Blood Moon by Lucy Cuthew Chapter Sampler
Blood Moon by Lucy Cuthew Chapter Sampler
Walker Books
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and
incidents are either products of the author’s imagination or,
if real, are used fictitiously.
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For
Bronwen,
Helen,
Kirsten,
and
Rachel
PART
ONE
SATURDAY
A Slice of Night
Dad
I will be the one in the
white ford behind the trees
at five past zero
hundred hours. D x
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He’s on another planet.
At least he’s agreed
to pick me and Harriet up
out back,
and not INSIDE
the ice rink,
like he wanted to.
Harriet
Just getting ready!!
Bethany
Remind me why we’re going
to an *ICE-RINK* birthday party.
Are we ten again?
Leylah
Apparently it’s free cuz
Jackson’s on the ice hockey team,
but it’s totally so he can show
off to everybody.
Harriet
He can show off to me.
Apparently he’s amazing.
Bethany
I thought you liked Lee?
Harriet
I can multitask.
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Bethany
Ha.
I’m secretly into it.
Marie
I’m openly into it.
It’ll be fun.
Harriet
What you all wearing?
Leylah
Shorts and a crop top . . .
And a giant hoodie,
to get past the parental police.
Marie
Erm . . . Ley, *ICE* skating . . .
I’m wearing two pairs of leggings
and three shirts
under my sweater.
Leylah
Ugh. Changing now.
Warm clothes are so
unflattering on me.
At least I’ll be allowed out.
Harriet
You always look lovely.
Has anyone heard
from Frankie today?
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Me
I’m here!
Just finishing work.
Tell me when
you’re there. XX
I finish typing,
then take off my uniform
and let my dress
slink down over my
not-completely-flat
(but also not-yet-
satisfactory) chest.
A dab of concealer,
a pump of face mist:
I’m good to go.
Jackson Twigger’s
Sweet Sixteenth
at the ice rink.
(Although . . .
Jackson Twigger.
Sweet?
eet
LOL.)
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#Starlight #StarGazing #NightsOut
She looks really pretty,
her eyes all smoky,
but I know
the photo
is from
ages ago.
Harriet’s written
“thanks babe” and
added a winky face.
Harriet
We’re here!
Bring it, beeatch.
I pull on my sneakers,
then open the door
to the atrium,
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where Vidhi is
putting away a wooden box
of sparkling meteor rocks.
“Thanks,” I say,
her compliment
blazing inside me
incandescently.
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and the director
of this whole place
reading my essay.
“Thanks, Vidhi,
see you Saturday.”
I push open
the double doors
and breathe in
the streetlight night.
Over the buildings,
the crescent moon
is a sharp, bright slice
of otherworldly light.
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so far from me.
I know Harriet
will find it funny.
Me
Took this and thought of you.
#ShitPicturesOf TheMoon
Harriet
LOL. Get your ass in here.
Skating’s starting soon.
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Sweet Sixteen
There’s Bethany,
Leylah,
Marie,
Me,
Harriet (laughing loudly),
Dev,
Lee,
and Charlie.
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Jackson is telling everyone
how last weekend
he got a new mountain bike
on his actual birthday.
(Yeah, right.)
He shows us all
a picture of him
straddling his bike,
with two girls kissing him,
one on each cheek.
“How long do we
have to listen to this?”
I mutter to Harriet,
but she doesn’t
answer me,
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Harriet grins at me
and fans her crotch,
then rolls her eyes
like she’s about to faint.
I whisper to Marie,
“Is it just me,
or is Jackson disgusting?”
As she does,
her tilted-up chin
leaves a gap and
I notice someone I hadn’t
previously seen:
Benjamin Jones.
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in a leather jacket,
looking explosively hot.
He’s so good-looking
I can feel the photons
bouncing off him
and colliding
with me.
#InstantCrush
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Noticing
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Blushing
“I’m not!”
I say, my voice high,
my larynx tight.
I thought she
was too busy
watching Jackson
to notice the color
of my cheeks, but
she’s staring at me,
a single raised eyebrow
grilling me.
but I prefer
the privacy of
realizing
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I like Benjamin
and not telling her.
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as she leaps off the bench,
sticks the landing,
and flicks her hair back
like she knows
she looks amazing.
And anyway,
right then I catch
Benjamin’s eye again
and am presented,
instantly,
with confirmation
of her blushing fact.
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Milkshake
I scrunch up my face
at the stickiness
and pull my elbows away
from the mess.
Harriet catches me,
rolls her eyes at me.
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Then pulls the last shake
slowly toward herself, saying,
“O-o-o, Oreo,
o-o-o how I love you-eo!”
I turn to Marie,
so I don’t have to see
Harriet’s tongue
near Jackson’s fingers.
(It’s so unnecessary,
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the
flirty,
touchy,
licky,
publicness
of what they’re doing.)
I sip my milkshake,
wondering how
to talk to him,
without anyone
noticing.
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and Jackson shouts,
“Let’s do this!”
Everyone gets up
to go and get rental skates,
and our moment
is bro
ke
n.
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On the Ice
Us girls
do swooping laps
under the disco ball,
which draws circles,
shedding sparkles
in time with the beat.
And
a l l n i g h t ,
I try to get
near Benjamin.
Then,
before midnight,
the lights turn low,
and a slow
song comes on
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and there he is,
in front of me.
“Hey,” I say,
over the bass.
“How are you?”
“Good, thanks,”
he says,
sliding closer.
“You?”
“Good,” I say.
Then he slips
and wobbles a bit
and his hand shoots
out,
so I take his fingers
in my palm,
helping him
balance.
We’re skin-to-skin.
His hand is warm.
And I’m worried
I’m going to say
something stupid,
or weird,
which is weird,
because stupid
is so not my thing,
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so I say,
“Shall we skate?”
“Nice.”
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on my hand.
“I play rugby with a
club team on Sunday mornings,
so I just get
an early night.”
“What kind of
stuff do you like?”
I want to whisper,
You’re amazing,
but instead I say,
“Yeah, amazing.”
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Dark
It’s as
dark
as night
on the ice.
I look around,
quickly checking
if anyone is looking,
but Harriet is with Jackson,
pushing Dev into Marie,
being so obvious it’s embarrassing.
She doesn’t see me.
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of the turning light.
I want to say,
“I like your face,”
but instead I just blush
and breathe in
his leather jacket
and something sweet,
like
“Cherry ChapStick?”
“Huh?” he says.
“Are you wearing
lip balm?”
Benjamin chuckles
and takes my arm,
to draw me closer.
“Yes,” he whispers.
“But don’t tell anyone.
It’s my sister’s.”
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“And it’s a great jacket.”
“Huh?” he shouts.
“What did you say?”
“Nothing.”
I shake my head.
My hair flies out behind me.
I feel like Beyoncé.
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what I mean
by centrifugal.
Then suddenly
the disco ball halts,
the music stops.
Our hands drop.
Midnight strikes.
The magic disperses.
And in the flight to escape
the bright electric light,
I lose Benjamin.
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Smelly Feet
“Hey,” he says.
“Centrifugal?” he offers.
I laugh, impressed,
and a bit annoyed
he got there first.
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he says, then grins
and walks away.
Leaving Harriet,
Marie, Bethany, and Leylah
staring at me.
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Benjamin Likes
Me?
As we weave under
the lit-up parking lot trees
to meet my dad,
Harriet goes on and on
about who likes who
and how Jackson
is so much nicer
when you talk to him
one-on-one.
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“No,” I say. “Don’t.
Just leave it.”
Then Harriet
wrinkles her nose and goes,
“Well, I think he’s into you.
Do you want me to help you?”
“No!” I say.
“Sure,” I say.
#Understatement.
But I can’t help
smiling as I think
about him.
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cocks her head and says,
“You look so pretty.
Smile like that again.
I’ll take a picture of you.”
So I do.
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Gossip
“Very cloak-and-dagger,”
he says as I get in the front seat.
I have no idea what he means.
Nothing new there.
“Mmm-hmm,” I say.
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“Oh, just that summer thing
at the planetarium.
It’s kind of nerdy.”
“Dad!” I groan.
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“Uh. No one calls it
‘making out’ anymore,” I say.
We’re waiting
at a red light
when Harriet leans
into the middle,
and I glance at her face
glowing red
in the reflected light
all confessional,
and says,
“I didn’t make out with anyone,
but Jackson did ask
if he could DM me.”
“Traitor,” I mutter.
Harriet ignores me.
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The Tree House
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I move the telescope
to the waxing crescent moon:
a perfect sliver of possibility.
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Top Three
“Thinking about
Mr. Number One,”
she says,
rolling onto her tummy
to face me.
“OK, then.
Who is he?”
“Actually,
there’s a new entry . . .”
She sits up,
pulls her knees into her belly,
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and performs a drumroll
on the floorboards
with her feet.
“At number one . . .
Elon Musk.”
“Ew!” I say.
“Elon Musk is not hot.”
(Ugh.)
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I know I’m making it sound hard.
“I was thinking of asking Mr. B
to write one for me.
And to check my application.”
“Oh, Mr. B!
He’s still top three.”
“Please, Harry.
We’ve talked about this.
He’s too old!
And he’s a teacher.”
“Hey! No judgment,
remember?”
“OK. Sorry.
Go on, then.
Let’s have it.
Top three.”
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“His thighs?” I say.
“WTF?”
“MEATY?” I shout.
Then gag.
“Don’t say ‘meaty.’”
“No idea . . .”
she says, giggling,
lifting her head up
and twisting to look at me.
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“But he is dreamy.”
She grins, then she
lies back again,
and I look down at her,
with her legs swinging
into the cool evening,
stirring up the oily
scent of the tree.
“Kind of,”
she says, shrugging.
“We’re messaging right now.
Should I send him this?”
She turns her phone
to show me
a pouty,
booby
selfie.
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“He’ll show everyone.
Like he did with those girls.”
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Benjamin,
Benjamin,
Benjamin,
I think.
But I say,
“My essay,
my reference,
and whether we’ll get
that picture of
the blood moon
in a couple of weeks.”
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to show me.
“See this one,” she says.
“Wouldn’t the silhouette
of the tree look amazing?”
“Totally,” I say.
“I just hope
the sky is clear.
The forecast is really bad.”
“No,” I say,
a bit too quickly.
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“Anything.”
“I believe
that’s true for you.
You’re always so relaxed talking
to somebody you like.
But you’re so much more
confident than me.”
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“I’m just faking it
until I start making it.”
She pouts and waggles her
eyebrows at me.
“I don’t know,”
she says, giggling,
then she gets up
and moves over
to the telescope.
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SUNDAY
Little Lies
On Sunday morning,
Harriet messages me
asking if she can use my printer,
under the pretense that mine is better
because you can print almost anything on it,
including something
she says she needs for her French project,
but I know she wants to
do homework
together.
I’d rather do it
on my own,
because lately,
Harriet is always
distracting me
or copying me,
or talking about
the latest boy
she likes.
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and go down to the library
to work alone.
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MONDAY
Dress Code
“RuPaul style.
You’re going to
get into trouble.”
Why does she have to
be so reckless?
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I still can’t believe
she likes him.
“For what?
Wearing a T-shirt?
Come off it.
Still rocking the nun vibe
I see,” she says, taking in
my skinny jeans
and retro NASA hoodie,
which I was hoping
made me look clever,
rather than nunny.
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Distractions
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“For who?” Harriet hisses in my ear.
“Him? The crusty old perv.”
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Shameless
“Stop!” I hiss.
She’s so reckless.
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“Sorry, sir!” she says,
doing a mean impression of me.
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Changes
Me and Harriet
have been besties
since I can remember.
I know when
we were in second grade
in Mr. Parlow’s class
literally everything
was funny to us.
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Chances
but it suits me
because I want to know
if he got my email asking him
to write a reference for me.
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wanting to ask
about the reference
on my own,
but Mr B comes over to me.
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“You have it now?
OK, stay behind.
I’ll take a look at it
right away.”
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We’d Be All Right
No chance of stars,
it’s raining,
but even so
Harriet and I
go up to
the tree house
after dark.
“Frankie, can we
just leave it?”
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“Sorry,” I say.
If it was me
I’d want to talk about
it all evening.
“I was just asking.”
as she laughs
then sighs and frowns.
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“I thought you liked him.”
“Totally,” I say.
But I want to stop talking
about Jackson and get on
with our evening.
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“I’ll tell him I’m busy
and I’m in love with someone else.”
She’s written
that she’s with me with me
and not to contact her again
because of my jealousy.
“Harry!” I say.
“You’re ridiculous.”
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then reaches over to the laptop
and presses play.
“You’re drooling!”
“Am not.”
“Different rules
for the apocalypse.”
“Stab it!”
Harriet shouts.
“You idiot.”
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y!” I say.
“Run away!”
Well, actually,
I’d be scared shitless.
But Harriet
is actually pretty brave.
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TUESDAY
Lunchtime
“Sexting Jackson?”
says Bethany, nudging Harriet.
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“I told you,” she says,
leaning away from Bethany,
“I ended it with him.
And your lunch
absolutely stinks.”
“I was rewriting
my application to
send to Mr. B.”
“Oh,” I say.
I feel a pang of jealousy.
What if hers was
better than mine?
“Did you get it done?”
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and folds her body forward,
resting her forehead
on the table.
Marie says,
“Nothing good gets done
after ten p.m., if you ask me.”
I try to think of
something reassuring
to say, but just then
I see Benjamin
walking toward me
and I’m briefly distracted
wiping my face
and smiling at him.
He grins at me
as he walks past me.
God, he’s dreamy.
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“I’m sure it’s great.”
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Extraction
Ms. Wyse
beckons the girl,
lowers her glasses,
reads the note,
and sighs.
“Harriet Prosser,
he wants to see you.”
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