
he said. I took the streetcar yesterday, and though I didn’t have to sit in the back, a woman got up and found another seat after I sat down across the aisle from her. I don’t suppose you’d be surprised to learn she was white.
No, I wouldn’t.
In the few minutes I’ve spent in the Garden District, I’ve already had an interesting encounter with your neighbor.
Aurore nodded. I suppose Mr. Aucoine didn’t mention that he and I haven’t spoken in years, because we’ve found absolutely nothing to say to each other.
There’s another side to the city,
Phillip said, obviously struggling to be fair. Change is simmering in the air. You can smell potential everywhere you go.
I’m glad to hear you say that.
Why?
She was startled, although she shouldn’t have been. Nothing about talking to Phillip Benedict was going to be easy. The man had no easy inside him. Because I want things to change.
It won’t benefit you,
he said bluntly.
You might be surprised what would benefit me.
He tapped his foot, and she knew he was anxious to get on with this. She purposely let him tap and took her time examining him. He was a handsome man, but that didn’t surprise her, since she had seen his photograph more than once. Phillip Benedict had been on the front lines of the civil rights movement for so long that he had been caught on camera nearly as often as the people he was there to write about.
Photographs could capture the elegant set of his head, the strong, striking features, but they couldn’t capture the vitality, the essence, of a man who rose above the crowd. She had hoped that he was the man she believed him to be. Now, watching him, she was sure.
She would have liked to stare longer, but she took pity on him. I’m not going to keep you. Let me tell you what I have in mind, and we’ll see if we can come to terms. First, I want you to understand that I know what an odd request this is. The world isn’t holding its breath waiting for my biography to be published.
I’m sure you’ve lived an interesting life.
How lovely of you to be so tactful. But the truth is, we both know there’s a limited market for the story of my life.
How limited?
More than you’ve imagined. This is a private and very personal project. I have no intention of anyone besides the immediate members of my family having a copy of the manuscript when you’ve finished.
That limits my royalties, wouldn’t you say?
There will be no royalties. I’ll pay you a set price.
She paused. You can set it yourself.
I thought you were a businesswoman.
I’m an old woman who wants this very badly.
Why?
I think, when we’ve finished, you’ll have your answer.
He didn’t say no, but he didn’t say yes, either. He examined her as if he could extract the answer by telepathy. I’m going to be in and out of town for the next month or so. I’m covering the voter-registration activities in Alabama. How long do you think this will take?
I don’t know. I tire easily. And I’m old. There’s a lot to tell.
From what you’ve told me so far, you could get the same results from plugging in a tape recorder.
No, that’s where you’re wrong. I’ll need your help. I couldn’t tell this to a machine. I need someone with your intelligence and insight—
Look, Mrs. Gerritsen. You don’t need me. I don’t know why you called, and I don’t know what this is really about, but I’m a black man. And by any standards in this town, including my own, that makes me the wrong man for this job.
I do need you. I’ve read your interviews. You’re unique. People tell you things they wouldn’t tell anyone else. You know how to get the information they’re withholding.
Why would you pay me good money, then withhold information?
Because I’ve spent a good portion of my life living a lie, and sometimes I’m not even sure where the truth can be found.
He sighed and shook his head, but Aurore knew that he wasn’t refusing to write her story. He had made a different decision, and already it annoyed him. Five thousand dollars,
he said at last. And some kind of assurance there’s a point to all this.
I’ll have the check for you at our next session.
He stood. That will be tomorrow. The sooner we start…
The sooner we finish.
She nodded, and stood, too. She wished she had her cane, but she hadn’t wanted him to see her with it at first. She had wanted to appear stronger than she was.
She held out her hand, and he took it again. Will ten be too late for you?
she asked.
Ten will be fine.
Then I’ll look forward to tomorrow.
He nodded and said a polite goodbye. Then he was gone.
She counted the lies she had told him already. The biggest had been the last. She was not looking forward to tomorrow.
She was not looking forward to it at all.
CHAPTER TWO
Phillip left the Garden District and turned north, toward Club Valentine, the jazz club that his mother had made famous. It was early, and Nicky was probably rehearsing. He wanted to talk to her, and he didn’t want to wait until the club was crowded.
He parked several blocks from Basin Street and strode past rows of white frame houses. From porches and open windows, the Four Tops warred with the Supremes, and teenage girls in short, bright skirts frugged and watusied on the sidewalks. Someone was boiling crabs in an old sugar kettle in the middle of a driveway. The aroma reminded Phillip that he’d had too little to eat that day.
The club was a two-story building on the corner, with a cast-iron balcony overlooking the tree-lined street, and shuttered doors thrown open to catch the evening breeze. From the sidewalk, Phillip heard Nicky’s voice rising above the street noises.
Inside, he waved to the bartender, who was busy doing inventory, and briefly scouted the front rooms for Jake Reynolds, his stepfather. When he didn’t find Jake, he followed Nicky’s singing to the back room. Her dress was red and tight, with a skirt that some people might have said was too short for a woman nearing sixty—although every man in the club would disagree.
He took a seat at the back of the room while she finished the song. Nicky Reynolds—whom the world knew as Nicky Valentine—had a voice that wrapped around the listener like a sable coat. She could wring from each note, each word, the regrets of a lifetime, the heat of tangled limbs on a summer night, the joys of discovering love.
He recognized the song as something of James Brown’s, defining the term soul, which had just replaced rhythm and blues as a category on the charts. When Nicky sang, splinters of her soul rose up in her music. Phillip didn’t know how anyone could see so clearly the problems and paradoxes of the world, but Nicky did. And when she was done singing, the audience always saw them a little better, too.
She spotted him just at the end of the last chorus, and she shook her finger in his direction. When she’d finished, she huddled with the band for a few minutes before she came down to join him.
What are you doing here?
He kissed her forehead, and he didn’t have to bend far to do it. She was only a scant head shorter than his six foot two. I wanted to talk to you. Do you have some time, or should I make an appointment?
I’ve always got time for you.
He looked around. The room was filling with employees preparing for a busy night. Where can we go?
We could probably find a quiet corner in the bar. If you’re hungry, there’s a pot of red beans simmering.
Great.
She led the way. I don’t think I’m going to like this conversation.
What makes you say that?
Something about the way you said, ‘great.’
Don’t go reading something into nothing.
She stopped. Then it’s nothing you want to talk about?
I didn’t say that.
He slung his arm around her shoulder and kissed her hair. Listen to you giving me trouble already.
In the bar, he settled in a corner while Nicky went for food. She returned with bowls of red beans and rice, and half a loaf of French bread. The bartender brought them a pitcher of beer.
He waited until the first pangs of hunger disappeared before he told her his reason for coming. I got a strange phone call today.
She ate on, clearly waiting for him to continue.
Well?
he asked, when it was clear she wasn’t going to comment. You’re not curious about it?
Nicky tore off another piece of bread. I never said I wasn’t curious. I just know what kind of phone calls you get. Threats. Bribes. If you don’t tell me about them, I can pretend you have a job that doesn’t put you on the front lines every week or so.
Phillip switched easily to the French that had been his first language. He always did, when the emotional content of their conversations warmed. Not every week or so,
he said, with the accent of a native Parisian.
Often enough to turn my hair gray.
This wasn’t a threat or a bribe. It was an offer. A job offer.
So you’ll be leaving again. Just don’t tell me you’re going to Vietnam.
She didn’t look up. Like any good New Orleanian, she used her bread to sop up the spicy remnants of the red beans.
It’s a job right here,
he said in English. Phillip leaned forward and touched his mother’s hand. His skin was shades darker than hers, but still lighter than that of the father he had never known. Once, in a newspaper article about Nicky’s career, he had been described as toffee-colored and his mother as café au lait, and he had wondered why the skin of people of African descent was always compared to something to eat or drink. Since then, he’d toyed with the idea of describing whites as tapioca-hued or the color of applesauce, but discarded the notion as suicidal.
I’ve been asked to write a biography,
he said.
Whose?
A woman named Aurore Gerritsen. Heard that name before?
He had succeeded in making Nicky look at him. She narrowed her eyes and pondered the thirty-seven-year-old man who had once been a baby at her breast. You’re planning to waltz on over to White Folks’ Acres and ply the richest woman in town with questions about her life? Who asked you to do this, anyway?
She did.
Nicky was too good at keeping her own secrets to let her surprise show. Her face was remarkably unlined for a woman her age. It didn’t wrinkle now, nor did her hazel eyes narrow further. I don’t believe it.
She called me herself, and I saw her right before I came here.
Why’d she want to see you?
I thought maybe you could give me some insight.
Nicky leaned back in her chair, taking her hand with her. I don’t know the woman. And I’ve never heard her name mentioned in connection with any civil rights activities.
I’ll bet you know who her sons are, though,
he said. Or were.
There’s not a person of color in this city who doesn’t know about them.
On the trip to Club Valentine, Phillip had considered and rejected half a dozen theories as to why Aurore Gerritsen had made her strange offer. She was an elegant old woman, white-haired and even-featured, with an expression in her pale blue eyes that was as warm and guileless as an old friend’s. But he didn’t believe a single thing she had told him. Not one word.
He had searched his mind for possible connections to the Gerritsen family, but he knew nothing about them that the rest of the city didn’t know. Aurore Gerritsen had given birth to two sons. Her second, Ferris, was a state senator, well-known for his staunch segregationist views. The oldest son, Hugh, an activist Catholic priest, had been killed one year ago at a civil rights meeting in a parish south of New Orleans. The flamboyant ideological differences between the two brothers had made sensational newspaper copy after Father Gerritsen’s murder.
I just wondered if you knew something that I didn’t,
he said. Do you think this is her way of siding with the dead son against the living? A rebellion? I write up her life story, and she hands it over to the senator with my name on the manuscript, in order to make some sort of statement?
There were no answers in her eyes. What do you think?
I think it’s odd. Odd enough to make me want to know the truth.
Are you looking for an excuse to stay in the city, Phillip Gerard? Is that what this is about?
Phillip sat forward. Go on. Come right out and say it.
She made an exaggerated face. I think it’s getting harder and harder for you to pack your bags. I think a certain kindergarten teacher snagged my baby boy but good, and every time he puts up a fight, she reels him in a little bit closer.
He laughed, in spite of himself. Don’t go getting your hopes up. Belinda’s more independent than I am.
You’re saying that’s possible?
Phillip leaned over to kiss his mother’s cheek. Will you give this Gerritsen thing some thought? Let me know if something occurs to you?
Go write something and make me proud.
You’re already proud.
Prouder, then.
He flashed the smile that had gotten him through doors few men of color had been allowed to open. Accepting, patient, the smile promised no demands. Most people fell under its spell before they noticed that the eyes above it were sharp with an awareness of life’s ironies.
Nicky was sinfully proud of her son, but she had stopped telling him so the day she realized he was proud of himself—a feat not easy for a black man of the sixties to master. She stood at the front door and watched his retreat. At the end of the block, he turned and waved before he disappeared around the corner.
Flanking the street were huge magnolias spreading, leaf to leaf, like a string of botanical paper dolls. Every week Jake threatened to cut down the ones in front of Club Valentine, and every week Nicky threatened to leave him if he did. The magnolias partially blocked the street, and Jake wanted to know who was driving by and at exactly what speed. Nicky didn’t even want to know that a street was there.
The sound of a car filtered through the trees; then the sound of another took its place. She knew that Jake had arrived, because the rattling engine of his Thunderbird needed a tune-up, and would continue needing one until it died in traffic and had to be towed.
He came up the sidewalk with his head bent to examine the flower beds lining the front. His expression was one she had seen on his father’s face as he walked through his north Louisiana fields, worrying whether there would be too much rain, or not enough to grow his cotton and the vegetable garden that kept his large family fed.
Hear it’s supposed to shower tonight,
she assured him.
Jake looked up. His smile always started in his eyes and worked its way slowly down to his lips. It was the first thing she had noticed about him. Everything else had seemed immaterial. I’ll set you to sprinkling if it doesn’t,
he said.
That’ll be the day.
She waited until he was almost to the door before she walked toward him. Even now, after twenty years of marriage, she liked anticipating Jake’s kiss.
He was tall and broad-shouldered, still straight and strong, despite a back that sometimes sent him to bed for a day. His hair was graying, but thick enough to stand out around his face like a warrior’s helmet. She stood in his embrace and listened to the sound of thunder in the distance.
Phillip tells me he might be staying around for a while,
he said.
Nicky wondered how Phillip had managed to transfer that bit of knowledge already. Did he? Did he tell you why?
Didn’t get the chance. Car came up behind me, and I had to move on.
She moved away so that she could see his face. Aurore Gerritsen asked him to write her biography.
Gulf Coast Shipping Gerritsen?
That’s the one.
And he’s going to do it?
He’s going to start tomorrow.
Jake pulled her close again, and she only resisted for a moment. I thought you’d be jumping for joy, Phillip staying around awhile longer.
They’re not our kind of people, Jake.
Well, that’s for sure. Last time I looked, they were whiter than white.
She pulled away, but she kept her hand in his. Ferris Gerritsen’s the worst kind of racist.
And what kind’s that?
The kind that pretends it’s not.
He squeezed her hand. Phillip can take care of himself. And in the meantime, he’ll be staying around. It’s time he put down some roots, and there’s no better place for him to do it.
She saw him glance toward the bar. He would check the inventory a second time. He always did. We’re going to have a full house tonight. Place is booked solid,
she said.
Booked solid every night.
She had thought they were done, but she found herself holding him there. I want Phillip to stay, Jake. You know I do. I want him to have some roots. That’s something I’ve never given him, never known how to. I just don’t want him to make compromises. I don’t want him fetching and carrying for some old woman who’s trying to show the world what a liberal she is. What’s he going to get from that?
A story?
She was silent for a moment, then she shrugged. Maybe. Maybe that’s what it’s all about. Maybe that’s why he’s considering it.
Or maybe he’s considering it because he’s fallen in love and he needs an excuse to stay in town awhile.
Music flowed through the bar from the back room, slow, smoky jazz from another decade. She recognized It’s Too Soon to Know,
one of Jake’s favorites. She smiled. Sometimes I think you believe all those foolish old songs I sing.
He dropped her hand, but only to cup her chin. Sometimes I do.
Belinda was sitting on her side of the front porch when Phillip pulled into her driveway. Two neighborhood kids were sitting on the rail in front of her, leaning against a thick tapestry of jasmine vines that scrabbled to the roof. The older of the little girls was braiding the younger’s hair.
You’re never going to need kids of your own,
he said as he climbed the steps. You’ve always got plenty of somebody else’s.
Best way to do it. That way I don’t have to worry about taking care of some man, too.
Phillip wasn’t sentimental. What sentiment had survived his childhood had been bled out of him, one drop at a time, in places like Birmingham and Montgomery. But something, some loose wire inside him, reconnected at the sight of Belinda.
She was wearing dark print harem pants and a fringed top that stopped short of her navel. Just weeks before, she had cut her hair nearly as short as a man’s, and the effect was stunning. She had a long, regal neck, and an oval face accented by curly-lashed almond-shaped eyes. The radically short haircut brought the whole woman into view, the beauty, the pride.
The temper.
You left coffee cups all over my desk, Phillip Benedict.
I plead guilty.
He leaned against the porch post. What do you think I should do about it?
I think you ought to get yourself inside and clean up, that’s what I think.
You going to leave your little friends and come inside, too?
Amy, you done yet?
Belinda asked.
The oldest child, chubby-cheeked and sassy-eyed, giggled and slid down to the porch floor. You gotta do what he say, Miss Belinda?
I never do what he says. You remember that.
Then you’re not going in?
Just ’cause I’m getting cold. You two scoot.
The little girls scampered off, skipping down the walkway, then along the curb. The oldest took the youngest’s hand.
Isn’t it kind of late for them to be outside?
Phillip asked.
They stay with their aunt at night while their mama cleans office buildings down on Canal. Aunt’s got six kids of her own, and she has trouble keeping track. They’ll be okay. Amy’s an old lady at eight. But I’m going to follow behind them, just to be sure. You go on in.
She got to her feet.
You know every kid in the neighborhood, not just the ones that have been in your classes.
Nah. But they all know me.
Phillip put his hand on her shoulder and stopped her before she could descend the steps. Were you an old lady at eight?
I was an old lady at three.
Come on, old lady. I’ll go with you.
They walked hand in hand after the two little girls. New Orleans was a stoop-sitting kind of place, a place where the first puff of cool evening air was savored gratefully by the thousands of lungs that had waited patiently all day for it to arrive. Tonight, old people sat together reminiscing, and young people made their own memories, all in plain sight of their neighbors.
There was nothing special about Belinda’s neighborhood. Some of the small houses were well cared for, with neatly trimmed lawns and fresh coats of paint. Others showed an absence of hope and energy. The worst example was a block and a half away, on a wide corner lot. They stood in front of it and watched Amy and her sister cross the street, scamper through yards and up to a porch overflowing with children.
This is the saddest house on the street,
Belinda said.
Phillip turned his attention to the house in question. Why do you say that?
Because it’s got the most potential, but it’s been empty as long as I’ve been living here. It used to be for sale. Probably still is, but nobody wants to do the work to put up another sign. There were squatters here last month, before the cops ran them off. But they’ll be back. Rain’ll pour in through the broken windows, and pretty soon the wood’ll rot through. The city’ll condemn it and take it down, and then there’ll be a vacant lot here to dump trash on. And nobody’ll build.
Phillip wasn’t attached to houses. As long as he had a roof over his head, he was content. He never stayed anywhere long enough to care about more. But he imagined that Belinda’s description of things to come was accurate, and it seemed a shame. The house had once been the finest on the block, two-story, with elaborate cast-iron grillwork defining wide double galleries.
Whoever built this house had dreams,
Belinda said.
What do you mean?
See all that iron lace? You don’t see much of that on this street. A woman built this house. A strong woman who knew what she wanted.
He put his arms around her and rested his chin against her ear. You’re guessing? Or do you know the history?
You just have to look at the house to know.
Maybe it just takes a strong woman with a strong imagination to see it.
It takes a strong woman to make dreams come true.
He thought of the strong woman he had met this evening. I got the strangest phone call today.
She turned so she could see his face. Did you?
Thunder rolled across the sky, drowning out the possibility of a reply. As they stood there waiting for it to pass, the first raindrops began to fall. He tugged her hand, and they loped back toward her house.
On her porch, he shook his head and sent raindrops flying. Then he put his arms around her again.
It looks like I might be staying around for a while.
And just where do you think you’ll be living if you do?
I was thinking about here. If you’ll have me.
She didn’t say yes, because she didn’t have to. Phillip knew he was welcome. More was unspoken than spoken between them, but some things were perfectly clear.
So tell me about that call,
she said.
I’ll tell you about it inside.
You do that, ’cause it’s getting cold out here, and your arms aren’t warm enough to take care of it.
They’re not?
He grinned down at her. You’re sure about that?
He lowered his head and nuzzled her cheek until she sighed in defeat. Her lips were soft against his.
There had been other women in his life. More than he could probably remember. But none of them had been as seductive as this one. As her body melted into his, he listened to the New Orleans rain, and he thought he might not mind listening to it for a while longer.
CHAPTER THREE
Aurore chose the morning room for her first session with Phillip. The room was airy and open, warmed by sunlight and cooled by a soft breeze. There was a comfortable round table where they could sit, he with his notebook in hand and she with the one cup of real coffee she was allowed every day. As she spoke, she would hear birds outside the windows, and they would remind her that she was seventy-seven and the events she described had happened long ago.
She was ready by the time he arrived. She wore a comfortable lavender dress and no jewelry, hoping she could set a casual tone. But inside, she felt anything but casual.
When Phillip walked into the room, she was captivated once again by how handsome and confident he was. He wore a white shirt and a dark jacket, but no tie today, as if he planned to get right down to work and had no time to stand on ceremony. He carried a tape recorder, and held it up as he entered, as if in question.
Yes,
she said. I think that’s a good idea.
He seemed surprised that she hadn’t put up a fight. I’m glad. It will make things easier for me. But I’ll still be taking notes.
You can plug it in over here.
He crossed the room and began to set up the recorder. I’ll give you the tapes when I’m all finished.
That wouldn’t be necessary, but she wasn’t going to explain that now. I’ve asked Lily to bring us a pot of coffee and a plate of her calas. Have you had them before?
He was bent over the electrical outlet. Don’t think so.
They’re rice cakes. When I was a little girl they were sold in the Vieux Carré by women in bright tignons who carried them in woven willow baskets that they balanced on their heads. Sometimes I would shop at the French Market with our cook, and if I was particularly good, she would buy me one as a treat.
It sounds like a real piece of old New Orleans.
A piece I’m not really allowed to eat anymore, but sometimes Lily indulges me.
Do you do that often?
What?
Break the rules that were made to protect you?
She laughed. As often as I can. At my age, there’s very little to protect.
When he straightened and looked at her, she added, May I call you Phillip? It seems easier. And I’d like you to call me Aurore. Almost no one does anymore. Most of my close friends are already dead, and the next generation is so afraid I’ll be offended without a title.
He didn’t answer, he just smiled, as if she had asked the impossible and he was too polite to say so.
Have you thought about how you’d like to start?
he asked.
She had thought of little else. She still wasn’t sure. Perhaps we can ease into it. Do you have questions you’d like to ask? Background? That sort of thing?
I’m a man with a million questions.
Good. I’ll try to be the woman with an answer or two.
Lily, dark-skinned, white-haired, and too thin to look as if she enjoyed her own cooking, arrived with a platter of golden brown calas dusted liberally with confectioner’s sugar. She set them on the table and returned in a moment with a coffee service featuring