Sherwood
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Fans of Danielle Paige, Marissa Meyer, and Alex Flinn will devour New York Times bestselling author Meagan Spooner’s next fierce fairy tale-inspired story, which Illuminae author Amie Kaufman calls “a kick-ass, gender-flipped feminist retelling.”
Robin of Locksley is dead.
Maid Marian doesn’t know how she’ll go on, but the people of Locksley town, persecuted by the Sheriff of Nottingham, need a protector. And the dreadful Guy of Gisborne, the Sheriff’s right hand, wishes to step into Robin’s shoes as Lord of Locksley and Marian’s fiancé.
Who is there to stop them?
Marian never meant to tread in Robin’s footsteps—never intended to stand as a beacon of hope to those awaiting his triumphant return. But with a sweep of his green cloak and the flash of her sword, Marian makes the choice to become her own hero: Robin Hood.
Meagan Spooner
New York Times bestselling author Meagan Spooner grew up reading and writing every spare moment of the day while dreaming about life as an archaeologist, a marine biologist, or an astronaut. She graduated from Hamilton College in New York State with a degree in playwriting. She’s traveled all over the world, to places such as Egypt, Australia, South Africa, the Arctic, Greece, Antarctica, and the Galápagos Islands, and there’s a bit of every trip in every story she writes. She currently lives and writes in Asheville, North Carolina, but the siren call of travel is hard to resist, and there’s no telling how long she’ll stay there. She’s the author of Hunted and Sherwood and the coauthor of the award-winning Starbound Trilogy (These Broken Stars, This Shattered World, Their Fractured Light) and the Skylark Trilogy (Skylark, Shadowlark, Lark Ascending). In her spare time she plays guitar, plays video games, plays with her cat, and reads. meaganspooner.com
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I thoroughly enjoyed this twist on the legend of Robin Hood. I love how Lady Marion is worked into the story and becomes its central figure. I don't want to give too much away! The book bogs down a little in the middle, but about halfway through, the action picks up, leading to a surprising conclusion.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I absolutely LOVED this novel. It, however, won’t be published until March of 2019, so I have no one with whom to discuss and gush over the novel! I received an early copy from the publisher. Thank you! This novel is a rewritten version of Robin Hood. Robin Hood goes off to fight in the Holy wars, but he doesn’t survive, dying with his last thought of Marian. When Marian finds out a few months later, she is devastated. They were to be married; they had grown up together and were well-suited. He allowed her to be herself. I use the word “allowed” with hesitation because of the connotations associated with it. He wasn’t giving her permission; he truly believed Marian was wonderful and she should be whoever she wants to be. Most men would have insisted she act more like a lady, but Marian is very physically capable. She taller than most women, can shoot a bow better than most men, can fight with a sword, and can handle herself outdoors. She doesn’t need a man to protect her or place her in a cage of traditional womanhood. She would be stifled sewing and running a household as her only duties.Sound different from the tale you know? Well, Meagan Spooner never writes a story as you expect, which is what I so enjoy and love (just read her novel Hunted--it’s amazing!). Marian is a strong feminist lead. Don’t groan with the word “feminist”--it’s not a bad word. It references a strong female, not a male-hating woman. Marian retrieves some of Robin’s clothes from his home. When one of Robin’s men--a person from his lands--is arrested by the Sheriff of Nottingham’s lead man, Marian dons Robin’s cloak and determines that she will rescue him. This act is the beginning of Robin’s legend. As Marian is tall, no one suspects this person is a woman. Marian is able to hide behind the hood of Robin’s cloak. People want to believe that there is help in their dire circumstances of little pay, little food, and little care from those with power. As Marian sees more and more that help is needed, she takes on Robin’s role and becomes the nemesis of the Sheriff’s man, Guy of Gisborne.The rivalry of Robin Hood and Guy of Gisborne is intense. He wants Robin’s lands and Robin’s woman, Lady Marian. Marian cannot see herself with such a cruel man. She must use subterfuge to not let Sir Guy suspect that she is his nemesis. It’s a difficult plan because he is not stupid. Lady Marian plays a dangerous game. I refuse to say anything else because the novel unfolds with a completely different take on Robin Hood and I will not spoil it for anyone. In the end, I could talk about this novel from many points of view, but there is one main theme that applies to every part of the novel: we see what we want to see, which blinds us to the truth. Put this on your “to read” list NOW!
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This book did not do what I expected at all! It was an off chance audiobook loan from my public library. I was expecting a YA romance with a very distant connection with reality. But it is in many ways a very somber book with Marian suffering grief for much of it and with realistic consequences mostly for her actions later. Marian has her own agency despite the time it is set in and while the romance is a shock for anyone brought up on versions of the story and in some ways it is still a bit trope like, for me it actually worked. I thoroughly enjoyed this novel.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5When Marion receives the news that Robin of Locksley, the man she had intended to marry, was killed, she is thrown into grief and despair. Who is this Guy of Gisbourne who is to take over the estate she has loved and cared for in her betrothed's absence? To save the brother of her maid, Marion takes on an alternate persona and a legend is born.I am caught between three stars and four stars and am going with the more generous rating to be nice. Parts of this I enjoyed, and parts had me rolling my eyes. I've read and enjoyed female Robin Hood stories before. This one was interesting to see Marion as Robin (though I will confess I found it hilarious that no one-NO ONE!-ever realized that it was a woman). I honestly thought Robin being dead was a mislead and that Robin would reappear, wounded, but eager to retake his position. My mistake. This does not happen. He's dead. D.E.A.D.What did Gisbourne do that was so awful? Why did Marion hate him so much from the start? The book doesn't tell us. So the romance between Marion and Gisbourne was, quite frankly, the most unbelievable part of this book. My favorite scenes were the flashbacks told from Robin's POV of how he falls for Marion, but even those are shadowed by the realization that Marion didn't actually love him back. Not in the same way.It did keep my attention, even when I was rolling my eyes. So maybe if you're a reader looking for a female Robin Hood story, you'll enjoy this. Just be warned, the first half of the book is raw with Marion's grief and sadness.I guess she loved him a little?
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Rebel ReviewsWhen Robin Lockley dies in Jerusalem, Marian is devastated not only has she lost her best friend and love but the Sheriff's right hand man Sir Guy and Robin's enemy is being given Robin's land and wants to take Robin's place in her heart. Lockley needs a hero to save them from the Sheriff and his men and if Robin isn't there to do it Marian will become him and save them herself.When I picked up Sherwood I thought I was getting a much different story then I got. First off I thought this was a Robin Hood retelling with Robin born a girl and not Marian taking on his identity. After I got over the shock I really loved this book but not as much as Hunted the author's beauty and the beast retelling. I have always loved the story of Robin Hood a man who rebels against the system because it is wrong and takes from the people who refuse to fix it and gives to the people it hurts the most. That is my kind of person.I did feel this book moved slow which is weird because it had a great deal of action and suspense. Marian's grief over Robin's death was written very real and raw and I really felt for her character. Marian's love for the people of Lockley and the downtrodden is inspiring. As always Meagan's writing draws you into the story doesn't let you go. I love how Marian is a huge tomboy and not at all graceful in this book. It made me connect with her even more. I loved that one of the reasons Marian pretended to be Robin was so the people would have hope when they needed it most. I really loved the romance but then it is my favorite romance trope(though I wish there was more of it). I wouldn't say more as not to spoil it. I also loved Marian's band of merry men(one of the men was not happy with that name and I burst out laughing like a loon at his disappointment)but wish she got to spend more time with them in the book. This book had an important message about knowing yourself and what you stand for. Overall this was an amazing Robin Hood retelling and I highly recommend it to everyone who loves strong female characters, rebels, and standing up for the little guyRating: 4.5 stars
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5It’s ages -- nearly ten years, in fact -- since a Robin Hood retelling in novel-form caught my eye.Sherwood begins with the death of Robin of Locksley in the crusades. Back in England, his grieving betrothed, Marian tries to help when her maid’s brother gets into trouble with the law. She sneaks out disguised in Robin’s cloak, not expecting to be mistaken for him. But as one thing leads to another, Marian sees a way she can help more people.I love the way Sherwood twists and reimagines the Robin Hood story, putting Marian at the centre. Her grief, her history with Robin and her ideas about what he would do, her skill as an archer, her passion to fight injustice, her frustrations and discomfort with being a noblewomen, her relationships. Marian discovers she’s not the only one who feels constrained by social expectations and she’s not the only one with a desire about how best to improve the lives of others. I was completely hooked.Marian’s skills -- shooting, riding, climbing -- are clearly the result of hours of practising with Robin. I liked the believability of that and how it gives Marian another motive for continuing to masquerade as Robin Hood, since in her life as Lady Marian her strengths are neither useful nor recognised as strengths. I also liked that she makes mistakes and that her actions have complicated, and sometimes uncomfortable, consequences.Sherwood surprised me and made me unexpectedly invested in [redacted due to spoilers]. It gave me lots of feelings and made me stay up until 2am. Like Hunted, Spooner’s take on Beauty and the Beast, this successfully does something different while still including much that is familiar. A poignant, compelling retelling.“I thought you were in love with him,” she admitted. “With Robin Hood. And that’s why you were vanishing all the time.”Marian laughed, as giddy as if she’d had too much to drink. “I suppose I am, in a way. In love with being Robin Hood. The difference it makes -- to speak to men and have them listen to your words. To act in the world, not merely react. To ride out when I choose and be free.”
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5SHERWOOD was a wonderful re-imagining of the legend of Robin Hood. This time the star is Lady Marian. She grew up with Robin of Locksley. Together they learned to fight, and wrestle, and shoot bow and arrow. Marian was always a little faster to learn and a better shot. She was also taller. With Robin, she could be who she wanted to be. He didn't try to imprison her in the usual role for women of her time. Things change immensely when news returns to England that Robin has died in the Holy Land in service to his king. First comes the overwhelming grief which lingers for a long time. Then her maid Elena's brother Will Scarlet is arrested by the Sheriff's men and scheduled for hanging. Marian becomes aware of the injustices perpetrated by the Sheriff and determines to do something. She finds Robin's signature cloak, the sword and bow he had made for her, and sets out to rescue Will.Her adversary is Guy of Gisborne who is the Sheriff's man and the man who wants to take Robin's place both at Locksley and as Marian's new husband. She never intended to impersonate Robin but she wasn't quick to deny it either. Not once she saw how much hope Robin's reappearance engendered in the people of Nottingham. She gathers a crew - Little John, Alan-a-Dale, Will Scarlet, her maid Elena, and her stableman Midge, among them - and sets out to right some wrongs. She feels that she is being guided by Robin's memory until she does something unforgivable and Robin's voice in her head goes away.I loved the characters in this story. Marian was so well-drawn and well-rounded. And Guy was no cardboard villain. Even Robin, who dies at the beginning of the book, is lifelife. I loved the interludes that went into the past and were from Robin's point of view about how he came to love Marian and how they grew up together. The writing style pulled me right into the story and didn't let me go until the last page was turned.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Robin of Locksley dies fighting in the crusades, leaving a grieving Marian to take up his mantle and defend his people. A fun re-telling of the traditional Robin Hood story that features Marian as Robin o' the Hood. Appropriate for tweens and older. A lot of Marian is 'special' and 'not like other girls', but if you like some of the modern YA fairy tale retellings, you'll enjoy this quick read.
- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5I am so mad about this book. I wanted to love it so bad, I wanted to enjoy it so much. But all I was left with was a sour taste in my mouth and so much anger. I honestly should had DNF it but I didn’t , I wanted to give it the benefit of the doubt but sadly it just disappointed me.You can’t say something is a feminist retelling if all your doing is talking down about the men counter parts.Throughout the entire book it is constantly been stated that Marian is better at everything over Robin, she’s a better archer, a better climber, a better rider, she’s stronger, she’s taller, she’s everything so much better than what Robin ever could have been and this is just ridiculous.A girl does not have to be better at everything over a man, to be a good strong character. She could have been better at some, equal to other skills and worse then some, make it believable.Also for a girl who is so much better at everything over Robin she spends a majority of the book constantly thinking “what would Robin have done in the situation” “how would Robin have handled it” and “what would Robin do” how about “what should I do” or “how can I handle this” no it was always about Robin and he would deal with situations.There was also way to many “oh poor me, my Robin is dead how will I ever go on” please give me a break, the original Marian’s always dealt with him leaving for long periods of time and having been thought dead. How you gonna say this is feminist if everything relies on how terrible her life is without Robin.The only reason people can shove feminism on this is because it’s Marian as Robin Hood and she even did that poorly.Also Little John being reduced to a side character so tiny he basically didn’t exist is just rude.And DO NOT get me started on the romance of this book because dear lord I hated it so, really Gisborne!!!! Why did there even need to be a love story? It was the same YA predictable love trash, “I hate you, oh wait now I love you dearly, be with me” get out of here.Overall I am so so so very disappointed with this retelling and honestly it’s the first Robin Retelling I have ever hated and I love the tale of Robin Hood dearly so this just makes more angry and let down.
Book preview
Sherwood - Meagan Spooner
PROLOGUE
He wakes to the sounds of steel and fire, and the distant wailing of a Saracen woman. His sword is in his hand before he’s on his feet. He’d been dreaming of rain on leaves, of the sound and feel of a wet day in Sherwood. When he lurches out of his tent in the English-occupied part of the city, the heat hits him full in the face, dazzling him as he tries to escape the lingering memory of green and damp and earth. Sand stings his eyes as a riderless horse gallops past, panicked, a long red line across its flanks spilling a crimson curtain down its hide.
Before he can begin to tell friend from foe, a blade swings out of the red-hot midnight toward his face. His sword hand lifts to deflect the blow automatically, his shoulder taking the brunt of the impact. It’s the battle that brings him back to himself, banishing the last hints of his dream of home—the frantic staccato of panting and grunting and steel scraping bone and arrows whistling past. A second or two more and his opponent falls, screaming and trying to hold himself together with both hands across his stomach.
There’s no time to dispatch the Saracen. Robin is forced to leave the man there and fend off another blow from another assailant, knocking him back with an elbow to the stomach.
He is surrounded by the enemy. There are far too few English blades around him. He catches sight of a familiar man, recognizable more for his style of battle than anything else. By now they are all so burned by the sun and rubbed raw by wind that at first glance they seem no different from the infidels they’re fighting. In the dark they might as well have been fighting amongst themselves.
Where is the King?
shouts Robin, his voice breaking.
The other man screams a reply, but over the sounds of battle Robin cannot hear. The other man’s sword sticks in his opponent’s rib cage, and he’s forced to plant a boot against the man’s chest to pull it free. He gestures with his sword, then turns to reengage.
Robin sees a crowd in the distance, at the edge of the safe part of the city. Or what has been the safe part—the enemy has penetrated their defenses in the night, bypassing the fortifications. They must have killed the sentries in silence. The distant commotion is a cluster of a dozen English soldiers using a narrow alley to hold off a horde of Saracens one hundred strong. They’re making for the edge of the city, guarding something.
The King.
Something thuds into Robin’s shoulder, sending him off balance, and he whirls, searching for the blade he knows is coming. There is no one there. It’s then that he feels the fiery lance of pain racing down his biceps and he gasps, sword dangling uselessly at his side. He cranes his neck and sees the fletching sprouting from his shoulder. He reaches up, bracing himself as he curls his fingers around the long arrow shaft buried in the muscle there. He breathes in, out, and in again, and then snaps the shaft off with a deft twist.
Robin sways to one side, dizzy, concentrating on the spots that swarm his vision for the space of a breath. Then he passes his sword to his left hand and slings his bow over his shoulder with the wounded arm and gets moving.
He heads for a set of stone steps leading up to one of the roofs, hoping for a better vantage point. It’s the route the women take in the mornings when they bring up their laundry to dry in the sun, and Robin clears the draped fabrics away with a swipe of his sword as he sprints up the steps. The city is lost. He can see it in the way the others are fighting, in the way most of the soldiers have gathered around to ensure the King’s safe retreat through the postern gate. But there is too much distance to travel to reach safety. Too many enemies, and not enough blades.
He reaches the rooftop, but before he can scan the city, a shadow darts from a corner across his path. With a roar he raises his sword, momentum already bringing it down before his eyes focus on the figure running past. A child. A girl, which he knows only because of the way her head is covered. She cannot be more than twelve, and for a burning moment her huge black eyes meet his and she freezes. His sword won’t stop. His left hand is too clumsy, too weak to divert it.
He throws himself to the side with a cry, his sword striking stone. The tip shatters and the sword leaps from his hand, skidding away. He can hear the girl screaming, speaking too quickly for him to understand any of the few words of Arabic he’s learned. He looks up and sees her scrambling away from him to press her back against the half wall surrounding the rooftop. She’s unharmed.
Robin pushes himself back up on his left hand, then staggers to the edge of the rooftop. He can still see the men defending the King. There are fewer attackers now, but there are fewer allies as well. Robin reaches for his bow.
Drawing it is an agony, and he can feel the wounded muscle tearing around the arrowhead still lodged in his shoulder. But his aim is true, and from this height he can reach the front line. An attacker goes down, replaced by another behind him. Robin looses another arrow and another man falls.
He sucks in air through his nose, the hot dust scorching his lungs. He can feel the weakness coming, can feel blood pouring past his armpit, down his rib cage. His aim is faltering. But he can see the King now, his crowned helmet gleaming in the light of a blazing fire engulfing one of the gatehouses. They are on the edge of the city. There are horses waiting—they need only to make it another few paces to the gates, which stand open.
Robin draws his bow again. One of the King’s defenders goes down, and the firelight glints off a curved blade as its wielder races at the King. Robin draws in a long breath, willing his shaking arm to steady, begging his muscles to hold for one more shot, one last arrow.
Out of the corner of his eye: movement. The glint of light on a blade, the whisper of a soft sole against the sandstone. Robin could turn, could loose his arrow into the man creeping up behind him. His muscles quiver, and with a snarl of pain and focus, Robin narrows his eyes and lets the arrow fly. It courses straight and true through the air, inscribing a gentle arc down, down onto the battlefield, and buries itself in the brain of the King’s attacker. Robin takes a breath—the King is away, galloping into the desert.
And then a blade crunches into Robin’s side and he’s knocked down against the stone with the force of the blow. He cannot move, cannot feel anything below his rib cage—there is no pain. Robin’s eyes move slowly, lazily, sweeping across the rooftop. He sees the girl, pressed back into the corner as far as she can, everything covered except her eyes. They fix on his, wide and black. She is silent now.
Marian,
Robin whispers to her. Don’t be afraid.
There are voices above him, but he does not hear them. Instead he can hear rain, a gentle patter against broad green leaves. The smell of wet earth rises all around him, and the world is wrapped in fog. From beneath the padded armor under his mail, he withdraws a chain; on the end of it is a small gold ring set with a bloodred stone. He curls his fist around it, enclosing the little ring in the shelter of his fingers to shield it from the world.
Marian, I’m sorry.
ONE
MY LADY.
THE VOICE was urgent. My Lady, please—please wake up.
Marian swam up out of a dreamless sleep, her mind groggy and confused. It was dark, but as her eyes adjusted, the light of a candle came into view. Behind it she could see a familiar face, drawn and frightened.
Elena,
she croaked, dragging herself upright. What is it?
Her maid swallowed, the candlelight bobbing and swaying with the trembling of her hand. It’s my brother, my Lady. They’ve got him—they’ve arrested him and they’re going to kill him at dawn. Please, my Lady, I don’t know what to do.
Marian was on her feet before she could think, reaching for yesterday’s dress hanging over her changing screen. She threw it on over her shift, ignoring the trailing laces at its back. Where is my cloak?
she demanded, quick and curt.
Here, my Lady.
Elena was shaking, terrified, but still competent. She thrust the cloak at Marian and then stepped back. What are you going to do?
I’m going to stop them.
She wasn’t thinking, just acting. She didn’t know what Elena’s brother had been accused of or who had arrested him. But Elena’s family was from Locksley—Robin was the one who’d suggested Elena for a lady’s maid and companion when Marian’s mother died. And I won’t let Robin come home to find his people being slaughtered on his own lands.
Marian flew down the stairs and into the courtyard, where a few torches had lit the way for her. Midge had Jonquille ready and was holding her by the reins. No sign of her father awake yet, for which she was grateful—she didn’t have time to argue about whether she should or shouldn’t go. Several servants were standing around in their nightclothes, candles transforming their drawn faces into waxy masks. A lad stood by the stables doubled over, red-faced and gasping. She recognized him as the son of one of the farmers from beyond Robin’s manor house—he must have run all the way from Locksley town to bring Elena the news. At a dead sprint it was an hour’s journey on foot.
Marian ignored them all and bunched her skirts up around her thighs, mounting the dappled mare and taking the reins from Midge.
Jonquille had picked up on her mistress’s urgency, and as soon as Marian let her grip on the reins loosen, the mare leaped into a run. The glow of the torches in her manor courtyard fell away behind her, and she was left to race through the darkness.
Edwinstowe was quiet—her father’s lands were small, and the town at their center even smaller, and his people all farmers. They’d stir soon, to feed and water their animals and work the land, but they’d sleep until sunrise.
Marian leaned to the side and cut through the finger of the forest that stretched across Edwinstowe lands, aiming for the King’s Road. Branches whipped past, and she dropped her head, burying her face in Jonquille’s mane. Jonquille knew the way. Locksley was her home, too.
The sound of Jonquille’s hooves striking the earth changed, and Marian lifted her head. They were on the road. Not long now. Marian raised her eyes to the glimpses of sky she could see overhead as the branches passed. A terrible lightness painted the sky to the east the color of bloody ink.
Hurry, love,
Marian whispered, leaning low across her horse’s neck, trying to lessen the resistance of her body in the wind.
The road forked. The road to the right would take her into the heart of Sherwood, while the road to the left passed through a hedgerow and then on to Locksley town, and beyond it, Locksley Manor. Jonquille knew which way to go without being told, and together they burst through the undergrowth bordering the fields with a gust of honeysuckle and heather on the wind. The landscape was awash in blue-gray light, the cold harbinger of the dawn.
There were torches burning in the center of town. Marian aimed Jonquille at the light, not bothering to slow her down. Men in chain mail stood in a semicircle around the town center, and a figure in dark gray armor and a black tabard stood at the head of the crowd. The Sheriff’s men. Beyond them the townsfolk watched, pale faced and silent.
In the center of the firelight was a young man on his knees in the stocks, a hood of rough-spun canvas over his head and tied around his neck. The soldier nearest him held an ax.
Jonquille broke into the crowd, people scattering left and right and hens fleeing in a startled wave. Marian threw herself off the horse before the mare came to a full halt—all the better for no one to have time to see her with her skirts hiked up above her knees.
I demand to know what’s going on,
she gasped, gripping Jonquille’s reins more to support her shaking legs than to control the horse.
The man in the tabard was staring, and with a jolt, Marian recognized him. His eyes raked her over, from her wild hair to her muddy, day-old dress. My Lady Marian,
he said quietly, inclining his torso. Good morning. Are you all right? You seem . . . distressed.
Good morning, Sir Guy.
Marian smoothed down her hair, abruptly aware that she wasn’t wearing the modest veil she ought to have donned. This man. What is his crime?
Guy of Gisborne pulled off his horsehair helmet and ran a gloved hand over his hair. He was older than Robin by a few years, but had none of his boyish good looks. Scars marked the right side of his face, ugly welts of purple that traveled down and vanished under his high collar. He has been accused and convicted of highway robbery and poaching, my Lady. This is no place for you—allow my men to escort you back to Edwinstowe Manor and I will visit you when I have finished here.
He was already turning and gesturing to the two men on the end, and Marian stepped forward swiftly. Sir Guy,
she said firmly, I know this man. He is the brother of my own maid. There has been a mistake. Who have you been sent to arrest?
Gisborne strode over to the young man in the stocks, his stiff-legged gait giving the sound of his steps an uneven quality. He ripped the hood away, ignoring the grunt of pain that emerged when the ties caught against his captive’s jaw. You are William Scarlet, are you not?
Marian was unprepared for the shock of hearing his name. There’d been no mistake. Gisborne had been sent for Elena’s brother. Will lifted his head, and Marian’s heart sank. He’d been badly beaten, and his eyes were swollen shut. He turned his face toward her, but Marian couldn’t tell if he could actually see anything through the bloody ruin of his face.
He didn’t answer Gisborne but spat a mouthful of blood and saliva into the dirt at his feet. Gisborne stepped back, glancing down in distaste.
You see, my Lady,
said Gisborne, he has no respect for the laws of this land.
Marian wanted to shout at Will—his disregard for Gisborne’s authority wasn’t going to make her job any easier. But she calmed her thoughts, imagining Robin standing there instead, imagining how he’d handle this situation. If he were here, this situation wouldn’t exist. She inhaled sharply. And so you are to execute him? There is no room for leniency? What evidence do you have?
My Lady,
Gisborne replied patiently, please leave this to me. These matters are too upsetting for someone of your gentle upbringing.
Sir Guy.
Marian took another step forward. If nothing else, they wouldn’t behead Will while she was standing near enough to be spattered by his blood. Please. I am begging you to spare this man’s life.
Gisborne gazed back at her, expressionless. The moment stretched, and then abruptly he turned away and signaled to the man with the ax. Unlock him.
Oh, Sir Guy—thank you. I will not forget your mercy.
Marian moved forward as the executioner dropped his ax and unlocked the stocks. Elena’s brother staggered to his feet.
We will only take his hand.
With a cold, metallic scrape, Gisborne drew his sword. He still carried the sword he’d worn in the Holy Land, as a soldier in the King’s army, before he’d managed to get injured enough to be sent home to England.
Marian’s heart froze. Before she could think, she was running forward, putting herself between Gisborne and Will Scarlet. She took Will’s arm, lending him her support. They were almost of a height, and he was battered enough that he leaned heavily against her.
Sir Guy!
she barked, summoning every ounce of command she could. "I demand that you release this man into my custody, pending a fair trial. He will be punished, but on my terms."
Gisborne lowered his sword, but his grip stayed firm. He was backing down only in deference to her presence, and Marian knew that the second she moved, Gisborne would exact his punishment.
By what right do you lay claim to this man’s fate?
Gisborne asked.
He is from Locksley town, has lived here his whole life. He cannot have traveled far—the crimes will have been committed on Locksley lands. Though the new laws place these crimes under the Sheriff’s jurisdiction, traditionally he must concede to a lord’s right to try his own men.
Marian tried to keep her voice from shaking. She knew it was improper for a landowner’s daughter to have studied such things, but she’d learned some from Robin when they were children, and then from her father, who had never tried to convince her she didn’t need to know about the law.
Gisborne frowned, but to Marian’s relief, his face bore none of the shock that most gentlemen would display at a lady’s familiarity with matters of jurisprudence. Lady Marian—
I will be Lady Locksley,
she continued, speaking over him and pitching her voice to carry, the day Robin returns from the Holy War. In his absence, I demand the right to preserve the spirit of his governance over these lands.
Gisborne was silent for a long moment, watching her. The tip of his sword dropped, resting against the ground. Beside her, Will lifted his head again, and this time Marian could see the flash of his eyes set deep in the puffy skin around them. His breath caught, but he didn’t speak.
Then no one has told you,
Gisborne murmured.
Told me what?
Before Gisborne could speak, Will jerked forward, shoving Marian hard toward Gisborne. She wasn’t ready for his strength—was his unsteadiness as he leaned on her an act?—and she would’ve gone sprawling in the dirt were it not for Gisborne’s quick reflexes, grabbing at her shoulders and hauling her up.
Marian twisted in his grasp to see Will sprinting through the fields, making for the line of trees marking the edge of Sherwood Forest.
Gisborne stopped long enough to make sure Marian’s feet were under her, then jerked his head toward his men. Shoot him,
he ordered calmly, then reached for Marian’s hand. Are you unharmed?
No—stop!
Marian lunged for the nearest man, the quickest one to draw his bow. She banged into his shoulder hard enough to send pain shooting down her own arm, but more importantly sending his arrow corkscrewing harmlessly into the thatch of a nearby house. "He is Robin’s man, do you understand?"
She could feel control slipping away. Something was wrong. The townspeople weren’t even looking at Will as he disappeared into the trees, safe under their cover. They were watching her. They were silent.
Gisborne muttered something tense and cold under his breath, his eyes on the trees. Stand down,
he blurted finally, striding a few steps away and then turning. Lady Marian,
he said tensely, struggling with his temper. That man is an outlaw, and there is no telling what crimes he will be willing to commit against the innocent now to stay alive.
He’s Robin’s man,
Marian repeated through clenched teeth, resisting the urge to massage the shoulder that had banged into the armored bowman.
Gisborne sucked a breath in through his nose, then snapped, "Robin is dead."
Marian’s brow furrowed, her mind slowing to a halt. The world grew strangely hot and dry, a roaring like wind rising in her ears. What?
Gisborne rubbed one gloved hand over his mouth, regret bringing a hint of color to his features. I am sorry, my Lady. I did not intend to—but it is true. Robin of Locksley is dead; he died three months ago in Jerusalem. We have only just had word of the latest casualties of note.
It’s not true. Lies, plots against Locksley lands. The Sheriff’s planning to take over, control the taxes, drive these lands into dust to line his coffers.
But she could not speak any of the words. She could only stare at Gisborne, taking in the details of his face as though they’d provide some relief, some hint that he was speaking false. The deep scar on his jaw and neck, suddenly different now, no longer the mark of a traitor—now she could not help but imagine such scars on her Robin. Except that his wounds would never heal, never scar over. She knew Gisborne could tell she was staring at his disfigurement, but she could not look away.
But he just gazed at her, a surprising sympathy in the grim set of his mouth. I was going to come to you after I dealt with William Scarlet of Locksley town. As Robin is the last in his line, the Sheriff has appointed me to take over the governance and ownership of his lands.
Gisborne reached out for Marian’s hand, but she pulled away with a jerk, stumbling backward. No,
she said finally. No. Robin cannot die.
He paused, taking a careful step forward, approaching her like a man would approach a skittish horse. A detached part of Marian’s mind wanted to laugh at his antics, scoffing at the idea that she was some fragile lady about to shatter.
I am the Lady Marian. I am a free woman and I am loved by Robin of Locksley. I don’t shatter for someone like Guy of Gisborne.
This time when Gisborne reached out, he managed to take gentle custody of Marian’s hand, turning it over so he could drop something small and cold into her palm. Nevertheless, it is true.
Brow still furrowed, Marian looked down at her palm. The sun had risen while they debated Will’s fate, and she could see the object clearly.
It was Robin’s mother’s ring. Tiny, understated, a simple band of braided gold set with a single tear-shaped ruby. Marian knew it well. She’d worn it every day after he gave it to her, until the day Robin left for the Holy Land wearing it on a chain around his neck.
I am sorry, my Lady.
Gisborne was still cradling her hand in his.
TWO
GISBORNE HAD TWO OF his men escort Marian back to her father’s estate. He remained behind—Marian had foggy memories of his voice as he began to organize search parties for Will. A detached part of her told her she ought to refuse the escort, to stay and hinder Gisborne’s efforts as much as possible, but she found she had little control over her body. She was as biddable as a frightened child.
Though the ride back, at a sedate walk, must have taken over an hour, she remembered none of it. She was abruptly at home, being thrust into her father’s arms. He’d been awakened—by Elena, no doubt, after Marian was safely away—and dressed, and Marian dimly heard him talking with the men who’d delivered her. Through the soles of her feet she felt the thudding of their horses’ hooves as they galloped back out of the courtyard and back to their commander.
Then she was inside, and being eased into a chair before a roaring fire. Her father was holding her hands, down on his creaking knees before her and peering into her eyes. The heat from the hearth brought her back to herself, and she blinked, focusing on her father’s face.
It was like waking from a dream. A nightmare—a hellish gallop through a dark wood, a man’s life she held in her hands, the unbearable weight of a tiny ring dropping into her palm. A ring adorned with blood that flowed across her palm and trickled down toward her elbow.
She was crying. Hot tears fell on her arm. Father?
she whispered, confused.
Oh, my Marian.
Her father rose up on his knees and pulled her in against him, holding her as he hadn’t done since she was a little girl. His eyes were wet too, and his breath shaking. They told me. I’m so sorry. I’m—I would give anything to spare you this.
Robin cannot die,
Marian whispered. And it was true. In that moment she would have believed her horse could fly and that time could flow backward and forward and in circles more readily than that Robin of Locksley had fallen in the Holy Land. The world, her world, no longer made sense.
I’ve sent for the physician from Locksley town,
her father said. He’ll bring something to help you sleep.
She couldn’t think why her father wanted her to sleep when she’d only just woken, and more than anything she wanted to avoid slipping back into that nightmare where a ring fell, over and over, into her palm. Then she realized her father had let her go and was offering her a draught that smelled of sweet wine and something else, bitter and herby, and that another man was there too now. The physician from Locksley—how had he come so quickly? She drank, and her eyes were on the window, where the sun was slanting through—but these windows faced the southwest and only saw sun in the afternoon.
The fire, which had been burning so brightly a moment ago, was down to embers.
She’d believe time could flow in circles more readily than that Robin could ever die. . . .
Her thoughts, already foggy, grew sluggish and thick. Her father was plucking at her hand, which was curled into a fist. She found as she tried to open it that her muscles had all but solidified that way, a grip she’d held so tight and so long she could not remember how to uncurl her fingers. But as her vision darkened, as she felt the bitter wine bringing its false warmth buzzing through her limbs and numbing her lips, her hand relaxed too. And her father slipped the tiny ring from her palm as she fell into darkness.
Marian was kept asleep much of the next few days. She’d wake to eat, to relieve herself, to let Elena untangle the leaves and twigs from her hair and brush it before the fire. But it wouldn’t take long before her world would start to swirl again, as if all natural laws were sliding away—her heart would begin to pound, her breath would start to gasp in and out of her chest, and her body would surge as though she were running for her life when all she was doing was sitting on the rug by the hearth in her room.
The physician explained very carefully to Marian that she was having hysterical episodes of fear now that she’d lost the stability promised by her betrothal, that it was common for some women, especially those particularly dependent upon their husbands, to experience similar terrors in the wake of such a loss.
Marian didn’t see him again after that and knew her father had sent him away. She might have been foggy and confused from the sleeping draughts, but she’d seen the way her father’s face grew tighter and grimmer with each word the man spoke. She felt like laughing. Instead she began to weep, and soon she was asleep again.
She lost track of the days, but it was some time later that she sat with Elena, leaning against her knee as her maid brushed her hair—it was tangle-free, but the touch of her maid’s hands and the feel of the brush were soothing. And it was with a jolt of her heart that she remembered what had brought her to Locksley that day, and she sat bolt upright. Elena!
Marian gasped, ashamed she hadn’t thought of it sooner, that she’d been so buried in her own grief while her maid attended her tirelessly. Your brother—Will—
Elena had tensed at Marian’s sudden shift, reaching for the bottle of herb-laced wine in case Marian was about to have another of her episodes,
as the physician had called them. But she paused, swallowing. No word, my Lady,
she said softly. But Marian could see the hope in her eyes. No word was good. No word meant they hadn’t found him. No word meant he might still be alive.
The jolt of realization had made Marian’s heart flip over, but she was able to take a few quick, sharp breaths, and the fear that usually came surging in after such a jolt faded. Though her shame at having forgotten her maid’s own woes burned, it was the first time she’d felt something other than panic or numbness.
After that Marian only took the draught to sleep at night, but for a few occasions when the panic returned. It always came from something innocuous, like working at her loom or visiting Jonquille in the stables. Only later would she realize that she’d been weaving foliage of the type of tree by which Robin had first kissed her; or that Jonquille had stamped her urgency to be ridden, for Marian usually took her at least once a week to Locksley town.
Marian tried to practice her archery, for—with the exception of Robin—standing before a target with a bow in her hands was the only thing that ever made her feel real, and alive, and herself. But her hands shook when they gripped her bow, and her thoughts could not settle. To shoot with abandon and precision required surrender, and she could not force her mind to quiet. Her arrows went wide of the mark most days and sometimes missed the target altogether, and she added one more fear to the sea of countless, nameless terrors in her heart: Have I lost this, too?
She joined her father at dinner but kept to herself and to Elena most days, and her father let her. But one afternoon she sought him out in his study, where he was poring over a stack of documents and muttering under his breath as he squinted and frowned.
Father?
She hovered in the doorway.
Marian, my dear.
He lifted his head, blinking at her.
Am I interrupting?
You are,
he said, and closed his sheaf of papers with a hefty slam. Please continue.
Marian slipped through the doorway, feeling strangely awkward in his study. As a child she’d learned numbers by watching him wrestle with his accounts. Her father had not been born with a head for numbers and was often frustrated with the mathematical side of running his lands. Marian remembered her mother used to come into the study with a mug of watered ale and a kiss for his receding hairline, and soon he’d be relaxed again, his accounts in order, the tension gone from his brow.
But she wasn’t a child anymore, and her mother had been gone for some years now. And she hadn’t thought to bring him something to drink.
What is it, my dear?
Her father was leaning back in his heavy carven chair, watching her with patient concern.
Marian went to the window. The view overlooked the eastern pastures, and she could see Jonquille and a few of the other mares grazing, tails flicking the flies away and sun warming their flanks. I need a task,
she blurted finally, turning from the window and gripping the stone sill. I cannot sit at my loom or walk through the pastures or ride to Locksley without thinking of—and I cannot sit idle in my room all day. Give me something to do, Father, please.
Her father’s lips twitched, and he muttered, You’re welcome to settle my accounts for me.
Marian, however, was desperate enough to take him at his word. Show me where you’re stuck and I’ll—
Marian,
her father interrupted, chuckling. That was a joke. I suspect you’d have my accounts in order far more quickly than I, but it’s not proper.
He spoke the words with regret.
Who would know?
Gisborne, for one.
Her father grimaced at her. Sir Guy has called here twice asking for you. I told him you were indisposed. Eventually you’ll have to receive him, though, and if he asks after your days, what will you tell him?
Marian felt like scowling. Lie and say I spend all day embroidering daisies on handkerchiefs.
Her father laughed, covering it up after half a second too late by pressing his knuckles to his lips. And when he asks you to embroider him a token to wear on his sleeve? What will you do then, when the last thing you ever embroidered was that pillow there, which I had to rescue from the midden?
Marian glanced at the chair in her father’s reading nook, which had on it a cushion she’d tried to decorate for him when she was eleven or twelve. The stitches looked like a child’s drawing of a chicken, and the tail feathers ended in an angry snarl of thread. She’d been trying to embroider a dove. She vividly remembered tearing at the knotted snarl of thread and then hurling it violently, pillow and all, onto the trash heap.
Her father’s eyes were still merry, but there was a sadness behind them, a weariness he couldn’t hide. My dear, I can’t tell you how to spend your days. I can’t tell you what will fill your time, your heart, the void he’s left behind.
Marian blinked, feeling the hot sting of tears behind her eyes. She so desperately wanted her father to tell her what to do, even if it was correcting the figures in his accounts. What did you do when we lost Mother?
Marian had been so young when her mother died that she scarcely remembered her except for a misty impression of beauty and stately elegance and a reserve Marian could never hope to emulate.
Her father set his quill into its holder and leaned back in his chair again, closing his eyes. That was different. You and Robin were lucky—you were born to be together, in love since you were children. Your mother and I—we met only a week before our marriage, you know. It was arranged by our parents. That’s not to say I didn’t love her,
he said quickly, seeing Marian’s face. I did, terribly. But it took time. And we had a whole life together before she became ill, and then she was ill a long time. In some ways that makes it harder. But in others—I had time to say goodbye. Time to understand I would have to carry on without her.
"But how?" Marian felt like hurling his account books through the heavy-paned window. She wanted to go to that chair, pick up that pillow, and start unpicking every uneven stitch of the chicken-dove. She wanted to shout at someone, anyone. She closed her eyes, trying not to let the pounding of her own heart frighten her.
Her father’s chair creaked, and she pictured him rising to his feet. Oh, Marian. For me, that answer is easy. I had you.
She felt his hands wrap around hers, and the destructive urge in her fingertips eased.
Marian’s eyes filled and she leaned forward so her father could wrap his arms around her shoulders. They were almost of a height. She was unusually tall for a woman, taller than Robin himself. There’d been a period when they were children when she’d started to grow taller and he hadn’t, and she’d towered over him. He’d alternate between complaint and boast: crowing when he could outshoot or outrun her with his shorter limbs, then throwing tantrums when she could easily wrestle him to the ground hand-to-hand.
But she had come to resent it, this gangly height that so set her apart. She resented her own strength, the fact that she could best the future Lord of Locksley in combat at twelve years old but that she could not stand next to other girls without drawing attention. Though Robin seemed oblivious, the other young ladies of Nottinghamshire were all so dainty that she felt rather like a troll or an ogre out of legend, lumbering around and banging into doorways and accidentally knocking over half the dishes at supper when an uncontrollably long leg kicked the table. And she’d begun to resent Robin, too, for being entirely unbothered by their height difference, for the rough-and-tumble nature of their friendship. She couldn’t have explained why she was upset, not then—she only knew that he didn’t seem to see her, not the way he ought to.
But then he hit his own growth spurt, though he never did catch up to her in height. Their wrestling matches became evenings spent by a fire after long rides through the wood. And archery competitions became excuses to sneak away into the field, where the long stalks of wheat concealed their conversations from the world. And he saw her, as she was, as she wanted him to.
She’d asked him, once, if it bothered him that she was taller than he, and he’d lifted his head from his fletching and eyed her through the firelight as though she’d asked him to sprout wings and fly.
That,
he’d said finally, is ridiculous. If you were shorter, who would keep me on my toes? Come hold this arrow for me—the glue keeps smearing while I’m stitching.
The memory was so vivid Marian’s breath caught, and her father let his arms relax enough that he could pull back and scan her face. You lost Robin so quickly,
he said quietly, and so unjustly, that of course you feel lost. Of course your heart panics. That physician
—and his lip curled a little with distaste—attributes these floods of fear you’ve been suffering to some feminine weakness. But one thing you have never been, my dear, is weak.
Or feminine.
It was