The Last of August
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In the second brilliant, action-packed book in the Charlotte Holmes series, Jamie Watson and Charlotte Holmes are in a chase across Europe to untangle a web of shocking truths about the Holmes and Moriarty families.
Jamie and Charlotte are looking for a winter break reprieve in Sussex after a fall semester that almost got them killed. But nothing about their time off is proving simple, including Holmes and Watson’s growing feelings for each other.
When Charlotte’s beloved Uncle Leander goes missing from the Holmes estate—after being oddly private about his latest assignment in a German art forgery ring—the game is afoot once again, and Charlotte throws herself into a search for answers.
So begins a dangerous race through the gritty underground scene in Berlin and glittering art houses in Prague, where Holmes and Watson discover that this complicated case might change everything they know about their families, themselves, and each other.
Brittany Cavallaro
Brittany Cavallaro is the New York Times bestselling author of A Study in Charlotte and the Charlotte Holmes novels. With Emily Henry she wrote the young adult thriller Hello Girls. Cavallaro is also the author of the poetry collections Girl-King and Unhistorical and is the recipient of a National Endowment for the Arts fellowship in poetry. She lives in Michigan, where she teaches creative writing at Interlochen.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Uncle Leander is missing. Charlotte's mom is poisoned. What is going on with the Holmeses? Charlotte and Jamie get involved in an art forgery ring while trying to find Leander. I loved the scenes in Prague with Jamie going undercover. Charlotte felt a little too mean to Jamie, which makes it harder to believe he would choose to stay with her. And Charlotte's deductions and mastermind planning seemed a bit much towards the end. I hope the next book features more closeness between Charlotte and Jamie.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Where there is a Holmes and a Watson, there is sure to be a Moriarty. August Moriarty has tried to get out from the shadow of his family's reputation, but it seems impossible. In this second novel we get to see just how crazy the Holmes family is as Charlotte & Jamie chase an art forger across Europe in an effort to find Charlotte's uncle. There's also an underlying attraction going on for Charlotte & Jamie, but Charlotte seems incapable of letting it go anywhere. The end is a shocking twist.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This is the second book in the series about Charlotte Holmes and Jamie Watson, the descendants of Holmes and Watson. This novel picks up where the last one ended. It’s helpful to have read book one to understand how they met and what happened before, but you could read this novel on its own as well.Jamie and Charlotte are spending Christmas break together but don’t have their usual banter because something is “off.” Upon arriving at Charlotte’s house, one realizes why Charlotte is the way she is. The Holmes family is not one you’d want to belong. Leander, Charlotte’s uncle and Jamie’s father’s best friend, appears to be different. He seems somewhat like a normal person. Unfortunately, when he goes missing, another case is in Jamie and Charlotte’s lap that may be as dangerous as the first.The pair end up traveling to Germany where Leander was working on a case against the Moriarty family. The person willing to help them is August Moriarty. His and Charlotte’s relationship is discussed in book one. As they all travel about trying to figure out what’s going on with art forgeries backed by the Moriarty family and looking for Leander, they discover more about themselves, their relationship, and the secrets of both families. I really enjoy the audio of these books; they are so well performed. I can’t wait to listen to the 3rd book when it becomes available. Charlotte is a very good representation of a Holmes. If you are familiar with the difficulty of knowing and working with a Holmes, you will find these modern YA fanfic novels enjoyable. Also, in line with a good Holmes story, they are fun to read just to see if you can solve the crime with the clues given. If you like a good mystery, have at it! The ending is rather intense, so book three will be darker.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This book took awhile getting into , maybe it’s the volatile relationship these two have or maybe it’s the last that keeps creeping up, but I didn’t l or this tale as much as the first.
The sad ending is true to the Holmes’ stories and that not all end happily ever after. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5So I was super excited to get the sequel to "A Study in Charlotte". I tore through "Last of August" and was...underwhelmed. It just seemed overly complicated and the romantic but not really together relationship between Charlotte and James seemed forced and silly. Sexual tension is fun and all, but now it's to the point where it's just slightly torturous to read. The book starts out with James visiting Charlotte's family home over the holidays. Her mother is ill and her beloved uncle Leander has disappeared. Charlotte's brother Milo seems unconcerned about Leander's strange disappearance, but he agrees to help Charlotte and James try to find him. They travel to Berlin because Leander was working undercover trying to bring down an art forgery ring. James is convinced Charlotte's ex-tutor, August Moriarty, is double-crossing them somehow, he just can't prove it. As usual, Charlotte is ten steps ahead of everyone else. It was fun switching to her POV towards the end of the book, and Cavallaro does that really well, but otherwise I was disappointed. I hope the third one is better.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I liked this book, but I didn't love it as much as the first book in the series. It still had the surprise you would expect at the end of the book, the writing is good, the characters are relatable, but I just liked the first book better. I would still recommend this book though and the series, it's very intriguing and a different spin on Holmes and Watson that I adore. 4 out of 5 stars.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Not being familiar with the entire Holmes canon, I found this took a long time for me to read, as I was trying to decipher clues about the 'real' world Holmes fiction and where this story was coming from. I missed being at school with Charlotte and James/Jamie. Now, on Christmas break, they spend time with both families, ending at the Charlotte's family estate. When her uncle Leander (and clearly one of the better adults in the series) goes missing, Charlotte and her sidekick take off to Berlin. Here, we get more of a feel for her brother Milo and the dead/not dead August Moriarty. Now that the uniqueness of Holmes and Watson descendants has worn off, this veered a bit into any old book area. Maybe it was because it took me so long to read, but the whole art world saga kind of got to me. Is it all 'found' WWII art? Was it ever missing? Are they all forgeries? A lot of close reading to get to an end that I didn't find particularly satisfying. But, crabbiness aside, I will definitely tune in for the next one, I am hooked.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Jamie Watson is spending his Christmas Break with his friend Charlotte Holmes at her family home where he is seeing how totally dysfunctional her family is. The only one who seems vaguely normal is her uncle Leander who was his father's best friend and roommate while they were in college.When Leander disappears it sends Jamie and Charlotte on a hunt for him through the world of art forgery in Berlin. It also reunites Charlotte with the Moriarty who broke her heart and whose life she ruined. August has been hiding out from his family with her eccentric older brother Milo who runs a security business.This story has a really twisty plot. They are dealing with a missing uncle, Charlotte's mother being slowly poisoned, August's brother and sister Hadrian and Phillipa's art forgery scheme, and August's brother Lucien's desire to have revenge on Charlotte for what she did to August. The book is primarily narrated by Jamie who is also trying to figure out his relationship with Charlotte. They go from friendship to partners in detection to a romance to enmity in multiple variations in this story.Fans of mysteries the keep the reader guessing will enjoy this twisty story.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Great second book in a series. I will continue on with the series.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This book took awhile getting into , maybe it’s the volatile relationship these two have or maybe it’s the last that keeps creeping up, but I didn’t l or this tale as much as the first.
The sad ending is true to the Holmes’ stories and that not all end happily ever after. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5All the characters in this book are submerged so much into the family pool of angst than none of them are likeable. I struggled with the first in the series but finished it. This one I gave up after 150 pages.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5The Last of August is about descendants of the original Holmes and Watson, Charlotte Holmes and Jamie Watson, who met at boarding school in A Study in Charlotte.They begin spending the Christmas break with their families back in England but after Charlotte’s uncle disappears abruptly, Jamie and Charlotte head to Berlin and join forces with a Moriarty.I was instantly caught up in the story, but thought the ending was a bit too bleak and unsatisfying. I suspect this is second-in-a-trilogy syndrome: the story wants to leave enough loose ends for the next book. Which I’ll be reading, because I want to know what happens next, but for now, I’m left feeling a bit blank.The Last of August is mostly from Jamie’s perspective, with a few chapters from Charlotte’s. I disliked it when the term “fairy-tale” was bandied about. Most often it was used to men “whimsical”. This is inaccurate. In fairy tales, the forest swallows you up like a dinner. Your parents wrap you in a cloak and set you loose in the dark. Everything happens in threes, and only the oldest child survives. As a younger sister, I particularly resented that last implication.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5When Jamie Watson spends Christmas break with his friend and not-so-secret crush Charlotte Holmes, he is both bemused and dismayed by her cold and dysfunctional family although it does go along way in explaining Charlotte to him. The only member of the family who seems close to normal is her favourite uncle Leander who is also a good friend of Watson’s father.So when Leander goes missing, Watson and Holmes rush off to Europe to try to find what has happened to him. On the way, they encounter August Moriarty, Charlotte’s own first crush who broke her heart. He is supposed to be dead but, in reality, has been hiding out from his larcenous and vicious family with the help of Charlotte’s brother. As they search for Leander, Watson and Holmes have their own encounters with his family drawing them into several very dangerous situations.The Last of August is the second in the Charlotte Holmes YA series by author Brittany Cavallaro. The story is narrated by Watson who seems a reliable narrator with the occasional interjection from Charlotte who seems somewhat less reliable. But they are both interesting and complex characters that are easy to like and empathize with despite or perhaps because of their flaws, especially in the case of Charlotte. Full of twists and turns and all-round mayhem, it is a whole lot of fun. It is a bit slower than the first book, A Study and Charlotte, but just as compelling and, dare I say, addicting.Thanks to Edelweiss and Harper Collins for the opportunity to read this book in exchange for an honest review
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I give this book a 3.75 which is the same thing that I gave the first book in the series. I enjoy it. It isn't really blowing me away. I like Charlotte a tiny bit more than I did in the first book, but overall I still don't really like her. I do feel for her though. I still like Jamie Watson. I think he is really sweet and totally in love with Charlotte. I did enjoy the aspect of travelling all over Europe trying to solve a case. That was pretty cool. So in this book it starts out with Jamie and Charlotte are visiting each others families in England. It is all a bit awkward, but then Charlotte's uncle disappears and her mother is poisoned. So Charlotte and Jamie trek all over Europe trying to solve this case.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5First, a quote:
When I thought of winter, I thought of those reasonable New England nights that arrived punctually just after dinner, disappearing into morning blue by the time you’d stretched awake in bed. British winter nights were different. They came on in October with a shotgun and held you hostage for the next six months.
Guess which city has milder winters, Brighton or Boston? This quote highlights two of the issues I had with this book—Jamie is consistently complaining, and he gets things wrong in a way that feels more like sloppy writing and editing than deliberate choices that come from the character. However, my biggest issue with this book is that rape is used as the main obstacle to prevent Jamie and Charlotte from hooking up, which is kind of a cheap way of handling a serious issue.
Two stars, one for August’s poet outfit (topped by a fauxhawk), and another star for Jamie’s fedora. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5As always, I am in LOVE with the prose. Also Charlotte. And Jamie, and the two of them as a unit.
But dear god, in this one they made their relationship WAY harder than it needed to be. There were one or two points where I was so annoyed that I literally could not keep reading, and had to put it aside for a day or two. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5While I do enjoy the characters of Charlotte Holmes and Jamie Watson as well as the tension that exists between them, I did not enjoy this book as much as the first. The art, the little shabby hangouts frequented by student artists... it just wasn’t an engaging tale for me.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Last of August picks up not too long after the events of A Study in Charlotte, with Jamie and Charlotte at her parents’ estate in Sussex for winter break. However, you can’t expect things to stay calm for long, and soon Charlotte and Jamie are whisked away to Berlin, Germany to stay with Charlotte’s brother, Milo. Now with a new mystery to solve they team up with August Moriarty, who is in fact, a descendant of that Moriarty family.
What I enjoyed about this novel was that we got to see more of Charlotte’s family, and you really learn how she kind of became the way she is. Or at least you feel bad for her by the end of the novel. Her family dynamic is… well, it’s bad. At the same time, it’s kind of to be expected just based off what we learned about Charlotte in the first book.
The plot was intriguing – Charlotte’s uncle goes missing and there’s an art forgery scam going on (that is linked to the other Moriarty siblings, of course). Right off the bat, after silence from Charlotte and August, Jamie finds himself annoyed with the two of them and sets off on his own with this own disguise to do some investigating. Not too long after, he’s joined by Charlotte and August and the investigation is underway. Throughout the book I feel bad for Jamie, again, because he honestly just wants Charlotte to get with the program about the “them” part of everything, but it keeps getting put off because of all the stuff going on around them… and that their lives are in danger again.
I was kept on my toes the entire book and I wasn’t really able to catch onto what was happening like the first book, so the ending was a big surprise for me and not what I had been expecting at all. As much as I like to figure out the endings myself, I also love those surprise moments.
Overall, yet another good new-generation Holmes and Watson book! - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This series just gets better and better. This book was much darker than the first, and was full of deep and complex emotions. I literally could not stop turning the pages. I'm completely in love with these characters and this series!
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The Last of August - Brittany Cavallaro
DEDICATION
For Emily and me, in Berlin
FAMILY TREES
EPIGRAPH
Do you know what love is? I’ll tell you: it is whatever you can still betray.
THE LOOKING GLASS WAR, JOHN LE CARRÉ
CONTENTS
Dedication
Family Trees
Epigraph
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
Back Ads
About the Author
Books by Brittany Cavallaro
Credits
Copyright
About the Publisher
one
IT WAS LATE DECEMBER IN THE SOUTH OF ENGLAND, AND though it was only three in the afternoon, the sky outside Charlotte Holmes’s bedroom window was as black and full as it would’ve been in the Arctic Circle. I’d forgotten about this, somehow, during my months in Connecticut away at Sherringford School, even though I’d grown up with one leg on either side of the Atlantic. When I thought of winter, I thought of those reasonable New England nights that arrived punctually just after dinner, disappearing into morning blue by the time you’d stretched awake in bed. British winter nights were different. They came on in October with a shotgun and held you hostage for the next six months.
It would have been better, all told, if I’d visited Holmes for the first time in the summer. Her family lived in Sussex, a county that hugged England’s southern coast, and from the top floor of the house they’d built you could see the sea. Or you could if you happened to own a pair of night-vision goggles and a vivid imagination. England’s December darkness would have put me into a mood all by itself, but Holmes’s family manor was stuck up on a hill like a fortress. I kept waiting for lightning to break the sky above it or for some poor, tortured mutant to come stumbling out of its cellar, mad scientist in hot pursuit.
The inside didn’t do much to dispel the feeling that I was in a horror movie. But a different kind of horror movie—some art-house Scandinavian deal. Long dark uncomfortable couches that weren’t designed to be sat on. White walls hung with white abstract paintings. A baby grand lurking in a corner. In short, the kind of place that vampires lived in. Really well-mannered vampires. And everywhere, silence.
Holmes’s rooms in the basement were the messy, living heart of that cold house. Her bedroom had dark walls and industrial shelving and books, books everywhere, organized alphabetically on shelves or tossed on the floor with their pages flung open. In the room beside, a chemistry table crowded with beakers and burners. Succulent plants, twisted and knobbled in their little pots, that she fed a mixture of vinegar and almond milk each morning from an eyedropper. ("It’s an experiment, Holmes told me when I protested.
I’m trying to kill them. Nothing kills them.") The floors were scattered with papers and coins and busted cigarettes, and still, in all the endless clutter, there wasn’t a single speck of dust or dirt. It was what I’d come to expect from her, except for maybe her stash of chocolate biscuits and the entire hardbound Encyclopedia Britannica, which she kept in the low bookshelf that served as her nightstand. Apparently Holmes liked to pore over it on her bed, cigarette in hand. Today was volume C, the entry Czechoslovakia,
and for some unknowable reason, she’d insisted on reading the whole of it out loud to me while I paced back and forth in front of her.
Well. There might have been a reason. It was a way to avoid our talking about anything real.
While she spoke, I tried to avoid looking at the Sherlock Holmes novels she’d stacked on top of volumes D and E. They were her father’s, filched from his study. We’d lost her own copies in a bomb blast this fall, along with her chemical experiments, my favorite scarf, and a good deal of my trust in the human race. Those Sherlock Holmes stories reminded me of the girl she was when we met, the girl I’d so badly wanted to know.
In the last few days, we’d somehow managed to retreat backwards from our easy friendship, back to that old territory of distrust and unknowability. The thought made me sick, made me want to climb the walls. It made me want to lay it all out at her feet so we could begin to fix it.
I didn’t do that. Instead, in the grand tradition of our friendship, I picked a fight about something completely different.
Where is it?
I asked her. Why can’t you just tell me where it is?
It wasn’t until 1918 that Czechoslovakia liberated itself from the Russo-Hungarian Empire and became the country as we knew it in the twentieth century.
She ashed her Lucky Strike on the coverlet. Then, a series of events that transpired in the 1940s—
Holmes.
I waved a hand in front of her face. Holmes. I asked you about Milo’s suit.
She batted me away. During which the state did not precisely exist as it had before—
The suit that definitely won’t fit me. That costs more than my father’s house. The suit that you’re making me wear.
Until that particular territory was ceded to the then–Soviet Union in 1945.
She squinted down at the volume, cigarette dangling from her fingers. I can’t make out the next bit. I must have spilled something on this page the last time I read it.
"So you reread this entry a lot. A little Eastern Europe before bed. Just as good as Nancy Drew."
As who?
No one. Look,
I said, growing impatient, "I understand your wanting me to ‘dress for dinner,’ and that you can say those words with a straight face because you grew up with this level of unbearable suffocating poshness, and I don’t know, maybe you like that it makes me uncomfortable—"
She blinked at me, a bit stung. Every word out of my mouth today was crueler than I wanted it to be. Okay, fine,
I said, backtracking, so I’m having a very American panic attack, but your brother’s rooms are locked down more tightly than the Pentagon—
Please. Milo has better security than that,
she said. Do you need the access code? I can text him for it. He changes it remotely every two days.
The code to his childhood bedroom. He changes it. From Berlin.
Well, he’s the head of a mercenary company.
She reached for her phone. Can’t have anyone finding Mr. Wiggles. Plush bunnies need the same protection as state secrets, you know.
I laughed, and she smiled back at me, and for a moment I forgot we weren’t getting along.
Holmes,
I said, the way I’d done so often in the past—out of reflex, as punctuation, with nothing I really planned to say after.
She let the moment hang longer than was usual. When she finally said Watson,
it was with hesitation.
I thought of the questions I wanted to ask her. All the horrible things I could say instead. But all I said was, Why are you reading to me about Czechoslovakia?
Her smile tightened. Because my father is having the Czech ambassador to dinner tonight along with the newest Louvre curator, and I thought we might as well be prepared, because I rather doubt you know anything about Eastern Europe without my guidance, and we want to prove to my mother that you’re not an idiot. Oh,
she said, as her phone pinged, Milo’s changed the code to 666, just for us. Charming. Go on and fetch your suit, but be quick. We still need to discuss the Velvet Revolution of 1989.
At that moment, I wanted to take up arms myself. Curators? Ambassadors? Her mother thinking I was stupid? I was, as usual, in over my head.
To be fair, my own father had insinuated that this would be a difficult trip, though I don’t think he’d predicted the particulars. When, a few days after the Bryony Downs affair wrapped up, I told him my plans—we’d spend the break at my place first, then hers—he’d begun by saying that my mother would hate the idea, which was ineffective as a warning because it was so obvious. My mother hated the Holmeses, and the Moriartys, and mysteries. I’m sure she hated tweed capes just on principle. But after what had happened this fall, the thing she hated most was Charlotte Holmes herself.
Well,
my father had said, if you insist on going to stay with them, I’m sure you’ll have a very . . . nice time. The house is lovely.
He’d paused, clearly searching for something else to say. And Holmes’s parents are . . . ah. Well. You know, I heard they had six bathrooms in that house. Six!
This was foreboding. Leander will be there,
I’d said, a bit desperate for something to look forward to. Holmes’s uncle was my father’s former flatmate and longtime best friend.
Yes! Leander. Very good. Leander will surely act as a buffer between you and . . . anything you need a buffer for. Excellent.
Then he’d trotted out something about my stepmother needing him in the kitchen and hung up, leaving me with a whole new host of doubts about Christmas.
As soon as Holmes had brought up the idea of us spending the break together, I’d begun imagining us somewhere like my mother’s apartment in London. Sweaters, and cocoa, maybe watching a Doctor Who special by the fire. Holmes in some bobbly knit hat, dismembering a chocolate orange. We were, in fact, already sprawled out on my living room couch when Holmes told me to stop avoiding the subject and just ask my mother if I could go down to Sussex. I’d been actively avoiding that conversation. Be diplomatic,
Holmes had said, then paused. By that I mean, plan out what you want to say, and then don’t say it.
It was no use. Holmes and my father had predicted her reaction more or less exactly. When I told her our plans, she began shouting so loudly about Lucien Moriarty that the usually unflappable Holmes backed herself bodily into a corner.
"You almost died, my mother concluded.
The Moriartys almost killed you. And you want to spend Christmas in their enemy’s stronghold?"
Their stronghold? What do you think this is, Batman?
I started laughing. Across the room, Holmes buried her head in her hands. Mum. I’ll be fine. I’m almost an adult, I can decide what to do with my holiday. You know, I told Dad not to tell you about that whole near-death thing. I said that you’d overreact, and I was right.
There was a long pause, and then the shouting got somewhat louder.
When she capitulated—which she finally did, with extreme prejudice—it came with a price. Our last few days in London were miserable. My mother sniped at me for everything from the cleanliness of the living room to the way my English accent had returned, with a vengeance, on my return to London. It’s like that girl even took away your voice, she told me. Maybe I had pushed my mother a little too far to begin with; she certainly wasn’t happy I’d brought Holmes to visit in the first place. I think it would’ve been a relief to both of them had she stayed behind, but I had a point I wanted to make—I was tired of my mother’s disdain for someone she’d never met. Someone who was important to me. For my sake, my mother should be able to accept my best friend for the brilliant, thrilling girl she was.
That worked out about as well as you’d expect.
Holmes and I spent a lot of time out of the house.
I took her to my favorite bookstore, where I loaded her up with Ian Rankin novels and she bullied me into buying a book on European snails. I took her to the chip shop on the corner, where she distracted me by giving a detailed-and-probably-bullshit account of her brother’s sex life (drones, cameras, his rooftop pool) while she ate all my fried fish and left her own plate untouched. I took her for a walk along the Thames, where I showed her how to skip a stone and she nearly punctured a hole in a passing pontoon boat. We went to my favorite curry place. Twice. In one day. She’d gotten this look on her face when she took her first bite of their pakora, this blissful, lids-lowered look, and two hours later I decided I needed to see it again. It was so good to see her happy that it made up for the embarrassment I felt that night, when I found her instructing my sister, Shelby, on the best way to bleach out bloodstains, using the curry dribble on my shirt as a test case.
In short, it was both the best three days I’d ever had, my mother notwithstanding, and a fairly standard week with Charlotte Holmes. My sister, unused to this phenomenon, was completely overcome. Shelby had taken to trailing Holmes like a shadow, dressing in all black and straightening her hair, dragging her away to show off things in her room. I didn’t know exactly what things were, but from the lilting, earnest music coming from under the door, I had a feeling that their soundtrack was L.A.D., Shelby’s boy band du jour. My guess was that Shelby was showing off her paintings. My mother had told me that my sister had taken up art with a passion while I’d been away, but that so far, she’d been too shy to show anyone what she’d made.
Not that I would have known what to say to her about it. I didn’t know a whole lot about art. I knew what I liked, what made me feel something—portraits, usually. I liked things that felt secret. Scenes set in a dark room. Mysterious books and bottles, or a girl with her face turned away. When asked, I trotted out Rembrandt’s Anatomy Lesson as my favorite work of art, though to be honest, I’d lost the ability to call it up clearly in my head. I tended to spend too much time with my favorite things, loved them too hard until I wore them down. After a while, they became more like a shorthand for who I was and less like things I actually enjoyed.
Shelby wanted my advice, and I know enough to give her my opinion,
Holmes was saying. I’d asked if she’d been talking to my sister about her art. It was our last night in London; we were leaving for Sussex the next afternoon. My mother had turned my bedroom into a study, so we were where we’d been all week—on a pair of hideaway mattresses in the living room, our bags stacked behind us like a barricade. The sky outside was beginning to lighten. One tradeoff of being friends with Holmes was sleep. As in, you never did again.
Enough?
I asked.
My father thought it was an important part of my education. I can go on endlessly about color and composition, thanks to him and
—she scowled—my old tutor, Professor Demarchelier.
I propped myself up on one arm. Do you . . . make art?
It struck me, then, how little I knew about her, how all the facts of her life before this September had come to me either secondhand or in bits and reluctant pieces. She’d had a cat named Mouse. Her mother was a chemist. But I had no idea what her first bought book had been, or if she’d ever wanted to be a marine biologist, or even what she was like when she wasn’t wanted for murder. She played the violin, of course, and so I imagine she’d tried out other kinds of art as well. I tried to imagine what a Holmes painting would look like. A girl in a dark room, I thought, with her face turned away, but as I watched her, she tilted her face toward me.
"I don’t have the skill, and I don’t invest my time in things I’m rubbish at. But I am a fair critic. Your sister is quite good. A nice sense of composition, an interesting use of color. See? There you go. Art talk. Her range is limited, though. I saw about thirty paintings of your neighbor’s dog."
Woof is usually sleeping in their backyard.
I smiled at her. Makes him an easy subject.
We could take her to the Tate Modern. Tomorrow morning, before we go. If you wanted.
She stretched her arms out above her head. In the darkness, her skin looked like cream in a pitcher. I jerked my eyes back up to her face. It was late, and when it was late, I had these kinds of slippages.
I had them all the time, if I was being honest. At four in the morning, I could admit to that.
The Tate,
I said, pulling myself together. Her offer had sounded genuine. Sure. If you actually want to. You’ve been really nice to Shelby already. I think you’ve heard enough L.A.D. for a lifetime.
I love L.A.D.,
she said, deadpan.
You like ABBA,
I reminded her. So I don’t actually know if that’s a joke. Next I’m going to find out that you wear a fanny pack in the summer. Or that you had a poster of Harry Styles in your room when you were eleven.
Holmes hesitated.
"You did not."
"It was Prince Harry, actually, she said, folding her arms,
and he was a very good dresser. I have an appreciation for fine tailoring. Anyway, I was eleven years old, and lonely, and if you don’t stop smirking at me, I will come over there and—"
"Yes, I’m sure it was his fine tailoring you appreciated, and not his—"
She hit me with her pillow.
To think,
I said through a mouthful of goose down. "You’re a Holmes. Your family’s famous. You could have maybe made it happen. Princess Charlotte, and the bad-boy spare. God knows you’re pretty enough to pull it off. I can see it now—you in a tiara, doing that screwing-in-a-lightbulb wave in the back of some convertible."
Watson.
"You would have had to make speeches. To orphans, and general assemblies. You’d have to have your photo taken with puppies."
Watson.
What? You know I’m teasing. The way you grew up is just beyond me.
I was rambling, I knew it, but I was too tired to put the brakes on. "You’ve seen our flat. It’s a glorified closet. You’ve seen how my mother gets all weird and tight-lipped when you talk about your family. I think she worries that I’m going to go to the Sussex Downs and get sucked in by the decadent, mysterious Holmeses and never come back. And you smile politely and bite back whatever you actually think of her, and my sister, and where we live. Which, let’s face it, has probably taken a ton of effort on your part, because you’re not particularly nice. You don’t have to be. You’re fancy, Charlotte Holmes. Repeat after me. I’m fancy, and Jamie Watson’s a peasant."
Sometimes I think you don’t give me enough credit,
she said instead.
What?
I sat up. I just . . . look, okay, maybe I’m feeling a little punchy. It’s late. But I don’t want you to feel like you have to act a certain way, or impress anyone. We’re impressed already. You don’t have to act like you like my mum, or my sister, or where I live—
I like your flat.
It’s the size of your lab at school—
I like your flat because you grew up here,
she said, looking at me steadily, "and I like eating your dinner because it’s yours, which makes it better than mine. And I like your sister because she’s smart, and she worships you, which means she is very smart. You talk about her like she’s a child, I’ve noticed, but the fact that she’s attempting to explore her nascent sexuality by listening to a lot of droopy-voiced boy sopranos isn’t something you should tease her for. It’s certainly safer than the alternative."
The conversation had taken a turn I hadn’t expected. Though maybe I should have seen it coming from the moment the words you’re pretty
slipped out of my mouth.
She’d pushed herself up to face me. Her sheets were twisted around her legs, her hair rumpled, and she looked like she was in some French film about illicit sex. Which was not something I should be thinking. I ran through a familiar list in my head, the least erotic things I could think of: Grandma, my seventh birthday party, The Lion King. . . .
The alternative?
I repeated.
It’s rather better to dip in a toe before you get dragged underwater.
We don’t need to talk about this—
"I’m so sorry if I’m making you uncomfortable."
I was going to say if you don’t want to. How did we even get here?
You were trashing your upbringing. I was defending it. I like it here, Jamie. We’re going to my parents’ house next, and it won’t be like this. I won’t be like this.
Like what, exactly?
Stop being dense,
she snapped. It doesn’t suit you at all.
For the record, I wasn’t being dense. I was trying, repeatedly, to give her an out. I knew she was skirting right around the edges of something we didn’t ever talk about. She was raped. We were framed for that rapist’s murder. Whatever feelings she had for me were caught up in that trauma, and so whatever feelings I had for her were on ice for the time being. While I might, on occasion, spiral into some stupid reverie about how beautiful she was, I’d never voiced those thoughts. While I’d given her openings to talk to me about the two of us, I’d never pushed her. The closest we’d come were these elliptical conversations at dawn, where we circled around the subject until I said something wrong and she shut down completely. For hours after, she wouldn’t even look at me.
I was just trying to say that I won’t go there if you don’t want me to,
I said, and by there, I meant Sussex, and Lee Dobson, who I routinely fantasize about digging up and killing again, and talking about the two of us, which frankly, I am not equipped to do, and even though your hair keeps brushing your collarbone and you lick your lips when you’re nervous, I’m not thinking about you like that, I’m not, I swear to God I’m not.
The best and worst thing about Holmes was that she heard everything I didn’t say along with everything I did.
Jamie.
It was a sad whisper, or maybe it was too quiet for me to tell. To my complete shock, she reached out and took my hand, bringing my palm up to her lips.
This? This had never happened before.
I could feel her hot breath, the brush of her mouth. I bit back a sound at the back of my throat and kept myself still, terrified I might scare her away or worse, that this might break apart the both of us.
She ran a finger down my chest. Is this what you want?
she asked me, and with that, my willpower broke completely.
I couldn’t answer, not with words. Instead, I dropped my hands down to her waist, intending to kiss her the way I’d wanted for months—a deep, searching kiss, one hand tangled in her hair, her pressed up against me like I was the only other person in the world.
But when I touched her, she recoiled. A rush of fear went across her face. I watched as that fear turn to rage, and then to something like despair.
We stared at each other for an impossible moment. Without a word, she pulled away and lay down on her mattress, her back