Reaper of Souls
By Rena Barron
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A prince repelled by magic. A king bent on revenge. A witchdoctor who does not walk alone.
Brimming with dark magic, high stakes, and serpentine twists, the second book in Rena Barron’s thrilling YA fantasy saga is perfect for fans of Laini Taylor, Sabaa Tahir, and Tomi Adeyemi.
After so many years yearning for the gift of magic, Arrah has the one thing she’s always wanted—but it came at too steep a price. Now the last surviving witchdoctor, she’s been left to pick up the shattered pieces of a family that betrayed her, a kingdom plunged into chaos, and a love that can never be.
While Arrah returns to the tribal lands to search for survivors of the demons’ attack, her beloved Rudjek hunts down the remnants of the demon army—and uncovers a plot that would destroy what’s left of their world.
The Demon King wants Arrah, and if she and Rudjek can’t unravel his schemes, he will destroy everything, and everyone, standing in his way.
Set in a richly imagined world inspired by whispered tales of voodoo and folk magic, the Kingdom of Souls trilogy has been optioned for film by Michael B. Jordan and his Warner Bros. production company, Outlier Society.
“I couldn’t get enough of Kingdom of Souls. Wonderfully written, and full of dark magic and danger, it was a story I couldn’t wait to escape into. Highly recommended!”—Kendare Blake, #1 New York Times bestselling author of the Three Dark Crowns series
Rena Barron
Rena Barron grew up in small-town Alabama, where stories of magic and adventure sparked her imagination. After penning her first awful poem in middle school, she graduated to writing short stories and novels by high school. Rena has an affinity for good cheese, wine, and nature. When she’s not writing, she can be found reading or brushing up on her French. Find her online at www.renabarron.com.
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Reaper of Souls - Rena Barron
Part I
Prologue
Dimma
I will start my story at the beginning, the middle, and the end. For I have lived a thousand lives and died a thousand deaths, and every time I die, I relive the same memory. The last moments of my first life, when I was Dimma: god, girl, wife, mother, traitor, monster. The unspeakable act that set the end of the world into motion. The start of the war between the gods and my beloved Daho.
I sit upon a throne of polished bone inlaid with gold and jewels that is at once grotesque and beautiful. I am high above the floor, at the top of the stairs that Daho built for me to watch the heavens. At this hour, when my brother Re’Mec rules, I am bathed in his sunlight through the amethyst sky dome above.
I hold my child. He is a small spark vibrating against my palm, tiny and precious. He has his father’s heart and my stolen gift of immortality. He tells me that he loves me through our secret language. But my vessel betrays my intentions. I can’t stop crying. He is the flaw in the Supreme Cataclysm’s design, the part of me that my brethren want to destroy. I squeeze my eyes shut, shuddering.
A cloak of darkness bleeds into the chamber, swallowing the sunshine and the sounds of the battle. One of my siblings has slipped past Daho and his army and broken through my defenses. I let out a deep, tired sigh.
So many will die because of my decisions. My sister Koré once told me that a god’s love is a dangerous thing. I know that now. I don’t want to die, but I deserve my fate.
Oh, Dimma.
Fram’s anguished dual voices cut through me. What have you done?
When I open my eyes, Fram stands before me in their two forms, twins of light and dark, life and death, chaos and calm. I realize almost immediately that I have lost a slice of time—there is a hole in my memories, a piece cut out. I look down at my clenched fist, the hand that only a moment ago held my child. My fingers tremble as they unfold, one by one, and reveal an empty palm.
The amethyst ceiling cracks with my rage and rains down in shards that tear into my flesh. The walls weep my tears. Where is he?
I demand. Where is my son?
I am sorry, sister,
Fram says as their shadows cup my face. They brush away my tears, and I am flooded with relief that it is Fram who came to steal my life, not Koré or Re’Mec. Of all my siblings, they understand me best. You shouldn’t have been the one to do it. That is cruelty that I do not wish upon anyone.
I killed him?
I ask, drawing the only possible conclusion. I shrink against the throne, gutted and hollow. I’ve done something unforgivable. I killed my son.
I remember every single moment of my first life, except this one. I’d cradled my child in my hands and then . . . he was gone. Some acts are too horrible to remember—some deeds too painful to keep.
Tears spill from Fram’s eyes, too. Re’Mec and Koré will end the war only when both you and the child are dead. They will spare Daho and his people if you agree to our terms.
I stare down at my hands again. I can’t live with what I’ve done—I can’t face Daho. I cannot tell him that I’ve killed our son. Do it,
I say. Before I change my mind.
Fram strikes me with ribbons of light. They cut into my chest and rip out the part of me connected to the Supreme Cataclysm—my immortality. My soul withers as their shadows brush away the last of the tears on my empty vessel’s face. Even I cannot free myself from the clutches of the god of life and death. But as I’ve said, this is not the end of my story.
It is also the beginning.
One
Arrah
Sparks of magic drift through the inn walls, chased by moonlight and shadows. It’s the hour of ösana, the sliver of time between night and day when magic is most potent. I clench my teeth as the sparks burrow underneath my skin, adding to my strength. Twenty-gods, they burn, but I can’t let go. I can’t fail again—I’ve already lost so much.
I clutch the arms of my chair, swallowing down the bile on my tongue as the last sparks melt. The chieftains’ kas stir inside me, spilling lifetimes of memories and wisdom. With their sacrifice and gift, I have more magic than I could ever dream of. It has to be enough to save Sukar.
It will work,
Essnai says, giving me one of Sukar’s sickles. The steel flashes in the dim light of the bedchamber and Zu symbols vibrate against the blade. The worn wood of the hilt feels odd in my hand, like I’m taking something personal without permission.
Still, I find a smile for Essnai as she props her back against the wall to watch the ritual. I’m glad that she’s here with me. While we tend to Sukar, Rudjek and the others have gone ahead to the Kingdom to carry news of the battle at Heka’s Temple. Fadyi and Raëke, two of his craven guardians, stayed behind, though they’ve kept their distance as I prepared for the ritual. I don’t linger on Rudjek’s absence. I can’t let that distract me—not now, even if I want nothing more than to be with him. Essnai isn’t bemoaning Kira’s absence. Though I have caught her more than once staring longingly toward the east, in the direction of home.
Sukar’s ragged breathing and the crackle of the candle flames fill the silence in the chamber. He looks so small in the bed, tucked underneath the tavern’s dingy quilt. He hasn’t woken since the battle—since I almost killed him. Guilt gnaws at my belly, one of a tangle of emotions that cut deep whenever I let my guard down.
Koré attempted to heal Sukar before we left the tribal lands, but she didn’t wait to see if he was getting better. The moon orisha’s priority is the box that holds the Demon King’s soul, except she has no clue where she hid it. She erased her memories to keep it safe from my sister. It makes me uneasy that his soul is still out there somewhere, but he can’t escape now—not with the tribal people dead. With Heka, the god of the tribal lands, gone, there’s no one left with enough magic to free him. And my mother and sister can do no more harm. I snatch my mind back from those thoughts, too, for they cut the deepest of all.
The sun orisha, Re’Mec, had left before his twin. Not that he’s ever shown much concern for mortal life. He’s chasing the Demon King’s dagger, which Shezmu, my sister’s demon father, stole in the aftermath of the battle.
The orishas got what they wanted out of us,
I say, my gaze pinned on Sukar’s gaunt face. Maybe I expected too much from them after all that we’ve sacrificed to help clean up their mess. Now, they’ve gone back to playing gods.
Doing what they do best,
Essnai says, but with no malice in her voice.
Sukar hasn’t opened his eyes in seventeen days. I keep replaying the moment in my mind. How Efiya raised her sword over his head. How I flung his body through the air with my magic. How he crashed into the stone column at the Temple and didn’t get up. I only wanted to save my friend, but I almost killed him. I’m the reason he hasn’t awakened.
I suck in a deep breath as I lean closer to Sukar. I have the knowledge and magic of the five tribal chieftains inside me. Icarata of Tribe Mulani, U’metu of Tribe Kes, Beka of Tribe Zu, Töra Eké of Tribe Litho. And my grandmother Mnekka of Tribe Aatiri. The Litho chieftain is the most talented healer of the five, but his method requires that I merge my ka with Sukar’s. Dozens died before he perfected the practice. I can’t risk making a mistake. The Kes chieftain’s method requires three sacrifices over three days at the start of the new moon.
Sukar would want me to honor his traditions, so I have chosen a ritual relying on scrivener magic from Tribe Zu. For this, I need Beka. He stirs inside me like leaves rustling in the wind as his knowledge pours into my mind. I don’t even have to ask—his ka is waiting for me to call upon it. I once knew every ritual scroll in my father’s shop by heart, but they’d been useless when I had no way to conjure their power. Now I have magic’s secrets at my fingertips.
I come to my feet with Sukar’s sickle in my hand. I’m ready.
After this, you will rest,
Essnai says, leaving no room to refuse. You look tired.
Yes, Mama Essnai,
I relent.
She clucks her tongue at me, and it almost feels like old times.
I move to the table where the bowl of ink sits between three candles and a bone with one end sharpened to a needle point. The Zu chieftain’s shadow stretches against the wall. Beka was a bit taller than me, and his ado, the horned headpiece, gave him yet more height. His ka still wears a ruby mask with onyx trim around the eyes—the mask of his station as Zu chieftain.
It needs your blood, Beka whispers in a hoarse voice only I can hear, and it sends chills through me. The chieftains rarely speak, and when they do, I’m almost grateful it’s never more than a few words.
I slice the sickle across my palm and let the blood drip into the mixture of ink and herbs. Smoke curls up from the bowl. By the time I’ve put the blade aside, the cut has healed, leaving the smell of warm iron in the air. It isn’t something that I have to think about; my new magic acts on instinct. I hadn’t expected that. I still have so much to learn.
In the days since the battle, Sukar’s hair has grown in, and Essnai shaved some off for the ritual. I add a pinch of it to the ink. I take the bowl and needle and sit on the edge of the bed. Beads of sweat trickle down Sukar’s forehead as the smoke fills the room. Beka sends me images of the symbols for strength, healing, and fortification. My cheeks warm as a fourth symbol appears in my mind. Two bodies intertwined—the fertility symbol. It seems that Beka has a sense of humor.
I bestow strength upon you in the name of the father and mother of the tribal lands.
I dip the needle into the ink. Let Heka guide you through the dark.
I push back the sheet from Sukar’s bare chest, revealing a dozen or so tattoos barren of magic. His skin is smooth and warm to the touch. If he were awake, he’d most definitely have a sharp remark. I miss his ability to make light of a dire situation.
Magic pulses in my blood as my palm brushes across his hip bone. I begin the long and tedious process of etching a reaper. It will become a twin to the one above his other hip to give him strength. Each prick of the needle against Sukar’s flesh draws a bead of blood. Take courage, son of Tribe Zu.
I tap out two more tattoos—matching antlers on his wrists imbued with healing magic. A yul with three branches in the crook of his elbow to reinforce his previous tattoos. When the yul is completed, his body pulses with light, and I smile.
What’s happening?
Essnai asks from her perch against the wall.
His tattoos are glowing again,
I explain, knowing that she can’t see the magic.
Essnai lets out a sigh of relief, but Sukar doesn’t move. We wait for a half bell while the light fades from his tattoos, bit by bit, stealing our hope with it. Essnai casts a desperate look at me to do something when I tell her that the tattoos have nearly gone dark. I reach toward the yul, intending to infuse it with more magic, but pain shoots through my fingers. The needle slips from my hand, and the shadow of the Zu chieftain disappears. My fingers twist and bend in impossible ways. I snatch my hand away and cradle it against my chest. I realize my mistake almost immediately. I cannot give the tattoo more magic than it can handle at once.
Essnai kneels in front of me. Are you okay?
The last of the light fades from Sukar’s tattoos.
It should’ve worked,
I breathe. I have to try something else.
Essnai takes my hand between her palms as the pain subsides. Try again at your father’s shop after you’ve gotten some rest. We’re less than a day’s journey from Tamar, and Sukar will hold on that long—he’s too stubborn to die.
I don’t need rest,
I say. I’m fine.
You almost ascended into death mere weeks ago,
Essnai counters. Give it time.
She lets go of my hand, her eyes betraying her disappointment. I’ll see about getting us some food.
When she opens the door, the noise from the tavern rushes into the chamber. We’re two levels up, but we might as well be on the ground floor with all the patrons filling their bellies with beer.
I put the bone needle and the blood medicine aside, and settle back in the chair. I close my eyes and massage my forehead. Did I miss something? Grandmother would make me recall the steps of a ritual in painstaking detail. I remember her sitting cross-legged with her white locs in a crown. She was always patient with me. Thinking of her adds to my resolve—maybe Essnai is right, and I just need more rest before I try a second time.
A sharp, burning smell makes me open my eyes again. Smoke curls up from Sukar’s new tattoos, and ash flakes from his skin. He inhales another ragged breath, and it takes a beat too long for me to realize that he never lets it out.
Sukar,
I whisper as I rush to his side. No, no, no.
His body convulses against the bed as his face twists in pain. I hold him, not sure what else I can do. Dread untangles from the emotions buried inside me. I’d gone over the Zu ritual in my head for days. I can’t have messed this up, too.
Essnai steps into the chamber with two bowls in her arms. The kitchen only had stale bread and cold—
She falters upon seeing Sukar shaking, then drops the meal on a table. She rushes to his other side. What happened?
I don’t know,
I say, but then I notice the faintest light coming from his tattoos, growing brighter and stronger. My shoulders sag in relief as Sukar’s whole body starts to glow. He’s . . . I think he’s coming around.
Sukar’s face screws up into a deep frown, and Essnai laughs, her voice a sharp note. He tries and fails to speak, then Essnai shushes him and presses a cup of water from his bedside to his lips.
When he finally comes to his senses, he croaks out, Why do I feel like I’ve ascended into death and come back?
I smile as I squeeze his hand. He’s going to be okay. Because you have.
Two
Arrah
Sukar squints against the candlelight as tentacles of ink spread out from the kaheri—the star tattoo at the center of his chest. It grows crooked branches that reach his collarbone and roots that wind down his belly. The reconfiguration is a good sign. The tree shows strength. His body has enough magic to help him recover. When his eyes finally come into focus, he grimaces.
Essnai gives him a playful slap on the cheek. Don’t ever scare us like that again.
I expect Sukar to say something witty or sharp, but his red-rimmed eyes glisten with unshed tears. Beads of sweat streak down his forehead as he groans, What did I miss?
Efiya caught you off guard—I suppose you were daydreaming on the battlefield or something,
Essnai tells him, flicking her wrist. To which Sukar wrinkles his nose at her. Arrah used her magic to fling you out of the way of Efiya’s killing blow. Had she not, we’d be performing a Zu burial rite for you right now.
Sukar flinches—the movement almost imperceptible. He strains to adjust his position, and Essnai helps him sit with his back against the wall. Did we win?
I nod, biting back the phantom pain in my side where Efiya stabbed me. I can’t bring myself to say that I killed my sister. That I both loved and despised her. That I pitied her and hated her. That I could never forgive her for what she did to our parents, to the tribes, to Rudjek. That I failed her. Maybe if I would’ve tried harder, taught her better, I could’ve saved her, too.
Efiya’s dead,
I say, and then shift the conversation back to him. Sorry for almost killing you.
Sukar stares at me, his eyes wide. I desperately want him to crack a joke like he always does, but he only massages his temples.
Essnai pats his arm. You’ll get over it—she fixed you.
Let me get this right.
Sukar cocks an eyebrow—a hint of a smile finally stretching across his sharp cheekbones. Arrah almost killed me, and I should be grateful that she saved my life.
I’m relieved that he’s found his sense of humor, but it doesn’t wash away the guilt that aches inside me—the regrets, the mistakes, the pain. I’ve missed the husky sound of his voice and the three of us teasing each other. I should take this moment as a promise that one day things will be all right again, but I can’t just smile and pretend that the wounds in my mind aren’t still bleeding.
Essnai shrugs. Well, you are alive.
Did you really break every bone in my body?
Sukar asks me, incredulous.
I’m afraid so,
I say, glancing away.
He inches his fingers toward mine. I look up again, and a little of his old spark is back. He squeezes my hand, and he shrugs. Like Essnai said, I am alive.
I bite my lip. And now you have three new tattoos to show off.
Please tell me you did not use scrivener magic.
Sukar groans again as he searches his body for the new ink. For Heka’s sake, if you’ve given me ugly tattoos, I swear . . .
I did an adequate job,
I say, defending myself.
Sukar opens his mouth, his gaze roaming between Essnai and me, weighing his next words. How are you still alive?
he asks, his voice cautious. My uncle said that wielding the Demon King’s dagger would kill you.
I exchange a look with Essnai. She and Rudjek had wondered the same in the days after the battle. I could remember Efiya bleeding on the Temple floor, reaching for me, then nothing at all until the dream. A winged beast with a jackal head had swept down from the sky and stolen me away from the world. It was only a dream, not a vision, not a shadow of what’s to come. I had to believe that. I could channel Grandmother’s gift to find out, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. There was that moment before the dream—a slice of midnight sky, serenity, a brief feeling of letting go. I cling to that shred of peace instead of reliving a memory I am glad to have forgotten. I may have died for a little while.
Your magic brought you back?
Sukar asks, his eyes twinkling with curiosity.
My magic. I’ll never get used to feeling it teeming under my skin in a warm embrace.
That or the orisha of life and death.
I clear my throat. Koré thinks they helped me.
Fram?
Sukar rubs his chin. That’s an interesting choice for a god that deals in death.
A feeling of uncertainty edges at the back of my mind, urging me to let it go. I’m alive. It doesn’t matter how or why. I survived despite everything. I have a second chance and the magic to help fix some of the havoc my family wreaked on the world.
You both need some sleep.
Essnai settles in the chair beside Sukar’s bed, then she raises an eyebrow at me when I don’t move. Scat!
Good to know things haven’t changed,
Sukar says in a lazy drawl. You’re still a tyrant.
Essnai looks quite satisfied with herself, and I don’t have the energy to argue with her. Magic takes from all, and my bones ache like I’ve been on the losing side of a street fight. But it’s a small price to pay for healing Sukar. I bid my friends good night and slip into the narrow corridor. I’m assaulted by the cloying smells of tobacco and stale beer, and a flurry of laughter floating up the stairs. I encounter a patron from the tavern who fumbles with his key before half falling into his room.
Once I’m in my chamber, I lie in bed and stare up at the cracked ceiling in the dark. I’m tired, but I’m restless. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring. I have nothing to go back to in Tamar. I can’t stand the idea of living in the villa again and seeing the Mulani dancers my mother painted prancing along the wall. Or my father’s abandoned garden. After failing to save the tribes, I don’t know if I can stomach more devastation. The city had been in ruins when we left, whole neighborhoods burned to the ground. I wish I could believe that time heals all wounds, but it’s never that simple.
There’s still the matter of my banishment. Has Rudjek been able to convince his father to change his mind, or will soldiers be waiting to arrest me? If everyone knows that my mother and sister were behind the demon attacks, they might think I had something to do with them, too. Do they know the tribes are gone, cut down by my sister’s hand, the people slaughtered?
I reach for my magic, desperate for a way to lessen the pain. The chieftains’ memories rush in at once and drown out my thoughts. I sink into the noise and weep until there are no more tears inside me. When I am on the edge of sleep, one of the chieftains’ memories washes out the others. There is a boy shrouded in shadows sitting beside a frozen lake with his knees drawn to his chest. He’s whispering something too low for me to hear, and his voice is the calm of melting snow. I strain to catch his words, but they fade around the edges until they are only faint impressions that lure me into sleep.
In the morning, Sukar is still weak and complains of a headache, but he insists upon walking. Even with Essnai’s staff to support his weight, he stumbles twice by the time we are down the stairs and through the scatter of new patrons. They mingle with the night owls who’ve been drinking well past sunup with no end in sight.
Perhaps I should go easy on the wine,
Sukar says when he stumbles a third time.
Hmm,
Essnai replies, playing along. Where would you be without your wonderful friends to take care of you?
Droves of people wander the streets as the eye of Re’Mec climbs across the sky. They pace along the hardened, cracked dirt with donkeys and carts on their way to trade and sell. The air smells of dung, hay, and blood. The blood is from a butcher pushing a cart that leaks from the bottom, leaving a trail in his wake. It reminds me of the battlefield and how close we’d come to losing everything.
The cravens’ anti-magic tingles against my skin before I spot them near our wagon. Fadyi nods in our direction as Raëke runs her hand through one of the horses’ manes. Fadyi passes for human at first glance with a shock of black curls and his hair shaved on the sides. His face is someone’s idea of what a Tamaran should look like—rich brown skin, dark eyes, sharp features. With my magic, only I can see that his skin is always in flux, rearranging itself, working to hold his shape. Raëke’s impersonation of a human is almost as good except her eyes are too large and she often forgets to blink.
I haven’t gotten used to how their anti-magic scrapes against my skin like a sudden shadow on a cloudless day. My magic feels on alert in their presence, thrashing and coiling inside me. Restless. The way it reacts to the cravens is a constant warning that Rudjek and I can never be together. We can never touch, never kiss, never find comfort in each other’s arms. I push down the knot in my belly. We’d left so much unsaid, and I owe him an apology for being so awful after Efiya hurt him. I don’t deserve his forgiveness.
You’ve been carting me around like a sack of grain?
Sukar asks, leaning on the staff.
And what of it?
Essnai returns his question with one of her own.
Sukar rolls his eyes. I suppose it’s better than dragging me through the dirt.
Oh, we did that, too,
I add, forcing a smile, until we could find a wagon.
Some friends you are.
Sukar waves me off, but he looks grateful. I suppose I’ll take the wagon since you went through so much trouble.
My nerves are on edge most of the day, as we trek through well-worn farmlands and dirt roads. Sukar, Essnai, and I have walked this path often with my father, journeying to and from the tribal lands. We’d traveled with a caravan of more than a hundred families, heading to the Blood Moon Festival. I dig my nails into my palms, determined to keep it together. I hold on to my father’s last words.
Little Priestess, I need you to be strong a little longer.
It’s hard to be strong when I will never hear another one of his stories or see his smile.
When we’re on a stretch of road alone, Raëke shifts into a sunbird. The transformation is almost immediate. Her body becomes gray liquid that shrinks to take a blank shape. The details start to come together—wings, black feathers, beady eyes, a beak. Her underbelly is bright yellow and her long tail, iridescent. The cravens’ anti-magic may feel overwhelming, but it’s also extraordinary. Raëke lets out a high-pitched chirp, then takes to the sky to carry news to Rudjek that we will be arriving soon.
The rest of the way, Essnai and Fadyi fill Sukar in on everything he missed at the end of the battle while I stay quiet. They tell him that Shezmu and some of the demons escaped after stealing the Demon King’s dagger. Every time I think of it, my blood goes cold. I keep telling myself that we’ve stopped Efiya, and Shezmu can’t release the Demon King without her. But the demons can still do so much harm on their own. It’s only a matter of time before Re’Mec and the other orishas hunt them down, if they haven’t already.
And what of the tribes?
Sukar asks, his voice breaking.
We searched each of them,
Fadyi says, lowering his gaze. There were no survivors.
The cravens found the remains of the tribal people picked over by scavenger birds, and Koré burned the bodies out of respect. I’m ashamed to admit it, but I’m glad I didn’t have to see the tribes that way. I was too weak to help with the search.
I couldn’t stand to see my cousins Nenii and Semma, who’d always been so kind to me, or Great-Aunt Zee with her snide remarks. They didn’t deserve to die like that—cut down and left to rot in the sun. I swallow my tears, holding on to my last memories of them. Nenii flirting with a Kes boy at the Blood Moon Festival. Semma sashaying in her beaded kaftan. Great-Aunt Zee laughing while the five tribes danced and celebrated as one.
The conversation falls silent as we come upon a single crowded road that leads into the city from the west. It sits in the shadow of the Almighty Palace and the watchtowers stationed along the cliffs. Ahead of us, there is a checkpoint that hadn’t been there before and a long line of caravans.
Red-clad gendars in silver breastplates shout orders. Those with horses, mules, and caged animals to the left. Everyone else to the right!
This is new,
Sukar says from his perch in the wagon bed.
He doesn’t seem concerned about the checkpoint, but then again, he has no reason to be. I’m nervous that Rudjek hasn’t been able to clear my name—that at any moment one of the gendars will execute me on sight. We move to the left line. A scribe at its head records names and reasons for visiting the city. Meanwhile, the gendars search everything. Let me see your eyes,
a soldier demands of the woman in front of us traveling with a mule weighed down with sacks of grain.
See my what?
the woman asks, flustered.
Your eyes,
the soldier repeats in a slow, mocking tone.
The woman tilts her head up, and the gendar stares down at her.
All clear,
he says after a pause.
I don’t know what the gendars’ orders are, but they seem specific.
When it’s our turn, the scribe asks for my name. I could lie, but I don’t. I won’t hide who I am. Arrah N’yar.
From where?
the scribe asks.
From the city,
I say. I’m Tamaran.
Hmm, name sounds Aatiri or Kes,
the scribe remarks. Where do you reside?
I can’t go back to the villa, so I give him the address of my father’s shop.
Show me your eyes,
the gendar working alongside the scribe says.
As I tilt my head up to him, I ask, What are you looking for?
The man stares into my eyes intently, searching. Demons.
I shudder at his admission. Are there still demons in the city?
No, and we’d like to keep it that way,
the gendar says. It’s all in the eyes.
He’s right, I realize. Months ago, the sun orisha, Re’Mec, disguised as the Temple scribe Tam, said that all demons had glowing green eyes. It was the mark of their race. Even when they possessed others, their eyes changed to some shade of green. I’d seen it for myself the first time my sister raised a hand to the sky and caught a demon’s ka. She’d put his soul in a stray cat, then later in the body of a fisherman from Kefu. His eyes had been the same eerie glowing jade in both of his vessels before I ended his life.
After we pass the checkpoint, we pour into the crowded city. It’s so congested that we move at a snail’s pace. Most people head toward the East Market and the docks, where they can set up free trade, but we stay to the west. Once we arrive at my father’s shop, I’ll find some concoction to help Sukar with his headache.
The third afternoon bells toll as we reach the pristine cobblestones of the West Market. Attendants bustle back and forth with baskets of food, textiles, and supplies. Some wear silk elaras, embroidered and jeweled, almost as fancy as the families they serve. Others don modest, rough-woven tunics with no personal effects. They all bear one thing in common: their employers’ crests, sewn on sleeves or shirttails. Never higher, so no one mistakes them above their station.
Head attendants command troupes of apprentices nipping at their heels as they carry out their duties. Even if I’ve never liked the idea of parading around with attendants, I’m relieved to see the market back to normal. When we’d left for the tribal lands, it was all but abandoned.
At the courtyard near the coliseum, our progress slows to a halt. Tension chokes the perfumed air, and it’s too crowded to move. There are more scholars, scribes, and families of import than I’ve ever seen in the market at once. People of high stations hardly ever come to the markets unless there’s an assembly in session. These people swarm around like a hive of angry bees.
I catch snatches of conversations. Traitor.
Liar.
Heretic.
We won’t stand for this disrespect,
says a man in a green elara with double rings on each of his fingers. We have been patient long enough!
My eyes travel to his crest—a ram’s head—the emblem of the royal family and homage to the sun god, Re’Mec. A Sukkara, here—in the market and not inside a fancy litter?
I can hardly believe who’s causing all the fuss. It’s Prince Derane—uncle to the new Almighty One, Tyrek Sukkara. He’s surrounded by others from the royal family and flanked by a dozen guards. Second Son Tyrek became the Almighty One after his father’s and brother’s deaths. Once he took the throne, he let the demons run amok in the city and kill countless Tamarans.
A woman in a scribe’s robe almost runs straight into me, too busy gossiping to watch where she’s going. When she glances up, she stops in her tracks. It’s her!
the woman shouts, backing away. "The owahyat who set the demons upon us."
She flings the word like an insult, and I flinch. My heart aches for Ty, our matron, and Nezi, our porter—both former women of the streets, abused by Ka-Priest Ren